#I hate my whole ass life lol

[deityofhearts]

my paycheck ended up being less than it was supposed to be and after paying my phone bill i don’t have any money left for groceries and other necessities until the next paycheck (so two weeks from now) and idk what else to do other than ebeg for help affording things. Idk how much to even ask for without being absurd

$0/$150

kofi

cashapp

venmo

paypal

[maxthesillyy]

sorry bc this is the biggest nothing burger ive ever posted but. like. im just. Staring. at how they interact in this one small moment.

[nadia-cannot-think-straight]

Honestly jayvik gets 10 times more depressive to me when i read it as queerplatonic rather than straight up romantic.

[aeolianblues]

I'm not an extrovert. At all. In everyday life, I'm a yapper, sure, but I need someone to first assure me I am okay to yap, so I don't start conversations, even when I really want to join in sometimes! It's just the social anxiety acting up. God knows where from and why I lose a lot of my inhibitions when it comes to talking to people about music. I don't know where the confidence has suddenly sprung from. I've made a crazy amount of friends in musical circles, either just talking to people about common music or (since it is after all in music circles) talking to bands about their own music. I let out a sigh of relief any time an interaction goes well, because in truth it's going against my every instinct. I wish I could do that in everyday life

[mostlikelytofangirl]

Venturing wildly into headcanon realm here but I am losing my mind over the implications that WRH giving JGy hensheng would have

H-Hensheng, you say?? One of the (if not THE) coolest weapons in the story???

LISTEN. In my mind, you cannot tell me it wasn't WRH who gave MY that sword. There was no mention of Hensheng prior to the Wen and I seriously doubt the Jin would have given him anything that cool. Besides, depending on the adaptation, it's made pretty obvious that Wen Yao already had Hensheng.

Also, I've seen a bit of an agreement in some circles that "the teacher" JGY mentioned in his speech of all the ppl he's killed was WRH and I'm all for it!! Give me big, scary fire daddy shizun-ing MY and personally train him in some occasions.

Soooo, as every good teacher, WRH gave him a spiritual weapon like any good cultivator should have, BUT he would have also noticed MY's strengths and weaknesses, and also as a represantation of himself: flexible and adaptable, but not any less lethal and dangerous.

And WRH being WRH I can also see it as a sort of test, if MY is capable of mastering an unconventional sword like that and how would he adapt his technique to it. Anyone can fight with a sword, but a soft sword would be a weapon only MY would be able to wield skillfully if by chance he got disarmed in combat and the enemy grabbed Hensheng.

There's also the underlying and perpetual angst of thinking about the fact that despite everything, MY kept the sword WRH gave him all his life :')))

[florida3exclamationpoints]

[todayisafridaynight]

Hey so Snap this is going to be so fucking weird, but honestly don’t care. So I was watching a clip of Drag Race Philippines and it was the make over episode and I think they were making over family members and this father was all about getting into drag. So, I just wanted to tell you never forget how much of a lovely loving kind and caring father you have, who loves you and protects you and makes you feel heard. That’s all.

i'd have to die before i forget how great my dad is thank you for the opportunity to brag about him again anon

[greetingsfromuranus]

Man nobody told me the comedown from a manic episode lasts like a year

Makes sense now I guess lmao

[orangespottedgiraffe]

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[ef-1]

this is not a question or whatever I just wanted to tell you how much I love your blog. I have been following you for years and I really think you are one of few blogs that is actually enjoyable to follow and not just a black hole of hate. Hope you're doing well!!!

this is so sweet bb thx a trillion :((

[therosevest]

OH MY GOD also guys. please literally go to any amateur theater or whatever that u can near u. i went to a live performance of the it's always sunny ep where theyre doing the nightman. or whatever. it was soooooooo silly and so fun and in that room i could feel centuries of people gathering in rooms to laugh together. this is what can save humanity

[wavesoutbeingtossed]

Thinking about TTPD and “you don’t get to tell me about sad” unlocked a memory of my parent having a self-flagellation moment after broaching a somewhat difficult topic and when I tried to be brave and finally speak up about that and tell them that when they did that, it then put the onus on me to comfort and reassure them instead of actually discussing the issue at hand and their response was “no it doesn’t, I’m just telling the truth, I am terrible and this is why…” which then made me drop the issue altogether and reinforced that I cannot ever actually say how they make me feel and attempt to heal anything because everything will always be a slight against them instead of trying to open up communication between us…

(As though it were the Sadness Olympics and just because they suffered terribly their whole life gave them supremacy in feeling awful and nobody else’s pain held weight in comparison… 🙃)

Yeah I feel like I’m going to feel this album so incredibly deeply I’m going to go catatonic because I know I’m picking up what she’s putting down lmao

[brunetterightsactivist]

going to the gym seems like the most overwhelming stressful thing i personally could possibly put myself through and on top of that i have literally nobody in my life that i could bring to help me out and ease my anxiety lol sad bc i want to get in shape like there actually has to be other ways to do it though like am i crazy or

[0fft0neverland]

I guess it really is the end then?

[jungtoria]

haters will have you believe that revel aren't close but in reality they literally treat each other like sisters. by which i mean they would give a kidney for each other in a heartbeat but also they would actually just rather die than say something genuinely nice to each other undiluted by ten layers of sarcasm and one million roasts.

[queenerdloser]

one fundamental thing about me that i've learned as i've gotten older is that i am incapable of experiencing someone interact with something i love. like i tell someone to listen to a podcast i really like, i Cannot be with them as they listen to it. if it's a movie that's really near and dear to my heart, i Cannot be with them when they watch it. and very especially physically being in a room with someone AS they read anything i've ever written makes me want to break out in hives. nope. discuss it afterward? hell yes! hear their thoughts and feelings once they've finished it somewhere else? sure! but make me experience it with them and i am a squirming leech on a hook who yearns to be eaten by a fish to be taken out of my intense misery.