#I hate you vivziepop my enemy

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Was it really that hard.

Edit to add this image -_-

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Hi, I just want to vent: I've gotten huge amounts of backlash for posting my criticisms of Helluva Boss on reddit, especially about Stolas' and Stella's relationship-stating why I think it's a bad depiction of abuse etc. And while I've said things that were insensitive and out of line, I find it very hypocritical that many fans defend Vivziepop to high heaven and act like she's some kinda goddess of writing who can do no wrong.

It's clear to me that many fans are so passionately defensive of the writing because find Stolas and his experiences relatable, and thus they see any criticism of his character and how the abuse is written as a personal attack.

Not gonna mention any names, but I've seen certain people say things that basically dismiss all critics as "immature kids who don't get real mature art like Helluva Boss" and explain the inconsistensies and plot holes with handwaves that while plausible, ignore the rule of "show don't tell". It all feels like ass-kissing and refusing to acknowledge that your fave show has flaws to me.

I really hate the dismissal of any critics as "abuse apologists" when the show itself is terrible at handling the topic of abuse, plays abusive behavior for laughs and depicts things that are toxic as "cute".

I also want to add that some people have justified Stella's one-note personality by saying "real maturity is accepting that sometimes people are just jerks" I find that a shoddy excuse.

I don't believe that any person on the planet is a jerk for no real reason, because real people aren't political strawmen or enemies in a war-propaganda film designed to incite rage and disgust-they have reasons for their actions even if they are disagreeable. To me, the comfortable fantasy is believing that the people who hurt you are evil monsters who only exist to inflict misery, when the truth is that they are their own people with positive and sympathetic qualities like everyone else.

These are my thoughts, I would like to hear yours on what I said.

"Immature kids who don't get real mature art like Helluva Boss"

LMAO okay if that person considers Helluva Boss "mature art", I'm convinced they've never consumed any other media intended for an adult demographic, and therefore have nothing to compare it to. The only time Helluva felt like a show for adults (to me, anyway) was Moxxie and Millie's song in "Ozzie's", where they have the confidence to reaffirm for themselves that they don't need to be kinky to have a fulfilling sex life. That's a message actual adults can relate to and need to hear. But the rest of the show comes off like it was written by edgy teens who think they know how to balance comedy and drama just because they've seen BoJack Horseman. Spoilers- They don't.

You're allowed to like it, you're allowed to think it's a good show overall, but... mature? Is it really? C'mon now.

Here's the thing: When people know they have no argument, they start mischaracterizing their opponent's position so it's easier for them to take the moral high ground. Easier for them to "win". Oh, you're not a fan of this show? You must be an abuse apologist, or a homophobe. They make these claims despite having little to no evidence they're true, just so they can disregard reasonable criticism and retreat to their comfortable little bubble where no one disagrees with them.

And you see this kind of rabid defense whenever someone has developed such an unhealthy attachment to something they like that it's become a vital part of their identity. They feel, at least subconsciously, that any attack on that thing is an attack on them. Why do you think some sports fans throw a fit when their team loses?

This is partly why I feel it's important to criticize media you like in addition to media you don't, understanding that nothing made by human hands will ever be perfect. If you can get some emotional distance from it, you won't get heated every time someone expresses the tiniest beef with it. Because chances are, it might also be a criticism you've made.

But I think at this point it's best to just disengage. If someone's made their mind up on a particular topic, no amount of convincing will change it. Leaving the conversation (or not entering it in the first place) is always an option. Block that subreddit if you have to. If you think they're wrong, let them be wrong. In a few years, they might find some sense of identity outside the stuff they enjoy, or they might not. It's not really your concern. The only real winner in an internet argument is the one who has a life outside of it.

[alastors-left-lapel]

We've Found Ourselves In Quite A Situation

Author's Cut: Hello all! It's been nearly two years since I've written on Tumblr. I have recently been enthralled with the verse of Vivziepop and her amazing creations of Helluva Boss and Hazbin hotel. This is my first story with the characters of Hazbin Hotel, and I could have very well not written them within character. Please let me know if you love it, hate, or if I should delete. The following story contains Trigger warnings: child loss, mental trauma, use of weapons, death (electroshock therapy), Reader has OCD, (i think thats it?) Plot: AFAB reader works at the hotel for Alastor as the receptionist. We see her interacting with a couple of the hotels residents. She ends up having breakfast with Alastor who has just a few questions about her that he needs to know. This is not implied Alastor/Y/n. word count: 2.6k+

Part 2

Another shitty day in Hell, as to nobody's surprise, except for maybe the Princess of course. Sinners could be heard out on the streets yelling at others, weapons were firing, and the stench of smoke and blood flowed through the open window of the room. The woman rolled her eyes, getting up from her seat to close the window. As she looked out the panes she could see some of the sinners chasing others around and targeting their current enemies. She smirked a little enjoying watching the chaos that was unfolding outside. As long as they kept their war and devastation away from the hotel, she would happily ignore the chaos outside.

Turning away from the window to walk back to the reception area of the hotel, the woman held her hands behind her back, with a faint smile on her face. She looked down, noticing her necklace chain had spun around again. She pinched the clasp in one hand and pinched the adornment in the other, pulling the chain back around to the nape of her neck, then resting the charm down at the lowest part of the chain. Nifty had scurried by her with a rather large sewing needle in hand as she chased after some type of bug. Her chattering calling to the bug was rather funny to the woman, knowing poor little Nifty was the best person for the job.

"You know, if they touch even the smallest piece of the marquee, Alastor will destroy them all." came the rather husk voice of its owner, Husk.

She nodded, grabbing her coffee mug from her work station. "I'm counting on it at this point. It would be more entertaining than what those dimwits are currently doing." She took a quick sip from her mug, then held it between her hands as the tea filled her stomach. She walked over to the bar where the other sinner had been standing, watching as he cleaned the classes for what seemed to be the seventh time this morning. "Seriously Husk, we need to find you a new hobby. Those glasses are almost clear enough to see the bullshit that Angel tells everyone."

"Very funny, Sparky." Came the near shrill voice of Angel Dust. He sauntered over to the bar, sitting in his favorite seat. "Don't you have somebody to check in to this shit hole?"

The woman chuckled a little at his comments. "I would if there was someone standing at my desk." She set her mug down on the bar top, pondering her next sentence. "Charlie has been bummed out the past couple of days. I mean, technically Angel and Sir Pentious are the hotels' two only checked-in guests. Everybody else here works at the hotel, either for Charlie or Alastor. Though, most of us are here on Alastor's request."

Husk put a glass down on the bartop, making a little clinking sound. "I know you are, but let's be clear here. I'm not here by anybody's orders."

"I didn't say you... or who." She replied, looking at him a little puzzled.

Husk took a moment to reflect on what he had heard and what he said. He then groaned picking up a new glass to polish again as he mumbled under his breath.

Angel spoke up, interrupting the silence. "Are you suggesting you have a plan to bring in new sinners to the hotel? Do you need me to do some advertising? I know a couple of corners that might get you some business. Besides, the busier you are, the less I have to see you pestering me during my morning drink."

The woman rolled her eyes again, spinning in her chair and getting out of the chair. "I can see where I'm not wanted. Don't call the lobby phone the next time you are out of toilet paper. Nobody will be around to answer it." She took her mug with her as she made her way back to her desk, located near the front door but still within eye sight of the bar. She slipped her hands under her as she sat down, not wanting to press any creases into her skirt. She crossed her legs as she looked down at her record books, making sure the two guest rooms had been taken care of for the day. Nifty was usually cleaning all of the rooms before Y/N could ask her to. She even kept the unoccupied ones. Well, all seemed to be in order on her end.

That was until there was an explosion outside of the hotel, causing some windows to shatter and some debris landing in the lobby. She sighed, standing up to see the damage of what had happened. She made her way out of the front doors of the lobby, seeing what appeared to be some loan sharks standing in the hotel driveway fighting with a rival gang. "I'm going to give you great white wannabes two seconds to move this scrape to the road."

One of the sharks who had stopped firing his gun when she came out looked at her, pausing for a moment before breaking out into laughter with the others in both gangs. He wiped a tear that came to his face before speaking. "Oh yeah? And what are you going to do about it, sugar?"

The woman started to grow a little furious, but the sensation of a familiar being filled the air around her. She could see the looming shadow standing behind the two gangs, the sinister smile on its face was somehow welcoming to her. "Oh, I'm not going to do anything about it, but my friend here will. I'm sure you've all heard of The Radio Demon, yes?"

She took a couple of steps back as a twisted demonic sounding deer noise echoed through the air, the sounds bouncing off the walls and windows of the hotel. Black tendrils with a glowing green light made light work of some of the sharks. Y/N watched as some of the sinners were thrown to the ground or through the air. She adjusted the sleeves and cuffs of her shirt seeing the buttons were just slightly off from where they should have been resting. She was overdue for a visit to the tailor some restitching of her cuff sleeves, an odd thought to have while watching the true devastation in front of her.

After a few moments, the giant deer-appearing creature shrunk down to its natural form. The man dusted off his coat, grasping his cane as he approached the woman. "Excellent showmanship, my dear. Next time, please remain in the lobby. I can't risk our receptionist to the bewilderment of the vile life forms of Pentagram City."

"Oh, Alastor, please. You forget I've seen worse demons than them before." It had been true though. Y/N and Alastor had been acquainted for nearly eighty years now. Y/N had arrived in Hell nearly a decade after Alastor's arrival, and he was still a powerful demon then. "You act as if I haven't caused some trouble in the past either."

Alastor looked down at the girl, tilting his head to the side. Radio static sounds could be heard. "Do I need to remind you how you got out of that mess?"

She shook her head, her smile defaulting to a smirk for a brief moment. "I was ensuring nothing else happened to the hotel. It's the third time this month that window needed to be replaced."

Al looked up, gauging the size of the window. "A quick and easy fix. The hotel is my passion project, by association. It must remain perfect as it reflects my own personal works." With a snap of his finger, a group of shadow minions were summoned with building supplies and a new window. They were quick to rush into the hotel as Nifty could be heard cleaning up the broken glass.

The woman nodded simply, resting her hands on her sides. "Thank you, Alastor. I think your hunting session has brought a cease-fire around the hotel." She pointed to the road as sinners scrambled together to leave the area, more than likely in search of a new battleground.

"It would appear so," he commented as he watched them scurry along in cars or on their feet. He turned around to look at her. "This brush with the unremarkable gangs of Hell has left me indescribably famished."

"Shall I send for breakfast to your room, sir?" she asked, ready to prepare his food as he liked.

"No need for that. I have a reservation for two at the Butcher's Room. You are coming with me." He offered his arm out to her.

She looked a little puzzled at him. "I should really be at the receptionist desk in case a sinner wants to sign up for Charlie's program." It was her only job in Hell at the moment, and these days it was one of the few things that convinced her to get out of bed.

Alastor narrowed one eyebrow at her. "It wasn't a request, dear."

She nodded, knowing it was better to agree with Al than it was to fight him, both mentally and physically. She took his arm before the pair walked down the driveway of the hotel toward Canibal Town. They both started out as residents of Canibal Town, meeting through mutual connections. Rosie had taken Y/N under her wings when she first joined Hell, making sure she understood the groundwork of Hell and how everything worked. Y/N was still good friends with Rosie, having tea times twice a month, discussing the new things going on in their lives or their past brushes with the exorcists. Rosie reminded Y/N of her older sister, making sure her favorite people had been taken care of or were often checked in on.

The same could be said about Alastor. From what Y/N understood about Alastor was that on Earth he had a radio program in New Orleans, and he was also a serial killer. She never dared to ask him more about his personal life, knowing he was pretty private about it anyway. Y/N had told Alastor details about her life as he asked, but the manner of her death was still a mystery to him. Something he planned on discovering today.

After a while of walking around, the two walked to the front doors of the Butcher's Room. Alastor had checked them in, being shown to a private table. There had been some families around who turned away when Al walked by. His demeanor was stoic as ever, his signature smile painted on his face. She often wondered if his face hurt while smiling as much as he did. She brushed off the thoughts as the two sat down at the table.

Alastor placed a napkin in his lap, setting his cane against the table. "I don't mean to overhear the conversations of the hotel guests and staff. However, I couldn't help but to notice a little tension between you and grumpy bartender and spider boy. Is there anything I can do about that?"

Y/N had nearly forgotten about the conversation until Alastor brought it up. "Oh, that was nothing. I believe they were both hungover and their booze filled woes were on autopilot. Besides, Angel was called on by Valentino. When Valentino calls, Angel has to go. It's a part of his deal."

Alastor nodded a little, understanding the situation with Angel. "I believed he called you a name that may have set off some sort of flight response. Sparky, was it?"

She bit the inside of her cheek, realizing this breakfast wasn't just for the sake of being friends. She took in a deep breath, setting her napkin in her lap before making eye contact with him again. "I don't know how he found out about that unless I was dreaming about it and he heard." Her gaze shifted to the glasses, seeing the water that was in them was slightly off from the other. "What do you want to know?"

Alastor was confused, though his facial expressions appeared pleasing in nature. "I just want to know how you died. Most people boast about it down here, and you are one of the few I have met who has never shared their last days on Earth. Come now, dear. We have known each other for what? Eighty years now? I thought we had built up some trust here."

Y/N nodded, knowing that Alastor would find out, some how or some way. "It was 1943. I was married and had one child with my husband, a girl. He was upset that his first child was a girl, wanting to have a son to name after himself and make into his carbon copy. I gave birth to our second child, a son. He was perfect. In fact, he was so perfect that he was only alive for five minutes." The memory was so hard to reflect on because of the trauma it caused her. "When we went back home, I went into a frenzy. I found everything in the house was wrong. The hardwood in the living room was a slightly darker stain than the hardwood in the dining room. The door didn't sound like it was shut until the sixth time I closed it. My daughter's dress sleeves were uneven by three fourth's of an inch. I had to fix it."

Alastor watched her, observing her body language and listening to her story. He needed to know why she ended up in Hell. What made her a sinner? How did she die?

"My husband had me admitted to a sanitorium in Missouri, telling the doctors I had gone mad. This was only a week after I had my son, who was not allowed to have a name because his father was angry with me. He said I killed our son. Which only caused me more stress, which is something I only learned down here speaking to other sinners." It had been a lifetime ago, quite literally. "Anyways, back on track. The doctors put me into different forms of therapy. One of them being electroshock therapy. They had a student doctor perform the test on me without any type of supervision. The moron had the dial set to the highest voltage setting. I died maybe ten or fifteen seconds into the session, however, it lasted for nearly three minutes before he noticed." Her shoulders had slumped some, feeling the crushing weight of her death all over again.

Alastor observed her. With a story like that he knew it had to be true. Who else could spill the tale and not be as visibly bothered by the retelling of their downfall? He cleared his throat, "That is terribly tragic. I'm sorry what had happened." It still didn't explain why she was down in Hell. But maybe it would be a question to ask later. Two plates of food had been dropped off before the guests. Alastors had cooked eggs and deer steak. Y/N had eggs and liver.

She smiled again, taking Alastor's advise to smile as often as she could. "Thank you, though I don't need your sympathy. It freed me from the pain I had lived with for all but two weeks." She picked up her utensils at the same time he did. "In regard to our contract, I just simply request nobody else finds out about it."

Alastor cut a piece of the deer stake, smiling at her. "You wound me, Y/N. Anything said in private with me shall remain the same until the end of time."

She looked at him, hoping the statement was true. That's what happens when you trade your soul to a demon overlord, giving them anything they want in the hopes they don't exploit you for it. "Thank you, Al."

[woofs-silly-ships]

🧡Intro!💜

“There’s a million gruesome ways to die! (why stay alive?) And I’m sure your death will be second to none!!”

Ello there! This is my silly little selfship side blog to just share my f/os and gush about em! I follow and like from @woofwoofs14 , so if ya see that, that’s me :D

This post is REALLY FREAKING LONG, so I’m putting it under a cut for convenience!

Please read if you plan on following me or scrolling my blog for a bit!! Contains basic info, my f/o list, boundaries, DNI and thin ice, and my other blogs!

If you don’t want to read it all thennn:

- I’m a minor

- no I do not support Viv or even like non-AU Hazbin/helluva

- doubles are fine

- proship dni

The basics: I’m Woof, she/they/it, and a minor!! Chill with adults interacting but just don’t randomly DM me and don’t be creepy! I have diagnosed Anxiety and am looking to get an ADHD diagnosis (I’m literally certain I have it lol). My main blog is Woofwoofs14, I follow and like from there! Oh and more dni below, but… PROSHIP DNI PLEASE!!!

/imp note about F/Os!!: All but one of my F/Os are adults, and the oc I use to ship with them is an adult as well!! The one that isn’t is Ic-0n, who is canonically ageless but I hc her as being 16 due to her crush on Max, a 15 y/o. Therefore, the oc I use to selfship with her in particular is 16 as well :D! I’m a minor as well so this is fine!

Stance on doubles?: I’m polyamorous and don’t really care about doubles anyway, so I would actually love for you to interact if we share a romantic or platonic f/o!! If you’re not cool with doubles and we share an f/o, you can either block the emoji combo tag found on my f/o list, or just block me entirely. Whatever you feel most comfortable with :D! I do have boundaries when it comes to ships ya bring up around me tho:

Ship boundaries: the vast, vast majority of ships with my f/os I’m totally chill with and some I even ship myself! There are a few that make me really uncomfortable tho, so please just don’t bring these up around me and maybe don’t follow me if your blog purely centers around these ships! VoxV@l aka st@ticmoth is a huge freaking no, idc how much of it is canon or not, I don’t even selfship in canon anyway, it genuinely hurts me seeing my f/o in a relationship with an abuser. Joke or silly/stupid Marware is totally fine, because canon is already stupid enough for that to work lol, plus I love some good enemies to lovers! I’d just rather not see funny Italian plumber smooching tv man if yall get that lol, idk it just feels weird to me due to like personal headcanons and stuff, sorry!! Ribbun is another iffy one, jokes are fine but once again personal hc (gangle is lesbian grrrr) and with how Jax treats her in the show… I’d just prefer not to be bombarded by it ig. Demencia and Flug are adopted siblings to me so I’d say the same goes for that. I’ve got nothing against any of these ships (other than VoxV@l ofc…) but just personal discomfort ig!! If ya wanna talk ships, VorBee is ofc polyamory with me so that’s perfect, same with Applestatic, Radiosilence (one sided Vox x al) is canon in my AU so heck yeah, same with (don’t think it has a name but) one sided Radioapple, one sided Dem x BH is also canon and awesome (I like one sided ships ok lol-)!

F/O list?: Romantic List , working on platonic list!

Hazbin/Helluva…really?: I purely find comfort in the characters and world of the hellaverse, that’s it. I freaking hate vivziepop and will never support her, and I selfship in an AU version of the hellaverse that fixes a lot of the major issues (I’m still working on it but trust me guys). Genuinely speaking, I consider myself a part of the fandom but NOT a fan of either show. I like some fanworks, some characters with a lot of AU adjustments, and the general world. Nothing else.

💜DNI and Thin Ice🧡

Please do not interact with me if:

- you are a pedophile/MAP/support lolicon

- you are a Zoophile/support feral nsfw

- you are a proshipper/profic/etc

- you are homophobic/transphobic/biphobic/etc (this includes not supporting because of your religion!!)

- you are racist, antisemitic, anti Black Lives Matter, or support blue lives matter

- you are a neo-nazi/support nazis

- you ship any of the following: ZADR, Billdip.

These ships fall under proship!

- you're a hardcore Dream stan (personal comfort reasons, sorry! DSMP fans can interact tho!!)

- you're an anti-furry

- you're anti therian/fictionkin/otherkin

- you actively participate in cringe culture or bully people for harmless interests

- you support autism speaks

- you're a hardcore Trump supporter (personal comfort once again)

- you support/make YouTube "heat" content (gacha heat, emoji heat, Wildcraft heat, etc)

- you're into necrophilia, rape, abdl, ddlg, or ageplay

- you're anti age regression/pet regression (these are coping mechanisms, not kinks!)

- you are pro-ai/believe in the whole "Al is the future" crap

- you support any of the following (with reasoning below):

Vivziepop: Transphobic particularly against trans-mascs, anti-semitic and possibly racist. I am in the Hazbin/Helluva fandom but absolutely do NOT support Viv.

Tamakuz (Psychocuties creator): Lolicon enjoyer, supports Nazis, probably a proshipper

4lung: Pedo and Zoo

Nekozuna/Glitterpop/Samzel: Friend of 4lung, also a pedo

DrDisrespect: Pedo

SSSniperWolf: Doxxed Jacksfilms, steals content (here for personal comfort reasons mainly)

Emily Youcis (Alfred's playhouse creator): extreme Trump supporter, humped random people in a feral Alfred Alfer fursuit (I wish I was kidding), possibly supports necrophilia

Wilbur Soot: Abuser, I don’t know much about him but I’m already not a huge fan of DSMP so yeah please leave if you support him!!!

You may interact, but I will be wary if you if:

- you support Trump at all (hardcore supporters please DNI) (if you just always vote red, you're fine dw!)

- you sexualize object show characters (memes and jokes are fine, so is sfw shipping)

- you just refuse to use tone tags or the correct pronouns for some reason

- you are a big/hardcore Psychocuties fan (show is very proship-esc, Tamakuz is awful. Very very thin ice l'm sorry)

I'll probably add more later as I think of stuff!

💜Blog Directory🧡

@woofwoofs14 - Main blog, random stuff lol!

@adoptable-mayhem - I share adoptables over here, trying to get artists the recognition they deserve!

@woofs-pfp-emporium - My PFP blog, share a bunch of f2u fandom PFPs over there :D

@woofs-silly-ships - You’re here :D!

[ben-the-hyena]

Hey. Demonologist here. I saw your comment on you making Stolas a villain in your story. All Im gonna say is...Please dont. Especially with the way you described it is extremely disrespectful and feeds into toxic Christian Fundamentalism. And that DEFINATELY will piss me and other demonolators off, as we already face a lot being the fact that we practice the opposite of Christianity.

Look HOW many times did you write to me, it's like the 5th time you write this to me through notes on @chaifootsteps' post. Guess it was not enough and you want to post it into my asks ?

In my story, angels and demons are different from the way we desrcibe them because we barely remembered them correctly, all religions are wrong but demons are demons because they thought mortals were a waste of time to help while they coumd habe the world for themselves, therefore this fictional Stolas too. By "evil" I mean it as opposing the angels main characters of my story then, angels and demons being enemies, and him not minding if humans were destroyed by his other demon fellows (he gave them knowledge, he could still teach the next batch if the previous died in his opinion), but he mostly sees himself as a teacher to other demons, as well as a powerful Prince. He is a villain in the sense he does nothing to stop the other villains and is officially on their side even if hr is mostly cold and inactive and does not like angels who again are the main characters of the story

And even if I did make him evil, in the end of the day I see angels and demons as fictional. Any version of demons and angel is tolerable in cartoons. If I had made him eeeeviiil, it would have meant I followed Christian dogma for instance. You may believe in them (I do believe in demons and angels but I see it as "the ones we named and designed are fictional or based on those we met) and summon them, the majority of people see them as mythological and God (no pun intended) knows how many different adaptations and interpretations of Zeus there are, faithful, simplified, flanderized etc I know I said I hated Vivziepop's work but it was in the sense that it made it popular, some thinking they could summon demons to meet them as fangirls, think they behave this way and all being horny and interchangeable. Any change is tolerable, as long as it is not irritating and unoriginal like hers. So I am sorry for my story not to be 100% accurate, it is not the aim, so I warn in advance for both demonologists AND Christians, Jews, Muslims, it will have names and bases but not be an adaptation of beliefs but rather an inspiration

I respect your faith, but the same way Christians ignore shows with gay angels or Kemetics shows where Egyptian myths are seen as ancient legends, you should see those as just works of fiction to ignore and not an insult to your beliefs. I just warn you, it would not be a story for you where you could expect accuracy for it is not its goal

*edit*

Oh wow I didn't know it was possible to become anon AFTER having sent the ask

[gamergirluprising]

(WARNING SENSITIVE INFO WILL BE DISCUSSED OR GIVEN. IF YOU CANNOT HANDLE INFO REGARDING SELF-HARM OR BULLYING I’D ADVISE YOU NOT TO READ ON. VIEWER DISCRETION IS ADVISED)

Hello, everyone, I’d like to share somethings that have urked me and outright surprise me when getting deeper and deeper into this whole shebang cause honestly, this is too much to NOT notice. If you're wondering what I am talking about I am referring to all the stuff I found out about Viv and the fact that she never truly seemed sorry for what she's done to said people based on what I have found out and what she's said in recent years.

Now you all may say "G, she said she's sorry and that's that. Don't bring up things that happened years ago or have been resolved." and look, man, I'd leave it alone if it was CLEAR that she was truly a person of her word, wasn't a hypocrite, and didn't cause 3 people to be suicidal and cause/know of witchhunts that she KNOWS happened and/or wanted to happen. You guys can like her all you want and defend her, but be sure they are good defenses, understand WHERE I am coming from, and be mindful of what I am saying. Don't just ignore everything she did just cause you THINK she's super nice or because she's your idol.

I will also emphasize that I wish for NO ONE to send any unnecessary hate or anything of the like to Viv. You don't stoop to someone else's level just cause they did some bad crap. I just wanted to say any of this, loud and clear, cause its straight facts that shouldn't be buried just cause she wants to hold onto her image the best she can. That isn't at all fair to those victims who have been wronged and had their names tainted over her destructive and mean-spirited hypocritical behavior. AGAIN DO NOT ATTACK VIV AND DON'T THINK ME CALLING HER OUT IS A REASON TO HATE HER. We can be better than her in terms of handling things. Do not also think me calling her out shouldn't have been done JUST CAUSE you don't wanna hear it or not. If you don't wanna see it, you don't have to read it.

with that being said, LET'S DISSECT.

 S T A R V A D E R

First I have to start off relaying to you guys what Starvader had stated at the beginning of the document so you'll get a jist of why she even spoke up in the first place. 

 "I type this document with no malicious intent only my personal thoughts on how I feel recently about the situation since its been on my mind well every day now since 2013. At least five years I’ve had thoughts below as to my personal experience of meeting an ex idol and why sometimes meeting your idol isn’t the best approach. For me, that ex idol is Vivienne Medrano creator of Zoophobia and Hazbin Hotel. I’m not aiming to defame this creator nor do I think people should stop liking their work or stop supporting them. If you like their work there is nothing wrong with that but I will refuse to silence myself any longer due to how much this rarely leaves my mind and tends to come up. This has been a situation swept under the rug and most would probably state ‘ well why are you bringing all this up now it was so and so years ago you guys squashed this etc etc “ that being the case, sorry doesn’t fix emotional trauma that comes up frequently during depressive episodes and comments do tend to stick to people in a certain way. Apology or not, words have a heavy weight to them."

I put this here even though I will be putting a link to her doc because people will most likely not read or press the link and just act as if Starvader wanted blood. No, she stated her mind and was clear when saying she wanted no harm done to Viv.

https://docs.google.com/document/d/e/2PACX-1vRX8VEoTS7Xot7D9u5i7MMEgtT44mNEtgpl4FY7QDZCA7ZY2j-CTJF7Uw_JwSJ6WUQNVvaTQv60Igte/pub

In this link It tells anyone who comes across it what she and some others mentioned here had to go through when being compared by Viv, wanting to do what's right and still being "called out" and bullied while getting hate sent to them, and having been told how her dreams would never ever be achieved and that she should practically give up, how she put friends against one another, etc. It showcases screenshots of these examples. 

It all began with the accusation of art theft. The very thing she played the victim in with someone else. I'm sure some of you old-time fans of Viv know who this person was and are aware of the beef they had with one another. After reading Starvader's Doc, I want you to look at the post Vivziepop made to defame someone known as 

  D O L L C R E E P

This may be a throwback to you and you all may have thought this person was abusive. I won't say that they did absolutely nothing wrong since they themselves have said they did some wrong in the situation, but I will say that one was more of a problem starter than the other. 

http://web.archive.org/web/20151008172207/http://enoughisenough-dollcreep.tumblr.com/post/125101370456/my-experience-with-dollcreep

Notice in this post that the very things she did to Starvader she said DollCreep did to her and how she tries and paint DollCreep as this SEVERELY abusive person. Hell even in Starvader's document you'll see that DollCreep told SV that he talked with Viv about the whole thing regarding SV and Viv and she apparently listened at the time. Not to mention that the screenshots Viv put in that post were either take(very possibly) taken out of context or not even bad to begin with (though his reply about the face thing was odd and shouldn't have been addressed b but due to circumstances, I think that's why he was so cautious). I don't know DC like that, but this kinda makes me feel as though he wasn't a bad person Viv makes him out to be and more her trying to destroy his image ENTIRELY for her benefit, cause till this very day she still calls him an abuser and someone she doesn't want to meet again. 

if you continue on into the post she made, you'll see that she has made characters, EERILY SIMILAR to DC's, some WAY MORE than others. SV was willing to change some of the designs and even wanted to stop, Viv, however, seemed to take great offense over such an accusation and took to social media to make her frustrations known. SV kept this hidden from 2013 to 2018.

Oh btw, if you read the doc you'll see that SV wanted to commit suicide. DC actually attempted it. The cyberbullying ran that deep and it ANGERS me.

here’s what someone who saw the sitch had to say.

https://web.archive.org/web/20170619163024/http://dcs-personal-blog.tumblr.com/

can find everything here regarding what DC said about the sitch. You guys DO NOT ATTEMPT TO HURT THIS PERSON. It actually pisses me off that people even attacked DC and blindly believed Viv. It’s Johnny Depp’s situation all freaking over again

Here’s the picture of Viv saying that he was abusive, completely ignoring her behavior, and knowing hate would be sent to DC. Again won’t say that DC was completely innocent but damn man, was this necessary? DC even said that they talked it out and everything 

https://vivziepop.tumblr.com/post/179705403534/im-only-going-to-say-this-once

Don’t even get me started on the whole character credit fiasco that Viv refused to properly fix.

https://krieg-was-taken.tumblr.com/post/101438542866/dollcreep-kibadoglover45-dollcreep-even

Look at this as well.

https://web.archive.org/web/20200104224648/https://tyacutie123.tumblr.com/post/125800399071/beware-of-abusive-artist

it mentions SV again, but it also brings into light a parody character meant to mock DC during all of this drama. 

https://killapunk.tumblr.com/post/125896144245/dcs-personal-blog-enoughisenough-dollcreep/amp

DollCreep does the same thing back and is treated like the enemy. Hypocrisy at its finest.

now, most of you guys will be saying that this all happened in the past. It’s over, some will say, She’s changed (some of you may even say that these people deserve it. Yes people actually have said stuff like this to me or others) but here’s the problem, She still pulls crap like this to ruin people or to make others feel stupid. Just last year she was laughing with JaneGumball (who APPARENTLY made up with the victim) saying that she deserves it for being rude when the girl just said her opinion and was still a fan of Viv at the time, meaning she didn’t even mean to hurt Viv’s feelings and, hear me out, even if she did WHY FIND HER CYBERBULLYING FUNNY AND JUSTIFIED OVER AN OPINION? What sort of logic is that? That’s GREATLY immature and unnecessary, especially for someone her age (She’s 27 or 28 guys while the victim was 15, come on man!)

 and I’m sure some of you know what happened with the person who made a meme regarding HH and other animated cartoons.

She’s VERY MUCH AWARE THAT THEY WERE ATTACKED....and this is how she responds....wow O K A Y.

So no, she didn’t actually change because she most likely didn’t think she had to. People kept supporting her thus making her believe that what she did was correct. Oh and Faust is practically Viv as well. (As seen by the SV doc and this tweet thread)

https://twitter.com/melonbea/status/1206994000563068930?s=19

Hell Viv seemed to ignore this too, as well as a lot of shipping drama if it involves a specific ship, but I won’t delve too deep into that subject since I am not very aware of the things that go down in that side of the fandom. 

and there’s this 

https://afraidofmonsters-headcanons.tumblr.com/post/188662798256/so-lets-talk-about-this-blog-the-fandom-and-viv

and this

https://historia-kq.tumblr.com/post/190882421127

I’d advise you guys to hear these things out. 

Oh and Viv is the type to be a Hypocrite regularly,

https://twitter.com/VivziePop/status/613097846603026433?s=19

I could send you all the screenshots of her tweets but that should be another post on its own cause THERE IS A LOT. Like her Cancel Culture tweet, that tweet where she said, and I quote, “The hypocrisy is strong” back in 2014, November 29th. That time she had a thread of tweets saying, and I quote “never let someone dictate your value as an artist! Never seek the approval of someone else and conform to what they say you should do!” Despite doing this to StarVader.

If you guys want screenshots I can either personally DM or make a post showing her hypocrisy. Cause honestly this is rather, dare I say it, TOXIC. She’s manipulated people and has used them when they don’t abide by her rules or make a mistake that could have been resolved privately, she attacks and it’s saddening. I am TIRED of people getting hurt by her and I am tired of her abusing her power. If she wants to change I am COMPLETELY DOWN for that, but change starts when you want it. You can’t say sorry and expect people not to see past the lies or see that you obviously didn’t change. Sorry should mean what it means, feeling regret or penitence, but if you don’t at all exhibit these things then how are we supposed to believe that you are at all sorry for anything you’ve done currently AND in the past? I mean damn dude did you guys even know what happened to the cosplayer that Viv was mad about?

https://boricua-moonbakery.tumblr.com/post/616407364553310208

Now look, if you like Viv’s content, that’s your choice. I for one very much do like some fan content that i’ve stumbled onto and find some very creative and my cup of tea and while I’m not a huge fan of HH I still very much find the premise very creative. What I do if a creator of something is majorly sketch or strange I simply seperateb the content from the creator. I simply wanted to point out things many peeps don’t know about and any person who is a fan of Viv, I hope you’d at least understand WHY I am at all saying anything I am saying. I want there to be justice but I want things to be fair. I don’t want Viv to get hurt, but I want her to actually learn from her mistakes. I am not here to discourage you from anything, it’s your choice if you choose to stay and I will not judge you for it. I am a girl who SIMPLY wants people to be more aware of who exactly Vivienne Medrano is. She’s mistreated both fans of HH and ZP and it boggles me.

If you guys want more info, like her tweets that I mentioned, just message me.

      END OF DISSECTION

[a-girl-made-of-stardust]

academic break (which ended pretty soon to my utter disappointment)

for almost 5 days, i had a break which my uni "generously" announced since it was a holiday. anyways, i did what i always do: stay in and binge watch and read as much as i can

this is just basically a diary post or some shit sorry

-> "The moment his lips met mine, the connection between us opened and I felt his power flood through me. I could feel how much he wanted me—but behind that desire, I could feel something else, something that felt like anger." - Shadow and Bone by Leigh Bardugo

i finally watched shadow and bone. i had such low expectations for the show (sue me) but damn, the show was GREAT. the effects, the actors, EVERYTHING. i like the way they portray the powers though. Kaz's entrance was just *chef's kiss* and of course, i've never ship alina with mal even when i read the books because DARKLINA SUPREMACY reigns over us all (ben barnes is just fine wine omg)

-> "The funnies call it the syndicate. The goons and hustlers call it the Outfit. You call it the organization. I hope you people have fun with your words. But I don't care if you call yourselves the Red Cross, you owe me forty-five thousand dollars and you'll pay me back whether you like it or not." - The Hunter by Richard Stark

Parker: a man of few words. this book is just so violent and just so direct. (and it has 23 more books? wtf)

-> "Fate may deal its hand, try encouraging our path or intervene, but we are ultimately free to choose our own destiny. Never doubt that." - Kingdom of the Cursed by Kerri Maniscalco

this book just made a complete 360 from YA to new adult. it didn't disappoint because the smut is explicit and I AM ALL FOR IT BECAUSE WRATH IS JUST (my mind just blown over how fucking hot he is) but emilia is still the same, she kinda pisses me off but also at the same time cheering for her to just find the clues already because this book is like 90% romance and 10% lore. it's grating on my nerves because she constantly has this monologue of her hating wrath and all that "my enemy" bullshit but she is also constantly horny for him? (i mean i get it but i want some plot, girl) 3/5 because i am curious enough to read the next book even though this one is just meh for me

-> just also watched the Ep 7 of Helluva Boss and mygahd A FUCKING EMOTIONAL ROLLERCOASTER and i understand Blitzo. Stolas is just so awkward but just goes to show he has feelings for blitz. Moxxie and Millie is just ADORABLE & RELATIONSHIP GOALS. i need more Loona screen time though. i want more appearances of the seven demon rulers of hell though, esp after that very great performance of asmodeus. i can't wait for the last episode for this season (just grateful for vivziepop for telling the story of these characters)

-> i am currently reading Steelstriker by Marie Lu because i need to complete that 2021 reading challenge so badly (i am pressuring myself lol)

so there, i watched SAB and read 2 books but i can't wait for christmas break so i can finally relax with all this school shit and life and basically adulting. long post.

[darkwingdragon]

Skully The Sentient Walking Cane

This is a fan character for the animated series “The Hazbin Hotel” made by VivziePop​.

Name: Skully 

Canon Voice Actor: Alan Tudyk ( Has a voice similar to King Candy Talks with a lisp)

Age: unknown

Gender: male

Type of Demon: He isn’t one He’s a Walking Cane

Friends: Rumeminus,Bucky,Katia,Gnat The Imp,Serina, Charlie,The King and Queen of Hell,Vaggie,Angel,Husk,Alastor, Nifty and everyone else at the hotel.

Enemies: Anyone that endangers the princess’s life and her friends is considered an enemy much like his master,The Exterminators and the Wraith Demons.

Nicknames: Doesn’t have one

Abilities: Able to talk and understand every language even the imps,When his master is using him he is able to open portals,create protective barriers,shoot chaotic energy blasts, and transform anything or anyone into whatever his master Rumeminus thinks of. Skully acts as a stabiliser for Rumeminus’s chaotic aura,he also saps his masters chaotic energy to help prevent his masters chaos powers from warping the environment and objects whenever they are around unless Rumeminus does it on purpose.  

Note due to him harnessing  Rumeminus’s chaotic energy Skully is able to be used by other demons,that is if anyone is able to get him.Because of this unless they are close friends of him and his master Skully will try his best to prevent anyone from using him.

However although he doesn’t have organs Skully suffers from motion sickness this often cause him to spill out some of Rumeminus’s chaos energy which can accidently open portals to random places even to other realms such as Heaven or the Human world.  

Personality: Skully is a cheerful, friendly, humble, helpful and  good natured towards anyone, whenever his master pulls a prank on someone Skully is often very apologetic towards whomever they are pranking.Skully is very loyal to hi master Rumeminus even if his master can go a bit overboard at times he still supports him,he acts always like Rumeminus’s moral compass to whenever his master is confused if whether they should cause someone trouble today or not.If his master or anyone that they know is upset Skully will console to them and will give advice if they need any.

Whenever Rumeminus is deciding if he should prank an unfortunate demon or not Skully will most likely try to convince him to leave them alone but it usually never works. Although Skully cannot get around unless someone takes him somewhere he’s always tries to help those in need by giving them moral advice even if they seem that they don’t want it. 

Background: When Rumeminus was younger he had a hard time keeping his chaotic powers under control because of this where ever he went his aura would warp the environment and objects such as causing poor demons to float away random furniture would come to life and try to attack and even the colour in the sky would change.One day when Rumeminus walking down town he noticed an antique shop excited headed inside due for his love of collecting old and unusual things.

After having a good look around the shop he was about to leave when something caught his eye. A barrel filled with different walking canes Rumeminus has a look at the canes until he picks up one particular one, a black ebony wooden cane with a skull attached on the end.The Trickster King fell in love with its quirky design and decided to buy it.After he bought the cane Rumeminus was about to head home when suddenly the cane began to vibrate. Rumeminus takes a look at his cane carefully and was surprised to see that the skull on the end of his cane eyes were blinking and looking around.

When the Skull began to speak it suddenly dawned on the demon of chaos,due to his chaotic aura his walking cane was brought to life and became sentient but that was not all. As Rumeminus held his now newly alive walking cane he noticed a strange sensation while holding onto his cane.It was sapping his chaotic energy keeping his powers stable ad preventing everything around him from getting warped by his aura.

After realising this the arch demon decides to give his new friend a name, “Skully” whom was not only an object to help him control his chaotic powers but he would also find soon enough is that Skully would become his most loyal companion and beloved friend for all of eternity and in Hell you need to have at least one.              

Appearance: Is basically a skull infused to an ebony black wooden cane, Has green eyes.

Relations: Rumeminus was the first person he saw when he came alive and ever since that day he’s tried his best to serve his master anyway he can.What his master doesn’t know is that Skully can sense his master’s mood due to his powers being connected to his emotions so whenever his master is upset or angry Skully would try to console him to make him feel better. Skully knows that his master can be unpredictable but that’s what being the Demon of Madness and Chaos is all about because of this Skully might be the only person i Hell that truly understands him.

Although Skully has a very good relationship with his master there’s one thing that annoys the poor skull and that is his master’s prideful nature. Very often the arch demon likes to brag about random things to any poor demon that he has in his sights or even to his beloved cane much to Skully’s displeasure. Because of this whenever Rumeminus is bragging a little to much Skully would respond by remarking sarcastically at his master’s brag. This annoys Rumeminus a lot which often causes him him to have an argument with Skully. But it always seems to ends with either Rumeminus or Skully giving up and forgetting what they said.

Bucky a taxidermy jackalope was another object Rumeminus brought to life both he and Skully get along pretty well despite Bucky hating his master. Even though Bucky hates Rumeminus’s guts  Skully still appreciates it when Bucky agrees to help them if they need any 

Skully’s first opinion on the little imp known as Gnat was mixed at first.At the beginning he seemed like a little pest that scurried around the interior of the hotel however after a while Skully soon came to like the little Imp and appreciates his help from time to time.

Skully has good relations with the royal family to the point where he’s happily to serve their wishes.Although his master hates the queen Lilith due to some rivalry between them Skully sees the queen as a strong and respectable woman,as well as the King.

As for princess Charlie just like his master Skully liked her from the very start and would protect her with his life.To Skully she seems to be like an angel innocent and kindhearted and an angel like herself needs to be protected. 

As for her friends at the Hotel, although he has mixed feelings towards a lot of them Skully happily accepts  them as part of the family and is willing to help them with any trouble they have.However there are two of Charlies friends that he does not like and they are Razzle and Dazzle.Whenever the two goat imps get a chance they will steal Skully and will play with him like he was a type of cool toy much to Skully’s dismay.  

There you have it the character bio of Skully Rumeminus’s sentient walking cane hope you enjoy.

May update bio later in the future.           

NOTE!!          

There my fan character for the Hazbin Hotel is done will do some updates on his bio once i’ve seen more of the show.Also the characters that were mentioned on his bio named Serina,Gnat the imp ,Bucky and Katia are my other Fan characters that i need to work on. Also the Mire is a part of hell  that isn’t canon to the show i don’t know but its something I've been working on.

Hazbin Hotel Characters belong to VivziePop                        

[ultimatefangirl-exe]

Ok. So, things went better than I thought they would, so here are my creations and I am proud of two out of the three that I have made so far.

But before I show you, please know that these aren't exactly perfect, and I didn't have any custom content to help make them look better,

SO DON'T SHOUT AT ME THAT THEY LOOK WRONG!!!!!

I worked hard on these....

So, without further ado, I give you:

The Sims 4 Hazbin Hotel!

First up we have the Princess of Hell herself, Charlie!

I didn't really want to make her a vampire, because that means she now has to always stay inside and she has to drink plasma, but it was the only way to giv her fangs and yellow eyes!!! I tried giving her a red suit like she has in the trailer, but the suit didn't come in red, so :P, but all together I still love how she came out and she is probably my favorite Sim that I made and most like her normal look! And I realize I probably should have put her last name as Hazbin, but by the time I realized that I had already saved the household and exited the game so I just said "fuck it."

I gave her the Friend to the World aspiration and her traits are Cheerful, Good, and Childish.

Next we have the biggest porn star in Hell, the one, the only, the lovely Angel Dust!

Again, like Charlie, this doesn't look very close to his original design, but I got as close as I could and I still like how he came out. Most of his clothes are female clothes. XD I think the only thing on him I found under Masculine was the hair lol. And obviously you cant give Sims multiple sets of arms. T^T I also wish the shirt was lowercut, there was a bowtie, and the gloves were hot pink instead of... I believe that's fuchsia? Anyway. They could have been hot pink, but that wasn't a volor option.

His aspiration is Enemy of the Public (I think) and his traits are Kleptomaniac, Childish, and Romantic (cuz he a slutty lil' spoodur)

And last and definitely least, is Vaggie aka

THE BANE OF MY EXISTENCE... 😡😡😡

I absolutely HATE how she came out. Nothing clothing wise is the right color. There is literally no long hair that covers one eye, I couldn't find a single dress other than this that came anywhere close the Vaggie's dress colors, there are no stripes tights, there are no fingerless gloves, it was just an all out disaster. At least she came out better than my attempts at Baxter and Niffty that I straight up gave up on... Also I gave her a look of constant disappointment because ¯\_(ツ)_/¯. Also, her skin looked better on my computer...😥

Her aspiration is Successful Family because idk, and her traits are Hot Headed, Neat, and Mean

If you have anyone you want me to try and make, feel free to tell me! ^^

Charlie, Angel, and Vaggie belong to @vivziepop

The Sims 4 was created by EA and Maxis.

These Sims were made by me (@ultimatefangirl-exe )