#I have work I have classes I'm in pain I'm fatigued I'm tired I don't even get to sleep in the weekends because my parents make me do stupid

[wizardnuke]

bf says ive been going thru it and doing really well at that. bursts into tears.

[no-you-can-not]

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[your-queer-dad]

hey dad.

I've been so stressed out because of school and how much homework I have to do, along with being in the National Honors Society and a performing arts society. I just have so much to do and I have a lot on my shoulders right now. It doesn't help that I'm constantly tired and in pain. I have a chronic illness that makes me really fatigued and dizzy and causes me to always be in some amount of pain. It can also cause me to faint sometimes, which thankfully hasn't happened yet, but I've gotten close a few times recently.

I hate feeling like this so often, and I only really have a few escapes from all the work. Thankfully my orchestra class is usually very fun, and a lot of the time it helps distract me from everything when I'm there. A bit more good news is that some trans tape for binding that I ordered arrived yesterday.

I'm happy about that, and I'm glad I have my orchestra class with some of my friends, but it's not even close to being enough to make me feel better. I feel so burnt out, and I don't think it's going to get any better as the school year goes on. If I'm this overwhelmed right now, then how horrible will I feel during finals?? I wish I could have some sort of break from everything, I'm so tired.

-Zee (they/them) 🫂

Hey kiddo, I'm so so sorry that sounds really stressful. If you need to talk, I'm always here kiddo. 🫂🫂

- dad x

[someverygaymoth]

Spitting facts! I'm moth, I'm a writer and an artist that's been enjoying the undertale fandom since 2016, and I have Ehlers Danlos syndrome and Postural Orthostatic Tachycardia Syndrome, aka EDS and POTS. If you wanna learn a little about those, welcome to my rant! It's below this lil line right here↓↓↓

EDS is a genetic disorder that affects the connective tissue, which is EVERYWHERE in the body. Your bones, blood, and a good portion of your organs are made up of connective tissue, so this disorder affects SO much of the body. Because of this, my ribs are misshapen, and I have scoliosis (it's not too bad, only 19% curvature. But it affects the way I walk because if your spine is tilted, so are your hips, and so one of your legs is uneven with the other, which can cause a lot of pain when my joints don't hold together right, make sense?) I experience pain on a daily basis, which is called Chronic pain. My joints hyperextend, which means they stretch too far and sometimes dislocate. Which isn't slay!

Top 5 weirdest things I've dislocated something doing: Sleeping, Sneezing, coughing, picking up a full jug of milk, and climbing a ladder.

I've lived with this disorder my whole life, but it only started putting me in a degree of pain that I questioned when I was about 13. The chronic symptoms of EDS usually set in around this age!

One of the best EDS podcasts out there is Hypermoble Happy Hour, check it out if you wanna learn more about the disorder!

But also, any questions about EDS, I am so happy to answer, feel free to ask. No question is a bad, dirty, mean, or wrong question.

I also have POTS which basically boils down to, my blood all gets stuck in my hands and feet when I stand up, and my heart has to pump really fast to keep me from passing out or kicking the bucket. Why does the blood get stuck though? Well, usually when you stand, your blood vessels tighten up to keep blood flowing to your vital organs. But since I have EDS, my blood vessels suck at tightening, because what are they made of? Connective tissue! And EDS makes that not work.

Record heart rate spike: 95 to 165 while doing nothing but standing up and walking to my class in the morning. Stayed around 150 for about 10 minutes once I realized it was that high and laid down on the floor.

My typical range is closer to 90-135

But yeah, that's not normal, it makes you feel very dizzy, distant, and out of breath! My body is constantly working so hard to keep me alive, that I'm often tired halfway through the day. POTS symptoms like heart rate spikes, breathing problems, headaches, blood pooling, and fatigue all get worse while eating, standing or sitting, bending over, exercising, in warm weather, basically in literally every situation you'll encounter in daily life. It's kinda bonkers.

Some people with POTS pass out daily, some never pass out. I've never passed out, although I've gotten very close sometimes. This one I only started to notice when I was about 9, when I began experiencing heart palpitations, fatigue, and heart rate spikes when I was exercising. Then at 11 when it began to cause problems in PE, and whenever I would get out of bed or go from laying to standing.

But I'm also comfortable answering questions about that! Feel free to ask!

This has been my rambles about health conditions! I strive to accurately represent mental health and physical disability in my writing. I've been writing a lot more disability lately, so look forward to seeing more fun content there pals! :)

This is just a not-so friendly reminder to non-disabled people, especially authors, people in fandoms or in media analysis circles: Cripple/crippled is not just a fancy way of faying "badly injured". it's not an adjective you can just throw in to spice up your sentence because you used "injured" or "disabled" too many times in that paragraph, or because you feel like it gives your writing some extra "oomph".

Cripple is a slur.

A slur the physically disabled community has been asking people not to use for DECADES, since at least the 1970's (50 years). It's a slur with centuries of abuse behind it, centuries of being used to justify physically disabled people as less-than, centuries of demonisation, mistreatment, ostracization, and murder.

Some people within the physical disability community are reclaiming it, that's where movements like cripplepunk (also known as crip-punk or C-punk) come from. That's fine, I'm not talking about that. I love the cripplepunk movement and everything it stands for: being unapologetic about our disabilities and not changing ourselves for the comfort or convenience of able-bodied folks. But the people who use it in that context understand the history of the word, they know how it was used to hurt us, and they understand that not everyone in the physically disabled community is comfortable with the use of the word, especially those who were around when someone being labelled as "crippled" was seen as a valid reason to treat them as less than human. They understand the impact of the word.

But If you, as an able bodied person, casually uses "cripple" in your work, at best you are showing your disabled audience that you haven't been listening to us, at worst, you show you don't care about weather we feel safe in the spaces you have created.

And for able-bodied authors specifically, even if your character is physically disabled, I'd still recommend avoiding it unless you're prepared to do a LOT of sensitivity readings from multiple sensitivity readers. I've been physically disabled since I was 1 year old, I learned to walk for the first time in prosthetics and have been using a wheelchair since I was in school, I have no memory of life as an able-bodied person, and even I don't feel comfortable using the word cripple in my work.

It's a loaded word, with a lot of implications and a LOT of very dark, and for some people, very recent history. It's not a sentence enhancer to just throw in willy-nilly. Please.

[strike-a-match-for-the-light]

screaming screaming screaming. why can't my doctor's find out what's wrong with me??? i'm so tired of being sick. i'm so tired of being tired. of slapping B12 injection-shaped band-aids on the problem like that solves the root issue instead of just making it so i can function. I can't fucking eat because i'm nauseous and i'm nauseous because i can't fucking eat and my body hurts all the time. It always hurts. And i've got muscle spasms and we don't even know if it's a genuine symptom or if it's a side effect of the fucking malnutrition i'm trying to escape.

And i have to drop another one of my classes because i'm in too much pain and too fatigued to make the fucking walk over. I'm just so frustrated.

I'm not supposed to feel like this!! this is not what bodies are supposed to do! it's not.

And it's like. We've got a short list of the things it's NOT but i'm so tired of doing blood work and they can't expedite my endoscopy, and they won't do the autoimmune tests i want them to do. They can't even tell me if i'm dying!!

But at least it's not Lupus or Lyme disease or Long COVID, right? Doesn't matter that i'm still sick because they were able to give me that, right? Right?

[yappacadaver]

I saw ur post before, don't want to come off anon cuz its kind of personal (and u don't have to answer this) but just wanted to say like ur not alone in feeling guilty for always being in pain. I struggle a lot with CFS/ME and Fibro so it's a constant battle of, well, I LOOK fine but my body is falling apart and I feel like I'm constantly lying whenever I tell people that I'm too tired or too in pain to do something with them/get my work done/go to class etc. But yeah. I know how it feels. Anyways all this to say, I am sending u all my support as someone who has similar stuff going on

I’m sorry you’re in chronic pain/fatigue anon, it’s rough out here 😭😞 hope things get better for us both

[vizthedatum]

Crosspost from Meta platforms: Bladder instillation outfit/selfie of the day (photo not pictured on this tumblr post)! And I also got flowers for myself afterward.

I’ve been flaring since yesterday and this morning was horrible (wrote this in the morning before my appointment today: https://www.tumblr.com/.../i-am-definitely-flaring...)

IC (interstitial cystitis) flares are so fucking dumb. But for me, they are indicative of how much stress my body is holding.

I feel better after the bladder instillation but still pretty fatigued.

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I had a great weekend, and I don’t think I did anything too stressful except for push myself too hard with hanging out with my friends. I don’t regret any of those friend hangouts. I *do* regret ruminating about work and my future (outcomes that I don’t have control over). I do regret not resting more, with my limited time off.

The rumination combined with pushing myself physically to be socially and physically active probably exacerbated my already high stress levels from work last week.

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For much of my life, I have put myself last as an uninformed means of survival and people-pleasing (or environment-pleasing?). In my mind, it was always a hustle; the following questions are a subset of what would run through my mind: when is the next class or meeting? what is the next goal I need to accomplish? how do I get people to like me and to love me? who do I have to talk to? what crisis is waiting around the corner? is my brother okay? why is my partner so embarrassed by me? I wonder if people will take me seriously this time.

Even when people gave love/care/energy/time to me (and I was very grateful that they did), I don't think I was receiving it in a healthy or balanced way: I'd either be desperately hungry for it (because I was starving, metaphorically), I'd chase it (because I was scared I wouldn't have it), or I wouldn't understand the boundaries involved.

I don't know if I trusted the right people to give me love AND to clearly articulate what the conditions were of that love. It is now a need of mine to know what the boundaries are - I'm autistic, and I have communication issues with people who aren't neurodivergent AND with people who are on different areas of the spectrum.

I am an external processor, and I need repeated communication that evolves with time as the situation changes. I will no longer be guessing when people need to enforce boundaries and don't tell me.

And I will no longer feel ashamed for people thinking I'm naive for being so vulnerable. I have a lot of lack of discernment (something I'm working on) and chaotic trust issues.

And I really REALLY don't care if people think I'm resting too much - I am aware that I need more rest than most, and I am so tired of being ashamed about it. Go ahead and think I'm lazy.

I need to prioritize myself more, is what I'm saying. As much as I want someone to love me (and many people do!), I need to pour into myself more. I need to ask for help more. I need to be able to say no AND to take a no. I need to understand when I feel disrespected by others and by myself... and act in my best interest.

Because I don't want to keep being traumatized. I don't want to push myself so much that I flare with chronic pain - sometimes my flares are random, but a lot of the time, it's because of stress, burnout, and masking. Diet and exercise DO ABSOLUTELY NOTHING when you're stressed out as much as I am.

[rainiishowers]

Concerned Demon Bros | Poly! MC | Obey Me |

A/N:

I was too lazy to edit this so apologies for any mistakes.

I also tried to make it platonic or romantic so I hope I did a good job of that?

@beels-burger-babe

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You were awfully tired today but after remembering the tests you had today at RAD, you decided to just trudge through the fatigue and change into your uniform before grabbing an energy drink and putting it in your bag

"Oi, MC! Hurry up, we are gonna be late!"

"I'm coming, Mammon!" You summon all your energy to walk the fastest you could, which wasn't really fast, unfortunately. The second born saw how slow you were being and walks over.

"Are ya okay?" He asks, slight concern lacing his voice.

"Yep, I'm just a bit tired" You chuckle awkwardly. "Could the Great Mammon carry me?" You ask in a teasing tone, which made his face go red but he just shook his head and gingerly picks you up, and with his speed, you guys ended up in the RAD halls in just minutes.

He lets you down and you squeeze his hand before backing away, feeling fatigue hit your body once again. "Isn't there a student council meeting?"

"Oh right" He cursed under his breath. "See ya later!"

With that, he left, leaving you alone in the halls of the academy. You sigh, feeling your shoulders become more heavy. Thankfully Mammon dropped you off near your first class, which was Devildom history, so you didn't have to walk too far.

While you were walking, you swerved clear of someone who almost bumped into you but in turn you fell hard on your side. You winced, noticing that your arm took the fall and now it hurt and probably would for a while. Regardless, you got up and, now limping a bit, continue to walk to your class.

Meanwhile with the brothers, a few seconds later, being a bit delayed, they all felt the surge of pain in their arm and side. Lucifer, who was speaking, hissed a bit at the pain, Mammon seemed to of flinch and quietly curse to himself, Levi winces at the pain, Satan hisses at the pain as well and checks his arm for any actual injury, Asmo let out an quiet "ow" while the twins jolt a bit from the pain.

The meeting continued as normal after a few seconds or so of silence but all the brothers were really concerned about their human.

Eventually, class ended and you were walking to the courtyard, you were trying to keep your balance but fatigue was starting to get the best of you as you already chugged your energy drink. The pain has numbed, but a small bruise started appearing. While walking past the student council room, you accidentally ended up bumping into someone, it knocked you back but that someone caught you.

You yawn and quickly apologize before looking up to see Beelzebub has grabbed onto you, having a concerned expression on his face, with Belphegor beside him having somewhat the same expression.

"Ah, hey you two" You greet in a groggy voice, rubbing your eyes. Suddenly you were pulled into another direction by Asmodeus, who started fussing over you. 

"Asmo!"

"MC, are ya okay?!" You look around to see the brothers around you. "I'm alright Mams, don't worry" You assure the avatar of greed, who too, was fussing over you. Asmo eventually found the bruise you so sloppily tried to hide.

"Of course someone thinks they could get away with hurting you.." Levi murmurs. "Who did it?" He asks.

You sputter, before shaking your head. "No one did! I was walking to my first class, someone almost bumped into me and I swerved, which made me fall down" You explain. "I didn't sleep well last night because I had tests to study for" You admit, sighing.

"Why didn't you ask me for help?" Satan asks, working on healing the bruise, even if it was just slightly.

"..I didn't want bother you..." Satan must of added some energy boosters into the magic because you felt slightly more energized than before.

"Why would you think asking for help is bothering me, or any of us?" Satan asks. 

"You all seem so busy and--" You couldn't even continue before the gentle giant pulls you into a hug, trying to be careful as to not suffocate you

"..It may not seem like it always, but we will always put you first, no matter what." You could hear how serious Beel was, so you simply smile and hug back. You two separate and you were suddenly, but gently pulled into someone's chest as they held you securely, as you realized it was Lucifer, from the smell of coffee, you ease up and hug back.

"I'm glad you aren't severely hurt." He mumbles. "You don't by chance remember who almost bumped into you, do you?"

You realized if you told them the person would be in a heap of trouble, and you doubted it was intentional, if it was, you dodged out of the way, so really it was your own clumsiness that made you fall. You shook your head because not only that, but you were too tired to recognize the face.

"Hm.. Alright." You were picked up by Beel and  Lucifer crosses his arms. 

"Since you are tired, I will allow you to have a day off, I will talk to your professors about moving your tests to a later date." You nod, not arguing that you were getting a day off, only a little frustrated that studying for tests ended up being your downfall.

"Do we get a day off?" Mammon asks.

"No."

"Aww... c'monnnnn!"

[primrosebitch]

This is so true, I'm physically disabled with many chronic illnesses and I also have adhd and suspect I'm autistic, and this is also true for physical disabilities

As an example way back when i first developed my chronic illnesses and all that I'd say I had low support needs for my physical disability, but I still had support needs. I was exempt from pe, allowed to use the elevator, if there was something that required a lot of walking I was accommodated so that I didn't have to walk as much, I let/had others carry heavy stuff for me because I wasn't able to without lots of pain, when I hung out with friends we made sure it didn't include anything that I wasn't able to do, and there are probably tons of other small things I don't remember or that have become so needed for me that I forget it's not universal.

And looking at that list it seems like a lot, but it really isn't, because I'm not basing what level of support I need on able bodied people, I'm basing it off of other disabled people.

Nowadays I'd say I have mid level support needs for my physical disabilities, I need to use a walker if I'm doing any large (for me) amount of walking (the amount is basically nothing for able bodied people lol), I'm not in school anymore but for reference (and because it's the easiest way to explain) if I was I would only be able to go like 2 or 3 days a week, I would be using my walker, I would be given more time on tests and assignments because of my brain fog, I would be given more travel time between classes, I would be allowed to type instead of hand write because hand writing makes my hands hurt and cramp up a lot, I would be allowed to just go and take a nap if I got tired because I have so much fatigue and I need to take naps to function, I would get extra breaks because if I don't my brain just stops working and I can't do any work, and I also still need all of the accommodations I needed before and there are almost certainly more that I can't remember right now.

Like look at how much more I need now, and I still consider my support needs mid because I'm comparing what I need to what other physically disabled people need and some people are unable to wash themselves or feed themselves (specifically the put food in mouth, chew, and swallow part) or they can't physically leave the house or even their bed, like how can I have high support needs when I am able to do all of that, like sure showering is super tiring but I can still shower, I can still feed myself, I can still go out and do stuff and I might be tired afterwards but I still left the house.

I think what low support needs people get wrong when they feel invalidated by the terms low support needs vs high support needs is that they think "low support needs" implies "insignificant support needs/no support needs". But that's not what it means. Every disabled person has support needs. Just because they are on the low end compared to certain other disabled people's, that does not imply that they aren't real and valid. Someone else needing more support than you doesn't imply that your disability isn't a real disability

[the-yearning-astronaut]

I desperately need to work on hw and work stuff and I'm packed and ready to go but I'm soooo tired rn. If I nap now I probably won't go out later but I *need* to but I just don't have the motivation.

How am I supposed to have the motivation to do work for a class that I can't even attend because of COVID and a refusal to provide proper accommodations? And the thing is, I have to pass this class to graduate!! It's an absolute joke! And I've been advocating for myself since the beginning of the semester and I'm just so fucking done with it. I'm so done. I'm tired and the constant email writing is exhausting and I'm supposed to somehow teach myself the material for this class without a reading schedule or anything else and I really just want to scream.

I've already dropped all the extra classes that I don't need to graduate and I've stopped even trying to do any of the other extra curriculars. I was excited for this semester because i was going to have enjoyable, low-key classes for the first time since starting this program but nooooo. We just had to go back to normal! And stop caring about COVID! And removing all accommodations that were making it possible for me to pass my classes!

I worked my fucking ass off to pass my program's hardest required courses while handling fibromyalgia and other chronic pain, severe fatigue, a broken foot, living in a constant state of panic, and having to find an entire new way of doing my coursework in addition to Fuck knows how many other challenges. And I did. My lowest grade this entire fucking pandemic was a B in Quantum Mechanics. But now I'm barely holding on to a fucking C- in a class that should have been a comparative breeze and it's pissing me the fuck off and idk what my rights are here and no I don't have the fucking energy to go researching it all. But I'm 2% away from not having a passing grade and if this is the class that prevents me from graduating in may I don't know what I'm going to do.

And yes I've already spoken with the center for disability and access on campus. Yes I've already discussed my accommodations. Yes I've spoken with someone that works in the office of the dean of students along with my academic advisor and the associate chair of my goddamn department. The most that's come out of it is that my professor is now posting his lecture notes online (they're useless to me because they come without context) and making announcements through our course page. Oh, and he actually responds to my emails now. Only took the first 4 weeks of class to get that to happen. And because my state is beyond fucked up he technically doesn't have to do any more than that. No one can make him provide me with anything else. He gets a pat on the back for doing the absolute bare minimum and I'm entirely fucked over because I can't pass a class when idek what I'm supposed to be reading from the goddamn text book.

[roseabelle21]

No. 1

Requested by: @mirukobecomingbothered​

I might have gotten carried away with the headcanon, I'm sorry! 🥺🥺 I added a few twists of my own and I hope it reached your expectations. I hope you like it! ♥️♥️♥️

Pairings: Hitoshi Shinsou x reader, Katsuki Bakugou x reader

Status: Unedited

Genre: Fluff with a tiny weeny bit of angst.

Quick Background:

An outcast because of a 'villainous' quirk? Check.

Do you have friends? Not sure if you can call them your friends when they are all blithering idiots who want to mess with the spirits.

Does everyone think that you will be a villain someday? Every time.

Is everyone afraid of you because you look like you've been dead for the past five years but still walking above ground? Absolutely!

When do people see your cat do they automatically think that you are a witch? Yes, but more like a demon in disguise.

You shrugged them off, your quirk might be on the freaky and terrifying side but it is powerful.

Contrary to popular belief, ghosts are nice, most of the time. Maybe a bit clingy and attention seeker towards you since you are the only one who can see and hear them.

They are a nice company to be around. Most of them.

There was a time you used to hate your quirk, there never seems to be a privacy when you see those supernatural things.

You see things you wish you couldn't, things that can go beyond your imagination.

Everyone thinks the worst in you, and there are days when they get to you.

When that happens, the ghosts always have your back.

You try your best to prove them wrong, and when you got into UA and placed top 5 in the sports festival, some perspective changed, and some called you a freak.

Though they are all wimps since they can't say it directly in your face or around your friends, especially your boyfriend.

Lord knows what'll happen when someone talks shit about you around them.

They probably met Jesus soon after.

Shinsou Hitoshi

Straight off the bat, your favourite date, past time, and other couple activities are sleeping.

Him catching up on his well-deserved sleep and you calm your mind from everything.

Nothing in between.

Naps in the couch, beside the window, your rooms, maybe beside the window in the common room after stargazing.

You have to pry this headcanon from my cold dead hands.

This sleepy boi understands the pain and suffering you go through the best, especially since he's been there.

Both of you start as acquaintances.

You met him when your cat decided to give you a heart attack by running off to who knows where and not coming back for h o u r s.

It freaked you out since staying out late is unlikely of your lazy ass cat.

Despite your fatigue from training, you rushed outside to find them.

You didn't have to look for too long, you found them at the park accompanied by an Einstein inspired purple-haired guy with a UA uniform.

You let out a breath of relief, it didn't last long as anger bubbled up in your chest.

Yelling out their name that startled not only your cat and the guy, but the rest of the people at the park as well.

Shinso stared at you scolding your cat whilst bringing them in your arms.

Amused and curious at the same time.

Thinking that you took that TikTok meme "I'm alive but I'm dead" a little too far.

A chuckle that left his lips and your glare started a long interesting talk.

Both of you started eating lunch together at school with the Dekusquad.

A few teasing looks from Uraraka when he sat down beside you and greeted you before anyone else.

They started inviting him to your hangouts outside of the school and study dates.

It happened almost every day once he transferred from class 1-A.

A month after that Uraraka and Kaminari started teasing the both of you.

It confused you when they made a big deal about you and Shinsou spending more time with each other than the rest of the class.

It only confused you further when Shinsou started blushing every time you look at him or even go anywhere near him.

He finally confessed to you when both of you got stuck in the closet playing 7 Minutes In Heaven.

It was hard to listen to him because of the endless teasing of your ghost friends.

They approved of him the moment he talked and looked at you like a normal human being.

Shinsou as a friend was protective of you, knowing all of the nasty looks and what people say about you because of something uncontrollable.

And now that you're his girlfriend? Oh boy, haters can run but they can't hide.

He is the most chill person you will ever meet.

But once you decided to talk shit about his girl, just pray my dude.

Or beg for mercy.

If they are one in a million lucky ones, it might work.

But they're not so.

Not even Aizawa can stop him, cause he will turn blind eye.

Nobody talks shit to any of his children students and stay alive to tell the tale.

The both of you are his prodigies, they know nothing of the hard work you both put in your training with him.

You and your boyfriend are the best in stealth missions and gathering information.

You use your friends to gather information undetectable and Shinsou tricking the villains to brainwash them.

In short, you guys are the power couple of Class 1-A and everyone agrees.

A force to be reckoned with.

Besides, no one can pull off the cosplay of Morticia and Gomez Addams better than both of you can.

You rely on each other when times get rough and needed reassurance.

Being each other's rock to hold on and find comfort in.

Shinsou will wrap his arms around you as you spill everything to him.

Reassuring you that you are his hero, muttering sweet things in your ear, stroking your hair to calm you down, and humming you to sleep.

He knows what it feels like to hate something that is apart of you.

And he tries his best to make you see the best in the worst you think of yourself.

Everything about you is beautiful, nothing that is apart of you is worth hating.

Honestly, you couldn't wish for anyone better to be your significant other.

They can call you anything they want, but you will always be an angel in his eyes.

All of them can keep talking, and he finds great pleasure once they see your true power and find themselves speechless.

"That's my girl."

Bakugou Katsuki:

Not gonna lie, he will probably think that you are a zombie or somewhat related to them.

From the moment you walked through the door, slouched back, droopy red eyes, panda-like eye bags underneath, paper white skin that is unhealthy to look at, he was certain that you are going to collapse at any given moment. 

He scoffed, wondering how the hell you managed to get into UA, let alone the Hero class.

Were you even in the right class or are you just that tired to not see that huge ass sign at the door?

Either way, he didn't care.

So long as you don't stand in his way from being the best, which is highly unlikely to happen in his eyes.

So imagine his shock when you managed to score higher than him in the Physical Assessment Test.

What in the hell?

"Hey, freak bitch! How the hell did you score higher than me?! What are you playing at?!"

Kirishima immediately held him back and apologized profusely to you. 

Bakugou's anger at you only increased when you only stared at him blankly before rolling your eyes and walked away. 

Throughout the rest of the day, whenever he tries to call you or even go near you, he finds himself tripping over nothing or his things randomly dropping.

To say it freaks him out will be an understatement.  

However, that didn't stop him from pestering you. 

Constantly asking yelling- at you demanding your quirk and challenging you for a fight.

You're nonchalant response and sassy remarks only ticked him off.

The two on two activity was useless since you did nothing and Todoroki handled the rest. 

Cue the USJ incident and he is finally satisfied when he saw your quirk at first hand. 

Skeletons rising from the ground and villains mysteriously flying away from you when they get too close to you. 

He immediately put everything together and he is ecstatic. 

An unusual quirk but powerful nonetheless. 

Katsuki finds himself watching you in the classroom and during training. 

Finding your quirk nothing short of weird and curiosity of finding out how you use it is eating him alive.

Sometimes, he catches you talking to yourself and it only makes him more curious. 

And think that you are crazy.

The moment you agreed to challenge him was the beginning of your friendship.

He overheard a few girls that you went to school with talking about your hideous appearance and quirk when walking towards the school for training.

A slight twinge in his heart when he saw you, although your face didn't reveal anything, your eyes sure did. 

He dragged you by the arm to go faster and reassured you in his blunt way.

After that training with Bakugou became a routine.

The Bakusquad saw you both walking out of the park.

You declined their offer of going out saying that you have something to do and Bakugou just saying that he's not interested in going. 

So the teasing of when both of you will make it official happens every. Single. Day.

Be it weekends or weekdays. 

They will not stop their teasing even if they are on the verge of death.

Your bond with Katsuki strengthened when you came to rescue him from the villains and when he failed the Provisional License exams.

You were the first one to notice his change and the first and only one to confront him. 

He was shocked.

He thought he had it hidden well but not to you. 

At first, he was hesitant to tell you anything. But one hug from you and his walls came crashing down.

After that incident, you came to each other to open up.

You told him how you hate your quirk sometimes. Seeing things that gives you nightmares and paranoia.

In a short but somewhat sweet way, he told you about how those fears make you a stronger person. Physically and mentally.

He's by your side no matter what happens, he won't let you go through this alone.

To further emphasize it, he gave you a one arm hug.

He asked you out a few weeks later, quietly and all blushy face which was the first for him. 

Of course you said yes.

You both agreed to keep your relationship a secret from everyone until Halloween where - much to everyone's surprise- he joined in.

The real icing on the cake was when they saw you both in a cliche couple, Harley Quinn and Joker.

Mina and Kirishima were the first ones to realize and Denki being the last.

You are practically inseparable after you relieved your relationship. 

Anyone who talks badly about you and your quirk won't last long in the face of the earth.

Katsuki Bakugou is already explosive enough as he is, and you decided to talk shit about the love of his life?

Girl/Boy bye.

I hope you crossed everything off your bucket list cause the last thing you will see and hear is the sound of his explosions.

He once asked you about what your spirits think of him.

You were silent for a while before you replied, "I don't think you wanna know."

You know he won't stop there, he kept pestering you, again and again, every chance he gets to ask. 

Annoyed you told him.

"They think you are a crusty pomeranian and they find you amusing since it's a miracle that you still have your voice after al those yelling."

They like annoying him, whenever you both are alone, they whisper things to you that'll get you to giggle and he'll angrily question what they were talking about.

Making his things fall or mess with his hair. 

They like him for you.

As long as he keeps you safe and happy, they'll keep him safe and sound.

From the villains and the bad spirits. 

Random:

You have the perfect quirk to scare the living hell of your friends and family during Halloween season.

Who are you to deny the advantages of it. 😏😏😏

Various crosses and other blessed items by the priest litter around your room to keep the spirits away.

[yeetus-feetus]

I had long covid too, for about 3-4 months, and my lungs are still absolutely fucked and my doctors are thinking it's affected my heart too. Since covid began, there has been a large rise in younger people being diagnosed with POTS.

I don't know what's wrong with my heart right now, but I know it wasn't like this before I got covid. I've had to wear halter monitors and am currently wearing a heartbug monitor and it's driving me insane.

Also since getting long covid, my immune system basically does not exist anymore. The slightest bit of cold and my chest is full of flem and my nose is stuffy and I feel like I'm dying. My whole body is more sensitive to pain, my joints ache, my head aches, I'm tired and fatigued all the time. If I eat certain things, that I used to be able to but am finding out I can't anymore, I end up vomiting it back up.

I can't focus like I used to, I can't remember things. It's like sometimes my brain just refuses to retain anything at all. I can't remember what I did yesterday. I can't do basic things like listening to someone speak and repeating what they've said back to them. It's getting really scary. I used to be the top of all my classes, but last year I dropped out because suddenly I couldn't do the work, everything was hazy and brain is too foggy.

Sometimes I get periods of time where my sense taste and smell leaves me completely, and I take several covid tests and they all come up negative.

So according to covid tests I don't have covid anymore, but it is still affecting me now, and it's affecting me severely too.

What I Want You To Know About Long COVID

Well lads, I've been suffering from Long COVID for over a year now. My life is at a complete standstill. I'm 25 years old and I'm too sick to go back to school, I can't work, I had to move back in with my parents and I'm still stuck here.

Here are just a few things I wish people knew about Long COVID, including things I didn't know myself until I got it.

COVID destroys your immune system. Yes, even if you don't have Long COVID. Are you getting sick more often now? When you get sick, does it last longer? There are many studies showing that COVID causes t cell depletion, even in mild COVID cases! T cells are how your body remembers how to fight off infections you've had before so losing those cells? Bad news.

Your initial infection can be mild and you can still get Long COVID. Right from Yale Medicine, "Most people with Long COVID had mild acute COVID." (This is also a good link for a basic Long COVID overview).

There can be a gap of time between when you "get better" from the initial COVID infection to the onset of Long COVID symptoms. Some people get sick with an initial COVID infection and never get better. Some get better and then weeks or months later start developing Long COVID symptoms. Long COVID symptoms can even fluctuate over time, can go away for months and then suddenly come back.

So many people have Long COVID and don't realize it. Do you feel more tired lately but no matter how much you sleep, nothing helps? Is it harder to concentrate at work or school? Can you just not think like you used to? You could have Long COVID and not even know it. Even mild post-COVID symptoms are still Long COVID.

COVID can do anything to your body. Long COVID has over 200 recognized symptoms and can affect basically any part or system of your body. There is no one mechanism or cause of Long COVID which unfortunately also means there's no one cure either.

The effects of COVID are cumulative. Each COVID reinfection increases your chances of developing Long COVID. COVID is also affecting your body in other ways, yes, even if you're otherwise young and healthy! "Repeat COVID-19 infections increase risk of organ failure, death".

Once you have Long COVID, repeat COVID infections will make your symptoms worse. "80% [of Long COVID patients] saw their symptoms worsen [from reinfection]. In 60% of people who were in recovery or remission from Long COVID, reinfection caused a recurrence of Long COVID."

There is a lot more I want to say about Long COVID but I want to keep this post at least somewhat manageable to read. Like how when COVID is contracted during pregnancy, those COVID-exposed fetuses have a 6.3-fold increased risk of motor developmental delays, or that another study found 50% of babies exposed to COVID in utero had developmental delays.

You need to keep caring about COVID, for others around you and also for yourself even if you're "healthy". Everyone is at risk. And don't forget 40-60% of COVID infections are asymptomatic, which is why masking even if you feel fine is crucial. The only way right now to not get Long COVID is to not get COVID in the first place. It's not too late, if you've stopped masking it's never too late to start again! I know it's easy to get distracted by things in your life that seem more real than the possibility of getting sick some time in the future, and the peer pressure to not mask can be intense. But it only feels less real or less important until your entire life is having Long COVID. Trust me.

I know this is a complicated issue, many people can't afford to stay home when sick even if they want to because of their jobs, there are disgusting policies trying to ban wearing masks, but please if you can. Keep masking. Masking works, masking saves lives.

This post got a bit longer than I wanted so below the cut is a non-exhaustive list of my Long COVID symptoms and some of my experiences as one of the "healthy young people" who got "unlucky". cw brief mention of suicidal ideation.

Welcome to the Thunderdome that is my body with Long COVID. Keep in mind these are just my experiences and symptoms, Long COVID can cause any range of symptoms at varying severities.

Dysautonomia: Exercise intolerance, Post-Exertional Malaise (PEM), fatigue, and heat intolerance. What do those things mean? Here's some specific examples. Absolutely terrible circulation I am so cold all the time but also, if I get a little too warm I will pass out. Eating hot food makes my heart rate spike, I sweat, my body feels heavy. Blood pooling and pins and needles in my feet when I walk. Don't even think about exercising past walking, it's impossible. I used to work out an hour a day 4 times a week and now walking up one flight of stairs makes my heart pound and I can't breathe. Can't take even just warm showers anymore or I will pass out. Heat rashes from being in the sun for 10 minutes.

Digestive issues: Honestly too many to name but: constant bloating, extreme nausea, constipation, slow motility, lack of appetite, just so much cramping and pain. I lost 18 pounds from Long COVID, as someone who was already considered underweight their entire life, and almost had to get a shunt put into my chest to deliver nutrients because I was nearly completely unable to eat. For the first 6 months of Long COVID, if I could manage 600 calories a day, that was a good day.

Histamine intolerance: Oh boy. My worst symptoms, I don't even know where to start with it. If you know Mast Cell Activation Syndrome (MCAS) it's very similar. I can only eat 19 foods. If i eat a single bite of something not on that list, it's 48 hours of absolute hell. Coughing, migraines, itchy eyes, such extreme nausea I cannot even describe it, panic/feeling of doom, racing heart rate, derealization, rash, uncontrollable muscle tremors. I only learned about histamine intolerance 5 months into having Long COVID so before that, I was experiencing these symptoms nearly every single day. Terrifying isn't even a strong enough word to describe how it felt to experience all this and have no idea what it was, how to stop it, or if it would ever stop. Really dark times.

Neurological issues: More of that derealization. Inability to concentrate. Anxiety. OCD-like symptoms such as thoughts getting "stuck" in my head, repeating 24/7 completely unable to stop them, genuinely felt like my brain had cracked open and I had lost my mind. Constant dizziness like I'm on a boat.

Sleep issues: I sleep like garbage. I have insomnia, I wake up dozens of times every night and every single time I sleep I have intensely vivid dreams. I can't sleep longer than 7 hours total no matter how exhausted I am. It is exhausting. I'm exhausted, I'm so so tired.

And finally. Just. Really intense suicidal ideation. My body, my health, my entire life has been stolen from me because someone else decided my life was worth less to them than wearing a mask or staying home if they feel sick. Before I got Long COVID, I was preparing to go to South Korea to teach English, then on to a PhD in neurolinguistics, I was supposed to meet my long distance partner and had already booked plane tickets when I got sick. All of that has been destroyed.

Most of us with Long COVID are stuck in a cycle of being extremely sick, then if you're lucky you'll slowly get better over months, just to get reinfected and go right back where you started or worse. Honestly, I'm not scared of dying from COVID. I'm scared of living for a long time, suffering from Long COVID the entire time. This isn't living.

I don't know how to end this now. I'm still fighting, I'm trying experimental treatments, I'm not giving up yet. I hope everyone reading this stays healthy and well.

[serienzacharysblog]

Opinion in "Given"

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For a beginning

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Welcome to all of you today. I wish you a good day and full of success. I'll talk to you today about Little my opinion in GIVEN . I hope you like it and have fun reading it. And  without prolonging. Let's get started.

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*°.•• in General opinion »•.°**

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For me.. If we want to look at this anime in general, I see it as a very special anime. It tells a human story about a boy's struggle that he wishes to cast his only end in the world after losing his dearest person in his life, but. All of a sudden. Someone who completely changes this perspective and takes his hand in the broad way of life.. And it's a reason for his talent and self-expression to be revealed to the world through music..

On the other hand, it is a very calm and emotional anime, and simple words cannot sum up the beauty and depth of feelings inherent in this anime..

And for me. As a band. I see that their band Given is a very amazing and wonderful band despite their seemingly "modest" start to the famous real bands, if we look at the skills of the members of this band we will know that they are an amazing band and no doubt about it! ..

We have, for example, Mafuyu, who has a unique singing that sings according to his feelings. And we have Uneoyama, a talented guitarist who has reached the pinnacle of what a boy his age would have. We have akihiko with the versatility and ability to play many machines and believe in himself entirely - despite the departure of his parents - and get multiple jobs at once. ،And we have Haruki, the band's official and the real interest in the band. And his gentle and attractive personality made him able to be in charge of many other teams. That's if we don't forget his unique skills in playing bass..

And best of all, their talent goes beyond the limits of the usual, they when they play together do not seem to play according to a specific tone or scenario, but they play and compose their tunes according to their own skills that express their spirit and passion for music, they are friends brought together by this passion and unite With him, so they became a really special band because of that, in my opinion..

(As an anime program) is modest and short, but the quality of the images and colors. Even in how to present the events of the series and choose exciting events in anime such as action, drama and romance very successful in my opinion - not to the degree of 10 / 10 -

For animation, anime quality, images, and so on. I see that the animation is really special, and the quality of the images and colors in the videos is not commendable, it may be

But he's an excellent anime in my opinion, and I feel that he's really an aggrieved man in terms of the number of fans, he's actually worth more! As the characters and events that go through and the story of anime itself is beautiful and interesting, frankly this anime is a very respectable effort that we can not see in many other animeines in terms of animation, music and attractive colors..

As my own assessment, I give this anime (10/10) I loved it very much especially because it speaks about music, and we do not forget that the musical influences in anime make it very realistic as if the characters are real! ..

- If you have not seen this anime before and tried to watch it, I assure you that you will not get tired of its episodes, and you will return it again and again even if it is old -

That's because the third feature, which isn't so prevalent in anime, other than this show, is "Touching the feelings."

The more anime comes into contact with human feelings and the everyday daily life of human beings, the more elegant and beautiful it becomes ..

- The places and events in the story touch real life as well -

This anime becomes more touched by feelings in the talk of some of the characters of the story such as Mafuyu . Even the simple glimpses added by the authors and authors of this program really touch human feelings, for example when the beginning song appears as a vibrating sound as a heartbeat..

It's like this guy's singing depends on his* *heartbeat, or his singing comes from the heart..

And so is when you see the logo of the start song..

"Given" has very thin and small words.. But it's not in vain. It's what it says..

"Can't say goodbye.

I'm still Drifting with your echoes" 

As if the songwriter Mafuyu was unable to leave, Because he's still fighting for the echoes of those who left him..

Likewise you will notice that at the end of the episode the title of the episode appears at the bottom of the screen in black and hashtag and ring number as well! .. It's like the episode is a chapter in the story's characters' lives. Or a special class. But it's a small part of their daily lives..

- This song was really cool and quiet! - ..

And so, especially for those who didn't notice, when the first episode of anime, there was no end song, it was just melodies without a composer's voice, because Mafuyu had not shown his musical talent in that episode. But in the next episode, in which Uneoyama discovers Mafuyu's musical talent, Mafuyu's voice appears as a singer at the end of this episode..

* Oh,. Every time I hear that song, I want to cry from deep inside.*

Of course, these things you notice sometimes recur in anime. But it is rarely repeated with such power, beauty and precision in my own anime. And repeating it in a specific anime is the reason for the splendor of anime in reality!..

For example, if we look at Hunter x Hunter 2 011, what made him a famous and legendary anime is that his anime and the way of life were the cause of his success and fame.. I know there are more anime than that of Naruto, one piece, and so on. But if we look at it from that point of view, it is the true distinctive anime that manifests itself in order to express true human feelings without exaggeration or demonstration.. This is because if it was designed to improve the quality of anime only without carrying a real message to its viewers, it is like a anime that has no meaning, its purpose is to show a fantasy that cannot be seen in concrete reality..

And in the end. That's what really attracted me to this anime.

"The beauty of animation, colors, characters, its main story and the goals of this anime."

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Features and disadvantages ☇

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If there are other features I would like to add to anime other than the one I've added before, it's one of the latest anime releases I've seen up to this point. Version 2019..

Of course, anime itself is as special as a story and as an event. But the advantage of being as the latest version will make the authors take care of the beauty of his designs, whether at the level of the program or manga,

- Because it is a new version - this is a very positive point for this series to push it for the better and encourage a lot of anime lovers in general to become fans of this series..

Course.. Until this moment, I do not see any defects for this anime more than its injustice in terms of the number of fans of this anime, this anime frankly I see that it has a remarkable work and a remarkable fatigue, whether at the level of anime or manga. This is if we do not forget that there is an official website for anime and that its episodes are starting to come down regularly and at reasonable times. And the effort of the program's sponsors is great in my opinion, but..

He's very oppressed in terms of number of fans. If we see how much effort this anime is about, we realize that it's worth a lot, frankly. And I hope that this will change for the better in the near future..

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The purpose of  the anime  ☇

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Of course, most egos have a message for the viewer, either directly or indirectly, and their purpose is to learn from them a valuable and useful lesson for you in your life, or wisdom to help you through this life.And one of the most valuable lessons That I think I've seen so far combined in this anime and his manga is..

"Hope" and looking at tomorrow without surrend'ering and expecting the near-tomorrow release, and believing in the victory of God and others for you in the future no matter how narrow your life circumstances are..

This anime tells not only the story of a specific character, but also the story and circumstances of the main characters as well as the anime and how she faced her life and reality to become better..

⇸ Mafuyu ☈

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⍈ For example,

One of the most beautiful goals I have learned from Mafuyu's difficult experience after losing his only childhood friend and confidant is "not giving up", and he is forced from the severe pain that Mafuyu has to lose yuki.But that didn't stop him from completing his career, hoping to find a solution to fix the pain of his past through him and express those feelings that he had that he couldn't express by talking, joy, crying or pain.He was able to express it only by singing when he found someone who saved him only the only moment he felt lonely and wanted to disappear..

Mafuyu has already lost his friend yuki! .. But because of his patience and hope, he has another dear friend to make up for his pain, uneoyama. Not only that! Instead, his friend was credited with helping him express his feelings and directing his musical talents, which he did not realize existed in reality. Through this, he helped him find a new special path for him in his life..

⇸ Akihiko ☈

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⍈ And so,

We have an example of Akihiko. This boy who sewagedanosis and the other on the streets or his life ends without accomplishing anything important..

Maybe he didn't really have a home to go back to. Not from his parents. Not from his former friend Ugatsu, but he struggled his circumstances and endured the pain and costs in order to live, so he worked in many jobs to get enough money. He became a professional musician.. 

And despite the terrible mistakes he's made in his life, he's not going to be able to do that. But that didn't stop him from continuing to look at the better tomorrow he's waiting for. And he was able to see a glimpse of the light of the day when he first met Haruki and became his band mate later, Akihiko himself confessed to Haruki saying in manga no. 1‪0

"Thank you for inviting me to join the band, you saved me! "

⇸ Haruki ☈

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⍈ And in the same vein..

We have Haruki. Which has long been the founder of many other teams, and despite how many problems he's had before. And the many disagreements he faced with the other teams before he was on his current team, he didn't let him frustrate his work as the founder of the teams.. He did not allow those things he faced to frustrate him or to change his gentle and fun personality, through which he could treat everyone around him with courtesy, humility and kindness. He didn't let his social personality and good spirit be compromised, despite the many problems he faced..

Whether it's the times he left the teams that've been arguing, or the time he felt broken and defeated when Akihiko told him in manga number 20. 

"Even if i do, it won't change anything."

Or even after Akihiko confessed to his love for Haruki in Chapter 29

Haruki may have lost confidence from people he had hoped to find their trust in. He lost his ex-girlfriend's trust and abandoned him when he trusted her. Akihiko lost his confidence in Chapter 20 when he gave him his trust and asked him to tell him what made him so bad..

In the end, i'm going to have to go back to my old. No matter how big the problems Haruki was facing, he was able to overcome them without allowing them to influence his personality or his character with others..

He lost the trust of the previous teams he was in, most of which ended up being dissolved and no longer existed..

He lost the trust around him..

And he forgot that, though..

⇸He was the only person who helped Akihiko and saved him when Akihiko could neither find a place to go and begged him to stay there..

⇸He was the only person who helped Uneoyama wish his unique talent to play freely without problems when he founded the team with akihiko..

⇸He was the only person who saved Akihiko from the boredom of the musician and felt like he was going to die inside when he invited him to join the band, and that thanks to him he gave him fun times in music by being part of the band..

⇸He was the only person who always cared about the band and all the time when things went wrong..

⇸He was the one who always saved the band from the difficult situations you might face..

▹▹ One of those situations was when Uneoyama almost quarrelled with Mafuyu because he had not yet specified the song and therefore the team would play without a song, and this annoyed Mafuyu to the point of accidentally cutting his guitar ball, and this got Uneoyama confused and was about to cry..

- Because he realized that Mafuyu was angry to hear it from him and that he shouldn't have said it to him because he was the one who pushed him to join the band in the first place, and he cut the guitar strings that he had fixed for him the first time he met him -

If it had not been for Haruki's awakening to Uneoyama from his ramming thoughts and telling him to fix his guitar as he did it in the first time they met, Mafuyu would not have been able to trust himself and show his musical talent at this time..

▹▹ Haruki may have already lost a lot. But he won a special band. And special friends of his in that band. And a loyal and loving friend of his, Akihiko..

The best lesson we can learn from Haruki's character right now is the wisdom of "Be beautiful, you see beautiful existence", and really. When Haruki didn't give in to his life problems and believed in beauty in life. He eventually found him by meeting Akihiko and forming a band and successes. After a long wait..

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And there are of course many other goals directed from anime, of course for anime in general we can not say that there is anime with ideal goals, no matter what anime you see, each anime has its pros and cons, but the best we gain from any anime we see is its pros and cons, so it was negative. Any anime to benefit us something in our lives, of course we can mention the positives of the goals directed by this anime which are..

⇱ "Love music" or draw the viewer's attention, i have to master something in life that requires you to have a deep love and passion for this thing that you want to succeed in..

If you do not have the determination and determination to reach it, it is good for you not to strive to achieve it from the beginning..

⇱ "Communication" this anime explains how people can communicate together using music and integrate their feelings and thoughts through it, and how one can express one's inner thoughts and feelings through it, and it also explains how humans can communicate through it and how it can profoundly affect our feelings and thoughts towards It's a good thing in life..

⇱ "Talent" this anime draws the attention of the viewer to the need to have talent to achieve your goals, if you do not have the talent what you aspire to you will not achieve much even if you work hard to reach it, but you will only reach it without being distinguished from others around you in something, be as you and believe in your abilities And your own talents and don't imitate others, always be distinct from others in your own way and different from them..

⇱ "Positive ethics" this anime also draws the viewer's attention to some of the good ethics that we have, such as 'humility'.

Mafuyu despite his high talent and being a anime hero in my opinion, he is just a simple boy who learned music and played by Uneoyama, and also draws the viewer's attention to the importance of ''giving opportunities to others to show their talents and help them ''..

If it wasn't for Uneoyama's feelings that make him care about others and not offend them, this would not have led him to help Mafuyu and fix his guitar, and if it were not for Uneoyama's interest and appreciation of Mafuyu's musical talent, he would not have been able to join the band and Mafuyu would not have been able to reach that much musical prowess and sing without him, That's what Mafuyu acknowledged to Uneoyama in Chapter 10 himself ..

"Thank you for bringing me so far."

Of course, thanks to Uneoyama, Mafuyu was able to show off his musical talents, which he did not even know existed for. This is an unprecedented human tender. To be a cause of a future and a life. It's another human being's gift! This is a great gift that has no price in its beauty! ..

Of course there are many other objectives that exist during the events of anime and the series itself, and of course the positions that we see in any general anime are a translation of our living reality carries a message through which it carries a message to its viewers, the anime may be a fantasy . But it is a fantasy that carries in its attitudes and problems of its characters and their goals and motives all that creates and moves our living reality.. Through his events, he carries his direct or indirect sms messages to his viewers. Which she tells you through..

"Have you learned anything from the characters of this series? Did you learn from her what to do and what not to do? Have you learned the principles you should stick to and the principles you should leave behind? Have you learned how to guide your life and future for the better? "

All those questions will inevitably involve in your mind after watching any anime episodes, there is no point in watching anime unless you want to learn something new and you just want to spend your time..

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⎇Conclusion ⛡

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In the end, i'm going to have to go to the If there were any words I might want to add as a conclusion, we wouldn't have started it. I realize that any words I might put here as a summary or as a conclusion here will not help..

Given in the end. It's "anime", no matter how long it's been explained and increased, but it's a special anime. It is a tender of its author for all anime and manga lovers in this world. It is more of a gift than just a distinctive and beautiful anime, it is a beautiful and quiet human story.. It is a special gift he gave to the world by writing this distinctive anime, it is my anime i was subjected to my hopes in the end to write about him and to explain my heart through the feelings that made me and i was overwhelmed when I had the opportunity to experience this anime. And all the more..

No matter how long it takes to speak, it will never give a true or accurate summary of this anime because it is not finished yet. My humble words will not give him his full right in terms of praise and appreciation..

All I can tell you is that I hope that my modest effort to explain and express this anime has won your admiration. I know that I did not say much, but I know that there is no perfection but to God, so I wish to accept my sincere efforts in my attempt to ask you honestly , and I hope that the advantages of this anime and what I felt through this anime have reached you through the folds of my simple words. I wish you a good day and you enjoyed reading. And I'll see you in other blogs soon..

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[fandoms-are-holes-in-my-backyard]

Actually, just to really hit home how deeply this condition can affect someone here is a shortened list of things I've experienced due to severe chronic atopic dermatitis

A full body flare so bad I missed weeks months of class. During this time I had to take up to 3 showers a day just to exist. These were often 40 minutes each and scalding hot (the exact opposite of what every piece of advice ever given to me) because it was the only time I didn't experience constant pain.

Just showers in general being a source of pain throughout most of my life

The only long term treatments that were actually viable for me being immunosuppressant pills or a Dupixent injection every 2 weeks, both indefinitely (given the current Everything I picked the learning to give myself injections)

Dealing with bureaucratic nonsense and jumping through too many hoops in order to get insurance coverage so I don't need to pay roughly $30,000 a year to not be in constant pain

Having to use only a *very* specific list of products that can touch my skin (moisturizer, body wash, shampoo and conditioner, laundry detergent, hand soap, sunscreen, makeup, etc)

The sheer financial burden of both finding products I can use and regularly needing to buy typically more expensive products more frequently

Not to mention the painful flare ups that come from picking wrong while trying to find one that works

The staggering amount of time and energy I've had to devote to taking care of my skin (seriously, it really adds up)

Can't believe I made it this far without mentioning the itching. OH GOD THE ITCHING. Somehow constant itching is so much more unbearable than the VAST majority of pain I've experienced

So many skin flakes everywhere no matter what I do

The general anxiety, depression, and social struggles that come from living with a very visible skin condition on top of the physical and mental fatigue of being

Did I mention the itching?

Having to deal with people constantly giving unsolicited advice like "just stop scratching" and dermatologists mostly only prescribing topical steroids

There's so much more but it's 3am and I'm tired and mad

I really wish more people understood that eczema is not just some childhood dry skin that you grow out of

It can in fact be a *chronic and majorly debilitating* skin condition