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We never had the chance to see a cinematic of the romanced companion reacting to Rook's actual return from the Fade Prison after two (?) weeks like WHY LOL and so I drew it just because I couldn't get it off my head hajksdhah
throws this comic like a grenade and runs away
Also, drawing Neve's expression here hurts so much—why must I draw to hurt myself lol
#art#fan art#dragon age#dragon age veilguard#datv#da4#neve gallus#neve x rook#fade prison#solas#dragon age fan art#dragon age fan comic#Rook de riva#antivan crows#i wanted to study and draw emotions today but ended up drawing the emotionally constipated detective#how ironic
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More Centaur AU Art!
These were originally supposed to be sketches, but then i couldn't stop myself, so now we've got some "sticker designs" (that will never be made into actual stickers).
AU Facts:
There's actually two version of this AU. These drawings are from the version where Odysseus and Eurylochus are aware that Polites is a centaur. Whenever they're alone, Polites lets his horse body show, taking the opportunity to stretch his legs. During Open Arms is actually the first time that Odysseus sits on Polites' back and of course, Polites immediately bolts into a full-on gallop (as seen in the second scenario). The first scene doesn't really have a specific point of time in mind, it's just Polites finally managing to get Eurylochus to relax for a bit.
The other one, where Ody and Eury don't know about Polites being a centaur until the cyclops, is the one I have more ideas for. It also has a lot more angst, because while Polites survives the cyclops, Odysseus feels betrayed that Polites never trusted him with his secret, and asks for space while he comes to terms with it. Meanwhile, Polites is having a hard time readjusting to his centaur body, since he had no opportunity to change back at all during the war, and with his glasses broken, he is unable to change back. On top of that he is also unable to see clearly and unsteady on his feet on top of a rocking ship, and he now has to deal with the mistrust of the entire crew.
Which version would you like to know more about? Like I said, I have more ideas for the 'Secret' version, altho I definitely want to come up with some more Ideas for the 'Known' version
Close-Ups:
#epic the musical#epic polites#polites#epic musical#epic odysseus#epic the musical fanart#odysseus#epic au#epic the musical au#epic the musical art#epic eurylochus#eurylochus#centaur polites#epic the musical centaur au#centaur au#corvis art
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I drew Len and Rin as Skid and Pump because it's spooky month :)
#vocaloid#kagamine len#kagamine rin#I surprisingly have some motivation today#Hopefully I keep on having motivation#I feel like I've been having this really bad artblock since like may or june#I just couldn't actually get myself to draw#Maybe just maybe I'm finally getting out of the artblock?#This didn't take much effort tho so that might be part of it#I drew this in like an hour and a half lol#But anyways happy spooky month :)
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Idol!Azul except I just redraw different pictures of Stray Kids because I remembered I had the ability to draw whatever I want (Part 1 bc Hyunjin, Seungmin, and I.N couldn't fit here)
Also ngl this is just a product of my two obsessions
close-ups utc!
this is in the order of which i drew first
tbh this was lowkey therapeutic for me so i'll probably do more in the future dslkjflksd
#i'm very normal about azul and skz... very very normal#oh speaking of that#GUESS WHO'S SEEING SKZ AFTER HER GRADUATION HEHEHE#I'M SO SOSOSOSO SO EXCITED#it's the biggest thing motivating me to make it to the end of the school year#i just keep telling myself that once it's over i'll get to go to the concert#anyway what's happening in twst chapter 7. i haven't been able to watch the tls. what's going awn#actually WHAT'S ALSO GOING ON IN ARCANE. I WAS JUST WATCHING AND I WAS#GUYS. GUYS WHAT'S HAPPENING#okay i'll stop yapping LASJGKDS#twisted wonderland#twst#twst art#twst fanart#azul ashengrotto#twst azul#☆ taruchi's drawings 🖌#i bet you couldn't guess my bias /j#you're totally free to guess who you think i'd bias KJFLKSFD
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Its canon that Jason and Leo sneak into Chiron 's rec room in the big house, to play Mario Party six on Nintendo switch. And Leo would also program to game to do stupid stuff so they both can win all the time. I have no idea what you will do with this information, but I'm letting you know anyway.
#Source: blood of olympus. YALL THIS ACTUALLY HAPPENED IM NOT MAKING THIS UP 😭#it was mentioned while they visited Asclepius to get the physician's cure#when they were trying to get past the statue. Leo said he'd program the statue the same way he programmed the game.#I NEED to draw this#I honestly wanted to post this after I drew it. But it would take a while. And I couldn't help myself#They are both the embodiment of 'boys will be boys'.#In the end. They're just teenagers#I like how it's a personal bro secret between them. Not even Piper knew this.#I love valgrace friendship#Jason is leo's best friend and vice versa#I like these small cute fluffy moments of friendship between them <3#Valgrace is so tragic omg. They are both platonic soulmates#Im sad#Their dynamic is my Roman Empire#pjo#pjo hoo#pjo series#pjo hoo toa#pjo fandom#heroes of olympus#leo valdez#jason grace#valgrace#piper mclean#percy jackson#annabeth chase#hazel levesque#frank zhang#nico di angelo
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fresh haircut
#em draws stuff#h5#henry v#henry v 1989#<- on account of the way I draw him is heavily kenry b inspired#story of this drawing is 'saw a henry post that oldshrewsburyian made in 2018 and couldn't get it out of my head for weeks'#this is the SECOND time I've drawn this.#do you KNOW how rare it is for me to actually sketch out and do STUDIES for a drawing.#usually that doesn't happen unless someone is actively making me do it#...anyway. not @-ing her in the post because I am a) just a hapless wriggling undergrad#and b) all out of energy for hyping myself up to talk to people who I look up to and am a little scared of#all that aside. the border-flowers are (an attempt at) broom... knowers know :]
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Going to do a Nevermoor series reread in June + July + August ? if anyone else also wants to do a reread around that time, could be fun to have more of the fandom prepping for Silverborn
Did initially make a roadmap plan to split the books up into weeks on top of already being months, so that people could focus on specific parts and discuss each week….. but between the fact that I messed it up the first time, Silverborn kept getting delayed as I planned it, and I’m actually really bad at keeping to stuff like that (looking at you, Silverborn Countdown Challenge…) I’m deciding to just go for it at whatever pace happens.
#will def be June/July but we’ll have to see if I get into August. may want to keep most of that + September as Silverborn Hype Months lol#nevermoor#silverborn#if you ever followed my rereads thoughts masterpost for my (reread?) eternal reread and wondered ‘why no hollowpox’? boy is it a doozy#beginning of the year Apple Books updated and I’m not huge on it!#and since I couldn't fix I decided I would try and delete and reinstall the app.....#…..forgetting that my books and notes are tied to the app and not saved otherwise…..#so I lost all my notes INCLUDING all my reactions and thoughts from my very first reread that I was excited to look back on and share 🥲😭😭😭#so I’ve just been in mourning and never continued out of my personal beef with the app….#so this time I think I’ll take use of all my different physical copies and read them physically to give myself a break from screens lol#this summer is just grindset time of getting back into drawing and trying to get good so this reread I also want to draw stuff alongside#like try to nail some character designs and such to make it easier for Silverborn lol#I fear I will need to figure out how to draw dragons……#anyways. if you’ve read all these tags you are now required to join in on the reread with me 🫵#this also reminds me I need to keep working / actually work on the nine spreadsheet / masterpost. will do that ✍️#I have had several drafts saved of posts I want to respond to with theories that I’ve been saving for my hollowpox reread that now I’m like#do I just save them for Silverborn?? lol
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" I'm Batty 4 U "
For the @steddiemicrofic September Prompt: Charm || 548 Words || Rating: T || Warnings: implied verbally absuvie parent, implied period-typical homophobia
It sweeps through the group like wildfire after the whole Vecna ordeal. Something about everyone trying to go back to normal, re-engaging with non-world-ending topics.
Out window shopping, El happens upon a charm bracelet display and within the week convinces Hopper to buy one for her and Max. And who’s to deny the girl that's suffered through so much.
El states it as her “momento of who she is, and those who helped her find that definition.” All while thumbing the rainbow and sunflower charms.
So it’s no surprise when Robin, Nancy, and Erica are seen wearing their own charm bracelet designs after Girl’s Night. Then through a spidering chain of conversations and convincing, the rest of the party soon each have custom bracelets.
For Steve though, the issue is that he’s just not a bracelet sort of guy. The occasional pinching when it doesn’t sit right. Constant jangling and shifting every time you move. It’s not for him.
(Plus he knows his Dad would make him throw it out if he ever saw it. “Jewelry isn’t for men.” and all that. (Of course I don’t agree, Robin. But I still don’t want to risk it getting tossed.))
Until Robin solves the problem for him. Turning his bracelet into a keychain for his car keys. And he didn’t realize just how much he’d come to care for said keychain once it’d stop pinching his wrist.
Exactly as El had painted it from the get-go; a constant reminder that he’s more than the harsh words his dad sneers as “encouragement”.
Of who he matters to and of who matters to him. His family.
But it’s not for another few months that his keychain gains a companion.
“Hey, uh. Hey, Stevie.”
They’d danced around one another for weeks. From exchanged glances at the hospital, to touching under the guise of lending a hand, pulling excuses to spend time together.
“Yea?”
Finally culminating in Steve getting fed up and testing the waters with a kiss ‘hello’.
“I know we’ve only been technically dating for a month now. But I’m pretty sure I remember you being a big relationship guy back in high school, and I figured well ‘Stevie probably never had someone buy him the cheesy anniversary gifts he bought for others’-”
“They weren't cheesy, they were well thought out-”
“And so, I got you something as a faux sort of ‘Happy One Month Anniversary’ gift.”
Eddie shoves the little trinket into Steve’s hands, forcing him to drop his book.
“Small towns, especially Hawkins in particular, suck and so I figured this is as public as we’d be able to be. And I know the bat was maybe a bold choice considering the bites and all that shit but- Actually maybe this was a bad idea- Ya know what, give it back right now, Stevie. This was stupid- I’m gonna do something else.”
Deftly leaning away, Steve hooks his arm around his boyfriend so he can’t lunge for the keychain again.
“Oh hell no. My boyfriend gave this to me, it’s mine now. You can’t take Ozzy from me.”
“Ozzy? What?”
“Yeah, the little bat charm. His name’s Ozzy, he told me so himself.”
“What-?? Shit- Jesus Christ, you’re so lame. Come here so I can kiss your lame, adorable face.”
#bad news: he did not actually solve the jangling#but he has come to accept it#a little bit of reclaiming your character motifs in this one#also don't think about eddie putting little charms on his belt chain btw it's too cute#enjoy another fluffy prompt fill because the other idea I had was so angsty#I'm still considering doing the second fill since I already drafted it tho but we shall see#anyone else get possessed with the sudden urge to draw a set of keys with 21 semi-realistic little metal charms? no? just me?#(while zoomed into the image. right click the image and open in a new tab if you want full resolution for whatever reason)#also naming this microfic after my favorite charm because i couldn't resist (still kicking myself for forgetting the dice charm ahh)#steddie#stranger things#steve harrington#eddie munson#steddie microfic#my posts#my writing#my art
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Augustus: the Changeling's autism service puppygirl that is also autistic <3
#oc: augustus#art#the jacket is a blue out of Augustus' usual color palette but in my head the Changeling and its mom made this jacket for her#so the Changeling picked a bunch of pink and lavender patches & its mom picked a jacket that paired with :3#i was posting about this on my main yesterday; i think Augustus likes the idea of a service dog but specifically Being One#bc the dog is the thing you don't look at/talk to/touch & its only in public to do its job for its handler and ignore everything else#the handler is the one who has the dog so they can do other stuff in public. Augustus just wants to have a buddy in public places#and not have to worry about it for once; i think the Changeling is the one who actually wants to Do Things - Augustus doesn't lol#and i thought it was cute. :3 I have 2 different jackets with service dog patches on them myself in real life#one is just the 'no touch no talk no eye contact' one and the other is a full 'SERVICE DOG IGNORE ME I'M WORKING' patch#i made them myself <3 but ppl usually talk to me More than normal bc they get a kick out of them & compliment them lmao#smiles are hard to draw but i will say that it IS kind of supposed to look a little like a grimace. like photos of me when i'm younger#where i clearly don't know how to smile so i'm just like 'you just Show All Your Teeth right?'; i think Augustus is a lil like that <3#OH YEAH also the 'my handler bites' patch was so fun i couldn't not include it <3 i haven't written it yet but 100% the changeling#is Absolutely going to start biting augustus soon and never really stop >;3c
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uhhh we got any. Macintosh Classic fans in the building? I watched a few repairy videos and was kinda captivated yeah aha...
I wasn't going to colour this but. I'm glad I got to messy around with the watercolours a bit they look really nice actually I should. use em more!
alts with a plain background because I'm not sold on the background I did and just the sketchy. hehe
#this is actually so out of my like. skill level comfort zone. which is good because that was the point I couldn't get myself to draw usually#so I was like. okay we are going to draw a REAL computer#this was originally going to be a few puters. but I got distracted organising papers. for 3 hours. and now I am tired#so I decided to just colour this one instead of having a puter sketch page ehe...#running contender for the best keyboard I've ever drawn <<< cannot draw keyboards usually#asdfjdfjdfhdf#objectum#Android.txt#Android Arts
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When I tell you this took me so long. SO long to finish.
Donnie in a funky outfit I wish I owned because literally every item is a part of my dream closet <3 click for quality I know tumblr is going to butcher it
So many progress photos below. Because I like documenting the process if I'm doing things in an organised way :)
#i wanna be him so bad </3#rottmnt#tmnt#rottmnt donnie#tmnt donnie#rottmnt donatello#tmnt donatello#shadow draws#art#actually. i do want to talk about how long this took#just looking for references took me like half an hour probably#and then the SKETCh took me a SOLID hour. bc i couldn't get the post right#and then. i didnt actually draw lineart i just colored the sketch until it looked clean enough to pass as lineart#which took an UNGODLY amount of time. i didn't even check#and THEN the colors. and THEN the rendering. and THEN the lighting#god. i love it though#it took me three days. to finish this. like three entire evenings (which is when i usually draw)#im so proud of myself actually#shadow rambles (in the tags)
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even though i really love what hrt is doing to me it has made me so self conscious because i know my body is changing more visibly now and i don't like the idea that people who know me very well will be able to see that. i just hate the idea of people looking at me. and i worry that the people i care about will like me less the more they look at me because i'm ugly
#some of my mum's family keep calling me fat now bc of the t weight gain as well which is irritating to me#1) i'm still clinically underweight according to the doctor 2) so fucking what if i was. why is it my problem that you're archaic#if you think being fat is bad that's like. fully your problem. that's on you. grow up and get a grip#and also i'm already hyper aware of the fact that my body has changed. i don't need you to keep drawing attention to it#it's frustrating because like. i WANT to gain weight. i feel way better abt how i look and i feel like i'm more attractive#but they keep making me feel guilty for it and like everyone is silently noticing and judging me for it#it's like. the whole time you've known me i've been miserable and consistently trying to off myself#i also spent my ENTIRE childhood and teen years taking care of my siblings + grandmother bc you guys couldn't be arsed#and now i'm finally doing something for myself that is making me way happier and you can't let me have that#i still have to see them regularly because they're living with my grandmother who i am obligated to visit#partly because she's ill and partly because i'm the one who does all her chores that she can't do anymore#because you guessed it. the family members living with her just sit around doing fuck all so i have to do it all instead#and last weekend i spent five hours raking leaves + moving bricks so when i came back in i was starving#and AS SOON as i started eating my (fake)auntie was like. girl you eat too much.#BROTHER ?????????? suck my fat cock ??? leave me alone ?????????#being so Out in the real world vs being so insanely Closeted in front of my family is so ew#it reminds me of being a closeted teenager living at home feeling like i was constantly harbouring this embarrassing evil secret#when really i'm just putting gel on my arm every day and eating five packets of ramen in one sitting#when i'm in queer spaces / on my own / having sex i feel so good abt myself i don't have an ounce of dysphoria#and then i go home and it's like oh. i'm actually the most disgusting evil creature on this planet and i deserve death#whatever. trans people and lesbians think i'm hot and i got mad head game so who gives a fuck
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How’s life? No pressure question ofc, but if you want to share please feel free to do so with this ask :3
Eh, it doesn't feel all that great right now. I'm tired and hungry a lot, but I just have to get a routine together. My sleep has been wonky, I've been waking up too early, but I feel fine then but it also feels like I can't rest completely- I have dreamless nights mostly. And I also just get annoyed a lot, but it feels better being around people I like.
#my father is upset today too cause I couldn't hang out with him#I talked to a social worker at school a few days ago just for check in and in my opinion I still feel bad even talking to her#it's been a rough week and I'm not sure what to do except deal with it and move on#I like to draw still#I dont want to get tired of it#I mean at least I'm doing productive things like laundry and showering#I'm gonna have spaghetti today that's a good thing#I'll have clean sheets for my bed that's good too#I got presents a day earlier and that's good#I like listing the positives#It kinda gives me ideas for writing#I really wanna eat all these positive things i mean the feeling it gives me in itself#I really love the good things I don't ever want to lose them#I'm actually gonna try to make a doll bunny today#I got dug up old fabrics in my room so I can experiment with something new#I'd list more good things but I'd sound kinda weird doing that in the tags#I should probably journal again but my mind blanks when I try but I'll figure it out#I mean poetry and fanfiction is always an outlet#I gotta practice that more often#There still a ways to go in life so obviously it'll change eventually it always does#And it's only one of many weeks so I can't be too doubtful#It can't always be the worst#Feeling the same feels awful#No matter the emotion it kinda turns numb if you feel it long enough#Days are always changing though since everybody is doing different things everyday all the time#Like most say 'it gets better' eventually#I guess I can wait for a good day#I have no choice sooo I'll let whatever happen#Well technically I can make it happen#I'll feel better when I made myself dinner and cleaned my bed and put away my laundry and put on fuzzy socks and go to sleep
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WOOOOOOO LENMIKU MARRIEDDDDDD!!!!!!
#vocaloid#kagamine len#hatsune miku#lenmiku#lenku#mikulen#I'm aware that I'm like a week late#I've had some pretty severe artblock recently#I just couldn't get myself to actually draw#Also this piece took a ton of time to do#But I did it and it's here#Len may be dreaming about them getting married now#But I'm sure it'll become a reality someday :)
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The Me who bought tickets to see TMBG in february 2023 and the Me who's going to actually go to the show next month are two completely different people
#slash extremely negative#it's funny to actually live this whole sort of cliche of: the time between buying tickets and going to the show can be so absurdly long#with what was supposed to be my 1st 'real' concert no less#'i bought the tickets as a teenager but i'm going to see them in my 20s etc' and stuff like that#and then when it gets rescheduled too... well. a year and 9 months is in fact a pretty long time!!!#and i'm not even talking about rescheduling due to covid because god at least i didn't have to deal with that i guess#(it IS funny though that by the time the 30th anniversary of flood tour ends#flood will be 2 months away from turning 35. so yeah lmao a lot happened in the meantime huh)#anyways day two of going crazy going insane for no reason other than well i guess that's just my life now!!!!! 😃😃😃#me when i say i'll stop documenting my rapidly progressing mental breakdown online and then keep doing it anyway#but idk maybe this will heal me in some way. my only hope rn no joke#and my mom actually seemed to be unsure if i we should book the hotels and stuff because. ig i'm this obviously unwell even over the phone#but BY GOD this is the only thing i can really look forward to right now i really need this to survive#(trying to forget how i was doing in september of last year when they rescheduled the tour#and i couldn't even be sure if i'd ever get to see them in the end lollllll#and at the heights of my tmbg obsession this was my number 1 dream. i mean it still is)#also i think i'm finally entering my tmbg autumn era now with some more frequent listening after not doing so for a while#how could i let myself pretty much forget that i love tmbg??? and that their music is so good and makes me happy???#they're still my fav band of all time just like they were back then. THAT didn't change at least#it's just that now they share that spot with sparks also lol. can't choose between them and why should i anyway#what else. ig i just hope i get the energy to finally draw tomorrow at least#because if i don't turn the ideas i have into reality then they will never become real! and that would be so sad#so maybe this can be my main reason to continue for now. whatever#goosepost
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knowing that there are other people out there who care about what you are doing is so important. knowing that there is somebody who wants me to do the things I love makes getting out of bed feel so much more worth it. even if they care just a little bit that means so much to me. I hope I'll always be able to rest knowing that something I did was able to make another person happy. there was this one time I told a friend I think making art that gives other people happiness is like how sailor moon is able to spread love and justice. I need to close tumblr before I start mindlessly typing words onto a screen again but ,,,, sometimes I just realise I actually DO like living
#mole talks#sorrysoer y its 3am and i got a compliment on my site and nice things just hit harder when its 3am#:'3#actually.. i talked to a lot of nice people today#and had a lot of nice interactions#i used to be too scared to do anything#couldn't talk to anybody#couldn't get out of bed#couldn't draw#couldn't write#but now things are different#i'm still scared. i'm very scared#but i am trying to do things#i think i deserve to be a littlr proud of myself
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