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#I keep meaning to post this but forgetting but here it is 👍
officialkarkat · 5 months
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This is a redraw of an older drawing I did about 2 and a half years ago with a different Homestuck pairing! I think this one works a lot better. Idk if anyone still even draws this meme anymore 😭 Old version below the cut
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justgrey · 7 months
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I have something worse up my sleeve on Vander that idk if im gonna post that includes the shimmered up version of him we see for 10 seconds before he dies and some bussy gobbling if yk what i mean 😈🥱🔥
Vander x Reader - General Relationship HC's
Warnings: Swearing cuz we fukin' balling
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Beefy
b e e f y
He gives really great hugs, obviously. He's got so much meat on him that he feels like a really large pillow, and I'm here for it. And if you're reading this, I guess you're for it too 🤷‍♂️
Crazy protective, too. Man doesn't love easily after what happened with Silco, but when he does, mwah, you are not leaving his sight for longer than an hour before someone on his side is just "keeping an eye on you"
Vander loves jokes. Especially dad jokes. Because he's a dad. Please joke with him. Please, his kids always respond with "ughghh" and all he wants is an adoring audience. Please be that for him.
"What's the time?"
"It's... time to get a watch!" *big goofy grin*
"Hah- hahahahhahahahhaahhaahhaha please, Vander."
"Right, sorry. It's a quarter past seven, love."
👉👈
Anyway, Vander loves nicknames. Like, a lot a lot. He loves nicknames. What one's? Great question. Take a guess. He loves playing games with you and this is one of those games
Guess.
If you said anything along the lines of sweetheart, love, sweetie, or honey. You'd be right. He loves using generic nicknames with you because he wants to be as domestic as possible.
He likes to feel like his life is as normal as can be despite it being absolutely the opposite of that. He loves his children, and he loves you, so why not make the most of it? At least, that's what he figures.
The wackiest shit happens sometimes. There's a real mix of interactions in his little family and we living for all of them.
"Can you pass the sa-?"
*glitter bomb explosion from Powder's bunk*
"Oh, for the love of- POWDER, ARE YOU OKAY?!?"
His kids are all extraordinary. Mylo is very charismatic and is able to talk his way out of a lot of trouble, Claggor is great at lifting heavy shit, Vi can punch the daylights out of everyone, and Powder has the potential to be a great inventor someday. His goal is to inspire them all to be the best versions of themselves and to always be kind when they're able to despite living in the meanest area around.
You are also very intertwined with his children's lives to the point where they're basically your kids as well. If you didn't want that, break up with him. He's a package deal. All or nothing.
"Hey... what's that you're tinkering with, Pow Pow?"
"It's a bomb."
"It's a what."
"She means- uhm- it's full of confetti...? For... For Mylo's birthday! Y'know, that's totally coming up soon."
"Wait, my birthday isn't-"
"Yeah, yeah... for Mylo's birthday!" *innocent smile*
"For some reason... i d o n ' t b e l i e v e t h a t . . . Just... just stay out of trouble. As much as possible."
The kids treat you like a member of the family as well if you couldn't tell. They latch onto you, some take longer than others but they all eventually view you as their other parent.
First it was Powder, then it was Claggor, followed by Vi and then Mylo a little later on.
Vander actually wants to make it official with you someday and make you stay with him and his family forever by proposing to you, but with the current state of the Undercity, he may never get to. He's a busy, busy man, trying to hold the Lanes together. Sometimes, he gets too focused on that and forgets to share his attention around when crime is really bad.
But even just being around helps him out 🫡
Thanks gang 👍
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targaryenluvs · 2 years
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daniel ricciardo x bellinghamsister!reader
(model/photographer sister)
summary: daniel accidentally announces his relationship to his fans.
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meriaoperman SINCE WHEN WAS HOMEBOY DATING???
olenmcu thats what im saying!!!
mclarenbrazilfans her name is y/n bellingham you lot how dont you know her @y/nbellingham
y/nbellingham and i thought we weren't posting this 😭
danielricciardo i may or may not have accidentally posted this here rather then on my private 😁
y/nbellingham watch your back danny
y/nbellingham also ive got so many follow requests this is mad
angieksmith YOUR BRITISH
y/nbellingham you're* and no im def not
lewishamilton Lies.
y/nbellingham actual, no lie, im jude bellingham.
judebellingham sureee i believe you
y/nbellingham @judebellingham excuse me, i will unleash a kangaroo on you (thanks for the loaner dan)
jobebellingham leave my brother alone 😔
y/nbellingham OUR brother 🤨
jackgrealish hoping you're at the next game need someone to keep jude in check
judebellingham oi im always in check
y/nbellingham sureee i believe you
f1xfootball TWO WORLDS COLLIDE MY GOD
bellamani tbf half the world doesnt even know you exist girl 😭
y/nbellingham @bellamani people think im faking 🥴
y/nbellingham posted a story
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y/nbellingham dont know where you'll land when you fly ❤
@danielricciardo
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bellahadid judes gonna hate these photos (you look super hot)
y/nbellingham i miss you babe come home 😘
gigihadid my sister in law i miss youuu
y/nbellingham i miss you more g!! give khaia kiss from her auntie ❤ @zayn you get a hug also tell mama malik i miss her i need some paneer tikka samosas sent my way 🤤
zayn mama and khai miss you more y/n/n, samosas coming your way!
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danielricciardo 🏃 you stay right there
y/nbellingham but the pizza ☹
danielricciardo forget the pizza you're here
judebellingham 😐
masonmount AHAH 🤣
judebellingham i swear to god mount-
judebellingham you were right bel, im going to be shipping you some sweaters y/n/n
y/nbellingham you leave me alone
judebellingham no
jobebellingham im telling mum
judebellingham NO DONT
jobebellingham Play nice Jude. Don't make me fly out to you.
judebellingham sorry mum
jobebellingham HAHAH IT WAS ME 😁
judebellingham wait till im home.
judebxo OI WHATCHU MEAN BY THAT 🧐📸
masonmount no fighting kids 👍
y/nbellingham says you.
masonmount WHAT DID I DO?
katiebishop omfg he called her 'bel' are they dating 😭 @footballgossip
judebellingham 😐
y/nbellingham 😐
bellahadid people can have nicknames for eachother and be friends without dating. please respect boundaries and not spread fake news/gossip about me and j.
thank you.
bellshadxd respectfully shut her up 😍 yes bella!!!
danielricciardo
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danielricciardo but baby, you are the love of my life 💕
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judebellingham Congratulations you two wishing the best ❤ (you better treat her right or the entire england team and i will be after you)
danielricciardo I'll treat her properly as I always have 😁
y/nbellingham I'll treat him right as well 😌
maxverstappen1 Good, otherwise you'd have the entire F1 grid after you 😉 All jokes aside you two are amazing together can't wait for the wedding!
y/nbellingham neither can i! thank you maximillian!
maxverstappen1 im going to kill you @charles_leclerc
charles_leclerc I DIDNT TELL HER SHE OVERHEARD ME CALLING YOU THAT!
y/nbellingham lies he told me willingly
mclaren You two troublemakers will do amazing together ❤
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irenoperman you lot get out of here 🔪🔪
f1fan AHAH HE DIDNT EVEN REPLY 😂
trentarnold66 I'm expecting a big wedding here y/n/n.
y/nbellingham of course t, of course 😁
taa66 you wouldve looked better w him imo
y/nbellingham 😐
taa66 im just saying!!
trentarnold66 😐
danielricciardo 😐
bellahadid 😐
harrystyles Congratulations Danny! Can't wait to meet the Mrs!
y/nbellingham I LOVE YOU HAROLD ❤❤
harrystyles I love you too Y/n ❤
y/nbellingham HE REPLIED OMG OMG
hshq We'd love to send you merch!
y/nbellingham CHRIS OLSEN I KNOW ITS YOU (also i accept! my dms are open ❤)
zayn Nice to see you here H, Congrats lil sis, can't wait to meet you Dan.
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harrystyles Nice to see you too Z, hoping to meet Khai in the future!
zayn Of course! Text me when you're in the area, much love, Z.
harrystyles Of course, looking forward to it ❤
harryflorals Y/n, Daniel, you've somehow managed to rekindle Zayn and Harry-
onedirection 📸👀
onedxo Y/N/N I LOVE YOU FOR THIS
zsquadupdates the world is healing!!
danielricciardo Thank you Zayn!
y/nbellingham IVE SINGLE-HANDEDLY REUNITED ZAYN AND HARRY MY LIFE IS COMPLETE SKDJOEJEJTBR 😭😭❤
danielricciardo singlehandely??
y/nbellingham yes, singlehandely. if you have a problem you're sleeping on the couch.
f1 Ice cold Y/n!
landonorris how's the breeze Danny?
danielricciardo hows the single life? need a hug there mate?
pierregasly OH SHIT-
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staticbluue · 3 months
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!!GORE UNDER THE CUT!!
Good news! My computer is fixed! Functional! Operational! I need a few days to reset my brain before I open everything up, but fullbody commissions are coming very soon!! In the mean time, pet portraits and busts are open!
Character: Angel (he/she/it)
^I keep forgetting to put my characters' pronouns here lol. I will edit my posts 👍
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"Before you here I stand, my heart is in my hand. . . eugh."
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navinskizz · 3 months
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Here you can find my edits, theories or whatever I post ❤️🙏 I will keep it updated👍
( Salaar,daishun, mostly Varadeva)
The edits
“I knew you in another life”(varadeva)
Wildflower(varadeva)
I am here for you(young Varadeva)
Government hooker(varadeva best duo)
Girls just wanna have fun(Mahara women)
White Mustang(Shiva Mannar)
Everything is blue(prithvi)
You belong to me(varadeva)
Don’t you have any friends?(varadeva)
May I take your breath away(varadeva)
Besties to Arch enemies(varadeva)
The theories (more like my nonsense)
Varadha villain??(Reblog)
Young varadeva (headcanon)
Similarities with karna & duryodhan (updated)
Seal (a rant)
Seal (a rant pt2)
HE JUST WANTED 2 sec of PEACE
Memes and random posts
Me,my boyfriend deva and his Varadha pillow
Let’s paint khansaar RED
Prithvi(about part 2 ending)
Achilles and Patroclus quote with varadeva
Which could mean nothing(varadeva)
Deserves better(varadha)
Don’t fix, just join him in his insanity
Deva didnot care
Nor these two
Karta Shiva mannars supremacy
Should have been lovers
The boyfriend (Netflix JP dating show)
Happy ending(daishun)
Daishun confirmed lovers
I have a lots of drafts(edits or whatever comes to my mind i write it to not forget😂)
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hyunpic · 10 months
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HAIIIIII HAIIIII HAIIIII II III II i hit a big milestone on skz comeback day so i decided to do a lil thank u post or whatever idk. ive never done one of these in my tumblr career . As u can see ….. and the quality of the banner is trash just like where hyunjin almost fell. Can u just think of it as 5 minutes of crafts and like this is sooo five years old child making a Mother’s Day card to her mom. It’s full of love anyway 😻 i was writing this post while taking hits of my vanilla vape and it ran out of nicotine juice so im struggling and can’t focuse anymore 👍 pls forgive me this is gonna be very messy 😄
anyway these are no in particular order and sorry if i forgot someone 😔😔😔😔 this is what makes me so nervy that i have never made a post like this before like 😔 i don’t want to forget anyoneeeeeee also tumblr wouldn’t let me add more so blame them and not me DUMBLR 😡🍅🍅🍅🍅 thank u so much for sticking around and u are all so very dear to me in all of your unique ways:
@woozis @woodziecup @christakisbang @y-eontan @hyuncheols @ughbehavior @londonsboy @minchanz @minhosblr @morgoth @leenope @theboytatu @shnryjn @yang-innie @snug-gyu @jinniebit @ttathinker @digitalgirls @agibbangs @haenglixie @bangzchan @megaversed @yangjeongin @hyunchanz @seungminhos @chanstopher @chanrizard @djxiao @possession1981 @yunwooz @hyunjinz @exocean @onedoors @seungmoes @geniaparadox @kimtaegis @hyunjinz @cowboybin @farascha @wooobinz @taedongz
@strayklds: em i love to see u in my notifications and in my dms and perceiving u content and and and and etc. seeing u here always feels like the biggest warmest and welcoming hug. you are simply just like jisung - the best friend shaped guy and ilu so much for that 💖
@hanarchy: WAAAAAAA my chris.. this is so different cause we have actually met. thank y for always taking care of me… u are so so dear to me. like i will never forget the feeling of breaking down in tears when we got to lolla area and i realized i will see skz and u made sure i was okay. it will be my core memory till im in my death bed. i love u and your company and that we can bitch to each other about stuff and u just get me and i get u… i hope we can keep holding hands and making many more memories together 💘
@wantbytaemin: MY FUCKING MAIN SLAYEEEEEER it’s no joke that u stan taemin and u are a queen yourself as well… like greatness recognizes greatness. a piece of my heart is still in that weird little airbnb i shared with you in paris and whenever im sad i wish i could be there with you. my forever destined roommate or whatever idek. but i love u with all of my heart. The way we clicked right away when we met is crazy to me like i felt like i had known u forever. U are just soooOoooo amazing words can’t even describe 💘 ilyilymwahhhh
@izayaki MYYYYYY CARLYBEANNNNNNN MY CARLYBEANNNNNNNN MY CARLYBEANNN I FUCKING LOVE U U ARE EVERYTHING TO ME!!!! you could only treat me as your local sandman if u wished but i wouldn’t care like i love u so much!!!! i know i can always count u to be so crazy with me when it comes to hyunjin. also i feel like it’s worth mentioning that u make me feel so comfortable around u. i feel like i can finally be like myself whenever i talk with you :(( like u accept me just how i am and it means so much to me… idk i just feel like i will love u unconditionally and 4ever or whatever katy perry said in that one hit song of hers.
@sunmisbf we will one day smoke together. like idec how many years it will take. we will sit at that porch when we are 80 years old grandmas and we will share a joint and talk about our good old kpop days. u are a delight here and i would feel so empty if i didn’t follow u.
@dowoonyoon: my favoritest penpal.. the way u are engraved in my heart forever. u are just as lovely as taylor swift love songs, i hope u know that. im so happy to scream about anything and whatever with u. WE WILL GET MORE OF THOSE TAYLOR AND SKZ CRUMBS NEXT YEAR 🕯️🕯️🕯️
@yonglixx my sun sunny sunshine!!!! you might be one of the most supportive people on tumblr and i think we as a community need more people like u around. your light and positivity doesn’t go unnoticed. im glad to call u my friend 🌞
@ortali my cutie ortal… my favorite hyunie stan ever. me and u are the same and i miss u so dearly everyday whenever u aren’t here. tumblr isn’t the same without your presence. you bring me so much comfort and serenity and im so thankful that the world brought you to me 😣💘
@seungs: ik u hate sappy things but i will still shamelessly admit you are one of my favorite people ever here. im always here for your thoughts like i neEEED to hear them u know. you are so wise and collected and talented (ggoat = greatest gif maker of all time) that i aspire to be like u in so many ways like i just adore u so much hehe. i hope to be like u or whatever woodz said. i hope we get to meet once skz all around the world drags their booties to here mwah 💋
@seo-changbinnies: my trusted pc trader like trust all of my bin pcs will come to your way every comeback. it’s a tradition atp to stress over the international mail but i wouldn’t change a thing. u are a joy to be around and a blessing to this hellsite. so much happiness and joy radiating your tags that i couldn’t imagine tumblr without your presence. love u sososoo much 💖
@hyunsung: hello HELLOOOOO reach out to me im one of your biggest fans. i see a gifset of yours and i will be getting that thing to at least 1k notes like that’s the minimum they all deserve. you make art here and i think everyone should acknowledge it and appreciate it!!!!!!!! your name is mona just like one of the most famous art pieces of this whole world. i think it tells so much ‼️‼️
@chrisbangs my liiii my little moon… u are one of my first stayblr friends and i love u to the moon and back. whenever we catch up it’s like catching up with an old childhood bestie. nothing changed and the connection and love is always there. u mean so much to me than words could ever describe. i will forever be here rooting for you thousands miles away but our hearts will stay always connected 💘
@young-jae my forever only love sohvi. u have been here for me since the day one like im not even kidding… u know me through and through and i consider u my family at this point. i know if i fall to a dark place, i got your shoulder to lean on and that means the world to me. and same with you. you own my heart forever and always. i need to hug u so badly, i know i have the bestest hug in the world stored for u that i have been holding bag just to save it for u 💘 esc2024 here we come
@ye-xiu i feel like me and u are a married couple at this point like we have been through so much together and separately too like WOWIUUEEEEEE u are like a solid rock to me. a constant force that i can count on and i value it so much. i feel like i have told u this before but i love when u write.. u have a way with your words that always seem to touch places in my heart that i didn’t even know were there. hmm.. whatever does it ever drive u crazy how fast the night changes but it will never change me and u (that’s literally 1d lyrics but it just fits us)
@huiracha omg i adore u so much like 😭😭😭😭😭 IM SIMPLY A PEASANT WHILE PERCEIVING UR CONTENT. the way i have like actually kicked my feet few times in my bed when u rebloged something from me.. idk u are like my tumblr crush marie.. i just had to let u know here publicly!!!!!
@mybodyfails my sweetest oli with sososooooo much love to give…. u are sooooooo special. always rooting for me and hyping me up like half of my self confidence comes from your kindness. i hope you that passionate love you give out to the world will find you eventually. im glad to act as a cupid in your life too like that’s one of my greatest accomplishments and i will be mentioning it in my next job interview 😼
@hyumjim my funny guy Emily… u are like one of the funniest and craziest (in a good day at) people i have ever met. your energy irl also is just so joyful like i for real feel like i would never be depressed if i could spend at least few days a week with you (maybe that’s why u are a therapist… woah 🫨)
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fallingtowers · 2 months
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keep meaning to post this and then forgetting so here it is now before i forget again. my writing playlist, 11 hours and counting of instrumental post rock and post-rock-adjacent tracks. listen on shuffle for best results 👍
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zakuryoishi · 4 months
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I'm sorry this thought was just running in my mind and wanted your opinion.
(Yes they are aged up like headcannon wise just for it.) who would confess/propose first. Tenma or Shindou?
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i find this kind of difficult to settle down actually! i'll first talk about this in canon setting.
i am 100% sure shindou fell first for various reasons (that do include the life changing "maybe i just wanted to see that smile of his" line) while for tenma was more of a gradual process. i usually visualize it like this: shindou realizes, but the process he goes through is more of acceptance of his own feelings while tenma gradually realizes them but is faster to acknowledge and accept. (in canon setting i usually aim for post-galaxy for a simple reason, aka galaxy being the epilogue of the go series and therefore the moment where their development reached its (canon) peak). here i think tenma would be more straightforward than shindou for sure, maybe even being the one to make the first move. no actually, tenma's generally more prone to confess his feelings first for me. it's about how instinctive he can be at times and not only, because he may be oblivious but once the realization hits him it's easier for him to go straight to the point. i do NOT mean it's not complicated for tenma too, just a little less than shindou. this is totally headcanon territory but i think that shindou got struck with realization around the end of holy road, either a little before (hospital scene) or a little after (time in between celebrations). the three months between go1 and chrono stone are totally a time where he can reflect, and he does! but his musings are interrupted by the total insanity that are the events of cs (i love cs i need to rewatch it so bad). in galaxy shindou is constantly stressed but i do think there are instances where the thought is recurring (the aforementioned gradual process of acceptance) which probably doesn't help him at all but set him up to finally recognize those feelings. i just think shindou is more the type to keep his feelings [for another person, in this case tenma] for himself rather than expressing them directly, or at least for the first part.
now we finally get to the actual question, where i forget everything i just said about canon go timeline for good 👍 aged up i think the dynamic would change but not too much? like if we consider the two of them aware of their mutual feelings i'd still see tenma being the first to confess and try to start a relationship. though in this context i think shindou would have a little more of initiative than his younger self and a slightly higher percentage of being the one who makes the first move. also i don't think you meant that but when you mentioned "propose" i directly thought of marriage proposal lol so here are my two cents on it too. shindou would totallyyyy be the one to propose and i kinda see tenma being unsure or hesitant about it, mainly because it'd be a bigger change in the relationship and for symbolic value too. i can picture him being anxious (still ultimately happy about it, but anxious in the meantime) about the proposal as if he wasn't the one that started everything lol
i think that's all?? hope i answered the question + thank you sceptile for the occasional takuten asks, you always give me a reason to ramble about them ily /p
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nerves-nebula · 8 months
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Sorry bout this thing but I kinda wanted to tell my thoughts about your stuff. Im kind of hoping this will get drowned in your inbox honestly, since this is just a really long unsolicited rant of mine.
Sometimes when i scroll through your account and I encounter csa, incest and mentions of suicide in your posts I get uncomfortable but then I remember that one phrase that goes something like "Art should comfort the disturbed and disturb the comforted" and I just feel kinda bad bout myself.
When I was a kid my nannys bf forced me to kiss him in the lips whenever we met. I was 6. It was uncomfortable. I never did tell my nanny about it. My parents are both police people and my mother had long explained the concept of rape and how unconsensual touch is bad and you shouldnt allow that but something prevented me from telling anyone what was happening. I dont know why. I know they would immiedietly jail that guy if they did but somehow it felt like no one would believe me. I never told them until now, then when I was what, 6-8 years old? I cant even remember. Yeah somewhere around that, he molested me when my nanny was few feet away and asleep and for the next 4 years of my life i felt dirty. Desecrated. Stupid. I couldnt even look down at my naked body when i shower back then, but somehow I managed to trudge on living by trying to forget the fact it happened. Its been 8 years since Ive last seen him. Ive told anyone who I knew who doesnt care enough to be friends with me but cared enough to listen about it but my Parents are none the wiser and i plan on keeping it that way.
Also. Im a year away from being legal now. Ive thought about killing myself or just generally not wanting to exist anymore many times since then, cuz lifes equipped with motolov cocktails of "get fucked dumbass" and i somehow managed to get a coupon for at least a million of them.
(I hope that line made you laugh if you read this).
Coming back to the phrase i mentioned earlier, it feels weird whenever i feel something similar to the feeling of being triggered while looking at csa being depicted. By definition, i would be considered a victim, and id of course would be comforted by seeing similar experiences happen to people because relating to something usually induces a positive feeling. I dont. I see your art and it guts me. It guts me and the fact that it does also guts me, because what does that mean? I am supposed to be the comforted? Despite the fact that I was taken advantage of as a child and spent night after might thinking how stupid i was and why I let that happen to me even when I was equiped with the information that makes me less vulnerable than other children? So i do I correspond more with those who are defined as comforted then, was i not disturbed after all? Was i victimizing myself all along? Am I a bad person for thinking i was? No wait, that doesnt make any sense at all. Its all wrong. Why am I so guilty about this? Why am i subjecting myself to this?
And then it repeats.
I still go through your blog because well, i love tmnt, i love your artstyle, i love the way you tell stories, I love how you dont sugar coat csa, incest and other darker topics like body horror, erotism and sadism, i hate how much it haunts me, i love the fact i can relate, i hate how much you hurt them, i love the fact that you dont hold back, i love how you show the ugly sides of healing, i love how you depict how much people can change and struggle. Its comforting to me. Its discomforting to me. I stick hand into the fire knowing I would be burned, then I do.
And i like it. I like it somehow, like taking a nice smoke break when you have mild asthma, but like, better. Its a nice change of pace to feel so conflicted like this, its a nice change of pace to feel anything at all really.
But yeah. Tldr. Sorry for the trauma dump and your art makes me feel complicated. Its neat 👍
lot to reply to here! also, unfortunately for you, i check my inbox obsessively and dont get nearly as many asks as you seem to believe i do.
so firstly, no snappy saying is meant to encompass all of human experience, and you certainly shouldn't judge yourself for not fitting into it. easier said than done, i know, but still. i'm gonna try to address some things here, not gonna touch on all of it, but just know that i appreciate you sitting down to write me this.
(I hope that line made you laugh if you read this).
it made me smile, but i laughed at this, because it's a very sweet look into you writing this. puts into perspective how, even though this is public, it was written TO me. like a letter in victorian times or something. that's sweet, i like that.
and id of course would be comforted by seeing similar experiences happen to people because relating to something usually induces a positive feeling. I dont.
you're making a lot of assumptions here that are kind of wild in that "this thought process was clearly designed by your mind to upset you specifically" sort of way. I mean, would you say this to literally anyone else when they feel uncomfortable or triggered about viewing media that relates to their trauma? There's really no telling what a survivor will feel comforted by and you aren't Doing It Wrong by having a different reaction.
there's a reason i tag it as "csa tw" and that's so people can AVOID it as well as search it up.
how stupid i was and why I let that happen to me even when I was equipped with the information that makes me less vulnerable than other children?
i know you recognize at the end of the thought process that this is not true, but i feel the need to reiterate: there is no such thing as being less vulnerable than other children through your own actions. you can try to equip kids with knowledge that might protect them, but that doesn't make them any less vulnerable.
my dad told me about rape and molestation all the time, but he never accounted for the kinds of scenarios i was actually the most likely to fall victim to, partly because i don't think he actually knew much about childhood sexual abuse, and partly because he was more obsessed with the idea of me being kidnapped and raped/murdered than he was about forms of sexual abuse he'd consider more "mild"
No wait, that doesnt make any sense at all. Its all wrong. Why am I so guilty about this? Why am i subjecting myself to this?
i can't answer that one, unfortunately. personally, i like to feel gutted, it's cathartic to me. might be something like that to you, based on how you go on to describe it, but you might also be doing some kinda self harm.
I stick hand into the fire knowing I would be burned, then I do.
saaaaame. i triggered myself into a breakdown in class once cuz i'd been reading fucked fanfiction before class and i got SAD lol.
Its a nice change of pace to feel so conflicted like this, its a nice change of pace to feel anything at all really.
we are shaking hands over this.
anywho, no need to apologize! i am glad, if nothing else, to provide you with a strange and upsetting experience that is not entirely bad.
I really do adore hearing how my stuff makes people feel. it's like, a solid one third of the reason i do this. i still make stuff that doesn't exist to be shown off but WOW showing shit off and getting a response feels FANTASTIC. like, i'm in your head now!! you have been CHANGED by my ART. it's maybe the best part of being alive.
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wasyago · 1 year
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I would like to know what your boundaries are when it comes to interacting with you.
are you ok with requests or questions that don’t have to do with your works
are you ok with receiving headcanons that are not relevant to or may contradict with what you already have 
how many asks are you comfortable with receiving at one time.
Are there other things that you want us to know about fan interaction that I didn’t think to ask about
hmm oh man no one has really asked this before... i think as a disclaimer i need to say that im pretty bad at replying to asks, and half of them get ignored and deleted because i either forget about them and get too anxious to reply, or just don't know how to reply and never do.
i dont really do art requests, so if anyone sends one it will most likely be ignored, and if its not related to what im posting it'll be ignored 100%. there are some exceptions of it, but i still don't appreciate people asking me to draw anything for free. i suppose i don't mind questions about stuff outside of my work! no one really asks anything so i don't have a good example of it, plus it all really depends on the context, but if its good I'll reply and if its something i dont like I'll just ignore it. so, same as with everything i guess, so those are okay 👍
about headcanons hmmm... not sure? i dont know how to properly reply to them if its not something im into apart from "oh thats interesting" and "nice". like, i don't really wanna say stuff like "that cool but i personally think that you're wrong and here are the reasons--" and take someone's headcanon apart? it just feels rude? even if i do process the headcanon in my brain and there's a thought process of how it fits or doesn't fit into my beliefs, i don't really want to say it out lound to not upset anyone? but saying all this, it is still nice to see headcanons from different people and different perspectives, to have some variety of views and opinions and more diversity. because you never know what you might like. so, i think all headcanons are good, if i know how to reply to them i will, and if i don't then i won't!
how many asks am i comfortable receiving umm, well, i don't have an exact number picked hsghd. i guess as many as you want if you really have a lot to ask? i do appreciate it when people keep asks topical tho. so, if you're asking about one particular thing, it'd be nice if it was all in one ask that is easy to reply to. and if you're asking about multiple different things it's better to send multiple short asks instead of a big one. because its hard to reply to billion unrelated questions in one post. so for example your ask is good because all the questions are on the same subject, but if you asked me about the weather halfway through and then swithed to an ask about jrwi, that i wouldn't reply to, yknow?
for other things... i already said about the art requests, which are like the main thing i really don't like. i guess some things are better asked in dm's than asks, if that's anything? especially if it's something more personal to you or requires an actual dialog, but i can see why it might be easier to send an ask first and move to dm's later, so its not a problem. hmmmm and i suppose just the general stuff, like don't send suggestive asks if i don't know you or you weren't clearly prompted to, don't be mean to me or others, even as a joke it doesn't feel good, remember that im just a random guy on the internet, im not a robot i have feelings, so talk to me like a person, don't spam the same question if i didn't answer it, etc.
i think that's it? thank you for asking!!
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theplatypusblue · 7 months
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hiiiiii. I've been meaning to make a post like this for a while now but i keep forgetting lol.
Idk what ppl should call me tbh, but you can call me Blue or Perry. Any pronouns are fine. Anyways, I run a couple sideblogs:
@whathappenshappens is my art sideblog, where I post all my non-ninjago art + fanart (I'll keep posting my ninjago stuff here, since this is where all my ninjago followers are, but if you wanna! y'know!! look at my other stuff!!! this is where you'd find it!!!)
@shittyanimegirlsdaily is my daily doodle blog where I post a shittily drawn anime girl every day. It has been kind of abandoned atm but I shall make my triumphant return eventually.
thats it for now lol bye 👍
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gendervapor14 · 1 year
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two fights for freedom ~ chapter four: warm welcome
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With a rigid nod, Rosinante knocked again, trying to keep it friendly. How did one knock in a friendly fashion? “Uh, hey!” He spoke up in a chipper tone. “I, I don’t know if anyone’s home, but uh…my name is Dante.” Rosinante eyed around, like he was paranoid of anyone eavesdropping. “I’m new around here. I’m not a fishman. I uh, I talked to Genzo? And he said you might be looking for some help. Brought a friend too, we’re both willing to pitch in if you need anything.”
No response. Rosinante leaned away from the door and glanced down to Law with a shrug. He returned the gesture.
“Sounded good to me. Maybe she’s not home.” Law decided.
Cora turned around and peered across the orchard in the distance. “Yeah, but where else could she be? He said she was crippled. Can she even leave the house?”
“Yeah, crippled is…kind of a broad term.” Law agreed quietly. “If it’s a broken leg or spine, she might not even be able to move.”
Both men startled when the door creaked open, but only a sliver. Rosinante pivoted around, catching the eye of the woman inside. She was small, to Rosinante’s standards. Taller than Law though, about the same height as Genzo, so maybe by her village’s average, she was tall. A gray, bloodshot eye stared into his fiercely.
“Get off my property.”
“H-Hey…” Rosinante spoke in a soft, easy tone, “It’s nice to meet you. Sorry for the fright, we’re not going–”
“I’m giving you ten seconds before I get my gun and blow your brains out.”
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i keep forgetting to post these!! anyway, chapter four was posted a few hours ago! the fated meeting!! slowing down in terms of progress as i go back and do some editing, but i'll keep you posted if i have to slow the once a week schedule 👍
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title: two fights for freedom rating: M category: F/M, gen content warnings: graphic depictions of violence status: incomplete, four chapters, 13,460 words relationship: rosinante/bell-mere, cora & law, rosinante & hatchan, bell-mere & rosinante & law & nami & nojiko, rosinante & genzo, bell-mere & genzo characters: rosinante, bell-mere, law, nami, nojiko, genzo, nako, hatchan, arlong, arlong pirates additional tags: canon divergent, fix-it, everybody lives, pre-arlong park, angst with a happy ending, angst and feels, fluff and humor, hurt/comfort, scheming, suggestive themes, sexual tension, limes (yes i'm bringing limes back), eventual smut, romance, slow burn, arguing, financial issues, broken bones, references to depression, referenced alcoholism, mental health issues, canon backstory, mentioned doflamingo, non-canon backstory (giving bell-mere a backstory), found family, medical inaccuracies, blood and injury, trafalgar d. water law is a little shit, developing friendships, more tags to be added later (?) summary: freedom for one means adventure. exploring all the world has to offer, while avoiding the occasional haunting. freedom for another almost costs an arm and two daughters. a home, a village. perhaps freedom is best sought back-to-back. {a cora and bell-mère lives au}
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hellonerf · 6 months
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your mutual here :D
Id say i really want to make friends with you! (like some other anons lol) i love your art and your ideas and i feel lucky we both like caname...(and rusame) 😭You are part of the reason that i keep drawing caname frequently and every time i received a comment from you i felt so delighted and warm. I love the unique way you draw ame and i was so attracted to your art even before i started to post my doodles. And Im increasingly curious about you after that...I really want to interact more with you but im always afraid that you may not like it and after browsing your main blog i realized i actually know very little about you. (its sad TT...btw your artworks are always so amazing and so do your ocs and original stories so its like we are in two worlds) Anyway i really want to talk with you more (even if you leave hetalia fandom someday)and i really hope you wont mind my disturbance😭
ah thank you ... thank you so much ❤️ im really warmed people are having so much fun with my art as i am... and i am happy with the people wanting to be friends ☺️ i get nervous and weird about mixing the different profiles i have on the internet 😭 so there will be a lot split across my profiles... and i am nervous about sharing my thoughts in general, so i apologize if it makes me seem unapproachable 🙏 (also i forget to talk to people often) im fine with people talking to me, i do mean this. it is just that i mainly don't want a set internet identity so i try to pull focus to my art mainly... even still i really don't mind people approaching or talking to me ☺️👍 i dont feel disturbed by it so dont worry
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- Rui and Tsukasa are both minors. Do not be weird with them
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- Gay people are canon. Meaning yes, Dave and Jack are together, and yes, Rui and Tsukasa are together
- THE FOUR OF THEM ARE NOT A POLY BEFORE ANY OF YOU ASK NO, THEY ARE NOT A THING. THEY ARE TWO SEPARATE COUPLES.
- Most of what happens is just super self indulgent stuff lmao
- Dave is 6’3
- Jack is 5’4, he hates it
- Tsukasa is 5’6 but he lies and says he’s taller
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Hi! My name is Pocky! My main blog is @the-pocky-stix where I post art occasionally (but I keep forgetting I have a main blog to even do that :/). My pronouns are star/he/they/it, and I’m just a silly guy!
I love Project Sekai and DSaF, and I made a joke about making this crossover and some friends encouraged me to do it! So here we are! Hope you guys enjoy :)
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just-call-mefr1es · 11 months
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okay, so I’m just gonna worl dump very quickly (this post is longer then the hunger games trilogy). So since my Ocs, you know them right? Of course you do/n’t, well, three thirds of them are immortal, but since the type of immortal I gave them is uhh pretty complicated, I’ve made a separate post about that, sooooo here it is! hopefully you can understand, I’m not trying to be professional or whatever here, btw. My writing’s gonna be horrendous.
So, first of all, when you die, and you have this kind of immortality, you well, die, first. You spend a bit of time as a ghost until you’re put to rest/properly left the world, and you do that rather via burial, and the other things that I can’t think of right now, but you get it. So after your bady gets put to rest, you get a brand new body™️, but your mindset/mind stays, so like, just a new body ig (I have not fully thought this over please forgive me). Also, may I note that the more times that you die and shit, you start forgetting a but more bout your life from before you were aware of your immortality so yay, fun‼️
Might I add that your body slightly or drastically changes each time you get a new one? Like, say originally, your eyes were blue, or you had freckles. Your new body could have brown eyes now and no freckles. The possibilities are truly endless. Ypu could have a single freckle removed from your face to your whole ass face structure changing.
Okay, so now ✨wounds✨ So, once you die, so your wounds (if you died via them) disappear or do they stay? Well, as I discussed in my previous paragraph, it depends, really. Since there is a 30% chance that your entir face/bone structure will change, your wounds’ll probably stay on, including past wounds.
I’m pretty sure I talked a bit about your mind space™️ when you immortalize (I’ll make actual words for this I promis-) but whatever. So, at first, if you just died for the first time in yoru newly immortal life, your memory is great👍 good job, Mary. But, if you keep dying, over and over and over again, your head isn’t going to save &reload the same way it did pre-immortalization. as I said, your memory is going to take some damage, little by little at a time.
OKAY NOW AGES SINCE THIS IS A ROLLARCOSASTER. so, when you firstly die and get introduced to your new immortality for the first time, EVER, that’s going to be your checkpoint. By that, I mean that each time you die after your first time, you practically reset back into the age you were when you first died (which, mind you, could be any time). That means, if you first died when you were five, uh oh! You gotta restart there next time you die, brother. Oh, what was that? You died first when you were seventy four? Guess you gotta start back there. So yeah, practilly age you were when you first died for the first time is your checkpoint age for the next times you died.
So, I know this isn’t as long as I thought it would be, but that’s a good thing. It’s getting late and I wanna sleep. If you have any questions/suggestions abt this, please send in the mailbox, and not any messaging platforms (that includes here). This is just so that if someone with the same question as you wants me to answer it, but is too shy to actually ask, and you sent it in the mailbox, then boom. Question answered. The person could just look there and now they don’t have to worry.
yeah, so as I said, this immortality thing is still in the process. I might change up a couple things, I might not, who knows? I also need vocabulary ideas cause idk if just calling it ‘immortalities’ and ‘immortalization’ are good terms but whatever⁉️
Have a great night and Halloween yall!
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missrosemaris-stuff · 2 years
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Intro Post
The Good News: ““For God so loved the world, that He gave His only Son, so that everyone who believes in Him will not perish, but have eternal life. For God did not send the Son into the world to judge the world, but so that the world might be saved through Him.” (John‬ ‭3‬:‭16‬-‭17‬‬‬)
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The previous gofundme I had here for another individual in Gaza is no longer up (I do not know if the goal was reached or it was taken down for another reason), so here is one that’s been laying heavily on me since I saw it. To put things short, Muhammad is a child in need of medical treatment, and cannot receive it currently. Sharing this link is greatly appreciated if you cannot donate.
(This introduction post isn’t set to be reblogged since it includes information about this blog separate from this topic, but you can still share the gofundme link with others. I’m also still on hiatus, but I’ve reblogged an illustrated version of this post below this intro post if you’d like to reblog it that way. I’ve just put the link in the intro post so it’s one of the first you see when you visit my page).
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Other humanitarian aid organizations that help worldwide (confirmed trustworthy according to Charity Navigator):
Keep in mind that donations given through these websites cannot be sent to a specific location/cause, but instead are used to aid whoever is in need of those funds around the world (whether it be in the Middle East, to help in areas experiencing wildfires, floods, other natural disasters, hunger crisis, etc). Keep this in mind if you decide to donate, since you decide where your money goes.
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Things to Know About This Blog
My blog is a mostly SFW blog (things that may be considered NSFW like gore for example will be tagged. Saying it’s “mostly SFW” means I don’t post or reblog anything with sexual themes) and anyone is welcomed here regardless of belief as long as you’re respectful (and not on the DNI) as Jesus taught us to love others. Disagreements are fine, but hate and disrespect isn’t tolerated. The goal is to be civil. We’re all just a bunch of humans learning how the world works.
Art and Writing Info
My work that isn’t fully SFW has tags and, if needed, trigger warnings (blood, vomit/emetophobia, etc. Reblogs will also be tagged as “tw blood” for example, or may simply be tagged as “blood”).
Don’t tag my works as shipping unless it’s specifically stated to be a ship. Don’t repost art or writing.
AO3 account: rosemari_m
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minor x adult shippers/supporters - blogs that contain sexual NSFW (includes graphic writing and art) - MAPs
You’ll be blocked if you’re on the dni (or I happen to see something on your blog that personally doesn’t sit right with me or I didn’t think to add. If it’s a blog where something personally doesn’t sit right, that doesn’t mean you’re a terrible person or that I don’t like you, it’s just a me thing where I’m trying to keep my social media experience decently okay for my mental health, so don’t take it personally).
I also block others who’s DNI applies to me (like if you’ve got certain ships or media in your DNI that you prefer not to interact with the fans of or something like that). This is so I won’t accidentally interact with you in the future since I’m quite forgetful and I don’t want to cross anyone’s boundaries on mistake 👍
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You are loved and Jesus loves you. Have a good day and may God bless you.
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