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CHAPTER VII: DELECTABLE.
Lee Know x reader. (s,a)
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Synopsis: When Minho is hired as the head chef of Farfalle, a prestigious Italian restaurant, expectations are high for him to elevate its reputation and bring it to new heights. However, no one anticipates the drastic changes he implements in the kitchen—including his strict rule that that there'll be no women and no romance in his kitchen. (17,5k words)
Author's note: Consider this as my Valentine's gift for you, cuties. I truly hope you enjoy this chapter and don't forget to share your thoughts on it ♡
Delectable. /dɪˈlek.tə.bəl/ (adj) looking or tasting extremely good, and giving great pleasure.
This is uncharted territory for Minho. Meeting your father feels like being handed a complex recipe without any instructions. In cooking, he can always rely on techniques, measurements, and experience. But here? There’s no guide on how to impress your dad. No step-by-step process to follow. Just instincts—and his instincts are telling him he’s in trouble.
Awkwardly, he leads the way through the restaurant, glancing back every few steps to make sure your dad is keeping up. He catches sight of you behind him, trailing anxiously, your hands clasped together like you’re holding yourself together.
Once they reach the kitchen, Minho turns to your dad and says politely, “If you take a seat in the hall, I’ll prepare a dish for you right away, sir.”
But your dad doesn’t sit. Instead, he fixes his gaze on Minho and says, “I didn’t come here to eat your food.” Then, he turns to you. “You make it.”
Minho sees the way your body stiffens. The sheer panic that paints your face as you stammer, “Why don’t you try something the chef makes? You don’t always get the chance.”
Minho steps in, offering himself up immediately. “What would you like, sir?”
But your dad waves him off. “No, I want her to bring me the dish she’s been working on lately.”
Minho hears you gasp, a mix of surprise and dread. But you obey without argument, walking to your station and preparing the grilled scallops you’ve been refining. He watches intently as you cook, noting the way your hands shake slightly. When you make a mistake, he silently winces but holds himself back from correcting you.
Next to him, your dad speaks. “I had to come and see for myself,” he says, his voice firm. “She’s never talked about a man she’s liked before.” He glances at Minho. “I hope you don’t mind.”
Minho shakes his head. “No, I don’t mind, sir.”
Your dad hums. “I liked the other guy I sent home earlier.”
Minho stiffens. Chris. Of course that annoying guy makes a better impression on your dad than him. But before Minho can respond, your dad adds, “Not that it matters. She never listens to me anyway.”
Minho almost smiles at that, but then he sees you approaching with your dish, setting it on the chef’s table. “Try this, dad,” you say, your voice carefully controlled.
Your dad doesn’t reach for it. Instead, he asks, “Why are you giving this to me?”
You blink in confusion. “What do you mean?”
Your dad’s expression remains unreadable. “Don’t you need your chef’s permission for your dish to go out to the hall?”
Silence stretches between you.
“Why do you think I’m eating your food instead of his?” your dad continues. “It’s not because I prefer yours.”
Minho understands then. Why scoldings and harsh words don’t seem to shake you. You’re used to it.
Your dad turns to Minho. “Go on. Taste it.”
Minho nods, picks up a fork, and cuts into the scallop. He dips it in the purée and sauce before bringing it to his mouth. He knows he has to be truthful, no matter what.
“Do it again.”
You freeze, shell-shocked. But then, you snap into motion, nodding quickly. “Yes, Chef.”
You turn back to your station and start over. When you present the second plate, Minho glances at your dad, who gestures for him to try it again. He hates to say it, but it’s still not right. “Do it again.”
This time, Minho sees the disappointment flicker across your face before you drag yourself back to your station. The third time, it’s still not right. With a quiet sigh, he repeats himself. “Do it again.”
Your dad looks away and scoffs. “We’re going to be here all night.”
Minho doesn’t miss the resentment in your eyes. Still, you offer, “I’ll do it again, Chef.”
But your dad snaps. “Is this how you work all day long?”
You shake your head quickly, but then your dad suddenly picks up the rejected dish and sets it down so hard that the spoon clatters against the plate.
He turns to Minho. “You must be giving her a hard time.” His voice is sharp. “Look at her. Does she look like someone who’s in love to you?”
Minho doesn’t know how to answer that. He can’t even decide if he should give himan honest answer or should he sugarcoat it for you.
Your dad exhales, shaking his head. “As soon as I heard she liked you, I couldn’t concentrate on my work.”
Minho bows his head slightly as he mutters an apology. “I’m sorry, sir.”
Your voice comes next, trembling. “Dad, I’m fine. I'm ashamed already. Can you stop now?”
Your dad snaps back, “You think you’re the only one ashamed? I feel the same way too.”
Minho stays quiet, unsure of how to navigate this. Heck, he doesn't even know which side to choose. After a pause, he tries, “Sir, what if we asked to do it one more—”
Your dad cuts him off with a scoff, then turns on his heel and walks out.
Minho hurriedly turns to you. “Go after him. Go! Follow him out.”
But you don’t move. Instead, you glare at him. “Did you really have to do that?”
Minho blinks. “What?”
You grit your teeth. “It wasn’t like I was cooking for customers. That was the first time my dad came here to try my food.” Your voice wavers as your eyes falter. “Did you have to show him that I get rejected all the time?”
Minho’s chest tightens after realizing how upset you are. He lowers his voice and mutters an apology. “I'm sorry, mmh?”
But you keep going, holding back tears. “Just because I don’t say anything and hold it all in doesn’t mean I don’t have feelings.”
Minho understands. He really does. He steps forward and gently places his hands on your shoulders, pulling you close. “I said I’m sorry.”
But you push him away, hard enough to make him staggering backward. Your tears finally spill over.
Frustration coils in Minho’s chest. “As long as I’m the chef, every dish that goes past my table is mine, even if I didn’t make it myself.” He exhales sharply, his voice quieter. “That was the first dish I made for your dad. I wanted to impress him.”
You shake your head, tears brimming in your eyes. “I don’t want to hear it. Even if you’re right, I’m sick of it. I can’t take it anymore.”
Minho clenches his jaw. His voice comes out sharper than he intends. “Then why didn’t you do it right the first time?”
Your breath hitches. More tears fall, and Minho’s frustration dissolves instantly. He doesn’t want to make you sad. He steps closer again, his voice softer.
“Stop crying, mmh?” His hands cup your face, wiping away your tears. “I’m sorry. I didn’t mean it.”
This time, you don’t push him away. You bury your head in his chest and let him hold you. Minho kisses the top of your head while continuously murmuring quiet apologies, his hands gently rubbing your back. Then—
“Get away from her.”
Minho’s body tenses. He immediately steps back, turning to face your dad, who watches him with unreadable eyes from the doorway of the kitchen. Then, your dad says, “Come to my bakery sometime. I’d like to hear what you have to say about my cooking.”
Minho stares, still freezing in place and giving no response.
Your dad stares back at him and asks, “Aren’t you going to answer me?”
Minho scrambles to respond. “Of course, sir”
Your dad turns to you now and clicks his tongue seeing you cry. “Bring your chef. Or your boyfriend. Or whatever. Just come together.”
Your eyes widen in surprise. “Together?”
Your dad nods. “Of course. Were you going to send him alone?” Then, he turns and walks away.
You run after him, leaving Minho standing in the kitchen, dazed. He turns to face the chef’s table, staring down at all the rejected dishes. He picks up the fork and have another bite of it, he can tell that you're getting better at it.
“He left,” You announce when you return shortly after, standing next to him.
Minho exhales. He doesn’t know what to say first. The fact that he made you cry. The fact that your dad caught him holding you. Or should he address the whole situation with your dad.
But then, you suddenly turn to him and say, “I think my dad likes you.”
Minho frowns in confusion, “What?”
You smile—shy, small. “He told us to come together. I think that means he likes you.”
A grin tugs at Minho’s lips. His hands find your waist as he pulls you close. “That so?”
You giggle, nodding. You melt into his arm as he pulls you closer. Minho hugs you tight, and as your bodies calibrating into each other, you both bursts out laughing to shake out all the worries and concerns from earlier.
Minho exhales, letting relief wash over him. He has made an impression and it matters because it's your dad. For the first time, he feels like he did something right.
-
Choi Sara Admits to Cheating in Piazza dello Chef Contest—Sabotaged Rival's Dish.
Renowned chef Choi Sara, once celebrated as the only female chef in the city’s top Italian restaurants, has publicly admitted to cheating in the Piazza dello Chef Contest, a prestigious culinary competition that propelled her to fame. The shocking confession has resulted in her losing several high-profile positions, including her role as the star host of the cable food channel's "The Chef’s Table", her judging seat on the New Chef Culinary Challenge, and her position at Farfalle, the city’s most esteemed Italian restaurant.
Choi Sara confirmed the long-standing rumors of her misconduct, revealing that she sabotaged her rival’s chances of winning by tampering with his key ingredient. The contest’s challenge featured ginseng pasta, with wine serving as the essential element in neutralizing the ginseng’s bitterness. Choi admitted to oxidizing her rival’s wine by placing it in boiling water the night before the competition, rendering it ineffective and ultimately securing her victory.
The chef who was cheated out of his rightful win has now been identified as Lee Minho, currently the co-chef of Farfalle. His loss in the competition significantly altered the trajectory of his career, while Choi’s tainted victory opened doors that have now been abruptly closed.
The scandal has sent shockwaves through the culinary world, with many calling for Choi to be permanently banned from future competitions and culinary institutions. Neither Farfalle nor the New Chef Culinary Challenge has issued an official statement regarding the controversy.
As the culinary industry reacts to this bombshell revelation, Choi Sara's career now faces an uncertain future.
-
The moment you step into the restaurant, you barely have time to process the usual morning bustle before Taesoo comes charging toward you. His eyes are wide with urgency, his mouth opening as if to speak—but no words come out. Instead, he thrusts his phone toward you, his fingers trembling as he points at the screen.
Frowning, you take the phone from his hand, your gaze dropping to the glowing display. An article fills the screen, the headline alone enough to send a jolt through your chest. Your eyes dart across the text, skimming past the formalities, searching for the core of it.
"Choi Sara Admits to Cheating in Piazza dello Chef Contest—Sabotaged Rival's Dish."
The words slam into you, one after another, but nothing hits harder than the revelation buried in the details. The rival chef she cheated out of a rightful victory—the one whose career could have been different if not for her actions—was Minho.
A sharp gasp escapes you. The abrupt end of their relationship, the distance, the bitterness—it all makes sense now. But why confess everything now, and why to the press?
Your grip tightens around the phone before you shove it back into Taesoo’s hands, your feet already moving before you fully register what you’re doing. Your heart pounds as you sprint toward the stairs, taking them two at a time.
Chris’s office door looms ahead. You don’t bother knocking—you push it open with force, breathless from your rush. Chris is already on his feet, his expression unreadable but undoubtedly aware.
“Chris—” you manage between pants, but he’s already moving, reaching for his suit jacket as if he anticipated your arrival.
“I know,” he says simply, slipping the jacket over his shoulders as he walks toward you.
“You’re going to see her?” you ask, though you already know the answer.
He nods, adjusting the lapels of his jacket. “I’m heading out now.” Then, as he reaches you, his hand rests gently on your shoulder. His touch is steady, reassuring. “I’ll let you know when I get back. And I’ll tell Sara you’re worried about her.”
You nod, exhaling a quiet, “Thank you.” Your voice feels small, barely audible over the storm of thoughts in your head.
Chris offers a final nod before stepping past you, out the door.
You remain standing there, watching him go, unable to shake the weight settling in your chest. No matter where she is, you can only hope that Sara is alright.
-
You’ve expected Minho to keep his head down and work as if nothing happened, and he does exactly that. The tension in the air is almost suffocating—everyone in the kitchen knows about Sara’s confession, and Minho knows that they know. But as always, he moves through the lunch service with precision, barking out orders in his usual sharp tone, as if the weight of the news hasn’t touched him.
The last order of the lunch service prints through the machine, and Minho tears it off, scanning it quickly.
“Table 14. Two filet mignon course meals. Make them both rare,” he announces.
Sous-chef Seojun, who handles the steaks, pauses as he reaches for the meat. “Rare? Both of them?”
Before Minho can respond, a service staff member rushes into the kitchen, looking slightly panicked. Just as he opens his mouth, Minho beats him to it.
“Did the customers at table 14 really request them rare?”
The service staff nods quickly. “Chef… it’s them. The food critics—the same ones who complained about the lobster last time.”
A hush falls over the kitchen. Everyone still remembers the criticism Farfalle received, and now those same critics are back. You glance around, noticing how the team has subtly stiffened. Minho sees it too.
“Everyone! Pay attention to your frying pans,” His voice cuts through the tension like a knife. “Start the entrée line course, now.”
“Yes, Chef!” everyone answers in unison, snapping back into motion.
The next several minutes pass in focused silence. The steaks are cooked, plated, and sent out. The kitchen moves efficiently, but the underlying unease remains.
Then the service staff returns. “Chef, the food critics would like to speak with you.”
Minho barely reacts. He removes his apron and straightens his jacket. “Clean up,” he orders before stepping out of the kitchen.
But instead of following Minho’s instructions, everyone slowly gravitates toward the chef’s table. Hyunwoo is the first to break the silence.
“Do you think the restaurant’s reputation took a hit because of Chef Sara?” he asks, his voice low but curious. “Maybe they’re here to change our star rating.”
Seungwan hums in thought. “It could be. The new menu, the press conference—it all happened when Chef Sara was still here.”
Taesoo chimes in next. “Or maybe they just want to evaluate Chef Lee alone now that he’s the only head chef.”
Felix, leaning against the counter, shakes his head. “Chef doesn’t care about any of that.”
Taesoo raises an eyebrow. “Why not? A higher rating is always good. I hope we get something better than whatever rating Chef Sara got.”
Felix nods, glancing toward the dining area. “Ah... so that’s why they ordered the steaks rare.”
Taesoo frowns. “Wait… is there a reason why they ordered it rare?”
You finally speak up. “Because when meat is rare, they can evaluate its quality better. The freshness, how it was stored, how well it was prepared and cooked—it all shows.”
Taesoo gasps, as if the realization just hit him. Hyunwoo grins, nudging Seojun. “Good thing we have Sous-chef back there. You’ve got the Midas touch when it comes to the grill.”
Seungwan nods in agreement. “Yeah, when we think of steak, we think of Sous-chef Seojun.”
Seojun, clearly flustered, smiles shyly at the praise. They’re not wrong—if anyone could pull off the perfect steak, it’s him. But you’re not as reassured as they are. Your thoughts linger on the bigger issue.
If the critics are here for a reevaluation, that means trust in Farfalle’s kitchen might already be wavering. And trust, once lost, isn’t so easy to regain.
-
Minho moves through the dining hall with practiced ease, ignoring the curious glances from guests and staff alike. He knows everyone is watching—waiting to see how he’ll handle this. But he doesn’t falter, doesn’t let the weight of their expectations slow him down.
When he reaches table 14, he stops at a respectful distance, straightening his posture. He meets the eyes of the two food critics seated before him and offers a professional nod.
“Good afternoon,” he says smoothly. “I’m Lee Minho, head chef of Farfalle.”
One of the critics, a man in his late forties with sharp eyes, returns the greeting and slides a small card across the table. “Nice to meet you, Chef Lee Minho. We’re from Culinary Gazette.”
Minho picks up the card, glancing at it briefly before slipping it into his pocket. Straight to business.
The first critic leans back slightly, a small smile on his face. “The filet mignon was well executed. The composition of the course was balanced, and if it had been ordered medium, it would have made for a solid, traditional dish.”
Minho remains silent, waiting.
The other critic, a woman with neatly tied-back hair, tilts her head as she adds, “You used high-quality meat. That much is obvious. But it lacked a clean, light taste. Even when it’s barely cooked—still dripping with blood—the best kind of steak should have that purity in flavor.”
The first critic nods along, placing his utensils down with a soft clink. “A few years ago, this dish at Farfalle was excellent. But now… it’s falling behind.” His expression remains neutral, but his words carry weight. “We can’t give high marks to a kitchen that doesn’t keep up with the times.”
Minho takes it all in, keeping his expression unreadable. He isn’t foolish enough to dismiss their critiques outright. They have a point. But he also knows when someone is testing him.
He pauses for a moment before responding. “Eating rare meat—something even the most seasoned chefs in Italy shy away from—and having such a discerning palate for the flavor of an almost-raw steak…” His lips curl into the faintest of smirks. “I’ll take it as belligerence.”
There’s a beat of silence, then— The first critic lets out a low chuckle, nodding in approval. “You're good.”
The woman beside him smirks, impressed but not entirely won over.
Minho meets their gaze, his smirk never wavering. “A true professional should be able to solve that issue as well.”
The critics exchange glances before the man leans forward slightly. “We know Chef Choi Sara used to be a co-chef here.”
Minho’s smirk barely falters, but there’s a subtle shift in his posture. There it is. He doesn’t look away, keeping his voice even as he asks, “And what does that have to do with Farfalle’s star rating?”
The woman tilts her head, considering him before answering simply, “Can we trust the dishes from this kitchen now?”
Minho knew this was coming. He knew this was the real test. And this—this is what he’s feared the most. People losing trust in his kitchen.
-
Minho sits at his desk, fingers drumming idly against the wood as he waits for the team to gather. One by one, they filter into his office, standing in a semi-circle, some looking confused, others tense. He can tell they’re wondering why they’ve been called in. Good. He prefers getting straight to the point.
Seungwan is the first to speak up. “Chef, why did you call us?”
Minho shifts his gaze to Seojun. “It’s about you, Sous-chef.”
Seojun blinks, clearly caught off guard. “Me?”
Minho crosses his arms, his tone cool and precise. “I’m talking about the steak that went out earlier—rare.” His eyes sharpen. “There was a hint of odor from the fat that I didn’t taste when the meat was cooked medium or well done.”
Seojun tenses at that, his lips pressing into a thin line before he retorts, “Isn’t that exactly why they eat it rare? If they don’t like it, they should order it well done.” He pauses, his expression growing more defensive. “Wait—was this what the food critics told you?”
Before Minho can answer, Hyunwoo interjects, his voice rising in panic. “Did they lower our stars?”
Minho flicks his gaze to him, unimpressed. “Why are you talking about stars when I’m talking about the steak?”
Seojun huffs, clearly frustrated. “But why do they eat it rare? Because they can’t find a problem when it’s cooked medium or well done?” His jaw tightens. “I only hear this as them nitpicking.”
Minho exhales, calm but unwavering. “So you’re not grateful for them pointing out a flaw in your dish?”
Seojun stiffens at that.
Minho continues, voice even. “If we eliminate that odor—if we make the rare steak taste cleaner—then it’s only going to get better when it’s cooked medium or well done.”
But Seojun isn’t backing down. “Perfect taste, best taste—that’s all in the heads of critics.” He exhales sharply, frustration evident. “Why do we have to play along with these people?”
Minho smirks, tilting his head. “We can play along. And if we find a better way, we’ll benefit from it.” His voice is casual, but his eyes gleam with intent. “So let’s play along.”
Hyunwoo hesitates before asking, “Does that mean… you’re going to change the filet mignon recipe?”
Minho shakes his head. “No.”
As if on cue, Taesoo steps forward, handing over a cut of wrapped meat. Minho takes it, holding it up for everyone to see.
“This,” he says, “is meat tightly wrapped in cloth and plastic wrap. By compressing it like this, the blood is squeezed into the corners of the wrap.”
Seojun folds his arms, unimpressed. “That kind of odor can be taken care of with a sauce.”
Minho shakes his head. “That’s like covering up an unwashed, greasy face with makeup.” He lets the words hang in the air before adding, “The best steak doesn’t come from the sauce. It comes from the meat itself.”
Silence lingers—until you raise your hand.
Minho nods at you. “Go ahead.”
You glance at the wrapped meat. “What about the steak losing its juiciness?”
Minho picks up another cut of meat and turns it slightly in his hand. “That’s why we’ll tie it with strings.” He demonstrates, then continues, “We’re also not putting it directly on the grill anymore. First, we sear it on a pan. Then, we finish it in the oven.”
You tilt your head. “So it’s cooked twice?”
Seungwan’s eyes widen slightly. “You’re telling us to start doing all of this during a busy service?”
Minho glances at the team, watching their reactions carefully before announcing, “I want everyone to stay after work and start wrapping the filet like I showed.” His tone leaves no room for negotiation. “That’s your homework.”
A collective groan ripples through the group. Taesoo mutters something under his breath.
Before anyone can complain further, Minho points at you and Taesoo. “The two of you are excluded.”
Taesoo triumphantly grin but you raise your hand to offer yourself. “I can help—”
Minho interrupts smoothly, “This requires strong pressure on the meat. But if you want to help, be my guest.”
Hyunwoo’s face contorts in frustration. “Why do we have to do all this?”
Minho meets his gaze, unreadable. “Because you’re in charge of the filet mignon course.”
But there’s another reason—one Minho keeps to himself.
-
Minho stands at the coffee station, cradling the warm ceramic cup in his hand, relishing the quiet moment before the chaos of the kitchen pulls him back in. The aroma of freshly brewed coffee fills his senses as he takes a slow, deliberate sip. Then his phone rings.
He exhales sharply, already suspecting who it is. When he checks the caller ID, his irritation is confirmed—an unknown number. He answers with a clipped "Hello?"
"Chef Lee Minho, this is Reporter Shin from The Daily—"
Minho doesn’t even let the man finish. The moment he hears reporter, he hangs up. He knows exactly what they want. They want his thoughts on Sara’s public confession, on the scandal, on him.
He shoves his phone back into his pocket, but before he can even enjoy his coffee, it rings again—same number. Minho ignores it.
His fingers tighten slightly around the cup as he brings it back to his lips, focusing on the warmth, the taste, anything but the persistent buzzing in his pocket.
Across from him, Felix watches, his eyes lingering for a little too long. Minho doesn’t acknowledge it at first, but he knows Felix isn’t the type to keep his thoughts to himself.
Sure enough, Felix finally speaks. “Why don’t you just meet with the reporters and tell them the truth?” His voice is casual, but there’s an edge beneath it. “Tell them how she screwed you over—how you lost so many opportunities because of her.”
Minho takes another slow sip before setting his cup down, then levels a sharp glare at Felix. “If you ever blab about this to the press, I’m going to kill you.” His voice is even, controlled, but the weight behind his words is unmistakable.
Felix falters, but only for a split second before he recovers with a grin. “I just want to make sure you get the honor and recognition you deserve.”
Minho studies him, narrowing his eyes slightly. He doesn’t expect Felix to hold more of a grudge against Sara than he does.
He leans in slightly, his voice dropping to something lower, almost amused, but laced with warning. “You’d better stop before I fill your mouth with fillings and steam you in the oven like dumplings. Got it?”
Felix’s grin wavers, replaced by a wary smile. “Okay, okay—message received.”
Minho doesn’t linger. He gets off the stool, intending to head back into the kitchen, but his phone rings again. He nearly ignores it until a notification pops up on his screen.
A text. From Sara. Minho hesitates before unlocking his phone.
“I can finally breathe now. I loved you, Lee Minho. I lost, Lee Minho.”
Minho stops walking. He rereads the message, his grip on the phone tightening. Lost? That sounds like a goodbye. Like she’s accepting defeat.
That’s not the Sara he knows. The Sara he knew for years wouldn’t just—give in like this. Something unsettles in his chest, a frustration, an unease. This doesn’t feel like a win. Without a second thought, his fingers move over the keyboard, typing out a reply.
“What do you mean you lost? The real match begins now. Don't run away. Let's start over. Come back.”
Minho stares at the screen, his message hanging there, waiting, as if his words alone could pull Sara back. But deep down, he knows it’s not that simple.
She should have just accepted the truth and moved on—quietly, without dragging this mess into the public eye. Without making a spectacle out of it. What good did it do, confessing everything like that? It didn’t fix anything. It didn’t undo the damage.
Minho exhales sharply, locking his phone and shoving it into his pocket. If she thought this was over, she was wrong. Because this didn’t feel like a win.
-
Minho ordered the entrée line to gather in the kitchen after work, and now here you are, taking out slabs of meat from the freezer and setting them on the counter. The cold seeps through your fingertips, but what’s worse is the glares Hyunwoo and Seungwan are shooting your way.
You grab another piece of meat, and that’s when Hyunwoo scoffs. "Did Chef tell you to keep an eye on us?"
The accusation comes out sharp, like he’s already convinced of the answer. You frown and mutter, "You're impossible."
Seungwan clicks his tongue, shaking his head. "Chef acts so righteous all the time, but I guess he’s just another snob obsessed with the star rating."
You don’t take the bait. "Let’s just get this over with. The longer we stand here arguing, the longer this is going to take."
Hyunwoo groans, throwing his hands up. "Do we really have time for this? Everyone else is busy working on new dishes, but no—we’re here, squeezing blood out of perfectly fine meat."
He exhales sharply, muttering under his breath. "We better win first place at the New Chef Culinary Challenge, or—"
Seungwan slaps a hand over Hyunwoo’s mouth. They freeze. Seungwan’s jaw tightens, and Hyunwoo looks like he wants to sink into the floor.
But it’s too late. You already know. You cross your arms. "So you guys are preparing for the New Chef Culinary Challenge."
Silence. Then—
"Uh—no? I mean, yeah? Wait, no—" Hyunwoo stammers.
You turn to Seojun. Unlike the others, he doesn’t look surprised—just resigned. "Is it true, Sous-chef?"
His lips press into a thin line before he sighs. "Yeah. But since you've already been keeping it a secret, just keep pretending you haven't heard anything."
Your stomach twists uncomfortably. "You know you can't keep this from Chef forever. You're representing the restaurant. He should know."
Seojun exhales through his nose. "I just need you to keep quiet."
You take a step forward. "Why not just ask him?"
His expression hardens. "The Chef? We’d be grateful if he didn’t get in our way."
They don’t understand Minho like you do. "He wouldn't. You guys are wrong about him."
Hyunwoo lets out an exaggerated scoff. "Oh yeah? He thinks we’re wrong too. Apparently, even after all these years, Sous-chef doesn’t know how to grill meat."
You stare at them, pulse thrumming. "Then let me ask him for you."
"Hey! No way." Hyunwoo is quick to shut it down.
"Don’t even think about it," Seungwan adds, crossing his arms.
You look back at Seojun, hoping he’ll be reasonable, but his gaze is sharp as he says, "You should know when to stay out of things. This is not as simple as you think. Please do us a favor. Keep quiet."
Your jaw tightens, but you know when to step back. "Yes, Sous-chef."
Seojun nods, then turns to Hyunwoo and Seungwan. "Put the meat back in the freezer."
Your stomach churns. "Wait—shouldn’t we still do what Chef ordered?"
Seojun doesn’t hesitate. "I’ll take care of it. Just go home."
Before you can protest, Seungwan grabs your arm and pulls you out of the kitchen. He only lets go once you’re outside, turning to you with a finger pressed against his lips—an unspoken command to stay silent. Then, without another word, he disappears back inside.
You exhale, rubbing a hand down your face. This isn’t right. Minho is going to find out eventually. And when he does—
"Hey, why are you standing there?"
Your heart jumps. You turn around to find Minho standing there, already changed, backpack slung over one arm. His gaze flickers to the kitchen door behind you, then back to your face. Did he hear anything?
He raises an eyebrow. "Let’s go home."
For a second, you hesitate as the weight of secret tugging at your chest. But then, without a word, you fall into step beside him.
The car ride home is quiet. You keep your mouth shut, afraid that if you say too much, Minho will find out the truth—that the entrée line isn’t doing what he asked. That they’ve been using the kitchen to prepare for the New Chef Culinary Challenge instead.
You shift in your seat, staring out of the window. The streetlights blur past, casting fleeting shadows inside the car. The only sound is the soft hum of the engine—until Minho’s phone vibrates against the center console.
You glance at the screen out of reflex. No name. Just numbers. It rings once. Twice. Then stops. You ignore it at first, but curiosity gets the better of you. "Why aren’t you answering the calls, Chef?"
Minho keeps his eyes on the road. "Reporters have been calling all day."
You nod, looking away again. Silence lingers between you both, heavy and unspoken, until you can’t hold back anymore.
You turn toward him. "Chef, I know the meat is important, but you have to respect other chefs’ methods too."
Minho doesn’t react so you press on. "You can tell me what to do all you want, because I like you and I know you're trying to help, but—"
"That’s enough." Minho cuts you off, voice firm. He knows exactly where you’re going with this.
But you refuse to stop now. "They’ve been working for years, Chef. They’re experienced. You can’t treat them like they don’t know the basics."
One hand on the wheel, he answers easily, "They don’t know the basics."
You exhale, gripping your hands together. "They just want to improve and do better. That’s why they’re doing New—"
You freeze and feel like slapping your mouth for almost spoiling the secret.
Minho’s eyes flick toward you, sharp and narrow. "New what?"
You shake your head. "Nothing."
He doesn’t push, but you can feel his gaze linger before he focuses back on the road. You let out a quiet breath of relief, choosing your next words carefully.
With utmost caution, you sweetly ask, "Can you at least show them half the affection you show me?"
Minho doesn’t even hesitate. "No."
You blink. "What—why?"
"Why should I share my affection for you with those guys who don’t even listen to me?" He glances at you. "My affection is too valuable. I don’t want to share it."
When the two of you enter the elevator, he reaches for your hand, fingers curling around yours with ease. But before you can enjoy the warmth, your phone rings inside your bag.
With a sigh, you pull away and rummage through your things. Dad. You pick up. "Hello?"
Your dad skips the small talk. "Are you done with work?"
"Yes."
"How many times did the chef say 'do it again' today?" he asks. "Did the number go down?"
You sigh. "Actually, it’s been going up."
Instead of comforting you, he scolds you. "You should be doing a better job. Imagine what it’d be like for him if you keep messing up while dating in that kitchen."
Betrayal stings at your chest. You grumble, "Whose side are you on, dad?"
Your dad ignores the question entirely. "When are you going to bring him over?"
Annoyed, you snap, "I don’t know." Then, without waiting for a response, you hang up and shove your phone back into your bag.
Minho smirks. "So, your dad is taking my side, huh?"
Then—he laughs, a devilish little sound that only annoys you more.
You groan, leaning against the cold metal wall. "All the men in my life are so annoying."
Minho’s smirk grows—until you add, "Except Chris."
The smirk instantly vanishes, he shot you an icy glare. "What did you just say?"
Before you can answer, the elevator dings open. You step out and stop to look over your shoulder as you call back, "I said you’re annoying."
And with that, you turn toward your apartment, leaving him behind.
-
The first thing Minho does when he steps into the kitchen is check the meat. He doesn’t greet anyone. Doesn’t look anywhere else. He walks straight to the freezer, Taesoo trailing behind him like a shadow.
The moment Minho opens the freezer, his jaw tightens. The meat looks exactly the same as it did yesterday.
They didn’t do a single damn thing. Minho mutters under his breath, voice sharp with irritation. "So they made sauces instead of doing what I told them to do."
He slams the container shut. Crosses his arms. Exhales harshly through his nose. "I told them to tie it up," he bites out, his jaw clenched so tight it hurts. "They didn’t even do that either."
Taesoo opens his mouth, maybe to explain or make excuses, but Minho doesn’t let him. "Not a single thing I told them to do. Not one."
The anger simmers, but he keeps it under control. He turns to Taesoo, ready to unleash hell—but then he remembers. He told Taesoo not to do it.
At the start of lunch service, Minho stalks to the chef’s table and raises his voice. "Since we're not prepared, we’re not taking any steak orders today."
Murmurs ripple through the kitchen. Some chefs glance at each other, others stiffen, but Minho doesn’t give a damn. His eyes land on Seojun’s station, where containers of sauce sit lined up neatly. He points at them. "Stop wasting your time on useless things and just do as I tell you."
Seojun bristles but Minho’s gaze stays locked on him. "Did you put gold in that sauces? Hm? Why are you so obsessed with them?"
Seojun doesn’t answer. Instead, he glares. "Why don’t you stop picking on us?"
Before Minho can respond, Felix cuts in. "Why do you think he’s just picking on you, Sous-chef? Aren’t we supposed to follow the chef’s orders no matter what?"
Seojun ignores Felix, his anger still focused on Minho. His jaw clenches, eyes burning with frustration. "If your goal was to insult me, congratulations. You’ve succeeded. Do whatever you want, Chef. Take filet mignon off the menu if you want—it’s your kitchen, your rules."
Minho scoffs, stepping closer. "Do whatever I want?" He tilts his head. "So if I wanted to pull you guys out of the New Chef Culinary Challenge, I could? Or keep you in? Since, you know, I can do whatever I want?"
Silence. The entrée line stiffens. Their faces betray pure shock—like they never expected him to know. Their heads immediately turn to you. Their eyes accusing.
You shake your head fast, hands raised in defense. "I didn’t say anything, I swear."
Minho lets the tension settle, then continues, voice cold. "You can’t even follow your own chef’s orders. What makes you think you can satisfy the judges?"
His lips curl into a smirk. "You didn’t even bother preparing the meat. If you can’t do that, how the hell am I supposed to believe you can cook a decent steak?"
Silence again. Minho watches them squirm before delivering the final blow. "I know you’ve been practicing for the competition behind my back. But whether you enter or not, one thing’s for sure—you’re going to humiliate Farfalle."
Minho can’t take their defiance anymore and that’s when he makes his decision. He lifts his head, sweeping his gaze over the entire kitchen. His deep brown eyes hold authority, intensity, and absolute control.
"From now on, no one is allowed in this kitchen after business hours. The doors will be locked."
The words drop like a hammer. The tension is thick enough to cut with a knife, but before anyone can protest, the first order comes through the machine. The ticket prints out with a sharp, mechanical beep, cutting through the heavy silence.
Minho grabs it. Starts calling out the order when—
"How could you do this to us?" Hyunwoo’s voice cuts through the air like a crack of thunder.
Minho watches as Hyunwoo turns to you, his expression full of betrayal. He expects them to think that he knew about it from you just because the two of you are dating.
You shake your head, voice firm. "I didn’t tell him anything. I never told Chef."
Felix frowns, arms crossed. "I knew something was weird about you guys lately." He looks at Hyunwoo. "How long were you gonna keep this a secret? You didn't even tell your own Chef."
Hyunwoo’s fists clench. "Stay out of our business."
Felix doesn’t back down. "How is this just your business?" He looks at the entire entrée line. "If you're competing under Farfalle’s name, doesn’t this involve everyone?"
No one answers and then Felix shakes his head, disbelief in his eyes. "How could you keep this from us?"
Seungwan snaps. His body tenses, ready to lunge at Felix, but before he can move, Minho’s voice slices through the chaos. "ENOUGH!"
Everything stops and Minho glares at them all. "I’m going to read them again and if any of you cannot hear our customers orders, then you should leave this kitchen right now."
He reads the orders loud and clear. The weight of his words presses down on everyone. "Table number 8. One Sicilian eggplant dish, one vongole, one basil pesto."
When he finishes, no one answers. His patience snaps.
"Are you all deaf?" His voice rises, sharp and commanding. "Are you not going to answer me?"
Reluctantly, the kitchen echoes back. "Yes, Chef."
Minho exhales, shaking his head. He knew the entrée line was stubborn, but this? This is worse than he expected. They’re not just disobedient. They’re reckless. And Minho hates reckless chefs.
-
You finish your lunch quickly, not bothering to linger like the others in the dining hall. Minho isn’t here. In fact, you haven’t seen him since lunch service ended.
Something tells you to check his office first, but when you peek inside, the chair is empty. The tension from earlier still lingers in your mind, making you restless as you continue your search. The rooftop is your next stop, and when you push open the door, you sigh in relief at the sight of him. He stands by the railing, arms folded, gaze fixed on the city bathed in the warm afternoon sun.
You approach quietly, coming to a stop beside him. The breeze is soft against your skin, carrying the faint scents of the restaurant below. You lean against the concrete railing, mirroring his posture as you let the silence settle between you.
After a while, he turns his head slightly. His eyes meet yours, and you offer him a small, knowing smile.
“Have you had lunch yet, Chef?” you ask.
Instead of answering, Minho exhales a slow, heavy sigh and looks ahead again.
Curious, you tilt your head. “How did you know about the entrée line entering the New Chef Culinary Challenge?”
“I just found out by chance,” he says simply, as if it isn’t a big deal.
You study his face for a moment. “Then why did you give them such a hard time if you already knew?”
Minho turns toward you again, this time lifting his fingers in a familiar motion, gesturing for you to come closer. “Come here.”
You narrow your eyes. “No.”
He quirks an eyebrow, feigning innocence. “I won’t flick you.”
You don’t believe him. Your weight shifts back slightly as you take a small step away. “Then why do I have to come closer?” you ask, wary.
Minho doesn’t wait for your compliance. In one smooth movement, he closes the distance himself, looping an arm around you to keep you from slipping away. His head presses gently against yours, his warmth sinking into you as his voice drops to a quiet reprimand.
“How could you just stand there and say nothing while they were all ganging up on me?” he murmurs.
You blink. “Chef—”
“Now that you’re in the entrée line, have you decided to team up with them?” His voice is smooth, but his grip tightens ever so slightly. His eyes are mere inches away, sharp and searching, holding you captive beneath his gaze. “Am I not your priority anymore? Is that it?”
Your heart stumbles over itself. Overwhelmed, you answer in a small voice, “I only did that because I care about you.” You swallow, willing yourself to meet his gaze. “It wouldn’t have looked good if I took your side.”
Minho pulls away, exhaling in frustration. “You never admit when you’re wrong,” he mutters, shaking his head. His arm falls from around you as he turns back to the view.
For a second, you hesitate. Then you inch closer, determined to get back on his good side. You reach out, gently patting his shoulder.
“I trust you, Chef,” you tell him softly but full of conviction.
You pat his shoulder again—harder this time. “Posso farcela!” you exclaim.
A chuckle escapes him, low and amused. Those are the very words he used to encourage you once. Catching you off guard, he leans in, pressing his forehead against yours. His voice is quiet, but firm as he repeats the words back to you, his accent crisp—“Posso farcela.” Then, with a teasing smirk, he corrects, “That’s how you say it.”
You giggle as he pulls away, but your hand lingers on his back. Slowly, you rub gentle circles against it. “Cheer up, Chef,” you murmur, knowing he needs to hear it.
Minho smiles, softer this time, before repeating the words once more—“Posso farcela.”
But you know that, right now, he’s the one who needs to believe it.
-
You’ve just finished changing, slinging your bag over your shoulder as you step toward the door. Just as you’re about to exit the locker room, the door swings open with force.
Sous-chef Seojun barges in, his face tight with panic. Hyunwoo and Seungwan follow closely behind, looking equally unsettled.
“Where’s Chef right now?” Seojun demands, slightly out of breath.
You blink at him, caught off guard. “He left earlier. Why?”
Seojun presses a frustrated hand to his forehead. “He locked the doors to the kitchen. We can’t get in to practice for the contest.”
You stare at him, momentarily at a loss. He actually did it. When Minho said he would, you thought it was just another one of his threats—nothing serious. But he wasn’t bluffing.
Your hand instinctively moves to your bag. “I’ll call him.” You hurry to take out your phone, already dialing.
But Seojun stops you. “Don’t bother,” he says sharply. “If he was going to change his mind over a phone call, he wouldn’t have locked the doors in the first place.”
Hyunwoo exhales harshly, running a hand through his hair. “Then what do we do, Sous-chef?” he asks, voice laced with frustration.
Ignoring Seojun’s protest, you press the call button anyway. You start pacing back and forth in the dimly lit hallway of the empty dining hall, fingers tightening around your phone as the dial tone rings in your ear.
After a few rings, Minho picks up. He doesn’t waste time on greetings. “What?”
You don’t bother with formalities either. “Chef, please unlock the kitchen doors. Everyone’s here right now.”
“I told them I would lock the doors.” His voice is calm, unaffected.
You grit your teeth. “Are you really going to stop them from competing?” You press the phone harder against your ear. “This could be a chance to bring peace to the kitchen. It’s good for them, and it’s good for you. Isn't that what you want?”
You let out a slow, frustrated sigh before continuing. “But I don’t understand why you’re doing the opposite.”
Minho exhales, and you can hear the edge in his voice when he finally speaks. “Do you really think they’ll suddenly welcome me with open arms if I offer to help them now?”
You scoff, disbelief bubbling to the surface. “How can you only try to get in your own way?”
Silence stretches between you both. Your heart pounds. You try one last time. “Please, Chef. Just unlock the doors. The kitchen isn’t only for you.”
Flatly, he rejects you. “No.”
Anger flares inside you. Your grip tightens on your phone. “Fine,” you snap. “Then at least give them the key. I won’t ask for your help anymore.”
Silence.
You plead again. “If you're not really trying to interfere, just let them practice here.”
A pause. Then, Minho exhales sharply. “I’m hanging up.”
And then, nothing. The line goes dead.
You lower your phone, chest rising and falling with barely contained anger. You squeeze your eyes shut, trying to steady yourself before turning around.
They’re all standing there—Seojun, Hyunwoo, Seungwan. Their expressions are tight with expectation, waiting for you to deliver an answer.
When you don’t say anything right away, their hope falters. You swallow hard, your voice barely above a whisper. “Sous-chef, I’m sorry.”
-
Minho exhales sharply, tossing his phone onto the passenger seat after ending the call. His fingers drum against the steering wheel, his gaze flicking downward. The kitchen keys sit inside the center console, glinting under the soft glow of the streetlights outside. His jaw tightens.
Is this really the right thing to do?
Keeping the kitchen to himself—locking them all out—does it actually make things better? Or is he just being stubborn?
He grips the keys, turning them over in his palm, his mind tangled in the same frustrating debate.
Then, his phone rings again. He doesn’t even check the screen. He already knows it’s you, calling to argue with him, to insist that he stop being difficult and return to the restaurant.
With a sigh, he pulls over to the side of the road before answering. “Yes, I’m coming back,” he snaps into the phone. “I’ll unlock the damn—”
A voice he doesn’t recognize cuts him off. “Hello, is this Chef Lee Minho?”
Minho’s expression hardens. He lowers his voice. “Who is this?”
“This is Reporter Shin. We spoke briefly the other day.” A pause. “I’m calling because Sara is here with me. I’d like to interview both of you for the article.”
Minho stares ahead, grip tightening on the keys. The restaurant will have to wait. He turns the car around, heading straight for the café at the address the reporter sends him.
The moment he steps inside, his eyes find Sara.
She’s slumped in her seat, hands clasped together on the table, looking as if she’d rather be anywhere but here. Across from her sits a man in his late thirties, dressed sharply, a notebook and recorder set neatly in front of him.
Minho strides toward the table. “Chef Lee Minho,” he introduces himself flatly.
The reporter stands, offering a polite smile and extending a business card. “Thank you for coming, Chef Lee. I appreciate your time.”
Minho takes the card without looking at it and slides into the seat beside Sara. He feels her eyes on him, but he doesn’t acknowledge her.
“I wanted to write this article after hearing both sides of the story,” the reporter begins. “It’s quite unusual, don’t you think? After everything that happened, you and Chef Sara still chose to work together in the same kitchen.”
Minho glances at Sara, who offers him a small, defeated smile. He looks back at the reporter. “Yes, everything written in the article is true,” he says evenly. “Sara did put my wine in boiling water. I did lose the contest because of it.”
Out of the corner of his eye, he sees Sara sink further into her seat. “However,” Minho continues, turning his gaze back to the reporter, “what your article left out is the most important fact—”
He leans forward slightly. “I was going to lose that contest anyway.”
The reporter blinks. “What?”
“Wine or no wine,” Minho states plainly, “Sara’s dish was better than mine that day.”
The words hang heavy in the air. Sara’s head snaps toward him, her eyes wide and glossy.
Minho doesn’t waver. “The only mistake she made was that she didn’t believe in herself. But what’s even clearer is that she regretted what she did. She worked harder than anyone to prove herself. And now?” He exhales. “Now, she’s an even better chef than before.”
Sara presses her lips together, a sad smile tugging at the corner of her mouth.
Minho shifts his gaze back to the reporter, his voice sharp. “What upsets me is that because of this, an excellent chef might not be able to cook again.” He meets the reporter’s eyes.
The reporter hesitates but then straightens in his seat. “That’s beside the point,” he says. “Chef Sara’s misconduct is evident—”
“I have forgiven her.” Minho cuts him off, his voice firm. “And I stand by what I said. She was an excellent chef then, and she’s an excellent chef now.”
The reporter remains silent but Minho pushes back his chair, rising to his feet. He looks at the man one last time. “That’s my confession.” His voice is quieter now, but no less resolute. “What more do you need?”
The reporter doesn’t answer so Minho turns to Sara. “Are we done here?”
Sara blinks rapidly, as if snapping herself out of a daze. She nods.
Minho extends a hand. “Let’s go.”
For a moment, Sara just stares at it. Then, she smiles—a real one this time—and takes his hand.
-
You pace near the entrance of the restaurant, your arms crossed tightly over your chest. Every few steps, you glance toward the street, expecting—hoping—to see Minho approaching with the kitchen keys in his hand. But no. He’s been keeping you on edge for nearly three hours now, feeding you nothing but false hope.
Behind you, Seojun sighs loudly, his impatience mirrored by Hyunwoo and Seungwan, who have been shifting their weight from one foot to the other for the past hour.
Seojun exhales sharply. “Are you sure Chef said he’d bring the keys?”
You hesitate. Truthfully, you’re not sure. Minho never actually promised, but you want to believe he’ll come through. You want him to prove you wrong, just this once.
“Can you wait a little longer, Sous-chef?” you plead, looking at Seojun desperately.
But Hyunwoo finally snaps. “A little longer?” he scoffs. “What time is it now? Chef could’ve gone to his house and come back twelve times already!”
That’s it. They’re done waiting. Without another word, Seojun turns on his heel, leading the other two toward the parking lot. Hyunwoo mutters under his breath as he picks up the bag of ingredients they brought, grumbling, “I swear, Lee Minho must’ve been my sworn enemy in a past life.”
Panic surges through you. You step forward, ready to stop them, to say something—
But Seungwan spins around, pointing an accusatory finger at you. “This is all because of you.”
You freeze. “What?”
“You told Chef about the New Chef Culinary Challenge.”
“No! I told you so many times,” You shake your head quickly, your voice rising with frustration. “I didn’t tell him anything!”
Seungwan doesn’t look convinced, but before you can argue further, Seojun turns to face you. There’s no anger in his expression—just quiet disappointment.
“Do we look that pathetic to you too?” he asks, his eyes sad and defeated.
You open your mouth but nothing comes out. Seojun shakes his head and gets into the car. You watch as they drive away, their frustration, their disappointment, all of it sinking into your chest like dead weight.
-
Instead of going home, you take a detour to the bar, sinking onto a stool with a weary sigh. The dim lighting and quiet hum of conversation offer a moment of escape, and you find yourself nursing a glass of alcohol, letting the bitterness settle on your tongue.
Your phone buzzes. A text from Minho.
Where are you?
You scoff, rolling your eyes as you stare at the screen. You don’t bother replying, choosing instead to grumble at your phone, “None of your business.”
Another buzz. Another text.
I’m sorry.
You let out a sharp, humorless laugh and mutter, “Whatever,” before taking another sip of your drink.
Then, another message pops up.
Look at the moon.
You huff at the absurdity of it—you're inside a bar. But curiosity wins, and you turn your head toward the window, eyes landing on the bright, glowing moon outside.
Before you can react, a warm presence settles beside you, and then—soft lips press against your cheek.
Your breath catches as you turn to find Minho grinning at you, his expression smug. You purse your lips, looking away with a pout, pretending his sudden appearance doesn’t affect you.
Minho slides onto the stool next to yours, resting his arm on the counter. “I can see the tower of complaints from a mile away,” he teases.
You take another sip of your drink, the warmth of alcohol making your words bolder. “What did they do that was so terrible, Chef?” you blurt out, the frustration you’ve been holding back spilling over.
Minho raises an eyebrow.
“The sous-chef, the cooks—they’re working hard every day to get better, isn’t that a good thing?” You lean in slightly. “Why do you think they had to hide it from you? Why couldn’t they just ask you to be their manager chef?”
Minho exhales sharply, reaching for your glass. He takes it from you and lifts it to his lips. “Are you their spokeswoman now?” he scoffs before taking a sip, his face twisting at the bitter aftertaste.
“No,” you say, shaking your head. “But if you weren’t the Chef, I’d be standing right beside them, feeling the same frustration.”
You meet his gaze, voice softening. “They’ve never been to Italy, never studied at a prestigious culinary school. And maybe you think that doesn’t matter, but it does—to them.” You pause, searching his face. “They don’t have the privileges you and I do, Chef. It’s discouraging.”
Minho stays quiet, his fingers resting against the glass. You take a breath and try again. “Chef...”
He looks at you, eyes guarded. “What?”
You hold his gaze. “Don’t lock up your feelings like you locked up the kitchen doors.” You lean in just a little closer, your voice gentle yet firm. “Can you open up your heart to them like you did to me?”
Minho studies you for a long moment, then exhales through his nose. “Fine,” he mutters, nudging your glass toward the bartender for a refill. “You can stop with the nagging now.”
A slow smile spreads across your face. You lean in further, eyes gleaming. “Do you really mean it?”
Minho sighs, but there’s a suppressed smile at the corners of his lips. “Yes.”
You watch as he gestures to the bartender before muttering, almost menacingly, “The entrée line is dead meat now that I’m going to be their manager chef.”
You laugh, the sound light and genuine. “Thank you, Chef.”
He turns to you, eyes narrowing slightly. “Why are you thanking me?”
You don’t answer—just smile. But then, out of nowhere, Minho frowns slightly. “But what if... What if they don’t want me to be their manager chef?”
You wave off his concern. “There’s no way.”
Still, he continues, almost pouting now. “It would’ve been better if they asked me first.” His voice lowers. “What if I offer, and they turn me down? I’ll die of humiliation.”
You blink, momentarily surprised. Even Minho has his insecurities and the thought endears you. You chuckle. “That will never happen.”
Minho leans in, tilting his head. “How can you be so sure?”
You smirk. “Because you’re Chef Lee Minho.”
Minho scoffs, mumbling, “You never know.”
“But you’re the best chef in the world,” you say simply.
He bursts out laughing, a delighted, almost bashful laugh that makes your heart swell. You notice the tips of his ears turning red, and it only makes your smile grow.
Propping your chin on your hand, you let out a dramatic sigh. “This isn’t good.”
Minho raises a brow. “What now?”
“I wanted you all to myself,” you pout.
Minho nearly chokes on his drink but manages to swallow before laughing again, shaking his head in disbelief.
You keep your eyes on him, the warmth in your chest turning into something softer.
Then, Minho leans in close, his voice low, teasing yet sincere. “Take me then,” he murmurs. “Take all of me. I’m yours anyway.”
There’s something different about him tonight—not just in the way he’s humoring you, but in the way he’s actually listening. You’ve seen it happening, little by little.
At first, Minho was nothing but sharp edges and closed doors. He ruled the kitchen like an untouchable king, and anyone who didn’t meet his impossible standards was cast aside without a second thought. But lately—lately, he’s been changing.
And now, here he is, actually considering what you’ve said instead of brushing it off with another snide remark. Your chest swells with something warm. Pride.
Without thinking, you grab the front of his jacket, pulling him in. Minho barely has time to react before you press your lips to his, the kiss stealing the last of the space between you.
For a second, he’s stunned—but then he melts into it, kissing you back. When you pull away, you look into his eyes and whisper with all of your heart, “Thank you.”
Something flickers in his eyes—surprise, maybe, or something deeper, something unspoken. He doesn’t respond right away, just stares at you as if trying to decipher whether you really mean it. And then, he smiles.
-
Minho feels lighter than he has in a long time as he steps out of the elevator, your hand still warm in his. He glances at you, and that same sweet smile lingers on your lips. It makes his fingers tighten around yours instinctively, an urge blooming in his chest—he wants to kiss that smile, claim it, keep it for himself forever. But then, you stop.
Minho halts beside you, following your gaze, and that light feeling instantly dissipates the moment he sees him. Chris.
Your hand slips from his grasp so quickly it almost stings. You step forward, greeting Chris with the same warmth you always have, and Minho clenches his jaw when Chris smiles back at you, his voice gentle as he notes, "You're home quite late."
Minho rolls his eyes. Why does he care what time you get home?
He doesn’t let the moment stretch, stepping into the interaction with a sneer. “You’re obviously not here to see me.”
To Minho’s surprise, Chris doesn’t immediately brush him off. Instead, he looks at him directly and says, “Actually, I am here to see you.”
Minho glances at you, confused, but you only nod, taking this as your cue to leave. You excuse yourself, voice softer now, telling them both goodnight before retreating into your apartment.
Minho watches the door close behind you before unlocking his own and pushing it open. “Well?” he says, keeping it ajar for Chris.
Chris steps inside, following Minho into the dining room. Minho gestures for him to sit before heading to the kitchen, grabbing a bottle of wine and two glasses. When he returns, Chris is already watching him, his expression unreadable.
“I heard everything from Sara,” Chris begins, voice steady. “Thank you.”
Minho sets a glass in front of him, pouring the wine smoothly. He doesn’t sit down just yet. “I don’t think that’s something for you to be thankful for.”
Chris swirls his glass, taking a slow sip before responding. “Whether you and Sara were in love or not, she’s someone important to me and is a good friend.”
Minho finally takes his seat, pouring himself a drink. “I didn’t do it to get thanks from you,” he mutters. “But how did you and Sara even become friends?”
Chris smiles faintly. “Thanks to you.���
Minho raises an eyebrow. “What’s that supposed to mean?”
Chris leans back, fingers resting on his glass. “She told me that if you ever came back, she wouldn’t be able to love anyone else. That she still had feelings for you.”
Minho exhales sharply, gripping the stem of his glass.
Chris doesn’t give him time to dwell on it. “Now that she’s hit rock bottom, will you help her get back up?”
Minho’s eyes narrow. “How about you? I thought you were her friend.”
Chris shrugs, a hint of coyness in his expression. “You’d probably be more of a help to her than I would.”
Minho scoffs. “She should get back up on her own from now on.”
For a moment, silence lingers between them, only the faint sound of Chris tapping his fingers against his glass filling the air. But Minho has his own questions—one he’s been meaning to ask for a while.
He takes a sip of his wine before speaking. “I don’t get it.” His voice is casual, but his gaze is sharp. “Why didn’t you tell your feelings for her before I came? Why did you keep it a secret for three years?”
Chris looks caught off guard for a split second, probably not expecting that Minho would ask about you.
Minho smirks, leaning back in his chair. “You’re a step behind me,” he taunts. “It’s too late.”
Chris only grins, and something about his calmness is inexplicably annoying. “I’m not a step behind you,” he says smoothly. “No one knows until the goal gets in.”
Minho tilts his head, lifting his glass in the air as he muses, “If Sara is your friend, then what does that make her?” His eyes narrow slightly. “What is she to you?”
Chris doesn’t hesitate. Doesn’t waver. “She’s my chef,” he says, voice steady. “A chef that I love.”
Minho bursts into laughter, the sheer audacity of it catching him off guard. He’s not sure if he should admire Chris for his boldness or pity him for his foolishness.
But as his laughter dies down, Chris’s expression doesn’t change. He remains calm, unwavering, as if he’s already decided—no matter what Minho says, no matter what happens, he’s not backing down. And that’s when it hits Minho.
Chris isn't just saying this to provoke him. He means it.
Minho grips his glass a little tighter. The realization settles uncomfortably in his chest—Chris isn’t planning to stop.
For the first time tonight, Minho feels something unexpected creep in. He should be worried.
-
You're about to step into your room when Sara’s door creaks open. She stands in the hallway, looking at you with an unreadable expression before casually asking how you’ve been—when it should be you asking her that question.
The two of you end up sitting in the living room, cups of tea in hand. Sara lets out a small, content sigh before she speaks. “It’s only been a couple of days, but this place feels so unfamiliar.”
You smile and tell her that everything is the same.
Sara returns the smile, though it doesn’t quite reach her eyes. “The place is the same,” she murmurs, “but maybe it’s because I came back a different person.”
She sets her cup down on the table, then looks at you directly. “Are you disappointed in me?”
You don’t answer right away. Instead, you tell her the truth. “I was worried about you.”
Something in Sara’s expression shifts, as if she wasn’t expecting that response.
“I admire you,” you continue earnestly. “I knew who you were and looked up to you long before you moved in. That’s why it felt like we’d been friends for years.”
Sara blinks in surprise, and then, to your relief, she looks happy—elated, even.
You go on. “All the female chefs dream of becoming like you. Even back in culinary school, we all did.” You lean in slightly, studying her face. “You’re going to shake this off and get back on your feet again, right? Like you always do?”
Sara hesitates. “I don’t know…” she admits. “Would I be able to do that?”
You shake your head immediately, refusing to accept that. “What do you mean you don't know. You’re Chef Choi Sara.”
Sara lets out a small laugh at that, but there’s something thoughtful in her gaze. Then, her expression turns serious. “I should’ve come forward and admitted my mistakes first. But I think… I changed the order around for my own convenience.” She sighs. “I guess I thought people would forgive me and understand my wrongdoing if I made a fresh start.”
She looks at you again, hesitation flickering across her face before she says, “Minho couldn’t come to you or the cooks because he was helping me.”
Your lips part slightly, surprised.
“He came to speak to the reporter I was with,” Sara explains. Then, as if recalling the moment in her mind, she smiles to herself. “I knew right then that Minho wasn’t the same Minho I used to know.”
You raise an eyebrow at that. “What do you mean?”
Sara looks at you, then smiles. “Minho is an even more wonderful man now. Because of you.”
Your face warms at her words. You don’t know how to respond, but before you can even try, Sara sighs and leans back. “You’re too strong of an opponent for me,” she says lightly. “So I’m going to drop out of the competition now.”
Flustered, an awkward laugh escapes you.
Sara watches you with amusement before her gaze softens. “I’m going to start over from the beginning.” Then, turning to you, she asks, “Will you help me?”
You don’t hesitate. “Yes, Chef.”
Sara frowns at that. “Don’t call me ‘Chef.’ I’m not qualified for that title anymore.”
You shake your head in disagreement. “That’s not true, Chef.”
Sara chuckles, a real, warm laugh this time. The weight of the past days lingers, but for the first time in a while, the night doesn’t feel cold.
-
Minho is startled to see you already waiting outside his apartment door. You’re grinning, your eyes bright as you greet him with a sweet, “Good morning, Chef.”
He suppresses a smile and hoists the strap of his backpack higher on his shoulder before walking past you toward the elevator. You follow closely behind, your steps light and eager.
As the two of you wait for the elevator, you turn to him. “What did you and Chris talk about last night?”
Minho doesn’t answer. Instead, he glances at you and asks, “How’s Sara?”
“She’s sleeping,” you reply, then add, “She must be really tired.”
Minho nods. “Good.”
The elevator chimes, and both of you step inside. As it descends, you turn to him again, curiosity evident in your voice. “So? What did you two talk about?”
Minho feigns innocence. “Who?”
You roll your eyes. “The two men who growl at each other every time they meet. What could you possibly have to say to each other?”
Minho glances at you, tilting his head. “What did you girls talk about?”
With a teasing smile, you answer, “We talked about you.”
Minho smirks. “We talked about you.”
You narrow your eyes and search his face, trying to get him to look at you. “What exactly did you talk about?”
Minho shrugs. “I don’t know.”
The elevator doors slide open, and before you can press further, he steps out, leaving you to follow.
On the car ride to work, Minho’s phone rings. He glances at the screen and sees Sous-chef Seojun calling. You see it too.
He picks up, skipping the formalities as usual. “What is it?”
There’s a pause on the other end before Seojun hesitantly mutters, “Chef…”
Minho cuts in before he can finish. “Yes, I’m your manager chef for the New Chef Culinary Challenge.”
You swat his arm and mutter under your breath, “Be gentle.”
Minho side-eyes you but keeps listening as Seojun stammers, “Are you… serious?”
“Yes.”
“But why—”
Minho’s tone turns teasing. “What? You don’t want me?”
“N-No! That’s not what I meant!” Seojun quickly corrects himself.
“Then?” Minho presses. “You do want me to be your manager chef?”
There’s a brief pause before Seojun confirms, “Yes, Chef.”
Minho smirks. “We’re going to start right away.”
This time, he hears the entrée line shouting in unison through the phone, their enthusiasm palpable. Minho leans back in his seat, enjoying the moment before casually warning, “Brace yourselves.”
“Yes, Chef!” they chorus back.
And then, just because he can, he adds menacingly, “You’re all dead meat now.” He hangs up, satisfied—only to yelp in pain when you hit his arm.
“Do you really have to say that?” you scold, glaring at him.
Minho rubs his arm dramatically. “It’s called motivation.”
You shake your head, but a second later, both of you burst into laughter, the sound filling the car as the morning sun casts golden light over the city streets.
-
The moment Minho steps into the restaurant, he heads straight for the kitchen. He expects chaos, hesitation—maybe even defiance. But to his surprise, the entrée line is already working on the meat exactly as he instructed.
He watches them in silence, moving through their stations one by one. His sharp eyes scan each movement, each technique.
When he reaches Hyunwoo’s station, he stops. “You’re not wrapping it properly,” Minho points out, his voice calm but firm. “The juice will seep inward.”
“Yes, Chef.” Hyunwoo doesn’t argue like he usually does. Instead, he immediately corrects his mistake, adjusting the wrap with careful precision.
Minho observes him for a moment, realizing something. The way he approaches the problem changes everything. He’s spent years pushing, demanding, forcing results—but he didn’t know there was an easier, better way until now. A small, satisfied smile tugs at his lips.
Turning away, he strides back to the chef’s table and leans against it. “Taesoo,” he calls out.
Taesoo looks up from his station. “Yes, Chef?”
“Gather everyone in my office before lunch service.”
“Yes, Chef,” Taesoo enthusiastically answers.
Minho watches them for a moment longer before heading toward his office, feeling something settle in his chest—something that feels a lot like pride.
Once everyone is crammed into his office, Minho wastes no time. He leans against his desk, arms crossed, and gets straight to the point.
"Farfalle has been invited to participate in the New Chef Culinary Challenge," he announces. "If we win first place, we'll be given the title of Best Italian Restaurant—and the winning chefs will get the opportunity to study in Italy."
A ripple of murmurs spreads through the room, excitement mixing with uncertainty. Minho lets it settle for a beat before he continues.
He turns his gaze to the entrée line, calling their names one by one. “Sous-chef, Park Hyunwoo and Choi Seungwan have been chosen to represent Farfalle in the competition.”
Felix, standing next to you, looks utterly bewildered. He blinks rapidly, his confusion clear. But Minho isn’t done.
“In addition to that, I’ll be their manager chef.”
Felix’s head snaps toward him, mouth slightly open. Minho ignores him.
“We’ll be represented in the contest by our locally trained chefs, but all of us will be preparing for this together,” he states. His tone leaves no room for argument. “I want everyone to stay after hours every day to prepare and practice.”
Felix points at himself, then at you. “Wait—does that include us?”
“Yes,” Minho confirms without looking at him. “Which also means everyone will have to partner up.”
Felix looks even more surprised. “Partner up as in—”
Minho hisses through his teeth, cutting him off. Felix immediately quiets down, mumbling an apology.
Minho exhales sharply. “You two already have three years of experience in Italy. You’ll share your skills with your partners, step by step, course by course. Got it?”
A chorus of groans rises from the entrée line, but only Seojun has the nerve to voice his complaints. “Chef, we don’t have time for this, and we don’t even get along. Are you doing this to us on purpose?”
Minho’s expression remains blank. “Yes.”
Seojun gapes at him then turns to Hyunwoo and Seungwan but they're just as bewildered.
“And to make it worse, I’m pairing you with the person you hate the most,” Minho adds casually.
The room erupts in protests. Minho tunes them out. Taesoo raises his hand and Minho gestures for him to speak.
“What about me, Chef?” Taesoo asks.
“You just keep doing what you’ve been doing,” Minho answers. “You don’t need to worry about the contest.”
“Yes, Chef,” Taesoo replies immediately.
Minho gives them all a sharp look before concluding, “That’s it. Get back to work.”
A collective, reluctant “Yes, Chef” murmurs through the room as everyone drags themselves toward the door.
Minho notices Felix hesitating, clearly about to protest, but before he can open his mouth, you grab his arm and pull him along, laughing. “Come on, it’s going to be fun.”
Felix groans dramatically, but Minho catches the small, amused smile he’s trying to hide.
-
After dinner service ends, everyone takes a one-hour break, but once the clock runs out, they gather back in the kitchen, ready for after-hours practice. Minho walks in, eyes sweeping over the group, noting their varying levels of exhaustion and determination. Good. They’ll need both.
He steps up to his chef’s table, resting his hands on the edge as he speaks. “There’s only one ingredient we can predict with some certainty,” he begins. “Beef. But we don’t know which cut it’ll be.” His eyes scan the room. “Could be tenderloin, could be sirloin—but one thing’s for sure: the main dish is beef.”
A few nods. No one dares to interrupt as Minho continues. “The hors d’oeuvre, soup, pasta—every course has to complement the main. Got it?”
“Yes, Chef,” they all respond in unison.
“For tonight’s practice, we’re working with tenderloin you guys have prepared. Each of you will come up with a full-course meal to go with it.”
Another unified, firmer, “Yes, Chef.”
Minho wastes no time assigning partners. “Felix, you’re with Seungwan. Hyunwoo, you’re with her.” He jerks his chin in your direction before turning to his own station. “I’ll partner with Sous-chef.”
With that, practice begins. Minho heads to Seojun’s station first. “Cook the meat rare, medium rare, medium, medium-well, and well-done. I want you to cook all five.”
“Yes, Chef,” Seojun answers without hesitation.
Minho lingers, watching as Seojun methodically seasons each cut with salt and pepper. There’s a rhythm to his movements, precise but almost too careful.
Minho studies him for a moment before casually asking, “Sous-chef, have you always been this brusque?”
Seojun glances at him and—unexpectedly—smiles. He doesn’t answer.
Minho slyly smiles and moves on. At Felix and Seungwan’s station, Felix is deep in conversation with himself. “We could do a tomato-based starter. Or maybe something lighter—citrus?”
Seungwan nods. “Sounds good.”
Felix hums. “Or we could go with mushrooms. What do you think?”
“Sounds good.”
Minho sighs. He strides up behind Seungwan and gives him a light smack on the back of the head. “Stop saying sounds good to everything,” he scolds. “Think before you answer.”
Seungwan swallows and nods quickly. “Yes, Chef.”
Minho turns to Felix. “And you—stop giving him multiple-choice. Make him answer your question.”
Felix straightens, nodding. “Yes, Chef.”
Satisfied, Minho moves on to your station, just as you return from the pantry with tagliatelle. He barely makes it two steps before you whip around and snap at Hyunwoo.
“Why did you put in the spaghetti?” you ask with your eyes widened.
Hyunwoo doesn’t even look up as he nonchalantly says, “Why does it matter?”
You exhale sharply, incredulous. “Because it’s a cream sauce pasta.”
Minho steps in before you bore a hole on Hyunwoo’s head with your laser glare. “Spaghetti is good with olive oil sauces,” he explains, crossing his arms. “For cream sauces or bolognese, use wide pasta—like tagliatelle.”
Hyunwoo nods, but you suddenly point at the pan and scolds, “At least, shake the pan. The pasta’s getting mushy.”
Hyunwoo startles and hurriedly shakes the frying pan to salvage it.
Minho exhales through his nose and walks back to his chef’s table, observing the kitchen as everyone continues working. It’s still rough. Not perfect. But at least it’s a start.
-
Minho lingers in the kitchen, arms crossed as he leans against the chef’s table, watching you and Taesoo clean up after practice. The kitchen is quieter now, save for the sound of running water and the occasional clang of metal against metal. It’s almost peaceful. Almost.
Then, the peace is disrupted as Chris walks into the kitchen.
Minho lifts a brow but doesn’t straighten up. “What brings you here?”
At the sound of Chris’s arrival, you and Taesoo pause mid-task, glancing over in curiosity.
Chris doesn’t answer right away. Instead, he pulls out a credit card, placing it on the chef’s table with a small but deliberate motion. “This is for the contest preparations,” he announces. “I don’t know how else to help, but I want to do something. And I figured this way, I can actively support both the harmony and quality of this kitchen—especially for the competition.”
Minho picks up the card, turning it between his fingers before giving Chris a flat look. “So, this is your way of pressuring us to take first place?”
Chris only smiles, coy and confident. “Weren’t you going to take first place anyway?”
Next to you, Taesoo grins, clasping his hands together in exaggerated admiration. “Wow, that was so cool. Giving Chef the credit card like that,” he gushes.
You lean forward on the counter, propping your chin on your hand. “Right? That's our manager.”
Minho glares at you. You, of course, are too busy swooning over Chris and his stupid credit card to care. Annoyed, Minho turns back to Chris. “If you were just going to give me this, you could’ve done it privately. Why make a big deal out of it?”
Before Chris can respond, Taesoo cuts in. “It’s not that big of a deal.”
You let out a soft sigh. “It is a big deal.”
Minho hisses at both of you, but you and Taesoo only grin in response.
Chris, ever composed, simply adds, “Since I did make a big fuss, I’ll say this too—let's not overwork everyone. I don’t want the contest interfering with regular kitchen duties.”
Minho nods and shifts his gaze to Taesoo. “As a matter of fact, Taesoo, you can go home now. From now on, just focus on your regular duties.”
Taesoo brightens immediately. “Seriously? Thanks, Chef!”
Minho turns back to Chris, exhaling through his nose. “How about you go home too, Mister Manager? Wouldn’t want this interfering with your regular duties.”
Chris slyly smiles, giving everyone a casual, “Goodnight,” before leaving the kitchen with Taesoo in tow.
Now, it’s just you and Minho in the kitchen. He looks down at the credit card, rolling it between his fingers again before glancing at you. “If we don’t win first place, Chris might tell me to reimburse him for all this.”
You laugh softly, tilting your head. “We’ll win first place.”
Minho raises a brow and leans in slightly. “How do you know?”
You playfully bump your shoulder against his, a small, easy gesture. “Because you’re managing the team.”
Minho hates how easily you can make him smile—but that’s exactly why he loves you. You stay when everyone else can’t stand him for long.
-
It’s early in the morning, and the restaurant is still empty. The silence stretches through the halls, interrupted only by the soft hum of a computer. As expected, Chris is already in his office, his brows slightly furrowed as he reads something on the screen.
You pop your head through the door, a bright smile tugging at your lips. “Good morning.”
The moment he looks up and sees you, his face lights up—like it always does. “Hey,” he greets, his voice warm. “Come in.”
You shake your head. “Actually, I want you come with me?”
Chris blinks, confused, but doesn’t hesitate to push his chair back and stand. As you lead him toward the kitchen, he falls into step beside you, eyeing you curiously. “You’ve been working late nights,” he comments. “Aren’t you tired?”
You glance at him and reply softly, “It’s not like I’m the only one tired. Everyone, including the chef, is working hard.”
When you arrive in the kitchen, you turn to him with a small grin before stepping aside to reveal a plate of mini spinach lasagna—the dish you know is his favorite.
Chris stares at it, momentarily stunned, before his lips stretch into an elated smile. “Wait—is this what I think it is?”
You nod, confirming, “Your favorite spinach lasagna.”
Grabbing a fork and a napkin, you place them beside the plate and gesture toward it. “Go ahead, have some.”
Chris narrows his eyes at you playfully. “What’s the occasion?”
You shrug, keeping your voice light. “No occasion. Just felt like making it.” You don’t tell him the real reason—that you made it as a quiet thank-you for everything he’s done.
Chris eyes you again like he doesn’t quite believe you, as if he’s about to tease you for it, but instead, he mutters a quiet, “Thank you,” before digging in.
You watch as he eats, a contented smile plastered on his face. The sight of him enjoying the food makes something warm settle in your chest. But as he nears the last few bites, curiosity tugs at you, and you finally break the silence.
“What did you and Minho talk about last time?”
Chris glances at you mid-chew so you continue. “At his place, the other night,” you clarify. “Chef said you guys talked about me. Is that true?”
Chris spears the last piece of lasagna with his fork, shoving it into his mouth as a sly smile curves his lips. He chews slowly, deliberately dragging out the suspense. Then, finally, he answers. “It’s true. We talked about you.”
You tilt your head. “What did you say?”
Chris dabs his mouth with the napkin, casual as ever. Then, in that same effortless way, he says, “I told him that I love you.”
A laugh bursts from your lips before you can stop it. “Yeah, okay,” you chuckle, shaking your head, assuming he’s joking.
But then Chris meets your gaze—steady, unwavering. “I’m serious,” he says.
The smile slips from your face but he holds your stare, his voice gentle yet firm as he repeats, “I love you.” A beat passes before he continues, “I’ve always been in love with you. Since the moment I met you.”
Your breath catches as Chris exhales, almost like he’s relieved to finally say it aloud. “That’s why I offered you the job—because I wanted you close to me.”
You knew he liked you. But this—to say that he loves you—it’s something you never even dared to consider. And now, your heart aches in your chest because you know the answer he wants from you isn’t one you can give.
Chris watches you, his expression unreadable. When you fail to find the right words, he simply smiles again, softer this time. “Thanks for the food,” he says before turning and walking out of the kitchen.
You stand frozen, your mind spinning as a lump forms in your throat. The sadness settling inside you isn’t just sadness—it feels more like guilt. Guilt that you can’t return his feelings.
Before you can think twice, your feet move on their own, and you break into a run. “Chris!”
He stops in the hallway, his back still to you. Slowly, he turns, his eyes meeting yours. You search his face, desperate to say something, anything that will make this feel less heavy.
But in the end, all that comes out is, “I’m sorry.”
Chris smiles. Not in disappointment, not in pain—just a simple, understanding smile. He nods.
Your own lips curve into a faint, wobbly smile, even as tears prick at your eyes. This time, you say what you can say. “Thank you.”
Chris holds your gaze a moment longer before murmuring, “Just stay close to me. That’s enough for me.”
You nod, swallowing back the lump in your throat, and as you stare into his eyes, you let them say all the things you don’t have the words for.
-
Minho steps into the restaurant, the familiar scent of freshly brewed coffee filling the air. His eyes scan the room instinctively, pausing when he spots Chris sitting alone at the coffee station. With a quiet sigh, Minho makes his way over, grabbing the stool beside him without a word. He reaches for the pot, pouring himself a cup, the rich aroma curling in the air between them. Neither of them speaks at first. The silence lingers, comfortable in a way that only comes with familiarity.
Then, Chris calls him. “Chef.”
Minho barely glances at him. “What?” His tone is indifferent, automatic.
Chris sets his cup down, fingers loosely curled around it. “She told me that I’m not for her.”
Minho expected this. He knew it was coming. And yet, hearing it out loud still catches him off guard. He takes a slow sip of his coffee, letting the bitterness settle on his tongue before he says, “Let’s have a drink later.”
It’s not a suggestion, more of a casual invitation, the kind that doesn’t need much thought.
But to his surprise, Chris shakes his head. “I don’t want to.”
Chris doesn’t elaborate. He just sits there, sipping his coffee like he hasn’t just turned Minho down flat.
Minho scoffs, but there’s no real annoyance behind it. Chris is annoying but now that he’s used to it, Minho thinks he is not that bad.
-
The clock creeps past midnight, but the kitchen is still alive, filled with the rhythmic clatter of knives against cutting boards, the sizzle of pans, and the quiet murmur of focused conversation. Minho moves through the space, eyes sharp, hands tucked into the pockets of his apron as he surveys the progress of the night’s practice. He stops first at Seojun’s station, dipping a spoon into the sauce meant to accompany the steak. The rich aroma fills his senses as he tastes it. The balance is almost there, but—
“Add more brandy,” Minho says, licking the remnants off his lips. “The meat’s already tender, so I’m not sure about all this sweetness.”
Seojun hums in thought, nodding. “I agree. I’ll fix it, Chef.”
Minho moves on, his steps light but deliberate as he approaches Seungwan’s station. Felix is there, nodding approvingly as he tastes the cauliflower soup. “The sweetness is perfect,” Felix comments. “And the aroma’s nice.”
Minho watches for a moment, the satisfaction settling in his chest before he continues his rounds. At your station, he stops in front of the stove, lifting the pan of pasta he’s been working on and holding it out to you. “Here. Try it.”
You grab a fork, testing the pasta first before twirling a portion coated in sauce and popping it into your mouth. Minho watches as Hyunwoo waits, anticipation written all over his face. Then, your lips curve into a grin. “It’s a success.”
Hyunwoo grins back, holding up a fist. You bump it without hesitation.
Minho exhales through his nose, amusement flickering in his chest, before turning back to his chef’s table. He surveys the kitchen one last time, then announces, “Let’s finish up here. Clean up and get some rest. We have an important day tomorrow.”
The kitchen shifts—knives are set down, stations wiped clean. But before anyone disperses, there’s a quiet moment of camaraderie. Pats on the back, murmurs of “Good luck,” and tired but proud smiles exchanged between teammates.
Minho watches all of it. No matter what happens tomorrow, this—his kitchen—has done well. And he’s proud.
-
Minho doesn’t have to look to know that you’re asleep in the passenger seat. Your soft, steady breathing fills the quiet space, the faint rise and fall of your shoulders confirming just how exhausted you are. You don’t even stir when he shifts the gear into park.
He exhales, leaning back against his seat for a moment before deciding not to wake you. Instead, he unclips his own seatbelt, steps out into the night air, and rounds the car to your side. When he opens the door, the dim streetlights cast gentle shadows over your sleeping face.
Minho watches you for a beat longer than he should. There’s something about seeing you like this—unguarded, peaceful—that makes his chest feel tight in a way he can’t explain. The corner of his lips tugs upward as he reaches out, brushing a few strands of hair away from your face with careful fingers.
Then, he leans in, unbuckling your seatbelt with the same tenderness. He takes your bag first, slinging it over his shoulder, before positioning himself to carry you on his back. With practiced ease, he lifts you, adjusting his grip as he straightens up. The car door swings shut with a quiet thud behind him.
You stir, your arms tightening around his shoulders as you slowly wake. Your voice is groggy when you mumble, “You can put me down now. I can walk.”
Minho scoffs and tightens his hold on your legs. “Just stay still.”
You obey, resting your head against the crook of his neck, your breath warm against his skin. He starts walking, the cool night air contrasting the warmth of your body pressed against his back.
After a moment, he asks, “Do you know why it’s tough for women to become chefs?”
You hum in question, still half-asleep. “Why?”
Minho shifts your weight slightly before answering, “Because women aren’t stupid.”
There’s a pause before he continues, his voice softer now. “Only stupid people would dig for a well in a dry desert. And as a chef, it feels like you’re endlessly digging, never knowing if you’ll find water.” He slows his steps, turning his head slightly toward you. “You’re beautiful to me because you’re stupidly stubborn.”
You blink sleepily at him, but he doesn’t stop. “You turned down a rich guy. You take whatever impossible task I throw at you just so I can hold my head up as a chef. You helped me be a good chef.” Minho smiles to himself before adding, “I’m so grateful for you… because you’re stupidly stubborn.”
You look at him then, a quiet smile forming on your lips. Your eyes hold something deep—something that makes Minho’s pulse stutter for a second. He holds the gaze, but then you move first, leaning in just slightly—just enough for him to meet you halfway.
His lips capture yours in a slow, tender kiss. It lingers, warm and unspoken in its meaning, a silent gratitude that words could never quite hold.
When he pulls away, he finds you smiling at him. You place another soft peck on his lips before resting your head against his neck again, sighing in contentment.
Minho exhales, warmth overflowing in his chest. Without another word, he tightens his grip on you and keeps walking, the weight of you on his back feeling a little lighter than before.
-
The night is quiet, save for the faint rustling of the sheets and the soft cadence of your breaths. The world outside feels distant, insignificant, as if nothing exists beyond this room, beyond the warmth of Minho’s skin against yours.
He takes a moment to worship you, how your body is a vision against the white sheets, so perfect, so divine but at the same time, he feels the temptation to ruin you.
Minho aligns his cock with your entrance, he pushes just enough before withdraw it and then pushes it back inside, this time not stopping until he fully sheathed inside you.
His face hovers only a few inches above you as he murmurs, “How do you always feels so good?”
He thrusts slowly, deliberately, as though memorizing the way your body responds to him—the way your breath hitches when his fingers trace the curve of your spine, the way your lips part when he leans down to kiss you, deep and unhurried. His hands explore you with reverence, as if he’s searching for something he never realized he was missing until you.
Minho has never been like this before. Never taken his time like this, never felt the urge to savor each moment as if it’s something fleeting. But with you, it’s different. You make him want to stay in this moment, to drown in it, to lose himself in the warmth of your body and the way you whisper his name like it means something more.
“Minho...”
His forehead presses against yours as he moves, his breath warm against your lips. His hands cradle your face, his thumbs brushing over your cheeks like he’s trying to etch this feeling into his bones.
He’s had lovers before, but this—this is something else. This is intimacy in its purest form, a connection that seeps into him, filling the hollow spaces he didn’t even know existed.
When he looks into your eyes, half-lidded and full of something he’s almost afraid to name, Minho knows.
He’s never been this into someone before. And he doesn’t think he ever will be again.
The night wraps around you both, quiet and intimate, the world beyond these walls forgotten. The only thing that exists is the warmth of Minho’s body against yours, the slow rhythm of your breaths mingling in the still air. His movements are unhurried, each touch deliberate, like he’s memorizing the way you feel beneath him.
Then you look at him, eyes hazy, searching.
“What are you thinking, mmh?” you whisper, your voice barely more than a breath.
Minho stills. His grip on your waist tightens just slightly, like he’s anchoring himself. He could say it—could tell you that you make him feel things he never thought he would, that this is different from anything he’s ever known. But the words don’t come, not yet. He isn’t ready.
Instead, he answers with a kiss. Slow, deep, reverent. His lips move against yours as if trying to tell you everything he can’t say. His hands trace over your skin with purpose, lingering, savoring. He holds you close, pressing his forehead to yours as he stills completely, just staying like that, connected, feeling every bit of you against him.
Time stretches, the moment suspended in something weightless, something sacred.
Then, with a breathless murmur, he finally thrusts into you again, pouring every unspoken word into the way he touches you, into the way he loves you.
-
The competition hall buzzes with tension, the air thick with the quiet hum of anticipation. Minho surveys the crowded space, noting the presence of teams from some of the city’s most renowned restaurants.
The competition is stiff, but he isn’t here to lose. He glances at the trio seated next to him. Seojun, as always, maintains a calm exterior, but Minho knows him well enough to see the flicker of nerves behind his eyes. Hyunwoo and Seungwan, on the other hand, don’t bother masking their anxiety—it’s written all over their faces.
Beyond them, Minho catches sight of the small group of supporters from Farfalle. You’re nestled between Felix and Taesoo, talking quietly. Minji and Yura sit nearby, also here to cheer the team on.
The announcement comes: it’s time to unveil the secret ingredients.
Minho steps forward, his pulse steady as he rounds the table. His hands are sure as he lifts the lid off the box, revealing the ingredients inside. He hears the sharp intake of breath beside him as Seojun spots the meat—tenderloin. Good.
Minho digs further and pulls out a pack of fresh squid. The second Hyunwoo sees it, he sighs in frustration. "Squid! But this is the cheap kind," he mutters under his breath.
Minho doesn’t even look up as he replies, “It’s a contest. They want us to prove we can turn cheap ingredients into something worth serving.” His gaze flickers to the panel of judges, landing briefly on Chef Rossi. He has a feeling the challenge stems from him.
Turning back to his team, Minho straightens. “The judges are testing us,” he says, voice firm. “But this is where we show them our skills.”
He grabs the board and pen, holding them up for emphasis. “Listen, once we submit our course menu, we can’t change it. So think carefully. Look at the ingredients. What dishes work?”
He gives them a moment to think before turning to Seojun first. “Main course?”
“Tenderloin steak,” Seojun answers without hesitation.
Minho nods, writing it down before shifting his attention to Seungwan. “Hors d’oeuvre?”
Seungwan hesitates, rifling through the ingredients, his expression frustrated as he picks up the squid. “What am I supposed to make with this?” he sighs.
Minho clicks his tongue. “Don’t start that.” He levels Seungwan with a look. “You’re the most optimistic person in this damn kitchen. You always find the best in any dish. Do the same here. What’s the positive in these ingredients?”
Seungwan’s brows furrow. He looks back at the squid, fingers tapping against the packaging. A few seconds later, his expression shifts—realization dawning. “Squid carpaccio,” he says. “There’s a unique taste to squid when it’s fresh. I can work with that.”
Minho smirks. “Are you confident with it?”
Seungwan meets his eyes. “Yes, Chef.”
The four of them continue finalizing the menu, the tension in the air shifting into focus and determination. Once everything is set, Minho hands their submission to the panel, his mind already calculating the next steps.
They have little time before heading into the kitchen. He turns back to his team, gaze sharp as he looks at each of them.
“This is it,” he says. “Soon, there won’t be any chef to answer to. No one yelling at you to do it over. You’re on your own.” His voice lowers slightly, just enough to make them listen. “I hope this is the last time I’ll have to curse you out. Go out there and take first place. Got it?”
The three of them answer immediately. “Yes, Chef!”
Minho exhales. “From here on, it’s all up to you guys. I’ve done what I can to help.”
Another firm, unwavering reply: “Yes, Chef!”
Minho glances at each of them before nodding. “Come on, let’s do this properly.”
He extends his hand, and they all gather in, hands stacked together in a show of unity. He looks at them one last time before murmuring, “Good luck.”
With that, he watches them leave for the competition kitchen, a rare smile tugging at his lips. No matter what happens next, he’s proud.
-
The tension in the competition hall is almost suffocating. Minho watches as the chefs return with their finished dishes, the air thick with anticipation. From the sidelines, he sits with you beside him, your warmth grounding him amidst the pressure.
“The final round of the New Chef Culinary Challenge is about to begin.”
The words echo across the hall, and Minho exhales sharply. It’s time. He feels your fingers tighten around his hand, a reassuring squeeze before you lean in, your breath warm against his ear. "Posso farcela."
Minho glances at you, smirking at your whispered encouragement. Without another word, he stands and strides toward the table marked with Farfalle’s name.
Seojun, Seungwan, and Hyunwoo are already there, standing stiffly in a line. Minho claps each of them on the shoulder, his touch firm, steady. “Good work.” It’s all he says, but the weight behind it is clear.
The judges begin making their rounds, moving from table to table with slow, deliberate steps. Each contestant watches with bated breath as they meticulously sample every dish, jotting down scores with unreadable expressions.
Minho stands still, hands clasped behind his back, his eyes fixed on one judge in particular—Chef Rossi. The old man tastes each dish in front of him with careful consideration, his gaze revealing nothing. Minho has always respected his palate; in a room full of critics, his opinion is the only one that truly matters.
But when Chef Rossi finally sets down his fork, his expression remains cryptic—an almost imperceptible flicker of something in his eyes before he turns away, leaving Minho grasping at straws.
A slow, simmering frustration builds in Minho’s chest. What the hell was that? Approval? Disappointment? Amusement?
As soon as the judges move to the next table, Minho wastes no time. He grabs a fork, slicing into the tenderloin and lifting it to his mouth. The moment the flavor bursts onto his tongue, his mind is made up.
The judges would have to be idiots not to give them first place.
Minutes stretch into eternity as the judges tally their scores. The murmuring in the hall grows restless. Beside him, his team is standing stiff, their confidence wavering in the face of the unknown.
Finally, the host steps forward, microphone in hand. The murmurs die instantly. “It is now time to announce the winners of the New Chef Culinary Challenge.”
Minho’s fingers curl slightly against the table. He’s not the only one holding his breath. A pause. A beat too long.
“We will now announce the first place winner.”
Minho doesn’t blink. He already knows. But then—
A flicker of something in the host’s expression. A hesitation. A subtle shift in the air.
Minho’s heart kicks up—just slightly.
“The winner of the 8th New Chef Culinary Challenge is...”
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Mephistopheles x Reader: Mephisto and the Not-so-Great Valentine's Day Date
AN: So... the holiday kinda snuck up on me and only did it hit me the day before yesterday that, A. Valentine's Day was coming up and B. Obey Me! is a dating sim and I should probably have something for the holiday and I literally just finished this so this has not been beta/proof read, so there are probably a few grammar/spelling mistakes BUT I GOT SOMETHING DONE ON TIME AND I FIND THAT GOOD ENOUGH!
damn it
Damn it
DAMN IT!
How could HE of ALL people be, LATE!? And on a day as important as this!
He already had his outfit chosen and laid out, offerings on his bedside table, valet scheduled ahead of time to be ready to leave, alarms set, attendants assisting in preparation, he took every precaution AND YET SOMEHOW HE’S RUNNING LATE! He’s never late but somehow THIS TIME HE IS!
There was no excusing this misconduct, how was he to face you now. If he were to court anyone let alone you for that matter, you deserved nothing less than his best yet here he was, disheveled, out of breath, face flushed from the run over here.
Was it the shame or nerves that made his heart pitter-patter so, a lump beginning to form in his throat.
ENOUGH! He was better than this, to get so flustered. Yes, he messed up, however even he has before, it was not the end of all things.
“Ah M- Oh, Lucifer. Hello.”
“Mephistopheles.”
The man eyed him up and down, clearly unimpressed with the sight. Of all demons to answer the door it just had to be that man. Slowly, deliberately, he smoothed out his light pink button-up.
…
He had kept you waiting, if Lucifer was the one opening the door and not you, had he disappointed you enough for your date to be call off? The least he could do was apologize.
“How is MC? I’d like to see them if they’d have me.”
A deep sigh escaped the man before him.
“MC-”
The ground shook, a mighty crash erupted from the once deathly silent house, a cacophony of voices yelling.
“-… is occupied at the moment.”
“Occupied!?” The appalling gall! “Is MC even alright!?”
“Les!” It’s you! Though his sight was immediately obscured by black feathers he managed to squeeze past, darting into the house.
In your sprint your foot got caught on the carpet sending you tumbling forward! Thankfully you were just within arm’s reach.
“PDA POLICE! UNHAND MC!”
“Yeah!”
“Wait! We still-”
“MC you can’t go with the wall broken!”
“Yeah- uh, only you… can fix it?”
“THE HELL WAS THAT!?”
“Look just- SHUT UP!”
“I have chocolate.”
“Are you hurt?” Looking you up and down there didn’t seem to be any injuries, but humans are such fragile things, did something in you get hurt?
You lightly shook your head before abruptly standing up. “STAY!” Though Mephistopheles himself wasn’t under your command he could still FEEL the raw power behind your voice. Something so strong the force of it alone left him in such utter aw he almost didn’t notice the demons around him collapsing to the floor. “I’ll be back later, I don’t know when, don’t wait up for me for dinner. If I catch ANY of you or your familiars stalking us, you know what will happen, got it?”
With their nods you smiled, taking Mephisto’s hand. You squeezed it so tightly before running off with him in tow, the demon tripping his way out the door his knees too weak from your display moments before.
“M-MC, where are we going?”
“Away from here!”
Your footfalls tapped against the cobblestone streets racing along, down one road, turning at the next. Soon you slowed down taking a moment to rest on your knees.
“Sorry about that. I was ready but right before you got here they dragged me back in with excuses to stay.”
“No, I should be the one apologizing. If I had been here on time we could already be on our date.”
You just stared at him. Why were you staring at him? You took out your phone, looking puzzled. “It’s just a few minuets past when we were to meet.”
“Just?” You… didn’t care?
… Well, you do have many suitors, either those brothers had managed to lower your standards for basic decency, or it didn’t matter for you would have gone out with one of them if he hadn’t arrived.
Gently he took one of your hands into both of his own. “Allow me the chance to make up for this grievance, if you’re willing, I do still have a date planned.”
“What? No, dude-” A light chuckle shook you. “-you were at most a minuet late, you’re fine. You don’t need to be so serious.” Your free hand found purchase on his shoulder before rubbing up and down his upper arm. “Just relax, we’re supposed to have fun today.”
Relax? How?
You’ve bewitched him don’t you know? Just as you had just about every other being. You have countless people after your heart and asked him on a date on such an important human holiday! You chose HIM! And in return he had to show you nothing less than his best! To impress you, to prove to you he’d make for nothing less and an exemplary partner!
WHAT DO YOU MEAN RELAX!? What could that even mean in this context?
Unlike Lord Diavolo, Mephistopheles was never meant for the spotlight, he is to assist from backstage, but if it would keep your gaze on him longer and to not be drawn away he’d perform the greatest show, for you to see only the best he had to offer!
What nonsense could you understand that he was unable too?
“So! What are we doing?”
“Well you requested I do ‘simple’-” It’d be too much of a fuss and delay to properly fix his outfit, so he partially untucked his top and ran a hand through his hair so at least it wasn’t completely out of place. “-and with your advice I believe I’ve planned just that. Lunch, a walk and a show.”
“Hmm” Your gaze traced over him, from his black slacks to the pink top, the edges of the collar and the cuffs of the sleeves embroidered with black lace and tiny jewels. Was it… too much?
“Lovely.” It was almost too easily how your hand slid into his own, intertwining your fingers. “Let’s get going!”
“Of course.”
The streets were bustling as they always had. To everyone else it was a day just like any other yet that could not be further from the truth for the pair of you.
So… Valentines day. After looking into the holiday when you mentioned it was coming up it was fascinating how the story of two separate priests and an older society festival combined could have spread so far and come to be a day of love, if something similar had happened in the Devildom the day would likely be a much different affair to the romance and reds, pinks and whites… well… perhaps the red would be still be there but for blood, like that older society’s festivities.
Humans, such fragile things, yet the more he looked the more fascinated he was, by how so quickly everything happens, much of it would do to be put in the paper for others to learn, yet that’s also the problem, everything going by so fast he could hardly keep track of all that happens in a few hundred years… Just as now, chatting and laughing away and in the blink of the eye already their pair of you stood before those open doors.
“What’s this place.” Your eyes practically sparkled upon entering. Immediately you crouched down scanning over the little gachapon machines that lined the wall.
“Sharpest Slice, the only generationally owned and operated pizza places in the Devildom. Exceptional really, it’s rarer for a family to have multiple generations, let alone for the younger ones to continue their family’s work outside of nobility.” He wasn’t surprised you found yourself being drawn to the arcade corner. “It was a few centuries back when we made the article about this place. The whole of the first and second generation works here from cooking, to repair, to making and enchanting the little toys in the machines.”
“Oh, these little guys are enchanted?”
“Yes, but with the way the machines are built you can’t tell unless you get one or see one move through the window. The enchantments are changed regularly so it’s always a surprise even if you get something you got before.”
“Huh… you’re right, I can’t sense a thing.” Back to hovering around the machines you held out a hand, drawing it closer and farther, around the little door and window likely still looking for some reading or sign of the magic.
… So this is what he looked like to his clubmates when they first got here.
“Order whatever you like, I’ll be back in a moment.” With some grimm placed in your palm he curled your fingers over, giving you a soft pat before trotting off.
When he scouted out here for your date he was surprised by how little coin the exchange machine could except. In fact the last visit all the grimm he had was worth too much for the machine. Good thing the owner stopped him before he attempted such or else he may have broken the thing, or accidentally had it drop all the change it had.
By the time he was done you came trotting over asking what to do first. He found himself before one of the mini claw machines. There were mostly plush key cha-
Immediately he tossed in a few coins activating the game.
“Hmm? … Oh, gluhschwanz!” You pointed to just the little plush dragon key chain he had his eye on. “For Rubezalis?”
“Ruby would love it.”
“Good luck!” You perched yourself on his shoulders as if that could somehow transfer said luck into him.
…
..
.
“You actually did it!”
“Excuse me!? Actually!?”
“Well, yeah! All these crane games are all rigged so you can’t win.”
Taking the little push thing he looked to you, brow raised. “Really? I know my clubmates won a few things when we came here to interview the first owners.”
“Eh? Let me try!” and so you activated the game…
…
..
.
And nothing but air was gotten. “Ugh.”
“You wanted the wyvern?”
“Yes.”
“Let me try.”
…
..
.
“Here you are.”
“… Okay, how! I’ve never seen these things work!”
Mephisto stared at you for a moment. “MC… you say they’re all rigged?”
“Yes.”
“… Perhaps it’s simply your skill at the game.” That or somehow ALL the machines in the human world were broken which he doubted.
“It has nothing to do with skill!”
“Well let’s try another then.” He gestured to another machine.
“Bet.”
“Bet? Bet what?”
“No, bet- it- human turn of phrase.”
“Hmm?”
And so you tried again. And again. And again. And again. Mephisto tried giving you tips, even the plush toys began trying to hanging on to the claw yet still… “See!” You only meant to gesture to the machine but a bit too much force from the frustration seemed to find it’s way to your hand having you smack the thing.
“MC?”
“I’m fine.” With a sigh you stood up, turning your back to the machines. The little plush toys wobbled, whether jeering at your defeat or encouraging your win, Mephisto wasn’t sure.
“… Bet I could get a higher score than you.” Gingerly you pointed to a pair of the same arcade game standing side by side.
“Given your track record so far…”
“That’s it! We’re playing!” Looping your arm around his own you practically dragged him off to your dueling ground.
“What would we even bet?”
“Uh- we can decide later!”
“Three, two, one, GO!” Admittedly you immediately got a head start, clearly this was a game you knew well. Mephistopheles hadn’t played too many of these kind of… pixely, shooty, flying, score, combo games??? before, but your smug smile was showing you were too quick to count him out. What was he if not a fast learner? He couldn’t help the smug smile, catching you check his score from the corner of the eye and try focusing on your own game. Good, he was hoping you’d give a chall-
He froze losing a life. Your mischievous giggle rang in his ears as you pulled your lips away. He swore he could still feel your heat as you kissed his cheek.
So, the pair of you were allowed to play by under handed means?
Sure, he’ll play.
“WAH!” You jumped, instinctively batting at tip of his tail that he dropped on your head. The moment you realized it was just him it was back to the game, spamming the fire button as fast as you could! Unlike your distraction he managed to get you to let go of the controls, this couldn’t go unpunished!
And thus your tattled continued, a playful shove here, a standing in front of the other’s screen there.
Soon a triumphant laughter erupted as well as the most beautiful bright smile you had ever seen graced your senses. “I WON!” Crow’s feet at the corners of his closed eyes, sharp canines on full display, the bridge of his nose crinkling up, perhaps the softest expression you had ever seen on him.
“Nah, I definitely won.”
“Ha?” He looked to you confused, so unguarded for a moment before glancing between your screens.
You interrupted before he could even speak. “I’ve never seen your demon form before, you’re gorgeous.”
Could your words really have caught him so, for him to be so… not surprised but something like that, not as harsh.
Like Barbatos you couldn’t pin down an exact human world creature his features were like but you could find similarities. If you had to find a comparison though the closest one could find would be a Chinese dragon, flowing fur running along a thin line on the top, before stiffening and forming a fish like fin at the tip. Even his horns, branching like cherry blossom trees in paintings, running back instead forward or out to the side like most horns you’ve seen.
“You’re even blushing.”
“That’s- I-”
“Say, isn’t showing one’s demon form an honor, the highest form of dress?”
“… yes?”
How were you doing this, looking to him so… so…
He lacked the words.
There was this twinkle in your eyes. “Glad I can make for a worthy opponent.”
A worthy opponent indeed.
Mephisto placed a hand to his chest seeing his now once more gloved hand landing on that fluttery dark green ascot. “… I had thought to be like this, but this is a human holiday, so it would only be appropriate I adorn myself in your colors and form, would it not?”
He didn’t dare move even as you stepped closer, only a breath apart.
“You’re so swee-”
BANG
You both flinched as the sudden sound practically attacked you. A few demons followed it, beginning to surround the gachapon machines. You almost followed too but couldn’t right away, finding yourself wrapped protectively in Mephistopheles’ arms, even holding his can up and in a defensive stance. With an awkward cough and stiff opening of his arms he let go.
Quickly the pair of you made their way just in time to see A. the gachapon machines had toppled over with many of the capsules scattered across the floor and B. the toys inside breaking out going on the attack directly or working together to chuck knives, forks, other toys and capsules your way. And that was how the pair of you as well as many other customers found yourselves ducking into the kitchen for safety. Being wacked with little plastic balls could surprisingly hurt.
“Mephisto!” The man came sprinting in.
“They blocked the exits.”
“Why!?”
“I don’t know! And neither dose anyone else! The ones who make the toys are on vacation so no one can get in contact to know what they even did to the toys!” His tail smacked against the counter sending the toy clinging to it back out to the dinning area.
“Well, the magic allowing them to move is weak, we can subdue them.”
“Remember how I told you this is a family run business.”
“Yeah.”
“The chefs are fighting with the others who want to break the toys because their siblings made them!”
“I’m going back out there.”
“MC, those things will stab you!”
“Well, we can’t break them, so we just have to undo the enchantment! You said they place new ones on them regularly, that should be fine, right?”
“Well, ye- Wait!” He immediately followed as you ran past back out to the front counter.
You managed to snatch one of the plush key chains, holding it firm enough so it couldn’t escape but not so much as to be squeezing it. “… How can such weak magic do so much?”
You both held your breath concentrating on the little soft chimera. Surprisingly it didn’t do much once in hand, not even squirming, at most resting it’s muzzle against you.
Curiously Mephisto reached out a finger to pat it on the head only for it to buck him away. “Usually the enchantments are something simple, changing color, moving to simple commands, giving hugs… reacting to emotions!” The pair of you looked to one another coming to the same realization.
Gently you stroked the toy with your thumb concentrating, searching and feeling for those faint traces… “Love… Les?” The demon dropped his head on your shoulder.
“Once again you’ve captured the heart of every being in the room. Rioting because they’re upset you didn’t get to win again.” Slowly he got to his feet. “If the enchantment is to react on love, it should be simple enough to dispel.” You didn’t even think before taking the hand outstretched to you, pulling you up. “Shall we?”
And alarm rang, their pair of you felt a water spell activate drenching the pair of you as well as the rest of the restaurant just as a terrible heat began to emerge from the back.
Next thing you knew you were held tightly, standing across the street from the restaurant, a green fire could be seen through a window toward where the kitchen was. Thankfully it seemed most, if not everyone else was out too.
…
“Maybe I sensed anger and not love.”
“… Yes I believe we got the enchantment wrong.”
Though the pair of you were sopping wet at least the emergency fire system going off would probably be enough to wash away whatever enchantment the toy were under. You noted to yourself to never mention this incident to anyone, if it reached Solomon’s ears surely he’d double your assignments, you barely had any time that wasn’t RAD work or apprentice work as it already was!
“Les?” Mephisto’s breath shuttered before he let you go.
“I’ll be back in a moment.” Quickly he made his way towards the demon who you made your order to at the counter. They seemed to exchange something before the demon practically lunged at Mephisto, gripping him in a tight hug before running off.
You had a feeling about what just transpired but you couldn’t help asking once he got back. “So what happened?”
“Although we didn’t get our meal, we still enjoyed the services of the place and thought I could at least compensate for that.”
He overpaid by a lot, honestly you didn’t know if he knew he was or not, but if he did you wouldn’t be surprised.
As if in a panic Mephisto patted himself down, sighing upon taking something out of his inner coat pocket. “Good it wasn’t washed away.”
“Oh?”
… He couldn’t bare to look to you as he presented the bar, the ribbon wrapping around the corner partially undone. “It’s tradition to make chocolate for whom you wish to be your Valintine, right? And since we can’t get pizza anymore you could at least have this.”
“Thank you.”
“Thank you? You hadn’t even tasted to know if it’s to your liking yet.”
“But you took the time to make it for me, that’s enough. Besides, you made it I’m sure that even if it’s a flavor I don’t personally like it’ll taste good.” It was interesting to try to unwrap what with the paper disintegrating from the water. It thankfully easy enough to simply rub off.
Though you said you accepted his offering no matter how it was he couldn’t help focusing on the awful nerves that bubbled in his gut. First he was late allowing the brothers that chance to bother you, then… ALL THAT at the restaurant. He knew he could do better and that was the worst part. Still, the least he could do was make your day better.
“Oh, what’s this jell on the inside, it’s delicious! And why dose it tingle so much!”
“You told me once you wanted to know more about Demous, so I thought to add some to the chocolate. Most of the bottles I could find had such high concentration. Many of the more flavorful ones could knock even Lord Diavolo off he feet, but I couldn’t compromise on the taste, so it took some time to find one with low enough concentration that it wouldn’t harm your liver while still keeping the tas…… What’s wrong?”
“N-nothing! Nothing. I love it.”
“No.” You shrunk a little under his gaze. “You made a face just now. Is it not to your liking?”
“…” now it was you who couldn’t look him in the eye. “Demonus doesn’t ha-uh… effect humans. H-hopefully you didn’t spend too long finding this one, I’m- ahem, I’m sorry!” You shook a little trying to clear your throat.
…
Those three months were still worth it! Learned a lot about Demonus then he thought he could about how to make it less effective!
“MC?” You kept clearing your throat. Now beginning to pat your chest.
“P-pen- EpiPen.” The moment you got the thing out of your pocket Mephisto took it, helping you to the ground before popping off the cap and sticking it into your leg.
…
And there was nothing else he could do. Sitting at your bedside as you napped. The moment he arrived at the castle it was as if Barbatos and Diavolo knew you would be arriving, the butler whisking you away to tend to you. Already Mephisto had given Diavolo a list of the ingredients he used. It seemed you had tried everything on it in some form or another already… except for the alcohol. Of course. With you napping at least he had the chance to give it to Barbatos to check if all humans would be allergic or just a few.
Would you even want to see him after this, he POISONED you, made an attempt on your life! Thankfully with magic and him getting you here in such a quick fashion you should be fine with a few hours but, your life is so short as it was, and he stole several hours. Yet despite this shame he couldn’t seem to keep himself from your side any more than he already had.
“Les?”
Though he faced you he could hardly get words out, but he had too! “I’m so sorry, MC.”
“… Eh, one of the more peaceful attempts on my life.” You tiredly chuckled, slowly sitting up. “H-hey, it wasn’t that bad. Every time I try something there’s the risk of that, who knows, maybe the pizza would have gotten to me.”
“… Barbatos says you’re free to go whenever you wish.”
“Oh, good! Could we still catch that show?”
You almost flinched seeing how he looked like you just slapped him! “You… still want to continue the date?”
“Yeah, I do.”
“Well…” He closed his eyes thinking for a moment. “We missed the show, and it’s getting too late for a walk without the more dangerous creatures beginning to stalk about.”
… Slowly, he took your hand. “Would you come home with me?”
“Oh?”
He adjusted himself so he could better face you. “Allow me the chance to make you some proper Valentine’s Day chocolate. I still have ingredients left over and I won’t add anything extra to it!”
“Hmm… only if I get to make you chocolate too.”
Clearly you left the man bewildered, of all things, that seemed to catch him off guard. “I wanted to make you chocolate too, but every time I tried they got eaten, or the ingredients were eaten, or someone else shoved their way into the kitchen and messed up everything.”
“If that is what you wish, of course!”
“And we could still get that walk in now!”
“Of course.” Walking to his place… There weren’t exactly too many places to stop and rest like at the botanical garden he was planning to take you too, but his leg could push through!
And so the pair of you began to trek, you simply waving bye to Diavolo much to his chagrin, but at least the prince didn’t seem to mind.
It was about half way he began to notice that pain spark from his ankle and up. He had taken enough of your time, he couldn’t ask for more of it for his own sake. Besides you seemed to be enjoying yourself, pointing out a shop and describing an incident where Satan and Asmodeus ended up dragging you into being in a commercial or how the jingle off in the distance reminded you od a song you liked back home. You burst our laughing as Mephisto described some of the misadventures he and Ruby got into in the forests around the mansion, like when Mephisto couldn’t find anything worthy of the front page of the paper so Ruby started spreading rumors there were ancient ferocious dragons only for that to turn up as not so much as a rumor but kinda true as Rubezalis manage to accidentally lead some to RAD who turned out to be the most cuddly creatures one could meet.
Later and later it got, he just hoped there would be room in the kitchen for the pair of you to work without getting in the way of the staff’s dinner prep. The doors opened before you, not even needing to knock.
“Oh, I was just gonna call.” The teen was lounged across some of the steps of that grand staircase like it were some comfy couch. He ran a hand through that long bright teal hair, pulling some of it away from his face.
“Hey Rubezalis.”
“Hey MC.”
The boy quirked a brow, immediately Mephistopheles tried loosening the tight grip he held onto his cane but it was too late, Ruby getting up and quickly making his way over.
“Guess you’ll be joining us for dinner. You two should have a seat, I’ll tell em to add another portion.”
“Actually,” Mephistopheles placed a hand on his little brother’s shoulder just as he tried walking past. “we haven’t discussed that yet.”
“So what are you doing?”
You piped up. “Making chocolate.”
Ruby gave his brother a pointed glare his gaze flickering to that tense leg for a moment, lightly knocking his foot into his brother’s gaining smallest, quietest wince. “Cool, cool. Standing around sounds awful though. Well, you kids have fun.”
“Oh, wait, before you go.” Quickly Mephisto pulled that little plush key chain out of his pocket and placed it in Ruby’s hands. The demon couldn’t help beaming seeing that excited twinkle in his little brother’s eyes.
“Wait, you got me something for me and not your date.”
“No, he did!” You held out your keychain gaining a small smile from the youth.
“Good. Welp, see you.” And with that he walked away, hooking the keychain to one of his beltloops. “Hey, tell Ma we should go to Ristorante Six for dinner.” With that order given an attendant scurried off.
“Let’s be off, the kitchen’s this way.” Just as Mephisto turned you to one of the doors he felt a light tap on the back of his head. Over his shoulder from the corner of the eye he spotted his little bother giving him two thumbs up, mouthing ‘good luck, try not falling flat on your face’ before hopping up those steps.
“… Rubezalis cast a spell on your shoes.”
“Yours too. I don’t see the harm in leaving it be and letting him have his fun.” You nodded at Mephisto’s words, agreeing as he led the way through that gigantic house.
With a shaky sigh he leaned against one of the counters alleviating some of the pressure on his leg. While he separated the measuring cups and bowls, you were gathering the sugar and other ingredients from the cabinets he pointed out.
“A-AH!”
“MC!”
You both felt it, that little spell suddenly coming to life, shoes stuck to the ground, the sugar you held sent flying into the air as you crashed into the demon beside you. Cups and bowls in hand clattered about, tossed away cradling your head and neck to chest.
Well… he fell on his back and not face.
Damn it
If this were ANY other day, his leg wouldn’t have locked up from the pain and he could have kept the pair of you steady, but no, he couldn’t and now
now
The pair of you laid there, just absolutely covered in sugar.
Everything just kept going wrong.
His face so unbearably hot, his eyes stinging a little, this embarrassment just eating him up.
“Are you alright, MC- MPH”
. . .
Slowly you drew back, your eyes half lidded, smiling, looking to him so adoringly. “Sorry, your lips were too sweet to resist.”
“I, what?” Quickly he sat up. “How? How can you kiss me, this date has been nothing but terrible!”
“Well… maybe it wasn’t idea, but-” you ran a hand through his hair dusting some of the sugar off… and making those take on a darker red hue. “You’ve been so thoughtful this whole time. From the planning, your outfit, even your chocolate, you always put your all into everything you do, it amazing! And even the EpiPen I shouldn’t have been surprised but I still was, demons don’t have allergies so you could only have learned that for me.”
“Surprised? Of course I knew! No harm can come to any of the exchange studens while you reside in the Devildom.”
“I think you just care about people, more than you like to admit.”
“You-” You can’t just say something like that! “Bet.”
“Huh?”
“I won that bet, remember? I know what I want. A… another kiss.”
“… boo.”
“BOO!?” The man practically shot up, yet you still sat in his lap.
“You should have asked for something better.”
“SOMETHING BETTER!?”
“Yes, you don’t need a bet for that.”
A light laughter escaped you as the demon was unable to look to you anymore.
“Double or nothing.” Somehow he managed to force his flustered self to face you once more. “I bet you I can take you on the most extraordinary date! One that meets my standards.”
“Ooh, and what if you lose?”
“You decide.”
“Then I’ll have to take you out! And what if you win?”
“… I’d still like a kiss.”
“Okay. But I say that’s a separate bet. So…” You couldn’t help that giddy giggle feeling the man practically melt under your lips.
So he had another chance. No matter what he would make it a good date, that he promised to himself. But… if even such an awful day could have something like this happen… maybe it’s wasn’t completely terrible after all.
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Betrayal Under The Stage Lights pt.2 | Seventeen x 14thMember | fluff
The room remained silent long after Y/N left. The weight of their words, their accusations, lingered in the air like an unshakable storm cloud. No one dared to speak, no one wanted to admit what they all began to realize their mistake.
Mingyu ran a frustrated hand through his hair, the guilt settling deep in his chest. “We messed up, didn’t we?”
Jihoon exhaled sharply, shaking his head. “No, we didn’t just mess up. We completely turned on her without thinking.”
Joshua sat down heavily on the couch, rubbing his face with his hands. “We should have listened. We should have trusted her.”
Seungcheol, usually so sure of his decisions, felt a rare sense of self-doubt gnawing at him. His mind replayed the scene over and over Y/N’s devastated expression, her voice laced with desperation as she defended herself. And they had ignored it.
“She must hate us now,” Seokmin mumbled, voice barely above a whisper.
Jeonghan, for once, had no witty remark, no clever way to deflect the situation. Instead, he sighed deeply. “We need to fix this.”
Y/N sat alone in her room, the echoes of their accusations still fresh in her mind. She wanted to be angry. She wanted to scream, to lash out, to make them feel even a fraction of what she had felt. But more than anything, she just felt… tired.
A knock on the door interrupted her thoughts. At first, she ignored it, expecting them to give up. But the knocking persisted. With an annoyed sigh, she stood up and pulled the door open only to find all thirteen members standing outside, looking uncharacteristically sheepish.
Mingyu, standing in the front, suddenly dropped to his knees. “Y/N, I was an idiot. No—worse than an idiot. I don’t even have a word for how dumb I was. Please, please forgive me.”
Y/N raised an eyebrow, arms crossed. “You’re really kneeling?”
“Yes,” Mingyu said without hesitation. “I’ll stay here all night if I have to.”
Seungcheol cleared his throat, stepping forward. “We all made a huge mistake. We let frustration cloud our judgment, and we blamed you without any proof. That was wrong. You didn’t deserve that.”
“We should have believed in you,” Joshua added, his usual warmth returning to his voice. “You’re our family.”
One by one, they all spoke up, each admitting their faults, each apologizing sincerely. Even Jihoon, who rarely showed emotions so openly, muttered, “I was too quick to judge. I’m sorry.”
Y/N took her time, letting them squirm under her scrutiny. She could see the genuine regret on their faces, the desperation in their eyes. And a wicked idea formed in her mind.
She sighed dramatically, placing a hand on her hip. “I don’t know… maybe I should just leave the group.”
The reaction was immediate.
“What?!”
“No, no, no!”
“Y/N, please, don’t even joke about that!”
Seungkwan looked ready to burst into tears. “I swear, if this is because of us—”
“I’ll do anything!” Mingyu pleaded. “I’ll cook for you for a year! I’ll do your laundry! I’ll—”
Y/N burst into laughter, unable to hold back any longer. “Relax, I was just messing with you.”
The collective groan that followed was almost comical. Seungcheol placed a hand over his heart, exhaling in relief. “Don’t do that! I nearly had a heart attack.”
Jeonghan narrowed his eyes. “You’re evil.”
Y/N smirked. “That’s what you get for doubting me.”
Despite their moment of panic, the mood shifted almost instantly. Hoshi pulled Y/N into a bone-crushing hug, and soon, the others piled on, a mess of tangled limbs and relieved laughter.
“Still mad at us?” Vernon asked as they finally pulled away.
Y/N rolled her eyes but smiled. “I should be. But I guess I’ll forgive you guys. Just this once.”
They all cheered, and for the first time that night, everything felt right again.
“Well… on one condition,” Y/N added, crossing her arms. “I want my favorite ice cream.”
Without hesitation, Dino shot up. “I got it! I’ll get it right now!” And before anyone could react, he was already sprinting out the door.
The others laughed, shaking their heads as they watched him go. Finally, things were back to normal.
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Chapter 9: Across the Divide
Pairing: Original fem!Reader x Origins!Logan Warning: angst, fluff, 18+ MDNI, SMUT, explicit language, loss of virginity, handjob, fingering, oral (female receiving), unprotected p in v, missionary, creampie.
A/N: If Chapter 8 was a punch to the gut, this one is… well, let’s call it an attempt at first aid. Sort of. Have you ever watched two people try to fix something in the worst possible way, only for it to somehow work because they don’t know any other language but this? Yeah. That.
Consider this a little Valentine’s Day treat. Twisted, messy, and completely them. Read when you’re ready. And yes, my inbox is still open for any and all reactions.
Word count: 7 k
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The yard had grown quiet as the other workers moved further into the forest, leaving Logan to finish stacking the last of the wood alone. The sharp bite of winter hung in the air, his breath clouding in front of him with every exhale. The solitude was welcome—at least, that’s what he told himself.
But the silence didn’t stop the memories.
“You don’t owe me anything.”
Logan clenched his fists, the words circling in his mind like a relentless echo. He grabbed a log from the pile and slammed it onto the stump, the impact reverberating through his arms. The ax swung down, splitting the wood clean in two.
“I’m sorry for coming unannounced.”
He knew better than to hope for steady ground, better than to let himself believe he could hold onto something good. With Evelyn, it had felt different—like maybe, just maybe, he could carve out a life that didn’t feel like running or regret.
Now, it felt like a mistake.
The kiss he’d seen replayed over and over in his head, each time cutting deeper. It wasn’t just her ex he was angry at, though the smugness on the bastard’s face made Logan’s blood boil. No, most of the anger was for himself—for being stupid enough to think he could be enough for her.
The crunch of boots on gravel pulled him from his thoughts. Pete and Rick approached from the truck, their faces drawn with concern.
“You alright, Howlett?” Pete asked, his voice cautious but probing.
Logan didn’t look up, hefting another log onto the stump. “I’m fine.”
Pete and Rick exchanged a glance, the kind that said he’s definitely not fine.
“Look,” Pete began, leaning on the tailgate. “You don’t want to talk about it. But you’ve been going at this woodpile like it owes you money. Maybe take a second to breathe?”
“I don’t need a breather,” Logan said flatly, his tone daring them to push further.
Rick, quieter but no less perceptive, stepped up beside Pete. “You don’t have to talk,” he said after a pause, his voice measured. “But if you keep bottling it up, it’s gonna come out sideways.”
Logan didn’t respond, his focus locked on the ax as he brought it down with enough force to split the log cleanly.
Pete let out a low whistle. “Man, whatever’s eating at you must be big. I’ve never seen you like this before.”
Logan finally stopped, leaning on the ax handle and leveling Pete with a glare. “I said I’m fine.”
“Sure, sure,” Pete said, raising his hands in mock surrender. “But if you keep this up, there won’t be any wood left in the yard for the rest of us.”
Rick sighed, folding his arms across his chest. “Look, Logan. I don’t know what happened with Evelyn, but if she’s got you this twisted up, maybe she’s worth hearing out.”
Logan’s grip on the ax tightened, his jaw clenching as he stared at the ground. The truth in Rick’s words cut deeper than he cared to admit.
“Not my place to butt in,” Pete added, though his grin said otherwise. “But if you’re spending this much time stewing over it, she’s probably thinking about you, too.”
Logan shot them both a sharp look, then yanked the ax from the stump and turned toward the forest. “Leave it alone,” he muttered, stalking off into the trees without another word.
Pete waited until Logan was out of earshot before muttering, “Yeah, that went well.”
Rick shrugged, grabbing the thermos from the truck bed. “He’ll figure it out. He always does.”
During the course of the next couple of days the rhythm of the yard was the same, but Logan’s presence felt heavier. He worked harder than usual, his focus razor-sharp, but the tension in his frame was impossible to ignore.
Pete and Rick kept their distance this time, their occasional glances filled with concern.
By midday, Logan had thrown himself into another project, replacing a broken tool rack near the shed. His movements were precise, his jaw set in determination. But even as he worked, his mind wandered—back to the driveway, to Evelyn’s face when she saw him, and to the kiss that had shattered something inside him.
The guys noticed, but they didn’t say a word. Pete started a fire near the edge of the clearing, his usual jokes subdued. Rick passed by with a nod but left Logan to his thoughts.
By the time dusk fell, Logan was still at it, the hammer in his hand swinging with a force that bordered on reckless.
Tension seemed to follow him wherever he went, and his coworkers gave him a wide berth, exchanging knowing glances but keeping their distance.
The others gave him a wide berth, the tension in the yard thick enough to cut with a blade. Midday, the office phone rang, its shrill tone breaking the monotony of the worksite. Rick wiped his hands on a rag as he stepped inside to answer.
“Yeah, this is Rick,” he said, leaning against the desk.
“Hey, it’s Mary,” his wife’s voice came through the line, light but concerned. “Thought you’d want to know—I saw Evelyn back in town. She was at the general store this morning.”
Rick raised an eyebrow, glancing out the window toward Logan. “That right?”
“She looked... well, not great. Like she’s been through it. Thought Logan might want to know.”
Rick thanked her and hung up, stepping back outside with a purposeful stride. Pete caught his eye as he walked toward Logan, who was hunched over another stack of wood.
“What’s the news?” Pete asked.
Rick ignored him, stopping a few feet from Logan. “Hey, Howlett,” he called out, his tone even.
Logan didn’t look up. “What?”
Rick hesitated, then said, “Mary saw Evelyn in town this morning. Thought you’d want to know.”
Logan froze, his hands stilling on the axe handle. For a moment, it looked like he might respond, but then he shook his head and resumed working.
“Good for her,” he muttered, his voice flat.
Pete stepped forward, frustration evident in his expression. “Don’t be an idiot. You’re hurting, and so is she. Go talk to her.”
Logan’s grip on the axe tightened, his knuckles white. “I said I don’t care,” he snapped.
Pete sighed, throwing up his hands. “Alright, fine. Be stubborn. But don’t come crying to us when it’s too late.”
Rick shot Pete a warning look, but Logan didn’t seem to hear them anymore. He swung the axe down with a force that sent the wood flying, the conversation over.
When the day finally ended, Logan climbed into his truck, his body aching from the nonstop work. The drive home was quiet, the hum of the engine the only sound to fill the cab.
As he pulled onto the dirt road leading to his cottage, his headlights illuminated a familiar vehicle parked in his driveway. Logan’s chest tightened, his hands gripping the steering wheel as he slowed to a stop.
It was Evelyn’s truck.
For a long moment, he sat there, staring at it, his mind racing. A part of him wanted to get out, to see her, to hear whatever explanation she had to offer. But the memory of that kiss, of her ex standing so close to her, was a wound that hadn’t stopped bleeding.
With a sharp exhale, Logan put the truck in reverse and backed down the road.
He didn’t look back.
The next day Logan was halfway to the kitchen when he noticed the Polaroid resting on the mantle—the one Evelyn had taken of herself.
He stared at it for a long moment, his chest tightening as he reached out to pick it up. The sight of her smile—the carefree warmth in her eyes—brought a lump to his throat he couldn’t swallow.
A sudden knock at the door jolted him from his thoughts. He hesitated, his grip on the Polaroid tightening as he listened.
“I know you’re there, Logan,” Evelyn’s voice called softly from the other side. “Are you done running away from me? Please... let me explain.”
Logan’s jaw clenched, his gaze fixed on the photo in his hand. He didn’t move.
“Logan,” she tried again, her voice trembling. “I’m not leaving until you hear me out.”
Still, he didn’t answer.
The minutes stretched on, the silence heavy and suffocating. Eventually, Evelyn exhaled shakily, her voice breaking. “I’m sorry. For everything. For not stopping him, for not calling you first. I never wanted to hurt you. Please believe me.”
When the sound of her footsteps receded, Logan finally let out a breath he didn’t realize he’d been holding. He sat down heavily, the Polaroid still in his hand as the weight of the past few days pressed down on him like a boulder.
They didn’t speak for a week after Evelyn’s return. The silence between them was deafening, but neither seemed willing to bridge the gap.
The logging yard was alive with the rhythmic sound of axes striking wood, the hum of engines, and the occasional crack of a tree falling in the distance. Evelyn’s truck rolled into the gravel lot, its tires crunching softly against the frozen ground. Her heart pounded as she parked near the edge of the clearing, unsure if she had made the right decision by coming here.
As she stepped out, the cold air nipped at her cheeks, her breath visible in the chill. Her gaze scanned the bustling yard until it landed on two familiar figures standing near the truck bed—Rick and Pete. They noticed her almost instantly, exchanging a quick glance before Pete raised a hand in greeting.
“Miss Evelyn!” Pete called, his tone warm but tinged with curiosity. He closed the distance between them, wiping his hands on his flannel shirt. “Didn’t expect to see you here. Everything alright?”
She hesitated, shifting on her feet as Rick joined them, his expression more reserved but just as welcoming.
“Is Logan here?” she asked, her voice quieter than she intended.
Pete and Rick exchanged another look, this one heavier.
“He’s around,” Rick said carefully, his arms folding across his chest. “But this probably isn’t the place for whatever conversation you’re looking to have.”
Evelyn’s shoulders sagged slightly, the weight of the last few days catching up to her. “I’ve been trying to talk to him,” she admitted, her voice cracking. “I went to his cabin, but... he wouldn’t see me.”
Pete winced, rubbing the back of his neck. “He’s been... well, let’s just say he’s not exactly himself lately.”
“He’s hurt,” Rick added bluntly, his gaze steady on her. “You can see it in the way he’s working—pushing himself harder than he should. Whatever happened between you two, it’s eating him alive.”
Evelyn swallowed hard, her hands clenching into fists at her sides. “I didn’t mean for any of this to happen. I didn’t even—” She stopped, her breath hitching as she tried to gather her thoughts. “I never wanted to hurt him.”
Rick’s expression softened slightly, and he nodded. “I believe you. But he’s got his walls up right now. It’s going to take more than just words to get through to him.”
Pete stepped closer, resting a reassuring hand on her shoulder. “We’ll talk to him. Try to get him to see reason. But you’ve got to give him a little time, alright? Let us handle it.”
Evelyn nodded reluctantly, the knot in her stomach tightening. “I don’t want him to think I don’t care,” she said softly.
“He knows,” Pete assured her, his voice surprisingly gentle. “He’s just too damn stubborn to admit it right now.”
The drive back to the cottage felt longer than usual, the winter landscape passing by in a blur. Evelyn’s mind raced, replaying her conversation with Pete and Rick. Their words had given her a small measure of hope, but the weight of uncertainty hung heavy in her chest.
By the time she reached home, the familiar sight of the cozy cottage brought a semblance of comfort. She slipped inside, the warmth of the woodstove embracing her as she shed her coat and boots. Her gaze drifted to the basket of unfinished crochet pieces sitting by the couch.
With a deep breath, Evelyn settled herself down, picking up the half-finished sweater she had started weeks ago. Her hands moved methodically, the repetitive motion of the hook and yarn soothing her frayed nerves.
Hours turned into days, and the rhythm of her life resumed, though it felt emptier than before. She spent her mornings tending to small chores around the cottage, her afternoons lost in her crafts, and her evenings staring at the quiet phone, willing it to ring.
She wanted to give Logan space, to let him come to her when he was ready, but the silence was agonizing. The weight of waiting gnawed at her, and though she tried to keep herself busy, the ache of missing him lingered.
“He knows,” Pete assured her, his voice surprisingly gentle. “He’s just too damn stubborn to admit it right now.”
The drive back to the cottage felt longer than usual, the winter landscape passing by in a blur. Evelyn’s mind raced, replaying her conversation with Pete and Rick. Their words had given her a small measure of hope, but the weight of uncertainty hung heavy in her chest.
By the time she reached home, the familiar sight of the cozy cottage brought a semblance of comfort. She slipped inside, the warmth of the woodstove embracing her as she shed her coat and boots. Her gaze drifted to the basket of unfinished crochet pieces sitting by the couch.
With a deep breath, Evelyn settled herself down, picking up the half-finished sweater she had started weeks ago. Her hands moved methodically, the repetitive motion of the hook and yarn soothing her frayed nerves.
Hours turned into days, and the rhythm of her life resumed, though it felt emptier than before. She spent her mornings tending to small chores around the cottage, her afternoons lost in her crafts, and her evenings staring at the quiet phone, willing it to ring.
She wanted to give Logan space, to let him come to her when he was ready, but the silence was agonizing. The weight of waiting gnawed at her, and though she tried to keep herself busy, the ache of missing him lingered.
It wasn’t until a rainy evening, as Evelyn was driving home from a fair out of town, that their paths crossed again. Logan’s truck was idling at an intersection, his expression unreadable as their eyes met through the windshield. Without thinking, she pulled over, her tires skidding slightly in the mud. She threw her truck into park and jumped out, the cold rain immediately soaking through her coat as she ran toward him.
“Logan,” she called, her voice barely audible over the downpour.
Logan slammed on the brakes, his truck skidding slightly before halting. He stepped out, his gaze finally meeting hers, his eyes shadowed with a mix of anger and hurt. Rain plastered his hair to his forehead, drops clinging to his lashes as he looked at her.
“What the hell are you doing?” he growled, his voice low and sharp.
“I’m trying to fix this,” she said, her voice trembling. “I can’t stand how things are between us right now.”
Logan’s jaw tightened, and he looked away, his hands clenching at his sides. “Maybe things are better this way.”
“No,” she said firmly. “They’re not. I know you’re angry, and you have every right to be. I’m not letting you leave again. Not without hearing me out.”
“I’ve heard enough.”, he spits out.
Evelyn steps closer, her voice rising over the rain.“No, you haven’t! You think you know what happened, but you don’t! That kiss—it wasn’t me. I didn’t ask for it. I didn’t want it.”
Logan’s jaw tightens, his eyes narrowing.“Didn’t look like you were pulling away, either.”
“I froze! I didn’t know how to react. But the second I saw you, it was over. I didn’t care about him—I care about you.”, she said looking at him.
He let out a harsh breath, looking away. “Doesn’t matter. It doesn’t change what I saw.”
“No, it doesn’t,” she admitted, tears mixing with the rain. “But it doesn’t mean I didn’t care about how it would hurt you. I love you, Logan. Do you hear me? I love you. And I’m not letting you push me away because of one stupid mistake.”
Logan’s breath catches, his usual walls crumbling under the weight of her words. For a moment, he just stares at her, the rain streaming down his face, a flicker of something raw crossing his face. “Don’t say that,” he muttered. “Don’t say it if you don’t mean it.”
“I mean it,” she said, her voice breaking as tears mixed with the rain streaming down her face. “I love you, and I’m sorry for everything. For not stopping him, for not calling you first. I never wanted to hurt you, Logan. Please believe me.”
For a long moment, they stood there in the rain, the tension between them crackling like a live wire. Finally, Logan closed the distance, his hands cupping her face as he kissed her—desperate, hungry, and filled with all the emotions he’d kept bottled up.
When they finally broke apart, their foreheads resting together, Logan exhaled softly. “I love you tooI’ve been alone a long time,” he murmured. “I don’t know if I know how to do this... but I can’t lose you.”
Evelyn smiled through her tears, her hands still cradling his face. “You’re not going to lose me, Logan. We’ll figure it out together.”
The rain continued to pour around them, but in that moment, it felt like the storm had finally passed.
Logan’s eyes searched hers, and without another word, he leaned in again, capturing her lips in a kiss that was deeper, hotter, and filled with all the longing he had tried to suppress. His hands moved to her waist, pulling her closer until there was no space left between them.
Evelyn responded with equal fervor, her fingers threading through his rain-soaked hair, her lips parting to meet his urgency. The rain continued to pour around them, but neither seemed to care. Each kiss was hungrier than the last, the heat between them undeniable despite the cold storm.
Logan’s hands slid up her back, strong and steady, anchoring her as their kiss deepened. When she pressed against him, he let out a low, guttural sound, his restraint slipping. His lips left hers, trailing along her jaw and down her neck, his breath hot against her skin as her head tilted back, exposing more of her to him.
“Maybe we should—” Logan murmured against her neck, his voice rough and uneven.
“Get out of the rain?” she finished breathlessly, her chest rising and falling rapidly.
He pulled back just enough to meet her eyes, a faint smirk tugging at the corner of his mouth despite the tension crackling between them. “Yeah. Before we end up with pneumonia.”
They broke apart reluctantly, the air charged as they hurried to his truck. Once inside, the doors slammed shut, the rain pounding against the roof providing a steady rhythm to the silence that followed.
But the moment was far from over. As soon as the doors were locked, Logan reached for her again, pulling her onto his lap. Their lips collided once more, this time with an unrestrained passion that made her shiver. Her hands roamed over his chest, the damp flannel clinging to his broad frame as he held her tightly, his fingers gripping her hips as if he couldn’t bear to let her go.
Their movements grew more heated, her hips grinding down against him instinctively as their breathing quickened. Logan groaned, his head falling back against the seat as she moved again, the friction sending jolts of pleasure through both of them.
“Evelyn,” he rasped, his voice thick with desire. “If we don’t stop now…”
She paused, her forehead pressing to his as they both struggled to catch their breath. The weight of his words hung between them, but neither made a move to pull away.
“Then let’s go,” she whispered, her voice steady despite the flush rising to her cheeks.
Logan’s hands tightened on her waist, his amber eyes dark with emotion and something deeper. “You sure?”
She nodded, brushing her lips against his once more, softer this time but no less certain. “I’ve never been more sure.”
Without another word, Logan gently lifted her off his lap, his touch lingering as they adjusted themselves. He started the truck, his hand finding hers as they drove through the rain, the tension between them simmering and unresolved—but not for much longer.
The rain hadn’t let up by the time Logan pulled the truck into the clearing by his cabin. The headlights cut through the downpour, illuminating the weathered wood of the small structure nestled among the trees.
Logan killed the engine, turning to glance at Evelyn. Her cheeks were flushed, her damp hair sticking to her neck and temples, but she was staring at him with an intensity that sent a pang through his chest.
“Come on,” he muttered, stepping out of the truck. The cold rain hit him immediately, but he barely noticed as he rounded the vehicle to her side.
Evelyn climbed out, wrapping her arms around herself as the chill seeped through her already soaked clothes. Logan’s hand pressed gently against her back, guiding her toward the cabin. The touch was firm but protective, his warmth cutting through the cold.
Inside, the air was heavy with the scent of pine and faint smoke. Logan flicked on a single lamp, its amber glow softening the shadows in the small space.
“Go shower,” he said gruffly, already shrugging off his wet flannel and hanging it on a hook near the door. His voice softened as he added, “Don’t want you catching a cold.”
Evelyn hesitated, watching as he bent to stoke the fireplace. The orange flames roared to life under his practiced touch, casting flickering light over his broad shoulders and damp hair.
“What about you?” she asked quietly.
“I’ll dry off,” he replied without looking at her. “Go on. Bathroom’s down the hall.”
She lingered for a moment longer, the warmth of his care sinking into her even if his tone was brusque. Then she nodded and disappeared down the hall.
By the time she returned, the cabin was bathed in a cozy glow. Logan had shed his wet clothes, now dressed in a clean pair of jeans and white t-shirt. He was seated on the couch, his head resting against the back, eyes half-closed as he warmed himself by the fire.
Evelyn paused in the doorway, her heart stuttering at the sight of him. He looked so unguarded, so human, a stark contrast to the stormy, gruff exterior he so often wore.
She was wearing one of his shirts—soft and slightly oversized, the sleeves pushed up over her elbows. Her hair was still damp, and her cheeks held a faint blush.
Logan’s eyes opened as she stepped into the room, and they darkened when they landed on her. For a moment, neither of them spoke, the quiet between them carrying all the weight of what had happened that night.
She crossed the room and climbed onto his lap, straddling him without hesitation. Logan stiffened slightly, his hands instinctively resting on her thighs, but he didn’t pull away.
“Evelyn…” he began, his voice low, almost a warning.
“I just want to be close to you,” she whispered, her hands finding his shoulders. “Is that okay?”
Logan’s eyes softened, the tension in his body easing as he exhaled. “Yeah,” he murmured, his hands sliding up to rest on her waist.
She leaned forward, her forehead pressing gently to his. They sat like that for a moment, the crackling fire filling the silence. Logan’s hands moved to the small of her back, pulling her closer, and she sighed softly, her fingers trailing along the curve of his jaw.
“You don’t have to do anything,” he said, his voice rough but sincere.
“I know,” she replied, brushing her lips lightly against his. “But I want this. I want you.”
Logan’s breath hitched as her hands slid beneath his shirt, her fingers grazing his skin with the kind of deliberate, maddening slowness that made his muscles tighten. He caught her wrists, holding them still against his chest as his amber eyes locked onto hers, dark with a mixture of frustration and desire.
“Evelyn,” he rasped, his voice low, like gravel, as though her name alone was enough to unravel him. “Don’t push me unless you mean it.”
Her lips curved—not into a smile, but something softer, something steeped in the kind of certainty he wasn’t sure how to face. “I mean it,” she whispered, her words quiet but carrying the weight of all the times she hadn’t said them before.
Logan’s grip on her wrists loosened, his hands sliding up her arms and pulling her closer as if he couldn’t help himself. He lowered his head, his forehead pressing to hers, their breaths mingling in the stillness of the room. The only sounds were the crackle of the fire and the faint storm still raging outside.
“Do you know what you’re asking for?” he murmured, his voice raw, thick with the effort it took to hold himself back.
Her response was immediate, her fingers curling into his shoulders as she tugged him closer. “I’ve waited long enough,” she said, her voice steady despite the way her heart was racing. “Haven’t you?”
The question landed like a punch to his chest. Of course he had. Every glance, every touch, every moment she’d been close enough to feel but not touch—it had all been building to this, wearing him down piece by piece. And now, here she was, not just asking but demanding, her presence overwhelming in a way that left him powerless to resist.
“Damn it, Evelyn,” he growled, his voice barely a whisper as his hands slid to her waist, pulling her flush against him. His lips captured hers with a ferocity that surprised even him, the kiss deep and unrelenting, years of restraint and denial crumbling in an instant.
She responded in kind, her hands threading into his hair as if she couldn’t get him close enough. Her hips shifted instinctively against his, drawing a low groan from deep in his chest that sent a shiver racing through her.
When he pulled back, it was only far enough to press his forehead to hers, his breath ragged as his hands tightened on her waist. “If we keep going…” His voice was strained, his words a warning that came too late.
Her gaze locked onto his, unwavering. “Then we keep going,” she said simply, her voice soft but resolute. Her hands drifted down to the hem of his shirt, tugging it upward in one fluid motion.
Logan let her strip it away, his chest rising and falling heavily as he studied her. His hands hovered at her sides, hesitant, even now. “You sure?” he asked, the question a bare whisper, almost lost in the space between them.
Her answer was to close the gap, her lips brushing his with a gentleness that sent his control spiraling. “I’ve never been more sure,” she murmured, her voice steady even as her fingers traced the faint scars across his chest.
Logan groaned softly, his hands finally moving, sliding up her sides with a reverence that made her heart ache. When he kissed her again, it wasn’t hurried—it was slow, deliberate, as if he was trying to commit every second to memory.
Without a word, he shifted, lifting her effortlessly and carrying her the short distance to the bedroom. He set her down carefully, his hands lingering at her hips as he stood over her, his chest rising and falling with the effort of restraint.
Her hands reached for him again, pulling him down until he was hovering above her, the weight of him grounding her as much as it electrified her. His lips found hers, his kiss deepening as his hands explored her body with a mix of hunger and care.
When her hips rolled against him again, drawing another guttural sound from his throat, Logan pulled back just enough to meet her gaze. “If we’re doing this,” he said, his voice a growl softened by something deeper, “I’m not letting you go.”
Her lips curved, her fingers threading into his hair and tugging just enough to make him groan. “Good,” she whispered, her voice thick with emotion and desire. “Because I don’t want you to.”
Logan’s eyes locked onto hers, the raw heat in his gaze making her pulse race. He crushed his lips to hers, the kiss no longer gentle but searing, desperate, as though he couldn’t get enough of her.
Her hands gripped his shoulders, nails digging into his skin as he pressed her back into the bed. The weight of him was intoxicating, his strength overwhelming yet controlled, as if he were holding himself back by sheer will alone. She wasn’t having it. Her fingers slid down his chest, nails skimming the taut muscles before finding the button of his jeans. With a flick of her wrist, she popped it open, dragging the zipper down with deliberate slowness, savoring the sharp inhale he couldn’t suppress.
Logan growled against her mouth, his breath hot and uneven as he broke the kiss to bury his face in her neck. His teeth scraped against the sensitive skin, a teasing bite that made her gasp and arch into him.
Logan’s hands, large and rough, gripped the hem of her shirt and yanked it upward, pulling it over her head in one fluid motion. The garment fluttered to the floor, forgotten, as his eyes roamed over her, dark with hunger.
“You okay?” he asked, his voice a low, gravelly murmur, tempered with a tenderness that made her chest tighten.
Her cheeks burned, her nerves tangling with her desire. “I… I want to,” she whispered, her fingers gripping the edge of his waistband, but her voice trembled despite her conviction. “I just—”
Logan silenced her with a kiss, this one slower, deliberate, as if he were savoring her. When he pulled away, his thumb brushed over her cheek, his expression a mixture of hunger and restraint. “You don’t have to rush anything,” he said softly, his forehead pressing against hers.
Her heart thudded at his words, and she nodded, her fingers trailing up to his chest, where his heartbeat was steady and strong beneath her touch.
Logan’s lips curved into the faintest of smiles, his hands moving to her waist, steady and sure.
Her hands trembled as she reached for him, sliding over his chest and down to the waistband of his jeans. “I want to see you,” she admitted, her voice barely above a whisper.
Logan grinned, the expression almost feral, but there was a softness in his gaze as he stood to strip off his jeans and boxers in one smooth motion. When he returned to her, he moved slower, his body warm and solid as he pressed against her.
“Touch me,” he encouraged, his hand guiding hers to explore the ridges of his chest and the lines of his muscles. The heat in his voice was laced with reassurance, and the way he watched her, patient and unhurried, made her boldness grow.
Her fingers mapped his skin, her touch tentative at first, but when he groaned, low and deep, she felt a thrill she couldn’t ignore. “Like that,” he murmured, his hand sliding down her thigh to pull her closer, his touch igniting sparks along her skin.
She tentatively grabbed hold of his thick and veiny penis, wrapping her fingers around him. Logan inhaled sharply at her touch, his jaw tightening momentarily before his expression softened. He placed his hand gently over hers, guiding her movements with slow precision.
"Just like that," he murmured, his voice low and husky.
Evelyn’s blush deepened, but she didn’t pull away, her curiosity outweighing her hesitation. She watched his face, captivated by the way his brows furrowed slightly, his lips parting as she followed his lead. Her movements were clumsy at first, uncertain, but Logan’s patience never wavered.
"Good," he whispered, his voice laced with encouragement. "You're perfect."
The praise sent a shiver through her, and she felt a growing confidence in her actions. Logan leaned down, kissing her deeply, his hand sliding from hers to cup her cheek once more, anchoring her in the moment.
“Logan,” she breathed, her voice shaky but filled with trust.
"May I?" he asked, his fingers toying with the delicate fabric of her panties.
Evelyn nodded, her breath catching as he began to slide the garment down her legs. His eyes never left hers, even as he rid her of the last barrier between them. Once she was bare beneath him, Logan took a moment to simply look at her, his gaze reverent.
Logan let his hands smooth over her thighs slowly opening them up, her arousal glistening in the low light of the room.
“Don’t be scared”, he whispered as he lowered himself coming face to face with her sex. “You smell so good.”, he said, nuzzling the skin of her inner thigh.
Logan peppered kisses over her mound and inner thigh’s, whie his hand snaked up to grab hold of her right breast and gave it a good squeeze.
Logan gave a kiss to her clit eliciting a moan to erupt from deep within. He took that as a sign to keep going, the hand that was on her breast trailed down her belly and stopped when it came in contact with her pussy. His index and pointer finger lowered down to her glistening hole collecting her arousal and spreading it around. Evelyn gasped and his tongue ran a single long line across her slit to her bud,making her shiver at the foreigner feeling.
“Logan…” she moaned.
“Tell me what you want.” he answered, his breath fanning over her hole.
“More of that, please.”
He took her plea as an incentive to keep going. His tongue replaced his thumb, slowly circling her clit and occasionally dipping it to her hole.
Evelyn's legs closed instinctively around his head as her moans became incrinsingly louder.
“Feel good?” he asked rhetorically.
She nodded looking down at him and biting her lip.
His index finger started to circle her hole as his tongue remained focused on her clit, carefully dipping it in, until his hand came in full contact with her pussy.
Evelyn moaned at the intrusion but welcomed it. Logan started to slowly pump it in and out, creating a steady rhythm.
Evelyn started to moan softly, and at that Logan decided to add another finger.
“Oh God…”she moaned as his fingers pumped easily in and out of her.
Her hand clasped around his arm as he began opening her hole “Logan…”
He positioned himself above her, continuing to pump his fingers. He licked her lips and gently bit her bottom lip pulling it slowly.
Evelyn, taken over by the overwhelming feeling, grabbed hold of his arm.”Logan…”, she moaned.
Logan could feel her walls tightening around his fingers and incresead the spead,making sure to stimulate her clit with his thumb.
A loud moan erupted from Evelyn as she came hard.
Content with this work, Logan retrieved his fingers from her hole and, staring at her eyes, sucked his fingers clean.
“So good,” he said as he laid between her legs.
Evelyn blushed at his words and pulled him in for a kiss. Logan laid his hips over hers, allowing for his manhood to come in direct contact with her pussy. As the kiss grew hungrier, their hips started to move, creating friction, allowing for moans to erupt on both ends.
Logan, without breaking the kiss, pulled his hips back, allowing for him to line himself with Evelyn's entry. He began to slowly push in, feeling the resistance slowly ease.
Evelyn gasped in his mouth, as she felt him bottom out.
Logan rested his forehead on hers and intertwined their fingers above her head.
“How are you feeling?”he asked, looking for any sign of discomfort.
“Full,” she said breathlessly.
He shifted his hips slightly, giving her time to adjust, his hand caressing the curve of her waist to steady her. Evelyn gasped again, her legs instinctively wrapping around his hips as her body adjusted to the stretch and fullness.
“Let me know if it’s too much,” Logan said softly, his voice carrying both reassurance and patience.
“I just… I need a moment.”she replied breathlessly, her cheeks flushed.
Logan nodded, leaning down to kiss her forehead, his lips lingering there. He stayed still, allowing her to acclimate to the new sensation. His fingers remained intertwined with hers, their grip grounding her in the moment.
When Evelyn shifted her hips experimentally, a soft sigh escaping her lips, Logan took it as a sign to move. Slowly, he began to withdraw before easing back in, his movements controlled and deliberate. He watched her face closely, his sharp eyes scanning for any trace of discomfort, but all he found was awe and the growing haze of pleasure.
Evelyn’s breaths came in short gasps, her lips parting as she met his thrusts tentatively at first, then with increasing confidence. The connection between them deepened with every movement, the air heavy with shared vulnerability and trust.
“You’re doing so good,” Logan praised, his voice rough yet tender as he buried his face in the crook of her neck, his lips brushing her skin.
Her hands tightened around his, her head tilting back into the pillows as soft moans spilled from her lips. “Logan… oh, Logan…” she whispered, her voice carrying a mix of astonishment and need.
He groaned at the sound of his name on her lips, his pace quickening slightly as he felt her relax around him. Their bodies moved together, finding a rhythm that felt as natural as breathing. The heat between them built steadily, the tension mounting as every thrust brought them closer to the edge.
“You're so tight and wet- Fuck” he rasped, his voice thick as he pressed his forehead to hers once more.
Logan's hand left hers to brush a strand of damp hair from her face, his fingers lingering on her flushed cheek. “I got you baby,” he whispered, his tone reverent.
One of his hands made its way down, and Logan began circling her bundle of nerves.
“Yes! Oh, my God, yes!” Evelyn cried as her arms wrapped tightly around his shoulders for stability, as she felt herself overwhelmed by the intensity of the moment.
He smiled looking at her. “Look… Look at how good we fit together - shit” he moaned.
Evelyn looked down, and was amazed at the sight, his thick and veiny member covered in her slick going in and out of her, the motion creacting a creamy white ring at the base of his manhood.
“Logan,” she said moaned.
Logan speed up, the sound of slapping skin feeling the room.
“It's okay baby, let it happen.” He leaned down and kissed her with a bruising force.
Evelyn moans filled the room.
She looked deep in his eyes and took hold of his hair.
Oh
Oh
She tugged on his hair as she came hard around him, the bed beneath her shaking.
Logan growled as his tip bumped into her cervix, the extra lubrication helped him dive even deeper.
“Sh-it!” He cursed as he felt her walls contracting around him urging his release.
Logan moaned deeply as his penis throbbed, spilling his seed deep inside of Evelyn’s velvety walls.
The new sensation made her eyes roll to the back of her head. It was something so deeply intimate and messy.
Logan collapsed on top of her. They were still both breathless as he lifted his head and looked at her.
“You okay?” He asked breathlessly as placed a soft kiss on her lips.
Evelyn smiled against his mouth, her arms still wrapped loosely around his shoulders. “More than okay,” she murmured, her voice carrying a mix of awe and teasing.
He smiled gently, lifting himself off her, to pull out his member from her. He growled at the sight of their conjoined release coming out of her achy hole.
Logan laid beside her, his chest rising and falling in time with her soft breaths. Evelyn rested her head against him, her hand splayed over his heart as though it belonged there. The warmth of her body pressed into his, and he tightened his arm around her, pulling her impossibly closer.
Her eyes fluttered shut, her breathing evening out as sleep began to claim her. Logan let his fingers trail lightly along her back, his touch lingering, savoring the moment.
For a long while, he simply stayed there, listening to her breathe, feeling the steady rhythm of her heartbeat.
Eventually, his own eyes began to grow heavy, his mind and body at ease in a way he’d never thought possible. With Evelyn tucked safely against him, he let himself give in, falling into the pull of sleep.
Together, they drifted into a deep, dreamless slumber, tangled in each other’s arms, exactly where they were meant to be.
Chapter 8
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Distant Echoes - 6 ( Ending )
Gojo Satoru x Reader
Arranged Marriage AU
Summary : The time of an old pact, promising your hand to the heir of the Gojo clan, has come. It is now your wedding, how will the two of you continue from here?
Warnings : sad reader, crying.
English is not my first language, I apologize for any grammatical and spelling mistakes. Feel free to point them out but please be kind about it♡
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The tension in the room was suffocating. It had been for weeks. No—months. Gojo has been trying, in his own way, to fix things between us. Little gestures, soft words, attempts at closeness. For some reason, every single one only made the weight on my chest heavier, pressing down until it felt like it might cave in.
How can I believe him?
How could I trust that this wasn’t temporary? That he wouldn’t wake up one day and decide; "nevermind she is not worth the effort" ? That he wouldn't just change his mind like that? And I wouldn't be left even more broken than I already was?
The worst part was that I could see it. The sincerity in his actions, the guilt in his eyes. But I just couldn't let go of the past, his actions did not erase the coldness, the distance, the way he had made me feel like an intruder in the house that was supposed to be mine. And, as if I was just a duty to be upheld, nothing more
And so, with every kind word, every touch, every attempt to make me smil, I felt the pressure crushing me.
I sat on the couch in the living room, watching a new serie that I had discovered- and have been binging ever since. A cozy, soft blanket wrapped around me in a warm hug when I heard his footsteps. They were soft and hesitant, as if he feared being heard, such a far cry from the overconfident ( loud ) man that they came from.
I could feel him.
He has still not uttered a word, but I could feel him
He stood next to the couch, just watching. Me or the show, I did not know. He just watched. So, I decided to break the silence.
“You don’t have to do this, you know.” I looked at him.
His eyes widened and he took a few steps closer before settling down on the coffee table in front of me.
“If you can’t bring yourself to love me...don’t force it You can just tell the higher-ups whatever you need to, get a divorce, and we can go our separate ways. It’ll be easier for both of us.”
I heard his breath hitch, and for the first time, I saw something close to panic flash in his blue eyes.
“Y/N—”
“I mean it, Gojo-” my voice broke and I felt my eyes water. I took a shake breath, “You don’t have to pretend. You don’t have to keep trying just because you feel guilty."
“Stop,” he whispered.
“Why? Because it’s not what you want to hear?” I almost whispered.
“Do you have any idea what it’s like? To feel like you’re nothing more than an obligation? To know that the person you’re supposed to spend your life with sees you as a trap they got stuck in?” I shook my head, fresh tears spilling down my cheeks. “I can’t do it anymore, Gojo. I can’t do this anymore, I don’t know if it’s real."
"Stop..." he whispers
"I don’t know if, one day, you'll wake up and decide that all of this- the effort, the kindness, me - was never worth it-"
His eyes widen, something breaking in his expression. “Y/N, that’s not-"
“It was, though,” I choke out. “It was like that. I was alone in this marriage for so long, and I tried—I tried to be okay with it, I tried to get you to accept me but you didn't. Then I accepted that you didn’t want me, but now—” I shake my head, wiping at my face even as fresh tears fall. “Now you’re trying. Now you’re being kind. And I don’t know if it’s real.”
Silence stretches between us, thick and suffocating. Gojo takes a shaky breath, then suddenly leans forward.
I flinch.
His entire body tenses. His hands twitch at his sides like he wants to reach for me but doesn’t know if he should.
And that hesitation-that tiny moment where he holds himself back-it shatters me completely.
He exhales sharply, and the next thing I know, he does reach for me- grabbing my face in his hands, tilting my chin up so I have no choice but to look at him.
“Listen to me,” he murmurs, voice rough, pained. “I don’t want to let you go. I never did.”
I try to turn my head, to look anywhere but into those bright blue eyes, but he doesn’t let me.
“I was scared,” he continues, his thumbs brushing away my tears. “I married you, and I thought—I thought I was forcing you into something you didn’t choose. I felt like I was taking away your freedom, tying you down to a life you never asked for.” He swallows hard. “So I convinced myself that the best thing I could do was not get close. Not make you feel trapped.”
I let out a broken laugh. “You made me feel invisible.”
His eyes squeeze shut for a moment, as if my words physically hurt him. “I know,” he breathes. “I know, and I hate myself for it.” His hands tighten just slightly, firm but not forceful. “But Y/N, I do care about you. I always have. I was just too much of a coward to face it.”
I want to believe him.
God, I want to believe him so badly.
But the wound is still fresh, still bleeding, and I don’t know how to close it.
He presses his forehead against mine, his voice barely above a whisper. “Please. Let me try again. Not because I feel guilty. Not because I think I have to. But because I want to.”
My breath hitches. “And what if you change your mind?”
“I won’t.”
“You don’t know that.”
“I do,” he insists. “Because the thought of losing you- really losing you- terrifies me more than anything.” His hands are warm against my skin, grounding me as he whispers, “Please, Y/N. Just let me love you.”
Something in me cracks.
I don’t know if I fully trust him yet. I don’t know if I can erase all the hurt with just words. But as I stand there, trembling in his hands, I realize something—
For the first time since this marriage began, I don’t feel alone.
So I let out a shaky breath. And I nod.
His entire body sags with relief, and then, hesitantly, he leans in- pressing the softest, most reverent kiss to my forehead.
“I’m sorry,” he whispers, like a vow. “For every second of hurt. For every moment you felt unloved. For any tiniest bit of sadness I ever caused you.”
His hands tremble against my skin.
"Please," he breathes, his voice rough and broken. “Give me a chance.”
I don't know how to respond.
I don’t know how to trust him.
"Let me make things right," he continues, his forehead still pressed against mine. “Let me treat you the way you should have been treated from the start.”
A sharp breath rattles through me. "Gojo-"
“Satoru,” he corrects quietly, and it nearly undoes me.
He only ever insisted on formalities before. Always kept that polite, meaningless distance. But now, he's asking for something more, something deeper.
“Satoru,” I whisper, and his eyes flutter shut like hearing his name from my lips is both a relief and a punishment.
"If you're still not happy," he murmurs, "I'll let you go."
His voice cracks on the last word.
I snap my head up, staring at him. His grip on my face tightens, not out of force but desperation. Like he's afraid I’ll slip away before he can make me understand.
"But it’ll kill me," he continues, his breath hitching. "Letting you go- it’ll be the worst thing I’ve ever done. But if that’s what you need to be happy, I swear to you, I won’t stand in your way."
I can’t breathe.
His confession is everything I ever wanted to hear, everything I never thought he’d say. And it hurts. It hurts so much because I can feel the truth in it, in every single word.
I shake my head, my lips trembling. “You don’t get to say that,” I whisper, my voice thick with tears.
“Y/N—”
“You don’t get to break me and then act like losing me will break you too.” My chest heaves. "That’s not fair. None of this is fair."
His face twists with agony. "I know," he whispers. "God, I know."
I don't realize I'm crying again until his thumbs brush the tears from my cheeks. His hands are warm, steady, even as the rest of him trembles.
"I should've loved you from the beginning," he confesses, his voice wrecked. "I should have cherished you, protected you, made sure you never had to doubt me. But I was a coward, Y/N. I thought I was doing the right thing by keeping my distance, but all I did was hurt the one person-"
He stops abruptly, like he can't bring himself to say it.
But I know.
I feel it.
"The one person who mattered," I whisper.
His breath catches.
And then he nods.
I don't know how long we stand there, the silence stretching between us like a fragile thread. His hands are still cradling my face, his touch careful, reverent. Like I'm something precious. Something loved.
"Satoru," I breathe, and he exhales shakily, his eyes pleading, desperate.
“Just one chance,” he whispers. “That’s all I ask. And if I fail you again, if you still feel like I don’t love you enough ; I’ll let you go." His lips part slightly, and the words that follow nearly break me.
"But I'll never stop loving you."
Something inside me shatters completely.
I clutch onto the front of his shirt, my body wracked with sobs. And for the first time since this nightmare of a marriage began, he holds me the way I always wished he would.
Tightly. Desperately. Like I'm his entire world.
“Okay,” I whisper. I squeeze my eyes shut and exhale. "Okay, Satoru. I’ll give you a chance."
The sound he makes is something between a laugh and a sob, and before I can say anything else, he pulls me against him, burying his face into my shoulder.
“Thank you,” he murmurs, over and over again. His arms tighten around me, his hold so full of relief, so full of love that, for the first time in a long time, I feel something other than pain.
Maybe this time… maybe this time, we won’t break.
#gojo angst#gojo satoru x reader#gojo x reader#jjk angst#gojou satoru x reader#jjk gojo#satoru gojo x reader#gojo satoru#jujutsu gojo#jujutsu kaisen angst#jujutsu kaisen x reader#jujustu kaisen#jujustsu kaisen x reader#satoru x reader#jjk satoru#jjk fluff#jjk x reader#jjk
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hey friend I just massively failed and I gotta redo my student teaching can I get some just confort from our fav slytherin boys this is the first time I've failed this hard so it stings
A Lesson in Mistakes | Sebastian x Reader x Ominis
Hello friend, I’m so sorry to hear you’re going through a hard time with your student teaching :( I worked through this as quickly as I could to get it up for you. I hope it helps 💚
Words: ~1,600
Tags: Reader Insert, Female MC, No Y/N, Friendship, Fluff
You don’t realize something is wrong until the spell has already landed.
The flipendo was supposed to be countered. That was the whole point of the lesson.
You were training your students on reading intent, on recognizing the difference between a controlled spell and one that’s fueled by unchecked magic. A proper duel demands control, discipline—something you should have been watching more closely.
The fourth-year had been eager, a promising student with sharp reflexes but poor restraint. He had asked to push himself, to try something a little stronger, and you—caught between encouraging his ambition and remembering your own hunger for skill around at that age—had said yes.
You should have seen it. You should have noticed the way his grip tightened on his wand, the way his breath hitched before he cast the spell. You should have realized the instant he overcharged the charm that it was going to go wrong.
But by the time the red streak of light slammed into his opponent’s chest, sending them crashing into the stone wall with a sickening thud, it was too late.
The student didn’t get back up.
A chorus of gasping classmates, the sound of your own heartbeat pounding in your ears—all of it blurred together as you rushed to them, panic gripping your throat like a vice.
“Someone get Nurse Blainey. Now!” Your voice came out sharper than intended, but the urgency in it had the students scrambling.
The duel had not been meant to go this far. A simple exercise, that’s all it was supposed to be. The worst they should have gotten was a bruised ego or a temporary jinx—
Not this.
By the time Nurse Blainey arrived, the injured student was stirring, thank Merlin, but badly concussed, with broken ribs and a wand arm that would need of healing overnight.
Professor Hecat said nothing when she arrived, but the look in her eyes said enough.
Disappointment.
You had failed.
You don’t remember much of the meeting that followed in her office.
Only her voice, cool and measured, as she laid out the reality of the situation.
“The student will recover, but this should not have happened,” she said, her piercing eyes fixed on you. “You were meant to be supervising, not enabling. We are lucky the consequences weren’t worse.”
Each word landed like a blow, but you only nodded, fingers curling into your robes as you forced yourself to take it.
It wasn’t unfair. It was true.
“I’ll take responsibility,” you murmured, throat dry. “If the parents—if the headmaster wants me removed—”
Hecat’s lips pressed into a thin line. “No one is suggesting that,” she continued, “but you must learn from this. Errors in judgement so severe cannot be tolerated, and if you cannot handle that reality, then you must decide whether this apprenticeship is truly for you.”
She dismissed you after that.
You left the office feeling more lost than ever.
You don’t do any grading in the living room that evening.
You don’t attend dinner with the boys.
Or breakfast the following morning.
Instead, you retreat into solitude, telling yourself you need time to think, to process—to figure out if you even deserve to continue this apprenticeship.
But Sebastian and Ominis know you too well.
It starts with a knock on your bedroom door.
You ignore it, but Sebastian is insistent.
“Open the door, or I’ll use Alohomora,” he calls from the other side.
“Go away.”
The knock comes again, louder this time.
Sebastian isn’t the type to be deterred, and you know it. You bury your face in your hands, willing him to just give up, but of course, he doesn’t.
“Come on,” he presses. “Either you let us in, or Ominis gets creative. And trust me, you don’t want that.”
You hear a sigh, softer than Sebastian’s voice but no less insistent. “You could at least tell us you’re alive.” Ominis’ voice is level, but there’s something edged beneath it—concern, maybe even frustration.
You squeeze your eyes shut. “I’m fine,” you say, though the words feel like ash in your mouth.
Sebastian scoffs. “Yeah? Tell that to the fact you haven’t left this bloody room in two days.”
You don’t respond.
Another moment passes before you hear Ominis shift, his voice quieter now. “Please.”
And it’s that—the way he says it—that changes your mind.
You push yourself up from the bed, dragging yourself toward the door and unlocking it before stepping back. You don’t have the energy to do more than that.
Sebastian wastes no time. The moment the door is open, he steps inside, followed by Ominis, who moves carefully, wand in hand. Sebastian closes the door behind them and crosses his arms, looking you up and down.
And whatever he sees makes his expression falter.
Ominis, though he can’t see you, seems to sense it too.
Sebastian exhales, rubbing the back of his neck. “All right,” he says, “out with it.”
“There’s nothing to say,” you mutter, moving back toward the bed, sitting down at the edge.
Sebastian raises an eyebrow. “So you just woke up yesterday morning and decided, ‘Hmm, I think I’ll shut myself away from my two best friends, just for fun’?”
You exhale sharply, but there’s no real anger behind it.
"Sebastian, please, it's nothing."
Sebastian makes a noise in his throat, something between a scoff and a laugh, but there’s no humor in it. “Oh, it’s nothing, is it?” He gestures vaguely at you, at the way you’re slumped forward, at the dark circles under your eyes, the unmistakable tension in your posture. “You look like hell.”
You roll your eyes, rubbing your temple. “I’m just tired.”
“Bollocks,” Sebastian fires back.
Ominis, who has been standing silently at your desk, lets out a slow breath. “We’re not here to badger you,” he says, pointedly angling his his head toward Sebastian. “We just want to know what’s going on.”
You sigh and your voice comes out quieter than you intend. “Fine. I messed up at work, alright?”
Sebastian’s brows knit together, his sharp edges softening. “Messed up how?”
You press your lips together, hesitating, then finally, you force yourself to say it.
“At a duel,” you murmur. “I let a student cast something they couldn’t control.”
The words are bitter on your tongue, heavy and awful, but they keep spilling out. “I should have stopped them—I should have seen it coming—but I didn’t, and now a student is lying in the hospital wing because of me.”
A long silence follows. You don’t look at them. You can’t.
Sebastian is the first to break the silence. “That’s it?”
You blink. “What?”
“That’s why you’ve locked yourself in here for two days?”
Your fingers curl into your palm. “Sebastian, I made a massive mistake, I should have—”
“What?” Sebastian interrupts. His tone is sharper now, more serious. “Had perfect foresight?”
Your jaw tightens.
Ominis sighs, resting his hands on his lap. “Sebastian’s delivery is questionable, but he has a point,” he says. “You aren’t a Seer, and you’re not omnipotent. You’re an apprentice, and you’re still learning.”
Your stomach twists. “That’s not an excuse.”
Ominis shakes his head. “It’s reality. Nobody is perfect.”
Sebastian leans forward. “Look,” he says, his voice quieter now. “You think you’re the first professor—or near-professor—to misjudge something in a classroom? Hecat’s probably seen a hundred mistakes worse than yours. I’m willing to bet some of our professors have made worse ones too.”
You shake your head, frustration bubbling in your chest. “I’m still the one who let it happen. I should have been watching more carefully. I should have stopped it, I should have been better."
Sebastian exhales sharply, shaking his head. “Just because you messed up doesn't mean you're suddenly the worst person alive.”
Your chest tightens. You know exactly what he’s talking about.
Sebastian knows guilt better than anyone. He’s worn it, lived in it, let it consume him whole—and now, he’s watching you do the same thing.
He shakes his head. “Look, I’m not saying you shouldn’t take responsibility. But don’t sit here and act like one mistake is enough to wipe away everything else.”
You let out a breath. “Hecat said—”
Sebastian rolls his eyes. “Hecat says a lot of things.” His eyes flick up toward the ceiling before he huffs out a bitter laugh. “And look, if we got exiled from Hogwarts every time we fucked up, Ominis and I would have been gone by second year.”
Ominis tilts his head toward Sebastian. “More like you would have been gone by second year. I would have made it to fifth, at least.”
Sebastian waves a hand dismissively and despite yourself, the corner of your mouth twitches.
They both catch it.
Ominis exhales. “Do you still want this apprenticeship?”
The question startles you.
“What?”
Ominis crosses his arms. “You haven’t failed until you quit at something you still want. So, do you still want this?”
Yes. Yes, you do. You still want this.
You nod.
Sebastian claps his hands together. “Brilliant. Now, let’s get you out of here before you start fusing with the bedsheets.”
You groan. “Sebastian—”
“Nope. Up.” He stands, reaching for your arm, and tugs.
You stumble forward. “I hate you.”
Sebastian grins. “A common sentiment.”
Ominis snorts. “I’m inclined to agree.”
You roll your eyes, finally—finally—feeling something other than shame pressing down on your chest.
Because they’re right.
You made a mistake. But it doesn’t define you.
And as Sebastian drags you toward the door, loudly insisting that you owe him a drink for all this emotional labor, you think that maybe, you’re going to be okay.
#hogwarts legacy#hogwarts legacy fandom#sebastian sallow#fanfiction#fanfic#ao3 author#archive of our own#sebastian sallow x mc#ao3 fanfic#ao3 link#Ominis gaunt#ominist gaunt x you#ominis gaunt x mc#sebastian sallow x you#x y/n fluff#x you fluff#sebastian sallow fanfiction#ominis gaunt x you#ominis gaunt fanfiction#hogwarts sebastian#hogwarts legacy mc#hogwarts school of witchcraft and wizardry#sebastian sallow x reader#reader insert#female mc#x reader
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I have been at this event for the past I don’t know how many days now, every time I close my eyes I see my failures in creating the perfect secret garden. I am so desperate to not lose that I’m willing to wait two days to get more materials to fix my mistake of shortsightedness.
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I have done so many missions and feel so exhausted, but I need to continue my journey. I will spend crystals to do what I must, perhaps going straight in to try get the last building was a bad idea instead of initially grinding out. I have lost approximately 3 million coins because of this event, and my kingdom’s economy is in shambles.
I do not have anything to my name except for my stubbornness, stupidity, and 25 seals. One day when I finally reach that fated lvl 12 Vanilla Creme Mansion I will finally be able to leave my shackles to frolick freely again, but for now I will be bound to my jail that is the secret garden event.
I have not done anything considered productive since I saw this event, no commissions, no drawings, no AU, no fanfics, nothing. I am nothing without this game. The day it is gone will be the day a part of my soul will be too despite how much I loathe it.
As I am writing this I am throwing all my savings and crystals away to my jelly trains, using my tickets on those stupid cuckoo clocks that are really hard to make for some reason. I will most likely not post until I finally achieve victory over this childrens game.
One must imagine Sisyphus happy.
#cookie run#cookie run kingdom#crk#pure vanilla cookie#shadow milk cookie#I feel so dehydrated#save me.
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I stopped playing genshin awhile back less out of protest and more out of disappointment and frustration towards the game, so know that what I’m about to say is not an attack on genshin players because I too was there for a long time. I’m a strong believer in that all media— even the most highly regarded— will have issues and simply enjoying said media does not reflect on your values so long as you can recognize when something about it could be better. In general fandom bashing to me is a pointless endeavor that only hurts people’s feelings and is ALWAYS hypocritical because maybe you don’t like one thing that you deem bad but I can guarantee, right now, you also like something that has made mistakes.
With all that being said it makes me very frustrated when genshin fans act as if the only issue with the designs is the fact that they’re white. It misses the point. Sure, they would be better if they weren’t paper white, definitely a step in the right direction but genshin is beyond help. Natlan was just the final tipping point. At its core, genshin’s designs have fundamental issues. The colorism is the most obvious, but the lack of body diversity is also an issue. Not to mention the lack of hair texture or features, the way they homogenize culture, the stealing random cultural names or elements with no consideration for their origins, the orientalism, the age issue, and the sheer fact that their shape language/character design principles are just bad from a design standpoint. (I wrote a mini-essay on that part alone.) The list goes on.
Perfect example: I saw the new cow-girl design they released and she’s slightly wider than their other models, not even mid-size, but by genshin standards that’s fat and her defining trait is how much she eats, she’s literally a cow and one of her attacks is to accidentally sit on her opponent. Not to mention the fact that it’s supposed to be a stumble into a fall while in a tiny skirt which makes it feel suspiciously like fetish content. Fully sums up my entire point that genshin has fundamental problems with its characters.
There are plenty of people who speak out but there’s a very prevalent narrative amongst the fandom that (whether intentional or not) implies everything would be fixed if they just made them not white. And it irks me, because at this point it feels willfully obtuse. Again it’s fine to play the game, to enjoy it and interact with genshin content like you would any other fandom space but there’s a hypocrisy to the people who believe they’re speaking out by editing the skin tone and maybe adding some freckles. This is a nuanced thing. It’s about how the work is created. If you are simply an artist drawing a character with some of your headcanons that’s not an issue, it’s not even a statement really, it’s just artistic interpretation. What I’m specifically referring to is when people make edits/artwork with the intent of “fixing genshin” and the only thing that changes is skin tone.
To truly fix genshin’s designs you would have to start from scratch. And yknow what? Character designing for cultures we’re not apart of is really fucking hard and that’s why they have teams of people working on them. It’s a thin line to balance. As individuals it’s not really our responsibility to fix them but if you do walk into that territory (aka making art or edits with the intention of fixing), you do now hold some of that responsibility. I’ve seen several artists fall into this trap where they go in with pure intentions of trying to help but quickly find out how complicated it is, not only to design a good looking character, but one that respectfully includes real cultural elements (that they aren’t familiar with) and it goes poorly. Again this is why these projects have teams of people as well as diversity coordinators.
And I think the key aspect that makes designing for genshin really hard is that they will always be limited by being a fantasy setting that is almost entirely based on real world cultures. No matter the intention this type of world building makes it extremely easy to fall into offensive streotypes, because you aren’t just showcasing a real life culture, you have to take the additional step in making it into something new. We run into the issue of diluting real world cultures down to aesthetics or implying things for the purpose of narrative, among many other challenges. Inherently by making that leap into the second step we are in muddy waters. Even shows like ATLA—which are held in high regard for their integration of real world culture into their fantasy world building— still have issues (which is also a fascinating conversation but not on topic).
Suffice to say it’s really hard to do. But with the access to resources that Hoyoverse has, it’s ridiculous that these compounding issues continue to persist.
#just some reflection#almost scared to tag bc ik fans don’t like to hear criticism#just know the real enemy isn’t the fans it’s the company#genshin#txt
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The rad away isn’t working like it used to
#fallout#fallout new vegas#fnv#courier six#ghoulification#digital art#my art#did this a while ago but never posted it to tumblr#I know there are mistakes I don’t feel like fixing it
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I meant to just draw Adler but i needed Bell in here for morale
#Is it obvious i don’t draw Adler often..#I feel like i made him look too young </3#Adler is like an ex wife to me our relationship is complicated#When drawing this i found out Adlers eyes are blue apparently?? Hello?? why did i not know this???#bocw#cod cold war#cod cw#black ops cold war#russell adler#bell cod#cod bell#I am noticing so many mistakes now but it’s too late i do not care about this guy enough to fix them
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Ok since Monika still has her admin powers in the side stories you think she could just discover them accidentally or use them without realizing
Anyways au where Monika and friends discover her admin powers but dont know about the wider context of what it means. So they just go around thinking Monika has magic and try practicing with a bunch of silly fun shenanigans because they figure it’s some chosen one bloodline stuff and not like. A product of their reality being a constricted digital science experiment.
This au will not end well
#yeah she probably needs the epiphany to consciously use it but hypothetical aus are fun and the angst potential it plentiful#the beauty of this au is that it contains potential for both wacky slice of life escapades and soul crushing angst#they’re like doing a dumb 3am ghost summoning ritual and Monika accidentally does some admin stuff and they’re like ‘woah your magic’#and they research a bunch of other dumb stupid rituals and nearly set the carpet on fire#they like try to rob a bank or cheat on a test and nearly delete half a building#and then at some point Monika suddenly extends her admin powers too far and acts real despondent for no reason#because she ends up epiphany beaming herself and is even more conflicted than base game because she grows so much more connected to the club#it’s even worse because they were her whole world and she knows so much she sees how human they are but they just aren’t apparently?????#and while she can’t pull a base game and kill everyone for a nonexistent player she still goes through so much angst and like#the girls notice and want to help but don’t know how because she won’t tell anyone and she keeps avoiding them and like aauughhh#it would probably end with Monika doing something drastic and trying to reach out for anyone out there who understands#and idk maybe she’ll find base game Monika post act 4 and she’s like ‘what the heck why did you abandon your friends don’t to what I did???’#and maybe she could fix her mistakes???? maybe not??????? whatever’s narratively fulfilling#shoot this was supposed to be a short post for a silly au what have I done#this feels like the plot of a kids tv show where the plot randomly gets really dark on its fifth season#also realizing al lot of the same plot points happen in my fantasy au so I really gotta get to that too#ddlc#doki doki literature club#tempestmothtalk
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Sharing one of the more powerful quotes from this current chapter of The Nazi Seizure of Power: The Experience of a Single German Town, 1922-1945.
The situation, where even heroism was denied the men of the democratic Left, came about in no small part because of the failure of the Social Democrats to understand the nature of Nazism. Just as their basic premise in the years before Hitler came to power was the erroneous assumption that the Nazis were essentially Putsch-ists who could not possibly attract a mass following, so their basic premise after Hitler came to power was the equally erroneous assumption that his would be a government similar to the others of the Weimar period.
The most eloquent document on this was the set of instructions sent out to SPD Locals in District Hanover on March 23, 1933. It was filled with instructions about sending for handbooks on Socialist policy in communal affairs and filling out questionnaires; in short, carrying on business as usual. The only reference to the phenomenon of Nazism was contained in paragraph seven;
Will the election of our village and town representatives be approved? That is a question which is repeatedly being asked. The question is unanswerable because we do not know what this government will do. However, in any case, we must, now as always, select trustworthy comrades as village representatives wherever we have a majority. Should they later not be sworn in, then we will take a position on this. Under no circumstances should we value any of our rights cheaply.
This at a time when SPD leaders were having their houses searched in the middle of the night for weapons! This when the officers of the Reichsbanner were being herded into jail by Storm troopers, beaten in the prisons across Germany, cast into Nazi concentration camps! The SPD, the only defenders of democracy in Germany, the men who should have been gathering guns and calling the general strike, or at least developing an underground with passwords, false names, and other paraphernalia of effective covert resistance, were instead being urged to keep the party files in order, to avoid bookkeeping errors, and above all to purchase the latest pamphlet on parliamentary tactics in village councils.
If the central offices of the SPD did not know “what this government will do,” the local socialist leaders in Northeim soon found out.
(the book goes on to describe the experiences of five Northeim Social Democrats over multiple pages of raids, imprisonment, misery, and persecution)
#last year I watched the presidential campaign run by the Democrats#and had the exact same feeling and thoughts that this passage gave me today#quotes#history#I’m not truly angry with anyone except the elites#but I’m really upset quietly with a lot of people for drinking kool aid after so many signs and everything#you can do what you want#for sure#but I’m no longer going to go out of my way to help others who don’t ask prepare for what’s happening#you have a brain think it through yourself you know?#not in a mean way just in a get off the fucking news cycle and think for a week you know?#this isn’t a vague post about anyone I promise! it’s just a general frustration post#I’m glad people can get away with not seeing#it’s more comfortable than accepting the coming discomfort#and it’s more comfortable than going too far down understanding lane and ending up at distress panic mansion#but if you want to keep yourself and anyone you care about functioning in coming years#you have to decide for yourself to be or become capable of doing what that takes no matter what#if you need to get yourself out there is no one who can make that final decision besides you.#if you need to prepare for some change to your hobby or work or life routine you need to do that and no one can figure it out for you.#if you need to protect someone else’s safety you need to decide how you can do that without folding or making mistakes.#if you’re confused and don’t feel like you know enough of what is going on you have to fix that for your own brain and verify source truth#it’s just the time to either calmly adapt or to make life harder for future me and I know which option I’m already working to choose#hope for the best prepare for the worst and expect something solidly in between#that’s what I’m going by now#no one knows what will happen for sure. but we do know how fast things have changed for other places before#there are going to be long strings of struggle ahead#we all will choose what people we want to be as we navigate them#I hope we all make it#shh katie#Nazis
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using the tags to vent my current emotional state into the void bc ig story feels like a bad plan for this, read at your own risk.
#but jesus christ coming back home while already knee deep in a suicidal episode was an awful idea#like i was maybe on the verge of improving and then i came back to all of this family bullshit#and the place as well like it’s so. i don’t want to say isolated necessarily. but so much it’s own little bubble#and i spent the last eight or nine years i lived here depressed and the last six suicidal#and being back here feels like the actual place is telling me to die#and i don’t think it helps that every place i go i know or know of someone who successfully committed suicide#like. oh this person drowned themself here. or that person hung themself in these woods. or several people jumped off the side of this clif#like. it all feels like reminders of my failures. and it’s like. cmon. wouldn’t it be easy. all you need to do is jump. is slit your throat#is find a decent piece of rope. idk. but everything is so much and i just want it to stop and it feels like the ground itself#is giving me a way to do it.#i genuinely feel like i’m like 16 or 17 again. and everything that isn’t within these hills#feels like a haze and not actually real. like the concept of buxton doesn’t actually exist and my friends do not actually exist and nothing#actually exists except the place i’m in and my family and the pub#i think going back to work at the pub was a mistake; i think it’s making this worse. especially because it’s henry’s dad’s local#and where henry’s wake was. and nothing there has changed at all. it’s like the whole last year never happened.#and i only need to get through two more days but it feels like an impossible task and i keep thinking being back in york will fix me but id#if that even true like. i was suicidal before i left. and it’s going to be intense and stressful and then i have to leave again.#come back here and do three full weeks of this all over again. i haven’t even managed two yet this time around. and i feel like#such a failure and such a drain on my friends (and on one in particular) because it just#is so much and has been so long and everything is complicated and awful and i think if i hadn’t come back i’d be in a normal mental state#by now. that’s the worst fucking part. and also the whole thing of i know how to be suicidal here. i know how to not give a shit about#living here. i know how to do that. but ive never had to try before. like im trying to improve and im trying to hold on and hold off the#urges to kill myself or self harm or whatever because i said i would and because i KNOW it can be better than this and bc i love my friends#and they love me and i don’t want to upset them or make them anxious or anything like that and kat made me promise to try and im trying so#fucking hard and it feels like it’s not even worth the effort because it’s so much effort and everything is so overwhelming and awful and i#hate the way my family interacts and i just want everything to stop and idc if suicide is the cowards way out or selfish or whatever#bullshit people say it feels like the only option i can actually withstand because everything is so much pain and so much effort and so muc#everything and i can’t deal with it anymore. and also i forgot just how much i have to fucking mask in front of my parents and especially m#father and it’s so exhausting and i can’t sleep and there’s so much yelling and i just need it all to stop#i’ve had major breakdowns the last 3 nights about wanting to die so much & trying so hard to not let myself & idk how much longer i can tak
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*rotating in my head how magical girls have a similar issue to mecha in which majority of west speaking anime fans brush off the genre for stereotyping it into one thing besides the popular shows but magical girls have had it significantly worse because madoka actually effected the genre into becoming unnecessarily darker for a period and it’s also a reflection of how media aimed at women has more negative biased to it then media aimed at men*
Wow this is so fucked up and objectively more worse then mecha just getting brushed off for being “robot fights”.
*proceeds to continue not have a strong interest in magical girls even after this realization*
#meg text#this is a more weirder format rant bc I just ranted about something mm related yesterday#and I feel bad when my blog just random rants back to back when I forget to reblog things#but yeah I hope this didn’t come off as bad cause I don’t hate magical girls but I’m not- super interested?#it’s like I need to go back to rayearth I did like what I watched and I’ve seen a fair share of precure eps#but it does not hook me despite the fact I know the price I pay of being into male centric media is mostly mediocre female rep#(and anime it’s when given well- fanservice)#I feel legitimately bad about it but I can’t tell if it just doesn’t click with me or if it’s something internalized#as my relationship with womanhood as a trans non binary man is complicated but I won’t get into that#(And it doesn’t help when people continue to mistake me for a girl…)#tldr I don’t hate women-obviously-or women centric media and women deserve better but I just don’t feel attached to it#I do hope I can fix this one day though since it kinda bothers me with how self aware I am
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Magolor, are you planning on adding any new masks to the lineup?
⋆。 ゚☁︎。 ⋆。 ゚☾ ゚。 ⋆ ⋆。 ゚☁︎。 ⋆。 ゚☾ ゚。 ⋆ ⋆。 ゚☁︎。 ⋆。 ゚☾ ゚。 ⋆
Magolor: I could take suggestions from others… hmm.. not now but in the future I might.
(Wtf another ask answered WITHOUT HAVIBG TO WAIT ANOTHER WEEK??? This is crazy)
(Anyways once again thank you SO MUCH FOR THE ASK I’m sorry for leaving you behind for MONTHS. BUT ITS OK I GOT IT ANSWERED- maybe if I’m lucky I can get a couple more answered quickly and then I don’t have to have a crisis over July asks anymore)
(Also this isn’t an invite for suggestions yet- if I wanna throw in masks for this AU I’ll make a post but for right now please down explode my inbox with mask suggestions thank you *EXPLODES)
#Magoland and Friends!#Magoland and Friends! AU#kirby#kirby au#kirby series#fanart#kirby fanart#kirby askblog#ask blog#magolor#magolor fanart#man If i can keep up with asks that require only one drawing#I can get a good chunk done before the end of the week /j#ok I don’t know what else to say uuuuu ignore any mistakes in the drawing I don’t feel like fixing them#I Gotta work on my computer homework bYEB-
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this was a bad idea. I shouldn’t have done this
#realizing that ‘I feel less depressed during social interaction’#is actually just me masking how bad I am#and realizing I’m going to either have to mask for like 24 hrs or be visibly mentally ill in a way that is No Fun#and I don’t know how to deal w that#I shouldn’t have done this#this was a mistake that I don’t know how to fix#only way out is through!!!!! so!!!!#delete later#personal#diary entry
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