#I just need some rest and water
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Wolf children parallels
#my art#atsv miguel#miguel o'hara#atsv#miguel o hara fanart#a fortunate mistake#when I was listening to the playlist of AFM II and I saw the wolf children#song in there originally I panicked cause I knew where this was going#but it’s alright now but still anxiety inducing :0#the art block is really hitting rn and no matter how many times I’ve redrawn this man it doesn’t look right to me#I’m gonna keep trying but later cause I don’t geel 100% rn#I thought I was gonna die cause I threw up 5 times and nearly passed out but hey I’m still here#I just need some rest and water#but love y’all
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I'm going to unfollow you sorry but I just don't remember why I started following you in the first place. having you on my dash is so annoying, your arts suck please stop posting (and youdont even get alot of notes so that reaaly says soemthign about your skills dont it0 and gosh you’re so cringe, its annoying when your so nice all the time. why does anyong still follow you like come on man. jsut do me a favor and Delete your blog already thx
ummm....ok.
You don't need to write a speech about why you don't like me. you can just unfollow me and move on with your life. Also notes don't determine an artists worth. I've seen amazing artists only get 10 notes on their art and really crappy artists get 1,000 notes on their scribbles every week.
I know my value. Anyone else's opinion doesn't really matter.
Edit: I'm gonna be turning off anon asks for a while.
#katlyn talks#i normally delete asks like this but i needed to post this#for any future anon who wants to write a speech about unfollowing me#save yourself the time and just unfollow me#drink water get some rest and have a blessed day.
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thinking about how harrow insisted that she can only share the ninth house’s secret with gideon if they are submerged in salt water. thinking about nona’s love of the ocean and about alecto being called a ‘saltwater creature’ on two (??) different occasions. also thinking about alecto’s favor to anastasia and the irony of the saltwater pool tradition being passed down through so many generations- but only on the ninth and with no real concept of where it started…
#you see where i’m going with this#i haven’t finished nona yet. sigh. but i don’t think there’s anything to disprove this in the rest of the book#if the earth’s soul gave john necromancy then why shouldn’t she be able to take it away? at least in some sort of conditions#like say..saltwater#anyways this could just be total bullshit but i feel like there’s too many coincidences for it not to tie up somehow#maybe necromancy is less effective in the water or the water drains thanergy or something idk#forgot to mention that teacher who is a lyctor’s creation fears the ocean surrounding canaan house#he shows sympathy for alecto though? he calls her a ‘poor child’#anyways that’s a conversation for another time#tamsyn you crazy freak. why did you need to make the river be freshwater. why can’t my posts make sense?#tlt posting#tlt#the locked tomb#gideon the ninth#harrow the ninth#nona the ninth#alecto the ninth#ntn#tlt theories#tlt meta#alecto#nona#harrowhark nonagesimus#gideon nav#fluff’s fandom thoughts#fluff rants#the locked tomb triology#the locked tomb series#locked tomb#trending topic
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god i cannot wait to be off these steroids…
#marzi speaks#marzivents#<- it’s late n i’m kinda pent up abt this#i’m so TIRED of themmmm#i’m probs gonna be on them for the rest of the year. which SUCKSSS#i don’t like how many ppl comment on the moon face#i don’t mind it. like i look in a mirror and i’m okay.#it’s a little weird. but like. just because it’s different. like getting used to a new haircut#but every time i see someone for the first time in a bit it’s ‘woah your face got rounder’#and i have to go ‘oh yeah it’s water retention- steroids thing it’ll go away when i’m able to go off ‘em’#and they go ‘oh alright :) you still look good btw don’t worry’#and i just. i HATE how people talk about it!! like jfc. it’s so clear that they think it’s like kinda sad#my dad said he thinks it’s cute and he’s the only one i actually think is telling the truth there#my mom and i agree that it doesn’t matter. but even then she tries to tell me not to panic#like a little extra squish in my face is something to panic over#it’s so clear that so many people see it as another thing to pity#oh poor thing. has that chronic illness for the rest of her life. and the steroids made her jaw look rounder :(#like jfc i knew fatphobia was prevalent but come the fuck on. literally i’m like barely retaining water for steroids too#like. i’m still very much skinny (i JUST finished being malnourished ffs) but bc i’m retaining water in my face#now ppl feel the need to comfort me. over this tiny cosmetic thing that does not matter#like. i wouldn’t feel weird abt it if it weren’t for everyone else making it such a THING. why is everyone so weird about it#i’m not insecure about it but when ppl try to comfort me or go ‘it’s not that bad’ it makes me feel like i’m SUPPOSED to be insecure abt it#and it drives me NUTS. bc there are things about being on steroids that i would love to be comforted about#but the water retention is not one of them. i couldn’t give a rat’s ass about the water retention#y’know what i’d like to be comforted over? the mood swings. the irritability. the insomnia. the appetite fluctuation#the slow healing of skin. thinning and dryness in the skin. having to take like 3 other medications alongside the steroid#bc taking the steroid causes side effects that need to be medically treated or prevented#even outside of the steroid! i’d like some comfort about having to build back my stamina from scratch#i’d like some comfort about having the worst balance i’ve had in years#there’s. more to this. but i’m out of tags. maybe i’ll make some replies idk. i’m just. UGH
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,,, little lemmings in line...
#adamandi#needed this. idk. shameless fluff. i. sjdhdjfhfhfhfhf viewing this doodle just makes me happy ok#something silly. i feel like lately i've been a lot more earnest on this blog and it's nice!!#the imagery that the lyrics evoke.... goes so hard actually. consider this maybe an outtake of the last 'where can i run' thingy#yes i get the whole lemmings off a cliff thing but also i think taking it at face value would be cute therefore this#since basically they refer to the rest of the students as lemmings.. he's human in this one i guess.#quincent thoughts. many many. but also i have been maybe avoiding engaging with quincy on a more intense level? until i am in a better#mental state to do so. because the whole academic perfection and self harm is a Thing i would like to engage with Properly without spirals#yay on me for being healthy about media! not normal and never normal. but healthy is good i guess#... hm. family is being iffy lately because you're supposed to have good acads And not stressed but i refuse to feel guilty anymore.#after this period i'll go bonkers over him and in the meantime unfortunately they won't feature as much in the content.. :<#anyways. fun fact about lemmings is that it's not necessarily a derogatory blindly leaping to deaths thing when it comes to the actual ones#like that's the phrasing and connotation right. but apparently it's more of they leap off cliff into water below or smth to migrate and onl#the rare few die (skill issue??um) and apparently the whole association was propagated by some documentary wildlife drama thing that kind o#.... hastened the chasing of the poor things off the cliff and filmed it. a bit messed up. and like i guess what a nice metaphor for the#academic context here? or a different one at least. where only a few die so they keep doing it but also for the Average lemming following#following the system is not inherently bad.. maybe i'm projecting.#anyways peep the tiny character shorthands now.. ambrose has the jacket/ bea has the hat and gloves with strings: portia has the bow on hea#quincy has the bowtie and glasses /(beatrix also has glasses. i forgot about those until i was drawing quincy's.)#'avvy why are they standing up' you ask? because four legs looked weird with ambrose's jacket. 'why did you give lemmings glasses?' ummmmm#i guess recognisability? don't look too much into it#outtakes of this include vincent standing in a circle of lemmings. it's badly drawn and frankly hilarious because they're all tiny and#below the knee.#'avvy these don't look like realistic lemmings' you are very right. i am sorry. i looked for a crowd of lemmings on google images and all i#found were political cartoons... i Can draw animals technically i swear#anyways! emotional support adamandi doodle out. going to start work now!#oh i forgot to tag the characters... hm... i guess i'll leave out the lemmings..#?#vincent aurelius lin#.
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doing this amazing new thing called eating well EVERY DAY and drinking enough water EVERY DAY and trying to get a bit of a healthy walk in EVERY DAY and sleeping at least 7 hours EVERY DAY... and then looking at my Fitbit stats like a nerd to see what happens EVERY DAY... will let you know if anything interesting does happen
#because i need to take care of myself as well as my virtual pets and plants AT LEAST#but for some reason thats not nearly as fun#anyways fitbits are almost like gamifying self care to me#and so is reporting on things to my blog like a shitty scientist hahaha#i will say in the first few days of this my resting heart rate / heart rate variability has improved already#and i just feel better like. more steady with my energy/hunger and less thirsty for sure#my current meals are overnight oats + fruit and then like veggies and brown rice and chicken stir fries#just drinkin coffee and water and the occasional fresca#also some avocado eggs n toast if i want#not gonna lie i straight up asked ChatGPT to make me a meal plan that was healthy and not too expensive or hard to make hahaha#also one of my inspirations is watching the youtuber who makes bento boxes for her husband every day#i watch them as comfort asmr and they always make me want to cook something and pack a lunch#'imamu room' on YouTube seriously good stuff#i love the little catchphrase on her channel 'lets survive another week' hahaha#motivates me to want to DO IT ALL OVER AGAIN EVERY WEEK#p
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Certified florida moment.
#i hate it here <3#yeah man just keep pouring concrete on everything there will be no consequences just keep building yea just keep on doing that#hey @everyone did you know there are other places in the world#you can just go there. go there instead. stop moving here. do people not realize they are actively destroying this place by moving here#we do not need to cater to every boomer in 1 state#please. plesase. plseas. pls. plseas please plsea its. so .. crowded. please. drop dead already.#not going to post the full article (its not that long) but this shit was happening in secret#sometimes i wish gators were less chill. if they were like crocs at least some of the golfers would be taken as payment yknow.#if you want to cut down some of the rarest ecosystems you really do need to get deathrolled by a gator i dont make the rules#a large part of my hatred of tourists and transplants is because of things like this#they do not come here in good faith. they come here to see artificial bullshit which leads to building MORE artificial bs#or they come here for 'culture war' nonsense. importing the dumbest rich people as public service to the rest of the states.#the other part is that they are either rude or stupid almost every time#we do not need more golf courses. or malls. or water parks. or hotels. the only thing we need is affordable housing and public transport#but that will never happen because fuck you if you aren't a millionaire. thats how things work down here.#the craziest thing is- at least in the 2 (used to be 4) golf courses i pass by regularly. you rarely ever see a single person on them#they got rid of 2 of them because it was more profitable to build a shopping center on 1 and they are building a soccer stadium on the othe
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I was so concerned with the horrors of making a doctor's appointment and the horrors of finding a job that i completely forgot about the worst horrors of them all. Finding an apartment.
#i just realized that yesterday#after my appointment#and now my rest of my time off is ruined#because i have to find a place to stay and the chances are low that I'll find something okay#the student dorm apartment was the hight of luxury (pretty new. good stove. good bathroom. hot water....)#now I'm most likely going back to broken showers‚ old almost unusable stove‚ hot water every once in a blue moon‚ no room to move#ugly depressing dirty#my dream is unattainable i know#i don't even want more than one room (even though in the long run i would love to have an apartment with a kitchen in a separate room)#but i would love to have an oven#i know it's too much too ask and i should be happy if i have a functional stove#also a bathroom that doesn't look and behave like it's 100 years old and is fully functional would be so nice#and my actual most important concern is having enough space to work out#it doesn't need to be much. i just wanna be able to move freely enough so i don't have to worry about bumping into anything#when doing burpees and whatnot#but I'll take what i can get#if have no choice#i can't commute. the train connections are too bad.#alright#I'll message some people now and get rejection after rejection after rejection 🥲#void screams
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ENIES LOBBY TIME!!!
Sanji's face here.... he Knows he is going to fuck him up
THAT IS SANJI??? 😨
Holding them in my hands again....
Sanji struck a nerve there akdjaoajkq
Increible trio btw.... look at the evidence
............ me next please 🙏🏻
That is love right there I can see it
What if we all killed ourselves (except usopp is telling her the opposite ajahkdhsakjd)
I need sanji to go insane like this more often.... after the timeskip it doesn't happen as much and I love to see him suffering
This is so funny.... there is no denying to her face card
"It's not like she actually wants to die" well yes she does, but no because you know she doesn't really. It is in a quantum state right now
Luffy is such a menace akdhaksjkaak
TELL EM!!!! THAT'S MY GIRL!!!!
Look at franky worrying about robin.... do not fret luffy is coming and he will NOT lose!!!!!
This is zoro remarking how usopps fear of being left behind makes no sense.... this is so good.....
This is so endearing but it also breaks my heart....
Who is that sultry binch... (I don't recall this attack AT ALL and i'm sure we never see it again)
They botched his bbl.... 😔😔😔
Luffy's face here... he was convinced she wanted to go with them but was compelled to do otherwise but no.... he thought wrong and he can't fight to her.... I've just been staring at this page for minutes like damn.
Nevermind.... this is something your mother would say "you want to die??? Just wash the dishes and you can do whatever you want later"
"If you wanna die, or whatever...." this is so good like he knows what he is doing.... he Knows.... look at her face. After knowing how luffy and ace were as kids this just makes more sense (oda didn't think about this i'm sure but damn does it fit) also the slight manipulation.... look at all of us we're already here and look how we all miss you already... you know that post about luffy being selfish but his selfishness is jusg kindness to others... yesh
Thinking about robin's cinderella lifestyle.... why did her mother leave her with that aunt and why didn't some archeologist take her in?? Because she doesn't complain about anything just like she doesn't respond when that mother accused her of hitting her child without reason... that's so fucked
Alright this is funny (and also true)... I'm sorry fellow women....
*Justin Bieber voice* I like your laugh... dereishi shishishi
SHE'S GONNA ASK HER MOM TO TAKE HER TO THE SEA WITH HER??? LIKE SHE DOES AFTER WITH LUFFY??? MY GOD!!! I just bursted into tears like I got punched in the nose I can't keep going ajdhakajk
I lied i can keep going... but head in my hands over this....
Find out how my emotional stability survives this arc in ennies lobby part 2. coming soon
#franky calling sanji brother eyebrows is too good akdbsksnsk also ily franky#captain t bone.... he got killed tecently.... i forgot who he was until now but he actually cared thats so fucked up.... cross guild come o#sanji going against cp9 by himself.... i shant say it... SLAY!!!! also the cook being mad about being pretty cause he has no individuality.#lucci talking about a little girl being born wrong and needing to die for it TO SANJI!!! OOF!!!#the frog stopped rocketman bc he thought they kidnapped kokoro just like they took tom 😭😭😭 this fucking frog always gets me#chapter 377 and franky is in the headline with the strawhats ❤️❤️ they recruit TWO thirty year olds in enies lobby ajdhaksjks#franky biting spandex head.... yeah... and he should do it more why did he stop biting heads... he got domesticated#luffy is such a menace here like damn.... he is charging thru EVERYTHING!! GET THEM BOY!!!!#also franky is so important in giving robin hope here... like she sees him fighting back no matter what and i KNOW that inspires her...#i am going to say it hina fullbody and jango have a challengers thing going on but without hina being involved physically iykwim#when in action panels the ink just becomes lines... OOF!!! CHEFS KISS!!! MWAH MWAH#completely forgot gear 2 used the shave technique.... thats so cool..... also iron body must be haki then... and finger pistol#i dont think i can do this... after this ends we got thriller bark and then marineford starts building up...#i can endure water 7 sad moments bc everything ends up well in the end but what am i gonna do with marineford.... my god#also dr clover and dr hyruluk and crocus all have smilar plant based hair designs is that bc they are doctors or just coincidence#also robins father is dead and for sure another archeologist or similar.... thats inch resting....#which also like damn olvia and dragon had to make the same choices with their children i am sure. thats so fucked. dragon backstory when#clover knew the name of the fallen kingdom (robonosuke lore??) and also olvia knew some important information the gov didnt know... ✍️✍️✍️#SAKAZUKI SHOT THE EVACUATION SHIP???? HELLO??? I DIDNT REMEMBER IT WAS HIM!! (also olvia knew where saul was)#kuzan is sick in the head... he can't bring himsef to kill child robin but he will kill her as an adult... also his beef with akainu is OLD#like no wonder she was terrified when she saw him again. he said live like a recluse or i will end you and she fucking did. THE bogeyman#there are comments saying they hate akainu and he has just appeared 😭😭 JUST FUCKING WAIT#you guys think when luffy realised robin's enemy was the world gov he also realised it was sabo's enemy too.... bc as a child he didn't kno#also pluton was made as a countermeasure for the weapon robin could reactivate... could that be the one that was used in lulusia??#bc i thought that weapon was pluton but if pluton is just blueprints.... this makes more sense... which could also mean the ancient weapons#are a countermeasure for weapons the government already has. and thats why they're hunting them down. to have no opposition#so there must be two sides of the ancient weapons bc they call pluton that but also the unnamed one that robin could activate#so is pluton a countermeasure to uranus (the one used in lulusia i think) but neptune? trios dont make sene but a trio and their opposite d#reading one piece#enies lobby
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alright, perhaps it is time to start colourmaxxing
#just me hi#okay so i got an mp3 player for m birthday (yippee !! woohoo :D) and the earphones i got w/ them don't fit in my. ears hgkfjs#like the left one is fine but my right ear is too small for the bud.. and it's not one of those ones with the rubber thing so i can't fix#the sizing lol </3#anyway so i'm looking for earbuds that won't explode if an ant touches them lol ; i found some that come in blueeee#my player is red.. i Could just get black.. but clownmode starts Now lmfvhsh#/yea so the player situation;#it has radio (YAYYY 💫💥💫💥💫) but it can't hop on any wifi so i have to download onto my computer and then onto the thang#which is okay. or WOULD be [dun dun] if i didn't put every song i liked ever into one playlist Lmaofjvshj#400+ songs in one playlist Is difficult.. and i still have some character playlists i wanna add lollllll#so doing that rn.. oohoo...#i've managed to get it down to like 294 which is cool but i am hanging on to groups of songs i do not care about for some reason kfhsvbh#cuz i add music in clumps so everything is in 'groups' that only i can see lol :)#i don't wanna spend a bajillion years downloading this stuff thoughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh houuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu#ofc there are groups that simply cannot go. like the whiteboard sections and that entire coin album Lmaoo#but also man i don't think i'm in the brain space for this rn pfshv#i am hearing sounds and i do not care. but also i think i do so i just leave them there for future me to check later kfsh#anywho i'm gonna try to get it down to around the 100s#that Does mean i have to removed 94 songs rn tho... difficult decisions really bfsh#//aaaaanywho i'll prolly just save the rest of this for later#i've got other things i should be doing and things i wanna be doing and things i need to do or i'm going to turn into sludge again so hfhs#back at it like always!! i should get some water....#but YEA. toodles :3
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d6 migraine babey 👍
#logbook#i just texted out lol. im beat up.#im bsck to stsbby stab pain on top of the symptoms that make me struggle bus so. theres that.#eyes have been watering while i sent texts. i just feel gross all the way around.#hope if i sleep some more and then eat i can also do the things i couldnt over the weekend bc of this migraine.#when i get up to d5 and d6 i need to do something tho. bc d7 suuuuuux ass. d4 and then it stops? whatever lol its fine.#also means i'll miss seeing everyones reaction to work shit but stsrting wed its supposed to be rain cloudy and getting cooler#and tmrw is last sunny day so i can just rest without the heat today. would be nice.
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HEY 😭 HAS HALE NOT GONE THRU ENOUGH ALREADY
LISTEN. HE HAS. however i love giving characters horrible tragic endings and i HATE happy endings because i have a malicious nature. so the literal last scene of this hypothetical fic was going to be typhon exploding in the sky overhead and a piece of it falling and killing him. like pigs that run straightaway into the water. by the mountian goats.
#asks#astral-circuitry#THE REST OF THE FIC IS NORMAL. i just really needed it to end like this. cause of pigs that run straightaway into the water.#i was having fun with like. theres a whole background plot going on that hale has NO idea about#where sayer and future are on some sort of stupid roadtrip to try to stop ocean. Or something#so like completely removed from hale he has no idea about it theyre successful in their quest and side effect typhon blows up#and like erm sorry hale you cant get away from it all. Sorrryyyyyy#god i need to go back to this fic
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It was difficult, but the fairies of other elements are ready! (and they even have names!) fairy of wind - Herba fairy of fire - Vur fairy of water – Sona fairy of light – Aurora fairy of dark – Alkmena while designing the first three fairies, I was looking at their presets in the World Element case from Anime Gacha. (they had some potential!)(or it's just me who can notice potential in ANYTHING.) this story deserved more fairies, I think that fairies theme….fits this universe? Like some summoner can have a fairy who can help him in battles and other things, just like Ellie helps us in Gacha World (if there are a lot of summoners in this universe, then there are supposed to be more fairies as well??)( or I'm completely confused in this story, I apologise msdmdsmdm) translucent fabric and ribbons as the meaning of life, yes
#lunime#gacha community#gacha world#anime gacha#yea I imagine fairies of water as dancers#fairies of dark are some kind of astronomers#fairies of light like to eat sunbeams HEHEEH#fairies of wind are herbalists#fairies of fire are just crazy#god i need some rest from this franchise
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Little reminder to everyone!
I know that literally no one sees these posts but if you do, I wanted to remind ya'll that When something that you or anybody else has created is Good, that doesn't mean it needs to be Perfect.
Create or do things you love to make, not just what others love to see.
Ya'll are awesome, talk later to ya tumblr :)
#reminder#creative writing#create#creative art#art#hobbies#art block#This can apply to life in general#I dont know anybody here but even then you all are just cool af#get some rest#drink water#stay hydrated#be yourself#you don't need to be perfect to be good#but its always ok to be either or do both#because it is up to you <3#ur amazing
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oh so baby pond snails are bastards on purpose
#Emu tries to post#aquatic snails#Pond snails#i love my ponds! they are just so Stubborn and Annoying#I. I respect that they are like the hulk of snails and refuse to let me take them off whatever they’re on#I do not respect that they keep deciding to climb out of the whole tank I. WHY#It’s clean! It’s got food! It’s got a filter! It’s got other snails! What more could you want!#and then they decide heehoo I’m gonna go on a journey and be on the other side of the room in another tank :)#COME ON GUYS#I thought I’d overestimated this capability and forgotten I’d put one guy in that tank but Seriously#I put some babies in a cup for later#two minutes pass. I look over and WHY ARE YOU ON THE OUTSIDE ALREADY#this cup had like a centimetre of water in and in two minutes they climbed all the way to the outside?????#I guess I need to extend their tank and make it taller purely so they can keep climbing without getting stuck outside#I.#pond snails are probably the Worst nightmare of anyone who doesn’t want snails#I do want snails but I have many grievances with ponds specifically#Malaysian trumpet snail my darling you have no faults whatsoever#the rest of you though… ramshorns eat each other. And also every plant. Bladder snails make so many babies and so many poop too#pond snails are. They have a lot of personality. Not a very nice personality though#Malaysian trumpet snails though? Oh my sweet sweet darlings with your sheep like faces and teeny babes and love of underground#if I ever get one of the snails that’s actually sold as a pet I would probably want a rabbit snail
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#rant cw#🌙.txt#i'm genuinely so scared rn 😃 i'm trying to distract myself and have fun but it's so hard#like. i know i'm privileged bc at least i have a safe place to stay and i could make it here before everything got worse#and i know there are people going through much worse than me#but i'm TERRIFIED bc there's a high chance we might actually lose everything this time bc this flood is SO much worse than the last one#and if we lose everything then what the fuck are we gonna do...#how many times are we gonna have to deal with this kind of situation#i couldn't sleep bc i was too anxious and now i'm tired#and i just saw a video of a bunch of cows being DRAGGED by the fcking water and they looked so scared :(#i keep crying i feel so powerless#bc literally the only thing i can do is wait and pray that the damage won't be bad to the point where we can't recover from it#i'm sorry i keep posting about this and again i know i'm more privileged than a LOT of people#but i just need to vent bc i honestly have never felt this scared in my life#i'll try to at least take a nap now tho. i need some rest
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