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Anons are off because I'm done with people lying in my inbox, insulting me, and just piling on. I am one person who is trying to deal with hatred from multiple sides but those sending these messages see themselves as just one person throwing in their opinion because you can't see the other 15 messages I get insulting me for the same thing. I feel like I've been clear about my stance and why I function how I do in my small space online. If you find issue with how I function then please just unfollow me and leave me alone. I'll be offline for a while but I appreciate everyone who's sent me caring messages and things to consider a lot. I'm genuinely disappointed though, that this all comes from me saying I love my Jewish community and I hope they're doing okay- My first message directed at supporting other Jews I've made, after months of reaffirming my care for Palestine. Stay safe yall.
#I have too much to get done rn anyway#I didn't get to do my shop update because things are late but at this point id rather take half my income for the month being gone over thi#I need to protect my stress related health issue still too. my wounds might have healed up but i need to make sure it doesnt flare up again#I'm genuinely sorry to anyone who my way of functioning isn't enough for. I can't be everyone's idol or hero or person they respect.#and i dont want to be any of that to anyone. im not some moral figure for others. im legit just a guy who draws personal art some people#ended up liking#anyway i need to stop looping on this. i hope everyone will have a good week.#jumblr
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Day 104
Today’s board is:
Ya know at least he’s enjoying himself <333 (He’s gonna die brutally in 0.5 seconds)
(From TV episode 3C Sea What I Found)
#htf#happy tree friends#htf disco bear#Hey so I’m posting a Disco board cus I wanna share a very brief discussion I had with a friend the other day#So uh basically it was whether or not Disco would be a good drag queen or not#and it was brief cus we both pretty much immediately decided the answer was yes#but like in a sense that he would slay on stage but like as soon as he’s done preforming he’s an absolute fucking loser again#and like maaaaaybee we’re a bit of a biased party but ya know I don’t really care#I am very much insane about this man and I think he needs to slay it up every once n a while!!#Which uh tangentially related..#if ya haven’t been lurking the htf tags there’s a htf sexyman tournament goin on rn#and like. Even though I know *objectively* Flip is the tumblr sexyman of the cast I mean like look at the hayday of the fandom#May not have been there but I’m aware of how much people made him fit the sexyman mold#but god. Do I fucking want Disco to win this#he’s my beloved pathetic loser man!!! I need him to win this!!#Vote with your heart tho guys I’m not urging you to get my goobywooby to win.#This needs to be a fair process we cannot ruin the sanctity of tumblr sexyman polls#And also Flip is my lil bbygirl too him winning would also be cool <333#Anyways that’s my Disco insanity for tonight wahoo!!!!
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love it when a character that's hard to read intuitively for you has like a dedicated fandom interpreter who can just glance at their blank face in a panel and then give you a 3k word essay on their innermost thoughts & desires & fears and neatly tie it back into the themes & whatnot as if it's the most obvious thing in the world
#im talking about griffith btw#guts i feel i get intuitively - maybe because i have some personality traits in common with him#and we get more about his life concretely told to us in canon. so he is a bit easier to pin down as a character and feel attached to for me#but whenever i was reading the manga i just kept wanting more insight about griffith's actions and feelings#like ok yeah its fun to have mysterious antagonists and suspense /tension etc but its also fun to feel like you deeply understand them too#and i felt like that was a bit missing from him for me in canon#so reading about him in analysis and fics is the most fun for me rn#he always felt kinda half unreal to me- which maybe was the point of him - but i wanted a bit more about his childhood or something?#and wished we had more stuff explicitly from his pov in the story to read or explanation about his transformation or wtv#and now he's so much more closed off to me even than he was in the golden age. i keep waiting for him to explain stuff and he does not#ANYWAYS all this rambling to say some people out there are very good at interpreting him and making his like. insecurities#more obvious to me bc i didnt really get that side of him from canon intuitively well#also im really enjoying reading the first few berserk fics ive read#there may not be a ton of them out there but there is def writing talent in the fandom#i'll share some recs once i'm done sifting through most of what's out there to read#also (not to tie everything back to death note but it IS my home fandom after all)#i feel griffith is obvs the more light-like character here and L maybe a bit guts-like? but unlike berserk in death note#light is the one you get to know best and L is the mysterious / unreal one you don't get a lot of concrete insight into#and in the DN fandom I can read the more mysterious character intuitively but had to warm up to the less mysterious one instead#and the mystery of L makes sense to me and doesnt bug me as much due to like - he HAS to hide a lot about himself or else he will die lol#so some similarities there but also some opposite feels as well#berserk spoilers#p
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awawawawawawa
#bunny rambles#i was “cleared” to go back to work yesterday but she told me i could use the rest of the time also if i wanted/needed#and im using it. but the little corporateanxietybot who lives in my head and tries to make me be a Good Worker[tm] is SCREAMING HER HEAD OFF#cause she thinks my boss/Dad is gonna scream at and hit her for being Lazy#this is a trauma post also um. didnt expect to name her rn but she's screaming and i cant scream back cause she sounds like alarms and those#scare crustywhitedog so i have to calm that one so i don't meltdown#my wife submitted the RTW date for me so like. its okay im actually taking the time and ik this is necessary also bc. it is clearly unwell#that its freaking out because it's gotten a more than a 2 day break for the first time in a year#ik corporateanxietybot has protected me in some ways but. i gotta kill her so bad. maybe H can help me reformat her somehow .....#i also hate her is the thing. she cant hear me rn bc she's just looping in circles alarming but anyway. i hate her. like Me. she's so#capitalismcorebootlicker and i hate that about her and i hate that she exists and i hate that she exists bc my dad raised me to be an#Employee instead of a person 🙃🙃🙃🙃#im not elaborating or explaining any of this. this is a diary entry now#i wish i could click her to kill her like the drones in hardcoded lmao it'd be so much easier. ik she like. lives in the work mode mask as#well which is also HARD bc if im not actively thinking Of work or At work she's nonexistent#but shes so LOUD 🙃🙃 like shut up. we're not gonna explode n die from taking an extra week off you're being dramatic our boss isnt Dad#like he LITERALLY isn't Dad. not even close. he's like the most docile man in the world come on ik they're around the same age and both hve#held authority over u but boss checking in wasnt a trap ur not ab to get caught doing wrong ur fiiiiIIIIIIINE#(also corporateanxietybot is not an adult. she's 15 and terrified but she integrated to my work mask which is the problem cause she makes me#a “phenomenal employee” and also makes me work myself sick when she is given the reigns. little devil on my shoulder except the capitalist#system we live under treats her as a positive thing so she gets positive reinforcement at work which only makes her more anxious 😭 i gotta#talk to H about this next Friday huh. also wow. parts work has made it a lot easier for me to acknowledge these behaviors so i can confront#them easier. weird. strange even. so many parts have gotten names this past month n im realizing also why its been so hard to process stuff#but it also has made me kinder to myself. anyway she turned off (her batteries are low since she's been home for a month too) so im gonna#clean myself up and get some food in me and then get some cleaning done
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Poll has to focus to not talk at mach speed
Tequilla has to focus to not talk super slowly
neither of them are bothered by the other's vocal quirks because they always compensate for the other
#I'm absolutely projecting rn#Growing up with my adhd making me hyperverbal I used to talk so fast that literally noone could understand me#I had to teach myself how to measure my voice and keep it at an even pace since the adults couldn't explain it to me in a way i understood#nowadays I don't have to think about it too much but sometimes my adderall makes that come back#anyways both Poll and TQ have volume control issues on either side of the spectrum#also its not exactly that TQ talks too slow its just his speech problems. he's got a stutter and drags out words sometimes#especially if they have multiple syllables. He can get stuck on them sometimes#i don't know the name for it but a friend in high school had it and it's based off of her#i don't quite know how to properly put it into writing tho so I don't know if it's apparent lol#okay I'm done now#not a poll#poll the egg#Tequilla the egg#captain's egg OCs#did you know that I love these kids
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guys
imma be real, i think i need to just. stop working on the big oc posts for now-
#after kinda crashing out last night (like i was literally too angry to write) i've kinda realized that uh.#i'm doing that thing again. that thing i do where i force myself into drawing/writing something i just don't have the motivation for rn#and even when it just isn't working i keep trying to force it#and yknow#that's just gonna lead to a bad final product. so i'm gonna not!#i have so many designs and stupid doodles i want to do but haven't because i feel like i have to work on the takoshi post#but don't really want to so i just end up playing hsr or balatro instead and get nothing done#so yeah. i wanna try and not do that anymore#i'm not scrapping the whole thing or anything (i've put way too much time and care into it for that lmao) but just. don't expect it anytime#soon.#i wanna wait to post it until it's ready and i also wanna have the masumii post done at the same time#and tbh now that i know seperating shit out isn't really gonna work i'm probably gonna rewrite the whole thing too#because it's kinda a mess rn. and i want it to be better but i just can't write it atm#anyways! yeah expect more stupid bs. or not! or whatever the fuck i feel like doing#because my ass is definitely burnt out oops!#ok that's it bye
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And so ...
... it begins. 🎃
#🎃 Cryptid sighting#Spirit Halloween#Under lovely overcast skies :)#This one has actually been open for a little while but I was too busy to make the rather long bus trip#OMW to the one that's like ... a couple miles away? I don't know why they have two so close together but I'm not complaining#EDIT: the second one was playing Weird Science over the speakers so I’m choosing to consider that a good omen for the season to come#Didn’t find the specific things I was looking for but the season is young and I haven’t even been to Party City yet#Not that I can afford much of anything rn but ya’ know - gotta scout for the perfect zombie mask for a cosplay I have in mind#but that’ll have to wait to get worked on anyway until after the Headcrab zombie + Mangle puppet + maybe Xenrey? are done
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officially now have enough overtime to take an entire day off im gonna ask for this friday and if they don't give it to me I'm refusing to do any more overtime until they pay me the equivalent for it. WITH overtime pay. and I'll call in sick friday anyway lmao 👍
#last week they said one of the other techs could help but her schedule was too full today AND they gave me the samples an hour late#if it wasnt for that i wouldve actually been able to finish on time lmao#i wouldnt be mad if it was any other day of the week but its monday and im fucking pissed bc its my fucking gym day#and my gym friends are texting me like yayyy glad u were finally back last week see u tonight!! hahahaha no u wont 🙃#i deliberately scheduled overtime on tues and weds and NOT MONDAY THIS WEEK SO I COULD GO TO THE GYM!!!!#whatever my boss is back in tomorrow she'll let me take the time shes never denied me it before without good reason#ive been having to go thru her boss while shes been on holiday and hes just been a little bitch abt it he told me to go to him abt taking#my overtime and i was like okay i want these hours off and he was like ummm hang on lets wait until ur boss is back.... FUCK OFFFFF#im not doing this shitty assay more than once a day the rest of this week ive done it seven fucking times since last weds#EIGHT if you count the batch of substrate i made on friday that failed which wasnt my fault it just happens sometimes#7/8 is a pretty fucking high success rate ngl this one is usually temperamental as fuckkkk. christ im tired#i just need to eat n shower n then since i cant get to the gym tn ill get my kick in another way. or ill be fucking miserable tmr#its alllll good its fine. im coping :)#man i have way too much other shit going on to be dealing w work shit rn. altho in another way having work shit going on is a decent way of#channelling out the other shit i cant talk abt w anyone like well at least i can complain abt work even if i cant complain abt xyz#i guess. also i think my period is due..... its hard to tell bc my body hasnt gotten used to being off birth control yet#but there are signs......well at least if it does start i have a legit reason to pull a sickie. hope its not too excruciating anyway 🫠#fuuuuucking hell and its only monday!!!!!!!#.vent#.diaries
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Gotta get back on the oneshot grind now that I'm writing my thesis again I think
Now I just gotta figure out WHICH fucking oneshots
#ONLY I will go okay I'm currently trying to almost finish my BA THESIS#And also I should get some writing done#Tbf I'm such a quick write no matter what that I usually do have time if I don't start my thesis work too late that day#Which eh#Sometimes happen anyways lmfao#But ye much to consider#Guessing that Nerdi's Anti-Aura Agency will be first since ranked is going on rn and also#It's funny as fuck and probably gonna be p damn short
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Store managers said even a few minutes overtime will be a write up
I'm calling bullshit
#i work in a fucking deli you think im getting everything i need cleaned in exactly 2 hours?#on a slow day yes bc guess what im not helping customers til 8#but on days like today where we have a sale? and are pretty busy??? fuck no#and! itd be so much easier if we could shut things down even just slightly early (even 30 min could help)#but nooooooo#wednesday when i close imma shut down one of the slicers at like fuckin. 5. (start earlier) cause thats what slows me down#after 8 when i gotta sharpen then clean them all on top of putting food away. collecting dishes. wiping down counters and scales#wiping glass. the wing bar. the whole bird case. sweep. spray the floor. scrub it. then push all the water into drains#or idk do very quick cleanings of the slicers. SOMETHING to speed it up by 8#if i somehow do get a write up im gonna call up my union rep and see if a literal few minutes overtime to finish cleaning is fine#bc its either a few minutes overtime or some shit don't get done (like my cook today didnt get to do her floors cause she was#cooking until 7 and it takes a while to clean the fryers on top of all the other dishes. machines. counters and WALLS. and the back floors!)#my coworkers have claimed the union does jack shit and maybe thats true. or. there is a chance they just werent fucking annoying about stuff#cause like. i get it the store doesnt wanna pay overtime. then it should give enough time for us to PROPERLY do our job#otherwise itll be half-assed and people will get written up for THAT instead#and id get it if theyre annoyed if youre like. 20+ minutes overtime#but fucking 5 minutes? or even just 1 (as manager warned/threatened)???? if i do get overtime for those minutes i guarantee its barely#anything considering i get paid 15.50 an hour#anyways. im pissed off. and skipping asl tomorrow even if i risk the administrative drop#im skipping the day of that deadline but my grades are decent (a B that I can turn to an A so long as I don't miss more assignments)#so im not too worried. if my professor asks i will say i was incredibly sore (true. my arm/shoulders/back/legs/feet hate me rn)#as well as exhausted (also true. i got home at 10:30 its currently 11 and im wound up so i definitely wont be getting to sleep for a while#and i dont fancy trying to do asl on like. 5 or less hours of sleep with a sleep-and-magnesium (i forgot to take the vitamin) deprived brain#anywho hope yall have a better night 👍#amber's shit you can ignore
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fuck the new year, everyone say happy birthday ichiban kasuga!!!!!
#rambles#yakuza liveblogging#my 2024 was pretty shit overall but im glad i spent much of it falling down the yakuza rabbithole#ive been in desperate need of a story-heavy series to sink my teeth into since my ffxiv fixation has cooled off#and yakuza perfectly fit the bill- got a hell of a lot of bang for my buck too#and while much of the fun of the yakuza games comes from the characters & drama & humor etc some of the themes hit home#y7 & y8's themes were particularly well-timed for me personally#'rock bottom doesnt have to be all bad' + 'as long as youre alive its never too late to change' are pretty poignant ideas for me rn#even more so now than when i first played them back in feb/march#as i just had a birthday that increased my age to a number that i dont much care to think about#but i just need to keep reminding myself that it literally does not matter how old i am#all i can do is try to become who i want to be in the present#i will always wish i'd done it sooner but that regret will only ever get worse the more i stall#and it isnt worth agonizing over the time i've wasted up until now because there's literally nothing i can do about it#anyway. my expectations are low but here's hoping 2025 isnt aggressively awful
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Outside of Lee Seolhwa and Lee Sookyung, do you have plans for any other character outside of Kim Dokja’s primary companions (like Gong Pildu or Han Doonghoon) for your soulmate fanfiction? Constellations like Persephone or Uriel or Sun Wukong probably wouldn’t make sense to exist in real life but maybe characters such as Han Myungoh/Han Dareum or Jang Hayoung could fit? If I recall correctly, Jang Hayoung in particular is the one responsible for the title of the fanfiction, right? I feel like she alongside the Unidentifiable Wall and the Fourth Wall would be so thematically appropriate but I couldn’t imagine how you would do it if at all. I also want to say that I’m impressed how you managed to seamlessly incorporate so many references to the original ORV into your work. It must have required you to reread and recheck the wiki.
Yess, I'm glad you asked this anon bc literally I just threw in a little reference to Han Doonghoon and Lee Sungkook in the 4.4 update and got worried people would think they had to remember the characters well to understand the surrounding plot point better than Kim Dokja does. But I think I should trust the reader a bit more lol.
Unfortunately my inclusion of Aileen and Jang Hayoung isn't going to be as big as the other kdjco members, but they're sort of already set up in the fic and have a role in chap 5. I think JHY doesn't appear directly bc to me the relationship between her and KDJ is harder to make 'real,' though I have some ideas depending on how much I decide to include in chap 5. In my plans 5 will have a gaming tourney featured, so other big 'wos players' may be referenced further there as well.
Of course like you mention the fic title and many of the chapter titles are coming directly from the mouth of Jang Hayoung, so in that way she is constantly being referenced, haha.
Han Myungoh and his daughter are referenced earlier in Chapter 4. It's sort of a drive by.
I do make use of the wiki (bless the editorsn🙏), though mostly just to check dates, numbers, and spellings of names. I like to think of myself as someone with a pretty decent memory tho, so a lot of the more specific story references are definitely just me pulling in stuff I remember from my novel read throughs. Like I might have to look at the wiki to remember Han Dareum's name, but I'll never forget Han Myungoh's entire Male Pregnancy that he had like that was a crazy random W to me on my first ORV read through I was like hello??? Also that being around when JHY was being confirmed trans haha. I think I was only out for like a year or so before reading orv so the little gender fucky moments really stuck out to me.
Sometimes rereading my old work I also remember things I forgot happened in ORV. I think part of the reason I'm struggling so much with chap 4 and onward is that now that the wall fic characters have sort of developed to where they are some of the scenes I had in mind are less 1 to 1 with the OG. For instance, I'm trying to rewrite a scene I have of YJH and KDJ having a rooftop chat that like parallels the one back before the seoul's strongest incarnation arc in the novel, but it's a bit difficult. At first I wanted to include a lot more of KDJ interacting with the rest of YJH's team, but the rooftop Scene makes more sense to put a cap on the themes explored in chap 4. But when I first wrote this scene it was less specifically addressing that theme, because it was in the outline of like right after I wrote chapter 1, so it was kind of just the OG ORV scene with the flavoring of my AU on top. A lot of the little things they do and say in the OG novel would have to be quite finagled to fit anymore, so reworking it is the big task rn.
Anyway I'm really appreciative of people like you who take note of these small details <3. it's kind of helping me remember and appreciate a lot of the parts of me that were behind a lot of Wall fic originally if that makes sense? I am like reintroducing myself to him and giving him a hug instead of running away cringing just because it's me lol.
#in games like 'thats not my neighbor' im able to memorize things about 'people'/characters maybe a bit easier than others?#like i dont have to check the ID numbers after a few rounds because i can just associate that with a face#so its sort of the same with novel characters#when i think of them its easy to remember their significant moments because i tend to picture them especially in my mind. so when the name#comes up i think of the imagined faces i had for them in the scenes they were in you know#which is why its easy to write all the little one on one sort of dialoguey scenes i do that reference the little details about those scenes#anyway i am rambling rn and maybe giving too much away? im about to go into a therapy session and hoping to plan out my week#so that i feel less stressed about packing but yesterday i had a cry sesh and orv reread that is making me want to write today#but the therapist might discourage me from that? we will see if much gets done i guess#im hoping she'll let me just turn the session into a packing schedule meeting#personal#ask#anonymous
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what if i lost the will to live like. as a joke. what then.
#i am fine ftr im just. exhausted haha#NOT to overshare about my personal life too much but my dog is dying. my horse is being given back to his og owner this summer / fall.#my dads kicking me out in two years (in favor of his girlfriend and her kids bc he would rather live w them!!!)#his alcoholism is driving me crazy bc hes treating me like absolute shit and berating me constantly#and stealing from me 🙃#ive lost my healthcare benefits + now have to either raw dog therapy out of pocket or loose my therapist#a therapist that took me a year of being on a waiting list to get in w btw#and idk i just genuinely feel like a loser rn like. im a 23 year old unemployed fat virgin who plays video games all day like. 🧍#where is this going for me. what is the point of it all. in two years im going to be fucking homeless on top of all that#unless some miracle happens bc as is i am too disabled to work.#im just reaching a point where i deeply dont care anymore. whatever happens happens im done fighting it#and ik its the abandonment issues talking here but knowing my dad is planning on abandoning me. 👍#thats two for two on parents leaving me. my entire family has at this point so like truly i cant trust any relationship#like if my PARENTS find me that unbearable. and my best friend who knew me my entire life thought so. then truly every relationship#i ever have is on a fucking timer like. idk if any besties r reading this im sorry i promise this is in no way a dig at yall#bc you guys do really make me feel loved and secure in a way no one else has but. id be lying if i said i wasnt still scared#anyways enough oversharing#i really am fine and safe rn btw like. at minimum u guys r stuck w me until arc*ne season 2 comes out 😂#my post
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I'VE FINALLY FINISHED BROTHERSHIP IT WAS SOOOOO GOOD!!!!!!!
#clai speaks#spoilers in the tags probably#ahhh first of all i am still astounded the game exists at all. we all thought m&l was done forever but here it is!!!#the timing of me playing superstar saga and getting really into mario last year couldnt have been better#i mean i probably would have played brothership still even if mario hadnt become a main interest of mine like that. but anyway#absolutely stellar re-entry into the series it did not disappoint in the SLIGHTEST#i think i 100%'d it? only thing i didnt do was finish that last dyode dance sequence but like its fiiiine#took about 50 hours i didnt get a chance to check my final time. really surprised that the game went that long!#i dont think it was a bad thing at all though. the game mostly didnt feel like it was overstaying its welcome#i did think lottacoins and the lower level solitree went a tad too long and i didnt like them but only a little. they're still fine sections#surprised that i didnt even feel like the sidequests were a drag they were all alright!#character interactions were so good ofc. love the new cast!! starlow felt a bit flat which is a shame but she also didnt appear much so#the sidequest where she visits bowser and he calls her chippy!!!! made me so happy!!!!!#all the callbacks were so good i'm glad they can still do that. yelled out loud after finding the peasley reef#docking points for no dreambert reef however. jail worthy offence#on reclusa specifically i dont have a lot to say about his character he's just your typical evil for the sake of evil villain#but i have to say i Love his design. the really exaggerated facial expressions and that clown neck frill. really fun character actually!!#ahhh call me childish but i'm never a fan of endings where friends separate but i like to think the second uni-tree--#--will allow them to link back up once its grown and can generate more connectar to do it#cant say if its my favorite yet bc recency bias is still too fresh but its absolutely my second favorite m&l game at least!!#i havent played paper jam yet i wanted to play the original paper mario and spm first. but i always hear its bad so??#brothership is at least on par with dream team for me rn. absolutely stellar game#i hope this means we'll get more m&l someday! i've already left a very positive response on the survey they put out#anyway. now to decide what to play next because i have a MASSIVE backlog of games and i didnt think this would take this long BJDHJFHF#10/10!!!! please play brothership immediately
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holding out hope . . . don’t act like it’s set in stone . . . it’s not . . . yet . . .
(much ranting in the tags)
#kotlc#yes this is about the POSSIBLE keefe short story collection or book or novella about his time in the forbidden cities emphasis on POSSIBLE#i can’t deal with anymore keefe content guys i can’t do it anymore there’s already too much#let me OUTTTTTTT shannon i just wanna be done with this series stop holding me hostage let me FREEEEE /hj#if it's keefe-centric and away from the main story why can’t she just release it AFTER the series is finished? like this is SOPHIE'S story#obviously with the baby and whatnot i’d be cool with her not releasing a book for another year but releasing extras IN PLACE of a REAL book#i don't understand /gen#if she has the energy to write a book why doesn't she just write the next one#it might not be that though that's just a possibility obviously i'm just curious#in the case that this extra is going to be released in the place of book ten this year it's like well. why doesn't she just do book ten#i wish i could say “i'm not a keefe hater but this is too much keefe content” but i am a keefe hater so#IT'S FINE IT MIGHT NOT BE THAT MAYBE WE'RE ALL SUPER WRONG AND SHANNON'S JUST HAVING A SILLY GOOFY TIME#also even if this IS a special announcement we could still get book ten news? along with the announcement? mayhaps?#manifesting book ten news along with the special announcement please shannon#sigh hoping praying manifesting anything not keefe#if it is a short story collection i cannot tell you how BADLY i want it to be the adults' backstories#like i'm rereading unlocked rn and grady edaline alden and della all have so many blank spots in their registry files???#an extra could fill those in . . . just saying . . .#also the ancients#the ancients are super interesting . . . just saying . . .#luzia's pyrokinetic friend! fallon and luzia's mom! fintan (possibly) throwing vespera in the dungeon! luzia and vespera light experiments!#fallon and the other two on the original council! bronte and fintan's relationship! fintan and luzia's relationship!#bronte working under fallon as an emissary! them going to meet the ogre king! luzia and orem's relationship! why orem doesn't like his mom!#so many possibilities . . . come on shannon . . . please . . .#give us this . . . just this . . . begging pleading imploring shannon to hear my prayers#throw a great gulon incident short story in there to keep the keefe stans happy and then get into the juicy stuff#anyway. if we manifest no keefe content there won't be keefe content <- lying#kotlc unraveled#unraveled#mine
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my summer vacation is gonna be WILDDDDD this year oh my god. First I have 2 week and a half long vacations with my dad because my brother is getting married. THEN. I’m going on a cruise with my mom and THEN at the end of summer I’m getting knee surgery because apparently I have like 3 different somewhat serious conditions going on all at once IN 1 SINGLE KNEE what the HELL MAN 😭😭😭
anyways yeah art is probably gonna be slowing down a LOT over summer and I don’t think I’ll be able to participate in artfight this year. Maybe a little but if I do then I’m gonna be focusing on close friends only really LMFAO
#Yeah#so about my knee#APPARENTLY#i have a displaced kneecap. Joint dysplasia. AND hypertension caused by the displaced kneecap which means I’m gonna be needing knee surgery#Me when my genetics are FUCKED WAAAAAAAH#I’m also gonna be volunteering at a marine center for some extra service hours for school at the beginning of summer so yeah my summer#Is gonna have no room for art LMAOOOOO#I’ll try to do a good chunk of stuff though so :3!#I got a bunch of projects planned and I’ll probably slowly work on those as summer goes on#And artfight I’ll just have to find room through my vacations!#I shouldn’t be TOO inactive but I know I will be after I get surgery so yeah! I’m gonna get as much work done in advance so I’ll have stuff#To post throughout summer :3!#Anyways yeah was just feeling silly and wanted to talk I’m relatively okay and I’m not in too much pain rn as I just got my knee brace in s#Yall don’t gotta worry about me too much HEHEHE#Anyways thank you for coming to my ted talk I got a psychiatrist appointment tomorrow so bye bye :3#Cro chatter
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