彡 OH, LITTLE PRINCE, LITTLE PRINCE...
☆. contains: prince!satoru gojo x gn!knight!reader; fluff (i'm lying i'm lying i'm lying), a reunion in the field? satoru just wants to turn back time wc: 1.6k
+ here's the previous part and here's the "i hunger to commit the act of touch" masterlist!
he's back here.
the field where he first met you.
he keeps coming back, again and again and again.
the prince pushes aside the few branches that hang in his way with a gentle hand and he's met with the most beautiful, the most peacuful sight in the world. it's hazy and it's warm, the sun bears down on the spot like guarding it is her life's purpose and gojo is grateful. the birds sit in the trees while singing their lovesongs and the grasshoppers hide in the grass, chirping as loudly as they can because... they can.
this is their home.
a kind breeze ruffles the prince's hair, it cradles his face and holds him close as he breathes in the fresh air. he loves being here. outside. he wants to feel everything, he wants to see everything. he will never get enough of the colors of the trees, the shades of the flowers, the melodies of the skies. he's sick of seeing brick walls and fancy clothes – he wants to roll around in the dirt! he wants to live.
the place looks like something out of a fairytale; gojo's eyes shine as he takes in his surroundings as if it's his first time there – the rain has washed away the blood and the ground has taken the bodies, leaving behind a clean slate.
an almost clean slate.
in the overgrown grass, he sees it—
the familiar glint of armor.
his heart races, his eyes grow big. he takes a cautious step into the field and away from the shady treeline, he's slow and steady; afraid to scare you away.
(to hurt you.)
the silver and the green look good together. tufts of grass sprout from between your body and arms, your legs, your fingers. no gauntlets... he's glad. the prince wants to see more of you but he's happy with even the slightest glimpses of skin – he wants to be closer to you. he wants to know you. he wants to help you shed the armor piece by piece, to lower the steel walls around yourself, but he knows not to rush it. your bare fingers are enough.
and your neck, your ears, your chin, your jaw. lips. cheeks and nose. forehead, your scar, your eyes. his breath hitches. it's really you. laying in the grass, basking in the sun.
(like you always do.)
he takes another step. you don't mind.
gojo can see you clearly now and he almost regrets his decision to move closer. there's a faint tug at the corner of your mouth, the slightest, and his stomach fills with butterflies.
"stalking now, are you?" a teasing lilt. more butterflies. they're so colorful, they're so pretty. "my highness."
a scarred eye cracks open and his knees almost buckle from beneath him. freckles adorn your skin and he feels lovesick. you're so warm, but the prince reckons the sun has got nothing on you. he's known the sun for his entire life and you only for a mere few months, hell, he's only seen you twice – but in his mind it's clear, it's so fucking obvious, that you shine way brighter than her.
(no matter how much you try to hide it.)
"i– " he stammers. he's been in this situation hundreds of times before but he still doesn't know what to say.
but despite his lack of words, his lips stretch into a charming smile as he stares down at you. "no."
he watches you push yourself up onto your elbows before raising a hand to shield your eyes from the sun – you, you, you.
"i missed you."
the prince's body acts on its own; the words form somewhere deep inside his chest, behind his ribs, and they crawl up his throat like they're dying to reach you. they are.
"ridiculous as always, hm?" his heart is races. nothing, and nobody, excites him like you do and that's saying a lot.
"you love it."
you give him a deep hum. the smirk on your lips doesn't fade.
you let yourself fall back against the carpet of grass and splay out your arms as if you're making an snow angel. "right."
he keeps looking at you. admiring. you look like a painting; a watercolor one – no rough corners and no harsh edges, the soft hues hold you so gently. it just feels right. there's no need for a frame, you're perfect without it. the prince takes another step and he waits for your remark, but it never comes. you want him beside you. his own smile grows wider, his chest bigger.
but the second his knees finally hit the ground, when he's mere inches from you – cold droplets of water hit his skin and he struggles to tear his eyes from you to look up at the sky instead. the sun has disappeared in a matter of a second and she's been replaced by dark clouds. the prince's heart bleeds. again. a cold gust of wind ruffles his hair and he lowers his head to meet your gaze. the faint smile stays on your lips, though it doesn't seem real anymore. now it just seems fake.
you're not happy.
he sees it now - you're the last of the dried blood, the last rotting body laying in the field and now the rain has come to wash you away as well; to clean up the mess.
there's no stopping it.
his marble fingers reach out to grab your hand, your cheek, but you're sinking. fast. you fade as the watercolor painting takes you in; you disappear as the grass swallows you whole and his fingers dig into the dirt, desperately clawing at it to save you. panic runs in his veins and his hands tremble. he can hear his own heartbeat thrumming in his ears.
"no– please!" the little prince sobs. "don't go, please!"
the world doesn't listen. it's not up to him.
(nor is it up to you.)
it happens so fast. too fast. you're gone now, and the prince is left kneeling there with glassy eyes and a broken heart.
again.
he clutches at his chest – it hurts, it hurts, it hurts. he can't breathe, he can't think; his body feels numb and so does his mind. he wishes he could go with you, he wishes the nature would take him just as it took you. the tears won't stop, his eyes hurt. his head hurts. hurts, hurts, hurts.
thunder booms in the background and the birds are long gone. no more lovesongs.
gojo paws at his own neck when his throat starts closing up. now, he really can't breathe. his tears mix with the overbearing rain that's trying to drown him; lighting strikes somewhere behind him – it's getting closer and closer. there's dirt underneath his perfectly manicured nails, there's dirt on his pearly white shirt. his vision blurs and everything muddles together. he tries to take in another breath of air, but he just can't.
(it was his fault.)
the thunder clashes once more and—
he's not in the field anymore.
there's no sun, no rain, no dark clouds, no trees nor birds. shadows surround him, they circle him and wait for him to fall again, just so they can plague him some more.
drenched in sweat, panting and heaving, he sits on the massive king sized bed in his bedroom in the castle. it's still hard to breathe, it still hurts. he wipes away the tears brimming in his lashline before setting his eyes on the cracked open window and the forest that sleeps behind it.
it's cold.
puffs of air escape his lips as he breathes and though he's sweating, he's far from being warm. his hands shake when he pushes himself off the bed and his steps are weak when he makes his way over to the glass pane. he feels numb. he's sad. the prince watches the snow fall ever so peacefully, he watches it form a blanket on top the trees and the ground. stars shine in the dark night sky but when he raises his head, his attention is solely on the moon. she's beautiful. the prince hopes she's guiding you, holding you. keeping watch.
(he wonders whether you sometimes look at the moon with him in mind.)
the cold air nips at his skin and he shivers at the bite. he doesn't want to close the window – it feels like another betrayal. what if you want to come in?
he knows it's ridiculous. suguru keeps teasing him about it, his mother keeps lecturing him about it. they don't know what they're talking about – he wants to see you again.
not the dream version. he wants to see you. he wants to apologize. he wants to say that he's sorry. he wants you to smile. he wants you to be mad. he wants you to tease him. he wants you to bark and bite. hiss and scratch. he knows he deserves every mean glare and stare, every poisonous word. he'd bleed to make it all up to you. to take it all back.
obsession. devotion. love.
he's always been a sensitive boy.
he needs to make it up to you, and he will.
even if that's the last thing he ever does.
+ to my beloved prince!gojo truthers @twentyfivemiceinatrenchcoat & @staryukis & @neptuneblue & @dollsuguru & @mossmurdock & @kissxcore i love you all so very much<333
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I didn't forget!!
just wasn't home and mobile is so fdjsaklfjdsak
14 Days With You is an 18+ Yandere Visual Novel. MINORS DNI
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HERE ARE ALL THE LIL ~FREAKY~ [REDACTED] FICS I WROTE SO FAR :3c
They're on private so if the links break I will scream and cry or delete this or get ao3 or stare at the ceiling. 🧍♀️
Silly nsfw things (and their CWs let me know if something needs more) below!!!
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Everything is gender neutral! If any future stuff added to this list is not GN, it will be noted in the CW in bolded red.
Pet names of angel and love because that's what [REDACTED] uses, but any others will also be listed!
Edging/Snowballing
⚠ CONTENT: oral, edging, snowballing (he swallows his own cum), restraint <- ALL ON HIM
Incubus/Demon Spicy Prompt
⚠ CONTENT: mild teasing, cockwarming?, no finale it's a dream </3
Camboy (NSFW streaming) AU - PART ONE
⚠ CONTENT: exhibitionism, FILMED/LIVE STREAMED, overstim with a vibe
Camboy (NSFW streaming) AU - PART TWO
⚠ CONTENT: exhibitionism, FILMED/LIVE STREAMED, kinda rough sex, requested breeding/creampie, L-word, restraint
🔊PET NAMES: slut, cumdump
Throat Fucking
(the link having nom at the end is so funny omg)
⚠ CONTENT: throat fucking, face fucking, gagging <- ALL ON YOU
🔊PET NAMES: fuck toy, cocksleeve
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