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It's cock and balls sunday which means I Will sleep in all day
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Party of one (divided into four)
#Fourfold Soul#Thing#QUIT#Ruth#Jolis#Finally I can offer some character names!#digital art#I have been hard at work in the character design mines for nearly two months.#I feel like a parent watching my child waddle off to kindergarten....ah...only yesterday you were a wee little mspaint sketch.#The title of 'Fourfold Soul' comes from the 'party' for this RPG being comprised of parts of yourself!#They all have a delightful array of personalities; and by delightful I do mean 'They are personal demons for a reason'.#It's a story about fighting alongside (and against) 'difficult' aspects of yourself.#This is also a story about redemption and reflection. Many other things too - but that is for another time.#(The clown pictured here is indeed the ignored clown from the last comic. Say hello to Jolis!)#If I had more time I would have added more animation and frames...next time...#I'm slowly getting back into my animation practice and experimentation. I will get more powerful! I promise!#Thank you all so much for all the love and support you have shown this project so far!#I was terribly nervous about posting the previous comic...the kindness it was met with meant a lot B'*)
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nothing like ruining a close friendship over a guy neither of us is dating…
#to be clear: I DONT WANT TO DATE HIM 😅#like we went from “ahaha great party to#you’re talking to him too much and I don’t like that#within the span of like 12 hours lmao#and I’ve never even talked to this guy before yesterday 😮💨#but if our friendship crumbles over that…perhaps it wasn’t as strong as i thought#now that’s what i call blogging
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TWST-tober Day 18! - 🤖🌈
#he's late cause i was playing way too much mario party yesterday. oops#twisted wonderland#twst#ortho shroud#inktober
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hi fam !!
#weezer#rivers cuomo#brian bell#patrick wilson#mikey welsh#ahhh omg :( i just fumbled so bad socially#and i just need to like. never speak again i feel.#and i’m trying to comfort myself because like. my friend started talking badly about me#and said i only use her to vent which makes me sad because i didn’t think that was true and i try to do sm for her#i made physics study guides for her ; compliment her when she posts ; and post her on my story a lot and always wave to her and talk to her#and i dunno. it makes me sad to think that but i can’t help it; you know? i just need to be alone sometimes and not speak to anyone#and it isn’t like i don’t wanna be her friend ; of course i do but like. it just hurts my heart she doesn’t wanna be my friend anymore#and it hurts my heart so bad and i dunno what im meant to do. and yesterday i had a party#and i said a bad joke in front of the wrong people and i just. accidentally embarrassed one of my good friends and i feel so bad#and everyone js went quiet and it’s just. i feel awful and need to be like. beheaded.#and i try to comfort myself like oh it’s okay. today is a new day. but today i feel even worse about it and there’s nothing i can do#to fix this; like on one hand THERES NOTHING I CAN DO TO FIX MY BLUNDER!!! but on the other hand; there’s nothing i can do and i have left#my imprint in their minds and it’s so bad. i wish i was like. dead or something; yk? like not even weezer can make me feel better and it#sucks so badly . i wish i could just not think anymore and ignore everything in my life. i just hate myself so badly right now ; and i can’t#even be sure that i’m gonna be better cuz i just lack so much social awareness. i wish#i was more socially aware . i just hate when i get too comfortable. i wish i awkwardly sat in the corner and#didn’t speak to anybody the entire night to spare myself from any awkwardness. i hate parties!! i shouldn’t have gone :(#SORRY FOR THR BENT POST I JS NEEDED TO TELL SOMEONE AND LIKE. GET KT OHT YK?#it’s just so. ahhh i hate everything sm rn :( but liek me and the friend joke like that all the time and idk. im just. :( i feel terrible#and i’ve apologized and he said it was okay but embarrassing cuz some ppl looked at him for his reaction#and i dunno. i just feel awful and need to just. focus solely on academics until my brain is fried and i can’t function or something !
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I'm not done with this game but that won't stop me from making impulsive animatics regardless
#p5r spoilers#persona 5#persona 5 royal#takuto maruki#sumire yoshizawa#kasumi yoshizawa#goro akechi#akira kurusu#ren amamiya#my art#so yeah im like almost done w marukis palace#i think#but this fucking idea wouldn't leave my brain so i spent an hour yesterday being insane making this#i do wish the section with sumi akira and akechi was a bigger chunk of the game#i thought it was really compelling and having only 3 party members is something you haven't had to deal with since kamoshida#so it was a nice challenge too#but whatever i still enjoyed the little like hour sequence we did get#might beat the game this weekend we'll see ! i dont actually know how much time is left like gameplay wise#the song is the hounds by the protomen btw#great song#its about megaman
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if i don’t look New Media in the eye i won’t develop a hyperfixation, right?
i say, binging seasons 8-10 of hermitcraft as fast as humanly possible, diving into fanfiction and finally understanding why people write about mcyt, and pivoting to watch double life with my shipping goggles on
#bird noises#hermitcraft#grian#gtwscar#…..yes#for YEARS i have seen mcyt like the ripples on the ocean surface from a massive sea creature#and i just Didnt Get It#bc minecraft is fundamentally silly block game so angst? lore? did not compute#tbh it did not really compute until yesterday#and funnily enough i got bored in the middle of s9 bc there was Too Much Lore#i feel like i’m late to the party with this one but you know what we’re figuring it out
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I don't know if this is a hot take but halsin is hands down the worst companion and that could be easily solved by having him join you at the beginning of act 2 and giving him literally anything to do in act 3 except hit on you
#his pacing is all fucked up. why does he only join your party once you're basically done with his quest#like when he didn't join my party once he joined my camp I was like okay makes sense I guess#like I still went and met the hag and to the gith creche and fucked around in the underdark and stuff#he had no reason to join me#then we went to the shadow cursed lands so I went to camp to talk to him and still nothing. okay whatever let's keep going#then at last light inn I talked to the fist guy and then talked to halsin and he was like oh I'll meet you there#and I was like that's it. the moment he joins the party to try and solve this thing#no!!! still just sending me out to di his errands#like by the time he joins you the only thing left from his plotline is the oliver thing#after that he just hangs ariynd and talks abt nature like butch I'm a druid too get a goddamn personality#also doesn't help that you recruit him around the same time a jaheira who's also an old wise druid#but has a much more interesting and fun personality and an actual fun plotline and quest in act 3#like having her really just makes it more obvious halsin has nothing going on#and like his romance would also work way better and not feels so out of nowhere if he joined you earlier#cause the way it is now it feels so out of the blue like you joined my party yesterday why are you already trynna fuck#have some couth
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the forest looks like heaven today i woke up feeling the heaviest weight at the top of my heart
#yesterday on the study they said they were dating two others and it was going well and i cant imagine fucking you but#you have great tits. they got upset at me not inviting them to a party. my research partner told me to write a 1000 word essay on why they#should come. they spoke about how much they wanted theiir ex and they wouldnt tell me much about who theyre dating bc#they thought i still had feelings for them which. god. theyre right but the assumption is so arrogant#the streams r rly beautiful im walking to a date and shes gorgeous and some of my friends know her but i look#exactly like ive slept on my friends floor for the past few days so . aaa anyway#god after that whole call i just felt so deflated like i felt over it but now its all . back. like seeing them being happy w smn else#inflicts active misery upon me which means ii think im becoming a worse person bc of them. i called my friend and i just . idk i walked home#i kept wanting to weep but . woah the sun is so pretty#there are petals and dandelion seeds floating in the air#med school students walking to their lectures#she does biochem btw. the person im meeting now#there are two butterflies dancing together. i cant make this shit up the past few days have looked like actual heaven#ive spent them being on survival mode and not even bc of my studies like ok focus on log functions while the person kn the screen#tells u abt how if her ex were to call shed fold immediately and the new girl is a singer and its going well and maybe ill tell you#more abt it in a few months. SO YOU KNOW IT HURTS ! SO WHY WOULD YOU TELL ME YOUD MAKE OUT W ME AT THE CLUB WHY WOULD U FALL ASLEEP NEXT TO#ME WITHOUT CLOTHES ON ! WHY WOULD YOU CARESS YOUR OWN SKIN LOOKING AT ME IN THE MIRROR !!!!#anyway im like . sane.#i just . felt like it was over#i realised i kept seeing ppl who i thought were more attractive etc etc than her bc i needed to prove to myself#that im attractive enough to be liked or that i can be liked at all and a part of me wanted to prove it to them too#its just a horrible mindset to have and yh not only do they not care but they also bring out the worst in me actively like . I DONT KNOW#BUT THEN WHO ELSE KNOWS THAT THE GOLDEN HOURS IN TEHRAN ARE PINK AND LILAC WHO GOES TO TECHNO RAVES AT THE BASE OF DAMAVAND#WHO CAN PIN YOU AGAINST A WALL LIKE THEM !!!#anyway#standing up it just feels so#exhausting#like this the most exhausted ive felt from all this ever
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Am I about to go to bed at 8.15pm because I am just Too Overwhelmed? I think I might be
#fr everything is too much#ik yesterday i was just saying ive got this i can do this#but im ill and tired and anxious and overwhelmed#and NOW i have fucking period pains when its my hen party on saturday#on top of regular flu#this is some bs
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I do not have even an ounce of the social energy required for tomorrow... it's going to be so much
#have to go out today to buy a secret santa present too#which. thankfully I got the one person I have a few things in common with#so I'm going to buy tea?? apparently that's a very normal secret santa present#but the office christmas party is also tomorrow and uhhhhhh#I am much better physically today than yesterday but it's still like. not at all appealing#I could leave very early I guess#but yeah ideally today would also be spent in bed to prepare#so I'm gonna try to run my errands incredibly quickly lol
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whenever people online start talking to me about their quads I'm like yeah but are they cool? 😎
and they always have to do a double take. sometimes they stammer and try to explain away their hesitation (these people are mostly highbloods, which makes me think about it more...) 🫢
and meanwhile I'm thinking about my moirail, who's really cool, and my matesprit, who's ALSO really cool even if it's less immediately obvious. 😊
the longer it takes the person to call their partner(s) cool, well, i think about that pretty often y'know? 🌌
#slop 🚮#idk i stayed up suuuuuper late yesterday playing marioh party and my pan is completely fried atm i should have a nap lmao 🎮#but yeah all romance should be based on mutual respect whether red or black 🔥#it's why i broke it off with my ex-kismesis actually. because i platonically hated his ass too much to romantically hate him. 😮💨
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Guys, we are FOUR weeks away from April!!! Can you feel the excitement? Even if you're going to watch for the first time or if you're watching again for nostalgia, I'm super excited to see what everyone thinks and feels!
I'll be joining in as well and will try to have at least a little blurb to write each day. Will I follow the prompts that I set up for everyone? That's a mystery even to me!
#i like to be chaotic#tri98watchparty#trigun 98 watch party#trigun#trigun 1998#trigun 98#also if you saw me diving into the tags yesterday... i was trying to find one specific art but failed. dove all the way back to june 2023#guys. guys are you ready for my meta analyses because i sure hope i have the courage to share#i love trigun a little too much and yet not enough#i have also never shared my thoughts to the void of the internet this will be an experience#also while im ranting here i cant wait to join the pain score board event i am EXCITED
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kinda going insane hehejhe looll 🤪🤪
#sage's diary#002#10/20/2024#(hands are a little too cold for me to type much but by sisyphus' rock i will jot down my thoughts)#anyways currently stuck at a halloween/birthday party and probably still will be for a few hours#got voice work done yesterday n im hell proud of myself! ^^#gotta love having executive function and only ever being able to get around to doing shit on a whim or if theres a reward from it amirite 🤪#in other news its really been starting to cool down lately#not really looking forward to it cause of how much the cold affects me physically (doesn't have alot of bodymass & as such is susceptible t#extreme changes in temperature. also doesn't help that the cold literally hurts me physically cause of how small i am |:/#whateverrr i'll survive (probably)#.....i hope i can go home from this party soon :(
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honestly my biggest wonder about yesterdays drama was like... who even was that? not the person being called out, but the one calling them out. like, its one thing to make a throwaway to make a callout post, but to go on anon and try to pull unrelated people into it? this was clearly someone still in the taleblr server since they had screenshots from literally the same day in their callout
this isnt me taking sides because genuinely i have more important things to worry about than all that, but its different when it comes to this person because like... i just thought yall were different than that? maybe we all dont totally consider eachother friends entirely but i liked to think we were all somewhere around there for the most part
theres only so many of us and we all try to stay chill (to more or less success) because like... theres probably less than 100 of us left, and we're all adults by now as far as i know, and i know age doesnt really equal maturity, but its just so immature to try and stir drama by messaging unrelated parties.
honestly even if the person told me in private who they were its not like id make shit worse by posting about them or something because, again, i have bigger things to worry about, im just curious at this point. its not even an obligation for them to come forward, im just admitting that im curious.
if anything all i have to say is be the bigger person and block and move on when you dont like someone or something someone did. i get that you saw stuff that you found gross and you wanted everyone to feel the same way you did, but the rest of us just want to live our lives. plus i think the people that were messaged arent even in the discord so it was honestly even weirder to do that
ive had my fair share of seeing things that made me feel gross to see or read or know about, like, seriously i found out one of my friends was a pedo last year (and i promptly blocked the cunt). but it doesnt do anything to pull other people into the mess and try to start shit.
basically, just be more mature, cause i know yall are better than that. you dont have to read fics that you dont like, and you dont have to interact with people you dont like. your online experience is yours and the best option is always to block and move on. ive had my fair share of drama, and all it does is ruin peoples days, and not much else.
my biggest point, honestly, is that this is such a small fandom and i dont want whats left to come crashing down because some drama makes everyone left hate it here. i dont care whos right or wrong because literally whatever its internet drama, i just dont want this community to die out.
#taleblr#my post#plus about my ex-friend... im just satisfied in knowing theyre gross and insufferable enough that theyre not gonna have much luck#with relationships of any kind unless they make drastic drastic changes to themselves and their life.#and no i havent read the fic in question here because it just didnt sound like my kind of thing#and im definitely not proship but i seriously think its better to just move on#my thing is like... i dont want people writing about certain topics but i also know that i cant stop people#i dont like things that have been done on either side here which is why im not taking sides#you could argue im an unrelated party but i at least talked to the person a little bit yesterday in the server#i checked up on them after cause i was like 'oh this person i was talking to got banned i wonder what the deal was and if theyre ok'#because from our convo in the server they seemed nice even if they were a bit unknowing of the rules it seemed#and they basically just told me they wanted everyone to leave them alone. so yeah#ill leave them alone and everyone else should too and its just better for everyone to move on#im not going to make any more posts about this after mind you. i dont have asks or submissions on so the only way to contact me#is through my messages if anyone feels like it#or i guess if youre in the discord you could DM me on there too#but otherwise im not going to make any more posts because i just wanted to get this out of the way and move on with my day#i have a huge thing happening later and i dont need this weighing on my mind for it#just be more mature. just block and move on. dont be that guy that tries to bring other people into it that had nothing to do with it#and dont try to make this everyone elses problem#youre allowed to feel disgusted and angry or whatever you might be feeling. but dont make it everyone elses problem#also no i couldnt report my ex-friend because i didnt have the info and also i didnt have evidence more than them admitting to thoughts#and people cant be arrested for thoughts alone as much as you might wish they could#and also they werent ashamed of these thoughts which is why they were disgusting. they only hid them because they knew we would be#disgusted because were normal people. so anyway.#long post
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love is stored in the kitchen for real
#cooked with my girlfriend yesterday (as in I cooked and she watched) her and her mother came to our father's day barbecue#was super nice#her mother is starting to not hate me. at some point she even complimented my family??? admitted they never had events with 'a good climate#I can tell how much it means her mother is making these moves. ma'am asked me my receipts and my love looked so emotional#didn't believe it myself she would at first. at the start my parents treated my girlfriend like another daughter#my own family has problems but it breaks my heart how lucky and privileged I am when it comes to family#how robbed of this we are#my brother in law's family (parents and sister with her husband and kids) all came but that's just a given my family always made big partie#but to us it's such a big thing#my girlfriend's roommate didn't come this time he was with the boyfriend too. but my gradnma asked about him like five times#but fuck father's days we actually made the event for the women who had to be mother and father#father's day barbecue that had three fathers and seven mothers sounds about right#but my family will never pass an excuse to use the backyard#.txt
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