#I really don’t need another fandom
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Dear PJO series…
…STOP MAKING ME THINK ABOUT THE FAMILY TREE OF THE GREEK GODS!
Also, this show makes me want to protect all the kids. I don’t need another fandom, I really don’t. And yet…it’s becoming appointment television.
Oh one last note…LIN!!! NEXT EPISODE TEASER HAD HERMES!
#percy jackon and the olympians#pjo series#pjo tv show#pjo spoilers#I really don’t need another fandom#Between descendants American football and Jatp my limit is almost up#but it’s growing on me#will I ever read the other books?#unknown but I have listened to some of the music from the musical!
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Mini rant below and in the tags, the only time I’ll talk about this and my personal take on it.
The way people talk about hypothetical male Anya on Twitter and the idea of how Mouthwashing would play out if the genders were swapped makes me remember how people still don’t take sexual assault and rape with male victims with the same gravity, especially when the perpetrator is female.
#not even gonna tag this cause I don’t want to start discourse in the tags but you can absolutely still explore the concepts of patriarchy#toxic masculinity misogyny and rape culture if the genders where swapped#like those concepts don’t disappear just because Anya is a boy now cause you have to think of all the ways it applies to male victims and#I just don’t understand why people keep getting angry when people facilitate different discussion the game opens you up to#like yes I get the frustration with not seeing the conversations you want but start them go find them why complain on other posts when#people are bringing attention to similar issues and the ways they are overlooked dismissed or blame the victim#I for one think we should have more basic clarifying conversations of SA rape cultures and how toxic masculinity and sexism create scenarios#like the Tulpar and enable men like Jimmy but I also can understand and enjoy the topic being expanded upon to include other cases on a#flipped scale like yes how male centered the fandom is is annoying considering the topic but seeing comments saying that SA isn’t as harmful#to men cause they can’t get pregnant is a whole can of worms you really need to unpack cause holy shit#like in this scenario if Jimmy is pregnant and can’t get rid of the baby Anya is the father yes Jimmy is pregnant but that’s because in this#swap she assaulted a man lied to either say it was consensual he forced himself on her or like canon panicked and semi admitted to forcing#him either way he is afraid to do anything because men do get blamed for defending themselves against women in these situations not to#mention the shaming that occurs because he is a man and should step up for the kids sake and likely be told he should be proud a girl wanted#him that much like yes you have to explain it more but bodily autonomy in this scenario is just as nuanced and I can’t believe I have to#defend something being male centered in a game where the rape of a woman is the catalyst just because people are saying SA for men#is not as damaging or degrading or harmful to autonomy as it is to a woman like how can you want conversations on rape culture and shut down#people bringing up other nuances in the conversation#like people are gonna jump around with it I know but if you only want to talk about one thing stay in that sphere like I just don’t get#going to another space especially one that isn’t even being weird or toxic and starting shit cause you don’t like it like the amount of#unnecessary and mean comments on normal art of think pieces I’ve seen on Twitter is crazy like it’s stupid callout shit for the sake of just#not liking something like I’m seeing so much screen shotting and vague posting like just at the bitch and fight about it like it’s still a#relatively small fandom ur just asking for in fighting on like the few things we shouldn’t have to worry about#as a victim my self and who has been in other situations and being afab I just can’t understand the vitriol toward this sort of discussion#mouthwashing#actually I will tag this cause you can explore the themes in mouthwashing still stop being freaks and just block bitches ong
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I desperately want to live in the fantasy world that people who go on about “the importance of representing healthy platonic male-male friendship in media” live in. clearly, these people live in a world where gay romances are super common in media, and platonic male friendships are extremely rare. They certainly don’t live in our world, where it feels like the majority of all media centers on platonic friendships between men, or het romances. I’d love to live in their bizarre little world where queer romances are so common
#this is a subtweet about those posts that routinely go viral in the lotr fandom#I never want to see another post about how no homo is a progressive political statement XD#You can just not ship something. it’s fine#you really don’t need to morally justify your preferences#you do not need need to morally justify your disgust or repulsion#you can just feel it#everyone is entitled to their petty fandom opinions#I don’t ship a lot of things too!!! XD#why is the lotr fandom so silly (its because it’s infested with conservatives)#(and people easily fall for conservative talking points when they’re dressed up in faux progressive language)
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you fandom people are always obsessing over your yin-yang, sun and moon, dark-hair-light-hair ships, so give me the bloody fanfiction with all of pairs being reincarnated into their “next form” (aka next fandom) and finding each other over and over again despite all of the obstacles keeping them apart.
#do i really need to tag ships for this? i can already think of half a dozen off the top of my head#stucky and ineffable husbands and destiel and johnlock to name just a few of the most popular fandoms out there#frodo and samwise and aragorn and legolas and bilbo and thorin? just go hog wild with lotr actually#ofmd has that prissy little victorian guy and what’s his face angry pirate right? there’s your light and dark#red white and royal blue has the brunet-blond couple#i have to be missing a ton because i don’t stay up to date with fandoms#but by god there are too many for a talented writer to not be able to pluck out the similarities#and slap a few themes together#the darks are usually troubled and slightly mean and/or evil and mentally i’ll#and the lights are usually more naive and happy-go-lucky. and mentally ill#like come on. the symbolism of bucky barnes turning into castiel? some fandom girlie is frothing at the mouth already#don’t take this as me NOT being a fandom people myself#i’ve written too much fanfiction that will never see another pair of peepers to not be a fandom girlie
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There is something that I can’t understand and will never understand about fandom “culture”
Why EVERYTHING (or a lot of things) need to be canon or acknowledged by the actors/directors/producers to be accepted by the fandom? In specific ships?
And why when a “ship” (two characters, really) have more screentime than others/other characters aren’t in the picture anymore, people take that as a victory as see their ship as more valid and “actually canon”? And mock/harass others for it?
Also there is this thing people have been doing a lot too: Thats calling everyone that doesn’t like the ship you like names (and also calling them terms that before actually meant something awful but nowadays can be said for simply tagging the incorrect ship in a fucking post)
Canon isn’t always the norm here kid. At least when it relates to ships and scenarios. (Bc if we’re talking about characterization… yes it needs to be canon in a sense or we’re writing/making ocs out of canon characters)
Most of the more popular ships will never be canon and have never been, especially the gay ones. (See Drarry, Narusasu, Frodo/Sam, Johnlock, etc, etc)
So why suddenly we care so much about what NEEDS to be canon or not?
Why people NEED to see their ships be canon so badly?
Sure, I can be seen as a hypocrite because Ive been talking about Stucky a lot in the canon and what happened in EG, but they actually did that themselves. The directors talked about gay characters, the actors talked about Stucky. So actually it isn’t something ludicrous or anything. (I’ve never thought they would actually make the ship canon -bc that would be a big problem for them “how can you make Cap America gay!” And shit- but I thought they would at least make them still be friends or friendly or acknowledge the “bromance” and they just killed the friendship in one scene with the most ooc shit ever). In fact, I’m more annoyed by that. They assassinated Steve’s character and Bucky’s progress.
Nevermind…
Why people fight so much about ships and use terms that shouldn’t be brought into stupid shit like this?
Fandoms are supposed to be fun and to have discussions (in good faith) about the canon. What we like and what we don’t like about it.
Besides, a lot of current media are about stuff that’s been remade over and over again. So they have a lot of adaptations and you can pick and choose too, if you want.
And if you don’t like the canon? Easy! Do analysis, criticize it, write fics, do fanart, do creative shit or simply ignore it! No one is forcing you to keep on watching the show or the stuff you now hate/cant stand. That’s what Im doing at least.
Sure, I criticize some people and movies a lot and get actually annoyed by the disrespect towards/assassination of some characters, but at the end of the day I can only shrug and say “it is what it is” and leave it at that. (Meaning not giving them money for the new stuff/not watching nor caring about it and only acknowledging the old things I actually care about and like)
But I don’t insult or disrespect other people in fandom because of it. And also I don’t harass the directors or actors either, ffs.
Idk, Ive always been on the sidelines of the stuff I follow, I’ve never been on the thick of fandoms so maybe thats why I don’t understand.
And I’ve also not seen so many crazy shit (the most crazy stuff Ive seen is people calling others racists for tagging a ship incorrectly and also others inflating the tag of a ship in ao3 so their ship would be “the most popular” with most fics, in that fandom) because I actually curate what I see. I don’t like a ship? I mute, if I can’t stand a person or a ship? I block em. Simple and easy.
I’ve always drawn stuff for myself, read fics and made headcanons. Only recently I’ve been sharing stuff more openly, so maybe it’s that.
Idk.
I’m just tired of seeing discourse and people fighting over this stuff.
#kinda personal#im really tired pf people fighting over ships#also the inflating of the tag in ao3 was a big problem bc most of those supposed works were a phrase written over and over again#it was the most petty pathetic shit ive seen#you like a ship? good do a fic or write headcanons#you dont like that another ship is more popular than your otp/the ship you like? DO MORE FICS OR ARTWORK OF IT#also… like in canon MCU Nat and Bruce were together kinda#but in some comics Nat is with Bucky#and so on and so forth#So a lot of ships can be canon in different media#Steve was supposed to be with Sharon but they didn’t flesh the ship and then used Peggy to stop us from shipping Stucky#in Mcu#But that will discourage me from shipping what I like? No.#my shipping tastes don’t depend on canon#im very particular in the ships I read content sometimes…#particular in the sense that I take a character and ship it with a lot of others#lmao#you can see me liking canon ships and then the most random ship in the same series/movie#Like Blaise Zabini x Harry Potter my beloved#or sometimes crossovers bc sometimes I need to read that shit#Jasper Withlock x Harry my other beloved#but how I said I don’t understand the need to fight or shame/antagonize others#and welp sometimes the fandom makes me despise or avoid a ship too bc of how they actually write and interact with em#like I see that ship tagged? not going to interect bye#and I leave it as that#simple and easy
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:( patheticposting
nearly literally reduced to tears rn by how overwhelmingly it feels like nobody cares what I make or like or think about and how meaningless any of my creativity and love and effort is
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6 weeks of breathing clean air, I still miss the smoke…..
🏝️🤙🏄🏾♀️🏄🏼♂️💔
#seemed appropriate to use t swift lyrics since I associated so many of her songs with them &haven’t been able to listen to any of them sinc#I don’t even want to say their names#if you know you know#purging them from my life has been depressing as hell#I’m so fucking sick of behind the scenes bullshit ruining my favourite ships#this is the THIRD TIME this has happened to me btw#I’ve genuinely been in mourning#I’m not even exaggerating when I say that finale triggered a days long anxiety attack for me#it’s so ridiculous how something that wasn’t even real caused me to have physical symptoms of distress but it’s true#my heart wouldn’t stop racing. chest was tight. started shaking a few times. felt lightheaded. couldn’t sleep. eating made me sick#it was awful#but now I’ve mostly moved on to anger#I’m angry at a lot of people involved for different reasons#I’m also angry because I’ve lost my inspiration to write#I was solely committed to writing about them the past few years and now that they’re over I have no desire to write for them or another shi#I’m crushed that I’ve lost my joy for writing those ficlets but it’s too painful now. probably always will be tbh#feeling pretty lost creatively…#thank god I made a new friend on here before shit hit the fan#she and I have been venting out our sadness and frustrations together and it’s helped a lot#I hope everyone else in the fandom was able to find support like I did#I know my exit from the fandom was abrupt but I had just finished watching and was reacting purley on raw emotion#but I still think it was my best way to cope with it all#apologies for the rant and to everyone following me who don’t know wtf I’m talkimg about but I was thinking about them today#and I needed to unload a bit#I’m not going to tag anything but I do miss this fandom terribly#I’m still at a point where I don’t want to hear anything about this show or ship ever again… but yeah… I really miss those good times#take me back to the season 3 hype#THIS is the bad place#personal#laura says things
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I really need to get serious about personal projects again
#I think I said something like this last year too lol#currently in a weird headspace about it#the biggest reason why I lost focus on them was bc I prioritized engaging in fandom#(something that I never really did when I was focused on publishing a few years back)#so part of me feels like in order to make considerable progress on projects again I need to cut myself off from fandom#and I kinda have been weening myself off a bit from animanga but not really for that reason#it was mostly bc I was getting overwhelmed by how much I was consuming and I wanted to appreciate things fully#I don’t think I’d cut myself off from fandom completely either I’d still try to keep up with stuff#but the idea of not engaging in fandom anymore kinda.. scares me?#idk I feel like a major loser admitting this lol#it just feels like I’d lose a lot of connections with people#and would lose a lot of the love I have for stories if I’m not actively interacting with them :(#and then there’s also that stupid feeling of being a ‘fake fan’ because I’m not dedicating every single second of free time to fandom#which is dumb bc like I have a life and need to make money yknow I got things to do#im just Stressed bc I’m at such a critical stage career wise and im getting closer to 26 so hhhhh healthcare coverage will be up in the air#so I really can’t afford to dawdle#there’s just so much I wanna do and while I’m not necessarily racing to get it done I still want to take advantage of the time I have#but it also sucks feeling like I’m giving up a part of myself to progress on another part of myself#I don’t think any of this makes sense sorry I just needed to dump my thoughts bc I am Terrified™️#anyway personal projects! gotta get back to those !#blahblahbills#delete later
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guys im actually a bit (cautiously) excited for v.eilguard (still hasn’t finished inquisition)
#i have some concerns specifically concerning how heavily involved the crows are#and the fact that we can be a crow ourselves + another crow companion who has a very different background from zevran#from what i understood#like if i had to guess they’re probably do another character contrast? like how they did with vivienne and anders#but also it’s like dgjdgjdg i just don’t trust bw to handle it well 😭#if they don’t retcon the antivan crows to this cool edgy assassins guild which from what i have seen……. it seems so 😭#like there’s nothing in the world that could make me give a shit about the antivan crows im so sorry#i also wonder how they’ll handle the rook crow background which i also suspect won’t be handled/addressed well :/#BUT IDK I COULD BE WRONG im gonna actually withhold my judgments until i actually play the game and see it for myself#which i will be playing on release day ❤️#it’s just something that’s on my mind every time i see vg spoilers 😭#im just so worried about this and im still not reassured that they won’t do this but i can’t say i’d be surprised if they did#im also soooo happy and excited to see the grey wardens again im so glad they brought them back 🥹#UGH I NEED TO KEEP PLAYING but trying to finally get a specialization (knight enchanter) is sooo annoying 😭#out.#im so excited to start planning my rook im thinking of going for lords of fortune#and predictably im gonna make a sideblog 😭#and there’s gonna be a huge da fandom revival when the game comes out and im not looking forward to it really 😭 the fandom is so annoying#AND ALSO WE’RE GONNA SEE ANTIVA I THINK? IM SO EXCITED
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LMAO IT HAPPENED THE OTHER GIRL QUIT AND STORMED OFF AHAHA back to having no days off for meeeeee
#whatever#she was kind of a nut job anyway like#if ur just gonna blame all ur problems on everyone around you#and constantly be negative about every fucking thing#then of course you’re never gonna get anywhere in life like#i’m sorry but nobody in this world is gonna hold ur fucking hand and save you from your own toxicity that’s not how it works#ANYWAY#probably for the best tbh her neurotic freakouts were affecting my client’s mental health really bad#she already has to deal with a permanent disability that traps her in her own house#she doesn’t need to deal with someone else’s problems too jfc#😭#finding someone else is gonna be such a goddamn nuisance tho#i don’t think i’m gonna have another day off for a long time lmao#apple babble 🍎#non fandom
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Man… I dont really talk about my writing life outside of fandom, but I’m having SUCH a good streak right now. Several works got accepted to various magazines the past month, and one of my professors from Uni just mailed me a copy of his newest anthology (I didn’t even know it was in the works?!?) with the nicest dedication note I could cry. Sometimes persistence pays off so sweetly.
#I’m in such a good mood#every day is a mixed bag but today is decidedly a very good day#I started it well AND ended it well. that is so so so rare#all of my days used to be like this. having another one after so long motivates me to work hard and have them again#depths talks#I needed a win could u tell ansgsgsjhdnfg#man I’m just out walking right now and my brain is spinning cooking up a response letter to my professor#pushing for pen pal relations really pays off sometimes#oh also I’ve been asked about my original work here before#but that was in regards to fiction? I don’t use this account or my name as depths to explore poetry#so uh. sorry to my readers who have asked because I swear I’m not like. hiding it?? this just isn’t a poetry account#someday I’ll be comfortable connecting my professional pen name to my fandom pen name but that is not today sndhshfjf
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#sigh. puts up the barricades please I do not want to see d.nf on my dash#and again I do have it super filtered#I’m just soooo tired every little thing being HARD LAUNCH HARD LAUNCH until the next thing bc of course that didn’t happen#and life went on as usual#look I get it I’m the minority I’m aroace and easily exhausted by shipping esp real ppl shipping#but it’s times like this I miss the lore fandom bc man the complete focus on platonic dynamics and relationships was so nice#look if they ever actually say they’re dating I guess I’ll eat my words but so far I am not getting the sense that that will ever happen#and so it is extremely annoying to want to follow drm fans and get 90% of One Single Ship#and no sap except as third wheel for said ship#sorry I’m the only one who seems to not care abt George 😭😭 not in a bad way just. he’s fine and funny sometimes I guess but#I Just Don’t Care. and also another thing I need to get off my chest#why do ppl act like George is really shady and passive aggressive and ‘oh he should interact w X person who wronged drm he’d ROAST THEM!’#like huh#George is one of the most Don’t talk about anything be vague be private ppl ever#I’m not saying he hasn’t had his moments of public support for drm but I just don’t get it#(it’s probably because he’s so vague and noncommittal that fans can just project their own feelings onto him)#sigh anyway I’m done that makes me feel better a bit#no tags just venting#<- it’s funny that became my venting tag now that I only vent in tags#bc some things such as this I am afraid to even put under read more lol
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Story time ✨
I understand this isn’t really me to post things that aren’t related to art, but this is something I need the Markiplier Fandom and the Jacksepticeye fandom to hear,
So septipler right?
No don’t leave yet! I don’t ship them, but this is a story that needs to be told here
For privacy I’m not naming anyone particular here so they are anonymous
So back in high school I was in art class with this guy, and he liked my art, and at the time I was at the height of the 2016 youtuber era hyperfixation, septipler was still a thing people would make content for. And once I told the guy I draw acksepticeye fanart (not septipler, like funny Anti and Dark meme stuff) , he drops this nuke of a story on me
Apparently he had a younger sibling who would “draw”, but it was more so tracing pictures they would find on google images. So this sibling was tracing septipler art and would hang it up on their wall. Not too much harm done, just drawing for fun in their spare time.
But here’s the thing, they would trace the art on their smart tv screen
like they put paper on the tv, and the image was seen through enough where they could trace the outline. Well apparently they decided to trace some nsfw art from a particularly popular septipler artist who shall not be named, but the kicker was they traced the image in sharpie.
So the image of this septipler smut drawing was permanently etched into this brand new smart tv screen. And this poor guy and his father had to return their brand new tv with the septipler smut drawn onto the screen.
Just imagine coming home to see septipler drawn onto your tv and it’s stuck their permanently.
Anyway that’s the story, you can carry on knowing this knowledge, do what you may with it
#jacksepticeye#markiplier#septiplier#Cereal’s ramblings#yeah I know I don’t really talk much outside of tags but I needed to share this with y’all#I hope the person who actually did this doesn’t have tumblr#if they do and you know it’s you and you find this I apologize#I kept this anonymous but if that person so happens to see#and you don’t feel comfortable I can delete it#but I hope that’s not the case#anyway I hope this story does numbers like the homestuck sharpie bath#I doubt it considering these fandoms are pretty dead now#but to those unlucky to find this hi#I hope I have cursed you with this knowledge#now you know there’s a tv somewhere that was destroyed because it had septipler smut on it#anyway back to my undersea cave I go#as I never post another text post again#also hi jack and mark fandom#it’s been a while#sorry I don’t draw the egos anymore but there isn’t much source material#I have the dnd septic egos but idk if anyone is interested in that
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The kny fandom never really irritated me THAT much about anything until their reaction to the stupid Hantengu clones
#‘oh you want us to talk about Kanao or Tamayo or Daki or Nakime or even mitsuri shinobu or nezuko in in depth ways?’#‘sorry I just can’t do that 😩 but I can make five billion posts and write meta about these characters that are LITERALLY created to be#one-dimensional aspects of another characters personality!! isn’t that so cool!!! also they’re hot guys :D’#like I actually fucking hate it#and I have hit a point where I block literally everyone who talks about them lol#like there really is just no saving some of y’all#I already unfollowed a shit ton of ppl for never posting about female characters but it’s not enough#I need to unfollow and block everyone who likes me At All this is getting so fucking annoying#like idc if I sound bitchy about this it’s genuinely so frustrating and honestly kinda alienating#like I get it it’s fandom it’s not actually a big deal#but for it to be so clear you don’t ‘fit in’#because you aren’t attracted to men or because you actually like female characters#is EXHAUSTING#(not that I want to be attracted to men or be like them lmao absolutely not its just annoying to deal with)#kaz rambles
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WHAT DO YOU MEAN ITS POSSIBLE PPL (that may have been engenes) MADE JAKE TEAR UP DURING HIS LIVE BECAUSE HE WAS TALKING ABOUT QUEEN SABRINA CARPENTER?? 😃
#🧍🏻♀️#I already don’t love engenes as a whole fandom b/c I can see just how toxic and defensive they can get about ENHA#Not to say it’s bad but it’s really the toxicity that gets to me and it looks like this was another case of it.#I am a huge fan of both enhypen and Sabrina so this little tiktok was like a clash of my favorite worlds#And it sucks ass when ppl wanna take away that feeling of being a fan from an idol simply because the sex of the idol/singer is a female.#I hope he remembers and knows that it really is okay to still be a fan of other artists even if it’s a female singer like come on.#I need some kpoppie stans to remember that they are not yours to control. let idols actually be humans and express their love or interest#Without hating on them for it unless it actually hurts people.#ash shhhh#sigh. I rant too much in the tags but seriously. PLS GET A GRIP
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Too many thoughts too little organization of them BUT something about the ways that we heal from trauma and how we work through the same shit over and over again learning something new about it/ourselves everytime it comes up, and how WCS feels so important to the midnights story (memories feel like weapons, your finger on my hairpin triggers, etc) and the ways that processing and healing from trauma significantly impact relationships and sometimes we find ourselves in situations that we thought we wayyyy better for us because of some important differences but looking back on them they end up having more in common than we ever would have admitted while we’re in it. Idk!!! Just, these things feel related and (not necessarily in an accusatory way towards joe, let’s let her tell the story first) I think we swifties need to be prepared to have serious conversations about trauma and triggers and love bombing and the themes of violence in her work and how difficult it can be to extract yourself from bad situations and and and and and
#I just am so concerned that I may have been taking a lot of her imagery the last few years too metaphorically#That is so upsetting and terrifying to consider so I’m trying not to get ahead of myself but I want to treat it seriously#Would’ve could’ve should’ve hours#TTPD predictions#And this kept coming up with WCS/redTV/speak now related to jm and jg but I am comfortable calling things abuse even if that word isn’t use#Bc most survivors don’t know that what they experience is abuse because “it wasn’t XYZ” when really LMNOP is also abuse#And in fandom I think it can be very useful for us to talk realistically about this stuff so that we help each other understand abuse#And it’s one thing to describe stories and use imagery in art and it’s another to publicly accuse someone of abusing you#And defamation suits are a very real thing that if I were in her shoes I would want to avoid#And the music can speak for itself#So yeah that’s just my lil disclaimer about how I’m going to approach TTPD too IF it leans in that direction#I hope it doesn’t omg but we really need to be prepared to discuss it clearly and sensitively without making excuses or minimizing stuff#C#trauma#ptsd#Dear john
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