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I have a sudden craving to work on L330-N again....but if I do I can't work on Kid Leo or Lil Hater...I can't work on all 3 at once..oofed
One of the issues with working on L330-N is that 1- it has backgrounds. That's a lot more work than Kid Leo and takes a lot longer.
2- I wanted to do a Chapter 1.5 in which its a look at the past, but I don't have designs for everyone finished quite yet. So that makes it more difficult to work on.
I think I will go ahead and sketch the next arc in preparation for when I take my break from Kid Leo, which is gonna be liiiiike after the next chapter I think?? I don't remember when exactly but yeah.
I think I will not do the flashback just yet cause I'm just not as interested in drawing that. Idk just thinking thoughts and rambling, nothing completely solid yet!
I feel like I've made this exact post before so apologies if I have :)
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missing Så som i himmelen original cast
#the thing is.#I'm absolutely not one of those people who thinks original cast is always the best or whatever#there were maybe four individual performances in OG SSIH that I don't think have been surpassed by any subsequent production I've seen#the direction wasn't the be-all-end-all either. it really fell into some uncanny valley of theatrical awkwardness during the last 5 min#but as a whole? pure magic. to me.#just what I needed to see right there and then. magical energy to sit there in the front and cry together with hundreds of Swedes#for me personally I don't think any other cast/production of SSIH will ever surpass this one. for sentimental reasons.#I have made this exact post before. I will make it again#SSIH meltdown tag
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Ok in honor of this post getting pretty widely viewed I'm posting my (self proclaimed) funny tumblr text meme edit here
#in stars and time#siffrin#isabeau#image tag#This is probably the only thing of mine I'll ever publicly share I'm more of a reblogger than a Maker Of Things so#Funnily enough I actually made this Before op posted this scene. I noted the shift from fake portrait to scary portrait back when I was—#playing through act 4 (kind of hilarious thing for Siffrin to get annoyed about. btw. I could character analyze him over that but I won't)—#but I didn't actually realize ISABEAU reacted like this (I fucking missed the blush entirely) until my friend Robin pointed it out to me.#This specific screenshot is something I took right off cloudy's ''sifcore'' tag but ever since Robin mentioned that I was like. Haunted#And then I saw this reblogged by Cloudy and went OH I HAVE THE PERFECT PORTRAITS FOR THIS#Anyway these are The Exact Portraits Used In The Referenced Scene. How do I know for sure? I went back to my fucking second save file—#and looped forwards to floor 3 just to get the interaction again. To check and make sure I was using the exact portraits from the scene#Anyway these fuckers make me ill. Bye#Nebbie posts#<- I FORGOT MY ORGANIZATIONAL TAGS AUUGH
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people who hate female characters cuz they "get in the way" of their gay ships r so weak, im gonna transify ur blorbo and make them lesbians
#this is about ruinene but applies to a lot of things#lesbian ruinene lesbian terusai lesbian zelink :333#zelink lesbians in every damn universe idc what anyone says#miphlink even... mayhaps...#midlink lesbians too mwahmwahmwah#uhhhhh payalink lesbians? i miss them :(#payalink is real to me idc idc#OR UH IDK IF YONA AND SIDON HAVE A SHIP NAME BUT THEYRE LESBIANS NOW#yonasidlink lesbians actually tbh like thats real#pinkie pie and cheese sandwich are also lesbians#thats like the reverse of this cuz ppl hate cheese for getting in the way of lesbian pinkie lol#idc im keeping it here#ummmm toyanene emukasa mizurui lesbians idk im done#have i made this exact post before? yes and idc#i'll make it again#i mean it#meows post
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#saga anderson#watery#aw2photography#alan wake 2#posted almost that exact photo before but im practically out of pics esp for Saga 😞 Someone convince me not to replay AW2 again…………..#now that I’ve been replaying control and occasionally using photomode—it’s made me realize how good aw2s is#I wanna try more things w it#final draft spoilers#<- this might not be but I don’t remember if the original credits have that ‘we’re absolutely making aw3’ part at the end
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i generally dislike gortash's stupid coat (and you can probably tell from the fact that i removed a lot of details every time i've drawn him lol) but i do like the stupid little masks because they make me think of greek tragedies and the opening lines of cors de chasse by apollinaire (english, scroll down a bit) which is one of the most beautiful poems of all time in my opinion
#passons passons puisque tout passe.......#have i made this exact post before?#i truly cant remember between posts i make in my head and posts i actually post#i love it when it's about moving on but remembering also#just like the translator says in that note about opium : the stuff of dreams and oblivion both#anyway. me using the slightest little connection to share poetry#it will happen again. i can make everything about a baudelaire poem
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#ts4#simblr#ts4 edit#ts4 render#sims 4#blood tw#myedits#mb#teeth#red#the link just goes to the mb playlist i'm working on#i'm going for like. a combo of electric & metal. a mix.#full disclosure: i didn't know most of these songs prior to putting them on said playlist#i just thought they suited them#the songs are also not in any particular order. i don't have the brain for that. i started to order them & promptly gave up#credit to luxe for commenting abt the perturbator song on my last mb post also#bc honestly that is like the exact vibe i imagined for them#& hearing it is what made me want to make a playlist for them in the first place lol#n e way i should go to bed now before i accidentally stay up until 3 am again.#my sleep schedule is soooo bad rn it's ridiculous#ok gn :-)
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no promises anymoooooreeeee i'll appear online when i appear online 😭 every time i say "ooh i think life is almost done being overwhelming!" it. becomes even more overwhelming in the dumbest ways. all i can manage rn when i'm not stressing myself into a shut-down state is staring at the wall while listening to youtube essays + mindlessly crocheting.
i might queue up ppls art and fics w/o commentary in the tags... i want other ppl to see what all of my cool friends have made, but i genuinely can't think right now with this monstrous brain fog. i'm really sorry, just. yeah. maybe i'll think of some way to make it up later!!! once the dust has settled!!!! but until then i wuv u and miss u. smiles.
[venting in tags including familial manipulation and ableism. i. didn't mean to write all of that, thiss was originally going to be a main blog post but. aaaaaAAAAAA!!!!!
also no need for replies or anything, i'd turn them off for just the one post if i could kjsndkn, i just needed to get things out and go eep jsjndsfdn ok bye bye bye bye!!!!]
#goddd my family finds it sooooooo funny that i can't do basic tasks! it's soooo funny that i can't even think of a horror movie to watch#on halloween bc i genuinely can't remember a single one right now. it's soooo funny that i can't take cardboard boxes or#old furniture out of my room without help bc i've physically and mentally and emotionally burnt out for Months.#and me not being able to move shit out after two (2) days makes me a hoarder somehow. and ofc hoarding is a moral failing#and my mom has to give me a stern talking-to about hoarding things... that were. again. in my room for 2 days....#[tbc it isnt a moral failing no matter the reason. life is hard and things happen and it can be hard to get rid of things for Reasons.]#nevermind them making constant snide remarks about me using ugly 'mismatched' desk / storage furniture. bc it was free / cheap? no income??#AND!!!!! i have a couple of new diagnoses. which doesn't change much day to day but it does make my family making fun of me#even more dumbfounding. like. this explains a lot of really scary unexplained symptoms that constantly leave me#housebound for weeks but uhhh haha hehe hoho??? so silly so funny that i'm barely conscious for multiple weeks???#and you can see that i'm getting worse but that makes it funnier??? hmm!!!#also nevermind that i've told them the exact reason why i've been like this (read: them) but that ALSO makes it funnier somehow.#but i also can't say shit bc they're doing something ~nice~ for me (out of convenience + after almost a decade of 'don't get comfortable'#and 'don't decorate this room bc it isn't yours' and 'you need to be ready to move out by x date'#only for the date to arrive and them to pull the 'i never said that. and if i did say it i didn't mean it like that.#and if i did mean it like that i don't anymore.' card. + any big renovations are things they wanted anyway. hmmmm!!#and how i have to do all of the phys labor alone bc if i ask for help i get made fun of!!! and yelled at that i'm doing things Wrong#(hint: i'm following instructions to the letter but. my family knows better than those silly things!! ^^ ))#jfc i sure did rant. uh. yeah. things. are really weird and uncomfy and i feel thankful that i finally can have my own things on display#outside of closets and bins again after a decade?? but i'm also waiting for the other shoe to drop / them to tell me i owe them in#some way??? bc that's how it works. 'i'm doing a nice thing you didn't even ask me for so now you have to do whatever i tell you to.'#meanwhile i can't even maladaptive daydream my way through it bc my brain is soup right now. can't remember basic things abt#my interests bc i've been on negative battery / spoons for a couple of months straight and it's only getting worse.#OKAY TLDR i'm not in a state to do anything until everything irl gets settled. and i'm trying So Hard to get it all over with but there's#only so much i can do in a day before i completely shut down. i didn't even get into the insurance stuff i've been fighting too ughhhh.#so if i show up on here in short spurts -- hi! bye! hi!! i wuv and care u!!! hope youre well mwah mwah!!!!!!! i'll post what i can and then#disappear when i need to recharge. it is what it is. i need to try to sleep now... uh if this post disappears when i wake up.... yeah......#📌 [ my posts. ]#💭 [ my thoughts. ]#vent -
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Adventure Time is actually pretty interesting in its format cause it's right inbetween modern-day cartoons where there's usually A Season Or So Of Filler/Character Building and Then The Plot Picks Up and older cartoons where there was NO plot and it was just Characters Having Internally-Consistent Hijinks every episode.
Which makes sense, since iirc AT was what kinda spawned the modern-day format in an era where cartoons did NOT have plot.
But the thing is? Unlike modern ones, AT never really "picks up" and has a cohesive plot. It get heavier and has internal arcs and does have an overarching message and story, but there's not really a point where "okay this is where the plot begins" so you really do have to just sit back and enjoy the ride and let everything unfold. The payoff is GREAT. But it's very slowburn and that makes it feel like one of its kind.
#there's skip-able episodes sure but like it's tough#because skipping TOO many will mean you lose something#but most people are used to like 'okay sit through 10 episodes and then get Plot' but that doesn't happen here#and it's kinda hard to sell 'you have to sit through 50 episodes of butt jokes to get the ride of your life'#you kinda have to be there FOR the butt jokes and get a pleasant surprise. that's really the way to do it#if you're there for the plot you'll be disappointed and bored waiting for the silly stuff to end cause it doesn't really#I feel like I've made this exact post before but I'll make it again#adventure time is so good man
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omg i get a little stressed and to cope i end up playing esthetician until 130 am and go to bed feeling worse than before. and like id pluck every leg hair out but haven’t brushed my teeth yet. and after that my skin gets soo bad and im like whattttt why is this uappening.
#text#the past couple of months have been crayzeeeeeee but now things are cslm. but im still 🫨🫨🫨 mentally bc im not in a good routine or anything#it always starts bc im like ‘i need to take better care of myself’ and then ends badly. lol#tiktok ‘everything shower’ joke kinda made me get back into the strange habit of doing the absolute bare minimum + doing everything in one#night and feeling worse. instead of like having a more consistent routine#rly i need to start working out again. it helps me regulate things bc i like to plan ahead lol#im on anxiety meds now so im gonna TRYYYYYY to help myself by getting in a better routine#AND BY THAT. i mean SLOWLY bc ive gone through this cycle before and and starting things all on the same day is a variant of this.#and i gotta get off my phone. my neck fucking hurts from sitting weird and scrolling too long#tiny bit cringy to admit but i want to find a stim toy that i could do the same scroll motion on. if that makes sense#like a smooth peice of metal or something. maybe i’ll buy a little keychain and see if that could replace the motion while im chillin doing#something else#SORRY if anyone does read this usually i reread my posts to make sure im coherent before posting but its 140 something am and im high again#ALSO 2024 resolution im done being high on most week nights. i need to calm down w it#ok last thing bc this is funny#phoebe bridgers song came on while i was driving home and the one lyric was like im not afraid of going back to school…….#and it hit me in that exact moment bc I AMMMMMM AFRAID TO go back to school but im not‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️ it’s fine‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️ i am not gonna#ok goodnight. i brushed my teeth#sabotage this.
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i once saw someone say "it would've made more sense for tai to be the other tai during 2x08 since she was so against what they did in 2x02 after she woke up" and it still bothers me today actually. because tai is absolutely capable of thinking pragmatically.
we have no real proof that she would've still gone along with the feast in 2x02 if she was awake, but given the fact that everyone else fell into that mass hysteria, it's likely she would've regardless -- the big scare with her reaction is the fact that she did something like that without agency over her body. that's what was so scary. she's already been terrified of what she's capable unconsciously, and now she finds out that she cannibalized her friend without any memory of that. that's terrifying!! think about the awkward silences everyone else experienced the moment after because they didn't know how to respond to what they did, and then pair that with not having memory of it at all, tai's reaction was valid. "i wouldn't," she said, but they all did, and they all likely would've said the same thing before they were in the moment. tai wants to believe she wouldn't do something like that because she is in the aftermath of having done something without giving herself permission / with something completely taking over her actions / motivations / etc. and that's still scary to her, as someone who is desperate to be in control.
and re: this take, just the basic idea that tai hasn't developed her own thoughts since 2x02 is frustrating considering we literally see her actively come to understand it during her conversation with akilah (who, as i've said before, is the driving force in most of her season 2 narrative - without akilah, there's a lot of development that likely would have never happened / a lot that tai couldn't have understood without her guidance.) akilah can tell that tai needs the justification, she needs something to ground her and remind her that what they've done was necessary for their survival. she looks at tai, she sees an opportunity, and she adds, "i guess i'd kind of do anything to see him again, you know?" which wasn't actually about her nephew; it was about telling tai it's okay to do these things because we have to, because that's how we get home, and that's when it clicks for tai. we literally see it click for her and she starts to reflect.
so of course she comes to that conclusion in 2x08, of course she's the first person to say "we need to find a way to stay alive," ultimately leading them to the choice they eventually make. because she's pragmatic. and it doesn't always have to be other tai calling the shots for our tai to be pragmatic or to think logically about their survival.
other tai wants to take care of her, she wants to run the show, she wants to be the fixer + do what needs to be done. but tai actively making these choices on her own after the fact, after being against what the other tai did for her before, is important and gives us a lot of clues about other tai's actual motivations. every single time tai does something we might deem bad in civilization doesn't mean that it's other tai calling the shots. they are all capable of doing these things and so is our tai.
#if some day i just make a key of every time she was herself vs. not......... then what#i have probably made this same exact post before when i first saw this take but WHATEVER im thinking about it again#hc.
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you don't need to save me....but would you run away with me?
yes 🥹
#i've made this exact post before i think. but i had to make it again#edit: yes i have. it was almost exactly a month ago#rae.txt
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people being like “the o valencia! music video is so stupid why did they do this” well what were they supposed to use instead? the opening scene of the stargirl pilot? grow up
#i have made this EXACT post before but i can’t find it so you get to have it again.#o valencia! but platonic. and it makes me crazy
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Listen I’m sorry but I refuse to believe that the reason cole couldn’t see his reflection was because he’s going to die young. If you guys want to do that you can but I won’t be participating he lives a long and happy life and dies when he’s old and wrinkly trust me :)
#i’ve said it before and i’ll say it again: ghosts can see their reflections in normal glass! yeah!#but magic future-reflecting ice is not normal glass!#i fully believe that he couldn’t see his reflection because he was a ghost#ghosts are not living creatures#if you’re dead you can’t have a future which means the ice has nothing to show ghosts#cole became mortal again later but that didn’t matter when he was in the tomb#jafjafnstw i’ve made this exact post before but i don’t care i’m making it again this is like one of three ninjago things i actually get#heated about
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Having the whole thing where my body feels like sobbing but nothing happens yay
#im shaky and awful and its bad bad bad#lots of anger and resentment but also emptiness and exhaustion and autopilot mode#very much in ‘i just gotta defeat the king on my own’ mode#time isnt real godddd its like all i do is zone out and then its back to freaking work again#why am i still here like legitimately why am I still in the exact place i was a year ago#i havent made progress ive made ‘progress’ i still have no plans or even a clue#i cant keep up with all the meaningless tasks i have to do that i keep forgetting#i cant make any art besides shitty scribbles with a pen i cant write any of the shit i wish i could#and its all my fault because im not working hard enough nah i just keep sitting here like furniture#cuz its all i know how to be#i wish i was somewhere else i wish someone would help me be there i wish i didnt have to do it alone#and ooooh i wish i wasnt a broken record with nothing new to say like ahahaha ive had this exact vent post 50 times before#just getting worse each time but i cant say how cuz itll be tooo graphic and ill be locked up#blah blah blah anyways im getting stupider i made it all up im the problem etc
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emotional labor
#have i made this exact post before. well im making it again! im not actually good at supporting people!! this doesnt come naturally!!!#being told im a good friend for doing the bare minimum of saying im sorry that happened and im here to listen... man#this used to be easier in school bc after four years you can go your separate ways#now i guess im going to have the same acquaintances forever? until i get another job. adult friendships are weird
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