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#I need to get this out of my head#the save me meme keeps popping into my thoughts when I’m trying to say the anima christi after communion#never let it be said that catholicism didn’t invent beautiful reckless trust and devotion. and a desire to be saved
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“Perhaps,” Colin said, and the word itself tasted so bitter on his tongue, it was as though he was compelled into spitting all the others out of his mouth, just to finally rid himself of the poison of them, “that was another part of your… entrapment.”
His regret was instant — hot and blinding — his mind playing out the memory of her wide, curious, shining eyes as she had laid bare and vulnerable beneath him, all bashful innocence, and asked him, so earnestly, ‘Is there more?’
The sweet lilt of it echoed in his head as his pitiful lie burned through his body, shaming him. But he could not bring himself to look at her now, because he knew he could not take the accusation back — knew no apology would suffice.
“I did not mean to entrap you, Colin.” Her gentle words were pained — small, and tearful, and so full of truth. “I love you.”
Out of his periphery, he caught the shape of her lips as she said it, sweetly downturned in their devastation, in their distress.
He loved those lips.
He loved her. His Pen.
It was on the tip of his tongue, his heart steadfastly pushing it forward like a boulder through a dark cave, desperately urging the confession out of him. Only—
“I loved you enough to save you from entrapment,” she said. And maybe, had he not been so focused on the way the earlier devastation in her voice seemed to turn determined, he would have seen it sooner: seen her slip off her ring before her warm fingers met his — the touch he had so missed, had so agonizingly craved for days, finally coming back to him in its most heart wrenching iteration. She pressed the cold metal into the palm of his clenched hand, the curves of the small pearls smooth against his skin. It might as well have been shards of broken glass.
“I love you enough,” she repeated, though it was not lost on him, the sudden change of tense — from past to present, “to save you from entrapment.”
His gaze shot to her the very moment the true meaning of her words hit him, dread solidifying at the bottom of his belly.
No, he thought, panicked.
No.
No.
No!
Again, the right words had failed him. She was gone.
#Polin drabble#Polin snippet#I need to get this out of my head#but I don’t have the energy to write#so a compromise#fix it fic#kind of#polin#Bridgerton#iaw drabble#iaw snippet#iaw polin
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This has been bouncing in my head for so long I need to speak
You know how wilds tunic is checkered pattern with a light and darker blue. Look carefully at the parts with darker blue
Notice anything
That is where his scars from the calamity are at.
Those dark blue spots is where the tunic was repaired most liking by a sheika in Kakoriko village
#lu wild#lu#linked universe#linkeduniverse#thinks#wilds tunic#I need to get this out of my head#the thoughts#THE THOUGHT#screams into the void#the void screams back#with more thoughts#I can’t be freed
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Long haired model! Nai is serving
#trigun#trigun stampede#trigun fanart#millions knives#knives#nai#kni#knives millions#art#self indulgent#I need to get this out of my head
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So when Axl was officially registered as a hunter, he was put into Unit 17th. X, as the Captain, and Zero tagged along took him to his new room, which was by X's room.
Axl excitedly asked where Zero's room was, X said Zero was 0th Unit Captain so of course his room was at the 0th Unit quarter.
Then it was also time for sleeping/ recharging, the three of them bid each other goodnight. Then Axl watched as Zero followed X into his room :)
Axl, very confused, asked why Zero was going into X's room. X be liek, well, we tended to talk a lot about today's events, about futures, generally just talking to each other, we also watched some movies together and ect....
...Which was like a sleepover to Axl!
...And so, X's room got another permanent resident....................
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couldnt draw my thang for mid-autumn so treated myself to a calne redesign instead
#calne ca#hatsune miku#VOCALOID#cw: body horror#<- And I Fucking Mean That We Are Not Fucking Around Today#well we are. as in I drew this as a fuckaround treat for myself#but the body horror tag is the most warranted its ever been on this blog#ask to tag#I am as ever on my journey to make calne ca Worse. her OG version is too cool. even the crab ver is too cool#I need her to be worse to look at. I am also getting myself into to mood to test my hand at boarding a pmv for my friend's cover#I think my thought for this was ''I should try and give her a more insectoid bodyplan''#which in this mostly means gently three-part body and six limbs (my favourite amount of limbs to draw rn)#actually almost gave her eight but didnt like how that silhouette came out so I mermaided her uh. abdomen I guess#though maybe next time I do this I should push that idea more. the head and torso are still very distinct for one unified part#I feel like one of my old attempts was onto something with like. a more horizontal body plan... well! live and learn etc#happy late mid autumn I guess. I should play with touys about it... I miss model kits. mayhaps...
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post-graduation trip airport looks
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk fanart#yuji itadori#megumi fushiguro#fushiguro megumi#nobara kugisaki#itafushikugi#jjk spoilers#jjk manga spoilers#jujutsu kaisen fanart#these took ages but fr once i am choosing to forgive myself given th fact tht i was coming out of A State when i drew them#im normal now dw drawing the first years wearing merch of my comfort content fixed me#when in doubt play dress up. life hack#i am holding fast 2 my hc tht megumi is a fiend @ indie platformers and is a household name on the celeste speedrun leaderboards#argue with a wall this is my jujutsu kaisen#megumi designated Drink Runner also#alr in line at a cafe texts their gc 'what do you guys want' n gets mad @ nobara fr making him go to a Second shop 2 get her bubble tea#anyway theres not much 2 say abt these just bc i needed sth Light n Easy 2 get me out of my head#no lore to fashion pieces which is both a blessing and a curse but it Is what i needed#nobara serving looks fr a flight i love u so much. it's probably 8 in the morning n she is in a fully coordinated fit#its so criminal tht we don't have more alt hairstyle official art fr her???? iirc it's Just the lost in paradise mv with her in buns no????#robbed. i am fixing it immediately.#wonder where the 3 of them wld go on a trip
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ppl dont talk about the fact that even Daisuke's characterization is affected by Jimmy's unreliable perspective. He refers to Daisuke as a spoiled rich kid who has his mommy and daddy behind him, that he's impressionable and stupid, and i do see people kinda characterizing him like that
like he has these rich parents who will dote on him and give him everything, that he's an airhead who isn't good at anything...
yet in curly's perspective we see that he's good at board games, he's trying his best, he's trying to listen to swansea and learn from him. He did get the internship from his parents but not because he wanted to, but because his parents thought he wasn't going anywhere in life, that he needed to be doing something. Daisuke is silly and a positive person but that's just for show, we see in the scene where Jimmy finds him lying on the floor drunk on mouthwash, that Daisuke isn't doing well, he's scared and feels sad about his parents. He makes jokes to cope with the horrible tension on the ship.
people characterize him as a stupid little kid too much for my liking, that's how Jimmy sees him. As a spoiled brat who came on the ship just to be an inconvenience. Even Swansea didn't see him like that, sure he complained about him but in Daisuke's final moments we see Swansea's true colors and how much he actually cares for him. He's an adult, who's putting on this happy go-lucky persona because he truly wants to succeed in life, and he's doing the internship for his mom and dad even though he doesn't want to. So he makes friends, he tries his best, he wants to be on the good side of everyone on the ship.
Jimmy just saw him as an easy target, someone too trusting and easily manipulated. A stupid kid he can use to get what he wants. He even plays with Daisuke's feelings of needing validation from Swansea, someone he looks up to. He tells Daisuke that by going in the vent, he'd make Swansea proud.
Daisuke isn't someone who has it easy or someone who's a stupid airhead. Jimmy just saw kindness and positivity as weakness.
#sorry if this doesn't make any sense...i just needed to get my thoughts abt daisuke out of my head#fuck you jimmy#mouthwashing#mouth washing#wrong organ#daisuke#daisuke mouthwashing#mouthwashing daisuke#jimmy mouthwashing#swansea mouthwashing#swansea#riv rambling
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I met this guy. I'm panicking. I think I really like him. But I'm so dense I can't tell what the vibe is. So I can't really tell how he feels about me. It's still really early tbh but we talk pretty much everyday. We've agreed on just about everything. Maybe I'm just reading into everything too much, I'm a chronic hopeless romantic that falls in love very fast. We've only met in person once, I wanna meet him again though but it hasn't happened yet. When I did meet him it was such a chill vibe that I could actually breathe and be myself. I wasn't anxious after meeting him unlike normal. I feel like a mess. I'm just spewing everything that comes to mind to him so that way if he gets scared off now it won't hurt as much unlike if it was later. But I can't tell anything. At this point I'm so nervous and sick of trying over and over to find someone. This one I feel like I click with really well, but my past has me scared.
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i hate the word bark i'm realizing
like, dog bark, not wood, but well more precisely dialouge tag 'they barked' etc and it's not even that I think that 'growl, hiss, etc' family is bad visualization of the sound but just that one word I cringe at and idk why
well
maybe it's that because of that one BDSM smut I read that overused it
how many orders are you gonna bark dude owie that's loud
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the devil you know
#baldur's gate 3#bg3#bg3 fanart#bg3 raphael#stuff and things#userpharawee#yeah I know everyone and their mum has already done something like this#with the shadow and the exact caption and all lmao I *know* ok#I just. wanted to do it too#and I've had it in my head for months it needed to get out#anyway. moving on!
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'Cause I'm stuck with your stories
#epic the musical#telemachus#odysseus#hermes#athena#circe#will I get beat up labeling this as another ‘rkgk’#ok technically the ‘stories’ Telemachus knew wouldn’t be of the odyssey but let me have my epic lyrical moment#I just needed to get this composition out of my head#in another universe I’m more patient to color this </3
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“Sixer, it would eat you alive.”
#book of bill#book of bill spoilers#the book of bill spoilers#the book of bill#gravity falls#bill cipher#my art#just something quick I needed to get out of my head#might redo later w/ fun perspective and stuff but#I have work today
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#sonic the hedgehog#shadow the hedgehog#sonadow#shasoni#sonic x shadow generations#sonic#rune draws#very messy but i needed to get this out of my head akjdhsfkjhbfg
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not me writing chapter three when chapter two has barely been out a day
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