#I only slept for four hours

[starsarestories]

You know when you're the first person awake at a sleepover 🧍‍♀️

[milflewis]

lesbian.

[lovvecherrymotion]

listening to the album again and yeah i love joker out so much

[viktorgf]

i am physically ill. they kept saving each other from themselves in every single timeline until they got to the one where they left with each other. i am sick. SICK.

[starchildghost]

thinking about laudna and how she lashes out at the beginning of the episode and speaks her mind and then immediately shrinks back into herself and apologizes to everyone and how imogen kisses her and she immediately tells imogen that she thinks she’s a bad person, she must be, because delilah isn’t gone and she killed a man who could have been her friend were circumstances different. if they weren’t in a war.

how fcg, in their own rage, tells her she never really lived, and she believes it. she had a lonely life, she was dressed up as someone else and killed for it, and she had a lonely death, until imogen, whom she still tries to pull away from - she can’t have this, she can’t deserve this, because she’s a bad person who’s been chosen by delilah time and time again.

thinking of how she must see her relationship with delilah, who used her body to break imogen’s rock, which meant so much to imogen and imogen means more to laudna than anything else on exandria. she couldn’t stop delilah then because she’s full of delilah and her friends fought back delilah to save her life and she still couldn’t keep her away. she couldn’t keep her body, her life, as just her own. she can’t say it aloud but - she wants delilah back, to make her strong, to make her powerful.

“you are a vessel, no more than that; to be anything else would be in excess of your own nature.”

[kitnita]

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[fyrewalks]

someone tell me not to have a second ice coffee

[blackquillchillin]

Skeleton study for class 🩻

Spent maybe a little bit too much time on it

[jupiter235]

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[machiavellli]

what’s up with me and plane crashing dreams. perhaps my life long obsession with the show air crash investigations is hitting or smth

[tickles-tea]

If y’all find any lee Miguel O’Hara content please send it my way

I need that man to be wrecked so bad, he deserves it (/pos and /neg LOL)

[bipolbur]

my favorite part of amogus 24-72 hour challenge vcs is that the second it’s over we’re like Damn that’s crazy [keeps calling for 6 more hours]

[ihatedean]

i wanted to see what people's opinions on claire were because we weren't really liking her and literally all i could see were people being really shitty towards her character by calling her bland and a male fantasy while complaining about misogyny in the same post and like. maybe you're just obsessed with female characters suffering to consider them worthy of your time? it shocks me that people are so ready to criticize the show that created characters like syd and nat for writing claire poorly and put her in the mpdg box so easily when her worst flaw is like. being a bit boring and cringe lol

she's literally just a nice girl that carmy's in the honeymoon phase with, of course we're not going to see her having a mental breakdown or smoking or crashing her car or talking about some deep traumatic shit that happened to her? carmy is starting to know her again, we just met her. in season 1 we barely know shit about the other characters and we only begin to understand them and see them outside the restaurant in season 2, and I like that. i hated richie in the first few episodes and now if he says jump i ask how high. that's... that's what getting to know people is like. it feels real that claire has this aura of perfection and these walls around her because that's what your lifelong crush is going to look like in your(carmy's) eyes. why are people demanding depth and complexity of her so fast. that's just. idk it's not how people are like??? i don't like her because i don't like carmy neglecting the restaurant and syd, and i can be honest about that, but im not going to demand to be a voyeur of her stress and her pain just so i can stop hating her??

[widevibratobitch]

im so fucking mad at myself at my mother at her dead husband at god fucking knows what. "concentrate on yourself" well i cant can i. now more than anything i should and i cant. losing my fucking mind istg

[mostlyvoid-partiallyflowers]

i am god’s strongest soldier (tummy hurts in a new jersey airport)

[faunabel]

woag i just got woken up by my alarm and i was arguing w/ my dad in my dream and apparently i was so angry i called him something Very Bad in italian 😭 i do Not use that naughty language but alright. he was being the world's biggest ass in dream me's defense.

also earlier in the dream i dreamed i lived on my own and went to college and ough... what a dream in this economy!! i wish that were the case. i even lived to close to my classes that i could just walk there. there were troubles like some annoying neighbors but to live on my own!!! clean my own stuff!! have the ability to take myself to class!! how i long for that independence. maybe i should do something about it but... hm. anyway

also in the dream i was stuck w/ this little girl i used to know again and she was being a nuisance As She Was (making me late to class for one) so i was gonna teach her to play slime rancher so she'd stop bothering me and it was v sweet to see her excited and thats when my dad came in and Started Shit