#I made EMBARRASSING SOUNDS
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OHMYGODOHMYGODOHMYGODOHMYGOD
THEY ARE D E L I V E R I N G ON THE ROMANTIC ANTAGONIST OHHHHHHHH MYGOD
#scottie speaks#agatha all along#I am SHRIEKING#I made EMBARRASSING SOUNDS#HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO GO TO SLEEP NOW#THERE ARE FINGERNAIL MARKS ON MY FACE#FROM WHERE MY HAND WAS CLAMPED OVER MY MOUTH#LITERALLY CLINGING TO MY SANITY#thank GOD I didn’t watch this episode with my father#because I was NOT fully prepared for how completely they were going to deliver 😭
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i think the reason i love eighth doctor stuff so much is that because doctor who didn’t really exist for a lot of it basically every installment is radically different in vibe tone story philosophy interpretation of the show etc etc. every single writer seemed to disagree on what the point of c’rizz was or how much of a dick the doctor should be or in the edas literally what actual colour a real man’s eyes were. but absolutely all of them were united by the belief that paul mcgann was kinda hot and they should torture the doctor about it
#dw#doctor who#yeh i love sprawling universes where the philosophical assumptions of the world become clear under the tension between different#authorial interpretations#also i think its really funny that they put him through just so much shit for basically no reason#across multiple different canons#whenever they don’t know what to do in a big finish audio — idk make him cry??#and this is like. it would be one thing but its doctor who#the vibe shift is so extreme i genuinely can’t explain it to you unless you’ve listened to an audio#that’s honestly made you a bit embarrassed with all the screaming#but like. that’s doctor who. the bbc will put that on their sounds homepage#ykwim?
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This Hugh Jackman fellow is looking awfully familiar.
#I'm not all embarrassed by the sounds I made when I found this tiny print file of this magazine#I believe this was the only responsible thing to do with that tiny magazine#deadpool and wolverine#poolverine#toy photography#Hugh Jackman
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#they were insane for this
#actually. glen morgan was insane for this!!!!#but anyway feel free to ignore the quality i did this in a hurry i just wanted to look at them for a second yknow? <3#msredit#txfedit#the x files#dana scully#fox mulder#mulder x scully#tvedit#televisiongifs#xfilesedit#seriously guys the sound i made when this dialogue came through my speakers was downright embarrassing
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Nerd-to-nerd communication
Something super pointless and self-indulgent I've had on the backburner for a while. I love trying to make the pieces they gave us fit together!
Al-AN and Robin would absolutely bond over learning about each other's biology. I could talk about this forever but I'll get into all of the headcanons I have for these two in another post eventually
Below the cut is another version with some extra bits and pieces and the transcription
Transcript :
Architect Anatomy A. Architect "Brain" - Doesn't "store" information so much as allow for easy communication with the network B. Brainstem - connects the information received to the central nervous/circulatory system C. "Heart" - Circulatory system pumps the bioluminescent fluid to other organ systems and surface veins. Each node connects to a vast vasculature network D. "Kidneys" - Organs that filter the bioluminescent "blood" and other bodily fluids, absorbing and distributing collected material E. Nerve Center - Receives raw sensory data and filters it. Filtering can be unconscious or intentional
F. "Respiratory" Tract - Intakes gases or liquids and filters out material for use. Disposes of waste on exhale. Provides cooling to internal systems
The respiratory tract functions less like a set of lungs and more akin to a computer's cooling system, with the ability to absorb material from the environment to use in other parts of the body. It also would likely help the architect's body analyze the environment it is currently exposed to on a molecular level. It is also truly unidirectional, with the intake vents near the "collarbone" and the exhaust vents on both sides of the abdomen
The architect organ cache in-game felt like it was definitely not a complete model of the internal organs, so I wanted to come up with something to fill some more space. I also just really liked the idea of Al-An being capable of something similar to breathing, without having a respiratory system in the traditional sense. Feel free to use any of this in your own headcanons if you would like :)
BONUS - a gif of all the layers!
#EDIT - UPDATE IN THE REBLOGS#The skeletal structure of the architects cause me so much anguish#Ily al-an but your HIPS don't have JOINTS#This was so fun#I mention this in the keep reading but feel free to use this anatomy speculation stuff in your own work!#I want to get into more of my headcanons for how his body works but I might do that through writing. Ill link my ao3 if I do lol#subnautica below zero#subnautica#sbz#al an subnautica#al an#robin ayou#subnautica below 0#al-an#spec bio#<< technically I guess#Do you think he sounds like an overheating pc when he's embarrassed#SMALL EDIT : HELLO?? I didnt realise Aci had made a video analyzing al-an's body and AUGH I WISH I HAD SEEN IT!!#He brings up some really good points and ideas abt his physiologyyyyy
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The Seunghan (RIIZE) situation is one of the most confusing and embarrassing things to happen to KPOP fandom in recent memory. I wonder what it's like to be a member of the group and do fansigns where you tell your fans how grateful you are for their support. Like, how do you do that with a straight face and your soul intact. When you have no idea if one of them sent a funeral wreath celebrating an awful event in your groups history. But I guess it's a job like any other, where you sometimes have to leave your values and ethics at the door. Maybe they can get past this but quite frankly, it's just bad vibes at this point. SM continues to be the pits of Hell.
#riize#this sets a dangerous precedence#i feel bad for them as a group#kpop idol-ing continues to sound so utterly miserable#every day there's another example of: nothing is more important than image and money and saving face#that's kpop in a nutshell#unless he committed a crime#they are putting money and image above humanity and supposed/perceived human error. They truly dgaf about him.#and then SK wonders why their youths are so sick#i'm kind of glad he is gone and can just carry on with his life#he'll probably be better off for it#i just saw the funeral wreaths and i'm embarrassed for the people who paid for them and for the florists who made them#it's so damm dystopian
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How can you want an eternity of loneliness?
#my art#sephiroth ff7#sephiroth ffvii#sephiroth fanart#blood cw#<- kinda#stabbing cw#<- metaphorical#artistic nudity cw#omg all these CWs are making me rethink posting this LMAOOO#eyeburn cw#<-?#this was inspired by my sister saying sephiroth looks like he “straight up bled silver” and that sounded cool#but then the silver looked bad so i made it mako#HELP ME WHY AM I EMBARRASSED 2 POST THIS... IM STALLING LIKE CRZ RN#okay im pressing post and then hiding goodbye
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Need more zeff/garp. Where is it?🧐
Is everybody decided how ship is called already? Maybe the number of posts will increase after that. Its like a regular ship rule, it needs to have a fitting name
Mentally kissing the hands of everyone who drew them, like i am toady receptionist at the meeting of nobles
#one piece#opla#monkey d garp#garp#red leg zeff#zeff#garp/zeff#garpzeff#???#gerff#zarp#all of it sounds like a goofy noises of embarrassment#if someone already made a poll and it's still going#i wanna participate#have some sketches and don't know what tags should posts have
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i was scrolling through my old tumblr posts and. gosh i am embarrassed wtf why was i defending octavian and then hating luke in the same breath um
#by defending octavian i mean#FULL ON APOLOGIST#THAT WAS SO EMBARRASSING#I HATE THAT PHASE#anyways i dont like octavian for the fact he's a total asshole#but he definitely couldve used some character development#and some more character development#also kind of crazy how im still getting hate for something made more than several months ago#MY GUY I FORGOT I MADE THAT POST!!!#MY GUY OPINIONS CHANGE!!!#octavian pjo#octavian hoo#pjo octavian#camp jupiter#pjo hoo#heroes of olympus#luke castellan#percy jackon and the olympians#percy jackson series#rick riordan#sally jackson#percy jackson#anti octavian#i like octavian for the fact it's easy to view him as misguided and also an awful person#i dont know maybe that sounds weird#im half asleep as i make this sorry#octopus had lots of potential#i just think it's a shame he wasn't developed
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PSA:
Always WASH YOUR HANDS after handling essential oils.
Signed, someone who forgot that step before entering the bathroom and is now washing a lot more than their hands. :/
#psa#essential oils#wash your hands#moss's musings#for those concerned YES it was peppermint oil thank you SO MUCH for asking#(and eucalyptus)#(which probably also isn't good for one's nethers but I didn't have the chance to notice anything)#for the morbidly curious I shall describe the sensation#imagine if they made mouthwash for your crotch.#you cannot imagine how large my eyes got as my undercarriage began to experience a sensation that is only comparable to the sound of the#Polar Express cracking through the ice#(which is 100% the sound that ice makes when it cracks#but that's a different story)#anyway imagine getting head from Jack Frost#that's it that's the sensation#I'm aware I'm putting an embarrassing personal experience on the internet so I'm sorry for inflicting this one you#I also hope someone finds this funny#and remembers to wash their hands!
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Oh yeah! Since I have no clue if/when I'm ever finishing these and I've had them laying around for forever by now- here's the adult IT metaverse outfits I've made! They're all based on their ultimate personas and the concept of heros! Since these were made for an aged up p4 cast, these aren't quite what I'd put their during p4 time selves in- some changing more then others- but if you wanna follow me into design details, that'll all be under the cut!
First off to get em out of the way- Teddie is very largely the same as his p4 time metaverse outfit I made for him back here . The design is still meant to be inspired by magical girls, but the biggest change is that while the old one was meant to look like a magical girl protagonists outfit, this one I tried to lean a bit more into the older/more experienced cast member of the magical girl group type design. Overall a pretty minor change (and I will admit, largely because I'm still incredibly happy with that old design) but it felt fitting!
Chie and Yukiko were, as always when I work on them, designed to match. Their masks specifically mirror eachother with the opposites sides sticking out, and they both have a golden dragon pattern on their clothes as a reference to the twin dragons move! Chie was... honestly one where I had to sacrifice my goals a bit. Like mentioned before, these were meant specifically for an aged up cast. And while p4 era Chie I would absolutely imagine in a kung fu Chung-Li type outfit, we know what a more mature version of her action hero dreams look like; the police! And I.... really did not want to put her in a cop outfit, Ill be real. Instead I just tried focusing on making the outfit look more mature. Also tried to combine a practical and strong look with a more feminine aesthetic, since she struggles pretty badly with her femininity in p4 and I like to think she'd grow more comfortable with her own brand of it over time!
Yukiko is perhaps one of the most drastic one for changes compared to her younger self- if you asked me to design a p4 era outfit for her, it would look nothing like this, hah. Anyways, she's definitely inspired by onna-musha! Compared to Tomoe who was a full on commander of an army going out there, for Yukiko the idea was more the women taking up arms to protect their home when the battle comes their way. Fully having embraced the role she has as the next owner of the Amagi Inn and the responsibility and want to protect it, it's meant to be somewhat of an outing of that!
Fun fact: She has two color schemes! Because uhh I did not know what to go for at all. Her ultimate persona is like a single solid color and I kind of panicked and just ended up winging the colorscheme. One is more red since, y'know, thats her color! The other is more white gold to match her actual persona better. Included at the end of this post for the curious
Rise was based on a greek goddess- though not any particular one, moreso how they're commonly depicteed in art and old statues. Pretty, holy, someone you'd go to for advice and help (someone just out of reach from the general public) It just felt like a good combination of something she'd like to be seen as and percieved as as well. She gets two outfits- for scan and fight mode! Kouzeon has no canon fight mode, thats just for Himiko, but man it exists in my heart. The transistion between the two is literally just her throwing off the long overskirt, hah.
How does her mask work? Excellent question. The p5 idea of having it there when vibing but gone when the persona is out feels a little awkward when her persona's whole thing is putting a visor over her face. Quite frankly I have no idea. Sorry folks. Have all concept sketches for the outfits I've done as compensation with a bonus Noot in there that I never continued on and finished.
#persona 4#persona 4 golden#p4g#rise kujikawa#chie satonaka#yukiko amagi#teddie hanamura#naoto cameos in the concept sketches but dont percieve them too hard#they were in the very early stages of being made before i got distracted by new projects#i feel like i explained the concepts kind of badly above here i have a really hard time putting into words what i think about#when i make outfits designs#sorry if it sounds awkward or slapped together. i promise each of these took an embarrassing amount of time to think out#also on a note not disclosed in the text above here. teds adult outfit is also meant to be a combination of the girl and boy seperate#outfits he has for p4 era. this is headcanon galore land however so dont worry about it. shh. it is a treat for me
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Now that my body has recovered from this weekend, I just need to vent about my experience..
I went to see Dan and Phil at the TIT show in Oakland on Friday and it didn't go as expected 😮💨
The show itself was fucking amazing of course!! Just the surrounding situation really boned me.
(For reference I use an electric wheelchair)
Doors open at 4pm for the m&g
I'm running late because:
-the motel requires a cash deposit. we have to walk to an ATM
-the motel wouldn't let us check in with the info on file and it took fucking forever to get checked in
(to a room I had to pay extra for to make sure I got on the ground floor and it wasn't even wheelchair accessible... 😒 there's a 2" lip to even get into the room. They didn't tell me this when I called on the phone asking about wheelchair accessibility)
-we couldn't find the entrance to the train station that had an elevator
-Once we found it and got through the maze of finding the accessible way to get to anything, we miss the train. (Once we're on the next one, I realize that since we were so rushed, I forgot the gift I spent all week working on for dnp and the letter I wrote them is still sitting on a side table in the motel room 😭)
-We get off the train, but we have to walk back to the entire other side of the damn station, three blocks back (because that's where the only elevator is) to get up to the street level... So we have to walk those 3 blocks back above ground to get to the theater.
4:30
We arrive at Paramount theater. Fortunately that part goes fine, our tickets are scanned, we get our merch, and I go pick up my physical tickets for my new (wheelchair accessible) seats from will call, as expected.
4:50ish
Someone comes up to me and says something like
"Hi! The meet and greet is upstairs and we don't have elevators, so once the meet and greet is over, we'll have them come down and greet you."
(Terrifying. What I wanted to say was smth like .. please don't make them come all the way down here...' But also. I couldn't make it up those stairs. The line was so long and I couldn't stand in it for an hour on those stairs.)
Someone came by a few mins later and said they'll come get me and take me aside around 5:30 for a private m&g downstairs after everyone was done.
😳 (okie dokie, super not prepared for that, but I'm apparently rolling with the punches today.)
I do wish someone would have told me that when I emailed earlier in the week about wheelchair accomodations for the m&g, because now I'm here way early for no reason. But now I can't leave and come back.
5:50
I'm nervous because the q&a is supposed to start in ten minutes ..... But staff reassured me that they'll be down to say hello before the q&a, probably in 20 minutes.
At this point I'm MORE anxious bc I feel like this is making them later than they already are.
Then a staff member brings me into the corner door and we enter the back of the empty theater, where it seems like they're having a staff meeting or doing final checks before the show and talking about logistics?? And my partner and I are just awkwardly there like... Off to the side, but someone finally says, "Ok, I'm gonna go get Dan and Phil."
So I stand up (bc I want to be standing for my picture and I didn't want them to wait for me to get on my feet and get my stuff together) and I grab the mini poster from the my bag for them to sign the back of, and I have my phone in selfie mode already, and my Polaroid out.
(Me like, ok I need to take a picture of this situation because this is insane right?)
I don't know what to expect attttt all because... I didn't get to see any one else do their m&g, and there's no photo backdrop or anything so I'm internally panicking about doing the Wrong Thing but trying to remain calm and keep things brief and mellow.
All the staff leaves, so the theater is empty with just me and my partner weirdly in this corner where there's not a lot of space to stand.
All the lights turn off...... Cool.
And then we hear hundreds of fans screaming in the lobby, so we know they're about to come in, and a few moments later the doors open and almost hit us 💀 (bc again the staff told us to be here-- and really there's nowhere with more open space to stand... and no one can see bc all the lights are still off)
I saw their faces briefly as they came in the door, but when it closed we were all in a very very dark theater in the back corner where it's very cramped and my chair is just parked by the wall (because there was no space to turn it around btw) and I'm standing like
😳 um ...
"The lights all just turned off like.. a minute ago I, uh".
I'm trying not to panic because I already feel embarrassed about this whole fucking thing.
Phil in the sweetest voice ever is just like "yes, can we get the lights back on please?"
The lights came on shortly after it was totally fine, the issue was mostly that everyone in the theater was hurrying them along because the Q&A was supposed to start 24 minutes ago.
And they were both so sweet of course!! Phil asked if we wanted hugs and we all exchanged hugs
I said it was really lovely to meet them and they were so nice. My partner thanked them for coming all the way down to meet us and they said it was no problem at all.
I mentioned writing a letter and making a gift but leaving it at the hotel and Dan was like "honestly that's more relatable"
They signed my poster, Dan asked if I wanted a Polaroid (since I had it out) and said we should take another with the phone in case anyone's eyes were closed.
He said he'd use his selfie stick arm to take the picture, snapped that and said we had to get a selfie with our outfits cuz we looked really cool and I was just like... Wow thank you so much
They were like "great to meet you!"
I knew they were in a hurry, so I just said, "if it's not too much to ask could I ask you to doodle something for me that I can get tattooed to commemorate tonight?" and they were so sweet
Phil asked if I wanted anything in particular, I asked for a little creature or a little guy, just a little doodle, Dan said he'd draw a few things so I could choose.
I said thank y'all so much and it was so great to meet you and have a great show
And they were ushered away to go back stage to start the q&a.
Preface:
I am not trying to be ungrateful or complain when I still got to meet them and they were so fucking sweet about having to come all the way downstairs to meet me after they were already running late for the Q&A
But... I'm just so disappointed that I didn't get the same experience as everyone else. It really bummed me out to scroll through the m&g stories and see people get cool things signed, video messages for friends, multiple poses in pictures, or individual and group photos, cute stories of getting to talk to them...
And I was really rushed through and didn't have a 1 on 1 experience. (Or-- 1:2 experience, that is)
I had already left my gift/letter at the hotel, so I didn't get to give that to them..
I'm about to be thirty years old and I've been watching them since I was literally fourteen and I was looking forward to this so much and instead of getting to the m&g and fucking it up in my own special way because I'm anxious and knew I would be nervous, I feel like the universe punished me for being in a wheelchair. 😵💫
I was put into a small space where I couldn't have even met them in my wheelchair if I wanted to. And they were being rushed. The room wasn't very well lit so the Polaroid didn't even turn out, which seems like such a silly thing to care about... But I do.
I just didn't get to say anything meaningful to them and I felt humiliated for them to have to come meet me separately because I can't walk up the damn stairs 😮💨
I also didn't get a solo selfie which like. Idk. It feels embarrassing to be upset about that but I tried so hard to come up with a very short and simple goal for the meet and greet (selfie, full body Polaroid, cute doodle from them) and instead we got a very rushed meet and greet for my partner and myself squished into one 30 second interaction.
The thing I'd left at the hotel for them to sign had a short blurb written "I want a tattoo to commemorate this Good Night, could you each draw me a little creature please?"
And my partner wanted YWGTTN signed 😮💨
And again to reiterate-- zero hard feelings here AT Dan and Phil, they were SO fucking lovely, they were being rushed, they were already late, and they had no control over the venue-- or anything else that happened to me that day for that matter. The show was still brilliant and I had a really great night overall!
I'm just feeling really sad that on top of not getting to give them my gift or anything that the m&g was so rushed :(
Idk. Fuck the motel and fuck the venue for making this so hard. And for shoving two meet and greets into one 😮💨
On the brighter note, here is my cute selfie with my partner and Dan and Phil standing next to my wheelchair. And our outfits did turn out really cool 🥺🥺
That said. If anyone going to a show and meeting dnp in the US would be down for me to mail you the letter, stickers, and two buttons I made for them to just hand to them, I would be so fucking grateful. I just really want to give them the letter, I worked on it all week 😭
(Or if anyone is willing to get Dan to draw a little guy like Phil did so I can get it tattooed-- bc I don't think he heard me which is totally fair)
Anyway thanks for listening I'm just emotional and it's truly (outside of this) been a really bad month so I think I'm just. 😵💫😮💨 Extra emotionally vulnerable.
#dnptit#tit meet and greet#tit m&g#accessibility#dan and phil#more than anything I'm just venting#but damn talk about short end of the stick fr#i tried to make sure i wasn't going in with too high hopes but not even getting a solo selfie really hit me :(#which feels fucking. embarrassing. why am i so sad about that.#just being rushed really made me feel embarrassed and like having them come down separately might have sounded cool but it wasn't#and why am i so sad that i didn't get a little creature guy from Dan to get tattooed#i feel half pathetic half like.. no I'm allowed to be upset
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hmmm, im rly not sure im gonna be able to find it as im a half-stranger to the fandom, and though i will keep looking, i will also ask in case someone has this on hand:
does anyone know the name of the soundtrack for s4e25 of bnha, when endeavor and hawks are against high end, and hawks reminisces about endeavor being the only one to have ever really tried to surpass all might?
i thiiiink it starts at 14:15 (endeavor launches himself in pursuit of high end using his own flames, despite being generally paralyzed) and ends around 16:48 (when high end bites down on endeavor's arm, after hawks gives him a final push with his wings)
EDIT: i found it and im facepalming it was literally the show title.
thank you for those who reblogged to help. it IS a great track
#bnha#mha#boku no hero academia#hawks#endeavor#it's a really good track and this scene ends me but finding it on spotify or youtube has been?? not leading to results#it doesn't seem to be part of the album for s4 so i presume it's either a movie album or an earlier season but#some of the earlier albums are long#and after some time some of the tracks start to sound similar#edit: in my embarrassed defense the top comments are indeed about hawks and endeavor's scene#;;;;;#so it's not like i was completely crazy to think it was a theme made for later seasons
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walking around a cemetery and then a rapidly darkening woods while listening to today's re: dracula — yeah ok that one's on me
#dracula daily#re: dracula#bro a big leaf moved in my periphery and MY ASS LEAPT#I wanted to have a special atmosphere 🥺#TOO SPECIAL.#literally made some embarrassing fucking shuddery sound out loud#AT A LEAF#no but sorry the entire renfield section in a fucking cemetery of a cathedral with foundations nearly a millennia old MY DUMB ASS WTF#just opened the doors to the full horror and emotional devastation
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Gave myself psychic damage making plot points, so there's that.
#spazzcat barks#delete later#i think we all know rns is going to (eventually) have some very intense sads in it#was really stewing on how i wanted to convey that on the drive home and made myself cry#[this is not as dramatic as it sounds i cry often]#what WAS dramatic is when i cry my eyes burn horrendously#and if im super tired they will burn and all nearby lights will get a corona that makes it hard to see#anyway the embarrassment of making yourself so emotional over your own stupid fic#that you have to pull over on the side of the highway and wait on your self destructing eyes to work again#>_< the blorbos are not that important calm the fuck down <- they say bitterly as they wait on their vision to clear
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i am so easily flustered by stories about exhibitionism (。ノω\。) i haven't read too many yet but my favorite one so far was Skinny Dip by @/funkybunnsfw. it so so sweet, so fun, so exciting =ω=
#i too would like to turn my friends on so much by watching me touch another friend that they start having sex with each other about it#it is my fantasy as one of the ultimate bonding experiences. the earnestness‚ the vulnerability‚ how wonderful ʕ ꈍᴥꈍʔ#and to do it at night in a secluded area where no one Should see you..? unless? 😳🙈#god#i just want an audience... i want my friends to be part of it 🥰 they should join us actually 💕#a bolder kind of exhibitionism sounds so fun. it makes my heart race to see and think about (。ノω\。)#how embarrassing. I'm not brave enough‚ but what if someone made me lean into my embarrassment anyways#i would die#i love being embarrassed ⁄(⁄ ⁄•⁄-⁄•⁄ ⁄)⁄ i want to be embarrassed so bad#my number one that would absolutely kill me would be someone walking me through one of my audios and playing it out loud for me#say sweet things about me while I'm being reduced to a puddle. i don't even listen to them i just press send and wait for my review lmao 😭#i need to find someone who loves watching me squirm physically and mentally. i want to be overwhelmed#🌝 sometimes with embarrassment
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