#I qant to cry so hard

[lightthepathwithalantern]

guys i think im dying

[gommyworm]

:^}

[sky-forest-inn]

.

the evidence is right there

We can see and hear each other

You are here.

i am too

We’ve embraced this together

for like what. 5 months now?

It’s almost been half a year

Nothing has changed.

Nothing has changed

nothing has changed

Is it going to be like this forever

are we always going to feel fake

are we always going to feel wrong

i see you

You see me

We see each other

yet it still feels like we’re all faking it in some way

why you as well

Youve always been more confident than the rest of us

why are we blurring so badly now

we were fine just a moment ago

i feel like my thoughts are mashing together

Our thoughts.

our thoughts

is it always going to end up like this

Even if we were faking it, at least we have people who won’t look down on us for it?

they wouldnt

but what about ourselves

i feel like looking down upon myself

i love you all lots

i hope were not faking it

youve all done everything for me

idont qant to lose you

We’re still here.

i can hardly hear you anymore

myhead hurts

we’re okay i think

we iust need to relax ourselves

who’s here 🌨️

💫🎥🌀,

still us four.. so why does it feel wrong

I sense we have another one with us

A new one perhaps?

hello? are you there new person??

there is someone here

its okay

take all the time you need

you dont have to come out now . were patient. just take your time

we love you

were safe. were okay. were real and alive. all of us are. were in this together

i love you all. i love you. youre the best system i could ever ask for,

Likewise.

mhm.

we have one more class and then we can go home

can we play something when we get home

youre always playing games asura

iits the most comfort i can get when were alone

thats fair enough

i kind of wanted to get back intod rawing though

we’re so art blocked thoughh

mmhyeah

we’ll think of something

. i love you guys a lot

You’ve said that already, friend.

i know

it’s hard not to

i love you all and i cant not love you all. even when i started freaking out youre all still here

It’s technically my duty to do so.

You’ve endured all this far longer than the rest of us have.

youve grown up a lot yknow

You’ve grown up so much.

We’re proud of you

ims rory

We did not mean to make you cry, friend..

im okay

imokay im sorry i ddidnt . think thatd

It’s okay. Let’s put our phone down for a while. You are loved just as much, Cyco.

we love you lotss

Always.

[zuzuslastbraincell]

tysuki and yueki?

thank you for asking about the girls!!

tysuki

vomit / don’t ship / okay / cute / adorable / perfect / beyond flawless / hot damn / screaming and crying / i will ship them in hell 

LOVE tysuki. I think it has ooodles of potential and is chronically overlooked. I really love it as a contrast to tyzula actually, as an example of a healthy and healing relationship where ty lee is the second / the right hand of a leader who she trusts and *doesn't* fear, as opposed to ty lee & azula's friendship-maybe-more as a toxic dynamic with romantic potential / genuine love slowly crushed, doomed by the power dynamics it was ensnared in. I think ty lee joining the kyoshi warriors is an impulsive decision that runs counter to certain statements she's made about her individuality and one that will challenge her - perhaps it's guilt driving her, perhaps it's a desire to escape again, perhaps it's on some level returning to a familiar unhealthy situation (being part of a matched set) - and the idea of her actually, ironically, counter to expectations, finding a home there (after a lot of hard work and healing) is lovely. I also think from suki's perspective, ty lee is so much needed levity and turns from someone she's unsure of (but is willing to give a chance, if she does the work) to someone she can really rely on and someone equally competent who begins to lead her own classes and training sessions that she can share the burden of leadership with, who challenges the kyoshi warriors to be at their best, and also brings some much needed levity and laughter in.

Like all of this is hypothetical and post-canon and we're talking two minor characters. But I really do love it.

yueki

vomit / don’t ship / okay / cute / adorable / perfect / beyond flawless / hot damn / screaming and crying / i will ship them in hell 

I've talked about this a bit before but while I think yueki are cute and I honestly respect people who put two characters who never meet together because they'd be interesting, I don't quite get it or see them together? Like a lot of yueki stuff is extremely fluffy and I don't really begrudge that at all, it's just like, not what I want or really like personally? I also feel like if you qant a yue angst dynamic with people looking forlornly to the moon and regretting what could have been, yukka, or yuetara too, potentially, have waaay much more to offer there. I find 'yue lives and then runs away of her own volition' a little difficult to digest because it's so contrary to her character, she's dedicated to her tribe and wouldn't leave it (certainly not for romance). But also like, I think yue arriving with virtually zero combat skills and a somewhat limited understanding of the wider world from growing up sheltered in an isolated northern water tribe is probably... not what suki needs? I feel like yueki often places suki as 'the protector', but what suki really *needs* someone she can shoulder the burden of leadership with and someone she can goof off with and be more human less leader around. That's what makes sukka so good. That's also something I like about tysuki - while ty lee is from a background of privilege she rejects it to a degree, travels the world with the circus, can handle herself in a fight, etc. and I can see ty lee offering suki a similar thing. I struggle to see that with yueki. The one way I do like their dynamic is a scenario where they recognise each is a determined protector of their culture in their own way and admire each other afar but recognise it is never going to happen.

[cherryjoong]

It's definitely me speaking right now, I qant to marry you too some day, angel. Getting to call you my wife would be the greatest honor, which is hard to do since calling tou mine is already more than I ever could have hoped for 💘💖💘💖💘💖💘💖💘💖💘💖💘💖💘💖💘💖💘💖

You tryin to make me cry??? Cause this is how you make me cry!! I love you so very much. You are everything I hoped for and more. You are beautiful and perfect and so wonderful!! I wanna marry you, make a life with you, grow old and creaky together with a bazillion cats and a vegetable garden. 💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕

[gardenstateofmind]

i hate myself so much ubut im trying to not. being alive is so hard. i dont want to be alive. god i fucking ahte myself. im so fucking pathetic. i qant to die. i wnat to DIEEEEE. it looks like im cry typing bc I AM but it;s a fucking meme these days like fuck ing goddamn everythings blurry thought my tears my fie coordinatioin is shot bc im uset and i dont have the energy to fix types but it looks like a meme i ahte ebeerything but esecialy myself

[tammytheartist]

A Traitor's Love - Part 9

"Quirkless?"

Bakugo stared at Kirishima in disbelief, hoping to see some sign of a joke but his face was serious.

"No...HOW!?' He yelled.

"Over time, the league has developed drugs that cancel out quirks." Kirishima explained. "They're still in development but they're currently stable enough to kill our quirk genes, rendering them useless..."

Bakugo's face was a mixture of shock and terror. He looked down at his once quirkless hand, trying to hold back his tears. His palms sweated and he desperately tried to ignite his nitroglycerine sweat but the truth finally hit him that his palms were now forever sweating water.

"All this time..."

Kirishima glanced at Bakugo, confused.

"All this time I've been qanting to become a hero...I've been trying...working...training..." Bakugo sped up, getting more upset as he spoke. "...sweating, suffering, breaking myself!" He suddenly yelled, tears forming in his eyes. "A-And...It was all for nothing..."

To Kirishima's surprise, Bakugo broke down. He stood helplessly as he watched his friend collapse to the floor, sobbing in a puddle of his own tears.

To Kirishima, Bakugo had always been a strong man who never gave into any challenge. He always gave his all and encouraged his classmates to try their hardest too, even if it wasn't in the nicest way. Once, Kirishima had imagined himself crying and then he could also imagine people he knew crying like his friends and family. The only one he couldn't imagine crying was Bakugo. He had always seemed to tough for that.

"Awww man today's training was killer hard!" Kirishima moaned as he and Bakugo walked to their dorms. "I'm ready to collapse on my bed as soon as I get in my room..." He smiled wearily. "How about you, bro?" Bakugo had been quiet most of the journey.

"Tch...If you feel like you're gonna collapse then you need to improve your stamina! Real life fights can last a long time and there isn't always a comfy bed at the end of it. Most cases, it's a hard chair in a finance office working out how much you got payed or the itchy bedsheets of a hospital. Man, even Watt Face was standing after today and he didn't have to be taken away for overusing his quirk!" Bakugo rolled his eyes and looked in the opposite direction, smirking. "If that brainless idiot can do it, so can you."

Kirishima watched as Bakugo made a speedy getaway into his dorm. He smiled.

"This is why I admire him so much..."

And yet, here he was, watching the man he admired become so...weak. Kirishima didn't say anything because he knew this was entirely his fault. Eventually, he realised they had to escape now or never.

"Bakugo-" He reached out but got cut off.

"Is this the price I must pay for causing All Might's end?" Bakugo turned to face Kirishima, his face dripping with sweat and tears. "Why did I have to drag you into this because of my bad karma..."

"W-What?" Kirishima took a step back, shocked and confused. "What do you mean you 'ended All Might'? You did nothing wro-"

"DON'T YOU GET IT!?" Bakugo yelled. "I WAS CAPTURED BECAUSE I WAS SO WEAK! IF THAT DIDN'T HAPPEN..." Bakugo choked on his own tears. "ALL MIGHT WOULDN'T HAVE TO FIGHT A-ALL...ALL FOR ONE! HE WOULD STILL BE THE SYMBOL OF PEACE!"

Kirishima knew that Bakugo waz right but didn't want to agree to his face. Instead, he dropped to his knees and gently lifted Bakugo's chin.

"Don't worry about it. That wasn't your fault." Kirishima hugged Bakugo. "You're not weak..."

Bakugo didn't try to shake Kirishima off. Instead, he hugged back. When they finally let go, Kirishima wiped away one of Bakugo's tears, making the blond boy blush a little. Kirishima pulled Bakugo up and looked at the escape route he had just created.

"Go on." Kirishima said with a sad smile.

Without another thought, Bakugo climbed up onto the chair and into the vent. He looked down at Kirishima. "We gotta go-"

"Leave me here, Bakugo." Kirishima looked up with a sad face. "Let me die here..."