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[antisocialsharky]

ASPD: The Desire for and Run from Intimacy

This post will only contain my personal opinion and experience. It may not be applicable to all other people with ASPD and may likewise be relatable to people who do not have it.

I am only going to be talking about emotional intimacy, but this post is definitely also applicable to the other type of intimacy!

I'll make myself pretty vulnerable in this post, by discussing my personal experience, so you better not make me regret that!

Abbreviations:

ASPD = Antisocial Personality Disorder

ASPD is a disability caused by prolonged childhood trauma (with many possible variations), that develops in order to protect the brain from said trauma, or rather to help the brain deal with it in some way!

While the consequences of this in the context of intimacy, look different for every person with ASPD, many do report: a difficulty with developing bonds, having problems trusting people & giving away control, losing feelings for people quickly and abruptly/getting "bored" of people, responding extremely to arguments, having problems dealing with peoples emotions/ problems with being close to people etc.

This may be due to a variety of factors, but does often tie back to having no or few positive experiences with intimacy, having not learned how to exist in relationships properly/a lack of being socialized, not having the necessary prosocial emotions and mechanisms to deal with it and other similar things.

While this causes some people with ASPD to develop a brain, that does not have a need for emotional intimacy at all, others develop a brain, that craves the emotional intimacy it has been denied, but which will also fight said intimacy at every turn.

Thats as much generalized info as I can give you, as the exact representation of this is highly individual, but I will offer my personal experience on the following slides!

What you need to know is that I was accidentally neglected for huge parts of my childhood and teens and did not get my emotional and social needs met most of the time, while also knowing that my parents were theoretically capable of that, as they were giving everything I lacked to my sibling.

This caused me to grow up with a burning desire for intimacy, while being disappointed by people time and time again, failing to actually develop the things needed to experience this intimacy and partially growing to resent it and viewing it as "weak" and "bad".

Ever since then I have been stuck in what I like to call the "ASPD stages of running". Theres different points in getting close to people (in any nature of a relationship), that'll send me running and feeling like I am "weak" for wanting it, or as if being close to people is the worst thing that could happen.

The stages (simply put) are:

1. Desiring/Daydreaming about my dream relationship

2. Looking at peoples relationships/Looking at people with the intent of getting closer to them

3. Talking to people (online or irl)

4. Getting closer / being friends with people

5. Being friends with people for longer

Optionally:

6. Getting so close that a romantic relationship may happen

7. The moment of getting in the relationship / the days after

8. Being in the relationship for a bit

At any of those stages, I'll very likely have one or multiple moments where my ASPD will try to get the better of me and will try to convince me to just run away, drop contact and never talk about it again. Even just admitting to this and talking about it is hard as fuck, because it is so deeply ingrained in my brain to see emotional intimacy as a weak and dangerous thing.

What this will look like exactly really depends on the person and situation, but things that have happened in the past were:

• blocking the person and everyone I am friends with and pretending I am no longer alive

• my brain fixating on their faults in order to give me a good reason to hate them so I don't get closer to them and can hold them at arms length

• responding less often/more dryly or ignoring messages entirely

• not replicating the energy of the conversation/relationship

• staging an incident so I ruin the relationship

• running at the first signs of a disagreement

• avoiding people when they are emotional

• feeling uncomfortable around people as a whole => isolating

• beating myself up about letting it happen again

• impulsively bumping the relationship to another stage, just to immediately regret it (in a "fuck that has consequences" way)

• shutting off all my emotions, dissociate or otherwise make sure to stop the feelings (or just lose them automatically)

To put it in a shorter and more simple way, I'll usually either get the fuck outta there, or make sure to change the relationship/my personal position in the relationship to a more comfortable and less vulnerable and intimate level. This may also just look like me shutting off, becoming distant, or seeming mad, when all I am is overwhelmed by the intimacy and grossed out that I actually need and desire that.

As you can possibly imagine, that is not the most useful thing, as it causes issues in relationships, cuts friendships short and makes dealing with people a lot harder!

The most frustrating thing about this for me though is, that even if the most perfect friend or partner came along and even if the relationship would work at first, I am very very likely to crash it against the wall, simply because my brain cannot handle having the things, that it needs and desires.

It desires a hug and runs from the one who offers it.

It needs help and bites the hand that does.

It needs love and gets grossed out by whoever offers it.

It wants attention and can't handle it when it gets it.

It wants gifts, but doesnt know what to do when it gets them.

Whatever it wants, it can't have, so it keeps wanting, keeps yearning, keeps desiring and has to watch itself be unable to accept any of it.

And if that sounds painful, thats because it is.

Its a vicious kind of pain when you have to watch yourself ruin yet another thing, because your brain can't handle it, while you scream at it in frustration to get its act together, because it also is everything you desperately need.

ASPD sucks when it comes to intimacy and it especially sucks when it comes to talking about it, or being honest about these problems. It developed to protect me from being too "weak" to deal with the trauma and now its practically preventing me from showing any "weakness" or seeking out what previously hurt me. Which wouldn't be this bad, if I didn't still have this kid in me that just wants to be loved and daydreams about all the things, the ASPD hates.

When your shell disagrees with your core and you're not strong enough yet to break your shell, what does that really leave you with, other than curling up into a spiky ball and letting the shell do its job? I know I still need the protection, but I wish it wasn't actively preventing me from learning to live without it.

First posted on my instagram (same @)

[lietweek]

[Rules/Details Under the Cut]

Liet Week 2025 Prompts:

Day 1: Separation | Hurt/Comfort

Day 2: Rekindle | Long Distance

Day 3: Domestic | Farming and Agriculture

Day 4: Secret | Master and Servant

Day 5: Entrapment |Marriage Proposal

Day 6: Coworkers | Supernatural

Day 7: Intoxication | Song and Dance

Rules and Details:

-What is it? Liet Week is a seven day event to celebrate the character HWS Lithuania from Hetalia.

-When is it? Liet Week 2025 will be held Feb 16 - Feb 22, 2025.

-Please use the tag: lietweek2025 and/or include @lietweek on your submissions. Doing so will ensure your posts are seen and reblogged. Please DM if your submission is missed.

-Submissions must include the character HWS Lithuania from the manga/anime Hetalia. Posts can include other characters, but HWS Lithuania must be included.

-AI generated content will not be permitted.

-Users that leave hate comments on submissions will be banned. If a certain ship, topic or user is so upsetting you feel the need to start drama, I advise blocking them and/or do not participate. Keep in mind that the characters of Hetalia are purely fictional.

-Any variation of the character HWS Lithuania can be used in submissions. [2p!, Nyo!, fan designs, ect.]

-All ships are welcome. Relationships do not have to be romantic in nature. Toxic and problematic relations are allowed.

-Submissions do not need to include any additional characters.

-Mature content is welcome, but must be properly tagged. Please use proper warning tags and community labels on your submissions.

-Prompts do not have to be utilized and are merely for inspiration. Tagging the prompt and event day is not necessary, but if you used a specific prompt it is encouraged to tag it.

-All content is welcome, excluding content made with AI. [Artwork, written works, mood boards, headcanons, memes, other crafts, etc.]

-Engagement and activity posts will be posted throughout the week long event. You can answer in the comment section of the post or reblog to share your responses. It is not required to interact with these posts, but I enjoy it when people share their thoughts and have fun together.

Event Run by @samrut

[ddemons-bblog]

So I finally watched helluva boss, season 1 & 2. TW-R*pe, Cannibalism, Fatphobia. DNI: Helluva/Hazbin stans, people who are wanting to argue with me on my opinions. Just block me. I know I'm late to the critical party and have some opinions already said by others, as well as some of my own opinions that y'all may disagree with, but here's what I have to say:

Here are my thoughts as a queer individual and a demonolator:

1. Why are there sexes assigned to imps (sexual diamorphism) Demons in Christianity (and Luciferianism) (depending on the branch) have no sex or gender (except for succubi and incubi maybe) also Imps all have the same shade of red skin across all rings, so why is there no variations in each ring such as greed, lust, etc.

2. Now I see why Stolas told me he doesn't like his depiction. He doesn't wear enough starry or naturey clothing (except in ozzie's) and he's went from being a weird sexual pervert (even possibly a r*pist) to now being sad all the time. Like as someone with depression this is not accurate. Depression is more than just being sad.

3. Beelzebub is a fox? I honestly don't care about that but the wrong sigil was used. Also like, I like her party theme, but she's probably the reason that the hellhounds are so low class to begin with.

4. Wow. So Stolas's wife is abusive to him. Not a bad idea to write, but she's so cartoonishly evil and one dimensional like Andrealphus is. (Who looks like an Elsa ripoff?)

5. Andrealphus was confirmed gay I think, but it's so fucking weird to flirt/say weird things with your sister man. 😭

6. Mammon should be a two headed Bird according to demonology, why is he a spider? I like him though, he's funny. I just wish he wasn't used to be a fatphobic stereotype.

7. Man, I feel so bad for Octavia. She deserves better. Both her parents suck.

8. Worldbuilding: I like the idea of hell being circus themed, if only Beelzebub, Leviathan, and Belphegor had the theme on their outfits too. Also, I like the Gluttony, Sloth, and Wrath ring designs, but the rest shown (Lust, Greed, Pride) are just boring cities with weird sky colors. I hope Envy has a good ring design.

9.Full demon forms, just like Lucifer's I am SO disappointed, minus Stolas's full demon form. That one is nice. Like they just are bigger versions of themselves atp.

10. Paimon is a priveleged anti poor asshole. This literally demonizes irl! paimon, who I also work with.

11. Satanists portrayals: I HATE how Martha is portrayed as a violent cannibal ans a Satanist. The religion is actually peaceful. Also, as a Stolas worshipper, we do not do sacrifices to him. That is a violent stereotype and it's offensive.

12. The Hellhound designs: They're just red eyed dogs, which is okay, but I'd perfer horns, skulls n bones, fire, and 3 heads. Also loona's feral form is boring.

13. Sallie May needs more screentime. I like her but she just feels like a token trans character.

14. Y'all are gonna disagree with me on this but I like Fizzmodeus. They're cute.

15. The Cherubs are cringe as fuck. I hate them. Especially Deerie.

16. I like how Vassago isn't British. For fucks sake the Goetia are based on demonized gods and was written in France. So making them British pissed me off. I don't like how he is just a used design though.

16. Overall, I honestly didn't like Stolas, Paimon or Andrealphus's depictions. But Vassago and Asmodeus I liked. Making Asmodeus not a r*pist is kinda nice for a change.

17. Seven Deadly Sins- If you're gonna make an "anti-Christian" show then at least omit this. Because we personally believe in our own seperate sins against Satan and others, and the only "sins" we embrace are Lust (when all of these "sins" done in moderation) and Gluttony, and Pride. We always agree that Greed is 100% bad in my groups, so making a show that says "embrace sin" with Greed and Envy being part of those is kinda....bad. Also, some Satanists believe in their own Sins to completely avoid Harming others, Controlling others, Always forgiving horrible people, etc.

So those are my thoughts. I may not talk about this crapshow much anymore on here on my page. I want to focus more on my spirituality.

[ratlesshonret]

I know it's a few hours early, but I think it's about time for me to block/mute everything Limbus related on tumblr until sunday, due to my inability to experience new content as soon as it releases.

And I had to give a SEVERAL reminders of this last time so I'll say it again now... PLEASE FUCKING TAG YOUR POSTS AND REBLOGS ABOUT LIMBUS COMPANY WITH THE MAIN "#LIMBUS COMPANY" TAG, ESPECIALLY IF THEY CONTAIN SPOILERS FOR NEW CONTENT!!! I AM NOT GOING TO WASTE MY TIME BLOCKING SEVENTY VARIATIONS OF WHATEVER BLOG-SPECIFIC SPOILER TAGS YOU CAME UP WITH, THAT SHOULD NOT BE MY PROBLEM!!!!

i'd rather not be spoiled on things like i was last time. this was your gentle reminder and PSA.

(seriously, it's annoying that i might have to actually spend time blocking #limbus company, #limbus company spoilers, #limbus spoilers, #lcb spoilers, #canto 7 spoilers, #canto vii spoilers, #limbus canto 7 spoilers, #limbus canto vii spoilers, #limbus company canto vii spoilers, #limbus company canto 7 spoilers, etc... that alone i listed is fucking ten tags, and there's probably more feasible variations that people could use that i wouldn't know about until i've already been spoiled. please at least use the main tag as well.)

[floofanflurr]

What's a Papyrus made of???

A SKELETON, OF COURSE!

Other than a skeleton.

PUZZLE PASSIONEERING, AND DARING TO A GREAT EXTREME? OR PERHAPS YOU MEAN MY ENDLESS HANDSOMENESS AND CHARM!

Well, those too! But how do people draw you? You aren't made of the same shapes as your brother, after all!

I AM MADE OF MANY SHAPES! GREAT SHAPES! SANS IS MADE OF... SLIME. OR SOMETHING.

He's made of circles.

THAT'S WHAT I SAID! SLIME, CIRCLES, BROTHERS—IT'S ALL THE SAME THING.

Hmmm, I guess you kind of have a point, but—

...Well! I digressed! Here's a little thing I put together containing a lot of my observations about how artists commonly draw Papyrus! There's a lot of variation, (a lot a lot!) but I have found some common trends! Like building blocks!

OR A PUZZLE!

A Papyrus-shaped puzzle!

Not pictured here is the variation in the top part of the skull! (What I have depicted as a circle here.) Some people draw it more angularly, or even more like a square.

ARE YOU CALLING ME A SQUARE?

No-

GOOD! BECAUSE I AM ONE! A SQUARE, THAT IS! NEVER BROKEN A RULE IN MY LIFE, NO SIREE!!!

...Are you sweating right now?

NO!

...Hmmm. Anyway! This post is getting long, so there's more under the cut!

WHAT'S A CUT?

Well, this is a tumblr post, so that means that I want to put some of the longer content I make behind a read more line. That will collapse the rest of the text so that it doesn't make it too hard for people to scroll.

TUMBLER? SCROLLING? YOU SOUND LIKE SANS.

Sans uses tumblr?! Oh no...

...Well, onto the rest!

There's a lot more variation of Papyrus's mouth. People can get really creative! But most of the common depictions I see follow these building blocks.

YOU MEAN PUZZLE PIECES!

Yeah! Puzzle pieces.

THIS PUZZLE NEEDS MORE SPIKES! IT IS DISTINCTLY LACKING IN THE DEADLY SPIKE DEPARTMENT.

Wait, no— Papyrus put that down! This is not a spike kind of puzzle!

And finally, eye sockets! I've seen people do them in a lot of different ways, including like Sans's sockets but slightly longer. But again, this is how I see it done most frequently! And Papyrus has a lot of more extreme expressions, such as his eye boggle and his sparkling sockets that adds even more variation.

And that's it for now! There's still a lot I didn't go over, and I don't know if this could be counted as a tutorial? (Though if it helps, that's great!) I'm more just here to ramble about all the cool art I see of Papyrus!

I didn't get a chance to go over Papyrus's nose, nasal ridge, or the way people draw his neck. Not to mention the rest of his body! And his clothes! There's lots more common depictions (building blocks!) there.

PUZZLE PIECES!

Puzzle pieces. Like scarf vs. cape, gloves vs. mittens, round battle body or more square. (Or even a normal crop top!) Shorts vs. bowl, black tight material vs. bare bones...

That's not even getting into the AU Papyri! They also have common building blocks! (Puzzle pieces, I know.)

THEY AREN'T AS HANDSOME AS ME, ANYWAY! EVEN IF THEY ARE ALSO VERY GREAT.

Ahem. ...Debatable. (Fell gives you a run for your money in the handsomeness department—) ...Nah, you're right.

I AM, AND I KNOW IT!

(I'm also not as good at drawing them...)

Well. Needless to say, there's a lot to cover! And I've spent... huh. 7 hours on this so far! So I'll leave it off for now and maybe do a bit more if there's any interest.

WHO WOULDN'T BE INTERESTED IN ME? WHAT DOES SOMEONE AS GREAT AS ME HAVE TO DO TO GET SOME RECOGNITION AROUND HERE?

Never change, Papyrus. Never change.

THAT SOUNDS LIKE AN UNHEALTHY IDEAL! ...EVEN IF I DON'T SEE HOW I COULD GET ANY BETTER.

Huh. Surprisingly true.

Well. Thanks for sticking with this so long!

How do you draw Papyrus? I'd love to see! Do you use any of these building blo... puzzle pieces?

OOOH ME TOO, ME TOO!!! I WANT TO SEE! YOU SHOULD ADD MORE SPIKES THAN FLOO, THOUGH.

[scrollwyrm]

Get to know your mutuals Answer the questions then send this to your mutuals (at least 3)

1) What should we call you?

2) How tall are you?

3) What's your least favourite color?

4) How would you describe your clothing style?

5) Have you ever dyed your hair? And what color?

6) What is the worst movie or tv series you've recently watched?

7) What movie are you most looking forward to this upcoming year?

8) Name a fandom you are no longer part of and why

9) What's your favourite animal from the country you live in?

10) What's something you're looking forward to?

Call me any variation of my user! I don’t really mind. I would say anything, but last time I said that a bunch of people referred to me exclusively as Bob. My name is not Bob.

Last I checked, five foot something, but I’m having a massive growth spurt like all the time and that was months ago. I know as much as you do.

I wouldn’t say I have a least favourite colour. I’m an artist and I firmly believe that there’s no such thing as a bad colour, just a colour I’m not using at the moment. That beings said, very bright colours overstimulated me.

I wear a lot of nerdy t-shirts with baggy trousers and anything with pockets. As many pockets as possible. I also always have my trusty headphones to block sound. They’re over ear and a LIFESAVER.

Yeah, I used acid indicator from my meds to dye my hair purple! (It was just dental meds + I checked if it was harmful first. Lab safety is no joke!)

I have no idea! I usually love bad TV though. It can be fun laughing about it with friends.

Really looking forward to the new Star Wars show coming out!

I’m not really in the Owl House fandom anymore. I just feel like the number of hate comments and AI fan dubs is beyond insane at this point. It was fun though, would experience again!

I’m obsessed with peregrine falcons (and basking sharks!) to an unhealthy degree. The former are known for being rare, while the latter aren’t in my area exactly, but they’re nearby and that makes me happy.

Looking forward to THE WINGS OF FIRE SHOWWWW! No idea when it’s coming out but I CANNOT WAIT!

[dreamteamemojis]

How-To Tumblr for Dtblr :]

So, I've seen a few newer blogs start arriving from people who have never used this site/app before and I just thought this might be helpful to get started because it's quite a bit different from Twitter.

To start, the dtblr community has dwindled since last year so there are literally only about 500 of us left I'd say and thats being generous and including lurkers. Speaking of that, lurking is a great way to learn how to use this site! Follow a few blogs or lurk in the main tags for a while to get vibe of how people use this app. When you find a blog you like, see who they are reblogging from and check out their blogs, its a good way to find people to follow since people like to keep their follow lists private.

Making your blog! First things first, get a pfp and a basic bio at least or people will assume you are a bot and block you if you follow them.

On tumblr we have Main Blogs and Side Blogs. Everyone has one Main Blog, and you can add a bunch of side blogs, people use them to keep their fandoms separate and to save urls (don't hoard too many urls on blogs you dont use, it kinda sucks and is technically not allowed, but around 5-10 isnt so bad). A lot of people also might use side blogs because they dont want to get blocked by someone they are following or liking from that is in a different fandom. Like, if you wanted to follow blogs from other mcyt communities, I would stongly recommend making a dtblr side blog instead of a main, because you will most likely get blocked. There are a couple of differences between Main and Side blogs though, here is a link to the main tumblr help post about them but a couple quick things here-

-Main blogs are where you (and everyone else if you don't turn it off!) can see your likes and follows. Everything that you like or follow will show up under your Main blogs url, so keep that in mind.

-Main blogs are what you send Asks off anon from, you cannot send asks using your Side blogs url, so again, keep that in mind.

-When you block someone, it will only block them from your Main blog, you have to manually type in their url to block them from your Side blog. You can also ip block Anons who are being shitty or harassing you.

Lots of people will have Pinned Posts that you can basically use a longer bio (I recommend making them non-rebloggable). You don't have to make one and it's not weird if you don't, but you have the option. Lots of people have 'Blinkies' in their pinned, you can make them here if you want.

Tips for your settings!

-Hide your Likes and Follows!!! Even if you come from Twitter and you think it's not a big deal, it's kinda seen as really weird here to leave them visible and it makes you stand out and people weary of you, plus you should enjoy the privacy!

-Under Account, turn off 'show top posts'. You can also choose whether or not you want to allow Anon asks from there. if you are getting hate, I recommend turning them off for a while.

-I recommend going to Dashboard Preferences and turning Off 'best stuff first', and then turning On'shorten long posts' and 'snooze Tumblr live' (you will have to snooze tumblr live every 7 days but trust me basically everyone does it).

-This is actually pretty important, go to Account settings and turn OFF 'let people blaze my posts'. That feature allows other users, without your permission, to pay to have your post boosted as an ad basically to a certain amount of random people. this can even be done with your asks, and it has the potential to cause harassment and I strongly recommend turning it off.

-Under Account setting and Content you see, that is where you will be able to filter out tags that you do not want to see. For neg I would recommend, #neg #negativity, #discourse etc. If you don't want to see certain ships you can filter those. For stuff like spiders, I would do a couple variations of #spiders, #tw spiders, #spiders tw #arachnaphobia, etc. because there are a lot of different ways people will end up tagging stuff like that. This is also where you can change your Mature Content setting. They default to Hide, so set those as you prefer. You can Hide, Blur, or Show.

This is a link to the x-kit extension, it has a lot of customizable settings for tumblr, but it can only be used on desktop and requires a little more knowledge about using the site but its here if you want it.

I think those are the most important things, other settings can be left up to your personal preference (try out the color palettes to find your favorite!!)

Tags!

-Tags and Tagging are super useful on Tumblr! This post has a very good rundown of how Dtblr uses Tags to filter content for the community, pls learn these they will help you a bunch!!!

-When you make a post, the first 5 tags are the most important, they will show up in the tracked tags. So make sure you use community/main tags first if you want your posts to be seen, this is most useful for artists or gif makers etc.

-When you reblog a post, the tags are just for adding commentary and organizing your blog, you dont have to worry about your tags from a reblogged post ending up in the main tag searches. Talking in the tags is very fun and a great way for even shy people (me) to interact with the community. They are used a lot more than Replies, it tends to be mostly mutuals that use Replies on each other's posts, but it wouldn't exactly be weird if you did choose to comment in the Replies.

-You can use custom tags for your blog! Lots of people come up with custom tags for their asks, their personal posts, just pick your favorite variation of gnf, gogy, gogs, georgie, and many more to organize your george gifs! and its also pretty common to see someone post a . (just a lone period or comma) and then just rant in the tags. people do that if they want to vent or something but dont want it to be reblogged. - if someone reblogs a post and tags it with 'prev' they are referring to the tags of the person they reblogged the post from, the 'previous' tags. (tumblr recently nuked this feature with the new update but you might still see people doing it, its just super hard to find the source now)

-#709 and #404 are common tags that people will use on posts from outside of dtblr to stay covert/subtle so as to not get mass blocked when referencing our ccs. #709 refers to Dream and #404 to George.

-Tagging posts as #nsfw has the potential to get your blog restricted. I recommend using #nsft (not safe for tumblr) or #not sfw instead.

Etiquette

Liking and Reblogging- Tumblr does not have an algorithm, liking posts is basically just bookmarking them. If you want to support writers/authors/gif makers etc. PLEASE reblog their posts, it is the only way for them to gain visibility. You can even make sideblogs specifically for reblogging art or fanfiction if you wanted to.

We don't make call-out posts here. If you have a problem with a user, block them, end of story.

And we do NOT interact with Anti or Critblr posts. Critblr is tumblrs Leaktwt, do not interact with them, follow them, reblog from them, or bring attention to them, you will be blocked by the majority of the community if you do. We are very small, and interacting with anti posts will do absolutely nothing but bring us all mass harassment and invite them to start interacting with us. Pls do not screenshot their posts and share those either especially with the url visible. If you feel the need to have discussions with antis, do so on twitter. Please ask before screenshotting and uploading someone's post to twitter. A lot of us are not comfortable with it at all, and some of us are okay with it as long as you leave out the url but please ask because we generally dont want our stuff on that platform where CCs could potentially see it.

And I think thats all I've got i think, so I hope this post helps you guys with getting started on Tumblr! :]

[zwm985]

★★★★ Hello and Welcome ★★★★

☆ You can call me Riley or any variation of zoo wee mama !!

☆ I mainly started this blog to keep track of my art.

☆ Commissions are closed !! For now.... life has been hectic so I'm taking a short break ^^;

☆ Drawing requests are open !! If I'm uncomfortable with a request I simply won't answer, no harm done

☆ I draw fanart for JJBA and Baki, but I might post some other things here and there :D

☆ I get a bit nervous with online interactions but I promise I see/read everything (y'all are hilarious btw) !! I appreciate all the love <3

I don't draw anything outright inappropriate, just studies or stuff with the intent of being silly. But just in case, if you're underage please leave !!

Obviously if you're a proshipper, transphobic, racist, ableist, sexualize minors, or anything along those lines you will be blocked.

While you're here, here are some great causes you can donate to !!

☆ Americares is helping people that have recently been affected by the wildfires in California

☆ CareForGaza is a trustworthy charity providing food packages to Palestinians in need

☆ HelpingSudan is putting money towards emergancy aid for the people of Sudan

☆ The Trevor Project is supporting young members of the LGBTQ+ community 24/7

It's good to educate yourself and provide support if you're able !!

[ladystormcrow]

🥤 ⇢ recommend an author or fanfic you love

🏜️ ⇢ what's your favourite type of comment to receive on your work?

🌿 ⇢ give some advice on writer's block and low creativity

☁️ ⇢ what made you choose your username?

🐝 ⇢ tag your biggest supporter(s) and say one nice thing about them

🥤-- I'm a huge, huge fan of @flagbridge's works. So much love for All Vows!

🏜️ -- I have a weakness for people mentioning specific details or lines that they liked or that stood out to them.

🌿 -- For one thing, it's okay to feel such things! Even the most famous, successful creators aren't creating 24/7. It's healthy to take breaks from a project, or focus on something else if you need to (I've seen this described as "mental crop rotation", and that's an excellent way to think of it).

☁️ -- I've used some variation of this username since I first started going online regularly at age 15; it was the nickname I'd been using when I was in the Tolkien fanclub at my high school (we'd all picked character-based nicknames of our choice). If you see a Lady Stormcrow somewhere in the old and deep places of the Internet, there's a decent chance it's me. Oh god please don't go looking.

🐝 -- Oh damn, there are a lot of people who are huge supporters to me, in all sorts of ways! I'll pick two who immediately come to mind:

@cornistasiathecoblinking is wonderful at bringing people together and making them all feel welcome and supported -- anyone who has them as a friend is lucky.

@chaifootsteps is brave and perceptive, and not afraid to defend the things and people he cares about -- I admire that about him so much.

[anamericangirl]

Math and science are not equivalent fields and 2+2 does not always equal 4. When we teach children we often resort to telling them oversimplified explanations that are easier to grasp so that later we can teach the more accurate answers and have em be better understood than if we started with em. Roy G Biv for the colours of the rainbow despite there being far more than 7 colours in the spectrum, the earth is a sphere when it is more of an irregularly shaped ellipsoid, that XX and XY are the only sexes in existence that directly attach to man or woman despite various mutations proving otherwise, the earth revolves around the sun when technically no it does not and various other lies we tell kids because they do not possess the knowledge to fully understand these concepts. That one must ignore evidence to the contrary to maintain the oversimplified explanation from grade school should indicate it is incorrect. The idea that sex is not just a or b is about as unproven as the idea that it is the difference being that one is what you were told as a child. If your genetics do not determine your sex than what exactly does? Do all those individuals that do not have the simple XX/XY genetics no longer count as human in your eyes?

None of those things are lies. They are the foundation and building blocks of further learning and you lost a lot of credibility by stating 2 + 2 doesn't always equal 4.

I don't know why you think I don't think genetics determine sex when that's literally the argument I've been making the entire time.

Yes, people with genetic mutations are still human. They are still male or female. You guys don't seem to understand what genetic defects are which is concerning, to say the least.

No matter what chromosomes you have you are either male or female. Genetic mutations can cause chromosome variation not to be a binary, but sex is always a binary. Get it now?

I sure hope so because I'm about at my wit's end with this.

[decadeofjoy-au]

sorry for sending so much about my OCs again (and for everything else … sorry I apologize a lot when I feel guilty even if I’m told I did nothing wrong I have a guilty feeling and no responses sometimes makes my mind drive itself nuts )

drew some examples of the cube world inspired college art class turned experiments / unwilling toy designers

like the inspiration they all have unique names and something

The toy Versions have the stick figures with different shapes and angles

the experiments have different eyes (seen in the image) (with the exception of one who just can’t stop talking so much they replaced their own eyes with a mouth thing (think Kirby bosses))

in the bottom left you’ll see how I imagine the insides of them

as a collective they’re called Buddy Blocks as they’re like tamagotchis but you don’t need to take care of them 24/7 and like the inspiration they can interact with each other through magnets (seen as the smaller squares on the drawing )

most of them are panicked and are lashing out in variation ways by being reclusive or angry (this is how I imagine they were designed based on how they acted when captured during the hour of joy).

one of them remembers most and other then the forced transformation is pretty chill despite everything as (based on my own art struggles ) they have ideas but can’t get it onto the paper just as they imagine it due to making a line too long, or two short and can’t just redraw it, or they forget it as they’re drawing it. so being a robotic box that can instantly project it onto a screen is basically a dream come true for him. (Said student being Brain)

there IS a teacher who the class impacted along for their unofficial field trip but I haven’t decided her experiment name or eye design.

(These guys I’m fleshing out (I have no idea if my previous ask I sent with the etch a sketch based guy and the original concept for these guys so if I didn’t sorry ) I feel like they’d be perfect.

they both can and can’t do anything, plus it leaves room open for more wild toy designs, as who better then an entire college art class to come up with designs. (against( most of )they’re wills via electric shocks )?

sure it could be better like coo-coo the dog who I’ll rework with how he talks (still keeping the ominous quotes bit but I’ll make it more original yet still inspired if you actually saw that bit )

that’s all for now

but if my asks are annoying or pushy please just say something about it cause I don’t want to push anyones boundaries

i did it before on accident and the end result wasn’t pretty …

and I can’t really read other people well until they’re about to explode on me and that’s doubled with how text is portrayed and how the ask function works on here … )

🪽Can u put in their experiment name in first and then their human names so I can understand how to add them to the list?(also dw, it’s cool. I’m literally too unassertive to get angry or snap at people anyhow 🤷)

[bite-me-bite-me]

Mandatory pinned post!

I'm a freak that goes by the name Juli

She/They/He, 22 year freak with various flavors of neurodivergency and silliness in her brain. Monsters rotate in my mind 24/7

This blog is not safe for minors !!! Please be aware of that when interacting or following me (I will block you if I don't see your age somewhere on your blog) !!!

Current main tags that I'm using / will be using:

#monsterfucker - this one is pretty self explanatory, but probably good 90% of the time those will be NSFW posts

#my writing - self explanatory as well

#orz ouchie - thoughts, posts, art, poetry and other various things that just make me go "ouchie" internally

#juli rambles - I just can't shut up sometimes but I am a yapper with a permit so you have to deal with it <3

#sapphic hornyposting - my horny tag for everything from art to photos to ideas and to writing and stories

#fucked hours - things I need my partner to do to me

#fucking hours - things I need to do to my partner

DMs and asks are more than welcome!!! Yap to me about your interests!!! I love listening to things I have no idea about but people are passionate about :]

My AO3: Bite_me_bite_me

Things/info that might interest fellow monsterfuckers / adults before interacting or following:

I am a sapphic that is kinda ignoring her gender, because it's simply too confusing. In other words: all titles (dude, girl, bro, king, queen, girlie etc.) are fair game as long as you don't start using parental titles (Dad/Mom or any other variation). Keep that stuff away from me, please and thank you.

I would love to make friends on here but I will block you on the spot if you take even one step towards romantic/horny flirting with me <3

I do not care if you or your partner are fine with you flirting with other people, I am very much taken and you will either respect that or get blocked immediately.

Like I mentioned before, I am a monster enjoyer and a monsterfucker. In my humble opinion, if it's a monster, it can purr if I want it to.

[lietweek]

@hetaliahappenings @hetaliacalendar @heta-on-the-books

[Rules/Details Under the Cut]

Liet Week 2025 Prompts:

[I didn't get any suggestions, so no poll selection this time. You do not have to follow the prompts. See Rules/Details Below.]

Day 1: Separation | Hurt/Comfort

Day 2: Rekindle | Long Distance

Day 3: Domestic | Farming and Agriculture

Day 4: Secret | Master and Servant

Day 5: Entrapment |Marriage Proposal

Day 6: Coworkers | Supernatural

Day 7: Intoxication | Song and Dance

Rules and Details:

-What is it? Liet Week is a seven day event to celebrate the character HWS Lithuania from Hetalia.

-When is it? Liet Week 2025 will be held Feb 16 - Feb 22, 2025.

-Please use the tag: lietweek2025 and/or include @lietweek on your submissions. Doing so will ensure your posts are seen and reblogged. Please DM if your submission is missed.

-Submissions must include the character HWS Lithuania from the manga/anime Hetalia. Posts can include other characters, but HWS Lithuania must be included.

-AI generated content will not be permitted.

-Users that leave hate comments on submissions will be banned. If a certain ship, topic or user is so upsetting you feel the need to start drama, I advise blocking them and/or do not participate. Keep in mind that the characters of Hetalia are purely fictional.

-Any variation of the character HWS Lithuania can be used in submissions. [2p!, Nyo!, fan designs, ect.]

-All ships are welcome. Relationships do not have to be romantic in nature. Toxic and problematic relations are allowed.

-Submissions do not need to include any additional characters.

-Mature content is welcome, but must be properly tagged. Please use proper warning tags and community labels on your submissions.

-Prompts do not have to be utilized and are merely for inspiration. Tagging the prompt and event day is not necessary, but if you used a specific prompt it is encouraged to tag it.

-All content is welcome, excluding content made with AI. [Artwork, written works, mood boards, headcanons, memes, other crafts, etc.]

-Engagement and activity posts will be posted throughout the week long event. You can answer in the comment section of the post or reblog to share your responses. It is not required to interact with these posts, but I enjoy it when people share their thoughts and have fun together.

Event Run by @samrut

[recurring-polynya]

I got curious, so I went through and looked up how many fics there are on AO3, tagged by arc. The main thing I learned is that most people do not tag their fics by arc (for comparison, there are close to 28k fanfics in the Bleach fandom tag at large).

Canon Arcs Agent of the Shinigami (non-canonical*) - 1** Soul Society - 39 Advance Team (non-canonical) - 7 Hueco Mundo - 62 Turn Back the Pendulum - 123 Fake Karakura Town - 21 Winter War (not actually an arc but ok) - 64 Fullbringer Arc - 29 Thousand Year Blood War - 188 No Breathes from Hell - 3 Filler Arcs: Bount Arc - 9 Captain Amagai - 0***?? as far as I can tell?? Zanpakutou Rebellion - 17 Reigei Arc - also 0?

Movies: Memories of Nobody - 1 Diamond Dust Rebellion - 8 Fade to Black (non-canonical) 1 Hell Verse - 14

I was absolutely not surprised by the fairly high number of Turn Back the Pendulum entries, because that is Peak Fill-in-the-Blanks Fanfic territory. I could also come up with several possible reasons why there are so many TYBW, but suffice it to say, it makes sense. I'm honestly perplexed by the 21 fanfics in the Fake Karakura Arc tag, even after scrolling through. I kinda expected there to be more in the No Breathes from Hell tag, but ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

*For those who are not well-versed in the AO3 tagging system, after enough people use a tag, it may be made canonical, which means that it appears in the autocomplete, using variations on the tag spelling are linked to the main canonical version, and you can use it to filter.

**Your numbers may vary slightly from mine, depending on if you're logged in or not, and if you have people blocked or muted on AO3.

***For the ones I couldn't find in the tag search, I looked up a few characters from that arc, but still couldn't find a tag for the arc generally, but it's possible there's some other phrasing I didn't think of. ****There are many additional pre- and post- tags, like "Post-TYBW", etc, but I got tired. This is a Tumblr post, not a Master's Thesis

[llawlieta]

Sweet lil Lau Lau may I please have 23 and 25 for the fandom ask game? 16 also made me think of you but you already answered it, so no worries if you don't want to again 🧡

Hi hi hi!!!!

23. the fandom you’re curious about because of a mutual

HMM. I have gotten very curious about the iwtv show from many people I follow, and I definitely want to watch it one day, but the gears haven't turned just right in my brain yet! I'm also curious about a lot of videogames but they often... do cost money... Also I'm particularly curious about bg3 but I get motion sickness with certain videogames and I kind of feel like that would be one of them. I can't be sure but I'm pre-mourning it. Oh well I'm bad at that kind of videogame anyway so WHATEVER... [kicks a rock]

25. a piece of advice for taking care of yourself in fandom spaces

Death Note is the first fandom I've been truly immersed in and it's made me learn to block people more liberally. I used to be kind of afraid of doing it because it felt rude and I am a fragile little flower I guess but now I block people whose, like, ultimately inconsequential opinion pisses me off in a certain way. I also used to feel bad about filtering tags for things I don't like, even skjskfj Now I've got like 6+ variations of the same tag filtered for a super specific fandom thing and I live a happier life for it. The basic tips that everyone but me seemed to already have interiorized, basically!!! But sometimes I see people get really mad in a way that would suggest they may need to either block someone or filter out a couple tags.

Oh, speaking of getting mad. For ME personally it is self-care to get mad privately with my friends instead of out in the open. I'm not gonna lie I do love when someone is brave enough to make an angry little post about a thing I secretly agree with or whatever BUT I still think it's better to keep your petty anger (which is FINE, we're all petty) to yourself and your circle of friends. It is taking care of yourself and others and your public online space and your mindset and the attitude with which you approach fandom. To Me.

Also assuming good faith is also good to ensure your mindset is not negative 24/7... Like imagine that stupid ass take wasn't written by an actively malicious person but instead by, say, someone you could be friends with in another life who simply worded something weirdly or a bit aggressively or just didn't have the same information about a certain canon detail that you have or whatever. Sometimes people are actively malicious... But sometimes they aren't!!

And I'll answer 16 again with another little thing!!

16. a tiny detail in canon that you want more people to appreciate

I think every interaction between L and Aizawa is very interesting and fun to watch!! Underrated!

[mushiewrites]

hi hi :D

for the character thing: can you do questions 7-13 for both cc!dream and cc!sapnap? I wanna hear you rant about dreamnap <333 my boys <33

thank youuuuu

- cal <3

from this post!

dreamnap our babies ): <3

7 - who is someone in their life that they tickle often?

dream: george + sap!

sapnap: karl, george + dream :3

8 - who is someone in their life that they get tickled by often?

dream: george 100%. they can't keep their hands off of each other normally, but when george wants to be a menace, his hands are almost always glued to dreams tummy. and, about 50% of the time you can find sap right by his side, helping hold dream down

sapnap: karl. oh my gosh it's karl. it's definitely george and dream too, because karl doesn't live with him, but every time karl is with sap, he's tkling him at all times, whenever and however he's able

9 - does the word “tickle” or any variation of embarrass them?

dream: yes. dream is a baby and he can't hear it at all when it's aimed at him. he can say it sometimes if he's feeling confident or if he's wrecking someone, but most times you'll never catch dream saying it

sapnap: this little panda pup cannot say it or hear it, I'm sorry but he's just so tkly and flustered and embarrassed

10 - are they embarrassed about their ticklishness, and do they try to deny/hide it?

dream: I think dream is kind of shameless when it comes to his sensitivity. he's a puppy, after all. he loves getting tummy tks, and the more people that know he's tklish, the more tummy rubs he can get! :D

sapnap: he is very very VERY embarrassed about how tklish he is and absolutely denies it. he's a tiny lil big tough man who should not be that sensitive!! no one should know this incredibly embarrassing weakness!!!!! (but everyone does, and they tk him to let him know how loved he is and how adorable he gets when tkled)

11 - would gentle tickling or rough tickling affect them more?

dream: for dream I think that digging in for most of his spots is what drives him crazy the most. but there are certain spots (the sides of his tummy, his back) that when tkled lightly get him howling

sapnap: I think for sap gentle tks get him a TON. he's someone that can have light tks or rough tks and you can get almost the same reaction, but I think gentle ones fluster him and get him the most (and gentle ones are his favorite <3)

12 - is there a specific spot that they enjoy being tickled, either exclusively or more than other spots? what is it?

dream: T U M M Y!!!!!!!!! literally no explanation needed this boy is a PUPPY

sapnap: I think sap likes when people get his neck / chest / collarbone area ): it just makes him so giggly cause he's so sensitive there, but it's kind of a hard spot to block and he loves the helplessness of it all <3

13 - is there a spot that they can’t stand to be tickled, either because it’s just too sensitive, or it’s uncomfortable/painful/etc? what is it?

dream: bellybutton, dream can't take it. he's way too sensitive, it's way too small of an area to focus on, and he doesn't understand why something so evil is allowed to happen to a tiny spot like that (don't worry he absolutely adores it still, just cannot handle it at all for even a second)

sapnap: my poor angel, his ankles and feet. he's just so tklish there, the thought of anyone even going near those spots sends him into a lil panic (much like dream though, he does love it, he just cant take it)