#I only slept for four hours
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starsarestories · 6 months ago
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You know when you're the first person awake at a sleepover 🧍‍♀️
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milflewis · 2 years ago
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lesbian.
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viktorgf · 1 month ago
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i am physically ill. they kept saving each other from themselves in every single timeline until they got to the one where they left with each other. i am sick. SICK.
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xbasement-baitx · 21 days ago
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Playin the game of how many mgs of caffeine am I gonna need to get through my 11 hour shift
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starchildghost · 1 year ago
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thinking about laudna and how she lashes out at the beginning of the episode and speaks her mind and then immediately shrinks back into herself and apologizes to everyone and how imogen kisses her and she immediately tells imogen that she thinks she’s a bad person, she must be, because delilah isn’t gone and she killed a man who could have been her friend were circumstances different. if they weren’t in a war.
how fcg, in their own rage, tells her she never really lived, and she believes it. she had a lonely life, she was dressed up as someone else and killed for it, and she had a lonely death, until imogen, whom she still tries to pull away from - she can’t have this, she can’t deserve this, because she’s a bad person who’s been chosen by delilah time and time again.
thinking of how she must see her relationship with delilah, who used her body to break imogen’s rock, which meant so much to imogen and imogen means more to laudna than anything else on exandria. she couldn’t stop delilah then because she’s full of delilah and her friends fought back delilah to save her life and she still couldn’t keep her away. she couldn’t keep her body, her life, as just her own. she can’t say it aloud but - she wants delilah back, to make her strong, to make her powerful.
“you are a vessel, no more than that; to be anything else would be in excess of your own nature.”
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fyrewalks · 7 months ago
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someone tell me not to have a second ice coffee
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blackquillchillin · 1 year ago
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Skeleton study for class 🩻
Spent maybe a little bit too much time on it
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fooltofancy · 12 days ago
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u know. i just genuinely have never had anything important to say.
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venstm · 15 days ago
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I think my headache is coming back and since I finished the writing I wanted to do today I’m going back into audio book hell.
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highconflictbirthmother · 21 days ago
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Oh my god I need to go home
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jupiter235 · 6 months ago
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machiavellli · 4 months ago
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what’s up with me and plane crashing dreams. perhaps my life long obsession with the show air crash investigations is hitting or smth
#this is the second time in a row#I slept like four hours but i still managed to dream something#and I dreamed all of this between this post and my last reblog.#basically it all started that I was reading a post (idk if it was Twitter) of a woman saying that she had to wait for 3 hours on a airplane#for the bathroom to free and she had to stay awake the entire time#and a moment later I was on that plane too. watching her. I was about to return to my seat (I think). also i was in first class. the only#way I’ll ever experience it) but OUT OF THE NOWHERE my last year surpervisor for an expo and her husband (which I saw once a picture) stand#up. and she starts screaming something about “something sweet coming for women”…? I have no idea what that means. but all the women/girls#on the airplane stand up (they were all sleeping before) and start to crowd in front of me and i start to feel like we are going down. DOWN.#and we were in fact. going down. crashing. and I was scared as hell so while everyone was laughing/celebrating (???) I was screaming of#horror. but just before we crash I wake up and I’m in my bed (but I know I’m still dreaming. because it’s like a slow downloading of the#image). I wake up and I decided I’m late for school (which i don’t have) and I get ready quickly and I march in full force to the bus statio#then I realize there is no school and I’m outside at 5am. I found a supermarket cart and idk why but I take it with me and only when I get#home I realize that the supermarket is nowhere close to my house (like irl) and now I have a freacking shipping cart and I decided to park#it in my garage#and then my mom woke me up as my alarm for 7am went off.#I feel like by brain has been fucked. I’m not used anymore to sleeping poorly because I’ve taken a great interest in better sleeping since#last year and I can’t stand this now ugh.#good morning people tho#dream
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tickles-tea · 2 years ago
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If y’all find any lee Miguel O’Hara content please send it my way
I need that man to be wrecked so bad, he deserves it (/pos and /neg LOL)
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bipolbur · 1 year ago
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my favorite part of amogus 24-72 hour challenge vcs is that the second it’s over we’re like Damn that’s crazy [keeps calling for 6 more hours]
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ihatedean · 7 months ago
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i wanted to see what people's opinions on claire were because we weren't really liking her and literally all i could see were people being really shitty towards her character by calling her bland and a male fantasy while complaining about misogyny in the same post and like. maybe you're just obsessed with female characters suffering to consider them worthy of your time? it shocks me that people are so ready to criticize the show that created characters like syd and nat for writing claire poorly and put her in the mpdg box so easily when her worst flaw is like. being a bit boring and cringe lol
she's literally just a nice girl that carmy's in the honeymoon phase with, of course we're not going to see her having a mental breakdown or smoking or crashing her car or talking about some deep traumatic shit that happened to her? carmy is starting to know her again, we just met her. in season 1 we barely know shit about the other characters and we only begin to understand them and see them outside the restaurant in season 2, and I like that. i hated richie in the first few episodes and now if he says jump i ask how high. that's... that's what getting to know people is like. it feels real that claire has this aura of perfection and these walls around her because that's what your lifelong crush is going to look like in your(carmy's) eyes. why are people demanding depth and complexity of her so fast. that's just. idk it's not how people are like??? i don't like her because i don't like carmy neglecting the restaurant and syd, and i can be honest about that, but im not going to demand to be a voyeur of her stress and her pain just so i can stop hating her??
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widevibratobitch · 7 months ago
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im so fucking mad at myself at my mother at her dead husband at god fucking knows what. "concentrate on yourself" well i cant can i. now more than anything i should and i cant. losing my fucking mind istg
#i wasted the whole fucking weekend because i *had to* come visit her and once i visited i *had to* hang out with my fucking grandfather#watching him cry about grandma and bitch about modern times and the waiter not doing his job because the café was full to bursting#and it took longer than usual to get our coffees so ofc he had to loudly insult him in third person. oh and then he had to bitch about#gay people and women who dont want children too because of he did. and i sat there and listened to it because i HAD TO#wasted four fucking hours. and then i HAD TO go to the theatre with my mom because she got us tickets because she wanted this#to be a nice day for me but i dont have fucking time to have nice days rn but in order for HER to have a nice day i need to at least pretend#i am having one. so i wasted another almost two hours on that play#which was some modern uselessly loud to the point of being physically painful bullshit bad enough that we left mid-show#and then i had to go meet with her friends so lost another two hours and by the time i got home to write that bullshit thesis it was 11pm#and i barely got anything done till 1 am because i went through another stupid little mental breakdown and then it was almost 6 am#and i had to stop because i had a train at 8 and i already only slept like 3 hours that day#and then i got home yesterday totally fucking exhausted and i started reading stuff for the thesis but i was falling asleep so i laid down#'for 10 minutes' and i woke up today at 6. not having written a word lol#and now i could just say fuck it and defend it in september and it would make my life so much easier. but my voice teacher wants me#to get accepted for the masters degree even if im already planning to get the deans leave for the first semester so like. god.#i cant do this lol#i know i should have started earlier but i was kinda busy losing my fucking mind and lying in bed staring at the ceiling for hours#and contemplating dropping out completely lol god i hate my life so much it's unreal
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