#I might delete this this is a little cringe lol

[ivohex]

Heyyy, so this request might be a little weird but could you write how the LAD men would react to MC having sharp or crooked canines?

I'm someone with sharper-than-normal canines that are kinda crooked and I've always been insecure about them because most ppl find em weird. I wanna see some love for ppl like me who have not-so-perfect teeth ya know?

Sorry if it's too weird- Anyway I love your work and I hope you keep writing!! ❤️

Hiii! Doing this in a headcanons format—as someone who has a prominent snaggletooth (so I feel you), I think this request is very precious 🥺 ty for submitting!! Sorry these are kinda short but I hope you still like them ❤️

He also has sharper-than-normal canines that aren't perfectly straight (I'll die on this hill) and is secretly obsessed with yours because he feels like it makes you "match"

His favorite pictures of you are where you're smiling with all your teeth (and if you ask him to delete them, he gets super pouty and refuses)

Totally guilt trips you if you're self-conscious about it (he's not actually upset, it's just Xavier's way of trying to make you feel better lol) "Does this mean you don't like my teeth? 😟" "Nononono! Your teeth are cute!" "*nods and smiles* Yours are cute, too."

It doesn't matter how bad of a day he had–your smile always makes him feel better.

Pulls your cheeks sometimes because he likes seeing your teeth. Offers you a kiss in apology if you get mad lol

It doesn't even register as a possibility that your smile is something you could be self-conscious about because he thinks your smile is beautiful, so if he finds out you are self-conscious, all he can do is hold your hand and tell you very sincerely that it was your smile that made him fall for you in the first place.

Obsessed with your smile and is constantly devising ways to get you to laugh/smile so he can get even a flash of it (also because he's obsessed with making you happy in general)

Calls them your "teefies" because he likes making you cringe sometimes lol

If he finds out you're insecure about them, he'd get so, so sad because he adores you and thinks everything about you is beautiful, and wants you to know that, too. He'd gently stroke your cheeks and press delicate kisses all over your face while telling you that your smile is his favorite in the world–it's a work of art 🥺

This man is obsessed with your canines actually. He thinks they're sooo cute. The first time he saw you genuinely smile he melted a little bit (read: a lot) inside.

Will sometimes push up your lip to look at them if you get mad he'll just tell you you can bite him as payback lol

If he finds out you're self-conscious about it, he understands, but he also thinks it's silly to be ashamed because in his eyes, you're perfect. "Those are your fangs, kitten. They're cute. Don't hide your smile from me... please."

[olivescardigans]

so sorry ladies but I've been Talking to a guy (as the kids say) and I think im falling for him.............

[scuorge101]

Awhile ago when I was first joining the fandom I made a little AU with my sibling in where we made Polites a mermaid and Odysseus found him on a beach (when they’re both kids) and ever since then Polites took on a human form (with occasional trips to the ocean or any water source).

Polites and Ody go through great lengths to keep this a secret though, but Eurylochus caught on one day and so they decided to be open with him about it. They mainly say they keep it secret cause Polites doesn’t want the little attention it might bring.

The AU doesn’t make a lot of sense but I’m sharing it cause idk why not. Just one of many AUs I’ve thought about.

Though it probably doesn’t make sense for a Greek setting tbh since looking it up the only thing I see closely resembling a mermaid are the sirens (before anyone says anything yes I am aware there are versions of the sirens as bird ladies) or Poseidon’s son Triton or Nereids/Tritones.

[non-un-topo]

This is your permission to take advantage of some ridiculously harsh sunlight for the specific purpose of posting low-quality cringe

[kalims]

⭒ㅤnot gonna lie !

premise. pov prefect opens a ngl, except! the story they shared it from can only be viewed... by one person!

characters. first years

ace

not gonna lie ! smash tbh

unironically pretends that he never sent one when you start bombarding him.

uniquewhere: i didn't even see ur story

shrimp: [attatchment]

uniquewhere: i have no wifi to see that sorry not sorry

vehement denial is actually the most effective defense according to him. even if it bypasses all forms of realism, it's not real if he doesn't believe it to be! <- real life advice from ace trappola guys.

if you haven’t already guessed, he can indeed see the picture you just sent and just assumes his very first form of defense… no amount of proof will remove him from his little ball of: “i don’t know what you’re talking about.”

you gotta prepare some kind of miscrosoft presentation, and sit him down. though he will 100% do that thing where he plugs his ears in with his fingers pretending he doesn’t hear anything even though it doesn’t block out you reading out the words.

“here is the real, actual screenshot of my replies—”

“I NEVER EVEN SAW YOUR STORY.”

“ah, good! next slide after this is the views of the story!”

deuce

not gonna lie ! i like you

very demure, very straight to the point is deuce.

he would've written some long ass paragraph in all honesty but he just can't because he sees what he writes, deletes it, then cringes to himself.

atleast with that one he has the excuse for whichever scenario that might randomly ask about it.. (yes, he's thinking that far) weird flex but ok

1. "you ever confessed to your crush?" someone asking

2. "yeah sorta....." deuce

3. "???" someone confused

he was feeling reaaallyyy proud of himself. the anxiousness finally settles down, alongside with his rapidly beating heart. even if it isn't a real, confession it still brings him a bit of peace.

shrimp: I know what you did

tokyodefenders: WHAT?

there goes his heart rate.

like, you did not offer context to any of that but he's still gonna think you somehow, actually do know even if you didn't provide an explanation to... whatever it is you know about him!

tokyodefenders: whaTEVER IT IS IS NKT TRUE

shrimp: please, ur breaking my heart

shrimp: I like u too :(

heart? ascended

he's not even gonna question it. all his braincells got dumped out, and all he can focus on is that particular message. he isn't even gonna remember backtracking about the ngl cause he's gonna be like:

how did they hack my keyboard.. are they tracking it?! LOL

"I'm a mastermind,"

"HOW DID YOU KNOW?!?!" <- deuce, scared for his life.

jack

not gonna lie ! stop getting into trouble. I'm not always there to pull you out

is concerned with how many times you've managed to unknowingly walk into trouble, jack had been lucky enough (yes, him. not you, cause knowing you, you wouldn't be too phased) to be a near constant presence when the shenanigans during the tournament concluded, he stuck to you then.

as in reluctantly following around you like a tail. narrowing his eyes at the less than friendly faces often wore around you, that you were... well, amazingly oblivious to. or maybe you acted like you didn't know, the carriage didn't pick you up for nothing if you were here in nrc.

shrimp: do u rlly think I'm a troublemaker?

iheldheroncejacob: yes

the random topic being brought up went completely over his head. jack probably had forgotten he'd given the link to your story the time of your day, in all honesty

shrimp: well maybe I keep getting in trouble so u can rush in, and pull me out?

iheldheroncejacob: you're a terrible friend then

shrimp: :(

in retrospect jack is able to keep up with joking around, usually. but it's so hard to take you seriously that he takes whatever you say with a grain of salt, you're almost always tipping between flat sarcasm, or calm nonchalance between your words. it almost always has something to do with the people you're with.

the heartslabyul prefect for example, you take a kind, subtle undertone of teasing to (which is crazy, because you're scarily tame in the presence of the vice-dorm head.) and then you're all stony faced when you're with someone you don't like.

^ and you obviously don't dislike jack, if the little selfish, presumptuous nrc part of him would like to claim confidently so... would you really be joking?

only does jack realize the connection between your text, and the ask he sent when he's just finished his laps.

"I'm not your guard dog! why would you even get in trouble for that, next time I'm not even gonna spare you the time cause—"

"what a pee brain."

"what? don't compare my brain to a tiny pee—"

epel

not gonna lie ! CAN I PLS TRANSFER TO RAMSHACKLE AHHHH

you've never met anyone who's disliked being sorted into whatever the dark mirror fitted their 'soul' into as much as epel.

even without the private story only limited to his response, you're sure you could pick out his message and put a face to it.

epel, in his defense, still has savanaclaw as number one in his heart. though upon asking jack if it was possible to transfer there, the latter confirmed but it was... a tedious process, and suggested asking rook, who literally came from savanaclaw!

the boy only spared his friend a side glance before scurrying away. no use traipsing around that...

but of course, getting away from pomefiore is only a goal! always being near your proximity was a biiiiig bonus!

shrimp: hey I need ur files for the dorm transfer

catchwhathands: [escapeplan.jpg]

catchwhathands: I knew u wanted me in ur dorm!!

shrimp: actually I don't. ur the one that asked ;)

catchwhathands: who cares. I'm finally getting out of this hell YEAHHHH!!

shrimp: who said I was gonna use the files you sent?

okay, admittedly the moment he'd sent over the files, epel shut his phone, and quite literally did a victory lap around his room. making sure to frolic so vil has less chances of hearing his chaos...

the dorm leader woke up so easily from noises that you'd think rook was the reason he developed such a habit.

probably.

epel was already planning the plan! he could see the vision! maybe he could plant around ramshackle since it is a pretty big area. you guys would be together for the remainder of the year—and he'd finally bump the adeuce duo from their pedestal!

*ping*

"AGHHHHH STUPID FRIGGIN'—"

"epel!"

"sorry..."

sebek

not gonna lie ! since it is a request for unbridled honesty, I shall deliver what you've requested. you have done so without much thought, clearly! if you've given such leeway for... criticism! you, human, could use a lot more educating in terms of the glory of our eternal lord, the glorious malleus! in accordance to your previous, description of our relationship. the farthest I can give is acquaintance, but I shall only call you a companion (AKA friend) if you are atleast educated about my interests! as the good companion you desire to be!

woo, alright. he really wrote all that...

oh, uh oh.. you just got another ask from him, maybe even longer..?

shrimp: what would that make silver then

rizzvolt: my brother in arms!

shrimp: but hey, actually I do want to know

rizzvolt: ah! finally! I knew you atleast have some common decency, and sense. for that I shall agree for your request in our friendship! these are the most accurate ones pertaining the great lord malleus' biography! [link] [link] [link]

rizzvolt: is that enough? I will send you more, but only if you finish these three. I will test you rigorously to confirm that you are indeed genuine in your interest!

why he has all that, you have no idea.. if only he displayed that much dedication for his studies...

shrimp: I don't wanna learn about malleus

shrimp: I want to learn about you

rizzley: how dare you! the lord's name should only be addressed with a: 'lord', 'the great', 'the

...

sebek stares at his screen, just in the process of finishing his... educating sentence, because even in text, malleus should only be treated with the highest form of respect!

have you no integrity?! he wonders.

only then does he focus on your response, does he make a rather... dubious sound of shock? sebek doesn't know why he breaks into a cold sweat as he runs the sentence through his mind a hundred times in the span of a minute.

what is this... some sort of human illness? or maybe love—

of course he'd never even consider such a thing! (just did bro)

shrimp: sooo.. since you sent me an ask, does that mean you actually like me?

shrimp: sebeeeeekk.. did you actually read?

with the speed of lightning (and the adrenaline maybe, what else could this frantic pounding of his chest explain besides that you are indeed, dangerous!) he opens the story on your media

'send me an ask if you like meeee :)'

sebek promptly falls over.

[aesthetixhoe]

posts while dating standford art — A.D.

warnings: cursing, mentions of sex, arts a little bit cringy, Patrick's a little brainrot, low key tashi drama... 🤓

word count: —

pronouns: none, but ma'am is used

authors note: ignore how they were in college before Instagram and cell phones, idc, this idea was burning inside of me, just imagine it's in 2024 :P

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[y/n]_[l/n] bro needs a haircut

patrickthezweig BRO WHAT IS TJAT ON YPUR HEAD 😭

| art.donaldson WHAT IS YOUR SPELLING??

| patrickthezweig mind yo business

| [y/n]_[l/n] boys.

| art.donaldson Yes ma'am 🫡

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[y/n]_[l/n] artie is eepy

art.donaldson I TOLD YOU NOT TO POST THIS

| [y/n]_[l/n] oops, my finger slipped 😋

| art.donaldson My finger might just slip over the block button 🤓

| [y/n]_[l/n] I'll delete it 😔

| patrickthezweig SEND THIS TO ME RN

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patrickthezweig he's looking at [y/n], not me 😢

[y/n]_[l/n] sucks to suck, buddy

| patrickthezweig he was mine first ☹️

| art.donaldson Stop fighting over meeeee... I'm kidding, keep going 😁

arts.tennis.racket wish he looked at me like that

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art.donaldson I remember none of last night

patrickthezweig that's for the best

[y/n]_[l/n] aww too bad, we had hot, steamy sex

| art.donaldson Liar, liar, pants on fire

| patrickthezweig you did, you told me all about it

| art.donaldson You guys are just fucking with me... Right?

| [y/n]_[l/n] I guess you'll never know

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art.donaldson legendary

[y/n]_[l/n] he forced me to take this

| art.donaldson I'll give you photo credit next time lol

| [y/n]_[l/n] you better

patrickthezweig cringe ah caption

| art.donaldson cringe ah face

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patrickthezweig no one else id rather play with

[y/n]_[l/n] WHY DOES NO ONE CREDIT ME

| art.donaldson at least it wasn't me this time

patrickthezweig photo cred to [y/n]_[l/n]

| [y/n]_[l/n] thank you. you could've cropped it better tho

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[y/n]_[l/n] pat and art in their natural habitat

art.donaldson that hotdog was so fucking good

| patrickthezweig not the only hotdog you like 😉

| art.donaldson bruh 😐

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patrickthezweig lean in my cup, that's wassup

[y/n]_[l/n] can confirm, it's vodka

art.donaldson you tryna share?

| patrickthezweig ask [y/n], thats who I got it from

| art.donaldson [y/n]_[l/n] WHAT THE HELL

| [y/n]_[l/n] I have more, calm down

tashi so much for staying sharp.

[dogbound1128]

Punch Out!! Headcannons Masterpost!

This will be updated every time I come up with a new one!

Make sure to read the trigger warnings in the tags before continuing!

Little Mac 🟢🇺🇲

☆ Transmasc!

- All he had to do was knock off the "Kenzie" and he was good to go lol

- He is also pan

☆ He's actually the standard amount of talkative! He just goes quiet when he's annoyed.

- Which is why most of the boxers have never heard him speak lol

☆ His main social media account has like a pink anime pfp and says stuff like "( >w<)"

- He tries to let as LITTLE people as possible know this

- He keeps on accidentally replying to wvba posts with his main account then quickly deleting them

- One time, after deleting a reply on his main, he thought "Hey, if I reply with my official Boxing account and say "I DIDN'T MEAN TO REPLY ON MY MAIN", people might think that I was joking, and meme the heck out of it! That would be fun!!" Nobody thought he was joking.

- Is the Antonymph of the Internet (✿ UwU )

- Still fighting on Newgrounds over if his love is valid • m •

- Fuck the cynicism let the colors fly >X3

- Don't care you think it's cringe because it's not your life B)

☆ Gave the most DEVASTATING side-eyes as a baby

- He didn't even do them when he was dissapointed, his face just looked like that when he looked to the side

- One time Doc was showing off some jab techniques when babysitting, and asked "How was that?" and Mac just hit him with the (¬_¬ )

- Doc knew he didn't mean anything by it, but it still hurt

- It made him laugh though

☆ Backstory (warning this shit is just upsetting)

- His Dad is abusive

- He just spends all his days watching TV and taking his anger out on Mac when he feels like it

- This was one of the main reasons Mac got into boxing

- When Mac asked how old his Mom was, his Dad said she was exactly as old as him. Mac did the math and realized that the chances of an accidental child born completely healthy at 50 are highly unlikely. Every time Mac asks his Dad about it, he shuts him down, so Mac has his suspicions about how he's actually related to his "Dad".

- At some point in his early childhood, he got a best friend.

- They were inseparable. Even to the point where they'd share a cot at daycare

- He was the loud, and all-over-the-place one, Mac was more timid.

- This best friend LOVED birds. He also loved surfing, but he had, as his mom said, "noodle bones", so that wasn't really in the foreseeable future.

- He had a nickname that only Mac knows.

- One day he just stopped showing up, even for school. And Mac's Dad didn't care enough to call their family. Mac knew for a fact his friend would've never just left him like that, so he just spends his days not knowing what happened to him

- Mac sometimes wonders if he still thinks about him, too (he does. a lot)

- Not even Doc knows about Mac's old friend

- Despite his Dad being abusive, he still tries to make up excuses for him

- "Well, he grew up in a different time..." all that

- Nobody is happy with this

- Needless to say Doc hates Mac's Dad with a burning passion

- It's a miracle his Dad doesn't want to take care of him so much he lets him spend most of his time at Doc's gym

- It's to the point where Mac has his own bag with a toothbrush and deodorant and shampoo for the nights where his Dad is too drunk to drive him home

- Has a mat with a pillow and blanket specially for him but he usually just falls asleep on the couch while Doc does taxes on the computer

- He's completely fine with jokes about murder, stealing, shootings, or any of the bad shit, but for some reason he CANNOT handle car crash jokes

- He genuinely can't understand why or how someone could bring themself to be fine with jokes like that

- Doc's been meaning to point out to Mac that he treats car crash jokes way differently from other kinds and ask him if he's ok, but he hasn't found the right moment.

- He can sort of assume why, considering every time Doc tries to use his arm as a seatbelt for Mac (like if they're on a bus or using Doc's ancient-ass pickup truck) Mac will start freaking out and not talk for a while

☆ After everything, he considers every building associated with boxing his home

- Because his happiest moments came from boxing and training, he finds the feeling of leather and vinyl comforting

Aran Ryan 🍀🇮🇪

☆ Despite him being mostly an Irish Stereotype, Aran prefers to stay sober

- That's because the first night he ever drank he was so excited to get that high but it never came. All his friends were giggling and hooting and hollering and throwing shit and trying to stand on each-other's shoulders but Aran didn't feel different at all. If anything it made him tired! So he doesn't drink because of that and everyone who finds out is BEWILDERED by it

☆ Might be part fish 🤨????

☆ So... how is fucking Undyne Undertale Aran's Sister?

- Take the Gumball Episode "The Origins"

- Replace Gumball with Aran and Darwin with Undyne

- There's your answer

- If you haven't seen the episode and plan to watch it REMEMBER TO DO IT IN AN ETHICAL WAY. Like don't give money to a company that's sending it's money to a genocide or abusing it's workers or something like that

☆ Used to get into laughing fits A LOT as a child

[if-you-feel-lonely]

HELLO ALL!!!! APPARENTLY I STILL HAVE FOLLOWERS HERE, DESPITE HAVING WRITTEN SHOCKINGLY LITTLE!!!! SO IM HERE TO EXPLAIN WHERE IVE BEEN OVER THE PAST??? YEAR???? I THINK???

PLEASE READ THIS WHOLE THING I BEG

SO SOME BACKGROUND

i started this blog at 13!!!

i was a HEAVY dsmp fan and it was my biggest hyperfixation at the time

i was very mentally ill and was getting zero help whatsoever :,(

i also had literally no friends to talk about dsmp with because they had all lost interest D:

SO WHAT HAS CHANGED?

im 16 in like three weeks! crazy!!!

i use he/she/fae/it pronouns

im not very into dream smp anymore, and im not a wilbur supporter whatsoever. sorry not sorry lmao

im also an intense dream anti. not in the sense that i hate all dream smp enjoyers, because a lot of good came from it! but i do not like that man

honestly i didnt when i started this blog, but i was discreet about it (i think i was - i refuse to go through my old posts)

i am still on tumblr, you can find me at @simonfairchildirl

im also on ao3, under daftdaffodils! my current wip is "Slay The King", a treebark slay the princess au, featuring many other life series members :3

WHERE DO WE GO FROM HERE??

honestly? i dont know

the people i wrote about have grown and changed a LOT since i started this account in autumn of 2022, and just as i have, they have moved on from the dream smp. i personally don't want to keep writing about what is essentially a time capsule of who they were. no hate to people who still write for them, obv, it's just not for me :)

since i still have an interest in mcyt, i may consider writing some life series bits and bobs here and there, but that would depend on what you lot at home want!

i would have to look into specific boundaries because, whilst a lot of ccs on the ogmcyt/hermitcraft/life series side just. dont care about fan content, a lot of boundaries are very up in the air.

also martyn littlewood is a fucking heathen and is watching like big brother iykwim

obviously, any followers from here are free to move over to my current blog, but i cant promise that any updates about a potential life series blog will be posted there! if it does happen, itll most likely be posted about on here :)

CONCLUSION

when i logged back into this account i didnt even remember this blog, and to come back to such lovely support has genuinely made my day.

if 13 year old me saw this, she'd be so happy, and that means more to me than any kind of embarrassment or cringe i might feel.

i am proud of all that i did here, but given that my last writing was like. early 2023? late 2022? i dont know. anyway it's probably time to leave it behind lol

i wont be deleting any of my work, because as much as i do not support wilbur (SHELBYSUPPORTSQUAD WOOOO), this is literally an archive of the bare minimum of my old work, which i think is cute lmao. i like looking back and seeing that my writing style hasnt changed whatsoever lol

thank you all for being so kind to me while i was here, especially anons, you guys were lovely <3

perhaps I'll see you again soon ;3

bye!!!!!!

[daisysouthmoore]

Hi,

Before I begin, please know I am awkward as hell and this is extremely lengthy, so I apologize in advance for both lol. 😐 I know I’m taking a chance messaging you in the first place because you haven’t posted to your account in a couple of years but I wrote you some time last year and in my excitement at finding your page, I feel like I came across as a little pushy and insensitive at wanting you to come back and finish off some of your stories. Of course after I messaged you, I scrolled through your account a little and read a reply you posted about some issues you were going through. I really wish I had read that before I reached out because I immediately regretted it. 😔

Now, it may be the fact that I’m on the Autism spectrum and I have a big need for closure but when I saw that you deleted a chapter of Daddy’s Girl (my personal favorite) and that the story wasn’t completed, I felt compelled to reach out and let you know how I felt. But my excitement got the best of me and I didn’t realize or take into account that you were actually going through something, for that I am so sorry.

I wanted to apologize immediately after I reached out once I realized myself but I felt that one annoying message from me was quite enough for you, so I left it alone. But I recently started rereading some of your stories again and I figured I’d take the chance to apologize and also let you know what a great writer you are.

I’ve read more Negan stories than I care to admit. And while there are a lot of good writers and stories out there, there are only a couple writers whose stories I read faithfully. I’m loyal like that I guess lol. One day when my favorites hadn’t posted in a while and I wanted to read something new, I found your page and I was so happy when I did! Because your Negan stories are probably some of, if not the best, I’ve ever read! I felt like you captured Negan’s personality and feelings better than just about anyone else who’s written fan fiction about him. No joke, it felt like you were so tapped into him as a character that I often found myself wondering why the hell you weren’t writing for the show or comics. The words you wrote always felt like exactly something Negan would say and how he would feel.

Obviously the smut in your stories is hot (not gonna lie and say that wasn’t a big plus for me, it was lol!) but it was the way you told the stories that really got me so invested. I wish I could explain it better but you have a way of describing the characters, situations, places, etc. that transport me into the story; like I’m right there with these characters. For example, in Daddy’s Girl (again my favorite) I can perfectly picture Dahlia’s apartment, the Sanctuary Hotel, as well as the city; I could practically smell the city.

At times it felt intrusive, especially in those extremely angsty moments where the characters were having heated arguments. The chemistry between Dahlia and Negan was so good, I felt like they both gave as good as they took and in a lot of ways Negan had met his match. It also seemed like they were finally being real with each other, sharing a bit of their lives, which I was so excited to explore.

Of course I selfishly wish you would come back and finish off your series (Sweet Spot was also very good, although that one and Little Bird were just so sad but the writing was excellent!) but beyond that, I just want you to know how sorry I am if my excitement upset you. I also want you to know how talented a writer you are and I truly hope wherever you are in life, that you’re still writing in some capacity. It seemed like you really enjoyed it. So even if it’s just for you, I hope you’re still writing.

I know this might sound dramatic and cringy, I’m definitely cringing at my own self for writing this 🤦🏻‍♀️ but you made me feel something and not just because your stories are hot lol. And I’m sure you did the same for other people as well. What I’m trying to say in this ridiculously lengthy message, is that your stories provided an escapism that I desperately needed. Life is hard, I’m sure I don’t have to tell you that, though I hope things are much better for you now. But I feel like we’re all going through it to some degree. And reading these stories when I have time for myself is the perfect way to shut out the bullshit, relax, and enjoy a great story.

Anyway, I can’t apologize enough for the length of this message and I’m sorry if I sound like some cringy fangirl. 😞 As I mentioned, I normally stop myself from reaching out to people and if you’re reading this I’m sure you’re thinking to yourself “yeah, I know why!” Hopefully not though. 😬

In any case, I truly hope this finds you well and if you don’t come back to tumblr, it would be a shame but I sincerely hope you’re still writing, whether as an outlet for yourself or if your sharing with others. And regardless if you come back to tumblr, thank you for the work you shared with us! ❤️

P.S. if this does find you and you ever need to talk, just know I’m here to listen. ❤️

First of all, PLEASE! Don’t you dare apologize. You have absolutely nothing to apologize for. You are not insensitive. You are not pushy. You are not cringy. If I could express the immense amount of gratitude I feel in my heart right now?? Like, the sheer amount of love and appreciation I have for you??— I COULD SPIT! 😫 I shit you not, literally a day or so ago I was sitting in my room thinking about those messages you sent me. Yes, I read them a year ago and I wanted to write back but I was going through some shit. It was bad. (I’m good now. Don’t even sweat it.) Anyway, I thought about those messages a year later and I felt this tremendous guilt that I never replied. And as I thought of you I said, ‘I should try to reach out and say thank you at the very least but… nah idk they probably already moved on and deactivated their account. Get over yourself and move on.’ and so I didn’t log in. But it’s been on my mind so I log in and POOF! Here you are like a fucking cherubic, ethereal little angel. Like, are you fucking kidding me?? Ugh! 😍❤️

So now I want to apologize to YOU for not responding then when I should have. And I want to tell you how much this means to me. I have been writing but not like I want to (fuckin AI chat bots could neveerrrrr). And I have been considering coming back to Tumblr but I assumed there was nothing left to come back to. I was wrong. So wrong. And you just proved to me that it was all worth it. Even now. Even if you’re the only person that ever reads it, even if you’re the only friend I’m writing for, it would be an absolute privilege to continue writing for you. I owe it to you and those stories to finish them anyway. Granted, it may take me a moment to find my stride again because it’s been years but, yes. YES. I would be honored. Truly.

THANK YOU immensely. Please don’t ever question reaching out to me or any writer for that matter. Moments like this are rare but it is exactly why fanfic writers do this shit. Because of people like you. Please don’t feel like a bother. Please don’t worry that you’ve offended me in any capacity. I cannot express how far that is from the truth. You just made me so inexplicably happy. If I could hug you right now I’d squish the ever livin’ fuck outta you (with your consent of course)!!

[agaypanic]

Might be a very cringy idea rn, if so, delete delete delete, never let this see the light of day please please please 🙏🙏

But, I think crossover of univereses are super interesting, and the mbav and lab rats one rn is super cool. Like, bionics? Vampires? Yes????

And bc I was thinking abt this the same time as I was reading literature!reader, I was thinking abt how funny it would for the mbav/lr thing with lit!reader?

Like, imagine the start of the little relationship (romantic or arguing, either), where chase is like "There's something wrong with them, I swear" and he just convinces himself it's bc they're a fucking lit nerd until one day he's just like "Wait. This. This wrong-ness is far more than liking words."

itd be so funny if i was like "this is so cringe, i need everyone to see it immediately"

imagine you're (literary!reader) is part of the mbav gang, and you're most likely a vampire that got turned with rory and erica, and the lab rats come to whitechapel for a mission and you all meet. and chase cant stop staring at/being around you and everyone thinks it's bc he likes you but there's something about the looks he gives you that feel suspicious??

like you never really go out in the sun, and sometimes when you're hungry or tired your eyes look like they're yellow/orange?? he doesn't even register that rory, erica, and sarah are showing the same weird signs as you, for some reason chase is just so focused on you.

eventually he decides to chalk it up to you being a lit nerd ("maybe they dont like being outside bc they like the library?" "their eyes must turn that color bc all they do is stare at books all day") bc he has to focus on the mission

but then when it's finally revealed that you and your friends are vampires, the lab rats are shocked for a moment before chase is jumping around yelling "ha! i knew something was wrong with them!" before quickly apologizing bc "nonono i didn't mean there's something wrong with you, i just meant-"

there's lots of (somewhat) empty threats of you drinking his blood when he starts pissing you off or getting a big ego. like if he tries to boss you and your friends around (he's just so used to being the leader guys lol) you just flash your fangs and suddenly chase is hiding behind adam, who's probably laughing his ass off

[misty-sees-you]

Reacting to my cringe old art

I used to be proud of this but now I think it’s trash (THIS IS MY OLD OC AND MAKI KIZUAKI @muichinno dead oc lol)

I still think this is cute but I guess I’ll redraw it some day.

Was this Maki or My old oc Akia kizukai😭

I covered it with Muichiro for obvious reasons.

I hate it it’s my old oc that’s dead already can we just get over with it.

Welp a little doodle I made a couple a years ago I hate it I ruined Maki😊

WAS MY OC A RIPOFF NEZUKO !!!!

Help me…..

Yall might remember this one in a deleted post…

Oh shit I ruined maki again I need help :3

HELP THIS IS SOO BAD!!!

Ohh ah… MakiMui (old @muichinno ship of her and Mui) she still ships her oc with mui

…?

Oh uhhhhh this was a mini comic help

Oh another ripoff Nezuko💀

welp I hope you hated this post it’s all dead art……

[innitmarvellous]

Like last year I tried to compile a rather sad little list of positive (and positive-ish) things and accomplishments of 2024. There really isn't much I could come up with, but better than nothing, I guess? Dunno if it's too early for it, but I can still add to this post if I can think of something else.

- I randomly decided that I wanted to learn to play an instrument & that's why I started with electric guitar in February and added electic bass in Autumn. I'm not particularly good at either of them which often frustrates me a lot, but I still don't regret trying it. Well, not much. I just hate having to deal with expectations aka "oh, so you want to play in a band?". No, I don't, because I started way too late for that and no band needs a shitty guitarist/bassist, lmao. (Oh, and I'm already planning to try and learn the violin next. I'm even worse at that, so there's a lot of fun to be had, except for the people who have to listen to my playing :D)

- I also learned how to crochet, after huge initial frustration. That's a new skill acquired, I guess? I did a lot of crochet stuff over the year, but unfortunately it doesn't feel that fulfilling because I'm not that good and also don't know anyone to gift the finished stuff too. The scarves and shawls are piling up in my wardrobe and it's so frustrating, lol. But at least I could make myself very ugly little HIGNFY and Beatles dolls :3

- I wrote more unsexy porn fics, which might not be good for the readers, but is kind of good for me as it doesn't feel very cringe anymore. Now I only need to find a way to make them at least a little sexy!

- I didn't have one of these massive self-hate attacks for a silly small reason, which was good. Well, I had several small moments, but I hated the big ones way more...

- I at least tried to accept some things about me, like being possibly asexual and getting over the fact that I hate my name. Unfortunately I only tried without much success, but the attempt has to count for something. Since I don't want to accept that I might be aspec I'm just thinking of myself as queer now to avoid having to think about it any further - which is also rather practical for gender reasons since I've got no idea about that either :/ (Although using it still makes me feel like an intruder into queer communities, but the term is useful for me...so a big sorry to anyone who's truly queer. Hope that's a forgivable sin.) And I'm trying to come up with an alternative name I can address myself with in my thoughts, lol.

- I tried to work on my self-acceptance. Again: I tried. Some things happened that made me doubt myself again when I thought I had made some progress, so I'm not really sure about how successful I was. I wish I would just figure out whether I deserve to feel better about myself, that would be a nice start. xD

- I decided to develop a taste of my own. Sounds weird and is something I should have done long ago since I'm fucking old, but...I often watched a show or read a book I didn't like simply because of things like: 'but a comedian I like said that's his favourite book!'. Well, and now I'm trying to tell myself: if our tastes align on something, very good. But if not, whatever.

- I'm still rather insane about HIGNFY and religiously watch at least one episode a day. Also, I had two nice and very long conversations with other fans on AO3 and these honestly gave me such a good time. Too bad they didn't last even longer, but the other people probably moved on to new fandoms and even so, I had a blast. (And of course I'm also still weird about Paul. If anything I got weirder about him. Just look at my fics in case I still haven't deleted them yet! Actually, no, please don't look, but you get what I mean.)

- Not an accomplishment, but I'm kind of happy that I got interested in The Beatles at the end of last year. I read so many books and stuff about them in 2024 and wrote fics and listened to the music (of course) and that usually was a source of happiness, so yeah. That was good :D

[lees-chaotic-brain]

HIIII

🏁-Looking back at the first thing you've written/posted, how have you improved since then?

🌓- Show us a snippet of a before and an after between drafts! What did you change and why?

HI HI. HOW ARE YOU ML??

writerblr ask game!!!

1. um so the first thing i ever wrote/posted was my gojo x oc fic otherworldly. (don't look for it it's deleted for the time being). honestly i think at that point i was really bad at managing word flow, my dialogue was really cringe, and i was bad at describing emotion. that being said, i think all of that has gotten so much better in the last fourteen odd months!

2 so for this i'll actually use my current wip, because i've done SO much revising and it's a really good example.

this also got kinda long so the rest is beneath the cut. enjoy this little peek into my writing process for these fics!!

when i first start writing a song fic i look up the lyrics online, listen to the song, and select somewhere around three and five groups of lyrics i like. then i copy and paste them into the doc, and outline what the portion based on each set of lyrics is about.

as you can see in these screenshots i have the major sections of the fic outlined with the last two lines of each portion being the lyrics. i didn't include the last section because i didn't want to spoil anything.

from here i pick the section that speaks to me the most and start writing. i'll show you a few examples below.

so clearly some of them only have a couple of sentences added, but i continued developing my ideas. normally this is where the process for these fics ends. i just write the sections, tie them together a little, edit and post. but this is different.

i think the most important change here is i decided i wanted to do it in a 5 + 1 format so you can see that i labelled the sections with numbers and a heading.

but then yesterday i decided that i didn't like how i had set it up and completely redid the set up. i don't want to spoil it since some of the parts are in their final draft, but this is pretty much the final version of the first paragraph

that way i can shift into the 5 + 1 smoother, but honestly it might not even be a 5 + 1 anymore i still need to work out the formatting. also i don't know if i'm actually going to include the lyrics in this one which is going to be a big change.

anyways sorry for the yap sesh! hope you enjoyed this look into my brain lol.

[philsmeatylegss]

Honestly I can’t keep quiet at this point. This generation and tiktok mostly made autism a fucking quirky trend and it makes me want to slam my head in a wall. I genuinely believe 70% of people online who claim to be autistic are not or either are confusing it with another disorder (on tiktok it’s 95% I’m not remotely exaggerating). iT’s A sPeCtRuM NO SHIT DUMBASS. I fucking grew up with an autistic sibling and I was constantly in other places with autistic kids who were higher and lower on the fucking spectrum. But none of them act remotely like the fuckers on #actuallyautistic on fucking TikTok. Controversial opinion I completely stand behind is that self diagnosis isn’t reliable expect for a few conditions. By that, I mean conditions that have clear cut symptoms. You’re always anxious about everything, you probably do have anxiety. But when it comes to Autism, that’s such a fucking complex disorder that even a lot of doctors don’t fully understand. 100% agree that many women, POC, and those who grew up poor couldn’t get a diagnosis and got it later in life. As I said, I was constantly around autistic kids and most were white men. It’s an absolute mockery and disgrace to those online and in real life who actually suffer with Autism. Including people on the high end of the spectrum! Most of these people say they’re autistic and then list the symptoms of anxiety. It’s not a fucking quirky trait or an excuse. It’s not fucking trendy.

And I can’t say anything like this on platforms like tiktok or id be ripped to shreds. People who have little to no real life experiences or knowledge about Autism attacking someone who was always so close to autism that it fucked me up (I know it’s not my sibling’s fault before you yell at me). I’m fucking tired of it. I’m so fucking tired

Very recently the term “glass child” came out which describes siblings of a child with a physical and or mental disability and or a chronic/life threatening illness. The term comes from the fact that a constant feature of being a glass child is being seen through, forgotten, our voices ignored. And when we, people who have had close years of interactions with these disorders try to explain to you why you might be wrong and you just fucking shut them down, you’re just as bad as the people who ignored me when I was growing up.

It happens on here to. Definitely not as often and definitely not as obvious. But I fucking hate that it’s become a fucking trend on here. Yes, I know it’s a way for those with autism to cope, but a lot of people reblogging it are neurotypical. I’m glad it’s a way to cope, but autism isn’t a fucking funny punchline. It is half of the reason I’m fucked up (once again, I don’t blame my sibling).

Remember in 2020 on mostly tiktok and other face showing platforms being LGBTQ+ was a trend and now people say “I’m glad I’m over that phase?” The same fucking thing is happening now with autism. And what’s worse is that it undermines the credibility of those who are actually suffering with autism. I can promise you in the next few years, there will be tons of posts like “remember when I thought I was autistic? Lol worst period of my life, so cringe.” And then it’ll fall back into obscurity once it stops being a trend and when people forget about pretending to be autistic and no one will give a fuck. It happened with fangirl culture. With being LGBTQ+. Only this is more important and not a fucking trend

Idk if I’ll get hate for this or delete it, but I can’t handle it anymore. This really mostly applies to tiktok, but this happens on every single platform. And it genuinely upsets me and I can’t even point out this problem. For fucking once in my life, LISTEN TO ME. I’ve been there. I was there the whole fucking time. I spent my entire childhood dealing with autism and severe mental illness from my parents. I went to so many doctors with him. I couldn’t chose where I wanted my birthday or celebrations about me because it wouldn’t be good for my sibling. Pictures, lines, family trip were filled with screaming. Leaving events early because my sibling couldn’t handle it. Sitting and waiting for him to stop having a tantrum in my room and having fucking no one ask if I was okay. Having none of my emotional needs met do to Autism and other present mental illnesses from my parents. I KNOW WHAT AUTISM IS LIKE. I SPENT EVERY FUCKING DAY SINCE I WAS BORN TILL I WAS 18 RIGHT NEXT TO AUTISM. I DIDN’T GET A BREAK. I WON’T BE ABLE TO LAUGH IN A FEW YEARS BECAUSE I CLAIMED TO BE AUTISTIC. I’M NOT SURE MY BROTHER WILL BE ABLE TO LIVE ON HIS OWN AND HE’L HAVE TO FUCKING LIVE WITH ME. THAT’S THE FUCKING REALITY. THAT’S WHAT AUTISM IS. IT’S NOT BEING AWKWARD AND SOMETIMES OVERWHELMED BY OBJECTS OR SOUNDS. I KNOW THIS FOR A FACT BECAUSE I WAS THERE. I HAVE 18 FUCKING YEARS OF UNDERSTANDING WHAT AUTISM IS. I’VE BEEN AROUND MANY OTHER AUTISTIC PEOPLE WHEN MY BROTHER NEEDED SERVICES FROM AUTISTIC ONLY PLACES. I COULDN’T FUCKING YAWN FOR YEARS WITHOUT BEING SCREAMED AT. FUCKING YAWNING. AND THEN I WAS ASKED TO STOP YAWNING! THAT IS AUTISM.

My mom works with teens and young adults who are close to the bottom of the spectrum. These children will never be able to have a life. A lot of them don’t talk. Or they only scream or say random words. Some do repetitive actions, often ones that cause injuries. Bigger male student have to be restrained by two or three men because they will not stop hitting themself of breaking property and are unable to stop. That’s what it’s like. At most, Walmart has a program for special needs adults to be baggers. Once they graduate, they live with their parents and then their siblings. Or they go to care home that specializes in autism. We’re fortunate that if it were to come to that case, we would be able to afford a nice one. But most parents or siblings of autistic children don’t have the money to send them to caring facilities. That’s the reality. That’s what you’re claiming to have the same diagnosis as (I KNOW ITS A SPECTRUM). I pity the real autistic people and glass children on platforms on tiktok or really any platform that are having the severity of their illness become a fucking trend.

I’ll probably delete this. But I’m just so fucking upset about it and I’m not fucking allowed to point it out. I wasn’t listened to my entire childhood because of a condition you’re claiming to have. Just for fucking once listen to me

[fandomwm]

Hello everyone, my name is M.

Last edited: May 31, 2024

I’m a 21 year old Trans man (He/They) with an interest in a lot of nerdy stuff. I haven’t been on tumblr in a hot minute so be patient with me. I have an artist partner @bloodstar666 ❤️ (we are poly lol)

I’m a film student currently. I do bad drawings and semi ok writing (please don’t repost or sell anything of mine or steal you boozy). I might post some of my stuff but I’m here to eat your fan art and OC’s. I would also appreciate friendships.

I also have a Twitter.

My main interests are (in no particular order):

Five Nights at Freddy’s (especially the characters sun and moon)

Homestuck

Spooky Month (Bob fanclub)

Welcome Home

Creepypastas

Pressure

Poppy playtime

Ghost the band

Clowns (not a fandom but you know)

Horror (especially movies)

(If you want a more detailed list of interesting, I’ll leave it at the end. But these are the ones that live in my head rent free currently)

Go ahead, I’m cringe, I don’t care for rude comments. I will delete/block.

Oh yeah, I have DID (before claiming I’m fake, I’m diagnosed so shut up, not that it’s really your business anyway), as well as having a slew of other mental disorders/disabilities which is not the point of this page so please don’t ask me about it. Mixed with the ADHD, I can’t remember shit. I don’t mean to offend by forgetting to respond to anything or suddenly disappearing for months, that’s just how it be.

Other interests:

Anime, animation (kids and adults), video games (especially horror), tv and movies, musicals, cryptids, Pokemon, YouTube, amazing digital circus, Bluey, cuphead, gravity falls, owl house, studio ghibli, hell of a boss & hazbin kinda, over the garden wall, don’t starve, arcane, goosebumps, invader zim, my little pony, mystery skulls animated, fictional characters, baking, writing, drawing (physical and digital), juggalo, crochet, metal music, alternative fashion (especially gothic), plushies and collectibles, and human rights.

[terraliensvent]

naw did yall see someone in the server sent their terra and said he was "very disabled" and when the mod thats active said that was an odd way to word it and they should probably word it differently they responded with the crying cat emoji and typing in caps lock like SORRY 😢😢 like oh my god you can't just *say that* made me so uncomfortable ffs

so i went looking for the interaction and heres the convo i found, im pretty sure some messages were deleted though

i will say this doesnt seem like a crazy interaction BUT as always i have some Thoughts

depending on the audience here some of yall might get really mad at me

the way the server treats disability has always come off as really weird to me, ive seen multiple people use autism as an excuse to be passive agressive, rude, or annoying even after being politely and explicitly told what things arent really appropriate (like some of the people who continually whine in chats about not winning raffles when its even been announced to Not Do That)

also the addition of pluralkit. thats a whole can of worms that i dont even wanna get into (but if yall wanna hear it then send me an ask lol)

this is what i mean when i talk about “the community terras cultivates,” its a huge group of tiktok-ified teens who get a very warped view of disability and talk super weirdly about things like this. and i hate to say it but a lot of them are into the social media world where they think that because they’re a little awkward or sometimes want to roleplay as their favorite characters, that means they have austism and DID

that being said, i think there is some leeway to be given, i mean we’re all weird when we’re around that age of young to mid-highschool, and theyll probably grow out of it and say wow that was super cringe

i just wish they wouldnt like, treat it as gospel when they say i have 200+ alters in a fictive heavy system, it just devalues and misleads those who actually suffer

which brings me back to the original point, the way these people talk about disability:

disabilities arent really a positive thing, to most theyre pretty negative. i cant imagine in my wildest dreams someone who has had their leg amputated going to people and treating it so flippantly as to say “yeah im suuper disabled”

disabilities are a part of life just as anything else, which means we shouldnt really have a whole party when someone draws a character in a wheelchair or with one leg. that doesnt mean you cant think “oh wow, cool, you dont see people draw that a lot” and be on your way, it just means we shouldnt treat it as some kind of brownie point celebration when a kid draws their oc and says “yeah this character has autism and schizophrenia and tourettes,” because at the end of the day, people with those disabilities in real life do not have celebrations about it, they dont meet people at a party and say “did you know i have tourettes,” they will talk about it normally as it comes up in life but its just. a part of their life.

when you make your disabled ocs, dont point at their disability and say “look how COOL this is! look how good i am for representing this!” instead, treat it the same way as if you were drawing an oc with short vs long hair. you dont make a character’s long hair the whole expression of their character, its just a part of their design (and by extension their “life”)

thats how i see it at least