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Hey! List 5 things that make you happy, then put this in the askbox of the last 10 people who liked or reblogged something from you
The 5 things that make me happy are...
1. My Family, because they're always with you no matter how bad or different you are đ«¶đŒđ«¶đŒ
2. People that are real and that would never hurt you/ my friends at school âïžđ
3. You guys, y'all are so nice I love y'all so much đ„čđ«¶đŒ
4. Music/Headphones, they help me focus on my stuff that I need to do and makes you feel good ^^
5. My blanket, because it's smooth and warm.
I also just wanted to say thank you to the ones who inspired me to keep on going, on just about everything really
@sonicranger1 @toonstudios @sirensea14 @midnightfire830 @melody-starlight @flutters-to-cuppers @rosewashereyt @lorelai-l0res @questmouse @alice-the-kittycat-yt @f3m09 @ohmygawditssunnyout
Y'all don't know how much y'all mean to mean, but I'm sure you do đđđ«¶đŒđ«¶đŒđ«¶đŒ
#I WANNA MENTION MORE BUT I'M NOT SURE WHAT WILL HAPPEN IF I TAG MORE đ#But I hope y'all had an great morning/day/night#ciciandthemeepstalks#I ALSO WANNA THANK YOU FOR THIS ASK#I LOVE IT AND WAS VERY GLAD TO ANSWER IT AHDBDJDVDNFVD#GUYs I ALSO THOUGHT THIS ASK SAID MENTIONED TEN PPL THAT YOU CARE OR LIKED ABOUT AS WELL đđ#I know I do a bit much I'm sorry đ#But yeah I'ma pass this ask around anyway and say what I mean đâš
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Every variation of Tim gets a cat brings me so much joy
#I'v been feeling a bit rough lately which gave me massive art block#But I just had this flash all of a sudden n what do you know I blazed this in about 20 minutes#Just a doodle but it helped me destress n relax so much#Not my best work for sure#But that doesn't matter because I feel substantially better#There's something off with the anatomy in the face and I'm pretty sure it's the nose but I'm too tired to figure out why#Sides I'm trying to be less anxious with my work and not he such a perfectionist. So we ball#Man sorry for the whole essay in the tags đ#Just a fun little doodle :3#Tim Drake#My art#I need to draw animals more often I love doing it
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which ocs in the fandom do you find the most interesting? also, which ocs do you think have the most aesthetically pleasing designs? finally, which ocs have you only heard of but would like to know more about?
ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh nooooooo ha haaa noooo i can't possibly answer this because it would be soooo unfair to have favourites wouldn't it's comet knight by @kittenvirus
#sorry it's the colour scheme and the glitter and the fluff. i'm unfortunately so so weak to all these things đ#even a little bit of pastel rainbow star theming specifically... comet really has everything i'm sorry to say#i think starstruck would faint immediately if she saw him. could they be friends?? i'm not sure i think she'd just be like this: đïžđïž#he is also one of (if not the very) first designs i saw when i started picking around the kirby community#so i'll always have a soft spot for him no matter who else i discover.#there are also a dozen other OCs that i love and adore but the more that i list the more folks will feel that i didn't list *them*#and i really really don't want to do that! my mutuals have some absolutely banging designs as do some folks who i don't follow!#there are also a lot of REALLY cool designs that are 'semi' oc but are more like redesigns? from folks AUs or comics or so on#many great morpho-esque redesigns out there too i'm always a fan of those!!!#please understand i'm listing only ONE design that hits all these prompts (bc i also don't know the creator well hence 'only heard of')#and one that always stands out to me personally because of the sentimentality i mentioned above#but i love MANY many many. if i started listing them i would never stop!! if you have an oc or a design i probably love them!!#i realise that is a bit of a dodge of the breadth of this question but i just... yknow? haha#i'd be happy to learn more about any ocs really!! i would actually love for starstruck to start having some relationships with others too?#if folks are interested in that!! she has relationships with the dream land four but not so much with ocs; and that might be fun too!!#others ocs#asks
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i miss being here :((
#xelle.txt#oughhh hi everyone. i don't know if i'll permanently come back but i saw my interactions with past mutuals and i just got ;;;;#i've actually been doing self ship even off screen HAGAUAHHDJDJD aaa i have so much to share but idk how my followers would respond! hehe#school's just been so hectic and we were just now given a week to take a break đ#i think the burn out is catching up to me :[ i can't really find the motivation to study anymore. i only do it so i could pass and graduate#sorry i didn't mean to rant đ but yeahhh i'm only here for a bit! next week i'll be busy again#i'm actually working on a drawing and i'd love ti share it here!#OH and a new ship!! HAUAHAHSUDHFH they're from a cartoon show from 2013 đđ#anyway yeah i just miss everyone!!
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send me a ⧠and iâll bold all that apply to your muse! (with italics as a 'sometimes' option because i'm a rule-breaker and things may depend on the situation).
i would kill you. ⧠i would physically hurt you. ⧠i would attack you unprovoked. ⧠i would manipulate you. ⧠i dislike you. ⧠you annoy me. ⧠you scare me. ⧠you intimidate me. ⧠i hope i intimidate you. ⧠i pity you. ⧠you disgust me. ⧠i hate you. ⧠iâm indifferent toward you. ⧠iâd like to get to know you better. ⧠ iâd like to spend more time with you. ⧠iâd like to be friends with you. ⧠ iâm unsure what to think of you. ⧠iâm unsure how I feel about you. ⧠you are my friend. ⧠you are my best friend. ⧠you are my mentor. ⧠i look up to you. ⧠i respect you. ⧠you are my hero. ⧠you inspire me. ⧠you are my enemy. ⧠you make me happy. ⧠i want to protect you. ⧠i would fight by your side. ⧠i consider you an equal. ⧠i think you are beneath me. ⧠i think you are above me. ⧠i would lie for you. ⧠i would lie to you. ⧠i would sleep with you. ⧠i would sleep by your side. ⧠i would hug you. ⧠i would kiss you. ⧠you are family to me. ⧠i would die for you. ⧠i would kill for you. ⧠i would trust you with my life. ⧠i would trust you with my most precious belonging. ⧠i would trust you with a secret. ⧠i would trust you with my biggest / darkest secret. ⧠i love you (platonically). ⧠i love you (romantically).
#sifonie#OOH BOYYY. the mixed nature of this is... JSJSJ i'm sorry about barton ramone he is justtt. Not the best person even around people-#he likes / cares about sometimes NGL and a lot of his relationships if not all of them are (unfortunately) unstable to at least a small-#degree. though of course i'm not trying to justify his behavior at all here... i just think that barton literally Cannot Help himself-#whenever it comes to manipulating people to the point where he may even do it unconsciously sometimes as terrible as that might sound đ#and as for the whole 'you scare me' thing i think this just applies in the context of sibyl technically having the power to like. Kill him-#if they wanted to even if they wouldn't considering that they are like siblings to each other you know? and barton is naturally a-#distrustful person SO that also adds to him feeling a bit scared of them at times i think ahahhh.#but that's enough of talking about the negative stuff!! let's talk about how barton sees sibyl as an equal and would die for them...#because i honestly that serves as SUCH a dichotomy to the first thing's that i highlighted here and normally those thing's-#probably wouldn't coexist within the same person but if there is one thing that barton is - it's surprising in regards to how complex-#he can make his relationships with people JSJSJ LMAO but barton wanting to protect them is also? kind of sweet as well?? like OMG#plus the fact that they make him happy is đ it's really kind of touching in my humble opinion.#now if only barton didn't feel the need to LIE and still manipulate people sometimes even when he likes them...#then we'd be golden but i guess that would be asking for too much from him JSJSJ#not me talking as if he's real đ nooo but this was seriously really fun to fill out so thank you for sending this prompt to me ramone!!#and i hope i was able to shed a little more light on their relationship from barton's side of thing's bc i feel like it can be hard to tell#what barton truly thinks about someone even when i'm writing him in the 'stream of consciousness' style haha#also the italics is a 'maybe' in this case so it doesn't apply all the time!!
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okay stressful event done, hopefully i can be calm and normal again starting tomorrow đ
everyone put your lucky clovers and horseshoes together for me to hope that I did not get covid because I was the ONLY PERSON IN THE ENTIRE VICINITY WEARING A MASK. OUT OF 200 ISH PEOPLE. FUCK !
#but i wore it and i ignored all the stares and strange looks ppl gave me#i do not want to be further disabled jesus christ please i am hoping against hope I'll be okay#i did not have a choice in the matter of going or not but holy shit it was not worth going even đđ it was so bad fjfkdl#I can't say much abt it bc I'll end up doxxing myself but it was so bad. and i wish i had not gone dbfkdl#also my mother was so mean and saying some random guy was disgusting and meanwhile i was like ummm awooga đ#she is so fucking awful and i hate it. he had a bit of a belly sticking out from his shirt bc he was stretching and he had body hair#and um. well. we all know how Normal i am about that sort of guy.... Not Normal At All LMAO#it just makes me feel more affirmed in choosing to not ever share my art w my mother lmfao#she would hate what i draw. and I'm trying not to let that get to me but .... oh well i guess !#even though i learned at like age 11 that i shouldn't even try to share my creations w her i still yearn for approval or whatever#UMMM LOL WHAT AM I TALKING ABOUT RN OOPS SORRY. I'll go skitter off into the night now DBFJDKL#HOPEFULLY I'LL BE NORMAL TOMORROW BLEASE... also i need to go see what Chase was posting earlier augh#dandy.cmd#vent //
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WIP DAY.
tagged by @girlbosselrond @morvaris @aartyom @risingsh0t @phillipsgraves @leviiackrman @indorilnerevarine & @denerims over the past month! sorry it's taken me so long to get to anything at all, i'm sure you guys have heard me address it enough, but thank you all so much for continuing to tag me in things while i've been inactive âĄ
tagging @aelyosos @brujah @calenhads @florbelles @jendoe @lightwardens @liurnia @nokstella @nuclearstorms @shadowsofrose @shellibisshe @steelport @swordcoasts @wrymbloods @voerman & all of those who tagged me again cause i'm so behind + anyone else who'd like to share anything they're working on, not just writing! âĄ
i haven't written anything since the last wip game i did, but i started trying to put diana's timeline together at the start of january, so i mean... i'll show that instead. as you can see, fatigue hasn't let me do much with it even though i've got all of her timeline already done and strewn about all over the place.
started with 1995 onwards cause it was originally going to be an ewskers timeline situation, but then wanted to include all of her backstory so i went back to the start and still have the late 80s and early 90s to get through before then, but yeah :]
it's going to include like all little moments i've thought of between the ewskers just for me and placing them on the timeline, so you can imagine how long this is going to get if i have to go to 2021 for village... like just 1996-1998 is going to be so much... she's very special to me if you couldn't tell already lmaoo
never sharing this though, it's just for me, and like will help for when i do her timeline page (more in-depth version of what's on her oc page) to just run through canon events and brief descriptions and whatnot. you understand.
everything is blurred out besides 1995 ewskers momence and the years, just cause like idk her i feel weird sharing her in-depth backstory unless it's in dms or something, just cause there's lots going on there and yeah. things. idk
i also made a carrd for twt if you wanna have a look at that :] there's some cheeky subtle things with the two resi items i used as pics hehe
actually, you know what, i'll give a lil bit from where i left of with that rewrite anyways, even though it's been months since i wrote it. but why not
Wesker left a fleeting kiss behind her ear then reached around her and hooked his fingers beneath her coat, prompting Diana to glance back at him. But all he did was gently pull it from her shoulders. She watched him from out of the corner of her eye as he hung it up on the rack by the door, his movements careful and almost calculated, until he turned back towards her, and the warmth of his body returned once more. He pressed up against her side this time, as opposed to her back, and one of his hands found a home on her waist. The way the arm it belonged to was resting firmly against her as he began leading her towards the kitchen was comforting, secure, yet unmistakably possessive. And she revelled in it. He had quite the knack for handling her just the way she wanted.
#tag games.#keep going to do picrews and just zoning out đ i'm so behind on literally everything but it's fine it's okay (lying)#i'm having a day and a half even though i woke up feeling okay but oh well. my last month has just been like watching videos during the day#or playing games when i have a bit more energy but like i can't do anything that requires me to actually read or write things like words#are just not computing in my brain at the moment but it's okay like i'm just exhausted and hoping soon i can get back to writing because i#still have over 30 wips going lmao but yeah it's been a time a half with lots of appointments and seeing specialists again and trying to#sort things out. i've been more active on twitter which i've mentioned before but it's just because like it's easier for me to sort of just#like and rt things and not having to do my organisation tags and things like i know that sounds so just small and simple but that's how#i've been lately like to my brain rn that seems like a really big task. so i just keep coming on here randomly for a few minutes then#disappearing so i'm sorry that i've definitely missed so much and i haven't been around to just show my appreciation and love to your#creations!! also just everything that happened in december and then a bit at the start of january too like i'm just a lil paranoid about#being on here honestly so i'm trying to get back to it and be okay with posting again and i'm going to make a promise to myself to actually#filter more tags i think? just to help me with like not exposing myself to things that do make me feel uncomfortable in any way!! i'm#rambling now but sorry sometimes i just need to lmaooo idk but yes so cute lil subtle things from my carrd i wanna talk about cause why not#i didn't have to change the blue herb from re0 besides making it brighter because it's already teal toned which is so sexy but i shifted#the hue on the spade key like SLIGHTLY like it was so little. but anyways. i use this emoji âš on my twitter name and yes cause sparkles but#also. three stars. the s.t.a.r.s. badge and logo :] then blue herb because i will have no poison in my safe space!!!! take a blue herb or#leave please!! only good vibes and safe space here!! spade key because i'm ace <3 i was going to include the diamond one in there as well#because am demiro and like those are the symbols in the community. ace of spades for ace. diamond for demis (both orientations)#but wasn't sure how to weave the pink through the rest of the carrd even though cyan and pink together is so pretty omg
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everyone please Considerđ©ž
#Harold Finch#Person of Interest#told you i'd do it#it looks a bit silly but if it makes people think of vampire!Harold it's worth it to me#also. EVERYONE LOOK AT MY HALLOWEEN LAYOUT I'M NOT SURE IT LOOKS GOOD LMAO (there's no desktop theme i'm sorry that's just too much work đ)#i just couldn't let Halloween pass without changing my layout. like. that's one of my favorite things to do here </3#do you see that godforsaken Room 23 gif? that's the first gif i make in Years. and i downloaded 3 programs before figuring out how to do it#i love the Room 23 video so much i'll probably use it again on a regular layout though :-]c#oh and the reason the title is missing its last few letters is because the Zalgo effect i wanted to use takes up all the space fcxsgfcxhgsx#(but i think it looks funny / adds to the creepy factor so i'll keep it)#also: OOMFS i've seen all your tagged posts and replies yes even the ones that are months old i DID NOT forget i SWEAR. i'll answer them#when i have free time!!!!!#and in case anyone wanted to know: the last ep of POI i watched was 3x18. i have posts from S2 drafted to comment on so yeah i still care#ok i need to go. b y e *turns into dust*#luaPost=true
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The bg3 fandom is so big and active rn I can't imagine there aren't at least a few servers out there that put like... a reasonable limit on the sort of dark content that can be discussed in it while still also allowing nuanced and mature discussion about it, especially considering the game's canon topics.
It's such a bizarre delicate balance but there has to be something right?
#im planning on sticking to a couple of my nonbg3 friends servers that invited me to talk abt bg3 in them#and the tiny little sprinting server I made a bit ago#but I know I'm going to chomping at the fucking bit to talk abt bg3 way more than anyone wants me to I think đ#like. Only large and fandom specific servers really fill that niche but god are they always a minefield#the sheer whiplash of going from the happiness of watching the award show to like#isolating myself and now wondering if I'm going to finish ANY of my projects anymore still has me reeling#I'm just. tired man. i already did this with star wars. i don't want to do it again already here#i feel like fandom spaces love celebrating trauma survivors but only if you're one of the cool acceptable ones#if you're one of the ones that has dodgy reactions to things and complex unpredictable feelings then its just. oops!#sorry bestie no space will ever truly allow you to feel safe OR accepted. have fun walking that tightrope for the rest of your life#tbf i didn't even give the bg3 server im in the option but I already know how server-destroying this issue is#sorry to anyone who bothered to read this afhshdh it feels so much safer to rant in the tags#questlog
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i get so much joy when i see you on my dash and you have basically written an academic essay on piarles in some random post's tags. like, actually the best part of opening tumblr is seeing you on my dash and reading your tags. i have loved the routine of reading them for a while now, thought i should tell you that i really appreciate and love them. have a lovely day katie! đžđŒđđ»đ
oh my gosh this is THE sweetest thing ever, ahhhh đ„șđ„șđ„°đ„°đ„° part of your routine!! CRY. something something about screaming into the void but suddenly it means everything when other people read it & appreciate it too đ hugging you tight and kissing your forehead, actually. thank you so much for validating me in the best way possible, ahhhh đ <3333 and i hope you have a wonderful day too! đ„°â€ïž
#asks & answers#đ„ softiecharlie#ksjdhdhsjgdgddh i don't think this answer makes much sense actually sorry đđ„Č#my brain is a little scrambly today fkshjdbdbd#BUT. this is so incredibly sweet and you are the kindest ever for sending it đđâ€ïžâ€ïžâ€ïž#THANK YOU SO SO SO MUCH omg omgggg#every single time someone tells me they enjoy my tags i just melt into a bit of a puddle#because i always go so insane in them hehehe#and goodness knows i find myself extremely funny#but hearing other people do too? AHHHHHHHHHHHHH. i'm blushing and giggling and twirling my hair omg#the lovely mutual likes my nonsense? *starry eyes* my day has been made#that's LITERALLY how i feel every time someone says this to me omg đâ€ïž#also. 'an academic essay on piarles in some random post's tags' KSKDHDJJDHDHDJDHDHDHDGDGD#that's the biggest compliment ever actually#also i would be SO happy if this becomes my brand#best brand ever if you ask me đđđđâ€ïž
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good morning i am just very slightly worried about prom <3
#đ.rambles#no classes today đ„ș gna do my hw for next week tho n then. yes.#I'M WORRIED THOUGH YEAH BCS. hfdsksdjf most of the other ppl r friends or r in the same class#kinda worried i might not enjoy as much bcs. who knows if i'll be able to talk properly or if i might just get nervous instead#n maybe at one point i cld go to one of my other friends too but she's going w a guy n i don't want to intrude ig#n she has her other friends too. my friend at our table yeah has other friends too#i'm worried i might just. not enjoy at all bcs of anxiety or maybe i'll just feel lonely or smth hdkfajsdlf nothing i can do abt that thoug#maybe when i'm anxious i'll just cope by dissociating n just thinking of noctis or claude or smth đđ or artem n write a story in my head#n i'll go out of my comfort zone n use up all my social energy#recently they just announced in our batch gc that we can have yk same couples. wasn't in the ltp or smth tho đ„č#wish i had at least another friend or smth. so maybe it wld've been possible to bring one of my friends from another school ^^#platonically bcs she's like. bi. đ«Ł i'm still rather amused at how she. mentioned she was bi when like#i had my arm around her shoulder n she said smth along the lines that it was kinda weird for her bcs she wasn't used to it?? IDK đđ#didn't quite catch the rest of her words but sorry girl i'm just naturally affectionate w my friends#n idk why but if you're like. biologically female or actually even just like. yk your gender is female n you identify along those lines#i'm just automatically more comfy w you n physically affectionate.#nyways she told me she doesn't have prom tho when we were talking abt sch we were like talking abt school events n :<<#hmm. yk it's not like i need. someone for prom like. yk i just need myself. but i guess it's a bit of a childish old wish of mine#that said though i'm fine just still rather worried bcs in social situations i just. end up feeling rlly lonely haha#like i was doing well i rmb friday of the fair but then i was bottling my emotions n pretending i was completely okay đ#definitely wasn't crying when everyone was away <3 n then my anxiety just. god i don't want to think about it#until the end i was just. hanging on to a piece of thread. sorry you saw me cry a bit. sorry i lied that i was fine#sorry i let myself. go through that. twin n friend laying their heads on my shoulder as they were falling asleep n i was just. crying#n then later that night i just ended up crying even more. painful memories.#just have to accept that my social energy's just shit n ppl will always have another that they'd prefer talking with.#i have. apollo at least yh? n i guess to each person i mean at least. something. i think#sorry i'm not usually like this but it's just. smth i just can't help but be anxious about. one of my biggest insecurities#i'm so used to being alone though i've realized. last year wasn't real goddamn. n. 2020 was.. i don't know#ah i'll be productive now. i. move forward from the past n i never forget in a way that it. helps spur me onwards but#sometimes the past haunts me. sometimes is.. perhaps a big understatement bcs i think too much but. uh. yh that's enough i'm fine.
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Happy Valentines Day!! đ I hope you spend the day being haunted by someone you love đ» (or if you're like me, just eating a lot of heart-shaped candy)
Poll:
#I really REALLY wanted to make a little video for valetines day but I ran out of time đ„Č#maybe I'll do something late over the long weekend#for now I offer you my hot takes that absolutely nobody asked for:#the Arondekars- LOVE LOVE THEM. they're everything. just like wwditsâ the married couple is my favorite ship. idk what this says abt me#Isaac/Nigel- I think they're really sweet!! I don't think I'm as into them as some people but I do like them a lot#the concept alone is so charming and it's a choice that establishes the show a bit from the original that I think works really well#Isaac's awkwardness and hesitancy to move things forward is SO relatable to my experience as a baby lesbian and I find it really endearing#Flower/Thorfinn- I'm not super into them I'm sorry đ I don't hate it but I also don't really feel the chemistry#although maybe this week's episode will change my mind!!#Pete/Alberta- oughh I didn't realize how much I loved their dynamic until I thought about it more#their opposites attract kind of thing is really cuteâ with Alberta helping Pete step out of his comfort zone#and alberta knowing she deserves someone a bit more stable who will treat her better than she was in life (she already knew this but still)#it's a shame bc they're probably the couple with the least chance of getting together đ#Sasappis/Shiki- unfortunately there's not much they can really do :') however sass' shiki tree was adorable. what a dork#Sass/Jessica- cute while they lasted!! they weren't able to spend a ton of time on their relationship but it brought out a different side#of Sass that was fun to watch#Hetty/Trevor- absolutely hilarious. I never knew I needed it. I don't ship them in a capital r Romantic way but their chemistry is great#I'd rather see it stay just a fling tbh. also when the other ghosts find out it's going to be SO juicy I can't wait#last one- I really don't want to see the entire house coupled off. The ships are fun but also the friendships between the ghosts and how#they function as a group is the real heart of the show for me I don't want that to get lost. I don't think it's impossible to balance both#so it's ultimately just a personal preference đ€·ââïž#wow I didn't realize i had so much to say about this aksjsk#anyway. my prediction for this poll is a close race between isaac/nigel and h-money#cbs ghosts
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Go Slow
Pairing: Logan Howlett x Reader
Warnings: SMUT! p in v, unprotected sex (wrap it before you tap it), riding, (brief) dry humping
Summary: it's your first time and Logan tries to go slow, he really does, but some things just can't be helped
Word count: 1.6k
A/N: i'm not too practiced in smut so sorry if it's shit đ
Logan knew you were on the shy side of things. During the start of your relationship heâd had to coax words from you, feelings and opinions you held until you felt comfortable enough to share them without being asked. Youâd be nervous and fidgety when asking to see him, acting like he was an attractive stranger when he was your boyfriend.Â
In all honesty though Logan didnât mind. He enjoyed your shy, almost naive personality, and was more than happy to wait for you to be comfortable with him before suggesting going any further.Â
Sure, it was difficult for him to wait, but not impossible. If his pants tightened slightly when you walked in the room with ridiculously short shorts and practically sat in his lap with them, you didnât notice. When you were sleeping in bed together and would unconsciously rub yourself against him, causing him to have to leave the bed for a bit lest he did something he'd regret, you remained blissfully unaware. And if he was putting away your laundry and came across a pair of lacy black panties with bows adorning it, you wouldnât even notice they went missing.
Logan was more than okay to wait.
You, on the other hand, were not.
It started with small changes in you and your actions, though Logan couldnât quite place his finger on what it was. You were more flustered around him than usual, jumpier and shier than youâd been before. You were quieter too, staring at him with more intensity than before, as if trying to read his mind. Yet it wasnât as if you were pulling away from him, because you were much more touchy and clingy than usual, always needing to hold him and often being the initiator of any make out session you two might have- which is as far as youâd gone.
It was during one of these sessions, having started when you both grew bored of the movie playing on the screen, that you started straddling Logan, kissing him with more fevor than you usually did. Surprised, though certainly not disappointed, Logan kissed you back, hands resting on your thighs and occasionally running up and down them when his control slipped.
When he felt you rock against him slightly he knew something was up. You were never this forward with him, and was always the one to stop Logan when he got a bit carried away. Yet there you were, gently rocking against him while you kissed, moving against his jeans almost desperately, rubbing against him until there was a rock hard bulge for you to move against and Logan had to gently push you off him.
Immediately you started apologising, looking at your hands nervously fidgeting with your t-shirt, refusing to so much as glance at Logan.
âHey, hey, youâre alright Bub,â Logan said gently. âI just donât want to do anything before talking about it first.â
You risked a glance at him, trying to find any lie in his face. âYouâre not angry at me?â
Logan would have laughed if he wasnât worried about upsetting you further. ââCourse not. I fucking loved that, actually, but we canât do it, or anything like that, without talking about it first. I gotta make sure youâre okay with it.â
You nodded your head with such eagerness Loganâs cock twitched in his pants. âIâm okay with it.â
He smiled at your needy demeanour and had to hold himself back from gladly going along with it. âWhat exactly do you want, Sweetheart? I gotta know that.â
You bit your lips shyly, glancing up at him from your lashes in such a way Logan was tempted to be fucked with all of this and just take you. Heâd been waiting for months, however, so he could certainly wait a few more minutes, and restrained himself as such.
âI want to feel good,â you mumbled quietly. âWant you to make me feel good.â
Oh fuck.
Logan wasnât sure he could handle this. Desire was coursing through his veins, his cock was throbbing almost painfully against his pants as he watched you, shy and naive but so wanting for him.
âAlright Bub, we can do that,â he eventually said, because fuck he wanted to make you feel good too. He wanted you moaning and whimpering his name, whining and panting underneath him because of him.
Yet as soon as he had you undressed and under him he could tell it wasnât what you wanted. You looked petrified, eyes squeezed shut as you waited for Logan to enter you, and that just wouldnât do.
âIâm not doing this Sweetheart,â he said, moving away.
You opened your eyes, seeming both relieved and disappointed at the same time. âWhat? Why?â
Logan sighed, wrapping you up in his arms and kissing your neck. Even with both of you naked it was surprisingly not desire filled and simply comforting. âBecause you obviously donât want it.â
You shook your head and turned around to face him, straddling him in a similar position as before. âI do want it. Just⊠it felt a bit scary like that.â
Logan thought about her words for a moment before inspiration struck him. âDo you want to ride me instead?â
You actually gasped, your eyes widening at the suggestion, yet he could also see the desire radiating off of you- he could smell it too- and feel the slick coming from your cunt at the thought. He smirked, taking that as a yes.
âIâm going to lift you up and slowly place you down on me. You can stop me at any moment, okay?â he asked you, wanting to make sure you were comfortable with this.
You nodded your head, looking apprehensive but also excited, as you glanced down at his hard on, licking your lips slightly. âI donât know if it will fit.â
Logan nearly groaned then and there. âIt will.â
Hesitant but sure, you let Loganâs hands wrap around your waist and lift you up, positioning his cock at your entrance. He gave you a few seconds to back out, and when you didnât, staring at him confidently, Logan sunk you down on his cock.
Fuck even just his tip inside you felt like heaven, your cunt squeezing against him. You let out a gasp and he hesitated, waiting, and you slowly nodded your head, giving him the go ahead to continue. He did so gently, making you take him inch by inch, stopping every so often for you to get used to the feeling of him until youâd finally taken all of him inside you.
The feeling of your walls squeezing his cock was heavenly. He could barely think, and all he wanted to do was fuck you hard and fast, chase the release he so desperately wanted. Yet he waited for it to feel comfortable for you, waiting for the pain to ease before he did anything.
âOkay⊠what now?â you asked in a timid voice.
Logan had to muffle the sound threatening to escape him at the sight of you blinking bashfully at him while he was inside you. It was too good to be true.
âNow you move,â Logan said roughly, because he didnât trust himself to move and not fuck you viciously like he wanted to.
You thought for a moment before giving an experimental rock, gasping at the pleasure accompanying the action. You repeated the rock again, then again, creating a slow but sure movement that was slowly killing Logan.
Every sway of your hips, the way you rode his cock eagerly if not skillfully, was pushing him closer and closer to the edge.
âThatâs it baby,â he rasped. âJust like that, youâre doing so good for me baby.â
You rolled your hips, whining at the praise and closing your eyes but only increasing your motions, one hand moving up to cup your breast. You grounded onto him, gasping when he hit that perfect spot, whispering Loganâs name like a prayer
He swore at the sight, and couldnât help the jerk his hips made, a small gasp escaping you. It felt so good, the spike of pleasure overwhelming and your readily response too much, and he did it again.
You moaned this time, a dirty, high pitched sound that was ringing in Loganâs ears, urging him on as he took your hips in his hand and lifted you up, only to slam you down on his cock again. Your moan was delicious, and you placed both your hands on his chest, moving forward to make him go deeper.
Logan did groan this time, and used your hips to continue moving you on his dick, his large hands squeezing the soft flesh of your hips. You were a whining mess, eyes glazed and body limp above him.
âFeel so good,â Logan grunted, thrusting into you. âSo fucking good for me.â
You whimpered, gasping as your eyes fluttered closed again. Logan grinned.
âYou like that baby? You like me telling you what a good girl youâre being, riding my cock so prettily.â
Your moans came more frequent, panting every second, and Logan could tell you were close. He increased his pace, wanting to see you fall apart in front of him, and wasnât disappointed by the result.
âCome on baby, cum for me.â
With a cry you threw your head back, ecstasy painting your face as you came, your walls tightening. The feeling of them squeezing Loganâs dick, your cunt milking it for all its worth was too much and he felt himself fall after you, his load of cum shooting into your already stuffed hole.
âFuck baby,â he cursed, helping you ride out both your highs, moving your hips over him.
You were still panting as you slowly came down from your high, boneless as you laid against Loganâs chest.
âYou did so good for me darling,â he murmured, kissing the top of your head.
You let out a sound, nuzzling his neck, and he happily held you against him, pressing kisses to your face and neck till you were ready to move.
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no thoughts just waitress!reader showing up for shifts like nothings wrong after the date situation
just keeping it calm and professional. working her shifts efficiently and no longer bantering/flirting with ghost, who would rather reader melt down and tear into him than putting up the walls around herself hehe
Ok I'm combining some asks here that had some different ideas - I got so many of you guys demanding reparation for making reader cry đ here's the comfort chapter! (Still a tad angsty at the beginning)
Ghost had finished your tips for you that night. He had half a mind to slide a hundred in your payout folder as an apology for ruining your date... but what good would that do? That would make you quit for good, if you hadn't already.
He lays in his bed, eyes stuck to the ceiling, still in his jeans and black shirt. He wishes he could snuff out the guilt that sits heavily in his gut. He wonders what you're doing - probably crying, possibly making a half-assed voodoo doll of himself and stabbing his chest with a dull steak knife, because that's all he feels right now.
He gets up early the next day after a rough three hours of sleep. He lumbers down the stairs to the office - Price is there, sorting out cash and working on the next supply order. He looks at Simon, who's rubbing his eyes and looking worse for wear.
"Mornin'." Price says, turning back to the monitor. Ghost grunts in response, dropping himself onto the couch behind Price. His head aches from the lack of sleep, thoughts circling in his mind about how to apologize to you. He can imagine you won't want to talk to him - or, if you do, it'll most likely be profanities wedged between insults. He'd love for you to berate him right now, and make him feel like he got what he deserved.
Price sighs. "You sleep alright?"
"I've had better."
"Nightmare?"
"... yea, somethin' like that."
Price huffs. "I'm workin' front of house today." He says, grabbing the bag of tips and standing up. "Goin' down to drop these in the safe, then I'll help you stock up."
Simon opens his eyes, looking at Price with confusion. "You?"
Price nods. "Dove called out sick. Sounded like she's got the lurgy."
That delivers the final blow to Simon. He knows you're not sick - you're avoiding him now. All plans to apologize are now out the window, and the more time passes, the harder it'll be to do it.
"You've only got yourself to blame, Simon." Price says, heading down to the restaurant floor.
He curses under his breath as Price leaves. How he heard about what happened - he could only assume it had been from Soap. He drops his arm over his face and groans. He wants to call out himself, but then they might as well shut down the entire pub for the day.
Should he try phoning you? Would you answer, let alone allow him to get more than five words out? What would he say? "Sorry I ruined your date, I was jealous tha' ya got a life outside of the pub." There is no variation of an apology that feels like it would be enough. He made you cry, for fucks sake. That was a punishment in and of itself, but he still had to own up to what he'd done.
He sighs loudly; his body feels heavy as he drags himself off the couch, trudging down the stairs. He still has a bar to run.
It had to have been the longest shift of Simon's life, and he even wrapped things up a bit earlier than usual. He didn't have the gift of your incessant chatting or being able to tease you to make the time pass. Price was a solid companion in front of house, but there was hardly a conversation to be held - even with the usual bar crowd. The patrons had a look of confusion for the majority of the night, wondering why Soap wasn't popping his head out of the kitchen to chat every once in a while - and why the hell the owner was serving tables, and not the chipper, spunky waitress.
When Simon had locked up for the night, he noticed your bike was no longer in the alley. Johnny must have dropped it off on the way back to his place.
Today isn't much different - at least, not for Simon. He's still suffering from a lack of sleep, he's irritable (he had a spat with Johnny in the morning, over something he can't even remember), and his work ethic is suffering. He's not worried about slicing bar fruit; it'll give him something to do later, when he needs it. Maybe the rush will kick him back into shape.
He stares at the dishes on the edge of the bar - they're all in need of a good polish, but he finds himself stuck on staring at the bar fridge. There's nothing else he needs to stock up on - it's packed completely full with wine, champagne, and cans of beer. He gently kicks the side of it with his boot. He should be checking the to-go boxes, helping Soap with setting up the condiments and soups, making sure the tables all had full salt and pepper shakers. That's what you would be doing. But, you're not here, and neither is Price. He can only hope tonight isn't as busy as the previous night, otherwise he'll have to close some tables. Which would make customers mad. Which would make Price mad. Which would-
Suddenly, he hears three loud bangs against the back door. He freezes, the sound triggering a Pavlovian response. He immediately looks up to the kitchen window - Soap opens the door, and you come jogging inside. You greet him with a smile. He asks how you're feeling, and you say "much better".
He doesn't know what to do with himself, but he just stands there like an idiot as you hang your bag and jacket on a hook. Stands there as you push your way into the restaurant, barely sparing him a glance as you scurry by him. Stands there as you run up the stairs, two at a time, diving nose-first into your chores so you can avoid Simon.
He can't speak. Should he? What can he say? "I'm sorry," for starters, but it isn't that simple. He thought you might have quit, and was preparing his heart for the worst. But now, here you are, running back and forth through the pub and setting up your tables - and it feels like you've never been farther away from him.
In all honesty, you can't bring yourself to talk to him either. You're feeling just as ashamed with your behavior two nights ago as he is about his own. Why the fuck would you expect someone - let alone your boss - to do your chores so that you could run off and have fun on a date? Not only that, but you'd made a scene; you felt like you had half-assed the ice bins in your scramble to get them cleaned, and then you sobbed in the middle of the restaurant. The cherry on top, however, was when you called Price yesterday and told him you had a cold, calling out of your shift. It was a cowardly thing to do, and you could tell he wasn't buying your story.
But: bills need to be paid, rent is due, and you can't lose this job. So you sucked it up and came in today - Simon is easy enough to ignore, separated from you by the bar.
At first, the quiet bartender was relieved that you had showed up for your shift - he wouldn't have searched for a new waitress if you had quit, instead choosing to deal with the consequences of his actions. But he's quickly getting more and more irritated with the silent treatment you're serving. You only talk to him when necessary: a simple "thanks" when you grab your drinks and run them to your tables. You busy yourself between rolling silverware, (over)stocking napkins and condiments, and even going so far as to spray the menus down and scrub them with a rag. You spend more time in the kitchen with Soap; each peal of laughter shared between the two of you is another arrow in Simon's chest. He's stuck behind the bar, listening to woes spilling from drunken lips, forced to watch you flit around and pretend he doesn't exist.
You can't keep this up forever.
Still, you do for most of the night. Even when your shift is coming to an end, the kitchen closed while you close the tabs for your remaining tables, you don't cave and sit at the bar with Simon. You sit at the farthest table from him, the farthest chair, in fact, skimming over your tip receipts - and talking to Soap (who was only able to sit with you since you had helped him knock out his tasks).
Simon's never been as angry with Soap as he is now - and the worst part is he knows it's not justified. He's watching from behind the bar, polishing glasses so hard they might wane into cups. He wants to talk to you. He will talk to you before the night is over. He doesn't expect forgiveness, but he expects that you'll at least let him offer an apology.
One of the regulars at the bar looks to whatever Simon is glaring at, chuckling quietly when he sees you. "Trouble in paradise?"
"Stuff it, Mike." Simon grumbles.
Meanwhile, you walk back from closing out your last table, plopping back in the booth with Soap. "What are you doing after this?"
"Sleepin'." he replies instantly, tossing back an onion ring. "Been dealin' with a grumpy bawbag since early this mornin', and I'm beat."
You glance over at the bar; Simon's back is facing you as he organizes the beer glasses. You really should apologize to him... you just couldn't figure out when the right time would be. He'd still be working by the time your shift ends, and you don't even know if he wants to speak to you at this point.
"Is he mad at me?" you ask, tapping your pen on the table.
Soap sighs. "I'm not goin' t' be the middle man, Bonnie." he says, looking at you intently. "If ye feel like somethin' needs to be said, go talk to 'im."
You groan, leaning back against the seat. "It's not that simple."
"Why not?"
"It just isn't! He's already pissed at me, and he probably thinks I'm a slacker. What good is an apology?"
"Ye won't know 'til ye talk to 'im, hmm?"
"What if he fires me?"
Johnny barks with laughter, and you frown. "I'm being serious."
"He'd never fire ye." he says, getting up out of the booth. He stretches both arms above his head and lets out a grunt. "In fact, he was throwin' a fit yesterday n' today 'fore ye came in. Bitch took it out on me."
You winced. "I'm sorry-"
"Save it fer 'im." Soap interjected. He left you at the booth with the onion rings and your tips, disappearing into the kitchen. You huff, hunching back over your tips and scribbling through them.
Deep down, you know Soap is right. If anything, you could just apologize to Simon. If he chooses to be grumpy about it, so be it. You've got tough skin... still, you can't stand the thought of him being upset with you - not because of your work ethic, but because you liked him. A lot. And you wanted him to like you back, even if it was in the most platonic way.
But that didn't change anything. An apology was due, and you were going to give him one before you left tonight.
You grabbed an onion ring and popped it in your mouth, grimacing when you realized they were cold. Out of the corner of your eye, you saw Simon making his was across the floor to your booth.
Great. Guess the apology is coming now.
He stops at the edge of the table, wiping his hands in a rag. You pretend to punch numbers into your phone's calculator, but they're all random - you just want to look like you're busy.
"May I sit?" he asks, tucking the rag into his back pocket.
You mumble out a "sure", still not looking at him. You hear his large frame slide into the seat across from you, polyester squeaking underneath his weight. You continue to do random equations on your calculator, letting a thick blanket of tension settle between the two of you. You can feel his stare burning into your head, his arms folded over his chest... and you notice that his mask is in his hand. You finally look up at him.
It's not the first time you've seen his face - you've caught glimpses of it when he smokes in the alley, or when he eats whatever Soap throws under the warmer for you and Simon. But this time, he's not taking it off to be convenient. And, dear god, you're just now paying attention to how scarred, rugged, and handsome he is - but now's not the time for those kinds of thoughts. You feel like he's reaching out an olive branch, showing a possible vulnerable side to himself. So, you place your pen on the table and lean back.
He stays quiet for a moment longer, trying to figure out how to start this. He wants to make sure that you know he's here to apologize, not to ask for forgiveness. From his silence, you assume he's waiting for you to go first.
"I'm sorry about Tuesday night." you say, eyes dropping to the table. Simon's astounded that you're the one apologizing, but you continue. "I shouldn't have reacted the way I did, and I'm sorry for trying to dump my job on you."
He feels worse, now. Was that even possible? He was expecting anger, insults - a detailed, frustrated explanation of what you did last night since you did not go on that date. But you're the one saying sorry? You think you're to blame for all of this unspoken aggression? Oh, you really do confuse him, sometimes...
"You don't need t' be sorry, luv." he says, gazing at you with a softness you'd never seen before, not in his brown eyes, at least.
"No, I do." you say, nearly pleading with him to let you be apologetic. "I was being a brat, and whether you usually do the ice bins or not, I shouldn't have expected you would do them without asking." You push your pen on the table, doing your best to convey your feelings. "And yeah, I was late for my date, but... well, he sounded like a dick, anyways."
Simon chuckles, watching you stare at the table. "Well, I owe you an apology, too. I jus'..." he sighed heavily, running a hand down his jaw. "I don' even know. Guess I was bein' lazy, or... I got jealous tha' you've got a life outside of this pub. Feels like you belong here."
He immediately regrets saying that - it sounds way too possessive and... just straight up weird. But you smile, taking comfort in the fact that he still wants you here. That this was the whole reason behind the mess.
"Soap called you a bitch. Said you were an asshole all day."
Simon scoffs. "Yea... 'm pretty sure Price would tell ya the same. And he wants ya back, too. Couldn't stand waitin' on tables, he was tryin' t' trade places with me all night."
You laugh. The world seems alright again - not perfect, but good enough. It might take a night of sleeping the tension away before you're fully back to your normal self, but this is a leap in the right direction. You look at Simon, into his brown, steady eyes, as they stare right back at you.
He breaks the silence. "I really am sorry for ruinin' your date."
You smile softly. "Thank you, Simon. I forgive you."
And just like that, the weight of his guilt is lifted away. The lingering sourness remains, a reminder that he had made you cry. But you had forgiven him, which was more than he was hoping to get tonight.
"Are we better?" you ask timidly.
He nods once. "Better."
You smile - you slowly slide your stack of receipts to him, biting your lip. "Cool - can I have my money?"
Just like that, his smirk drops - but you know it's all in good humor. He huffs, snatching the stack from the table and scoots his way out of the booth. "Always got money on the mind, eh?"
"I've always got rent on my mind." you retort, following after him with the bowl of onion rings. You plant yourself at your usual spot on the end of the bar, right near the POS where Simon cashes out your tips. He tries to hurry up, assuming you want to dip and go home after such an intense conversation. He slides the mask back over his face and punches his code in, trying to edit your tips into the system as quickly as he can.
"Simon?"
"Hm?" his response is instant, turning around to look back at you. You've got your phone on the bartop, and your back and jacket on the unoccupied seat next to you.
"Can I stay for a drink?"
He's melting on the inside, only held together by his own skin. He sets your receipts down and opts to do them later, right before whenever you decide to leave. He won't miss on an opportunity to have you stay longer.
"Course, luv. What's it gonna be?"
"You know how to make a cosmo?"
He chuckles, grabbing a glass from the shelf behind him. "Sure do."
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BEST BIRTHDAY EVER / Y.J
Pairing â sub!fem!reader x harddom!jungwon
Genre â SMUT, establish relationship, fluff
Warnings â SMUT (minors dni), petnames, lingerie, bratty reader, manhandle, jungwon is a little mean and a big tease, bits of dacryphilia, degradation, praising, oral (m. receiving), use of handcuffs, choking, marking (f. receiving), orgasm control, spanking, squirting, unprotected sex (don't do it babes) so much dirty talk hehe, aftercare
Word count â 15,2k (why is it so long???)
Summary â It was Jungwon's birthday, and let's say he did whatever he wanted with you.
a/n: thank you to anon for the request! i got a little carried away I'm so sorry i didn't plan for it to be this long đ
The soft light of early morning filtered through the curtains, casting a gentle glow across the room. You shifted beneath the covers, the familiar warmth beside you making you smile even before you opened your eyes. Jungwon was still sound asleep, his arm draped over your waist, breathing slow and even.Â
Today was specialâhis birthday. You couldnât help but feel a little flutter of excitement, knowing that youâd get to spend the entire day with him, making it perfect.
Slowly, you turned toward him, his peaceful expression making your heart melt. His dark hair fell messily over his forehead, and you carefully reached up to brush it aside. At the touch, he stirred slightly but didnât wake. You smiled, watching him for a moment longer before you whispered softly, âHappy birthday, Wonnie.â
A sleepy smile spread across his lips, but his eyes remained closed. âMmm, thank you,â he mumbled, his voice deep and raspy from sleep. His arm tightened around your waist, pulling you closer. âCome here,â he added, his tone playful but still soft as if he didnât want to disturb the peaceful quiet of the morning.
You let out a small laugh, adjusting your position so you were fully pressed against him, his warmth seeping into your skin. His chest rose and fell steadily against you as he buried his face in the crook of your neck, his breath tickling your skin.Â
"Don't you want to get up?" you teased, though your body had no desire to move from this spot either. "I could make you breakfast in bed, or we could start the day withâ"
Jungwon cut you off with a soft groan. "No. Stay. Just stay here with me," he mumbled, his voice even lower now. "You know I love waking up like this. Canât we stay like this all day?"
You smiled against his hair, feeling the warmth of his breath on your collarbone. âAll day, huh? Wonnie, you know I have surprises planned, right? And you canât stay in bed forever.â
He lifted his head slightly, just enough to meet your eyes. His gaze was sleepy but warm, filled with affection. âI donât need surprises,â he said, his tone soft but serious. âI have you, and thatâs more than enough.â
His words made your heart skip a beat, and you leaned in, pressing a gentle kiss to his forehead. âYouâre such a sap,â you whispered, but your voice betrayed the emotion swelling inside you.
Jungwon chuckled softly, the sound vibrating through his chest. âOnly for you,â he said, his lips brushing against your neck. He let out a contented sigh and nuzzled even closer, his fingers tracing slow patterns on your back.
You gently pried yourself from his embrace and slid out of bed. He groaned softly, still half-asleep, trying to pull you back down, but you slipped through his grasp with a soft laugh.
"Where are you going?" he mumbled, his voice laced with sleepiness and a hint of confusion.
"I told you, birthday boy," you whispered, bending down to kiss his forehead, "I'm making you breakfast."
Jungwon's eyes opened just enough to reveal a mischievous smile. "Pancakes?" he asked, his voice hopeful but still raspy from sleep.
You grinned. âWhat else would it be? Itâs the only thing Iâm good at."
He chuckled as you left the bedroom and padded into the kitchen. You werenât a master chef, not by a long shot, but pancakes? Pancakes you could do. You grabbed the ingredients, humming to yourself as you mixed the batter, trying to remember all the little tricks to make them extra fluffy.
Just as you flipped the first pancake, your phone buzzed loudly on the counter. Wiping your hands on a towel, you glanced down at the screen.
Group chat - âOperation Surprise Jungwon đâ
[Riks] Yo we need the apartment by 1 pm! What time can you get him out?
[Seong] We still need balloons! And Jake canât find the cake!
[Yun] Okay, in my defense, there are like three cake shops in this area
[Hee] Are we sure this is going to work? Heâs way too smart. Heâll figure it out
[Hoon] No, he wonât. Heâs oblivious. Trust me
You stifled a laugh, already feeling the impending chaos. Of course, Sunghoon would call Jungwon oblivious, but you knew better. Jungwon was very observant, and there was no way this would be easy.
[You] Guys, chill. Iâll get him out of the apartment. You just handle the rest
[Sun] Don't worry, Iâm basically a party planning expert. Just keep him distracted
[Riks] Itâs always Sun whoâs âbasicallyâ an expert at everything.*
[Sun] And I always deliver. Watch and learn, kid
You couldnât help but giggle. You loved Jungwonâs friends, but this group chat was pure chaos. You turned back to the stove and quickly finished making the pancakes, stacking them into a perfect tower, drizzling them with syrup, and adding some fresh fruit on the side. Not bad for someone who rarely cooked.
Balancing the tray carefully, you walked back into the bedroom. Jungwon was sprawled across the bed, looking too comfortable for someone who was supposed to be up and moving.
"Breakfast is served," you said with a flourish, setting the tray down in front of him.
Jungwonâs eyes lit up when he saw the pancakes. âWow,â he said, sitting up and pulling you down next to him. âYou went all out.â
You watched him take his first bite, the satisfaction evident on his face. "Okay, okay, these are really good."
âOf course they are,â you said smugly, nudging him playfully. "You forget who you're dating. Master of pancakes right here."
He laughed, and for a while, you both sat in bed, eating pancakes and exchanging light conversation. It was peaceful, but the group chat was going wild, and you knew you had to get him out of the apartment soon.
After a while, you wiped your hands and tried to sound casual. âSo, I was thinking⊠we should go to that cute cafĂ© downtown today.â
Jungwon raised an eyebrow, his fork pausing mid-air. âThe cafĂ©?â
You nodded, maintaining a nonchalant expression. âYeah, you know, the one you love. We could spend the afternoon there. Coffee, pastries, just... hang out."
He gave you a long look, his gaze slightly suspicious, but then he smiled. âAlright. If you want to go, letâs go.â
Relieved, you shot him a bright smile. âGreat! We should get going soon."
An hour later, you were at the café, sipping lattes and trying your best to keep things casual. But every few minutes, your phone buzzed with new messages from the chaotic group chat.
[Seong] Riki is tangled in the streamers
[Yun] The cake is here, but Jay ate half the frosting.
[Seong] You said it tasted bad anyway! I was testing it. And you know I need sweets when you guys piss me off.
[Hee] Guys, focus! It looks like a clown car exploded in here.*
[Riks] Can we have a group intervention on Jayâs balloon-tying skills?
[Sun] I told you, leave the decorating to me. You guys are amateurs.*
You held back a snort, and Jungwon glanced up from his phone. âWhatâs so funny?â
You quickly stuffed your phone in your pocket. âOh, nothing. Just a meme."
He gave you a skeptical look but didnât press further, which was a relief. You were running out of excuses fast.
For the next couple of hours, you kept him busy with pastries, endless conversation, and even a spontaneous walk through the nearby park. But the longer you stayed out, the more restless Jungwon became. You could feel his eyes on you, as if he was trying to piece something together.
Finally, you were back at the cafĂ©, and Jungwon sat across from you, sipping his coffee slowly. Too slowly. He had that look on his faceâthe one where you knew he was analyzing everything.
You pulled out your phone to show him a funny video, trying to distract him again. But just as you handed it over, a notification popped up from the group chat.
Group chat - âOperation Surprise Jungwon đâ
[Sun] Weâre almost done! Just stall him for another 30 minutes!*
Jungwonâs eyes flicked to the screen, and you froze. For a split second, you knew he saw the message, but his expression remained completely neutral. He handed the phone back to you with a casual smile. âCute video.â
Oh no.
You felt your stomach twist with nerves. Had he seen it? Did he know?
You tried to play it cool. âRight? Itâs hilarious.â
Jungwon leaned back in his chair, stretching. âSo⊠how long do you plan to keep me out of the apartment?â
Your eyes widened in panic. âWhat? What do you mean?â
He smirked, that all-too-familiar, knowing look in his eyes. âIâve known something was up since breakfast, baby. Youâve been acting weird all day.â He leaned forward, his voice low and teasing. âBut Iâm playing along, because I want to see how this all unfolds.â
You let out a groan, dropping your face into your hands. âYou knew?â
âOf course I knew. Did you really think I wouldnât notice?â
You peeked at him through your fingers, your face flushed with embarrassment. âWell, you didnât say anythingâŠâ
Jungwon grinned, leaning over to kiss your forehead. âBecause itâs cute watching you try to surprise me. And itâs my birthday, so Iâm having fun letting you think youâre pulling it off.â
You couldnât help but laugh, even though you were mortified. âYouâre impossible.â
âI know,â he said, with a playful wink. "But we should probably head home soon. My surprise must be waiting.â
When you finally walked into the apartment, Jungwon feigned surpriseâpoorlyâas his friends jumped out from behind the couch with loud shouts of âHappy Birthday!â Streamers hung crookedly from the ceiling, the cake had a dent in the frosting, and Riki had somehow gotten tangled in the leftover balloons.Â
But the look of joy on Jungwonâs face made it all worth it.
"Best. Birthday. Ever," he whispered, wrapping his arms around you, as everyone else broke into chaotic laughter.
The party had turned out to be surprisingly relaxed, despite the chaos of the setup. Once everyone was settled, it became a warm, laid-back gathering. The decorations were slightly crooked, and the cake had a small dent from Jay's "taste test," but none of that mattered. Jungwon was genuinely happy, his smile never fading as he mingled with his friends and you. The sound of laughter filled the apartment, music played softly in the background, and everyone was stretched out on the couches and floor, chatting, eating, and sipping on drinks.
You were relieved that everything had gone smoothly. Riki was telling some outrageous story about a prank gone wrong at their dorm, and everyone was laughingâexcept Sunoo, who was groaning, clearly remembering the mess it had caused.
Jungwon, who had been sitting next to you on the couch, leaned in close and whispered, âThis is perfect. Thank you.â
You turned to him, smiling. âIâm just glad youâre happy.â
He gave your hand a gentle squeeze and smiled back, his eyes soft with affection. âI really am.â
As the evening wore on, the conversation shifted towards the main event: presents. Jungwonâs friends were clearly excited, already teasing each other about who had the best gift.Â
âAlright, birthday boy,â Jay called out, sitting up straight. âTime to open the presents.â
Jungwon chuckled, leaning back into the couch, looking relaxed and content. âDo I get a say in this?â
âNope!â Jake replied, grinning as he handed over his present. âLetâs start with mine.â
Jungwon opened it eagerly, revealing a sleek black hoodie. âAh, I love this,â he said, holding it up to examine it. âThanks, Jake.â
âNo problem,â Jake said with a grin.
Next was Sunoo, who gifted him a fancy skincare set. âBecause you need to keep that baby face looking good,â Sunoo said with a wink.
Jungwon laughed, shaking his head. âI knew youâd get me something like this. But seriously, thanks, Sunoo.â
Each gift was thoughtful and personal, making Jungwon smile even more. As the pile of presents dwindled, you could feel your heart racing in anticipation. You had spent a lot of time thinking about what to get him, and while you were confident in your choice, you knew it was a significant purchase for you as a student.
Finally, it was your turn.
You handed him a small, neatly wrapped box, trying to keep your nervousness in check. Jungwonâs eyes lit up as he took it from you, sensing that this one was special.
âFor you,â you said softly, sitting beside him.
He carefully unwrapped the box, revealing a luxurious watch inside. It was sleek, elegant, and undeniably expensive. Jungwonâs eyes widened, and he looked from the watch to you, clearly touched.
âWow,â he whispered, running his fingers over the watchâs face. âThis is... incredible.â
You felt your cheeks heat up as you shrugged, trying to seem casual. âI know youâve wanted a nice watch for a while, and I just... I wanted to get you something special.â
Jungwon shook his head, clearly overwhelmed. âBut this mustâve cost so much⊠Youâre still a student. You didnât have to do this.â
You smiled softly, taking his hand. âI wanted to. You deserve something nice, and itâs your birthday.â
For a moment, he just stared at you, his eyes filled with emotion. Then, he pulled you into a tight hug, his chin resting on your shoulder. âThank you,â he murmured into your ear. âThis is one of the best gifts Iâve ever gotten.â
You hugged him back, feeling warmth spread through your chest. âIâm glad you like it.â
Just as you were about to pull away, Heeseung, who had been suspiciously quiet, cleared his throat. âWell, now that weâve seen the sweet, thoughtful gifts⊠itâs time for mine.â
He reached into his bag and pulled out a large, rectangular box wrapped in simple paper, handing it over to Jungwon with a smirk. âYouâre gonna love this.â
Jungwon raised an eyebrow, already laughing. âShould I be scared?â
âMaybe a little,â Heeseung replied, grinning like he was about to cause chaos. âBut donât worry, youâll definitely have fun.â
Jungwon ripped open the wrapping paper, and as the box revealed its contents, you felt your face heat up instantly. Inside was a set of⊠handcuffs. Not just any handcuffsâalong with them were other accessories, all clearly intended for the bedroom. Your eyes widened, and your mouth dropped open in shock.
Jungwon stared at the box's contents for a moment before breaking into a wide grin. âOh my God, Hee.â
Heeseung threw his head back, laughing. âI know youâve been talking about trying this. So I figured, why not give you a little help?â
You couldnât believe what you were hearing. Your face burned with embarrassment, and you quickly buried your face in your hands, mortified. âLee Heeseung!â you squeaked, your voice muffled behind your hands.
The entire group burst into laughter, everyone looking between you, Jungwon, and Heeseung with knowing grins. Jungwon, on the other hand, had an amused smirk on his face as he leaned closer to you.
âYouâre blushing so much,â he teased, his voice low and playful.
You peeked through your fingers, glaring at him, though your face was still bright red. âI canât believe this. Did you really talk to Heeseung about... this?â
Jungwon chuckled softly, his hand resting on your knee. âMaybe once or twice. But hey,â he said, raising an eyebrow, ânow weâve got the tools.â
You swatted his arm, your embarrassment only growing as everyone around you howled with laughter. âIâm never going to live this down, am I?â
Heeseung, still grinning mischievously, leaned back in his chair. âWhat can I say? Iâm a generous friend.â
Sunoo chimed in, laughing as he nudged Heeseung. âYou really went all out for this one.â
Jake, always the playful one, added, âWeâll just leave you two alone with that gift later. Donât worry, we wonât ask any questions.â
You groaned, hiding your face in Jungwonâs shoulder this time, while Jungwon laughed and wrapped his arm around you protectively. âAlright, alright, leave her alone,â he said, though the amusement was clear in his voice. âI appreciate the gift, Heeseung. Really.â
Heeseung winked. âJust make sure to thank me later.â
As the laughter died down and the teasing subsided, you slowly recovered from your embarrassment, though you couldnât meet anyoneâs eyes for a while. Jungwon, ever the gentleman, kept his arm around you, his fingers occasionally brushing against your back in comfort.
Despite the embarrassment, the atmosphere remained light and filled with joy. Jungwon had been surrounded by the people he cared about most, and even though Heeseungâs gift had been beyond inappropriate, it was all in good fun.
The party was still in full swing. Laughter filled the room, and the music played softly in the background as Jungwonâs friends chattered away, swapping stories and teasing each other. You were sitting comfortably beside Jungwon on the couch, feeling the warmth of the evening settling in as you both enjoyed the laid-back vibe. Everyone was spread out, joking around, while the remnants of food and cake littered the coffee table.
Jungwon had been quiet for a bit, though, leaning closer to you every now and then, his arm casually draped across the back of the couch, fingers brushing your shoulder. His friends were too engrossed in a conversation about the most embarrassing moments theyâd had on stage, so they werenât paying much attention to the two of you.
Suddenly, you felt Jungwonâs lips graze your ear, sending a shiver down your spine as his soft voice reached you. âYouâve been teasing me all day, you know that?â
You blinked, heat rushing to your face as you turned slightly toward him, trying to play it cool despite the immediate flutter in your chest. âWhat are you talking about?â you whispered back, acting innocent, though you knew exactly what he meant. Youâd been a little more playful, pushing his buttons just enough to see how far you could go.
He chuckled lowly, his breath warm against your ear. âDonât play dumb, baby. You know exactly what I mean.â His fingers trailed lightly down your arm, almost imperceptibly, as he continued. âYouâve been driving me crazy since this morning. Being all sweet, giving me that expensive giftâŠâ His voice lowered further, a wicked edge to his tone. âBut Iâve got a gift for you too. One I canât wait to give you when weâre alone.â
You swallowed hard, trying not to let your reaction show. Your heart raced at the filthy promise behind his words, but you didnât want to give him the satisfaction of knowing just how much he was affecting you. Not yet.
âOh?â you replied, raising an eyebrow and leaning back just enough to meet his gaze. You smirked, keeping your voice teasing. âWhat makes you think I want your gift?â
His eyes darkened slightly, and he shifted even closer, his knee brushing against yours. âYou can act like a brat all you want,â he murmured, his lips brushing the shell of your ear, âbut I know how much you want it. Youâre not as good at hiding it as you think.â
Your pulse quickened, but you refused to back down. âYouâre pretty confident,â you shot back, smirking as you glanced toward the others, pretending to be absorbed in their conversation.
Jungwon chuckled again, the sound sending a delicious shiver down your spine. âConfident?â He leaned in so close you could feel his breath against your neck. âMaybe. But Iâm also the birthday boy, remember? I get to do whatever I want today.â His voice dropped, so low only you could hear. âAnd that means when weâre alone later, Iâm going to make you pay for being such a tease.â
You bit your lip, the heat of his words spreading through you, but you werenât ready to let him win so easily. You decided to push a little further, tilting your head slightly so your lips were closer to his ear. âYou think youâre in control just because itâs your birthday?â you whispered back, your voice laced with playful defiance. âI could walk out of this room right now and leave you wanting.â
Jungwonâs eyes flashed with something darker, and the grip on your waist tightened ever so slightly. He gave you a slow, dangerous smile, one that made your stomach flip. âYou could try,â he whispered, his voice like velvet, âbut we both know you wonât. You love pushing me, donât you? Seeing how far you can go before I snap.â
You inhaled sharply, your bravado faltering for just a second as his words sent a thrill through you. He was right, of course. You loved getting him riled up, seeing the control he usually had over himself start to slip.
Before you could respond, he leaned in even closer, his lips brushing the sensitive spot just below your ear. âBut remember, baby,â he whispered, his voice full of promise, âtonightâs my night. And when I finally get you aloneâŠâ He paused, letting the tension build. âYouâll wish you hadnât been such a brat.â
You felt your breath catch, heat pooling in your stomach as you struggled to maintain your composure. He was pushing *you* now, and the anticipation was building with every filthy word he whispered.
Not one to back down, you gave him a sly smile and leaned in, your lips grazing his ear as you whispered, âWeâll see about that, Wonnie.â
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The door finally closed behind the last of Jungwonâs friends, and you let out a long sigh, leaning back against the couch. The party had been a successâfun, relaxed, and full of laughterâbut now that it was just the two of you, the energy in the room felt different. You started picking up empty cups and plates, your mind still buzzing with everything that had happened, but there was a sense of anticipation hanging in the air.
Jungwon, however, was in no rush. You could feel his eyes on you as you gathered the clutter from the table, and when you glanced over at him, he had that look on his faceâthe smug, knowing smirk that told you exactly what was on his mind.
âYouâre not going to help me clean up?â you asked, pretending to be annoyed as you wiped the counter.
Jungwon leaned casually against the wall, arms crossed, his eyes sparkling with mischief. âWhy would I do that when Iâve got something way more fun in mind?â
You raised an eyebrow, trying to play it cool even though the way he was looking at you sent a wave of heat through your body. âOh, really? And what exactly do you have in mind, birthday boy?â
Without warning, he crossed the room in a few quick strides, grabbing your wrist and pulling you toward him. You let out a small gasp, more out of surprise than anything, and dropped the dish towel onto the floor. He didnât give you time to think as he tugged you towards the bedroom, his grip firm but playful.
âJungwon!â you protested, though the laughter in your voice betrayed you. âI need to clean up!â
âForget that,â he said, smirking down at you as he pulled you closer. âYouâve had all day to tease me, and Iâve been patient long enough.â His tone was low, his voice full of command, and it sent shivers down your spine. âItâs my birthday, remember?â
You rolled your eyes, even though you were secretly loving every second of this. âYou think you get to boss me around just because itâs your birthday?â
Jungwon didnât respond immediately. Instead, he pulled you into the bedroom, closing the door behind him with a soft click. Before you could say anything else, he cupped your face in his hands and kissed youâhard. The intensity of it caught you off guard, but you quickly melted into him, feeling the heat of his body press against yours. His kiss was hungry, dominant, and you could feel his desire radiating from him as he claimed your lips.
When he finally pulled away, his breath was ragged, and he kept you pressed close, his forehead resting against yours. âI donât think,â he whispered, his voice husky, âI know.â
You couldnât help the way your heart raced at the way he said it. His hands dropped from your face, but before you could recover, he reached into a drawer by the bed and pulled out a small, pink bag with delicate ribbons tied around it. He handed it to you, his smirk still firmly in place.
âThis is for you,â he said, his tone playful but commanding.
You blinked, surprised, looking between him and the bag. âWait⊠you got me a present?â you teased, raising an eyebrow. âJungwon, itâs your birthday. Iâm supposed to be the one giving you gifts.â
He chuckled, brushing a strand of hair from your face. âOh, trust me. This is a gift for both of us.â His voice was filled with amusement as he nodded toward the bag. âOpen it.â
Curiosity getting the better of you, you carefully untied the ribbon and opened the bag, pulling out its contents. Your eyes widened as you held up the delicate lingerie set inside. It was light pink, all lace, with matching lace stockings. The fabric was soft and sheer, leaving very little to the imagination.Â
You stared at the set for a moment, your heart skipping a beat. âYouâve really outdone yourself,â you said, trying to keep your voice steady. âPlanning something specific with this, I assume?â
Jungwonâs smirk deepened, his eyes dark with intent. âI think itâll look perfect on you.â
You bit your lip, feeling the familiar thrill of anticipation bubbling up inside you, but you werenât going to make it that easy for him. âHmm, not sure,â you said, holding the lingerie up with a teasing smile. âItâs cute, but maybe Iâm not in the mood to wear it tonight.â
His eyes narrowed, clearly catching on to your bratty tone. He took a step closer, his presence all-consuming. âDonât play with me, baby,â he said softly, his voice carrying a warning. âIâve been patient all day. Youâve had your fun.â His hand came up to gently brush the hair from your face, his fingers lingering at your jaw. âNow, Iâm going to have mine.â
You felt the heat rise in your cheeks at his words, but you werenât ready to give in completely. âBut itâs your birthday,â you said, pouting slightly. âArenât I supposed to be the one deciding how the night goes?â
Jungwonâs expression darkened, but his lips curled into a wicked smile. âYou might want to remember whoâs in charge tonight.â His fingers tilted your chin up, forcing you to meet his gaze. âI said I have a present for you, and youâre going to do exactly what I say.â
The air between you crackled with tension, and your pulse quickened as you stared into his eyes, unable to look away. You knew he loved when you pushed his buttons, but this time, the way he looked at you made it clear that he wasnât going to let you get away with it.
âGo put it on,â he ordered, his voice leaving no room for argument.
For a moment, you stood there, heart pounding, fighting the urge to comply immediately. But then, with a small smirk of your own, you crossed your arms and raised an eyebrow. âAnd what if I donât?â
Jungwonâs hand slid down your arm, his touch light but charged with intent. âThen Iâll have to make you,â he said, his tone low and dangerous, full of promise.
You swallowed, feeling your resolve weaken under his intense gaze. There was something about the way he was looking at you tonight, so sure of himself, so commanding, that made it impossible to resist. Finally, you gave him a small, teasing smile and turned toward the bathroom.
âFine,â you said over your shoulder, your voice laced with defiance. âBut donât expect me to make this easy for you.â
Jungwonâs dark laughter followed you as you walked away. âI wouldnât expect anything less from my favorite little brat."
A few minutes later, you stood in front of the mirror in the bathroom, adjusting the light pink lace lingerie heâd chosen for you. The fabric was soft against your skin, delicate and revealing in all the right places. The lace stockings hugged your legs perfectly, and the set itself made you feel both vulnerable and powerful at the same time.
Taking a deep breath, you opened the bathroom door and stepped into the bedroom, where Jungwon was waiting. His eyes locked onto you immediately, and the heat in his gaze made your knees feel weak.
âCome here,â he said, his voice rough with desire.
You hesitated for a second, just to push him a little further. âWhat if I donât feel like it?â
Jungwon stood up from the edge of the bed, his movements slow and deliberate as he closed the distance between you. He stopped right in front of you, his eyes roaming over your body, taking in every inch of the lingerie he had chosen.
âRemember what I said earlier?â he whispered, his hand tilting your chin up so you were forced to meet his gaze. âItâs my birthday. That means I get exactly what I want.â
You swallowed hard, feeling the tension between you grow even thicker, the room charged with his dominance.Â
"And what is it that you want?" you asked, though you already knew the answer.
Jungwonâs lips curled into a slow, wicked smile, his hand trailing down to rest lightly on your waist. âYou,â he whispered, his voice sending a thrill down your spine. âAll of you. No more teasing.â
Your breath hitched as his fingers tightened their grip slightly, pulling you closer. The tension between you and Jungwon reached its peak as he stepped even closer, his body just inches from yours, radiating heat and intensity. His gaze traveled over your body, taking in the way the light pink lace clung to your curves, and his eyes darkened with desire. You could feel his restraint slipping, the air thick with anticipation.
Without warning, he grabbed your waist, his grip firm and unyielding. Before you could react, he spun you around and pushed you back onto the bed with a controlled but undeniable force. A gasp escaped your lips as your back hit the soft mattress, and you stared up at him, wide-eyed. Jungwon was rarely so rough with you, rarely so assertive in using his strength, but tonight, there was something different in his eyesâa hunger that told you he wasnât going to hold back.
He leaned over you, his hands pressing into the mattress on either side of your head. âTonight, you do as I say.â
Your breath hitched at his words, but you tried to play it off, keeping that bratty attitude you knew drove him wild. âWhat if I donât want to?â you shot back, lifting your chin in defiance, though your heart was racing.
Jungwonâs eyes gleamed with amusement, but the smirk on his lips was full of dark promise. He didnât say anything at first; instead, he leaned down and kissed youâhard. His lips crashed into yours, and his hand gripped the side of your neck, holding you in place as his tongue slid against yours, demanding control. You could feel the power in his kiss, the way he was claiming every bit of you, and it left you breathless.
When he finally pulled back, his gaze traveled down your body, slowly, as if he was savoring every inch of you. âLook at you,â he murmured, his voice soft but filled with intensity. His fingers brushed over the lace of the lingerie, barely touching your skin, but the heat of his touch sent shivers through you. âYou look perfect in this. Like you were made to be ruined.â
You felt your cheeks flush at his words, your body betraying you as a thrill shot through your core. But before you could respond, he reached over to the nightstand and grabbed something that made your eyes widenâthe handcuffs.Â
âHeeseungâs present?â you managed to say, trying to sound sarcastic, though your voice wavered slightly.
Jungwon chuckled darkly, his eyes never leaving yours as he dangled the cuffs in front of you. âOh, donât worry. Iâm going to make good use of these.â
You shifted on the bed, trying to maintain some semblance of control, but the way he looked at you had your heart pounding in your chest. âYou canât be seriousââÂ
But before you could finish the sentence, Jungwon grabbed your wrist with one hand, pinning it above your head. His movements were swift and confident as he clicked the cuff around your wrist, securing it to the headboard.
âShh,â he whispered, his face hovering just inches above yours, his tone both commanding and soothing.
You opened your mouth to protest, but he silenced you with another deep, possessive kiss, one that left you dizzy with want. When he pulled back, he grabbed your other wrist, locking it into the second cuff with a quick snap.
The cool metal felt strange against your skin, and you instinctively pulled against the restraints, testing them, but they didnât budge. âWon, I donâtââ
âQuiet,â he ordered, his voice low and firm. He leaned in closer, his lips brushing against your ear, sending chills down your spine. âTonight, youâre going to be good for me. No more acting like a brat.â
You swallowed hard, but you couldnât help yourself. âWhat if I donât feel like being good?â
Jungwonâs eyes darkened at your defiance, and before you could say another word, he pressed his knee between your legs, applying just enough pressure to make you moan. The friction was sudden, intense, and it made you hiss involuntarily as heat flooded your core.
âYou were saying?â he murmured, smirking down at you as you squirmed beneath him, the pressure of his knee sending waves of pleasure through you.
Your breath hitched, and you instinctively tried to move your hips, but the cuffs kept your arms pinned in place, and the control he had over you was undeniable. You could feel your defiance melting away, replaced by the building need inside you, but you didnât want to give in so easily.
âIâm still notââ you started, trying to hold on to your attitude.
But Jungwon pressed his knee harder between your thighs, cutting you off with a sharp intake of breath. His hand slid down your body, his fingers tracing the curve of your waist, and he leaned in, his lips brushing against the sensitive skin of your neck.
âDonât act like you donât want this,â he whispered against your skin, his voice a mix of praise and command. âI know you love it when I take control. When I make you mine.â His lips trailed lower, his breath hot against your collarbone as his hand moved to your thigh, gripping it firmly. âYouâve been teasing me all day, but now itâs my turn.â
You couldnât hold back the soft whimper that escaped your lips as his fingers dug into your thigh, the pressure between your legs becoming more intense. You were still trying to hold on to some semblance of control, but it was slipping through your fingers with every touch, every word that fell from his lips.
âYouâre always such a brat,â he murmured, his voice soft but full of authority. âBut not tonight. Tonight, youâre going to be a good girl for me. Arenât you?â
You could barely think, your body reacting to him in ways that made it impossible to resist. âIââ you started, but the words got stuck in your throat as he shifted his knee slightly, sending another jolt of pleasure through you.
âShh,â he whispered again, his lips brushing against yours, teasing but not quite kissing you. âI told you. No more talking. Just do as youâre told.â
Your breathing was ragged, your body aching for him, and despite the bratty defiance you usually clung to, you found yourself nodding, the need for release overwhelming your desire to fight.
âThatâs better,â he murmured, his voice softening just enough to make your heart race even faster. His eyes locked onto yours, full of heat and dominance. âNow, letâs see how long you can keep being good.â
You bit your lip, trying to keep from giving him the satisfaction of hearing you whimper, but it was getting harder by the second. The way his knee pressed against you, the way his hands skimmed over your body but didnât quite give you what you wantedâit was driving you insane.
âIâm notââ you started, but your voice faltered as he shifted his knee just enough to send another jolt of pleasure through you.
âOh, youâre not?â Jungwon raised an eyebrow, smirking down at you. âThatâs funny, because the way youâre squirming says otherwise.â His tone was playful, but you knew better.
He leaned in, his breath hot against your ear. âYouâre already so wet for me, arenât you?â
You swallowed hard, trying to maintain some semblance of control, but the truth was, you were already on the edge. You could feel the heat pooling between your legs, your body aching for more of him, but you werenât about to admit it. Not yet.
Jungwon, of course, wasnât fooled. He smirked as he moved his hand lower, brushing his fingers lightly against your inner thigh, teasing you with just the barest touch. âI can feel how much you want it,â he whispered, his voice sending another wave of heat through your body. âBut youâre not going to get it. Not yet.â
You let out a small, frustrated sound, tugging at the cuffs that held your wrists above your head. âWon, pleaseâŠâ
âPlease, what?â he teased, his voice full of mock innocence. âWhat do you want, baby? You have to use your words.â
You bit your lip, refusing to give in that easily, but the pressure between your legs was becoming unbearable. The way he was teasing youâhovering so close but never quite touching you where you needed him toâwas driving you insane. And he knew it. He could see it in the way your body reacted, the way you tried to grind against his knee, seeking more.
Jungwon clicked his tongue in disapproval, his hand grabbing your hip to still your movements. âOh no,â he said softly, his voice full of that dangerous edge. âYou donât get to take what you want. Not tonight.â He leaned down, his lips brushing against the sensitive skin of your neck. âTonight, you only get what I give you.â
Your breath hitched at his words, the authority in his voice sending a thrill through your body. But at the same time, the frustration was building. You needed him, and he was deliberately keeping you on the edge, teasing you with just enough to drive you crazy but never enough to satisfy the ache that had built up inside you.
âWonie,â you tried again, your voice softer now, a hint of desperation creeping in.
He pulled back just enough to look into your eyes, his smirk growing as he saw the frustration and need written all over your face. âWhat did I tell you earlier?â he asked, his voice soft but firm. âYouâll do as I say. If you want something, you have to beg for it.â
Your pride flared for a moment, but the way he was looking at youâso calm, so in controlâwas making it impossible to hold on to that defiance. Still, you werenât ready to completely give in, even though your body was screaming for him.
âI donât beg,â you muttered, trying to sound defiant despite the trembling in your voice.
Jungwonâs smirk deepened. âIs that so?â
Without warning, his hand slid between your legs, cupping you over the thin lace of the lingerie. The sudden pressure made you gasp, your hips instinctively bucking toward him, but just as quickly, he pulled his hand away, leaving you whimpering in frustration.
âI think you will,â he murmured, his voice full of dark promise. âItâs just a matter of time.â
You tugged at the handcuffs again, the metal digging slightly into your wrists, but it was nothing compared to the ache building inside you. âWon, pleaseâŠâ you tried again, your voice shakier now.
âPlease what?â he repeated, clearly enjoying every second of this. âYou have to tell me exactly what you want, baby.â
You clenched your jaw, refusing to give in entirely, even though you could feel yourself unraveling under his touch. âI⊠I want you to touch me.â
He raised an eyebrow, clearly unimpressed with your half-hearted plea. âThatâs not good enough,â he said, his tone firm. âI want to hear you beg for it. Or youâre not getting anything.â
Your pride battled with the overwhelming need coursing through your body. You hated how much you wanted him, how desperate you were for his touch, but at this point, the frustration was too much to bear. âJungwon, please,â you whispered, finally giving in. âI need you.â
His smirk widened, clearly satisfied with your admission. âThatâs more like it,â he said, his hand brushing lightly over your thigh again, teasing. âBut Iâm not sure you deserve it yet. Youâve been such a brat all night.â
You let out a small whimper, your body trembling with need as his fingers traced maddeningly slow patterns on your skin. âIâm sorry,â you whispered, the desperation in your voice unmistakable now.
âSorry for what?â he asked, his voice full of mock curiosity.
âFor being a brat,â you admitted, your voice barely above a whisper.
Jungwonâs eyes sparkled with amusement and satisfaction as he leaned in, his lips hovering just above yours. âGood girl,â he murmured, his voice sending a shiver down your spine. âBut you still need to learn your lesson.â
Before you could process his words, his knee pressed between your legs again, harder this time, making you gasp as the pressure sent a wave of pleasure through you. He shifted his weight slightly, intensifying the friction, and you couldnât stop the soft moan that escaped your lips. He could already feel a wet patch forming on his jeans, but he didn't care.
Jungwon chuckled softly, his hand sliding down your body once again, this time slipping beneath the lace to touch your bare pussy directly. The sudden contact made you gasp, your body jolting with pleasure, but just as quickly, he pulled away again, leaving you on the edge.
âNot yet,â he whispered, his voice full of wicked promise. âYouâre going to have to beg a little harder than that.â
You let out a frustrated whimper, your body trembling with need. âPlease, Jungwon⊠Iâll do anything.â
He smiled, clearly pleased with your surrender. âThatâs what I wanted to hear,â he said, his hand finally moving to give you what you so desperately needed.
Your breath hitched, and you arched your back slightly, trying to gain even the smallest bit of friction. But he had you pinned, his hands resting just inches away from where you needed them most. The lace lingerie clung to your skin, damp with your arousal, and you could see the way his eyes darkened as he noticed just how wet you were.
âYouâre soaking,â he said softly, his voice filled with mock disappointment as his fingers brushed lightly over the fabric between your legs. The touch was barely there, just enough to make you gasp but nowhere near enough to give you relief. âAll of this just from me teasing you? You really are pathetic, arenât you?â
You whimpered, tugging at the cuffs again, wishing more than anything that you could touch him, pull him closer, make him stop torturing you like this. âJungwon, pleaseâŠâ you whispered, your voice trembling.
He leaned down, his lips grazing your ear, his breath hot against your skin. âPlease, what? Youâre already falling apart, and Iâve barely done a thing.â His hand moved lower, pressing lightly against the wet patch of your lingerie, sending a shockwave of pleasure through you.
You let out a soft cry, your body jerking at the contact. âPlease, I needââ you started, but the words caught in your throat as his fingers slipped under the fabric, brushing against your slick folds.
Jungwon tsked softly, shaking his head as he felt just how wet you were. âLook at this,â he murmured, his voice thick with a mix of amusement and desire. âYouâre already dripping for me, and I havenât even fucked you yet.â His fingers teased you, slipping through your folds but not quite giving you the satisfaction you were begging for.
You whimpered again, pulling at the handcuffs as your hips bucked involuntarily toward his hand. âPlease, Jungwon⊠I canâtâŠâ
He chuckled softly, his breath brushing against your neck as his fingers continued their torturous teasing, skimming just barely over your clit. âYou canât what?â he asked, his voice full of dark amusement. âYou canât wait? Youâre so needy, you canât even handle a little teasing?â
Tears of frustration welled up in your eyes, your body trembling from the overwhelming need coursing through you. âPlease⊠just touch me,â you begged, your voice breaking with desperation.
Jungwonâs eyes softened slightly, but the smirk on his lips never faded. âYouâre already crying?â he asked, his tone laced with mock sympathy. âI havenât even made you come yet, and youâre falling apart this easily?â
You bit your lip, trying to hold back a sob as the tears spilled over, your body aching for release. âI need you,â you whispered, your voice thick with emotion. âPlease, Jungwon⊠I canât take it anymore.â
For a moment, he just stared down at you, his eyes filled with something darker, something deeper. His hand, which had been teasing you relentlessly, finally stilled, and he leaned down, his lips brushing against your tear-streaked cheek. âYouâre so beautiful like this,â he whispered, his voice soft now, almost reverent. âSo desperate, so needy. I love seeing you like this.â
His words sent a shiver through you, and you let out a soft sob, your body trembling beneath him. âPleaseâŠâ
Jungwon seemed to finally take pity on you, because without another word, his fingers slid lower, pressing firmly against your clit. The sudden rush of pleasure made you cry out, your body jerking against the cuffs as you arched into his hand.
âThere it is,â he murmured, his voice low and full of satisfaction as he started to move his fingers in slow, deliberate circles. âThatâs what you wanted, isnât it?â
You nodded frantically, unable to form coherent words as the pleasure surged through you. His touch was perfect, just the right amount of pressure, sending shockwaves through your entire body. âYes,â you gasped, your breath coming in ragged, desperate pants. âYes, pleaseâmoreâŠâ
Jungwon chuckled softly, clearly enjoying the way you were falling apart beneath him. âMore?â he asked, his tone teasing. âAfter all that teasing, now you want more?â
You whimpered, nodding again, your body moving against his hand as you chased the release you were so desperate for. âPlease, Iâm begging youâŠâ
He smirked, clearly satisfied with your surrender. âThatâs better,â he murmured, his fingers quickening their pace as he pressed down harder on your clit, drawing a sharp moan from your lips. âYou look so pretty when you beg for me.â
You were already a mess, tears streaming down your face as the pleasure built inside you, threatening to consume you entirely. âJungwon, Iâmââ you gasped, your body trembling uncontrollably as you teetered on the edge of release.
âYouâre going to come for me, arenât you?â he whispered, his voice full of command now. âGo ahead. Be a good girl and cum.â
His words were all it took to send you over the edge. Your body arched off the bed as a loud, broken sob escaped your lips, the waves of pleasure crashing through you so intensely that it left you gasping for air. Jungwonâs fingers never stopped, prolonging your orgasm as you writhed beneath him, your body completely at his mercy.
âThere you go,â he whispered, his voice soft but full of satisfaction. âSuch a good girl, coming so hard for me.â
Jungwonâs breathing was still steady and calm as he looked down at you, his fingers brushing lightly over your tear-streaked cheek. You were still trying to catch your breath, body trembling from the intensity of your release, but you noticed the way his eyes darkened again, the hunger still lingering in them.
Without a word, he reached for the handcuff keys on the nightstand, his movements deliberate and controlled. The cool metal clicked as he unlocked the cuffs from the headboard, freeing your wrists. For a brief moment, you felt relief as your arms fell back to your sides, but Jungwon wasnât done. His hands were quick as he grabbed both of your wrists and cuffed them together in front of you this time, locking them with a decisive snap.
Your breath hitched again, your body still sensitive and buzzing from everything that had happened, but the way he looked at you nowâwith a mix of control and desireâtold you that this was far from over.
He leaned down, his lips grazing your ear as he spoke, his voice dripping with command. âGet on your knees, baby.â
You blinked, momentarily stunned by the sudden shift, but the heat of his voice sent a shiver down your spine. You hesitated for just a second, your body still aching from the pleasure heâd just given you, but his fingers tightened around your cuffed wrists, pulling you up to a kneeling position on the bed.
âDonât make me repeat myself,â he murmured, his lips brushing against your neck now. âYou know what to do.â
Your heart raced as you looked up at him, eyes wide, knowing exactly what he wanted. Jungwon stood there, towering over you with that same infuriating, confident smirk on his face, his fingers gently tugging at your wrists, guiding you off the bed. You slid down onto your knees, the soft carpet beneath you cool against your skin.
Jungwonâs eyes never left yours as he slowly unbuckled his belt, the sound of the leather sliding through the loops filling the room. He undid his pants with maddening precision, pushing them down just enough to free himself. His cock was already hard, the tip glistening, and your breath caught in your throat as you looked up at him through your lashes.
He reached down, his fingers tilting your chin up, forcing you to look into his eyes. âYouâre going to be a good girl for me, arenât you?â he asked, his voice a dangerous mix of sweet and commanding.
You nodded, the anticipation coursing through you, your wrists still cuffed in front of you. The restriction only heightened the intensity of the moment, making you feel even more at his mercy.
âCome on, use that sweet mouth of yours,â he ordered, his voice dropping lower, rougher.
You swallowed hard, leaning in as you took him in your hand, the cuffs making it awkward, but you managed. His cock was heavy and warm in your grip, and you licked your lips before flicking your tongue over the tip, tasting the saltiness of him.
Jungwon let out a low groan, his hand tangling in your hair as you began to take him deeper, your lips wrapping around him. âThatâs it,â he muttered, his voice rough with pleasure. âSuch a good girl⊠but you can do better than that.â
His words made your heart race, and you tried to push yourself further, taking him deeper into your mouth, your tongue swirling around his length as you worked him. You looked up at him through your lashes, seeing the way his head tilted back slightly, his eyes half-lidded with pleasure.
âFuck,â he hissed, his grip tightening in your hair as he guided your movements. âThat mouth of yours⊠always so perfect.â
The vulgar praise made your core tighten again, even though you were still recovering from your own release. You hollowed your cheeks, trying to take him deeper, gagging slightly as you did. The cuffs made it difficult to move freely, but Jungwon didnât seem to care. In fact, the way you struggled only seemed to spur him on.
âLook at you,â he murmured, his voice dripping with satisfaction as he looked down at you. âOn your knees for me, so fucking desperate to please me.â His hand tugged harder on your hair, pulling your head back just enough to force you to look up at him again. âSuch a dirty little slut, arenât you?â
You whimpered around him, the sound muffled as your lips stretched around his length. His words sent a flush of heat through your entire body, and you could feel yourself getting wet all over again, despite how much heâd already worked you over.
Jungwonâs eyes burned with lust as he continued to guide you, the muscles in his thighs flexing as you worked your mouth over him. âFucking look at you,â he groaned, his voice growing rougher. âYou look so fucking pretty like this, with your mouth full of me.â
You moaned around him, the vibrations making him curse under his breath. His hand tightened in your hair again, and you felt the way his body tensed, his control slipping slightly as his pleasure built.
âYou love this, donât you?â he growled, his hips pushing forward slightly, making you take him deeper. âLove being on your knees, sucking my cock like a good little slut.â
Your eyes watered as you tried to take him even deeper, his words sending shockwaves through your body. You could feel the tears gathering at the corners of your eyes, but you didnât care. All you could focus on was the way he tasted, the way he filled your mouth, the way he groaned your name between curses.
âFuck,â he hissed, his breathing ragged now. âYouâre so fucking good at this.â
You looked up at him, your eyes pleading for his approval, your wrists still bound in front of you as you did everything you could to please him. The desperation in your gaze only made him curse again, his hand gripping your hair tighter as his hips bucked forward.
âSuch a good girl,â he muttered, his voice shaky now as he got closer. âAlways so fucking good for me.â
The praise mixed with the degradation made your mind spin, and you could feel your own body trembling with need all over again, despite the ache in your jaw and the way your throat was already sore from taking him so deep.
Jungwonâs breathing grew heavier, his chest rising and falling quickly as he guided your movements faster, his control slipping. âFuck,â he groaned, his voice strained. âYouâre going to make me cum.â
You moaned in response, hollowing your cheeks and sucking harder, determined to make him unravel.
His head tilted back, a low growl escaping his throat as he let go of the last bit of control he had. âFuck, baby,â he hissed, his hand pulling your hair tight as his hips bucked forward one last time. âIâm going toââ
With a final groan, Jungwon came hard, spilling into your mouth as his body tensed above you. You swallowed quickly, the taste of him filling your mouth as you kept sucking, wanting to draw every last bit of pleasure from him. His breathing was ragged, and his grip on your hair loosened as he finally relaxed, his chest heaving.
He looked down at you, his eyes dark and filled with satisfaction as he watched you swallow. âGood girl,â he whispered, his voice soft but full of praise. âSuch a good fucking girl.â
You looked up at him, your chest rising and falling with the effort it had taken, your lips swollen and wet from the effort, and he thought it might be his favorite version of you. All dolled up, your mascara smeared on your cheeks, lips swollen and chin soaked with a mixture of spit and his cum that leaked from your mouth. He pulled you up, his hands surprisingly gentle.
He gently pressed you down onto the mattress, his movements purposeful but filled with intensity. The cuffs were still locked around your wrists, and he used them to pull your hands above your head, pinning them there with one hand. The metal bit into your skin, and your heart raced at the delicious sense of helplessness as he hovered above you, his presence all-consuming.
His lips crashed against yours, hungry and demanding, and you moaned into the kiss, overwhelmed by the heat of his body pressed against yours. His free hand slid up your side, tracing the delicate lace of the lingerie that still clung to your skin. He hadnât bothered to remove itâit was clear that he loved the way you looked in it, your body exposed and vulnerable under the soft fabric.
âYou look so fucking good like this,â he murmured against your lips, his voice rough and filled with want. His hand tightened around your wrists, holding you firmly in place as his body pressed down into yours. âAll mine.â
You whimpered, your body arching beneath him, desperate for more contact. âJungwonâŠâ
He pulled back just enough to smirk down at you, his eyes blazing with hunger. âShh, baby.â His voice was low and commanding, sending a shiver down your spine.
Before you could respond, his lips found your neck, and he began kissing and nipping at the sensitive skin there, his mouth moving with purpose. His kisses were rough, full of need, as he made his way down your collarbone, leaving a trail of heat in his wake.
Your body trembled beneath him as his hand moved from your side to your throat, squeezing just enough to send a wave of heat straight through your core. He didnât stop kissing you, his lips grazing your collarbone, nipping and sucking at the skin there with an intensity that made your breath hitch.
âJungwonâŠâ you moaned again, your voice weak as your body ached for him, every nerve alight with need.
He chuckled softly, his mouth hovering just above your skin as he spoke. âYou sound so desperate. You love this, donât you?â His grip around your throat tightened just a little, the pressure sending another wave of heat through you. âBeing under me like this⊠unable to do anything but take what I give you.â
You bit your lip, trying to contain the moan that threatened to escape, but it was impossible. His words, his touch, everything about the way he dominated you in this moment made your mind spin.
His lips returned to your skin, this time moving lower, kissing and sucking at the tops of your breasts, where the lace of the lingerie barely covered you. He didnât bother pulling it down or removing it; instead, he pressed his mouth against the lace itself, his tongue slipping over the fabric and the skin underneath, teasing you, driving you insane with the friction.
âSo fucking beautiful,â he muttered against your chest, his hand still holding your wrists firmly above your head while his other hand remained wrapped around your throat, keeping you in place.
His lips latched onto the soft skin just above your breasts, sucking hard until you knew there would be a markâa mark that would stay, a reminder of how thoroughly he was claiming you tonight. You gasped, your body arching beneath him as he left another mark, this one even lower, the heat of his mouth making you tremble.
He pulled back slightly, admiring the deep red hickeys that were already forming on your chest and collarbone, his eyes gleaming with satisfaction. âLook at these,â he said softly, his voice filled with pride. âYou look so fucking good covered in my marks.â
You whimpered, your wrists straining against the cuffs as you tried to pull him closer. âPlease, Jungwon⊠I need you,â you whispered, your voice trembling with desperation.
He smirked, clearly enjoying the sight of you so desperate for him. His hand slid down your body, tracing the delicate lace that barely covered your breasts, his fingers grazing the soft fabric but never pulling it away. âYou need me, huh?â he teased, his voice dripping with mock sympathy. âYouâve been such a brat all night, and now you think you deserve it?â
You bit your lip, your body trembling as you felt him press harder against you, his cock teasing your entrance through the lace. âPlease,â you whimpered, your voice breaking with need.
Jungwon chuckled again, his hand sliding down to your thigh, gripping it hard as he positioned himself between your legs. âSuch a good girl when youâre begging,â he muttered, his tone shifting to something darker, more possessive. âYou want me to fuck you that bad?â
âYes,â you gasped, your voice barely a whisper. âPlease, Jungwon⊠I need you.â
His eyes darkened at your words, and without another warning, he grabbed the lace of your lingerie, pushing it aside just enough to expose your soaking core. He didnât bother undressing you completelyâhe loved the way the lingerie clung to your body, the way it framed you perfectly for him. He slid his cock through your wet folds, teasing you with the pressure, but not giving you what you wanted just yet.
âYouâre so fucking wet,â he growled, his voice full of a mix of praise and degradation. âAll this for me? Just from a little teasing?â
You whimpered, your hips bucking toward him, but he held you firmly in place, refusing to give in just yet. âJungwon, pleaseâŠâ you begged, your voice shaking with desperation. âI canât take it anymoreâŠâ
He chuckled darkly, clearly enjoying the way you were falling apart beneath him. âCanât take it, huh?â he muttered, his hand gripping your thigh tighter. âYouâve been acting like a brat all night, teasing me, and now you think you get to decide when you come?â
Without giving you a chance to respond, Jungwon positioned himself at your entrance, his grip on your thigh tightening. âHereâs whatâs going to happen, baby,â he growled, his voice rough and commanding. âIâm going to fuck you, and youâre going to take every fucking inch. But youâre not coming until I say so.â
Before you could protest, he thrust into you roughly, the sudden stretch making you gasp as he filled you completely. He didnât give you time to adjust, his hips moving with brutal intensity as he set a relentless pace, his cock slamming into you with each thrust.
âFuck, baby,â he groaned, his voice thick with pleasure as he drove into you. âYouâre so fucking tight⊠so perfect around my cock.â
You cried out, your body arching beneath him as the intensity of his thrusts sent shockwaves of pleasure through you. The pressure was overwhelming, and the sound of his skin slapping against yours mixed with his rough, filthy words made your mind spin.
âYou love this, donât you?â he growled, his hand wrapping around your throat as he leaned down, his breath hot against your ear. âLove being fucked like this⊠like a good little slut.â
You whimpered, your body trembling beneath him as you tried to move your wrists, but the cuffs held you firmly in place. âYes,â you gasped, your voice barely more than a whisper. âFuck, yesâŠâ
He smirked, clearly satisfied with your response. âThatâs right,â he muttered, his grip on your throat tightening slightly as he thrust into you harder, deeper. âYouâre mine. All fucking mine.â
The intensity of his movements, combined with the way his hand squeezed your throat, had you teetering on the edge of release, your body trembling with the need for more. But Jungwon wasnât going to let you have it that easily.
âDonât you fucking dare come yet,â he growled, his voice rough and filled with command. âYou donât get to come until I say so.â
You whimpered in frustration, your body writhing beneath him as the pleasure built inside you, threatening to consume you completely. âJungwon, please⊠I canâtâŠâ
The pleasure hit you like a tidal wave, crashing over you before you could even think, your body convulsing as the overwhelming release tore through you. The world seemed to blur for a moment as your vision went white, your breath hitching as you came hard, unable to control it. You were so lost in the intense feeling that for a brief, dangerous second, you forgot.
You forgot that Jungwon hadnât given you permission.
As the pleasure began to subside, you blinked through the haze, your chest heaving as you realized what had just happened. The sharp satisfaction of release quickly gave way to a sinking feeling in your stomach as you caught sight of Jungwonâs face.
His dark eyes, which had been full of lust and satisfaction, now burned with something else entirelyâanger. His jaw was clenched tight, his hand still gripping your waist, his fingers digging into your skin almost painfully. His chest rose and fell heavily, and for a moment, he said nothing, the air between you heavy with tension.
Then, slowly, his lips curled into a dangerous smirk, but there was no amusement in it this time. âDid you just come without my permission?â he asked, his voice low.
Your heart pounded in your chest, and you immediately felt your body tense under his gaze. âWon, I'm sorry⊠I-I didnât mean toâŠâ you stammered, trying to explain, but you could already see the disappointment and fury in his eyes.
âYou didnât mean to?â he repeated, his voice still eerily calm as he straightened up, pulling himself out of you. He released your waist and moved back slightly, giving you space, though his eyes never left you. âYou know better than that, baby. You know *exactly* what youâre supposed to do.â
You whimpered, already feeling the weight of what you had done sinking in. âIâm sorryâŠâ you whispered, your voice trembling with guilt and fear. âI couldnât help itâŠâ
Jungwon scoffed, the sound full of disbelief as he shook his head. âCouldnât help it?â he muttered, his tone hardening. âThatâs not good enough.â
Before you could say anything more, he reached up and unlocked the cuffs that had held your wrists above your head. Your hands fell to your sides, but the relief was short-lived. Jungwon didnât waste any time. He flipped you over onto your stomach, his hands rough but purposeful as he forced your face down into the pillow.
âStay still,â he growled, his voice dark with frustration.
You felt his weight shift as he straddled your legs, his hand gripping your hip as he yanked your wrists behind your back, locking the cuffs around them once again. The cold metal bit into your skin, and you knew immediately that this time was differentâthere was no tenderness in his touch now. This was punishment.
âYou were doing so well,â he muttered, his voice low and angry as he leaned down, his lips brushing your ear. âAnd now youâve gone and ruined it.â
You whimpered against the pillow, your body trembling beneath him, both from the fear of what was coming and the lingering effects of your release. âIâm sorryâŠâ you whispered again, your voice muffled by the pillow. âI didnât meanââ
âShut up,â he snapped, cutting you off. His hand came down hard on your ass, the sudden, sharp sting making you cry out into the pillow. âYou donât get to make excuses.â
Your body jolted at the force of the slap, the pain radiating through you, but you knew better than to fight it. This was your punishment, and you had to take it.Â
âYou knew the rules,â Jungwon growled, his hand coming down again with another sharp slap, harder this time. âAnd you broke them.â
You gasped, the sound half a whimper as his hand connected with your skin again, the harsh sting making you bite your lip to keep from crying out too loudly. His palm was unrelenting, each strike harder than the last as he delivered the punishment with brutal precision.
Slap. âYou donât come without my permission.â Â
Slap. âYou knew that.â Â
Slap. âAnd you fucking disobeyed.â
Each word was punctuated by a harsh smack of his hand against your ass, the pain sharp and intense, sending shockwaves through your body. Tears pricked at your eyes, and you buried your face deeper into the pillow, trying to muffle the sounds of your whimpers and moans.Â
âIâm sorry,â you choked out, your voice barely more than a whisper as the tears began to fall.
Jungwon didnât slow down. His hand came down again, his fingers digging into your skin as he spoke through gritted teeth. âSorry isnât good enough,â he growled. âI told you to wait, and you fucking ignored me.â
Slap.
The pain was overwhelming now, your body trembling beneath him as you fought to keep yourself still, even though every instinct told you to move, to escape the stinging punishment. But you didnât dare disobey further.
Jungwon paused for a moment, his hand hovering over your reddened skin as he caught his breath, his chest rising and falling heavily. âLook at you,â he muttered, his voice quieter now, though still filled with frustration. âAlready crying. You were so fucking good earlier⊠What happened?â
You whimpered, your voice shaking as you tried to explain, though you knew nothing you said would fix this. âI-I donât know⊠I just⊠I couldnât stop.â
Jungwonâs hand came down again, hard enough to make you yelp into the pillow. âCouldnât stop?â he repeated, his voice mocking now. âNo. You didnât want to stop.â
You sobbed, your face pressed hard into the pillow as the tears flowed freely. âIâm sorryâŠâ
âYouâll be sorry, alright,â Jungwon growled, his voice full of dark promise as his hand came down one final time, the slap echoing through the room, leaving a burning sensation in its wake.Â
You gasped, your body trembling beneath him as the pain radiated through you, but you didnât dare move. You stayed perfectly still, your wrists bound behind your back, your face pressed into the pillow as you waited, your heart pounding in your chest.
Jungwonâs breathing was heavy above you, but his hand finally stilled, the sharp sting of the punishment fading into a dull, throbbing ache. For a moment, there was nothing but the sound of your ragged breaths and the tension hanging in the air between you.
Then, slowly, Jungwon leaned down, his lips brushing against your ear as he spoke, his voice low and rough. âYouâre lucky I donât leave you like this for the rest of the night,â he muttered, his tone dark and full of warning. âBut youâre going to make this up to me, arenât you?â
You nodded frantically, your body trembling beneath him as you whispered, âYes⊠Iâll do anything, Wonie. PleaseâŠâ
His hands slid down your back, his touch rough as he adjusted your position. He grabbed the chain of the cuffs, tugging it hard to pull you up slightly, making you arch your back and push your hips toward him.
You whimpered into the pillow, unable to find words as your body trembled under him. The soreness from the punishment was still fresh, but the way he had positioned youâface down, ass in the airâmade you feel exposed, vulnerable, and desperately aching for him all over again.
Jungwonâs grip on the handcuffs tightened, and he yanked you back even harder, using the chain as leverage to keep you in place. âYou look so fucking good like this,â he growled, his tone full of hunger as he stared down at your ass, the marks of his hand still fresh and red against your skin. âCompletely fucking ruined⊠all for me.â
You moaned softly, the sound muffled by the pillow, as he pressed his hips against you, his cock sliding between your folds, one again. The sensation sent a shiver through you, and you could feel just how wet you still wereâhow much your body craved him despite everything.
âYouâre so fucking wet,â he muttered, his voice dripping with amusement as he teased your entrance. âEven after I punished you, youâre still soaking. Youâre such a dirty little slut, arenât you?â
You could only whimper in response, your body arching toward him, desperate for more. But he wasnât going to give it to you just yetânot without reminding you of how much control he had.
âTell me what you are,â he growled, his hand gripping the chain of the cuffs tighter, his tone demanding.
You swallowed hard, trying to steady your breathing enough to speak. âI-Iâm your slut,â you whispered, your voice trembling as you gave him exactly what he wanted.
âDamn right you are,â Jungwon growled, and without warning, he thrust into you roughly, the sudden stretch making you gasp as he filled you completely. There was no gentleness in the way he took youâhis hips slammed into yours with a force that made your whole body jolt forward, but the cuffs held you in place, his grip keeping you exactly where he wanted you.
âFuck,â he groaned, his voice thick with pleasure as he set a brutal pace, each thrust deeper and harder than the last. âYouâre so fucking tight.â
You couldnât even respond, your voice caught in your throat as the overwhelming sensation of him pounding into you took over. The way he held your wrists behind your back, using the cuffs as leverage to pull you onto his cock, made it impossible for you to move or resist. You were completely at his mercy, your body trembling with the intensity of it all.
âFuck, baby,â he hissed, his breath coming in ragged gasps as he kept up the relentless pace. âYou feel so fucking good.â
His words were a blur, mixing with the sound of his hips slamming into yours, the wet, obscene noises filling the room. He was rough, unrelenting, his cock driving into you so hard that you couldnât think straightâcouldnât focus on anything but the overwhelming sensation of him filling you over and over again.
âLook at you,â Jungwon muttered, his voice full of both praise and degradation as he leaned over you, his chest pressing against your back. âTaking my cock so well⊠such a good little slut.â
You whimpered, the pressure inside you building with each brutal thrust, your body teetering on the edge of something that felt differentâsomething more intense than anything youâd ever felt before.
âFuck, youâre so tight,â he groaned, his grip on the cuffs tightening as he pulled you back onto him harder, his cock slamming into you with a force that made your vision blur. âYou love this, donât you? Being fucked like this⊠like youâre nothing but my toy.â
You moaned into the pillow, your body shaking with the intensity of it all. You couldnât speakâyou could barely breatheâbut the way your body responded to him was answer enough.
Jungwon chuckled darkly, his voice full of satisfaction as he felt you trembling beneath him. âYouâre so fucking good for me,â he muttered, his tone shifting to something more possessive, more commanding. âYouâre going to come for me again, arenât you?â
You whimpered, the pressure building inside you becoming unbearable as his cock continued to slam into you. You were so close, your entire body on the edge of something intense, something overwhelming, but you didnât know if you could hold on.
âFuck,â Jungwon growled, his hand sliding up your back, his fingers digging into your skin as he thrust into you harder. âCome for me, baby. Come on my fucking cock.â
The command was all it took. The pressure inside you exploded, and before you knew it, your body convulsed as a wave of pleasure unlike anything youâd ever felt before crashed over you. You cried out, your voice a broken sob into the pillow as your body shook violently, your release pouring out of you in a way that made you feel like you were losing control completely.
âOh, fuck,â Jungwon groaned, his tone shifting to something almost triumphant as he realized what had happened. âDid you just fucking squirt for me?â
Your body trembled beneath him, the intensity of your release leaving you breathless, unable to form words. You could feel the wetness pooling beneath you, a slick mess that covered the bed, and the sheer intensity of it made your mind spin.
Jungwon chuckled darkly, his hips slowing for just a second as he processed what had just happened. âThatâs fucking right,â he muttered, his voice thick with smug satisfaction. âYouâre such a good fucking girl⊠You squirted all over me. Fuck, youâre perfect.â
You whimpered, your body still trembling from the aftershocks of your release, but Jungwon wasnât done. His grip on the cuffs tightened again, and he started thrusting into you once more, this time with a renewed intensity, clearly spurred on by your reaction.
âFuck, youâre so good for me,â he growled, his voice rough and full of lust as he pounded into you again, the slickness from your release making each thrust even more intense. âIâm going to make you come again. Youâre going to fucking scream for me.â
You couldnât speakâyou couldnât even think. All you could do was take what he was giving you, your body trembling beneath him as the pleasure continued to build, despite the overwhelming release youâd just had.
âGod, youâre so fucking perfect,â Jungwon muttered, his hips slamming into yours with brutal force as he chased his own release. âYou take my cock so fucking well⊠like you were made for me.â
You whimpered, your body barely able to handle the intensity of it all, but the way he talked to youâthe way he praised and degraded you in the same breathâmade your head spin with need all over again.
âCome for me again, baby,â he growled, his voice full of command as he drove into you with everything he had. âI want to feel you come on my cock again.â
You could barely breathe, let alone respond, but your body had already started trembling again, the pleasure building inside you faster than you thought possible.
Jungwonâs grip on the cuffs tightened one last time, and he groaned, his voice rough and low as he lost control. âFuck, baby⊠Iâm going to cum.â
And with a final, brutal thrust, he came hard, his body tensing above you as he buried himself deep inside you. The feeling of him filling you, combined with the sheer intensity of everything that had happened, sent you over the edge again, your body convulsing with another powerful release.
You gasped, your body shaking beneath him as the pleasure overwhelmed you once more, and this time, you couldnât stop the loud, broken sob that escaped your lips.
Jungwon groaned again, his chest pressed against your back as he rode out the final waves of his orgasm, his grip on the cuffs loosening as he finally collapsed on top of you, both of you spent, breathless, and trembling.
For a moment, there was only the sound of your ragged breathing, the two of you tangled together in the aftermath of the most intense experience youâd ever had. Jungwonâs hands finally released the cuffs, his touch surprisingly gentle now as he pressed a soft kiss to the back of your neck.
âYou were so fucking good,â he whispered, his voice soft and full of affection now, a stark contrast to the roughness of earlier. âYouâre perfect, baby.â
fter a moment, Jungwon shifted, gently pulling out of you. His body was still pressed close, his weight comforting against your back. You whimpered softly as he moved, the sensitivity between your legs making every little movement feel amplified. But then he sighed, softly, his lips brushing against the back of your neck as he murmured, âYou okay, baby?â
You nodded weakly, though you could barely form words, your mind still hazy from the intensity of everything. âY-Yeah,â you whispered, your voice hoarse.
Jungwon smiled softly against your skin, his lips pressing gentle kisses along your shoulder. âYou were so good for me,â he murmured, his voice full of tenderness now, a stark contrast to the rough dominance he had displayed earlier. âSo fucking perfect.â
As he kissed your skin, the cool metal of the handcuffs around your wrists reminded you that you were still restrained. You tugged slightly, a quiet reminder, and Jungwon immediately stiffened, realizing heâd almost forgotten.
âShit,â he muttered, pulling back just enough to grab the key. âIâm sorry, baby. I almost forgot.â His hands were quick but gentle as he unlocked the cuffs, freeing your wrists from the restraints.
You winced slightly as the cuffs came off, the skin around your wrists red and irritated from the constant pressure. Jungwon noticed immediately, his brow furrowing with concern. âBaby, look at your wrists,â he murmured, softly running his fingers over the irritated marks. âDid I hurt you?â
ou shook your head quickly, though the soreness was undeniable. âItâs okay,â you whispered, your voice still shaky. âI didnât mind⊠it was just⊠a lot.â
Jungwonâs expression softened, but there was still a trace of guilt in his eyes. âI pushed you hard tonight,â he admitted, leaning down to kiss the inside of your wrist, right over the irritated skin. âBut you were amazing. I couldnât stop.â
You smiled weakly, touched by the affection in his voice, even though your body was still aching. âI wanted to be good for you,â you whispered, your voice filled with warmth despite the soreness.
Jungwonâs eyes softened even further as he cupped your face, leaning down to press a soft kiss to your forehead. âYou were more than good,â he murmured, his lips brushing your skin gently. âYou were perfect. It was the best birthday ever.â
Your heart swelled at his words, and despite the exhaustion settling into your bones, you smiled softly up at him. âIâm glad,â you whispered.
But Jungwon wasnât done taking care of you. He pulled back slightly, his eyes scanning your wrists again, clearly worried about the marks. âWait here, baby,â he said softly, his voice full of concern. âIâll be right back.â
You watched as he got up, his steps a little slower now, the intensity of the night catching up with him as well. He disappeared into the bathroom, and you lay back on the bed, your body still trembling slightly from everything that had happened. The cool air against your skin made you shiver, and you glanced down at the ruined lingerie you still wore. The delicate lace was damp and torn in places, the aftermath of Jungwonâs rough hands and the intensity of the night.
You smiled to yourself, thinking about how Jungwon had loved seeing you in it, how he hadnât bothered to take it off completely, even as he ravaged you. The thought made your heart race again, despite the exhaustion.
A moment later, Jungwon returned, a small tube of cream in his hand and a soft, damp cloth draped over his arm. His expression was gentle now, full of concern and tenderness as he knelt beside you on the bed. âLet me take care of you,â he said softly, his voice warm and soothing.
You nodded, too tired to do much else, and watched as he carefully took your wrists in his hands, dabbing the cloth gently over the irritated skin. The cool water soothed the soreness, and you let out a soft sigh of relief as Jungwon tended to you with the utmost care.
âIâm sorry if I was too rough,â he whispered, his brow furrowing slightly as he focused on rubbing the cream into your wrists. âI got carried away.â
You shook your head softly, smiling at the concern in his voice. âI liked it,â you admitted, your voice barely above a whisper.Â
The soft, oversized shirt Jungwon had slipped over you felt comforting, but you couldnât help but notice how damp the bed beneath you was. Your cheeks flushed as the reality of what had happened sank in.
Jungwon shifted slightly beside you, his arms still wrapped around you protectively, but you could feel the smug satisfaction radiating off of him. His fingers traced lazy circles on your back, and even though he was quiet for a moment, you could tell by the way he kept glancing down at you that he was waiting for you to say something about it.
You cleared your throat softly, trying to shake off the lingering embarrassment as you turned your head to look up at him. âJungwonâŠâ you started, your voice soft. âI⊠umâŠâ
He smirked before you could finish your thought, his eyes gleaming with amusement. âI know,â he murmured, clearly enjoying your hesitation. âYou squirted, baby.â
You felt your face heat up, and you buried your face in his chest, too embarrassed to meet his gaze. âIâve never⊠I didnât think I couldâŠâ
Jungwon chuckled, his chest vibrating with laughter as he held you close. âYeah, I noticed,â he teased, his voice low and full of smug satisfaction. âItâs the first time, isnât it?â
You nodded shyly against him, still too flustered to fully acknowledge what had happened. You had never squirted before, and the intensity of it all had left you in a daze. Youâd never even been close to doing it before tonight, and now the evidence of what had happened was all over the bed.
Jungwonâs smirk widened as he tilted your chin up, forcing you to meet his eyes. âI told you Iâd make you come so hard you wouldnât be able to handle it,â he said, his voice full of pride. âAnd look at youâyou fucking squirted for me.â
Your cheeks flushed even deeper at the way he said it, so casually and yet so smug. He loved it, you could tell. It had boosted his ego, knowing that he had pushed you to that point.
âI canât believe I did that,â you muttered, shaking your head slightly, still a little embarrassed despite how much youâd enjoyed it.
Jungwonâs eyes softened just a bit, but the teasing glint remained. He pressed a soft kiss to your forehead and chuckled. âWhy not? You were amazing, baby. Iâve never seen you like that.â He pulled back slightly, glancing down at the sheets. âI guess Iâll have to change the bed, though.â
You groaned softly, feeling the embarrassment creep up again as you remembered just how wet the sheets had become. âIâm sorry,â you mumbled, burying your face in your hands.
Jungwon laughed and gently pulled your hands away from your face, kissing your knuckles softly. âWhy are you apologizing? Iâm the one who made you do it. If anything, you should be thanking me.â
You rolled your eyes, but a smile tugged at your lips despite your embarrassment. âReally? Youâre going to take full credit for it?â
Jungwon smirked, his eyes gleaming with pride. âHell yeah, I am. Do you know how hot it was? Seeing you come like that, completely losing control⊠It was the hottest thing Iâve ever seen.â
You let out a soft laugh, shaking your head at his smugness. âYouâre impossible.â
He grinned, clearly enjoying your reaction as he pressed another kiss to your forehead. âAnd youâre perfect. Now, let me clean this up before we have to sleep on a puddle.â
With that, he carefully slipped out of bed, giving you a playful wink as he stood up. You watched as he stretched, clearly satisfied with himself, before he grabbed the edge of the soaked sheets and began stripping them off the bed.
The cool air hit your skin as the damp sheets were pulled away, and you shivered slightly, watching as Jungwon made quick work of changing the bed. He pulled off the top layer of the bedding, revealing the mattress underneath, and shook his head, smirking to himself as he saw the wet spot.
âDamn,â he muttered, mostly to himself, but loud enough for you to hear. âI really did a number on you, didnât I?â
You groaned, hiding your face in the pillow as the embarrassment returned in full force. âJungwon, stop.â
But he wasnât letting it go. He glanced over his shoulder, grinning at you as he tossed the wet sheets aside. âWhat? Youâre the one who squirted all over the place. Iâm just cleaning up the mess.â
You laughed, despite yourself, and peeked out from behind the pillow to watch him. His smugness was almost endearing now, and the way he moved around the room, completely unfazed by what had happened, made you feel a little less self-conscious about it.
As he grabbed fresh sheets and began remaking the bed, he kept glancing over at you, that playful grin still tugging at his lips. âYou know,â he said as he tucked the corners of the sheets into place, âIâm definitely going to be thinking about this for a while.â
You raised an eyebrow, sitting up slightly as you watched him. âOh, really? And what exactly are you going to be thinking about?â
Jungwon paused for a moment, his eyes locking onto yours as he smirked. âHow fucking hot it was, seeing you lose control like that,â he said, his voice low and filled with pride. âHow you squirted all over the bed because I fucked you so good.â
Your face heated up again, but this time you couldnât help but smile at his words. There was something about the way he said itâso smug, but also full of admirationâthat made you feel a little proud of yourself, too.
âYouâre going to be impossible now, arenât you?â you teased, leaning back against the headboard as he finished making the bed.
Jungwon grinned, tossing the last pillow back onto the bed before climbing in beside you. âOh, definitely,â he said, pulling you into his arms again as he settled against the fresh sheets. âBut you canât say you didnât love every second of it.â
You laughed softly, snuggling into his chest as his arms wrapped around you. âOkay, maybe I did.â
Jungwon chuckled, pressing a soft kiss to your hair. âGood. Because Iâm definitely not letting you forget it.â
You rolled your eyes but smiled as you rested your head against his chest, the warmth of his body and the comfort of the freshly made bed lulling you into a sense of calm.
As you closed your eyes, Jungwon whispered softly against your hair, his voice full of affection, âBest birthday ever.â
You smiled, your heart swelling with warmth at his words. âBest birthday ever,â you agreed softly.
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I'm Sorry
lando norris x fem reader
summary: A moment of frustration made Lando react the way you never thought he would, and boy, would he regret it. (1.6k words)
warnings: angst, swearing, argument, mean lando,  fluffy ending
a/n: ok so for this, i decided to go back to Baku and put the quali result in a totally different perspective than my last fic. i guess i kinda like it but i'm not very good at describing arguments đ anyway pls let me know what you think!!
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The qualifying this weekend was an absolute mess, to say the least. Lando was hard on himself no matter the result he got. Even if it was good, he would always find something to criticise himself, but P17? Everyone was in for a treat, you thought.
The worst part is that it wasnât even his fault; it was a stupid mistake by the marshals, and he was not to blame for it. A yellow flag interrupted his lap, and he was immediately kicked out in Q1.Â
Seeing the first qualifying session being over with his name in red was not something anyone wanted to see, especially not him, and now that every point was essential, you knew it crushed him.
He came back to the garage to see the rest of the qualifying with his team, and as soon as he got out of the car, you saw how frustrated he was. You understood him, of course, it sucked that this is how the weekend was going, but you would be there for him no matter what.
Once Lando took off his helmet, he headed straight to his driverâs room, and he didnât even look at you when he walked past. That meant he wanted to be alone, but oh silly you, you decided to follow him.
He let out a loud sight when he heard the door open and close behind him, not really in the mood to hear what you had to say. He knew for a fact you were going to tell him he did well and it wasnât his fault, which he greatly appreciated, but right now, he just wanted to suffer in peace.
âBaby?â You called him out, just testing the waters, but he didnât respond. Instead, he hummed in annoyance. âI know you donât want to hear this right now, but-â
âYou are right, I donât want to hear it,â he interrupted you, not even turning around to face you. He placed his hands on the desk and leaned into it, taking a deep breath.Â
That should have been your cue to leave the small room and leave him alone, but for some reason you didnât. âLando, don't beat yourself up over this. It wasnât your fault, and Iâm sure things will be better tomorrow. We all know what you can do and you still have the race-â
âThis is MY job, Y/N. I probably know better than you do,â he snapped, raising his voice and finally turning around. âThis is what Iâm fighting for, we all are. Do you know whatâs at stake here? I finally have the chance to compete for a championship, and I just blew it.â
To say you were astonished was an understatement; this was the first time he ever snapped at you that way and you didnât know how to react. âIâm sorry, I just-â
âEvery point counts, and not even starting in the top 10 tomorrow- fuck, not even top 15, there is not much I can do.â Now, he looked more mad at you than frustrated at himself, and that crushed you. âI came here to be alone for a bit, I was hoping you would at least respect that." You stayed silent, knowing a single sound would make you cry, and you didnât want to piss him off more than he already was. âI know you are trying to help, but you are not, you canât.â
You just stared at him, tears threatening to leave your eyes; he had never raised his voice at you in a heated moment, and it hurt like hell. You definitely should have stayed outside.Â
He walked towards the door and stepped out of the room without uttering another word, leaving you alone to deal with your own feelings.Â
As soon as the door was closed, you started crying. It was your own fault, really; you could always read him like a book, even today, and you knew better than to disturb him when you werenât supposed to, but today for some reason you just couldn't keep your mouth shut. Idiot.
You tried to calm yourself down; the last thing Lando needed was to see you cry on top of his result, but it was harder than you expected. This being the first time an argument got so out of hand made you feel absolutely terrible, especially because it was your fault. Deep down, you knew he didnât mean it, you knew it was his feelings talking, but that didnât make it any less painful.
A few minutes went by and you could still hear the cars out on track, the mumbling of the team, and people constantly working out there, so you tried to use that as a distraction. Anything to take your mind off what just happened.Â
Unfortunately, it didnât help, but at least you ran out of tears, and now you were just staring at a blank wall, thinking how you could begin to apologise for earlier, if he would even give you the chance to.Â
Truth is, you werenât sure if bringing it up again would be a good idea; you wanted to apologise for disrupting his cooldown moment, but what if hearing that made him mad again? Or worse, what if you didnât apologise and made the situation even bigger? Your spiralling made you lose track of time, and a knock on the door pulled you out of your thoughts.Â
âThe car is about to leave, Y/N, they are waiting for you,â you heard someone say on the other side of the door. You were at least hoping Lando would come and get you once it was time to go back to the hotel, but he didnât.
âThanks, I will be there in a minute,â you replied, grabbing your things and Landoâs before sprinting outside.Â
The car ride was hell. Lando didnât look at you the entire time; he was just staring at his phone, texting who knows who, his face as neutral as ever. It felt longer than it actually was, and when you finally got there, he just stepped out of the car and didnât look back. You let out a sigh and followed him, leaving a prudent distance between the two of you.Â
Once you were in the hotel room, you both started to get ready for bed, like you usually did, except this time, you didnât acknowledge each other.Â
That was until you were already on your side of the bed and he came out of the bathroom, taking the spot next to you and burying his face on his phone again. The entire time you were building up the courage to say something, anything, now that you decided that apologising was the right thing to do.
âLando?â You called for him, but again, he just hummed in response. âIâm sorry. Iâm so sorry. You were right, I shouldnât have said anything, and I should have respected that you just wanted to be alone.â
Thatâs when it hit him. How could he get so mad at you for trying to make him feel better?Â
He dropped his phone and turned to face you, and noticing your sad expression and teary eyes broke him. His eyes softened as guilt washed over him. Why were you apologising when he was the one who reacted like that? But as soon as you looked down at your hands to avoid eye contact and tears started falling down your face again, he felt even worse.Â
âY/N⊠Baby, Iâm so sorry.â He got closer to you, softly taking your cheeks in his hands to get you to look at him. âPlease donât cry, Iâm sorry I acted like a dick and raised my voice at you,â he stared, wiping your tears away, carefully thinking about what else he could say.Â
You, on the other hand, didnât know how to react. Your plan was to apologise and hopefully move on, but now that he was apologising, you didnât know what to say; you didnât want him to feel guilty, even though it was his fault you were in that position right now. If only he took a different approach.Â
âIt wasnât your fault, okay? You were just trying to help, and I should have appreciated that, you know that I do, I just... I donât know, there is no excuse for what I did.â But you were still silent and trying to avoid eye contact. âBaby, say something.âÂ
âLando, you yelled at me.â You finally replied, your voice a bit muffled by your tears.
âI know, I shouldnât have done that, and I promise Iâll never do it again.â
After a minute of silence, you just nodded, which made him let out a sigh of relief. âOkay.â
âOkay? Iâm sorry, my love.â He pulled you into a hug, your head on his chest as he placed a soft kiss on your head. âI know I was a dick, and I really wish I was nicer about it.â
âItâs okay, I get it; you were frustrated with your result, and I shouldâve known better than to interfere with what you were feeling.â
âNo, itâs not okay. I was frustrated, but I shouldnât have taken it out on you.â Lando was rubbing your back softly, trying to bring you the comfort you tried to give him earlier. âI love you, and I canât describe how much I appreciate everything you do for me; I know having to deal with my shit is not easy, so thank you.â
âItâs fine, I mean it.â You looked up at him, locking eyes finally in the entire day. âJust... donât push me away, okay? And if you do need to be alone, just say it, and I promise I will listen next time.â
âOkay, sounds good.â
He gently placed a hand on your check, rubbing small circles before leaning in for a kiss, one both of you much needed. And with one final âI love youâ, you feel asleep in his arms.
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