#I need to sleep for 11 years!!!!!!!!!!!!

[skibasyndrome]

SO TURNS OUT I COULD DO IT AFTER ALL

WITH 11 MINUTES TO SPARE. LIKE A MADMAN

BUT I DID IT

BA THESIS SENT OUT AND DONE AND OVER WITH !!!!!

thank you guys who reached out ily so much 😭😭😭💜💜💜

[jrbheatwave]

i haven’t posted these on tumblr (obviously), but i have shared them to twitter so why not put them here too!! this was from the acoustic show in long beach on 10/13/23 (i have a few more photos and some videos but u get this for now ☺️)

[bunnyreaper]

johnny is a good catholic boy, but a really shitty boyfriend. 

(18+/mdni, f!reader, noncon/dubcon, impregnation, abortion, toxic behaviour, blasphemy... probably)

johnny was quite the manipulative little shit, really. he only decided to mention once you were getting hot and heavy just how catholic he was, how condoms were against god's plan and how they were unnatural. (besides, don't you want it to feel the best for him? don't you want to feel him with nothing between the two of you?)

of course anyone else can see he's fucking lying, but the sparkling look in his eyes has you convinced, and surely johnny would never lie or manipulate you like that, right?

he promised he would pull out before he came, promised he wouldn't get you pregnant just yet because he knows how much you don't want kids. definitely not now, maybe not ever. but your warm depths were just too tempting, breeding you was just so natural, you couldn't even fight him off as he pinned you down with his hard cock and filled you full of rope after rope of cum and groaned praises to you through the whole thing.

and then you found out you were pregnant, and johnny had to do everything in his power to conceal how fucking happy he was at this outcome. his girl, growing his child.

everything about it made him just want to pin you down and fill you again, after all you had nothing to lose now, it was all too late.

when you start to withdraw from him, he blames it on the pregnancy hormones, but then he realises the truth one day when scrolling through your search history. he expects to find you research cribs or baby names, but instead finds a medical website all about termination--you want rid of the baby, his baby.

he finds you in front of the mirror, looking at your growing stomach with misery in your eyes as plain as day. he doesn't see why you're so miserable when you'd be better off at home with your babies instead of out on the field with him. he kisses your shoulder, wraps his arm around your stomach and looks you deep in the eye--pinning you with a knowing gaze. all you see within is the situation he's trapped you in.

keep the pregnancy he forced upon you, or live with the fact that in his eyes, you'll always be the girlfriend that murdered his baby.

[wp100]

[catfishofoldin99colours]

watched war of the rohirrim with a friend again tonight and good god I DESPERATELY need to cosplay Héra like right fucking now

[chasedeys]

my unpopular opinion apparently is top joe

noooo don't worry i get you 😭 holding your hands very tenderly and saying i get uuuuuuuuuu, and i am. so thrilled. that u get me. would u like to get married. jk jk i plan to die alone <3 ANYWAYS because you mentioned top joe and im quiet literally in the process of writing top joe i will share my writing in this ask <3

it's the joeteemarr fic under the cut btw lmaoooo when will this fic be done oh my god

you know what's hilarious is that. this is the sex part (every part of this fic is the sex part oh my god its supposed to be pwp tf happened). but this is just straight up YAPPING. the hell. BUT ANYWAY THEY DO HAVE SEX OKAY 😭 there is actual top joe action joe actually DOES fuck tee 😭 i just haven't written it yet....and like. i haven't really proof read anything so if there's any mistake in these screenshots look away i beggggg and like this part was written a mix of the exact night before and immediately after my shit exam so you can imagine the amount of cortisol in my body as i typed this shit out. might possibly have blacked out when i typed it actually wow.

i have written fucking 5.4k of this fic oh my godddd what the ever living hell.............and it's nowhere near finished. i have no idea how long it's going to be. it's literally supposed to be just pwp. porn without fucking plot. 3 parts. one of joe sucking tees dick. two of tee fucking ja'marr. and three of joe fucking tee. three because tee had three touchdowns for joe. why the hell is there 5k and counting. it's not going to be double digits but like. why the fuck is it 5k already. it's literally just smut but all of the sudden there was FEELINGS jesus. im blaming. the narrative. the fucking narrative 😭.

feel free to ask all abt it btwww like idk give me a random word and if there actually is the word and i'll give you the paragraph lmaooo this is mostly bc i don't know when i'll be able to finish it 😭 my schedule is getting shit packed fuckkk my life. or just ask me random shit about it i'll share a random part of it anyway i have no concept of self restraint <3 literally just ask me to share the title or the cover that i have already edited for some reason and i will happily 😭😭

[bugcitie]

[capyclub]

:((

[cepheusgalaxy]

OC quirck:

Character who's always sleepy and yawns every now and then, even at noon or after a solid night's sleep with no interruptions. The thing is, they are like this because they need a few hours more of sleep than average but the schedule they are put in doesn't allow that. If they got the sleep they needed every night they'd be very sharp.

[stealchain]

i cant believe wakkos gonna be 11 this year 😭😭😭😭

[thegospelofjudas]

11pm on nye & all i want to do is sleep....

[red-dyed-sarumane]

i've always found a large part of the charm of vocaloid being that its just ordinary people doing it. sure it could be a job potentially but its just someone who wanted to make a song. for fun or to say something or whatever reason. does not matter if u can sing or can find a real vocalist. the characters for the instruments help find people itd be so hard to otherwise. this wasnt even a vocalo event it was just doijin music in general but getting to go to events like this makes it set in even more.

[okcoolthanks]

Off topic but Whale reminds me of qsmp slimecicle from when he like went to fucking eggsile what the fuck ever kill me

[loverboybrightsideghost]

dw about it

i've gotten to a point where i can't really tell if i'm okay or not. maybe there is no Default state of being, but it's gotten to the point where i can't tell if i'm Actually Okay and the clouds and fuckery of my brain is telling me that i'm not or if I'm Not Okay and i'm just pretending that i am.

[userblaney]

that was AWFUL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[autistic-katara]

why is it not 8am tomorrow yet???