#I love the theatrics I do
Explore tagged Tumblr posts
hiyyihrts Ā· 6 months ago
Text
enough time has passed can we talk about the concept of Colin slicing the middle of his palm with a small shard of glass while picking it up with the tips of two of his fingers being a bit absurd bc how did that even happen logistically šŸ˜­
also lets be real the handkerchief Pen used to wrap his hand was doing absolutely nothing to help itā€¦ I love them both so much
Tumblr media Tumblr media
89 notes Ā· View notes
lovesickeros Ā· 1 year ago
Text
Tumblr media
ā˜† even the gods bleed [ pt 2 ]
{ā˜†} characters furina, neuvillette {ā˜†} notes cult au, imposter au, multi-chapter, gender neutral reader {ā˜†} warnings none {ā˜†} word count 1.9k {ā˜†} previous [ 1 ]
This had to be a punishment of some sort ā€“ some kind of divine punishment.
She was bored out of her mind just watching the sleeping body ā€“ she hadn't blinked once in the past five hours, her eyes were really starting to hurt. Yet they still hadn't moved so much as an inch since she sequestered them away to the only place she had known to be safe.
But it'd been almost a week since then.
The only solace she found was that Teyvat had seemed much less hellbent on collapsing in on itself like a dying star.
That counted for something.
Not much, but something!
..Even if their position was no better then it was a week ago.
There was, after all, still the issue of what to do about the false Creator ā€“ the actual imposter ā€“ and the Archons following them like blind lambs. The other Archons wouldn't listen if she tried to reason with them, and it would only risk the life of Divine One if she spoke of their location to anyone else.
She also was pretty fond of having her head still attached to her shoulders.
So she avoided them all together. Partially because she wasn't sure she wouldn't have a breakdown at the sight of them..she'd never been a fighter, and fighting an Archon? Easy pass.
Instead she was forced to babysit the sleeping Divine until they woke up while Neuvillette handled taking care of the nation and dealing with the other Archons ā€“ and by extension the false Creator.
Really though, she would almost think them dead if not for the subtle rise and fall of their chest.
Though..this also left her with a lot of time to herself. A lot of time to think.
She really didn't like it.
There wasn't a lot to occupy her mind and what little there was only distracted her for a scant few moments before her eyes drifted back to the Divine like she was locked in their orbit, unable to escape.
She closed the same book for the twelfth time ā€“ she kept count ā€“ and returned it to it's meticulously designed place within her bookcase. A low, barely audible huff of frustration escaped her lips before she could bite it down, her stare boring a hole into the body of the Divine One with a sharp intensity she rarely showed.
She was tired, bored and constantly on edge, fearing that at any moment someone would find out about their presence here.
That, at the drop of a hat, she would be powerless to stop the greatest tragedy of her time play out before her eyes.
Neuvillette would have scolded her for being so petulant, especially around the Divine One, if he were here.
But he wasn't.
He was out running her nation, instead.
And what was she doing? Nothing!
She grit her teeth, nails digging harshly into the palm of her hands as she took a deep breath ā€“ now was not the time to think about that. She had..much more pressing matters. Sulking and letting her thoughts spiral helped no one, least of all herself.
Yet her attention was caught by a harsh inhale, the rustle of fabric ā€“ were they finally waking up? She was exhausted, but it all vanished at the sudden drop of life within the otherwise deathly still body of the Divine.
Her eyes followed the subtle twitch of their fingers, watching as their brow furrowed and their features twisted in something almost like..pain.
..She wasn't ready.
What was she supposed to say?
Should she even say anything? Would that be considered impolite? Does she wait for them to speak first? Should she kneel? Bow?
She doesn't get much time to find her own answer before their lashes flutter, chest heaving with every strangled breath. Every single thought vanishes from her mind the moment she meets their eyes.
For a long, silent moment she thinks that her heart must have stopped.
Their eyes glow like the cresting of the sun over the horizon, painting the world in hues of gold ā€“ yet it also reminded her of the dipping of the moon below the waves, casting the briefest, most gentle of lights upon the world engulfed in darkness. In the depths of their eyes was the birth and death of stars in the infinite cosmos ā€“ glittering stars in a sea of empty, blank space that left her feeling lightheaded and breathless.
Beneath the splendor is a spark of recognition in their eyes so vibrant it was like a shooting star piercing through the dark night sky, leaving nothing but the wonder in the eyes of the observer as the only proof it ever existed ā€“ brilliant in it's beauty, however brief.
It is the most beautiful thing she has ever seen.
"Focalors?"
The lilt of their voice nearly made her knees buckle beneath her ā€“ euphoria so consuming it left her feeling she was starving swallowed her whole, her mind blanking in a moment of utter bliss. It was..an indescribable feeling that she doubted she could ever hope to put into words ā€“ not in a way that could properly express it, try as she might.
She swallowed the words that threatened to spill from her lips ā€“ she couldn't make a fool of herself. Not in front of them of all people. She'd never forgive herself.
"Divine One," She rasps, clearing her throat and covering her mouth with a hand to mask both her nervousness and the small smile that creeps across her face. She quickly regains her composure, hand resting on her hip as she puffs out her chest with every bit of pride she can manage. "I am sure you must be confused, but worry notā€“ your most loyal acolyte has seen the truth!"
The silence is deafening.
She opens one eye, peaking at the bewildered and almost distraught expression of the Divine.
"What the hell are you talking about?"
That..she was not prepared for. Surely they knew who they were! Surely they knew. They had toā€“ she's been praying to them for as long as she's breathed, she's dedicated every hour of her life to living up to their ideals, they can't justā€“!
"Lady Furina?"
Neuvillette, thankfully, spares her the embarrassment of having a meltdown in front of the Divine, the gentle rap of his knuckles against the door making her and the Divine pause, the soft lull of his voice soothing her nerves and yet setting her on edge at the same time.
"Neuvillette." She clears her throat again, her steps hurried as she marches to the door and pries it open none too gently, a forced smile pulling at her lips. She wastes no time tugging the man into the room, shutting the door behind him with a short huff. The silence is, somehow, even worse then before as the three of them stare at each other in absolute exasperation.
Neuvillette, for his part, manages to get his act together with a sharp clearing of his throat, bowing so low even she looks unnerved. She steals a brief glance at the Divine, and she's taken aback by the uncomfortability twisting their features into a grimace.
Their expression is schooled back into one of empty apathy when he stands back to his full height, but she saw it ā€“ she knows she did! Did they not like their worship? Were they not respectful enough? For a moment, she feared the Divine would smite Neuvillette down on the spot..but they just stared at him like he was a ghost.
"Why aren't you killing me?"
The defeated, resigned tone combined with the way their voice cracks makes her heart ache in her chest ā€“ it feels as though her entire world is crumbling down at her feet, and she cannot explain why she feels such emotions so strongly, but it is suffocating. It is almost as if Teyvat itself is weeping, bearing down upon her shoulders like a heavy weight.
She feels the urge to weep herself, but she powers through, gritting her teeth long enough for Neuvillette to take his place at the side of her ā€“ though it feels more like their ā€“ bed, kneeling like he was going to pray.
"Divine One," He offers a hand with a quiet rumble of his voice, the words slipping off his tongue like honey. It's like trying to soothe a stray cat..though she'd never voice such comparisons of the most Divine out loud. "I..we mean you no harm. I swear on my authority as the Iudex of Fontaine and Chief Justice that you are safe with us."
The skepticism she expected, but the reverence in which Neuvillette must convince them ā€“ or perhaps they are simply so tired that they simply did not care any longer if it was all some ploy to drive a knife between their ribs. She didn't expect them to actually place their hand in Neuvillette's.
He didn't either, judging by the way he visibly brightened ā€“ not that they'd notice, but she did.
..Not that she could really blame him, her heels clicking against the floorboards as she shifted her weight to the other foot with a nervous energy that was practically bursting at the seams, more then a little jealous of the attention he was receiving. She was the one who found them, she was the one who stayed with them the entire time..but he gets all the attention?
How unfair.
"O-of course! We would never lay a hand on our creator," She adds, her voice a little higher pitched then she would have liked as she placed her hands on her hips, puffing out her chest and brushing off the sting of jealousy. "Least of all Iā€“ your most loyal, most devout acolyte!"
She felt baffled when she heard the sound of their laughter, her shoulders hunching and her cheeks flushing on mere instinct ā€“ she was expecting mockery, but the look in their eyes, still dulled by a pain she cannot even begin to imagine, made her hesitate.
..It was, perhaps, the most genuine thing she'd heard from them ever since before the hunt began.
She wasn't sure why her heart hurt at such an idea, but it was enthralling to see the beginnings of a half hearted smile on their lips.
For a moment, her mask of theatrics was forgotten as she stared at them in a mixture of awe and adorationā€“ and though she didn't look at Neuvillette, she could imagine he must've shared such an expression.
Had she any doubts that they were her Creator, that they alone were the most Divine..they would wiped clean now. There was no mistaking the way the world itself seemed to grow clearer as they glanced up at her like she was worth something.
For a moment, she realized how cold the false Creators gaze had been now that she has felt warmth so gentle it almost made her knees buckle beneath her. It felt like a pale imitation, now.
Nothing could compare to the warmth that spread through her body at the mere semblance of a smile upon their lips. She didn't even mind if it was her they were laughing at anymore, she just wanted to hear them laugh again.
She'd make a fool of herself, if she had to.
She'd never felt so..ravenous for such a thing, but just the briefest glimpse was addictive.
She simply couldn't help herself from striding across the room and clasping their free hand in her own, her smile wide enough to unnerve as she leaned her weight onto the bed. For a moment, she considered pulling away at the way they startled, but her mind was made up by then ā€“ there was no going back.
"Again."
#sagau#genshin sagau#self aware genshin#genshin impact sagau#self aware genshin impact#fic tag#neuvillette#focalors#furina#dont ask what happened here idk#this was. also supposed 2 be neuvi focused and then i.#dont talk 2 me abt focalors i wont ever shut up#got a 300k word essay on hand abt how i feel abt her character/how i interpret her personality and her story#focalors jsut like me fr fr (cries at the slightest inconvenience or the slightest mean comment)#shes so pathetic girlfail im gonna chew on her#what happens when reader gets stuck with two emotionally repressed french bastards?? hell#neuvi is the ā€œemotionlessā€ flavor of emotionally repressed in that hes HORRIBLE at showing emotions at all#ask him to smile and its incredibly unnerving and theres too many teeth but hes trying his best please call him pretty or he will cry :(#furina is the flavor of emotionally repressed where she makes it up by having Too Many emotions#using theatrics and masks to show everyone what they want to see but inside this girl is a MESS#constant anxiety and panic 24/7#will do random shit and look at you and if u dont compliment her she will think u hate her and cry#compliment her and she'll do even stupider shit to try and impress you more#i love my scrunkly little babies they r so stupid and mentally ill someone get these bitches some THERAPY#i want 2 put them under a microscope#watch this be ooc fr furina when more of her lore drops if shes not girlfail im leaving#anyway see u in a week im going on a trip ill get back 2 u in 6-7 business days
1K notes Ā· View notes
sylvies-chen Ā· 3 months ago
Text
if lestat does get taken in season 3 or 4 Ć  la qotd then I need this diva to have off the charts pretty princess behaviour for his damsel in distress moment. I need him to develop an 80-step escape plan and then as soon as he hears the commotion of louis coming to his rescue he simply abandons it and starts pacing and fluttering about the room excitedly, fussing with his hair and trying to pose right so heā€™ll look distressed enough and really make louis feel good about himself. and no it does not matter that itā€™s not a book scene actually I just need it to be completely indulgent and silly
127 notes Ā· View notes
forcedhesitation Ā· 1 year ago
Text
Tumblr media Tumblr media
astarion origin playthrough worth it just for all the extra moments where he does the "sad wet cat" face
466 notes Ā· View notes
daisyswift3 Ā· 4 months ago
Text
WAITTTTT A MINUTE. THE SNAKE IN THE BOX šŸ˜³ GINGER ANON WAS RIGHT AGAIN
Tumblr media
The way she reaches her hand in and then pulls it out really fast as if she was bitten by a snake. Yet another intentional glitch!!
Tumblr media Tumblr media
(x)
Tumblr media
(x)
74 notes Ā· View notes
agentravensong Ā· 1 year ago
Text
it's actually incredible how tightly written the guy who didn't like musicals is. and how catchy the numbers are. and how funny it is. and how much paul emotionally devastates me
174 notes Ā· View notes
emilinqa Ā· 5 months ago
Text
t'pol has to to pretend to hate her job because otherwise the crew may figure out her buried deep life long passion for improv
52 notes Ā· View notes
ribelleribelle Ā· 1 year ago
Text
Tumblr media
my friend @euphoniouspandemonium galaxy brained and noticed that copia from the imperatour in 2022 (with the leather waistcoat) looked like izzy hands, so now i present you with the most historically inaccurate and self-indulgent crossover ever
71 notes Ā· View notes
winterlilyarts Ā· 7 months ago
Text
Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media
Finally did a proper photoshoot in Samza Mizuki! God I love these photos so much
Photos done by mangobread.photography on Instagram!
22 notes Ā· View notes
manasurge Ā· 1 year ago
Text
Tumblr media
Thank you for allowing Mourynn to live out her whimsical Princelyā„¢ fantasies with Morwen!! (@commanderthalys 's pretty NMC girlie <3).
This originally spawned from some fun OC talk, but due to the timing of me finishing this during the VS art party, I'm going to pretend that it sort of applies to that too since both Mourynn and Morwen were there. It's lowkey cheating I know, but still lskjflaskf
80 notes Ā· View notes
moonshynecybin Ā· 7 months ago
Note
I wasn't on here when it happened but how funny was it when the news came out that Luca went to Honda while Alex had been banned from Yamaha
well first of all iā€™m pretty sure i remember MARC being the one who basically confirmed the news to the press. and part of me thought he was JOKING
19 notes Ā· View notes
p1x1x Ā· 1 month ago
Note
i don't mind recieving more insight on the relationship dynamics you have in mind for them! gives me a better understanding of whats going on in ur art. i just asked because the "child crushing on adult > adult turns into parent/guardian" dynamic is something i don't see often [and when i do see it, it usually isn't done well] so i wanted to reach out to understand what ur take on it was. it's nice to see ur nuances on it as a fellow aro!
hahaā€¦ ā€œinsightā€ mention
i guess it is a pretty unusual dynamicā€¦ but the vibes match what i usually like, so i entertain the thoughts a littleā€¦
more often than not thereā€™s some long line of reasoning for whatever pairing im intoā€¦ usually revolving around why one is important to the other, i guess, since honestly i dont have a set idea what romance is even if i like drawing Lesbian Thingsā€¦ and have done soā€¦ for several yearsā€¦ā€¦ so the scope of what i consider ā€œloveā€ is might be vague across the board idk the characters just think a lot about each other thats it.
if i were to clarify something like those ā€œsaya LOVEā€ doodles itsā€¦ idk about myself being ā€˜nuancedā€™ lol šŸ˜… i just get delusional about fictional characters and arcaea is Really hitting the braincells. at full force. the main reason for drawing that anyway was because i wanted to see saya getting some kisses (or close to kisses) and blushā€¦ the thoughts behind them existed in a vague state while drawing but there were Thoughts
vita -> saya: slight homoromo energy from vita by crushing, sayaā€™s surprised by the cheek kiss but honestly a little touched by it (saya wouldnā€™t really think of herself as a ā€˜good caretaker,ā€™ or even a particularly ā€˜good personā€™ with the ways sheā€™s probably tested the limits of the memories and her general exploration of all types of memoriesā€¦ ā€˜the ends justifies the meansā€™ mindsetā€¦ but itā€™s like. ah, at least this child is happyā€¦(because of meā€¦?) it seems vitaā€™s happy with just that, so sheā€™ll allow this) i thought it would be cute, fluffy really. honestly i just like drawing them being cute together lmaoā€¦ theyā€™re sweet i hold em gently in my hand. surprise cheek kithā€¦
lethe -> saya: okay thereā€™s something absolutely terrible and gay going on between them i almost cant look at them!!!!! i love the prospect of ltsy recovering together if vitaā€™s taken awayā€¦ because lethe cant bring herself to just. leave saya bleeding out. after that. looked like sheā€™s on the verge of tears. it doesnā€™t even feel like sheā€™s ā€˜wonā€™ this battle since insight had been the cause of letheā€™s scythe striking herā€¦ but it also does feel like sheā€™s the one who hurt saya anyway. so now theyā€™re not fighting which is Weird because everytime theyā€™ve met they have fought but neither are really in the mind for fighting so they just. have to deal with each other . and. pent up lesbian feelings. and suddenly being in close proximity like this. that flower is really pretty isnā€™t it? like the rest of her of course so much for Not Caring about whateverā€™s bouncing behind those petals before!!! (and all those other things theyā€™ve said to each other when they believed the other to only be an obstacle for their pathā€”ah, they were really misguidedā€¦ things could have been so differentā€¦ feels like the emptiness of arcaea also emphasized their opposition similarly to hikaritsuā€¦)
(theyā€™re really gay for each other trust me on this. they have a lot of lesbian yearning . but thereā€™s also like. lethe seeing that vita was important to saya. (more important than what lethe has with saya just for now okay theyā€™re both going to be important to her) how saya would probably still pursue her own dream. lethe canā€™t exactly fault her for that though, when she herself still believes the memories to be sacred, still finds it hard to let go of things (i know in 5-6 she kind of comes to peace with not remembering a part of herselfā€¦ but she is still not letting go of any memory if she can jdhdgshssjshhs)). ouuuuugh lethesayaā€¦ y yuriā€¦ things are horrible for themā€¦ and sayaā€™s flower lol. get licked, idiot (saya can totally feel things touching the flower!!! i wonā€™t budge on this)
insight -> saya: insightā€™s love is definitely a sort of Love but less for a personal relationship and a need to find out everything about something or someone (largely based on whatever insight says in 16-3 and 16-6)ā€¦ although maya is the most fascinating by being an exception to arcaea laws that insight understands, iā€™d think insight would find saya a little funny to poke at. and insightā€™s also gay because Yuri reasons. but then again, maybe all this is what romantic love would be like to her: knowing something or someone inside and out, construction and all : P in her freak ways : P the freakiness is amped up with maya though. freakyuri
though insightsaya isnt really something i ship (along with insightlethe or whatever configuration of them with insight). i just think, well, Lesbian Energy between all 3 of em, insight finds lethesaya entertaining or some shit like that. and its fun to put them together because. one is an ethereal beauty. one is pathetically hot. and the other is just a charming freak. so hard to draw
im not usually this elaborate for multiple characters but oh well i guess this is happening. just refer to the chart tbh that one covers most of my art in a pretty condensed format compared toā€¦ whatever this is
7 notes Ā· View notes
bisupergirl Ā· 1 year ago
Text
something that's funny about kara's character is that she has a lot of consistent traits and interests seemingly by coincidence, if that makes any sense?
like for the most part i think people (who read her comics) can agree that kara is a hot-tempered person, and that her rage is an important character trait. and while a lot of people attribute her anger as being a trait that was introduced during her new 52 run, you can actually go back to her comics in the 70s and 80s and see that she was equally as (if not moreso!) hot-tempered as she is today. she has always had an incredibly strong sense of morality that she's not willing to waver on, as well as a high standard for how she's treated by others. and a lot of the time that has led her to lash out in anger at criminals, her employers/coworkers, her love interests, the police, and even clark.
and my point being that while you can trace kara's anger back to pre crisis continuity, i don't think the writers of her new 52 series were reading 70s adventure comics issues and the superman family series from the 70s/80s to inform their personal characterization of kara. in modern comics her rage is specifically tied to the destruction of krypton, whereas pre crisis kara was just Like That. she was occasionally allowed to feel sad and lonely about what happened to krypton/argo city, but her anger didn't really stem from that.
anyway! i was just thinking about this because kara's been in three separate bar fights and i thought that was funny.
67 notes Ā· View notes
toucheholland23 Ā· 1 year ago
Text
Tumblr media
The yearning is real bro
38 notes Ā· View notes
honimello Ā· 1 year ago
Text
Tumblr media
ā€œThe Phantom of the Opera is thereā€¦ inside my mind.ā€
30 notes Ā· View notes
a-lonely-dunedain Ā· 6 months ago
Text
someone in my notes on that poll I made just said that Australian possums are "objectively cuter" than the American opossum and I'm being so brave about it and not reblogging their post with a possum rant. I'm being so brave
like sorry but in what backwards universe is this... creature.......
Tumblr media
"""objectively cuter""" than this sweet, precious, little fella
Tumblr media
I don't get it. how is it possible for someone to be so wrong about an animal
8 notes Ā· View notes