#I shouldn’t have done this
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I made this like a month or so ago and never posted it cuz it was a digital painting practice and I kind of hate it….
but also a new friendlocke anime episode is out and I felt like I should release this horror onto the world.
#friendlocke#saltydkdan friendlocke#friendlocke peppy#friendlocke violet#friendlocke season 3#lemonade#i’m so sorry#no bitches?#I shouldn’t have done this#I’m constantly going between liking it and regretting making it#Truly the bowl cut of all time#my pepper boy#why did I do him like this?#but also very in character for him#Does he even have a character????#my art#my artwork#…
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this was a bad idea. I shouldn’t have done this
#realizing that ‘I feel less depressed during social interaction’#is actually just me masking how bad I am#and realizing I’m going to either have to mask for like 24 hrs or be visibly mentally ill in a way that is No Fun#and I don’t know how to deal w that#I shouldn’t have done this#this was a mistake that I don’t know how to fix#only way out is through!!!!! so!!!!#delete later#personal#diary entry
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do you ever just wanna off yourself because you went through the pretty girls instagram (by choice) and this time you actually wanna BE her instead of WITH her
because yeah same
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#the truest repairman posts#I’m so done with this post#sorry fellow community fans but I just can’t deal it’s stressing me out#I know I shouldn’t care about people’s opinions yada yada y’a da and it’s all in good fun#actually I don’t have to provide reasoning#my post#it’s castiel eating raw meat on the floor now.#supernatural#castiel#I found this image on Pinterest
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I don’t think we talk enough about how being love bombed can like really fuck you up??? Like yeah is it easy to identify from an outside perspective? Absolutely. But being in it and having someone devote that much time and attention to you (even if it is manipulative in nature) to then having it end abruptly when they’ve gotten what they wanted out of you… 🫠
#mine#text post#it’s so devious and sinister the way people can just do this to people#and every time I come out of it#I just feel so stupid and like of course that’s what was happening#why wouldn’t that be what was happening???#and not only does it feel super shitty to feel like you were being used#and also that like everything they said was just a ploy to get something from you#but like the withdrawal of attention is my least favorite part#because it feels nice to be pursued and flirted with and called pretty#and to have someone ask about your day#etc etc#but then when it disappears#you just feel awful#at least I do#and don’t even get me started on how it becomes so hard to believe people after that#to believe anything anyone says#to see yourself as desirable outside of manipulation and being used#just shitty shitty shitty#ruminating on things I shouldn’t#but was thinking about this tonight#having fallen prey to it so many times#sorry for the rant#I’m done now
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he willingly showed me his ass , how could i not touch it :(
#THE WAY HE JUMPED 😭😭😭#im sorry zayne i shouldn’t have done that#but i had no other choice#i couldn’t resist#im laughing and crying at the same time#zayne#zayne love and deepspace#love and deepspace
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In which Ford struggles so badly to relate to other people that he wonders if he’s really human at all. The more isolated he becomes, the harder it is to reconcile with his own humanity.
#my art#gravity falls#Stanford pines#ford pines#bill cipher#comic#eye strain#TIME TO DUMP EVERY ONE OF THE 27483949 THOUGHTS IVE HAD INTO THE TAGS BABY#OK!! SO!!!!#I feel like Ford would wonder why he and Stan (being identical twins) aren’t. yk. identical. shouldn’t Stan have polydactyly too?#as a kid he would dream about secretly being nonhuman and being whisked away to a fantastical world full of people like him#finally free of new jersey‚ finally somewhere he belongs#a lot of this disconnect from humanity came from utterly failing at social interactions while others (including stan) navigated them easily#the feeling waned after Stan was kicked out and he didn't have that direct comparison but it never left#then out in the wilderness of gravity falls‚ his isolation and immersion in Weirdness dragged it back up to the forefront#he deserves to have a breakdown over questioning his own nature. as a treat <3#color symbolism time bc I have a problem and use it at every available moment!!! blue and yellow get more vivid#the further from humanity the subject is#bill is entirely made w pure rgb blue and yellow (+ approximately 2674835 textures/layers/blending modes. I reached 150+ layers. help)#I like the idea that he would appear to ford like pure math considering hes a geometrical motherfucker and how the rest of the mindscape wa#I tried to mostly use trigonometry and related stuff for the Math Greebling. as well as fractals i love you forever fractals#MORE SYMBOLISM:#the grid-ish diamond pattern in all of the mindscape bgs (and elsewhere) is a penrose diagram of spacetime#which shows other universes on the other sides of black holes#SOMEONE ASK ME ABOUT MY EUCLYDIA HEADCANON LATER. IVE DUMPED ENOUGH DUMB HCS IN THESE TAGS ALREADY#BUT I THINK ITS VERY FUN#anyways. fuckt up guys n their egos influencing how they view humanity. bill tells ford hes as human as they come bc he was so easily foole#ford cant reconcile with his humanity bc of a failure to perform in one area#and then the immense guilt and shame over what hes done <3#I have So many ford characterization thoughts. no man nor god can stop me
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Could the Ace Attorney fandom stop pretending that Phoenix Wright or Miles Edgeworth or any of the main cast is white? Idgaf if the localized version is set in America. Asian Americans exist. You are consuming a piece of Asian-made media, not everything is about white people
#I need y’all to stop thinking of white people as the default setting#The amount of people in this fandom that whitewashes Edgeworth is insane#Surprise Asians can wear clothes outside our native cultures#Asian characters shouldn’t have to act explicitly or stereotypically Asian for you to acknowledge their heritage#This applies to other pieces of media too#Asian characters can exist in a modern setting they can exist in a Western setting#Please get rid of your orientalist lens because we are literally just people#Ace attorney#miles edgeworth#phoenix wright#literally so done with how this fandom of an Asian game treats Asians
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drew a very basic castiel for my stanford era fic, this gentle sin! our boy is tired. mainly because of his stupid ass future boyfriend (who i also drew!).
#drawing men is my burden. as a lesbian i shouldn’t have to do it it should just be projected from brain to procreate#he wears cunty gold glasses sometimes. only when he studies#that’ll be in the next drawing i do hehe#he wears the same variation of this outfit daily btw. autismo extreme. he’s just like me fr#read my fic!!!!! i’m almost done with the next chapter!!!!!#castiel#castiel fanart#destiel#destiel fanfic#supernatural fanfiction#spn fanfic#spn#supernatural
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you know what really pisses me off? so many people acting like he is the worst person out there and no one will miss him. A LOT of people are grieving now and missing him including people that these people supposedly follow and care about. liam was not the supervillain people wanted him to be. he was messed up and did messed up things likely because of what happened to him. this conversation deserves so much more nuance than people are giving it. and maybe it’s too early to have this conversation now but it’s helping me process and grieve so i’m really writing this for me. people are complex and doing bad things doesn’t make you a bad person or someone worthy of death without being given the chance to make things right. and another thing, it is SO hypocritical to make fun of him and look down on him like he’s the ultimate Bad Guy meanwhile i bet every single person you have ever admired in the spotlight has likely also done bad things or at least things you wouldn’t be proud of. fame is an illness and it can cause people to harm others because they were hurt themselves. human beings are a culmination of everything that they’ve been through and everything they’ve done. he is not only the bad things he’s done and it’s okay and normal to grieve him as a whole person, because he was one.
#i’m glad most people are asleep right now so i could write this#i’m just so fed up with all the jokes on his behalf#people are IN PAIN. i’m sick to my stomach#liam wasn’t evil. he was messed up clearly otherwise he wouldn’t have been so intoxicated#man’s it drives me to insanity that these people who ‘stan’ an artist any artist could be so hypocritical right now#you don’t KNOW these people. they are famous and fame is an illness#it fucks up your brain and makes you do shitty things and act in ways people and yourself dont even recognize#EVERY celebrity has done something shitty in their lives and will continue to do so because that’s the price of admission#yes it was serious what he has done and that shouldn’t be swept under the rug but people are more than their worst moments#i feel so sick and dizzy over this. seeing all this shit about him everywhere is making me ill. i wish it would stop#i also feel for maya. this post isn’t to erase her trauma and experience at all. she has every right to speak her truth.#just have more compassion for people on all sides for christ’s sake#where is the humanity#grief#death tw#lp
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scanned some of my pen doodles. smile 🧡
#doodles#traditional art#i start using my ulala page as a scratch pad when my ink wasn’t working I probably shouldn’t have done that 😭😭😭#accidentally made rosalina a lot more cunty than intended but yknow what she deserves it 😭#I was just trying to try different shapes for the princesses yknow 😭
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This fandom is so nit-picky that I’ve seen more criticism on every little thing about wottg (a book that came out 2 days ago) than people saying things they liked about it
Edit: someone has already gotten mad so I repeat this is a joke and not that deep❤️
#I get it but like just enjoy the book man😭#be grateful you’re still getting one after all this time#pjo#percy jackson#percy jackson and the olympians#like can we hype this book up!!!#we’ve been waiting for it for so long but when we actually get it all I hear is ‘Rick shouldn’t have done that’ or ‘this is so ooc’#and definitely a lot of ‘we should’ve seen more of this’#and the annabeth antis have already taken up my fy feed#this is a JOKE btw don’t come for me critique all you want#(I’m not really kidding but just in case the nit-pickers get mad)#annabeth chase#heroes of olympus#grover underwood#percabeth#leah sava jeffries#walker scobell#aryan simhadri#pjo fandom#wrath of the triple goddess#the senior year adventures pjo#I have seen good things about it though#and that’s nice#maybe it’s bc I read purely for the vibes and bc I love pjo so I’m not really picky with this book#I have my complaints too but it was even near bad enough to be disrespectful *ahem this is targeted#also u guys say this for every book#like which is it? If they’re always ooc are they actually ooc?#like ofc they can be ooc but this is always the same complaint for every book#i just had coffee even though I know it stresses me out so I’m riled up rn lol
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[start i.d.: a digital painting of jade harley holding her dog beq. they both look straight out to the camera with neon green eyes and blank faces. the rest of the image is done in warm orange tones. jade is a young black girl with long curly hair wearing her baseball tee. beq is a large white borzoi. end i.d.]
me & my dog & an impossible view (redraw)
#jade harley#homestuck#my art#digital art#becquerel#sorry for not posting art for 6 months. it will happen again.#last versions of this piece were done in apr 2023 and feb 2022. good old times#see you guys in like a year ✌️#maybe i shouldn’t have picked a borzoi for my first time painting an animal
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look , I had a silly feeling that made me do a silly thing ( SBG character charts . I don’t regret it )
also maybe slight spoilers but not really idk you won’t notice it ( maybe . Also source jokes . A lot )
#I don’t apologize for anything I have done#I’m so funny arent I guys#It’s 11pm maybe I should snooze now#I don’t want to though I want to draw ashlyn devastatingly holding Aiden to a song I can’t remember#Why can’t I remember the song I’m gonna kns#AUUGHHH !!!#school bus graveyard#I really like doubling down on Tyler don’t I#My humor is a bit mean idk if you noticed#I know I shouldn’t have but it fit so well pls understand 💔💔#sbg#sbg (webtoon)#school bus graveyard webtoon
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Star Wars au set in the 70s where Luke is in a not so fulfilling job as a law clerk, he starts writing as a hobby and ends up writing a very vague version of the original Star Wars trilogy. It does very well and Luke’s pretty proud of himself for the original idea until Leia reads it and has some notes
Leia:….you’re aware this is just your life in space right?
Luke: huh? What are you talking about?
Leia: well let’s see, a young farm boy named Mark Starkiller raised by his aunt and uncle.
Luke: well that’s just coincidence
Leia: he teams up with a sarcastic outlaw and his hairy alien friend, this is obviously Han and Chewie
Luke: wha- no it’s not-
Leia: and let me guess, the princess is his long lost sister?
Luke:…
Leia:…
Luke:…oh my god-
Leia: not to mention this stoic ‘mandalorian’ character who is a misunderstood father to a little alien baby and has undeniable sexual tension with the main character
Luke: oh mY GOD!
#luke: i already sent this out to be published!!#leia: yeah you shouldn’t have done that#I like this idea a lot#Luke’s so worried about din reading it#star wars#luke skywalker#dinluke#din djarin#the mandalorian#leia organa#Han solo#chewbacca
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Of all the themes in Mouthwashing, I think the themes of punishment and virtue are the most subtle.
It’s so odd because it’s a subversion where all the characters are punished for their virtues more than their flaws except Jimmy. Curly sees the best and people and tries to do right by all parties whether deserving or not. He is then forced to see everyone fall to their worst states while he can’t do anything. Daisuke is optimistic and hopeful, playful to a fault and a big morale. He dies in agony the one time he is forced to act in a serious event. Anya is kind and capable, knowledgeable in her field. Yet, she is treated like a dunce and does being treated like a dead weight.
The only characters who aren’t punished per se are those without direct virtues. Swansea is ornery and rude the moment we meet him, Jimmy is self explanatory. Yet, Swansea is still punished with Daisuke’s death, while Jimmy escapes in a way. Not having to face the final aftermath or even acknowledging how he could never really fix it. He suffers and is tormented, but he doesn’t really care because in his mind he didn’t fail in his head of proving something to Curly.
This is rambling y really but it really is the theme of no good deed but to the extreme. Good people punished for their attempts at virtue while the bad person victimizes themself over their suffering.
#I mainly think of this because I started seeing so many posts blaming curly for not stopping Jimmy and leading to this#but that’s the exact thing Jimmy would want in the end where he skirts direct blame behind everyone else#however it was Jimmy who started it all he freaked out first#he assaulted Anya and stiff armed all attempts at taking accountability from Curly or being presented with his actions#he goes unpunished and still other than having hate pieces written about him he skirts it in fan discussions#like it’s so hard to explain it without sounding like no one could have done anything but they shouldn’t have had to do something#because Jimmy shouldn’t have done what he did at any point and while others had a responsibility to negate it is only his fault it occurred#tdlr don’t let Jimmy skirt most of the blame#mouthwashing#mouthwashing spoilers#Mouthwashing game#like this is a scenario where you would be punished for doing the right thing considering the context and I wonder if that’s intentional#Jimmy really is the one bad apple that spoils the bunch
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