#I need to sleep for 11 years!!!!!!!!!!!!

[skibasyndrome]

SO TURNS OUT I COULD DO IT AFTER ALL

WITH 11 MINUTES TO SPARE. LIKE A MADMAN

BUT I DID IT

BA THESIS SENT OUT AND DONE AND OVER WITH !!!!!

thank you guys who reached out ily so much 😭😭😭💜💜💜

[jrbheatwave]

i haven’t posted these on tumblr (obviously), but i have shared them to twitter so why not put them here too!! this was from the acoustic show in long beach on 10/13/23 (i have a few more photos and some videos but u get this for now ☺️)

[bliss-wily]

Ganged up on by big brother and daddy dearest. Frieza has a lot of learning to do~

Just got back into Dokkan, only stopped because of my phone storage but I didn’t want to miss 9th year, although having no luck pulling any of the new LRs. I’m not overly bothered anyway, hehe.

[bunnyreaper]

johnny is a good catholic boy, but a really shitty boyfriend. 

(18+/mdni, f!reader, noncon/dubcon, impregnation, abortion, toxic behaviour, blasphemy... probably)

johnny was quite the manipulative little shit, really. he only decided to mention once you were getting hot and heavy just how catholic he was, how condoms were against god's plan and how they were unnatural. (besides, don't you want it to feel the best for him? don't you want to feel him with nothing between the two of you?)

of course anyone else can see he's fucking lying, but the sparkling look in his eyes has you convinced, and surely johnny would never lie or manipulate you like that, right?

he promised he would pull out before he came, promised he wouldn't get you pregnant just yet because he knows how much you don't want kids. definitely not now, maybe not ever. but your warm depths were just too tempting, breeding you was just so natural, you couldn't even fight him off as he pinned you down with his hard cock and filled you full of rope after rope of cum and groaned praises to you through the whole thing.

and then you found out you were pregnant, and johnny had to do everything in his power to conceal how fucking happy he was at this outcome. his girl, growing his child.

everything about it made him just want to pin you down and fill you again, after all you had nothing to lose now, it was all too late.

when you start to withdraw from him, he blames it on the pregnancy hormones, but then he realises the truth one day when scrolling through your search history. he expects to find you research cribs or baby names, but instead finds a medical website all about termination--you want rid of the baby, his baby.

he finds you in front of the mirror, looking at your growing stomach with misery in your eyes as plain as day. he doesn't see why you're so miserable when you'd be better off at home with your babies instead of out on the field with him. he kisses your shoulder, wraps his arm around your stomach and looks you deep in the eye--pinning you with a knowing gaze. all you see within is the situation he's trapped you in.

keep the pregnancy he forced upon you, or live with the fact that in his eyes, you'll always be the girlfriend that murdered his baby.

[wp100]

[bugcitie]

[giddlygoat]

my brother can make me laugh without moving at all. he can make me laugh on command, just by existing, and there is no physical tell or indication that it is about to happen. it’s like he can will me to laugh and i will. of course we’re not telepathic, but we do speak in unison sometimes. we improvise like no one’s business. we could fool anyone into believing we are psychically linked. when i try to explain it, i sound silly saying it out loud, but i really CAN tell what he’s thinking. we exchange so much information just with a look. he can make me cry laughing and he doesn’t even have to move

[red-dyed-sarumane]

i've always found a large part of the charm of vocaloid being that its just ordinary people doing it. sure it could be a job potentially but its just someone who wanted to make a song. for fun or to say something or whatever reason. does not matter if u can sing or can find a real vocalist. the characters for the instruments help find people itd be so hard to otherwise. this wasnt even a vocalo event it was just doijin music in general but getting to go to events like this makes it set in even more.

[raycatz]

I said it last year and I'll say it again - the camp schedule makes my need cues weird and loud. I've been having a consistent 3 meals a day at 7:30, noon, and 5:30. Drinking tons of water, walking everywhere, waking up at 6:45 and going to bed at 11:00. Come the weekend and I stray outside that normal just a lil bit my body goes WOAH WOAH WOAH WHAT WE DOIN'??? Like- I can feel that something's been missing all day but idk what and ya know it's probably water. I forget to drink water on the weekends.

[okcoolthanks]

Off topic but Whale reminds me of qsmp slimecicle from when he like went to fucking eggsile what the fuck ever kill me

[ohtobeleah]

if I was sleeping on the couch in my marriage id be divorced so quickly it ain't funny

I mean that's totally your prerogative. I won't judge you. I just hope that whoever you do end up with knows that they have to be perfect every second of their existences.

[rutilated-quarz]

Genuinely feels like I'm just not built to hold down a job for more than like 2 months max before my entire body and mental state begins breaking down

[loverboybrightsideghost]

dw about it

i've gotten to a point where i can't really tell if i'm okay or not. maybe there is no Default state of being, but it's gotten to the point where i can't tell if i'm Actually Okay and the clouds and fuckery of my brain is telling me that i'm not or if I'm Not Okay and i'm just pretending that i am.

[eosofspades]

okay so maybe it was just me being ahead of the curve or whatever but like. did anyone else have their ultimate misery / severe depression era during middle school instead of high school?

[userblaney]

that was AWFUL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[piplupod]

anyone doing anything fun or special for new years?