#I just want to turn my brain off
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one of those days when shit just happens to you and you realize you probably will never get closure and will have to learn how to cope with it on your own. good god. where is the fucking rewind button!!
#toasty talks#rant incoming#I just want to turn my brain off#god.#I often forget how much people can suck when you exit your bubble#this morning has been awful. shoutout to church groups. I hope everyone there explodes#I don’t think I’ll be going again. we tried folks we tried but I am so emotionally drained and unwell after that.#sue me for assuming as a trans Christian my pov would be helpful in a class LITERALLY talking about gender identity#but instead the moment my experience challenges or doesn’t apply to them they get teary because oh WE’VE felt hurt in our lives too!!#how dare you assume we don’t understand!! (<- still cisgender!! so no!!! you don’t understand!!!!)#fuck them honestly they can figure it out by themselves#I am so tired of this#I would take a staunch conservative any day over these 30 something liberal terfdipshits who can’t stand a conversation not being about them#when the class is. again. LITERALLY about gender identity. christ.#my brother will be home next week and will probably go to the class so MAYBE. MAYBE I will go to that meeting but I really don’t know.#if it’s too much then I am not going back. fuck them fuck them fuck them
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Cant go out or do anything without money, cant enjoy anything because anhedonia. Can I please just black out until my job starts.
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Who's gonna tie me to the bed and stroke me until I go completely numb?
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I’m legitimately so restless. I wanna peel my flesh off 😩😩😩 I tried to do some painting but that didn’t help and I can’t focus on anything 😩😩 I know it’s the ADHD but DAMN bitch got hands
#actually borderline#borderline personality disorder#actually bpd#actually adhd#adhd#adhd problems#adhd brain#adhd things#ugggggggggggh#I just want to turn my brain off#why won’t it shut up
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something unattainable
#fanart#genshin impact#dainsleif#lumine#kinda rough... I just wanted to turn my brain off and paint for this one ;w;#if we can't have dain in 4.5 at least let us cross the gate of everlasting mourning next ver i am on my knees-#cqtlatte (illust)
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tha funny siblings
if you ship scc and/or kr/alsei go Away from me
#deltarune#the art gallery#scc#a few of these are older doodles that a couple of them i just didn’t feel like doing anything with anymore !#the rest were cleaned up/colored doodles from My Mouth Hurts im gonna draw something to turn off my brain#i. havent done any drawing since the amoxicillin rash started. i think i wanted to do more but this is already 11 images so Whatever#the rash is On My Hands im allowed
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Using my brain? Oh, I try to do that as little as possible.
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More of them bc erm well (explodes) ((I can't think too hard about the first one or else I'll black out)) (((it appeals to my need for a man to be almost like a loyal rabid dog for another man)))
#my art#cyberpunk 2077#silverv#cyberpunk 2077 v#johnny silverhand#johnny silverhand x v#digital art#clip studio paint#fanart#also like V isnt like a yes man to johnny in any way but its nice to turn off your brain and listen to the guy in your head instead ❤️#the bottom one is just bc i wanted to drawa silly pose of johnny sitting on V JXNDN#male v
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#i have been on this medication for like six weeks#and pretty early on i checked if it mixes badly with thc#and unfortunately it does mix badly and is not recommended#and I've been fine like whatever#but tonight I'm frustrated by that#i just want to turn my brain off#i don't think i can even have alcohol#which is also really disappointing#i just want something to get out of my own head for a while#kee speaks
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whenever a fanfic says that Mello is wearing a t-shirt I know they probably mean something like this:
but all I can imagine is this or this
Bonus Comic:
Bonus Bonus Shirtless Mello:
#my art#death note#mello#near#mello death note#near death note#death note brain rot#I can't imagine Mello wearing anything practical#Maybe it's just that I can't turn off my costume designer brain but it my mind he must always be doing the most#also yes the long sleeve shirt is the one he left Wammy's in that he diy-ed to be slutty#Also also Mello is offended by specifically by the implication that he's a virgin#I want to tag this meronia but idk if it counts??? I guess just assume that anytime I draw them together they were kissing moments before#i drew a Near to go with him that also has flat colors with fully rendered pants but this post was already getting too long
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Another Husk screenshot redraw to keep my blog from going into the light. Also! I may or may not be participating in ArtFight this year (under the same username).
(That's not entirely me playing coy -- I'm not sure how active I'll be this year. Mostly planning on drawing friends' characters, but if I see any cool Lackadaisy / mayyybe Hazbin OCs, I'd love to draw them too (motivation permitting)!)
#hazbin hotel#hazbin art#hazbin hotel husk#husker hazbin hotel#husk fanart#husk hazbin hotel#another 6 billion husk tags go here#jeri's art tag for convenience purposes#been struggling with art block recently so the proportions in this one are just a little wacko#i just wanted to turn my brain off any have some good old fashioned fun#maybe I'll miraculously become more active with summer approaching
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Alright here is the full sun ending finally for the mad scientist au
Was posted as the poll results on Twitter but I’ll finally share them here too
You can read the full saga here
Sorry you’ll have to scroll to the top of the tag
Maybe I’ll make a guide for it
#sundrop#fnaf daycare attendant#moondrop#fnaf sun#fnaf moon#my art#mad scientist au#don’t read tags they are venty today#wanted to get the map out before i posted this#unrelated but have been doing pretty awfully mentally#i think I just feel like people hate me for some reason#this is the problem with receiving compliments my brain takes them and turns them into hate#aaahg just gotta wait for it to wear off I suppose#I tried to take a short break and it only made it worse hmmm
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🎂 birthday time 🎂
#no relevant tags i just wanted to post something for my bday 😭🥰#i bought a lot of yummy snacks from walmart yesterday hehehe#garlic bread...#and coconut cake..#im turning 25!!!!!!! time for big brain#i drew this last night and then immedately had the 3rd worst night of my life#long story short i got a uti and zero sleep i had to wait for the health clinics to open at 7a#i got my antibiotics and shit but i took the day off school and now im gonna continue catching up kn sleep#🥲#2/10 birthday 🥲
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has this been done with them yet? lololol
#river fisher#bobby fulbright#simon blackquill#blackbright#<- if you want it to be#idk if its been done before i had fun with it!! kinda a turn my brain off type of thing#i also quite like the lines for blackquill. idk it just looks nice. added a screen-tone for funsies :3#ace attorney#aa5
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help i cant stop drawing fem neuvillette
#minxie art#neuvifuri#genshin impact#furina#neuvillette#UGHHHHH I LOVE FURI BUT IM GETTING BRAIN DAMAGE FROM MY OWN DRAWING IF NEUVI#I RLY LOVE TALL WOMEN THAT ARE SOFT ON THE INSIDE BUT SERIOUS AND OR POTENTIALLY SCARY ON THE OUTSIDE#also im rly proud of furi here bc she looks so cute im bleating pathetically#my fave thing about drawing them is making them obsessed with each other#and giving neuvi big milkers lol#am i turning neuv into a bimb0........... LOL idc!#ooc? idc!#no ones winning against her in a yearn off#for context on the bottom left#furi dropped her DL and neuv waited the entire day after work to give it in person#also she bought a new dress and got her hair nails and makeup done bc i said so#sorry im annoying but ive always been like this lol#like if u look at my amaya sideblog it gets worse#i have an alt twt as well but its priv and that is 10 times worse too#also listened to golden hour serafina cover for like 7 hours doing this#i said bottom left but i mean right lmao L#actually i had like 2 endings for this#one is that neuv was a demon the entire time#so she remembers#the other is that neuv turns into a demon but has no memories#but i didnt want to be sad so i just made her remember
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She could be tying her hair back for any number of reasons ...
#The Sims 4#Sims 4#TS4#intramoon#this sequence of photos wasnt suppose to suggest anything#but after i finished it i feel like it kinda does#or my brain is rotten which in that case my bad#but i love seeing sims do mundane#things like tying their hair up#dying their hair#painting their names etc#finally have free time for sims#got that job#was very off#manager was asking my clothing size in front of#my coworkers which i didnt want to answer#but couldnt figure out how to get out of it?#maybe im over reacting but it made me feel weird#amongst many other things#got another interview at another job i wanted more#turned out to be a 20 person group interview??#a girl i met their got my number we've been friendly chatting#havent heard back yet so we're not sure we got in or not#got a newsroom award which was sweet#quit the first job today#very hectic#when i just want to daydream about the sims
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