#I literally feel like Toby though why am I like this
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i-may-be-an-emu Ā· 1 month ago
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channeling my inner Toby rn :D
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Snakehips vest for my cosplay ^ :]
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foressfaction Ā· 11 months ago
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Toby Headcanons
First things first, rewrite link ā€”> https://www.wattpad.com/story/330185513-ticci-toby-a-rewrite?utm_source=android&utm_medium=link&utm_content=story_info&wp_page=story_details_button&wp_uname=foressfaction&wp_originator=4ym0kekpamjg%2byu500owdfcdlnhtpkigcby1thrmnvj95d4u%2f2vtey8ihglpowcvuy8icvezeljevfn%2fbufrp
Fair warning, I am the Toby enthusiast so youā€™re in for a long read. If you actually care enough to read all this, keep in mind there are some triggering topics for wellā€¦ everything. Thatā€™s also including the other links leading to other posts of mine. Read with caution. I go into heavy detail about topics that are usually pretty sensitive.
Family headcanonsā€”> https://www.tumblr.com/foressfaction/734266713806405633/basic-family-head-canons-for-toby
Operator headcanonsā€”> WIP
Him with Jackā€”> https://www.tumblr.com/foressfaction/735560061461594112/my-jack-and-toby-headcanons-theyre-bfs
Him with Natalieā€”> https://www.tumblr.com/foressfaction/746264454600278016/toby-and-clockwork-some-headcanon-takes-on-this
Him and Lyra ā€”> WIP
Him and Cross-Xā€”>WIP
The main basics
He can't read, he has always had trouble reading. He can get simple sentences and phrases but actual literature like books, newspapers, or anything over half a paragraph long, he can't read it.
Due to losing his memories, he lost knowledge of what normal people do. He doesn't know social cues that well. You could come up to him and say that you want to be his friend and he'd look like a clueless child.
Never having a friend before, anything of the sort now would make him suspicious of you, or just not trust you.
He has very very bad trust issues, meaning he thinks everyone is out to get him. Which may not be true, though he can't help but think it due to his anxiety.
He is terrified of vehicles, and riding in them. Though he doesn't remember why. His body still reacts with trauma he doesn't recall experiencing.
This is kinda annoying for him.
He can run incredibly fast and has almost unlimited stamina. He knows his limits though and never pushes his body to the extent due to the fact he will lose mobility for the next hour or so trying to regain his breath.This may lead to him potentially passing out.
He will only run to his full abilities if he is in severe danger (or feel he is)
He loves the smell of lavender, it makes him tired and relaxed. It is the only thing that will help him sleep.
He still bites his nails so he sometimes will coat his nails in either nail polish (yes he paints his nails sometimes) or will get that nasty tasting polish. It depends. He's very insecure about his hands and so he will paint his nails to make them look a little better.
Along with the aid of sleep, basic company helps a lot. It would have to be someone he's close with or at least knows to an extent. Just having someone there, regardless of distance or their position in the area, really helps him sleep.
He's easy to make friends with but it'll take some time for him to get used to you. He'd want to know a lot of things first and learn more about you.
His favorite season is fall, and his favorite spice is Parsley. He loves the smell.
He can't cook but if he was to ever help someone with cooking (whichā€¦Is a bad idea anyways) he'd probably sprinkle a little parsley in secretly.
He is of German descent but can't speak it. (unless operator is controlling him, in that case he ONLY speaks it)
He has two marks in the shape of the operator symbol on his upper left arm and lower right side. They are scars as they were once carved into the skin and slowly scarred over.
He would be the type of person who would lay his forehead on your cheek and stare waiting for an apology or just if he was in a playful mood.
He also sucks on his candy canes until they are quite literally a deadly weapon.
I feel like he would run up stairs so fast he literally trips up them. This also goes with anytime he needed to run, it's an immediate sprint, no working up speed, no preparing his legs, literally gone- this might cause trip ups occasionally. Imagine getting hit by an axe then you hear footsteps with a loud thud following after.
He isn't very picky with food, I feel he'd eat what normally people wouldn't, like the top piece and last piece of a bread loaf, or spaghettios cold, not warmed. Same with hot dogs, he may not boil the weenie, who knows it depends.
If anyone took the bread crusts off their sandwiches he would eat those alone- i think he likes bread guys.
He probably wets his socks or pillow in the summer to feel cool, sometimes would probably just walk around with a cold wet towel draped over his head.
Lyra would occasionally make fun of him for being shorter than her for most of their childhood until he would have eventually grown taller if she hadn't passed.
He would've gotten back at her.
She definitely picked on him a lot in a playful manner and he'd always overreact. Definitely a stereotypical 'get out of my room' emo kid. He'd definitely be a stoner if we're talking normal mansion au thing. Bro would probably be high 25/8, mainly so he doesn't feel like shit all the time.
He'd meow back or bark back at animals who do so to him. He'd growl at anything growling at him and eventually these would plainly turn into tics. Now he'd just meow or bark/growl out of absolutely no where.
He'd definitely be pretty flexible, upon somehow squeezing into places like cabinets and tiny closets to avoid capture or getting spotted, he had always been pretty maneuverable-?? He'd probably purposely freak people out by doing literal gymnastic poses just out of the blue. I'd imagine he'd break, fracture or pop out of socket bones without knowing it due to not feeling the actual pain of the strain he puts on them. Therefore he ignores it and one day if he just decides to do a backbend then he just goes for it.
He loves peaches and anything peach flavored. Usually when savaging for food, canned peaches are his main target. He would almost completely avoid a store if they had none. He isn't picky at all, of course, but he'd like at least one thing of his personal liking if he's going out of his way to steal it. It HAS to be the canned ones. He doesn't fuckin know how to peel an actual peach? And I figured if anything he'd HATE the fuzzy skin on it and would absolutely have a meltdown. ( based on me). If someone handed him a FULL ASS UNSKINNED peach. He would look at you like 'What am I supposed to do with thisā€¦.'
I also headcanon that he got his hat from Lyra as when they were younger and she was still alive, she worked at a mailing company sorting the mail. The symbol on the hat looks like a yellow envelope. She gave it to him when she quit so he could wear it and stuff.
He'd absolutely love spiderman and silly things like star wars and transformers. He's definitely more of a Marvel guy and probably owns/owned tons of spiderman themed clothing.
Toby would always comfort Lyra after her rough days at work. I feel she'd fall asleep on the couch immediately after sitting down. He would crawl up beside her and just curl up against her, also falling asleep. She'd always wake up before him and take him to bed soon after.
I feel he would have trouble making eye contact but it's for a completely different reason than most. It's not because he's awkward but because he genuinely doesn't know how to look at someone. Unless its a partner or a really close friend. He will avoid eye contact at least for too long. If he's actually able to hold contact with someone that's a sign he's growing comfortably that they wont hurt him.
It stems from his father shaming him for just looking at the man the wrong way anf sometimes that led to physical disputes that he wishes to avoid from any possible individual. He has a natural resting bitch face so it's not hard to mistake his look as something spiteful.
When he stutters it's not a tic, it has nothing to do with his TS, it's just a speech impediment and is very VERY insecure about it because of how many times he's been called annoying or told to just 'hurry up and say it, i don't have time for this', something along those lines.
- His tics include facial grimaces, snapping his fingers or jaws every now and then, hitting himself, or others around pretty hard, tapping his foot or whistling. He will blurt random ass shit as well (this i will sometimes add into the rp, it can be kinda funny, sometimes inappropriate) ex: "suck my loli" or "shitty shoe" shit like that.
- Appearance wise, nothing really changed. His eye color did however. Instead of that dark brown, it's a hazel green. He's probably around 5'6 overall. Plus he's extremely frail and unhealthy. He is covered and when i say covered, I mean covered in freckles. Shoulders, arms and his face are where they really are noticeable. Like normal, his hair is the same, dark and frizzy. It has a little bit of curl to it but mainly it's just wavy and fluffy.
-He still bites his hands since he's never really broken that habit, so you'd never really see him without bandages on his hands.
-Personality wise, he's pretty feral. Even as a teenager. He can be stalker-ish and weird. He's still pretty damn timid though since..hello social anxiety.
Toby is extremely neurodivergent. He stims and tics all of the time. He can't handle certain smells, tastes, textures. Specifically wet hands on any cold dry surface, or per say, chewing on a piece of steak or anything chewy for more than 6 seconds MAX. He can't have food touching and has to use multiple forks/spoons/knives when he has a meal.
-Toby can't stand the sight of his own blood. It causes him to break down and literally freak out. He has a strange phobia of organs and bones of his own coming out of where they shouldn't be. He is very sensitive with wounds in the torso area due to this exact organ phobia.
(He's had dreams where he literally had to hold his organs inside so they wouldn't fall out.
šŸŒæAppearance HeadcanonsšŸŒæ
[F]He pretty much stayed the same, originally, he started with just a few freckles here and there, but how i see him, a full face of freckles, and all over him, arms, back, neck, just everywhere. This also goes for scars. He has lots of rather unique ones. Especially on his back. He has two deep gash scars right on his shoulder blades that look like he once had wings. At least that's how he wants to see it.
[F] His teeth had kinda been crooked from all of the pressure onto them throughout his childhood and due to his teeth actually getting knocked out when he was little. (his baby teeth of course) his adult teeth never really wanted to grow in right.
- I find it better if he is 19-25years old, him as any older kinda feels weird to me since i am used to portraying him as a late teen or in his early/mid twenties. This really depends on how he'll be used and the story i will go by
- His hair is still the same. Still a dark chocolate brown. It's just a lot messier, or well, very fluffy With a few curls.
- He is still very pale but still slightly more tan than how he is originally, his skin has a pastel peach light tone (just a normal pale person) and not like the light grey people usually see him as.
-His face is very scarred, but the one that stands out the most is the iconic tear, or gash in his right cheek. It exposes muscle, and his teeth from the side. It's very disgusting so he keeps hidden with masks, or bandages.
Visage and wardrobe
Adding this in last second but I feel his closet is FULL with brown grunge grey and green flannels and layered shirts and grandpa sweaters. Heā€™s your average grunge Pinterest guy youā€™d find on every corner of the internet but heā€™s stylish unconsciously. He throws shit together he thinks looks good and apparently it actually does. One day heā€™d be rocking a fire fit and the next he looks like he came right out of a dumpster as most of his older clothes are torn and sheared up from wellā€¦ living where he does. He prefers layers no matter what season it is but will occasionally wear sleeveless stuff and shorts. Probably owns a few shark themed pieces and along with what I said earlier. Some marvel and other stuff. Probably from the kids section who knows honestly. All of the tags on his clothes are faded.
- https://www.tumblr.com/foressfaction/743158587608727552/while-im-on-art-block-heres-some-stupid-shit-toby
PersonašŸŒæ
His personality is pretty much the same. He's a little more timid though. He actually has a big heart, despite him being a potential serial killer, he still has a few soft spots and a heart. He will care and love for someone, but in order to really earn his trust, someone would have to repeatedly prove that they are worthy of it. He's literally insane, meaning he can be really up and active in a hypomanic way. He's pretty childish around those he knows, but doesn't trust those he doesn't, in fact, those he doesn't know will most likely be ignored or get small, nervous/annoyed responses. He's easy to make friends with since his persona is very passive, he's really sweet in some situations and the next he'd be having a mental breakdown or some kind of manic attack.
-He's very jumpy and easily startled, and would most likely flinch or try to shield himself if someone moves too fast around him. This is due to his trauma and slight PTSD.
-He is touch starved, meaning when he does get affection he'd get extremely confused, weirded out or just plainly get emotional. He didn't get much love and was reminded daily that he was a sack of shit and he finds it hard to believe anyone would love him.
Canonically, he never had a sexuality, meaning he could be any sexual orientation you want. For me, he is Biromantic/Asexual. For him, relationships would have to move slowly, not just kiss kiss fall in love type of shit. You'd have to become his friend first, and of course be loyal and such. It isn't easy at all for him to fall into a relationship, in fact that's the last thing on his mind. Since he believes he is unlovable, no one would even like him in such a way, so he gives up and just sticks to what he has to do.
[Fluffy HC!]
-If the whole mansion concept is being used, he would definitely be very dramatic and really in character if he was to roleplay or play a game with Sally. If he was given a role he will make sure he fills it as accurately as possible just to make her happy. He has a soft spot for children obviously. Unless The Operator is in control.
-If he is good friends or in a relationship with someone, he will generate a nickname based off of your appearance. It would usually consist of cute characteristics he sees in you, and sometimes he'll base it off of your personality. If not, if he's feeling silly, he'll call you a nickname based on random objects. "How's my favorite frying pan this morning?"
Romance?
Toby thinks love is just a fantasy, and no one could love him, much less return the feelings, so love is the last thing on his mind. Though he thinks about what it would be like to have a partner
-He would be so emotional if he even gets a hug, much less feelings being confessed, or confessing his own but Toby may accidentally slip it out, or tell them just to get it off his chest and carry on like it means nothing but on the inside he knows it does and will beat himself up about it
-I think he'd definitely act differently as well, especially his tics would act up more as well around them because he's really nervous and maybe say random things to shoo off the feeling like nothing was there to begin with.
Habits
- He still bites his nails and inner cheek but does it when he's really stressed or nervous. He's really fidgety so he'd mess with anything loose or even would twirl his hair, soon he did it so much his hair got used to it and began to get slightly curly but mostly just wavy.
- [F]He grits his teeth a lot. He'll do it randomly.
-[F] His ADHD still affects him now, so it's hard for him to focus on one thing at once and gets easily distracted. Its a bad habit
MentalityšŸŒæ
- Nothing really changed. He still suffers with his disabilities, just some stopped affecting him as much after he reached 17 originally. Being schizophrenia and Anxiety. But this headcanon still suffers with those two despite his age. This explains why he can see the operator, which brings me to the next change.
He had suffered from Schizophrenia since he was 7 years old. So he's been seeing this entity his whole life. Making so much happen and of course all of the deaths in his life was blamed upon the entity.
- [F]Since he cannot feel pain, there is a high chance that he could have hurt himself very badly and not know. So every now and then he does check ups on himself, especially after something brutal happened or had gotten into a fight. He could be perfectly fine one second ago then faint due to blood loss and wake up not even knowing what happened. This is really hard for him since a really bad wound that could grow fatal could be anywhere and he wouldn't know. So a check up on himself here and there could really save his ass.
StoryšŸŒæ
- Everything pretty much stayed the same. The deaths, the conflicts. The only thing that really changed was the cause of the deaths.
- However, after the ending, where the fire nearly took his life, he couldn't remember anything on why he was there, or how he ended up in this situation. He blacked out and woke up in a whole different area of the dense forest. He no longer remembered a thing but every time he'd try and get close to coming back to the past, it would all happen again.
- He never remembered anything, even after he had murdered someone, in fact he doesn't even like doing that. He despises the fact that he should murder innocent people, however sometimes, he will see the face of a man he hated so dearly but didn't remember why.
-Amongst the crime scene, after he had murdered someone, he'd sit and stare at what he had done, a huge moment of lucidity would take over him, making everything come back for those few moments. Then his mind would wipe blank once again and he'd go on like nothing ever happened. During those moments, he'd regret spilling the blood of the victim, and hate on himself even more, while violent memories and thoughts ran through his mind, making him feel less and less stable. This sometimes knocked him out, and he'd be there, unconscious at the scene which isn't good since that's how ya get caught and arrested.
He lives in a small shed in the middle of Rosswood Park/forest. His shed is deep deep in the woods, he had never lived in the mansion. (might will make something work for roleplay use)
Before anything, these are just my changes and adjustments I made to either fit a better way of my liking/needs and to just plainly make more sense.
Disorder list and how it all affects him.
Tourettes Syndrome
A shared headcanon: Toby has coprophilia (uncontrolled cursing), which is actually an uncommon symptom, but seeing that he was unfit for public school, it would make sense in his case. Most tics are not debilitating (but can be discomforting, obviously), so Tobyā€™s TS must be an extreme case. So my headcanon of his verbal tics being coprophilia makes sense. He is an extreme case and has complex verbal tics (coprophilia is classified as a complex phonic tic and not a simple phonic tic). This was one of the reasons he was unfit for public school, along with being bullied for his motor tics. It doesnā€™t mention anything about him having verbal tics in his story or implying that he has coprophiliaā€”but again, Wade did not know much about TS, so I headcanon him to have it as it makes more sense. He also seems to just have simple motor tics (generally brief movements involving spasmodic, non-rhythmic muscle contractions) ie. jerking his head and other limbs occasionally. However, since he was unfit to go to normal school and therefore should be an extreme case, I headcanon him to also have complex motor tics (more purposeful movements such as: grimacing, tapping, walking in a specific pattern or circling, jumping, kicking, or punching), mainly kicking and punching/hitting and slapping. This would make much more sense because tho he still would probably get made fun of for just simple motor tics, that alone shouldnā€™t stop him from being too unfit for regular school. His are obviously chronic and do not disappear as he gets older, unlike with many cases.
-So there are my headcanons on his TS and tics. They make much more sense, and if Wade had actually known about TS more, would probably be what they would have given him. Iā€™m not entirely sure if you can have both simple and complex tics of the same type, but I donā€™t see why not, so I headcanon him to have both simple and complex motor and phonic tics. His simple verbal tics include clearing his throat, grunting and other short repetitive noises. Typically he usually grunts and makes said repetitive noises more but will compulsively clear his throat, sometimes with coughing, from time to time. Said repetitive noises often happen while trying to speak and will act up if he is nervous or very excited. His complex phonic tics, like I stated before, is coprolalia along with sĆømetimes muttering or shouting random words spontaneously.
Again, his complex verbal tics act up when he is nervous or very excited etc. He tends to curse randomly while talking and sometimes will say random words which sometimes makes it very difficult for him to talk and make coherent sentences. Cursing is his more common complex verbal tic while sputtering random words is less common for him. Most days it isnā€™t too bad and he mostly just swears when talking (along with all his other tics but Iā€™m focusing on how it affects his speech right now), but sometimes heā€™ll have days where talking is very difficult and he stutters trying to get the words out and canā€™t make coherent sentences. Again, it gets even worse when heā€™s nervous or very excited. For his simple motor tics, he mainly jerks and cracks his neck along with jerking his other limbs in weird ways that often cause his joints to pop and make a cracking sound.
Sometimes theyā€™re violent enough that if he could feel pain it would hurt him and occasionally injuring himself cause ie. tearing or pulling a muscle (which is shit as he canā€™t feel pain so doesnā€™t notice anything is wrong most of the time). Again, like always, these tend to get worse and act up when heā€™s nervous or very excited. Often when cracking and jerking his head he will also grunt or make said repetitive noise as he does so. His complex motor tics include throwing things, punching, slapping, hitting and kicking either himself, anything and anyone he can reach or is close to him, and if nothing is around, the air itself. These are less frequent than his simple motor tics, but as he is an extreme case, they are still a common occurrence for him. Again, like all his other tics, they tend to act up when heā€™s nervous or very excited, but not as much as all the others. His simple motor tics act up more when heā€™s nervous or very excited more than his complex motor tics. When they do act up more, which ones tend to depend on how heā€™s feeling. If heā€™s feeling stressed, nervous or sad, he tends to hit or punch, kick slap, ā€˜hurtā€™ himself more. If heā€™s angry itā€™s a mix of hitting, slapping and punching himself along with kicking, punching and throwing nearby things. If the emotions are positive he tends to backhand anything that might be nearby, just doing that motion if thereā€™s nothing to hit, throwing things, kicking his legs out or slapping himself in the face, and occasionally punching if heā€™s really happy or excited. He must be careful cause he tends to punch nearby people in the face when that happens, most of the time pretty hard. He always feels super bad whenever that happens and tries to hit himself instead so he doesnā€™t punch someone in the face when excited. Sometimes if his tics, mainly his complex motor tics, are acting up badly, heā€™ll drop down on the floor and roll around a bit as he hits the ground and air and lets everything out in a little fit. Itā€™s best to quickly move him to an opener area if he can feel a bad tic fit coming on so he can lay down where heā€™s not going to hit or throw anyone/anyone. Itā€™s best to just let him get it out unless itā€™s partially violent and heā€™s in danger of hurting himself (jerking too hard etc.) or if heā€™s doing it to himself particularly hard and violently. He is an extreme case so he tics everyday, but some days, if heā€™s really lucky, it wonā€™t happen too often and will mostly just have simple tics that donā€™t get in the way of day to day life too badly. On the other hand, he can have very bad days where his tics act up, his complex tics especially, where they happen very frequently and he canā€™t make it stop or slow down and has multiple violent tic fits where he usually ends up breaking and destroying a lot of things and hurting himself, sometimes pretty badly, especially since he cannot feel it and will try to direct things towards himself instead of whateverā€™s around him. And yeah, those are my headcanons on Tobyā€™s TS and different tics. I headcanon him to be an extreme case (since that would make the most sense given how heā€™s supposed to not be fit for normal school since itā€™s that bad). I also headcanon it to actually get worse as he grows up, especially as his mental health deteriorates. I could probably go on about this more but Iā€™ve rambled enough and I think I kinda went on a bit long, so Iā€™ll try and stop myself here now.
ADHD
He does have ADHD, meaning he usually has sudden outbursts of energy. He shows this by getting easily distracted during times he should be occupied by one thing, instead he'd be interested in literally everything else but what he should be. Because of this, he wasn't fit for school, or anything of the such.
He doesn't take medicine for this, since he can't exactly get his hands on it, or thinks that he needs it.
He lets out his energy by running around in an open space, pacing back and forth, tapping or scratching with his fingers, or tapping his foot/bouncing his leg. Usually his ADHD acts up more when he's excited or trying to concentrate. He bites his nails because of it as well.
He can't focus on one thing at once, and would be distracted by the littlest things like a lizard on a tree, or even a bug flying around his face. He'd stop what he was doing before and focus more on that other than what he should be focusing on. He never exactly thought of it as something bad but usually he'd forget what he was doing before and that something could have been important.
Dermatophagia
note: Dermatophagia is what's known as a body-focused repetitive behavior (BFRB). It goes beyond just nail biting or occasionally chewing on a finger. It's not a habit or a tic, but rather a disorder. People with this condition gnaw at and eat their skin, leaving it bloody, damaged, and, in some cases, infected.
This was a lot worse when he was younger, but he still does it as he grows up. It can get so bad that he has to wrap his hands up by himself and fight the urge to feel the skin in between his teeth. He doesn't just bite his own hands however, he does it to his arms randomly. He'd bite into any of his arms for some odd reason but never hard enough to make them bleed. This of course depends on how hard he bites into them. This happens when he is usually upset in any way, and takes the anger out on himself or a nearby flat surface, like a wall or table.
This harms him badly, but since he can't feel it, he doesn't know when to stop, making this 10 times worse than any normal case. He's gone as far as to nearly gnaw off the skin of his knuckle, exposing the muscle underneath, almost to the bone. This isn't as bad as when he was younger, but when he gets upset in a way, he will still struggle with the problem of gnawing on his hands
I am missing some here, that being BPD, Schizophrenia, psychosis, and autism. Iā€™m aware some are just mere disabilities but I want to do more research before I go into these sensitive topics.
Some more smaller posts with undocumented headcanons
- https://www.tumblr.com/foressfaction/746629900867371008/so-i-headcanon-toby-to-be-a-phat-stoner-so
- https://www.tumblr.com/foressfaction/744151888116711424/i-have-so-much-on-this-dude-hes-been-through
- https://www.tumblr.com/foressfaction/748800526075985920/another-day-another-essay-toby-is-a-closed-off
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riddles-n-games Ā· 2 months ago
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In one of your posts you talked about how the TGG charcters leave a bad taste in your mouth and while some of the TIG charcters were spoiled they still had constant reminders they were human and I agree.
I'd like to talk about Lyra . People love to talk about how much better she is than Avery because "she's focused on family while Avery's focused on puzzles" . When Ave has every right to know answers considering people are trying to kill her left and right and it's not like she stopped caring or even loving Libby throughout the books
People don't talk about how entitled Lyra came off when she first started calling him in brothers Hawthorne , were we supposed to hate Grayson because he asked who this random person who just trauma dumped on him was ?.
Even after she saw him again in TGG I didn't feel bad that Grayson told her to stop calling. Also some people actively forget that Lyra KNEW she was trauma dumping on someone who's gone through a lot .
It also makes a lot more weird that she was kind of flirting with him in The brothers Hawthorne
Ok, first off, you shared a lot of thoughts in the last while and I am happy to be the one you're sharing this with. Respect that a lot. Also, you are telling me people are not respecting my OG girl. Where are these opinions being said so I can go hate and cancel?
Jokes aside, opinion is opinioning as always. I would argue Avery is VERY focused on family. Her loyalty and constant worry for Libby is literally introduced to us within a few pages of her introduction! Heck, her introduction is being with disguised Toby which was someone she offered companionship and cared for despite her own tight situation. She cared for the brothers and tried to get Jameson to get his head out of his ass. Grayson too. She let Nash become her unofficial older brother. She immediately hit it off with Xander and tried offering him support where possible even when he refused it. And despite them sure as heck not deserving it, she even still hangs with Thea and Rebecca. Oh, and didn't she literally try helping Eve before the evidence started turning on her? Basically, that's a huge part of Avery's arc.
Avery only got roped up into the puzzles because that was clearly the only way she was going to get answers in the first place and even so, you can tell that she doesn't always like them. Why else was she so appalled by Jameson's dumbassery after their first kiss? I even wrote a rewrite of that sequence so she would be more pissed with him!
Regarding Lyra, yes, very good point to bring up. Home girl hit him up and of course his reaction is WTF. I can't blame him for that at all. I would have literally blocked and not even answered if I was in his place. I guess from Lyra's perspective, because he was most vulnerable in a sense, she must have chosen Grayson strategically. It's also revealed in TGG she had a crush on him so I definitely think that strengthens the cause. Grayson may not be without faults but this is part of why it's hard to connect with the newer characters in TGG. It's like even though you want to root for them, they keep going and doing something that ruins their chances of being more likeable.
I hope JLB touches more on this for character development.
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undertalebabbleblog Ā· 6 months ago
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UTDR 9th Anniversary Newsletter Musings
(Here's a link to the newsletter if you haven't already read it: Autumn 2024.) (It's spring right now where I am...) (Eh, oh well.)
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First of all, Tori blowing fire to light the candles, very cool, might have to draw that.
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Hmm, that's a lot of a certain number... You know what, I don't even have to go into this, we all know what it's referencing.
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An interview with Sans, heck yeah!
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As I expected, it's a joke, but... uh... just me, or does it seem like it might be talking about something else? Not entirely sure what, but I'm sure there's already plenty of theories despite it literally only coming out today. In any case, it was very amusing and some classic Undertale humour. Also
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Jeez, Tori, it's been years, you've already made your feelings about Asgore's actions clear. Give the poor guy a break. (Link to the full interview if you wanna read it: Sans: What do you think about the number nine?)
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...Toby? Toby, what does this mean? TOBY WHY DO YOU MAKE THE MOST INNOCUOUS STATEMENTS THAT HAVE SO MUCH POTENTIAL MEANING BEHIND THEM ...This is... ominous, to say the least, given the Snowgrave route and the fact that Toriel might join us in the Dark World in Chapter 3... ...I'm just overthinking this, right? ..........right???
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Toby, this is the Undertale fandom you're talking to. Since when have we ever been responsible with Sans or his AUs? You should know better than to trust us with this skeleton by now. *Proceeds to use cup for strawberry milkshake* ....Dammit, now I want to draw him with a bunch of different-coloured eyes... just because...
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Never misses a chance to do this sort of thing, does he? (It has my real name in it, which I don't really want to show, so have some badly edited screenshots instead.) I have made butterscotch cinnamon pie before and it was genuinely delicious. Would love to bake one in that Toriel pie tray. ...I wonder how a fish and chips pie would actually taste, though...?
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PERFECTION
I would buy every single item of this kitchen merch if I had the money.
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*vibrating intensely with excitement*
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Very nice, always cool to see unused stuff and concepts.
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. . .
*Well, there is a man here. *He might be happy to see you. *What do you think?
...I overthink these things too much.
And finally, we get a letter.
My best friend's favorite number is nine. It's because there isn't a number that's higher. 9. 99. 999. 9999. If everything gets high enough, You become invincible. Nothing can hurt you anymore. Nothing can hurt anyone anymore. But isn't it scary, to think there's a highest number? That, if you made 99 good memories, you couldn't hold anymore. So I don't like to keep count of the flowers we pick, or the times that they laugh, or how many scary faces they make. I just hope we'll be friends for 999 more years.
(Couldn't screenshot the whole thing because it was too big, so I just copied the text. Here's a link to the original: Letter) On one hand, the spacing is kind of reminiscent of what we assume is Gaster. But on the other hand, it's not in all caps, and the language is different, and from what we know of the mysterious scientist (which is quite frankly very little), it wouldn't make sense. There is, however, someone else that would make a lot more sense.
*I'll go get the flowers. *I should have laughed it off, like you did... *Okay, [Name], are you ready? *Do your creepy face!
And most telling of all, "My best friend"...
It's. It's Asriel. IT'S GOTTA BE AZZY OKAY COME ON, THERE'S THE MENTION OF THE SCARY FACES AND EVERYTHING
...Ahem.
My hypothesis is that it's Asriel Dreemurr.
Aaaaannnddd... that's it for this newsletter! I needed somewhere to dump my thoughts on it, and that's kinda what this blog is for, so yeah.
A very happy birthday to my favourite game of all time.
If you have any theories or observations about the newsletter, I'd love to see them!
See ya next time, Pup
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posallys Ā· 1 year ago
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all right here is my word vomit live watch
IMMEDIATELY i am slapped in the face by toby stephens as poseidon i am FERAL
THE LUKE AND PERCY PARALLEL ā€œLOOK, YOU DIDNā€™T WANT TO BE A HALFBLOODā€ OH MY FUCKING GOD
THE MISSING LUKE AND PERCY TRAINING SCENES OH DEAR LORD THANK YOU THANK YOU
ā€œWhen am i ever going to use thisā€ percy i LOVE YOU
ā€œSo you can use them against your opponentā€ OH BOY
Finally some action i love a good sword fight
But where's annabeths necklace imma kill people
Ooh some god strength okay okay tasty
HELL YEAH POSEIDON POWERS FUCK HIS SHIT UPPPPPP 
ā€œI WARNED YOU. IF YOU'RE NOT CAREFUL, YOU'LL FIND OUT WHO I AMā€ OH I LOVE THE ENERGY YESSSS FUCK YEAH
GO OFFF PERCY 
ā€œAND YOU THOUGHT YOU WERE JUST A KIDā€
Ares didn't curse him i hate it here
OH WHAT IS THAT VOICE
OH MY GOD THE CABIN SOMEBODY SEDATE ME
this can go one of two ways
ā€œViolent seismic activityā€ MMM YUMMY
UH HULLO THIS IS NOT WHAT I EXPECTED ALECTO!???
I lied there was a secret 3rd way this could have gone and it happened 
OOP THEREā€™S THE NECKLACE
ā€œWhere's the glory in thatā€ wow tell me you don't understand Percy's character without telling me you don't understand Percy's character 
ā€œI don't have an appointmentā€ THATS SO FUCKING ICONIC OF HIM
Wait i kind of fuck with this olympus i was picture all white and pristine but this FUCKS
ā€œSHOULDN'T THEY BE JUST AS AFRAID OF US AS WE ARE OF THEMā€ OH MY FUCKING GOD. OH MY GOD. HOLY SHIT 
ā€œyou're learning fastā€ OH MY GODDDDDDDDD
ā€œThings that are small and scaryā€¦.ā€ BROOOOOOOOOOOO
the show has rights for the luke and percy content and posally and percabeth and that's IT
LANCE REDDICK ā¤ļøā¤ļøā¤ļø greatest of all time rest in peace ā¤ļø (you'll always be Cedric daniels to me)
Ohhh king he does a bad ass zeus
Where's poseidon though DONT TAKE HIM FROM ME šŸ˜­šŸ˜­šŸ˜­
Lance ily
Lance reddick zeus you're perfect to ME
OHHHHH YES GOOD SHIT
percy jackson king of audacity 
AGHHHHHJJJDHH POSEIDON I LOVE YOU BRIAN BROMEN OH FUCK YES IM. SNKDKKWKWJFKMQ3LI4HRND IM VIBRATING NRJNW OHMYGID
IM THROWING UP OH MY GOD
ā€œI SURRENDERā€ OH BROTHER DO I HAVE THOUGHTS THOUGHTS TOO MANY THOUGHTS FUCKKKKK
OH MY GODDDDDDDDDDDD IM GOING TO PUKE
TOBY STEPHENS LOVE OF MY LIFE
I HAVE NEVER BEEN MORE UNWELL IN MY ENTIRE LIFE
SHUT UP NOBODY TOUCH ME
ā€œOBEDIENCE DOESNT COME NATURALLY TO YOU DOES ITā€ ohhhhhhhh brother call me an ambulance 
ā€œI must take some of the blame i supposeā€ so you CAN read the books you just chose not to for the other 7 episodesā€¦.
THE SEA DOES NOT LIKE TO BE RESTRAINED FUCK YEAHHHHHB BROTHER
HIM ONLY UNDERSTANDING THE WORD FATHER IM GOING TO KILL MYSELF IM SOBBING 
POSEIDON SMILE IM DYING 
I DIDN'T LEARN IT FROM CHIRON AND THEN POSEIDONS FACE OH FUCK IM PUKING SHAKING CRYING
IM SO SO SO UNWELL IM LITERALLY INCOHERENT 
ā€œAres is a moron, as you noticedā€ STOP I LOVE HIM THERES THAT ASSHAT POSEIDON ENERGY IM LOOKING FOR
ā€œof course we dream, why do you askā€ ā€œDO YOU EVER DREAM ABOUT MOMā€ I AM DEAD I DIED I ASCENDED IM FLOATING LEVITATING FLYING OH DEAR LORD OH MY GOD IM SO SO SO ILL
TOBY STEPHENS THE MAN THAT YOU ARE POSEIDON THE MAN THAT YOU ARE OH MY GOD HIM GOLDING PERCYS HEA DIM VIMITING SHITING MYSELF KILLING DYING DEAD DJFICJJWOKDKDJN FUCK ME FUCK FICK
TOBY TOBY TOBY YOURE PERFECTVTHE PAIN THE FACIAL EXPTESSUINNS IM DYING DEAD
THE PEARL KILL KILL KJAJDJWKKDJJDJDUEJJ2NH3H
I AM HYPERVENTILATING 
Not to be greedy BUT WHERE IS THE QUEEN AMING WOMEN WHERE THE FUCK WAS IT YOU CANNOT GIVE ME ALL OF THAT AND THEN NOT GIVE ME THE MOST FUCKING ICONIC LINE OF ALL TIME WHAT THE ACTUAL ABSOLUTE FUCK I AM GOING THROUGH SO MANY EMOTIONS WHATBTHEFUCK
there's still 20 minutes left taylor breathe it can still happen 
PERCABETH HUG MY RELIGION
annabeth luke percy trio is SOOOOO interesting to me
I hate percy knowing :( ur a bit too perceptive buddy but it's okay 
ā€œI DIDN'T THINK YOU'D GIVE THEM TO GROVER TO WEARā€ SHOOT ME IT WOULD PROBABLY FEEL ABOUT THE SAME
THE GODS ARE MY ENEMY, YOU IM HERE TO RECRUIT OHHHHH BROTHER
OH HELLO BACKBITER LORE OKAY
LUKE I GET YOU I UNDERSTAND
I MET YOUR DAD *SLASH* OH THEY GOT HIM THEY GOT HIM GOOD
LUKE PERCY FIGHT MY EYES HAVE BEEN BLESSED IN THIS DAY
PERCY APOLOGIZING HONEY UR TOO SWEET
ANNABETH OH FUCK OH HELLO
So tell me what are the plans for ttc now lol
I HEARD EVERYTHING ANNABETH HONEY COME HERE I NEED TO HUG YOU
I must askā€¦.where the FUCK was this energy the rest of the season this episode is literally so insane it almost makes up for the rest of everything
ā€œHow does she feel abt all of thisā€ ooh yummy i like the foreshadowing 
ā€œI imagine she's thrilledā€ WRONG thalia would stomp freddy chases head in if given the chance
LEAH UR BRAIDS ARE GORGEOUS
stop percy had HEART EYES 24/7 FOR HER IM GOING TO COMBUST
ā€œJUST BE A KIDā€ IM SOBBING
THE SEARCHERS LICENSE IM CRYING SOBBING UR PERFECT GROVER 
ā€œI'LL FIND YOUā€ FORESHADDDDDDDOWWWINGGGGGGGG
ā€œNO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS WE MEET BACK HERE NEXT YEARā€, OH I LOVE THEM IM CRYING SOBBING OH MY BABIES
MONTAUK IM GOING TO KILL MYSELF FUCK DUDE U CANT DO THIS 
i want poseidon to be there i know he wont be but i NEED it
Stop honey percy ilyyyyy you're such a sweetheart im kissing ur forehead and tucking u in
OH HELLO ā€œIT'S TIME TO WAKE UPā€ WOOOOAHHHHHHHH OKAY
ā€œWE'RE STILL DOING THISā€ LMFAOOOOO
ā€œTURNS OUT IM PRETTY GOOD AT THISā€¦.COME FIND MEā€ CRAZY 
ā€¦ā€¦MOTHERFUCKER if they dont show gabe dying im gonna riot
WHERE WAS THE REST OF MY POSALLY šŸ˜­šŸ˜­šŸ˜­šŸ˜­šŸ˜­šŸ˜­šŸ˜­ YOU CAN'T GIVE ME SOME AND THEN TAKE AWAY THE LITTLE FROM THE BOOKS
WHERE IS SALLY MURDERING GABE HELLO
AHHH END SCENE LOL AH THE BOX
THE IMPLICATION THAT IT WAS ALL POSEIDONā€¦ā€¦..WHAT IF I DIE OH MY GOD
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thebreakfastgenie Ā· 7 months ago
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If you don't mind sharing, I would love to know what you think people get wrong about Toby and Josh! (this is not a trap, I have no strong feelings and am genuinely just interested)
Yeah totally!! So I will say I think within The West Wing fandom on tumblr people get these characters more right than the general audience.
Toby is just an incredibly complex character. I go even farther than most (including, like, Richard Schiff) because I don't think Toby is cynical at all. Maybe by the end of the show, but certainly not when we meet him and not throughout the first four seasons. Cynicism isn't really allowed to exist in the Sorkin West Wing. Toby is the most idealistic character on the show and he is the way he is because he is constantly disappointed and frustrated. The world never lives up to his expectations but he never adjusts his expectations. It goes beyond hope, he really does expect better because he genuinely believes the world or in some cases a person, e.g. Jed Bartlet, has a potential it's not living up to. That's why we meet Toby as a professional political operative who has never won an election, who puts his job on the line and alienates all his coworkers because he's so committed to what he believes is right. Toby is an uncompromising idealist, which is an exhausting way to exist, and it makes him depressed, which is why Andi can't live with him even though I believe she still loves him. I hate that in season 7 Bartlet claims Toby thinks of himself as morally superior and that he always knew this would become a problem, because the dynamic we're given in season 1 is that Bartlet thinks of Toby as morally superior and relies on him for that perspective.
Josh is a wildly popular character and one of the more consistently written characters in the show so just about everybody gets the broad strokes of him right, but I think he's prone to flanderization and the complexities of him are frequently missed. Josh isn't someone who loves dirty politics. He isn't really someone who will do whatever it takes to win; he's willing to do a lot, but there are certain lines he only tries to cross when he's really desperate and each time it's framed as an unusual choice for him and he tends to reflect on it with some discomfort afterwards. Josh is the pragmatist who knows someone has to get their hands dirty, and he does it not because he wants to but to keep the president and Leo and anyone else he's working for clean. He's motivated primarily by loyalty, but that in and of itself is idealistic. He defends Hoynes because he does see a good side to Hoynes, a side the audience gets to see glimpses of later. Josh does leave Hoynes for Bartlet because he's tired of Hoynes not living up to the potential he sees in him and he's infected by Bartlet's idealism, but it's a decision he feels guilty about for years afterward. I think people have a tendency to exaggerate Josh's ego, too. He beats his chest (literally) in private but he doesn't want public credit; the reason he doesn't want to be "the guy" is he doesn't have the ego for it. Josh is not self-centered at all and I think that's a big thing people miss about him. And his tendency to screw up or shoot off at the mouth is real but also exaggerated and when it does happen it's just as much an expression of frustrated idealism as Toby's choices.
I think the really crucial part that's often missed is the dynamic between Toby and Josh and their respective roles in the Bartlet administration. The reason Bartlet for America and later Jed Bartlet's presidency is successful is a balance between Josh's pragmatism and Toby's uncompromising idealism. The campaign needs both and Bartlet needs both perspectives. Leo recognizes that and brings him both and Josh and Toby, for all they butt heads, recognize it too. That's why everyone on the show has such an underlying respect for each other. CJ and Sam are crucial to the team too of course they just don't have neat narrative foils the way Josh and Toby do in each other.
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jimmy-johns5382 Ā· 1 year ago
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Headcanons about Masky/Tim?
Oki oki oki
Very quick before you all read the rest of this
Tim/Masky is NOT my character, nor is he a creepypasta (originally a marble hornets character)
When I write for him, I write more of a creepypasta style but not the twink version, but the cool one
As for TW? Smoking, violence, mentions of Jeff, addiction?
Also I am sick, so please bear with me on ask and like the quality? My head feels as if it will explode
Ok? Ok.
So Tim? Overall heā€™s actually chill. He just kind of wants to be left alone for the most part? Like just let him smoke in peace!
I like to think that heā€™s a father figure for Toby and Cody, but Iā€™m delusional and just really like found family
Very good friends with Brian, not necessarily Hoodie though. He really couldnā€™t care less for Hoodie
Tim himself I donā€™t think enjoys killing, thatā€™s all Masky. On that note, Tim does have a temper! He will go off on anyone, donā€™t test him
Heā€™s a major sucker for poetry and lots of movies (rom-coms, emotional stuff like whiplash, etc)
I mean what do you expect? He was in film?
Also, being from the south, he cooks really well! Very good at thanksgiving, and knows how to make some mean dressing.
Will deck anyone and everyone. he really doesnā€™t like many of the creeps. Absolutely despises people like Jeff and LJ. Heā€™s cool with EJ and BEN tho (BEN thinks heā€™s mean, so they donā€™t socialize)
Also is a pill addict, I had to say it
Sorry
As for Masky? Think a much more serious version of Jeff?
Like take Timā€™s and Jeffā€™s personality and throw them together
Can be very cocky and bitchy, but he gets his shit done so
Also is a massive dick to Toby, Cody, and Brian
Literally just hates everything and everyone
Just cuz why not
Will deck you with a crowbar, no questions asked
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death-himself Ā· 1 year ago
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Masochism and Cannibalism
I've had this idea in my head for ages but I don't have any OCs that fit it, so I decided fuck it and wrote my first ever x reader fic
Summary: You are a proxy in Slenderman's forest, and want to help out your friend Jack a bit by having him eat you. In the process, Jack finds out you're a huge masochist. (gender-neutral proxy!masochist!reader) Relationship between Jack and reader is up for interpretation, could be friends-with-benefits, could be romantic, could be platonic idk
Content Warnings: masochism, cannibalism, graphic depiction of violence/gore, implication of religious trauma at the very beginning, vaguely NSFW? it doesn't feel sexual to me but it also kinda is but not really
Word Count: 1,760
You knew that Jack hated killing people. He hated what he had been forced to become. One night you had forgotten your jacket in his cabin, and had crept back in to grab it, only to find him kneeling by his bed, praying in a rapid whisper to a god he didnā€™t even believe in, the knuckles of his hands pressed into his forehead.
From that point on you had become the only one in the Slendermanā€™s forest to know of his turmoil. While you certainly werenā€™t one for empathy, considering the requirements of your job, you had always felt for Jack. The closer you got to him, the more you longed to take away his pain.
And then you came up with the perfect plan.
You knocked on the door of Jackā€™s cabin, hearing his quiet footsteps approach, pause on the other side, then open the door.
ā€œHello Y/N. Do you need something?ā€ Jack spoke, his voice as steady as ever. You nodded, letting yourself in and sitting at his dining table.
ā€œIā€™d like to make...an arrangement with you.ā€ Jackā€™s head tilted to the side slightly; with his mask on it was the only sign of his confusion.
ā€œWhat kind of arrangement?ā€ He spoke slowly, giving you plenty of time to plan out your next words carefully.
ā€œWell, Iā€™m a proxy. I canā€™t die, and any injuries I get will heal in a couple hours, right?ā€ Jack nodded, having fully studied every bit of proxy biology since entering the forest. ā€œSo...thoughts on eating me?ā€
ā€œNo.ā€ He answered instantly, turning his back to you and stepping into the kitchen to make a pot of coffee.
ā€œWhatā€™s the harm in it?ā€
ā€œThere is quite literally nothing but harm in it, Y/N. Iā€™m not eating you.ā€
ā€œIā€™m giving you full consent and everything!ā€
Jack poured two cups of coffee, handing one off to you. ā€œY/N, there is no reason behind this arrangement. I am...perfectly fine with how I am operating now.ā€ Though it was subtle, you heard the slight tremor in his voice. He cleared his throat and sat across the table from you, avoiding looking in your direction.
You stared down into your coffee cup. ā€œCan we at least try it?ā€ Jack looked up and stared at you for a long time.
ā€œWhy are you so insistent on this?ā€
ā€œI just...wanna help a friend.ā€
ā€œYou are suggesting that I kill you and eat your organs.ā€ He stated bluntly. ā€œY/N, I appreciate the offer, I do. I justā€¦ā€ Jack paused, mulling over the words in his head for a moment. ā€œIt could not be a permanent arrangement. It would simply be too much, I would never be able to repay you.ā€
ā€œWhat would you be repaying me for?ā€ You spoke before thinking, not realizing how weird you probably sounded. Jack stared at you fully aware of how weird your question was.
ā€œI would be repaying you for the amount of pain I would be inflicting on you.ā€
ā€œRight. That.ā€
ā€œNot to mention I have a limited supply of strong anesthetics. I could use them on you once, but the rest I would prefer to use for patients in need of surgery, not to fulfill my own needs.ā€
You watched as he lifted his mask, taking a sip of his coffee. His claws were razor-sharp, the glimpse of his fangs you got were even sharper.
Goddamn, whyā€™d he have to be so moral? If he were like Toby or Jeff or any of the other fuckers in this forest he wouldā€™ve jumped at the opportunity. You really wanted to feel those claws tear you open and his teeth bite into your lungs. You wanted to nourish him so badly.
ā€œCan we please try it? You can give me a shoulder massage or something after I heal if that calms your conscience.ā€ You tried your best to keep your tone calm and not desperate or pathetic, but he still seemed a bit confused by your insistence. He stared at you for a long moment, before standing up with a sigh.
ā€œAlright. If youā€™re sure you want to do this. Letā€™s go down to my lab, it will make the cleanup easier.ā€ You got up a bit too quickly from your seat, following him downstairs to the white walls and floor of his basement.
It was a small, makeshift hospital room, one that you had been in a few times before when a broken bone was taking an annoyingly long time to heal or a wound was dripping blood and making a mess everywhere. He pulled out a hospital bed with a thin, uncomfortable-looking blue mattress.
ā€œIā€™ll take out your heart, lungs, and liver, starting with your heart so that you die quickly and wonā€™t have to undergo as much pain. Once I am done, I believe it should take roughly five hours until you fully heal and come back to life.ā€ You hummed in response, trying to hide your disappointment at the thought of dying quickly. He would still have to break your ribcage to do any of that. You wondered if he would suck on your bones. The thought of him chewing on one of your rib bones like a dog was kind of funny to you.
You took off your shirt and lay down on the hospital bed, staring up at the white ceiling. You heard Jack pull a medical cart over to your side, before washing his hands and pulling on some blue gloves.
ā€œYou donā€™t have to treat this like a medical procedure, thatā€™s no fun.ā€ He got close enough to stare down at you again. With his mask off, his confusion was plain across his face, eyesockets wide and brows pulled together. It was cute how expressive he was behind that mask.
ā€œHow would you like me to do this?ā€ He seemed to slowly begin to understand what you wanted, looking over your relaxed body for a moment. He hummed. ā€œWell, I suppose...when I am cutting open one of my victims I am usually on top of them.ā€
ā€œOkay.ā€ You responded simply, turning back to staring at the ceiling. You could feel his gaze on you, trying to judge your reaction. You heard him mumble ā€œThis is not what I expected my night to turn into,ā€ before hearing him move, the bed shaking a bit as he climbed up, pinning your legs between his thighs.
As he stared down at you, he wore a look of hesitant acceptance, a hint of a smile on his lips. ā€œYou are absolutely sure that you want this?ā€ He asked. You grinned at him and nodded. ā€œWould you like to establish a safe word orā€”ā€
ā€œDude, oh my god, just do it.ā€ His smile widened to the point that you could see his sharp teeth behind his lips. He took a scalpel and made his first incision.
The pain only came after the second cut. As he gently pulled back your skin you bit at your lip, trying to not scream out in pain. A wince left your lips as he examined your ribcage, and you felt his hands pull back for a moment. Your vision was swimming as you watched him pause and study your face, before turning back to your ribs. He laid his palm across them, and he pushed down sharply.
There was a loud CRACK as three ribs broke at once. Your body went limp as you forgot how to breathe. You felt him gently pick up each small fracture of bone, placing them on the medical table. There were pieces of your ribs scattered across your heart and lungs; as you took a shaky breath you felt each piece move up and down. Jack picked up what he could with a steady hand, moving it out of the way with as much respect as he could. You thought he was talking to you, but all you could hear by this point was blood rushing through your ears.
Then when Jack was satisfied with your ribs, you felt his warm hand loosely wrap around your pounding heart. He took his pointer finger and thumb and carefully felt for your aorta, before bringing his scalpel closer. You saw his lips move, and could just barely make out him saying ā€œIā€™ll see you in a few hours.ā€ You felt a sharp cut across your aorta, then others across your veins, arteries, and vena cavas.
Your brain immediately began to panic as your blood stopped moving through your body. You stared up at Jack as your vision dimmed, seeing him bring your heart up to his lips, taking a large bite, blood dripping from his chin onto your exposed stomach. You managed a final smile at him as the world went dark.
You woke up still on that hospital bed. You ran a weak hand across your chest, feeling tidy stitches going down the center. Jack had cleaned you off, you couldnā€™t find a single speck of dried blood on you. Your regenerated lungs filled with the sterile air of the hospital room, the air feeling fresh and new despite you being in the basement level.
You sat up, looking around. Jack wasnā€™t there. There was a twinge of disappointment in your new heart, but you brushed it aside, standing up on shaky legs and making your way to the exit door.
The door creaked as it opened, and a pleasant smell hit your nose: breakfast. You quickly climbed the stairs, finding Jack standing at the stove, cooking some scrambled eggs.
ā€œYou eat your fill last night?ā€ Jack nodded, turning to you with a gentle smile.
ā€œHow are you feeling?ā€
ā€œIncredible.ā€ You sat down at the table as Jack finished plating up your breakfast, placing it down before you.
ā€œThatā€™s good to hear. Iā€™ll draw a bath for you, and then if youā€™d like I can give you that shoulder massage as well.ā€ You had almost forgotten about that, still riding off the high of last night.
ā€œWould you actually be down for that?ā€ You asked.
ā€œYour body is likely sore from the regeneration process.ā€ Your body felt perfectly fine to you, maybe a bit weak but otherwise fine. But if he was offering it, itā€™s not like you were going to say no.
ā€œSure, why not? Feels like a bit much, though. I mean, I probably got way more enjoyment out of last night than you did.ā€ Jack shook his head.
ā€œI am more than happy to pamper you for the day.ā€
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icarianbeast Ā· 8 days ago
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Just finished Deltarune Chapter 2
I was really surprised by how many people were actually interested by my takes on chapter one, so, I guess here's my random rambling about the second chapter!
I played it over the course of a few days, so the things near the beginning of the chapter will probably escape my analysis (although I do recall that I never got to find the second and third checkmarks... I looked everywhere I could, but I never found them)
I think I'm going to reverse engineer this analysis (if you can call this that), so, here goes.
KRIS IS THE DARK KNIGHT????
Also, why were they scrungling around outside & slashing tires? I can sort of get why they make the dark worlds- everyone seems to enjoy the adventures, and it's a way to make (create, literally) friends
I guess maybe they knew Toriel wouldn't let Susie leave if there was a perceived danger outside and this was their weird ass sort of way of getting her to stick around? Seems like a very Kris thing to do to be fair.
I'm sad I didn't get to see Papyrus! I'm sure there's a good reason for it, but it did make me sad that not only did I not get to meet him, but the trousling of bones in the skelebro's house seemed to be growing more distant :( I hope he's okay in there.
I AM glad, however, to see Undyne and Alphys interacting! As indirect as it may be. She got her chocolates! Cute! and made me give them to her. Parallels. lol.
It seems I always have more to say about the overworld(?) after the main chunk of the game is over than I do to say about the Dark Worlds. probably just because I'm an OG Undertale fan and I know the most about/have preexisting thoughts/feelings about the shared characters.
I really love Susie though! Her & Noelle's dynamic is super fun to watch & I'm totally rooting for them. The ferris wheel scene was so super cute.
I'm a total sucker for Susie- I think she's my favorite. Something about tough girls! I love seeing her develop from feeling really cast out and being angry to being accepted by people for who she is and feeling comfortable enough to soften up for them (just a little bit!). I forgive her for originally wasting turns trying to beat people up.
I also love how feral she is- if I had gnashers like that I'd eat chalk and shit off the ground too.
I know a lot of people were really happy with Berdly's development and love him now, but...
Personally, I still don't really like him. He's tolerable, and I don't hate him, and I can sympathize with where he's coming from with the way he acts.... But I still probably wouldn't be able to put up with him enough to be friends if I were to meet him in real life. Glad he's learning and growing though, good for him. I think he's a very well written character, my distaste for him has nothing to do with the way he's written and everything to do with my distaste for the kind of person he is.
I'm looking forward to the next chapters! Hopefully they're able to come out this year! And then we probably won't see the rest until... like... 2030 or something... probably longer... oh the woes of being a part of the fandom while the game is still in the works...
I'm thinking about playing Undertale Yellow next! I've heard good things, and apparently Toby Himself supported it? I just need to make sure the download is safe :)
Anyway, that's all my thoughts for now! I'm sure I have/had more to say, but this is the stuff that came to mind most prominently. I don't think I missed nearly as many secrets this chapter as I did on the first one.
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zalrb Ā· 1 month ago
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PLL 2x12 Review - As Per Anon Request
"Did you miss me?" How am I expected to take this show seriously when the stalker FBI agent guy comes back with that line.
"Homicide is a capital offence in the state of Pennsylvania and you girls are going down." If Spencer is supposed to be Spencer then why isn't she immediately like, "Lawyer."
Also, I generally like the flash-forward/flashback format in an episode but I don't care enough about PLL for it to be compelling.
I genuinely think this show is bad at incorporating romance, it doesn't gel well, they should just keep it at the A ridiculousness because it feels both incidental and disruptive but not in a deliberate way. Like what do you mean you're all freaking out about your missing therapist but Maya calls so we just forget about it, it's like watching two different shows.
Why should Maya have called her first? Emily's mom is the one who got her sent away in the first place.
"If we had a real baby what would it look like?" What?? How did we get here? But seriously Spoby only make out and talk about plot. And I think I notice it so much because it literally is about like omg what is Hair doing, omg your car was sabotaged, omg what about Jenna, it's very much about the storyline, whereas Stefan and Elena for instance could have those conversations
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but also talk about the emotional ramifications that they're dealing with because of everything that's happening
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and I'm just not getting that with them.
How did Caleb's hair get worse?
Gotta respect Hanna unloading her problems to Caleb i.e. babbling about how she's going to inherit the step sister from hell and wear an ill-fitting dress at the wedding that will give her back fat when he just came back from seeing his birth mother after living a life of crime as a neglected foster kid and living in their school's vents.
Stefan did it better.
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I just need to understand why Aria's earrings are always, like, half the size of her head.
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like it looks like you'd have neck pain.
The way I LAUGHED
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because this is UTTERLY RIDICULOUS. Like what is even the point? I am WHEEZING, this is so stupid.
"You don't think her ear is in there do you?" "That's a pretty big box for an ear." LMAO thank you, Emily, for your contribution.
MAKE YOUR PREDATOR BOYFRIEND'S EX DISAPPEAR. BREAK UP YOUR FATHER'S WEDDING. KEEP YOUR BOYFRIEND SAFE AND THEN I WON'T KILL YOUR THERAPIST. Top-tier television that is.
"It's brilliant! A is being the ultimate frenemy, forcing us to get what we want but knowing that when we do, all hell breaks loose." And none of you are wondering why they're so fixated on you that they will potentially kill or disappear a grown ass woman just to be your frenemy? Lmao k.
"Your mom is a lot smarter than me..." That's not a high bar, Hanna's dad.
I think it's lowkey criminal that Troian's scene partner is Toby.
Because this break up is bland.
And she's crying and hyperventilating and holding on to a tree and I'm just like ... over Toby?
I don't know, I just see Aria and get annoyed.
Competing with a sixteen year old for a predator is insane work.
A fucked with Emily's car. Maybe A did hack into my tumblr account.
Troian's eyes are intense verging on crazy. She does have more chemistry with Wren, tho.
"I'm desperate to kiss you." She's still sniffling about Toby, Wren. Also she's a teenager.
Is Toby going to see from the window or something.
"That is a pretty dress, but you should know it gives you back fat" lol, go Caleb, stick up for your girlfriend. No one does it like Dean, though, sorry.
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Emily isn't trying hard enough to escape imo.
Also, A ran Hanna over with a car, Jason nearly killed Spencer, Emily is now stuck in a barn with a car running, and all Aria gets is being pushed to the side one time? Why isn't she nearly killed yet?
Emily inhaled carbon monoxide, she needs medical attention.
Also, her whole quasi-death Allison thing is strange.
All of you are reacting SO slowly, you think a woman is suffocating to death.
"Ali was great at keeping secrets, but she was also good at punishing people with the truth" she was, like, 14.
All this intrigue and it's just that Hair is Spencer's half brother.
YOUR REACTIONS ARE SO SLOW. Man, these show needed/need to channel BTVS with the frenzy.
How long do I have to deal with Piper thinking Ezra is seeing Spencer? When can they find out? When will this man get punched in the face?
Emily, stop trying to cry.
Yes, it makes total sense for Jenna and Garrett to do this in a police station.
What a terrible FBI agent. If the murder weapon was a shovel why would they use the same shovel to dig?
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haunteddeertimetravel Ā· 1 year ago
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CREEPYPASTA HEADCANNONS
Okay so this is going to be just a few characters to start with, but I will definitely make a part two which has more characters!!
(This post includes Jeff the Killer, Ben Drowned, Eyeless Jack, Laughing Jack, Ticci Toby, Homicidal Liu)
(Also don't get mad at me for this post. ITS MY OPINION and you do NOT have to agree with it)
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Jeff the Killer
ā€¢ Okay so Jeff fans are WILD so please don't kill me if I say something you don't agree withā˜ ļø
ā€¢ He is really proud of his new face. (I always see people say he is insecure of it but it's stated in his story that he thinks it's beautiful)
ā€¢ He re cuts his face everytime it TRIES to re-heal
ā€¢ His face cuts are VERY infected
ā€¢ He isn't exactly close with anyone in the mansion but he gets along with Toby the most
ā€¢ May act like he doesn't but he really does regret what he did to Liu
ā€¢ Has attachment issues after what happened with Liu (he lost him and he was so close with him
ā€¢ Definitely listens to old good Charlotte, all time low, and maybe even some never shout never
ā€¢ Has bad trust issues
ā€¢ Gets mad very easily
Ben Drowned
ā€¢ Is pretty childish since he was 12 when he died and never really got the chance to mature
ā€¢ Is close with sally (even though it took her a while to get used to any male presence and she still hates it) and they prank people together
ā€¢ He loves Apple juice (idk why I think thisšŸ˜­)
ā€¢ He does stuff to purposely annoy people such as poking them over and over again
ā€¢ when he gets mad he side eyes people and tells them to shut up
ā€¢ You will hear him raging at random times at night because he lost in a video game
ā€¢ I think he gets more annoyed than he does mad like he will roll his eyes if someone is irritating him
ā€¢ Sassy 12 year old
ā€¢ Is OBSESSED with Halloween because he loves the way people in the mansion celebrate (some of them go outside in their normal outfits and trick or treat just to bring home candy for the younger ones of the house. Since they all look like they are in a costume)
ā€¢ I know this is super stereotypical but he definitely listens to hyperpop since it replicates computer-typeish music and tones
Eyeless Jack
ā€¢ He doesn't have eyes, but HE CAN SEE
ā€¢ Sometimes when he is out of kidneys and is hungry but doesn't feel like hunting, he will teleport to hospitals and use his invisibility skills to take kidneys from transplant sections (if that's what they are called)
ā€¢ He still feels human emotions but just has a hard time expressing them since he wants to forget his past
ā€¢ Has SEVERE trust issues and it would be shocking if he EVER trusted a human again
ā€¢ Feels sympathy for Ben (if we are talking about the Benjamin Lawman sacrifice story) since he was also killed/sacrificed by a cult
ā€¢ Don't get me wrong he loves killing/torturing humans, but sometimes he only wants a kidney and when they wake up he dreads it
ā€¢ Is VERY quiet and polite (when around other creepypastas obviously) and doesn't really say much
ā€¢ I feel like he definitely listens to 2014 music that you would hear on road trips (example: Safe and sound - capital cities, am I wrong - Nico and Vinz etc.)
Laughing Jack
ā€¢ Is TERRIFYINGLY TALL. APPROXIMATELY 8 FEET TALL. Scary
ā€¢ I weirdly feel like he sounds like tiny tim and pennywise combined
ā€¢ Definitely thinks everything is funny since he used to be an actual clown and still hasn't forgotten those ways fully
ā€¢ Listens to old classical music and 1920s-40s music such as tonight you belong to me - patience and prudence, and livin in the sunlight lovin in the moonlight - Tiny Tim
ā€¢ Ben always try to prank him and he gets mad because he feels like he should be the one pranking
ā€¢ Extremely scary and quiet most of the time, but he has very frequent mood swings that could have him jumping off the walls (literally) to just sitting on the floor staring
ā€¢ Doesn't get along with anyone in the mansion except for Candy Pop and Jason the Toymaker
ā€¢ Doesn't sleep and only eats the organs he pulls out of his victims
ā€¢ Hates Issac because he basically turned him into this monster
ā€¢ Has abandonment issues severely
ā€¢ Is definitely claustrophobic ever since he had to be in that box for that long period of time
ā€¢ Has a wind up thing on his back and he will play music (since he is a jack in the box and also a stuffed doll)
Ticci Toby
ā€¢ Does NOT like waffles
ā€¢ Is NOT an "UwU smol bean"
ā€¢ hates being treated like he is less just because he is a proxy
ā€¢ Likes to be alone because it can be a struggle for him to communicate due to his tourettes (not saying they can't communicate just saying it can come as a struggle when talking to someone new because of stress and anxiety which is a trigger for most people)
ā€¢ Has bad abandonment issues
ā€¢Will absolutely REFUSE to kill anyone who resembles his sister in the slightest unless slenderman tells him to (proxies can not refuse slender)
ā€¢ He loves fall and nature and loves to see the leaves turn green to gold
ā€¢ Wears a lot of sweaters (this is kind of canon)
ā€¢ Doesn't really get along with anyone in the mansion except for Jeff since they both like to complain about stuff
ā€¢ It's harder for him to feel human emotions since proxies kind of have all of that erased
ā€¢ Is quiet and when people talk to him he kind of just nods and shakes his head in response to what they say instead of talking back
ā€¢ Listens to old Owl City and All Time Low
ā€¢ NOT emošŸ˜­ (I always see people say he is...)
ā€¢ Everytime he sees a car he thinks of Lyra and has a mental breakdown. Anything he sees that remind him of her he can't deal with
ā€¢ LOVES RACCOONS!!!!
ā€¢ Definitely got bitten by a stray raccoon because he tried to pet it
Homicidal Liu
ā€¢ He forgives Jeff even though he basically ruined his life
ā€¢ Is very peaceful and kind of came to terms with all that happened
ā€¢ Very quiet and laid back
ā€¢ Doesn't like loud people/places
ā€¢ Hates conflict since it reminds him of that day the fighting happened
ā€¢ Has EXTREME trust issues since him and Jeff were so close and he just decided to attempt to murder him while he was sleeping on the couch
ā€¢ I have a feeling him and bloody painter get along since they share a couple of traits that are needed
ā€¢ But all of this changes when he turns into Sully it's a WHOLE different story then
ā€¢ Loves Christmas and winter
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Hello guys!! That's all I have today but I will definitely make more parts with more characters! I apologize for how long it took me to make this I have had school and SO much more boring daily life shitā˜ ļø I hope you all have a good day!!! <33
I'm also 100% willing to do marble hornets and every man hybrid head cannons but I WILL include them in the creepypasta section!! I do know that they are not creepypastas I just like the headcannon that they all live in the mansion together šŸ˜­
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st1tchedmyheart Ā· 2 months ago
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names Robbie. Thought this would be... Cool or something. Dunno how much I'll be here.
Don't be weird. Just dont.
Toby you freak, i KNOW your here. Get the hell out
..
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BOO!! stole Robbie's phone again, loserrr~ I'm Hilda Xb Hilda V!! Yeah!!
hilda reference:
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robbie literally looks the exact same lmao
šŸ¦ā€ā¬›šŸ’Š I MADE ANOTHER ONE LMAO.
Quick cw- this blog will cuss ALOT. It's a teenager, what do you expect? AS A TEENAGER, I also cuss ALOT lmfao
here's some rules.
-appropriate asks. Flirting and innuendos is fine, funny even, but like. He is like. 16. So. Yk.
-do NOT flirt with hilda. She's 11 years old for Pete's sake!!!
-no hateful shit like. Cmon man. No terfs, Nazis, homophobes, etc etc
-you can bully Robbie, but please don't bully me, ill cum/j but seriously don't be a dick. Not just to me but other mods too.
I made this blog on a whim after being inspired by @iceb4gw-c and also seeing literally NO Robbie blogs. Where's my emo (he's technically goth-punk) teen son???
HCs that will be used (updated as we go along):
-VERY bisexual. Probably in the closet about it though (I'm allergic to happiness can't you tell)
-him and tambry broke up. It wasn't anything crazy, and it was a mutual choice so dw.
-still has his band, tho they barely play anymore
-has a shitty yt channel with Thomson where they do ghost hunts.
-hes still a little bit of a dick. Who am I kidding, he's alot of a dick, just less so.
-HE HAS. A GUN. WHY? WHY NOT.
-secretly really likes girly pop must like several timez. Will NEVER admit it tho
-SOMEHOW ended up working in the local bar? Usually a bar tender, but is a bouncer from time to time too. His boss's name is Mr. Russo and he's āœØ Italian āœØ
-also for some reason helps with the local paper (yk, the one written by Toby?). Probably because how unsorted everything is actually drives him nuts, so now he helps as a journalist. If you ask him about it, he will deny it though.
-maybe thing for Thompson? (@thom-thunderstruck) He can't tell if he mildly hates him or not
-birthday is June 15th. Don't ask why he just feels like he was born in June to me
Edit: if you read the HC above, uhhh- yeah when I wrote it i completely forgot the Stan twin's birthday was June 15th like. Entirely. Just go with it lmao
HILDA FAX!!! :
-shes Robbie's little sister!
-CHRONICALLY lonely. Give this girl a friend
-has fought half of gravity falls and WON
-has a weird skull collection <3
-goes out of her way to annoy Robbie
-wendy is her favorite of Rob's friends <3
-she KNOWS her brother is gay asf...
-11, ALMOST 12.
-birthday is February 14th!
Anyway that's all have fun
My other blogs: main- @/thecluelessdoctor, @/weirdmageddon-mabes, @/imbackbilly, @/mistamysterystan, @/the-undead-doctor-rp, @/deprogrammed-ford-pines, @/cipherjuice-bioexorist
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uchihaharlot Ā· 1 year ago
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I have a question, what do you think of Obito/Tobi?
Hello nonny šŸ˜ŒšŸ„¹
You are my first ask on this blog šŸ„³šŸŽ‰ And itā€™s of my beloved Obito/Tobi. šŸ˜ Obito forever will be a gentle giant in my eyes with a side of fucking you stupid. Save that for another day. I will distinguish between the two personalities best I can. I feel like, aside from the mask hiding his identity, it was easier for him to be who he wanted to be in Tobi without the pressure.
Some sfw with mild suggestive themes Obito/Tobi headcanons:
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Obito:
ā€¢ Despite his role in bringing near world domination, heā€™s a lover not a fighter. After all the whole reason he went awol was because of Rin and Madaraā€™s influence.
ā€¢ Very easily manipulated. ā˜ŗļøšŸ˜… Sorry Obito, he just is so gullible half majority the time. He doesnā€™t know any better, Madara completely lobotomized him from a young age to be his pawn after he died. A patsy for his own gain for Madaraā€™s return from death.
ā€¢ Definitely died virginal. Unless he fucked a white Zetsu, and as a teen he wasnā€™t very explorative given the seclusion and watchful eye of old man Madara. Plus he was focused on healing and growing half his damn body back. Plus, he didnā€™t look like himself anymore which probably gave him a bit of body dysmorphia and fed his insecurities.
ā€¢ Genuinely believed he was being led the correct path in life. That he didnā€™t need anyone or the village ā€” just Madara (especially didnā€™t need that Bakashi!!).
ā€¢ Like majority of the men who are traumatized in this series, Obito canā€™t sleep at night. Late at night the inner confines of his mind play psychological warfare and close in on himself. ā€˜Am I doing the right thing?ā€™ ā€˜Will this really make me feel better?ā€™ ā€˜Will peace come once the dust settles?ā€™
ā€¢ Holds in his emotions until they crush him, figuratively and literally. Then he really carries the mantra of ā€˜burdened with glorious purpose.ā€™ It replaces the heart on his sleeve and thatā€™s when he hardens ā€” or he thinks.
ā€¢ Seeing Rin die definitely was that final straw and at the hands of Kakashi without any preemptive warning on the situation at hand. This is where Obito does a 180 and harnesses that resolve to carryon Madaraā€™s will. Which is where Tobi comes out.
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Tobi:
ā€¢ Letā€™s see. I think when Obito designed became prisoner to this persona, it was a coping mechanism. Tobi was one way to get around his turmoil and needing a disguise was the perfect way to avoid dealing with deep seated issues. Win/win/???.
ā€¢ It makes keeping a distance from the other Akatsuki members easier. Tobi doesnā€™t want to talk about his trauma or about his familyā€™s history. When Itachi joins itā€™s imperative that the rest donā€™t know his secret. What trauma? Heā€™s a new man in this new little world heā€™s made.
ā€¢ Which is why in the beginning heā€™s such a butterball of feigned ignorant bliss. Obito never had the chance at a real childhood so what better way than to live that vicariously through his second ego?
ā€¢ It also boosted his confidence, tremendously. Being an authoritative figure hiding within the ranks of a hand basket of deplorables made him deliciously confident. He canā€™t pinpoint why exactly, but having the Akatsuki on the string of his tennis shoe like puppets is an ego boost. Itā€™s an added bonus that most are unsuspecting.
ā€¢ I think Tobi sleeps most nights peacefully, not always though. Still has these moments of uncertainty, like that meme of your brain before going to bed and it spouts off some shit youā€™d rather not spend the night debating with yourself about. That still happens to Tobi but not as frequently as when it was Obito in the cockpit of his psyche.
ā€¢ At the end of the day; we all have a face that we would hide. The face of a stranger, and when it comes to Tobi, Obito is his dead name ā€” he doesnā€™t recognize much beyond the hurt that got him to where he was today. Letting it fester and further infect his brain. What did they call it? The curse of hatred: Obito is the poster child for this. Sure Sasuke would be a runner up but Sasuke literally chose the path of vengeance, Obito was molded by it. Tobi is the darkness and Obito became a prior life.
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kogetaikid Ā· 1 year ago
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Alright new AU idea.
I deadass thought of this immediately after watching the TADC pilot.
I donā€™t have a name for this AU but itā€™s an alternate timeline at the end of Deltarune chapter 7 where Kris and Susie are in TADC in which Iā€™m definitely not making this on Scratch or anythingā€¦
Itā€™s kinda why I made this image:
(Also Kris and Pomni will be separate people in this AU)
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TL;DR:
No more dark worlds, Asriel came back from college, but through them though Kris managed to make a friend, Susie. And even after finally getting rid of the SOUL, Kris and Susie continue to be friends. One day, they are hanging out at Krisā€™s house and finding weird things under their bed while Asriel is studying. Kris and Susie find two old headsets and decide to put them on, and I think you know what happens nextā€¦
MAIN STORY:
End of Deltarune chapter 7
After the day is saved permanently. Kris and Susie return to the light world.
(I do think something big would happen in chapter 7, but being a fan of Toby Fox, I think the last light world scene, if there is one, will just be normal with a slight twist)
Asriel has came home from University and just as Kris is about to walk home
*Bright lights shine from the inside
Susie: ā€¦well. Guess I should go now.. Erm, have fun with your brother I guess.
*Leave Susie?
Yes ā¤ļø No!!!
[Upon choosing ā€œYesā€]
Susie: Well, see ya.
*Susie left the partyā€¦
[Upon choosing ā€œNo!]
Susie: ā€¦? Maybe later, Iā€™ll let you see your brother right now.
*Susie left
Entering inside the house
(Slowed version of ā€œYou can Always Come Homeā€ plays)
[walking to the dining room]
[Asriel and Toriel are talking inside at the dinner table]
Toriel: So I said, ā€œHave an egg-selent day!ā€
Asriel: Hehe. But what happened with dad?
Toriel: Oh donā€™t worry about himā€¦
[Asriel noticing Kris]
Asriel: Kris!
[Asriel get up and hugs Kris]
Asriel: Oh I forgot, you donā€™t like hugs like that.
Toriel: Why donā€™t you go clean yourself up Kris?
Asriel: Donā€™t flush any bath bombs in the toilet!
[Kris walks to the bathroom]
(Extras)
[Attempting to go to your bedroom]
Asriel: Going to sleep already? Why am I not surprised?
Toriel: Come on Kris. Youā€™ve been missing your brother, have you not?
[Attempting to go back outside]
Asriel: Momā€™s said youā€™ve made a friend lately.
Toriel: Youā€™ve had the strangest adventures, had you not?
Toriel: I must have been dreaming if that wasnā€™t the case.
Asriel: Mom, what the hell are you talking about?
[Interacting with the couch]
*The remote is wedged against the cushions.
*You canā€™t help but feel nostalgicā€¦
Toriel: KRIS! GO WASH YOUR HANDS!
[Trying to call Toriel]
*ring, ringā€¦
*Click!
Toriel: Kris, please go wash your hands.
[Interacting with the trash can]
*The trashcan is emitting a strong rotten floral scent
Asriel: You were always a weird kid, Kris.
Asriel: And somehowā€¦
Asriel: No offense but youā€™ve gotten weirder.
Toriel: ASRIEL
Asriel: HEY! IM BEING HONEST!
In the bathroom
[interacting with the sink]
*One last thing to doā€¦
*Wash your hands?
Yes ā¤ļø Not yet
[Upon choosing ā€œYesā€]
*You turn the sink up loudly.
*ā€¦
*You lift your armā€¦
[Kris tears out their SOUL]
[Kris breaks their SOUL, the screen goes blank]
Kris: Finally. Freedom.
Sepia Flash forward ass shit
(Some goofy ahh remix plays)
[Image of Kris, Toriel and Asriel eating cinnamon-butterscotch pie. They seem happy]
Kris: It was weird at first, without the SOULā€™s control, but I was happy. Happier than Iā€™ve ever been.
[Image of Kris sleeping like a maniac]
Kris: I can finally sleep normally, nothing controlling me. No stings, just wings.
[Picture of the SOUL]
Kris: No more forced interacting with people I donā€™t even know
(I literally am playing Omori while waiting for Deltarune Chapter 3, so tell me if Iā€™ve forgotten anything or forgot something about a characterā€™s personality. I appreciate your feedback)
[Picture of The Deltarune]
Kris: Admittedly, Iā€™ll miss the dark world. At least I donā€™t have to deal with that little fluff.
Kris: Susie, Noelle, Berdly, everyone, do they feel the same way?
[Picture fades. Blank screen for an awkward five seconds]
Morning
[Krisā€™s room. Susie shaking Kris]
Susie: Kris wake up!
[Kris lifts their head]
Kris: Susie?!
[Susie puts Kris down]
Kris: How the HELL did you get in here?!
[If you choose to remove Susie from your party earlier]
Susie: Sorry, Kris. Just never had a friend as good as you before. Your brother let me in.
Susie: I wanted to check up on ya, but Iā€™ll leaveā€¦
[Susie slowly walks out]
Kris: Wait! You can stay!
Susie: What? Kris, you seem differentā€¦
Kris: Yeah about thatā€¦
Susie: ā€¦donā€™t worry
Susie: The only thing weirder than your family were these last few days am I right!
Kris: yeahā€¦
Susie: WOW! THIS FRIEND THING IS EASIER THAN I THOUGHT!
Susie: (kinda miss Lancer thoughā€¦)
*Susie has joined the party
Susie: ā€¦
Susie: So what do we do?
Kris: I dunno.
[Susie goes to Asrielā€™s bad and starts digging for stuff inside]
Susie: Hey! Letā€™s see what creepy stuff is under Asrielā€™s bed!
Kris: ā€¦
[Kris jumps high into the air like a fuckin cat and starts going gremlin mode under Asrielā€™s bed]
[Kris and Susie dig out two video game controllers, one knock off one and a normal one, I-CEEā€™s coupons (I hope I spelt that right but Iā€™m too lazy to search it up), magazines, a Yoshi plushie, etc, but then, they find something unexpected]
[Susie and Kris slowly pick up two dusty headsets,, they seem to have already turned on]
(ā€œThe Doorā€ plays)
[The lights get brighter, the surroundings get darker]
Susie: Geez Kris. Didnā€™t know you and your bro had VR.
Kris: we donā€™t-
Susie: I only seen these things on TV. Letā€™s try them out!
Kris: Yeah sure!
[If you chose not to remove Susie from your party earlier]
Susie: Your mom let me in.
Susie: I kinda want to do this friend thing more with you.
Kris: Hehe, same hereā€¦
Susie: Yā€™know I havenā€™t really had a friend until you arrived.
Kris: ā€¦
Susie: DUDE ITā€™S NOT THAT I LIKE LIKE YOU!
Susie: (I already like Noelle, geezā€¦)
[Insert anything that was highlighted in neon purple. Sorry, I ainā€™t writing all that shit again but in going on a fucking flight soon]
Putting on the headsets
[Insert dramatic flashing lights]
[Kris and Susie Collapse. Screen goes black for an awkward five seconds or smth]
The Amazing Digital Circus
[bit-crushed remix of TADC theme plays]
[Insert pixelizated version of TADC intro aight Iā€™m done writing this.]
[Black screen
Susie: GOD $&@!ING Ā„?#%@IT WHATEVER YOUR NAME IS WHERE THE $&@! ARE WE?!
Caine: Nu uh uh! Iā€™m sorry but we canā€™t have that foul language.
PS: I know there is very little TADC in here, but I promise that the majority of this AU will take place in the digital circus. This was just the prologue.
PSS: So Kris will be a jester. I donā€™t have a design for Susie but I might make her an acrobat or smth
PSSS: The SOUL somehow manages to respawn in the digital circus, so Kris is screwed (donā€™t ask how, Iā€™m still figuring that part out)
PSSSS: Like I said earlier please leave any suggestions. (Constructive criticism only unless itā€™s THAT BAD)
PSSSSS: VOTE FOR THE AU NAME RIGHT NOW!
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multiplicity-positivity Ā· 9 months ago
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hey, most of our membs are introjects, and im curious, what pros/cons are there to seperating from your source? (being like, finding a new name and changing your looks more than just.. a slight recolor of the og media like ours are xD) like why do other do so, im curious :}
Hiya! Iā€™m an introject! This question is kind of complex and the answer is really going to differ from system to system and from introject to introject! But here are my thoughts (Iā€™m a fictive of Ralsei from Deltarune by the way! :3)
So for me (and I feel like I can safely say this for all my introject parts) a small amount of source separation is not only a good thing, but also healthy and necessary in order to live a happy life! Like, I still strongly identify with my source. I view myself as Ralsei and identify with the character strongly! But I recognize that I am not literally the character. I am a member in a system and not a figment of Toby Foxā€™s mind which only exists in a video game. I am a real person and I exist in real life! I am capable of growth and change, and thereā€™s nothing keeping me held to the tiny box that my source has to fit in, because even though I identify with my source strongly, I am not him literally! This is source separation! And for the parts in our system, this is a really good thing! >w<
And hereā€™s some reasons why parts in my system have chosen to source separate (whether slightly, like me, or more fully, like Cecil!)
They formed as an introject as a way to cope with trauma! And source separating happens naturally as they process trauma memories and come to understand themselves more as they are, outside of their source and the trauma that caused them to form!
They were uncomfortable with being compared to their source, treated as their source, or others assuming that they were big fans of their source material!
Their source is a different race or is from a different culture than that of our body, so they wanted to change as a sign of respect to BIPOC or those who actually belong to that race/culture!
They wanted to be able to engage with their sourceā€™s fandom in positive ways without feeling hurt and offended when people interpreted their source in ways that they donā€™t identify or agree with!
They just embraced source separation as it was already happening naturally!
And more! Folks can source separate for a huge variety of reasons! And every system is different, so many introjects may have their own personal reasons for source separating! >w<
As for the cons to source separationā€¦ the biggest one for us is that it sucks to source separate because others forced or expected you to! If you want to source separate, do it!! But do it for you and no one else. Feeling pressured to do something you donā€™t want to do can cause feelings of bitterness and resentment >_< So yeah, that for us is definitely the biggest con! And we canā€™t think of many more besides that, though weā€™re sure for some introjects there are more!
Ahhhhh sorry this got so long! I love talking about introject life and sources and source separation and all that stuff. The last thing weā€™ll do here is include Cecilā€™s post on source separation in case anyone might find it useful! :3
We hope this helps!! Best of luck to yā€™all with figuring out your sources and whether or not to separate from them in the future!! >w<
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sallysellsseashellssundays Ā· 1 year ago
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The Waters of Mars Rewatch
I've already ranted about this to @witchofthemidlands but just need to write down my thoughts after rewatching The Waters of Mars yesterday
When you write this episode, Rose, The Parting of the Ways/Bad Wolf, Army of Ghosts/Doomsday, Smith and Jones, Partners in Crime, Midnight, the entire S4 ending, THE END OF TIME you can have as many Slitheen fart jokes as you'd like Mr. RTD *bravo*
Also, I'm losing my mind as to why Ten went to Mars specifically, could it have been b/c Jackie and Donna always said he was from Mars?? And he really was making an effort to leave initially and not affect history...it's fascinating to see his final response as more and more people die compared to, for example, Voyage of the Damned. He's really at a point in his life where he's been broken down enough that he loses it completely
This SHOULD have been a two-parter episode there is so much to explore with the Mars crew and I even see parallels between them and the crew from the Impossible Planet two-parter it would have been wild to see the end of this episode paralleled with that storyline. Roman is like Toby, Yuri and Mia maybe like Danny, Ed definitely like Jefferson, Scheffi is like Scooti?, Adelaide like Zach etc. idk but I see a lot of parallels
My absolute favorite tiny detail is Ten expressing dislike for the robot but as soon as Roman talks about robot dogs he goes "actually hold up a moment" lol he will be loyal to K9
Adelaide is a badass I love her so much and I find the contrast between her and Lady Christina just one episode prior to be fascinating, I think Adelaide is exactly the type of person that Ten needed in his life at that exact moment
The Doctor speaking Martian...it's crazy how easily it could have turned into a Midnight 2.0 situation for him, I think Adelaide is the difference here she exudes so much authority
The fact that they took the time to focus the camera on Mia and Yuri holding hands, like 1 second only, but I go insane for that recurring theme in RTD's era especially considering how much that relates to timepetals and how distraught Ten is after losing Rose again and Donna
Speaking of Donna I love the Pompeii reference I could write essays about that as well as the mention of the Journey's End storyline with Adelaide as a child, RTD isn't hitting you over the head with it but you can definitely see all these links between what Ten lost in that episode and the Pompeii situation and his mental state in this episode aaahhhh what a masterpiece!!!
DT's acting in the final scene gives me CHILLS, he literally feels like an entirely different character as soon as he steps off the TARDIS, I feel the hairs on my body stand with the look in his eye. I am not a huge fan of Joan in the Human Nature two-parter but I think that was an interesting set of episodes and I also think it works solely b/c DT can very convincingly make you feel that John Smith is different from the Doctor even though there are some remnants there, same here in this episode. It's the Doctor but there's something there that is very un-Doctor.
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