#I should just keep my mouth shut

[reyturnofbensolo]

That guy(he who must not be named)is blaming The Acolyte for Skeleton Crew’s “lowest watched ratings in Star Wars show history” and he had to put TLJ in there as usual. IDK…it was just…really meh to me. The kids were cute and all, but it just didn’t 🏴‍☠️ like I felt it shoulda/coulda. Originally, I didn’t wanna support the show because D/LF canceled The Acolyte, but I eventually watched anyway. I kept waiting to feel something, but it never came. I don’t hate it…I just don’t really care for it. Like I’d rather watch Goonies or Peter Pan or Treasure Planet. Maybe people are just beyond tired of the way D/LF has handled things because of youtube A-holes! Maybe they didn’t watch because of how bad Episode IX turned out, or that Willow was removed from Disney +, or that THEY CANCELED THE ACOLYTE! All of these things have DEF built up in my mind and I’m sick of it! I don’t think SC was good enough for a S2, but The Acolyte DEF was!!

Did space 🏴‍☠️ waaaaaaaaay better!☝️😎

[paulnoa]

okay. whatever. yeah it’s fine sure.

whaaat i just found out one of my moots blocked me what what what

[faneth]

i keep embarrassing myself over and over again

[moonshynecybin]

Hi! I have been thinking about Marc and the ways he expresses his anger... giving the cold shoulder... the silent treatment if you will (he will speak ABOUT vale but not TO vale let alone WITH vale)... need your input please....

hmm good question.... this got. STUPID long sorry

uhhh marc is, in general, good at keeping his (negative) emotions in check. like i think marc loooooves to think of himself on track as a mature, controlled, and rational dude. above distraction. a killer. a cyborg. idk his dad has talked about how he doesnt really complain much about injury and there's also allll these stories about what a mature kid he was... so i think that when he was young - ESPECIALLY in a racing sense because he was so much younger than most of the people he was competing against - he internalized that in order to do all the stuff he wants to do racing-wise, he reallyyyy has to keep a level head and not well. act his age! and i think that extends to a lot of how he manages his emotions today (at least in a public setting). even in places where im pretty sure hes PISSED (sepang. phillip island 2013.) he just kind of. visibly contains himself. not a confrontational dude in the outright sense he'll clench his jaw and try to work through it.

which is part of what makes his valentino-oriented crazy so interesting. bc people were noticing that marc in 2015 was kind of. being weird. as his and valentino's relationship deteriorated. like they were both outwardly very much like we can keep it on track :) until the big fallout towards the end of the year but uhhhh. well marc has said that vale started pulling back in september of 2014 like he was noticing SOMETHING, and they clashed on track A LOT in 2015, and i think marc sensed vale cooling on him and freaked a lil. hashtag neurotic 22 year old moments. he is my favorite crazy ex girlfriend. like usually he IS good at separating that stuff out and managing his emotions in the racing sense but in assen that year when vale overtook him off track after they made contact he raised a BIG stink with race direction and actually had some uh. not especially chill quotes about it. (it should be noted marc was also flopping for the first time in his motogp career. like in his brain he stopped winning AND vale stopped talking to him he was goin through it) adn all the reporters noticed too they were like. why werent you sucking and fucking in parc ferme. like vale's left turn wrt to spaniard sabotage comes outta nowhere but people WERE noticing that things were changing. i bet marc noticed too. BUT they are not the type of people to talk about these things so they keep it to vague flirting in presscons and escalating on-track tension slash proxy wars waged in race-direction contexts... liek truly you are 22 you are not going to keep your championship title and your hot sports idol bestie is no longer flirting with you on twitter and you COULD just talk to him about that but you'd rather DIE so youre going to ask honda to back you up to race direction about your last race where you DEFINITELY lost bc winning is the ONLY thing thatll make you feel better. even though thatll help convince your hot sports idol that you are engaging in a benedict arnold level betrayal scheme against him. an insane time to be marc marquez. 2015 really kind of is a study on how both of them handle losing: NOT WELL.

and then the thing about sepang is that then the lid is blown clean off and marc spends the ENTIRE race being annoying on purposeeeee. hes so fucking pissed and hurt at valentino that he decides to get under his skin for REALSIES instead of focusing on his race. like idk he probably would have fought hard for the win without the drama that how he works but uh. i think he was being annoying specifically to bite at vale's edges. and part of that is bc marc is naturally and effortlessly annoying. but i think part of it was SPITE. like his team advised him not to speak on anything from that presscon and he didnt, but he can still fuck him over on track. get under his skin. like he cant tell vale to his FACE that he's angry and confused and hurt. but he CAN let him know on that fucking racing line. where he cant be ignored. idk like i cant see marc letting anyone else get under his skin like that.

AND another big ass exception to the marc marquez anger management philosophy is from misano 2019 where vale messes with his qualifying lap. a lovely anon sent me some videos of marc talking to the press and jesus christ i dont think ive ever seen him angrier oh my god. AND the anon also linked the race from that weekend where he won and he celebrated harder than ive seen him celebrate some TITLE wins like he went. notably nuts. the commentators were all like uhhhh. he mustve REALLY wanted to get one over on vale adjfhlkdh... idk if any of this answered your question but his relationship to his emotions fascinates me hes so weirddddd. and its interesting to me that he can shrug off jorge ruining his last race at honda and be friendly but also be like. kind of aloofly pissed at bezz. because of valentino! he can repress the rest of it, but valentino shines through the cracks.

[fluffypotatey]

me whenever i see a clip of Sevika:

[lulu-the-bugaboo]

I adooore wano Luffy, but God, there is a certain perfection to wci Luffy that just delights me

[yatzli]

it’s remarkable how so many people who get in shit on the internet could have easily avoided it by not saying anything

[suhnandmoon]

i hope ur pillow is warm tonight and you wake up early so ur grumpy ☺️ (the beat it chapter was great but fuckkkkkkkkk sunny)

no joke this has been me for the past few days so im just gonna blame you for this.

ive been getting my karma already from nights of bad sleep so neednt fret!

[potionwine]

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[kaiserkisser]

today is such a stark contrast to yesterday in how much i fucking hate today (vent/rant in tags bc i forgor to do it on my vent one)

[fyodior]

Flora what’s the ship? I’m curious now

the one i mentioned here? odazai. people act like the ship is so fucking heinous and damn near incestuous when oda is only 4 years older and they are not related

[edyluewho]

sunday scaries. nothing will ever get better

[daz4i]

idk if most of the relationships around me + that i see my online friends talk about just happen to be bad or if romance is just generally evil like that but either way this is making me feel more solid about my decision to not look for a relationship. #loveloses

[dandyshucks]

literally every item except for the pkmn game 😭 which, I should be clear, i am very very grateful for fjkdkl i was actually not expecting to receive more than two or three things, and the frying pan will be immensely useful djdkdl but aough there is a certain disappointment to the game not being one of the gifts fjdjkl

[tardis--dreams]

When proofreading the journal (on friday night) i commented on one slightly sexist and outdated term to be replaced by a neutral and more inclusive term. I've been having nightmares because of this

[marinecorvid]

also also on tumblr user marinecorvid's official gs playlist We Are Young and Emperor's New Clothes directly correspond to the rainbow festival happening region-wide and a few days of there being no sign of the pinchers and ben and summer cautiously letting their guard down for a night and rand giving them official off-the-clock time to go drunkenly sing karaoke together and fuck around with the rest of oblivia's young adults... and then the IMMEDIATE hard cut to murph frantically phoning summer and ben at 9 in the morning because purple eyes is here and now everything is back to being FUCKED. moreso than it was before, really