#I shouldn’t have done this
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I made this like a month or so ago and never posted it cuz it was a digital painting practice and I kind of hate it….
but also a new friendlocke anime episode is out and I felt like I should release this horror onto the world.
#friendlocke#saltydkdan friendlocke#friendlocke peppy#friendlocke violet#friendlocke season 3#lemonade#i’m so sorry#no bitches?#I shouldn’t have done this#I’m constantly going between liking it and regretting making it#Truly the bowl cut of all time#my pepper boy#why did I do him like this?#but also very in character for him#Does he even have a character????#my art#my artwork#…
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« Dont let anyone dull your sparkle » I tell myself as I’m about to take on a project that is definitely beyond my skill level. « Objective reasoning is nothing but a hater » I keep saying.
#i can’t help it#i love trying things#but I hate when they don’t work out#wdym I cant do the fun stuff cause I haven’t done other stuff?#wdym????#crochet is gonna be my downfall#i shouldn’t have done this
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this was a bad idea. I shouldn’t have done this
#realizing that ‘I feel less depressed during social interaction’#is actually just me masking how bad I am#and realizing I’m going to either have to mask for like 24 hrs or be visibly mentally ill in a way that is No Fun#and I don’t know how to deal w that#I shouldn’t have done this#this was a mistake that I don’t know how to fix#only way out is through!!!!! so!!!!#delete later#personal#diary entry
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do you ever just wanna off yourself because you went through the pretty girls instagram (by choice) and this time you actually wanna BE her instead of WITH her
because yeah same
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#the truest repairman posts#I’m so done with this post#sorry fellow community fans but I just can’t deal it’s stressing me out#I know I shouldn’t care about people’s opinions yada yada y’a da and it’s all in good fun#actually I don’t have to provide reasoning#my post#it’s castiel eating raw meat on the floor now.#supernatural#castiel#I found this image on Pinterest
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I don’t think we talk enough about how being love bombed can like really fuck you up??? Like yeah is it easy to identify from an outside perspective? Absolutely. But being in it and having someone devote that much time and attention to you (even if it is manipulative in nature) to then having it end abruptly when they’ve gotten what they wanted out of you… 🫠
#mine#text post#it’s so devious and sinister the way people can just do this to people#and every time I come out of it#I just feel so stupid and like of course that’s what was happening#why wouldn’t that be what was happening???#and not only does it feel super shitty to feel like you were being used#and also that like everything they said was just a ploy to get something from you#but like the withdrawal of attention is my least favorite part#because it feels nice to be pursued and flirted with and called pretty#and to have someone ask about your day#etc etc#but then when it disappears#you just feel awful#at least I do#and don’t even get me started on how it becomes so hard to believe people after that#to believe anything anyone says#to see yourself as desirable outside of manipulation and being used#just shitty shitty shitty#ruminating on things I shouldn’t#but was thinking about this tonight#having fallen prey to it so many times#sorry for the rant#I’m done now
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he willingly showed me his ass , how could i not touch it :(
#THE WAY HE JUMPED 😭😭😭#im sorry zayne i shouldn’t have done that#but i had no other choice#i couldn’t resist#im laughing and crying at the same time#zayne#zayne love and deepspace#love and deepspace
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In which Ford struggles so badly to relate to other people that he wonders if he’s really human at all. The more isolated he becomes, the harder it is to reconcile with his own humanity.
#my art#gravity falls#Stanford pines#ford pines#bill cipher#comic#eye strain#TIME TO DUMP EVERY ONE OF THE 27483949 THOUGHTS IVE HAD INTO THE TAGS BABY#OK!! SO!!!!#I feel like Ford would wonder why he and Stan (being identical twins) aren’t. yk. identical. shouldn’t Stan have polydactyly too?#as a kid he would dream about secretly being nonhuman and being whisked away to a fantastical world full of people like him#finally free of new jersey‚ finally somewhere he belongs#a lot of this disconnect from humanity came from utterly failing at social interactions while others (including stan) navigated them easily#the feeling waned after Stan was kicked out and he didn't have that direct comparison but it never left#then out in the wilderness of gravity falls‚ his isolation and immersion in Weirdness dragged it back up to the forefront#he deserves to have a breakdown over questioning his own nature. as a treat <3#color symbolism time bc I have a problem and use it at every available moment!!! blue and yellow get more vivid#the further from humanity the subject is#bill is entirely made w pure rgb blue and yellow (+ approximately 2674835 textures/layers/blending modes. I reached 150+ layers. help)#I like the idea that he would appear to ford like pure math considering hes a geometrical motherfucker and how the rest of the mindscape wa#I tried to mostly use trigonometry and related stuff for the Math Greebling. as well as fractals i love you forever fractals#MORE SYMBOLISM:#the grid-ish diamond pattern in all of the mindscape bgs (and elsewhere) is a penrose diagram of spacetime#which shows other universes on the other sides of black holes#SOMEONE ASK ME ABOUT MY EUCLYDIA HEADCANON LATER. IVE DUMPED ENOUGH DUMB HCS IN THESE TAGS ALREADY#BUT I THINK ITS VERY FUN#anyways. fuckt up guys n their egos influencing how they view humanity. bill tells ford hes as human as they come bc he was so easily foole#ford cant reconcile with his humanity bc of a failure to perform in one area#and then the immense guilt and shame over what hes done <3#I have So many ford characterization thoughts. no man nor god can stop me
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Could the Ace Attorney fandom stop pretending that Phoenix Wright or Miles Edgeworth or any of the main cast is white? Idgaf if the localized version is set in America. Asian Americans exist. You are consuming a piece of Asian-made media, not everything is about white people
#I need y’all to stop thinking of white people as the default setting#The amount of people in this fandom that whitewashes Edgeworth is insane#Surprise Asians can wear clothes outside our native cultures#Asian characters shouldn’t have to act explicitly or stereotypically Asian for you to acknowledge their heritage#This applies to other pieces of media too#Asian characters can exist in a modern setting they can exist in a Western setting#Please get rid of your orientalist lens because we are literally just people#Ace attorney#miles edgeworth#phoenix wright#literally so done with how this fandom of an Asian game treats Asians
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reading the final part of @mikoworks comic “always there” and it’s making me Realize things. i always wondered why anya decides to tell jimmy about the pregnancy. if she’s seen what kind of man he is, why would she ever put herself at risk by telling him?
it’s because curly is failing her. but she knows she can get his attention by setting jimmy off. to make him a “real” threat that even curly can’t ignore. anya wanted jimmy to lash out, or to at least get aggressive. then curly would actually have to do something about him. an immediate action instead of hesitating even longer. unfortunately none of them could’ve predicted how extreme jimmy’s reaction would be
#mouthwashing#she shouldn’t have to play 4d chess with the captain to get anything done and yet here she is#maybe this is an obvious take but i just never understood why she didn’t wait a little longer#it’s because no amount of waiting would ever fix anything#she had to jumpstart a reaction
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drew a very basic castiel for my stanford era fic, this gentle sin! our boy is tired. mainly because of his stupid ass future boyfriend (who i also drew!).
#drawing men is my burden. as a lesbian i shouldn’t have to do it it should just be projected from brain to procreate#he wears cunty gold glasses sometimes. only when he studies#that’ll be in the next drawing i do hehe#he wears the same variation of this outfit daily btw. autismo extreme. he’s just like me fr#read my fic!!!!! i’m almost done with the next chapter!!!!!#castiel#castiel fanart#destiel#destiel fanfic#supernatural fanfiction#spn fanfic#spn#supernatural
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you know what really pisses me off? so many people acting like he is the worst person out there and no one will miss him. A LOT of people are grieving now and missing him including people that these people supposedly follow and care about. liam was not the supervillain people wanted him to be. he was messed up and did messed up things likely because of what happened to him. this conversation deserves so much more nuance than people are giving it. and maybe it’s too early to have this conversation now but it’s helping me process and grieve so i’m really writing this for me. people are complex and doing bad things doesn’t make you a bad person or someone worthy of death without being given the chance to make things right. and another thing, it is SO hypocritical to make fun of him and look down on him like he’s the ultimate Bad Guy meanwhile i bet every single person you have ever admired in the spotlight has likely also done bad things or at least things you wouldn’t be proud of. fame is an illness and it can cause people to harm others because they were hurt themselves. human beings are a culmination of everything that they’ve been through and everything they’ve done. he is not only the bad things he’s done and it’s okay and normal to grieve him as a whole person, because he was one.
#i’m glad most people are asleep right now so i could write this#i’m just so fed up with all the jokes on his behalf#people are IN PAIN. i’m sick to my stomach#liam wasn’t evil. he was messed up clearly otherwise he wouldn’t have been so intoxicated#man’s it drives me to insanity that these people who ‘stan’ an artist any artist could be so hypocritical right now#you don’t KNOW these people. they are famous and fame is an illness#it fucks up your brain and makes you do shitty things and act in ways people and yourself dont even recognize#EVERY celebrity has done something shitty in their lives and will continue to do so because that’s the price of admission#yes it was serious what he has done and that shouldn’t be swept under the rug but people are more than their worst moments#i feel so sick and dizzy over this. seeing all this shit about him everywhere is making me ill. i wish it would stop#i also feel for maya. this post isn’t to erase her trauma and experience at all. she has every right to speak her truth.#just have more compassion for people on all sides for christ’s sake#where is the humanity#grief#death tw#lp
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scanned some of my pen doodles. smile 🧡
#doodles#traditional art#i start using my ulala page as a scratch pad when my ink wasn’t working I probably shouldn’t have done that 😭😭😭#accidentally made rosalina a lot more cunty than intended but yknow what she deserves it 😭#I was just trying to try different shapes for the princesses yknow 😭
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This fandom is so nit-picky that I’ve seen more criticism on every little thing about wottg (a book that came out 2 days ago) than people saying things they liked about it
Edit: someone has already gotten mad so I repeat this is a joke and not that deep❤️
#I get it but like just enjoy the book man😭#be grateful you’re still getting one after all this time#pjo#percy jackson#percy jackson and the olympians#like can we hype this book up!!!#we’ve been waiting for it for so long but when we actually get it all I hear is ‘Rick shouldn’t have done that’ or ‘this is so ooc’#and definitely a lot of ‘we should’ve seen more of this’#and the annabeth antis have already taken up my fy feed#this is a JOKE btw don’t come for me critique all you want#(I’m not really kidding but just in case the nit-pickers get mad)#annabeth chase#heroes of olympus#grover underwood#percabeth#leah sava jeffries#walker scobell#aryan simhadri#pjo fandom#wrath of the triple goddess#the senior year adventures pjo#I have seen good things about it though#and that’s nice#maybe it’s bc I read purely for the vibes and bc I love pjo so I’m not really picky with this book#I have my complaints too but it was even near bad enough to be disrespectful *ahem this is targeted#also u guys say this for every book#like which is it? If they’re always ooc are they actually ooc?#like ofc they can be ooc but this is always the same complaint for every book#i just had coffee even though I know it stresses me out so I’m riled up rn lol
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[start i.d.: a digital painting of jade harley holding her dog beq. they both look straight out to the camera with neon green eyes and blank faces. the rest of the image is done in warm orange tones. jade is a young black girl with long curly hair wearing her baseball tee. beq is a large white borzoi. end i.d.]
me & my dog & an impossible view (redraw)
#jade harley#homestuck#my art#digital art#becquerel#sorry for not posting art for 6 months. it will happen again.#last versions of this piece were done in apr 2023 and feb 2022. good old times#see you guys in like a year ✌️#maybe i shouldn’t have picked a borzoi for my first time painting an animal
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Common side effects include referencing a b99 joke
#common side effects#common side effects adult swim#adult swim#fanart#artist on tumblr#capano#harrington#not gonna lie I’m really excited about this one because martha kelly is in it lol#capano and harrington’s relationship is set so early on#so they better have some really great chemistry involved#this is probably one of the only bits of fanart for the show so far…#and by relationship I mean platonic or romantic I’m not too picky 🫣#there’s only 6 minutes of it released on YouTube#so I shouldn’t be looking into it too much#OH OH AND THE PROTAGS MARSHAL AND FRANCIS (probably NOT how you spell that)#but they have a connection set prior to the main series so there’s something to unpack there as well…#THE ART DIRECTION IS SO GOOFY IN A GOOD WAY- it reminds me of jack stuaber’s older work#but with a little spin on it#okay I’m done with the long ass tags bug bye#kayevillart
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