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Sugar Dog Life better quit acting shy and give me *the* scene next episode.
Because Black Brooder (?) Amasawa is being an entire thirst trap in the sixth episode!
He is opening the door half naked, he is walking in on Isumi in the bathroom, and he is giving Isumi his clothes to wear even when Isumi has his own clothes.
Just so he can wear that exact shirt a day later when they eat dinner together.
He is giving Isumi a key to his place with a little police dog on it.
Which matches his key.
Because he will not let up on this ridiculous dog thing he has going!
But this would all make sense since he is allowing Blue Boy Isumi to sleep at his place in a blue bed right next to him as an act of kindness since Isumi's apartment has a leak.
Yet . . . it feels so much more significant blue.
I hadn't noticed how blue Amasawa's apartment really is.
And that's because it hadn't been this blue. Not until Isumi showed up at least.
I cannot pinpoint Amasawa's color because sometimes he seems black and secretive, and other times he feels neutral and oblivious.
But it's clear that Isumi is a sensitive and loyal Blue Boy.
So him being around Amasawa, living in his apartment, making him meals, saying goodnight, and handing him umbrellas as he leaves in the morning has to have some effect on Amasawa.
Because if Amasawa is an entire thirst trap this episode . . .
Then what is our Blue Boy?
Our Blue Boy is overextending himself staying awake and making Amasawa's the best food to eat when he comes home from a long shift.
He is packing Amasawa the best meals to eat at work in little blue containers that make his co-workers jealous.
Amasawa is aware of how much effort Isumi is putting in around the house to thank Amasawa for letting him stay there which causes him to feel guilt.
But is Amasawa aware how much this Blue Boy really cares for him even without this living arrangement?
Is Amasawa even aware how much he cares for that Blue Boy?
Because when Isumi's best friend patted him like Amasawa usually does,
Amasawa went through several emotions in just a few seconds.
So, once again, does Amasawa realize how much bluer his life is with Isumi in it?
Because he not only let this Blue Boy into his apartment, but also into his bed.
So is he also in his heart?
#sugar dog life#japanese bl#the colors mean things#color coded boys in love#Isumi is the perfect sad blue boy wrapped up in a tough exterior#he is mean but all he wants is a hug#so he better get all of them in that bed#because there is no heterosexual reason for this behavior#do you hear me Amasawa?!#DO YOU?!#episode six#give me my scene next week or I riot!
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my favorite headcanon: the only season in jack's whole entire career where he isn't 110% focused on getting to and winning the cup is the one leading up to their wedding. bitty and he did plan around the playoffs, and are getting married later in the summer, but still - for the first time ever, some part of jack thinks it won't be so bad if the falcs get eliminated and he has more time to participate in the wedding preparations with bitty.
so of course, that is exactly the season the falcs win the cup again. bitty can't decide if he's more proud/overjoyed or angry about it.
#omgcp#omgcheckplease#zimbits#bitty: honey I know it's game 4/7 and everything hangs in the balance#but my mother AND your dad called me SIX TIMES today and I think I'm about to commit a crime. call me back#jack (weeks later to his barely sane fiancé): bud. I'm really sorry. but we were winning? and then. well. now I can give you another ring?#haha. uh. bits? maybe put the pie knife down?#headcanons#jack x bitty#text
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someone tell me to publish the first chapter of Bury Me With The NDAs and i'll do it
#i just need someone to tell me#i have the first five chapters written#i don't know how many chapters it'll be but not a lot#i'm saying no more then 10#and low-key i wanna get this out before the new year#idk it just feels like an end of year kind of vibe#if i publish once every two weeks#that gives me until december to finish chapter six#and i can do that#someone tell me to publish#it's a wolfstar fic btw#past remulus#background maryjames and pebill#the marauders#harry potter#the marauders era#wolfstar#remus lupin#sirius black#maryjames#pebill#regulus black#marauders
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okay guys, can i get your recommendations for media to check out if you’re missing lockwood and co? can be because the vibes, the characters, the ships, the worldbuilding, anything about it gives you the same feel as l&co! i want to put together a little master post of things people can check out to fill the l&co hole in their lives while we keep fighting for s2 and it’s always fun to find new books/films/shows!
#Lockwood and co#locklyle#Lockwood & co#l&co#renew Lockwood and co#save Lockwood and co#so far I have six of crows and cw’s nancy drew bc i think there’s some decent overlap in the fandoms#also the shades of magic series bc kell and lila give me locklyle vibes if they were both more bloodthirsty lmao#but yeah honestly recommend anything you love that you think l&co fans would get behind!!!#I’ll give it a week or so then throw them into one big post#spread a lil positivity#ygm#george karim#lucy carlyle#anthony lockwood#holly munro
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my time in kindergarten has cursed me with the knowledge that kyle is def the tiny 'erm, actually!' kid in big ass fishbowl glasses who tries to answer questions that i haven't even finished asking yet, is reading books at third grade reading level like 6 y/o megamind, all of which is Great except that little fkn einstein is constantly TRYING ME by attempting to undermine my authority by staging a literal Coup in my class over who should clean up the magnetiles and ‘start shit’ aka intense philosophical debates abt BLUEY during Quiet Time.
and conversely, stan is the kid who almost gets hit by a car during pick up trying to pick a fkn ROLLYPOLY out of the gd street, needs to be told 25/8 to stop playing in the planters/stop building complex worm terrariums out of sticks and mud everyday at recess, cries anytime i have to raise my voice above a whisper, is super adhd, gets extremely overstimulated by EVERYTHING, blurts Constantly abt things he did over the weekend and drew a...Very Frightening ‘my family portrait’ of his dad yelling, mom crying, sister in devil horns and him frowning...
...In Big, Blue, Lopsided Crayon.
#nina speaks#this is my truth as a kteacher#also i am leading for three days next week please clap#i will be stressed out and crying but i love my kids and my job even if sometimes it is very hard it is the same as writing for me#BUT OKAY I KNOW ITS NOT EVERYONES STYLE#BUT ITS MINE OH MY GODDDD#I FEEL THIS IN MY BLOOD AND MY BONES#i have had both these children in my class#and it is a an absolute joy and it is a nightmare from HELL#the last part is actually a different kid#i did have to...call home about that i was...Concerned#BUT I KNOW THAT KYLE IS TRYING TO ARGUE WITH ME#EVERY FUCKING DAY ABOUT EVERYTHING LIKE#I SAID WHAT I SAID WHAT I SAID SIR#GODDAMN#I KNOW STAN IS LIKE I WANT MY MOM#EVERYDAY AND LIVES IN THE PLANTERS MAKING WORM HABITATS FROM THE RAIN WHICH IS VERY CUTE#BUT YOU ARE COVERED IN DIRT BESTIE#AND KYLE IS CORRECTING MY GRAMMAR AT SIX#AND TRUE TO NCU STYLE LITTLE KYLE WANTS FUCK ALL TO DO WITH LITTLE STAN AND LITTLE STAN#IS HEAD OVER HEELS IN LOVE WITH HIM AND EVERY KID IN THAT CLASS IS HEAD OVER HELLS IN LOVE WITH STAN#BUT HE DOES NOT GIVE A FUCK HE WANTS THE WEIRD FERAL KNOW IT ALL KID TO NOTICE HIM HELL DO ANYTHIN#anyways...do u understand...also im working on the jk finds out rs is stan ask...we are not ready and i mean it
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two "ultimate" level douchebags
#shadfinite#infinadow#< they make me reaaaallt mad whys infinite so freak boy can we kill him#shadow the hedgehog#infinite the jackal#sth#sth fanart#sonic the hedgehog#scraparts#infinite is only so big because all of these fucking guys are so tiny. so fucking tiny. bro doesnt even show his face half the time im goin#to give him 1 solid W in being over 3'3.#lord knows he fucking needs one#besides that i feel like jackal being taller than hedgehog makes sense#i dunno part of it is just me doing lineart before realizinf. im just making excuses but it looks better anyway Amen Ok back to your#regularly scheduled sonknux or something. ok thats a lie i only have one posf of them but my wips man#i kind of want to draw knuxouge next but dont expect anythinf because the second i have a specific thing in mind before i start drawing i#will not draw for the next six weeks#should probably do the sth fandom thing and draw that new sonic frontiers sonic but im not doinf that lest i lose my mind. amen brother#anyways whats up chat im eating a sandwich and considering hopping on splatty. replayed sonic 3 earlier did some team sonic racing#touched sonic forces which meant infinite was on my mind#seriously what is wrong eith these two#anyways anyways SHUT UP STOP TYPING SO GODDAMN MUCH ok#i havent played animal crossing new leaf in a week. oopsies#and thats the long ass rant in my tags done my bad
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Sometimes you can tell that a fic is written by someone in their early 20s based on what they think injury recovery timelines look like.
#I strained my hip flexor FIVE YEARS AGO and it's still giving me trouble#there's no way the characters are bouncing back from some of this stuff#I guess there's a canon exception to 911 since in that universe#you can recover from having your leg smashed to pieces in 3 months#and a rebar through the skull in six weeks#but everyone ELSE....#op
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#it is one of those weeks where eating is not working and i get to remember once again how fucked diet culture is#because every time i try to google 'calorie dense snacks' so i can get some fucking food in my body it's like#'pair a quarter cup of fat free yogurt with six sliced almonds for a healthy snack!!'#like no! fuck you! my problem right now is that my fucked up brain has currently decided that all food is gag inducing#i am trying to get calories into my body as efficiently as possible! stop giving me diet tips!
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early sunday six 🌼
tags! @four-white-trees @passthroughtime @phantasy14 @overdevelopedglasses @skysquid22
here's something with kuwana that also has lost judgment spoilers. (i don't remember who has and hasn't played, so excuse the tag😭)
Here he thought when he was disgraced and fired that he wouldn’t have any more parent-teacher interviews. Now they wracked his nerves something fierce, and he had a corpse left afterwards instead of paperwork. Hell of a trade-off, that was. Sometimes third year students used to ask why he decided to become a teacher, and he’d shrugged and given some canned response about how fulfilling it was.
Kuwana’s got another bully’s corpse tucked away in a safe, isolated corner of the world. At least now when parents asked him what he had to gain helping with such an act, he could muster up a little more gusto when he called it fulfilling. Even though most of them gave him a look like he was full of shit, they’d trusted him enough to follow through with it, didn’t they?
#sunday six#posting early so i can focus on other things today 👍#another sunday six another week without making progress on senseific...#sigh... i just haven't been able to sit down and give it the time it needs#but i also just need to write/make other art to Cope so i've been doing more approachable things#senseific takes too much brainpower for it to be an effective tool for managing my anxiety rn#so just trying a lot of different things#even though i really did want to work on senseific the past fortnight.....#anyhow poking at kuwana on his own for once is nice. there's a real edge here i think#on another note. i am anticipating not being able to do sunday six next week bc of plans (/pos) so. don't miss me too much yeah? 👋
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oh my god i've been writing attie since january???
#that's like.... a couple of weeks away from six months HELLO????#feeling kind of sappy now like???#i don't think i've felt this comfortable on a blog like Ever#y'all are just so great and welcoming i'm going to CRY#still don't know why y'all give my dumb little oc the attention that you do#BUT always endlessly grateful for it!!!! always!!
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I just want yall to know that the tkc movie cancellation is a blessing in disguise bc it really should be a 3 season tv series 🥱
#thinking about how the first book is literally the longest out of the trilogy#bc it’s a lot of info and a lot of movement for the first installment#as glad as I was to have tkc content in the wild#I also figured they would be cutting a massive amt of info and scenes lol#first like six (?) chapters can be episode 1-2 alone#establishing the family dynamic then the museum blowing up fiasco and the police interrogation#and then Amos’ officially arrival#like so much shit happens in like 1-2 weeks it’s kinda insane#also u truly have to give time for the audience to gaf about the characters#coz Amos’ possessed by Set and then Zia’s reveal as a shabti wouldn’t hit nearly as hard if it was crammed into 1.5hrs#there’s also more things that require subtlety and more care to get it right#like the physical appearances of the Kanes and why it matters#idk I’m hoping for a tv series rather than a movie deal so that this is all able to be shown#ya never know#the kane chronicles#tkc
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manifested a tattoo appointment from my favorite artist in the whole world & now im getting my shoulder absolutely blasted in two weeks lmaoooooo
#shes had her books closed forever#i have her notifs on and was gonna book a fucking flight to england just to get something done#and a random shop i follow posted that shes guest spotting in two weeks and it had like ten likes and she hadnt advertized it#so i swooped in and managed to snag a spot 😭😭#giving her complete creative freedom to do what she wants as big as she wants#i’ll be sitting there for six/seven hours living my teenage dream hehehe#like ive been following her since i was 17 okay i might cry#im also getting my other arm blasted a week later so february is gonna be so sick with both my arms itchy af 😭
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I need to be the most fuckable person at this Tuff gig
#it's still six weeks until the concert but i'm working on my outfit i NEED stevie to notice me 🩷#feel free to give me tips i need my hot girl summer#mel talks
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this is my little girl 💖
she’s running low on time with us, and my dad has been saying things along the lines of ‘this is why I don’t like pets’, because he finds the grieving process so hard.
I don’t fault him for that, he just feels loss deeply and deals with it differently.
sometimes I even find myself falling briefly into the same thinking. ‘what if making a different choice all those years ago saved me and my family from this grief and this pain?’
but I also know there’s no way I would make a different decision. no amount of grief could outweigh the joy she’s brought us over these last fifteen years. the laughter, the comfort, the connection.
I think about hikes with my dad when she was tiny and able bodied and would race up ahead of us on the trails and then race back to check on us. I think about the first time she saw snow and she instantly turned into a tiny fluffy bunny rabbit, hopping through drifts that were ankle deep for us but nearly buried her, and the matted snowballs she came away with, looking like a tiny curly haired yeti.
I think of her interrupting GrammE and John’s wedding along with Sagie, confusion turning into laughter as they sped after each other across the backyard ceremony. I think of my mom, lonely on the island and isolated during covid, telling me that Ginger was her saving grace.
and these don’t even scratch the surface. fifteen years of love she’s given us.
so yeah. losing her is going to damn near break me and I know that. but I wouldn’t change it for the world.
#you don’t have to read the post I just want people to look at my baby#if you have non-human family members give them a little extra love#I’m trying so hard to remind myself that not only have these last fifteen years been a gift#but these last six months or so have been a straight up miracle#I love her so much#I worry about how my mom is going to cope with her loss#she’s my best friend but she’s lived with my mom since my mom moved out#and so she’s been a daily companion to her and part of all of her routines#on one hand I’m relieved because caring for a dog especially an aging and disabled one#is a lot of work and my mom herself is already disabled and needs additional help#(and sometimes that resulted in me worrying that both of them weren’t getting proper care for their health)#but on the other hand I do think Ginge had been the biggest part of combating loneliness for my mom#especially after losing Tan#anyway I’m uh maybe crying too much to type now so I’m gonna call it#but I might post more photos of my little old lady baby over the next few days#because I love her and I think other people should too lol#personal#tw pet death#tw pet loss#(she’s not gone yet to be clear but I’m tagging these for other people’s sake bc I know it’s upsetting)#(she’s in the final days/weeks of kidney failure just in case anyone is wondering why I’m making assumptions about her passing)#toy poodle#poodle#pet#dog#puppy
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I have another gig in a week and I'm so nervous 😭 I get paid hundreds of dollars for only five hours of work, but it is so nerve-racking and the work environment is so stressful, like literally every time I'm there I'm on the verge of tears or I have to take a 2 minute break before the show starts just to run to the restrooms and cry bc I get so stressed out. And then when I clock out I just cry my eyes out in my car while driving home. But hey!!! Hundreds of dollars!!! For five or six hours of my time!!! Only a few days a month!!! Hundreds!!! Of dollars!!! So it would be totally stupid to quit.
I wouldn't have been able to afford pampering myself on my last two F/O anniversaries (and currently placing an order for a rose bouquet for Six's anniversary for the 18th) if I didn't have this second job... but if it didn't pay me such a large amount of money each time, I probably would have quit by now bc it makes me so damn anxious. The show isn't even for one week and I'm sitting here stressing about it! I have one thousand other things to stress about and this job shouldn't be one of 'em 😤
I just keep trying to think about Ken hugging me while saying "Aw, sweet girl, don't be nervous! You JUST started this job, you've only worked three shows -- you think you're gonna be perfect your first try?? You're gonna be so good once you get the hang of it. Just look at me! I've been doing Beach for 62 years now, and I still don't know what my job is supposed to be... but I know I look So Cool™ 😎"
#my god i love ken SO MUCH i am so grateful to have an F/O who brings me comfort when im anxious#and grateful i am not as numb as i was three weeks ago#i am still struggling to self ship like i used to - and i think i always will bc of [gestures to 2023] - BUT#the fact that i thought of ken and felt some relief is a rly good sign bc three weeks ago i felt *nothing*#i am depressed and miserable as fuck today but he still gave me a crumb of comfort. THATS SOMETHING ✨#woof#plus I'm gonna be able to meet a TF voice actor in September bc of this job#I'm gonna give him my charms... and... say I liked his character...#and maybe it'll make me feel better around that character. or maybe it won't. but it's worth a try!!!#and how cool is it that I get to work in a place where so many big celebs do their shows?? and MEET them???#one day I wanna meet John Legend if he comes back again and tell him I LOVED him in La La Land 🥺#This job is impossible to get hired for unless if you have connections bc it's so... idk the word. fancy?#that's not the word but it's a Big Job and I am SO STRESSED MY GOD#but I'd be wasting opportunities if I didn't keep trying at least for a few more months#and if I gotta cry my eyes out in the parking lot after my shifts that's fine as long as I work the full five to six hours#I'm celebrating *THREE* F/O anniversaries in September which is ALSO MY BIRTHDAY#so I'm gonna need the extra cheddar to absolutely spoil myself. Officer K and Driver are two big main F/Os#and I still haven't celebrated my Barbie/Ken anniversary as much as I wanted#so!! I!! will!!! tough it out even though this job makes me cry. give me that money#I am stressed every day of my life bc I have a Complex Stress Disorder you might as well pay me hundreds to be stressed
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to be so honest im starting to think i really need to see a professional for my social anxiety
#.mei’s chatter ˚༘⋆ ๋࣭ ࣪ ˖#it is so bad in ways i can’t even articulate but today i felt sick over having to send one text message and procrastinated the entire day#i’ve gotten so bad recently#and that’s not even a fraction of the texts i need to reply to.. i feel like im crumbling under the weight of how awkward i am#and i hate it because im sure everyone thinks i’m rude and i know it comes off as so weird when i reply to a text fucking SIX WEEKS late#but i genuinely feel so awful and guilty over it i just cannot make myself do it. i’m so scared ill say the wrong thing or fuck up#or i just forget because i have memory issues but it’s awful all the same and i feel so terrible#and i assume everyone hates me until i see them again because i never texted back and it makes me feel like an awful person#but i have good intentions and i really just want to give everyone the kindness they deserve but i get so scared to talk to ppl it’s crazy#it’s so awful. i really need it fixed it feels like it’s rotting my soul and ruining my relationships#people will be so nice to me and then i just don’t get back to them… it’s horribly horribly rude and i know it i just get terrified#or i forget most the time i really do just forget but it feels bad all the same#i think it stems from like.. i don’t want to say the wrong thing so i need to think hard about what to say but then i forget or get so ->#caught up in trying to say the perfect thing that i get overwhelmed and procrastinate then forget entirely#i’m an awful person i truly cannot stand myself#i guess the only way forward is to just be better in the future but fuck i feel so guilty
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