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The Encounter
Bucky x Y/N
Set during civil war, Bucky goes to a bar in RomaniaâŚperhaps his love for plums might find him a ladyâŚ.
Warnings: Smut. Unprotected P in v sex. Fingering. Daddy kink. Plums. đ
The bar wasnât anything special, tucked away in the less-trafficked alleys of Bucharest, a place where anonymity was as much a selling point as the cheap drinks.
The neon lights inside hummed faintly, illuminating the faded wooden bar and mismatched stools. The air carried the faint tang of spilled beer and cigarette smokeâa combination that could almost be called charming if you squinted hard enough.
Bucky liked this place. It was quiet, overlooked, and far removed from the chaos heâd left behind in Washington, D.C. He kept his cap low as he slipped onto a stool in the corner, his metal arm hidden beneath the sleeve of his jacket. Nobody here paid him much attention, and that was exactly the way he wanted it.
That was, until she walked in.
She didnât so much enter as command the room, boots clicking against the sticky floor as she made her way to the bar. Her grungy yet effortlessly cool aesthetic set her apart: ripped jeans, a vintage band tee, and a leather jacket that had clearly seen better days. Her hair fell in soft waves, and when she slid onto the stool a few spaces down from him, her lips curled into a smirk as she flagged down the bartender.
âPlum martini, pleaseâ she said, her voice low and honeyed with an edge of sarcasm. âAnd make it strong.â
Bucky froze mid-sip of his beer.
Plums.
The request yanked him from his own thoughts, stirring something almost primal in him. He hadnât tasted a plum in decades, but the memory of their sweetness, their simplicity, still lingered. He glanced her way, his curiosity piqued.
The bartender nodded, and within minutes, a martini glass was set before her. She wrapped her fingers around the stem, her rings clinking softly against the glass.
âNot the usual choice,â he found himself saying before he could stop himself.
She turned her head, her brows arching in surprise. Her gaze landed on himâblue eyes meeting hersâand her smirk widened.
âAnd beer is?â she shot back, taking a deliberate sip of her drink.
Bucky chuckled, a sound he hadnât made in longer than he cared to admit. âFair point, doll.â
Her smirk faltered, just for a second, before she set her glass down. âDoll, huh? Bold of you to assume Iâd let you get away with that.â
âIt suits you,â he said simply, shrugging one shoulder.
She studied him for a moment, her head tilting slightly as if trying to puzzle him out. There was something about himâhis quiet demeanor, the way his shoulders hunched just enough to seem unapproachable, but not enough to feel entirely cold. The dark baseball cap didnât do much to hide his sharp jawline or those piercing eyes that looked like theyâd seen too much.
âWell,â she said finally, lifting her glass toward him. âIf Iâm âdoll,â what does that make you?â
He leaned back slightly, his lips twitching in a barely-there smile. âDepends. What do I look like?â
Her eyes flickered over him, sharp and assessing. âLike trouble,â she said, her tone playful but her gaze unwavering.
âNot wrong,â he muttered, taking another sip of his beer.
âWhatâs your name?â she asked, leaning her elbow on the bar as she turned to face him fully.
He hesitated, the question catching him off guard. He hadnât used his name in a long timeâhadnât really needed to. But something about her made him want to offer something, even if it was just a piece of himself.
âJames,â he said after a beat.
Her lips curled again. âJames, huh? Classic. I like it. Iâm Y/N.â
âY/N,â he repeated, testing the sound. It rolled off his tongue easily, naturally. He liked it, too.
She smiled and took another sip of her martini, and for a moment, the two of them sat in comfortable silence, the noise of the bar fading into the background.
âWhat brings you here, James?â she asked eventually, her tone casual but curious.
âNeeded a drink,â he replied, deflecting. It wasnât exactly a lie, but it wasnât the whole truth either.
Her eyes narrowed slightly, like she could tell he was holding back, but she didnât press. Instead, she nodded toward his nearly empty beer. âWell, clearly, you need another. You stick to beer, or are you brave enough to try something new?â
He raised a brow, intrigued by the challenge in her voice. âWhat do you have in mind, Kitten?â
Her laugh was soft but genuine, and he swore he saw her cheeks flush slightly at the nickname. âYouâre really doubling down on the pet names, huh?â
âThey fit,â he said simply, his tone low and steady.
âSure they do.â She waved the bartender over and ordered two shots of plum brandy. âYou like plums, James?â
His eyes flicked to her, sharp and almost suspicious. âWhat makes you ask?â
She shrugged, feigning nonchalance. âI donât know. You just give me... vintage vibes. And plums feel vintage, donât they? Old-fashioned. Classic.â
The corner of his mouth twitched again, the closest thing to a smile sheâd seen so far. âYeah. I like plums.â
She grinned, triumphant, and slid one of the shots toward him. âThen this oneâs on me.â
He studied her for a moment, the shot glass sitting untouched between them. She was bold, confident, and had an edge to her that he couldnât quite put his finger on. But there was something elseâsomething beneath the surface that reminded him of home, of the way things used to be.
With a slight nod, he picked up the glass. âTo... plums,â he said, his voice tinged with dry amusement.
She clinked her glass against his. âTo plums.â
They drank, and the burn of the brandy was immediate, warming him from the inside out. It wasnât just the alcohol, though. It was herâthe way she laughed softly as she set her glass down, the way her eyes sparkled in the dim light.
âSo, Y/N,â he said, leaning closer, his tone teasing but her gaze steady. âWhatâs your deal? You just passing through, or are you sticking around for a while?â
âDepends,â she said, mirroring her earlier words. âWhatâs here to stick around for?â
He smirked, his gloved fingers idly tracing the rim of his glass. âGuess youâll have to find out.â
She raised an eyebrow at his response, smirking as she leaned forward. âOh, I see how it is. The mysterious type. Let me guess, Jamesâyouâre one of those guys who likes to stay quiet, brood in the corner, and make everyone wonder whatâs going on in your head.â
Bucky tilted his head, her words hitting closer to home than she likely intended. âYou saying that like itâs a bad thing?â he asked, his tone light but with a teasing edge.
âItâs not,â she admitted, swirling the remnants of her drink in her glass. âItâs intriguing. Gets people to ask questions. But itâs also a little predictable, donât you think? Quiet guy, dark past, hiding out in a bar? Feels like Iâve read that novel before.â
He chuckled softly, the sound low and almost sheepish. âMaybe. But not every storyâs the same, Kitten.â
She leaned back in her seat, crossing one leg over the other as she considered him. âAlright, then. Prove it. Tell me something that makes your story different.â
Bucky paused, caught off guard by the challenge. He wasnât used to opening up, especially not to strangers. But there was something about herâsomething in the way she met his gaze without flinching, as if she wasnât afraid of what she might find there.
âI donât talk much about myself,â he said finally, his voice quiet but firm. âNot to most people.â
âWhy not?â she asked, genuinely curious.
He hesitated, searching for the right words. âItâs... complicated.â
She rolled her eyes, though there was no real malice in it. âEverythingâs complicated. Youâll have to do better than that.â
Bucky studied her for a moment, his lips pressing into a thin line. âLetâs just say Iâve made some mistakes,â he said eventually. âBig ones.â
Her expression softened slightly, though she didnât let up. âWho hasnât? The question is, are you trying to fix them?â
He blinked, her words striking a chord he hadnât expected. It was such a simple question, but it carried a weight he wasnât sure he was ready to face.
âI donât know,â he admitted, his voice barely above a whisper.
She nodded slowly, her gaze never leaving his. âHonest. I like that.â
He frowned slightly, confused by her response. âYou do?â
âYeah,â she said with a small shrug. âMost people try to hide the messy parts of themselves. Pretend theyâve got it all figured out. Itâs refreshing to hear someone admit they donât have all the answers.â
He didnât know what to say to that, so he stayed quiet, his fingers idly tracing the edge of his empty beer bottle.
âAlright, James,â she said after a moment, a mischievous glint in her eye. âYour turn. Ask me something.â
He raised an eyebrow, caught off guard by her sudden shift in focus. âWhat makes you think Iâve got questions?â
âBecause everyone does,â she said simply. âAnd Iâm an open book. Mostly.â
He considered her for a moment, then leaned forward slightly. âWhy the plum martini?â
She blinked, surprised by the question. âWhat do you mean?â
âYou donât strike me as the fruity drink type,â he said, his tone even but his eyes sharp. âFigured youâd go for whiskey or something stronger.â
She laughed, the sound warm and genuine. âFair enough. But the plum martiniâs got a little history for me. My grandma used to have this plum tree in her backyard, and every summer, weâd make jam together. Sheâd let me sneak a few plums while we worked, even though she pretended to scold me for it. Drinking this kind of reminds me of her.â
Buckyâs expression softened, a rare smile tugging at the corner of his lips. âSounds like she was a good woman.â
âShe was,â Y/N said with a small nod. âTough as nails, but with a soft spot for me. Guess I get my attitude from her.â
âI can see that,â he said, his tone teasing.
She raised an eyebrow. âIs that a compliment or an insult, James?â
âA compliment,â he assured her, the smile on his face growing just a fraction.
âGood,â she said, leaning forward and resting her chin in her hand. âBecause I was about to ask if you wanted to step outside and say that again.â
He chuckled, the sound low and warm. âYouâd win, Kitten. No question.â
âDamn right, I would,â she said with a wink.
The playful banter continued, the walls Bucky had built around himself slowly starting to crumble. She was disarming in a way he hadnât expectedâsharp and witty, but also warm and understanding.
As the minutes stretched into hours, they moved from teasing quips to deeper conversations. She told him about her job at a local record store, how she spent her days surrounded by vinyl and vintage posters. He listened intently, asking questions and even surprising her with his knowledge of jazz and swing music from the â40s.
âYou really are an old soul, huh?â she teased, nudging his arm lightly.
âSomething like that,â he said, his tone laced with something she couldnât quite placeânostalgia, maybe, or regret.
She didnât push, sensing that there were things he wasnât ready to share. Instead, she leaned back in her chair, a small smile playing on her lips. âWell, I think itâs charming.â
âCharming?â he repeated, raising an eyebrow.
âYeah,â she said with a nod. âYou donât see that kind of old-school vibe much these days. Itâs refreshing.â
He didnât respond right away, but the way his gaze softened told her he appreciated the sentiment.
Eventually, the bartender called last call, and the reality of the night coming to an end settled over them.
âGuess itâs time to head out,â she said, standing and grabbing her jacket.
Bucky stood as well, his movements slow and deliberate. âYou walking home?â
âUnless youâre offering to walk me,â she said, her tone teasing but hopeful.
He hesitated for a moment, then nodded. âCome on, Doll. Letâs get you home.â
Bucky shoved his hands into his jacket pockets as he walked beside her, the cool night air brushing against his skin. The streets were quiet, the hum of distant traffic the only sound besides their footsteps on the pavement. Y/N glanced up at him occasionally, a small smile tugging at her lips.
"You didnât have to walk me home, you know," she said, breaking the silence.
He shrugged, keeping his eyes ahead. "Didnât feel right letting you walk alone. City can get rough at night."
She smirked, tilting her head toward him. "Are you saying youâre my knight in shining armor, James?"
"Not exactly," he said with a faint chuckle, "but Iâll take the compliment."
The banter came easy now, the tension from earlier melting away with every step. When they reached her apartment building, she paused at the stoop, turning to face him.
"This is me," she said, gesturing to the old brick building behind her.
He nodded, rocking back on his heels. "Looks like a nice place."
"Itâs got charm," she said with a grin. "Wanna come in for a drink? Least I can do for my, uh, unofficial bodyguard."
Bucky hesitated, the offer catching him off guard. But there was no hesitation in her gaze, only warmth and genuine curiosity.
"Sure," he said finally.
Her apartment was small but cozy, with mismatched furniture and walls lined with shelves full of books and records. A soft lamp in the corner bathed the room in a warm golden glow, and the faint scent of vanilla lingered in the air.
"Make yourself at home," she said, tossing her keys onto a side table and slipping off her jacket. She disappeared into the kitchen, calling out, "Whatâs your poison? Iâve got beer, wine, whiskey...water, if youâre feeling particularly adventurous."
Bucky chuckled, sitting on the edge of the couch. "Whiskeyâs good."
A moment later, she returned with two glasses, handing one to him before plopping down on the couch beside him. She tucked her legs under her, her knee brushing against his as she turned to face him.
"Cheers," she said, raising her glass.
He clinked his glass against hers, the sound soft and almost intimate in the quiet room.
They sipped in silence for a moment before she leaned back against the cushions, studying him.
"So, James," she began, a playful lilt in her voice. "Whatâs your story? And donât give me that âitâs complicatedâ nonsense again."
He smirked, swirling the amber liquid in his glass. "It really is complicated."
"Try me," she said, her gaze steady and unflinching.
He exhaled, his fingers tapping against the glass. He wasnât sure why he felt the urge to share, but something about her made him feel...safe.
"Iâve been through some things," he said carefully. "Seen and done things Iâm not proud of. Spent a long time trying to figure out who I am, where I fit in the world."
Her expression softened, but she didnât interrupt. She just waited, giving him the space to continue.
"Itâs like...coming back to a world thatâs moved on without you," he said finally, his voice barely above a whisper. "And youâre not sure if you even belong in it anymore."
She nodded slowly, her gaze never leaving his. "That sounds...lonely."
"It is," he admitted, the words slipping out before he could stop them.
She reached out, her hand resting lightly on his arm. "Youâre not alone now," she said gently. "Youâve got people who care about you, right? Friends? Family?"
He hesitated, the weight of her question settling over him. "Some," he said eventually. "But itâs not always easy to let them in."
"Why not?" she asked, her tone curious rather than judgmental.
He looked down at his glass, his thumb tracing the rim. "Because once people see the real youâthe parts you try to hideâthey might not stick around."
She frowned, her grip on his arm tightening slightly. "Thatâs bullshit, James. The people who matter wonât run. And anyone who does? Theyâre not worth your time."
Her words were blunt, but they carried a conviction that he couldnât ignore.
"You really believe that?" he asked, looking up at her.
"I do," she said firmly. "Lifeâs too short to waste on people who donât see your worth."
He studied her for a long moment, the warmth in her eyes stirring something deep inside him.
"Thanks," he said softly.
She smiled, her thumb brushing against his arm before she pulled her hand away. "Anytime."
They fell into an easy conversation after that, the topics shifting from heavy to light. She told him about her favorite records and her dream of opening her own little shop one day. He shared bits and pieces about his love for old books and the time he spent tinkering with motorcycles.
The hours slipped by, the world outside fading away as they sat there, two strangers slowly becoming something more.
Eventually, her head tipped back against the couch, her eyes growing heavy. She stifled a yawn, glancing at the clock on the wall.
"Guess I kept you longer than I planned," she said with a sheepish smile.
"I donât mind," he said, his voice low and steady.
She looked at him for a moment, her smile softening. "Well, if you ever feel like talking again, you know where to find me."
Bucky nodded, his lips curving into a small smile. "Iâll keep that in mind, Kitten."
She laughed, the sound light and genuine. "Good. Now, let me grab you a blanket for the couch. Itâs too late for you to be wandering the streets."
Y/N stood up and stretched, the hem of her shirt rising slightly as she reached her arms overhead. Buckyâs eyes flicked to the motion before he quickly looked away, focusing instead on his half-empty glass of whiskey.
"You donât have to do that," he said, standing and setting his glass down on the coffee table. "I can head outâitâs no problem."
She turned, hands on her hips, a teasing smile tugging at her lips. "What kind of host would I be if I let you walk home at this hour? Besides, You werenât kidding about the city being rough at night. And I doubt you want to deal with random drunks yelling at you from across the street."
He raised an eyebrow, a smirk tugging at his lips. "You think I canât handle myself?"
"Oh, Iâm sure you can," she said with a chuckle, walking past him to grab a blanket from a basket near the armchair. "But why bother when you can have a perfectly good couch right here?"
Bucky hesitated, the warmth of her offer sinking in. It had been a long time since someone had cared about his well-being like this.
"Alright," he said finally, his voice soft. "If youâre sure."
"Iâm sure," she said, tossing the blanket onto the couch. "Pillowâs over there if you need it."
As she stepped closer, her expression softened, the teasing replaced by something quieter, more sincere. "Youâve had enough lonely nights, havenât you?"
Her words hit him like a gentle blow, not painful but heavy with understanding. He nodded, not trusting himself to speak.
"Well, not tonight," she said firmly, her hand brushing his arm as she stepped back. "Now, do you want another drink, or are you good?"
"Iâm good," he said, his voice a little rough.
"Alright, then." She gave him one last smile before heading toward her bedroom. "Goodnight, Bucky." -
"Y/N."
It wasnât loudâbarely above a murmurâbut there was a weight to it that made her pause. She glanced back over her shoulder, finding him still standing near the couch, one hand brushing through his hair like he wasnât sure what to do with himself.
"Yeah?" she prompted, tilting her head slightly, her expression curious.
His lips parted, then closed, like the words were stuck somewhere deep. For a second, she thought he might brush it off entirely. But then his blue eyes found hers, and there was something unguarded in his gaze, something raw.
"I..." he started, his voice quiet. "I donât want to be alone tonight."
Her chest tightened at the vulnerability laced in his tone. It wasnât desperationâBucky Barnes didnât seem like the kind of man who begged for anything. It was more like an admission, one that cost him something to say out loud.
"Okay," she said simply, her voice soft but steady.
She turned fully toward him, walking back into the living room. Her bare feet padded lightly on the floor as she stopped just a few feet from him, close enough to see the flicker of relief in his expression.
"Iâll stay for a while," she added after a beat. "Come sit with me?"
For a moment, he just looked at her, like he was trying to figure out if she really meant it. Then, with a small nod, he moved toward the couch.
She settled into the cushions, patting the spot beside her. He hesitated only briefly before sitting down, the proximity bringing a faint warmth to the air between them.
"Do you do this for all the random guys you meet in bars?" he asked, the faintest hint of a teasing smile tugging at his lips.
"Only the ones who donât bolt when I ask for their names," she shot back, her tone light but her eyes steady on him.
A low chuckle escaped him, and she felt the tension in the room ease slightly.
"Guess I made the cut, then," he said, leaning back slightly, his metal arm resting along the back of the couch.
"Guess so," she replied, leaning back as well, her legs tucked under her.
For a moment, they sat in silence. It wasnât awkward, though. If anything, it felt... comfortable. Like they didnât need to fill the space with words.
"Thanks," he said suddenly, his voice soft.
"For what?" she asked, glancing at him.
"For... this," he said, gesturing vaguely to the room. "For not asking too many questions. For not running the other way when you sawâ" He stopped himself, his jaw tightening for just a second.
"Hey," she said, her voice gentle but firm. "You donât owe me an explanation. Whatever it is, whoever you areâit doesnât scare me, okay?"
His eyes flicked to hers, and for a moment, she thought he might say something else. But then he just nodded, the corner of his mouth lifting slightly in a quiet smile.
She reached out without thinking, her fingers brushing lightly against his metal hand where it rested on the back of the couch.
"Itâs not the first time Iâve met someone carrying a heavy load," she said softly. "And it probably wonât be the last. But you donât have to carry it alone tonight."
Buckyâs breath hitched slightly at her words. He looked down at her hand, the way it lingered against his, warm and steady.
"Why are you so nice to me?" he asked, his voice quiet, almost disbelieving.
"Maybe I just have a soft spot for mysterious guys with good taste in whiskey," she teased lightly, though her tone held an undercurrent of sincerity.
His lips twitched into a real smile this time, one that reached his eyes. "Lucky me, then."
They sat there for a while longer, the only sound the steady tick of the antique clock on the mantle.
She leaned into him, her head resting on his shoulder, and Bucky wrapped his arms around her, pulling her closer. The warmth of her body against his was a stark contrast to the cold metal of his prosthetic, a reminder of the vast differences between them. Yet, in that moment, all he could feel was the connection that had grown stronger with each shared secret, each stolen glance.
The couch was not built for two, but somehow, they made it work. Her legs curled underneath her, and she fit perfectly into the space beside him. He could feel her breathing, slow and steady, as she dozed off, the events of the evening catching up to her.
Bucky watched her, his heart beating a rhythm that was both familiar and new at the same time.
He knew he should be on guard, his instincts honed for danger, but all he wanted was to hold her, to keep her safe, to let the peace of this moment seep into the cracks of his damaged soul.
With a gentle sigh, he leaned down and pressed a soft kiss to her forehead, his lips lingering for a brief second.
The room grew quiet, the air thick with the unspoken tension that had been building between them all evening. Her eyes fluttered open to meet his, and she searched his gaze for any hint of what was to come. The moonlight spilled through the window, casting a silver glow across her features, making her look ethereal, like a creature not of this world.
Buckyâs thumb traced the line of her jaw, the pad of his finger brushing over her cheekbone before his hand found its way into the softness of her hair.
He felt the warmth of her breath against his neck as she exhaled a contented sigh.
Slowly, as if afraid she might break, he leaned in closer, his eyes never leaving hers. The space between them narrowed, the anticipation building like the crescendo of a symphony. Their lips met, tentative at first, as if testing the waters of a newfound intimacy. The kiss grew deeper, more urgent, as the walls theyâd built around themselves crumbled to dust. It was a kiss filled with the promise of something more, a silent declaration of the feelings theyâd both been too afraid to voice.
Her arms slid around his neck, her fingers playing with the ends of his hair as she pulled him closer. His hand found the small of her back, the touch sending shivers down her spine. The kiss grew hotter, more insistent, as the passion between them ignited like a wildfire. They broke apart for a moment, both of them breathing heavily, their eyes searching the otherâs for any sign of doubt or regret. Finding none, Bucky leaned back in, capturing her mouth once more in a kiss that was both fierce and tender.
Their bodies aligned, and she could feel the steady thump of his heart against her chest.
ââ-smutââ-smutâââsmutââ-smutââ-smutââ-smutââ-
It was a comforting rhythm, a reminder that he was real, that this moment was not just a figment of her imagination. His hands moved to the zipper of her jacket, pulling it down with a whisper of sound. She shrugged it off, her eyes never leaving his as she revealed the soft fabric of her blouse beneath. The air grew charged as he placed his hand on her bare skin, the warmth of his touch sending waves of desire through her.
Their kisses grew more frantic as they moved closer, the fabric of their clothes seeming to melt away as their hands explored each other. The couch creaked under their weight as they shifted, the springs protesting against the passion that had taken them over. They were a tangle of limbs and emotions, a dance of need and want that neither could resist.
Buckyâs hand found the zipper of her skirt, his movements deliberate and sure. She lifted her hips, allowing him to slide it down her legs. The cool air kissed her skin, leaving goosebumps in its wake. He pulled her closer, his hand moving to the hem of her shirt, lifting it to expose her stomach. His thumb traced the delicate line of her belly button, sending a thrill through her.
He paused, his hand hovering just above the fabric, waiting for her permission. She nodded, her breath hitching in her throat. He pulled her shirt over her head, leaving her in just her bra. She felt exposed, vulnerable, but she trusted him, knew that he would never hurt her. He leaned in, his breath warm against her skin as he placed a gentle kiss just above the lace.
Their hearts pounded in sync as they continued to explore, each touch a new discovery, each kiss a silent confession of their feelings.
The night was theirs, a stolen moment in time where they could be free of their pasts and the weight of their futures. For now, there was only the here and now, and the unspoken promise of what was to come.
The couch was not a bed, but it was where they found themselves, tangled in the fabric of their desires. He took his time, his hands worshiping her body as if it were the first time heâd ever felt skin so soft, so alive. She responded with equal fervor, her nails digging into the fabric of his shirt as she pulled him closer.
Their movements grew more urgent, the tension coiling tight within them, demanding release. With a groan, Bucky lifted her, and she wrapped her legs around his waist, her arms tight around his neck. He carried her down the hallway, her heart racing as she felt the cold floorboards under her bare feet. The room was bathed in the soft glow of a single candle, casting flickering shadows across the walls. He laid her down gently on the bed, his eyes never leaving hers.
Their kisses grew deeper as Bucky unhooked her bra, his gaze dropping to the swell of her breasts.
He kissed the delicate skin, tracing the lines of her collarbone with his tongue before taking a nipple into his mouth. She arched her back, a gasp escaping her as he teased her with his teeth. His hands roamed her body, memorizing every curve, every inch of her softness. The sensation was overwhelming, a symphony of pleasure that resonated through her very core.
Her own hands were not idle, her fingertips exploring the planes of his chest, the ripples of his abs, and the firm muscle beneath. She felt the metal of his prosthetic against her skin and paused for a moment, her eyes searching his for explanation, soon after she realized she didnât care right now. He took her hand, kissing her palm, before placing it back, his gaze never leaving hers. He was hers, all of him, the good and the broken.
With trembling fingers, she unbuckled his belt, the clank of the metal echoing through the room. He helped her, his eyes filled with a fierce longing that matched her own. They shed their remaining clothes, the fabric pooling around them on the floor. His skin was hot against hers, the scars a map of battles fought and lives saved. She kissed each one, her lips a silent promise to cherish every part of him.
Their bodies aligned once more, and she could feel his arousal, hard and insistent, against her thigh. He hovered above her, his breathing ragged, his eyes searching hers for any hint of hesitation. She offered none, her eyes filled with a fierce love that was as unyielding as he was. With a whispered, âDarling,â he circled his thumb over her clit.
Her hips bucked at the contact, her body begging for more. He complied, his touch growing firmer, more insistent. She was so wet, so ready, and he reveled in the sweet sounds of pleasure she made, the way her breath hitched and her body quivered under his touch. He slid two fingers inside her, the warmth of her welcoming him home. She was tight, a perfect fit for him, and he knew he was lost, irrevocably, to the feel of her, the taste of her, the way she made him feel alive again.
Her hands roamed his body, tracing the scars that crisscrossed his chest and abdomen. They were a testament to his past, but she didnât see them as marks of weakness; she saw them as badges of honor, proof of his strength and resilience. Her fingertips danced over the smooth metal of his arm, and she marveled at the way it felt under her touch. He was a man of contrasts, of steel and velvet, and she wanted all of him.
âYouâre so fucking beautiful, Kitten,â he murmured against her skin, his breath hot and ragged. âI want to taste every inch of you, make you scream my name until you lose your voice.â
Her cheeks flushed at his dirty talk, but it only served to stoke the fire burning within her. He knew exactly what to say to make her blush, to make her feel wanted. His words painted a picture of carnality that had her heart racing and her body aching for more. She felt his hardness pressing against her thigh, and she knew she wanted the same.
âBucky, please,â she whimpered, her voice thick with need.
With a smirk that was both predatory and tender, he whispered, âYouâre dripping for me, doll. Does the thought of my cock filling you up turn you on?â His words were like a dark promise, a seductive taunt that had her biting her bottom lip. She nodded, her cheeks flushing a deep crimson as she felt a gush between her legs.
âGood girl,â he praised, his thumb flicking over her clit in response to her desperate plea. His cock was heavy and thick, a testament to his desire for her. He leaned down, his mouth capturing hers in a deep, passionate kiss that made her toes curl. He could feel her hips rocking against his hand, her body begging for release.
As their kisses grew more fevered, Bucky slid his fingers from her pussy, bringing them to his mouth. He sucked them clean, tasting her sweetness, watching the way her eyes widened at the erotic act. A soft moan escaped her lips, and he knew she was on the edge. He lowered his head, his mouth leaving a trail of kisses down her neck, across her collarbone, and down to her chest. He took one nipple into his mouth, teasing it with his tongue, while his hand continued to work her clit. The sight of her, writhing beneath him, was almost too much to bear.
With a groan, he positioned himself between her legs, his cock poised at her entrance. He paused, his gaze locking onto hers. âYouâre sure?â he asked, his voice gruff with need. She nodded, her eyes dark with desire.
Slowly, he pushed into her, inch by inch, watching her face for any sign of pain. She was tight, a taut heat, like a fist gripping him, but she was slick and welcoming, her body yielding to his. He felt her walls stretch around him, the sensation so intense it was almost painful. Heâd been with other women before, but none had ever felt like this, like he was coming home after a long and brutal war.
âFuck, youâre so tight, darling,â he muttered, his jaw clenched with the effort to go slow. Her eyes fluttered closed, her breath coming in short gasps as she felt herself stretch to accommodate him. She nodded, her nails digging into his back. âGood, good girl, let me in,â he encouraged, his voice a low growl of pleasure.
The moment he was fully seated within her, he stilled, savoring the feeling of being connected to her in this most intimate way. He knew he could lose himself in her, drown in the warmth of her body, the sweetness of her kisses, and he never wanted it to end. He watched her face, her eyes squeezed shut, her mouth parted in a silent plea for more. He kissed her neck, her collarbone, his teeth scraping lightly against her skin as he began to move.
Her legs tightened around him, pulling him deeper, her hips rising to meet every thrust. The bed protested, the headboard knocking against the wall in a steady rhythm that matched the beat of their hearts. Buckyâs hand moved from her hair to her throat, his thumb tracing the pulse that hammered there. He could feel her tension building, her body coiling tight as a spring.
âLook at me, Kitten,â he ordered, his voice a rough whisper. Her eyes snapped open, locking onto his. He could see the passion, the love, the trust in their depths, and it was more beautiful than any starlit sky heâd ever seen. The intensity of their connection was almost too much to bear as he began to move in earnest, his strokes deep and powerful. âSuch a good girl for me, so good..â
Her eyes never left his as she whispered âDaddyâŚâ, her voice a soft prayer that seemed to echo through the room. Her legs tightened around him, urging him closer, deeper, as if she could somehow pull him into her very soul. The feeling of her surrounding him was more intoxicating than any serum, more potent than any battle high.
He groaned at the sound of that word on her lips, his hips driving into her with renewed vigor. It was a name heâd never been called, but it fit him like a glove, a role heâd never known heâd crave. She was his kitten, his doll, his darling, and he was her protector, her daddy.
Their rhythm grew more erratic, their kisses messy and desperate as they chased their release. He could feel her pussy clenching around him, her body tightening like a vice. He knew she was close, could hear the whimpers that fell from her lips as he picked up his pace. His own orgasm was building, a pressure that grew with every thrust.
âCome for me, doll,â he whispered, his voice a mix of grit and desire.
âI want to feel you come around my cock. Let me feel it.â
Her eyes widened, and she threw her head back, her back arching as the orgasm crashed over her like a wave. She screamed out his name, her body shaking with the force of it. He watched her, his own pleasure building, his strokes becoming more erratic as he felt her walls convulsing around him.
The sight of her, writhing in ecstasy, was almost too much to handle.
Buckyâs grip tightened on her hips, his thrusts becoming more forceful, more demanding. He could feel his own orgasm approaching, the pressure in his balls becoming unbearable. He kissed her again, his tongue delving deep as he felt her muscles tighten around him. His hand moved from her throat to her cheek, holding her face as if he was afraid sheâd slip away.
With a final, desperate groan, he pulled out, the head of his cock glistening with her release.
He hovered over her, his eyes never leaving hers as he painted her pussy with streams of cum.
The sight of him, lost in his own release, was the most erotic thing sheâd ever seen. She felt a tingle race through her, a sense of belonging and satisfaction that she hadnât known was possible.
They lay there for a moment, their breaths mingling, their bodies slick with sweat. He leaned down, kissing her softly, the taste of herself on his lips. It was an intimate moment, one that she knew sheâd never forget. He rolled off her, pulling her close, their limbs still entwined. The bed was a mess of rumpled sheets and discarded clothes, a testament to the passion theyâd just shared.
Her cheeks burned with the memory of her slip, the word âDaddyâ still hanging in the air between them. She felt vulnerable, exposed, but also a thrill that sheâd never experienced before. He chuckled, a low, rumbling sound that sent a shiver down her spine.
âDaddy, huh? That was unexpected, Kitten,â he said, his voice filled with affectionate amusement.
He kissed the tip of her nose, his eyes sparkling with mischief. âBut I like it,â he admitted, his thumb caressing her cheek. âYou make me feel like I can be more than just the Winter Soldier. Like maybe, just maybe, I can be something to someone outside of battle too.â
Her heart swelled at his words, the warmth of his affection wrapping around her like a blanket. She didnât know how to respond, so instead, she curled closer to him, her head nestling into the crook of his neck. His arms tightened around her, his chest rising and falling with deep, contented breaths.
âIâm sorry, James,â she whispered after a moment, her voice small and uncertain. She hadnât meant to say it, hadnât even realized it until the words had left her lips. The term had just slipped out, a product of the intense intimacy of the moment, a word that had once brought her comfort in a different context.
He studied her for a long moment, his expression unreadable. Then, with a soft smile that made her heart flutter, he said, âDonât be sorry, doll. Itâs just us here. No judgment. If itâs what you need, Iâll be your daddy.â He said lightheartedly, His thumb traced lazy circles on her cheek, the tender gesture at odds with the possessive growl in his voice.
Y/N felt a warmth spread through her, a feeling she hadnât experienced in a long time. It was a comfort she hadnât realized she craved, and the way he said it, so raw and unfiltered, made her feel cherished. She looked up at him, her eyes shimmering with unshed tears.
âThanks.â she whispered, her voice thick with emotion.
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Hey, guys. Hope you liked this, needed to write some Civil war Bucky!!! đŠ
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Keep looking honey
PAIRINGS: Bill 2010 x Female reader
CONTENT: SMUT + FLUFF
SYPNOSIS: When Y/N is in line for the club, she finds herself fixated on a man in his black sports car. When Bill catches her he calls her out, leaving her flustered. As the night progressed she found herself thinking about him more and more, checking the entry to see if he'd come inside, just as she lost hope she bumped into someone very familiar.
A/N: if you want to be tagged or i accidently missed your tag comment on my pinned masterlist <3 creds for divider: @kodaswrld
WARNINGS: dom!bill, sub!reader, p in v (missionary), eating out, teasing, mentions of alcohol
I was outside of a nightclub, waiting to be let in. I was smoking a cigarette and chatting to my friend, the people around us drunk and impatient. I scanned the area around me, when someone caught my eye.
A man in a black sports car, his arm resting on the window sill of the car. He had a black beanie, a few facial piercings, a black muscle tank on and a few necklaces on his neck, dangling down to his chest. He arrived early, waiting for his friends to show up, waiting in his car.
His eyes met mine, he smirked slightly, revealing a glint of his tongue piercing as he took a long drag from his cigarette. "Guck ruhig, sĂźĂe (keep looking honey)," he called out, his German accent evident as he spoke. I immediately blushed, knowing it was directed towards me. I looked away, my heart pounding in my chest.
"Hey, you ok?" my friend chuckled, her eyes wandering to wherever I was looking. "Ohhh you've been looking at that guy huh, you got a little thing for him?" she chuckled, teasing me. I rolled my eyes and smirked, "oh shut up, he's just attractive that's all," she chuckled and walked into the club when it was finally our turn to get in.
As we walked in we were immediately greeted with loud, booming music and bright lights, drunk people flailing around and dancing. I walked over to the bar, ordering a simple dirty martini and finding my friend again, I stood by the dancefloor and bobbed my head to the music, talking casually to her.
As the night went on, I found myself frequently glancing back at the entrance, curious about the man in the black sports car. I sighed and figured he probably went to another club with his friends, doubting I'd ever see him again.
That was until I turned around, walking around to find the bar, my head a little hazy from the amount of drinks I'd had. I accidently bumped into someone, causing them to spill their drink all over my top. "scheiĂe.." the man I bumped into cursed under his breath, wiping his hands on his jeans.
Suddenly, the same piercing gaze from the parking lot locked onto me, it was him. The man from the car. My eyes widened and I just stared at him. He chuckled and looked down at my stained top, his gaze lingering a little too long on my chest.
"Sorry about that schatz.." a smirk played on his lips, stepping closer to me, placing his large hand on my shoulder. His voice was low, barely audible over the pounding music. "Let me buy you a new drink gorgeous," he said, holding out his hand for me to take. I took his hand and followed him to the bar, turning around and looking at my friend as she was silently cheering for me. I smiled and turned back, sitting on the barstool with him.
"Sooo..I found you again my little admirer," he spoke up, flagging the waiter. I blushed and covered my face in embarrassment, "oh shut up! That was so embarrassing.." I whined. He chuckled and ordered me a vodka redbull, a whiskey for him. He turned to face me, his knees brushing against mine under the bar, his leg casually resting against mine, "I'm Bill.." he extended a hand.
I giggled and shook his hand, "I'm y/n," his gaze intensified as he held my hand a moment longer than necessary, his thumb lightly grazing my knuckles. He leaned in closer, his voice a low rumble in my ear, "nice to meet you, y/n. I can't lie, I've been watching you all night," my eyes widened slightly, "really..? That's funny because I've been looking for you all night," I chuckled nervously, "I figured."
After a few more drinks my head started to become hazy. I smirked and looked over at him as he stood up, slightly wobbling and holding his hand out, "let's dance schatzi, cmon," he nodded his head over to the dancefloor.
As I took his hand he pulled me up from the stool, his hand wrapping around my waist as he lead me onto the crowded dancefloor, drunk, horny bodies dancing together. The music was loud and fast paced but he moved with me with effortless grace, his hands possessive on my hips.
I leaned my head back and rested it on his shoulder, bringing my hands up and behind me to wrap them around his neck. Bill's hands slid down to grip my thighs as I danced, his touch bold and unapologetic. He nuzzles into my neck, his skin against mine as he inhaled my scent. His lips brushed my ear as he spoke, "you smell divine.." I smirked and kept dancing, softly grinding on him.
His breath hitched, his grip tightening on my thighs. He grinded back against me, his boner evident through his pants. He leaned in close, his breath hot against my ear, "let's get out of here, y/n.." his voice was commanding, leaving no room for argument.
I nodded and practically ran with him outside, I pulled out my phone and texted my friend a quick, "he's taking me home, wish me luck," I looked back and spotted her, she was already all over a guy, too busy to hear her phone going off.
I smirked and got into his car, his movements rushed and jerky as he got into the drivers seat. He started the engine, the car roaring to life as he pulled out of his parking spot, driving to his house on the outskirts of the city. His chest heaved as he raced down the highway, his foot pushing harder on the gas pedal.
The night air was cool against my flushed skin, his eyes focused on the road, his gaze occasionally flicking to me. When we finally arrived he quickly parked in the long driveway.
I unbuckled my seat belt and before I could even react Bill was by my side in an instant, in one swift motion, he lifted me out of the car, pulling me flush against his toned chest. His eyes gleamed with mischief and barely restrained hunger as he carried me bridal style toward the houses imposing front door.
He shouldered the door open, carrying me inside and kicking the door shut behind him. He carried me straight to his bedroom, his boots clomping heavily on the hardwood floors as he hurried to his room, not wanting to waste another second.
He threw me down on his king sized bed, the plush comforter enveloping me. Standing tall over me, he slowly shed his shirt, revealing his sweaty, toned chest. He then crawled onto the bed, inching closer to me, his hands moving to each side of my head, caging me in. His intense gaze roving my face, zeroing in on my parted lips.
Bills face inches closer, his warm breath mingling with mine. Then, slowly, oh so slowly, he pressed his mouth to mine in a searing, possessive kiss. His lips moved against mine with confident precision, his tongue slipping inside to dance with mine.
"Bill.." I whined, wrapping my arms around his neck and deepening the kiss. He growled softly against my lips, his body pressing urgently against mine. His hands slid under my shirt, his calloused fingers leaving tingling trails on my skin as they map the contours of my torso.
He broke the kiss momentarily to tug my shirt up and off, tossing it aside carelessly. His hands reached for my bra, but instead of unhooking it he simply ripped it apart, leaving me stunned, he was too impatient to be slow and gentle. The fabric teared loudly as he discarded the ruined garment to the side. His gaze raked over my exposed breasts, his breath coming faster as he took in the sight, "fuck.." he mumbled, diving his head down and planting rough kisses onto my chest.
His lips blazed a trail of fervent kiss downward, his tongue swirling around one hardened nipple, earning a small moan from me. Upon hearing my reaction he smirked, drawing it between his teeth, biting down gently. His hands palmed the swell of my breasts almost reverently, kneading the soft flesh.
His lips and hands slowly made their way down my body, then finding my jean covered pussy. His teasing lips hover mere inches from my clothed mound as he deftly unbuttoned my jeans. With a devious smirk, he hooked his fingers into the waistband and yanked both jeans and panties down my legs.
"Stop teasing!" I whined, arching my back as if to seek any sort of pleasure. He chuckled, the sound low and menacing as he continued to tease. He decided to put me out of my misery, sliding closer in between my thighs and wrapping each arm around one of my thighs, dragging me closer to him.
"I'll give you what you want, but first, I want to hear you beg.." he murmured, his piercing eyes looking up at me. I bit my lip, a small whine exiting my mouth, "please...please Bill...eat my pussy...stop fucking teasing me!" I was breathless, desperate, flushed, my body radiating with non stop arousal.
At my desperate plea, Bill's eyes darkened with lust. Without warning, he buried his face between my thighs, his tongue delving deep into my soaked folds. He licked and sucked at my most sensitive areas, earning loud and desperate moans from me. His nose bumped against my clit with each pass. "Mmh...so good.." he grumbled, eating me out like a starved man.
His tongue worked overtime, his fingers spreading my lips wide as he devoured my pussy. He ate me out relentlessly, his mouth making obscene sounds as he slurped and gulped down my juices. His nose was buried in my folds, his breath hot against my clit as he sucks it into his mouth.
The sensation of his tongue piercing against my sensitive clit sent me spiralling into ecstasy. My hands grabbed at his hair, trying to hold him in place as he continued his ruthless assault on my pussy. His fingers dug into my thighs, holding me open for his devouring mouth. "God..this pussy is so fucking good, so sweet..." he grunted.
"Keep going, fuck!" I moaned loudly, feeling his arms wrap around my thighs tighter, pinning them down as he redoubled his efforts. His mouth and tongue moved furiously against my wet hear, I could literally see stars from how good it was, my eyes rolling into the back of my head, letting out strings of loud, pleasured moans.
The sounds of my moans and the wet, sloppy noises of him eating my core filled the room, driving us both closer to the edge. His hardened cock ached in his pants, begging to be freed.
"Yess! 'M close, keep going!" I yelped, his fingers joined his mouth, slipping inside me as his tongue concentrated on my swollen nub. He pistoned his digits in and out of me, curling them upward to rub against that spot deep inside.
His eyes lifted to watch my face as I fell apart for him, sweat lined my forehead and my eyebrows had scrunched up in a pleading expression and my eyes were rolled back, my mouth slightly agape. He relished in the pleasure he was causing me, his eyes glinting with satisfaction. He curled his fingers harder against my sweet spot and sucked my clit into his mouth with increased pressure, my orgasm rapidly approaching.
My toes curled and dug into the sheets, my hands fisted the sheets and I let out a scream, my orgasm crashing down. As I convulsed and screamed through my release, Bill lifted his glistening face, watching hungrily as waves of pleasure wracked my body. "Good girl..such a good girl.." he purred approvingly, His hands quickly unbuttoned his jeans, pushing them down along with his boxers.
He climbed back up my body and planted soft kisses on my face and neck, "time for the main course baby.." he chuckled, capturing my lips in a rough kiss. Bill loomed over me, his hard cock pressed urgently against my thigh, "are you ready baby...not too sensitive?" he asked softly, trying to make sure I wasn't too out of it.
I nodded softly, I was already over the affects of my prolonged orgasm. At my confirmation a devilish (see what i did there ehfhhewehhheeh) spread across Bill's face, giving him the green light. He positioned himself between my legs, the thick head of his cock prodding urgently at my entrance.
Bill's jaw clenched as he slowly inched forward, his thick shaft stretching me wide. He pushed deep, giving me time to adjust to his size. His breath hisses out through gritted teeth as he feels my tightness engulfing him. "Fuckkk.." he groaned, starting to move.
He set a slow pace at first before gradually quickening his pace, he groaned deeply with each thrust, his hips rolling, driving into me with purposeful strokes. One hand gripped my hip, holding me in place as he pounded into me. The other reached up to palm my breast, rolling and tugging at my nipple.
The sensation of him playing with my nipples added another wave of pleasure, my back arching and soft moans escaping my lips. Toms movements became more urgent, his thrusts harder and faster as he chased his own release, "look at me baby..look at me while I fucking destroy this slutty cunt," he demanded, sliding his hand up and gripping my chin, forcing me to look up at him.
My vision was blurred slightly but I could still see the undeniable possession and lust in his eyes. The bed creaked beneath us, keeping time with his passionate movements. He leaned down to capture my mouth in a heated kiss, swallowing my whiny moans as he drove into me over and over.
I whimpered against his lips, wrapping my arms around his neck for more security. He broke the kiss to look down at me, his eyes blazing with desire. He pulled out almost completely before slamming back in, making me yelp, "ahh! Bill!" I whined, the force of his thrust sent me scrambling up the bed, my back hitting the headboard.
He chuckled, "sorry baby.." he dragged me back and captured my lips in another heated kiss, pounding into me once more. "Fuck..you're so tight schatzi.." he grumbled. I let out a particularly loud moan when his tip directly hit my g spot, the sound of my moan spurred Bill on, his movements becoming even more brutal.
He grabbed both my thighs and pulled me closer, pounding into me with reckless abandon, the headboard slamming against the wall with each thrust. He detached a hand from my thigh and reached in between my legs, rubbing at my clit in time with his pistoning hips.
His cock pounding into me, grouped with him furiously rubbing my clit drove me into oblivion, I moaned loudly and came hard. A little stream of clear liquid spurted out of my pussy, really showing the intensity of my pleasure. His eyes widened as he saw this, the sight of me squirting was Bills breaking point.
With a few more powerful thrusts, he buried himself inside me and erupted, his thick cock pumping me full of his hot cum. He collapsed on top of me, our chests heaving in unison as we tried to calm down from such an intense orgasm. After a few minutes he lifted his head and placed a gentle peck on my lips, "you did so well baby..so proud.." he mumbled.
He rolled over and propped himself up on one elbow, his face flushed and sweat beaded. He leaned down to give me another soft kiss, this one lasting. A stark contrast to the passionate, borderline brutal love making we just shared. "Let's go for a shower and then we'll head to bed..yeah..?" he said, slightly panting.
I nodded softly and shakily slid off the bed, Bills arms wrapping around my waist to guide me.
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Take it out on me~ m.s
Warningsâ ď¸: smut, slapping, hair pulling, unprotected p in v (use a condom guys đđŤś) , dirty talk, rough dom!matt, no use of y/n
A/n: this is my first smut so I'm kinda nervous about posting this đŹ but if you guys want more lmk because I can also do requests đŞź
Summary: Matt comes home in a bad mood and takes his anger out on his girlfriend (no angst)
You grip onto the pillow as Matt pounds into you from behind, the loud moans and whimpers coming from your mouth being muffled by him pushing your head into the black silk covered pillow that he has on his bed.
Matt had mentioned to you earlier when he got home from filming with nick and Chris that he wasn't in a very good mood today, and you thought that it just meant he was a little bit tired but no. He was angry, really angry. There was no particular reason why he was angry, he just was. And when he was angry he liked to take it out on other people, mainly his brothers, but he decided to take it out on you today...but not in the way you thought he would.
And this is how you found yourself face down ass up in his bed.
Matt grips the back of your hair, yanking your head up. "Look at you, taking my dick so fucking good...Taking it like a champ" he growls. A loud gasp slips past your lips as the tip of his cock hits against your cervix. Fuck he was so deep. You could feel it in your stomach from how hard and deep he was pounding into you. He pulls out and flips you over onto your back before putting your legs over his shoulders and pushing his thick veiny cock back into your entrance. "Oh fuck matt!" Your back arches as he hits your g spot repeatedly. "You gonna cum for me baby?" He questions. You nod frantically before you feel a harsh slap on your cheek and his hand grabbing your chin. "look at me." he groans as he presses down on your stomach to feel how deep he is. "Can you feel me inside baby? Feel how deep I am?" You let out a loud gasp as you reach your climax at the same time as him. Whimpers and groans can be heard coming from him as he releases his sticky load inside you, his thrusts slowing down. "You did so good for me baby..." he says breathlessly, his hand gently rubbing your thigh. He pulls you up into his arms, gently stroking your hair "let's go get cleaned up"
(Creds to @sof1ii I was on call with her the whole time I was writing this)
#matt sturniolo#chris sturniolo#nick sturniolo#sturniolo triplets#smut#matt stuniolo fanfic#matt sturniolo smut#matthew sturniolo#fanfic#sturniolo smut#sturniolo fanfic#christoper sturniolo#nicolas sturniolo#Spotify
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Hello! I just recently found your blog and just wanted to say that I absolutely love your art! I also love the banished!Athena au a lot, could you maybe explain the au a bit? :")
It's a really simple au :3! I don't mind :P basically after god games, Athena gets her divinity taken away and banished (luckily she somehow managed to wake up in Ithaca), now she lives her life as a mortal with a different name, "Pallas" (the royal family finds and takes her in and as a disguise, they have her as their personal guard) and shenanigans ensue :3
Oh, to mention, it's looked down upon for any other god to talk to her in her banishment. It isn't as though they'd get punished for it, the best that'll happen is a scolding, but after what Zeus did to his favorite, the others are reluctant to go against him (Athena finds a loophole to talk to Ares, by having him as her patron, Aphrodite may also have a shrine beside him because pretty love goddess gets what she wants)
Hermes is of course the obvious exception, messenger god and all (they used to use him to send letters to talk to Athena for them)
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I managed to capture most of them, here are Tommy's hidden messages throughout his new song "the internet's getting worse" (it's actually so sad :(( )
Transcripts under cut*
"If you find a corner of this world wide web that has any sustenance at all, then please stick to it. The hundreds of people that now place absolutely no value on their time, their precious time, and spend it watching useless content designed to hold their attention is depressing. This all pressed me. Their is so little Sustenance in this mess. A world wide web so little heat or soul or love. If you find any sustenance, stick to it."
"A Tribute To Minecraft.
The Great Potato War.
The Original Ace's QnA's
Ludwig's 2020 streams
SMP Live Talent Shows
This was everything to me."
"Status is irrational and nature is cynical."
"It's addiction p*rn.
Don't get addicted to it.
It's nothing
It means nothing."
"They are more insecure than you. But (?)
"When i was a boy, alone, this meant everything to me. I found my people. My place. And along the way i was part of something that really meant something. This is the only good bit of this. Whatever i did that meant something, that is the only good bit."
"I can't watch back my old videos because everyone in them wasn't who they said they were. Do you know how sad this makes me feel. Do you know how sad I've been all year."
"How could anyone possibly find out who they are when you are all immersed in this needless, self indulgent spiral of instant gratification and distraction. This is not good for you."
 "the 12 year old boy watching this sad ass video when he subscribed for funny minecraft videos. Poor guy lmao."
"I don't think i trust anyone here. I don't think anyone trusts anyone here"
"I know it's too much like bo burnham but i won't be in a year. In a year it will be like Tom Simons. Just let me figure out what that means, OK?"
"I used to feel like i was doing everything wrong. That i just wasn't smarter or good like any pf my friends. I realised now i was the only one doing the right thing. I just wanted to have fun. What I'd do to go (?) back, my god. What I'd do to have things be simple again."
#tommyinnit#tom simons#ever since covid I've been watching Tom's video's#from his mc ones to vlogs and collabs and such#I've been keeping up since he's one of the most true/ authentic and genuine guys ever since the smp#i like how he sort of delves back into how he really felt when he was 16 in his podcasts.
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This got away from me a little bit because I saw archetrope and got excited to talk about it. The proportion of importance this has to my life/identity to the recognition from the wider alterhuman community of this label is... low
I think of it as its own thing, but it doesn't mean that an archetrope identity can't also be an otherkin one at the same time or have overlaps, especially if someone identifies as an inherently nonhuman archetype, right?
IMO it usually comes down entirely to the individual's internal self-perception, the way they think of the 'type and what it is to them to "be" that. To use your example, I guess the death conceptkin might be more drawn to a 'kin label because on some level they feel as if their species identity is Death, whereas the death archetrope feels like they embody the archetype of death as it appears in culture or fiction, regardless of their own speciesâany animal can die, right? Perhaps a death archetrope is also a rat therian and relates the most to Death of Rats from Discworld :P
I guess someone could be an archetrope because they feel they had a past life as a knight, but I don't really think know if it can be a "past life thing," because either way, a knight archetrope would be someone who identifies as a knight NOW in some way, and finds ways that their life reflects this. When I say I am a wanderer archetrope, it is not a character; I just am a wanderer, which makes me an archetrope, not the other way around, so I guess the guy I'm identifying as is "me" or even "me, but happy" lmao. But again if the person in question doesn't see that distinction for their own archetype and also considers it a sort of fictotype, who am I to say "that's not how it's done"
Idk what's meant by character tropes exactly but I have a general idea and I do think by identifying as a time loop archetrope someone would be implying at the very least that they consider the time loop in fiction to be a conscious, decision-making agent in the story. Which isn't entirely WRONG but I guess is subjective. Fantasy aside, I don't think it's just "anything that would be found in a story," because most things would
If it is for you, it is, like I said but I do NOT think you can have memories of your archetype, I think those would just be past life memories, because your archetype is something that you are now, not really its own being. So even if those feelings are due to a past life, it would probably be more like a theme that has followed you, not something like still feeling mentally a [species/concept/etc.] because in a past life your soul was in a body of that shape. As for shifts I've never heard anyone say so before and I certainly never have, unless you'd count wanting to do something affirming and then doing it or feeling frustrated if I can't. I never feel more or less like a wanderer. I'm just a wanderer because I tend to do that, usually very literally, and the label follows that reality. Not to say all archetropes live up to their archetype constantly or you have to to be one but the general idea is that that lifestyle is how you see yourself.
YES and YES. Oh my g-d do I. I'd kind of always like to be doing things that make me euphoric as my archetype long-term and if I couldn't even be convinced to stay in the same geographic region for over 3 years then I don't know who still thinks that I can be convinced to stay in the house when I could be in the woods or park or river and haven't been chained down yet. But like... it's not quite the same feeling as species dysphoria? Species dysphoria, and gender dysphoria is kind of the same way, comes from not being seen the way I know that I am. Gender dysphoria was being told "you don't do that, you are a woman." Species dysphoria is being told "you don't do that, you are a human." No one who knows me for more than a day would say "yeah, you're a real homebody huh? You never seem to change or move around a lot. You don't do that, you aren't exactly a wanderer at heart!" Archetype dysphoria doesn't usually come from other people's perceptions or judgments, not in a way that (for me at least) can't be instantly confirmed inaccurate in less than a conversation. Even people who'd still call me a woman 4 years on T wouldn't pretend I haven't lived in like 4 places in 3 years and seem physically incapable of just standing still somewhere. That feels good, but it also feels 100x worse when I do have to stand still than not being seen as a bird in everyday life does.
ive been reading about archetropes lately, mainly because its an interesting identity and also because im questioning being one myself. so, i have some questions for the community if thats okay!
does archetropy fall under the otherkin umbrella? or is it just alterhumanity?
what is the difference between archetropes and conceptkin? why is, for example, being the concept of death conceptkin, but being the character trope "Death" archetrope?
is there a difference between being an archetrope and being OCkin (or even being fictionkin)? if you are, for example, an archetrope of "the Knight" does that mean youre a specific knight? (i only ask this because ive seen one being in the archetrope tags making a moodboard of their life as a knight)
are archetropes only for character tropes? like can you just be the trope of "Time Loop" or do you have to be a character that is trapped in a time loop? and if you can, what would be the difference to just being time loop kin?
is being an archetrope connected to past lives? can you have memories of being your archetrope type? can you have shifts (mental or otherwise)?
how does being an archetrope affect you on your daily life? do you do things that make you euphoric as your type? can you have dysphoria for not acting like your type?
you dont have to answer to all these to respond! if you dont know or dont want to answer a question feel free to skip it /gen. thank you!
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Leo getting hit with a truth curse but instead of forcing him to admit to super sad or worrying things itâs things like âit was me who broke the remoteâ âI saw Mikey prank Donnie and helped hide it because itâs way funnier if he didnât know who it wasâ âI rip my clothes to look more like Raphâs because heâs really coolâ âmy stripes arenât even red theyâre pink!â
#rottmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rottmnt leo#rise leo#plot twist he COULD be admitting angsty stuff but heâs pushing the less oof truths forward instead on purpose#raph: hey leo what do you want for dinner#leo: *about to bare his soul on all his internal torment but pivots* Iâm afraid of snakes#(no but fr Leoâs stripes being technically more pink instead of red is cute ngl)#(a very reddish pink to the point that in certain lighting it looks red but at the base theyâre p pink)#(i also am very fond of the idea that Leo doesnât just have questionable taste in fashion he also just loves Raph a lot and looks up to him)#but yeah I think that something like this would be 99% Leo admitting to unimportant things or admitting to how much he values everyone#like they all KNOW Leo loves them and heâs talked them up enough for them to know but itâs different when heâs like#âI just wanna read my comics with you guys around - itâs my favorite place to beâ#or again just random bs that doesnât REALLY have a lot of weight like#âI like using my portals to prank random people around the worldâ#âIâm worried about being a bad influence on hueso jrâ#âsometimes I kinda wanna see hypnoâs plans succeedâ#âitâs been way too long since I found this out and honestly itâs embarrassing but I actually donât have a di-â#SORRY COULDNT HELP MYSELF#(<-but did u know that that pink rather than red observation actually ties into this headcanon as well if u know about red eared sliders)
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malenmalenmalenmalenmalenmalenmalenmalen
#princess tutu#malen#fanart#my art#these are all from p much the same big file as well as the innblings doodles#they've just been on my mind from time to time this is all scattered ideas coming to me sporadically since...im gonna say april.#correct me if im worng im too lazy to check#these were mostly me trying to figure out her wardrobe#cos tutu has that anachronistic feel#where nothings really pinned down#and like. yall saw how much personality ducks fun littel casual fit has#i watned kinda to figure out something similar for malen?#capture that sorta outside-of-time feel+see if i can make her personality shine through#.......whatever it is its not like we actually know#i think i make her a bit more somber than shy/anxious?#but idk i wanted to give her a hint of something More than what we saw in the anime#author is a useful hint here#like i know theyre not cannon siblings im playing with my dolls here ok leave me alone#like. seeign where she could be similar to him and where they might clash. its all so fun#also some extra info i found on the image that started this madness within me is making me rethink their situation/dynamic#so yeag#anyway#aco udri 'post'
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Did somebody say "Dandy's World Art Dump"??? No? Oh...
Well ur gettin my AU Designs anyways >:3
Link to the 2nd art dump of this au
#justkarthings#art#dandys world#I love drawing the twisted cause I get to draw sharp claws and lots goopy blood and <3#so ig uhhhh#blood#love how you can tell who I spent more time on just by the quality of the sketch alone-#The scraps is like the one that dosnt follow this trend dbsaudvabda#I just wanted to draw her in a stupid cute hoodie dress I found on pinterest and decided to use that design for the AU im writing#One day I'll actually post lore about it#and start writing it#and maybe make a blog to organize it#*wistful sigh*#(Think thats the right use of wistful-)#Sorry if the quality is bad#or the art is small#I drew these on a Magma/Aggie that ive been using for this au and its lore/world building :P#rodger dandys world#dandys world astro#dandys world glisten#dandys world vee#dandys world flutter
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The feeling when you have the greatest idea for a oneshot but CANNOT WRITE
I'm in so much pain rn/hj
#the idea is danny using the thermos as a tool of self depercation btw#think everyone hates you? dont want to exist to cuase more problems because thats all you ever do?#just go to a remote location and trap yourself in a sensory/consciousness- depriving prison knowing no one will ever find you ever again!#could be hurt/comfort if people panic and do look for him and do find him#interesting potential if team phantom/jazz/val/vlad find him#even more interesting potential if one of his rouges/giw/fentons find him :p#just UGHHHH the potienal is fucking killing me i want to but i CANNOT. WRITE. AT ALL#closest thing ive found to this was Voluntary Subject on Ao3 but the self-thermos trapping wasnt the main point of it#is there an equivalent of commissioning for writers? where can i find it? i need it right now#ragjrhagshdhagAHJSNRSHGAHDJFJAHSGXAAAAAAAA im losing my mind i need i need chat I NEED#yknow what Fuck It We Ball I Have An Ao3 Account I Can And Will Use It#see yall in 31 hours i need to atleast try#fanfictionfuckeries
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6/14 ⢠Day 6 ⢠Meet the Heroes
Princess Training?
Decided to clean up this sketch! I wasn't entirely satisfied w it when I drew it, but eh... it's all I have LMFAOOO đ§
Some additional sketches! First one I was testing out/playing w casual outfits, second one I just really wanted to draw the active wear so I went w that LMFAO
Also made slight changes to CĂŠline's active wear palette, cause like.... they did her so dirty........
Like even the canonish one doesn't follow canon, they just picked the worst palest yellow for her đ
@sharenaweek
#sharenaweek2024#i'm p tired still tbh! i think i'm gonna take it easy now#but i love celine w all my heart and i want her to interact w sharena sooooooooo bad.#LIKE. using hortensia's fbs as a blueprint. i think she and sharena would ABSOLUTELY have something there#not to replace hortensia about it i love her too. poor girl would be seething though if she found out đ#but then you can just keep going. celine loves cute girls. she wants to be a 'big sister' so bad#sharena famously loves collecting cute girls. when hortensia sees shari as a threat it's too late#sharena became her friend like yesterday. record time. she can't keep getting away w this.#but most of all i desperately want to see celine be an autistic little weirdo about sharena LMFAOO#LIKE.... CELINE IS SO AUTISTIC TO ME ....... she's SO silly about it. in such a serious 'mature for her age' way#i want to see them both fumble through a friendship soooo bad. both of them trying to find the correct Script/Act#to successfully Befriend the other.#i think they would be sooooo fun. alfred. please. i'm begging you to introduce them.#sharena#fe celine#my art#'hortensia's fbs' i meant to say supports. her supports w celine LMFAOOO#well. i'm not going back to fix that LMFAOOO
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OK I swear the reason I'm showing you this will have context in a couple days! But also, the fact B&N has a section dedicated to "well he may be a ten buuuuut" and included my current crime of "he's blonde" is like. Dang. Called out.
Didn't help I saw this with a guy and I said "oh no, my blonde enjoyer crimes called out!" and he said "better than redheads" and I'm like. "Sir, I have to inform you of my previous crime." and he was not pleased as he said "Fish... why....."
#moe talks a lot#not art#this will be much more relevant to my art in a couple days but just know#that ive had a field day staring at these and noticing unintentional bullshit#such as ! note how they are all kinda average writing size OR p big except for the tail one#which is kinda small and i feel like the person who wrote it is like this is the opposite of a '10 but -' ... thats a plus...#but then you also have all of them starting off lower case EXCEPT He's a man-child#oh absolutely gotta cater to the man-childs esteem and capitalize that one#this might be incredibly funny to me but i am not letting it be rebloggable im so sorry#also i like how he calls me fish in public bc despite having known me since 4th grade#he got in the habit during our ffxiv days during skype calls with someone in another state#so instead of using my in game name of Tuna vs my actual skype name Salmon#hes like fuck it we ball with just Fish#so i am fish to him and it carries over irl when we hang out which is rare but still#this is the same guy who was on the phone with his wife while we were wandering around and he just#watches me walk off with a very serious determination and i hear him say#hold on babe fish just walked over to a makeup store and is staring#so he walks over and asks me whats up and i point to a shelf and say dude#and he looks where im pointing and asks his wife#hey honey do you want main character energy? fish found some lipstick for that#and i hear her over the phone saying what very flatly#and he had to explain that there was a shelf advertising main character energy in sephora#his wife said no which is fair (they were also closed lol)#also the same guy i beat up on accident who lied to his football coach about why he had such fucked up shins#bc he knew his coach liked me as a very kind and quiet and obedient student#and my buddy was like i cant tell him you kicked me so much i bled...#and i just ????????????? hey what you never mentioned bleeding to me? dude? you KEPT MAKING SHORT JOKES#KNOWING ID KICK YOU IN THE SHINS? you never thought to say maybe stop that or maybe just stop picking on me#anyway yeah this guy and i have been through some weird times and most of them are my fault
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ok fr last one but there's actually a bootleg of my school's anastasia and i'm linking it bc you all NEED to understand that my infatuation with this one girl's voice which started when i was in the 6th grade and still hasn't really worn off isn't based on nothing
#brielle's the one in the n95 mask (the video is too grainy to actually make out any of the ensemble's faces but she stands out)#and i'm the in my 'teenage tboy's diy first short haircut' era in every scene she's in#apart from everything abt the girl who plays anya. the tea on everyone else is that our director liked the boy who played gleb's voice so#much that she actually lowered some if not all of his parts to be in his range. the guy who played vlad was a total diva and uhm. the phras#'peaked in high school' has been tossed around at him a lot. and the fact that he came back to sub the year after he graduated isn't helpin#his case. also he pressured the girl who played anya's grandmother into wearing old age makeup + spray her hair grey bc he decided he was#going to wear it and since she's supposed to be older than him she had to too and used to waltz into the girls' changing room whenever he#wanted. everyone was like super shocked during auditions though bc we all thought he was a shoe-in for dimitry esp since seniors get#priority casting bc it's their last chance. but at callbacks (we had singing auditions via video and dance auditions in person and callback#were tacked on to the dance auditions) he kinda flubbed his song and then this freshman. who was with us via google meet bc he literally ha#covid at the time absolutely blew him out of the water and i remember walking away w brielle like 'holy shit [first name] [last name] just#lost a part to a freshman' (he's the kind of person you just have to full name otherwise it sounds wrong). that said i do think he made a#much better vlad then he would've made a dimitry and while he is. a lot. he's always been nice to me and i did briefly idolize him and his#stage presence way i did anya's singing voice but that faded when i got into hs and started actually observing his prima donna ways#(the one production we were in together before in middle school we didn't have any scenes together). the girl who played the grandma#actually shouted me out in cast circle and that's the only time that's ever happened to me. also i'm p sure her dad is/was dating someone m#dad and by extension myself work with so that's. Oh My God. like she (the one who works for my dad) brought him w her to a comedy show as i#think her bf but i'm not 100% sure and when he found out what school i went to he mentioned his daughter went there and despite the fact#that i basically have a script for when people ask me that question bc i do NOT pay attention to most of my fellow students and don't know#anyone i was like 'holy shit' bc i actually did. hm what else. the guy who played the tsar and i used to shittalk bad period dramas#backstage during the first part of act 2. also during the press conference scene i need you to picture all the bolshevik soldiers and#romanov royals doing the macarena behind the curtain bc that was absolutely what we were doing back there. speaking of the press conference#the really high singing w/o a clear source was actually anya standing behind the curtain on the other side of the stage bc she's the only#one who physically could sing the part. also in regards to the bolshevik soldiers. we were originally supposed to have wooden rifles but fo#some reason our director took them out so we had to just walk menacingly towards the romanovs. you can't rlly see me that well in that scen#but that jacket would NOT stay closed and for 2/3 performances i had to awkwardly hold it closed the entire time. luckily the one that was#filmed was the one where i was smart enough to bring safety pins and also saved like all of the ballerinas bc their costumes all started#falling apart at once backstage.#romeo.txt#theatreposting
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watching people interact with each other l i k e
#idk is it just me or are âirl social interactions extremeeeeeelyyyyy e x h a u s t i n g#e s p e ci a ll y if you have to talk to a bunch of strangers who are somehow getting along really well despite it being their first meeting#but wellllllllllll⌠ig the reason why im even thinking of this is bc#the beginning of the year always never fails to bring back memories of orientation camps. m a n i hated those#and the things that those camps always have in common are⌠1) that iâd be unable to gel well with my groupmates in the orientation camps#and 2) that the orientation group leaders always stick close to me to force me to join in on conversations i want no part of aaaaaaaaaaaaaaa#i think the overnight camp over the first 3 days of school in. like. 2013 was the worst#bc 1: it was a new school. none of us knew anyone else. and we had to stay at school overnight for some reason during that orientation camp#and 2: (idk about the born-males but) the skirt wearers were all forced to sleep in the (unairconditioned) hall together#with no dividers or segregated corners or anything. just the walls of the hall. nothing else to lean on or anything#so most of them. like. slept in the middle of the hall next to the friends they made that day.#but no. not me. i made no friends so i found a little cozy spot under some list of top academic scorers or sth. peace and quiet#and the best part is that the orientation group leaders didnât sleep in the hall with us soooo i wasnât forced to talk to anyone yayyyyyyyy#ngl sometimes i think back to my days at that school and wonder why the heck it was so weird#like even the teachers were weird. throwback to my then-club advisor who called the number i specifically asked her not to callâŚ#which set off a series of events that led to *the* incident that caused my parentsâ divorce#thank you maâam your unnecessary efforts were very much unappreciated </3#hmmmmmm but she wasnât the only weird teacher at that school though. sadly.#like i had this home econs teacher who insisted that the lights be turned off while we cooked#a n d scolded us for rinsing our cooking utensils and stuff bc âthe previous class had already washed it!â#she also made us write half a page-long reflections on what we cooked that day in class which was bonkers tbh#there was this literature teacher that made a â¨t o n⨠of shipping jokes about my classmates and inappropriate jokes in general#and this other teacher who p much told me âok sure you have trauma. but [other guy] had experienced worse trauma and look he turned out okâ#uh sorry maâam no. 2 i had already heard his story from him but i donât think itâs your place to talk about someone elseâs trauma like thatâ#and g o d there was also this time my classâs groupchat got some of my classmates into a whole bunch of trouble#bc some guy leaked the most problematic of the messages to someone else from another class (who then snitched to a teacher)#man. i do not miss school at all. too many people to talk to; too little time to myself#i do wonder how my former schoolmates are doing though⌠i hope that theyâll have a good 2k24 if they can~~~~~#ok i think thatâs enough of a trip down memory lane for one week. man. i feel old
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my recording of the mohg fight, very glad to say that his fight is extremely fun :)
#ohhh this took ages to finally work in this post lol. anyways mohg fight. ridiculously fun.#elden ring#mohg#mohg lord of blood#yeah ill put this in main tags. full mohg fight. for the mohg enjoyers ig i really liked this fight#lots of like. particles being flung around but it never felt like bullshit so it was a fun while to fight him#my post#the 'jump for joy' in the phase change was planned while the 'my thanks' at the end wasnt which is why i do pull up the menu for that one#i left him alone for the nihil as a self-imposed 'gay penalty' bc i didnt want to just like. shred him during it yknow#he can have his theatrics for his healing and phase transition. a bit of respect with the 'my thanks' yknow i like him + the dynasty bit#hes got a funny little buddy in varre and a nice little grinding spot among all the blood soaked atrocities#ive heard ansbach is neat too. n ive been using bloody slash since the moment i got it so in a way ive been chilling with lord of blood#related stuff for a p long time. tbh its neat how varre is the first proper person you meet while mohg is arguably the most hidden demigod#dont think i have any bonus commentary with this one besides i got rlly fucking lucky later in this. yknow the bit lmao#always through him being extra vulnerable to bleed was funny but he apparently gets the lord of blood's exultation buff on bleed procs#so thats a rlly neat thing i found out- i ended up using that talisman for the fight (you can see it under the stamina bar a few times)#it is funny to me that his in-battle dialogue subtitles are all lowercase and lack punctuation beyond accent markings#anyways beyond the final boss the only boss i have left is malenia which should be. fucking fun. i'll get vids of that one for sure#i might get my first attempt at her bc that might be a fun comparison point when i manage to beat her#'my recording of the mohg fight' feels very like. professional. i just got it captured on ps4. it was a random attempt that was successful
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#Aight I'm no marketing strategist but like. It doesn't take a genius to see on my dash everyone going#âIf there's not going to be new bsd content soon I'm just gonna drop itâ#I really don't get why they went for this route. Oh well. *Goes make the bsd reread announcement post I've been procrastinating on making*#random rambles#Tbh I too have found myself a little tired with bsd but also.#Idk I like the fandom.#Even if I'm not as excited about it as I used to be right now it's still something that makes me happy to interact with every day.#I like the format. To an extent I also like not getting new content because it gives myself the illusion-#I will be able to focus on studying more (lol)#Or at least dedicate myself to other projects I've been wanting to complete#And one of the main appeals of bsd to me stays how the content is widely accessible.#Like I love p/p and I definitelly love it a thosuand times more than I do b/sd. I truly love that franchise.#But besides from watching the anime it's impossible to get your hands on the extra content (mangaâ novelsâ dramasâ stage playsâ fanbooks)#Which left me - archivist obsessed - just frustrated#With bsd aside from very niche things (I love you pricey fanbooks... )#Most of the main content is within reach. Man I was able to compile a magazines archive. I could have never done it with p/p#So yeah it's just. A space that fits my very specific kind of autism#Why am I even discussing this again?
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