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crimsonrainsoughtstrawberry · 1 year ago

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Shen Qiao’s maturity and capacity for forgiveness, understanding, compromise and honesty are all traits Yan Wushi better appreciate and cherish for the rest of his days. Cause he put our A-Qiao through it!!! And that man still grew this enormous attachment and tender feelings for him. Can not blame him at all cause Yan-lang is a true silver fox daddy. But truly I love them so much and I just want them happy 🥺

#tiff is talking #rambling because I just finished this novel and I have all these FEELINGS #post novel blues #Thousand Autumns #Qian Qiu #Meng Xi Shi #Shen Qiao #Yan Wushi #yanshen #I grew to love them deeply #I had my doubts at first but oh boy #currently indulging in some good fics though 😌

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whitehartlane · 2 years ago

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HARRY KANE (10) & SON HEUNGMIN (7) OF TOTTENHAM HOTSPUR The greatest partnership to ever exist in the world of football. “When you turn, I will be always there.”

BBC Sport / Kane and Son break the all-time record for Premier League goal combinations / The Guardian / Kane-Son trademark celebration during Liverpool 1-1 Tottenham, 07th May 2022 / Kane-Son trademark celebration during Manchester United 1-6 Tottenham, 04th October 2020 / Kane-Son trademark celebration during Aston Villa 0-4 Tottenham, 09th April 2022 / Kane-Son trademark celebration during Tottenham 2-0 West Ham United / Kane on Twitter after assisting Son on 4 goals against Southampton / Tottenham 1-0 Burnley, 26th Oct 2020 / Nice to Mich You, Son Heungmin / Premier League / Kane and Son hug during Manchester City 2-3 Tottenham, 19th Feb 2022 / Kane and Son hug during Tottenham 1-0 Crystal Palace, 20th Sept 2015 / Kane consoles Son during the Carabao Cup final against Manchester City / Kane and Son celebrate during Tottenham 5-2 Southampton, 26th Dec 2017 / Commentator on the Kane and Son partnership / Tottenham 2-0 Arsenal, 06th Dec 2020 / Caption from ‘Heungmin Son and Harry Kane guess their Premier League goal combinations’ / Stray Kids, I am YOU / Kane and Son celebrate during a 6-1 game against Leicester City, 18th May 2017 / Kane and Son celebrate during a 4-0 game against Everton, 13th Jan 2018 / Kane on Twitter / Frank O’Hara, ‘Morning’ / Kane wins the Golden Boot 20/21 / Son wins the Golden Boot 21/22 / Kane assists Son against Southampton / Caption from ‘Heungmin Son and Harry Kane guess their Premier League goal combinations’ / Mitski, Francis Forever / YouTube: Record breakers! Kane & Son react to becoming Premier League’s most deadly duo! / FootballJOE on Twitter, referencing Son’s trademark goal celebration, the ‘camera,’ through which he is looking at Kane / Gang of Youths, ‘Achilles Come Down’ / Kane and Son celebrate their goal against Arsenal / Kane on his relationship and link-ups with Son / Son and Kane on Instagram / Kane and Son after Kane assisted Son on four goals against Southampton / Tottenham 3-2 Ajax, 08th May 2019 / cr. Shaun Botterill, Getty Images / Commentator on the Kane and Son partnership / Tottenham 3-2 Manchester City, 19th Feb 2022 / Caption from ‘Heungmin Son and Harry Kane guess their Premier League goal combinations’

#footballedit #kaneson #tottenham hotspur #harry kane #son heungmin #son heung min #heungmin son #heung min son #tottenham #football #this is my magnum opus i spent an actual insane amount of time on this ... there is something SO deeply wrong with me.#i feel like this isn't enough to encompass the love they have for each other there needs to be MORE ... but i tried my best #in the end do you ever think about how they both grew up on different sides of the world with nothing binding them apart from a shared #desire to play football and to be the best at it. and how more than 2 decades later they found each other in london and became part of each #other's stories. because that's the crux of it isn't it? there will be no book written about one of them without mentioning the other.#they've become so intertwined over the years you can't tell where one starts and the other ends.#the amount of respect and admiration that they hold for each other is actually insane. like sonny talking about how harry is the best #striker in the world and - not pictured here - how he believed he could win the golden boot at the world cup last year which uh.#that was never going to happen but it's the FAITH. the unwavering relentless FAITH!!! that he has in him :(((#or the DIFFERENT way harry loves sonny oh i could pen tomes about it really but the point is that he opens up around him and he sheds that #stoic and untouchable persona and actually laughs and giggles and smiles in interviews with him and never doubts him. ever.#i couldn't fit in 'never in doubt' here but NEVER IN DOUBT!!!#'when you turn i will be always there.' how goddamn romantic is that then.#the thing is that they were born to be together. they were meant to play with each other.#there will never be another duo like them.#rahul.gif

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elephantlovemedleys · 9 months ago

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just feeling the insanity in my bones.....

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angelmush · 1 year ago

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i got a goose tattooed on the inside of my forearm today and it was a flash piece but it's my favorite tattoo already it means everything to me i could sob

#i love geese so much and so deeply i named my dog after them #goose is my black dragon dog and my loyal faithful companion and my entire world #i just love these birds #they are so misunderstood as aggressive and scary when really they just are sensitive to spatial pressure #and they need a wider diameter than humans are often willing to give #but they are so beautiful i love their long graceful necks and how i can recognize their sounds anywhere #and that no matter where i live i see their little v's in the sky #and of course wild geese by mary oliver is one of the first poems i fell in love with #my english teacher deborah read it aloud to us in high school and it made me want to go outside and to stay alive #and when my gf and i first started dating i knew i loved her for lots of reasons but one of them was that she also loved geese #she told me she had a shared folder with her family members titled “geese i've seen” that she would put her goose photos in #so her entire family could witness them with her #i remember when i was sick with anorexia a few weeks before i was hospitalized a v of canadian geese flew over me on my way into work #and these big fluffy snowflakes were falling down and i could hear them calling #and it made my eyes well up #and i hoped they would get somewhere warm enough for winter #whether or not people have respect for them is a wonderful metric for gauging somebody's character #at the grocery store i worked at when i was 18 the only coworker i grew close to had a similar affinity for geese #she had a necklace of one #a little silver glinting goose in flight :'')#personal

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fiona-fififi · 7 months ago

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I understand why everyone hates the Buckley parents, and I understand why everyone hates the sort of redemption arc they've been given up until now.

But Buck and Maddie deserve parents who love them, and they don't deserve to be hurt by them anymore than they already have been. And as much as I hate them, too, I'd much rather Buck and Maddie be allowed to have this tentative peace where maybe they're not given the perfect kind of love they deserve, but it's enough to mean something important to them.

#as someone who had really fucked up parents who i still love deeply #even though i probably should have cut at least one of them out of my life at several points #i would rather have the version of them who grew a little bit even if not enough than nothing at all #and i know i'm projecting but i just don't want to see maddie and buck have to hurt so badly over them again #unpopular opinion #the buckley parents #the buckley siblings #911 spoilers #random 911 thoughts

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andsotheuniverseended · 10 months ago

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Jian is an insufferable brat. unfortunately i love him dearly and want desperately for him to find a happy life. even more unfortunately everyone in the world wants him very dead and its not even for the insufferable brat thing!

#Universe Ends Posts #the art of prophecy #the war arts saga #i... truly it is impressive how closely my journey about jian mirrored taishi's #at the end was she was like 'oh he actually grew up a bit'- i was EMOTIONAL #he DID grow up a bit! he learned some lessons! he's gonna become such a great man some day!#and also he is SO annoying and i Love Him Deeply #also shout out to this book for having such a toxic yuri dynamic in it #Sali and Qisama.... there is NO way this works out well for you two but bless your gay lil hearts i hope it does #ALSO ALSO- so absolutely delighted at how many Grizzled Older Legendary Mentor tropes that usually male roles fill #that were instead given whole heartedly to Taishi #including the string of lovers who are varying levels of still-in-love-with/attracted to her #iconic. no one is doing it like her. tough old bitch refuses to die a humiliating death #genuinely there's so many good fuckin characters in this book #and somehow i am invested in Each One i want Xinde and Meehae and Pahm to have satisfying arcs!!!#gonna be Thinking About Them a lot for the next few days

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clovisbrayai · 3 months ago

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thinking about how astarion and the emperor both have pretty similar arcs about being turned into a "monster" against their will, being enslaved by actual monsters, breaking free, and then resorting to manipulation in order to preserve their own survival only to discover (assuming you're nice to them) that it wasn't all that necessary and they can be worthy of love. the only real difference is that the emperor likes being an illithid and wants to get you in on this sick ass deal whereas astarion hates being a spawn and has to learn to accept it.

#and i grew deeply attached to them both #brain is there something you need to tell me?#i do also think its funny that the emperor gets way more shit for its behavior when astarion canonically candy vanned a bunch of kids #i understand the reasons and consequences and shit and i love them both but man.#and yeah there is enthralling a guy so much she had a stroke about it. pretty bad #but we all eat and mind control people here so. shrugs #(shoots you with a beam)

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sofrosine · 5 months ago

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🖤 + Isabel and Imogen crossover thoughts? 👉👈

attractiveness:

repulsive / hideous / ugly / not attractive / unappealing / not unattractive / meh / no preference / ok / mildly attractive / nice looking / cute / adorable / attractive / pleasant on the eyes / good looking / hot / sexy / beautiful / gorgeous / hot damn / would tap that / perfect / godlike / holy fuck there are no words.

personality:

grating / irritating / frustrating / boring / confusing at best / awkward / unreasonable / psychotic / disturbing / interesting / engaging / affectionate / aggressive / ambitious / anxious / artistic / bad tempered / bossy / charismatic / appealing / unappealing / creative / courageous / dependable / unreliable / unpredictable / predictable / devious / dim / extroverted / introverted / egotistical / gregarious / fabulous / impulsive / intelligent / sympathetic / talkative / up beat / peaceful / calming / badass / flexible.

how likely they would have sex with them:

not if they were the last person on earth and the world was ending / fuck no! / never / no way / not likely / not sure / indifferent / I’m asexual / maybe / probably / it depends / fairly likely / likely / yeah sure / yes / would tap that / hell yes / fuck yes! / wishing that could happen right now / as many times as possible / we are already having sex.

level of friendship:

never in a million years / worst of enemies / enemies / rivals / indifferent / neutral / acquaintance / friendly toward each other / casual friends / friends / good friends / best friends / fuck buddies / bosom buddies / practically the same person / would die for them / true friends / my only friend.

first impression of them:

i hate them so much / i don’t like them / i don’t trust them / they annoy me / they’re weird / I’m indifferent / meh / they seem alright / they’re growing on me / truce / I think I like them / I like them / I’m not sure if I trust them / I trust them / they’re cool / they’re genuine / I think we’re going to get along / I really like them / I think I’m in love / oh fuck they’re hot / I love them.

current impression of them:

i hate them so much / i don’t like them / i don’t trust them / they annoy me / they’re weird / I’m indifferent / meh / they seem alright / they’re growing on me / truce / I think I like them / I like them / I’m not sure if I trust them / I trust them / they’re cool / they’re genuine / I think we’re going to get along / I really like them / I think I’m in love / oh fuck they’re hot / I love them.

#hear me out: i think is the sexiest proposition i’ve ever fucking heard #bear with me because my star war knowledge is limited at best and mostly comes from you and my other beloved moots but #this is a REMARKABLY good match up in i think a lot of ways??#from the way you write bix i think she and iz have a lot in common personality wise so right off the bat i think that’s probably a good #indicator of what imogen might think of her once she grew on her #but imogen especially and her very…cold? indifferent? expressions of love (not in a bad way but you know what i mean) are exactly what iz #needs in a partner. like. she is deeply uncomfortable with blatant outright affection and sappy expressions of love and i think that #imogen’s more…almost slightly casual but deeply devoted version of love would suit her perfectly #iz wants to be loved and she wants to be coveted and imogen most certainly could covet her the way she needs #and i think iz has the charisma and extroversion to balance the relationship out — she’d be brave enough to tease imogen with little fear #she has a good and very dry sense of humor that i think would grow on imogen like a fungus #and she can ask for no pickles without threatening to cut off someone’s hand you know #‘if you do not remove those offensive dills i will end—‘ ‘haha okay honey. what she means is we asked for no pickles.’#you know what i mean?#i’ve been rambling for too long but i also want to say even from solely a friendship perspective — i know friend is not a common term in #imogen’s book but she and iz truly have so much in common #the wealthy childhood #the war crimes (even if iz didn’t intend to commit them)#the heaviness of the past #i think iz would see through the bluster and see imogen for what she is and i think while they may not ever be besties #they would understand each other better than most #thank you cayman this was delicious to think about #foc: imogen kol #c: isabel maretti

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blondiest · 1 year ago

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going to make my own version of those "that girl" videos that used to go around on tiktok (which were basically aesthetically-styled disordered eating so far as i could tell tbh) but mine will be me eating stuff like hard-boiled eggs slathered with mustard & enjoying it with a degree of enthusiasm that viewers find off-putting. my "that girl" trait will not be yoga or drinking five gallons of water a day or even having nice hair or clear skin, it will simply be my joie de vivre or however it's spelled

#i used to eat hard boiled eggs w mustard on them all the time in college bc they had them in the vending machines #and they also had packets of mustard #and i forgot my lunch like every day lol #so that became my lunch #it's a humbling experience to eat a wholeass hard boiled egg in public with like. no knife to cut it in half btw. like you just have to #take bites and it's fine but you feel silly and inelegant #it does not help if you are very gender nonconforming at the time but like. aren't trying to be. jfhfhfjgh #<- was really bad at fitting in during college bc i had super short hair and wore men's jeans and sweaters from goodwill #all of which are actually swag things to do btw but like it doesn't feel swag at all if you like. are actually trying to fit in #and are just very bad at it #and genuinely cannot connect the dots on Why Girls Don't Want To Be Your Friend (it CAN'T just be that you're getting read as queer. right?)#(because that would be so messed up if it was because of that.)#[narrator voice: it was because of that]#anyways this is off the rails bc it was supposed to be about eggs and my love of them but #a lot of people say that college is better than high school. and for me it WAS by a lot but it still was really hard in a lot of ways #i felt deeply isolated. i went to an ag school in the middle of a midwest state and studied STEM #in high school i associated with basically only queer art kids (not a huge high school and a lot of us weren't out yet but. y'know.)#and then in college i felt very out of place #and towards the end of college i decided to try and take a stab at looking more traditionally feminine. grew out my hair #got rid of my bangs #it was fine #i definitely noticed that people treated me much nicer once i had long hair and women's clothes that actually fit me #and i was like okay yeah so i guess i just should try to pass as straight then. that seems like it'll be easier #during the pandemic i gave myself bangs again. just a lil bi girl swag yk. and then last august i got my hair cut into a real short bob #and i immediately felt so much more like myself. idk how to explain it. but i was just like not meant to be feminine in that exact way #i'm honestly still pretty feminine presenting overall but #i love the fact that if i wear my hair messy now it looks kinda boyish. and if i style it nicely it looks girly.#i feel like i have options yk. and i still don't think i get read as queer now tbh? though i'm bad at knowing these things #but i don't feel like i'm HIDING anymore #WOW THAT WAS LONG SORRY LMAO

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shieldwife · 1 year ago

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also worth saying that this is driving me to writing thg fanfic bc I'm genuinely pissed off, but my favourite way of engaging with thg isn't even with canon characters at this point. it's through thinking about two ocs I've had for years that I mentally refer to as "toxic fishermen yuri", and I'm incapable of writing extensively abt anything related to thg that doesn't involve them lol

#toxic fishermen yuri is like:#what if we were childhood friends who grew up together in our working class neighbourhood and knew each other in a way no one else ever wil #but you were being indoctrinated into thinking that our evil fascist government and their child murder competition were actually cool #and that you should totally volunteer for them one day. and even though I unlike you am immune to propaganda I can't abandon you #I'll never abandon you. you're the only person who has ever truly known me and I'm the only person who has ever really known you #so even after you volunteer and I watch you become twisted into something I KNOW you're not and you come back as ghost of your former self #with blood on your hands and a dead look in your eyes I'm still here. I'll always be here. I promise.#even when I become more and more deeply involved in a plot against our government and you become more and more entertwined with it #and I watch you be used and abused by it even as you claim you owe everything to them. and so many ppl I know claim you're a collaborator #a capitol loyalist and a traitor I know you're not. I know you. you had good intentions and did what you thought was right #I know you're just scared. I know you just want to protect people and you're just trapped in a web of you're own making #and given the opportunity? I know you'd take a way out. I know you'd do the right thing. I dont care what you or anyone else thinks.#I'm still here. I can't abandon you even if I wanted to. and I know you won't abandon me #and also we were both girls #anyway. they make me unwell </3 I love toxic homoerotic friendships. I literally can't talk about them or I just. do what you see above #I go completely insane and I know literally no one else will care lol #op

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ccrabapples · 2 years ago

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I've been looking through my follow list and goddam...some of us have been mutuals for an entire decade

#im looking at blogs i followed ten years ago and some are STILL active #and a lot of them are mutuals with me #CRAZY #we grew up together #i dont talk to any of you but know that i love and cherish you deeply

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flovverworks · 1 year ago

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brought it upon myself but in pain over the many familial & teacher-student relations in mhyk again. like the 'this is the teacher for each country' is Obviously there, but anytime i think about snow & white in regards to figaro & oz......T_^?!?!? yknow??!?!?!?! messiest family ive ever known (overexaggeration). that one figaro line in 2nd anni(???) agbout him having taken in kids before. figaro & rutile & mitile. oz & arthur. 13yo chloe who was treated badly by his family & decided to go with rustica. the chloe plot especially gets to me cuz it Always makes me think of natsume asking the fujiwara if he could go with them.....izumi talking to sakuyas relatives...... figaro whos so clearly treated as a guardian-ish for rutile & mitile in the writing (thinks of his june bride training ep 5ever). oz who learned about the world because baby arthur asked the questions that kids does. the oz castle event. tiretta and mithra. strangest uncle of all time. faust & neros care for shino & heath. neros care for riquet.

#stardust speaking !#lays awake at night thinking about wizards and their relation to one another #im always so attached to charas who treats kids well and ofc the teacher position hands that naturally but also #charas like faust who says they dont care but cares so so deeply #like at the end of the day the only 2 im willing to actually say 'yes that is a dad and his son' is rustica & chloe #but thats fine cuz relations are difficult and family is not only those 2 roles and (writes an essay)#the talk about teacher-student relations too...........u teach them everything u know........u open urself.......u give them the way u thin #and the way u do things and the way u are #its so INVOLVED i love the ties all of them share i love that nero couldnt take seeing brad in danger anymore and left im so sorry he was #forced back into that (in some capacity). riquet who was raised in a cult and now is being told all these other things and tries to navigat #it all and gets angry and sad and cries and how they all try so so hard to treat him well #15yo mitile who doesnt know how to convey or explain his feelings toward how riquet grew up #17yo shino who apologizes with a bouquet of handplucked flowers #heathcliff....................................................#mhyk.....T___________^

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blangyouredead · 2 years ago

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hi i just watched Rūrangi on Hulu and its genuinely one of the best queer shows/movie I've seen and it feels Real.

#theres also beatiful māori stories in it and even discussions of like #classism and such #its a bit heavy at times and is a very stark mirror for those who grew up in small towns with queer youths #but its wonderful and i feel so deeply for each of the main characters #i love them and i cant wait for more #Rurangi #Rūrangi

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baronessblixen · 1 year ago

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So we all know Mulder and Scully are going to watch the Barbie movie with their daughter, right? Because they, the established movie saps that they are, most definitely will.

I mean I'd say yes, but isn't the movie rated PG-13 or something? I personally don't care about those ratings, but I'm not sure they'd be able to watch it with her. She's what now, five? She's sad about it but they watch all the other Barbie movies and promise to see the new one with her eventually.

#lovely asks #i know some people care deeply about ratings #i grew up being allowed to watch almost all movies #not the violent ones #but you know #my parents were always like just don't watch them alone so you can ask when something is unclear or disturbing #i kinda headcanon mulder and scully that way too

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please-bequiet · 1 year ago

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My hyperfixations really just repeatedly have me in a state of "could you imagine if you someone loved and cared about you very deeply"

#kind of rude if im being honest #perpetual longing. and then still navigating my aceness its like somehow in my brain it doesn't feel possible to have #as if ill never find someone able to provide that companionship and to care that deeply #i so badly want connection #and i know id do so much for the right person. but its hard to believe that person could exist #and the battle goes on of what do i want what am i conditioned to want where do i hold space for kindness between my identity and desires #also really getting thrown back to young me. sometimes i forget the feeling #i only ever truly felt interested in a few people when i was young and i still think that ultimately came back to companionship #but i remember feeling as if it were some source of shame or negativity on someone for me to be interested in them #feelings i thought id moved on from as i grew more into my identity. but im still feeling my way through what that even means for me #i still want to be loved. why cant i believe thats possible for me to have #why does saying that fill me with guilt

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lanihaluki · 1 year ago

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fyrus little mermaid au but I put everything in the tags bc rom spoilers

#OKAY SO!!!!#after I watched live action little mermaid this only extra confirmed the similarities between the movies and rom #but especially made me think of all the hatred atlanteans/the old ones have towards humans 🤝 the hatred mermaids have towards humans #& like multiple times throughout tco cyrus was shown as the kindest/softest member of his family #and had a soft spot for humans as he became so attached to fort/his friends🥹🥹🥹#so anyway!!! in this au obviously instead of mermaids it’s probably just Atlanteans/old ones #with cyrus as ‘the little old one’??? LMAO #aka hes Ariel #and Fort as eric!!!! bc human!!!#like literally from the start of rom Cyrus was ALWAYS so soft for Fort despite probably #what his family told him about humans and how evil they said humans were #and in a situation where Cyrus grew up w his family & had that potential to never be exposed to humans #…..genuinely think he’d still be really curious ab humans #and slowly start to see them less as ‘lesser beings’ bc he’s like wait!!! actually they don’t seem all bad!!#anyway the synopsis is: he is sooo deeply curious WHY his family sees humans as so awful bc cyrus doesn’t believe that to that extent #accidentally falls in love w a human aka one of the angstiest most easily embarrassed humans u could possibly find #OH AND that whole ‘reveal that Ariel is a mermaid scene’ at the end would be literally extra dramatic #like the timeless one Cyrus identity reveal #so at first Fort feels super betrayed #but he still loves Cyrus so !! hashtag conflicting emotions man #obviously they end up together in the end though <333333 #im so bad at summarizing all of this i think I’ll just write a fic at this point✌️😁😁#rom #revenge of magic #fyrus #fort fitzgerald #Cyrus rom #the revenge of magic #James riley author #forsythe fitzgerald

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