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#I lied I actually finished this first#sky hades style is next#art#digital art#digital painting#911#911 abc#911 show#911 fanart#evan buckley#evan buck buckely#evan buckley fanart#study#artists on tumblr
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I hope this isn't weird but I've been reading this by @batmanisagatewaydrug and I had like the sudden, strongest urge to make art properly for the first time in ages, so uhhhh have some Jessie (or Jess? Can I call her Jess because I love her?) who is a terrible wet cat of a woman!
I wanted to get this done fast and human anatomy is not my forte so I traced a picture of Natalie in the City, who's a fashion blogger and has some cute fits, though no supervillain ones as far as I'm aware :3
#ham art#i think jessie lies wetly fixed my art block?#after i started this it motivated me to finish off a little comic that's been in my drafts forever and post it and i've got anime fanart#rotating in my mind now! :D maybe i'll even finish off my valentine's unburied art from last year#also i know the tiny underboob window's wrong because she wears a bra that would render that salacious little bit of skin invisible#but i just could not resist#i hope i've done her justice!#jessie is the coolest and awfulest and i love her she's so fun to read thank u op#also i've come to the realization that if i'm just having fun drawing i don't actually have to do the parts that aren't fun i can skip that#if i find drawing human proportions and perspective in general stressful and just wanted to do the fun outfits and face/makeup and hair#i can do that! this is like. a hobby. so i don't need to laboriously force myself to get better at anatomy if i don't wanna#also also i was so pleased that i guessed ricochet's colouring correctly on the first try! (except i missed the freckles)
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There's..... some fixing to be done.
In my mind P is an agent of chaos, you cannot change my mind on this one fellas so don't even try.
#lies of p#lop#pinocchio lop#romeo lop#also this thing was sitting in my drafts for soooo loooonnng#actual months#finished it today#LoP discord mayyy recognise that one#friend posted there with my permission but a sketch of this#also this is like the first time i actually colored romeooo?????#he is fun to draw though i might do some art with him in the future#BUT ANYWAYYYY#go drink water you frog (positive)#SEE YAAALLLL
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Zelda
She/her, 65 moons, cis molly
#Zelda (cat)#<- so it doesn't go in the fandom tags of the game lmao#Loner#honeyclan#<- the save file she's from. I'm gonna say she lives nearest to them#warrior cats oc#warriors oc#kiri’s clangen#clangen#She also doesn't have the chest spot on her sprite but I thought she looked better with it so. Y'know#I made her fur so massive but I need it to be known that the rest of her is massive as well. She's jut very large#also I HAVE RETURNED TO THIS BLOG!!! Can't say how regular activity here will be but I'm queueing this on thursday to go up on friday#and I've got three more finished cats to go up the three days after that. We'll see how many more I draw before the queue runs out#I'm doing hermit-a-day-may over on my main blog and I'm coming up on the end of the schoolyear so I may be mostly swamped until summerish#but I'd like to pick back up with posting these during the summer. I have some ideas for a comic that I'd like to do but I haven't written-#-it out yet becuase I want to get these designs done first and I think I'm about halfway through all the cats I have? across 5 different-#-clans two of which are very large so. Mass extinction events will be on once I start playing moons again!!#anyways sorry for rambling but I'm very proud of my next few designs. I think I've found a good method for doing them quickly. It involves-#-using actual reference images for the poses lmao#EDIT I lied I'm not even close to halfway#I've got 66 out of 181 done meaning I have 115 left#jesus fucking christ ITS FINE it's fine it's just a lot. not a problem though#I can pick up the pace after this next month or two#it's chill
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When you're one of the most selfish mc who only saves people because it's part of a job you never wanted and did not get to chose or you would've died, who took your co-workers' morals and ideals because you didn't have any and desperately wanted to fit in somewhere, be it with the heroes or the villains, who's activelly haunted by one the most tragic past to have been created and suffer from a psychosis so bad (dare I say schizophrenia) that even your enemies acknowledged that you are mentally ill and objectively flawed in your judgement, never hesitated to try to kill anyone and has the most egoistic reason to be a good person but the fandom still thinks you're just a kind crybaby "I don't know what a gun is" homosexual twink.
#him being refered as an angel by Shibuzawa is FUCKING IRONIC !!#ASAGIRI IS ALWAYS IRONIC WHEN IT COMES TO LIGHT NOVELS CENTERED AROUND ATSUSHI#Ex : The plot of 55min being parallele to the Decay of Angels arc#He's also called the Man-eating tiger and yes I do think that Dazai lied to him when he said he never ate anyone to preserve his psyche#and was also called “the man who can see the future” and has time travelled with Akutagawa like why aren't we talking about that#his relationship with Mori is also actually good#Mori is one if not the only character who saved and helped Atsushi during their first meeting and kept good contacts with him#because yes Atsushi has seen Mori knowing that he was the pm boss off-screen and they had a normal exchange#I also think that Shibuzawa Atsushi and Fyodor are connected to a form of Holy Trinity#Believer/God/Angel or Messenger#Joseph/Jesus/Mary#or Fyodor and Atsushi as Jesus and Judas#but the instance of trinity in bsd are dare I say extreme#Oda/Ango/Dazai#Sigma/Fyodor/Nikolai#Atsushi/Akutagawa/Kyoka#and so on#and the whole situation around his ability which is unlike any other#It turns him into Byakko (her own being) (similar to Natsume) and nullify his wounds no matter how lethal (similar to Dazai and Yosano)#and enhance him even with his ability off making him constantly stronger than other characters and dare I say equal to the hunting dogs#yk the MODIFIED humans#and the plot of both 55mins and Dead Apple being around abilities and giving us Atsushi lore make me think that Atsushi and Byakko are 1/2#probably a sort of higher being since some abilities are very religious centered (how Fyodor sees abilities and Shibuzawa) 2/2#but I think it would lend toward a “sinner” position which would be crazy because that Atsushi would then probably be the reason why Fyodor#hates abilities so much if Atsushi and Byakko are somehow be connected to the “sin” of abilities#and so you guys know Atsushi's orphanage was a church so yes he's related to christianity#and the Decay of Angels is LITTERALY full of religious people to different degrees#and it would be ironic (once again) if the antagonists were the “Angels” and the protagonist a demon#I just realized that I did a lot of typos sorry I got too excited#but yeah keep calling bsd bad written (we're on barely chap.115 no good manga was finished by chap.115 guys just wait for the rest to drop)
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my roman empire is that one moment smth smth qsmp lore happened and étoiles responded to a chat message by saying smth along the lines of “bah baghera me fait pas confiance” and laughed tersely but i can’t remember when that fucking happened and maybe i hallucinated it . but i need to try and find it again . to satiate my qetoiles qbagz relationship and larger qfrench messy family dynamic illness
#anyone remember when they saved kameto and cellbit warned the fed may try and take him again and kameto was immediately like ‘no etoiles#will protect me’ and etoiles said ‘if they take kamel i burn everything’#anyone remember the pre purgatory where kameto ran up to bagz and lied to her by saying etoiles wanted to hurt pomme#and she confronted etoiles and he told her wtf no i don��t why did u believe him and she said well u never know have u seen ur arm#head in hands . qbagz paranoia and distrust even when u want to trust so badly . une méfiance envers tout . seeing ur friend as a ticking#time bomb bc his arm is getting up by code . fuck#qsmp#jay rambles#étoiles#baghera jones#if anyone can magically find the moment i mention in the actual post i’d love u forever btw#i have practically nothing to go off but it’s post first etoiles code scar skin . maybe in late october after his and bagz convo about it#ive has a webweaving sat in my drafts for months i need to finish it . the worms in my brain
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a friend who'd wait :)
#im posting this very late because i was sort of weary of how it came out and ended up messing w it until it was like 4am oops.#and i have plans tmrw so... oh well! i did my best and ill put it out while i can!#and i tried to make the scene match barnard's colors lol#finn's ocs#finn's art#i know i said id do more sillay stuff with the simpler screentone only style but i had a couple more of these in me#and this is the first piece im making thats like an actual part of the story too rather than just setting stuff for fun#i wanna write something to go with it too but for now ill just sort of briefly explain the context in the tags here:#barnard has a pretty bad case of OCD and his compulsions have made it difficult to make friends in the past#he was never outright bullied or anything but people just didnt really have the patience to deal with it#he has compulsions that include stuff like walking through doors until it feels right and needing things to be perfectly aligned#which in group settings has lead to people having to wait for him to finish his rituals and join them#they might find it tolerable at first but eventually they grow impatient and hes just... not invited to stuff anymore#but juno is a newer member of the guild who ends up frequenting the same library. hes also kinda a little weird#and they dont become fast friends or anything but just sort of naturally spend time in the same place#though they never plan meetups they eventually fall into a routine. around the same time theyd just both be at the library#and read next to each other. and maybe talk a bit. and eventually they end up walking back to the guildhall together#since theyre going to the same place after all. and juno always waits for barnard outside the door#eventually barnard asks if this bothers him. juno kinda just tells him 'of course it does' without any malice or anything. just a statement#barnard is surprised and apologizes and juno says not to. but the next day juno doesnt show up at the usual time.#barnard assumes hes committed somekinda more by bringing it up. he ends up staying there late reading to get his mind off it & not ruminate#but when he leaves juno is in fact still waiting for him down the hall (see pic) having collected a bunch of books literally abt ocd#he fell asleep bc barnard stayed later than expected. and hes an eepy guy generally. and also one very bad at expressing himself#but now barnard gets that juno's 'of course it [bothers me]' had the implication of 'but its worth it' which no friend has previously done.#and from the interaction juno was also able to understand that this isn't something barnard just does for the hell of it so. he studies.#and checks a bunch of stuff out because he thinks it could help his friend too (theres ocd workbooks and such- i remember working w them)#and thats the point where they became more ''friends'' than ''pleasant library acquaintances''#from there on they also do get into juno's problems. whole other bag of worms. but this specific scene is more about bernard from his pov#sorry about when i said briefly explain. i lied </3#but compared to the whole sequence im picturing its brief so shhh
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welcome to elysium part 2: trial time...
Kuya asks question 1: I'm. I'm stressed for olivine. I can feel my chest tighte ning. I ma sweat.ib
Kuya asks question 2: YIKES😬. AND a HaLf i. I have to leave
(minimises the app and lies on the floor for a solid minute)
ok. Ok let's keept his goin. It's ok It's ok olivine confronting his truths is ok he will be better after airing it all out IT WILL BE FINE deepbreathsdeepbreaths
*coughschokes and falls flat back onto the floor*
(....)
(Regains consciousness a few moments later)
Phew, ok,,, we're safe, olivine is facing it head-on and kuya is-
What THE EVERLIVING FR$* ISTHA*passes out again*
#dragQUeen STORYTI-- I MEAN. evil wife OLD FOX STORYTIME WITH THE CHILDREN AT THE LIBRARY!!!!!!#kuya smiling without malice? in an event? where people can see?????#oli calling kuya out on his existential dread?????#from one mother to another. i can see the ennui in ur eyes#eiden's voice piercing thru the veil of self-doubt and general wallowing...#oli and kuya being surprisingly civil toward each other#despite oli's first comment upon their introduction that kuya's personality is a trial from god 😄#master of elysium was all LET ME TIE UP THIS PRIEST WITH A RIBBON AND PRESENT IT TO MASTER KUYA#and kuya's like naaahhh i bet he's more amusing when he's free roaming and independent#(subjects him to an extremely stressful game of truth or dare)#the girls (kuyoli) are turning slumber party games into Saw movies :(...... :)?#part of me wonders whether kuya actually gave that dude what he wanted#actual infinite sweet dream coma or...? plot twist i'm actually gonna torture you forever#i think he got the sweet dream but i just wanna know what happened at his old trial#i am not clever when it comes to these things. somebody needs to stand there and blast me with exposition#paragraph style. all written out.#he dodged the question... but he didn't get stung...? and .... uh whu? or he jus t lied? but he thought his lies were the truth?#furrows brow. idon't know. and i mean. i guess he got what he wanted in the end#what he THINK he wanted in the end?#*shrugs* oh well. i guess it's just . kuya and oli finish their very special episode of uhhhhh#addressing your actual problems before turning to drugs? no. use responsibly and safely if you must?.. uh.....#don't force drugs onto people? ...and... never bring children into a den of desire?#sure! let's go with that!#welcome to elysium
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I just thought of a great way to torture Di Feisheng through fanfic: a time travel/time loop AU that takes place after Li Lianhua died on the beach, when Di Feisheng somehow finds himself back in time, stuck repeating the East Sea battle from 10 years earlier with Li Xiangyi!
Di Feisheng tries everything to convince Li Xiangyi to stop fighting and suppress the poison before it’s too late, because after having lost him before, he is more desperate than ever to save his life. But why would Li Xiangyi believe him that he didn’t kill Shan Gudao? Or that he had a reason to steal the body? Or the truth about his beloved shixiong? Or let him help suppress the Bicha poison?
So, time after time, they argue and fight, and the loop resets after one of them dies or they both fall into the water.
After ten years of desperately wanting to fight Li Xiangyi again, Di Feisheng’s dream came true, but it’s more like a curse. Because not only is he watching the person he loves suffer over and over again, but he’s essentially being forced to reenact his entire childhood trauma; he’s forced into repeated fights to the death with someone he doesn’t want to kill, and he can’t find a way out. (Not even with his own death, which he decides hurts less than watching Li Xiangyi die or succumb to the poison.)
(Eventually, he finds a way to convince Li Xiangyi of the truth of at least some of what he says, halts the spread of the poison enough to save his life, and the two of them work together to try to resolve everything 10 years earlier, and with more trust built up. But only after he's just about been pushed to the breaking point. :) )
#mysterious lotus casebook#Li Xiangyi#Li Lianhua#Di Feisheng#time loop AU#I had so many scenes of this mapped out in my mind#including one where DFS fishes LXY out from the sea and pours qi into him until he collapses but they both die anyway#but I'm not actually going to write it because that would involve energy#and I want to finish my other fic first
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this is, indeed, fanart for @metanoia-blues! just straight up aped a whole scene from the latest episode (ep. 70) to draw into comic form lol. what a time I chose to join back in on the journey
#metanoia blues#willow jenkins#warfred bartosz#man. literally I have never felt this much rage about a fictional character. I need this bitch to die painfully On Screen#for folks without context here warfred (the guy with beard) and willow (guy with the robot mask) were in a question game#while warfred is a suspect in a murder like. two days ago#the question game is warfred's style which. speaks to the kind of person that he is. fuck that guy#willow's taken it upon themself (and so have their friends) to investigate the murder. which is why they're in his apartment on excuses#and they were coming to a draw on the question game. and willow laid down their ace which is a wound they knew warfred lied about#and instead of continue playing the game. well. you see#highly recommend reading the recaps and catching at least this episode btw. it was INSANE experiencing it live. it was Something Else#to give you an idea of how insane. right after that scene I plugged in my laptop to sketch and ink this comic.#and finished that in six hours.#this shit had me in a chokehold I'm not normal#actually first time an audio play actually managed to scare me! fucked up and evil!!!#you can find the recaps on the official blog I tagged#and the episodes are on youtube#search ''metanoia blues'' and it should come up! they're posting new episodes as they go#active call to people who like audio plays and dice improv. get into this with me. its so good
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When the MMORPG makes me play the MMO instead of the RPG
#utenixx.txt#i havent had time to draw anything bc ive been sucked into the ff/14 hole . finished the first expansion on the second .#after work . after my chores . after eating . late into the night .#it's like crack. to me#anyways the kind of social aspect of dungeons and needing to work with strangers sometimes stresses me out but we persevere#I've been getting better about it. but the stomach drop anxiety from having to fight with strangers makes every round a challenge#friends who've actually played the game have been very kind about helping me thru dungeons but i cant keep bothering them to log on#bc my fixation takes it so that i blast towards fights like nothing lmfao#anyways lied a lil abt art i drew sketch pages of my WOL but like . that's not being posted publicly. for my own sanity.
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the only person who matches my freak as i touch my reflection and whisper “am i normal” into the big gym mirror is the guy in the corner who only does weights and makes strange grunting noises every time he moves
#okay so im doing an Everything set at the gym and im there for maybe#45 mins? and i start feeling like lowkey kinda faint and really hungry and blood sugar lowy and i want to stick to working out for about#another hour and a half SO BAD but i feel so ick that i stop to go downstairs to get a snack and I’m like so icked out by myself bc it’s li#like literally EW i don’t even have the self control to stop eating to finish my SET?? and the reason why i decided to go eat is because i#had blood drawn today for like the first time in ages so i was worried if i didn’t get food i might actly like be really sick and im on my#period so im alr not at 100% and i didn’t think I’d be able to finish 1 and a half more hours feeling so faint#but then im like those are all just excuses ur self control is SHIT#I tried to get like nutritious shit I got a protein drink a yoghurt cup and a like one serving bag of chips which YEAH not very healthy but#the store only had a couple of options and I knew if I didn’t have something a little savoury I’d binge more later and Actually have no sel#control… so yeah ❤️ now I’m back finishing my set and regeeeting my life choices YIPEEEE
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sorry that blog made me insane. i love video games so mcuh you guys have no idea (<- posts almost exclusively about video games)
#anyways. off to find a tales of the abyss playthrough#actually i. lied i have a few webcomics that my friend keeps asking me to finish. i'll read those first
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one of many problems i encounter trying to find undertale fanfiction is that, in my mind, talkingsoup's 'the scientist' series is 100% canon, so anything that contradicts that just don't feel right
#i KNOW it's not like that but the scientist just. it's so good.#this isn't even my main problem but it is smth that pops up in fics that manage to get through my Intense screening process#cause like. there's no way to screen for 'how similar to 'the scientist' is the characterization and worldbuilding'#it's not the end of the world but man i just finished a reread of the whole series#it's even better than i remembered. god it's so good#of the 3 stories entropy is probably my favourite but how to save the world is incredible incredible#and the original story obviously that's how i got here in the first place back when this story was just newborn#MAN. i need other writers to read the scientist series as a prerec actually -#it has everything. cosmic horror. memory fuckery. the best time loop story i've ever read. a protagonist who lies literally constantly ♥️.#a message of hope. things will get better. Man. it's so good#forgot what i was talking abt. started gushing abt the scientist instead
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ALMOST A WEEK OF AGONIES BUT IT WORKS NOW I CAN RETRIEVE DATA FROM THE DATABASE AH
#first main issue was that google lied to me and flow value isn't actually constantly collecting#i probably understood wrong but I prefer to think google lied since IN OTHER CASE IT ACTUALLY DOES THAT WITH OUTDATED DOCUMENTATION#second thing that was easier to solve was a wrongly writter query#god i had 1 breakdown and a depressive episode about this shit because i felt like an incompetent idiot for not being able to make it work#what a fucking relief it's done#this also means that I've done almost all the main functionalities of the app 🥰#the only big thing left is a worker that daily check the status of the tasks to complete by going through all the stuff a user saves to show#it in the homepage#god i need to finish this soon i need to use it for my plants
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It's been two months since I've played Soulsborne games and I am considering getting Lies of P (Despite it being a Souls clone)
#as much as I like elden ring - it's a game that's too much quantity over quality / finished demon souls 5 times#finished bloodborne + dark souls 3 and their dlcs - also sekiro#it's funny how sekiro feels like a souls inspired game then actual soulsborne clone games#might replay the first dark souls because I can't play dark souls 2 without steam disconnecting me#I think soulsbornes are the only games I extremely interested / maby I'll give lies of p a chance#*personal thoughts
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