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uwro · 5 months

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model AU 🎶inspired by 2000s phone ads lol

#persona 3 reload #persona 3 #minato arisato #makoto yuki #AU where tanaka went through with scouting p3mc to model for his dubious business ventures #actually thats probably not too far from modelling irl #I like to think he'd be like. 20 here #his new venture to make ends meet as a college student without the tartarus money #YUKARIS A MODEL TOO IT MAKES SENSE

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bacchuschucklefuck · 5 months

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okay unironically I love so much that porter is like this world SUCKS its BAD here and it HURTS you why do you care abt it!!! and literally every single bad kid is like ngl we just hate ur ass it does not matter what ur philosophy is

#dimension 20 #fantasy high junior year #not art #fhjy spoilers #its!!! gods I will Be My Ass in the tags rn. but thats so like. deliciously setting typical #like porter's desire is to transcend and his contempt for the world he's in feels. idk Real #like he plays the game bc he wants to win and be done with it. how do I word this #yknow. being a god would like. be his win state. when he gets that happening thats it his story is done he checks out #meanwhile the bad kids do actually just like playing the game lmao. like they love adventuring!#theyre so solidly Of This World. they carry the values that can only be born of it and they like having mastery over it #its a meta angle that I think is very fun specifically for d20 being in such a unique position in the zeitgeist when it first started #the rat grinders are from DnD Writ Large. porter wants to escape. but this is the bad kids' home its Their Actual Play Show #which makes it so fucking excellent to me that porter's question is somewhat of merit! its their show and it tries very hard to punish them #and they just straight up dont listen to him here lmao bc they hate him but! since the moment the academic track ended its been clear #that they save the world bc they Like Playing. With Each Others #thats what riz thinks the core of adventuring is! thats why fig stayed! and I also think thats why this hovers over elmville now and #a dead god is coming back in the school gym. porter is a shit evangelist but even if hes a good one I dont think it wouldve worked like he #wants it to. the only way he couldve escaped is if he'd not involved elmville at all. thats where the bad kids met dude #its a shitty place that fucks with them but they all come back here bc they wanna play with each others #and in that regard I think thats what the stress tokens ultimately means. Is This Game Still Fun To Play. ITS A RAGEQUIT LIMIT #Im literally running from one end to another of this conspiracy board Ive pulled out of nowhere #Ill draw after this I just wanna get this out. gods this episode has done nothing but furthering my delusion of grandeur actually #Im the hottest smartest manthing on earth Im king fucking midas over here. anyways uh! great ep!

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arthursfuckinghat · 2 months

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The whole conversation between Arthur and Dutch on the way to Lagras in Country Persuits really is just the "I give you food and a roof over your head, you have no right to question me" argument you have with your parents

#“you think micah would question going after bronte? no he'd say lets go!”#“I'm here ain't I? Ive been at your side for 20 years!”#and then dutch proceeds to make it about himself after blatantly accusing arthur of not being loyal #dutch literally argued with arthur until he gave in and agreed with him #all the npcs riding past were like 👀#dude it's so sad dutch was yelling at his son of 20 years like a child when all he did was voice his (understandable) concerns #if you can't be honest with your parental figure then who can you be honest with?#it makes me so sad every time #arthur took dutch's side and went with him to get bronte just to get scolded the whole time #I seethe #mick squeaks #mick thinks #rdr2 #red dead redemption 2 #arthur morgan #dutch van der linde #red dead redemption community #oh arthur

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mooseyspooky · 4 months

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November, 1983

Edge Hill University, Picture by Adam Marsh

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#God just look at how cute they are #Johnny has just turned 20 here I believe #He was 18 when him and Moz met in May 1982 #And Moz be what #25 here? I think #He'd just turned 24 when they met #So he's 25 and a half basically #God they were so young #And meanwhile even though Johnny is only 20 years old this is like his second or third serious band #With White Dice and Sister Ray and Freak Party #And then suddenly within a year of meeting this odd hermit who still lived with his mother and lived on three valium a day #Here he is on top of the pops and playing massive gigs all over the UK #It's just so extraordinary #I don't know that I'll ever really be over it #Johnny's energy was just seeping inside of me #I'd never met anyone that wanted to really get out there and make it #Sighs #From the Nick Kent interview you know #Also how is it Johnny looks so thin here but he looks so much fuller in the face by next year #Then back to skeletal in 1987 #Isn't that odd #Things to think about #johnny #moz

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ef-1 · 16 days

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🍷<3

#when i got hashtag sick i was in hospital and i was doing my regularly scheduled call with my dad #and i really had no plans of telling him bc ive done that before and its not like he can scare the MS away or anything #i dont know what happened. maybe because it was such a fucking bad episode. maybe because i was so tired. maybe it was a secret 3rd thing #but one minute was like fine then i just burst into tears and i was crying so hard which is MEGA EW BC IM NOT A CRIER LIKE THAT #and my dad freaked out and he was like whats wrong and i didnt wanna tell him but I also sounded insane bc i spontaneously started sobbing #and he was getting more alarmed and i was upset that id upset him and so i just spat it out i was like 'listen king'#'its no biggie but my body is trying to kill me again and im just a little sad atm' and he replied 'baba why wouldnt you tell me?'#and this man who has a very big serious job literally dropped everything and took a 20 hr flight over #and he genuinely just grabbed one of his work suitcase because he showed up with nothing but dress shirts and his laptop #and i think maybe it healed me a little. i mean it def also made me sad too but mostly healed me #and he'd been here for a couple of weeks and he left today and i feel shit about being sad about it #again because he has a very big and very serious job and i genuinely dont understand how he even just showed up like that #so I felt guilty throughout #anyway i dont think he drinks anymore but i was like king have a sip of wine with me and he did and it was lovely #and I hope I become my fathers daughter and not my mother's child. praying to both our gods #heres to healing ❤️‍🩹

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lulu-draws-stuff · 26 days

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do yyou think you can share any transmasc lili or transfem raz design ideas you have

Ok ! I didn't have any designs planned out yet, so I took this ask as an opportunity to try my hand at it :] maybe I'll line and color this later, idk

(Any pronouns for Raz and he/they for Lili here ok)

#art #doodles #fanart #psychonauts #psychonauts au #razputin aquato #raz psychonauts #lili zanotto #lili psychonauts #I think they'd be around their early 20s here :]#I think Lili's known he's trans for a while. and been on t for at least 3 years at least #but Raz only figured out maybe a couple years ago and is not taking any hormones currently (I don't know if she would later either)#also I think he'd be pretty influenced by Frazie's style (hair specifically of course) while also still somewhat keeping the Sasha ish look #and inspired by Milla a little with the slightly more 70s vibe #while making it her own thing too though #and also they wear the scarf as a headscarf sometimes (like Lucy wore when she was young)#ohh and she's taken a liking to the nickname Pootie and allows for close friends to use that for it :]#also I wanted for Lili to look kinda like Truman while also still having Lili vibes #I might mess with the design more later but I think it's ok for now #they'd be a bit more chilled out when he's older I think though #I also think that he'd go by something other than Lili (idk what yet) but still allow that has a nickname with people they know #also I think both their hair would get curly when they're older. but Raz's especially #and I like to think they'd work at whispering rock during the summer when they're older also :]

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ad-hawkeye · 8 months

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ty for reminding me about artem and him burying letters like there is something not right with him😭

HELP . YOU"RE WELCOME.

HAHAHA OKAY BUT. LITERALLY ??? it's one of those things where i just remember it once every couple months and go MAN. no fictional character will ever beat whatever the fuck was going on with artem in his mind palace.

i remember saving these tags a while back but they're just as relevant today as they were then

#tears of themis #artem wing #anon #asks #i think what recently reminded me of this was lbc having alkaid mention he'd write up a list of excuses to turn people down w #and i was like. man literally no one's doing it insane like artem was. where did he get the shovel from #why the garden #why the SCHOOL garden #he didnt want to turn them down or throw the letters away but like. WHY THE GARDEN. ARTEM.#there are like 20 other solutions here how did you jump to digging around in the school garden

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penisbilt · 5 months

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the bittersweet but absolute flood of relief that comes from admitting defeat at living independently, to have to move back in with parents. we tried! we gave it our best shot for almost 3 years! but living like this (being on our own) is just not possible for us at this time of our lives. we've finally proved it to ourselves that we can't do it. it'll be okay to let ourselves rest now

#latimers parents not mine!!!! i am NOT moving back to florida LOL #really hope that the changes will be good for my mental health. this apartment is toxic to us #ive been on the verge of meltdowns Kind Of A Lot lately. imnot doing great #extremely dependent on substances. just to reach a baseline level of functioning. but even that isnt working as much anymore #the only things i do on my phone or tablet these days is like. 2 mobile games. and skirting past my dms to check latimers blog #its too overwhelming to even open discord these days yknow. everything on earth is too much for me right meow #i havent been drawing i havent been social online OR irl i havent been cooking or creating #i havent been keeping up with personal hygiene like at all im particularly ashamed about that one #i've been really bad about doing my T the past few months which is a HUGE shame because im SO fucking hyped to be on it #theres just. too many obstacles in getting it done half the time. and the other half of the time i just forget #anyway. anyway.#our lease ends in july so between now and then we're just gonna try our best to tolerate our living situation enough to get by #there's a light at the end of the tunnel. and its called 'i only have to be in charge of like 2 rooms at most. and not a household!'#we're gonna try to slowly comb through all our things between now and then so the process of moving wont suck as bad #cuz listen. its pretty fucking bad right now #maybe not for other people. but it is for me. and its okay to let myself come to terms with that #im just. so relieved. still very stressed! but theres at least light at the end of the tunnel and its only like 2 months away #ill be able to draw guilt-free again. ill be able to just EXIST guilt-free #i dont think ive felt guilt-free for just existing the way i do since like. turning 20 #i know my mom wouldve loved if i stayed home forever. and im sad i cant be there for her #but ever since i had a fight with my dad at 15 or 16 it just really felt like he didnt want me there more and more #maybe as the youngest he was resenting that i was preventing him from becoming an empty nester or something. i dont know #because all the other kids had been moved out and on their own at least once but i had never left home before #i dont know if he'd be heartbroken or not to hear that i feeling like he was resenting me. but thats the energy i was picking up for years #i dunno. i dont know #anyway. back to housing. for now im going to try to relax and store energy for the moving process #the huge pile of things by the kitchen? i dont have to worry about that becoming permanent because we're leaving in 2 months #the general discord of the state of our possessions? we have to go through everything to pack it all anyway. we can move in RIGHT this time #when we moved in here we didnt have a car or license so we were dependent on latimers 3-hr-drive-away parents to help us move #just /across town/. and we had a whole month between leases! but it still had to be done in a weekend

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pangyham · 8 months

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older chongyun..!! i think most people draw him w long hair tied up in a ponytail but i like to think his hair grows really slow. he grows it out to his nape giving him somewhat of a mullet? my goal is more on a small mane...hehe. rationale for this is that id assume he can control his yang energy better as he ages and therefore doesnt warrant the need to tie his hair to ventiliate himself or prevent sweating. i reread his character stories on his profile and forgot the bit about him feeling like he missed out the mundanes bc of his condition (eg large gatherings hot springs regular dishes). perhaps the smallest and most gradual development in overcoming this predicament is growing out his hair.....

#chongyun #my art #i should probably use that tag hahaha #tangy talks genshin #should also make a tangy talks chongyun #but anyway my boss sent me on my 10 and i drew this in the back ajfbahf #i hc him to be 17 in game (18 situationally for the sake of continuity like birthdays but that doesnt matter to me much)#so here he'd be like.. maybe 20? 21?#still a young lad but void of his baby cheeks... chongyun having a sharp jawline after years of face pudge means everything to me #but i also like to think he grows to look softer? softer gaze and loosened up....#chongyun is canonically mistaken to be stoic.. “face of ice” and him controlling his energy better rids him off this initial impression #now he is just beloved exorcist heart of clear water.. face of... :-)#wow these tags are long as hell #i have so many chongyun thoughts it's horrible. thought about him the entire day today #my entire 10 HOUR SHIFT... AUGH #edit:#tangy talks chongyun

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blunderpuff · 29 days

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apparently i have a half sister???

what the fuck???

#???#the secret world of merry mac #apparently my mom facebook-stalks her????? ''oh yeah she looks just like [your dad]'' ??????????#does she???? i don't know????? turns out i don't know what my dad looks like either i guess?????#i've always coasted through life thinking that everyone else has family drama but not me...#and now there's 2 whammo! situations in this one week right here #wham sitch no. 1: danny uninvited me to his wedding bc he's mad that i said Bad Words on the phone to him while i was driving #(we were supposed to meet at an exit on the freeway so i could hand over some stuff he'd left at my mom's house. literally the only info #he gave me was: ''meet me at Ridgegate Parkway exit'' and it turned out there's FUCKING NOTHING at that exit. there wasn't #anywhere to even pull over. no parking lots no nothing. so i was talk-to-texting and i'd already been driving for 6 hours and I HAD #KEPT HIM UPDATED AS TO WHERE I WAS so there was no lack of information on my part. APPARENTLY i was supposed to psychically #intuit that i should have gone to the Park N Ride parking lot off the exit. i did not intuit this and therefore had no idea i should have #been looking for that. so i was upset and driving around in circles in rush hour traffic in Lone Tree CO where everyone drives $50K #SUVs and they drive them aggressively. Danny of course thinks this is MY fault because i didn't pick up the phone to call him and #ask for more information apparently. reminder: i was driving. 99% of my driving was on the mf freeway doing 80mph. i wasn't going #to open the phone then open my contacts and then scroll down to his name and then make a call. talk to text was already dumb and #dangerous to do but it was a lot easier to glance at the phone or make it read a text to me than it was to make a phone call and play #20 Questions about where the fuck i was supposed to meet him.)#y'know if he had just said ''hey meet me at the Mod Pizza by the IKEA'' that would have been fine!! literally all the info i needed!#but noOo he had to be the smartest smuggest person in the chat and give me only partial information)#wham sitch no. 2: apparently i have an older half sister who looks just like our shared father. huh.

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mydr3aminvi0let · 4 months

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i wear a lot of skirts and pink and whatnot as my style has developed with me & my personality but when one of those age regression girlies latch onto me....i do not like that

#like oh....you think im one of them...bestie no im freshly 23 and im happy i made it this far i dont wanna go back #sometimes i hate being 5'2 with a small frame you have to be very careful and kinda vet everyone you interact with #idk there's a complex discussion to be had. i am someone who has went through what they fetishize and i know a lot of girls in that #community have too. so i worry a lot if if my behaviors and preferences accidentally align with that community in ways i don't realize #bc trauma will always reveal itself. idfk. when i was 20 i got in a relationship with a man who was 30 because i misheard him and thought #he was 24. i thought he was okay until we were at this giftshop and he wanted to get me something but as giftshops are super expensive #i mentioned i could fit in childrens clothes and it saves me a lot of money ($60 shoes are $30 for kids) and tbh fit my frame better #so he was “prove it” so i did and mf said “THATS HOT” ??????????? BITCH #my style wasn't even feminine in the slightest at the time 😑 it feels like a curse to have this kind of trauma then never outgrow this body #believe me ik how trauma changes your brain but how #as a woman #can you ever be apart of that community? why do you allow this to continue and not persecute these men for existing?#you're inherently enabling it and saying its okay this happened to you and its okay that other adults can hurt other kids #when my rapist got put in prison i screamed i yelled i sang i danced my friends set off FIREWORKS for me #when he got out i cried more than i ever have. i moved STATES (not the sole rzn but nonetheless) not that i was in the one he was in prison #in anyways but i was so fucking petrified he'd find me again. its embarrassing but i started sleeping with a chastity belt again.#i made more phone calls i ever have in my life to people who have and will get their hands dirty #i understand the self hatred those girls have. i understand the girls who sleep with everyone to take some of their power back.#i even understand the girls who want to get raped if they got assaulted but it never felt like enough for the pain they're experiencing #but please stay the fuck away from me. as someone who has tried to heal and wants every man like that erased from earth.#do not give them an ounce of attention. ostracize them like they're meant to be. leave it to god for their karma they will be dealt with #reckon with your pain and make sure it never happens to anyone else. only the harmed can make the greatest teachers #tbh bro i am disgusted with myself at all that those are the kinda vibes i put out.#what are you supposed to do as a woman when feminity is equalized with infantilism? i think its tone deaf and misguided whem girls are like #i dress this way to contradict societies views!!! babes its a whole cultural issue that requires reviewing and reforming #you are not doing anything revolutionary by wearing frilly skirts and saying im not like them bc they see you and ur automatically boxed in #i dress how i want and say what i want but i know as a individual im not the beacon of a groundbreaking movement #singularily flipping society on its head. dress how you want but be aware of the connotations. you're living in this society here and now #there's consequences that may not be in your favor and youll be assumed to have values that dont align with you and it may break your heart

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reallydumbdannyphantomaus · 2 years

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i work with. the most insufferable man.

#so to start: he's so fucking annoying #and i dont mesnt cringe or weird #i mean this man is incapabke of shutting up about himself #he doesnt have conversations #he just talks at you for upwards of like 20 minutes #WHILE you have fucking work to do #one time i was reading a book with headphones on #massive ones that you cannot miss to be ckear #and he fucking physically taps me to get my attention so he can ask me what im reading #then asks me if ive ever *heard* of kurt vonnegut #like. one of the most famous authors of the 20th century? YEAH #but he just goes on and on for literally 20 minutes abiut his own reading while im just sitting there going uh huh uh huh #hes also casually racist! like i dont think he'd ever say the n word but #likes to say that he used to work in 'inner city schools'#used a blaccent to mock a mother who was upset at him for physically ripping earbuds out of a students ears #referred to his black students as being from the ghetto #was convinced that two of the other teachers are sisters even though they look nothing alike #because they are both black #also seems to be fetishizing peruvian women #like came here specifically to marry a peruvian woman #and i have only known him for a month but i still know all this about him (and more! hes divorced apparently!)#because he is terminally incapable of shutti g the fuck up #but he knows i dont like him 🥰 so he has stopped trying to talk to me at least #i hesr about these things from all the other teachers who are less comfortable being rude to get him to go away #lol

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wild-at-mind · 2 months

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I just read an article (/book extract) where the byline made it sound like it would explain how to find out about sex parties in your area if you're New. 'People always ask me this first' yadda yadda. So I clicked in, all intrigued, but the answer was literally 'It's easy, just...go to one! ^^' (Great thnx.)

#the guardian does the 'highbrow' clickbait i guess but it's clickbait all the same #book was written by a pro domme so of course she gives an answer useless to anyone outside the scene #btw if you reading this actually know- remember the advice only works if you know my area lol #i was hoping she'd take some of the mystique out as outsiders probably get very stuck on that #kind of 'here is the kind of place to find out- works anywhere'#honestly don't even know why i'm interested given my bf and i are like Turbo Mono #i think in like 20 yrs maybe he will be confident enough but the ball is in his court #he'd be a polar bear by then <3 #well it's a fantasy but in my real life this kind of thing would probably be more triggering than i can comprehend rn #because of my Weird Baggage (tm) about sex and kink #part of me STILL doesn't know what is genuine curiosity about sex events and what is me trying to be seen as #'cool' or sexy enough to be in with the cool liberated sex having people #...i suspect it's mainly the 2nd one even after all this time and learning and growing. :(

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radiotorn · 4 months

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having to restrain from saying anything when my dad dares to say that men get paid LESS than women. in what world. are you out of your fucking mind old man.

#ow.err #IN WHAT WORLD ARE MEN PAID LESS THAN WOMEN.#like. i shouldnt be surprised he said that bc he watched and/rew t/ate and jo/e rog/an so like. of fucking course he'd think that.#but like dude. you have no idea what youre talking about.#and there is NO WAY im gonna even try to tell him otherwise bc he is. loud. yk.#im just gonna. leave that there. bc its not my responsibility to 'fix' my parents as much as id love to try.#its just not my responsibility. and itll prob just end in me getting screamed at anyways since they wont listen to me or anything i say #cuz im still a kid in their eyes ! ! ! !!!! ! ! so cool ! ! ! ! ! !#almost 20. father doesnt think i know how to wake myself up w/o being woken up by someone else.#SO INSULTING BTW. i always get up on time. no matter what. nearly 20 and he thinks im a fking child still #both my mom and dad do but my dad does it in an 'underestimating' me way and my mom does it in a 'tries to overly coddle me' way #you know? i dunno. i dunno. i wanna move out but money is so fked rn. and idk how to do like. anything. so im just...#gonna do my classes and try to get a nice job and save up for awhile before i actually move out to my own place #im also kind of scared bc idk if ill have the. will to care for myself once i move out. like im worried ill just let myself die #sso. things to. work on before i get out of here i guess. but the thing is this environment will not let me heal. ahhh !!!!!!!!!#the only way out is through!!! through and scared!!!!!!!!!!!! tmrw marks the start of my life potentially starting to change. for the bette #but still changing. and oh man. im very nervous. its scary #cuz like. i didnt think id live past like 12 ??? so to be almost 20 and very behind on 'adult things' is. scary?daunting?#it all almost feels unreal. like im reaching a part of my life i never thought id actually reach. it feels like ive been living on #borrowed time since 12 so now im like. damn i have to live dont i. i have to actively make this life worth living now #some days i still worry itll be my last but ... im just gonna try to take it one step at a time. its all i can do.#be as prepared as i can. and take it one step at a time. i clutch onto the hope that my life will get better #and i clutch onto it with an iron grip. because damn it. it has to get better than this. it has to.#wow this got derailed. oh well my poast my rules.

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brimstoneandtreacle · 5 months

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i'm constantly trying to convince myself that he doesn't feel anything towards me (even Friendship feelings) but then i remember things that make me go "there is No fucking way he doesn't feel Something." and then i start trying to convince myself he doesn't again

#while i was typing the tags of my last post i started thinking about how much effort he put into spending time with me on the last day of—#classes because he knew we wouldn't see each other until august #i mean he went out of his Way to spend time with me. he'd never done that before #we had never even Alluded to like 'let's talk later' unless we had some Official thing to talk about #but that day we didn't have anything official to talk about #and yet he was saying things like 'i'll be back in my office in like 20 minutes tops' (with a tone of 'come see me when i get back')#and literally 'i hope i get to see you again before i have to leave'#and him having to write emails while i was sitting with him in his office but when i protested out of worry that i was interrupting his—#work he said 'no no! i want you here. i want to keep talking' and would apologise for having to do little tasks at the same time #and when he had to leave (had to go pick up his son) i walked out to our cars (parked next to each other) with him #and when we got to our cars he turned to me and paused in the way you do when there's an Important goodbye to say #and Insisted that i keep in touch. with so much Emphasis. no one has ever said it like that to me #he didn't say it in a 'just being nice' tone #idk. idk!#he Really treated me differently that day. as in he treated me with so much more idk like.#Affection. Warmth. Closeness. idk ! maybe it was just bc it was the last day but i feel like it was also bc Since it was the last—#day of classes he felt like he could let some professionalism slide & treat me more in the fashion that he Wants to #or at least a sneak peak of it #but then again. maybe he was just Humouring me the entire time. bc he knew I would want to see him extra bc it was the last day #idk. we spent hours together. that's a long time to humour someone #but still idk..#db #epilogue

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abigail-rytel · 4 months

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If you asked Strong Bad what his pronouns are he'd be like "Alright listen here Blonkus, judging by the cadence of your tone, I'm sure you're expecting some high-larious answer about how I don't understand the question, or how I think the "pro" in pronoun stands for "professional" for some reason, or how I think a "pronoun" is some sort of exotic dessert, or something else that implies I HAVEN'T BEEN MOCKING PEOPLE'S GRAMMAR ON THE INTERNET FOR OVER 20 YEARS. You think I don't know what a pronoun is!? Do better." and then refuse to answer the question

Meanwhile if you asked Homestar Runner what his pronouns are he'd be like "Oh hey! Thanks for asking! No, I already ate"

#homestar runner

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