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kingethera · 2 months ago

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I don’t know how I will be able to look my parents in the eye after this.

I want to know how they will be able to look in mine.

#us politics #2024 election #I rely on my parents for so much #they are the reason I am in college #if I fight them on this I genuinely believe I will be forced to drop out #conservative parents

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t4t4t · 11 months ago

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Idk new post bc the last lost traction, no donations in a week. We need 450 for the rest of February, 450 for a deposit, and 950 for March, 50 for the rest of the utilities. We were homeless since Aug 2020 excepting 4 different months whose places fell through for various reasons, have to get rid of the van we were living in because it's falling apart, Collie got FFS December 28th, she's recovering well and maybe could do something with a car if we had a better car, given her ability to drive. I still haven't found much work but I'm still looking. Anything helps.

paypal.me/NoraEstherRose

venmo: nora-esther-rose

venmo: Leah-Esther-Rose

#i wish i could get a loan ? i hate how little my parents have ever helped me. we rely too much on collies mom who can only do so much #we both have various disabilities we still are in the process of understanding.... i hope i get adhd meds soon. :(#we havent been able to afford better anti depressants for over a week now. i hate feeling dependent #i wish it were a prescription.... stupid world. stupid time

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creativity-deficient · 4 months ago

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South Park fans! How many things do you have in common with your favorite character(s)? I’m curious!!

#So like Tweek I struggle with anxiety #I get can very jittery/twitchy too sometimes #though not as badly as him lol #I feel like I’m never able to express myself properly and can often be misunderstood #ESPECIALLY by my parents #I’d probably describe myself as sweet/sensitive #I worry a lot about both myself and others #but I can also be very snarky 😭😭#I also tend to be insecure and need validation sometimes #and I have a very active mind #and a lack of social awareness 😭😭#KENNY on the other hand #I tend to rely on my friendships a lot #I take a lot of comfort in them and struggle with the idea of not having them around #and id probably consider myself a pretty protective person too at times #and once I’m comfortable around you I have a pretty chaotic/laidback type of personality #asides from that though I tend to stay in the background/not talk as much #south park #tweek tweak #kenny mccormick #honestly theres probably more but these are the ones I can think off of the top of my head

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unmerrymagdalene · 8 months ago

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The actual dialogue from Sydney in the code is "Eventually, I just wasn't allowed to come over anymore. My <<sydneyOtherParent>> said... no, nevermind. That's not important." to verify what Dolxiba said.

Me when I’m in a “Follow every word/order a trusted figure says” competition but Sydney’s competing-

#dol #dol sydney #sydney the faithful #sydney the fallen #like…. ‘my other parent said-’ WHAT ARE YOUR THOUGHTS ABOUT THIS SYDNEY.#DO YOU REALLY THINK EVERYTHING EVERYONE SAYS IS TRUE #I’m begging for them to think for themselves with anyone influencing them #which I understand is an impossible task game play wise but I’m purely thinking writing wise #I need to figure out why they do this and rely on PC for so much. is it a reaction to their other parent dying. is it the Kylar thing.#is it the fact that in every relationship Sydney is in they are always being lead and never do the leading #*led #until they are corrupted #like what is going on with THEM #merry answers

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caspersscareschool · 1 year ago

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he literally sews his kids stupid little outfits from scratch does anyone even fucking care

#tmnt #i could talk about this for hours but it pisses me off so bad when people ON MY OWN POSTS are like ooh splinter is neglectful he suuucks #shut up you idiot everything he does is for them he would kill himself in a heartbeat for them #the fact that they even survived past infancy in their circumstances is a testament to phenomenal parenting by any realistic human standard #it's just that a) it's a show about the ninja turtles so of course they're going to have a lot of unsupervised escapades #& it's not fair to read THAT much into his absence b) they are older kids at this point & it's perfectly reasonable for a group of 13-17 y/#s to go to the grocery store without a chaperone and c) his strained relationship with his grandpa heavily informs his approach to parentin #so he thinks that smothering too much at this age will drive them away & he wants to encourage their blossoming independence as much as #possible because that's what he craved at that age #and it's so clear in every flashback that he was a constant nurturing & encouraging presence in their childhood & he misses the days when #they really relied on him hence piebald #and he WANTS to spend time with them he really does. he begged to be in their family band he has to excruciatingly hold himself back from #following them on their adventures at times but again he doesn't want to smother them at this age so he finds other outlets #remember when he bought a 20$ cup of lemonade from raph & leo because he didnt want them to be sad that they got no customers in their #Sewer lemonade stand #he loves them more than anything he's just weird and autistic about it okay. shut up. Shut the fuck up #not really relevant but his room is so baller i'd spend all my time here if this was my room. minifridge and everything

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sysig · 1 year ago

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Second request: baby todd and Jake fluff perhaps? 💖

Day 12 - Little hands, my one weakness

#My art #Requestober #Vargas #Edgar #Jake #Todd #Uncle Jake! :D #It's funny ♪ I actually asked how Jake might react to baby Todd while I was still making a bunch of those doodles #But I never actually drew anything from it! Even though it's so cute!#I did fully intend to - so I'm glad I can now! :D Thanks for the reminder haha #Jake so nervous with Just how baby this baby is haha - he's so much bigger than this little one!#It's all well and good to hold Edgar - he's an adult! As much as he wants to give him a good hug haha #But little ones are just so fragile! It's nerve-wracking ♥ It's sweet hehe 💕#Babies are built tough - he'll be asking for uppies and spins and to be thrown around before you know it lol #I do love the idea of Edgar having not only a good support system as a single(?) parent -#Being able to ask Devi and Jake for help when he needs it and raises a family as a group! It takes a village #But also of him settling into the parent role and being confident in places that others aren't #He can be quite capable but he's also often prone to being kicked while he's down haha poor lad #Seeing him confident and happy to have someone to rely on and have Jake defer to him on I just jfdlsafjd ♥💕💖#Directing his hands in return <3 They uplift each other!! It can be so sweet

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amidnightqueery · 1 month ago

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I don't hate my job or anything, but man, being a float educator is so fucking thankless

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rabbithaver · 3 months ago

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every so often i will see a post from a leftist on this website that is so egregiously ableist that i remember that like. oh yeah the userbase of leftists on this website is violently anti-disabled people and will jump at any chance to demonize any of us for any reason. i just forget that fact because i'm extremely dedicated to curating my space

i'm paraphrasing here but i saw a post that said, "every time i see an American [disabled person] mention being scared about the election because they're afraid of losing their benefits i have to laugh. anybody who wants blood-soaked money from the US government deserves to starve" which. like. goodness that's a lot to unpack. i think we should burn the whole suitcase instead !

#i inserted [disabled person] because they used a fucking slur instead and i didn't want that in my post #like i feel like there should be room for disabled people like me whose lives literally entirely depend on accessing said >#> extremely limited benefits in conversations about whether voting in this election makes you complicit in genocide #which like! i do understand. i do. it's nauseating to think about what this shit ass country is doing. it's horrific. i do not blame anyone #> for not wanting to be a part of that. *and* i am also terrified for my own life because i remember the first time trump won it suddenly >#> became IMPOSSIBLE for ANYONE to get on benefits. EVER. and so many disabled ppl i know went to renew benefits theyd had for decades >#> just to be denied. one of whom was a below-the-neck paraplegic. he died because he lost those benefits!!! because trump won #i really do understand why people dont feel right voting for harris. or why they don't vote at all. i truly do. but holy shit i am so scare #and yes! i am aware that people in palestine and gaza are suffering so much worse. and i wish i could change that #but every single person in power in the US is pro-israel and eagerly drinking the anti-palestine kool-aid. no matter who wins >#> things will not change in that part of the world. and it is infuriating. when the revolution comes this will change. but it hasnt.#the revolution will not save me as a physically disabled person. it will not save any of us. we do not matter to leftists. i am sorry but >#> this is the one thing i have learned after being in leftist spaces for over 10 years. and posts like the one i mentioned prove it #so i am very sorry. i really am. for being physically disabled. but i cannot survive another 4 years relying on my parents for everything #if trump wins i will be killing myself. this is a promise. i cannot do that again #i know it makes me a bad person to be afraid that harris will lose. but people on the left already think i'm a bad person for being disable #i want the genocide to stop. i absolutely do. i also want to survive. i am terrified that the US leftists will sacrifice disabled people #like me so they can feel good about being put in a real life trolley situation #again. im sorry. im so fucking sorry. i wish i was a better person. i wish i was able to give more. i know that if i was just a good #person i would be able to have a job and give to every palestinian gofundme on my dash. i would be able to do more than my daily clicks >#> and reaching out and calling representatives that don't care. if i was a good person i would be able to convince my parents that z*onism>#is deeply fucking racist. and that israel is wildly racist and killing palestinians for fun. if i was a good person i would be able to make #>them leftists too. im sorry. im sorry. im sorry im not good enough. im sorry that im scared. im so scared and it's not right for me to be #when so much worse is going on because of this countrys bloodlust. im sorry that im benefiting from being born here i dont want to be #im sorry for not having any other options. if i was a good person i know i would have them. im sorry. god im sorry im so fucking sorry

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perunatie · 2 months ago

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Last night I made the decision to try to become sober... again

I've tried many times in the past but my addiction always wins.

Drinking just doesn't feel fun anymore, I don't like who I become when I'm drunk, even if I'm just very talkative and outgoing, but that's not who I am as a person. I'm quiet, chill and wish to keep my personal things to myself

Also alcohol makes me feel so sick now, probably because I'm getting older and my body can't take it anymore

I'm trying so hard to become sober. I don't want to keep living like this anymore, all it does to me is cause trouble and ruins my mental health

#saniblog #I poured the rest of my wine away #My bf refuses to drink if I won't and I think that's sweet #Idk how to tell my parents #Idk how my friends will react #I wanna get high on life now #Not rely on alcohol so much #I hope I can make it this time

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iwakuraz · 3 months ago

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trying to get myself to study by telling myself 'if I revise this whole book then I'll let myself draw cats tomorrow!! :D' or 'if I get a good grade in this test then I will eat strawberries tomorrow :O'. thats not working though cuz even if I don't end up studying enough, I know I will still do those things. still gonna draw cats tomorrow. still gonna eat strawberries tomorrow. nothing can stop me from doing those things so why should I even try restraining myself

#mole talks #strawberries are my favourite food btw and also my safe food .. i don't talk about them here enough probably #i sort of rely on strawberries too much #if theres no strawberries at home then the rest of that week the only thought keeping me alive will be:#'at the end of the week my parents will go shopping and come home with strawberries'#and strawberries sell out pretty quickly so sometimes theres none in stock and i'll have to wait even longer to get any #very sad ;; i've found ways to cope with that though

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ieatwormsandtheytasteverygood · 2 months ago

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Guess which bitch now has room on its phone for instagram for the first time in like 3 years. This is only good bc now we can post art there again.

Not that instagram is nice to artists or anything. Just that our art tumblr is so very tiny and unused. Gonna probably have to clear it out somewhat when I finally get around to posting art.