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this-love-is-delicate · 6 months ago

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Crying while reading the romance novel at 4am

#I think... i am working through more than I realize #I loved this book so much I bought 5 other romance novels #i hadn't read romance before this #i haven't really read since high school #and the last book i read was over 2 years ago #and it's been a minute since i cried Like That #like i've had small moments of tears but not like actually crying #I have been experiencing a lot of emotions lately but like #these characters #these lovers #I have thought about them all day #and what it would feel like to love and be loved by a man like him #could imagine trying to tell yourself that you're not in love with this man who's driven you wild for months #that you hope that there is another timeline where they're both not so broken that they can love each other #and he says we don't need another timeline to be able to do that #AAAAAAHHHHH I AM GOING INSANE #and i think that's the crux of it #i feel too broken battered beaten and complicated for someone to love #and I need someone to prove to me that I'm not #logically I know it's not true but #I want real actual proof #and like I mean romantic love like real romance #but it won't happen until i figure out how to find a man and actually go on dates and shit #and even then I'd still have to find like The One #and... i think im finally ready to admit it... I want a man

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poorly-drawn-mdzs · 26 days ago

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Look what we've become.

[First] Prev <–-> Next

#poorly drawn mdzs #mdzs #wei wuxian #jiang cheng #Initially I wanted to do a 'Mutiny' quote to follow the 'Luck runs out' quote.#But the musical earworms demanded a different blood to be drawn. And I think it works just as well.#Alright. It's time to confess something. I really struggled with this comic. I didn't want to draw it. Then I didn't want to upload it.#Because I knew I would be here in the tags writing and backspacing for hours trying to articulate my thoughts.#I'm going to talk about death and grief in the tags today so this is your WARNING to look away if you aren't in a headspace for it.#Sometimes in media there are scenes and characters which land on topics so specific to your wounds that it reopens them all over again.#Because here's the truth. When you've known someone like this for nearly your whole life...it doesn't matter how bad the fight is.#You always think 'We'll always have time. One day this dust will settle and we'll rebuild the bridge.'#And then the fucker dies!!! He dies and suddenly there will never ever be time to repair the rift.#Someone you loved died thinking you hated them. And part of you did just a bit. But love and hate aren't mutually exclusive.#He's fucking dead and you are left with so many broken and unfinished pieces between the two of you.#Jiang Cheng loses Wei Wuxian thinking that WWX thought they hated each other.#He's a younger brother who will one day be older than the person he lost.#Who has no one else in the world who understands those feelings of love and hate and grief.#I can't be normal about this character. I don't think he even heals me. Zero catharsis to be gained here.#I just look at his sour grape ass and think 'shit that's a little too close to home.' JC is my discomfort character.#I'm probably going to regret being this vulnerable in the tags in like. An hour. So. sorry if you see this once and never again.#EDIT: Yeah sorry this took 4 hours to muster the courage to post. Surprise update!#EDIT 2: You guys were being too nice to me on my sad comic to point out the spelling error. I have fixed it now B'*)

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xxplastic-cubexx · 2 months ago

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finally finished This Wip from Ever ago and so now i ask you ever look into another dudes eyes and suddenly want to do whatever he wants

#xmen #xmen comics #cherik #professor x #magneto #charles xavier #erik lehnsherr #erik magnus lehnsherr #the kids are here too but i aint taggin them vaeLKEVJKLJ #snap sketches #posting this now and not obsessing over the details i need to SLEEP #please click/tap and zoom to read anything im sorry theres so much dialogue #i thought i was gonna finish this sooner but i went grocery shopping with my bro today and that took longer than expected !!!!#ALSO CHAT. if youre up to date on My Lore via my tags ... my prof's lettin me submit my assignment ... life's so good...#speaking of life being good i was giggling like stupid while drawing this . i named it 'this is stupid' and i stand by that #this is so unserious im gonna make myself throw up ITS SO CORNY i make myself sick with what i draw <- will continue to do this #only god knows if this is even how that power of his works i just saw an opportunity and ran with it #the trick here is he doesnt even have to use any 'power' he can just do that to charles by default #however im making them be obnoxious about it. i am making them obnoxious over dramatic grandpas because i can #my only crime is loving the utter cheese and corniness of the 60s comics like God. anyways bye !!!!!!!#maybe one day ill finish that other comic i sketched for this weekend but i fear i wont have time to so next weekend me thinks ....#for now i hope you all enjoy this. goofy as hell nonsense jLAKJVEKLVJ

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heartorbit · 5 months ago

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find another role, carry on the show

#EDIT IT DIDNT SAVE MY TAGS. hey so this post got a thousand notes huh. interesting. surely nothing will change #i'll leave all the old tags. for my thought process. and its kinda funny #take a bow stupid idiot (throws a tomato at them)#in stars and time #isat #siffrin #siffrin no middle names no last name ദ്ദി ˉ͈̀꒳ˉ͈́ )✧#... or is it. Smiles #i'd like to draw mira for her birthday but um (hasnt open artfight website in a few days) im scared.#also i have NICE ASKS TO ANSWER.... But im scared. give me a minute #Uawaaaaagh i drew this bc i was trying to animate a little bit but it just . Didnt look good. im not good ag 2d animation #tch. ill keep trying cause there ar e way too many songs that and now about isat because i have brain worms. i need amvs.#IM SCARED TO POST THINGS THAT ARE SPOILERY BECAUSE I WANT MY FRIENDS TO PLAY ISAT. BUT.#isat spoilers #in stars and time spoilers #sasasap #sasasa:p #WHAT IS THE PROLOGUES TAG.#tshirt that says 'i <3 killing the image in the mirror and taking its place' on the fromt #and a list of megan thee stallions tour dates on the back. お金稼ぐ俺らはスター #Im kind of tempted to edit this to be the versiom with the eyes. or maybe twt can have that. or. well #all of my friends are on twt (trombone slide sfx) so maybe thats where i should worry about spoilers.#ill see if i want to slap an eyepatch on them in the morning #Im one of those people who was like idgaf about twohats (lets it simmer for a week) Oh my god. Oh my god. Ohmy god #EDIT. i swapped it out for the Eyes version it should be fine as long as its tagged formspoilers right...#ill post eyepatch vers on twt partly bc spoilers but also ppl over there can be .. annoying ..... ....#i fear i would get 800 You Forgot The Eyepatch replies. PLEASE JUST SEE MY VISION.#[BANGING MY HANDS ON THE GLASS] HIS HAND. LIKE IN THE PROLOGUE. WHEN THEYE. HANDS. HELD[EXPLOSION

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starscream-is-my-wife · 14 days ago

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Sometimes a day makes you want a Starscream to bite and squeeze

#guess who got their final scores back ahaaa #class avg was 60 percent 😭#also I have blocked the transformers tag on TikTok that place is a hellhole #bit of a vent here but it’s so crazy #I was talking to a person I didn’t even follow a while back and we were making jokes like yeah the autobots ship megastar #on my fyp a couple days later and I see them reposting “shipping megastar is bad and gross’ like bruh what #I saw one of my followers commenting ‘yeah can’t believe it’s so popular’ I HAVE POSTED MEGASTAR BEFORE WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE #I POSTED MY STARSCREAM AND MEGATRON FIGURES RAILING EACH OTHER #I only started posting cause I was like eh if it’s getting banned might as well #these people were poisoning my fyp smh #I’m convinced it’s just a moral superiority thing like all of those people who thought abo was so cringe and then someone was like #‘I secretly like abo’ and everyone agreed that they also like abo and it’s not that weird anymore #Ngl though. it is kinda sad but also kinda funny #sorry for the rant cause I talked about it before and I don’t want to keep on talking about it but those two baffled me #transformers #transformers fanart #megastar #megatron #starscream #transformers g1 #megascream #maccadam #its like watching one of those religious couples where one of them is gay and theyre like 'I am working through my gay to be straight'

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inkyrainstorms · 2 months ago

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based on the Billstill au by @jellynut! You guys should totally go check it out, it's so cool and angsty and somehow my monkey brain took that idea and made it Stan tormenting Bill forevermore. (This has spiraled rapidly not its own au of an au based on an earlier idea I had once) (might draw more of this au and that one who knows)

This has been going on for at least 15 hours straight, and Stan is having the time of his goddamn life watching Bill suffer

And then Bill gave Stan horrendous night terrors

And then Stan bought a giant bag of nachos and ground them up into crumbs and dumped them in the sea or some shit

Transcript and full image under cut

Bill, floating intangibly: You're a loser, Mac

Stan, looking up from his magazine: Yeah? And you're an interdimensional demon dumb enough to die in my head. You're the biggest idiot I know, and I know me

#They're so funny to me #Bill is trying so hard to break Stan and yeah the nightmares suck and stan is definitely scarred for life #But for the most part... to me at least #The Bill still au is about Stan repeatedly wrecking Bill's shit and tormenting him and having the time of his life #Bill is the real captive audience actually #They're stuck with Each Other <3 and they hate each other and it's so funny guys trust #Headcanon that Bills insults wouldn't work on stan and would actually improve his self esteem #Because Bill can't day anything Stan hasn't said about himself #And hearing this massive loser call him pathetic has to be so funny and also invalidate the negative self outlook #Like hell is he gonna agree with BILL of all people #Ford is extremely confused about Stan's sudden Nacho buying spree but then sees Stan throw them in the Sea while shouting profanities #Ofc he joins in #stanley pines #bill cipher #billstillau #I have too many thoughts about this sorry guys 😭😭#gravity falls #gravity falls au #sea grunks #stan pines #my art

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hollytree33 · 11 months ago

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JUDGEMENT

Finally, her fourth and final card for Trespasser!!

1. The Hanged Man

2. The Chariot

3. The High Priestess

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lilybug-02 · 1 year ago

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Wow. That could not have turned out worse.

Part 23 || First || Previous || Next

--Full Series--

This comic will be on Holiday Hiatus this December and January! While on a cliffhanger? What a scam! >:/

#Chara finally realizes something is wrong....very wrong #And you get to see little Chara for all of 2 drawings. wow. You guys are so spoiled uwu #Asriel and Chara bbfs #finally out of that darn tootin' Darkworld! WE'VE BEEN THERE FOR 2 YEARS!!!#LORE TIME LORE TIME. I know Chara is very vague about it but player-human relationships are very personal.#it can be hard to talk about them if you've been possessed yourself. especially with some stigmas around it #chara just wanted a glass of water. why you gotta do this to em #I am so so so happy to get here #the full excitement has faded since I first thought up this scene but It's still one hell of an accomplishment #YOU GUYS HAVE NO IDEA how many times I reworked this and how many rough drafts I've thrown out the window because of it.#tbh. I may post the 10+ rough pages that will never see the light of day #Im glad I didnt go through with that scrapped plot bc It was too many unneeded pages. I've learned to start condensing in a better way #I am also planning on showing off my Patreon soon :) so I'll be posting complete scrapped story lines over there #deltarune chara timeline #deltarune #utdr #deltarune chara timeline comic #art #my art #bread #chara #asriel #saloon darkworld #darkworld #deltarune au #college chara #college asriel

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daily-odile · 6 months ago

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AUGH I’d love to see more time looping odile if possible,,,,, how do you think she’d like; “devolve” over each of the acts as compared to Siffrin over time :O

ok im gonna be honest i did like portrait edits months ago and just never finished them. so here you go

act 3:

act 5:

#some of them are still missing... I'll edit this post if I finish them as well #isat #isat spoilers #odile loops au #day 108 #isat odile #i'm too lazy to individually export them in transparent atm...#tell me if yall ever need it #edit: I FORGOT TO ANSWER THE QUESTION #I mean yeah technically the portraits work but I do have Thoughts about this #I just think that throughout the loops odile becomes more. annoyed. and irritated #Like by act 3 fighting isn't really amusing anymore #dying/getting frozen is. ah. welp #But by act 5 she's just speedrunning #Just super irritated. like die already i've got variables to test #act 3 frozen is a momentary rest; the break is nice and she knows she can get back next loop; it's fine. act 5 is ugh seriously #tired. annoyed. unamused. what a waste of time #anyways wait how long has it been since I posted #(sees date of last post) OH. um #sorry guys I've been busy job (internship) hunting #will I post more from now on? No promises <3 #Thank you for sticking around nontheless... I appreciate all the stuff yall send in my inbox <3 #isat au

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seventh-district · 8 months ago

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Making Incorrect H:SR Quotes Until I Run Out of (hopefully) Original Ideas - Pt. 4 - Nuthin' but Boothill Edition

[Pt. 1] [Pt. 2] [Pt. 3] [Pt. 5] [Pt. 6]

#boothill #honkai star rail #hsr #hsr incorrect quotes #hsr memes #honkai star rail memes #hsr meme #honkai star rail meme #hsr textpost #hsr boothill #boothill hsr #hsr spoilers #hsr 2.2 spoilers #hmmm... don't think it's worth tagging the others in the 9th image. this ain't about them #still unsure abt how to do the alt text for these kinda posts properly but hopefully i'm improving #anyways. don't think i've ever seen heard and typed "cowboy' so many times in one day as i have while making this good lord #i did a bit of digging around and haven't Seen any of these done yet so. here's hoping that's the case!#i'm only ~3/4 of the way through the 2.2 main quest but the need to make these compelled me to put these out Now #i can already tell u that there Will be more of these for Boothill tho bc i'm crazy abt him. probably enough to make another dedicated post #but i'm gonna wait until i'm fully caught up on the plot (and will probably spoil myself for more of his character lore after that as well)#speaking of. i'm gonna go eat mac n' cheese and stay up too late playing through the rest of the main quest #i'm loving it so far. many thoughts head full abt it all but in a good way. hoping for more Boothill moments as we approach the end #he's def not the main character here but he is to Me okay. he is to me. i'm scarfing down every crumb he drops #i'm also suffering from Aventurine withdrawals out here. Argenti mentioning him was Interesting but i need More. Where Is He.#also. was Argenti intentionally not voiced or was it a game issue?? the hell was that. threw me off so hard when i couldn't hear him speak #anyways i'm getting off topic and wasting precious gaming time so i'll be takin' my leave now

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ohitslen · 1 year ago

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Intrusive thoughts

#nothing like thinking about how it’d be to murder your homie. we all do that aaaall the time right #a passion of mine is writing dialogue in a way that you could interchange who says it and it’d still make sense when it comes to Vashwood #they both get insane intrusive thoughts and that’s a matter of fact #they are turbo traumatized so it’s even worse at times. this is what I would say one of the tamest instances if that means anything #Vash would feel so guilty abt them too. bc they don’t feel like his thoughts. it’s almost as if it was someone else’s #they have pointed their guns at each other but never shoot. the thoughts have lost another day <3 #Vashwood is: having thoughts and rarely do anything abt them (positive and negative)#everybody who has intrusive thoughts say hell yeah. HELL YEAH!!!#gentle reminder that intrusive thoughts are just that and don’t define you as a person. they are. I’m fact. intrusive #intrusive thoughts #cw intrusive thoughts #tw intrusive thoughts #for those who may need to filter those out #trigun #vash the stampede #nicholas d wolfwood #trigun stampede #vashwood #trigun fanart #vash #wolfwood #nicholas trigun #lenssi draws #lenssi writes #because I wrote the lines first and THEN I did the drawings #still fixated on Vash’s eyes btw if you didn’t notice

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ornithological · 8 months ago

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a feral pigeon (columba livia domestica) perched on my arm, ireland

#columbiformes #columbidae #columba #feral pigeon #domestic pigeon #birds #pigeons #birdwatching #bird photography #display flight #this was from a year or two ago but thought i'd post it here lol #NO CLUE at all why it landed on my arm #i've held pigeons before when i have food to tempt them but i didn't that day #it stayed there for about a full minute lmao. i love you random pigeon hope you're doing well <3

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poorly-drawn-mdzs · 6 months ago

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jin guangshan and lan qiren yaoi perhaps? since their shapes create a perfect balance?

Two old men perform worlds first successful 96.

#poorly drawn mdzs #mdzs #lan qiren #jin guangshan #I do not know if these two have a ship tag or if anyone has ever entertained the idea of these two kissing before.#Lets call them 'old man 96' for now.#Where the nine represents LQR's honkers and the six represents JGS's hunkers.#with our efforts combines we can make this the new cursed ship.#I am now giving preliminary head space to these two engaging in a relationship and -#HOO BOY. It would be horribly toxic. But like a beautiful mushroom the toxins are part of it's beauty.#They are the most opposite in morals and behaviour one could possibly be.#Okay the thoughts are done cooking.#Lan Qiren is the 'one guy' JGS has been with and it's haunted them both ever since. They refuse to make eye contact in meetings.#What led them both to that situation is for another day. I think I burnt 80% of my braincells thinking about these two kissing.#Thank you again delightful mutual stackedbirds for setting a lovely ball for me to strike down into the earth with.#I hope you enjoy the old men big naturals top and bottom edition. Balanced...as all things should be.

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ruporas · 2 years ago

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cheers to the future of humanity (and the future of us)

[ID: Digital illustration in color of Vash and Wolfwood from Trigun. The illustration takes place during the ship/home arc, specifically chapter 21. At the center, Vash is grabbing Wolfwood by the collar and pulls him into a kiss in the middle of a celebration. The pair is colored in vibrant warm hues while their surroundings are colored in cooler colors like green and teals. Luida, Brad, Meryl, and Milly are shown amongst the crowd, occupied in the celebrations as Vash and Wolfwood share a moment by themselves at the center. END ID]

#vashwood #trigun #trigun maximum #vash the stampede #nicholas d wolfwood #hospital yuri (explodeds) like any average vw enjoyer i will never get over that arc #specifically the scene where they heard the news of earth ships coming and did that little handshake they somehow conjured or #Had already. and then the entire ship had a party... meryl and milly started drinking immediately from joy and dragged vash and ww to get #wasted too and overall celebrate together. the chapter moves quickly just like how the hope was quickly withered out and died just hours #later when knives destroyed it. BUT IM JUST THINKING ABOUT IN THE MOMENT OF IT ALL bc in the same chapter #ww asks for a chance for tomorrow and then gets news of earth ships coming. in this same arc vash is thinking of all the things he needs to #resolve so his home doesn't get attacked so the people he love doesn't have to die and the humans he wants to protect gets to live.#i feel like deep down they both semi-recognize that it can't be this easy and regardless of earth ships coming- there's still a wait for #them to arrive and they have to hold out. and regardless ww still has a mission to follow through and vash knows knives would find out #but in that mood of celebration the entire ship brought in - they can at least let themselves relax for a moment and indulge #how they basically engaged with no violence for the few days they were on that ship coaxing them into domesticity... i feel like their #thoughts would wander to somewhere soft and all #allowing them to push aside the tiptoeing and tenseness and be sweet for a night #ruporas art

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daily-dose-of-bucket · 1 month ago

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Day 177: KANNA HALLOWEEN DOODLES PART 1 (pretend it's Halloween still) (it's a working title)

#your turn to die #yttd #kanna kizuchi #shin tsukimi #a kanna a day #my post #my art #i didn't forget what i promised!! well ok i did but then i remembered so it's fine #i was originally planning on posting all of them together in one post but then my huge brain flexed an epic idea #that i can make it several posts #cus i wanna draw them all but i received a lot so you lot will have enough content for dayyyss #idk i losty train of thought #f naf movie came out more than a year ago do u ever think about that

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kurthummeldeservesbetter · 25 days ago

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tbh I don’t think therapy would have fixed Jayce and Viktor lmao. maybe would have softened their self-destructive tendencies but there’s no fixing that co-dependent relationship. Heimerdinger Mel and Sky are told “yeah, I can help treat their individual depressions but nothing is gonna reduce their co-dependency. I’m pretty sure separating them makes it a lot worse for not only them but much worse for everyone else. for everyone’s safety I suggest they’re not allowed to be more than a buildings length away from each other and even that is pushing it.” That therapist then quits on the spot cause now they’ve literally seen everything.

It’s like that scene in Brooklyn nine nine where all the physiatrists are observing and talking with Gina but instead it’s a whole crew of therapists and neurologists and physiologists trying to find out how these two men literally mind-melded together. They go to couples therapy but it’s literally just individual therapy held together because why tf not it’s the only way to get them to go.

#in therapy like well Viktor doesn’t sleep well and I think it’s because he keeps dreaming about that time when he was 12 and got sick #the therapist is like well does Viktor tell you this and Viktor is like no I didn’t tell him that recently but that is why I can’t sleep #this is how their therapy is paid for btw that team dealing with them is getting research papers and grants and funding #their award winning paper is about codependency and the end of the world and shit #one therapist suggests they spend a few days apart and the next time they come back talk about it #and all those two can do is just info dump to each other about random shit they did and thought about while they were apart #they didn’t even do the same things but for some reason complete each others sentences #the therapist is like how did you know????? and they’re like well it’s so obvious what he did while I was away #and it’s just science and science and science #that therapists just quits and leaves Piltover #gets tf away from those two #arcane #arcane spoilers #viktor arcane #jayce talis #jayvik #jayce was like well last time I was separated from Viktor he almost died and the second time I teamed up with a random girl and killed a ki #Viktor is like no way last time we were separated I experimented on myself with runes shimmer and the hexcore #AU sky doesn’t die btw #and they’re just like lmao oops too bad you weren’t there you probably would have stopped me #honestly they should have been exiled with the caveat they have to go together #these two get handcuffed together and their only problem is that it’s now harder to work in the lab

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