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Ok, this is gonna get beautifully weird but I do not care.
For I am a fangirl and an IT manager, I've been studying this shit (management and leadership) for 15 years and fuck, I love The Office. In the process of checking cameo (I'm brazilian, there isn't a service like that in brazil and it's an interesting product!), I found Andy Buckley's page.
David Wallace. Fuck, I loved that character. And that got me thinking 'why? Why do I have this reaction to my ADHD possibly autist brain getting suddenly reminded of him?'
I watched The Office many, many times. I feel tempted to start a rewatch right now. As I grew older and became an Agilist (basically a specialist in frameworks and methodologies, I help organizations become more efficient, for whatever it's worth...), anyway, as I became this management process improver, the show took a different turn. I started feeling for the management too, mostly David Wallace. Because while management in that series is a bunch of crazy people, David seemed honest to me. An honest manager, trying to do what he is paid for. Make decisions to improve profit for some asshole somewhere. I don't think any of this is fair, I just have to play the game and do my part, because I'm fascinated by my work. I'm fascinated by the people machine that is an organization. I work in a startup bank. We are trying to survive and I feel for those people's jobs. I want us all to survive and thrive in our careers. I don't like where the money goes, but I take infinite comfort in improving knowledge workers conditions (IT right now, but I worked in other industries).
We can be efficient and work in good conditions, I just need good honest managers. Good honest managers who understand we work with PEOPLE, and we should value them as the builders of wealth, treat them well. As well as it's possible. At least provide a healthy work environment. I can help it get better and make it a better place for everyone. I know I can. (I'm a socialist at heart, and as I watch The Last Of Us, I think Jackson is my utopia, but I'm a fucking IT manager in Brazil and in the case of fungus I would be fucking dead and my fictional self would never get the fabulous chance to see the glorious faces of Gabriel Luna and Pedro Pascal. Oh, Gabriel Luna's freckles and Pedro Pascal's big brown eyes... But I digress...)
(Yes, I feel compelled to refer to them in their complete artistic names. Like David Wallace.)
As I rewatch The Office, I feel for those people. And I feel for him, for some crazy reason. A friend of mine said all management in The Office are the asshole bosses, but I just think David Wallace was sincerely trying to make things happen in the healthiest way possible. He was sincere, as a manager, the best he could. I have always been in the operational level, and I thought I could never never get up in the ladder, but the more I worked, the more I realized I was just trying to mitigate the decisions of other people. The real key to change is going upwards.
So I took the step. I was going to help someone, somewhere.
And the moment I felt ready to take the step, the job landed on my lap. It is a good fit. Good people. Good team.
(The ADHD diagnosis and the real possibility I am autistic gave me the courage to take the step. Recognizing my symptoms gave me the understanding I could do my job, I could follow my fascination. I suddenly had the clarity of my challenges and I felt deep within I could make things BETTER and not worse for people. I don't know, I'm traumatized, I hate to be a burden)
It's on my shoulders now. I have to change this company, change this management, it's a good fit, a good team, I can relate to these people and I care for them. Deeply.
(I question those feelings all the time, because I often feel detached from the situation. Things seem so petty and when I consider the weight of personal ego and motivations for the people I work with, I am reminded of the complexity of my work and this world, and the complexity of an individual human being and I just want to die. It is so overwhelming. I am one person and I'm fucking weird. Am I chasing the impossible dream of a healthy work environment and am I going to die regretting the years of work I sold just to survive comfortably in this crazy place? The only truly valuable thing I have, my time in this world, sold to make a handful of people live a better life than mine. A life with less fear for losing the precious comfort they have. Fuck, I should have some comfort. Everybody should have comfort, or the certainty of survival with their basic needs met. But I digress.)
I am in the point I can make some change for some people, hopefully for better, I can convince those people, I can do things that make the environment better for the people to work with me.
But I am scared and intimidated. C-level people are rich people and honest to god (if it exists), I have a fuckload of privileges (I'm white), but I am read as a woman, and I am poor. To make it worse for those people, I'm fat, and I have been finding my empowering in comfort, so I wear the way I like (and there are a lot of colors), I'm comfortable in my clothes and in my body, finally.
I grew lower class. Mom was a secretary. She made me study. I loved studying what I loved, and I was good with it because I made interesting connections. You gave me a reason to love the subject, I would be fascinated by it. I have always loved literature, but I could only understand and remember all those facts and numbers by connecting literature, geography and history to make SENSE of it all. I do not understand humans in any way, collectively or individually, but I think we are all brilliant.
(now I know ADHD made school impossibly hard, but I believe the autism helped me find interesting solutions for my challenges. I was never able to stand college though, unfortunately. I do believe there is a wealth of knowledge there that I would love to be exposed to, but my brain can't take that environment, and I'm too old to put myself in more distress than necessary.)
So, yeah, I am weird to those neurotypical white rich men.
I'm intimidated. I'm scared. I'm suddenly very aware of all my perceived flaws, I can't TALK to those people. We don't have the same experiences, we don't have the same culture, and I don't fucking care for their culture, but they do.
I'm an honest manager with the understand I have to convince those people to behave better in the benefit of the collective. I need them to respect me and listen to me so I can help my fellow workers.
Don't get me wrong, I'm a worker. I'm closer to living in the streets than I should, considering the money I made for those people. But life is not fair and I am not gonna get into that wormhole.
So as I rewatch The Office through my career, I started thinking of honest managers. Of the people who are sincerely and honestly trying to do their jobs, make the better decisions for profit, with some empathy for their workers.
And I felt David Wallace was like me. Sincere.
And I know how Michael Scotts and Jen Levinsons can make this job HARDER. And it is worse when you have some empathy and try to do the best for the people who you work with and the company you work for. It is a weird job.
So I am now doing this. Trying to find all the David Wallaces in my workplace. (so far, not sure there are any but I found Michael Scotts <3)
Art is an incredible thing. As I rewatch The Office I think of all the people I work with and I love them more in their complexities. Comedy is a beautiful thing (I am a comedian, at least I'm trying and people say I'm good. I'm not so sure, but I will accept their word). I feel so blessed I get to be alive and feel all those things. The enchantment I feel as I see a man (as complex as I am, with a whole life history) pretending to be another man (with his presumed complexities as a character) recorded for my entertainment, saying words written by other people (as complex as I am) with the objective of making other people laugh and feel pleasure, get sad and touched and happy. This is so... Glorious. That we get to be alive and touch each other through art, music, dance, TV, movies, literature. Each people involved with their own story, their complexities and quirks. And because of them we get to be here in this website gathering through fandom and fanfic, art made from people by other people (all complex, from everywhere), it is glorious and beautiful. I don't understand humans, but we sure do incredible, outstanding, impossible things.
Now I am saving money to get Andy Buckley's cameo. I think he earned some of my money for his part in making me feel all of this. Also, I could really use a pep talk from David Wallace.
I don't know how to play this game, I don't even understand what is happening. But I have to influence those people, so I can make my life slightly better and make life slightly better for someone.
It is so overwhelming. Reality is complex, I love those people because I recognize their complexity and their suffering, as petty as it seems to me... we are all people. And it feels terribly overwhelming. My survival depends on this and I can't seem to harvest my own talents in my benefit.
I just needed to say that. It is honest. I love this existence but I can't deal with it most of the time.
#I don't even know how to tag this#maycore#I needed out of my chest#I needed the chance someone sees this#I want to be heard in the chance someone will say me too#this world is terribly weird
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I am riddled with ailments, but I stay silly!
#ask#non mdzs#My health journey has been: Hernia -> acid reflux -> Vocal pain due to aforementioned reflux -> chest infection.#I'm terrified to know what's about to hit me next. Please let it be something kind. PLEASE.#The consequence of living with linguists is that you'll wake up with a wacked up voice -#suddenly you're sitting you down in front of a program called something like Praat having your shimmer and jitter levels calibrated.#They gave me a GRBAS of 33012. I have a fun thing called a pitch break where a whole octave just does not exist.#My vocal pain was bad enough I ended up seeing a speech pathologist and that whole experience was super neat!#I learnt a lot about voice - to be honest I might make a little comic on it after some more research. Fascinating stuff.#For example; your mental perception of our voice modulates the muscles of the vocal folds and larynx.#meaning that when you do have changes (inflammation = more mass = lower frequency)#your brain automatically attempts to correct it to what it 'should sound like'. Leading to a lot more vocal strain and damage!#And it gets really interesting for trans voice care as well - because the mental perception of one's voice isn't based on an existing sampl#So a good chunk of trans voice training is also done with the idea of finding one's voice and retraining the brain to accept it. Neat!#Parkinsonial Voice also has this perception to musculature link! The perception is that they are talking at a loud/normal volume#but the actual voice is quite breathy and weak. So vocal training works on practicing putting more effort into the voice#and retraining the brain to accept the 'loud' voice as 'normal'.#Isn't the human body fascinating?#Anyhow; Now I have vocal exercises and strategies to reduce strain and promote healing.#Which is a lot better than my previous strategy of yelling AAAH in my car until my 'voice smoothed out'.#You can imagine the horror on the speech path's face. I am an informed creature now.#I'm my own little lab rat now. I love learning and researching. Welcome to my tag lab. Class is dismissed.#I'll be back later with a few more answered asks </3 despite everything I'm still going to work and I need the extra sleep.#Thank you for the well wishes! And if you read all of that info dump; thank you for that as well!
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iced ankle - zayne x reader (nsfw warning)
You whimper at the coolness on your skin.
To be fair, it's supposed to be cold, and for a quicker recovery, your leg is lifted into the air, Zayne's palm wrapped around the sprain, evol cool against your ankle as his other hand presses down where you can feel him inside of you. It makes you squirm slightly, breathing labored as he tilts his head down at you.
"Are you alright? Should I stop?"
"Don't you dare." You manage, shifting slightly to adjust to his size, ice on his palm sliding up you as he pinches your nipple. You whimper.
"The patient looks uncomfortable."
"God, you're so work-brained." You groan, humming as Zayne moves your other ankle to his shoulder, pulling you close as he folds you onto his table, papers scattering as he does.
"If I were so work-brained, you would not be here getting railed in my office." He chuckles, humming as his hands grow colder to make a point, sliding down your waist just to see you squirm.
You let out a shaky breath as you hum. "You can move now."
"Good girl." He hums, finally moving as you cling onto his desk, head thrown back in pleasure as your head swirls. You wonder if he should start giving you treatment of this type more often.
#this is a repost. I lost the fucking blurb on accident bc my fucking DUMBASS DELETED IT#☾.blurbs#☾.nsfw#zayne x reader#love and deepspace x reader#love and deepspace#reader insert#zayne smut#someone tell me to write medical malpractice with him I need him to carve his heart out so he can have your heart in his chest— //SHOT
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A moral argument? Really?
#i don't mean to be crude but i would fuck the living daylights out of him#ginger crowley my beloved come back to us your people need u#this look is just everything tbh the chest chair the floppy locks the cheeky grin#good omens#gomens#crowley#anthony j crowley#good omens edit#good omens 2#david tennant#my gifs
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I can't properly put into words the amount of disgust that I feel seeing someone who looks like she could be my cousin fight for a genocidal occupational force like Israel but I will say this.
If you are Chinese, Korean, Japanese or any one of these Asian ethnicities that the West deem "acceptable" and you align yourselves with western-backed racial supremacy, you are making fools of yourselves. You have fallen prey to the myth of the "model minority" and you are suckers for it.
The premise of racial supremacy is based on exclusivity. And here's a dose of reality - the myth of the "model minority" is nothing but a tactic to placate you. To sow divide in the ranks of people of colour. To artificially manufacture another realm of racial supremacy in minorities so that you're distracted from how we all suffer under colonialism.
Did we all forget about the skyrocketing of sinophobia in the wake of the first COVID outbreak? The transformation of Chinese people into fiends with barbaric eating customs, poor hygiene, and mass conspiracy to infect the world with biological weapons?
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What about the hate-crimes? The attacks in the street against anyone visibly asian? The rampant discrimination and ostracisation from society?
In 2020, Donald Trump referred to COVID-19 as "The Chinese Virus", "Kung-flu" at a campaign rally to raucous applause, a chilling echo of the times where fears of the "Yellow Peril" had the western world in a stranglehold.
For all that Chinese people have been lauded as "prodigies" and "well-mannered workers", the moment our existence was incovenient, were were nothing more than another target. And although Chinese suffering then wasn't close to the scale of suffering that Palestinians now endure, we all received a reminder on what it was like to be in the world's crosshairs.
Now, in 2023, Biden dismisses death tolls as unreliable and remains proudly Zionist even after Netanyahu described the genocide Israel is inflicting upon Palestine as the "struggle between the children of light and the children of darkness, between humanity and the law of the jungle." At the same time, Palestinians are being compared to fleeing rats in a gesture of dehumanisation that mirrors how the Nazis portrayed Jews during the Holocaust.
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And let's not think Abigail's Jewishness will save her, not when it's been proven that Israel has administered contraceptives to Ethiopian Jewish immigrants without their consent. Racial supremacy is an exclusive club that never stops getting smaller, and there is nothing that you, as a minority, will ever be able to do to fit in. One day, you too will be a target and there'll be nothing you can do but blame yourself. After all - it's already happened.
So shame on Abigail. Truly. With the memory of knowing what it's like to be targeted for factors out of your control fresh in her mind, she happily fights to do the same to others. And that says more about her than I ever will be able to.
#this may be long winded and wordy but i had to get this off my chest#as a chinese-australian woman who does her best to be proud of her chinese heritage#this was a slap in the face#and ive tried lately to not inject my own voice into discussion about palestine bc i know there are people out there#who are more educated and more equipped with voices that need elevating more than mine do#but i think im allowed to talk about how enraged this made me#god.#free palestine#palestine#cw: mentions of sinophobia#colonialism
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Twenty one pilots did it again, they got me out of my art block with this masterpiece of an album ❤️
And this...this is what I make with my newfound inspiration. Of course it's a meme redraw, and I spent way too long on it, enjoy lmao
Edit: this is what I'm referencing in the oldies station video lol forgot to add it
#twenty øne piløts#twenty one pilots#clique art#twenty one pilots clique#digital art#my art#tyler joseph#josh dun#meme redraw#please for the love of god help josh#also not to be dramatic but I'm going through a really rough patch rn and clancy came out just in time to give me some comfort#i love this band so much ik no one reads these but i just needed to get it off my chest. they mean so much to me#doodles#skeleton clique#tøp#tøp art#Clancy
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im sorry but i choose to believe that tim drake is the most insufferable "my man, my man, my man" girl about bear. he does not shut up about him. steph is cooking smth in the kitchen? oh my man can do that. bear cooks really well. dick triaging some poor victim on an emergency site? oh my man is really good at that. mhmm, bear is on his way to becoming a paramedic. damian building something? oh my man is really good with power tools. have you ever seen him build ikea? it takes him less than an hour. for our anniversary, he built me a coffee table. mhmm isn't he amazing? yeah my man did that. yeah my man, mhmm that's my ma-
#and on and on and on#like it never fucking stops#jason gets a tattoo? tim manifests in the tattoo parlor to talk about his man's tattoos#'yeah they're sooo gorgeous! he has a grasshopper over his heart cause that's what he calls me! yeah that's like his little nickname for me#'and there's two cardinals in flight on his forearms! isn't that sooo cute!!! he says he's keeping me with him!!!'#and like everyone thought is was cute at first bc like first gay relationship!!! let tim gush about his boyfriend!!!#but then it like quickly and i mean quickly became annoying#like dick puts on his police uniform and tim immediately is like 'have you seen my man in his paramedic uniform? dont his biceps#look so good in it? and he's providing service for those in need without being a pig! isn't my man so great!'#and dick just has to sit there with his eye twitching bc the last time he tried to defend his police job the whole family laughed so hard#they almost cried.#also i hope you know that all of tim's lines are said in a valley girl accent. with the tone of a woman who is so fucking annoying about#her man. like he's the kinda guy at sunday brunch 2 mimosas deep trying to one up bart on like who has the better bf#spoiler alert bart wins only for the sole fact that he's not annoying about kon the way tim is about bear#meanwhile the rest of the group is creating enough of a ruckus that they're like 2 seconds away from getting kicked out of dennys#and while i would like to say that bear knows about this i just think that he has such hearteyes for tim that it completely flies over his#head. like he sees tim and he turns into a fucking idiot. he's putting in the saline line wrong he's doing chest compressions on a guy#who is perfectly fine. he's letting the steak burn on the stove#so theyre like both fucking useless together. and i think that's love.#bernard dowd#tim drake#timbern#timber
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I keep trying to get to the part where they hold hands but keep getting stuck on the journey to get there
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#IsatRoleReversalAU#isat spoilers#isat#in stars and time#loop isat#siffrin isat#kitscribbles#art#fanart#sasasap#sasasap spoilers#me to myself: cmon just draw it just sketch out the sillies holding hands#also me: But I Need To Know How They Can Make Themselves Do That#tw suicide#tw sui implied#BTW the star on chest and the no frizzies. chipper-smol's idea#(bungled some of the au details my b)
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#oh they def knew i was struggling today#and said don’t worry here we come#with the PRETTIEST AND SOFTEST SELCAS#LOOK AT THEMMMNMM#so boyfie shaped i need a hug ASAP#+i really need to bury my face in their chests and never come out#seventeen#seventeen kpop#seventeen carat#wonwoo#seungcheol#scoups#svt fluff#seventeen fluff
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I had to block so many Alicent stans bulldozing my posts lately but I need to vent. Yes, Alicent is a product of her father, yes her marriage to Viserys was traumatic, yes the way her council and her own son are treating her is awful.
Here's why I don't have a shred of empathy for her: she chose, actively, of her own volition, not manipulated by her father or husband, not pushed to it by whatever trauma, to slutshame Rhaenyra over and over, and chose, actively, to raise her sons to believe they are better than women simply because they're men. That is a choice. Don't tell me she was protecting her children because Rhaenyra would have killed them when she became queen. Rhaenyra said in front of all of ther father's council that she wanted her son and Alicent's daughter to marry. She wanted to bind both families even more. Kinslaying is a curse that Rhaenyra would have no reason to invoke if they hadn't stolen her crown. All those arguments of Rhaenyra hating her brothers stem from nothing. She literally ignored them 99% of the time, they're the ones who were obsessed with her and her kids because of Alicent's poison. Rhaenyra just saw her brothers as kids. If she hated them she wouldn't have let her sons near them. Alicent chose to torment Rhaenyra to the point where her sons only call their sister "the whore of Dragonstone" and that is not something that was imposed on her by a flawed system, that was a choice on her part.
She also chose to abuse Rhaenyra's sons for their birth. Bigotry against bastards still exists to this day. There are countries where bastards weren't allowed a last name until the last couple decades, that's how recent it is, GRRM didn't invent that. And that's just the legal repercussions, the social ones are worse. I don't take that hate lightly. Alicent chose to remind the whole of the Red Keep over and over to keep calling those children bastards. She made them feel unsafe in their own home. She chose to make her sons hate their nephews and torment them for being bastards. That was a choice that wasn't pushed on her, she did that all on her own.
I have been slutshamed and abused by women like Alicent my whole life. And guess what, the patriarchy those women suffered under? We're all suffering under it. Some of us chose not to take it out on other women. And some of us chose to pander to the man and uphold the patriarchy like it's their life's purpose. Is Alicent a complex nuanced character? I would argue yes actually. She was a victim of certain circumstances and guilty of others. She's quite realistic. She's every right wing woman I've ever met. And no I don't have empathy. She made her bed. She can die in it for all I care.
Also, I don't hate her anymore than I hate the rest of the greens. I'm just angrier at her because a man calling his ex a whore is like a dime a dozen there's so many of them. A woman calling another woman a whore? That stings. That hurts a lot more than anything a man could say.
#this turned out a lot longer than i expected but i needed to get all that off my chest#anti alicent hightower#anti-alicent#anti greens#anti green stans#anti alicent stans#pro team black#pro rhaenyra targaryen#anti team green
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Perhaps the Shogun Puppet and Sara (both trans) sharing the reader? The puppet offering up a volunteer (reader) as a reward for Sara’s devoted years of service, that quickly ends up with the reader getting spitroasted between them. Sara has the privilege of claiming the reader’s pussy (and by extension, their womb and eventual firstborn child) while the Shogun takes their mouth—this is meant to be Sara’s reward after all.
{☆} characters kujou sara, raiden shogun [ puppet ] {☆} notes drabble, fem reader, sub reader, transfem kujou sara, transfem raiden shogun {☆} warnings 18+ content, breeding kink, restraints, fingering, face fucking
Kujou Sara was many things– loyal, devoted and first and foremost a soldier. There was little time between a strict schedule for anything but honing herself like a dulled blade. She assumed she simply did not care for worldly pleasures, but now..
Her throat feels impossibly dry, her palms clammy as she tries to ignore how tight fitting her uniform feels all of a sudden. She cannot look away from the meek figure at the feet of the Shogun, her Archon, stripped bare and tied in an intricate display of winding ropes that accentuate your figure– she feels lightheaded at the sight, a broken groan tumbling from her lips, just barely muffled in time by her trembling hand.
"A reward," The stoic, unyielding voice of the Shogun rings in the room like the swing of a blade, cutting through the thick air with the ease befitting of such an imposing figure. "For your service, General Kujou." She gestures so easily to you, as if presenting an object to be owned rather then a person– she cannot find it in herself to dispute it. You are..beyond words. Ethereal, even as you are bound in tight ropes and left at the mercy of an Archon and a tengu.
"..I am honored by your generosity, Almighty Shogun." Sara replies quickly and stiffly, her eyes never drifting far from your body– always drawn back. "Yet you are still hesitant." The Shogun snaps back coldly, eyes narrowed– her shoulders grow stiff in tension, her mind scrambling for an excuse, yet she cannot manage to speak a word.
"If this reward is not suitable.." Sara nearly balks at that, her hands twitching and her teeth aching in an urge she thought long buried. Try as she might, she cannot ignore the desire she feels towards you..and she cannot simply refuse a reward from the Shogun herself. Archons, she is a weak woman, she realizes– her will broken by a pretty face..
"..It is suitable, Almighty Shogun."
Yet she steels her resolve like a honed blade, kneeling before her "reward" and clasping your ankles in her calloused hands– your skin is smooth, at least compared to her own, as she eases your legs apart. Archons, you are even more gorgeous up close. The satisfied hum of the Shogun, watching with piercing eyes as she claims her reward, spurs her on. She leans close to your face, cupping your jaw in her hand and taking a moment to appreciate your features. The bob of your throat as you swallow, the haziness of your eyes..she leans down further, pressing almost reverent, apologetic kisses to your jaw, exhaling heavily against your skin.
She cannot stop herself now. The sickly sweet scent of shampoo, likely the courtesy of the Shogun, fills her lungs and makes her feel dizzy. You're like a fine dessert and she wants to devour you.
Even still, however, she keeps a close eye on your face– watching the slightest changes like a hawk. She leans away from spots you seem to show discomfort from, pressing more kisses and nips to the spots that have your breath hitching in your throat. She likes it– seeing you beneath her like this..Archons, her uniform feels so suffocating now, her cock straining against it.
But she wants to take it slow, if only for her own inexperience. She wants to see your face twisted in pleasure, not discomfort.
So she takes her take unraveling you, her chapped lips kissing down your throat to your chest, the barest hint of bruises marring your skin as she drags her tongue across your nipple, a low growl building in her throat at the way you arched your back into her mouth. It's so distracting that she almost forgets the Shogun stands above her, watching like a statue as her hand slips between your thighs to sink a finger into your cunt– and how easily she does so, your thighs already sticky with arousal. She is slow in her movements, fingering you more like a lover, intimate in a way that feels foreign to her.
"You're so pretty," She murmurs in a haze, words slurred through the fog of desire, sighing softly against your shoulder as she eases another finger inside you, her tongue finding your other nipple. "Does this feel good?" Her eyes meet your own as she presses a kiss to your chest, practically pleading for the answer to be yes– she wants the validation, to know she's making you feel good, at least as good as she feels. Her touch is still uncertain and clumsy, but she has always been a quick learner.
It does not take long before you unravel beneath her, your squishy walls squeezing around her fingers as she eases you through your climax.
Your cum sticks to her fingers when she pulls her hand back, her own breath hitching in her throat as she swipes her tongue across her digits– had she not been in such a daze, she might've been embarrassed, but the taste upon her tongue only made the fog worse. She almost considered burying her face in your cunt for a better taste, but her cock was..painfully hard. So with a hint of reluctance, she fumbled with her uniform, tugging her aching cock free with a broken groan.
For a moment she almost seems embarrassed by your stare, her hands pushing your thighs further apart– but the look of raw need..it matches her own, feeding the almost animalistic urges that urge her to claim you, to push your legs up to your chest and fill your womb till it's bursting with her cum. Archons, she wants to. Just seeing her cum spilling out of your cunt would be enough.
Her nails dig into your thighs as she aligns her cock, dragging the tip through your folds before gently sinking into your cunt. It almost breaks her– the tight, wet heat of your folds around her drags a whine unbidden from her throat, breaths coming out in shallow panting. Her grip on your thighs tightens as she presses a shaky kiss to your chest, satisfied by the moans that tumble from your own lips. She wonders what it would be like to kiss you, but the thought is swept from her thoughts as quickly as it came, her cock slowly stretching your cunt around her, forcing you to take every inch.
You've never looked prettier in her eyes.
But her moment of admiration and awe is short lived, her body falling into complete stillness as she watched the Shogun step forward– Sara can feel her stare through the back of her head, sweat beading on her brow and her throat so dry it's difficult to swallow. Rather, instead of whatever Sara expected, the Shogun kneels.
It's only now she sees the twitching cock between her own legs, stilling any protests that bubbled up in her throat. She watched, transfixed as the Shogun slid a thumb past your lips, tilting your head back enough for her to sink her cock into your waiting mouth. The sight of it makes her heart stutter in her chest, her own cock twitching inside you as she bucks her hips instinctively, hissing at the sudden burst of pleasure.
Sara doesn't dare to speak up, but she can't help but feel transfixed by the way your throat bulges around the Shogun's cock, her hands digging deeper into your thighs. The ease in which you take the Shogun makes her wonder if you were hers– the idea of fucking the Shogun's pet..she was surprised to find the idea so enticing, her hips snapping harshly against yours as she fit herself fully inside your cunt, hands clasping your thighs to the point even her hands were beginning to ache.
The Shogun was still watching her, she could feel it, but it felt less suffocating and more..curious, maybe. Whatever rhythm Sara set, the Shogun would adjust, the gentle rolling of her hips accentuated by the short thrusts into your mouth. She felt dizzy at it all, burying her face against your chest and sliding her hands up your hips, along your ribs, clutching you tightly against as she pulled her hips back, nearly slipping out of your cunt altogether before snapping her hips forward harshly, the slap of skin making her groan.
She couldn't help it anymore– she needed to claim you, to see your face contort in pleasure as she claimed your cunt, filled you to the brim with her cum..she wanted it so badly it made her feel dizzy. A part of her wonders if the Shogun would even let her impregnate you, but she didn't care– she'd try anyway. Even if she had to fill you up again and again, as many times as it took.
Sara's gentle thrusts quickly crumbled into something much rougher, all sense forgotten at the promise of claiming you– of making you hers, from your cunt to your womb, and even your mouth, if she ever got the chance. She was practically an animal in her desperation, stretching your cunt to fit her with every harsh thrust and growling against your chest, leaving visible bruises and bites on your chest. The Shogun matched her with a robotic rhythm of her own, the sound of you gagging around the Shogun's cock making her shudder, her eyes following the drool dribbling down your face.
It was far more arousing then she wanted to admit, watching the Shogun use your throat while she used your cunt, giving you no room to breathe.
It is with a great reluctance that she pulls her gaze away from you and the Shogun, burying her face against your chest once more as the pressure builds, her lips caught between her teeth until the taste of iron flooded her taste buds. But she had no time to dwell on it, pressing her hips firmly against your own with a muffled groan as the pressure exploded, her cum painting your walls, still bucking into you in short thrusts.
She could only imagine the image of your throat being filled by the Shogun's own climax, her lungs straining as she gulped down air between shaky moans, pressing a kiss to your chest.
She was far from done with you, but you deserved at least a moment of respite before she filled you all over again.
#asks#anon#genshin impact smut#genshin smut#genshin x reader#genshin impact x reader#minors dni#writing tag#kujou sara x reader#kujou sara smut#raiden shogun x reader#raiden shogun smut#chewing on the bars of my cage OUGH#if the other sara fic was like a pointblank shotgun blast 2 the chest#this was like. an rpg point blank 2 the chest.#ei/sara/miko triple teaming reader is next /hj#also shogun played a smaller role then i would have liked but i wanted the focus 2 mainly be on sara#also lowkey puppy sara agenda was added#pathetic sopping wet puppy she needs validation when shes fucking your brains out okay#call her a good girl/boy and its over ur not seeing the sun for a week#yall need 2 stop w the breeding kink for my sake i die a little inside every time i see it#its my weak point i am nothing if not weak for a good breeding kink fic#really need 2 make one where its the real main focus at some point. ough.#need a family man like ch1lde but a woman instead smh#brain says transfem d1luc............#nav1a maybe but i feel like shed be lowkey abt it#ueueueueue ill shut up now this has nothing 2 do w the post anymore lol#also not proofread so like. if theres any typos or smth dont look at me. runs#also also lowkey implied reader is basically the shoguns uhh. pet? toy? w/e u want ig.#but yknow. sharing is caring!!
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yeah yeah yeah, he has beautiful eyes, but by golly does that smile make me feel warm and fuzzy 🥺
#aaron pierre#aaron#pierre#i fear all i need is a black man with a beautiful smile and a pair of glasses to steal my heart#i love that he has two big upper front teeth and then the rest are baby teeth#his smile is so sweet and endearing and darling and cute and lovely and innocent and appreciative#my heart aches#my heart#mufasa#the lion king#the lion king mufasa#genius: mlk/x#malcolm x#adorable#cute#my baby love#my baby#my sweet boy#my sweetie pie#cutie patootie#the middle two are my favorite pictures of all time#i just wanna hold him#he’s so cute and sweet and young and humble and unassuming omg#imagine him curling into you and burying his head into your neck while in a fit of laughter#clinging to your side as you feel his chest heave up and down while his breath skates over your collarbone while laughing loudly in your ear#stroking his back and pulling him closer while he laughs his sweet little heart out#GAH i need fluff#so much fluff#pls write more fluff about him#pls
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hello there, angel
[ID: Digital illustration in color of Vash and Wolfwood from Trigun Maximum. Vash is sitting facing the viewer and holds a rose between his clasped together hands, but he’s looking to the left, upwards, at Wolfwood, with an awed expression. Wolfwood hovers over him with wings sprouting from his back. He has a cigarette lit between his lips, his arms and legs are crossed, and he looks back at Vash with a neutral expression. The both of them are covered in a blue shadow, casted by Wolfwood and his hovering form, while warm light hits the back of his wings and over Vash’s legs. Small feathers sits next to Vash. End ID]
#vashwood#vash the stampede#nicholas d wolfwood#trigun#trigun maximum#this is not meant to mean anything btw i just wanted to draw wolfwood as an angle#i love angel and follower depiction but i also think wolfwood is just the most angelic human being ever#he was sent to guide him... he protects him... he Saved him#i mean they both just think of each other as the most good they've seen in the world in a really long time#and in turn makes themselves coil and feel a little more disgusted with themselves. but they're also so Good to each other that they can#start to believe that they can be that good too.#they love each other so much and theyve never loved anyone else like this before so i can just imagine the heights their love can reach#endless pouring of affection in a way they can only keep to their own chest in fear they'd never be able to let go otherwise#that is to say i just feel like they'd worship each other and it's probably excessive but i feel like they both really deserve it#i did not even mean to go on that tangent but back on topic -- i just love angel wolfwood depiction in a way that's Normal......#need more of vash saying cheesy shit like youre my light wolfwood!!!! and wolfwood beating the shit out of him like WHAT ARE YOU SAYING!!!#which is why i have a tablet in the first place. my mission in the world...#ruporas art
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The thing with buddie fans and the bisexual arc...
Sometimes I look at certain posts and I wonder what show people are watching.
I've always been a hyper realistic person, maybe that's my own flaw, but I genuinely don't understand how someone could watch Buck coming out to Eddie, and their main takeaways being that 1) Buck is disappointed when Eddie says nothing will change between them and 2) Eddie is upset that Buck went on a date with Tommy.
That scene is about so much more than Buddie as a romantic ship, and I guess people who haven't been in Buck's shoes won't understand how nerve-wracking it is to share a part of yourself you're still not 100% confident in with one of the people that matters most to you. It's so incredibly important to see two men who love each other so deeply be there for one another platonically. Seeing people twist and take things out of context just so they fit their own narrative, while ignoring the meaning of such an important storyline is a little disheartening to say the least. If down the line we see Eddie internally conflicted about seeing Buck and Tommy together, and if that leads him down his own journey that's great (I'm a buddie shipper too), but I think it's important to not lose sight of what the show is telling us in the present time.
Buck starts out episode 7x05 nervous, anxious even, about being on a date with a man. He's looking around, he doesn't want anyone to see him and Tommy together like that. Cut to the end of the episode, and he's setting up a date himself, he's smiling and putting his hand on top of Tommy's and he's grown sure enough of himself to ask him to be his date to his sister's wedding (where his parents will be, where his whole team will see them together). That's important, that's the character development we've been looking forward to and unfortunately I feel like I've seen more people focused on making cheating theories and taking Buck and Eddie's interactions out of context instead of celebrating that Evan Buckley, for the first time in a couple of seasons, actually has a decent (monumentally so) storyline. You don't have to ship Buck and Tommy together, but please don't disregard Buck's feelings for Tommy just because you wish Eddie was in his place instead.
TLDR: Buck's arc is his own, it doesn't and shouldn't revolve around anyone but himself, it doesn't revolve around Eddie or Buddie and it doesn't revolve around Tommy either. Bisexuality in media matters, it deserves time and it deserves to be treated with respect.
#i know it's just fiction#these characters aren't real#but they do represent real people#very desperately needed to get that out of my chest#911 abc#evan buckley#eddie diaz#buddie#buck x tommy#bucktommy#evan buck buckely#maggie yaps
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Hey, I had a thought for the fantasy au! So on one of the previous versions of the WH website, there was a rhyme for the show that went:
A house is a place with four walls and a floor,
with a ceiling above and a lovely front door.
There's a bed to cradle you safely at night,
and windows to bring in the morning sunlight.
Your house is a mirror of just who you are,
A reflection that tells you to never stray far.
Which I thought might make a good incantation for when Wally properly summons Home (I can't remember if that's ever required for Warlocks but hey, it's still a fun poem regardless).
ohhhh this. i like this...
bonus og sketch! big ol eyes...
& no capalet because uhhhh eh nah and also i wanted Home's pendant to be on full display!
#and who cares if warlocks cant / dont canonically do that!#im not here to follow rules im here to Have Fun!#also the poem is even more fitting for this au given the nature of wally & home's pact#a manifestation like this must take so much power... and i imagine it makes them Way more vulnerable than one would guess#i mean home would just be out in the open. no protective shell or nothing.#and if home dies wally dies#they'd probably need to be at full power/strength or pretty near to it in order to pull off a full summoning#its a party trick to be pulled out only in the most dire of situations!#rambles from the bog#scribble salad#wh fantasy au#this was an Incredibly fun scribble!#a bit of a challenge and very rewarding!#also his outfit is just so fun to draw#i love giving characters So Many Layers and then immediately ripping those layers off#im starting to wonder why my first instinct with wally is to make him Show Chest#deepen that V! pop those buttons! in this house wally darling shows nonexistent cleavage!#ok sorry. in my defense its 3 am and i didnt sleep well last night anyway#actually no im not sorry#wally is attractive and i Will take advantage of that canon fact#disclaimer: i do not find him attractive in a 👀 way. hes a pet cat to me#a really fucked up pet cat...
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Scrolling in the Ra's al Ghul tag is a jumpscare that you were expecting but still got jumpscared.
The amount of Tim related things I see.... I want to see just Ra's, Talia, Damian,Bruce and other Al Ghul members. I'm so sick of seeing "Ra's al Ghul cherishes Tim's spleen 🤗 and he wants Tim's babies 🤪 Tim knows everything about Ra's al Ghul and the League of Assassins 🥴"
Can Tim stans leave Ra's alone??? Let the man be the family guy he is. Let him love and care his daughter, son and grandson. Let him care for animals, plants, the whole planet! Stop making everything related to Ra's about Tim. Stop making him a creepy pedo.
#anti tim drake#ras al ghul#ra's al ghul#damian wayne#damian al ghul#talia al ghul#bruce wayne#dc#dc comics#al ghul family#im a bit angry#jussstt a bit#i usually don't talk things about this but im very stressed and i needed to get some steam out of my chest#ranting#it's actually fun#maybe i should rant more#and complain#i usually try to do my criticism in a polite and respectful way because everyone has their own opion#but i guess being angry sometimes is relieving
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