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Heyyyyy how are ya 😼 I have an idea for angst (Although this has already been done by many authors but I'm curious see how you approach this kind of like concept)
"Neglected... Batsis.... Reader..."
(this is totally not me just manifesting for more neglected batsia content)
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Hotdog. Dog that's hot. Oblong tube of meat that sits on a bun. As long as you're okay with it not being Yandere, I'll give almost anything a shot.
Lonely in a Crowded Room
Platonic!Batfamily x Daughter!Reader
Content warnings: emotional neglect, isolation, hyper-independence as a coping mechanism
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Your family loves you.
Your family does not have time for you.
Both of these things are true at the same time.
Your mother had abandoned you at the gates of the Wayne manor when you were an infant, leaving nothing but a note telling Bruce your name, her name, and that you were his biological daughter. After taking another DNA test for himself to be sure, Bruce accepted his role as your father and took you in.
Sometimes you wonder how different your life would be if he'd just admitted he didn't have the time to raise you and left you at an orphanage, where another couple looking to care for a child could devote their energy to you instead. You wonder if you'd be better off than you are now.
The thing is, nothing is really wrong. You're clothed, fed, sheltered, and if there's an emergency you are swiftly taken care of. You just don't have any kind of connection to your family.
Bruce gave it his best effort when you were a baby, when you needed more attention. Batman patrolled less often in the night whenever you had a bad time staying asleep. He bottle fed you, he read you bedtime stories, and he would bring you to Wayne Tower with him sometimes and keep you busy with toys while he worked. As you grew older, however, and started developing a sense of independence, that easy attention got harder and harder to get. Suddenly he was needed for a case, or there was an event Bruce Wayne needed to make an appearance at, or one of your brothers needed his insight during investigations of their own.
And, well, the needs of the many outweigh the needs of one. You learned to share his attention, choosing to be the polite daughter that could learn to fix her own problems, and eventually that meant to Bruce that you didn't need attention at all. You couldn't ever find the courage to correct him, to ask him to make space for you. So, still seeking emotional fulfillment, you tried to turn to your brothers instead.
Dick was unfailingly kind. He'd even remarked once that he always wanted a little sister, which was nice. But he was an adult by the time you entered the picture. He had his own life outside of the Manor, living in Blüdhaven and patrolling as Nightwing and maintaining a day job for the BPD. His already limited free time was spent for himself, chasing downtime he often desperately needed, and you didn't want to make him give that up for you.
Jason didn't come around the Manor as a rule. He had bad blood with your dad, and while he didn't explicitly take it out on you, unfortunately you live with Bruce, and so he just wasn't around enough for you to form any solid attachment. Plus, he's clearly got his own stuff going on, and likely doesn't have the time nor will to get to know you. You haven't tried to reach out and neither has he, which is enough of an answer about how he feels in regards to having a little sister.
Tim was kind of like Bruce. He had far too many prior engagements and duties to fulfill, from acting as current CEO of both Wayne Enterprises and Drake Industries, to moonlighting as Red Robin, to attending college and working on his degree. He'd give you a sweet smile and gently ruffle your hair if he caught you in passing, but then he had to focus on the rest of his daily goings on. Trying to catch Tim to talk was like trying to hold water in a cracked cup. He just slips right by you.
And Damian... Damian did not particularly like you. At least, not at first. He came into the picture a couple years after you were dropped off at the Manor. You suspect he felt threatened about there being another blood-relative in the house, and made every attempt to communicate to you that he wasn't happy with your presence. But, as you grew older, when the topic of secret identities and their nighttime work came up, you surprised everyone by showing no interest in taking up the mantle. You did not want to be Robin, or a bat of any kind for that matter, and that seemed to really mellow your brother out. His perceived competition wasn't even competing, and his hostility was for naught.
Now, he doesn't really give you the time of day. It took a while for you to understand that it wasn't malicious anymore. You know now that he's ashamed of his prior actions and doesn't know how to make amends. You've tried to bridge that gap for him, make it easier by showing that you hold no ill will, but either his pride or his stubbornness refuse to take the olive branch you're practically dropping in his lap.
So, you can't get emotional fulfillment from your dad or any of your older brothers. If you can't go to them, maybe you can turn to Alfred. He was a patriarchal figure, always tending to one thing or another and looking after Bruce and his sons after patrol. He didn't patrol himself, so maybe he'd have the time to spend with you.
And he did! He sure did. It just...wasn't quite what you wanted. Alfred was a former British Intelligence operative, and raised Bruce under the complicated duality of both a guardian and a commanding officer. He obviously knew how to talk to you like a normal civilian, because that's what you are, but it was overly formal. He was holding you at arm's length because he didn't know how to relate to you. You were familiar strangers, at best, and you felt that's all you'd ever be despite your best efforts.
So. No one is cruel to you. They are kind, they smile, they ask you how you're doing and genuinely seem to care about the answer. That's not the problem.
You know your family loves you.
You know your family does not have time for you.
Both of these things are true.
You just wish you weren't so terribly lonely.
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Hi, happy new years! I was wondering if you could do a platonic TFA story. I am making a book based on my request and I would like to see how you would write it.
The reader is a baby Predacon that was in an egg, and the egg hatches, and the first thing it sees is Optimus and thinks he is their mama, and just follows him everywhere and overprotective of him.
Optimus is stressing a bit because now nit only does he have to lead his group, take care of Sari, but now he has to be a parent to a baby of an extinct race of Cybertronian, and he doesn't think he's doing good and they deserves someone better to raise them. Then one day, the baby is missing, and he's just stressing out and going berserk. It wasn't after the baby Predacon was found that he relaxes and confused when he acted like that when Ratchet tells him that it was because of parental protocols that Cybertronians get when they get attached to something that they see as their own, meaning that he is perfect for them.
Bonus scene about the baby being overprotective:
Baby sees a big blue robot with a big chin being mean to mama? Say goodbye to your ankles! *Chomps*
Get a tingling feeling that something or someone is disturbing mama's happiness? Suddenly is by mama's side and sees its the big, blue chinned bot. *CHOMPS!!* The ankle bitter is back at it again. Nobody messes with mama and gets away with it.
Sentinel demabds Optimus to punish the baby bot (Optimus secretly gives them treats instead)
┗ Mama; TFA! Optimus × Sp.! Reader ┛
Characters: Optimus Prime (Transformers Animated) A/N: This took longer than I anticipated. But, I did enjoy writing it. You had an amazing request, and I hope you like how I interpreted it, @random-fandom1984! ⇘ Summary: After finding a pod with a Predacon sparkling inside, the Autobots take them in. But, this sparkling attaches themselves to a specific member of the team: its leader.
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⚔️ When a pod crashed one day just outside of Detroit, the Autobots set off to find out what it was. Optimus was the one who opened it, declaring it his duty as leader to protect his team.
⚔️ The others watched, weapons ready as he opened the pod. But, instead of there being anything truly dangerous, a tiny, sparkling-size Cybertronian jumped out of a broken mechanical-shell, gripped onto Optimus' arm, and refused to let go.
⚔️ Ratchet stared, wide-eyes as he tried to go through his medical training on what this Cybertronian's sub-species was. They certainly weren't an Autobot, and not a Decepticon, since they were too small, and too... animalistic.
"By the Primes..." he said, realization washing over him. "That's a young sparkling of a Predacon!"
"A Predacon? Didn't they go extinct millions on years ago?" Prowl asked.
"Did they somehow come back from the dead like a zombie or something?" Bumblebee added.
"Impossible. The only thing that could do that would've put them in a far more decomposed and demented state."
"They look like a baby possum holding onto its mama!" Sari said, smiling as she saw the baby Predacon hold onto Optimus and begin to purr lowly.
⚔️ Well, they have an issue now.
"If it wasn't brought back from the dead, how are they alive?" Optimus questioned Ratchet.
⚔️ Ratchet looked at the pod and walked up to it, dragging his servo along the outside of it, trying to rub something off to read the description of what was supposed to be contained, or maybe find out what it was built for.
⚔️ As he looked around, Bulkhead looked at the sparkling and smiled, waving one of his large servos at the youngling. Unfortunately for him, they took it as a threat and tried lunging at him.
"Holy Primus!" Bumblebee yelled as he and Bulkhead strayed from the baby. Thank goodness Optimus caught it in time.
"Talk about primal urges."
"I think I found what the Predacon came from." Ratchet said, making everyone look at him in confusion.
⚔️ He pointed to a projection of a large Predacon with a crown on his helm, one that appeared to transform into the Earth myth of a dragon, and listened as he spoke.
"To whomev'r finds this pod enwheeling the sparkling, hark carefully. This is the offspring of I, Predaking, Leadeth'r of the Predacons of Cyb'rtron, and mine own sparkmate, Luminate."
⚔️ A feminine-looking Predacon then came into view, a crown on her helm as well as he began to tearfully speak into the camera.
"In Predacon's CNA th're is one code f'r younglings: whomev'r those gents attacheth to first is th're rais'r, their parent. If 't be true those gents doth this to someone, prithee, raiseth those folk well and keepeth those folk safe. Not just f'r mine own sparkmate and I, but f'r the fate of all Predacons past, presenteth, and hopefully future."
⚔️ Yells erupted from the video and everyone began to become wide-eyed from what they were seeing: a war. Predacons falling from behind as Predaking yelled for his sparkmate to run and get the pod ready for evacuation. But, before this happened, he looked into the camera and smiled gently, before saying;
"Valorous luck in the future, mine own dearest offspring. Moth'r and fath'r loveth thee."
⚔️ The video then cuts as the pod's recorder then put up the words: RECORDING FINISHED. WOULD YOU LIKE TO WATCH AGAIN: YES. NO. in Cybertronian.
⚔️ Optimus looked down at the Predacon sparkling, who was still gripped onto his arm, and he smiled, lightly petting its head as it purred louder and rubbed against his servo.
"Well, looks like we have a new addition to the team."
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⚔️ Optimus opened his eyes, groaning as he felt his frame tweak and creak with his movements. That fight with the Decepticons yesterday really screwed him up. Maybe he'll just go for a little drive with the Predacon-
⚔️ Where is the Predacon? OH PRIMUS, WHERE IS THE PREDACON?!
"Ratchet!" Optimus yelled he sprung out of his room and towards the living room where the team was relaxing and healing.
"What's going on, Prime?" He replied.
"I can't find the Predacon!"
"WHAT?!"
-- A few hours later...
⚔️ Four hours. It took four hours to locate the Predacon. They were looking at the animals moving around the forest with sparkling optics, only to see Optimus and sprint to him, latching onto his leg like how they did with his arm just a few days prior when they were found.
"Y'know, you kinda acted like a Mother-Bird to them." Sari said as they drove back to the base.
"A 'Mother-Bird'? What do you mean?"
"Well, when you found out the Predacon was gone, you freaked out. Y'know? Now, you're calmer then Prowl when he's meditating."
"Then what does a mothering bird have to do with my moods?"
⚔️ Sari groaned and looked out the window, just telling Optimus to speak to Ratchet about it when they got back. He just agreed and kept driving, finally coming to a stop once inside the factory-made-base.
"Ratchet? May I speak to you?"
"Go ahead."
"Sari compared me to a mothering bird on the way back. She said when I went from being panicked to 'calmer than Prowl when he's meditating', it reminded her of it."
"That's because you were acting like a parent who lost their child. In other words: you love that thing just as much as it loves you. Don't worry about your skills at raising them, it's obvious you're just the Bot to take the reigns." He assured, patting the younger Cyberronian's shoulder before walking to his room to recharge.
⚔️ Optimus looked at his servos and silenced the rushing thoughts in his head. Ever since day once, the Predacon had been right by his side. And as he wondered if he was doing good enough for them, they just doubled their love for him by the thousands. Maybe... he was doing enough for them?
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⚔️ Another treat was tossed in your direction, a smile plastered on your face as you jumped around happily, grabbing all of the treats with a vigor matching a human child.
⚔️ Earlier that day, the Elite Guard had come down to see the Predacon sparkling and examine it for anything dangerous. Though, Sentinel, in true Sentinel-Fashion, began insulting Optimus the moment they touched down and gained contact.
⚔️ You growled from the Autobots' leader's shoulder as you listened to Sentinel speak. You may not speak like they do yet, but you understood them well enough.
⚔️ When Sentinel, Jazz, and Ultra Magnus made it to the base and began to speak about your conditions upon discovery and everything from then, you sat with Sari, watching her play around with one of her machines. Your spiky, colorful tail wagging as you watched happily.
"Well, it needs to come back with us to Cybertron for further testing, right, Ultra Magnus?" Sentinel spoke.
"They're not an 'it', Sentinel. They're a living, sentient being. Not some data-pad."
⚔�� Sentinel rolled his Optimus as he scoffed.
"Yeah, right. Look at it, Optimus. You think that thing can produce a single cognitive thought? You've gotta be kidding."
"They do produce cognitive thoughts, they're extremely intelligent."
"Oh please. It's being raised by you of all Cybertronians."
⚔️ At those insults, you stood, spread your wings, and lunged at Sentinel. In the time, you managed to scratch one of his optics and bite his ankle hard enough to draw energon.
⚔️ He screamed and jumped up, swinging you around as you held onto him. His big chin annoyed you at first, but his insults just solidified his place on your 'Bitch List'.
"Get it off me! Get it off me!" He screamed.
⚔️ Jazz watched with wide optics, trying to calm Sentinel down. Meanwhile, Ultra Magnus sighed and motioned for Optimus to handle the sparkling.
"Y/N. Hey, come here, sweetspark. I'm right here." He called, holding his arms out in the signal for an embrace, which you could never turn down.
⚔️ You ran into his arms and hugged him, wings tucking in as your upper legs held onto his shoulders and your lower were held by his other servo.
"It seems the Predacon has become attatched to you, Optimus Prime." Ultra Magnus spoke.
"Yes, they have, Sir."
"Then, I see no need to take them from you. It's obvious you have control of the situation."
"Thank you, Sir." A large smile formed on Optimus' face as he felt you nuzzle into his chest.
"And, you named them, I heard? Y/N?"
⚔️ Your head perked up as your tail slightly wagged. Ultra Magnus looked a little bit like Optimus, and you really liked Optimus.
"Lovely name choice for them." He said, a slight smile on his face as he stroked your helm once before ordering for the Elite Guard duo to get the ship ready to depart back to Cybertron.
"But, Ultra Magnus, Sir! The Predacon-"
"Will be handled by the ones who discovered them. Now, get ready to leave."
"Yes, Sir..."
⚔️ Nobody messes with Mama Optimus and gets away happily. Nobody.
#Transformers#Transformers Animated#TFA#TFA Autobots#TFA Team Prime#Transformers x Reader#Transformers Animated x Reader#TFA x Reader#TFA Autobots x Reader#TFA Team Prime x Reader#GN! Reader#Cybertronian! Reader#Predacon! Reader#Sparkling! Reader#Autobot! Reader#TFA Optimus Prime#TFA Optimus Prime x Reader
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Opportunist/Broken?
NOW we're talking. lets break this down.
so opportunist is a bitch. i think every opportunist ship has to take this into account. hes not very open with his feelings, he hates vulnerability, he is not an honest person in the least.
i think, in the beginning, opp. would hate broken. or like. hate what he represents. broken and opportunist are both submission in a sense, but while opp. is doing it to stab you in the back, broken is 100% loyal. like. opp. still has his pride ykno. broken has 0 fucking backbone (until paranoid "wheres your fucking rage. rise rise rise"s him in apotheosis).
so like. this relationship is going to be a fucking rollercoaster.
post-construct, opportunist is definitely going to want to challenge hero for top dog (even tho hero is not technically a leader in any way and its literally just bc everyone loves him), but hes going to try to get ppl on his side first ykno. amass a following. stage a coup. broken is going to be his first target. unwavering loyalty from a zealot like broken would even the playing field a bit.
unfortunately opportunist is a dumbass and does not take into account the fact that yes, he Does have feelings and he is Not immune to growing attached. it doesnt help that this is his first genuine relationship like. ever. so now, instead of having broken on a leash, his fingers have tangled in it and hes being thrown around like a ragdoll.
i think theyd actually get along once you get down to it. opportunist could definitely help his 0 spine situation and broken could help him open up emotionally. would you believe me if i said i have not thought abt this ship b4.
#playing dolls#slay the princess#very catgirl/doggirl i think#everyone is watching this go down like a train wreck btw#stubborn and paranoid are like. waiting to see if they need to step in#but then nothing happens and theyre like 'oh my god. broken actually fucking did it wtf'#and para tells everyone abt it (i think hes a bit of a gossip) and ruins opportunist's reputation indefinitely#but at least stubborn isnt ready to break him in half over his knee at a moments notice anymore
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AN: The area I live in doesn't get snow often at all, but it actually snowed yesterday! First time in years that we've gotten more than an inch! That said, the snow I can see outside in real life is exactly what inspired me to write this. <3
CW: Just some sweetness with our beloved 11th Harbinger! Reader is gender-neutral and in an established relationship with Ajax!
I just know in my heart that getting snowed in with Ajax on one of the rare occasions that he's back home is the best. Sure, you're trapped inside, and that's unfortunate, but you're trapped inside with your dearly beloved partner that you only see once in a blue moon! He's off on business so often that it's hard not to cherish any opportunity you can get to spend an extended amount of time with him.
You're not the only one who's happy either! Believe it or not, I don't think he'd be complaining at all about being forced by nature to put his thirst for battle on hold in order to stay in and catch up on quality time with his dearest. He could fight to his heart's content any other time. So, while the snow was practically thick enough to be an immovable wall that isolated the two of you from the outside world, he'd do everything he could and more to make up for lost time.
Actually, he has one singular complaint... He hadn't had time to catch a nice, big fish for you two before the snow hit!
It might be freezing outside, but Ajax can and will make sure you're nice, warm, and cozy. He's got all manner of blankets around the house (some you didn't even know were there), he knows just how to make your favorite hot drink (doesn't matter if it's hot chocolate, coffee, tea, or something else; he learned how to make it just for you <3), and he's more than willing to lend a hand when it comes to cooking a nice, warm meal. If all of that isn't quite enough, he'll gladly cuddle up with you and offer his body heat too. Basically, anything for his darling partner to keep warm!
Also, don't mind him for being practically attached to you at the hip the whole time. He's honestly just very starved for contact with you. If you get up to go grab something, he's going with you. If you're going to bed, he's going too. If you want to take a bath, you'll have to forgive him for insisting on being there with you. Poor Ajax has missed you immensely, so he can hardly help it. He has to make the most of every second he has with you, and if that means he has to be all over you, then so be it.
I fear you're also gonna have to put up with him talking your ear off too. He's gonna eat up so much of you guys' time in just asking how things have been here at home and then catching you up on his adventures, just leaving out the more... objectionable parts. He can't have you thinking badly of him, now can he?
When the snow has eventually melted away and he has to leave again, it's honestly bittersweet. You hate to see him leave again because you don't know how long it'll be before next time, but rest assured, you're one of the absolute most important people in his life. He'll always come back for you any time he can so long as he's still breathing. <3
#khy thoughts#childe#tartaglia#ajax#childe tartagalia#childe tartaglia ajax#childe x reader#tartaglia x reader#ajax x reader#fluff#fluffy thoughts#genshin impact#genshin#genshin fanfic
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arcane season 2 wasn’t all that great now that I think back on it. I don’t think it’s the war crime much of the fanbase makes it out to be but it definitely wasn’t that good. I also think the people who insist it’s terrible that I’ve watched on yt came off as a little pretentious, while the people who insist it’s good and can’t accept that the media they like is flawed and made by humans so it always will be flawed, are kind of annoying.
Like it’s just kind of in the middle of good and bad. Some good ideas, some bad ideas, some ideas that betray everything the first season was setting up, but some good thematic content, as well as some really stupid thematic content.
What has us fooled is probably:
the fact that the show can be a lot to take in- this is the case for both seasons- so when you get confused on a character motivation but are too invested in the story to go back and figure it out. Unfortunately s2 had a lot of confusing stuff going on. Characters going from point a to point b to point c to point z to point an again really rapidly. In some cases (Jinx and Caitlyn especially) they didn’t even face appropriate consequences for their actions.
the incredible cinematography and animation. This show is beautiful to look at.
the fact that it’s arcane and we’re already attached to these characters and this world. It resembles that stuff enough.
The show’s use of pathos to make us care.
Good voice acting, the overall presentation is fantastic all around.
the story still keeps you invested
unfortunately it’s a bit messy. Spoilers ahead. -The Mel story arc feels disconnected from s1 and like the writers were forced to work in some way for her to become a playable character with special abilities in the game. Her part is just all around weaker this season. -Jinx getting redeemed and she and Vi becoming sisters again. S1 seemed to be setting up that Powder was dead, and that Jinx was becoming a villain and enemy to Vi. Yes, she had some humanity still in her, but she’s also a relentless killer. S2 woobifies her quite a bit, especially with giving her a daughter to look after. She seems less ugly as a character this time, and the show never acknowledges the fact that she literally kills people without remorse and is pretty fucking far gone. Like ok. I dig the first couple eps and how it shows she and Vi are enemies but still care abt each other. I don’t dig how fast their conflict resolves, and think it should have been done differently.
-Vander being Warwick is actually brilliant (didn’t know Warwick’s lore until after watching) and they don’t do really anything with it. They woobify him way too much and don’t explore it enough.
-the retcons of Victor being the mage and Slico and Vander knowing Jinx’s mom ruin the story. Especially silco. That’s just… ugh.
-The lesbian sex scene is so fucking funny like Jinx is basically leaving to off herself and locks Vi in her cell then Caitlin shows up and they boink.
-I still need to gather my thoughts on Vi becoming an enforcer. So she does this bc it’s canon the game I think. But it does make sense for her character. Shockingly. It initially seems odd but she displays hesitance at first before making the choice, and it does make sense that she makes said choice. She HAS changed, she recognizes that Zaun has issues, and she is partially responsible for one of them (Jinx). Also she cares about Caitlyn, an enforcer. Ironically, Caitlyn actually HAS replaced Jinx for her. She’s the person she stands with and looks after now. We also can see in subtle visual storytelling she doesn’t really like what she’s doing; just feels it is needed. However I still feel like the show could have explored it more? Like one scene or something idk. I mean the writers themselves said they were bored of Vi and wanted to focus on other things. Which is odd since she gets a lot of screen time anyway… the enforcer stuff is so interesting and it needed more exploration I think. Idk my memory’s getting foggy already.
-the Warwick pathos ruins the story a little. Too many things get resolved: Caitlyn rejoins Vi, he abruptly ends the conflict between Vi and Jinx. And the show never acknowledges the nuances of either major conflicts. Caitlyn went cold and became this ruthless borderline possibly straight up war criminal (idk what qualifies as a war crime I mean u kill people in war and killing people is illegal so war is technically a crime legalized by the govt), Jinx is a remorseless killer, are we just gonna ignore that? Yes? Bc they care about wolf dad? Ok….
-Viktor’s arc goes too fast and needed more time to develop. He gets a messiah complex and I see how he heads down that path but he could have used an additional episode or something. Jayce’s arc is a bit better executed but fuck that retcon of Viktor being the mage.
all I can think of rn. Keep in mind that a lot of this is based on opinion and a fleeting memory of the show not necessarily objective fact and expertise on the series. I’m an tumblr user, not a God of media literacy. My opinions are subject to change.
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ignore if youve got this ask but thoughts on that recent ricky pic that was dropped in the broadcast channel, the red hair sitting cross legged on the chair reading a file totally ceo shen vibes, quickies in the personal office? late hours staying in? under the table? uh so hot would he take advantage on his power of being a ceo? too much to think
unfortunately i dont know what pic youre talking about babes :( maybe try attaching a link next time!
But i sooo see ceo ricky.. you two work at the same company and you can tell he likes you a little more than the other. At first, he doesn’t do anything in particular about it, and the most he’ll give you is wandering eyes whenever you wear your office short skirts.
As time goes on, you admit to liking him as well and send signals his way. Whether it is that your hand lingers on his whenever you give him something or that you sometimes bump into him, you like it, and you know he does too.
“What did you call me in for, Sir?” you asked as you stepped into his office. Things had been busy for the company lately, so that’s the only time you and Ricky spent alone in a long time. But you already knew where that was headed.
You had 10 minutes on watch. “Come here” he invited you to sit on his lap. Ricky was manspreading, and he knew it drove you crazy.
Sitting down and facing him, you wrapped your hands around his neck, giving him a peck on his lips. It was a first, but you decided to test the waters. His larger hands wrapped around your waist and pulled you closer, as his lips met with yours again.
“Ride me for a raise, Miss?” you couldn’t refuse him when he looked at you with his head thrown back and a smirk planted on his face.
Said and done, your hand reached his pants and freed his cock. It slid in you with ease as you came prepared for him, the anticipation having been building for so long.
You moaned in unison as your pussy swallowed his dick all the way. Bouncing slightly, his lips attched to your neck, giving you light kisses and sucks. “Hurry” he growled as his grip on your waist tightened. You were hurrying and so was he. The meeting soon to start couldn’t wait.
The moment you started hearing voices from outside your heart fastened and so did you moves. You could feel your boss being close, as whimpers escaped his mouth. “Oh my god..” Ricky moaned as he filled you up once again. You got up and pulled your panties quickly. He loved when you held his cum warm inside of you, so that he could see it drip out when he had some alone time with you later.
He pushed the hair out of your forehead and gave it a kiss. “Thank you, baby. I’ll remember to return the favour”
#harunade#zb1 hard hours#zb1 hard thoughts#zb1 x reader#harunade ricky#ricky hard hours#zb1 ricky#ricky x reader#ricky smut
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I love making Simon my personal dress up doll <3
These are a bit old now, it’s been in drafts for a while cause I forgot about it, but eh.
Random explanations under a cut for funsies—
First one is pretty standard Simon fit stuff, belts armor, a tank top, boots with the fur, etc. Inspo mostly came from just looking at random pictures of belts on Pinterest and finding one with a cool like flail head on it! Which is just neat in general, I’d imagine Simon would probably find it convenient to have the different end attachments for the whip to be easily switched out, so yeahg sure he’s got it on his belt now lol. I tried looking through my boards to find the belt image but I think it may have gotten deleted :(
This one is an outfit I ran into that said “draw ” thing, also saw it on Pinterest, but it took a bit to track down the original artist of it: the artist is “ HEAVEN . “ on Pinterest, also @/luffydguzzler on Twitter. Hopefully drawing Simon and not one of my OCs in this outfit was alright, unfortunately when I ran into the post it was from someone on Pinterest who straight up stole the artwork (;_; ). That being said, if I find out that this is against any boundaries at all, I will take this drawing down. But related to the art itself, I drew him in it because the outfit ratio fit him perfectly. Tight shirt, something on the lower arms, midriff showing, tiny skirt, belts, furry chunky boots— these are all combinations he’s had in his designs before. :3
This one I also just saw a little caplet thingy on Pinterest and went “wow he’d look cute in that” and yeahg. I actually have a Pinterest board that’s entirely for random clothing I think he’d wear! Which is such a uh very normal about a character thing to have 💀.
He’s working out— POV you are Simon’s sparring partner (he’s very happy about it) (also you’re about to get kicked you might wanna block tha— oh no eee— on your left— ooo aaa oof yowch yikes—). Anyway I feel like I made his head a little awkwardly small in this hmmm. Either that or I took the photo of it at a weird angle. But yeah now you have seen Simon with leg warmers, you’re welcome!!!
#castlevania#castlevania games#akumajo dracula#akumajou dracula#simon belmont#art post#my art#I should draw him in clothes again soon but ehhhhhhhhh not yet#it’s really fun tho!#I like picturing him in random casual outfits and just chilling around a lot#it’s very healing— soothing even— thank you free will for letting me be able to give this man a much deserved break#but yeah you can tell these are older cause I’ve improved a bit with faces and stuff lately lmaooooo#first one holds up the best in that regard I think— then the second one#also he’s holding some laurels in that first image idk why#I imagine he does this level of outfit all the time—#also I’ve pretty much determined the CV1/X6800 design is a skirt btw the way it hangs on him does not look like shorts#Simon Belmont went to go kill Dracula in a leather miniskirt never forget that#but yeah more simon outfits have to wait cause I’ve been drawing a comic about Trevor and Julia recently hehe :3#more on that later hehehehehe—
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Was not gonna post this but!! Here's Yasmin, Bazel and Daim, Jeanne and Kalim's kiddos in the future 🫶🏻 this is a very messy and simple sketch and is 100% subject to change! But I still think this turned out super cute so I wanted to share :]
#💙! mah's art#💙! pirate treasure#“mah do all ur oc x canon have children?” yes#“even Idia and Perse?” yes#guys i need u to understand im FAMILY ORIENTEDDDDDD#if my characters/canon characters wouldn't want children trust me i will find a way#anyways#luckily for me Kalim has 30+ siblings he DEFINITELY would want children#unfortunately for him Jeanne is absolutely NOT having the same amount. she stops at 1#...until Kalim gets like super attached to these 2 homeless kiddos so#now they have 3#sigh#anyways!!#i love them very much#i will eventually draw like actual designs for all my fan kiddos#but for now have this#yippeee#sketch#art#scarabia#fan kids#twst#twisted wonderland
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maybe unpopular opinion but I'm kinda loving Elias so far? like as a Person I would hate him but as a Character? kicking my feet and giggling everytime he makes a stupid joke or menaces someone. slayyyy old man. terrorizing your employees is so good for the Plot.
#mag 117#i don't want to like him he's just so funny#i think i reverse psychologied myself into liking him. i thought i could make him Die if i got attached.#going off my track record it'll probably work sooner rather than later tbh#my main takeaway from season 3 so far has been that 1) jon makes many questionable choices and 2) i would make the exact same choices#unfortunately i do not have what it would take to survive those conditions and that is okay#tma#elias bouchard#the magnus archives#the magnus archives liveblog#the magnus archives spoilers#tma spoilers#tma season three#tma liveblogging#tma liveblog first listen
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I must admit it exhausts me a bit when people compare the interactions between the companions in da2 and veilguard and complain that the veilguard crew don't argue viciously enough or don't have enough fundamental unbridgeable ideological differences. like yeah it's almost like dragon age 2 is a game specifically about implacable human discord in all its forms and that's the theme the companions also build up under and provide a lens to look at. and perhaps. just maybe. veilguard is doing something different and also interesting thematically if you look at it for what it actually is, and its companions are playing into those themes instead (come become beside me my friend none of us have this figured out but at least we have each other along the way. you must struggle with who you are. despite the high high stakes on paper, veilguard (sometimes to its detriment, often to its advantage once you realize this is what it's doing) is really not that interested in outward conflict, between ideas or groups or individuals -- most of the real meat and potatoes is in the internal struggle of the characters with themselves and their identities, the ways they've been changed and also stay the same, it's weirdly deeply trans all the way to the depths of the narrative that way, as well as fundamentally being about trauma recovery. again, what you're ultimately fighting is not actually in the realm of elgar'nan and ghilan'nain at all, it's on the level of solas' despair and his regret over what he's done and who he's become).
tl;dr why are we pitting two bad bitches against each other etc. they're literally both pretty and I love them
#dragon age#dragon age: the veilguard#dragon age: the veilguard spoilers#dragon age spoilers#it's fine not to vibe with this game! but claiming it's only doing surface things while you are doing only the most surface read.....#well. I shan't be as snarky as my worse instincts might wish me to be. but c'mon give it an honest try#at least my many years of da2 love have trained me perfectly to die on unpopular hills I nevertheless personally treasure haha#I am Ready#not that there aren't big actual writing problems in the most classic of bioware styles -- look at the unfortunate fact#that ivenci is just. so factually objectively right in the crow storyline that they have to have him go full quisling/'somehow.#orsino still became a flesh monster' to discredit his pov and have you side with the crows. it's only the power of sexy stupid characters#that makes that in any way work. (but such is the power of teia and viago and lucanis' big puppy dog eyes that I go 'anything for you')#this was honestly to be expected though would you even recognize a bioware game without some absolutely unhinged#and baffling writing choices with the strangest probably unintented implications attached along these lines. it's like coming home
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thinking about how essentially every relationship john locke formed in the early seasons of lost has completely disintegrated by the time of his death.
of course there's his relationship with jack, which starts tense but manageable and culminates in jack pointing a gun at john's head and pulling the trigger. but even his smaller, less narratively prominent relationships either implode or drift apart. he bonds with walt in season one but then walt leaves the island, which is itself a severing of their bond since it was mainly based on being the only two people who wanted to stay. still, he goes and visits walt off the island so this is probably john's most successful relationship. I dont think i need to explain how he fucked up with boone, "the sacrifice that the island demanded." charlie viewed john as a mentor and claimed to trust him more than anyone on the island, but after the events of fire and water, that trust is destroyed and charlie despises him. at the same time we get john bonding with claire and having a pseudo-paternal dynamic with her, but their closeness basically drops off the face of the earth as he gets less and less involved with the other survivors.
his arc in the series is essentially a gradual distancing from everyone around him. it starts when he abandons hunting (providing for the others) in favor of trying to get the hatch open (it's extremely clear his primary motive isn't any survival applications but getting answers to the mystery). when they do open the hatch, he spends more and more time inside, underground, cut off from other people. he spends more and more time interacting with ben, a human mystery box that he's obsessed with cracking even if it gets him killed. he follows the proverbial white rabbit deeper down the hole and leaves his connection to humanity behind. the island and its mysteries become more important to john than anything or anyone else.
then in season three we get him claiming to go undercover with the others only to unceremoniously tell sawyer that he's actually going to join them. and it doesn't feel shocking, it feels inevitable. because john has spent the entire series becoming less and less connected with the people he arrived with. in that sense he actually makes a fascinating foil to juliet, who is introduced as one of the others and yet never really fits, she's increasingly sympathetic and kind in a way the rest of them aren't, her redemption arc feels so natural that she actually starts referring to her old people as "the others" like she's been one of the crash survivors from the beginning. her and john basically have inverse arcs, which is probably accidental but very neat.
in season five john tries to convince everyone to go back to the island, and fails spectacularly. and of course he does, because he was so consumed by obsession that he stopped maintaining his relationships, and in many cases actively alienated people (this is also basically what happened with helen) and now he can't wrap his head around why they're all so hostile to him. i am forever obsessed with the scene where he confronts kate and she brutally calls him out for wanting to return to the island because he doesn't love anyone. it actually struck me on rewatch how well the two of them got along in season one, and how badly their relationship has degraded by this point. john repeatedly casts aside interpersonal relationships in favor of his obsession with destiny, so when said destiny actually involves persuading the people he once shunned, he's at a loss. this is because john treats purpose as a supplement for connection, destiny as an alternative to love.
as an aside, this aspect of john's character kinda ties into my opinion that several lost characters can be read as allegorically neurdivergent under a certain lens. i know this was absolutely not intended, but as an adhd former gifted kid who struggles socially, there is something uncomfortably familiar about a character who allows their relationships to burn around them because of a single-minded obsession, especially as a result of being promised the fickle status of "special."
tl/dr: john locke is a doomed idiot and i love him
#i swear i did not intend for this post to get so long#i could've said even more#like how he latches on to the concept of destiny because it both vindicates his own suffering and exempts him from needing love/affection#because he needing those things is what made john keep returning to his father and he never wants to feel vulnerable like that again#if you never get attached to anyone then they can never leave you etc.#unfortunately destiny is also. a fickle bitch#ARGHHHH I NEED TO WRITE AN ESSAY#i have so many thoughts and so little time/motivation to write#i still need to finish my fic it's so close to being done#but productivity abandons me#just like destiny....#sorry#john locke#lost#lost 2004#lost abc#lost tv show#lost tv series#ben linus#jack shephard#charlie pace#boone carlyle#claire littleton#kate austen#juliet burke#character analysis#ig?#mini essay#walt lloyd#my silly rambles
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reeeeeally thinking about an au where instead of taking 10 years, athena goes to see how telemachus is doing after like a year of parting ways with odysseus. her unexpectedly befriending this unhinged but well intentioned child does in fact result in her having her "oh shit was I wrong" realization and helping odysseus way sooner than in canon
#chat if i think hard enough will it write itself???#be honest#bc ive been trying and its not working#imagine athena just going to check on telemachus because she was sulking too hard on olympus#she doesnt have any intentions on getting attached to him#but she cant stop herself from watching over the kid for several days#and telemachus bless his heart#he just really really wants to pet the owl that seems to follow him around#just think about owl athena watching him thinking shes so slick and smooth but telemachus is more like his father than she realized a#and hes already drawing plans on how to befriend her#unfortunately for her it works#epic the musical#epic athena
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Hi! I saw your last post's tags, and I was wondering, what was your favourite theory for Robin Lives? How did it get debunked? Somehow I haven't seen proper speculation for this comic, only criticism 🥲
Oh my very early first theory (like literally thought about it after reading the very first issue) was that Jason's therapist would kill the joker, there was a page that could've been really neat foreshadowing if it went that route, but well. -🐅
#like the therapist getting attached to jason and doing that for him would've been interesting bc it would've#played with the role 'mother figures' always have in jasons life and other stuff thats pointless to elaborate on now#bc it wont happen#pretty cliche tbh but thats me. i like cliches unfortunately for every writer#asks#mod post#?#oh also i love speculating about comics but i rarely share my thoughts bc they never become real#if you have seen my dms about the batman v catwoman arc.. i had so much faith in that event LOL
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should this be how i introduce my @infamous-if mc no am i gonna do it anyway yeah. so hyped for the update!! can't wait to be tortured by my own voluntary choices!!!
Innes Von Yang— ‘Ivy’ or ‘IV’
she/they (nonbinary)
Vampire aesthetic. She also has a lollipop gimmick, as in, she'll go out on stage with one. She's starting bringing unopened ones onto stage to throw into the crowd since it became a thing, but it actually started because she ran onto stage one time with one and some fans thought it looked cool so she kept doing it.
Appearance wise, she has choppy dyed hair with white red and black in the mix. East asian girl with beige skin, but she does full face makeup on stage based around goth and vkei. Might do an outfit collage another time…
Goes by Ivy because it’s her initials (her parents thought von was a middle name and didn’t realize it’s meant to be part of the last name)
Her stage name though is IV, as in the hospital equipment, but cause it’s also the roman numerals for four, her lucky number. She started using it to match with Seven, and he has this as his tattoo because it’s always been ‘her number’ even before it was her stage name. She still has her tattoo as well, and doesn't bother to conceal it.
"Sev!" and "Ive!"
Similarly to how Seven doesn't like Duckstein, Ivy hates her first name and any variations of it, treating Ivy as her name. "Don't call me Nezzie!!" (unless it was high school and you were Seven getting back at them for calling you 'Ducky')
Needs glasses but wears contacts! They worked hard on that eye makeup goddammit!! They just wore glasses back in high school though.
Has a Soundcloud they’ve been using since middle school. They started posting solo songs there which are usually indie pop or some other experimental sound different from the band.
She used to play the violin, but stopped when she got older and focused more on being a vocalist and dance. Ironically? Not that good with plants.
Girl the first meeting between them and August was so funny. “August, meet IV, the one I was telling you about." “You can just call me Ivy. It's nice to meet you." “Isn’t that the same thing…?” “Nah. Ivy— I-V-Y is based off my initials. IV— I and V, is the Roman numeral four.” “…For?” “Yeah, four!” “No for what?” “What do you mean, four what? Four just…means four.”
Deadly arachnophobia. She screamed her fucking lungs out on the bus when they thought they saw one and climbed onto Rowan while shrieking at him to kill it (it was some thread).
They became way more bitter and cynical over time, but out of spite (towards their parents, the world, Seven—) remain stubbornly ambitious and laugh in the face of whatever tries to take her down. It’s just easier and less embarrassing to be volatile than wistful or a doormat. It's for the sake of pride, really.
Closeted Soft Violence fan. You will have to threaten to kill her (or catch her deeply off guard) before she even thinks of admitting this.
She projects anger and spite in front of Seven because she can't help herself. When it comes to being vulnerable, she would always stamp it down or try to cover it up. Inwardly, she’s just really sad and wanting for what’s not really there anymore and never will be. You’re in his dms I’m disgusted by the enormity of my desire!!! We are NOT the same!!!
This is similar to how she acts around her parents. She still really wants to have a relationship with them but feels she's the one who has consistently had to try to have that, which makes her bitter and embarrassed as an adult. They make her feel like a meek little kid again and this time she doesn't even have Seven to fall back on when that happens-- which makes the feeling worse. AUGHH!!!
She’s really only chasing fame because that has to be what makes all of this hurt and effort worth it. Otherwise, genuinely, what was it all for? To share their music? Don't fuck with them like that. It stopped being about 'their' music when Seven left. They're a damn good band, Ivy loves her friends, and she has fun-- but it's just not the same goal without him around anymore.
Used to hate confrontation, but now dives into drama for the hell of it (even if she won’t start it herself necessarily). Generally hates being underestimated or pitied, and doesn’t like getting help because they’re not a ‘charity case.’ Has become kind of trashy and plays comic relief with Rowan alot. Speaking of him...
Her ship name with Rowan was originally ‘IRow’ (Ivy’s a shameless atla fan) but was quickly overtaken by ‘Bloody Hart.’ They’re not into each other but they did kiss while drunk once (which for them kinda solidified the fact they aren't into each other). Fans also coined ‘Snivy’ for her and Seven, though the two never dated.
Is rooting for Piercehart. She has the edits that have started rolling in saved on her camera roll already. They've also been victims of the shipping culture though #AutumnIvy (a typo that just...stuck? August isn't even a fall month!)
Started believing in the idea of fate after Seven left the band. If it brought them together once it can do it again (she refuses to think about it or accept this being the real reason why yet and just chalks it up as her committing to the bit.)
Worst Demeanor: Tweeted ‘Taylor Swift is mid’ then put their phone on dnd for the next two days. She still has it pinned to her profile.
Pinch Me— cause I must be dreaming!
Genre: Alternative Rock, dipping occasionally into Pop Rock
Fandom: Idealists
First album: Burn the Candle
Hit song: At Both Ends
GC: pretenders
xoxo to anyone who got this far have these two drabbles. first one was inspired by the very normal line of thought ‘man what if mc died before they could make up with seven’ (+haha they swapped how they feel about fate) and the second from the fact that sev canonically thought abt mc during their dates like DUDE !!!
#ik that sev won't act as codependent in their actual romance + he and ivy never dated b4 the band broke up#but i literally could not sotp laughing abt the tweets like they were so funny to me#ivy's set ro is seven! o obviously i fear im not a hipster i love the same things everyone loves#however ! i got so attached to her that i can't make another mc for the other routes atp so she kinda gets tossed around#infamous ros nightmare blunt rotation !!#but no fr girl what are you doing homewrecking valenreign#you have more important cheating allegations to worry abt rn!!!#infamous if#seven lawless#ivy yang#interactive fiction#my mcs#intro post#?#as someone w bpd mannnn#seven is so real i fear#like i get her so bad#sorry i like seven a lot so i hit him w the he/she ification beam#i am not an avina hater they are unfortunately also incredibly real and im deeply fascinated by them#GET UNDER THAT MICROSCOPE !!!#LMAO OKAY OKAY NO MORE TAGS WAITING RESTLESSLY FOR CH3 I KNOW ILL DIE
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There's something satisfying about making fool/jester inspired character designs.
#Brick and Sol my beloveds#And also Hollyleaf but for much meaner reasons#ah the duality of jesters and clowns and the like#being made to amuse and distract while also being unnerving and sometimes in media the cleverest person in the room#or the most dangerous in their case#unfortunately Sol's character is mostly just vibes. And I hate that he's an outside force like nooo. not the message I want#making him a spirit is a maybe but I don't knooowww#Brick Bone and Scourge are all different types of dangerous which I love.#If you have not noticed by now I am overly attached to Eye of Stars Bloodclan#I could talk about the three leads for so long from their relatioships to their designs and I haven't even finished writing their stories.
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DUNMESHI EP 3 WAS SOOOO BEAUTIFUL OMG THE ANIMATION WAS SO GOOD😭😭😭 LAIOS IS SO CUTE I LOVE HIM... hes so smart... one of the most likeable male anime protags ive seen in a while... 1 of the most likeable protags period tbh anyway hes good🥺
#i usually get attached to side/supporting charas more than the protags so it means a lot that 1 of my fav charas is laios rn#(and yeseo for twsb)...#their common point: hungry LHDSKHD /j#basically what this means is im going to enjoy dunmeshi a lot bc im not just tolerating the boring protag dcgddfgd#cant wait to meet other charas too KABRU WHENNNNN#most excited to meet kabru i like his design a lot#also its cool to see laios like thinking and reasoning a lot while fighting...#like a lot of shounen(which is what ive watched most of) protags r just act first think later which is fine i like those too#but i feel like its more rare to see one be a thinker™️. esp one that looks himbo coded like laios tbh#like yea hes really not a himbo as ppl said... Good#cant believe i thought laios was gonna be boring when i first saw his design yrs ago... boring generic white boy...#hes actually funny moe white boy.#HES SO ENDEARING... i can already tell he has a lot of good leadership skills/qualities too#his crazy eyed monster fanboying moments are sooo. cute... moe...#i also unfortunately find him v handsome. gh... dont look at me...#its the droopy eyes... why do all my favs have droopy eyes rn is that my type now... sigh#ALSO YEA THE ANIM THIS EP WAS SO BEAUTIFULLL I KEPT MARVELING AT THE VARIETY OF INTERESTING SHOTS#AND THE MOVEMENT AND DETAIL ANDD EVERYTHING#ALSO I HEARD HAYAMI SAORI AS FALIN OMG ITS PERECT 🥺🥺🥺#dunmeshi liveblog
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