#I just need a little privacy to cry to God about it and move on!
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herbofgraceandpeace · 5 months ago
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not sure my boss knows how to handle that I am. anxious. at all times? So. There’s that
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artdcnaldson · 7 days ago
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Want religious virgin art to grind his dick between my pussy lips he says it’s practice for the real thing and it doesn’t count/isn’t a sin bc his dick isn’t inside of me (yet)
VIRGIN X VIRGIN YES GOD!!!!! This became longer than I expected so here have a gif
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Both of you are so devout that your parents don't even feel like they should be worried about you two fooling around. You aren't even on birth control, and art would keel over and die before he walked into a store and bought a pack of condoms. You blush and fast forward movie scenes with anything beyond a chaste little kiss.
But you and Art are overcome with this intense, desperate need for each other that you can't really understand. You were never given the words to understand or describe it. You just know when you're on a date with Art and you move into the backseat of his car to make out (the one goddamn place in the world that you can get a hint of privacy), you get this ache between your legs, and gets a tent in his pants, and it feels like heaven when he moves his hips against yours.
You've both cum that way multiple times, blushing and panting and looking at each other in a strange mix of abject horror and absolute delight. You're both worried that it's a sin... at first. But you don't think you've really committed any horrible sin by just kissing. You haven't actually slept together, you know that's a line you can't cross... but the grey area...
You start by just... slipping off layers of clothing during each make out session. Testing the waters each time to see if it'll really eternally damn you. Your top, his shirt, his pants, your skirt. You leave on your bra and panties, but he can take off his boxer, if he wants. Its like adding rules of what you can and can't do makes it okay, like if you slowly increase the temperature, God won't notice by the time the water is boiling.
He fumbles with a bottle of lube he got from a red-faced trip to walgreens, slicking up his cock to rut over the sweet white cotton of your panties. Getting it so wet with lube that he can see your pussy through it. He hardly lasts, seeing the way the slick panties cling to your cunt, how your clit puffs up and you cry out when his tip nudges it. He finishes with a whimper and coats your panties in thick ropes of his cum.
By the next time, your panties are on the floor of his Jeep, and your cunt is slick with lube and your own arousal and he promises over and over that it doesn't count, that he's not inside of you, that God doesn't even (can't even) notice. His ruddy tip bumping your clit each time he slides through your folds makes you cry out, moaning in a way you hadn't known you were capable of. His hot breath against your neck as he buries his face there and whimpers, kissing along your shoulder and throat.
When his tip catches at your entrance you both freeze, just for a moment, considering how wrong it would be if it just... happened. If he just slipped in, like his body was made to. Like you were both created for. Just the thought is enough to make Art glaze your sticky folds with cum, practically sobbing from how good the release feels.
Maybe if god hasn't noticed yet, he never will.
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a-b-riddle · 3 months ago
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Continuing this idea.
You should be scared. Very scared. Instead you were just stupid in thinking that this person who had repeatedly broke into your home, admitting to watching you, and completely invading your privacy didn’t mean you any harm.
Your logic that if he wanted to, he would have. You just hoped to god that your intuition about him was right. You had met monsters before. They didn’t make themselves known until it was too late.
But he was different. The small things he did to make your life easier weren’t things men intent on hurting you did. And it wasn’t like he didn’t have the opportunity to.
You had gotten a dog and a cat. A bonded pair that had been left when their family moved away, leaving the partners stranded.
When you came home with the adorable mutt you sent your shadow a cheeky text.
Don’t worry. I made sure he was good with men. Just not sure if he cares for masked ones.
More worried about the cat.
This little guy? Cheese is harmless. You attached a picture of your new orange cat sleeping peacefully on your couch.
You named the fucking thing Cheese?
Dog’s name is Mac.
That only earned you a thumbs down emoji.
It had been three weeks and you were certain he hadn’t been back into your apartment. You had to do mundane tasks again. Take out the trash. Get your mail from the box. You weren’t sure how he was managing that one.
It wasn’t until you got held up at work that you sent him a text. You felt like you were asking too much, but thankfully he had crossed the line from breaking into your place.
Could I ask a favor?
Almost instantly he sent back a reply.
You could
Can you take Mac out? I’m not gonna be out of here for another 3 hours. Another waitress quit last minute and I’m stuck here. 😭
You added the crying face for effect.
Could test out that biting theory.
He won’t bite you.
Wasn’t talking about the dog, Love.
Forty minutes later you got a picture of Mac looking up. His pink tongue hanging out of his mouth, looking up in excitement.
Be careful if you pass by the guy who hangs out back by the play area. Mac dislocated my arm this weekend being a little asshole and lunging after him.
Thought you said he wouldn’t bite.
Wouldn’t bite YOU. He’s a good judge of character.
He’s a good boy.
The following shifts, your shadow would send you photos. All of Mac. All outside. None giving you the slightest idea of what he looked like.
You gave him a heads up that you’d be able to take him out yourself. You don’t know how you’d react to finally meeting him. You could have easily stalked him as he had done you, but there wasn’t any fun in that. And he had made this fun.
You didn’t however count on Mac scratching at the door at 10 pm that night.
Or the next.
Or the next.
His entire schedule was thrown off. The vet said it was a UTI and your only options were keep letting him out as needed or he will try and hold it in and risk his bladder getting inflected. Or even his kidneys.
You were standing in the flood light at the edge of your apartment building when your phone buzzed.
You need to stop going out this late. Not safe.
Why? You text back, grinning. You’re out here too. Not anything to be afraid of.
Careful. Sounds like you like having me around.
Who says I don’t?
He didn’t respond. You try again.
Am I ever gonna be able to meet you?
Three dots appeared after moments of silence
Don’t think so pet.
What’s the point then? Isn’t a hunter’s goal is to get close to their prey?
Is that what you think you are to me? My prey?
You couldn’t tell if he was actually offended. Fuck. How do you make this better?
Is it bad if I want to be?
What the fuck? Your reaction was to turn things sexual? But you weren’t lying. You often found yourself imagining him, a masked stranger coming into your room while you slept. Looming over your defenseless body until the exact moment he decided to strike.
In an instant he would have your hands restrained and a palm covering your mouth. He’d tell you to hush. The fantasy hard to imagine in that moment when you wondered what he would sound like.
I’m not actually afraid of you, you know?
Oh really? Someone is feeling brave tonight. Going out into the dark. Taunting their stalker.
You swear your could feel your heart trying to beat out of your chest. He was into it. Just as much as you were. You thought maybe given the initial cute acts of service it was more of a guardian angel kind of thing.
It wasn’t until you noticed underwear missing did you know he was just as filthy as you hoped him to be. Even though you never brought it up. Too afraid to get in too deep with someone who could be a sociopath.
You could come and see how brave I am.
He didn’t respond immediately and Mac was done dribbling out the last hit of pee. You were in the stairway when your phone chiroed.
Fine. See you soon.
A picture followed. It was dark. So dark you had to turn up your brightness. When your eyes focused, your stomach dropped.
It was you.
A stilled image of you walking into the building your back turned. The image too clear to be taken from a distance. If you had to guess it was no more than ten feet away.
Ten feet away and you didn’t hear a fucking thing. Completely oblivious to the danger close by.
That night you had came so hard you had half a mind to text him a thank you for being the inspiration behind your bliss.
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tpwk-formula1 · 4 months ago
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Hey lovely 🩶
Can I please have Lando Norris with a thick crust, red sauce, cilantro, spinach and roasted mushrooms, and some Sprite and sweet tea. And some dessert too. Thank youuuuu!!!
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Lee-Lee's Pizzeria Menu
thick crust sugar daddy red sauce rough sex cilantro "Stop crying and fucking take it" spinach "Awe I love to know I stretched you out just enough to take all my cock" roasted mushrooms “Fucking you so good you I can see myself in your tummy” sweet tea dumbification sprite size kink dessert yes served by Lando Norris
Lando x Sugar Baby! reader
TW rough sex, creampie, fingering, pussy eating, crying, multiple orgasms, subspace
WC 1100+
Y/N POV
"Lando, I'm ready to leave," I say with a bright smile across my face after doing some damage on the card Lando gave me.
"Thank god, thought I was gonna have to sell a car if we stayed another minute," Lando joked making my face heat slightly.
"I'm sorry," I reply softly making Lando scoff and pull me into his chest for a quick hug before pulling away and leading us to the exit to head back to his place.
"Nothing to be sorry about. I told you to max that card out. You've been a terrible sugar baby lately. Taking my cock like you were made for it while letting that damn black card collect dust. We have a deal," Lando says once we got into the car and had some privacy.
"It makes me feel like a prostitute when I spend your money because you're fucking me," I tell Lando making his laugh slightly.
"Probably the prettiest prositute I've ever scene," Lando jokes back making me hit his chest and mumble "probably"
When we pull into Lando's apartment parking garage I climb out of the car and grab a few of the bags from the back seat before Lando grabs the rest and leads us up to his apartment.
Once we got into the apartment I put my bags near the front door so I remembered to bring them home when I left later tonight or tomorrow morning.
Lando pulled me along like an impatient child into his room where he pulled me towards him and started kissing me.
"Fuck Lan," I moan when Lando found the sweet spot on my neck, he placed a few wet kisses on it before he sinks his teeth into my neck and sucks making sure to leave a mark I would have to cover up for the next several days.
"Make sure you remember who you belong to when I'm gone this weekend," Lando says while pulling my little summer dress off my body leaving me in just a skimpy thong since I hadn't put a bra on this morning.
When I was standing bare in front of Lando he pinches my nipples making my body jerk slightly and whimpering loudly when he twists my nipple.
"Such a responsive little thing," Lando mocks with a smirk before helping me step out of my panties where he pushes me onto the bed
Lando pulls his shirt off leaving him in his black jeans before climbing on top of me and starts placing soft kisses on my sensitive nipples before biting down on one of them making me whimper loudly.
Once Lando finally made it to my pussy he runs a few fingers through my folds with a smirk before shoving his soaked fingers into my mouth making me lick them clean of my own slick.
"Fuck Lan," I gasp when he shoves them back in and starts teasing my sensitive G-spot.
"Such a good little thing for me," Lando mumbles just before he leans down and pulls my clit into his mouth and sucking it into his moan.
"Oh fuck," I moan loudly while thrashing my hips slightly from the intense pleasure.
"Stop moving," Lando said slapping my thigh a few times making me whimper at the sting.
When Lando pulls my clit back into his mouth I can feel my orgasm starting to build again, making Lando speed up his actions bringing me right to the edge before pulling away to just watch me whine and beg.
"Please," I beg out through a loud whine. Lando just laughs in a mocking tone before roughly rubbing my clit for a few seconds just to watch me scream at the rough pleasure.
"Please, more," I start begging through pleasured tears needing more. Lando finally climbs off the bed and pulls his pants off where he climbs back into the bed and roughly shoves his cock deep into my pussy making me whine out when he doesn't give me any time to adjust to the intrusion.
"Lan," I cry out when he starts roughly thrusting.
"Stop crying and fucking take it," Lando says while speeding up his thrusts enjoying the way I was crying for me.
Lando could tell I was close to losing myself in the pleasure which has his bringing his hand down to my clit where he roughly starts rubbing it knowing I would start cumming soon.
"Go on, cum, I know you don't know how to use your words right now," Lando says instantly throwing me into a thrashing orgasm where I try to get away from the intense pleasure but Lando keeps fucking into me making my brain go numb only being able to think about the pleasure coursing through my body.
"Awe I love to know I stretched you out just enough to take all my cock," Lando teases while moving his hand away from my clit letting me focus solely on the way he was thrusting against my sensitive G-spot.
"Lan," I moan out making Lando smirk.
"Awe, she speaks," Lando mocks making me scream when he starts thrusting harder and hotting my cervix each time he pushes all the way in.
"Awe I love to know I stretched you out just enough to take all my cock," Lando says making me open my eyes and look down to see the bulge in my tummy each time Lando pushed all the way in.
"Ruined you for anyone else," Lando says with a small smirk on his face before pushing down on the bulge making me scream out when it adds more to the overwhelming pleasure.
"Cum," I mumble out softly not being able to think fully.
"Go on," Lando tells me making instantly start cumming all over his cock.
"Fuck I love the way your pussy squeezes me when you cum," Lando groans, just before he starts cumming deep in my pussy making me whine eat time a rope of cum hit the walls of my pussy.
"Fuck," Lando groans roughly still spilling his seed into me before softly slipping out and letting a few ropes of cum paint my tummy a little.
I was far too lost in my own pleasure I didn't even realize Lando had climbed out of bed and cleaned me up until he was climbing back into bed and pulling me into his chest and stroking my hair.
"Come back to me sweet girl," Lando says softly while placing soft kisses around my face.
"Mhm," I mumble against Lando's chest burying my face farther into his neck.
"Come on love," Lando says while pushing my chin up so he can look into my eyes.
"Are you okay?" Lando asks softly when he realizes I am starting to come back to earth.
"Yes," I whisper back to Lando before leaning up and pulling him in for a soft kiss.
"Look so pretty all blissed out," Lando tells me softly making me smile.
I cuddle more into Lando's chest allowing sleep to take over my body.
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sappyspeare · 8 months ago
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wymack and kevin hcs post-canon
currently writing a 5+1 of kevin and his dad trying to talk to each other without screaming and crying (mostly on kevin's part). so here are some hcs that i cant fit into it
after Kevin goes pro and Wymack retires and moves in with Abby, there is always obviously room for their foxes, but a small, single room for Kevin. it's unspoken that that is for Wymacks son, Kevin Day. he tells everyone who comes into the house that it's his son's room but they can use it while he's gone. Kevin will always stay there and they never talk about it.
They do eventually talk about Kayleigh. Wymack helps Kevin by telling him stories about his insane girl boss mother and they have a good cry about it.
Wymack Abby and some new foxes are watching a pro game where Kevin is playing and there's a moment where Kevin stands with his hands on his hips and yells at a player and all the foxes are like omg. it's mini wymack and wymack threatens to put them through a marathon
Wymack goes to all of Kevin's games. no matter where it is or when it is, he will be there because he is a proud father first and foremost
There is always a front-row seat kevin keeps for his father
Kevin calls Wymack every week to update him on life and stuff. the new foxes realise that wymack is significantly happier after a 20-minute call in the privacy of his office once a week
Wymack walks Dan down the aisle according to EC but have you considered he does it for Kevin too. because those two are his Kids bro
Wymack loves seeing how close Kevin and Abby are because i said so
Kevin and Abby try very hard to get Wymack to stop smoking and drinking and Abby is nice and patient and Kevin is ofc a bitch about it
anytime its a holiday Kevin Andrew and Neil will always come to see him. the others will come too but those 3 will come first and leave last
when Kevin gets his hall of fame moment he dedicates it to the man who taught him how to love the game and himself aka his dad and lets just say wymack needs a moment
kevin gets more tattoos over the years and also looks more like wymack as he gets older
sometimes when kevins in town wymack lets him run foxes practice and its always fun for the kids to see them standing next to each other, father and son because it just looks so Right until Kevin yells at them to run faster or get off the court
Wymack keeps in touch with all his foxes, but Kevin later learns that he also keeps contact with Jean which makes him. so happy because finally Jean has more good influences in his life
ALSO their first father son heart to heart is after rikos funeral where wymack is like 'so. do you want to get blackout drunk' and kevin obviously agrees
Kevin starts calling wymack Dad or sometimes Father after he graduates . sometimes he refers to him as Coach in interviews or in public but everyone knows who he means
Wymack buys the first racquet for Kevin's daughter (she exists in the EC)
(also i dont like thea. sorry. so smth smth kevin adopts a little baby girl and single-dads so hard that wymack is put to shame)
wymack loves his granddaughter like crazy and spoils the shit out of her
Kevin takes a rough hit during a game and Wymack almost charges into the court to take out the punk who tried to hurt his kid
wymack often gets badgered by media trying to get comments about kevin or the other foxes post-graduating and going pro and if hes in the mood he will give them a line about how proud he is of x kid but in such a cryptic way that only that kid could know what he means
this is especially true for neil and andrew but sometimes kevin calls him the next day like 'did u have to talk about the time i did X when they asked u for a comment on my game' and wymack is like. yes. next question
Wymack and Kevin argue a lot it is their love language
but god forbid you talk shit about David Wymack in front of Kevin or in any public space because not only are you bringing down the wrath of the Foxes on you, Kevin Day is a petty bitch and will ruin your life, your career, and your will to live if you fuck with his dad
and vice versa because who the fuck do you think you are messing with david wymack's kid?
TRAUMA ALERT: in the EC it says neil only cries when he gets the call about wymack. but consider: kevin has to make the call. goodnight
ok im done now i just have a lot of feelings
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redmiser · 11 days ago
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choose you
pairing: taylor swift x fem!reader
warnings: angst with happy ending, argument, blood (cut hand on glass), crying
synopsis: taylor's fame has never posed a problem to you, but taylor doesn't seem to believe that.
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when you started dating taylor, you were very aware of the fact that any wishful attempts for privacy were futile. you knew that the cameras and fans were ever-present wherever she stepped, but your preconceived ideas were still no match for the real situation.
that is why instances like these are still so outrageous to you. they truly did come out of nowhere—what seems to be a million of them. one second it was one fan, and the next it was a mob—a suffocating, endless mob.
“keep up,” she whispers lightly, moving past everyone with an agility only acquired after many years of practice. you giggle as she pulls you along; this is strangely romantic. she is clasping your hand as if you would dissipate if her fingers left yours for an instant.
“i’m trying,” you whisper back, still chuckling to yourself like a little girl. you look up at her face, expecting to find an expression akin to yours, but it seems to be quite the opposite.
she finally spots the black suv up ahead and thrusts you in front of her, throwing an arm around your waist and continuing to push you along. “don’t trip,” she practically barks at you, but you shrug it off. the novelty of the situation is very amusing to you, but you can understand why doing this for 18 years might cause it to lose its luster.
you arrive at the vehicle, and she hurriedly opens the door and shoves you inside. she wastes no time in following suit and closing the door. you sit in what seems like the quiet afterglow to you as the chauffeur drives away, only breaking the silence when you’ve regained your breath.
“guess we have to beat them off with a stick next time,” you joke as you pull out your phone to check your makeup. taylor doesn’t respond immediately, so you try again. “we could get a nerf gun and just—”
“this is what you signed up for.”
you turn to meet her gaze, genuine indignation etched on her face. you lick your lips and chuckle, not wanting to fully process what she said. “it was a joke, tay,” you shoot back, trying to ease the tension competing for air in the now seemingly cramped backseat.
“it’s not a joke to me. this is the reality of the situation,” her words are laced with a certain coldness you’ve never noticed before. your eyebrows furrow as she speaks; you can’t understand how you merited this reaction.
“i know, taylor. it was a joke, not that big of a deal. i don’t actually care.”
she scoffs at your response. “yeah, right.” she looks out the window to try dismissing the conversation, but you don’t accept that.
“yes, right. you’re making a big deal out of nothing, tay.”
you’re genuinely growing somewhat bitter by this point; you don’t understand why this is such a huge ordeal.
“you’re right, i’m sorry. i don’t want to talk about this anymore.” she takes your hand to her lips and plants a kiss on the back of it. when she lets go, she tosses her head back and closes her eyes. you decide to respect her wishes, but you can’t quite shake off the new strain on your shoulders.
you try to forget about it the rest of the ride to taylor’s house, but it is still fresh on your mind when you walk through the front door. you both toss your bags on the couch and continue to the kitchen, where taylor grabs a glass of water and you a protein bar. you blurt out your next words without thinking, just trying to get her to give the earlier conversation a satisfying ending.
“the day they invent invisibility suits, you need to invest in one, desperately.” as soon as you complete your thought, she slams her glass down on the counter, causing it to break.
she clenches her jaw, and you both realize that her hand is bleeding at the same time. “oh my god!” you rush to her side, but she swipes her hand away. “taylor, what the hell?”
she lifts her head, and she genuinely looks livid. “i told you to stop talking about it!” you can hear the pain in her voice, but it doesn’t seem to be stemming from her physical injury exclusively.
“well, i don’t understand why this is a problem! i’m just cracking a few jokes.” she snaps back in a mere second, shouting at you.
“because one day you’re going to stop thinking it’s funny!” she takes a sharp breath before continuing, quieter this time. “one day you’re going to realize it’s too much, and you’re going to leave.” her voice breaking with the last few words leaves matching scars on your heart, ones that you didn’t expect to gain today.
you brush her hair out of her face and force her to look at you with your hand.
“taylor, i’m never going to do that.”
a tear rolls down her cheek, making your own tears swell up in your eyes. “you are the love of my life, taylor alison swift. i want every bit of you. i will endure anything if it means getting to endure it with you.”
the tears are streaming down her face; the sight of her now bloodshot eyes finally makes you break, and you join her in crying. she grimaces and inhales before speaking again.
“what if you change your mind, y/n?” she chokes back a sob that breaks her sentence. “my biggest fear is you changing your mind.”
you wipe a tear from her face, to no avail, as more keep falling. you take a second to stare at her with a bittersweet smile on your lips.
“i’m never going to change my mind,” you kiss her. “do you want to know why i know that?”
“how?” she inquires, gazing into your eyes with a look you hope to never notice in her expression again.
“i know because i’ve experienced life without you,” you answer softly, your voice trembling, “and it is the single most unbearable thing i can think of.”
her expression softens at your words, and you instantly feel like a weight has been lifted off your shoulders.
“there’s nothing in this world that would ever make me want to go back to that. not a single camera or fan can make me let go of you. i don’t care if everyone watches our every move. i don’t care if it’s hard. i don’t care if we’re the subject of every headline. if it means getting to be with you, i will go through it all with a smile on my face. i will choose you every time, taylor. i love you.”
her tears have partially subsided by this point as you gently stroke her face. she takes your hand and plants a kiss on the back of it like she did earlier.
“i love you too, but are you sure?” she presses her lips together and furrows her brows lightly.
“i’m so sure it hurts,” you smile, wiping away the last of your tears before kissing her. you both seem to have forgotten her still bleeding hand until she winces and looks down.
“oh shit,” she exclaims, and her eyes widen.
“oh shit is right.” you bring her hand closer to your face and examine the cut. “let me take care of this for you.”
you look back up at her, and you lock eyes for a few seconds, exchanging a silent vow as the corners of her lips turn into a smile.
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a/n: sorry it took so long to put this out, finals were crazy. anyway, all of that is over now and i'm on break, so i'll try to get out some more stories before going back to school. i hope you guys enjoy!
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ssentimentals · 3 months ago
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f1 pairings as famous love tropes: fernando alonso x lance stroll
bad guy x good boy (mafia!AU)
'and you don't even know that even the echo of your footsteps is enough to have my heart racing'
fernando glances at the man in front of him and wrinkles his nose in disgust. pathetic men making questionable decisions and refusing to be held accountable for them always ticked him off since the very young age, made his fists itch with desire to break their faces. or show them their place, which, as he learned later in life, was on their knees in front of him with hands tied up and face swollen with bruises. they look good like that and sick satisfaction coursing through his veins is a solid enough proof that he's doing everything right. fernando likes to think of himself as of a messenger from god of sorts; and if more often than not some people need to receive that message in the form of execution then, well, it's not his fault. people always bring their doom to themselves with their own hands, afterall.
'please,' a hoarse rasp interrupts his thoughts. 'i beg you, just give me one more week. i'll get the money, i will-'
'same old, same old,' fernando muses, shaking his head. 'i gave you one month, no? one month is very generous, my friend. i gave you one month and you go and rat everything out to my enemies.' he watches with a predator smile as man in front of him starts trembling, crying out when one of fernando's men pull on the ropes tighter. 'what did you tell them, hm?'
fernando knows it's not very easy to talk after you've been choked and beaten up but his sympathy is non-existent for liars and cheaters. he leans back on his chair, watching with mild entertainment as man tries to force the words out of his mouth. right side of his face is swollen disproportionally and fernando is about to suggest to one of his men to fix that when his phone buzzes. everything stills instantly. as fernando slowly pulls his phone out, one of his guards is quickly pulling tape out, covering mouth of the man in front, already knowing very well that there's only one person in this world for who his boss has a ringtone on. everyone moves swiftly, making no sound and also making sure that man in front also doesn't make any as they drag him to another room, locking door after themselves to give their boss privacy they know he needs.
'si, mi amor.' fernando answers, his smooth baritone a complete opposite to sharp and edged way he spoke before.
'nando!' excited and a little shy giggle carries from the other side and fernando relaxes on his seat, smiling. 'how are you? sorry for calling that abruptly, are you busy?'
'never for you.' fernando is never this honest with anyone but it's worth being like that with lance. he can picture perfectly a rosy blush adorning his cheeks right now, knows his little world is biting his lower lip right now to stop himself from smiling widely. fernando wishes he could be there to pull that plump bottom lip out and be the one to bite it instead. he appeases himself with knowledge of being able to do this very soon. 'what is it, lancito?'
'i just learned that my next class was cancelled so i'm free right now. i thought maybe we can meet up earlier than our initial time, so wanted to check it with you.' lance voice is a wave of gentleness for fernando, the one in which he swims with eyes closed and heart well rested. 'but um- it's okay if you can't! i know you're busy at work, so-'
'i'll be there.' fernando interrupts without thinking twice. 'you are at your uni, yes? i'll come pick you up.'
'are you sure?' lance always asks this and fernando sometimes wants to laugh from the absurdity of it all, from how lance thinks he's not his priority which is the furthest thing from truth. 'i mean, it's fine if you can't, i will wait-'
'lance,' fernando's tone is still gentle (it always is, with lance) but firm, making it clear that this is not up for discussion. 'i will pick you up. in thirty minutes, cariño. okay?'
lance's breath hitches on the other side. fernando knows it's all new for him, knows he's never been in relationship with an older man or more specifically, someone like fernando. but lance forgets that it's all new for fernando as well. he's never been in a serious relationship before, never had anyone's photos on his phone, never had someone for whom he's ready to cross all the borders and bring down the moon. maybe his new and lance's new are different, but fernando hopes that in time lance will stop asking him if he's sure and will start demanding for fernando to put his work aside and come pick him up.
'okay.' lance's voice is small but fernando can hear his smile. 'i can buy us something here to eat? do you want anything?'
contrary to popular belief, fernando does have a heart. and it squeezes in his chest right now, filled with enormous affection for the most beautiful boy. by instinct, fernando's hand rises up and he lightly scratches at his blazer right above his heart, smiling. god, if only lance knew. 'no, mi amor. can you wait or are you very hungry? i will take you out to a good place.'
good place, the best place. lance belongs in louvre with all the other world's most precious forms of art but fernando is selfish, possessive and not good, so he'll keep him to himself. he glances at the clock and quickly straightens up, realizing that he might get into traffic if he doesn't go now.
'well, i am a bit hungry-'
'twenty minutes,' fernando cuts in, already moving. 'wait for me, princesa.'
'don't call me that!' lance shrieks but it's with glee and excitement and maybe something else that fernando wants to explore once they are all alone. he laughs and his laugh is- fernando knows he's done many bad things, but lance's laugh is a remedy for it all. 'okay-okay, i'll wait. but not too long, yeah? hurry up, old man!'
fernando can't even be offended with that. lance feeling comfortable enough to call him that, lance knowing he can tell him to 'hurry up!' and acting like a petulant child - fernando will wait patiently for the day when lance realizes the power he has over him. he has people shaking in fear at the sound of his name, there are hundreds of people at his deck, ready to do anything for him and then there's lance. lance, who's not afraid of fernando, who falls into his arms like they are the safest place in the world, who looks up at fernando like he's something to be worshipped. fernando is sure that he's been giving to him from god for all his good work on being the messenger. 'i'm on my way.'
'drive safe.' lance says like always and like always it feels like a warm blanket on fernando's shoulders. 'see you soon, nando.'
'see you, amor.'
he needs few seconds to wipe the smile off his face and take a steadying breath for his heart to go back to normal. he allows himself one more moment of weakness - stares a bit at the pretty photo of lance set on his backscreen, the one where he's holding a puppy and is looking down at it with the softest expression on his face. he smiles at it once and then quickly slides phone back to his pocket, opening the door. two men instantly straighten up and nod, waiting for the instructions. fernando thinks of how much time he'll spend with lance, remembers his upcoming midterms and resigns himself for only being able to snatch him for few hours. 'keep him here, make sure he's all ready to give answers by nine.'
two curts nods and he walks away, swirling car keys in his fingers. nothing in his face betrays the excitement he feels at the prospect of seeing lance soon but mark, his designated driver, only chuckles and readily gives away car keys, opening door for his boss. 'i figured it's about lance, seeing how you went out so early. should stay here or you want me to backtrail after you?'
'stay here.'
fernando doesn't like anyone being anywhere near him once he's with lance, knows no one is bold enough to go after him on the broad daylight. his black aston martin attracts all of the attention as he speeds through the streets, turning twenty minutes into fourteen as he parks in front of the university. he immediately notices his boyfriend - god, he never thought he'd even have one - and lance runs to him with a huge smile on his face. he quickly crosses the road and jumps into the car, all bright and smiley, leaning over to plant a small peck on fernando's lips. if fernando could, he'd wrap his hand around lance's neck and bring him back, slot his mouth more firmly against his to take the kiss he patiently waited for but he knows lance wants to be more discreet and fernando is nothing but accomodating when it comes to his beautiful boy.
'that was fast,' lance comments, settling comfortably on the seat. 'fourteen minutes instead of twenty. did you speed?'
'not at all, mi vida.' fernando lies, smiling at the way lance rolls his eyes. his hand reaches out and lance meets him halfway, interlacing their fingers together. 'you are hungry, yes?'
'starving! do you know what happened today? so this professor-'
fernando smiles and lets lance talk as he drives them to his favorite place. lance gets so animated once they are alone, his shy exterior breaks in two to let his true self shine and fernando wants to protect this with his life. the way lance looks at him, how he doesn't hesitate to let fernando in, the way he wants him - fernando knows a blessing when he sees one and lance is exactly that. automatically, fernando brings their clasped hands to his mouth and kisses lance's knuckles gently, smiling at the slight stutter in younger's speech.
'sap,' lance says and from his mouth it sounds suspiciously like i love you.
fernando only nods, not saying anything back. only kisses his hand once more for good measure and lets them rest on his thigh. i love you, he thinks, turning to cast a glance at lance. i will love you forever.
a/n: so this was meant to end in another way but i got distracted :/ anyways, fully blaming my obsession with them on @ace-race-ace and @wintergreenoreo. i didn't even care about these two when i got into f1, but then i found their blogs and...yeah. thank you for your content!! it inspired me to write this <3 - nini
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girls-alias · 1 year ago
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Mental - Dean Winchester
Title: Mental - Dean Winchester
Words: 1,169
Relations: Dean Winchester X Reader
TW: Mental health, mental breakdown, SH.
Prompt:
Saw a TikTok edit of Dean and it inspired me.
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I excused myself from the table as I hurried to stand. I didn't look at Sam and Dean before I left the room. I was slightly hyperventilating but once I rushed to my room I couldn't breathe. I practically threw myself into the back of the door. Needing it closed and need privacy. I slid down the door trying to control my breathing, to bring air into my lungs but the panic attack didn't end.
How could Dean like me? I'm a mess, I'm crazy.
Nothing has even gone wrong and I'm still miserable. I should be happy, it's a day off, and I should be enjoying quiet time with Sam and Dean.
Dean doesn't like me. He just confessed it to find a way to let me down slowly.
I shouldn't have told him about my crush, I should have just hidden it like I have done all year.
He is so out of your league. He'd never like you. Remember when he would check out other girls, he doesn't like you,
Oh, my God. I'm an idiot.
My mouth was dry from breathing so heavily, I wanted to gulp to try and gain some control over my own body but it wasn't working. My vision seemed to be clouded by dark spots. I knew there was only one way to gain some control but I cried as I thought about it.
I feel like my only solution right now is to self-harm, I need to get control of myself. I'm acting manic. I have been clean for 78 days. I'm doing so well. I can't break that now. It took me years to get that far.
I cried as I crawled to my display knife that sat on my desk. It was a real knife, sharp enough to cut paper easily but it was only ever decorative. I pulled it from the stand. Resting my back against the drawers I brought my knees up close to my chest. I put my arm facing me in the divet between my legs. The tears evacuated my eyes as if an alarm was ringing.
"Y/N," Dean's voice called through the shut door, worry lacing his tone. "Are you okay?" He asked, worry more evident. I slowly put the knife down not wanting him to hear it. I cleared my throat softly.
"Yeah, why?" I asked but instantly winced as I knew I would never normally say that and Dean might recognise that.
"You just ran off," He explained not seeming to hear my error.
"Yeah, I just needed the bathroom," I lied. I waited anxiously in those few seconds it took Dean to reply. The door isn't locked, I hadn't thought of that. I gulped watching the handle afraid in case he came in and saw me. I don't want to think of how upset Dean might be.
"Oh, are you sure you're okay? You sound a little weird," He explained, his voice a little cheerier but suspicious.
"Gee, thanks Dean," I played it off. Smiling as Dean chuckled seemingly happy with my response.
"Okay, well come back when you're done," Dean explained, I listened to his steps as he walked away. I sighed with relief and sorrow. My tears quickly resuming. A part of me wanted him to come in, to save me but I was too scared to say anything.
I buried my hand into my sleeve, bringing it to my mouth to quietly sob into it. I screamed as the door swung open forcefully. I looked up to see Dean had burst into my door, eyes on me instantly. He looked completely startled, maybe even scared. I didn't have time to compose myself before Dean was crouching beside me. He held my hand, sneaking a glance at my wrist before his eyes dived deep into mine.
"What's going on?" He asked softly. I sighed, not caring to try and compose myself. I look like a mess anyway.
"You shouldn't have lied to me. You should have just turned me down," I sobbed as he moved closer, His hand on the back of my head bringing me closer to him so I could cry onto his chest, comforting me as he stroked my hair.
"I didn't lie to you, baby," He's never used a pet name for me before. He's just feeling sorry for me. "I do like you, I've always liked you. From the second you walked out the room when we first met I told Sam, I wanted you," He explained but I shook my head as I sobbed.
"You're just saying that because I did this," I stated as I lifted my arm.
"No, baby. No, I've liked you from the second I met you. I was too scared to say anything because I didn't think you'd like me," He explained as he hugged me a little tighter. "I want to be yours," He added. I sobbed, sitting up as I shook my head to look at him.
"You're too hot for me," I exclaimed but Dean shook his head. I could almost see hearts in his eyes as he looked at me.
"I want to be yours," He repeated. My eyebrows furrowed as I looked at him.
"I'm emotionally unstable," I argued but he smiled softly.
"I want to be yours," He repeated once again. I shook my head.
"Dean, -"
"I want to be yours," He interrupted. He placed his hand on my cheek, his eyes peering into my soul. Like earlier, all the air seemed to leave my lungs but this time I knew it was coming back. "I want to be yours," Dean commented before leaning in to connect our lips. My brain frazzled as I realised Dean was kissing me, we'd never kissed before. This is a bit far if he was lying. He has to be telling the truth. I should believe him.
I kissed him back, my hand coming up to the back of his neck as our lips moved in sync. His tongue graced my bottom lip. I allowed his access as our tongues met in the middle, dancing around each other. I could taste his morning coffee. He smiled against my lips as he continued to kiss me. I melted into his arms.
He slowly pulled away. I couldn't stop the smile on my face from spreading as I saw the joy on his face.
"Come on, we'll get you cleaned up and I'll take you on the date I've been planning all day," He explained cheerfully. I chuckled softly as he stood up. I tried my tears, looking up to see Dean offering to help me up. I smiled as I accepted his hand, and he pulled me to my feet. He took the opportunity to kiss me again. A shorter but passionate kiss. "I want you to wear something cute," He explained playfully as he led me to the bathroom. I smiled knowing now that Dean likes me and I am enough for him.
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itsmadamehydra · 2 years ago
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Doll Face 2 | Fezco Euphoria
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part 1 part 2
Pairing: Fezco x Latina!Mouse sister! reader
Summary: Mouse's sister was an excellent girl, a good student even, until life happened and she had to leave every dream behind. A particular friend was left behind too in the process. Years later, they meet again, but they aren't the kids they once used to be.
Warnings: 3k+ words, mouse sister, drug life, language, non-desired-sexual situations, sexual assault, forced sexual labor, exploitation of young girl, abuse, abusive household, vulnerable situations.
A/N: So happy to keep going with this story! Thank you for those who ask or wanted a part 2! Hope you enjoy it! If anyone thinks any other warning should be included please let me know, thank you!
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Fuck
No
Shit
Your body went cold. You had stopped moving and just stared at him, eyes locked. He kept an unfazed look, just looking up at you with his drowsy eyes. He wanted to know, he needed to know if you were his doll face. The little girl he had befriended all those years ago.
You regained your autonomy over your body and resumed your movements, praying that no one had heard or gotten suspicious.
“Doll face? You know sweetcheeks, carrot boy?”
Shit
Fuck
You looked up at him with pleading eyes.
Please don’t, please don’t, please don’t.
“Nah, just confused her face.”
“She is a good one, isn't she?" You heard him say again. The redhead nodded slowly.
“Yeh, she is.”
Mouse’s laughter reverb over the place, making you feel the pressure of not stopping. Not looking at him.
“Yeah, she is a sweet one,” he took a sip of beer, “I promise, you can’t even imagine the number of guys that have cum in that same seat, my man…little sweetcheeks here making them cum with just a dance!”
Your jaw clenched, wanting him to stop talking about you like that. It was already an unpleasant enough experience to live as for to relieve it by word. Although the man beneath you seemed to not care at all.
He looked past your face and opened a beer from the many near. Raising his brows, making him seem like he couldn’t believe Mouse’s words.
“Really?” lacing his tone with fake astonishment.
“Yeah! Word is, little sissy here gives the best head around the neighborhood,” he comes near you, slapping one of your ass cheeks.
You had to grip the redhead's shoulders to prevent you from shuddering.
Please stop talking. You kept repeating in your head, with your eyes closed. Desiring to disappear from the embarrassment and just not having to face the look on the man’s face beneath you.
It wasn’t like you liked to do that. You just had to. A job is a job. Those words kept you going and stopped you from falling apart. 
At first, you had managed to keep up with your weekly quotas by just dancing, but when word got around, Mouse decided to higher his commission. Forcing you to look for more ways to make money.
And any time you tried to get a job that didn’t involve this word, your brother was back at you with threats and violence. You had tried so many times before, you ever gave your first blow job and had some bills thrown at your face.
You had felt disgusted with yourself and scrubbed your tongue. After that, you brushed your teeth for eternity. It took you long enough to insert in your head that it was part of your job. That it was just a job.
But word got around. Again. And as always, Mouse found a way to benefit himself. And now he had you dancing for his people and sucking them off. You didn’t even get privacy having to do everything in that same chair.
It was disgusting. It made you cry a lot. And it was something you definitely didn’t want him to know about.
Fez
Your Fezco
Only God knows how hard you prayed for so long for this day. Day, noon, night.
Your imagination had been the only thing that had kept you happy all this time. In the middle of dancing, upstage or private, between jobs, the only thing that kept you going and smiling was thinking about the different scenarios in which you could meet again.
Your favorite one was where you find yourselves at the university. You are walking around, maybe at the start of your first semester there. You are still a little lost and getting used to the installations that it takes you a while to get around.
You had your math class next and were absolutely lost with the indications that the office gave you. So, you asked a group of people sitting at an outside table.
They were friendly, and one of the girls even offered to take you. You thanked them all and left with the girl. And then, she would say something like, “Oh my GOD, you are going to love this class. The teacher assistant is so cute. Everyone loves it just because of him.”
And you wouldn’t believe her, oblivious to what was coming next. But when she left you at the door, and you had chosen your seat, it was going to be his voice that would have made you look up. And there he would have been, being a math teacher assistant. A great one.
Then, you would approach him, he would remember you, of course, and your encounters would increase following that day.
That was your favorite scenario because it just seemed right. It felt right. That was how life should have been for both of you.
But it never occurred, and you were stuck here. Being pulled by your hair by your brother’s hand brings you back to your reality.
The force that he pulled you with made you moan from the pain.
“Yeah, right," he laughed. “She loves it when you pull her like this, just like the slut she is, right little sissy,” he shoveled your head to the side with force and left the room, probably going to look for someone to deal with him.
Any female who would have been forced to have him couldn't help but make you feel bad.
You felt a soft hand go behind your head, taking it softly and caressing your skull. Fez, oh Fez. Still looking at you with those same eyes. And the same look he always had on for you when you were just kids.
He looked around discreetly, and when he was sure no one was around, he grabbed your hips and stopped you from moving.
You suddenly became shy under his sight and smiled nervously.
“Hi,” you muttered, failing to contain your nervousness and focusing your eyes anywhere else than his face.
Yet, he cradled your face softly. Inciting you to rest your cheeks in his hold, making you feel warm, safe, and delicate.
“My pretty doll face,” he couldn’t believe his eyes, “You were here? All this time? How did I never see you?”
“I keep to myself mostly. When not working or with…Mouse,” you doubt a little at the end. You see his eyes harden at the name.
“What’s he of you?”
You clench your jaw, embarrassed at the situation. At first, you were a little doubtful, but you finally told him, “My brother.”
“No brother should be treating his little sister like that,” his eyes soften at your sight. For him, you seemed fragile due to all the abuse and violence surrounding you, and it was wrong. You had always been full of confidence in yourself. You never seemed scared and always smiled at the world. That was you, he remembered, the little girl that had been the focal source of inspiration all this time.
He wanted you to become her again, your true self. Not what these people wanted and were forcing you to be; scared and oppressed, abused.
“Women should be protected, adored. No matter their job choice or anything,” he murmured against your forehead, leaving his lips pressed, trying to comfort you without being too excessive with his touch.
But you wanted a hug, you caved touch from him. After all these years without any glimpse of gentleness, you had forgotten what it felt to be warm.
Slowly, your arms went around his middle, and he secured you between his arms, eyes closed by both parts. Just two people savoring the moment.
“Why have you not you left,”
“I can’t. I’ve tried so many times,” you felt the tears starting to form.
He strokes your hair and kisses your head crown.
"Whenever you pack your things and leave, one day. Find milk," he sighs. It's a convenience store. Ask for me if I'm not in there. Tell them that I sent you.
“Fezco, you don’t have to,”
“Too bad, I want to,” he smiled at you.
“Fezco,” you said softly.
“I want to, doll face. Okay?”
“Okay,” you rested your head against his chest, listening to his heartbeat.
Now this has "Whenever you pack your things and depart, one day. Find milk," he sighs. It's a convenience store. Ask for me if I'm not in there. Tell them that I sent you.
Now this has effortlessly turned into your favorite memory.
Sadly, all good things have to end, and this moment too.
“I have to go, little girl,” he murmured against your hair.
“Just…5 minutes more, please?” 
“I wish, but not wanna risk getting someone mad at you,” he said as his arms prepared to let you go, but you snuggled closer into his chest.
“I don’t want to let you go,” you tighten your grip on him.
He laughs softly while exhaling. You are not letting me go, ma." He kisses the crown of your head, saying, "We'll be together again. Where're you working at, pretty girl?"
You press your lips together in a tight line before you let out a sigh, “At the neighborhood’s strip club.”
“Alright, now I know where to find you,”
“We’re not losing contact anymore?”
He exaggerates his hold on you while kissing your crown, saying, "No more, pretty one," which causes you to chuckle. "You won't be free of me, you hear me? I have to give this gorgeous one a lot of visits.
You nod, euphoric by his words. But wasn't enough for him. He wanted to hear you say yes and laugh. For you, let yourself be carefree for a second.
He moves his lips down to your ear and repeats his question with a funny tone, “You hear me, ma? You hear me!?” 
“Yes! Yes, I do!” you laugh, looking up at him, just for him to be already staring back at you with his hooded eyes and a cute smile. He kissed your forehead one last time before getting up with you still in his arms and letting you down in the chair gently.
He strokes your face, taking some strands off and tucking them behind your ears. You smiled at him, and he had never stopped doing so. He walked backward for most of the footpath until he closed that door, and you were back.
Aware of your surroundings, feeling the disgust coming back and curling up on the chair, starting to count to 10, trying to control your breaths.
Nights and days went by, and you had to keep up with your life. Your work and your dancing. But you couldn’t help feeling some sort of hope filling you. You felt motivated for a better future. That there might be a future out there after all.
You felt yourself changing and even started dancing in between your dances. It felt unbelievable how powerful a moment can become, no matter how short.
Your shift had ended, and you were putting away your things in your bag when one of the security guys entered the room. You side-eye him, “You want to head? If you do, the price went up.”
“Your brother’s guy is here. They are waiting for you. Outside.” he gruffed, leaving just as he entered.
You froze. The only time this happens is when your payment is due. And you were not due until the end of the week. You walk through the people until going through the back door and waving goodbye to the early morning shift guys.
You kept your head down, walking silently and with an iron grip over your bag. You recognize the man standing out of the vehicle, one of your brother's buddies.
He opens the door without making a sound, giving each other a nod, closing it after you. You stare at him through the tinted glass. The car was empty beside your brother’s presence beside you.
“I’m not due,” you muttered.
“Well, little sissy. You know what happens to people who earn more than they deserve?” He pulls out a blunt and inhales a long puff before filling the car with smoke. You shook your head.
“Their payment goes up,” he releases smoke. Right to your face, making you hold your breath by reflex.
“I don’t have more money, Mouse.” you try to reason, “Between you and my employer, I barely have any more money left.”
He chuckles breathlessly, "Heard your blowie price went up. Who knows? 'Might be the time you start using your pussy. I know a few who would pay big grand for a taste."
“I’m not doing that,” your hand grips the seat.
“Well, I tried. Now pay, or you’ll be working with a bruised eye.”
“I don’t have any money, Mouse.”
“What about tips?” 
In my locker, safe from any trash like you.
“Boss keeps them,”
He sits still for a few seconds with the blunt between his lips.
“Liar, liar, pants on fire,” he grabs a fist of your hair, pulling from it, making you look at the car’s ceiling, hurting your neck by the sudden movement.
You moan in pain, and he grabs you in a chokehold, “Careful there, honey. My buddies here might think you like that and wanna try doing it themselves.”
“You wouldn’t”
He yells out a name and yanks down your strapless top with a questioning, "You sure?" Someone unlocks a door. "Miralas. A que no son bonitas? Tocalas, she likes it." Mouse plays with and massages your boobs while encouraging his buddy to do the same. The hands then shift shortly after. (Look at them. Aren't they lovely? Touch them)
The guy starts by playing with your nipples, pinching and twisting them. Your brother pulls your hair, making you moan in pain again.
“You hear that, bro? Told you she likes it,” he laughs.
You feel the tears forming in your eyes. This had never happened before. You had never felt so vulnerable. Feeling unable to move or even react to any slight movement. Your grip is stuck on the leather seat. And your breathing turned erratic.
You notice the guy taking his finger into his mouth and then back at your nipples, wetting them. Your body shakes in fear and disgust. You pray for everything to stop or for you to just black out and not remember anything.
“They feel nice, bossman.”
His hand moves down, rubbing your genitalia, and says, "Let me tell you what, in a few days, this pussy could be all yours." He licks your neck, "Think of it as a present from me, a sneak peek before it goes on sale, huh? What do you think, little sissy?"
You were going to vomit. You could feel it coming. Your body was sweating cold, the ringing in your ears overpowering his words. You felt as if you were out of your body, being able to see everything happening to your body as if you were a viewer.
It was as if your mind and body had separated from one another. Your insides were shrinking by the feeling of their wandering hands.
Please stop.
Jesus Christ, you are my brother.
Please stop.
Stop. Stop. Stop. Stop.
Help, please, someone. 
God, please listen. Please.
The man had taken over your brother's hand, placing it down on you, palming you, tracing your lips with his middle finger.
The tears started to drop. You hadn’t even noticed until they started laughing loudly about it.
“Mouse, that you, my man?” 
Your eyes move, looking for the voice owner. Locating a shadow hovering over your brother's side, opening the door.
“Carrot boy! What you doing ‘ere?” Fez looked past him, focusing on you and your position. His heart dropped. Having to see you like that was not pleasant. It took every ounce of his willpower to not take you right there and run away and leave everything behind.
He had to take you out of that situation and fast.
“Sweetcheeks here left me desiring for more, came ‘round looking to test if her sucking skills are good as they say,” he faked a smile. “But with that view. I’ll pay anything for a titty fuck, giving me a hard-on,” he chuckles, grabbing his crotch area
Mouse palms his shoulder laughing. “I like this boy! He just understands,” he looks over at the dude over you, “Take your hands off. She’s about to get real busy.”
Mouse grabs you from the back of your neck and throws you at Fez, who immediately cradles your body, trying to give you safety.
“Take her to my crib when you finish with her, money in hand, carrot boy.”
“Don’t be up waiting for ‘er! Gotta make that money worth it. If you know what I mean,” Mouse nods at his words smiley. And looks for something in his pocket, giving it to him.
“Just give her some if she fights. You know how it is.”
“As long as she’s not a spitter,” he takes the bag from him and waves them goodbye. Waiting for them to be out of sight before he could hug you properly.
“Fuck, fuck. Fuck that motherfucker,” he curses against your hair, kissing it between words, “I’ve got to get you out of there, ma.”
You felt something in you click with those words, making you return from the trance you had entered.
You started crying almost immediately, sobbing -hard- a river flowing down your cheeks. You didn’t even care about being half naked in a parking lot; if Fez could feel you up, you just cared about the warmth that hugged you. 
Your hands held on tight to his shirt, taking the fabric in a fist, unable to stay still in that hug. Grabbing him by the shoulders and neck, pulling his cloth. You wanted comfort.
Fezco could feel the tears trespassing his shirt, the buggers coming out onto his shirt. You're sobbing, making him feel tears forming in his own eyes.
He made a promise to himself that night, a vow. He would become your protector and do whatever it took to take you out of there and ensure you never return.
“Just wait a little more, and we’ll be together before you know it,” he kisses your tears, and you nod wanting to believe his words.
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angel-of-the-moons · 11 months ago
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Idk how tumblr works so, apologies ig this isnt a request place.
But i was thinking poly johnny cage and kenshi x reader, where its just fluff with johnny and reader helping kenshi get dressed, bc hes blind, or something like that♡
Gods im soft for this poly relationship😫
Nahhh you getting something because ashslnsl this shit is cute as fuuuuck
Little Wonders
Kenshi x Johnny x Reader
TW/CW: None!
A/N: This is what I was talking about @crimsonbubble lol
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Yet again, Kenshi ripped the shirt open to try and rebutton it. He had been at it for almost twenty minutes, now; having to undo the pearl baubles and slip them back into their holes again.
Only to find that this time, he was not one--but two buttons off and the shirt was still lopsided.
He let out a frustrated hiss and yanked the buttons free, this time snagging one so hard the little object popped out of its stitching and skittered across the bedroom floor.
Hanging his head in defeat, Kenshi felt around until he found the foot of your ridiculously large bed, plopping down and sinking into the downy soft mattress with a hefty sigh.
Kenshi could easily call Sento to him; use the magic sword to grant him his sight so he could see enough to map out the buttons, to get dressed by himself like a grown adult should be able to do.
But without Sento, he was as blind as a newborn kitten. And Sento wasn't a crutch. Kenshi needed to learn how to do things without his eyes, to adjust. Because it's not exactly subtle or publicly acceptable to carry a goddamn katana with you to a red carpet event. Which is what he had been trying to get ready for. He just wanted to wait until you and Johnny were preoccupied with swimming out some of your pre-event jitters in his pool to try, to get some of the privacy he needed to spare his dignity. He needed to learn how to do this, how to cope...
He couldn't walk around like you or Johnny without some sort of aid, couldn't dress himself properly anymore... he was damn lucky he could still feed himself without assistance.
"Oh, Kenshi..." He heard you sigh from the threshold of your bedroom door. You and Johnny smelled like the chlorine from the pool; your bathing suits had been stripped away and you both wore your plush bath robes to ward the chill off your naked bodies.
"If you'd asked us, we could have helped you, Ken." Johnny replied as well, moving to sit next to him as you began to gently unbutton the expensive silk blouse.
"You shouldn't have to." He retorted, "I should be able to do it--"
"Hush." You say to him gently, your fingers gently touching his lips to quiet him. Johnny slipped a hand around the back of Kenshi's neck, kneading the thick knots of tension he found there. His mouth twisted briefly into a slight frown when he felt just how tense he was.
"C'mon, babe!" Johnny said. Kenshi could practically hear the cock-eyed smirk Johnny had on his face. "You know we don't mind. Though, taking your shirt off is more fun than putting one on--"
"Oi! Shut it!" You snort, swatting at him before putting Kenshi's popped shirt on the dresser before pulling out one of Johnny's to put on him.
"Abuse! Abuse!" Johnny laid across his lap dramatically, feigning injury. "Oh, oh my god! Kenshi, do you hear how our lovely partner is treating me?! I swear, I should have you locked up!"
He can't help but smile, despite it all. It never failed. Whenever he was down in the dumps, dealing with his new "handicap" as he so deprecatingly referred to it as, the two of you swooped in to cheer him up, pulling a smile out of him when he thought there was none to be had.
"Hah! Like they'd believe you, you drama queen." You scoff, flicking him in his nose. "Now get up, you cry baby!"
Johnny snickered and laughed as he sat up, crawling onto the bed so he was sitting behind Kenshi, his legs spread to wrap around him from behind casually as he leaned back on his hands.
"Kenshi, hands." You hum to him, brushing a hand through his short dark hair, bringing your hand down to touch his cheek, your thumb caressing the corners of where his eyes used to be, feeling the cratered scars left behind by Mileena's sais.
He complies, his body posture softening as you and Johnny help him slip into the soft, buttery smooth shirt.
Johnny buttons his cuffs while you button his front.
"I..." Kenshi tried to find the words; anything to say to the two of you about why you shouldn't be helping him, that he needs to relearn these things on his own.
Johnny interrupts him first: "Nope." He hums, burying his face in the crook of his neck, breathing in the mixed scent of his own shirt and Kenshi's favorite body wash that still lingered on his skin.
"Can already hear those gears working on your head, Ken. Stop it."
"We're a team, Kenshi." You say to him, cupping his cheeks in your hand as Johnny effectively becomes a human koala bear.
"And we aren't going to let you struggle on your own. It's not weakness to ask for help from those you love. A strong individual knows you can't survive without it."
"Without what exactly?" He sighed, relaxing into the two of you.
"Love, you fuckin' goober." You snicker, leaning down to kiss him, his stubble brushing your face softly.
If he could, Kenshi Takahashi would have cried.
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livelaughlaw3 · 6 months ago
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Feverish
TW : nudity, sadness, fever, flirt, Shanks just taking care of you, fluffy end <3333
You are not with Shanks in this story and he is just your Captain. (He has two arms because he's too smart to have lost his arm that way and Oda already said it was his editor who told him to tell that story.)
You're rotting in your bed. Your body is getting weaker and weaker. You can't even sit down anymore. Or even warn your crew. Six days of ordeal, your body reaching unimaginable temperatures. You feel beads of cold sweat on your back, your body trembles. Despite everything, you absolutely try to cover yourself because of your shivers. You sometimes hear the crew laughing and talking and then going out. No one came to see you because they thought it was your period for the month. Where usually, you wanted to stay alone, without seeing anyone. Benn tried to bring you food but you didn't want him to come in. So he left you alone. Above all, Shanks was never informed, even if he noticed your absence.
On the 7th day, the whole crew went out drinking and socializing with islanders. Shanks went with them but he found all these fans boring as hell. He ended up returning to the ship much earlier than the rest. He frowns, becoming more and more worried about your absence. A knock on your door pulls you out of your semi-comatose state. “Treasure, it’s Shanks. Everything is fine ?" You can't even answer him. You take several minutes while he waits behind the door, a sign of life. That's when he hears a faint "N-No.." through the door. He wastes no time and enters your room. He would never forgive himself if he let you die without doing anything, under the pretext that he must respect your privacy. He walks towards you, his heart beating strongly in his chest. “Baby, why are you so covered up ? Are you cold ?” You nod, he examines you a little more in depth. He looks at your face “Y/N, you look very pale, what’s going on ?” You remain motionless, like a lifeless doll. He pulls the blanket back gently and feels the warmth radiating from your body. He inhales and touches your arm and immediately withdraws his hand, reflexively, you're so hot. His eyes widen in shock. “How long have you been sick ? Oh my god, it's not good at all. You’re burning up, I need to bring your fever down.” You listen to what he tells you but your body refuses to react.
He pulls off all your covers and runs a hand through his hair in frustration. “Quick, quick, think about it Shanks, I have to find a solution.” He opens the door to your bathroom, runs a bath of ice water. He keeps the light on and comes back to you. He leans over and places his hands on your arms, always the same reaction. The contact of your skin with his is unbearable. Even for him and even with all the effort he puts into it. Which terrifies him. No one is on the ship, not even Hongo and in your condition, even if he transported you to the hospital, he feels like you would die in his arms, before he reached his destination . He looks at you, terrified, you tremble all over and shiver.
“Okay sweetheart, I’m going to have to undress you and immerse you in cold water. I have no other solution.” You stay still, he takes off your clothes in which you have sweated a lot. Little by little, taking care not to move too much, without burning himself at the same time. “Don’t be ashamed princess, I am your Captain, it’s my role.” You stare at the ceiling, dizzy and nauseous. He places his arms under your thighs and your back to carry you to the bathtub. “Take a deep breath darling, it’s going to be cold but it’s for your own good.” You try, he gently plunges you into it. He rolls up his sleeves and wets your face with his hands. You tremble a lot in the water, it becomes unbearable. Even with all the will in the world, you start to cry. “Shh, please don’t cry, doll. It's for your own good, just a little effort and I'll warm you up. Do this for me.” You obey, you don't really have a choice. He says to you “Okay, now you listen to me carefully.” You look at him, a sign that you are listening to him. “I’m going to immerse your head in cold water too. I know I know. It’s hard, honey. It's just a few seconds later that I'll bring you back up. I’m going to do it several times.” You nod, he crouches down and takes your face in his hands. “Here, love, take a deep breath and then I’ll lift you up, trust me.” You nod and let it happen, several times. Your body tenses but he continues, even though he knows it must be unpleasant for you.
He does this several times and then measures your temperature. “Good, it went down. A few more degrees and your fever will be gone. Just a little more effort, darling.” He frowns, very worried about you. He hopes to do things well. “Would you like to have a cold drink to reduce the fever from the inside too ?” You nod, he sits you in the bathtub then gets up. He winces, your skin is still so hot. He goes out and comes back as quickly as he can with a sweet drink, topped with ice cubes. He places his hand behind your neck to hold you and help you drink as he tilts the glass to your lips. “Small sips, angel. Take it easy, we’re in no hurry.” You obeyed, drinking the whole thing. He rests your head on the edge of the bathtub. He gets up and goes to get a pillow to come back and place it under your neck and give you as much comfort as possible. You can't even thank him even though he can see that you're trying to articulate. “Don’t try to talk, beauty. Unless you hurt somewhere. No thanks, I love you, I do this because I care about you.” You nod and rest your neck against the pillow. “Relax Y/N, it will pass. You know how fever works, you must probably have a virus or something your body is trying to get rid of. Don’t worry, I’m here, I’ll never leave you alone.” You smile weakly, he keeps his hand on your forehead to check your fever.
He caresses your cheek with his other hand, examining your dark circles and hollow face. “We’ll go eat afterwards, eh ? I found some awesome restaurants on the coast. And the island is pretty.” You listen in silence, the fever increases again, you start to cry. He sighs, feeling completely useless. He kneels near the edge. “It’s nothing princess, it will pass. I am here. I’ll never go away.” You pull your arms out of the water with difficulty and turn slightly towards him to hold him against you. You're naked, wet and hot but all you want is comfort and support. He hugs you too. You wet him, water seeping through and inside his shirt, even down to his shorts. Water also drips onto the floor and down his back. “It’s nothing, I’m here my heart, you see. I'm here, breathe for me. You can do it ?" You nod, holding him tighter against you. Your breasts flatten against his shirt and therefore his chiseled chest. You start to cry “I’m.. I’m.. c-cold..” His features sadden, he kisses your neck. “It’s a side effect of the fever. You’re actually hot.” You cling to his shoulders, crossing your arms behind his shoulders. Letting your chin rest on his shoulder. You are naked in front of your Captain and you don't give a damn. The water has already become lukewarm so he empties the tub, holding your body against him, to fill it again. You tremble in his arms “I know it’s cold, darling but it will pass, just a little effort. I'm here, I'll hold you against me okay. Keep holding me, my love.”
You manage to articulate, tears in your eyes, looking up at him. “G-Go.. in the water… with me.. please.. I can’t do it alone..” He is extremely surprised and hesitant “Well, I don’t know darling.. my clothes-” You shrug, still holding his shoulders “Take them off..” He looks at you, continuing to think, then finally accepts “Okay beauty, I’m going to get in the water with you.” His fingers begin to unbutton his already wet shirt and then his shorts. He lets the clothes fall to the floor to reveal his skin and muscles to you. He feels very vulnerable as he stands in front of your admiring eyes. The cold air makes him shiver slightly. “Are you sure about that, my moon ?” You nod and give him room to go underwater. He only keeps his boxers on so as not to make the situation too awkward or the proximity too uncomfortable.
He hesitantly enters the water and sits behind you. “There you go my love, I’m in now.” He lifts your weak body with disconcerting ease before making you sit on his lap, in the water. His arms surround you to bring you as close as possible to his chest. He feels your body shiver and shake against him. “It’s okay princess, just rest on me..” You nod your head and end up dozing in the water, thanks to his body heat. He patiently stays focused on you, filling and emptying the tub until you're almost no longer feverish. He empties the water, steps out, moving you gently. He dries off then goes to change in his room. He comes back and takes you out of the tub, wrapping a towel around you. He carries you in his arms to his room to lay you down in his bed. He dries you and covers you with a very thin sheet, without dressing you to prevent your fever from returning.
You beg him to sleep with you, he hesitates “Honey, I don't want you to think that I'm taking advantage of the situation.. I don't know if it's a good idea..” You beg him again, he scratches his head “B-But.. you're completely naked.. and that's not right..” You start to cry, he almost runs towards you “Shhhh don't cry.. it's not that I don't want to, it’s just that- nghh okay.” He wipes your tears and lies down next to you, shirtless and wearing shorts. He hesitates a lot when touching you, asking for permission. You snuggled up against him, absolutely wanting to feel yourself against his skin. He wraps his arms around you, cradled by the softness of your skin. He covers you and he stays watching you all night, to make sure your fever doesn't start again.
In the early morning, he finally fell asleep and his hands slid and shifted very dangerously, to much more intimate places on your body. You realize it when you open your eyes but it doesn't bother you. You enjoy his touch because you trust him and because you have always appreciated him. You stay snuggled in his arms until he wakes up himself. He realizes the placement of his hands on your body and immediately removes them. He feels his cheeks redden and stammers an apology. You shake your head “It’s nothing, you were sleeping.. And it was me who insisted..” He laughs “Are you better today ? Let me take your temperature. Mhh perfect.” You thank him for yesterday, he smiles, tightening his grip on your body. “If I had known that I was going to take an ice bath with my teammate, completely naked and then sleep with her, in the same day, I would never have believed.. Haha..” You pretend to sulk, he pinches your cheek “Ohhh, you’re adorable when you sulk, you know I can’t refuse you anything, when you look at me like that.” He tickles you, you end up squirming, laughing and begging for him to release you. He kisses your forehead and gets out of bed, covering you to bring you some clothes and letting you get dressed in private.
He will get you breakfast and watch over you for a few more days. You never had this kind of closeness again and no awkwardness arose between you and your Captain.
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sl-newsie · 3 months ago
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American Woman (Thomas Shelby x American OC) Ch. 38: Revive
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All night I keep watch. All night I wait. Wait for his breathing to cease, wait for him to open his eyes. My own exhaustion tempts my eyelids to droop but the threat of Death keeps me awake. The Reaper might swoop in any minute to claim Thomas. 
I don’t know how long it’s been when a hint of sunlight starts creeping in through the window. Thomas stirs in the bed covers and his breathing pattern quickens.
“Fuck…” 
He spoke! He tries to move his head but the brace keeps him trapped. Thomas slowly shifts over and sees me watching him. The sight makes me want to praise God a million times. He’s alive! Still weakened, but alive!
“I think I died. I saw me dad…” He groans. “And then I thought I saw an angel.”
I stand up on numb legs and reach for his hand. “You have no idea how good it sounds to hear you, Thomas. We thought you were gone.”
His tired face tries to smirk. “Miss me, eh?”
A mix between a laugh and a hiccup escapes me. “Not funny.”
Thomas’ attempt at dark humor slides off when he sees how serious I am. Those unblinking blue eyes scan my face and he realizes how worried for him I am.
“C’mere.”
He reaches for me and in a state of weakness I softly rest my head on his chest. It’s not a hug of any romantic interest, no. It’s the same kind of embrace I gave him when he woke from night terrors. One might look at this and say I’m just as scatterbrained as any other woman who takes interest in Thomas; but the feeling of comfort we give to each other is something no one can physically see. No mention of love. This is healing. 
Sadly it has to end but when I lift my head Thomas doesn’t let me go far. “Meeting you in a hospital has to stop being a common event.”
He’s still staring at me. “You’ve been crying.”
“Can you blame me? Unlike you I don’t think emotions should be embarrassing. Please promise you’ll never scare me like this again!”
The touch of his calloused hand on my face almost makes me freeze. “You-”
“Tommy?”
We both flinch at the intrusion and look up to see Michael. He looks confused and no one can blame him. It’s not often that Thomas acts vulnerable and I already see him rebuilding the walls.
“Hello Michael.”
The boy clears his throat. “Verena, could you…?”
He needs to speak with him alone. 
I nod before he can fully answer. “I’ll stand guard outside. Yell if you need anything.”
I give Thomas’ hand an extra squeeze and leave the men to their privacy. Something about Michael’s face tells me it’s personal. I go to the nearest phone and dial Ada.
“Ada? It’s Verena. Thomas is awake and doing well. Michael’s meeting with him.”
On the other end I hear her sigh. “Thank God! Do you plan on staying with him or should we hire a nurse?”
Oh. I hadn’t thought of that. There’s no question that I say yes in a heartbeat if Thomas asks, but I can’t force that on him.
“That’s for him to decide.”
Days go by and Thomas slowly starts to recuperate. The whole time I keep commuting between the hospital and Arrow House. The instant Thomas gets the discharge papers from the doctor he immediately arranges for a car to take him home. He’s right. I’d rather recover in a dustbin rather than this creepy place. He does arrange for a nurse but still insists that I stay at Arrow House until he's recovered. On the ride back Thomas drifts in and out of sleep, muttering nonsense. When we head up the driveway I see little Charlie waving from the front porch.
“Daddy!” He squeals when Thomas steps out.
A smile spreads on my face. “He’s been waiting for you. Mary says he’s been crying at night since you’ve been gone.”
Thomas kneels down and scoops the child into a hug. “Thank you. For watching him.”
“He’s a gem. I didn’t think I’d be good with kids but he and Karl have become partners in crime with me.” I point a finger at him. “Now it’s time for you, mister, to rest. I will not be taking you back to the hospital if you force your stitches open.”
Thomas rolls his eyes. “Alright, alright.” He walks inside to settle into his desk chair, bouncing Charlie on his lap. 
“Is Daddy sick?”
I set the medicine kit on the table. “Yes Charlie, and I’m going to do everything I can to help him get better.”
This makes Thomas get a cheeky grin. “Oh really?”
“Oh shut up!” I swat his shoulder.
Three months later
God smiles on us again. Thomas makes a smooth recovery and does well to not become addicted to his medication. According to Mary he made quite a statement about it. His hair grows back, as well as his redivivus spirit. If only he wasn’t so keen on ending his recovery so soon. Today’s the day he calls his brothers over and chaos is already forming.
“Absolutely preposterous!” I hiss and stiffly set the tea tray down on Thomas’ desk. 
“Well now, who is this young lady?” A deep voice asks. “Shalom!”
A new man is standing a few feet away. A man with a face that talks business and eyes that speak philosophy. He's wearing a trench coat, tallit, and a unique black hat. A Jewish man. His laid-back manner tells me Thomas trusts him. Another one of his connections.
“Verena, meet Alfie Solomons.” Thomas gestures to each of us. “Mr. Solomons, meet Ms. Verena Steenstra.”
The bearded man looks me up and down with friendly regards. “Steensta, Steenstra… I know your uncle. Very Christian, very tough. You tell him I will meet him for a drink sometime.”
I offer a hand and we shake. “Pleased to meet you. I’m assuming you are here to assist Mr. Shelby? You’re against the Russians too?”
Mr. Solomons is surprised by my wit to guess. “Yeah. ‘Cause of what they did to me mother.” He looks at Thomas. “Keep her, Tommy. She’s a live one.”
My eyes widen a fraction and a blush threatens to turn my face red. “Anyways. You will not guess what I just heard the boys talking about.”
Thomas lazily sips his whiskey. “Go on.”
“It was Micheal talking about Charlotte. He knocked her up. Do you Shelby men ever keep it in your pants?”
The door bursts open. John and Michael stroll in but Arthur cautiously keeps by the door. 
“What’s that?” John asks brightly, ignoring my annoyed tone.
I put my hands on my hips. “Let me rephrase: can you ever stop fucking?!”
Solomons outright laughs and Thomas takes another drink. Michael looks as scarlet as the rug and John simply shrugs.
“It’s nature, love. Can’t help it. I’m surprised you haven’t found a good man yourself.”
Arthur decides to step in. “Get off it, John. Verena’s much more level-headed than you’ll ever be.”
John scoffs. “Yeah but you weren’t 21 when you lost your virginity.”
Arthur gawks at me. “Steenstra? You’re 21? You’re closer to Finn than I thought. When’s your birthday?”
Okay, when did this discussion venture to the topic of my birthday? I personally don’t feel like talking about it in front of a stranger either.
“October 1903.”
Arthur gets an ‘a-ha’ expression. “I forgot women mature faster. I thought you were at least 25.”
“Hello, Arthur,” Mr. Solomons greets the oldest Shelby. “Shalom.”
Arthur’s displeased by his presence. If this is going to be another meeting full of cocky men then I want no part of it. I weave through the group but Thomas stops me just before I reach the door.
“Take some time for yourself, eh? We’ve got everything covered.”
My eyes narrow. “You said you’ve been taking a break.”
He tilts his head. “I’ve formed a plan.”
“Oh no.”
“Oh yes. And right now it’s for us to handle. Please-”
“I know, I know.” I hold my hands up in defeat and exit the office.
Ring! Ring! 
“Ms. Steenstra! Telephone!”
Well how about that?
I reach the phone and I already know it’s Ada from Karl’s laughter in the background.
“Verena? How are the boys?”
The building stress from the past month presses on my shoulders. “Making another mess. Seems that men are the only ones I can get along with. You’re the one who’s not pushing me away, Ada. Polly won’t talk. Esme’s too busy being pregnant. Linda and Lizzie hate me.”
It sounds harsh but after all these weeks of helping at Arrow House one would think someone else would call or stop by. But no. Only a few letters and select calls from Polly. Nothing too extreme. Maybe her ‘project’ is keeping her busy.
“Come over to my place for dinner. Karl would love to see you.”
Ada’s offer sounds like a breath of fresh air. “You mean it?”
“Of course. Get over here, we’re having a girls night!”
Well it’s about bloody time.
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snowe-zolynn-rogers · 9 months ago
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Pairings: None
Word Count: 1,233 Words
Summary: The aftermath of a solar eclipse.
Warnings: Cursing, Blood (mentioned only), Minor Injury (mentioned only), Panic Attack, Caps, Crying (lots of it), Angst, Fluff, Family Bonding, Past Character Death (mentioned), let me know if I should add anything else.
Binding And Bonding: Chapter 2
Eclipse groaned, feeling something moving him. Was Solar moving? No. Someone's foot was planted on his shoulder shaking him.
"Get up, Eclipse, what the fuck did you do in here!?" Moon's voice filtered to Eclipse.
Eclipse groaned again at the annoyance of being awake when he was still exhausted. Eclipse could feel Solar was more awake than him and internally pinged Solar to speak instead.
"Moon?" Solar's voice filtered from their voice box.
"Yeah, Eclipse, it's me. What did you do? Why is there blood on the ground?" Moon asked. Eclipse gave a chuckle at Moon not knowing whose voice was whose.
"Wrong one." Eclipse found it in himself to tell Moon.
"What do you mean wrong one?" Moon asked.
"Look at the sigils. You know what they mean." Eclipse told him, too tired to explain. Eclipse opened their eyes and let Solar have half control like Solar was vying for. Both had control of one eye, giving as much control as they took. It was nice, it was balanced.
Moon was knelt down, looking in growing horror at the sigils on the ground in chalk and swiping blood away from a few of them, which had spread since Eclipse had poured it.
"These are summoning and binding sigils." Moon realized. "You of all people wanted a soul bond?" Moon asked.
"It was the only way." Eclipse huffed.
"Who did you…" Moon stopped his question, seeming to realize where they were and Eclipse gave a lazy half-smirk.
"Hi Moon." Solar greeted Moon, making sure his voice sounded like it used to.
"Solar." Moon lurched forward in tears already, grabbing Eclipse and Solar as he cradled them close like he'd lose Solar again. "Oh god." Moon buried his faceplate into Eclipse's shoulder, little droplets falling against Eclipse's shoulder as Solar hugged Moon back as tightly as he could manage.
"I'm okay. It's okay." Solar assured him as Moon seemed to break into hysterics, shaking and heart-wrenching sobs piercing through the stale air of the room.
"He's safe, Moon." Eclipse pushed to sit up as Moon simply collapsed against them, limp in their arms as he cried and nearly screamed with his hands fighting to cling his upper body as tightly against them as he could.
"I'm right here. I'm not going anywhere, Moon. I'm not dying again." Solar promised, rocking Moon, seeming to know what to do to help Moon more than Eclipse. Since Solar seemed to know better, Eclipse let Solar front more, watching through their eyes as Moon was overwhelmed and slowly crying himself out on their shoulder until he was nearly asleep.
"Shh, I know. I'll be okay. You'll be okay. It's safe to sleep. I'm right here for you." Solar assured Moon, who couldn't help but pass out asleep from how much crying he'd done.
"What happened?" Eclipse whispered.
"He had a panic attack." Solar sighed.
"Is he okay?" Eclipse asked.
"He'll be fine. He just needs to rest." Solar told him, grunting as he scooped Moon's body into his arms and was about to transfer Moon to the bed in the room but spotted that Moon had blood from the circle on his pants.
"Alright, get out of the optics, I need to change his clothes." Solar told Eclipse as he sat Moon against the nightstand and carefully detached Moon's fingers from their neck frills.
"I'm not a pervert. I respect people's privacy, you know." Eclipse scoffed, tuning out their optics to let Solar have privacy with their brother. Was Moon Eclipse's brother again? Did Solar inhabiting his body too make it so that Moon was his brother again? Eclipse kind of liked the idea of having a family again.
"Alright, he's clean and decent." Solar told Eclipse and Eclipse tuned back into their optics, seeing Moon laying in the bed in a clean pair of sweatpants and a big fluffy hoodie.
Moon was curled up in the bed while Solar was rubbing over Moon's arm softly and tucking him in. Eclipse liked that Moon looked so calm when he was sleeping.
"I'm going to clean what you did. Thank you, Eclipse. I'm sorry we have to share a body." Solar told him.
"You think I didn't know I would be sharing a body?" Eclipse asked back.
"I… Thank you anyway." Solar told him, a smile forming on their face as Solar rubbed a particular divot in Moon's faceplate that made Moon give a sighs sigh, relaxing from the tenseness of a nightmare Moon had been having.
"Thank you for coming back. I actually missed you, you nice bastard." Eclipse huffed as he helped Solar clean up the soul binding ritual and fixed up their left hand.
"I missed you too, surprisingly. I missed that cocky other version of me going batshit over Ruin." Solar gave a content sigh, finishing the cleaning up and making sure the blood hadn't seeped into the wood.
"You ruined this patch of flooring." Solar sighed, watching the blood-soaked floorboards.
"Yeah, I know. I plan to offer to fix it." Eclipse groaned with annoyance that the floorboards needed to be ripped up and replaced.
"I want to tell Earth. Lunar and Sun too." Solar told Eclipse.
"Yeah, I'll sleep, you do that." Eclipse muttered, settling to sleep in their mindspace, curled up like a kitten. Solar looked in on this and chuckled at Eclipse sleeping like a cat in their mindspace. It was kind of nice to see him sleep for once.
Solar tucked Moon in more and then went to the daycare, looking down to see the group of three siblings in the daycare cleaning the barrels. Solar knocked on the door to get their attentions as he came in.
"Eclipse?" Sun asked tiredly.
"Nice guess, close but no." Solar told them. "Earth, is knitting still available?" Solar asked, making her eyes widen at him. "Lunar, buddy, is Jack alright?" Lunar stared up at him like he saw a ghost, which he basically was. "Sun, it's a couple weeks late, but can we still play Gang Beasts?" Solar asked.
"Solar?" Lunar asked.
"SOLAR!" Earth tackled him to the ground, tears already on her face as she began to sob and clutch to him, Sun guiding a shaky Lunar over as well.
"I'm okay. I'm back, Earth." Solar assured her as her sobs slowly quieted into hiccups and sniffles, wiping her face.
"I'm sorry for attacking you!" She whimpered out.
"It's okay, I knew you would." Solar hugged her tightly and sighed as she settled against him.
"Solar, it's really you?" Lunar asked.
"It is. Eclipse actually did it." Solar smiled. Eclipse roused with a soft groan in their mindspace, as if annoyed having heard his name in his sleep.
"How?" Sun asked.
"He had to perform a soul-binding ritual, which is why I'm in his body. Our souls are bonded, which makes it so my core is from this world now instead of my old one. And both of us used all of his remaining magic along with the boost from the solar eclipse to bring back all the dimensions Ruin destroyed. We don't have any magic anymore." Solar explained.
"We're so glad you're back, Solar." Sun told him.
"I'm glad I'm back too. It felt like forever and I missed all of you the whole time." Solar smiled, bringing Sun and Lunar in for a hug as well as Earth calmed down.
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infiniteeight8 · 1 year ago
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OH MY GOD!
now I want a continuation about Tony Stark and the soul stone
I’m sorry I made you all wait this long for the second part of this, because I got two separate Asks requesting a continuation, so I know you folks were eager for it! The good news is, the intervening time allowed me to figure out what I wanted to do with it, which I didn’t at first. 😀 In other good news, because I got two Asks, you are getting two follow ups! This is the first, and the second will be next up (hopefully tomorrow but no guarantees).
Edited to add a link to part 1: https://www.tumblr.com/infiniteeight8/733934828920225792/magical-artifact-chose-tony-stark?source=share
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They’re all a little shocked when Thanos finally goes down. According to the Soul Stone, he’s not just dead, but completely eliminated right down to the soul. There will be no resurrections here. After a minute, just absorbing the fact that Thanos was down and not getting up again, everyone looks at Strange.
This isn’t the timeline that Strange saw. Tony knows that. But the wizard’s expression is calm, even reassuring. “We won,” he promises them. “Thanos is no more.” 
Star-Man—or whatever—and his crew drift off into a little knot, talking among themselves. Maybe about what comes next. Maybe about the one Tony gathers they lost. Tony’s not sure he cares, because Strange has said something to Peter, and although he glances at Tony in concern, he nods and moves off to give them some privacy.
Tony sits down on a chunk of rock and sighs. He’s not sure he’s ready for this conversation. The Soul Stone is silent. Who knows what that means. Maybe it just understand that he needs some time.
Strange sits down next to him. “I’m sorry,” he says quietly. 
Tony shoots him a surprised glance. “What for?”
“I know how we won.” Strange taps the pendant that houses the Time Stone. “That’s not a sacrifice anyone should be forced into.”
Tony snorts. “Better me than billions of others.”
Strange laughs at that. It’s not a hard laugh, a laugh because otherwise you’ll cry. No, it actually sounds happy. “And that’s why I’m also not sorry,” he says. “In the timeline I saw, the one where we ‘won’,” Tony can hear the quotes, “you gave your life to save the rest of us. Selfishly, I think this is better.”
Selfishly, huh? Tony thinks. His apparent future death didn’t feel real to him. It wasn’t much different than any other time his friends had worried an Iron Man mission would be the end of him. But Strange looked haunted to speak of it. It was real to him. It was real, and it mattered.
The Soul Stone had said Strange would welcome him. 
He looks at Strange and manages a smile. “Call me Tony.”
Strange smiles back. “Stephen,” he says.
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(Sorry about the no actual Soul Stone shenanigans this time! Stephen and Tony needed a minute to connect. Next time, I promise.)
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queer-advice-hotline · 1 year ago
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Hello! Soooo long story incoming...
CW For homophobia and religion
So, for context, I am a 20 y.o autistic lesbian living in a small conservative and religious town, and I live with my parents and my teenage sister. My mom is very religious and homophobic. The type of homophobe to say that they would never hurt a gay person, but still thinks being gay is unnatural. She already knows I'm gay, but refuses to accept it. My dad just doesn't give a fuck about either helping me or being against me, so he is just very neutral.
Recently I was planning on leaving my home town to study on college, maybe in another state or at least in the capital city in my state. Partly because I want more oportunities but also because I want to leave my home, have my own space, and a little bit of privacy, without my mom's watchful eye judging me all the time. I didn't tell my parents about that last part tho, I just told them I wanted to go to college to certain places and they were trying to support me.
But my mom started to catch up to my plan and asked me if I just wanted to leave the town, and I was honest and I said yes. She asked me if it was because of my sexuality and I also said yes. She started to try to convince me that bad people from the internet made me go to the "wrong path" and that I just had to meet the right man. I was already so tired because we had these types of conversations for a 100 times already. I barely even argued with her because I didn't know what to say anymore.
The she started to cry, saying that she was suffering too much, how she probably did something wrong and this was all a punishment from God. When she started to realized I did not want to change and give a chance to men, no matter how much she tried to convince me, she started crying really hard and left. It was almost as if I died. Apparently not marrying a man and not wanting to have kids is that devastating to my mom to the point where I am basically dead for her. I feel guilty and horrible. I feel like I'm a mistake.
I just locked myself in the bathroom and cried. I had no idea what to do. I only have my girlfriend who lives in another state (who is trying to help me as much as she can, dispite not being able to do much outside of giving emotional support), only a single friend from high school and a few mutuals.
My mom will definitely not let me go to college somewhere else after this, or at least she won't help me financially. I am basically alone and also broke. I don't know how much longer I will be able to live in this house without becoming completely insane, so I still wanted to leave, but I am not sure if it's a good idea.
I am not sure what options I have... I would like to get help from more experienced queer people on that matter.
(Also, for more context, I don't live in the US, so I need general advice that doesn't apply only to people from the US)
If you’re comfortable lying, you can always try and go back on what you said, just so she will financially help you to move out.
I’m not sure what the options are in your country, but you could look into scholarships and other forms of financial aid from the university you want to go to. They may offer assistance with housing and payment so you can still go. You can also look into other universities that may offer that sort of thing.
You can see if any friends of yours are willing or able to help in any way. If you can stay with them temporarily while you find work to support yourself, that could at least get you out of the house.
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sunstranded · 7 months ago
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INTJ: Pleasantries
Now to appear even more like I'm going against what I just previously said, I want to complain how needless I find pleasantries. I wonder if this is some INTJ thing that only INTJs do. Even as an INTJ, I don't know and would be hesitant to claim so.
Anyway, I just encountered two of the most... needless and tiresome experience so far in the new realm I am in. By this I meant, I just got a whiplash of thing that happened to me before (that I am able to recognize as the most needless and tiring bullshit ever) but in a different context.
Anecdote Z:
I was in an event and just politely left at the time it was supposed to be done because it exceeded it. In this event I found it very annoying that newcomers felt very excluded and that the prompt for the whole thing (why the event even was interesting to me in the first place) was not only discarded and forgotten but also the existence of the event and its execution proves the prompt. In the short most sensical way to put it, the people in the event were proving the prompt that they wanted to disprove by whatever the hell they were doing. Also known as a waste of my time.
Anecdote Y:
In a meeting, I find myself having to stretch what I want to say just to spare people's feelings because they will stop listening if I ruffle feathers. Either that, or misunderstandings and needless pettiness and fights will hinder progress. It is utterly annoying because if I ever stretch what I want to say, it is inefficient for them to understand. I find it important to establish emotions as an irrelevant matter in the present discussion of work. Handle that emotional wreckage and damage after. Good god.
By all this, it is clear now why an INTJ can might as well be painted as the always dissatisfied perfectionist that will break bones and feelings because of it. I argue against such an observation. Analyze further. Why am I dissatisfied? Not because I want perfection but I recognize that potential that equalizes our capacity with the most of what it can reach. That is not perfection. It may be more of an ideation or ideal conception but unlike dreamers I live my dreams awake. I also do not break bones and feelings without a payoff I deem worthwhile despite the pain. I make calculated moves, get hurt now cry later but at least we are getting somewhere.
Anecdote Z and Y, if I had failed to show it by being vague on my story telling for the sake of my privacy, they both show how I get frustrated and annoyed but I keep it in until it is appropriate to let it out. We've asked these people for their time and I find it rude to use it all up for the sake of my feelings alone.
Furthermore, I value self-awareness and belongingness even if my self-awareness and comfort in it is the reason I often find myself not belonging anywhere. I learned early on that exclusion that guests may feel because of execution is a justified because the gauge of execution being good is not just a smooth operation but every guest finding the event worth their while. And what I find people forget when pleasantries are no longer softening up the blow is that I am deemed cruel and all about myself when in reality I am telling them useful criticism that is actually constructive because wasting someone else's time is more insulting to me. Hence, I always give constructive criticism because insults are wasting someone's time and headspace. But even then, I only give criticism when prompted to or if it is worth saying since it is a conscious decision for me to speak something, know how to speak it, and make sure there's little chance of it being misused.
So when pleasantries in the form of sugarcoating and having to be so very careful about someone's feelings to the point you pay the price of the criticism being misunderstood or not taken at all, it is really annoying and utterly useless. I do not need a perfect dialogue, a perfect event, a perfect anything. All I really care for is not using my lack of sugarcoating as a lack of care for pleasantries and politeness. It is not brutal honesty. It's accurate constructive criticism that some people can receive as brutal honesty. If I was being brutally honest then I would not think of ways to be constructive about it and even spend headspace to think of ways to improve.
For the given anecdotes, I did not give my constructive criticism because it is not asked of me and I have confidence that people can find it out on their own. However, those anecdotes, if I am ever asked for criticism, I will give it and give it to them as constructive criticism. However, my intent does not guarantee that their interpretation would see that.
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