#I should change back to my Pokemon url

[wookieeoftheyear]

edelweiss ⇢ how’d you think of your url/username? what’s it associated with to you?

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camellia ⇢ what were you like when you were younger? do you think you’ve changed a lot?

So uhhh way back in the distant era of 2010 I was a regular on icanhazcheezeburger and memebase and their whole like meme economy megasite. I cringe just admitting to it. But my friend introduced me to Tumblr and convinced me to sign up. I’ve always been bad about coming up with clever names for stuff but a couple minutes before signing up for tumblr I saw this stupid image on memebase and in a pinch decided that should be my username. It’s been my URL ever since. It was either this image or a similar one:

My dear @quannaix this was a hard question to answer. I don’t know if I’ve adequately described myself here 😂 But you’re getting a rambling couple of paragraphs anyway.

Personality wise I was a shy, nerdy kid. I had like 3 friends, and it’s mostly because we were all obsessed with Pokemon and Star Wars. Adults generally liked me because I was a total square who never made anything less than an A+ in school and never asked for anything. I was that kid who finished all my classwork for the day in 5 minutes and then just read books the rest of the time.

As a teenager I came out of my shell a lot and I was pretty much cool with everyone. I was still a huge nerd and shy at times, but also made a lot of friends through sports and activities. When I think back to myself as a teenager I cringe because I was wrong about so much lol, but as an ignorant young man I thought I knew everything of course. 😅

I have changed a whole bunch in my 20s and even more now in my 30s. I fully credit getting a degree in Sociology as being a major turning point in who I am as a person and my understanding of the world. My empathy and emotional intelligence has grown tremendously. My views on everything continue to veer further left. I completely abandoned religion when I was a teenager and never looked back. I’m a bigger nerd than I’ve ever been but slightly retreated back into my shell lol.

Maybe I’ll share some photos at some point once we level up as friends 😆

[kinfeelings]

ask game by @princeoframs

🐲: Are you otherkin or therian?

Otherkin technically, I suppose; theriomythic in specific.

🐾: What are your kintype(s)?

I used to believe I was only a polymorph for a long time. Recently I've whittled away even more at the mystery of myself with a friend's (very useful!) help (their URL is @dawnwyrm) and discovered I can still change forms, it's just that I'm a shapeshifting eastern dragon instead of a wobbly and self-uncertain polymorph. Not hating upon polymorphs at all! It just was the closest fitting thing for a time...but ultimately wasn't the case.

☀️: What was your awakening like? When was it?

I've always felt Other and Just Not Human Enough all my childhood. I learned about the concept of "otherkin" as a teen here on Tumblr during the Superwholockvengers, and Rise Of the Tangled Dragons type stuff heydays. I initially turned my nose up at it, wary of it since so many others seemed to mock it viciously. But the idea stuck with me stubbornly, and I went through numerous phases of latching onto fave characters that were not me in the end. Bluestar from Warrior Cats, Star Catcher from MLP gen3, then I tried being fictherian and therian, in the identities of a sable working line GSD and a meowth + persian pokemon...these did not stick either.

🤝: When did you first hear about the kin community?

Like I said, I was a wee widdle teeny-bopper. 14-16?

💪: Do you experience phantom limbs?

Yes.

💐: Do you experience any other shifts?

Moving ears and antlers.

💙: What’s your favorite shift you get? Why?

Mobile tails, moving ears, and antlers on my head.

🚫: What’s your least favorite shift? Why?

Hm...I don't really have a "least favorite," I think?

✅: Can you make yourself shift?

It's kinda always, consistently happening? Pretty much?

💫: Do you have shift triggers, or do they happen randomly?

Mostly randomly, but sometimes I see an art piece or a video that triggers it.

🧠: Do you have memories?

I have noema/noemata, more like, since I am not precisely a past-lifer. Not spiritual. More like a parallel life believer + a psychological alterhuman? I can understand a multiverse type thing.

💚: What’s your favorite thing about your kintype? (The species, creature, etc)

The power! I guess. The ability to change my body on a whim and back, too. The power thing is why I believe I have a psychological kintype, because I've been so powerless and hurt for much of my life. This part of me developed exactly in response to that helplessness. And I am okay with that. It helps me a lot.

🌀: Do you think kins are spiritual or psychological in nature?

It depends on the experiences of the individual!

🗣: Does anyone know you are otherkin? Friends, family, etc? If so, how did you tell them?

Nobody offline in my life knows about me, nor do they probably have the ability to understand the concept.

👯‍♂️: Do you have any friends who are also kin?

I have a ton of altH friends who are only online.

🧘‍♂️: Do you mediate?

Not really. Not good at it.

💤: Do you get kin dreams?

Sorta. I get a lot of dreams where I fly like an eastern dragon should, usually as a method of getting away from monsters or captors in the dream.

🐯: Do you wish you were your kintype? Why or why not?

Yes. Very much so. It would be amazing. And I could always just shapeshift back into my human body whenever I wanted to!

🧝‍♀️: Do you own any gear? If so, what items do you have and do you like to wear them?

I do not own any gear yet.

👀: Give a controversial opinion/your stance on some type of discourse.

Huh. I dunno....ah. Factkin are uncomfortable for me if they identify with people still alive. Heck, identifying with real people from history is still kinda...off to me. But I respect them anyhow because, well, what can I do about it? It's how they see themselves, and so long as they are not hurting anyone, I don't have much room to speak.

🏔: What makes you feel closer to your kintype(s)?

Rivers, beaches, flying in the clouds (I've only been on a plane...3 times in my life, I think?).

✨: What are some things that validate you?

I uh...have never really been validated, I think? Sad to say. Though I did have a great dream a couple of months ago featuring my dead grandma and she told me to get an eastern dragon-y tattoo. Now I know why! Thanks Grammy!

🌈: Talk about any other kin thing!

Dunno what else to say. I'm just glad I've finally figured myself out.

🍄: Anon asks any question they want about your kin stuff!

Ask away, nonnies!!

[moodywyrm]

I’m back 😎

a song that reminds you of your partner (if applicable) 

brag. about anything. 

do you believe in ghosts? 

favorite article(s) of clothing

if you could change anything about yourself, what would it be and why? (If you’re comfortable answering) 

if you were stuck on a desert island with access to one book, one album, and one movie/tv show, what would they be? 

what planet would you live on, besides earth? 

do you believe in aliens, or at the most, some form of life out there? 

what would you do with 1 billion dollars? 

dream job? 

give me one fact about yourself, well known or not! 

favorite author?

favorite poem! 

a strange fact you know

go-to starbucks/coffee shop order

do you have a skincare routine (and how many steps is it)?

favorite disney princess movie?

rank the methods of death: freezing, burning, drowning

a number that weirds you out?

how’d you think of your url/username? what’s it associated with to you?

do you have an emotional support water bottle?

how’s your room/home decorated? do you have a specific theme or style going on? 

nonnie I love you this is so fun!!

I have a few! Rosemary by Deftones, Mary on a Cross by Ghost, and Cariño by The Maria's.

I'm actually so smart! I've made Dean's List multiple times (which is so fucking hard in a quarter system), I'm in the senior honor's program for my major, and im generally just very smart! A smart cookie <3 egg head <3

Yes! And I think we should let them be <3

My big gray cardigan! And my black leather jacket, my black velvet mini, my collection of band tees, etc.

Simply I wish I were less anxious. Like I worry about anything and everything 24/7 and it is just as brutal as it sounds.

Book would be Frankenstein by Mary Shelley or Babel by R.F. Kuang. The album would be Hozier (extended) by Hozier because that is my Man. Show would probably be Gilmore Girls!

Mercury, purely because I'm a Virgo

Yes!! I think the chances of us being alone are so astronomically small, there has to be something else out there, right?

Donate pretty much all of it to causes bigger than myself. Keep enough to pay off my families debts and mortgages, and to get myself a small house.

Author! I wanna work in publishing <3

My original favorite games were Pokemon Ruby and Harvest Moon: A Wonderful Life! In general im a big Pokemon fan <3

Ahhh I have a few? Casey McQuiston, Anna-Marie McLemore, R.F. Kuang, John Steinbeck!

I'm not a big poetry person, but (and this is gonna sound so pretentious) probably Paradise Lost? Does it count? It's an epic poem and I say it counts <3

Female Hyenas have pseudo-penises and female ducks vagina's have dead ends (I took a class on sex in nature)

Cold brew! or a matcha latte, or black tea lemonade. but usually cold brew <3 the Starbucks pumpkin cold brew is my baby and I miss it

Yes! I do cleanser, toner, serum, essence, moisturizer, and (if it's morning) sunscreen!

hmmmm I really like Mulan!

from 'best' to worst: freezing, drowning, burning

the number 7. weird.

originally I wanted moonywyrm but it was taken, so I went with moodywyrm bc I am a very moody pouty person and also wyrms are a type of dragon!! and I love fantasy, so it just kinda stuck? I associate it with writing (obvs) but also wine grapes?? that one always stuck.

I have a few!! I have a big green yeti bottle, a yeti rambler, and my sister just gave me one of the smaller Stanley sippy cups and I use them all for different purposes <3 but that green yeti really puts in work man, I love it.

ahhh I aim for moody maximalist? the big inspirations are like ,,, the house from practical magic, howl's bedroom in Howl's Moving Castle, and general spooky halloween witch vibes? but also old library dark academia? if that makes sense

[qhostpuppy-blog]

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[cyansimblr]

Good day everyone! Thank you for sending me asks! (´｡• ω •｡`) This ask game is fun to answer ♥ I’m sorry the replies are compiled!! I don’t want to bother people by spamming asks in their dash. (Also because i was making navigation + character pages the whole afternoon. (×﹏×)) Thank you so much to anonny, @sorrowfulsims​, @morgynemberisagenderfluiddaddy​, @meksims​, @oversimplify-it​, @waysims​, @lunasimmer​, and @arethabee​​! ♥

All replies under the cut! [ Simblr ask game time~ ]

1. How big is your mods folder?

Its around 7.31 GB right now!

2. How would you describe your style?

I say...my sim style is greatly inspired by the webtoons i had worked with in the past! So my sims won’t be 100% anatomically correct build-wise. Simblr-wiseeee: I like pastels! I want it all over my blog as much as possible!

3. What is your favorite challenge?

There was this!! Amazing challenge!! That i really wanted to try back when i was just starting, but i don’t think i can ever pull it off... If anyone can do the Heart Signal Challenge by lysiablr, I’d be forever grateful as i haven’t seen anyone taking on the challenge yet!

5. What type of cc do you hoard?

I hoard male hairs! That reminds me...i should do a clean-up soon...

6. What default eyes and skin do you use?

I’m using beetle eyes by squeamishsims and kijiko’s maxis match skintone collection~

7. How many urls have you had, and what are the meanings behind them?

I never had any url yet aside from this one and i don’t think it will ever change tbh! I chose ‘cyansimblr’ because i wanted people to know who was my main sim baby just by seeing my name~

10. Who is your favorite cc creator?

I don’t want to bother when they surely have a lot of mentions dailyyy but my favorite cc creators are peacemaker, dyoreos, casteru, trillyke, aladdin-the-simmer, liliili, arethabee, greenllamas, and pralinesims! I forgot someone for sure but yep, that’s about it~

11. How do you edit your photos?

I am heavily inspired by scrapbooks! I want to stare at my blog and feel like i have a virtual diary of some sorts. ♥ 

12. What is the last screenshot you took?

Spoiler warning? |･ω･)

13. What do you do when you are unmotivated?

I play other games like pokemon or rune factory and read webtoons when i feel unmotivated. Though, i try not to drown on it as long as possible or i’ll get used to the feeling and that’s a no no~

15. Who is your current favorite sim that is not by you?

@barbieaiden’s Aiden, @harinezumi-sims’s Yuki (my bb!!!) @void-imp’s Jab, @oversimplify-it’s Erin, @amelettes’s Jun, and @tzuhu​’s Caleb and Morgyn!

17. Do you talk about sims with people in real life?

This is so funny! My steven stone cult gang and food fantasy circle teamed-up and created a discord server to talk about my sim babies while sharing custom content links to each other. Its so adorable to watch. Oh, and they all love Citron the most. ┐(︶▽︶)┌

18. How many of the packs do you own?

I recently gave in to the temptation called paranormal pack and transitioned to the pirate life so i think i can get all packs. Its a shame not being able to use the gallery anymore though. (But i’m gonna be broke for the whole 2021 trying to pay rent and buy medications, sooo /shrugs// )

20. How many drafts do you have on your blog currently?

I don’t queue or keep drafts sobs. (╥﹏╥)

25. How many hours have you played sims?

I think i was in around 800 hours when i can still track on Origin. 

This was pretty long! Thank you for reading!! ♥

[nightwingshero]

Tag Game

I was tagged by @simonxriley thank you!!

1: Why did you choose your url?

Because I love Nightwing and I figured he deserved someone to sweep him off his feet for once. And considering what DC had done to him...he needs a hero, let’s be honest.

2: Any side blogs? if you have them, name them and why you have them.  

I don’t have the organization capabilities to do that, to be honest. I’m organized but in my own, chaotic way. Ideally, I would have set blogs for specific fandoms I have OCs for, to try and spread it out a bit (putting SOA and PB together, making a specific one just for Dragon Age, etc), but that would take time and energy that I don’t honestly have. 

3: How long have you been on tumblr?  

Uhhhhh...I’ve been on and off over the years, but I guess I’ve been active since the summer of 2019.

4: Do you have a queue tag?  

Yes! It’s “i queue you pikachu”, because I wanted to do something clever and I thought it was cute. Plus, I love Pokemon. It’s easier for me to have a queue because I’m just not as active as I used to be. My lack of being able to message back shows that. But I do my best to somehow navigate the dumpster fire of my blog and dash. 

5: Why did you start your blog in the first place?

I was bored, needed something to focus on, and such. I hate Facebook, don’t really use Snapchat or Instagram, and I steer clear of Twitter, so I said “ehhh, why not?”

6: Why did you choose your icon/pfp?

Honestly, it’s one of my most cherished commissions I’ve gotten, and it’s Wren and John...and Wren is like, one of my favorite OCs I have. And just seeing her in her Nemesis glory with John is just...peak her and it makes me so damn happy. @witchesconstellation did such an amazing job with her, I may or may not have cried a bit when I got it. So much symbolism and such gorgeous colors. I don’t know if I ever really wanna change it, to be honest. That might be my icon for the unforeseeable future. 

7: Why did you choose your header?  

Also a cherished commission I received from @savbakk for Wren’s dark baptism! A favorite scene of Wren’s canon that was brought to life beautifully and I still can’t stop staring at it, so it stays as my header. I smile every time I go to my page.

8: What’s your post with the most notes?  

I think it’s my Judgement post with the Nemesis commission? I haven’t really checked, but I wanna say that it’s that one. 

9: How many mutuals do you have?  

I genuinely have no idea.

10: How many followers do you have?  

I haven’t really checked, probably more than I deserve lol. 

11: How many people do you follow?  

Uhhhhh....too many....

12: Have you ever made a shitpost?

Sure have! And it probably won’t be my last. 

13: How often do you use tumblr each day?

Mostly every day. Sometimes I’ll go a few days without it though.

14: Did you ever have a fight/argument with another blog once? who won?

With a blog? Eh, no, not really. But I’ve been caught in discourse and have ran into my fair share of fandom bullies, that I just learned to block and focus on me and my own content. Because it makes me happy and that’s all that should really matter, right?

15: How do you feel about “you need to reblog this” posts?

That’s like someone driving behind me and riding my ass to make me go faster. It’s not going to happen, in fact, I will absolutely drive slower because of it. It’s unfortunate, most of the time, I would normally reblog them until that little comment pops up and I’m just....sigh.

16: Do you like tag games?  

Sure! They can be fun and I love being tagged!

17: Do you like ask games?  

Absolutely, I do. I welcome asks regardless. 

18: Which of your mutuals do you think is tumblr famous?

I feel really bad for saying it, but I don’t really pay that much attention? Like, I genuinely support y’all, and you guys have killer content. You’re legendary to me, but I don’t really know the popularity level they have. I know I have a few close friends that have very well-known ocs though. I don’t know if that counts. 

19: Do you have a crush on a mutual?  

No, not really. 

20: Tags

@strafethesesinners @water-writings @playstationmademe @witchofinterest @chyrstis @iamnotyourmusebitch @minilev @smithandrogers @jackiesarch @glowwormsmith @geronimo-11 @johnsrevelation @adelaidedrubman @clairercdfields @athenalillystar @foxyb0xes @shellibisshe @skitzo-kero and anyone else who wants to share!

[fairyblue-alchemist]

i’m doing this because @pecha-cake did it but uhhhhh yeah

name: mari! but i also go by azure.

pronouns: they/them

star sign: taurus!

height: 5’0/152 cm (i am Small 😔)

current time: 16:37 (or 4:37 pm)

favorite bands: currently it’s the crane wives but i don’t really have many preferences

favorite solo artists: uhhh i don’t think i have one?

song stuck in my head: good riddance (from the hades game ost)

last show: jujutsu kaisen! ...anime counts as a tv show right?

last movie: the mugen train! man i sure do watch a lot of anime related things.

when i created this blog: july of 2018!

last thing i googled: hand pointer. like the ones a teacher would use in an elementary school class. my friend said he had a hand shaped wand in dnd and i pulled this up going ‘oh you mean this?’. i still think he should have that as his wand.

other blogs: i uh. have a lot. most of them are dead. but! the one i have that isn’t dead is @ask-the-tempest-king aka an ask blog for dimitri from fire emblem: three houses.

do i get asks: sometimes! if people want to send me more though i’ll gladly answer them! (as long as they’re not weird or hateful)

why i chose my url: look i have so many references in my name, some more overt than others, but it’s subtle enough not to make me look like a huge nerd. i think. anyways i just jammed a couple of different references into my name and left it at that.

following: 336 people, a good amount i think.

followers: 246. not sure how many are bots though.

lucky number: 3 i think? but i don’t actually know.

instruments: i don’t really play any! but i can sing a little.

what i’m wearing: a fullmetal alchemist t-shirt and blue jeans. (i cannot hide the fact that i’m a huge nerd nor do i really want to)

dream trip: japan or vietnam! (the latter is so i can see family again)

favorite food: probably noodles lol

nationality: american. (😔)

favorite song: uhhh it changes pretty often but currently it’s take me to war by the crane wives.

last book read: the song of achilles! i read it back in february but it still fucks me up inside a little. i should read it again.

top 3 fictional worlds to live in: hoenn (pokemon), hyrule (legend of zelda: breath of the wild), and amestris (fullmetal alchemist)

tagging @ladislavaa @song-of-faerghus @butter-acid @blackcliff-typewriter and anyone else who wants to do it! (either reblog or make your own post, your choice!)

[vespiiqueen]

List 5 things that make you happy, then put this in the ask box of the last 10 people who reblogged something from you (if you want !! 💛💖)

Wow I rambled a lot with this but i can't add cuts bc I'm on mobile rn DHSISHSJ sorry :"))))

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1. Ik Ik "haha how cringe are you" of me to say, but honestly? Homestuck. Homestuck helped me in a time of need and when i so desperately wanted something to latch onto. Finally, I caved into my friends telling me to read it-- and it's been a blast!! The epilogues / hs^2 make me feel kinda sad though, because so much of what I loved about the original was yeeted through the nine circles of hell and into the trash. I love Y/ffany's (I call her Yippi tho) design, the art is really pretty at times, Harry is a major dork, I LIVE for seeing Vrissy bc honestly?? Her design is 10/10, very early 2000s emo style and I also live for that. Tavros is cute and a nerd and I think that's swell!

But in terms of story and how any of this happens, it makes me sad to see it happen. If Vriska could return as Vrissy, why not OTHER beta trolls? Where's my Eridan fish man, writers?? Give me the boy or perish by my fury.

2. Also super "haha how cringe are you" but,,, murder cats (Warriors), esp the early 2005-2015 amvs and stuff. I remember watching Flightfootwarrior's "I Will Not Bow" Scourge amv for HOurs and having no clue what was happening, but all these edgy kitties were KITTIES! It's introduced me to a lot of music I still listen to to this very day (Imagine Dragons, Young/the entirety of Hollywood Undead, Breaking Benjamin). And yknow what?? This new arc is absolute chaos, but in the good way.

I'm an "OG Fan". I prefer the first arc, The Prophecies Begin, to almost any of the other arcs. I just could never get into the other arcs-- not to say I haven't read them, I HAVE and the Fire Scene was probably one of my favorite moments beside grumpy Jaypaw, god complex Lionblaze, and fear the gods Hollypaw. I thought the build-up for it was SUPER satisfying. Gray Wing is my baby and I fully embellish in the Gray Wing is Silverpelt theory.

This new arc is definitely something new for the universe. While I didn't read aVoS (but I may do that if i can find the files for it), and so I don't know the major events of it other than what I've seen M.A.P.'s (Multi-Animator Projects, for clarification,,, bc unfortunately that term is also something disgusting). There's fucking cat possession and all the Clans questioning their belief system, yo. Shit be on fire.

Also the Imposter is 100% Ashfur, that's canon now, yeah??? Also im sorry but fuck Root x Bristle that's the dumbest shit I have ever seen. Give me Root x Shadow or face the wrath of my dragon plushies.

RiverClan is my Clan and my gov assigned warrior name is Fireshell 🌟��

3. As much as I hate the author,,,,, Harry Potter. It's been a major part of my life for as long as I can remember. I can never really remember why, but I've always just loved it- the movies, the books, the extra little merch that would pop up in my local Walmart. Of course my favorite character is Draco Malfoy. I could go on and on and ON about how I think his character arc was SHIT and JKR didn't have the balls to make him a confident gay man that was always implied through the text (at least, my lesbian ass thought it was implied but i may just be projecting, idk). I could ramble about Draco for HOURS and what I think his character SHOULD have been and how his parents are horrible (more specifically, Lucius bc Narcissa [?] Actually showed a few good moments), and a child should never have to pay for their parents sins.

Oh noo, Draco's a villain because he's a victim of major abuse and peer pressure? He's a villain because a literal child can be horrible and they'll always always always stay as a horrible little fiend?? Fuck that. He's a child.

Unlike manchild grease pan Snape, who was a racist piece of shit and shouldn't have became a fucking school teacher but it's okay because he was ~~~in love~~~. No, fuck you, he was a creep. James Potter n Co may have been a little posh bitch to you, Snape, but that's no fucking excuse to continue to bluntly be a little cunt all the way into adulthood. You're an adult who flatly changed your PATRONUS to imitate Lily's. You have no excuse. And Harry went and named his child after you LIKE JESUS CHRIST, DID RON'S SISTER NOT HAVE A SAY IN THE NAMES TOO?????

I also fully adore the idea that Muggles can run into Hogwarts and their patronus can 100% be a made up, fantasy creature. Imagine you learn the patronus spell and suddenly fucking ARCEUS comes from your wand. Imagine learning the spell and CHTULU (i did not spell that right but im so tired) comes from your wand-- an entire ass fucking Lovecraftian, Eldrith horror is just the embodiment of you. What if it was a fucking Homestuck character like Vriska? How fucking METAL would that be?? Hskajssowjjsjs get on it fandom.

4. Hee hee very evident by my url but Pokemon is another major thing of mine. While vespiquen isn't my favorite (that title goes to Hydreigon), it is definitely up there!

I've ALWAYS enjoyed the idea of Pokemon. You run around, training up these fight monsters and collecting them. I remember playing my sister's Ruby version on her flip-up Gameboy. I couldn't even read but I ran around catching god only knows how many of the same pokemon wherever she was. Apparently, I had fought for hours in the same area and leveled her Blaziken up to lvl 50 something and left her lvl 30s in the dust LMAO.

I got my first game when it was Pearl/Diamond. It was Pearl, and it still holds a very fond place in my heart. I could barely read, I could barely write-- I had named my Turtwig something along the lines of "MmorpHy" and my player boy "ZbsibJ". Yes I remember the names slightly. I really didn't get far-- I barely got to the first gym but I was just so happy to play it.

I eventually lost the game, as a 5 year old would do, but I can still vividly remember what was happening when the game arrived. I had just came back from the dentist and was quite tired from fighting the dentist bc I was super scared. Mom suddenly handed me a box and said it was mine-- my overseas (at that time) dad had bought me Pearl and my sister Diamond, because I lost my shit about it when he visited one time.

Well, tdlr, I played it for about five minutes while struggling to stay awake against the loopy gas they made me take. I fell asleep listening to Twinleaf Town's soundtrack. Every time I play a rom of Pearl and I get to where the player's house fades in and I hear that first tune of the song, I get a huge smile on my face and cry-- as.. Weird as it sounds.

A few years later, I had gotten Pokemon Black bc I liked Reshiram on the cover. Now, this one I could actually READ when playing, but I don't remember a lot of things about it. I probably lost this one too, as a 8/9 year old would do. I DO remember, I chose Snivy and my sister chose Tepig (hrmm there's a theme here of grass/fire goin on......) and vibing to the music. I was so amazed by the sprites moving, I just kept getting into encounters to see the sprites move (oh boy, no one tell younger 7-9 y/o me about Zelda......oh wait....)

Playing Pokemon NOW, as a 17 year old """gifted""" chick, I stil have very fond memories. I recently beat Pokemon Black again and GOD the OTS SLAPS. I fucking adore the soundtrack-- the track that plays when you battle a trainer, the low health dings being turned into a legit song that also slaps, the battle! gym leader themes-- and oh my gOd, the legendary theme is amazing? It really tells you just how glorious these pokemon are supposed to be. It's not intimidating like Groudon/Kyroge/Rayquaza's themes. It's not action packed like Palkia/Dialga's is, it's not filled with tension like Giratina/Arceus's is-- but it radiates the GLORY that the beasts portray. And I live for that. (Also, Kyurem's version is my favorite because it glitches in the beginning and that's rly cool)

P/D/P and BW/BW2's stories, imo, are some of the greatest ones. Yeahhh, US/USUM's is cool and I haven't played XY nor SwSh-- but the ones I can find memorable are PDP and BW/BW2. I love N. I love Barry. They're my sons. Ghetsis is fucking terrifying, Cyrus needs a hug. Giratina scared the piss out of me when I was younger, which was NOT helped by Giratina and The Sky Warrior.

I think my favorite movies are the gen 4 ones. The Rise of Darkrai having a tear-jerking theme for such a mysterious pokemon (i still tear up when i hear Ocarion), Giratina being spiteful is a mood and Shaymin was cute, Arceus being angry is also a mood. Yeah, Pokemon 4Ever made me cry my eyes out over Celebi, Mewtwo Returns made me again cry because Mewtwo accepting who he is, I remember how vastly different the BW movies are-

I just. I have a lot of memories with the series, even if Gamefreak and Nintendo kinda do the series dirty a lot (your top-grossing thing and you made That monstrosity for the Switch? How dare you.). It's comforting to be stressed and pull up my roms for the games and to play them. Mystery Dungeon is incredibly fun to play, Pokemon Ranger is really fun with the concept (Shadows of Almia continues to kick my ass to this very day and FUCK the Jungle Relic, I hate the Water Challenge fucking gyarados bullshit). I remember the pokemon I got for MD (I got Time, my sis got Darkness) was Mudkip, if that is any help.

I love my little fictional pixel monsters.

5. Yup, someone told tiny 7-9 y/o me about console games. The legend of Zelda. My first Zelda game was Twilight Princess on the Wii and BOY did I play the fucking SHIT out of that game.

Honestly, looking back and looking at playthroughs now-- I still love TP. Twilight Princess is still one of my top favorite Zelda games-- yes, even after playing OoT, Majora's Mask, Wind Waker, Skyward Sword, the anniversary four swords edition for the DS where you could play by yourself (Nintendo pls bring that back, I don't have friends to play it with ;-;), Phantom Hourglass- ect.

Something about Twilight Princess grabbed me by the head and yeeted me into the world. I can remember playing it for hours with little to no breaks. I, a tiny 9 y/o, had gotten the hang of the controllers and managed to get past the tutorial quite easily. And then, I was launched into the game and I wasn't stopping for NOTHING. Mom and Dad would have to force me to save and get off to go and eat dinner. THAT sucked.

I had done everything on my own up until the first temple, the forest temple. Not where/when you saved the dumb kid, but when you were saving the spirit's light. Theeeeeeennn I got stuck on the fucking Forest Temple for deadass six months straight. I'd play for hours, running around in circles, unable to figure out where to go, and because I didn't grasp the temple's purpose of being that way- I'd get angry and get off. It wasn't until dad looked up a walkthrough and talked me through what I was supposed to do that I learned how to get through temples.

I had gotten to the last little fight with Ganondorf before the Wii broke and i could no longer play. Despite the Wii being broke and we got rid of it, I was ADAMANT on keeping the game, and I kept that game for YEARS. It was an original copy out of a sealed box, and I eventually lost it when I left it accidentally at my now ex-friend's house.

She had a Wii and I went "hey I have a Wii game!" And I brought my Zelda over. Worst fucking choice of my goddamn life. Mom called me to come home and said I couldn't sleep over like the original plan was, and that was it. My ex-friend stashed my Zelda and I never saw it again. And, even if I wanted to-- I couldn't get it back, which makes me upset. We had a BAD falling out. She likely doesn't even remember it's there, or sold it to the local game junkie kid who buys ALL games.

But I still love the game. Midna was amazing, and I loved how snarky she was and she has a very cute design! The game's OST is fucking phenomenal. Midna's Desperate Hour makes me cry bc goddamn it really sells how serious that situation is. I love Hyrule Field's theme in this game. I love the Twilight Realm's song. Zant was fucking hilariously scary. Ganondorf's design in this game scared the piss out of me when I was younger.

Midna and this game's Link and Zelda are def my favorites. Yeah yeah, Sheik is cool and all I Guess but dhsushwishs Midna holds the special place in my heart. She was totally my gay awakening BUT

For other game antagonists, I adore Ghirahim-- let's go you funky little queer-coded villain. Skull Kid was great, I love the entire dynamic of him. Prankster lost soul stumbles upon Majora's Mask and the mask makes him act out due to powers-- which, I actually took very heavy inspiration from for one of my OCs. The moon falling to Hyrule was a fucking terrifying looming threat.

But the game series holds a place, and I've yet to be able to play BoTW-- although, I'm fairly certain I'll like it. The playthroughs I've watched of it are all fairly decent! I just. Gotta save up enough money to buy it haha.

Dang guess I gotta go watch a Twilight Princess playthrough again.

Honorable Mentions:

Avatar: the Last Airbender, specifically Book 3

my OCs definitely make me happy, they're my children and I'd ramble A LOT longer if given the chance WHEEZE

My friends, but I didn't add them here bc it's more fictional stuff, I presume

Baking. I love to bake cupcakes.

Painting is fun. I'm an artist and goddammit im going to use painting as an excuse to make a mess.

Fire. I rly like fire, down to a pyromaniac level. However, i hate the fires that happened to my home town, the Great Smokey Fires of 2016-- THAT pissed me off. How dare you burn mountain landscapes to the ground. Perish.

History. I'm a history nerd.

I'm also a science nerd.

But fuck math, I cannot comprehend math to save my life.

For some reason, I rly like learning how the human body works??? like did you know, organs are actually sticky when touched by a bare hand?? Did you?? How fucking cool is that.

Bakugan. I love Bakugan, esp the DS game. I love my Darkus Leonidas. Give me back the online world, you peasants-- I want my Darkus Dragonoid. (Also fuck all my friends from when I was in kindergarten- my theory that Alice was Masquerade was somewhat correct.)

[pokecommunitycenter]

Hi Dash !! It’s Time to Meet a Member of the RPC !!

Ditto would like to introduce... Dun Duuuuuun !! 

It’s Jason ♡ !! Though some of you may know them as @haematophiliac​ !!

Established in Spooky October of 2018, they’ve been around the RPC for a good long while as a Team Rocket Scientist OC, but here’s a looksee at some things you may have not known !! Ditto hopes you enjoy getting to know the writer just as much as Ditto did !!

♡ Interview... START !!

Ditto would like you to introduce yourself a little bit. The url you go by, maybe how you picked it. Was it a joke at first that you just stuck with, does it have significant meaning?

The username is what people would call a lover of blood. I started Jax in … 2018? Octoberish and he had the common username including Rocket in it and I decided to pick a theme more fitting to him. Eventually I settled with the current one as it fits him as a blood obsessor to put it bluntly. I mean he likes blood, works around a lot of it and all that so it just… Well, stuck!

Was there something about Team Rocket in general that drew you in? Over other ‘evil’ organizations, Rocket is considered the OG & probably largest. But, over Plasma/Galactic, what made you choose Rocket?

I’ve always been a Rocket fan. I started in the Pokemon fandom (can you call it a fandom back then) in 1998 when I was only eight by watching the anime. You could say that Rocket started my love for bad guys actually! I used to adore Jessie and James so much. They were just so fun, funny and adorable. Maybe I had a crush on one… Ahem! But yes, as a kid I fell for the trio (I didn’t forget loveable Meowth there!) and ever since then I’ve been a fan. I love all the bad guys mind you but Rocket holds a special place in my heart. Just always been like that.

A bonus question !! Did any characters from the original Anime / Franchise…  help you develop Jax at all?

A good question but Jax actually was inspired by a character I role played in a completely different fandom. I mean you cannot compare them - Jax is a human with so many faults and the other character is… Well, a plain old monster. But when I first made Jax I put little bits of the old character into him, such as formal speaking and love for blood. He started pretty much as a clean slate. I evolved him over the first few weeks.

Do you think that, because you play a character that is not a ‘good guy’ or as you put it, a monster, that people that may not know you well find you hard to approach?

Indeed so. Though I only speak of experience in the past here! When I played my full out monster in another fandom, people would tell others they were actually scared of me on an OOC level. Needless to say I’ve spoken to many people who were scared and helped them realise that it is just a muse I play. When it comes to Tumblr I find the fandom much more open and less afraid? Though I don’t know for certain because people could be afraid for all I know and I just don’t know. I hope I’m approachable enough anyway!

So then !! To help the part community that may not know you well, or might be a little hesitant because you play a blood loving bad guy, what are some things that you may have in common with everyone? Do you have a favorite pokemon? Or a region that just was WACK & you loved it so much? What’s on that most repeated playlist you got? Or maybe a few movies that you really love?

I read every blog’s rules and I’ve noticed that a lot of people are socially anxious. Which to be fair… I am too! I get nervous around people I don’t know and aahhhh, well, I’m in the exact same boat. We all start as strangers and all it takes is one foot forward to break that ice but, like others, I do find that first step very intimidating. I’m just your average nerd to be fair haha. As for my favourite Pokemon? Sneasel! I fell in love with that little critter after watching the Celebi movie when it came out. Favourite region would be Hoenn. I just have fond memories of it I guess as a Ruby fan. It was the first game my battery ran out of energy on. My music is too horrific for anybody’s ears if that’s what you mean hah. And movies? … … Digimon the movie (1+2+3 in Japan and just the first (all three combined) in UK and presumably other places too).

As someone who feels that weird wiggle when trying to step out of your comfort zone to make friends. Do you have any advice for people that want to get to know you better? Or, reaching out to people in general?

When reaching out to me - or anybody else - I find the best approach can be a simple hello. It instantly shatters that ice between two people. Like… Many of us are afraid to simply say hello. But if you manage to break that first bit it’s amazing! If you don’t there is always another day. Conversation can escalate from a mere hello. Or even reply to an open post if serious or funny! That first step is the hardest indeed but things get easier after that first hurdle. The worst someone can do is walk away and then perhaps it just wasn’t meant to be. Everybody has friends in the end and making more is great.

That said. We all know how the Poke RPC has its ups, & its downs. Sometimes both happen in one day. LOL. There is always room for growth though, & Ditto believes that everyone can work together to make that happen. Is there anything you would like to see change in the community?

Everything in life will come with ups and downs, it’s just how things go. We can all work through things however. If something bad happens there’s always a light at the end of the tunnel. As a community it is great we can all work on whatever needs addressing. I understand some people rather turn a blind eye depending upon the situation. We all should work on what makes us comfortable. Nonetheless, if I could change one thing I’d change anon hate. Argh. That’s one thing that gets under my skin. We, as a community, should be open to criticism and praise alike and nobody should need to harass another person anonymously. If someone has a disagreement then they should tell the person. Only that way can they work on the issue. But then again there is needless anon hate without true purpose behind it and that makes me sad. But nobody is perfect and sometimes people will rear their ugly side. Yet when anon hate has popped up it has been utterly overwhelming to see everybody support each other with kindness!

Ditto wonders, do you think anon hate may… slow down, or go away, if it was ignored instead of responded to when received? Most times, the people that feel the need to do hurtful things to others is for response. The attention received whether it is good or bad.

I think it’s highly dependent upon the situation. As someone who has received hate in the past (not on Tumblr mind you) I found that even ignoring people doesn’t work. Yet every case is different. Some do it for response, some do it to just get under someone’s skin. We can’t tell which however. If, say, it is needless hate then to ignore it would be the best option, even reporting it to Tumblr’s staff. But if in the situation something needs defending like a misconception then it could be a good idea to clear the air. Keyword could though. I’ve learned that people will get ideas into their mind and battle for it rather than accepting what is truth. In those cases a good air clearing is good and then to ignore any further.... Jabbing could be best. But if people feel the need to respond they should have the freedom to, as well as the freedom to ignore it.

Is there anything you’d like to pass on to those in the RPC that receive anon hate? Maybe a word of advice, or just something supportive to remember if it ever happens?

Well, as long as someone isn’t breaking any rules, doing something bad OOC or whatever- Actually I was going to say they should keep going and doing their thing. And yet I feel the need to mention that all people make mistakes in their lives. Anon hate is a bad way to go. The person on the receiving end of a message is a person too. They have feelings and thoughts and a life also. If you ever receive anon hate then just remember that there’s someone sending it and perhaps they don’t realize their mistake. That isn’t to say it’s justified. Just that people do indeed forget there are real people involved. … I think I word things bad! I mean… Anon hate is wrong, end of. But it is so easy to forget that real people are sat to read it. If you ever get anon hate then it is best to ignore it. That spark could evolve into a full blown fire and make you worse off. Hm, I forgot my train of thought but in the end we all need less hate and to just enjoy ourselves. People tend to send hate from bad experiences with the person or disagreements if right or wrong on either side but words are just words on a screen. They can say all they want to you but you are you. You are a person who deserves a life and love and no mere text on a monitor - Or phone screen! - can ever truly harm you.

Ditto thinks you did a fine job. We all take time to find words in our own ways, & no one has the perfect ones all the time. So please do not worry about wording things. It takes some practice sometimes, when you’re put on the spot !! 

Ditto would like to wrap up with something uplifting & super positive. After your time here in the Poke RPC, what are some of your favorite memories? Things that make you stick around, or just enjoy seeing go on? Give Ditto a little insight ( & the RPC too ) on what makes you happy to be here.

I have a vast array of good memories. Mainly ones of that first move of saying hello to someone or just that first interaction. Then again you’re asking someone with a bad memory! I truly just enjoy seeing people having a good time, enjoying their time here. When people are comfortable enough to do crack threads, that’s something that makes me smile. For instance the RPC could have been super strict and look down upon anything not considered serious and yet there everybody is just having fun! I enjoy watching people get along all in all. When new relations are formed, plots explored, the crack-like threads that ensue. Dash commentary is always a favourite. It shows someone isn’t afraid to get involved. I like it when people aren’t afraid. As I said, we’re all humans with lives and just watching people have fun makes me smile, even if I’m not involved. And of course, being involved in things makes me happy too, to just be included :D

A big Thank You !! to Jason for allowing Ditto to take some of their time for this interview. 

Ditto hopes everyone has a good Monday !! 

See you next week for the next Community Interview. ♡

[hyruviandoctor]

Ahhh thanks for the tag @turtleduckcrossing! I missed doing these, it feels nice to be back and that you thought of me :)

Name: Tyler

Hogwarts House: I’ve been told I’m a Hufflepuff, but when I took the quiz I got equal parts all of them, Ravenclaw, and Hufflepuff. So I literally have no idea, and I’ve only read one of the books and seen 2.5 of the movies (and also the first Fantastic Beasts, which I thought was pretty neat).

Social Media: Aside from Tumblr, I use Twitter and Instagram a lot, Discord pretty much constantly, along with AO3 (which I don’t know if that counts) and (more recently) DeviantArt. If you wanna follow anything, there should be links on my blog (let me know if there aren’t lol)

Current Time: 10:13 PM right now (EST East Coast Beast Coast)

Cats or Dogs: I love both of them so so much, but I would probably pick to have a cat over a dog if I had to choose just one.

Coffee, Tea, Other: Same as above, I love tea (both hot and iced because ya boi is from the Southeastern US) and coffee, but I would definitely pick coffee over tea if I had to. Maybe I should pick tea actually, since it’s got actual, y’know, health benefits instead of just addiction and the jitters lmao

Favorite Pokemon: This is the hardest question possible but I would probably say Mudkip or Cyndaquil.

Favorite Animal: I changed my mind this is probably the hardest question. I love so many animals, but I guess my favorites are either falcons or cats (big and small). Unless we’re talking mythical creatures, in which case it’s probably dragons.

First Fandom: Believe it or not, it was either The Legend of Zelda or Sonic the Hedgehog. I was absolutely obsessed with Sonic starting from when I first got Sonic Heroes on the GameCube, but if we’re talking the first fandom I took widescale internet part in it was definitely Zelda. I was reading fanfics and looking at fanart back in the days of everyone having a family computer in the living room (much to my mother’s chagrin lol). I’m really glad I stayed active in the Zelda fandom, because it’s given me some of my closest friends and fantastic experiences.

First Fanfic: I don’t remember the first fic I read, but I know it was Zelda for sure. It probably wasn’t Zelink since I wasn’t as into it early on, but within a few fics I was definitely all in on the Zelink train. If we’re talking in terms of the first fic I wrote, it was an OoT Zelink fic that started with Link proposing to Zelda with a ring embedded with the three spiritual stones immediately after they defeat Ganon. I’m not sure if I still have it floating around somewhere (it was uhhh not great I’m sure), but I still think fondly on it even though I had my mom proofread it (which still chills me to the core when I remember that fact).

When I made this blog: I know it was my senior year of high school, and I think it was fall semester, so I’m thinking somewhere around October 2013. I’ve been here for a hot minute now lol

How Long I’ve Been in my Current Fandom: Like I said, Zelda was my first real fandom, so I guess I’ve been in it since something like 2004-ish? Somewhere in the mid 2000s for sure, so about 25 years?

Art or music: This question is illegal and I love them both so I refuse to answer this question ghjfkdljf

Reason for URL: Okay so not to sound Basic™ but I combined the two fandoms I was biggest into at the time: The Legend of Zelda and…..Doctor Who. Hyrule + Whovian = Hyruvian + Doctor for, well, The Doctor. Surprise, I’m a nerd LOL

I’m gonna tag @geekyzelda, @swordofseiros, @telekinetic-issue, and @kimikaami (only if you all want to! Don’t feel pressured)

[alyafae-a]

𝚁𝚄𝙻𝙴𝚂: 𝙰𝙽𝚂𝚆𝙴𝚁 𝚃𝙷𝙴 𝚀𝚄𝙴𝚂𝚃𝙸𝙾𝙽𝚂 & 𝙰𝙳𝙳 𝟷𝟶 𝙱𝙻𝙾𝙶𝚂 𝚈𝙾𝚄 𝚆𝙰𝙽𝙽𝙰 𝙺𝙽𝙾𝚆 𝙱𝙴𝚃𝚃𝙴𝚁!   ||     𝚁𝙴𝙿𝙾𝚂𝚃, 𝙳𝙾 𝙽𝙾𝚃 𝚁𝙴𝙱𝙻𝙾𝙶 !     ||

nickname.   gin star  sign.   pisces height.   5′6  favourite  music  artist.   cher !!  last  tv  show  you  watched.   battlestar galactica what  kind  of  stuff  do  you  post.   rp, ooc, character related pictures ... that’s about it  do  you  have  any  other  blogs?   kinda, though i write those muses over here atm why  did  you  choose  your url ?  we gotta go way back with that one. this blog used to be a celebrían but i moved her to another blog, then i wanted this blog to be a narcissa single muse and thought ‘what would describe her best?’ well, she’s vivid and she’s pure (of blood) so... viividpurity. i actually think about changing my url tho  hogwarts  house.   hufflepuff for the win!  pokemon  team.   i know absolutely NOTHING about pokemon what  favourite  colour.   any shade of pink and purple how  many  blankets  do  you  sleep  with.   1-2 ! 2 rn tho one is a therapy blanket so ... that doesn’t actually count? following.   467  followers.   599 ... WHAT

tagged.   by the absolutely amazing @honeyglaze  !! tagging.   @strcngwomxn @aegeless @snowinabottle @ofgclaxies @murkyhazed .... honestly, everyone should do this and tag me

[arcticsart]

A little update with Spirited Souls (and how SmackJeeves did a funny)

This post is a bit long, my bad.

SPIRITED SOULS:

Hey everyone! If any of you have followed me for a few years on other websites, you may know about a Pokemon webcomic I have called Spirited Souls.

I’m not super great about updating it (it’s been a year and a half since the last page), due to a few personal life things and dissatisfaction with the story, but with winter break coming up for me soon I want to jump right back to it. Even if the story doesn’t make sense and the characters aren’t as fleshed out as they should, this is still my passion project that I would love to see through.

SMACKJEEVES:

Since Smackjeeves had its weird update which made pages slower to load, removed customizable features (D:<), removed page blurbs, and are harder to view on a computer overall, I’ve made a few changes with where the comic will be updating.

For the moment, I’ll still update it on Deviantart and Smackjeeves, but I’m also adding ComicFury. ComicFury will be the main place for the story, as it’s an easy website to customize. I probably won’t post pages here on Tumblr because they may heavily outnumber the other art I have here, but I may post here whenever a huge update (or even video ^-^) comes out.

Here are the links for the story. ComicFury’s won’t have much at the moment, but I’ll get all of the pages in there later this week.

ComicFury: https://comicfury.com/comicprofile.php?url=spiritedsouls

Deviantart: https://www.deviantart.com/arcticnightmoon/gallery/52236367/spirited-souls-nuzlocke-comic

SmackJeeves: https://www.smackjeeves.com/discover/detail?titleNo=154509&articleNo=1

Under here I why I’m mad at Smackjeeves:

Similarly to the character page I have here on Tumblr, I had one on Smackjeeves too before it updated. It also had a banner and a page dedicated to other comics people had made, but now they’re all gone.

This is all I could find as an example, it’s a bit outdated because it’s from the wayback machine:

With the new update though, all of the customization is gone, and at the moment I have no clue if those extra things I made for the site are still there (the sole reason I started to learn coding too, since that’s how you did it). I liked Smackjeeves because it gave you an easy outlet to post a comic, and if you want to code in extra things to make the website your own, you could.

New viewing:

Now with this update, it’s fine, it has the pages and an ability to comment, but that’s it. It’s kind of empty. I never customized much, but the little bit I had really helped feel like it was a place of its own.

I know SmackJeeves was due for an update to reflect on its growing popularity, and I’m glad they improved the website for mobile viewing, but still feel like they made it worse for a lot of people who just want to create free comics.

Hopefully they improve on this someday.

[fcrmula-moved]

oh hey there

remember me? probably not but in any case i’m back... kind of. not OFFICIALLY yet, and i’m gonna remake before i’m actually back for real, but thought i should say that hey i’m makin my return and to say what exactly i’m going to be doing, and you can see a big ol ramble under the cut down there if you’re curious!

anyways, having finished writing everything under said cut, i dunno if i covered everything i SHOULD have covered, but i can’t think of anything more to add to it, so eh whatever. if y’all got questions feel free to ask, i’ll be keeping an eye on things over here even while working on the new blog and maybe posting updates and whatnot. you can also hmu if you want to do something together once i’m actually done and ready to go! (please. please do. i’m actually very nervous.)

i’m looking forward to coming back, hope you can all understand why i’m changing things, and desperately praying you’ll like what i do change! see you all soon :-)

so. why i stopped rping in the first place? several reasons. 

i was not on prozac and felt very sad very easily. 

i got bored with my portrayal of n for... a lot of reasons... stagnancy being one of the more major issues though. i wrote myself into a corner in many many ways and it sucked.

felt like i had to keep the same Basic N Concept that i made when i was... 17... because even though my n was now complex, it was still using the base from then and i wouldn’t be able to deviate from that without basically having to start over again and i felt like i shouldn’t/couldn’t do that and that just felt very awful all the time

why am i coming back now? well i have to be honest here it’s mostly swsh that even put this drive into me in the first place, but the reason i’m actually following the impulse instead of dismissing it is for a few reasons:

i stopped when i was an emotionally unstable teenager and now i am adequately medicated and no longer a teenager 

every attempt i have made to rp off of tumblr has fizzled out in one way or another and it’s Absolute Torment. i have been bored for months on end. i’m emotionally stable but still occasionally don’t get out of bed because i just don’t have anything to do so there isn’t any point. it is hell and i want out 

raihan is really really really hot

what am i going to do now that i’m back and what’s gonna change?

i’m not gonna rp this edition of n again. we had some good times and all but he’s staying in 2018. i’m not even gonna call it “resetting” him, because that’d imply i’m returning him to the base n i started with back in 2017 and... uh... no, no we are not doing that. new n. brand new. sorry to anyone i had established stuff with, and sorry to anyone who finds that they preferred my old n, but Mr Griffin Just Can’t Do This Shit No More 

i’m still kinda workshopping new n, but i also know who he’s gonna be, just not sure like. where in the timeline he’s at. new n is a version of n that i only scarcely got to Try Out For Maybe 4 Posts when i was still active on here. new n is a lot more distant and aloof, depressed as shit all the time, inexpressive and unintentionally intimidating. fresh new boy. traumatised as hell and very lonely. that’s our new n

i will be making a fresh new blog, because although i’m not going back to the portrayal i used on here/enharmonics, i also don’t wanna delete everything, yknow? i am gonna use this url though

there’s a good chance that i’ll be making a raihan as well, though i’m not sure when, nor am i 100% sure that i’ll go through with it but let’s face it i probably will. i’m at the very least barring myself from that until i’ve actually finished swsh, because i haven’t actually done that yet, because despite the fact that i’ve been ready to go fight leon for days now i have not felt Ready, not because my pokemon aren’t strong enough they’re actually severely and accidentally overleveled no it’s because i don’t feel mentally or emotionally prepared i have had the game since the day it came out and i’ve logged 68 hours of gameplay and it was only a few days ago i beat the semifinals and finals and rose and have not advanced the plot at all since then

changes to my rules are imminent, and since i’ve just seen my mun page and realized how outdated it is i feel like i oughta note: if you haven’t already guessed, mr griffin is me. my name is griffin. calling me n is cool too but like my NAME-name is griffin. i sorta figured i was already going by griffin by the time i stopped using this blog but nope and honestly i am not fully sure why i assumed that

things i think i should note:

my family and i are moving sometime this month, it’s roughly an hour and a half drive to the new place and the date we’re planning on officially moving in is only a few days before christmas, so things are probably going to be kinda busy for me

i might look into applying for college once we get there and things have settled down a tad

in other words though i am coming back and do intend to be active i also uh kinda became an adult with ambitions and while i’m more stable i also still haven’t stopped having adhd or autism because that’s just a thing that can’t happen. just fyi

[pumpkaaboo]

OHHHH pokemon. u can choose either which pokemon u think fit the categories OR characters from the games/anime/wherever else <3

=^o.o^= VERY excited to see how this turns out

blorbo: ...........well. i feel that one should be obvious (in case i later change my url, it's pumpkaboo). it was my first card, and my first shiny as well! got a small size shiny pumpkaboo on a totally random encounter. i also love their lore, they're just round psychopomps. i care them. second place definitely goes to absol, though

scrunkly: giratina. i refuse to elaborate.

glup shitto: i mean Also pumpkaboo because it doesn't get that much love by the company but otherwise, probably litwick? it's just a candle. an evil candle that eats you but still. i care it.

poor little meow meow: ...are there any pokemon that are actually Problematic/controversial? i mean i guess there's all the ones that canonically murder people but people tend to like those. maybe zubat? i like the zubat line, they're Friends, and in order to unlock their full potential you must love them and they must love you back.

horse plinko: any roaming legendary ever but ESPECIALLY articuno/zapdos/moltres in x/y. they have inflected unto me so much pain.

WOBBUFFET. NEVER HAVE I FELT MORE DREAD THEN WHEN WALKING IN A CAVE AND RANDOM ENCOUNTERING ONE OF THOSE THINGS WITH A LEAD 'MON THAT IS ABSOLUTELY UNPREPARED TO DEAL WITH IT. GO AWAY AND LEAVE ME ALONE FOREVER

[tr-u-ce]

All of the get in my businesses!!!

YASSSSS

The meaning behind my url: Uh I was a 21p blog ages ago and truce is a v meaningful song so I haven’t really thought to change it to anything else to be honest

A picture of me: :^)

How many tattoos i have and what they are: I have none bc I’m both poor and a little bitch

Last time i cried and why: I think it was probably yesterday because I’m stressed about EVERYTHING

Piercings i have: I sorta have my ears pierced but I haven’t put earrings in them for over 10 years so they’ve p much closed up lmao rip

Favorite band: UHHH idk I haven’t listened to music properly in so long because I’ve had exams but I’m always going to be stanning The 1975 and Bastille until I die and I’m so in love w/ the Lumineers so?

Biggest turn offs: people that r just a bit too silly n stupid, being hurt and stuff, um idk 

Top 5 (Polish words): (in no particular order lmao omg I don’t have an awful lot to choose from) Chleb, Nie, miłość, jajko, żaba

Tattoos i want: I wan’t a little yin yang or mb like just a yin idk, um also I want all the lyrics to Eat Pierogi written on my forehead

Biggest turn ons: IDK I’m a baby lmao but um being nice to me lol idk um being dominant I need to be told what to do 24/7 lmao

Age: 18 but mentally about 5

Ideas of a perfect date: Walking a lot somewhere pretty like a forest or something and then going home and ordering chinese food

Life goal: To live in Poland and be able to speak the language well enough to be able to work as a nurse there

Piercings i want: Definitely my ears again, other than that I don’t think I can be bothered to get any more

Relationship status: Very much in a relationship

Favorite movie: I DON’T KNOW every time I watch a new film it becomes my favourite

A fact about my life: Uhh idk it’s not very interesting at the minute but hopefully I should be moving out soon and by hopefully I mean very very hopefully

Phobia: Flying, also like creepy crawlies walking all over me

Middle name: Leigh I guess

Height: Like 5′5 pretty much

Are you a virgin? Nop

What’s your shoe size? 5 I’m a baby

What’s your sexual orientation? I guess I’m graysexual but I just say I’m ace it’s easier

Do you smoke, drink, or take any drugs? I drink sometimes that’s about it

Someone you miss: Josh lol what’s new also my BAB

What’s one thing you regret? Taking Biology and Chemistry at A Level and wasting two years of my life

First celebrity you think of when someone says attractive: Alex Lawther, 

Favorite ice cream? EEE cookie dough

One insecurity: My stomach I hate it I want to cut it off

What my last text message says: ahhh okay xxxx

Have you ever taken a picture naked? lol yeah

Have you ever painted your room? No :(

Have you ever kissed a member of the same sex? Like at parties

Have you ever slept naked? Yeah like twice

Have you ever danced in front of your mirror? Way too many times

Have you ever had a crush? Way too many times

Have you ever been dumped? twice

Have you ever stole money from a friend? No erm

Have you ever gotten in a car with people you just met? I mean I have taken several taxis in my life but other than that I don’t think so no

Have you ever been in a fist fight? Not that I remember

Have you ever snuck out of your house? Yeah to play pokemon go 

Have you ever had feelings for someone who didn’t have them back? yes lol

Have you ever been arrested? uhhh no I am a very law abiding citizen

Have you ever made out with a stranger? no :/

Have you ever met up with a member of the opposite sex somewhere? Does this literally mean have you ever met up with a male somewhere because yes?

Have you ever left your house without telling your parents? Yes to play pokemon go

Have you ever had a crush on your neighbor? …no

Have you ever ditched school to do something more fun? Once me and Imogen were really late to school so we thought go big or go home and just got breakfast from the coop and ate it in the common room before signing in lmao

Have you ever slept in a bed with a member of the same sex? yeah plenty?

Have you ever seen someone die? I don’t think so as far as I can remember

Have you ever been on a plane? Twice and they were traumatic experiences 

Have you ever kissed a picture? uhhh I don’t recall doing so but I’m sure I probably have like as a little kid

Have you ever slept in until 3? uhhh I don’t think so (?) I might have done after a really late night w/ Luke

Have you ever love someone or miss someone right now? What the fuck does this mean like either way yes but ??

Have you ever laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by? Yeah once I did it at primary school and I thought that that was how fast the world was spinning and I got really really like disoriented and threw up or smth

Have you ever made a snow angel? no :(

Have you ever played dress up? yes lmao wtf I was a little girl ofc i did

Have you ever cheated while playing a game? I play a lot of monopoly so it’s far to say….. yes

Have you ever been lonely? NOOOOOO

Have you ever fallen asleep at work/school? I think like I’ve only fallen asleep once and that was in a German lesson watching a film after I’d done my first ever all-nighter

Have you ever been to a club? no:(

Have you ever felt an earthquake? yess twice they were p anticlimactic because both times I didn’t realise it was an earthquake until after

Have you ever touched a snake? I don’t think (?) so, not unless I was really young

Have you ever ran a red light? Not personally but I’ve been in plenty of vehicles that have bc we just don’t give a fuck around here

Have you ever been suspended from school? nope, almost though

Have you ever had detention? Never actually had a proper detention in my entire school career how sad is that

Have you ever been in a car accident? Not really I’ve been in one where we broke down and somebody hit the back of us really slowly

Have you ever hated the way you look? NOOOOOOOOOOOOO 

Have you ever witnessed a crime? I mean probably, I think I’ve seen a lot of people stealing shit

Have you ever pole danced? No but a girl can dream

Have you ever been lost? Probably yeah

Have you ever been to the opposite side of the country? Many times

Have you ever felt like dying? Many times

Have you ever cried yourself to sleep? Lmao many times

Have you ever sang karaoke? nope!

Have you ever done something you told yourself you wouldn’t? Definitely I can’t think of a specific example though bc my entire life is just ‘hannah no’ ‘hannah yes’

Have you ever laughed until something you were drinking came out your nose? Not that I can recall but probably

Have you ever slept with someone at least 5 years older or younger? nope

Have you ever kissed in the rain? yess

Have you ever sang in the shower? nope:/

Have you ever made out in a park? I think I probably have

Have you ever dream that you married someone? I don’t think I have as far as like I can remember

Have you ever glued your hand to something? uh no

Have you ever got your tongue stuck to a flag pole? ….no?

Have you ever ever gone to school partially naked? I mean once I went in a very short dress my legs were v naked

Have you ever been a cheerleader? noooo

Have you ever sat on a roof top? Kinda I’ve sat on like a shed lmao

Have you ever brush your teeth? no, not once in 18 years

Have you ever ever too scared to watch scary movies alone? I’m v often too scared to watch scary movies alone

Have you ever played chicken? no because I’m not stupid

Have you ever been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? No I’ve literally never met anybody that owns a pool

Have you ever been told you’re hot by a complete stranger? Yeah bc men r weird

Have you ever broken a bone? No my bones may be bad but they ain’t snakes

Have you ever been easily amused? I’m always way too easily amused tbh

Have you ever laughed so hard you cried? Definitely 

Have you ever mooned/flashed someone? I mean my boyfriend yes

Have you ever cheated on a test? Yes and that’s why I won’t pass Biology

Have you ever forgotten someone’s name? Yeah I forgot my patient’s name and called them smth else and felt rly shit

Have you ever met someone who didn’t seem real? I’ve met many people who are too stupid to actually be real

Give us one thing about you that no one knows. I’m so oversharing I acc can’t think of something nobody in the world knows um mb that I’m ace? I mean I didn’t piece that one together myself for like 18 years lol

[briwates]

tag meme woo

Rules: answer 30 questions and then tag 20 blogs you would like to know better.

i was tagged by @noon-edies ! thank you for the tag!!

1. Nickname: Mayou and sometimes Pikachu because of my cheeks

2. Gender: female

3. Star sign: virgo

4. Height: something around 164cm

5. Time: 10:30pm

6. Birthday: September 12

7. Favourite band(s):The Neighbourhood, Twenty One Pilots

8. Favourite solo artist(s): Khalid, Billie Eilish

9. Song stuck in my head: the shooting star meme music...i hate everything

10. Last movie I watched: Star Wars IV: A New Hope

11. Last show I watched: Hunter x Hunter

12. When did I create my blog: uuuh January 1st 2015, but I started being active on it in 2016 aka when i got into fandoms and understood the purpose of tumblr

13. What do I post: a bunch of things i like (cats, star wars, anime i’m into atm, pokemon)

14. Last thing I googled: composition of sand. for a school project. yes.

15. Do you have other blogs: just a nsfw blog i’m not giving the url of

16. Do you get asks: once every blue moon

17. Why did you choose your url: death the kid will forever be my n°1

18: following: 422 that’s a lot

19. Followers: 104 wowie

20. Favorite color: blue

21. Average hours of sleep: between 5 and 7

22. Lucky number: 14

23. Instruments: i used to play piano but stopped for various reasons

24. What am I wearing: jeans and a blouse I should change into my pajamas it’s 10pm already

25. How many blankets do I sleep with: 1 or 2

26. Dream job: idk yet tbh

27. Dream trip: i want to go back to sidcup

28. Favorite food: pasta is my one and only love

29. Nationality: Moroccan

30. Favorite song now: idontwannabeyouanymore - billie eilish

i’ll tag a bunch of blogs I enjoy seeing on my dash!

@hi-miko @peachy-momozou  @bakushima   @souleater-x-nonsense-atm   @iamhereforthejellybears  @amajikki  @bi-antagonist  @peppersnot