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jolalibrary ยท 5 months ago
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Hi Jo!
How did you get into writing fanfic?
Iโ€™m sorry Iโ€™ve sat on this for so long, but I wanted to make sure I answered it with the full attention it deserves. I apologise for the length ๐Ÿ˜‚.
I began this as to how, but then also why? and it got long.
warnings for: jo being overly open, sharing things she doesnโ€™t usually, mentions of mental health, mention but not discussion of sexual trauma poor sleep, and again, oversharing. I donโ€™t think Iโ€™ve been this open ever, so be gentle with me.
so, I began writing fanfic in 2015. I discovered it on accident, I was doom scrolling on Pinterest, trying to see if I could make some tree decorations in an insomnia bout (because Iโ€™d already completed TLOU - irony I know) and discovered a fanfic.
and I was lost in it, 200k deep and then I read another, and another, and I donโ€™t know why I had an idea to attempt to write my own, but I did, and I poured all of my pain into it. (I eventually took this fic down because it was so freaking personal and painful to have up - and itโ€™s still shared now by several people which irks me a lot). but god at the time? it healed me. and it brought me two people who I still talk to to this day, even if we donโ€™t live in the same timezone.
I stayed in that fandom until 2018 when I left and continued only writing for daredevil (which id joined in like 2016).
and then in 2019 I stopped all together due to bad mental health, and just personal things in my life (I really wasnโ€™t doing that well and wanted a bit of a reset).
it was then I began writing an original story. working on it obsessively, eventually shaping it to show some agents at a writing festival in 2020 (virtually, cause of the rona). and it was good, I met with three and two of them loved it. i had amazing feedback, including requests, and I should have been happy, right?
well, I FREAKED out. my little romcom could be something? I sobbed, I broke down, I couldnโ€™t get out of bed for two days and I was a mess.
now, the reasons as to why, is still fuzzy to me. but I assume itโ€™s because all of my life Iโ€™d truly believed that Im not good at anything. and writing was this one thing I had to myself, that I shared but never expected anything. and then, suddenly there was expectations, and the reality that people had read itโ€”people who could do things with it, terrified me.
their nice words had weight, meaning? and yet they felt like iron pokers against my skin. even through therapy I donโ€™t like delving into the whyโ€™s the whatโ€™s, but I assume itโ€™s a combination of lack of self belief and the foundation Iโ€™m built on (and why I struggle with compliments) but also the fact it went from a hobby to something that could be something. and I think I freaked at it.
from here, my mental health took a big hit, I was so anxious I couldnโ€™t leave the house and by the end of that year I was back to where I was in 2019, but if anything, much worse?
I didnโ€™t know who I was. all the trauma i thought Iโ€™d healed from, rose up inside of me and it took me ages to finally be able to even think about writing again. I was broken. reset to more than factory settings because I couldnโ€™t even recall what I liked? what I loved (outside of my husband and dog). I was a shadow wandering around, going from appointment to appointment.
and then, because heโ€™s an amazing soul, my husband suggested I write fanfic again. start again, try. and I did. I potted around under a different name and then in 2022 i grabbed mvtthewmurdvck back, and I came back through call of duty.
by the end of that year, I found narcos ๐Ÿ’โ€โ™€๏ธ (javi supremacy) and here we are, 2024.
I say a lot that writing saved me, and it literally did.
and I rarely share all of this, but Iโ€™m not ashamed of my story, but sometimes I feel I should have been stronger?
but actually, Iโ€™m strong for getting up even when I was knocked down. I rebuilt, I reshaped and I discovered threads in myself Iโ€™d never known was there. and that took guts.
I was able to discover my sex drive, a thing Iโ€™ve struggled with (even in my loving and brilliant relationship) after some trauma when I was 15 with my boyfriend at the time (iykyk). I was able to write scenarios that I could then bring into my own life, and I wrote an entire fic (ILTWY) that helped me discover that I actually love sex. that I love pleasure in all its forms.
I was able to find my heart again, and write a romcom that made me find people I couldnโ€™t be without now, but also, show myself that I can still write a romcom, and that thing in 2020 was just a blip, it wasnโ€™t a sign and it wasnโ€™t a thing that would define me.
and, even now, while Iโ€™m struggling to even smile, and I cried putting my eyebrows on this morning, I wrote my feelings out into a Drabble Iโ€™m not sure if Iโ€™ll share, that made me feel like I could go to work today and cope.
I say that notes and things arenโ€™t my focus here, but never really explained why, but this, all above, is why. writing is there for me, itโ€™s a crutch, itโ€™s a saviour when the world feels too much. it was a thing that I lived without for a short period, but when I came back to it, it was like returning home.
and the best part? I get to share my words with you, I get to think โ€œmaybe this will resonate with peopleโ€ and find that sometimes, it does. I get to be a comfort, to make someone smile, to make you laugh or even make you feel a little horny hahahah. and that means MORE to me, because when I was lost, afraid and terrified of the voice in my head, someone elseโ€™s words did that for me. they held me close, they helped me stop and pause and take a breath.
and thatโ€™s how I got into writing fanfic, and why it will forever be something special to me.
an: I havenโ€™t edited this, and Iโ€™m shaking, so if thereโ€™s spelling mistakes, ignore.
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beloved-child-of-the-house ยท 9 days ago
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Draco had got barely halfway across the Entrance Hall when it happened. He felt the Trip Jinx round his ankles before he saw his assailants, and he went sprawling hard onto the cold stone floor, the wind knocked out of him, his wand spinning away to clatter out of sight and well out of reach. He lay on his front, coughing and gasping with ugly laughter ringing in his ears.
"Nasty tumble, there Malfoy," jeered someone behind him. "You want to mind where you're going, or you could hurt yourself."
Draco pushed up onto his hands and knees, still trying to get his breath. There was no way he could reach his wand before they jinxed him again; he hadn't even seen where it landed. He never was any good at muggle duelling. He got one leg under him, bracing himself to be knocked flat again, and heard a shout from above him.
"Protego!"
The jinx bounced off the Shield, and Draco got to his feet under its protection. Harry Potter was striding down the marble staircase toward them looking like a thunderstorm. Halfway along he stooped and picked up Draco's wand. He hardly glanced at Draco as he passed him and marched up to the little knot of seventh years picking themselves up from where they'd been hit by the rebounding jinx.
"Think it's funny to knock people down, do you, McLaggen?" snarled Potter, glaring up at the biggest of the lot.
"Oh don't get your wand in a knot, Potter. It's only Malfoy," said McLaggen in the sort of tone you might use to say 'It's only a slug.' "No love lost there, eh?"
"It doesn't matter who it is! We're not doing things like that anymore," Potter said furiously. "We just got done with a fucking war, and you want to keep fighting? You lot want to keep it going just for fun? Well, I don't, and I better not see you do that again! Now clear off! Twenty points from Gryffindor!"
"You can't--"
"Too fucking right I can! Now get back to your common room!" And, perhaps because Potter was Head Boy, perhaps because he looked like he could spit nails, or perhaps simply because he was Harry Potter, they did clear off. Potter watched them go, then turned to Draco. He still looked quite angry, but he was clearly trying to gather himself, "You okay?"
Draco had grazed his palms rather badly from throwing his hands out when he landed; his left wrist and forefinger were throbbing mightily, and his chest still ached, but he shrugged, "Fine."
Potter grabbed his sleeve and pulled Draco toward him to inspect his injuries, "Liar. You should go to the hospital wing and get that sorted out."
"I'll live," said Draco, but he didn't withdraw.
Potter frowned at him, chewed his lip. "I heal it for you if you'd rather," he offered after a moment.
"If nothing else will please you."
Potter pointed his wand at Draco's bleeding hands, "Episkey." The scrapes vanished, and Draco felt the spell heal his sprained wrist and finger as well. Potter pressed something into Draco's hands. Draco's wand. Draco had already forgotten he'd picked it up.
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Excerpt from my new fic Queen of the Weeds! Drarry, Rated E, 60K. This is a coming of age story about figuring out who you're going to be and what you're going to do after your life very publicly falls apart. Draco and Harry become friends and more after they both return to Hogwarts for their 8th year after the war.
This fic is not a WIP, it is complete. I will be posting new chapters on Sundays and Thursdays until the whole thing is up.
Also gratitude to Allie @oflights from whom I got the poem that I took the title from.
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sammygender ยท 2 months ago
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tbh i think i just find it more interesting to appreciate dean how he is and have zero interest in proving his general goodness. like maybe if i Didnt find that specific type of character so compelling id be more invested in mischaracterisation (though id like to think not <3).
but a lot of hellers/extreme deangirls dont approach spn like a horror show with the thesis 'family is hell' (which is what it initally Is) they approach it like a fantasy-comedy-action show with a funny bisexual mc and his gay angel bf. either because they're not interested or because theyre uncomfortable with the actual show thats there. which is their prerogative! like sure i guess. you do you.
but its interesting bc it means we have 2 fanbases which are rabidly different to each other and get completely different things out of the show and yet keep brushing up against each other. we parcel it into 'samgirl' and 'deangirl' but that makes it sound like its literally just Fans Of The Character when tons of samgirls (myself included <3) love dean. the real dean that is. (also even samgirl fandom is ripe w misinterpretation but all fandoms have that at least theyre kind-of misinterpreting the same show as me. deangirl fandom is something entirely different.)
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intramoon ยท 4 months ago
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๐’ฒ+๐’œ (circa 2017)
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wonderlandsakura ยท 3 months ago
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Ok for some reason my brain is hyper focusing on Johnlock again like I won't regret it 2-3 business days from now when I come out of it with 5 new open AO3 tabs (out of my already 156 open AO3 tabs not counting other unfinished/unread fic/fic I've not caught up on, full disclosure) for fic that I probably won't finish reading and/or while being unable to find the. Very Specific. fic I want to read and just having like an open half-filtered tab... But Anyway.
Here's a Very Rare Johnlock Post from me lol
Imagine after all the seasons are over and Johnlock are old and have finally talked about their feelings and properly, actually, gotten officially together
(and subsequently gotten married in like 2 months cause Sherlock filled out the paperwork while John was not actually at home and then actually having a discussion about it when John finds out it happened cause Sherlock casually mentions it and actually agrees after Sherlock mentions (read: steamrolls over him, anxiously) them practically already being married by common law and just officialising it for the tax benefits... they only have a proper wedding, maybe on their/an anniversary when Mrs Hudson finds out probably 6 months later or sth and complains,, but I've gone on a tangent again)
Anyway Rosie is a teenager, with after-school activities and a phone.
I'm just imagining Sherlock dragging John out on a murder case (read: date) and deciding to feed him midway through (like always, tbh,, sth sth that post about feeding the depressed man that tends to forget to eat but I digress)
So Rosie gets a text and a voicemail from the two of them (cause Sherlock prefers to text and tell me John is not the sort to leave voicemails, like he would have put it on the voicemail machine if they had one he's so old man sometimes)
And it goes something like:
[Text from Papa]
Ragรน Bolognese, Angelo's, 7pm. Hugs. -SH
[Voicemail from Dad]
"Hi honey, it's Dad.
Sorry we won't be able to make it to dinner with you, your father's got a case and you know how he gets...
Anyway, Mrs Hudson is going out tonight remember, so your Papa is booking the usual table at Angelo's for you... You still like the Spaghetti Bolognese right?
Don't worry about us, we'll eat before we get home. And the reservation is at 7, so don't be late. This will probably take a while so don't wait up either and go straight to bed young lady, you hear me?
Anyway I've got to go, loveyoubye."
Anyway I think it would be very cute, like they love and care about her, even if they're old men who laugh at crime scenes and whose ideal date is trying to catch a murderer together, and they show it by taking a moment to make sure she's fed with her favorite food even when they're busy solving crime, so yeah.
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im-not-batman ยท 2 months ago
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In the middle of the night by robin_not_batman
Fandoms: Top Gun (Movies) ย 
General Audiences, M/M, Complete Work
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No Archive Warnings Apply Bradley "Rooster" Bradshaw/Jake "Hangman" Seresin, Bradley "Rooster" Bradshaw, Jake "Hangman" Seresin, Natasha "Phoenix" Trace, Javy "Coyote" Machado, Character Study, Pining, Mutual Pining, Non-Linear Narrative, Don't Ask Don't Tell, it's a looming spectre but i don't really go into it, Not Actually Unrequited Love, Texting, Ambiguous/Open Ending, but i could be convinced to write a follow up with an unambiguous happy ending if im honest, Inspired by Music, Canon Compliant, If you ignore some stuff
Summary
When Bradley gets a text in the middle of the night from someone he hasn't heard from in a long time, he's forced into a spiral of reliving memories, heartbreak and longing. Inspired by Why did you invite me to your wedding? by Kevin Atwater
Big big thank yous and much love goes to @stilldoingallthethings and @biforsokka72 who beta'd for me. You are wonderful and so very patient lol <3
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camzverse ยท 3 months ago
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made my ocs in the sims lalalalaaa
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sainz100 ยท 14 days ago
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a few Carlos moments from the 2024 Azerbaijan GP
#carlos sainz#charles leclerc#autumn posts#so many insta moments saved!! and most this quality hehe#not HQ but still I fawn!!#the middle especially AHHH his lap ๐Ÿ˜ตโ€๐Ÿ’ซ ok!!!!#hoping to do this more to share what I have in the backlog that I haven't seen here yet tho totally could've missed someone posting these!!!#I know I talk about it a lot in the tags but ahhhh I'm usually at work ๐Ÿ™ƒ kinda have a super unbalanced relationship with my job#but it means I'm usually so behind on the dash and there are so many incredible fics I cannot wait to read!!!!!#so many things I miss#thank you everyone for sharing what you create โค๏ธ#and thank you for your patience with me as I catch up!!!#like literally no one is putting pressure on me haha but I do it too much to myself!!#always feeling like I'm running behind but I know that's not how fandom works!!#it's wonderful to pop in and share whenever feels best!!#anyways tl;dr I'm hoping to catch up more soon and just hella thankful for all the kindness here โค๏ธ#I worry way too much (as evident!!) and slowly finding balance where I can have more time to do what I love in life#anyways it means a lot to ramble here!!#I'm a single pringle usually alone in my office or the apartment (except blessed weekends with friends! and stressful work events hehe)#so having this space means so much to me!! and to all the online spaces where it can feel like a little respite#and there is still so much to see!! (I've not even seen dts or Carlos and Daniel's vlogs like!!!! woah!!!! so much!!! ๐Ÿ˜ตโ€๐Ÿ’ซ but also ๐Ÿฅณ)#I've only seen a few of the Don't Blink episodes!! and some races from the past so far!!#and cannot wait to be yelling over fics soon omg the premises I've seen!!!!! AHHHHHH I always want to comment so you'll be hearing from me!!#but now back to work (for just a little longer!!)#hoping everyone is well โค๏ธ and hope you have a restful evening morning and afternoon too!! ๐ŸŒƒ๏ฟฝ๏ฟฝ๏ฟฝ๏ฟฝ๐Ÿ™๏ธโค๏ธ
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biteyoubiteme ยท 11 days ago
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I just realised I'd never be able to write properly mtl because I'd just immediately put biases on top if mtl thought somehow resembles me lolol
like, mtl to enjoy their s/o being clingy, I'd go like kai โ†’ yeonjun โ†’ beomgyu โ†’ soobin โ†’ taehyun, which โ€“ absolutely unexpectedly of course โ€“ not so far from my list of txt members by bias wrecking lolol
it's cool how writers can just look from the side and not include themselves into writing
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and yeonkai just because!
lol I use to self insert so much when I wrote on wattpad and now I mostly write for fun like honestly I hated 7 minutes (my soogyu fic ;-;) and this is prob tmi but iโ€™m super insecure about my chest lmao and that fic is all boobie love lol and I struggled with it so hard lmao but now I feel like I just need to ignore thinking about exactly what I like and just have fun. itโ€™s fictional and I love thinking of characters and different ideas to explore through each member itโ€™s like a brain workout sometimes tho so separating biases is kinda easy now and I think being ot5 most of the time really helps lmao. so mtl seem so easy compared to longer fics where I have more space to actually self insert and need to restrain lol
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batri-jopa ยท 4 months ago
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And Then We Danced / แƒ“แƒ แƒฉแƒ•แƒ”แƒœ แƒ•แƒ˜แƒชแƒ”แƒ™แƒ•แƒ”แƒ— (2019), dir. Levan Akin
#ATWD amateur guidebook
Soundtrack & Lyrics - Part 5 [go to: Prologue, Part 1, Part 2, Part 3, Part 4]
[Note: Most of this film music corresponds with what's happening on the screen. The less characters are speaking - the more traditional folk tunes take their turn in commenting the events. Old songs are fitting so good that the story becomes universal "tale as old as time". Lyrics translation usually comes from Google Translator and is absolutely awful but I don't speak Georgian so what else could I do]
21. แƒ‘แƒ˜แƒœแƒ“แƒ˜แƒกแƒคแƒ”แƒ แƒ˜แƒ แƒกแƒแƒคแƒ”แƒšแƒ˜ (Bindis Feria Sofeli)
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The village is gradually getting darker What is our life will fly away like a bird Someday the grass will grow on our village
Even those who thought it was hard to walk were briefly looked after. The rust of the gun will eat the rust of the earth, the heart of the man will be sad. Death will come invisible, he will throw away his weapon in a second. What we will take to the world, no one else has taken what.
[The part above is what you can hear in the movie. Below is the part that is not in the movie but I suppose is well known to Georgian audience]
I will recite the poem to you and it will be good for me to die And you will remain here as a memory of me They used to tell me that they were just like me Let the country rejoice and I die in the grave Those who are right like me will listen to the voice of panduri Don't fall apart, don't get married
[Note: 1. Lyrics I found at genius.com 2. It's worth to realize that this is one of the moments in the movie with very distinctive contrast of mood between music and the movie scene: we can see a theoretically joyfull wedding scene and Merabi's face changing from numb to overhelmed with joy - yet the song in the background speaks about death and its inevitability. Is this contrast meant to only emphasize that the wedding is actually not so joyful since it's for "saving girl's honour"? Or that Merabi's feelings are closer to grief than joy? But even when his face changes, the song keeps on going - is that to suggest that love and hope is stronger than the vision of death? or rather that this love is hopeless? You decide (Anyway - Sunrise Sunset this ain't...)]
แƒ‘แƒ˜แƒœแƒ“แƒ˜แƒกแƒคแƒ”แƒ แƒ˜แƒ แƒกแƒแƒคแƒ”แƒšแƒ˜ แƒ—แƒแƒœแƒ“แƒแƒ—แƒแƒœ แƒฃแƒคแƒ แƒ แƒ‘แƒ˜แƒœแƒ“แƒ“แƒ”แƒ‘แƒ แƒ แƒ แƒแƒ แƒ˜แƒก แƒฉแƒ•แƒ”แƒœแƒ˜ แƒกแƒ˜แƒชแƒแƒชแƒฎแƒšแƒ” แƒฉแƒ˜แƒขแƒ˜แƒ•แƒ˜แƒ— แƒ’แƒแƒ’แƒ•แƒ˜แƒคแƒ แƒ˜แƒœแƒ“แƒ”แƒ‘แƒ แƒฉแƒ•แƒ”แƒœแƒก แƒœแƒแƒกแƒแƒฎแƒšแƒแƒ แƒ–แƒ” แƒแƒ“แƒ”แƒกแƒฆแƒแƒช แƒ‘แƒแƒšแƒแƒฎแƒ˜ แƒแƒ‘แƒ˜แƒ‘แƒ˜แƒœแƒ“แƒ”แƒ‘แƒ
แƒ˜แƒ›แƒแƒกแƒแƒช แƒ›แƒแƒ™แƒšแƒ”แƒ“ แƒฃแƒ•แƒšแƒ˜แƒ แƒ•แƒ˜แƒœแƒช แƒ’แƒซแƒšแƒแƒ“ แƒ”แƒ’แƒแƒœแƒ แƒ˜แƒแƒ แƒ แƒ—แƒแƒคแƒก แƒŸแƒแƒœแƒ’แƒ˜ แƒจแƒ”แƒกแƒญแƒแƒ›แƒก แƒŸแƒแƒœแƒ’แƒก แƒ›แƒ˜แƒฌแƒ, แƒ™แƒแƒชแƒ˜แƒก แƒ’แƒฃแƒšแƒก แƒ“แƒแƒ แƒ“แƒ˜ แƒ˜แƒแƒ แƒ, แƒ›แƒแƒ•แƒ แƒกแƒ˜แƒ™แƒ•แƒ“แƒ˜แƒšแƒ˜ แƒฃแƒฉแƒ˜แƒœแƒ, แƒ”แƒ แƒ— แƒฌแƒแƒ›แƒจแƒ˜ แƒแƒ’แƒ•แƒงแƒ แƒ˜แƒก แƒ˜แƒแƒ แƒแƒฆแƒแƒก แƒฉแƒ•แƒ”แƒœ แƒ แƒแƒก แƒฌแƒแƒ•แƒ˜แƒฆแƒ”แƒ‘แƒ— แƒ˜แƒ›แƒฅแƒ•แƒ”แƒงแƒœแƒแƒ“, แƒกแƒฎแƒ•แƒแƒก แƒแƒ แƒ แƒฌแƒแƒฃแƒฆแƒ˜แƒ แƒ แƒ.
แƒšแƒ”แƒฅแƒกแƒ แƒแƒ›แƒแƒ’แƒ—แƒฅแƒแƒ› แƒแƒฎแƒ”แƒ แƒ แƒ—แƒแƒ แƒ แƒ˜แƒฅแƒœแƒ”แƒ‘แƒ แƒ•แƒ™แƒ•แƒ“แƒ”แƒ‘แƒแƒ“แƒ”, แƒ“แƒ แƒจแƒ”แƒœ แƒ™แƒ˜ แƒฉแƒ”แƒ›แƒแƒ“ แƒกแƒแƒฎแƒกแƒแƒ•แƒ แƒแƒ“ แƒกแƒแƒแƒฅแƒแƒแƒกแƒ แƒ แƒฉแƒ”แƒ‘แƒแƒ“แƒ”, แƒ›แƒแƒกแƒ—แƒฅแƒแƒ›แƒ“แƒœแƒ”แƒœ แƒฉแƒ”แƒ›แƒ”แƒ‘ แƒกแƒฌแƒ๏ฟฝ๏ฟฝแƒ”แƒ‘แƒ˜ แƒคแƒแƒœแƒ“แƒฃแƒ แƒ˜แƒก แƒฎแƒ›แƒแƒ–แƒ”แƒ“ แƒฐแƒงแƒ•แƒ”แƒ‘แƒแƒ“แƒœแƒ”แƒœ, แƒฅแƒ•แƒ”แƒงแƒแƒœแƒ แƒ›แƒฎแƒ˜แƒแƒ แƒฃแƒšแƒแƒ‘แƒ“แƒ”แƒก แƒ“แƒ แƒ›แƒ” แƒกแƒแƒคแƒšแƒแƒ•แƒจแƒ˜ แƒ•แƒ™แƒ•แƒ“แƒ”แƒ‘แƒแƒ“แƒ”, แƒ›แƒแƒกแƒ—แƒฅแƒแƒ›แƒ”แƒœ แƒฉแƒ”แƒ›แƒ”แƒ‘ แƒกแƒฌแƒแƒ แƒ”แƒ‘แƒ˜, แƒคแƒแƒœแƒ“แƒฃแƒ แƒ˜แƒก แƒฎแƒ›แƒแƒกแƒ แƒฐแƒงแƒ•แƒ”แƒ‘แƒแƒ“แƒœแƒ”แƒœ, แƒกแƒแƒฎแƒšแƒ แƒแƒ  แƒ“แƒแƒ˜แƒœแƒ’แƒ แƒ”แƒแƒ“แƒ”, แƒชแƒแƒšแƒ แƒแƒ  แƒ’แƒแƒกแƒ—แƒฎแƒแƒ•แƒ“แƒ”แƒ‘แƒแƒ“แƒ”.
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22. Qalaquri 1 & 2
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[Note: the title means "urban" but I have no idea what exact song (songs) were used in a movie. I can hear them but I can't understand a thing so I can't tell how much important this might be. IF YOU'RE GEORGIAN AND YOU KNOW WHAT THE SONG IS ABOUT - I WOULD LOVE YOU TO TELL ME!โค๏ธ - The song is at 1h 28min of this Facebook reel)
23. แƒ’แƒแƒœแƒ“แƒแƒ’แƒแƒœแƒ (Gandagana)
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(for the meaning - read Note below)
[Note: this time I don't think it's wise to pay attention to literal translation of Gandagana because this song seems to have much more metaphorical meaning in this particular movie scene than in any other before. That kind of direct "translation" you can find at lyricstranslate.com but these sentences doesn't seem to make much deeper sense for the average outside-Georgia viewer. Better check out these interpretations below (and note that the exact moment the "Tarnanani ninano" can be heard in the movie is right before Merab's "Congratulations"):
1. according to this page: "Gandagana" is a traditional Georgian folk song about love and longing. The lyrics tell the story of two lovers who can't be together due to their families, so they express their emotions through longing and sadness. The chorus repeats the words "Tarnanani ninano" which can be roughly translated to mean "Forever we will be apart." The song reflects the difficulty of love in a time where young lovers were not always able to choose their partners, and the pain and sorrow of having to separate.
2. Overall Meaning - according to this source: The song seems to explore themes of love, longing, and the complexities of relationships. The opening lines, "Gogov gogov kiskisa, Ak chamodi tsklis pirsa, Tskali masvi kokita, Gamadzgeni kocnita," can be loosely translated as "Go, go, dear little one, Like a flame, you ignite my soul, Like a thunderstorm, you strike me." These lines express the intense and passionate nature of the relationship being described. It suggests that the presence of the beloved person has a powerful impact on the singer, evoking feelings of excitement and desire. The following lines, "Tarnanani ninano, Tskals napoti Cmaohkonda," continue the exploration of love and longing. "Tarnanani" is a word that can be interpreted as a yearning or longing, while "napoti" means a missing or longing. So, the phrase could convey a sense of the singer's deep yearning for their loved one. "Cmaohkonda" might refer to a specific place or a metaphorical state representing the separation or distance between the two individuals. The later verses delve into the complexities of the relationship, describing emotional challenges and the struggle to find balance. Lines like "Kibis uku debelio, Me ikedan verรงamoval" suggest that there might be a conflict or imbalance in the love affair. The lyrics also touch upon the physical and intimate aspects of the relationship, with phrases like "BaxรงaลŸi rom pipinebdi, Pancridan diginaxeo" depicting a sense of affection and desire. Overall, "Gandagana" captures the intense emotions and complexities that can be experienced in a passionate relationship, expressing longing, desire, and the challenges that come with it.
The lyrics comes from lyricstranslate.com
แƒ’แƒแƒ’แƒแƒ• แƒ’แƒแƒ’แƒแƒ• แƒฅแƒ˜แƒกแƒฅแƒ˜แƒกแƒ แƒแƒฅ แƒญแƒแƒ›แƒแƒ“แƒ˜ แƒฌแƒฅแƒšแƒ˜แƒก แƒคแƒ˜แƒ แƒกแƒ แƒฌแƒฅแƒแƒšแƒ˜ แƒ›แƒแƒกแƒ•แƒ˜ แƒฅแƒแƒฅแƒ˜แƒ—แƒ แƒ’แƒแƒ›แƒแƒซแƒ’แƒ”แƒœแƒ˜ แƒฅแƒแƒชแƒœแƒ˜แƒ—แƒ
แƒ—แƒแƒ แƒœแƒแƒœแƒแƒœแƒ˜ แƒœแƒ˜แƒœแƒแƒœแƒ
แƒฌแƒฅแƒแƒšแƒก แƒœแƒแƒคแƒแƒ—แƒ˜ แƒชแƒ›แƒแƒแƒฐแƒฅแƒแƒœแƒ“แƒ แƒแƒšแƒ•แƒ˜แƒกแƒ˜ แƒฎแƒ˜แƒก แƒชแƒแƒ›แƒแƒœแƒ แƒ—แƒ•แƒแƒšแƒ˜ แƒ“แƒแƒ“แƒ”แƒฅ แƒœแƒแƒคแƒแƒ—แƒแƒ›แƒ˜แƒแƒ›แƒ‘แƒ” แƒกแƒแƒฒแƒ•แƒแƒ แƒšแƒ˜แƒก แƒกแƒ”แƒ›แƒแƒœแƒแƒ—แƒ•แƒแƒšแƒ˜
แƒœแƒแƒšแƒ˜แƒแƒ–แƒ” แƒ›แƒ” แƒ•แƒ”แƒ  แƒ”แƒ•แƒแƒš แƒฅแƒ˜แƒ‘แƒ˜แƒก แƒฃแƒฅแƒฃ แƒ“แƒ”แƒ‘แƒ”แƒšแƒ˜แƒ แƒ›แƒ” แƒ˜แƒฅแƒ”แƒ“แƒแƒœ แƒ•แƒ”แƒ แƒญแƒแƒ›แƒแƒ•แƒแƒš แƒจแƒ”แƒœแƒ–แƒ” แƒฉแƒฃแƒฃแƒฎแƒฃแƒ—แƒ”แƒ‘แƒ”แƒšแƒ˜แƒ
แƒ—แƒแƒ แƒแƒ–แƒ” แƒ›แƒแƒฅแƒ•แƒก แƒฎแƒฃแƒ—แƒ˜ แƒ•แƒแƒจแƒšแƒ˜ แƒกแƒแƒ›แƒ˜ แƒจแƒ”แƒœ แƒจแƒ˜แƒ’แƒ˜แƒœแƒแƒฎแƒ”แƒ แƒ‘แƒแƒฎแƒญแƒแƒจแƒ˜ แƒ แƒแƒ› แƒคแƒ˜แƒคแƒ˜แƒœแƒ”แƒ‘แƒ“แƒ˜ แƒคแƒแƒœแƒชแƒ แƒ˜แƒ“แƒแƒœ แƒ“แƒ˜แƒ’แƒ˜แƒœแƒแƒฎแƒ”แƒ
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24. แƒชแƒแƒœแƒ’แƒแƒšแƒ แƒ“แƒ แƒ’แƒแƒ’แƒแƒœแƒ (Tsangala Da Gogona)
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Tsangala and girl Tsangala.. girl (2)
Tsangala went to the city, And stole grape from there, He didn't share grape with anybody, And digged grave for himself (ashamed himself)
Tsangala and girl Tsangala.. girl (2)
This guy dances well, He stands on halluces, If he hurts his legs, whose fault will it be?
Tsangala and girl Tsangala.. girl (2)
[Note: 1. This song is even more contrasting to the movie scene than the song during wedding scene - Tsangala song is considered really joyfull and most people are dancing and having fun while our character falls into pieces. Could there be any better way to emphasize how lonely and separated Merab feels in his grief? 2. Lyrics was found at lyricstranslate.com ]
..แƒชแƒแƒœแƒ’แƒแƒšแƒ แƒ“แƒ แƒ’แƒแƒ’แƒแƒœแƒ-แƒ แƒชแƒแƒœแƒ’แƒแƒšแƒ แƒ’แƒแƒ’แƒแƒœแƒ-แƒ (2)
แƒ’แƒแƒ’แƒœแƒ˜ แƒ’แƒแƒ’แƒœแƒ˜ แƒ’แƒแƒ’แƒœแƒ˜ แƒ’แƒแƒ’แƒœแƒ˜ แƒ’แƒแƒ’แƒœแƒ˜ แƒ’แƒแƒ’แƒœแƒ˜ แƒ’แƒแƒ’แƒแƒœแƒแƒ แƒ’แƒแƒ’แƒœแƒ˜ แƒ’แƒแƒ’แƒœแƒ˜ แƒ’แƒแƒ’แƒœแƒ˜ แƒ’แƒแƒ’แƒ แƒ’แƒแƒ’แƒœแƒ˜ แƒ’แƒแƒ’แƒœแƒ˜ แƒ’แƒแƒ’แƒแƒœแƒ
แƒชแƒแƒœแƒ’แƒแƒšแƒ แƒฅแƒแƒšแƒแƒฅแƒก แƒฌแƒแƒ•แƒ˜แƒ“แƒ แƒงแƒฃแƒ แƒซแƒ”แƒœแƒ˜ แƒ›แƒแƒ˜แƒžแƒแƒ แƒ แƒงแƒฃแƒ แƒซแƒ”แƒœแƒ˜ แƒ—แƒ•แƒ˜แƒ—แƒแƒœ แƒจแƒ”แƒญแƒแƒ›แƒ แƒกแƒแƒคแƒšแƒแƒ•แƒ˜ แƒ’แƒแƒ˜แƒ—แƒฎแƒแƒ แƒ
..แƒชแƒแƒœแƒ’แƒแƒšแƒ แƒ“แƒ แƒ’แƒแƒ’แƒแƒœแƒ-แƒ แƒชแƒแƒœแƒ’แƒแƒšแƒ แƒ’แƒแƒ’แƒแƒœแƒ-แƒ (2)
แƒ’แƒแƒ’แƒœแƒ˜ แƒ’แƒแƒ’แƒœแƒ˜ แƒ’แƒแƒ’แƒœแƒ˜ แƒ’แƒแƒ’แƒœแƒ˜ แƒ’แƒแƒ’แƒœแƒ˜ แƒ’แƒแƒ’แƒแƒœแƒแƒ แƒ’แƒแƒ’แƒœแƒ˜ แƒ’แƒแƒ’แƒœแƒ˜ แƒ’แƒแƒ’แƒœแƒ˜ แƒ’แƒแƒ’แƒ แƒ’แƒแƒ’แƒœแƒ˜ แƒ’แƒแƒ’แƒœแƒ˜ แƒ’แƒแƒ’แƒแƒœแƒ
แƒ”แƒก แƒ‘แƒ˜แƒญแƒ˜ แƒ™แƒแƒ แƒ’แƒแƒ“ แƒ—แƒแƒ›แƒแƒจแƒแƒ‘แƒก แƒคแƒ”แƒฎแƒ˜แƒก แƒฌแƒ•แƒ”แƒ แƒ”แƒ‘แƒ–แƒ” แƒ“แƒ’แƒ”แƒ‘แƒแƒ แƒแƒ›แƒแƒœ แƒ แƒแƒ› แƒ แƒแƒ›แƒ” แƒ˜แƒขแƒ™แƒ˜แƒœแƒแƒก แƒ’แƒแƒ’แƒแƒœแƒแƒก แƒ“แƒแƒ‘แƒ แƒแƒšแƒ“แƒ”แƒ‘แƒ
..แƒชแƒแƒœแƒ’แƒแƒšแƒ แƒ“แƒ แƒ’แƒแƒ’แƒแƒœแƒ-แƒ แƒชแƒแƒœแƒ’แƒแƒšแƒ แƒ’แƒแƒ’แƒแƒœแƒ-แƒ (2)
แƒ’แƒแƒ’แƒœแƒ˜ แƒ’แƒแƒ’แƒœแƒ˜ แƒ’แƒแƒ’แƒœแƒ˜ แƒ’แƒแƒ’แƒœแƒ˜ แƒ’แƒแƒ’แƒœแƒ˜ แƒ’แƒแƒ’แƒแƒœแƒแƒ แƒ’แƒแƒ’แƒœแƒ˜ แƒ’แƒแƒ’แƒœแƒ˜ แƒ’แƒแƒ’แƒœแƒ˜ แƒ’แƒแƒ’แƒ แƒ’แƒแƒ’แƒœแƒ˜ แƒ’แƒแƒ’แƒœแƒ˜ แƒ’แƒแƒ’แƒแƒœแƒ
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25. แƒฌแƒ˜แƒœแƒฌแƒงแƒแƒ แƒ (Tsintskaro)
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I walked by Tsintskaro, Tsintskaro... I met a beautiful woman there, with koka (a jug / picher) on her shoulder. I spoke a word to her and she got offended, got enraged, stepped aside / ran away! (By other translation: kept standing aloof )
[Note: this song was already heard sooner in the movie (morning after Merab's and Irakli's first night) and described in the Part 2. (Special thanks to @notasapleasure for helping me identify that it's the same song)
This time Davit initiates the song right after returing home from his wedding and Merab quietly starts to sing along. It seems to comfort him somehow. Is only the beloved traditional polyphonic song that is comforting or the memory it brings?
I think that, together with the fact that Merab decided not to throw down the Spirited Away poster (the one that got commented by Irakli) as he did with the rest of the posters on his wall - indicates that he still wants to think about Irakli. I think it might suggest that he wants to keep warm memory about him even after giving back the ear-ring (and I'm mentioning it because I've seen some reviews interpreting the ear-ring scene as "it's over", letting go, Merab deciding that he discovered and accepted his own self and doesn't need Irakli anymore. I think that yes, maybe his approach was to be seen as taugh and proud in the eyes of his leaving lover, but it does not necessarily reflect what he really felt nor how hard giving that ring back was for him). Now all that is left is Spirited Away poster. And Tsintskaro.]
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X. Final dance
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[No words, only mood]
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26. แƒ แƒ แƒšแƒแƒ›แƒแƒ–แƒ˜แƒ แƒ—แƒฃแƒจแƒ”แƒ—แƒ˜ (Ra Lamazia Tusheti)
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"How beautiful is Tusheti/Georgia"
How beautiful Tusheti and Lasharoba Tushur are, with twisted horns and a forehead with a candle.
There is a curvy son and a woman crouching on the slope, the water of the wild Alazni singing in the Ewes.
Drinking cold beer with the horn of a stall, barbecuing naked on the fire, fingers dancing on the harmonica of a Tush woman.
I close my eyes, I can still see the necks of the horses and the wolf-clad shepherd boys in the horse's harness.
The blue-dressed pines stand like a bride, I love Dartlo and Chigo mountain, I burn them with love.
How good was Tusheti and Lasharoba Tushur, Chedila with twisted horns, forehead with a candle.
Grilled barbecues cooked on ghadar
[Note: 1. The translation is awful because I could only use google-translator. But the general meaning undoubtly is "How beautiful is Georgia". And I think that's another of the series of music contrasting the movie action. The end of the movie rather leaves us with a feeling of "how untollerant" Georgia is, so the song seems a bit ironical. But let's not forget that Merab actually loves his country and its culture, dances and food... so maybe it's not ironical at all? Georgia is beautiful and young people wish they could love their country freely and not have to plan leaving it for their safety 2. Lyrics source is lyricstranlate.com ]
"แƒ แƒ แƒšแƒแƒ›แƒแƒ–แƒ˜แƒ แƒ—แƒฃแƒจแƒ”แƒ—แƒ˜"
แƒ แƒ แƒšแƒแƒ›แƒแƒ–แƒ˜แƒ แƒ—แƒฃแƒจแƒ”แƒ—แƒ˜ แƒ“แƒ แƒšแƒแƒจแƒแƒ แƒแƒ‘แƒ แƒ—แƒฃแƒจแƒฃแƒ แƒ˜, แƒ แƒฅแƒ”แƒ‘แƒฉแƒแƒ’แƒ แƒ”แƒฎแƒ˜แƒšแƒ˜ แƒญแƒ”แƒ“แƒ˜แƒšแƒ แƒกแƒแƒœแƒ—แƒšแƒ˜แƒ— แƒจแƒฃแƒ‘แƒšแƒ’แƒแƒ“แƒแƒขแƒ แƒฃแƒกแƒฃแƒšแƒ˜. แƒคแƒ”แƒ แƒ“แƒแƒ‘แƒ–แƒ” แƒฉแƒแƒ›แƒฌแƒ™แƒ แƒ˜แƒ•แƒ”แƒ‘แƒฃแƒšแƒ˜ แƒ™แƒแƒฎแƒขแƒ แƒ•แƒแƒŸแƒ˜ แƒ“แƒ แƒฅแƒแƒšแƒ˜แƒ, แƒ”แƒ•แƒ”แƒ‘แƒจแƒ˜ แƒแƒ›แƒฆแƒ”แƒ แƒ”แƒ‘แƒฃแƒšแƒ˜ แƒจแƒ›แƒแƒ’แƒ˜ แƒแƒšแƒแƒ–แƒœแƒ˜แƒก แƒฌแƒงแƒแƒšแƒ˜แƒ. แƒฏแƒ˜แƒฎแƒ•แƒ˜แƒก แƒ แƒฅแƒ˜แƒ— แƒชแƒ˜แƒ•แƒ˜ แƒšแƒฃแƒ“แƒ˜แƒก แƒกแƒ›แƒ, แƒชแƒ”แƒชแƒฎแƒšแƒ–แƒ” แƒจแƒ˜แƒจแƒฎแƒ˜แƒœแƒ˜ แƒ›แƒฌแƒ•แƒแƒ“แƒ˜แƒกแƒ, แƒ’แƒแƒ แƒ›แƒแƒœแƒ–แƒ” แƒแƒชแƒ”แƒ™แƒ•แƒ”แƒ‘แƒฃแƒšแƒ˜ แƒ—แƒ˜แƒ—แƒ”แƒ‘แƒ˜ แƒ—แƒฃแƒจแƒ˜แƒก แƒฅแƒแƒšแƒ˜แƒกแƒ.
แƒ—แƒ•แƒแƒšแƒ”แƒ‘แƒก แƒ“แƒแƒ•แƒฎแƒฃแƒญแƒแƒ•, แƒ™แƒ•แƒšแƒแƒ• แƒ›แƒแƒกแƒฉแƒแƒœแƒก แƒกแƒแƒ“แƒแƒฆแƒ” แƒชแƒฎแƒ”แƒœแƒ—แƒ แƒ™แƒ˜แƒกแƒ แƒ”แƒ‘แƒ˜ แƒ“แƒ แƒฅแƒแƒ แƒ‘แƒ”แƒฆแƒ”แƒšแƒแƒก แƒคแƒ”แƒ แƒฎแƒฃแƒšแƒจแƒ˜ แƒ›แƒ’แƒšแƒ˜แƒกแƒ›แƒฃแƒฎแƒšแƒ แƒ›แƒฌแƒงแƒ”แƒ›แƒกแƒ˜ แƒ‘แƒ˜แƒญแƒ”แƒ‘แƒ˜. แƒžแƒแƒขแƒแƒ แƒซแƒแƒšแƒ˜แƒ•แƒ˜แƒ— แƒ“แƒแƒ›แƒ“แƒ’แƒแƒ แƒแƒœ แƒšแƒฃแƒ แƒฏแƒ™แƒแƒ‘แƒ˜แƒแƒœแƒ˜ แƒคแƒ˜แƒญแƒ•แƒ”แƒ‘แƒ˜, แƒ›แƒ˜แƒงแƒ•แƒแƒ แƒก แƒ“แƒแƒ แƒ—แƒšแƒ แƒ“แƒ แƒฉแƒ˜แƒฆแƒแƒก แƒ›แƒ—แƒ, แƒ›แƒแƒ— แƒกแƒ˜แƒงแƒ•แƒแƒ แƒฃแƒšแƒ˜แƒ— แƒ•แƒ˜แƒฌแƒ•แƒ”แƒ‘แƒ˜. แƒ แƒ แƒ™แƒแƒ แƒ’แƒ˜ แƒ˜แƒงแƒ แƒ—แƒฃแƒจแƒ”แƒ—แƒ˜ แƒ“แƒ แƒšแƒแƒจแƒแƒ แƒแƒ‘แƒ แƒ—แƒฃแƒจแƒฃแƒ แƒ˜, แƒ แƒฅแƒ”แƒ‘แƒฉแƒแƒ’แƒ แƒ”แƒฎแƒ˜แƒšแƒ˜ แƒญแƒ”แƒ“แƒ˜แƒšแƒ, แƒกแƒแƒœแƒ—แƒšแƒ˜แƒ— แƒจแƒฃแƒ‘แƒšแƒ’แƒแƒ“แƒแƒขแƒฃแƒกแƒฃแƒšแƒ˜. แƒชแƒ•แƒแƒ แƒ›แƒแƒ“แƒ”แƒ‘แƒฃแƒšแƒ˜ แƒ›แƒฌแƒ•แƒแƒ“แƒ”แƒ‘แƒ˜ แƒฆแƒแƒ“แƒแƒ แƒ–แƒ” แƒ’แƒแƒ›แƒแƒจแƒฃแƒจแƒฃแƒšแƒ˜
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27. Kinto's Song
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I don't know what to do anymore I don't know what to do anymore I have only one heart How can I divide the two? Muhammad and Abdul too I swear to love Both of them fall in love How will it be? One promised me a scarf for love The other one kills himself for my sake I like you both What can I do, what do you want? Love to both Tell me how to separate you Muhammad and Abdul Don't bother me like that my heart and love I am only changing one One promised me a scarf for love The other one kills himself for my sake
[Note: 1. Kintauri and Kinto's culture is so important in the movie I already made SEPARATE POST ABOUT IT and the whole separate tag: #ATWD kintouri trail . To summarise it: kinto were street fruit sellers in Tbilisi in early 20th century, with characteristic clothes and dance (kintouri) and many of them were gay men (though this fact is many times ommited in georgian sources). The "Kinto's song" was found on old x-ray record and it also tells about gay love. This all brings important context to the fact that Merab and Irakli became dance partners of kintouri duo and were dancing parts of this particular dance throughout the whole movie. 2. Once again the translation comes from google-translator and the lyrics from marketer.ge )
แƒแƒฆแƒแƒ  แƒ•แƒ˜แƒชแƒ˜ แƒ แƒ แƒ•แƒฅแƒœแƒ แƒ›แƒ” แƒแƒฆแƒแƒ  แƒ•แƒ˜แƒชแƒ˜ แƒ แƒ แƒ•แƒฃแƒงแƒ แƒ’แƒฃแƒšแƒ˜ แƒ›แƒฎแƒแƒšแƒแƒ“ แƒ”แƒ แƒ—แƒ˜ แƒ›แƒแƒฅแƒ•แƒก แƒแƒ แƒก แƒ™แƒ˜ แƒ แƒแƒ’แƒแƒ  แƒ’แƒแƒ•แƒฃแƒงแƒ แƒ›แƒฃแƒฐแƒแƒ›แƒ”แƒ“ แƒ“แƒ แƒแƒ‘แƒ“แƒฃแƒšแƒ˜แƒช แƒกแƒ˜แƒงแƒ•แƒแƒ แƒฃแƒšแƒก แƒ›แƒ”แƒคแƒ˜แƒชแƒ”แƒ‘แƒ แƒแƒ แƒ˜แƒ•แƒ”แƒก แƒจแƒ”แƒงแƒ•แƒแƒ แƒ”แƒ‘แƒ แƒแƒ‘แƒ แƒ แƒแƒ’แƒแƒ  แƒ˜แƒฅแƒœแƒ”แƒ‘แƒ แƒ”แƒ แƒ—แƒ›แƒ แƒจแƒแƒ แƒคแƒ˜ แƒ“แƒแƒ›แƒžแƒ˜แƒ แƒ“แƒ แƒกแƒ˜แƒงแƒ•แƒแƒ แƒฃแƒšแƒ˜แƒกแƒ—แƒ•แƒ˜แƒก แƒ›แƒ”แƒแƒ แƒ” แƒ™แƒ˜ แƒ—แƒแƒ•แƒก แƒ˜แƒ™แƒšแƒแƒ•แƒก
แƒฉแƒ”แƒ›แƒ˜ แƒ’แƒฃแƒšแƒ˜แƒกแƒ—แƒ•แƒ˜แƒก แƒ›แƒ” แƒแƒ แƒ˜แƒ•แƒ” แƒ›แƒแƒ›แƒฌแƒแƒœแƒฎแƒแƒ แƒ— แƒแƒ‘แƒ แƒ แƒ แƒ•แƒฅแƒœแƒ, แƒ แƒ แƒ’แƒ˜แƒงแƒแƒ— แƒกแƒ˜แƒงแƒ•แƒแƒ แƒฃแƒšแƒ˜ แƒแƒ แƒ˜แƒ•แƒ”แƒก แƒ›แƒ˜แƒ—แƒฎแƒแƒ , แƒ แƒแƒ’แƒแƒ  แƒ’แƒแƒ’แƒ˜แƒงแƒแƒ— แƒ›แƒฃแƒฐแƒแƒ›แƒ”แƒ“ แƒ“แƒ แƒแƒ‘แƒ“แƒฃแƒšแƒ˜ แƒแƒกแƒ” แƒœแƒฃแƒฆแƒ แƒ›แƒแƒฌแƒ•แƒแƒšแƒ”แƒ‘แƒ— แƒฉแƒ”แƒ›แƒก แƒ’แƒฃแƒšแƒก แƒ“แƒ แƒกแƒ˜แƒงแƒ•แƒแƒ แƒฃแƒšแƒก แƒ›แƒฎแƒแƒšแƒแƒ“ แƒ”แƒ แƒ—แƒก แƒ•แƒแƒœแƒแƒชแƒ•แƒแƒšแƒ”แƒ‘ แƒ”แƒ แƒ—แƒ›แƒ แƒจแƒแƒ แƒคแƒ˜ แƒ“แƒแƒ›แƒžแƒ˜แƒ แƒ“แƒ แƒกแƒ˜แƒงแƒ•แƒแƒ แƒฃแƒšแƒ˜แƒกแƒ—แƒ•แƒ˜แƒก แƒ›แƒ”แƒแƒ แƒ” แƒ™แƒ˜ แƒ—แƒแƒ•แƒก แƒ˜แƒ™แƒšแƒแƒ•แƒก แƒฉแƒ”แƒ›แƒ˜ แƒ’แƒฃแƒšแƒ˜แƒกแƒ—แƒ•แƒ˜แƒก
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28. แƒ‘แƒแƒฆแƒจแƒ˜ แƒ’แƒแƒ’แƒ˜แƒชแƒแƒœ (Baghshi Gagitsan)
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I met you in the garden for the first time, I looked at the moon Your throat was like white wine in a glass I looked at it and couldn't stand those twinkling eyes The twinkling light of your eyes turned into a light
Are you born of your mother or are you a fairy flying from the sky? What pen wrote the eyebrows of your eyes If you ordered me, you know what I would do for you I would move the place where you were born to my house
I would like to know, beautiful, where you are staying In which region does such a good fruit grow? If you ordered me, you know what I would do for you I would move the place where you were born to my house
[Note: 1. As crucial as this song is for the whole And Then We Danced movie I was able not find any good translation of this lyrics that would sound satisfying enough. But I have no doubts that the first verse of this song is directly reffering to Merab and Irakli meeting behind the kvevri in the vineyard!โค๏ธ If not for the fact that the crucial scene is left without music - one might imagine this song to be a perfect background music. Could it be another example of following contrasts in the movie? Love scene between boy and girl might openly refer to a traditional song - but for our boys the song is only secretly suggested in end credits... 2. Source of the lyrics was tsutisopeli.com and archives from alazani.ge ]
แƒ‘แƒแƒฆแƒจแƒ˜ แƒ’แƒแƒ’แƒ˜แƒชแƒแƒœ แƒžแƒ˜แƒ แƒ•แƒ”แƒšแƒแƒ“
แƒ‘แƒแƒฆแƒจแƒ˜ แƒ’แƒแƒ’แƒ˜แƒชแƒแƒœ แƒžแƒ˜แƒ แƒ•แƒ”แƒšแƒแƒ“ แƒ—แƒ•แƒแƒšแƒ˜ แƒจแƒ”แƒ’แƒแƒ•แƒšแƒ” แƒ›แƒ—แƒ•แƒแƒ แƒ”แƒกแƒ แƒงแƒ”แƒšแƒ˜ แƒ’แƒ˜แƒ’แƒแƒ•แƒ“แƒ แƒแƒšแƒแƒš แƒฆแƒ•แƒ˜แƒœแƒแƒก แƒญแƒ˜แƒฅแƒแƒจแƒ˜ แƒ›แƒ“แƒ’แƒแƒ›แƒ˜แƒแƒ แƒ”แƒกแƒ แƒ•แƒ”แƒ  แƒ›แƒแƒ•แƒ˜แƒ—แƒ›แƒ˜แƒœแƒ”, แƒ•แƒ”แƒ  แƒจแƒ”แƒ•แƒฎแƒ”แƒ“แƒ” แƒ›แƒแƒ’ แƒ›แƒแƒชแƒ˜แƒ›แƒชแƒ˜แƒ›แƒ” แƒ—แƒ•แƒแƒšแƒ”แƒ‘แƒกแƒ แƒจแƒ”แƒœแƒ˜ แƒ—แƒ•แƒแƒšแƒ”แƒ‘แƒ˜แƒก แƒชแƒ˜แƒ›แƒชแƒ˜แƒ›แƒ˜ แƒจแƒฃแƒฅแƒแƒ“ แƒ”แƒคแƒ˜แƒœแƒ แƒแƒ แƒ”แƒกแƒ
แƒ“แƒ”แƒ“แƒแƒ˜แƒก แƒœแƒแƒจแƒแƒ‘แƒ˜ แƒฎแƒแƒ  แƒ—แƒฃ แƒชแƒ˜แƒ— แƒ›แƒแƒคแƒ แƒ”แƒœแƒ˜แƒšแƒ˜ แƒคแƒ”แƒ แƒ˜แƒ แƒจแƒ”แƒœแƒ˜ แƒ—แƒ•แƒแƒšแƒ”แƒ‘แƒ˜แƒก แƒฌแƒแƒ แƒ‘แƒ”แƒ‘แƒ˜ แƒ แƒ แƒ™แƒแƒšแƒแƒ›แƒก แƒ“แƒแƒฃแƒฌแƒ”แƒ แƒ˜แƒ แƒ แƒแƒ› แƒ›แƒ˜แƒ‘แƒ แƒซแƒแƒœแƒ”แƒ‘แƒ“แƒ” แƒ›แƒ” แƒจแƒ”แƒœแƒ—แƒ•แƒ˜แƒก แƒ˜แƒชแƒ˜ แƒ แƒแƒก แƒ’แƒแƒ“แƒแƒ•แƒ˜แƒขแƒแƒœแƒ“แƒ˜ แƒ˜แƒ› แƒแƒ“แƒ’แƒ˜แƒšแƒก แƒ แƒแƒ›แƒแƒœแƒช แƒจแƒ”แƒœ แƒ’แƒจแƒแƒ‘แƒ แƒฉแƒ”แƒ›แƒก แƒกแƒแƒฎแƒšแƒจแƒ˜ แƒ’แƒแƒ“แƒแƒ•แƒ˜แƒขแƒแƒœแƒ“แƒ˜
แƒœแƒ”แƒขแƒแƒ• แƒ•แƒ˜แƒชแƒแƒ“แƒ” แƒšแƒแƒ›แƒแƒ–แƒ แƒกแƒแƒ“ แƒแƒ แƒ˜แƒก แƒจแƒ”แƒœแƒ˜ แƒกแƒแƒ›แƒงแƒแƒคแƒ˜ แƒ แƒแƒ›แƒ”แƒš แƒ›แƒฎแƒแƒ แƒ”แƒจแƒ˜ แƒ˜แƒ–แƒ แƒ“แƒ”แƒ‘แƒ แƒแƒกแƒ”แƒ—แƒ˜ แƒ™แƒแƒ แƒ’แƒ˜ แƒœแƒแƒงแƒแƒคแƒ˜ แƒ แƒแƒ› แƒ›แƒ˜แƒ‘แƒ แƒซแƒแƒœแƒ”แƒ‘แƒ“แƒ” แƒ›แƒ” แƒจแƒ”แƒœแƒ—แƒ•แƒ˜แƒก แƒ˜แƒชแƒ˜ แƒ แƒแƒก แƒ’แƒแƒ“แƒแƒ•แƒ˜แƒขแƒแƒœแƒ“แƒ˜ แƒ˜แƒ› แƒแƒ“แƒ’แƒ˜แƒšแƒก แƒ แƒแƒ›แƒแƒœแƒช แƒจแƒ”แƒœ แƒ’แƒจแƒแƒ‘แƒ แƒฉแƒ”แƒ›แƒก แƒจแƒแƒฎแƒšแƒจแƒ˜ แƒ’แƒแƒ“แƒแƒ•แƒ˜แƒขแƒแƒœแƒ“แƒ˜
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good-beans ยท 1 year ago
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ack for some reason your reblogs stopped appearing on my activity feed o.O just noticed you reblogged something from me hours ago and I was so confused
anyways i might as well give milgram thoughts (which is me just rambling) since i'm here!! keep thinking abojt the mahiru and orekoto snippet thign it's judt oh man . . . . i wonder how kazui or yuno would feel about orekoto, not because violence or something, but because he actually speaks up about his opinions and doesn't smile and pretend like everything is fine like mikoto
i mean kazui already has a weird first impression on orekoto if we imagine he did break up the fight between kotoko and orekoto! but orekoto is so much more open about his opinions on stuff that would kazui be like huh maybe I should try to do something like that
and i mean i think yuno already called mikoto out once so it'd be interesting to see her feelings on how orekoto is like so open about everything
AND i know you asked for fuuta thoughts and I'm just rambling about orekoto and his interactions because of that snippet, so I guess I should probably say something about fuuta and orekoto now! honestly i'm not too sure his reaction would be? i can't tell if fuuta would be afraid of orekoto because he's worried he'd get beaten up by him or just general annoyance from how blunt(?) he seems
anyways rambling over yippee!
(My notifs have been glitching too! It makes me so sad -_-)
Ahhh ty pal because YES -- Kazui would have gotten Such a wild first impression omg :0 Hmmm, he and Kotoko probably have a skewed perception of Orekoto because their first experience with him was such a violent one :( Though! If anyone were to see him at his worst and still think highly of him, it's the man that tried to hide his "shameful" true self only to have its presence kill someone...
I loooove the thought of Yuno appreciating his honesty and being like "finally, you stopped people pleasing like we talked about ๐Ÿ˜Œ I'm so happy for you โœจ๏ธ" I wonder if he'd inspire her to stand up for herself more vocally! Though she was very happy in her profession, it's clear she's made some unfair compromises/sacrifices at times, and I wonder if she'd change her mind on some things after hearing how fiercely he cares for himself. They'd be the take no crap duo of all time ๐Ÿ‘
OUGH Fuuta being afraid because he doesn't quite understand his motivations ;--; And you're right, there'd definitely be a lot of jealousy that comes out in the form of annoyance -- Fuuta is so used to watchful eyes and perfect online performances that he can't stand someone who does whatever, whenever. Instead of getting inspired, he doubles down on what he's been conditioned with and Orekoto just pisses him off. (On a different note. I always pictured Fuuta idolizing Kotoko in T1 for her strength and sense of justice, but I wonder if that inner fanboy would transfer over to Orekoto after seeing him match strength with the person that just took his eye...)
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beloved-child-of-the-house ยท 1 month ago
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Iโ€™ve been meaning to do WIP Wednesday for aaaages and I always forget. Itโ€™s not actually Wednesday yet, but oh well! I have been working on this fic for over a year, and I think I am in the home stretch. Here is a snippet from early on.ย 
Draco had got barely halfway across the Entrance Hall when it happened. He felt the Trip Jinx round his ankles before he saw his assailants, and he went sprawling hard onto the stone floor, the wind knocked out of him, his wand spinning away to clatter out of sight and well out of reach. He lay on his front, coughing and gasping with ugly laughter ringing in his ears.
"Nasty tumble, there Malfoy," jeered someone behind him. "You want to mind where you're going, or you could hurt yourself."
Draco pushed up onto his hands and knees, still trying to get his breath. There was no way he could reach his wand before they jinxed him again; he hadn't even seen where it landed. He never was any good at muggle duelling. He got one leg under him, bracing himself to be knocked flat again, and heard a shout from above him.
"Protego!"
The jinx bounced off the Shield, and Draco got to his feet under its protection. Harry Potter was striding down the marble staircase toward them looking like a thunderstorm. Halfway along he stooped and picked up Draco's wand. He hardly glanced at Draco as he passed him and marched up to the little knot of seventh years picking themselves up from where they'd been hit by the rebounding jinx.
"Think it's funny to knock people down, do you, McClaggen?" snarled Potter, glaring up at the biggest of the lot.
"Oh don't get your wand in a knot, Potter. It's only Malfoy," said McClaggen in the sort of tone you might use to say 'It's only a slug.' "No love lost there, eh?"
"It doesn't matter who it is! We're not doing things like that anymore," Potter said furiously.ย  "We just got done with a fucking war, and you want to keep fighting? You lot want to keep it going just for fun? Well, I don't, and I better not see you do that again! Now clear off!"
"You can't tell m--"
"Too fucking right I can! Now get back to your common room!" And, perhaps because Potter was Head Boy, perhaps because he looked like he could spit nails,ย  or perhaps simply because he was Harry Potter, they did clear off. Potter watched them go, then turned to Draco. He still looked quite angry, but he was clearly trying to gather himself, "You okay?
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seiwas ยท 1 year ago
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SEL SEL I AM EYEING THAT EXES TO LOVERS BAKUGOU WIP SOOOO HARD RN ๐Ÿ‘€๐Ÿ‘€๐Ÿ‘€๐Ÿ‘€โœจ๏ธ
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based off this post i made on my wips!
hELP the way you all went ๐Ÿ˜ณ๐Ÿ‘€ at the bkg wip ๐Ÿ˜ญ (tbh i get it... he's so cute... i miss him all the time...) @willowser @kedsandtubesocks @acerathia
i consider this fic my love letter to bakugo ๐Ÿฅบ
i say that because, i think this fic will bear a lot of how i view bakugo under the themes of regret and reconciliation (something i really want to explore with him!) & i think the exes to lovers trope lends well to that!!
it's set in canon, so pro-hero!au (because idt i'm very creative with au's ๐Ÿคง) & takes place around his mid-20's! you start dating fresh off ua after working together during an internship. there's definitely a connection, and bakugo definitely has a crush, but of course he's not going to say anythingโ€”even when everything about your dynamic is shifting into something more than just friends.
you admit to the feelings first, but don't put a label on it, convincing him that nothing really has to change anyway from how you've already been acting. bakugo can't take the ambiguity though, and probably says something like 'so we datin' or sum shit?'.
then he breaks up with you 2 years later. it's a lot of things piled up til the trigger point and what sucks is that it's all him. there's nothing really wrong with the relationshipโ€”in fact, it's good. but there are a lot of things he still regrets, and even more things he hasn't fully forgiven himself for. he projects that a lot onto the relationship and where it's going, and he just thinks, he won't be good for it, or you.
you respect it, and the saddest part is you still work closely together so you see each other a lot and the dynamic is still so good. as in, he passes you by the hall and his shoulders relax, the creases between his brows smoothening by memoryโ€”your habit of flattening them down with your fingertips. and it goes on like this for a few years as he attempts to work through things on his own (in a way, he's kinda forced himself to confront everything) until it's an achingly slow realisation that there's still something missing (you).
sidestory! i was actually just contemplating on scrapping this entire thing, bc i didn't feel super confident with my grasp on him and the direction i wanted to take w his characterisation (especially since i think he'll be mellower, maybe a bit sadder and frustrated instead of angrier?). but!! i think, there's a lot to unpack with him, and i feel like i tend to gravitate towards the softer parts of a character when i write them anyway ๐Ÿฅบ๐Ÿคง i am hoping!! crossing my fingers!! that i bring justice to writing him this way ๐Ÿฅบ
this idea came from a set of songs i put in a playlist bc they felt very ~ex-bkg (whatever that meant at the time ๐Ÿ˜ญ) but this is probably what's influencing the tone too sdjhgbadj
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and a very small snippet!
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lywell ยท 1 year ago
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one last breath
Rhaast x Kayn
rated T, 10k words
soldier Rhaast, siren Kayn
read on Ao3 : https://archiveofourown.org/works/50649808
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nest-being ยท 5 months ago
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i feel like men telling women that they wear too much makeup almost always backfires because it just happened to me and my immediate instinct is to wear even MORE makeup not less. like bitch, die mad over my dramatic, sparkly face and ridiculous lashes, the world will be a better place with you gone ๐Ÿฅฐ
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allylikethecat ยท 7 months ago
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omfg donโ€™t tell me itโ€™s already been a year since ducklings. time is not real
It's actually been OVER a year ย ๐Ÿ˜ญ I posted the very first chapter of Make Way for Ducklings on January 3, 2023 ๐Ÿ˜ณ But I'm with you on the time isn't real thing, what even is time anyway?
HOWEVER, I just wanted to say thank you again to everyone who has taken the time to read, comment, send me an ask, leave kudos, and interact with Ducklings in anyway. I'm so grateful for all of the kindness I have been met with when posting this fic, and am just so blown away that y'all have stuck with me, and it for the last year. I promise that I'm going to finish it, even if it has turned into a much larger story than I initially anticipated! Thank you SO MUCH for being the very, very best! I hope that your Wednesday is treating you well, and that you have a wonderful rest of your week!
โค๏ธAlly
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