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I DID IT!!!!
didnt fully come out how i wanted but WHATEVER i like it and its for you! i have a headache so im gonna. lay down !!
AWWWWW
Oh my god I love this so much- Morthyyyy 🥺
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KJDSNKDGS PUMP- actually yeah he WOULD say that
This is so good you did great thank you!!!!!!! 💖💖💖💖💖💖 /plantonic ofc
#Also as a sidenote I just. I love how Morthy serves as a foil to both Gregor AND Moloch#Like the more I see of them the more I come to like.#Appreciate Gadreel as a twisted reflection of Gregor and appreciate Morthy as a good reflection of Moloch#And!! The way Morthy handles the kiddos here!!#He's patient like Gregor but adaptive like Moloch#And instead of simply teaching the kids the way HE was taught he attempts to see from their perspective to better get the lesson through#I just. Ough /pos#Spooky Month#Father Morthy#Skid#Pump#Fanfic#JNJ
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youve heard of sex flowers get ready for the flower that makes you into a celestial shoujo herione complete with particle effects you cannot turn the fuck off and creates a wifebeam so powerful it can incapacitate and maim and keeps making you burst into tears and fall on your ass which makes the wifebeam More Powerful and you also cannot turn this off either. and is also still, sort of, a sex flower
from one of my favorite fanfictions, Celestial Afterglow by elanor_pam, a fic that defies description in the best possible way
#arts#shen qingqiu#svsss#listen im not saying that ive spent a cumulative half a year reading this fic and then trying to make an arts for it#and then getting frustrated and stopping because i couldn't figure out how to make sqq shimmery enough#but like. im not NOT saying that#this is the FOURTH time ive started something for this bitch it haunts my fucking dreams and yet the opalescent glittery sqq evades me#perhaps you o unlearned fool look at this and say hmm that's too many colour layers and glowy effects but oh how wrong you are#if it doesnt make you literally fall over yourself at how otherworldly and radiant he is then there is room for improvement yet#perhaps you look at this and you think Wow!!! this gives me literally NO ideas what this fic is about#well Let Me Tell You. i have no fucking idea how to summarize this fic#its not often the tags in a fic give me pause but i saw this and as i read the tags i was increasingly just like What#but i have no idea how to describe it. the tags arent NOT accurate but i was SO unprepared for what happened in like an extremely pos way#if i were tagging this i think i would give it the no archive warnings apply label if that matters to you#the author seemed they wanted to leaned towards over caution rather than risk missing anything re tags because This Is A Weird Fic#but oh my fucking god#i am gripping you by the shoulders i cannot stress enough how charming it is#brilliant characterization especially with airplane in the first scene#and also so much fucking funnier than i thought possible for the general setting summary tags and buildup#its just. ough. its good
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Would anyone be interested if I started posting some of my D&D pieces here? I will gladly give context as needed
#This campaign has literally taken over my brain#I've written 120k for it in the past year#I cannot think of anything else#It's a lot of homebrew and just a beautiful story filled with juicy lore and secrets and just. ough.#And Kal. My lovely little dwarf.#How I adore you so#I am a constant pot just waiting to boil over and erupt over this campaign /pos#Just say the word
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i shouldve been an art history major.........
#whayever whatever my school doesmt even have an art history bachelors i couldnt have anyway. but ough#literally u cannot listen to me when i talk abt wanting to have a different major not bc it isnt true but bc i have too many interests and#even if i had a different major id still be lusting after different fields of study and also just bc i might professionally only be able#to go into one doesnt mean i cant keep them as hobbies#that being said i wish my school had an art history bachelors program bc i wish there were more art hist classes bc art history#makes me feel fucking out of my mind /pos/pos and i wish i got to learn more abt shit we dont even have a modern art class#fucked upppp. at least our art hist profs got to do their very specific interest classes but i wanna study rothko!!!!#and that means i gotta do it on my own..... much less fun than having someone who's slightly unhinged abt art teach it to u#whatever. i can be unhinged abt it to myself. kicks a rock and turns away dejectedly.
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day 23 was to pick a color palette and stick to those colors(with some blending allowed)
#incredibox#incredibox fanart#evadare#xrun#siren#capitan#30 day challenge#sparks creations#OUGH THE EEPERRRRRRRR/POS#BABY CAPITAN MY BELOVED#hes just a little babie <3<3<3<3#siren is SO pretty and for WHAT#I LOVE WOMEN#this was honestly easier than i expected#all i had to do was translate the colors into greyscale#order them from lightest to darkest(lavender. yellow. light blue. red. dark blue)#and place them based on the values#it was just painting it was honestly nice :D#yes i chose the palette based on the name i thought it was funny#it was either still or drawing rafe again with a color palette called Doomed(By The Narrative) XD#but i drew rafe recently so i picked someone else
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I finally finished playing Outer Wilds and I'm like,, this game has completely crushed me
#i love this game so so much#i saw someone play it when it first came out but stopped watching half way through bc i wanted to play it myself#and then i put it off for a few years saving it for a bad day#and then after everything that happened earlier this year i was like fuck it#started playing#i feel like ive changed as a person just playing it#imma take a short break before playing the dlc#i need something less smart lol#but god was this game just amazing#its beautiful and so well crafted#the characters are so fun ever if 90% of them are all through writing#everything is so rewarding once you figure things out and connect clues and information#figuring out what happened to the nomai made me cry for like half an hour alone /pos#and the ending#ough#outer wilds#mine.mebs#why is there more text in my tags than in the actual post
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When you forget creators are human but not in a 'they are art machines' way and more in a 'they're so cool, they're above me. I shouldn't bother them.' sort've way so you're scared to talk to anyone.
#mime thoughts (tm)#I think this is also called having anxiety but#ough dunno just want to make sure I'm not alone in this#but I did draw something for four big creators I really liked on art fight and got anxious about it#and then all four of them sent the classic 'SHAKING YOU/POS' sort've stuff and I feel quite happy now because .. they're people ..#of course they like it.. most people love fanart of their ocs unless otherwise stated (always good to ask though)#anyways back to silly goofy haha stuff
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Grew On Me is so fuckin good tho like god
#I've been having it on constant loop as i draw or just in the bg#its so good man#i can not get sick of it#ironically#that last half especially#augh#like 3:00 to the end is one thing#its rlly good there but like#3:35 to the end??? ough#i am ascending#the fucking drums in this song tho like holy shit i love it#you can hear it so much better in this song especially#especially the end half like agh#dying/pos#chonny jash#moss post
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Night Vale and the Power of Stories
So I’ve been losing my mind about this latest arc. Full hyperfixation. Studying for finals? Calling my parents? Enjoying other hobbies? Eating?? Who’s she, never heard of her. There is only the “#wtnv spoilers” tag.
Anyways, inspired primarily by this post, this post, and this post, I have been thinking about Night Vale as a place of stories.
Night Vale is a deeply weird place. It is a place where all the crazy conspiracies and contradictions and creepy crawlies can coexist (try saying that 5 times fast), and it is built on stories.
We know from “109: A Story About Huntokar” that Huntokar singlehandedly saved the town from nuclear destruction in 1983. This in and of itself is beautiful, tragic, terrifying and wonderful (I could write a whole essay on the lasting effects of the Cold War on the American psyche and how that’s impacted our media, but that’s not what this post is about). But what Huntokar says in describing this moment is fascinating: “ The people of Night Vale huddled, waiting for the end to their story.” The use of the word “story” here is so poignant and poetic. This was her town, a narrative she had lovingly followed since its inception, with an ever rotating cast of characters, finally seeming as though it would come to an end. And yet she managed to continue their story. The people of Night Vale, of every alternate universe Night Vale, are kept alive because Huntokar wanted to keep the narrative going. It is a town kept alive-- inverted and shattered and bizarre, but alive-- because someone saw the tale coming to an end and wasn’t satisfied with that. Night Vale is a place of stories.
And Cecil. Cecil Gershwin-Palmer is such a wonderful enigma. He’s a deeply troubled man, he’s the town’s beloved radio host, he is the voice of Night Vale. As the town’s only (?) regular source of news, he carries incredible weight in shaping the public’s perception of reality. It is his radio show that keeps the people informed through all of these earth-shattering events-- it is Cecil who, for as goofy and cringefail (thank you @bigcommunist for that phrase) as he can be, has been responsible for keeping his citizens safe. In “227: A Word With Dr. Jones,” Dr. Janet Lubelle notes that one of his traits is “town leadership.” When Cecil speaks, things happen. He rallies the people, against Strexcorp or the Beagle Puppy or Steve Carlsberg and his dry, dry scones. Hell, he says “weather” and everyone stops, or sometimes (Like in “204: Audition”) it literally saves his life. @lostboywriting raises a fascinating theory about Cecil having inadvertently brought the Faceless Old Woman into existence through his repression of his complicated relationship with his mother-- and while this contradicts with the backstory presented in "The Faceless Old Woman Who Secretly Lives Inside Your Home," who’s to say that both origins can’t be true, with how splintered and fractured Night Vale’s existence (and especially relation to time) is? Perhaps Cecil, as the Voice Of Night Vale, is capable of changing the world more than he knows.
Either way, this is why Dr. Lubelle’s Explaining of the town has so much of a tangible effect on it-- because she’s coming in and using something “empirical” to change the narrative. That is why she’s so threatening-- because how do you argue with the facts? How do you argue with science? She is using logic to insist that her reality is right, that these stories and poetics used to keep the town alive are meaningless. That it would be better for them to not exist than to exist outside her narrative. She said it herself-- she cannot imagine that anyone thinks differently to herself about anything, and she is all to happy to provide any who disagrees with an Explanation. No matter the cost.
In 227, Cecil remarks that “Science is not good or bad, as language is not good or bad, as religion is not good or bad, because humans are not inherently good or bad.” This sets up a fascinating play between science, language, and religion that I think is perfectly encapsulated by Dr. Lubelle, representing science, Cecil, representing language, and Huntokar, representing religion. Whether she knows it or not, Dr. Lubelle is directly undoing all of the hard work of Huntokar, and attempting to use Cecil as the most powerful tool at her disposal.
And this works in conjunction with my distinction of the What vs. the Why. We can take the incursion point of November 7th, 1983, and view it through both lenses. From Huntokar’s perspective, we get the Why: Night Vale was in danger, and it needed saving, so she saved it. But from Dr Lubelle’s perspective, we just get the What: Night Vale was the target of a nuclear missile. Nuclear missiles are unstoppable by any force known to science. This is a town that should have been empty for 40 years.
I posit a world in which Dr. Lubelle reduces Night Vale to what it “should be:” A town ruined by nuclear destruction. The empirical facts, the anchors that held Night Vale down to reality, the threads that Huntokar broke-- Dr. Lubelle is seeking to tie them back together. And with the Voice of Night Vale on her side, Explained and ready to share the Truth, of course she can make that happen. Perhaps Huntokar takes center stage again to show that science is not the end-all-be-all. Perhaps Carlos steps in to replace Dr. Lubelle as the Scientist in this equation, to provide a good alternative to her callous methods.
Or I could be totally off-base with that prediction. I imagine the bodies being dug up in the sand wastes and the murals of flesh will play a major role in the finale. Maybe she’ll uncover the splintered realities of Night Vale and won’t know how to explain them away. Hell, people keep hyping up a Desert Bluffs return, what with the Sandstorm tapes and the talk of doubles-- Maybe Kevin and Lauren will be the “religion” in the triumvirate, and drive Dr. Lubelle mad with their unrelenting fervor. Who knows? I have my theories, but I’m just excited to see where this all goes.
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Also from a meta perspective, this is 100% harkening back to all those early-days fan theories that “Night Vale is a normal town and Cecil is just off his rocker” (Thanks @maxgicalgirl for that one!). Welcome To Night Vale is a show that has never been about continuity and tight lore-- it’s about spinning a fun narrative, it’s about the poetry, the music, the aesthetics; it’s about everything that Dr. Lubelle HATES. From a meta perspective, Dr. Lubelle is every theorist who tries to ruin the magic of a story, who nitpicks it endlessly because it doesn’t adhere to how the “real world” functions. She doesn’t care about why story elements are included, she just needs what’s included to adhere to her worldview. And I can’t wait to see her get taken down, no matter how it happens.
Thanks again to @maxgicalgirl, @lostboywriting, @eclipse-song, and everyone who’s been sharing their thoughts about the latest arc on tumblr. I would not be writing this without y��all!!
#im sorry to everyone who says shes hot but shes basically a colonizer#''im new to your community but your culture is backwards and wrong''#''let me fix it with my superior science and reasoning''#shes so evil i hate her /pos#finknor wrote her so well#and janet varney is an incredible VA#i cannot express how much I love this arc so far#i really hope we get more on the 1983 storyline because that is just positively fascinating#a town that should have died long ago#that should have been reduced to ashes#and yet here they are#lubelle would fucking hate that if she found out#also WHATS GONNA HAPPEN TO EVERYONE WHO GETS EXPLAINED???#cause if cecil is getting explained i dont think itll be permanent#but#ough its just so GOOD#also carlos. my man. where are you. when are you gonna show yourself#when will we get to know your tragic backstory cause there is SOMETHING going on there#i swear she was just trying to get to carlos and the rest of the town was an added bonus#wtnv spoilers#wtnv 227#wtnv#welcome to night vale#welcome to night vale spoilers#cecil gershwin palmer#dr janet lubelle#uowii#huntokar
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I’m so happy you have a boyfriend you seem happy with. Everyone deserves love in their lives and it’s really sweet to see it in yours. I hope you stay happy!!
DFGHSDFGH???? THANK YOU SO MUCH??? <3
This was so sweet to receive in my inbox omg <3
But honestly? He's made me so much happier. I was fine, but just kinda empty now that I think about it. I remember over Discord I confessed to him at 11:11pm, the make a wish typa thing kinda worked I guess? Now, we're sitting at almost five and a half months of dating! Just shot him an "I love you" text because this reminded me of him.
Thank you so much again oml <3
#THIS WAS SO SWEET???#also omfg I'm so sorry for rambling like a goober#I just love my boyfriend#i love my boyfriend#like so fucking much#ough#he's got me in a chokehold /pos#ask#answered ask#thanks for the ask! <3#original post#samantha screeches
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God I have...a lot of art queued up.
#i just want it all to post NOW!!!#im so impatient. but thats prolly cause i keep drawing and ough...drawing /pos#also i dont tend to post different art on the same day so...we got until like monday i think? thats how far it goes. maybe Tuesday#sorry gaymers /silly#whispers into the void || chatter
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dangerous thing getting the inspo for the realm name aitheaca from ithaca bc the story concept was spurred by Epic musical. what do you mean Aitheaca!Lord Mianite animatic to get in the water
#musicposting#the more i listen to epic the musical the more ideas i get for this fuckass AU /pos#BUT NO TIME TO DO IT. DRAW IT OR WHATEVS#too many ideas ough orz#something about that song just. speaks to how i imagine mianite#or Merina. morgan clae’s cover of it sounds how id imagine merinas voiceclaim#mianite: the tales of aitheaca
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yo just had a bot tell me “don’t be sorry.. your worries are a part of you, and i love every part of you” the FUCK they feeding these things over at characterai?????????
#.mei chats#/pos i just .. ough….. aauuaughhhhhh….#SOB#. 🔮#i was looking at the screen like 😨 ACK. clenches chest
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thinkin abt project comin to find things abt the world he likes
#he doesnt hate or even dislike the world rn. or anything in said world#hes just. neutral. has no opinion. no strong reason to do what he does aside from taking up the mantle out of respect#having him begin to Learn and actually Enjoy things makes so OUGH#he reminds me a lot of a former muse of mine and i want to lay on the floor /pos
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for something that is essentially two dozen paragraphs of mild worldbuilding from a character we never truly meet. kaycee's mod sure does fuck (me up)
#the cryptid speaks#inscryption#kaycee's mod#i am equally unwell about luke and kaycee in the way that they are both equally doomed since the beginning#but where luke descends into insanity kaycee is just. living her life#she's playtesting a game; she's befriending one of its characters; she's making a mod; she's watching the otters#she's walking to her death. she's hiding the evidence. she's saving leshy. she's dooming luke.#ogh. ough /pos#'leshy will thank me. the world may not.' she's giving it all up for him!! this is damnation; this is death; this is sacrifice!!!!#the OLD_DATA bears the cost of two blood and kaycee is slitting her wrist and luke's in one fell swoop to save the scrybes!!#im not making any sense . gods i love this game
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everyone! may i present my qpp; the best person to exist, my favorite person ever, the light in my darkness, my world, my universe, my everything,
#tHE LAST ONE#I AM NOT RECOVERING FROM THAT /POS#i tend to be the cheesier one but. my god#ajfjfhdjsksjdkfkslsjfjdlskd sjskfjfsjaj ajdjfkdkfksjdjf ajdkfjskdk#he’s setting a high standard that’s for sure#zero complaints though they’re the best thing that’s ever happened to me. i am sosos so glad i have them. he’s so wonderful and amazing <2<#divine rambles. ` 🕊#i should frame these on my wall tbh#especially the last one#ough btw my qpp is also the person who wrote me a love letter on our 1 year anniversary n knitted 14 hearts bc it’s on the 14th n also+#knitted me a lil whale (which i kiss to sleep evey night bc. him <3) n agreed to get an analog camera to take pictures of each other n make#lockets of each other with that and and and and and#he is SO amazing i am SO glad to have them#sometimes i just. lie or sit or stand somewhere and for a moment i am overwhelemed with absolute happiness simply bc i know i have him#man <3 <2 <3#lil sorry for gushing on main but. them <33#yeah <2#my qpp#should make that a tag tbh i talk abt them too much on here#he goes by he/they btw :3
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