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Sorry for no posts was fighting for my life with classes and uni applications 😭
#if I don’t get in I’ll scream crying please I am praying#fucking ubc man#my fight isn’t even done yet#just prolonged to a future date#hhhh#I’m tired#what’s the point in growing up man#this is bullshit#also while doing uni applications I HAD PHYSICS AND PRE CALCC#R U KIDDING MEEEE#anyways#grindset moment#I say with tears streaming down my face
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Ayrton Senna (Tokyo, 1987)
They have, of course, in Alain Prost one of the best if not the best driver in Formula 1.
#was thinking of turning this into a gif#but i need everyone to hear this from the man himself#and ayrton saying alain's full name#tears streaming down my face rn#pre-mclaren prosenna u r so dear to me#prosenna#alain prost#ayrton senna#classic f1#f1#formula 1
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i want him to do gruesome, putrid, vile, filthy, foul, unspeakable, dirty things to me. And i‘m not even sorry. 😈🔥
#i want him to *gunshot* me and *gunshot gunshot gunshot* and after that he could *gunshot gunshot gunshot* me#and i‘d say yes daddy thank you daddy 🙏🏻 with tears streaming down my face#unhinged wednesday it is#alright i‘m gonna go lay down bye#ghost#ghost band#copia#papa emeritus#tobias forge#myedit#ghesties#the band ghost#ghost sweden#papa emeritus iv#popia#rhrn#rite here rite now
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haiiiiii helloo 👋 (i'll apologize in advance because i'm using google translate to send this message)
but i saw a video on tiktok saying that ratio has an inferiority complex
what do you think about that ??
I believe that he does have some sort of inferiority complex, albeit it's certainly not as prominent as a character like Aventurine for example.
I believe that a lot of his lines/things he says come off as 'self-aware' and so that's how people take it, however when you think about things too much like I do then a lot of his lines start to sound rather self-deprecating or comparative.
I made a post about the Added to Teams lines already, but in each of these examples, he constantly creates a divide between himself and being anything beyond ordinary.
This sort of Black-and-White thinking is something that he only exhibits regarding his intelligence, seeing as he's perfectly capable of arguing against his own beliefs from a different viewpoint as shown through one of his daily messages. He's unable to consider himself even just a partner of a genius because of this thinking, this is mostly what leads me to believe he does have an Inferiority Complex.
TLDR: I agree with the idea and think it's quite easy to overlook as a part of his character.
#i quite enjoy this aspect of his character#cries a little#eeu eeeuueee aheem heeeem#were gonna get ratio content soon guys!#i say for the millionth update in a row with tears streaming down my face and I fall to my knees clutching my pearls#★ – asks!#dr ratio#dr veritas ratio#veritas ratio#hsr dr ratio#hsr ratio#honkai star rail#hsr
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pov: me tomorrow when i watch Cheng xiaoshi and Lu Guang go through the horrors
#“gosh darn i love this show” i say with tears streaming down my face#HE WILL LIVE#cheng xiaoshi#lu guang#shiguang#shiguang dailiren#link click#donghua
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Dan had to post that sappy shit today of all days I'm actively CRYING they've done so much for us just by being visible and out and HAPPY in front of our very eyes and I'm SO PROUD OF THEM like my god I'm not okay in the slightest but this community means so fucking much to me and to know the world tried to knock them (and all lgbt people really) down SO MANY TIMES and got so close to knocking Dan down, but he made it through and he's here and queer and filled with such JOY and LAUGHTER and they give the laughter and joy to us whenever they share a bit of content and it's so much it means so fucking much... we all went through so much shit.... I need a hug fucking hell I'm literally crying
#phan#dan and phil#dnp#I have tears streaming down my face I was not ready for it#first day of my period I am so sensitive today why would they do this to me#if Phil says something I'm gonna fucking die I fear#DANIEL HOWELL I LOVE YOU SO MUCH YOU HAVE NO IDEA WHAT YOU'VE DONE FOR ME#fucking hell he'll never know how much he changed my life#I need to get the WAD quote tattooed cause it truly gave me the courage to keep fucking going when life was so bleak#I owe them SO MUCH of my laughter over the years it'ws ridiculous#I'm crying so hard ahaha#wow this shit hit me
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I FORGOT I EVEN SENT THAT ASK AND YOUR RESPONSE HIT ME LIKE A TRUCK OHMSYGODDFJDJ
I seriously love your writing so much you always put a heap of emotion into it 😭😭
also adore the idea of TIM being the one who's obsessed with bear and going to such lengths just to keep seeing him, I tend to prefer happy endings so I like to think they work it out after a while but like also the angst is amazing
god the amount of yearning in this au makes me so mmmpfhhhf
god im just so sorry that it took me soo long to reply!!! you sent just as i was taking my break from tumblr and other social media :(((
i remember reading it and thinking to myself "god if i had the timbern brainworms, i could write smth for this" but then recently they've been coming back and i was a church bored out of my mind when i was like "hmmm maybe i should respond?"
and ohhh my god, when i first got it, i immediately thought about how toxic it could get and like, personally, i feel like i can't write complicated characters? if that makes sense? to me, im not very good at writing multi-dimensional characters. which to be fair, i never set out to become like a pulitzer prize winning author. i just do this for fun haha.
and like i knew that my answer to your ask was always gonna be toxic timbern but i didn't know if i could write it? ig??? bc like tim is a good person. he is!!! he just wants bear so badly. and it's past the initial physical attraction now.
he and bear are all grown up. he likes bear's wit and humor, well the wit and humor he gets to hear when bear doesn't know he's around. but bear wont let him in!!!! bear wont open himself up and tim's apologized!!!! he did!!! he doesn't even know what he did and he still apologized!!!!! and it changed nothing. bear doesn't talk to him or look at him or anything. nothing but polite professionalism.
and then one day, he sees bear on his balcony as he's swinging through the streets of gotham. and bear isn't doing anything special, he's just sitting there in sweats and no shirt and the moonlight hits his pecs just right and his shoulders are so broad and-
well he cant be blamed for stopping to take a peek, right? and maybe when he has has time he swings by more and more. just watching for longer and longer, until one day bear catches him. and as they stare at each other from opposite sides of the street, tim thinks this is it. the cold glances and frosty words are going to come back. bear's never gonna just sit on his balcony again. he's lost this too. but then-
oh.
bear sends him a hesitant wave and tim raises a trembling hand to wave back. and bear- well bear's mouth splits into a smile brilliant enough to rival the sun. beautiful like the sunrise. the promise of a new beginning. if he closes his eyes, tim thinks he can feel the sunlight's warm rays on him.
hes' hooked after that. he comes around again and again. one day bear lets him on the balcony. weeks later, bear's hugging him. weeks after that, tim's in bear's lap. and he knows it's not right. that bear thinks he's someone else. that bear doesnt want anything to do with him but how is he supposed to let this go? how is he supposed disentangle himself from bear's arms?
so he lies and he lies and he prays to any and every god he can think of, that he'll get to keep this. plus he's not really lying to bear, he's just... not talking about it! if bear asks, he'll tell him point blank. he swears it. but that's a problem for another day. things are looking up! bear said more than 5 sentences to him the other day and yesterday? he even got a small smile. it'll all work out. he'll be fine.
#i have to stop answering asks. it always turns into word vomit#and like tim knows bear is never going to ask. bear would never ask robin to compromise his identity like that#so it is lying by omission. kind of. he's taking advantage of bear. love under false pretenses? i feel like this is textbook smth#i just dont know what#and i keep thinking of after it all falls apart and tim stupidly goes to visit bear on his balcony#and bear is sitting there crying. tears streaming down his face as he sniffles. and it's ugly and there's snot and bear's biting his lip#to try and stifle any noise he might make and tim's frozen on the fire escape of the opposite building and bear looks up#and even now he's still the prettiest thing tim's ever seen. a tear rolls down his face the moonlight glints off it#bear's gorgeous and tim did that. tim made him cry like that. tim's the one who broke his heart. who took his trust and twisted it beyond#recognition. and they stare at each other for a few moments before bear's face shutters close. hastily wiping his tears away#bear steps back inside and locks the door. there's nothing left for him out there anyway.#also me saying that stuff about my writing isn't me needing reassurance or anything. it's just my opnion of my writing abilities#as of right now. so like dont think you have to reassure me or anything.#how did this get so long???? this was just supposed to be me talking about my thought process to the previous ask#and then it turned into this#as always nothing in the veil!au is set in stone. not even this. please do whatever you want with the au!!!!#timbern#timber#tim drake#bernard dowd#veil!au#asks#introspective.txt
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remember when you hit the brakes too soon! twenty stitches in a hospital room! when you started crying baby I did too! but when the sun came up I was looking at you!
#remember when we couldn’t take the heat#I walked out said I’m setting you free#but the monsters turned out to be! just! trees!#when the sun came up you were looking at me!!!!#oh you were looking at me#😭♥️😭😭😭😭😭#do you ever think about how moments of connection in Taylor songs is so rare#just. that moment when the beloved is looking back AT her —it almost never happens#and when it does she’s so quick to write it down and hold on to it forever#locked in her steel-trap memory#you almost ran the red cause you were looking over at me#I am always thinking about Ann Powers saying that a Taylor song is just Taylor alone with a man creating the world of the Moment#whatever it is#and most of the time it’s profoundly lonely#the thing Taylor does NOT have (I believe) are friendships that go to the core#that are personal and individual —where she is Seen and Loved#and so she’s still looking for it in romance and mostly not finding it 😭#but man there is something so poignant about Taylor writing from and filling in the silences of a space so many women find themselves in#alone with a man who won’t look at them#I have never been there and venture to predict I never will be#but Taylor has lived most of her adult life there#and then the other half doing the work of transcribing it#shakes me to my CORE#anyways to circle back for a second—out of the woods HAS the moment of connection#and it feels as raw and vulnerable and simple as it probably was#like. for a second we really are just in the hospital room with them#when she says—when you started crying baby I did too I can SEE her just standing there#all nearly 6 feet of her probably in her little ski outfit tears streaming down her face!#but it’s still a point of connection because he’s looking back at her in that moment#I have made myself cry
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me writing the angst rn
#mari says#my eyes are gonna be puffy tomorrow from writing this tears were literally streaming down my face earlier#but thats because im a baby#maybe its not even that sad#my hands are shaking with the knife ready to plunge it#no one get hyped for this im likeeeeee#distraught#why are you writing it then? because if i have to live with it in my head ig other people should too???#PULL THE TRIGGER PIGLET
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me at any inconvenience: my penis HURTS!!!!!!!!
#spacie spoinks#me after i took my adv calc test yesterday#my penis hurts#it works b/c while i am feeling absolute dread abt an exam that i 100% failed (again)#i say that and the sentence is so fucking stupid it makes me laugh#me with tears streaming down my face: my penis hurts#cant help but crack a smile#its likee . jingling keys in my own face#hahaaa hey spacie!! hey spacie!! oooh my penis hurts!! ahahhaa!! my penis hurts!!#i m making myself laugh rn by typing this#the horrors will still come after me but my penis stay hurting
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got a stunning bug while i was talking to raphael yesterday
#it's not a bug it's a feature#let raphael make funny faces larian#when i say i laughed what i mean is that i had tears streaming down my face i was not okay#it's the first grimace it simply destroyed me#bg3#baldur's gate 3#bg3 raphael#bg3 spoilers#kinda
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3hrs into lovingly rendering their faces/hair and i realize at some point i accidentally merged the sketch & lineart layers 🙃
#the agonies#but its okay i can work with this#(i say through gritted teeth with tears streaming down my face)
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Fires of Raven is far and away the stronger finale but that's because it's the one that causes you more pain by far. It's the bad ending and that's good because it delivers on what a really good bad ending should be.
#Armored Core 6#'THIS TOO...IS YURI' I say as tears stream down my face and I let the planetary inferno consume me to atone for my sins
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idk why it’s just coming to me now but I remember feeling this cold, white catharsis upon realizing that it wasn’t Freddie’s decision to give Glenn that panic attack. It was Anthony’s. And the way he said it, so finite, “Glenn is having a panic attack.” in a tone that was used before only to set up a disastrous scene.
It hurt, a lot, because in the weirdest way possible that’s exactly what having a panic attack is like. You’re sitting there with your world crashing down around you and then a disembodied narrator suddenly says, “This bitch shutting down.” (Distinctly in a Stanley Parable manner.)
#dndads#dungeons and daddies#glenn close#using the team’s actual names instead of ‘mr/mrs lastname’ was fucking traumatizing but I did it so nobody would get confused#anyway I wanted to say something in the tags that I couldn’t above because I can’t add breaks while on mobile#so tw for active shooter DRILLS if you’re reading this#one time. not too long ago#we had an active shooter drill at school while I was in orchestra#and as soon as I heard that my body went ‘oh hell no’ but I have anxiety so I ignored it#and we got outside#and the whole music department was huddled in the parking lot#and it was a beautiful day#and I was shaking#and I turn to my acquaintance maddie and I go#‘I think im having a panic attack’#and then I start laughing hysterically. and I bend over with a hand on her shoulder because there are tears streaming down my face#and my conductor bless his gay soul he comes over like ‘what is going on’#and I had to shuffle to the bhr while an imaginary shooter was in the school#because I tried to Not have a panic attack and besties. take it from me. nobody has IGNORED a panic attack and lived to tell the tale#anyway. glenn just like me fr LMAO
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EXCITED
i know for a fact im going to cry so much at the ajr concert
can't wait ☺☺☺☺☺
2 MORE MONTHS!!!!!!!!!!!!
#i love ajr so much#its been 7 YEARS#WOOO IM SO EXCITED#IM GOING TO CRY SO MUCH BECAUSE LITERALLY#they have kept me alive for so long#i have to thank them for everything#for speaking for my heart#and inspiring me to say what i think#ajr#on 2085 i know for a FACT there will be tears streaming down my face#or on karma#OR EVEN ON 'MAYBE MAN'#im gonna cry every song
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Hi! So sorry if you’ve answered this already, but I came across your weird vibes Max’s bday party post and in it you mentioned Christian had been calling Daniel stupid and a girl for some time… please tell me more? My critical brain says that’s workplace harassment but my bird brain says brrrr feminization kink!
#YOURE A FUCKING POET I ALMOST DIEDDDDDDDD#I DID IN FACT DIE#SHUT THE FUCK UO TEARS STREAMING DOWN MY FACE#😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#but yeah he literally did#he kept telling people trying to get daniel to sign was like trying to force a girl to date you he kept fucking saying it#across multiple interviews Christian Horner would open his mouth and say use that same analogy again and again and again#my brother in christ just say its like convincing someone to date you. the use of girl here? keep it in the bedroom /j#seriously though thanks for making me belly laugh
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