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thefriendoforatioisdead · 12 days ago

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Where is the decorum ? Where is the respect ? Like sure Pud and Earn also had sex in the office but at least it was somewhere remote ! In a dark corner ! KARN AND KRIS WERE ABOUT TO DO IT ON THE TABLE WHERE THEY HOLD DAILY MORNING MEETINGS !

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groundbreakingdot872 · 3 days ago

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| Oh... the world's a strange place, Guinevere. Never underestimate the power of love. I've seen it change many things.

#gwen’s crown #and circlet #and circle of friends— who’d gladly go to die by her side if it meant they’d live in her Love too #the framing here is so stunning #and nearly knocked me to my knees when I noticed #in The Last Dragonlord she’s only daring to believe that her love for Arthur (and his love for her) could change everthing and anything—#hence the crown encircling her head #in the second #(Diamond of the Day)#Arthur’s gone.#and she’s left bereft with the crown he promised her #but without the all encompassing love that had her step into the role in the first place #that’s why Gaius has to remind her of those friendships #of the round table framed at her back— loyal to their queen immeasurably even after all that’s happened #he reminds her of the Love #which she was doubly crowned protector of as Arthur was crowned protector of the physical realm #and she accepts the role once more #knowinf without a doubt that a great change is (once again) underway #but this time #she’ll steward the people of camelot through #knowinf everything that’s at stake #and everything that will come to be.#guinevere pendragon #thoughts are being thunk #queen guinevere

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thebirdandhersong · 1 year ago

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I think the problem. the problem is that I have always been afraid of not being invited into the inner circle. and am always wanting to be part of the inner circle. inner circle being the circle of love and companionship and communion. of course being a TCK and a bit of a sheltered homeschooled oddball child has nudged this further along over the years. but I didn't realise how STRONG that desire still burned. to actually be wanted.

#in other words today has been an oddly sad day! discovering that the friends you've made have their own group chats #that are separate from the general group chat (that no one ever talks on) that you aren't a part of is......... i don't know #i KNOW i'm liked by them and i KNOW they love me but do they WANT me around?#like. i know i'm not UNpleasant to have around. i am a good listener and a good conversationalist.#i work very hard at it because it doesn't come naturally to me.#but clearly that's not enough to be added to exclusive group chats! clearly that's not enough to be part of inner core circles #i don't know this just came out of nowhere and i feel as if i've been slapped in the face #sitting at a table where people are talking about the thing someone sent to the group chat #or the photo or quote or reel someone sent to someone else is....... bizarre.#i am trying not to be so hurt by it! i am trying not to take it so personally #it happens. i know it happens. i know it will keep happening. it is just that i thought this was a place where i wouldn't be lonely #and this is the dorm community i've invested so much of my time and energy and love into since last year.#so i think i'm justified in being a little upset!#i'm not crying about it but that's because i'm not about to cry with other people sitting here in the study lounge!#the math is probably really wrong here but i thought that if i poured love in for the sake of pouring love in #somehow somewhere along the line i would also receive love. that i would actually be a part of this community.#anyway that's not going to change how i live here! i committed myself to doing my best this last year #because i don't want anyone to feel left out or unwanted or lonely. i already made the decision #to do everything i can to love the people here.#i'm not trying to toot my horn this is just what i actually want to and have decided to do!#i have birthday cards planned! i have midterm snacks planned!#i've just worked out how i can print christmas and easter cards and stickers!#i'm GOING to love darn it all i'm GOING to pour love in #i think it hurts especially because there's the boy problem going on too #of not being wanted in an area that i DIDN'T expect to be wanted in #and then learning that there is a collective not being wanted in this whole community #it is a Lot and it is very hard and i don't know what to do with it!#i have had this lie (that i'm inherently unloveable and undesirable) in my head since childhood #and i've worked SO HARD to shut that voice up. and it is so so hard to not believe it right now

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faaun · 7 months ago

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procrastination is starting to have its consequences finally

#on my friends living room floor they love together but one of them has been london for weeks or maybe months #to be with her love. im on a foam mattress from one of their beds next to a glass bottle of water opened by one of them #in a mug given to me by another. the weather felt like my childhood today and it also felt like 2 years ago.#(put space in the heavens Einstein's idea and hes your friend too so nothing to fear) around the table they drank and laughed and i thought #i hope you keep growing so full with the love you receive . i hope your appetite becomes insatiable from how used to it you are #and i know youre all leaving soon but i hope one day you miss this and that youll be happy you miss it #its worth missing i think #i thought he didnt care but he said after exams hes going walk around this area over and over #(this is near where he lived and where we visited almost daily for a year)#(hed come across the bridge on a lake)#we went where she used to live and at the entrance a fox sat calmly. it just yawned and stared.#it felt important somehow. i think maybe their impressions of me will never be close to how i feel inside but i think #i love them enough for that not to matter. i dont think theyll ever know this. i dont think if they did it would change much.#and seeing them smile makes my heart glow anyway. today i tried their malaysian tea the ginger burned my throat #they warmed my heart. hes going to canada soon and hes going to the US soon and shes going everywhere soon ill never understand #how were supposed to live with memories and with seperation and with the past but we do it anyway so i think it doesnt matter much #i wanted to write a poem for the lab rats with the fibre optic wires lit with blue forcing them to turn around and around #something about how im sorry that the two photon arrays burned the inside of your brain. im sorry about the sharp points of multielectrode #arrayes. im sorry about everything we do to you. she asked to see me tomorrow. im trying to have self control but i miss her so awfully #last night my friend talked to me and i updated on everything that happened with love and the lack of it and she just started laughing #and she told me about the same thing from her side. and she told me about how she loved london because she would walk the streets #and she felt like the people were her. and her eyes would go over the people and the bag of bagels and the construction men they probably #have a kid at home maybe shes a daughter. this kid is crying for her mother and the building you just walked past caused #blisters and pain and people died in it and very likely people were born in it. we talked for hours and i felt like #i was holding her hand just like that time she held mine watching a horror film. i love her so much #my friend is a genius and i remember her picking up the charms of my phone and staring at the leaf hanging from them. shes side stepping to #music drinking dangerous cider and cocktails from a movie and chit chatting with billionaires and undergrads #i love her dearly. his head covered in electrodes. she tells me about a syrian guy shes in love with and she says #what you feel and what i feel is like cocaine. ive tried a lot of fucking cocaine.#she says ive reminded her of what living actually feels like and to never put energy into someone who doesnt see me this way.

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imminent-danger-came · 1 year ago

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Between

2x08 S: "As long as I'm doing something to help out a friend, I don't mind what it is! I just want to be there for 'em when they need me. Because at the end of the day, helping my friends is more important than anything in the world!"

3x03 Mei: "So wait, how did you get your gold vision back again?" MK: "I don't know! The same way I got them in the first place I guess. Every time I learned a new ability, it was because there was something I NEEDED to do, when there was no other way. Against the gold fish guy I NEEDED to do something to save my friends!" P: "Yeah, friends that YOU put in danger on purpose!"

3x10 MK: "NO! Mei is my best friend, I’d never abandon her when she needs me. We’re heroes! It’s what we do!",

3x14 MK: "A perfect world is what you make it. So as long as I have my friends by my side...this world! Is! Perfect!”

4x01 MK: "Honestly? I’m kinda liking the world as it is, right now. So...if it could just stay like this, forever? That would be awesome." SWK: "Yeah well...forever’s a long time bud...trust me."

4x02 AL: "It’s too late to save them! We can’t risk unleashing the curse into the world." MK: “You don’t know! We’d risk it for sure! I won’t abandon them when they need us."

4x07 IMK: "You can see it, can't you? This is your fate. Your friends will turn on you, seeing you for the monster you will become. They will destroy you, harbinger of chaos."

4x11 MK: "We have to try, he'd do the same—for any of us." and

4x14 YT: "I know full well what would happen should Azure fail. But- but he is my brother. I owe him my life." S: "We get it! I'd do anything to help my friends. But at the cost of the world?" P: "I'm sorry pal, but NOTHING worth that price!"

I'm like, really worried scoob.

#''Oh haha tdp may get into the life of one person VS the life of the world and CHET may definitely happen but at least I'm safe in LMK-''#''-what do you mean one friend isn't worth the cost of the world. WHAT DO YOU MEAN HE WON'T ABANDON THEM WHEN THEY NEED HIM.''#MK IS LITERALLY GOING TO TRADE THE WORLD FOR HIS FRIEND'S LIVES. FUCK ME. I CAN'T ESCAPE ANYTHING #Actually no. NO NO WAIT IT COULD BE WORSE.#It might legitimately come down to destroying MK or destroying the world. Or a choice that seems like those are the only two outcomes #''They will destroy you harbinger of chaos'' OH MAN. WE'RE SO FUCKED.#Nothing is off the table anymore. Azure died painfully on screen. s4 was the worst thing ever. IT'S OVER #Good thing s4 was all about false dichotomies right hahahahahaha #This comes down to: would pigsy sandy and tang really not pay that price for someone they care about.#This isn't about Mei I know SHE would. She'd do literally anything for her friends. BUT THE OTHER THREE.#SANDY CONTRADICTS HIMSELF IN 2x08 AND 4x14. I'M SCARED SCOOB #WHY MUST EXCHANGE AS A THEME BE IN EVERYTHING I LOVE #sorry if this is hard to read/incomprehensible lol #I am just like. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAA #lmk #lmk rant #lmk parallels #lego monkie kid #monkie kid

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humanmorph · 2 years ago

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millie n leap...... im simply fond of them : ]

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#partizan #friends at the table #fatt #exeter leap #million blue #vermillion blue #millie #theres no highfive emoji pretend this is a highfive.#rosa art #this is from a few weeks back(as you can see. by the date) drawn shortly after finishing millenium break kingdom game #i kept putting off posting it here because i wanted to draw more millie+leap and then post everything together but. its not happening soon #i do have 2 ideas for like short comics i still really like so thats not the issue but. execution on those has proven to be trouble #so im setting it aside for the moment. im working on other things very slowly right now.#anyways i just finished ep 33. sick as hell as they say!!!!!!#partizan is literally the first time actual play combat has consistently been fun and interesting to me.#like theres been cool moments etc. in other seasons but i LOVE mech fights and how beam saber works and its. so cool always

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clownov · 17 days ago

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hmm anyone else with 'severe mental illness' that will never fully go away just Constantly Embarrassed hahah just me hahah ok just me constantly seeing myself & my life from outside points of view & being embarrassed? haha not to be vulnerable or emotional but like

#way to often i have to like. beg for he #*help or a tax discount or whatever & it's like. haha yeah i know i know dw #i know what i look like i know how i look on paper #& i'm just laying it all out there again & again being like 'please believe me please help me'#like 'i know on paper my life looks kinda pathetic & like i'm constantly asking for help but pleeeease give me a 25% council tax reduction'#there;s a lot of things in my life that i love & i always try to look at the bright sides but sometimes i have to ask for help or something #& then i see myself from the outside & it's so embarrassing #the older i get the more i'm realising like oh maybe there won't be a point where i'm able to reach my potential #like maybe that future's not coming #& i can still have a rly good life!! & in a lot of ways i do!!! i feel greedy asking for more #but i'd love to not be agoraphobic for example #i love that i'm not rapid cycling anymore!! & maybe this new emdr therapist will fix everything ptsd related!!!#but i just can't accept where i am now becuase it's so fucking embarrassing #i know i'm strong but i look weak with all this brain weirdness #& i'd love to table at a comic convention one day aa i think if that happens i'll know it's something i can say like 'yeah BUT i tabled at #a comic comvention'#i table twice a year at a zine fest down the street & that's amazing & such a huge boost!!#my post

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cheriafreya · 2 months ago

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this was painfully slow to go through, please don't ever do this again Hoyo :_)

#abbey plays honkai star rail #like okay I appreciate being able to get HMC Eidolons for free #and it made me see a lot of stuff I missed. but man #it took forever #people complained about March's event being repetitive #and I get that #but at least it was more straightforward #for HMC you have to basically just explore everything #fight any strong boss you encounter do a lot of hidden quests #it gets tedious #and the game doesn't really tell you anything on how to get them #anyways. I guess I'm officially ready for the new Penacony story bit #incoming kinda Worried Rambling but #I don't know how Penacony has anything to do with what happened in Xianzhou #like Star Rail's pacing is becoming kind of a mess #I mean. we should have gone to Amphoreus asap but then they got like #'actually we should stop by Xianzhou there's no rush!'#and now Xianzhou's story bit ends with Ruan Mei and Tingyun and then what?#we just forget about them and move on? and go back to Penacony of all places when we just bid our farewells to the place?#I don't know I mean AGAIN I love Penacony and I can't wait to see what they are cooking #but I'm worried about the way they deal with cliffhangers by leaving super important things aside #while a lot of things are happening at the same time #we all expected 2.4 and 2.5 to be fillers but they really weren't so #there's too much on the table right now #hmhm....

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lususnatura · 2 months ago

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a song that i associate with my muse meme!

OH hey! thank you so much for the ask, venus!! so for this one... i unfortunately have another sad song but (,: i swear to god, if you've never heard this song before, it may just change your lifeee. okay — maybe it wouldn't do something that extreme, BUT it is still such a good song, IMO (an explanation will be in tags):

radiohead - how to disappear completely.

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#IT WAS PROBABLY NOTHING BUT IT FELT LIKE THE WORLD: musings.#I SUBMIT MY SOUL TO THE DISASTER OF LOVING YOU: playlist.#AHH okay but i literally just discovered this song recently and i? think the beat of it is so good?? + the lyrics are so darn relatable-#in a tragic way NGL ;; because i feel like a lot of people could relate to feeling disassociated from the world / what's going on around yo #or trying to essentially calm yourself down after a period of being so stressed out that you feel like you have to tell yourself whatever-#is happening... its not actually happening to you but GOD. this one is probably going to be a bit shorter than the other ones but-#its the way that blamore went through months just feeling like nothing around him was real because that was the only way that it-#could really cope with what happened to its body at first and i just. yeah i honestly think he still doesn't completely recognize who he is #anymore because he was so different not even that long ago but with just one decision everything changed for him. and i think-#that that kind of thing could cause a character or someone in real life to feel kind of hopeless you know? but OFC it doesn't have-#to be that way because you CAN get help and you CAN change but blamore is of the mindset that when he changes its never-#for the better now. its for the worse and that is just... ;; i'm crying screaming throwing a table BUT i hope you like this song even thoug #its well more than a bit sad ahahhh #tw: disassociation #tw: derealization

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diffenbachiae · 1 year ago

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today is the first day of my dungeons and dragons summer camp and my heart is beating out of my chest !!!!!!!

#i’m SO EXCITED but also SO NERVOUS #i keep picturing the kids all hating D&D and not wanting to play like that’s literally ever happened before. every kid i’ve introduced D&D #it has absolutely loved it #i think it’s really getting me that it’s all on me.#i had the idea for the camp i organized it i made it happen and now i’m leading it #and i don’t trust myself not to fuck it up ngl #but IT WILL GO GREAT the kids will love it and have fun EVERYTHING IS FINE #my coteacher is absent today which isn’t helping #i need her quiet organization brain to balance out my loud wild brain #i’m sitting at the kitchen table trying to resist the urge to show up an hour early for no reason

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the-judicial-assistants-notebook · 2 years ago

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*slides across a piano speaking into a corded microphone* if Capcom weren't such cowards, we'd get a dramatic post-7-year-gap reunion between Phoenix and Iris where, after Iris tells him that she thought the reason he hadn't come to see her in so long was because he wanted her out of his life, Phoenix tells her no and admits that the real reason was because he was ashamed of the person he had become (for all the lying and the scheming and the forgery, you get it), and he didn't want her to see him like that, and Iris looks at him and all the people around him and how he's looked after them and Trucy, and to an extent Pearly, after all this time, in spite of everything, and she touches his face and says that that was silly of him because she has always known that he is good and kind and strong and that he is, and has always been, the person she thought he was, and do you get it!!! do you get it!!!! thank you *I get off the piano and my legs get tangled in the cord and I fall over and cry*

#im just!!!! rrrrggghb them!!!! them!!!!! we could have had everything!! btw this is completely platonic on iris's part #but there's a speedrun on how quickly people can make phoenix wright fall in love with them and she just set a new record babyyy #phoenix wright #iris fey #iris hawthorne #ace attorney #ace attorney trials and tribulations #plagued with #feenris #thoughts tonite.....#this is a companion to my iris and dahlia post but it can also be a part of the iris diego @ tres bien to be funny #this all happens in front of diego & a bunch of gawking customers & after that iris just goes back to wiping tables like nothing happened #to be clear i dont think they should get back together. but i think they are always close to doing so #they are always a little bit in love to me <3

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tvrningout · 7 months ago

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me: alright, what's a nice scenario for a starter

chiyo: i'd like to spill my guts <3 ( metaphorically ofc )

me: that's wildly ooc, no

#chiyo vc: i can't talk about my own problems/trauma so i just write it into my manga and wonder if anyone realizes what's happening #asdfgh ma'am pls that's not allowed when you would never admit that out loud #sometimes she really does just wanna lay everything on the table for certain muses and it's sweet i love that for her #but truly it's something she'd daydream about but never do bc in her daydream the other person holds her hand #and doesn't think of her any differently but in reality that person may not hold her hand and maybe they'll think poorly of her #she's the most pessimistic romantic/dreamer to ever be tbh #get ready to ramble | ooc

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forkaround · 1 year ago

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i love reading meta but sometimes it just seems like a stretch. Like good for you for using them braincells but it's not as complicated as you think, you know.

#our skyy #bad buddy #1000 stars #a tale of a thousand stars #kinnporsche #the eclipse #the promise #our dining table #+ I say this as a writer #like sure many pack their media with metaphors #but sometimes red is just red and blue is just blue #and sometimes the character said a thing because it was the most convenient thing to get the point across #coincidences happen #character wear xyz thing for wardrobe reasons #i get that you love this show #but not everything is that deep #I love bl fandoms. i really do.#it's the most fun I've had watching anything in a while #but 1000 word meta pieces on the most mundane things seems like someone ran out of things to analyze and rent is due

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livvyofthelake · 2 years ago

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i think john mulaney should kill himself and all his little fans should do the same. nothing in particular prompted this but i think it’s really telling why kind of person you are if you can so casually forgive that man and act like he didn’t really do anything that bad and continue to support his career and his pr crusade disguised as a comedy special. whatever

#yeah it is that deep. men who do that to their wives deserve unending hatred and contempt #he is a perfect example of male privilege and patriarchy and everything i hate about men.#and everyone acts like it’s all fine and they watch his new special which again. is just careful pr disguised as comedy #and everybody is like oh he didn’t really do anything wrong didn’t we already know he wasn’t a great guy wasn’t he a coke addict blah blah #acting like having a drug problem is equivalent to being a cheater asshole. like no. that’s actually not the same kind of problem….#like how would YOU feel if the man you loved and married and committed to made his love for YOU part of his PUBLIC BRAND. and he made jokes #about you and your relationship and everyone loved you together because of how HE presented your marriage #and he told you he never wanted kids and permanently took that off the table for you because you thought he was committed to you the way you #were to him. and then. he cheated on you. and then he had a baby with the woman he cheated on you with and left you for.#and he STILL gets a huge career and an insane amount of support and all these adoring fans #how would YOU feel if that happened to YOU? but no one cares that it happened to her. okay.#beth.txt

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mostlyanything19 · 2 years ago

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man the 4-sided dive episode is really good this time

#critical role #c3 #cr cast #so much character introspection #tal and marisha getting Into It with laudna vs. ashton's viewpoints on each other and getting really passionate about it #and in the end taliesin is like ''ooh you get me!'' all happy and it's really really cute and it's one of those moments where you're like #man they really love each other huh #and then the entire part where they talk about chronic pain and suddenly it gets quite personal actually #i mean i kinda thought that taliesin was probably getting this from somewhere personal but it's another thing to hear it talked about #and dani too #and yeah i really like this format. i like hearing them really get into all these things and also it's interesting #to get the players' perspectives to everything happening at the table #p

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jackietaylorsghost · 2 years ago

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also like don’t get me wrong i fucking loved that episode 10/10 will watch again and cry 7283 more times about it. BUT. they rlly said in that episode its okay to prioritise your person and do what you have to do to protect them above a wider community and the greater good you are deserving of a happy ending versus in the game where bill ends up alone as a result of his survivalist/isolationist tendencies even though the narrative of tlou2 punishes and villainises joel for doing the same thing and id argue even goes as far as to say he deserved to be brutally beaten to death for it

#like ofc he’s gonna pick ellie over anything else lmao she’s his world?#in reality ppl pick their ppl over other things like that’s life that’s love that’s community #(ellie and joel are a community albeit a very small one tho ofc that community grows in jackson)#even the surgeon can’t say that he’d do the same thing he wanted to do to ellie if it was his kid on the table #bcus of course he can’t #but joel is made a villain for it and u can’t pretend he wasn’t cus the narrative doesn’t defend his choice once #it doesn’t even allow him to tell ellie what actually happened in that hospital and defend himself #it just forces him to take it for two years #it makes ellie not speak to him for 2 years after everything they did to help each other survive including the events of left behind #which only affirms joel was in the wrong especially when you throw in the humanising of jerry with the zebra scene #like no he’s not a bad person he saves zebras!#and then you have last nights ep which allows bill to prioritise one person over anything else and celebrates it #but joel deserves to be brutally murdered for doing the same thing #smh #all that game does is punish joel lmaooooo especially through ellie which just. hurts so fucking much #anyway anyway #tlou1 #tlou2 #the last of us spoilers #im not trying to tag hate btw i just don’t wanna spoil any of it for ppl who haven’t played

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