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Just a friendly reminder that I don’t want to write a request if you’re copying and pasting it into multiple authors inbox’s :)
I want to write individual ideas and if I can tell that your ask has just been sent to multiple authors, I’m probably not going to do it
I understand wanting to get your idea done but I think most authors don’t want to have fics that are so similar to other authors, ESPECIALLY when the request if veryyyyy specific
#there’s only so much an author can do without sounding the same as other authors#also it doesn’t feel great to know that ”I love your work” was just a copy and paste#if you want an author to know you wrote a request for them specially#be specific#at least include my name in the message 😭#but when a request is basically already written out step by step and my name isn’t in it and it is so vague#I know it wasn’t meant for me#also#it’s very hard to write requests that are very specific#the good thing about writing requests is that authors have room to make it personal and interpret it how they want to
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Back in middle school one of my favorite types of fics to read were reaction fics where the characters read/watch the story they’re from, and nowadays since I’ve been getting into danmei I can’t help but image these types of scenarios— especially for svsss.
Cause the idea of it alone is fucking funny to me. Typically the set up is always post-canon, or rarely before major events, but always without fail everyone is minding their business and suddenly they find themselves in this unknown space and having to engage in a apparent story about them.
Like you mean to tell me that key players in svsss are going to see how past events played out through SY!Sqq’s eyes??? That they suddenly have to grapple with the knowledge that he’s a transmigrator and has replaced the original Sqq for years yet have to quickly move on from that AND THEN LEARN that this man is not a levelheaded, peerless cultivator but an anxious guy who freaks the fuck out before going “fuck it we ball” and whose also oblivious to how others revere him.
It is nothing but clown hour in this scenario, no one is coming out of this unscathed. And oooh just wait until they get to the reveal about who Sqh actually is…
#I know there’s fics of this scenario already but there should be MORE#the pho fandom really spoiled me back in the day let me tell yah#but my god would sqq get dragged thro this when it goes down#everyone side eyeing him going ‘how dumb can you be’ with LBH SIDE EYEING HIM AS WELL#HIS OWN HUSBAND GOING ‘Shizun… I know I wasn’t doing well back then and that doesn’t excuse it… but really??’#LQG: *after watching the idiocy that is bingqiu* I was wrong your both meant for each other#luo binghe#shen qingqiu#svsss#scum villian self saving system#shang qinghua#rambles
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falls to the floor and saves myself from the awkwardness of losing followers for having opinions they did not like (which is valid of them btw curate ur own online experience) by blocking everyone in a ten mile radius and by everyone i mean two people to spare myself
#weeping sobbing crying#it’s so awkward#but kinda ironic ig due to certain factors#guess it wasn’t meant to be#it’s ok tho#no hate here just. ough. wow that’s awkward.#hope they’re doing chill i just cannot stand to see someone in my followed tags knowing they unmutualed me it’s like getting a divorce and#seeing them at a grocery store#this wouldn’t be the case for like so many mutuals but it was so awkward how it happened#granted we’d had many disagreements before that didn’t need to happen#sometimes people clash and that’s ok BUT HOLY SHIT THATS SO AWKWARD TO REALIZE#LIKE OH. The purple was replaced with Green. shame proceeds to occur#heavily so :’)#very tense past few days between us though so i guess that’s fair. on their part#good 4 them tbh. i believe in curating your own online experience. i am glad they did that for themselves#BUT THE PAINNNN#bread emoji#they were very nice btw#no harm towards them#leaving them anonymous to make sure of that fact#even tho i hate vagueposting 😭#if you know who they are then don’t be mean or whatever#very nice mutualship we had when it lasted and i appreciate that :)#and i am glad for that experience as well#hope they’re doing ok!!!! and enjoying life#bc they deserve it!!!!
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doodles of the ghost trick drawtectives au I’m making with the wonderful @parsleysaauce . This is my seventh attempt at posting this the evokers really hate this shit I guess.
I have a lot more ideas for this au that I didn’t want to draw, like Pigeon Man Terry and Chicken Waitress Harper and Car Crash Detective Sam. Please ask me questions about this au, and check out Parsley because zir art is super cool!!!!
GHOST TRICK AND DRAWTECTIVES SPOILERS UNDER THE CUT DONT LOOK
In this au Eugene is being blackmailed into the manipulator business by Leland, who’s threatening him with the destruction of Gareville.
#ghost trick drawtectives au#drawtectives#drawfee#ghost trick#eugene finch#rosé drawtectives#I’ll tag the rest if this actually fucking works#please evokers I don’t know what I did I have no beef with you let me be free from this curse#ok it’s still not working for me but I’m just gonna let it go#whatever#😔#I guess it just wasn’t meant to be on the dashboard#grendan highforge#york rogdul#jancy true#joebeans
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i still cannot fucking believe the audacity of ludinus da’leth to see that bells hells has some of his old shit from molaesmyr, realize that this means they must have done some digging on what he did to molaesmyr (aka BLOW UP THE ENTIRE CITY TRYING TO USE IT AS A GOD KILLING BATTERY and fucking up so badly that it CORRUPTS THE SAVALIRWOOD FOR CENTURIES AFTERWARD), and then say, with his full chest, “good you’ve done your homework surely you know i’m based as hell and we can stop fighting :^)” like sir WHAT do you mean. they fought a GIANT WORM WOLF. it was MELTED TOGETHER. like a fucking GUMMY WORM. YOU DID THAT! WHAT DO YOU FUCKING MEAN, MY GUY!
#cr#cr3#cr spoilers#I WISH THAT BITCH HAD KEPT TALKING SO BAD#I WANT TO KNOW WHAT THE HELL HE MEANT BY OLIVE BRANCH. THE FUCK.#i’m well aware it wasn’t actually him and that it was probably just a distraction to try and steal the shard and/or ashton#but jesus fucking christ ludinus what the shit is wrong with you#his head is so far up his ass that he’s genuinely like ah yes seeing molaesmyr would totally make these people sympathetic to me#also your general MURDERED THREE OF THEM MY GUY good fucking lord#ludinus da’leth#roll insight
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Hey!! So turns out a video I made between a certain “well beloved but highly sensitive/emotionally reactive T.V” and an “orange haired inkling-turned-human” has managed to sweep my YouTube channel and accumulate 100k VIEWS!! THAT’S A LOT OF PEOPLE ACTUALLY?? My most widely viewed video EVER to exist in this moment in time?? AAAAA?? Not even mentioning the various comments and staggering increase in subs! It’s so much more then what I expected or even prepared for—might even be the most impactful thing to happen for me this year <3
…aside from graduating high school + the social connections I’ve been fortunate to make lol
BUT THE POINT IS I’d been closely monitoring the YouTube growth through the entirety of October. It’s make me smile like a dork, gawk in astonishment, dance frantically in my room from the energy boosts, and grow courage to stop being so selective/self-conscious with what I wish to share with the world! It’s kept my ambitions going!
I needed to find some way to celebrate the occasion and express my thanks—because I can’t NOT acknowledge this milestone jksjskp. Typically I try to avoid getting tunnel visioned focusing on the metrics/numbers. Mr. Puzzles had already demonstrated how much those things can mess with the minds of creatives. Caring too much about chasing views or placing your artistic value in attention seeking gets damaging. But at same time…it’s hard to deny the sense of pride the 100k achievement has filled me with. I understand that reaching 100k views doesn’t immediately make me any “better” or “worse” then I was before. I’m still just me! It only helps me feel seen by others—and that’s all I really needed. To hear some nice words & receive reminders that my ideas are cared about. So thank you SMG4 fandom for that, seriously thank you.
Please accept this Mr. Puzzle drawing as a way of sharing the happiness around. He’s so entertaining. Love him for simply existing. So glad we can all collectively be super attached to him (and the rest of the SMG4 cast of course). Can’t wait to see more incredible artworks from the fandom :)
Just incase anyone is confused by my vague description over which “animated video” I’m referring to here—hopefully this photo will help clarify lol. It’s this one!! Sorry about not outright stating the title at the start, I got carried away with writing!!
I’ve been in an odd place mentally when thinking about it. Wondering to myself if any of the attention is deserved considering it’s not even fully colored and could be dismissed as “low effort” content (despite taking several days making it). It’s easy to get into a trap of comparing yourself to others and questioning how much of the videos success is based on your skills, sheer algorithm luck, or only because you used popular characters and catered to a specific fandom. And then judging yourself by looking at other peoples videos. I’ve seen several artists post higher quality works then my own but it somehow gets less views. So why did mine succeed when others (who should have gotten just as much attention if not more) didn’t? Sometimes you feel like you’ve unfairly robbed them of that chance to be seen. However I’ve realized that I can’t ever expect views to be consistent—and comparing is pointless. So why worry about it or feel inadequate? I mean it’s pretty common for funny cat videos to go viral, so who am I to question the system lol. “Popular” YouTube videos can range from a passion project which took 7+ artists…to a clip of Toad singing Chandelier or a nonsensical Vine sketch. Anything can happen when it’s the internet! And just-so-happened my video was chosen. I should stay glad about that and get rid of all the overanalyzing. So that’s what I’ve chosen to do :)
#OKAY SO SO SO actually started doodling this once the video was around 98k this morning#it wasn’t even meant to be art specifically designed to celebrate the milestone at first#I just wanted to draw the funky fella who makes me laugh#but as you can see that changed up fast jksjksp#I was under the impression that my video wouldn’t reach near 100k until December UH?? WHAT HAPPENED MY PREDICTION THWARTED??#seems I’ve severally underestimated how long the traction would continue for geez wow uh#people sure do enjoy comedy gotta love ‘em laughs and giggles#I CAN’T BELIEVE WE REACHED IT THO. THAT’S INSANE TO ME—ALL THE SUPPORT AND COMMENTS AND SUBS#thank you SMG4 fandom I would’ve never fathomed the algorithm to carry it so far like this#you wanna know the real kicker?#things would have gone so differently for the channel if I didn’t wrestle with my anxiety & post there#because there was a point during that day where I fullheartedly figured it would cause me to loose subs#I was kinda terrified ngl#this goes to show that you should never hold yourself back from sharing different aspects of your interests#you don’t need to confine yourself to just one thing#or to strive only to make the most high quality videos ever (I put that pressure on myself a bit too much nowadays)#sometimes it’s the simple ideas that manage to charm people#and those who see the effort will stick around to support you. You just need to trust yourself during the process and take that chance :)#EWWWW MUSHY GUSHY SENTIMENTALITY CLOGGING UP THE ATTENTION HERE#whatever happened to keeping the focus on ✨the star✨ who made it all possible to begin with huuuu??#show a bit more gratitude to the charming TV who boosted the viewership in the first place…don’t be so self absorbed with morals lonesome 😒#what is this some sort of My Little Pony episode oh pleaseeeeee 🙄#<- all of that was a simulation of Puzzles interjecting and nagging a bit lol. I’d imagine he’s tried of my nonstop nonsense#….yea the Puzzle brainrot is reaching maximum severities. So there’s high chance I’ll be animating him more down the line :3#stick around to find out!!#hplonesome art
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gods i gotta be honest the way mizu’s body was. revealed. in blue eye samurai makes me so uncomfortable. “gasp.. they have boobs and a vagina… clearly this means… WOMAN!!” like????? am i the only one who really doesn’t like how that + the “i was forced to be a man” line was handled?? it immediately reminded me of the “parents forcing their daughters to be trans” rhetoric. i feel insane like i CANNOT be the only transmasc who was super uncomfortable with how mizu was written
#i straight up stopped watching because it made me feel so awful#i know there are transmascs who relate to mizu and love them and i’m so glad y’all have that. like genuinely#but the sadness from realizing mizu wasn’t actually meant to be transmasc fucking sucked#i’m sick of ‘cis woman pretending to be a man’ stories. give us actual trans people for fucking once#also i hate the implication that being transmasc is somehow easier than being a cis woman that the trope gives off#transmasc#transmascphobia#transgender#transandrophobia#honestly it’s the trope i have the biggest issue with i fucking HATE it#nick.txt#blue eye samurai
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I want to play games with Amir but he takes it easy on me since I can't read the games as fast as him.
#awww that’s sweet anon <3 I get ya#though that now makes me wonder how are the arcade games inputs keeping up with Amir pressing stuff so fast?#although this is a different reality where it’s ran by Orokin so it’s not our Earth per say yknow?#while some stuff absolutely parodies IRL... I don’t think it’s yknow our IRL since it’s under one orokin government#so maybe arcade machines are built different in the Orokin ruled Earth#although he has super human speed because Volt batch so mmmm idk#I’m absolutely overthinking a detail that wasn’t meant to be overthought about as per usual#he would be cracked or just above average at fighting games given the inputs only get recurved so quickly through controllers#recieved so quickly*#wait... do y’all think Amir could mod games at the Hollvania mall using his powers and running it through the game’s hardware to alter it??#this just became a deep rabbit hole for Amir Beckett lore#do you think the Orokin found a way to eliminate controller input delay from video games xD#anyway Amir ultimate gamer canon and I can’t wait to get to know him better! 💜#mod rose#warframe confession#warframe#warframe 1999#amir beckett
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and before i part with you all once again i wanted to share that i have for the first time (and perhaps last time) 36 starred abyss
#that is all#goodbye runts#i miss you all 🫡#well sort of#i do miss you guys as a whole bc i did enjoy u all#but now that i’ve gotten out of the habit of using tumblr and of writing#honestly i have a lot of free time that i enjoy in ways more meaningful to me so that’s nice#tumblr was a nice era but now i’m in my corporate girlie era#actually corporate girlie era might be life throwing bricks at me#we will see#corporate wasn’t made for desi hijabi women lol </3#N E WAYZ#pls drink the waters and be the safes and all that jazz#and rmr that my al haitham build SLAYS <3#xoxo ur fav al haitham main <3#slash neuvillette main#slash MIKOOOOO main altho she’s not meant to be a main dps but i MAKE her a main dps bc i know what my gf is capable of#she deserves to shine
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So my hyperfixations become official hyperfixations when I begin hoarding/collecting. Accordingly…
The latest hoard is coming along well. 😅
#bibles take up WAY more space than games and I barely have enough space for my mario games send help#some background! I got the japanese bible at a library sale years ago and have held onto it all this time#the really pretty nkjv bible was a gift from my dad when I moved home after flunking out of college#he turned me loose in a lifeway store and said he’d get me any bible I wanted so long as I promised to read it faithfully#it’s a cultural context study bible and it introduced me to the concept that not everything in the bible is meant to be 100% literal#I walk up to him all excited and tell him ‘did you know the story of Adam and Eve was likely never meant to be taken as a true story?#it bears a lot of similarities to creation stories from other near-east ancient religions and likely intentionally mimics them!’#that unnerved my evangelical fundamentalist father so much he briefly confiscated that bible to make sure it wasn’t ‘untruthful’ 😂#the rest are all recent purchases#the nrsv is a wesley study bible! it was my black friday present to myself this past year#the nrsvue just got here tonight! it’ll be my living room bible (the wesley bible is my bedroom bible)#the rest are just… for fascination’s sake 😅#peaches screams into the void
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actually fuckedup so bad today i cant believe it
#Shaking and trembling and covered in blood: w-well live and learn i guess right? Can’t change the past right? Onward and upward right????#Technically wasn’t even that bad i just ate more cookies than i meant to but i was just doing so WELL and then today i ate x cals#Of my favorite sweets and I couldn’t stop myself I couldn’t put them down and im so angry ive had so much self control this whole time#I’m still gonna keep under my cal max today I’ll just have salad for dinner and black coffee but fuck man. Shit#I just kept going and got upset so i ate more to quench the feeling of being upset and Ive been stifling that urge so well#i know r3str1cting isnt healthy either but i almost forgot how scary b1nging rlly feels sometimes that was the first rlly Bad one#That wasn’t caused bc i was hungry from r3str1cting intensely but simply because i wanted sugar and couldn’t say no. And its shaken me#Ugh
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(walks out of ableton covered in blood) hi guys
#mono’s stuff#mono’s covers#???i guess???#im so fucking tired#i promise it wasn’t meant to be this off timing it was good on the timing at least before i swear somehow exporting it#and ableton fucked it up so bad especially the last bit forgive me its not my fault#it was perfectly fine in open utau please. sobs.#anyway. if the link doesn’t work let me know
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i don’t remember which but there’s some iconic fic in our fandom that used the word ‘auspicious’ in a double-speak kinda way and now no one here knows what that word means IM SORRY i just have to say it. if something is auspicious it means it’s GOOD. an auspicious thing is the opposite of suspicious. it gives a POSITIVE outlook
#BIGGEST pet peeve that i only got since joining this fandom#the OG author knew what it meant it just wasn’t Completely clear in the narrative because of the way ppl said it#i can picture the scene so clearly i just don’t remember what fic it came from#it’s gotta be either blue. burning bright. or ozymandias#one of those said auspicious#and now no one knows what it means#pls stop using auspicious when u mean there’s a looming dread i beg of u#if it’s burning bright and eris/enyo sees this then just shoot me#(my only connection i think to those authors lol)
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So is that awful and ill placed and thought out daddy kink joke supposed to be a set up for Buck season 8?? For Buck actually exploring his trauma around his father and around Bobby??
Is it supposed to be the set up for Buck realising he is still on the hamster wheel of relationships where he’s in it for the emotional connection and his partner is only in it for sex?
Is that what this is - because I have spent my night trying to figure out what other reason there could possibly be for dropping that ‘joke’ at that moment and making that scene weird?
Buck is clearly more invested in the relationship than Tommy is - you can see Buck is still invested and engaged in his first queer relationship - that he’s still a bit starry eyed over Tommy - but that scene was screaming Abby 2.0 at me - Tommys behaviour was very similar to Abby’s in my opinion.
And while I’m not mad at that as a concept - Tommy being similar to Abby makes a fair amount of sense - in the same way she helped move Buck from playboy to relationship material (I maintain the playboy persona was a mask and coping mechanism for his loneliness) Tommy is helping him move from straight to queer - unlocking another part of himself.
But if that is the case - that scene - that set up - was just not it.
Every other main had at least a fair hint of what there arc will be for season 8, but Buck didn’t really - yes it was made clear he’ll be there for Eddie (and Chris) but that journey is Eddie’s not Bucks - Buck had no hint of an arc for himself so I’m left trying to figure out what they’re doing with him and this is where I’m at.
#I’m at a loss - because that scene was so ick and so not it#unless they want me to feel that way and feel like Tommy is Abby and they’re trying to create the parallel between them and move away from#play it alongside the Eddie Tommy parallels - especially with all this reducing they’re doing for everyone’s stories#because the reality is after Abby Buck moved on to Eddie - built what he was looking for - he just didn’t know that’s what he was doing#so paralleling that with Tommy - then plays into Eddie’s introduction in s2 and plays into buck actually figuring out that he loves Eddie#and has built a life with Eddie - the kind of life and love he’s been searching for#idk am I pulling at straws?? probably#but I just can’t figure out the purpose of that scene (with its two types of salad) if it wasn’t meant to throw up Tommy red flags and#parallels with Abby#I refuse to believe the show would allow such poor writing if there wasn’t purpose to it in such a shortened season#911 spoilers#evan buckley#anti bucktommy
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Going into 2025 can we leave behind calling anything and everything related to Taylor an Easter egg? Thanks!
#taylor swift#like these aren’t Easter eggs you dumb fucks#they’re just observations#I highly doubt Kylie intentionally placed that book in the video to send swifties wild#it was probably just laying around the house#like we know they’re close that isn’t a revelation#and the whole phone screen thing wasn’t an egg#that was just her lockscreen a moment between her and her partner#it wasn’t meant to signal anything#she didn’t say let me flash my lockscreen so the fans can see it
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maybe i am dumb maybe i’m smarter than everyone but i thought it was common knowledge that mike did not initially intend for the ‘it’s not my fault you don’t like girls’ comment to have gay implications
#like. ??? i thought that was the point#that he says it not meaning anything by it other that it’s not my fault that this stuff doesn’t seem to matter to you#not meaning it in a gay way just in a like. the girls thing does not bother you but it does bother me there is a discrepancy here#(def still a projection of Some Sort but he didn’t mean it to be he wasn’t trying to pass blame)#and then will Took It as a gay thing#and mike watched him take it that way#and immediately backtracked like????#idk to Me it seemed like it was meant to imply to the audience (and maybe mike too) that will was gay#not that mike was Necessarily#bc that’s where we were at in the fandom and progression of the storyline atp#idk maybe i’m wrong and you can interpret that scene however you want#But. when i see ppl using it as gay mike Proof and saying bi mike isn’t a possibility i go hmmm.#<- not trying to get involved in that discourse ofc just pointing out Again that it’s dumb#ANYWAY. sorry that is just my thoughts and i thought that was the intention in the show but who knows
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