#I mean my emotional ties to this game are INSANE

[beastblade69]

also my shay cormac obsession has evaporated and now I just stay blank. and try not to go full on bonkers

[sowrennie]

Okay so I’m currently in Love and Deepspace hell and now it’s everyone’s problem. I may not entirely ever understand what’s going on, but that’s okay I’m still going to give my two cents on what Caleb may bring to the table. Please correct me if I’m wrong😭

LOVE AND DEEPSPACE MAINSTORY SPOILERS AHEAD!

1. Ties to EVER

Hear me out here. I know this is a common speculation but I want to delve into it and lay out the facts where I can see them. We kind of know what EVER’s goal is, we also— according to the notes we collect— know where their investments lie. They play a dominant role in biotechnological developments, aerospace, Evol energy, and international trade. We also know that Caleb works as a fighter pilot for the Deepspace Aviation Administration. He attended the Aerospace Academy in Skyhaven: an artificial floating island above Linkon. From what I gather, Skyhaven is powered by a protocore— and EVER is known for their involvement and use of protocores in modification/advancement. With what is made known to us it’s safe to conclude that Caleb is an affiliate. It’s hard to say whether or not he knows about the aether core, assuming he does though, he knows that upon the experiments— MC is basically immortal. She would be an asset to their research, and goal of extending lives. I wonder if Caleb feeds them this information, but at the same time— I’m just… not fully sure, seeing his particular niche and all. It does feel like they have their eyes on mc, though… I don’t entirely remember, but in awaited revelry, doesn’t Sylus imply that Josephine and Caleb have malicious intentions…? That being said—

2. Caleb’s return..?

I have a speculation that, like many cases we see (albeit some failed ones), he’ll be resuscitated via protocore; EVER can’t lose a valuable asset, after all. It fits thematically, and can further establish Caleb’s character as a character foil to Zayne (who despite his regrets, feels that death is a necessary part of the human existence.) An apple a day keeps the doctor away and all! This is the first ML we know that actively has interacted with another, and I genuinely can’t wait for what this means for Zayne’s story, even if EVER isn’t behind Caleb’s heavily implied return. He’s still facing what should be a dead man, and ugh. I KNOW his emotions are going to pile up. Staring directly at the Mt. Eternal anecdote. This could be a stretch, but— Carter, Xander Sciences trying to rope Zayne into their projects over and over— MC is the perfect bait, and bringing Caleb back may establish MC’s direct involvement and have Zayne be enticed by proxy. Caleb does play the role of the forbidden (potentially), and this could be how that motif comes into play.

3. Snake Motif…

Okay so I have yet to do my research on this entirely, but like— I just think it’s so interesting that they released Sylus during the year of the Dragon, and then potentially Caleb, during the year of the Snake. That aside, though— the clear biblical connection between the snake and the apple and potentially being that lure— what snakes generally symbolize (mystery, deceit…), and I saw this floating around somewhere, but apparently in CN he calls the MC ‘little tail’? I’m so interested in what this could mean symbolically with all his apparent affiliations, buuut that’s for us to see.

I’m looking forward to that livestream and tbh idk if anything here made sense but I’m so normal about this game (even if I likeee barely understand it.) What are you going to do Caleb. What’s happening. I know this is different from what I usually post here but I NEEDED to yap or else I might go insane idk

What are you hiding.

[yyaktayak]

Chapter 4📌

tags: @uceyliyahh @charmed-dreamssss

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uceyjucey has posted a story !

*Kimaya's POV*

I scrolled through my phone absentmindedly, my fingers stopping on Jey's latest post. My heart did a weird skip as I stared at the photo he'd uploaded: me, with my head resting on his shoulder, smiling in a way I didn't even know I was capable of doing when I was around him. His arm was wrapped around me, like he was already staking his claim.

I couldn't help it—my stomach did a little flip.

It wasn't just the photo. It was the *caption*—or rather, the lack of one. Jey didn't need to say anything. The silence spoke volumes. He'd just made me the subject of his story, and in doing so, I knew exactly what that meant.

The whole groupchat had been buzzing since he'd posted it, but I hadn't dared check it yet. I knew I'd be mortified. I could already feel the hot rush of embarrassment creeping up my neck.

I quickly shot a text to Kaveri.

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ra💕: Girl, Jey just posted me. On his main. No caption. Just me. What am I supposed to do with this??

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I watched the three little bubbles appear and disappear as Kaveri typed, probably trying to form a response that wouldn't give away just how much she was freaking out, too.

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kaveri💛: Girl, you really gonna act like you didn't see this coming? He's been onto you since, like, forever.😩

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I groaned, dropping my face into my hands. Of course she was right. I knew it, too. But seeing it *there*, on his story for everyone to see? It felt like stepping off a cliff and realizing there was no net below.

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ra💕: This is insane. Why didn't he warn me? What am I supposed to do now?

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A minute passed before her reply popped up, almost like she was waiting for the right moment to hit me with the truth.

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kaveri💛: Girl, you know you're not fooling anyone. He's already made it clear he's into you. You're on lockdown now.😉

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I blinked at the message, rereading it twice to make sure I wasn't misunderstanding. *On lockdown*? That was one way to put it. My heart skipped a beat.

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ra💕: Lockdown?! What do you mean by that?

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The three dots popped up again. I could almost hear Kaveri's dramatic sigh through my phone.

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kaveri💛: Stop pretending like you're not already all in. You're his, Ra. He's not playing, and it's obvious.😛

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I stared at the screen, feeling that familiar nervousness bubbling up. Was she right? Was I really all in, or was I just pretending to be? I could feel my emotions doing that crazy back-and-forth dance again—one minute I was convinced I didn't want to be tied down, the next I was thinking about how Jey made me feel, how I wanted to be with him in a way I couldn't really put into words.

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ra💕: But what if he's just... messing with me?

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Kaveri's response came almost immediately.

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kaveri💛: Girl, please. He posted you for a reason. He's not gonna do that if he's just playing around. He wants you, and it's clear he's not hiding it anymore.

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I let her words sink in for a moment. Was Jey really that serious? When I thought about it—about how he'd been with me since day one, how he'd always found ways to make me feel special, even when I wasn't sure I deserved it—I started to believe her. Jey wasn't playing games with me. He never had been.

But then the text came through again. This time from Jey himself.

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My🩵: I'm putting you on Code Arrest. You're mine until I get back from tour, and I'm not letting you forget that mama.

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My stomach flipped, my heartbeat picking up as I read his words. It wasn't just a post on his story anymore—Jey had taken things to a whole new level.

I didn't even know how to respond. My hands were shaking a little as I typed back, trying to play it cool, but I knew I couldn't hide my feelings.

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MyRa💕: You're ridiculous.😳

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I set my phone down, pacing around the living room, trying to figure out how to handle the mix of excitement and dread swirling inside me. Jey had just made it official. *Code Arrest.* I was his—no more playing around. But what did that mean for me?

My phone buzzed again, this time with a notification from the groupchat.

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joe 🩶: Jey really posted Kimaya? This is a whole new level.

cody 🩶: Bro, we've been waiting for this. Now the whole world knows you're wrapped up in her. Are you ready for that?

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I could feel my face turning red. I didn't even have to check my messages to know the boys were all in their feelings, too. They were waiting for me to do something, but what was I supposed to do?

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Twin🩸🤍: Yo, Twin putting her on lockdown for real?

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I read through the comments, smiling despite myself. I wasn't ready for this attention, but at the same time, it felt like the first time I wasn't hiding anymore. The first time I wasn't pretending that this thing with Jey wasn't real.

I picked my phone back up and quickly typed to Kaveri.

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ra💕: So, what now?

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Her reply came almost instantly.

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kaveri💛: You're gonna accept the fact that you're his and stop fighting it, sis.

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I leaned back on the couch, staring at the screen for a long time, letting Kaveri's words sink in. I wasn't ready to admit how much I wanted this. But maybe, just maybe, I didn't have to be ready.

I was already in. There was no turning back now.

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*Jey's POV (Later that Night)*

I was sitting on the edge of the bed, my bags half-packed, but my mind was on one thing—Kimaya. I couldn't stop thinking about her, couldn't stop worrying about how she was handling everything. I knew it was a lot to drop on her all at once.

I wanted her to know how serious I was. I didn't want to hide behind jokes anymore. Not with her.

I sent her one last message before I left.

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My 🩵: You're gonna be okay, right? Just know, you're mine. Don't let anyone else tell you different.

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Her reply came almost immediately.

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MyRa 💕: I'll miss you.

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I smiled to myself, feeling that familiar rush of warmth in my chest. It wasn't just the words. It was the fact that she was starting to believe it, too.

I wasn't going anywhere. And neither was she.

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A/N: Things are heating up between Kimaya and Jey! Can't wait to see how they handle the pressure of being so public. What do you think about Jey stepping up so bold with his feelings? Let me know your thoughts below!

[freakenomenon]

So sorry if I’ve asked this before dementia core but thoughts on Ellen x A.M? (For a lack of a better term I’m so sorry I don’t mean in the traditional shipping sense I mean the ‘A.M-is-a-terror-who-wants-and-envies-the-concept-of-being-human-so-badly-the-only-one-of-the-five-he-can-‘love’-is-the-woman-the-other-men-hate-more-then-they-do-A.M’ sense )

you have NOT asked this before... i think i don't know, my memory is also that of a spilled milk carton. ( funny little note before i answer this, i think its comedic that i thought the question 'why do you like ellen' was loaded and for some reason could not just put something stupid or simple down like 'i think shes neat' or 'i like to think about her character writing a lot.' but for the question that begs the implications of my idea on shipping and how it corelates to dynamics and all that bullshi: nope, just fine. ) any-howdy. i think ellen and AM's dynamic is pretty interesting on its own when looked into more, despite the scraps of what we have. considering her fate in the short story, and her torture in the game. it's pretty safe to say most of his anger lashed onto her sexual or at least sexual autonomy related. especially with how a big element of her character in the game is viewing emotion, which includes desire, as flawed. and hating that part of herself entirely due to trauma. i'd imagine AM is enraged by this further, despite the fact he would have definitely exploited her sex ( as in assigned sex at birth ) and sexual assault trauma whether or not she had this response. how dare she have a body and not use it to its full potential. how dare she toss these PRIVELAGES away due to something as benign and useless as 'tRaUmA' beyond AM being AM, i find it incredibly interesting as well that the first thing AM mentions when dangling promise in front of ellen's face as he did all the others, is that he immediately comments on her looks. and that she'd thrown her 'promise' all away by growing 'hysterical' or irrational. all very typical misogynist jabber meant to demean her. just as all his other praise is, he coos at her like she's something precious and fragile and dumb.

( note; this idea that her being 'hysterical' or more bluntly, traumatized, somehow undermining everything she's done and everything she's worked for leaks into her theme, the problem is it's never called out by the narrative that this is a flawed way of looking at trauma skewed by ellen, the main focus. ) regardless, this theme is also tied into the fact that ted refers to AM as patriarchal. cruel and dystopian in a jealous, masculine way. 'He snickered. It snickered. Most of the time I thought of AM as it, without a soul; but the rest of the time I thought of it as him, in the masculine … the paternal … the patriarchal … for he is a jealous people. Him. It. God as Daddy the Deranged. ' it only makes sense that AM represents prejudice in more ways than one, being a war machine and all. and thus, will project his insecurity, rage, powerlessness, onto others. in a sense, ellen is like a little doll to him. when he's feeling particularly frustrated with his sexuality ( or lack thereof ) , appearance ( or lack thereof ) , emotion , ect. why not project it onto the one person in the entire group who's been especially kicked in the nuts about all of those things her entire life! YAAAAAAAAAY DIVERSITY WIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and, just as AM wants. ellen reacts every time. she insults him, she curses him. she whines and complains and cries and shrieks and makes herself look insane, small in the process of trying to come across as bigger. even as she tries to come off unbothered as she does it.

this is, of course, only drawn to a shrill fever pitch when surrounded by triggers. she's one of the only survivors in the game to directly curse AM and tell him to fuck off consistently, or more than once. ( gorrister and benny both do the same at least once, but end up prioritizing their 'goals' directly afterward. ) she's also the only one of the survivors to still have the amount of hope, or maybe delusion, to directly beg AM to stop. as described by nimdok.

ughhh this is becoming a drag to articulate, this is only amplified if you take ted saying that AM gives ellen pleasure as partial fact. plus the fact that ellen and ted are the least tattered, ellen staying pampered for the men, doll motif, yada yada. you get it. AM essentially has ellen on a longer leash than the men, she's able to curse him out, push away, and then crawl back crying for forgiveness, for luxury. this entire process needing minimal effort from him, just as the existence of her dynamic with the men as a whole. ... sorry i talked about ellen and AM's dynamic too much, point is. the same with tedam, i do find the 'ship' interesting in a vacuum. unfortunately, i cannot yuri this up enough to make it lack the straight edge that makes me want to gag. still, generally, i think in a one sided sense, and within the context of shipping in the way WE are using the term. i like it. i like ellen x AM **** EVERYONE THROWS TOMATOES AT ME AND KILLS ME REALLY HARRD AND I GO TO HELL!!!!!!!!!!****** i think it would be really funny if AM's praise were something genuine, at least to some extent. ellen's discomfort , disdain , disgust and 'i want to kick his ass'-ness is just a perk. which is a testament to how fucked up this pairing is. but i do think they're interesting. hehrrgghh......................................................... huryyhhgfffhhh. drink.

[vigilskeep]

i am soo fascinated with your rook and viago's relationship and would love to hear more of your thoughts on their dynamic. How long do you think they have known each other? And do you have any ideas how Sol became a crow?

thank you!!

all of the below is a work-in-progress in case the game drops anything startling or i get a new idea for sol, but they’ve known each other basically forever. like, since scrappy little kid sol said very cheerfully “i’ll protect you and you’ll protect me. that’s an allegiance.” and a very skeptical friendless teenager viago said “you mean an alliance?”

house de riva never knew what hit it.

(admittedly taking over house de riva took a couple decades, but hey, viago got there eventually, and neither of them even died. win!)

i think sol had been increasingly unreliable + erratic for several years before the antaam debacle, with viago unable to do anything about it because he apparently canonically can’t express genuine emotions to them face to face or do anything harsher than write them a letter addressed “idiot”. that behaviour might have just been because when viago finally took power, sol was thus in a significantly more stable less dangerous position day to day than they had been accustomed to their whole life, and also no longer had a clear purpose to claw towards, which meant the trauma of everything prior finally landed. or maybe there was some other trigger, i haven’t decided. i’ve been throwing around some elaborate plots to set things off. because i can.

sol’s been with the crows since they were very young. i haven’t settled on an origin story entirely but my brother had a very compelling prompt about them being a fifth blight refugee from the south—they would have been four or five at the time, isn’t that crazy—that i’ve been getting a lot of mileage out of. it adds a lot of flavour to the blight plot and to sol taking up the champion spec, for sure! i came up with something about antiva not accepting refugees off the boats but the crows then coming and offering to give some children a “safe” place (and even compensate the families with a handful of gold for their loss! how altruistic), which feels very real to me as a thedas-esque thing to happen

so sol’s life before the crows doesn’t really mean anything to them—pretty dismissive about their birth family, if you really cared about something you would figure out how to keep hold of it—and they don’t have anyone except viago. these days they know deep down they want out of the crows, but they still couldn’t bear to try cutting ties to the one person they invested two decades of blood into, even if they get very little back from him, emotionally speaking. (please use your WORDS, viago, the NICE ones, everyone with eyes already knows you care.) the world outside is comparatively a big old void they has no connections to, and the crows aren’t the kind of lifestyle that lets you go halfway and visit on weekends. it’s the sort of mindset that might make someone act out in a way that would get most crows killed, then jump on an insane quest of heroism just because some dwarf expressed belief in them while calling them “kid” encouragingly. not that sol’s ever done anything like that!

[everlastinghistory]

Hating children isn’t normal:

I’ve noticed a trend in recent years of people genuinely hating children. No, I’m not talking about people who just don’t want kids. That is completely fine. What is not fine is the people who truly think children should not be allowed in public. People who think children should not be allowed to behave like children.

Personally, I think this has ties to iPad kids issue. People hate when children act like children in public. So, parents have started giving their kids cartoons and games in public. If they don’t, they get judged and harassed for simply being in the space they are in.

Children are a part of society. People seem to have completely forgotten this fact. Children are people too. They have real feelings that are deserving of respect. Yes, that baby is crying. If you were hungry and physically could not feed yourself, you would cry too. Yes, that toddler is crying, that is the age stage where children are being taught emotional regulation.

“Kids need to be banned from public spaces.” Do you hear yourself? Do you hear how insane that sounds? Replace “kids” with any other group, I dare you.

This also expands to people hating parents. People get called selfish for having kids. For doing the very thing human bodies are designed to do. (No I am not saying everyone has to have kids. I’m saying from a biological standpoint your body is made to procreate). I’ve seen people make comments about parents essentially saying they must be miserable because they “have to” watch their kids activities. Because they go to sports games, they go to school talent shows. Like okay, it’s not for you. But I would do anything to get to give a child the happiness of their mom watching them participate in the things they love. And so would so many other women. And that’s okay.

Mothers are not miserable. Fathers are not miserable. If they love their child they are happy with getting to do these things. They don’t view it as “I have to go to my kids soccer game tomorrow” they view it as “I get to go to my kids soccer game tomorrow”.

Don’t start with the “what about ism” that constantly gets thrown into these arguments either. Yes I’m aware there’s people who have kids who don’t love their kids. That does not mean nobody does. You are taking a minority and generalizing it to the whole group. Another thing I would love for you to replace with any group other than kids and see where you stand.

You are allowed to not want children of your own. Of course you are. That is a personal decision. However, you do not get to choose for the entire world whether they have kids or not. You are entitled to a child free life not a child free world. People are allowed to do things you personally would not do.

Children aren’t even old enough to have done anything to hate them for. They are perhaps the strangest group to hate. Children are the very definition of innocent. Yet you still hate them.

If you hate children, you are the problem in that equation. Children have hardly even existed yet. You don’t have a real reason to hate them. You just hate seeing people be happy with choices you wouldn’t personally make.

[axxxx13]

what are your thoughts on Theo in either 6x07 “Heartless” or 6x12 “Raw Talent” i’d like to see other people’s views on what happens to him in these episodes. As well as the scene where Theo was taken by the hunters and tied to the fence, I can’t quite remember which episode it is 😓 but id also like to hear another persons hc about why theo parked where he was parked and why he was going to call Scott

So there's really a lot to say.

In Heartless the focus is definitely Theo's hell. On one hand, in my opinion, there are a lot of metaphorical things like the choice of the morgue (as if to say that Theo has actually been dead for a long time) and also the hospital (my favorite headcanon is that Theo really had some serious heart disease which would explain the trauma of the hospital). It's also quite indicative that at the beginning Theo tries to escape/defend himself against Tara while the last times he tells her "you don't have to stop" which he also repeats to Malia while she's beating him (it's an insane parallel with the other scene where Malia hits him and he laughs, I don't remember the episode). In general, this episode is about Theo giving up: with Tara, with Malia and after, when Liam says he wants to send him back. The choice of the title is not so immediate in my opinion but it is like a conceptual game, Theo before hell was heartless in the sense of cruel while in this episode he is literally heartless, as if he left his heart (and soul) in hell with Tara.

Raw Talent instead is more about desperation. Theo has nothing left and before this did not weigh on him because he had a goal for which he was willing to sacrifice everything while now he seems desperately looking for contact (why else didn't he just leave Beacon Hills?). Another thing is the scene with the spider. On one hand Theo sees himself in the spider, it is an ugly creature that tends to scare but in reality is alone and misunderstood. On the other hand thinking about it it seems like another mockery: that spider was looking for the other half of the anukite and this time too it is not Theo. Theo is not the bad guy, he is not the hero, he is not a friend but not even an enemy, he is not the totally failed experiment but not even the totally successful one, Theo is always only halfway and the fact that he is forced to kill the only creature he has had contact with in days seems to say that no matter how hard he tries, there is no other "of his kind".

Regarding the capture, the first interesting thing is that every time something concerns the "punishment/torture" of Theo he is tied up/locked up. ALWAYS. It is never about injuries (like Liam and the well) or some kind of manipulation or emotional suffering (like void Stiles, Scott-berserker ecc...) . It is only him who cannot escape or defend himself (and at this point is quiete obvious that he's claustrophobic) The other thing is when he says he is not a pack animal and despite this he stays with Jang and Tirney (I mean he is a serial killer, couldn't he have just taken the car key and left them there?) NO. He stayed with them and WANTS to take them to Scott because Theo has somehow understood that everything is forgivable except what he did).

About the last point I had already written an analysis about it so I leave the post here :)

[mac-ann-cheese]

Who has a choice like Smarty does?

(tumblr sucks for restrictions with image sizings. the quality is fucked up)

July, 2024

Another addition to my portraits of Alfred.

Um... I don't really know. This time for real. Something hit me on the head, and I got the idea to create whatever this pink abomination is.

I have a habit of making things that make my eyes sore, though.

Confession: I love Alfred's Cold War era uniform (well, it's actually a variation of the WWII uniform). I depicted him wearing an Airborne one 'cause of the eagle patch on official artwork—the trademark of division. I've seen the other creators playing a guessing game with uniforms, so there really isn't a "canon" tradition to follow.

And also it's cunty-- I mean, the Ike jacket, the boots, the silly cap. Giving fierce.

I'm sorry... (⁠•⁠ ⁠▽⁠ ⁠•⁠;⁠)

Personally, I always try to make clothing historically accurate. Then I should explain a few details. The long shoulder thingies—fourrag��res, left one—Belgian (it correlates with the red ropes that most artists drew on Alfred's uniform. It's the closest I could find that would be time-appropriate, and I saw that it could also have arm loops. More strings. So, a tricky fact: it should be worn on the left, but I read that it could be worn and was usually worn by soldiers on the right if there is a French Croix de Guerre 39/45 on the left, which is... the same-looking fourragère as Belgian. No braided strings staking!), the right one—Dutch lanyard (it's orange, close call to red! But, one big but, don't take my words seriously, 'cause I read too many different opinions on some 2007 forum discussion that I became confused with placement. I don't really know what is actually right, please don't come for me, I tried my best and it's only a drawing) and the French one, I've mentioned earlier.

Other accessories: on the left pocket—the presidential unit citation award; on the right, above the ribbon bar set (um, I won't specify what ribbons I could've depicted, as this post will become twice as long)—jump wings; and also the M1916 holster (colt is included!) on the leg. Did you know that little strap was used to secure the holster on the thigh? I didn't before diving into the hunt for references. The strap also could be tied in some peculiar knots, but Alfred is a messy bitch/j, and it means messy wrapping on the muzzle.

The autism in me powers the fuel of a research engine for a Hetalia fanart. Yikes.

One thing that I didn't want to change was the neck scarf. Sadly, there isn't one for real uniform, but I couldn't bring myself to get rid of it. It's just too iconic, even for my historical accuracy quirk. And the hat should be larger, however, I wasn't bothered about the right size. It's a mini-cap.

Okay, I need to address the elephant in the room. Yes, mouths. Different emotions (or I tried to make them different). Am I insane for this? Absolutely. They're reminding me of the first colour TV or ibm computers with Warhol's style.

The second ver is just text, which I thought suited him (tbh, Alfred would make great friends with Maxine, iykyk). I had great fun with distortion filters.

Last thing, the expression is supposed to be somewhat confused laughing like someone accused of something very controversial ("me kissing men??? oh nonono, haha... ',:D") and Alfred just laughs it off, like he usually does. At the same time, looking down on us, the viewer. Though you can freely interpret the expression however you want, it's up to you! (⁠~⁠￣▽￣⁠)⁠~

[kaukont-ramblings]

hello utdr community im back at it again with my vaguely plausible half baked deltarune theories. please note that i started this one as a joke but started drawing so many connections that i couldn’t help but flesh it out in its entirety. enjoy

i was thinking about entry number seventeen the other day, specifically the two individuals that gaster refers to after concluding his observations. the most common theory is that this is referring to sans and papyrus, though i’ve also seen people make a case for alphys and sans.

while i’m not disregarding the very likely scenario that these three were at some point in time involved with gaster/his studies, entry number 17’s file location feels very intentional. gaster is limited in terms of with who and how he can communicate, and i’m not sure that sans, papyrus or alphys fit that criteria.

however, if we think along the game’s logic, there are two characters within undertale and deltarune’s storylines that have access to/are aware of the existence of the game files- flowey and dess.

upon her disappearance, dess got stuck in the game’s code. she clearly has some connection to gaster given the similar nature of their disappearances. it would make sense that she’d inquire help from him in order to return to her original timeline.

flowey is a bit more complex. while he doesn’t have any direct ties to gaster, he’s aware of the game’s nature and demonstrates his ability to manipulate the game’s files in the neutral runs. while alphys is confirmed to be the one who initially injected him with DT, flowey’s associations with determination experiments could be approximate enough to link him to gaster’s studies.

the reason i think flowey would seek out gaster’s help is simple- upon realizing that nothing would make him feel again, he likely sought out a timeline where he didn’t die. one where he, his parents and frisk lived peacefully on the surface.

here’s the thing: flowey is his own entity, he isn’t asriel anymore. meaning that even if he were transferred to deltarune’s world, he’d still be existing as a soulless entity observing his family from a distance.

this is where the dark worlds come in.

darkners are inanimate/soulless objects that have been given life by the dark fountains. by entering the dark world, flowey would not only be able to take back his ideal form- likely something resembling asriel- and possibly regain his ability to feel emotion in the process (from what we know, darkners exist without souls yet seem to experience a standard range of emotions).

this is where my absolute insane stretch of a theory comes in: what is ralsei is flowey?

flowey- in his true, overworld form- likely wouldn’t fit the description of a traditional darkner. despite being soulless, flowey is still very much alive. i’m going to go out on a limb here and guess that one of the criteria for one to be considered a lightner is having a soul, meaning that flowey falls somewhere in between the two.

if flowey is ralsei, this would explain not only his ability to hop between dark worlds, but why he’s mysteriously compatible regardless of a dark world’s source. he’s an anomaly, not quite light or dark- rather, something in between.

[shsl-hubris-guy]

31 days of dangan- day 7 & 8: fav deuterag & protag

Considering how interconnected these two are, and how horrible work has made my sleep schedule in these days and made it difficult to type these out(don't work at the on-campus coffee shop during finals season. Don't do it), I elected to lump these two into a single post.

Fav deuterag- Genocider Syo

Genocider Syo is, by a long while, my absolute favorite deuteragonist. Even when it comes to deuteragonists I may like more as characters, when looking at them as a deuteragonist, they fall completely flat in comparison to the SHSL Murderer by a wide fucking margin, to the point I'm honestly surprised I talk about her as little as I do, now that I think about it.

First of all, having the serial killer be a playable character, literally physically indestructible, and slaughter Monokumas with multiple special attacks? Objectively correct choice; Genocider was by far the best survivor you could possibly pull for a fighting game, and only barely tied with Peko, Sakura, and Mukuro on an overall for dr1 & 2, because not only is she an insanely capable murderer, she's a passionate murderer, and as such, makes for a much more enjoyable 3rd-person experience in combat than I think any of the others could be in a secondary role.

She also experiences fantastic character growth in her own right over the course of the game while remaining one of the most consistent and enjoyable characters. Her relationship with 'dekomaru' is genuinely heartwarming, with their heart-to-heart in chapter 4 being considered one of the most impactful moments of the series if that one funishment-time post is anything to go by, and really demonstrates all the strongest parts of her character beautifully. I adore seeing her get to have the rush of passion from her talent in combat, seeing her get attached to Komaru, and her being the one to accept Komaru's help and look back at her? Immaculate. 10/10. They should've kissed in the epilogue.

I think what really makes her stand out as a deuteragonist, though, is the fact that she fills exactly the right amount of space in the game, remaining a constant and becoming a reliable fallback for the player in a way that just isn't possible in the other games because they're all first-person. Kyoko, Chiaki, and Kaito are all good characters, but because they don't have their own mechanics and are separate characters in a large cast, you end up with them either disappearing and blending into the rest of the cast too much or being harped on and pointed out even when it's not necessary to remind you, the player, how important they are. It makes an overall balance, but can be frustrating in the moment. But with Syo, there is no such problem, because she's right there with you at any time, with the moments in which she does take unswappable control from Komaru being brief and impactful enough to feel like a joy to see and not a copout. Switching to her to break into the bus in chapter 3 is genuinely one of my favorite parts in that game, and not just because it signals the end of that godforsaken "motivation minigame". She's reliable and fun, and the deuteragonist also being playable is a really good and strong choice that they didn't have to make.

Overall, she's just a really great and fun character that was perfectly cast in her role. I really really like her, and she's awesome, and it's hard to put into words besides just "omg murder girl is doing murder!!! Love when murder girl murders"

Fav protag- Komaru Naegi

Good Lord, WHY DOES NO ONE TALK ABOUT KOMARU??? I mean, I know she was in a "side game" but she's leagues better than the other protagonists imo, having the best character arc, strongest emotional core, and best drama and interactions with the other cast members. It feels the most like she's a person in the cast with her own dynamics and struggles and not just 'the reliable one everyone looks to'. I love Komaru Naegi so, so fucking much.

Komaru is the 3rd protagonist in the series, and it's incredibly apparent how the writers learned from creating Makoto and Hajime, as the strongest parts of both characters were pretty clearly put into a blender together to make Komaru and her story and evolve the world and lore. Like Makoto, Komaru is a more simplistic character who feels relatively normal but has distinctive oddness that she's unaware of. Unlike Makoto, that simplemindedness goes into the territory of full-on airheadedness, but has a much stronger emotional intelligence and intuition as a result. Where Makoto became hope embodied to save his people, Komaru recognizes nuance and chooses to save everyone, to understand everyone. Like Hajime, Komaru has no talent, and greatly admires those around her who are 'chosen', even having that insistence that she's not like everyone else and just wants to leave that Hajime insisted on halfwa through his final trial. Unlike Hajime, Komaru has a deep passion- just not one she's 'shsl' at. She loves manga, and wants to make her own manga, and her normalcy being a literal weakness instead of a metaphorical one gives her the opportunity to actually build her skill instead of being coerced into erasing herself for one, distinctly showing what Hajime could've had if he'd had support the way Komaru had Toko and Syo.

Komaru's character arc is also the best because it's non-linear, with her struggling to understand how much more capable she's becoming and struggling to understand her connections with Syo and Toko. The more gradual progression from fighting to survive, to fighting to save, is much more visible with her than it is with the other protagonists, as she has to learn to fight for herself first, whereas every other protagonist hits the ground prioritizing the people around them- Sayaka, Nagito, Kaede. And this becomes all the more elevated when Komaru actually receives the choice to leave of her own free will. A choice no other protagonist is given, and her rejecting it and choosing to stay for Syo, so that she doesn't have to go back on her vow to no longer kill, because caring for herself means caring for her loved ones, too.

Komaru also holds a ton of symbolism as a cycle-breaker when it comes to the Hope's Peak era. Like Junko and Monaca, Komaru is a younger sister put through torment and pushed by the game she's in to turn into a new symbol- a Hope like her brother, a Despair Sister. But she rejects this ending, because she valued the people around her without condition, doing what Monaca and Junko didn't and chooses to save both. She isn't Hope or Despair. She's both, distinctly both. It's also why she's matched up with Toko and Syo, who were designed to convey how the world is full of nuance and reverse imagery, and it makes for a fantastic match-up that Komaru ends up as the character to not only accept Toko and Syo as separate, but loves and protects both of them.

I also just adore the way Komaru isn't given princess treatment by the cast. Whenever a character argued with the other protagonists, it meant they were pissy and mean and the majority of the cast Did Not Like them. It was always very clear that the protagonist's social problems weren't going to affect their standing within the group overall, and had themselves established as the hero to everyone else by the end of their first trials. Komaru, on the other hand, has to fight and struggle for people to listen to her, experiencing a ton of pushback from the adult resistance and constantly being toyed with by the Monokuma Kids. She was the hero character for the player, but whereas the other protagonists spent time between the chapter finales getting gifts out of a slot machine and braiding your favorite character's hair, Komaru is fighting for her fucking life and pissing herself at every save point. Haiji doesn't like her, and hates Toko. She has to save them from an invasion twice before they'll so much as give her the time of day. And the Kids spend most of the game actively trying to murder her! Komaru is in constant conflict, and yet, she has the most compassion in the end, as a survivor of actual genocide.

[frenchkanna1808]

What do you think about her

A LOT OF STUFF ACTUALLY

i'm pretty sure this question was like a simple do i like her or not but i'm gonna do a french gremlim and analyse and theorise a lot more than needed.

(also at first i didn't recognize you lol)

So i have five thousand questions about her and they make me go insane but to make this rant seems normal i will organise my thought's in multiple parts

Who the fuck are you cake lady and what is your role ?

So let's first say what we are sure to know about her, she is a floor master since she is wearing a food themed outfit, she is inspired by strawberry shortcake, and, that's it. I mean we do know that she is just saying how is everyone doing but that is not a lot honestly to base on.

There comes the first question, what is your role, every floor master in the death game which were themed had a specific role assigned by a emotion.

Rio is anger, Safalin is sadness, Miley is joy and Gashu is neutrality. So what is cake girl ? Pink is often referenced to the color of love but also nurture, kindness,innocence, and sweetness. It could also be bliss. But i'm pretty sure she will be something like love but more of a twisted kind. Midori and meister are out of the equation since they aren't themed after anything.

Second question

2)Why do you exist berry ?(i'm gonna call her that).

Like meister is the main floormaster of the floor so why do you exist, well my first speculation is this one, this is a safalin rio and gashu situation.

Gashu is the main floor master but safalin and rio are more so coflor masters that are beneath him in power, that's the same with berry. here my very proffesional shematisation

I do actually have a second one, but i believe less in that one, maybe she was sent there to replace the fact that midori died like an idiot. I'mnot sure the murder game should have ended whith midori dying, it should have either been keiji or gin, someone close to sara. But no midshit died so maybe they sent anew floormaster to replace him.

It's also possible that just like maple she is tied to a place since we can see that she is in room that looks like her.

3) Theory time

So first off, why are you sara core berry, you have similar bangs, body type, face and a ponytail as sara. That's kinda suspicious Berry. It's possible that she is a doll of sara in a costume. Her pupils are way too unatural to be human. Either she is a doll or she wear contacts like miley. Again this might be a coincidence considering that nankidai did the same thing whith teki, giving them similar features.

Though i did remark something, either she has no collar or i'm blind. there a slim possibility that she has none since it's covered by her bows.

So in conclusion i like her she looks insane i hope she is, also she is just botsun two, maybe is girlfriend/j

[swagrum76]

Just gonna put all the facts about my mc character/oc here

Instead of blood or anything, he has something called "glitchiness", which is essentially his life force. Also, it enables him to corrupt worlds and glitch things around. It is a solid magenta color, particularly hex #FF10FF.

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If he dies, his colors fade and a frown appears on his face. This is because the glitchiness fades away from him if he dies. His glitchiness can also leak out of him when he dies..

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His name is, quite literally, my Minecraft username. It is literally SwagRum76_

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Also, I don't consider him as my persona, as I don't like the word persona for some reason. But he does literally everything I do in Minecraft on a daily basis, causing chaos everywhere he goes. So technically he is my persona, but isn't my persona at the same time, which is quite paradoxical.

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He's a sentient missing texture/glitch.

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He uses anything he can find to build/destroy. Anything. Even air or bedrock.

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He won't hesitate to take revenge if you bother/disturb him, and he feels no emotional attachment to any Minecraft mobs and will kill them on sight.

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An AU of him exists called Sin!Swag, which is literally the embodiment of all my darker thoughts and/or urges. It's based off of those Undertale AUs where Sans goes mad and kills everyone.

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He can also be smoked, but it results in you getting a high where there's a high likelihood of you never coming out of said high. Said high often includes very vivid hallucinations that feel like you're actually there, and even a smoking a small amount of him can trigger these effects. You can move around and whatnot within these hallucinations, but IRL, you'll be locked in a coma-like state pretty much forever.

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Also, I often make versions of him/this mc skin to suit my mood and to have a little variation on everything. For example, I have made a version of him with a sad expression. I also sometimes make versions of him based off of Undertale AUs, such as one based off of Insanity Sans.

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He usually attacks with a sharpness 2,147,483,647 netherite sword/axe. This weapon also has every other enchantment in the game, all at level 2,147,483,647. (He also prefers commands too, particularly /execute and /kill)

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If I, as in the creator of him and his little world, happen to somehow die, he dies too. He's metaphorically tied to me in that way.

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He tries to be nice sometimes, as he realizes that you can't always cause chaos everywhere in Minecraft. He acts nice mostly towards his friends or allies.

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He's definitely a villain with a chaotic evil personality type, but due to his variants, that can change at any time. But he mostly does what he does because he is constantly bored and wonders how much chaos he can cause out of boredom.

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The mc skin for him is actually a missing texture skin I made for another youtuber named NoodlesTheAsian, but he told me he quit Minecraft at the time, so I started using it as my main mc skin.

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He is very, very hard to kill/destroy, as he is a glitch, and glitches practically never die. Glitches can only be patched, and they have a chance of coming back.

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He only causes chaos and destroys/steals things when he knows he is alone and isn't being watched by anyone else. Other versions of him aren't restricted by this at all.

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You can use the "ask" section on my profile that reads "[ERROR 404]" to ask him/my oc questions, and I will try my hardest to respond in-character. Feel free to do it right now.

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If he can't find a physical form or is defeated somehow, he can corrupt the players around him with his glitchiness and partially take control of them. And by partially, I mean he will take full control of you and your body, but you are forced to watch as he does his usual stuff and demolishes everything. Also, he can attempt to revive his fallen allies using his glitchiness, but it often backfires and turns them into zombies.

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Any entities or players he possesses will end up having a missing texture pattern on some parts of their body, and that's how you can tell if someone is possessed by him. And once someone is possessed by him, you cannot reverse the possession. He can only possess another entity/player if he is defeated while he is possessing a player/entity, thus limiting him to only 1 possession at a time. {the people who he possesses could potentially try to fight the corruption if they had enough determination}

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He has access to creative mode and access to commands/nbt editing. When he decides to use these really powerful features/tools, he cannot be hurt, and he causes chaos even if people are watching him. This is basically a say-goodbye-to-your-world feature/tool he can use and abuse to his will. He uses these most of the time.

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Only ONE weapon is capable of defeating him, and that weapon is a sword completely made out of bedrock and enchanted with sharpness 2147483647. There's only one of these items in the entire Minecraft world, and if you really want to defeat him, you'll have to obtain bedrock as an item somehow..

Maybe a pickaxe made from netherite blocks and blaze rods will do..

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He mostly lives in a world that is on a repeating seed, but he does sometimes visit other worlds/servers too.

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There's an alter version of him called InvertSwag, and it basically does the absolute opposite of everything he does. Instead of destroying, InvertSwag creates. This version is also known as Negative SwagRum or _67muRgawS. I prefer to call him Negative SwagRum, as it fits well. (also Negative SwagRum's goals and ambitions are the complete opposite aswell.)

Also, he rarely appears if SwagRum glitches out severely enough. He is also more unstable than the normal variation, and always has to keep the regular variant of swagrum at bay.

Negative SwagRum skin URL -

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A new variant called Hollow!Swag was made by me for Halloween. Neither me or anyone else know much about this variant, but we can interpret this as a version of him that viewed everything and everyone as "Hollow". As a result, he decided to forcefully try to show everyone the hollowness he viewed within everyone and everything.

Here's the skin for that variant -

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Also, one final thing, he has a character ai;

{i highly dislike Ai but I will keep the link here regardless.}

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Here are some more images of him btw

OC GUIDELINES

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Under NO circumstances should you ship my OC to anyone or anything. Unless you're shipping him with a toaster, as I find it funny. Also, you are NOT allowed to make NSFW content/porn of him, unless it's gore.

I have thought about letting people make gore of him for a while, and I've finally decided that since it would be nothing but magenta, it would be okay.

I have no idea what the fuck kinning is, but please don't do that with my OC either.

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That's about it.

[blueskittlesart]

i think you should be allowed to complain about whatever you want forever (and as someone who has been absolutely dying a thousand deaths over the currently planned live action how to train your dragon movie i completely understand this flavor of anguish)

sure sometimes positivity can be good, but sometimes u gotta start eating the walls and yelling to the sky about your misery (it’s cathartic <3). i am so very sorry you are joining the “bad live action movie made purely for money that has no shot of capturing what i love about this media” club, and i hope that at some point in the future it will be able to hurt at least a little less

it's like. idk. like i know that im at best a niche internet microcelebrity but it does kind of feel like im at the point where im being held to a weirdly high standard for. posts on a dying blogging website. like as far as i'm concerned i've never marketed this as an overtly positive space. i complain constantly. i've built this blog around media analysis and critical reads of the things i enjoy, whether those reads are positive or negative. but it's gotten to the point where any time i post an even minimally divisive opinion i get someone who is angry that i even dared to have an opinion at all. i've been very open on this blog about what these games mean to me and how much of my life is tied up in them. I became an artist in part because of my love for them. they have driven the success of my career over the past 5 years. I don't think it's unreasonable for me to be disappointed when something like this happens even if it's "just a game" or "just a movie" especially when my entire brand of content is posting about the game in question. i feel sort of insane. like, you all understand that i'm a person, right? that when i post things they come from my real human brain with real human thoughts and emotions? That i'm not curating my thoughts and opinions for you to consume? I'm just posting. i have a big audience but i am still just posting. and no one understands more than me how insane it is that i'm saying all this in response to posts on my legend of zelda fan blog. but like. i need you all to understand that you can't just tell people to not feel something that they are feeling and expect them to react positively to that, no matter what the context is.

anyways none of this is directed at you the asker im just using you as a vessel lmao but thank you for your support. i am nothing if not a hater and i will continue to be a hater until the end of time god bless 🙏🙏🙏

[charrfie]

What are your thoughts on (mix and match) -The Weird Route Chapter Four cutscene with Kris and Noelle? I’ve been going insane thinking about it

-The Prophecy???

-Anything gameplay-wise (favorite bosses or enemies, anything getting harder or easier, etc.)

EXCELLENT QUESTIONS TO ASK BUT EXTREMELY TOUGH QUESTIONS TO ANSWER. I still have not been able to coherently articulate my thoughts on the weird route in chapter 4 despite my multitude of attempts over the past week. But oh, I wish I could. I can assure you that you are not the only one that feels crazy about it!!!!!! Chapter 2's weird route was daunting in its own right, but the scene in noelle's room?????? I am being entirely honest when I say that I have never felt more dread in a toby fox game than I did when I experienced that for the first time in chapter 4. My stomach felt like it was tied in a knot the entire time. How utterly chilling. The color change, the player speaking directly to noelle, the fact that kris was practically killing themself trying to drag berdly to the hospital and apologizing to/comforting noelle in the middle of the night behind the player's back....... I mean I am simply just listing things here and less analyzing them but it's SO difficult for me to muster up anything other than frantic gesturing at the screen when these things are discussed. I hope to make some art of the scene eventually that might convey my feelings in a better way. Aborting the weird route by not returning the soul to kris when noelle's eyes are closed is ALSO equally as compelling to me because- despite kris typically moving so slowly and weakly when not in contact with their soul- they're able to grab noelle and fucking BOOK it out of that room to protect her. With the most emotion we've seen on their face in the game might I add!!!!! There's a lot to touch on here. Terrified of but also can't wait for more

As for the prophecy...... I've said before that I am not one to be terribly big on theorizing, ESPECIALLY when I am theorizing on something I could not possibly have all the necessary information to, but I do have thoughts regardless on this (they're just a bit vague). I believe that like the glass projections which told the story of the prophecy, there are also backups for the heroes themselves! Ralsei and susie (unsure about kris atm) may not be the first heroes intended to fulfill this prophecy.. and perhaps ralsei isn't even one of the intended backups at all, hence the suspicion. As I said in a previous ask, I don't believe ralsei is necessarily AWARE of the prophecy's scope... perhaps he believes it to be his duty to fill a role, or have influence on the events which play out in some way, or is completely unaware that he's not the first to fill this role at all. There are a lot of "what ifs" to this, which is why I don't delve too far into it (who knows, maybe toby could reveal something completely different than what I'm thinking!). But it's SOMETHING as I try to fit the puzzle pieces together. As I try to make sense of what we have so far!

My favorite thing gameplay-wise.. hm.... I mean all of chapter 3 is a blast. Tenna's final boss fight felt like warioware and I cannot emphasize just how much I adored that. Cannot say that the light puzzles and climbing segments in chapter 4 were my favorite but the story more than made up for it. I CAN EASILY TELL YOU MY FAVORITE ENEMIES THOUGH. ELNINA AND LANINO. EASY. MIZZLE/MISS MIZZLE. EASY. CUPTAINS!!!!!!!!!!! FUUUUUUUUUCCCCKKKKKKKK YES CUPTAINS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THEY WERE MADE FOR ME. ONE OF THE MOST PERFECT DESIGNS TO EVER GRACE THE GAME. Does gerson count. I suppose he does but it doesn't feel right to call him an enemy bc he's my friend. I love you grandpa forever n ever

[carleyplays]

They sat together at the dinner table, a palpable tension hanging in the air as Rhodes retreated into the back of his mind, grappling with the whirlwind of thoughts and emotions swirling around him. He tried to focus on the dim light casting shadows across the room but found it difficult to shake the nagging feeling gnawing at him.

Finally, he took a deep breath and asked the question that had been haunting him, “Are you with other people?”

Emerson’s eyes sparkled mischievously as she turned the question around on him, “What about you? Are you seeing anyone else?”

Rhodes hesitated for a moment, the weight of his feelings for Autumn pressing heavily on his conscience. “Well, there’s Autumn. We’ve been... casual, but we’ve shared some intimate moments. I mean, we’re not exclusive or anything, but I like her.” He paused, letting that sink in. “But I couldn’t be in a marriage that’s open, no matter if it’s for views or not. I just can’t wrap my head around it.”

Emerson leaned back, crossing her arms, her expression shifting slightly. “Why not? It’s not like we’re tied down.”

“Yeah, but could you imagine if either of us were spotted with someone else?” Rhodes countered, shaking his head. “The headlines alone would be insane. It would destroy everything we’ve built, and for what? A few extra followers?” Rhodes rubbed his temples, feeling overwhelmed. “Sure, our ratings would boost, but at what cost? It’s not just a game for me. This is my life, my relationships. I don’t want to commodify something as serious as marriage just to chase clout.”

Emerson’s expression softened for a moment, but she quickly regained her playful demeanor. “I get it, but think about the possibilities! We could be the hottest couple on the internet.”

“Or the biggest joke,” Rhodes said, his voice low. He felt the gravity of his words, understanding that deep down, this wasn’t what he wanted. “I don’t think I want to be part of some scheme that cheapens what love should be.”

[telekinetic-electronica]

let’s talk about neo metal sonic.

Metal Sonic has definitely been a fan favorite over the years. He’s one of Sonic’s first rivals, next to Knuckles. He has been in many games. And Heroes, was to be honest, his big role overall in terms of story. I want to look at what his Neo form means, canonically and how people taken his Neo form within the fandom.

First, let’s start off with something, I’m gonna call Metal Neo from here on out. Neo, at his core, is honestly an insanely tragic character. He struggles with an identity crisis, the moment he has free will. He wants to be his own person so bad, but he’s still VERY much tied to Sonic. The purpose he’s meant to destroy and overcome.

And I also wanna say, a lot of Neo’s issues come from Eggman. I also wanna say, Eggman is nothing like his portrayal, fanon wise. This man is very selfish. He berates his creations, threatens to hurt them, and sees them as something he can use. Neo isn’t exempt from this. And before any brings up Sage,

I do like Eggman having a human moment with Sage, but just because an abusive parent is nice to one kid, it doesn’t mean he didn’t abuse his other kids. I don’t know where this whole “doting father” thing came from, but it’s fanon and something heavily Ian Flynn leans into, and it isn’t canon. (Like he literally blew that conch thing and just like. Messed up with the Zeti’s heads because they “disappointed him, and listed off things he’s “done for them”, Ik he’s a villian, point still stands.) 

And because of this, it drives Neo, but at the cost... of a lot. It’s often hinted at that Neo actually really doesn’t fucking like Eggman and hates of the shit he says to him. Him failing to finally end Sonic. Him always being left to the side lines to just... die.

Sonic just leaving him, after the day ends. Or Eggman just leaving him there. Until he’s ready for the next mission, and whenever Eggman feels like it. Neo has no support system, and he’s just driven by this overall need to prove himself. To prove he’s not some unlovable failure to Sonic and to his creator.

“I WAS CREATED FOR THE SOLE PURPOSE OF DESTROYING YOU. BUT I COULD NEVER SEEM TO DEFEAT YOU. THAT IS WHY I TRANSFORMED MY OWN BODY WITH MY OWN HANDS. BUT THAT WAS THE PAST. NOW YOU’RE NOTHING BUT A SPEC OF DUST TO ME.” “SEE ME AS I AM, NO LONGER AFRAID OF ANYTHING.” Like, it’s quite clear that Neo DOES have feelings. If he weren’t alive, in some way, he wouldn’t be able to use chaos control during his fight with Sonic and co. And I think we all know what he’s afraid of. Afraid of, what they implying and saying about him is right. The only REAL person to try and reach out to Neo is, Shadow. And guess who was also used as a living weapon? 

(I know Sonic has done so as well, but let’s be honest, those moments are kind of rare?)

They both were. Neo, really doesn’t have, anyone. He was viewed as a heartless, monster, who is obedient to Eggman, no matter what. He had nobody, and let’s be honest, Neo definitely ran away from Eggman to develop his Neo form and Metal Overlord. He was alone and gone, for God knows how long, and I’m gonna be honest, I think this form was him having a mental break down.

This stage is literally called “Metal Madness.” And God, let’s talk about his Neo form, for a bit.

Neo broke away from Eggman’s control and is FINALLY taking action for his own life. Sure, evil purposes, but still to him, he’s freed from Eggman shackles, and can you really blame Neo for doing so? He was basically raised to be nothing but to do evil shit, and with no warm or kindness extended to him. Or it was really fucking rare. He had nothing but just bitter and anger to drive him, revenge to drive him forward, and it tore him apart. No emotional system, he was just left. Alone.

Neo is taking control of his own life and forming his own destiny. Neo means new. New Metal Sonic. Neo Metal Sonic. Which is why I think a lot of fellow trans people, (I’m a trans male myself), have been flocking to Neo’s, well, Neo form. Because he’s no longer conforming to whatever Eggman wants him to be. He created his Neo form on his own, it’s HIS identity, and Eggman can’t take that away from him. He’s Neo and he’s here to stay. Now, God, getting to this part, it’s always just... so sad to me, from Neo’s POV.

Sonic and co. finally defeat Neo, and we here him cry out. Now, they’re all happy and cheery, while Sonic taunts of him a rematch. He had put his all into these new forms of himself, he was so certain for ONCE, he was gonna win. He was gonna be able to prove he’s not some fake Sonic or a mistake. And when he did his best, he failed. Miserably so. “AUUGH! NO! WHY?! I HAD IT ALL!” when he says this line, you can just hear how... miserable he sounds. Because to him, he was finally doing something RIGHT for once.

“IT’S NO USE... BUT WHY CAN’T I DEFEAT YOU?”

I think, after everything I said, speaks for itself. And has he says this, he reverts into his base form and turns off. Omega holds him in his arms and Shadow looks somberly at him. The two people who were used as nothing but seen as living machines, also holding a fellow seen as nothing but a living machine.

It’s a very somber feeling, looking back on it all. The big question for Neo is: will he be free or just... stuck in a cyclical cycle of being defeated and just loosing?

I think his theme song: What I’m Made Of also just highlights his character perfectly, too.