#I should be the one complaining rn
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A man on the town once yelled at me for cultural appropriation, but I actually just had the worst pimple you could ever imagine right between my eyebrows
Like sir, I would love to take it off, trust me, but it's under my skin
I've also been scoffed at for "being a poser with an eyebrow slit", when I actually just have a scar going through my eyebrow
I'm sorry that my scar tissue doesn't grow hair, you're right, that's entirely my fault and I should be executed where I stand
#how do i even tag this#People are so quick to judge#like bro#It's not my fault my skin hates me#You didn't have to go to school with the dermatological equivalent of a sniper mark on your forehead#I should be the one complaining rn#can't we all just get along#wouldn't that be nice
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some hetalia sketches i did during school today <3333
#aph hetalia#for the first one i was kinda surpised they didnt even mention the indigenous tribes#i mean. i guess i dont know why i expected otherwise but i thought it'd be worth exploring if-#-the native americans had their own place in hetalia. yk. like they should be#if i messed up the powhatan clothing please yell at me in the replies(and point me to refrences..... please...)#hetalia oc#for the second one we're learning about the war of 1812 rn and i can just imagine america just complaining to Britain and France-#-to stop attacking his ships.#and for the last one i just missed my wife.#uhm.#😓😓#my art#hetalia#america hetalia#hetalia britain#hetalia france#hetalia canada#(barely. poor guy)#hetalia russia#rusame#amerus#aph amerus#i mean its more implied but whatever
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bro apologized and said he’d do better and call shit out next time and ppl are still complaining about it like i’m pretty sure most of dttwt only likes dnf now and act like they like sapnap just bc dream said dteam is a package deal
#i think it’s ok to not like someone like i am not saying they have to like him especially cause rn they’re not really doing content together#but i feel like they feel pressured to still like him bc of dream#i swear they complain about absolutely everything he does they bring up the kick thing at least once a week move onnnnn#like yeah he should have said something especially after he said he wanted to bring change to kick but i mean. it’s a gaming issue not a#platform issue. like the exact same thing could have happened on twitch. AND IT HAPPENS !!!!#so tired of twt also no one cares about those long ass statements about him btw#discourse#*
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*fic mentioning me + my f/o having children
girl fuck them kids and fuck youuuuu
#merlucide’s rambles :>#I am so so sick and tired rn aaaaa my nose is stuffy on one side and dripping out the other#FUCK THEM KIDS#i honestly should go to therapy about it but until then I’ll complain on the internet#I’m so tired oh my gosh#I’m like#in between awake and asleep#Half asleep#yah#imma go eep#I hope my Manz visit me in my dream#Plepslsplspslsspssllspssl#Kids actually make me so angry#Like the whole idea of them#Ew#ugh#fuck u#ugh I wish dudes could get pregnant then maybe I’d like the idea of it better#The world shames women for everything and getting pregnant is so shameful#I hate the word knocked up it’s so fucking stupid I hate it
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Trying to get the hang of his design so I can draw gay shit 😌
#trigun stampede#vash the stampede#trigun#trigun vash#vash fanart#newest blorbo <3#I am slightly insane about the whole anime rn#so I'll be sketching the others a bit too and after that I'll be unstoppable#I love how you can tell which one I drew first#anyway#I didn't understand much of the show but idk if that's bc I watched it in English without subtitles#or bc I'm a lil too dumb for it#or bc I should read the manga and watch the og one too for context#still it's got me in a chokehold and I'm not complaining u_u#shrews art
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If hexenzirkel become playable they should be allowed to have wild exploration talents 🙏 idk what exactly but it should be much better than slightly reducing stamina consumption while running or a tiny chance of getting extra things from crafting
#like it doesnt even have to be ridiculously OP it should just be more unique#even something like alice displaying local specialties in every nation vs just one... bc yknow she's explored everywhere#she should know where all the goodies are#rift wolves don't attack the party unless u attack first with rhine🙏#or even as a much more daring and wild concept... it'd be so sexy if some enemies stemming from Khaenri'ah would be much more aggressive#but some others would be at a significant disadvantage like you'd have to get much closer to be noticed#or it'd be cool if when they Notice you and you don't attack within a certain time they flee and evaporate out of fear of The Great Sinner#like the fuckin goats in the new liyue area#a deep seated memory of the cataclysm enters the Hilichurls brains and theyre like oh shit oh fuck she's gonna get durin i gotta LEAVE RN#OR with the more aggressive/powerful other Khaenri'ahn enemies they see her and a whisp of a memory about “/her/” ruining Khaenri'ah comes#to them and they're like i gotta kill her to protect everyone else#(obviously i think the black serpents should be one of the Aggressive groups because they were probably ordered to get rid of her)#idk there's just so many enemies tied to rhine that it'd be a shame to not do something with that for her exploration talent#but lord knows it'll be similar to Albedo's 🫤#honestly the one I'd be most okay with having a talent thats already taken is Nicole#because it'd check if her talent gave her an ability similar to nahidas#and i wouldn't complain because thats such a sexy talent but not quite enough for me to pull for nahida#but Nicole? im gonna become a temporary whale when the hexenzirkel girlies become play#methinks
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never love, a male character, in a hoyoverse game
#did the recent hsr quest. girl cmon#ufff ill complain about the story telling of amphoreus as a whole a different time i just should complain ab anaxa rn#has one of my favorite heirs designs out of everyone we see and i was hoping the quests would endear me to him#it didn't really. do that. idk are my expectations too high?? like i already watched them fumble telling two character stories in one#mission like twice already [and yea i think trying to split one mission for fugue/sunday and then mydei/tribbie to be too ambitious]#like i get castorice is the anniversary character and they have already proven how much they love glazing her but like#anaxas presence in the mission being just walking simulator plus like two cutscenes is crazy work especially when it's technically#his update too he just happens to get the short end of the stick and having to be the male character released alongside#the newest cashgrab meta topping waifu [I'm sorry cas stans]#my unhinged pretty boy twink. the beta nerfs weren't enough the trailblaze mission had to disappoint me too#might pull him might not idk the flamechaser I'm waiting for is still in the later future [elysia]#honkai star rail#hsr 3.2#hsr spoilers#[kinda]#demdems.txt
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sorry @kamuro-junrenka i just giggled from the realisation
then his next words


are SO hypocritical it's unreal
sorry i just love the idea of yagami trying to talk sense to kuwana when it is KUWANA who sees things more clearly. (no kuwana apologism here, he was stupid with revenge killing and he knows that this is who he had to become though he doesn't like it. but HOW and WHO are you teaching this lesson to if your victims just disappear without any reason/explanation/message to the world... lmao.) gonna munch on this thought a little more, i think that is a good point of view and i can elaborate a little later (i have one post that i've been cooking in march, but at that time i decided to finish the game first and write it... and after finishing LJ i've been grieving my loss of judgment... haha see what i did there.)
actually the boat scene is insane in the way that we see live how yagami's convictions tear at the seams, and i WILL be insane about it, yet again, later. ok, whatever, not the point though right now. for me, LJ is about telling yagami (and, consequently, us) that good/bad is not the only possible options and they are even not mutually exclusive.
yagami needed that lesson (hehe) after JE because that was as clear cut case as it might've been. there were bad people and there were good, he's mistaken okubo putting him under the "bad" category but he did nothing wrong and is good in the end, but there is nothing deeper than that. (and that is why i believe that LJ is more thematically rich... while not being that much of a murder mystery that is JE. i love them both for what they have and what they lack though, it's interesting to compare them with each other.)
tbh i think that yagami's past and upbringing is a little downplayed, meaning the only thing that is questionable is the mention that yagami does help the matsugane family with uhhh the crime chores let's say (i don't remember if as a lawyer or as a detective, but i do remember that this was the case). but it mentioned only in passing, and helping to defend hamura in court is not that big of a deal if we see that yagami isn't happy with the outcome though the ruling was justified, yeah?
and though his ties to yakuza are left rather unexplored (considering half of his friends are criminals of some kind LMAO yeah sugiura this includes you too) and doubtly this will be the theme that will ever be brought up again, it is important to remember that yagami as a person is a product of two different worlds. the "bad" and the "good".
the beef i have with the "good yagami" take is not whether he is a good person, but more like, with the notion of him not seeing the nuances of the situation like ever? which makes him so good and right about everything, that he does everything according to law and etc... while i picture him as "let's do it baby i know the law" kind of person.
there IS a moment where he's a little bit stubborn about his convictions, but that's because *gestures* kuwana (AND I WILL WRITE ABOUT IT MORE... SOMEDAY... SURELY...), but not to the extent some people believe him to be (i remember a meme where "kuwana explains his pov (an explanation so long it's unreadable)" vs "yagami explains his pov (which only says "murder bad"). yeah it pissed me off pretty bad.)
so... yeah. i firmly believe that LJ is not about a good/bad dichotomy, though this type of story is expected with the starting factors we get. in the end, even the protagonist left kind of saddled with unnecessary feelings troubled about his convictions that in theory are simple, yet in practice contradict each other.
#i'm sorry i'm not really can words rn#but i WELCOME you to discussing i LOVE when people see other things and TALK TO ME about this#i've been kinda locked in my head with these thoughts for two years and watching and re-watching the cutscenes#and i do find new things still i can be biased. or i AM biased. certainly.#ahem anyway. i'd love to see your thoughts. or anyone else's while i'm at it!#we are few in numbers but that is more encouraging to be open-minded in my opinion#judge eyes#i should tag these kind of posts somehow... let it be just my writing tag whatevs#putting letters together one word at a time#ALSO when i've tried to find the meme i've stumbled upon a reddit post where in the comments one dude was complaining#about the “sawa argument”. and where he brought up the points that yagami should've used instead this one#and at least two out of seven arguments there was exactly what yagami is trying to say bringing up sawa. EXACTLY THE SAME THOUGHT#you cannot make this shit up. i've laughed so hard i have literal tears in my eyes
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I've been doing a casual second lob corp playthrough for fun and one thing that I've really come to adore is how the different success rates can paint a pretty cool image of how work with it looks like at different levels of each work type and while I think it's kind of sad that base game you can't see the work percentages I also think it in a way adds a fun game of is this marginally harder at level five than four or is my guy just being bad at their job
#rat rambles#lonotomy posting#like one of my favorite details is how dimensional refraction variant has its three less preferred works as 0% for the first two levels and#then 40% for the rest because it rly paints the image of a low level employee being completely unable to do those work types due to not#being able to see it but higher level employees being able to better work around feeding or talking to or whatever to smth they can't see#I also enjoy how the first two attachment work levels of scorched girl aren't dead zero while everything higher is#again its just small things that just sorta make sense with the abnormality even if the work types will still almost never be used#although I don't consider 40% a complete deal breaker if you have high level guys and are desperate lol#oh also shout out to der freischütz for being an absolute bro I love repression trainers 🎉🎉🎉#ofc he has a prerequisite but once you reach level three you can easily grind out to level five in like one work day#plus good gear and good ego gift and you have an abno worth taking as early as you can handle it#which if youre lucky with your teths should be as soon as hes available#still dont care abt him as an abnormality but hes a nice asset to have#also one thing thats been fun to remember is how comically easy most the upper layer sephirah missions are#like especially nezatch's worlds hardest quest play the game#might as well be asking me to finish the day dude we're in the early game#like I know its early game and these might as well just be a tutorial but its still funny to me#tbf the lower layers also have their fair share of piss baby missions#which heavily contrast miss 'suppress a billion abnormalities' gebura lol#I know some ppl have problems with chesed missions but I think yall just need to learn to minmax better <3#I jest but I struggle to see myself having any problems with them during this playthrough#rly the biggest thing Ive learnt this playthrough is that I was fucking robbed during my first playthrough like I did not realize how easy#it is to actually get decent gear early game when the game actually gives you he and waws to chew on#like dude the first day waws were available I got given three waws to choose from where was this my first playthrough#like I wont complain too much since my first ever waw was king of greed and thats a pretty decent first waw but still#anyways Im kind of endeared to some of my nuggets in this save but I dont rly feel like doing anything with them atm#I mightttt give throw them a bone and semi canonize them to my main facility or give them a spin off story but Im not sure rn#again none of them are rly calling to me in the way my main nuggets did so Im not feeling especially obligated to throw that bone#but if I ever start yapping abt a guy called noah know what happened
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You know I find it a bit odd when people complain about evil choices in RPGs feeling unsatisfying. Destruction is an inherent part of evil so of course there will be less content for you to interact with, evil does not create it can only corrupt and destroy. Would you be satisfied if you couldn't kill with impunity? Because the natural consequence of such an action is to be left with nothing to rule over but ashes.
#baldur's gate 3#bg3#pathfinder kingmaker#pathfinder wrath of the righteous#idk what else i can think of rn but this was mostly inspired by me seeing people complaining killing off the tieflings felt unsatisfying#like the lich path in wotr has it's own companions so i can see that as being an argument for why bg3 should have some more evil ones#that's an argument i'll accept but to say killing a bunch of people feels bad is a bit silly when you yourself are not evil#so therefore do not find destruction for it's own sake satisfying#that's not bad game design it's good you design
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help! i actually have to use my sewing machine
#i haaaate seaming#thats not true im dramatic i just only wanna hand sew rn but that requires me to do all the other shit first#which also includes uuuuh. actually patterning the collar. which will take me 10 minutes mind you im just lazy#i just wanna sit down and go through my obscene watchlist and sew on 50 ft of soutache is that too much to ask#also mind you: i havent actually designed the soutache motif. which i need to do first#this is why im a technician and not a designer. no drawing only sewing while complaining about what the designer drew#i should have texted one of my friends they would have drawn something outrageous for me and id love#char.txt
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hey so. um. i was told that lmk didn't have any pain. and. haha. haha. haHa...what the f
#🅰️non talks#lego monkie kid#*glares at ceres* I TRUSTED YOU#/silly#gOOOOOOOOD MK YOU SILLY TRAUMATIZED BOY#HUGGING YOU AND SQUISHING YOU AND CODDLING YOU IN MY HEAD AS I AM TYPING THIS#(i also hope that there is more to it where that came from cuz im on s2ep9 rn and i want to really DWELL on the sadness and angst potential#(cuz from what i'm seeing in the main earlier episodes (I AM NOT COMPLAINING WHATSOEVER I DO KNOW THAT THIS IS STILL A KID'S SHOW))#(forgiveness is very easy to come by in the main cast)#(i wanna explore trying to give them more negative aspects like holding grudges (either visible or invisible) and showing remnants of ptsd#from earlier encounters)#(just idk man I HAVE AN OBSESSION WITH GIVING EVERYTHING JUST A PINCH OF REALISM OK???? angst is my lifeblood you all should know that /lh)#edit: ok i just reread their response to my ask and turns out i accidentally left out the part where they told me there IS pain#oh#ahem#ahem...#edit2: I AM AN IDIOT. I FORGOT TO SEPARATE THIS EARLIER BUT PTSD IS **NOT** A NEGATIVE ASPECT AND I AM SO SORRY FOR MAKING IT OUT TO BE ONE#PTSD IS VALID AND THE PEOPLE WHO HAVE PTSD DESERVE TO FEEL SAFE AND HAPPY FOR THE REST OF THEIR LIVES#FUCK YOU IF YOU DON'T THINK THE SAME OK BYE
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i feel lost. scared. lonely
step out into the sun. into the endless pain. alone in an opaque void, or maybe i just can't see through it enough to notice i'm not alone. it burns. is rotting in the darkness worse? drowning in the sewer?
infinite mazes of light, nobody aroung. this isn't real. the real light burns, this doesn't. i see so clearly yet there still remains no-one. fields of empty space, knee height. marble floors with no temperature
mirages of others. of company
endless seconds ticking by. however many millions. running around searching for a way out, tiring myself endlessly, never collapsing
my flesh bleeds – oozes, almost – with sickly purples
(legs numb now. alternating between writing tags and main post segment whatever this is called)
dragging my forearms across the subtle rough texture of the tiling. they bleed. they fall apart so easily. so weak. so brittle. so rotten through
i need ..... . .......i don't know what i need
please, i need whatever that thing is
someone tell me what i need
someone tell me what to do. where to go. i'm so lost in here. i'm running out of battery. it's always ticking down, never reaches 0, i feel like it's a lie. shepherd's tone
my sanity's slowly falling deeper and deeper into the infinitesimal abyss, or maybe not and it just feels like that. i don't know anymore. i don't remember anymore. i don't remember what i am. my family's fading from me. i'll be alone soon. without them
my ideas are running out yet i must keep writing. this is my purpose in life for... however long it's taken now. 10 minutes? i didn't check when i started.
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■■■■ ■■■■■■ shall claim me soon
#rant#rambles#this turned out surprisingly poetic ig?#“drowning in the sewer” is a reference to →#sewerslvt#setting vaguely inspired by →#ultrakill#show me the sky show me how to live#← is a good song btw. listening rn#please talk to me. i need someone. i need someone to be obsessed with me. i need attention forever overwhelmingly much#tw rant#tw blood#not sure what trigger warnings to apply#this post is stretching on. i like that. this is nice to write. i should write somewhere more fit for long-form stuff#ao3#← maybe? if someone finds this through that tag please help me get on there maybe if i have the motivation#please talk to me#this is the last i'm writing for this post. nothing more for the main segment. this tag. the last. and the 2 next ones#bye for now. i'm actually kinda proud of how this post turned out. i felt it was gonna be uninspired and felt kinda bad about complaining i#such a boring way but actually this turned out good
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LUFFY!!!!!!!!! I HAVE BEEN CONVERTED!!!! LUFFY BELIEVER FULL TIME!!!!! LET US WORSHIP THE SUN!!!!
#luffy deflating like a balloon..... be serious 😭😭#MOMO NOT BEING ABLE TO HEAR LUFFY!!! oh kaido going for the others now..... law could hear his voice too???#NAMI BEING THE FIRST TO STEP UP!!! CHILLS!!! THIS TIME STEPPING UP TO WITNESS THE HORRORS!!! YEAH!!!#yamato really does carry the spirit of oden straight up.... motivating his son and everything...#i feel like i am going insane... I CAN HEAR THE DRUMS!!! nami telling luffy to not die and fulfill his promise WHO ELSE HAD A PROMISE????#is this why his fruit awakened.... because nami reminded him of the promise... omg..... THE DRUMS!!! CHILLS!!!! THE SMILE!!!!! IM SO HYPE!!#talking tag#watching one piece#episode 1070#i am smiling so hard rn. contagious#also the cp0 that died for this ajdja.... suffering from success....#THE BOUNCING SOUNDS!!!! THE DRUMS!!!! THE SMILE!!! SANJI JUST VOLTING AWAKE??? see the clouds over his shoulders remain.... as i was saying#you know this has me realising maybe shanks isn't all that bad and stole the fruit from the gov so they couldnt get hold of it#hiyori saying how oden kept hia promise but also how he wanted to keep the promise of opening wano for joyboy#THE KANJURO THING!!! HIYORI WATCH OUT!!! oh its gonna burn orichi by accident YEAAHHH!!!!!!! FUCK YEAHH!!!!#the animation is so fun.. luffy just junping around and shit while hia destruction power is MASSIVE#this is so!!!! kaido complaining about being bored and having fun thru fighting AND HERE COMES LUFFY WITH HIS LOONEY TOONS GOOFY FIGHT!!!!#they knocked this shit out of the park!!! also END CREDITS????!#episode 1071#momo saying kaido got fat 😭 actually kaido got pregnant <3 yamato you're going to be a big brother congrats!!!#the eyes 😭😭 damn luffy flew away and exploded... 😞😞 skipping rope with kaido omg.... everyone should go outside and see this...#we are welcoming here in the luffy believers... barto is gonna enlist hundreds of new members#law is luffy believer number 1 damn the speech he is giving kid... omg kaido bonked him ajshaksjak that was so good he needed witnesses..#nami worried abojt luffy being dead and when he appears she is just like WTF IS THAT!!!!!! HUH???!!#wait a second ooohhhh kaido is goong down too fuck yes akdjaksj momo and yamato peeking over the island jahdksk#THE DRUMS BEING HIS HEART I CANNOT GET OVER IT!!! Kaido shoukd be puking up his insides by now but alas this is so fun BOIOIOIOIOING#FIRST TIME SOMEONE ASKS LUFFY WHO HE IS AND HE DOESN'T SAY MONKEY D LUFFY FUTURE KING OF THE PIRATES. HE SAYS ITS HIM. STRAIGHT UP!!!!#NVM HE SAID IT!!!!! GOD IS THAT YOU????!!!!#episode 1072
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One of the worst forms of pain is fixating on media with absolutely zero fandom
#I’m in pain rn ngl#I’m really just alone in my little corner#yes this is abt the musical that my last post was abt#it has no fandom when it SO SHOULD#and that’s not just me saying that cause I think it’s cool#the music is great. the characters are all so interesting. AND it has some of the best representation I’ve seen in a show set in the 1950s#could it probably be better? sure#BUT how can you complain about canon acknowledgement and acceptance of gender exploration/fluidity(? I’m pretty damn sure)??#especially when it’s done like it is in this show#agh.#listen to All Shook Up gang#it’s so good and no one knows it
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I cannot fathom the level of self importance some people must have to behave this way
#it’s more so selfishness lmao#idk I’m getting unnecessarily worked up about this but 6 months ago I kinda vanished off of everywhere and then I noticed she deleted some#messages#girl I would’ve responded later calm down gosh the messages aren’t going anywhere nor are they disappearing#dora daily#I think of all people who should be mad you’re the last one because tell me why you were so viscerally rude to me since the beginning and#played a massive part of the roaa situation by being complacent when oh ! I thought you’d side with your alleged best friend ME#girl you have no right to complain at all not to mention you take FOREVER when you have no excuse to reply back but when I’m struggling I#apparently have zero excuse ☠️ girl bye#not to mention the fact that when I was so frustrated with myself having these bad headaches and being so incapable of doing anything when#exams were so close all you had to say was what can I do#well bitch what could I have done when you were at hospital#I guarantee you I was the only one texting you 24:7 asking how you were#reassuring you that it’s okay to feel upset about being in the fucking hospital and you don’t need to have such toxic positivity all the tim#oh but when the other girl had freaking back pain from her period or something apparently that’s more of a concern#girl bye#not me who has chronic headaches and cannot even study and nothing sticking cause it’s that bad#oh but go ahead compare it to your chronic illnesss like yes it’s horrible and yes it impacts you a lot#but I don’t think it impacts your brain and memorisation capacity#not to mention how fucking jealous she is of everything like I can say oh god I was so stressed and girl she has not felt stress in her life#compared to what I go through yet she is jealous of the fact I can stress ? tf?#and when I say I almost passed out cause of exhaustion she doesn’t give a shit when I was being so serious#in truth I’ve come to realise nobody does seem to care at all lmao they all think I’m lying#why would I lie about that be so fucking fr rn#anyways this is why I simply don’t want to talk about my physical condition with anyone anymore because they’ll think I’m a liar anyways 🤷♀#not to mention the fact if you even knew me a little you’d understand that it’s so impossibly hard for me to feel comfortable enough to#complain to talk about me feeling sick or sad or whatever I only do it here cause no one follows me and no one will rlly see it at all#but even here I feel like my throat closes up and I can barely breathe when I do complain#so pls …#this one sided friendship thing is crazy cause girl how do I shake you off?
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