#I get to see my sister tomorrow
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I’m literally leaving for Denver tomorrow, my flight takes off at 7am and I haven’t even packed anything 😂 the only thing I KNOW that I’m taking is my damn dress for this wedding. Go me 😂😂😂
I want to pretend that I’m going to be motivated enough to go for a run but god knows that running alone in Denver when I’ve never been before is absolutely not going to be a thing. My anxiety will literally never let me.
#personal#I get to see my sister tomorrow#and I have to figure out what I’m doing bc the wedding party isn’t until Saturday but I’m here literally Thursday through Monday#guess I’m going on adventures~
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the best reason to socialize is so that you will have stories to tell other people while you're socializing with them. it's a racket. a pyramid scheme. it's all built on air
#JUST KIDDING i love my friends <3#no but i did just see my sister and i started so many stories with 'when i was at my friend's house recently'#which is crazy! you can only do that if you go to your friends' houses!#(or interact in some other way obviously it doesn't have to be in person don't get stuck on the details here)#i was talking about like five different people too. like oh shit look whose lame older sister has a social life now kind of!!#if i hadn't done all that socializing i would have only been able to tell her about books i've read lately and then we would have#had all that extra time to fill talking about how our mother messed her up. which we were already doing we would have just been doing#it more#my posts#i did not give her any strands of my hair this time BUT I THOUGHT ABOUT IT#maybe i will give her some tomorrow#we're spending the entire day together for various family events and then we're going to a soccer game lol#lol because neither of us care about the game or the team but we were supposed to go with someone else who backed out#so that should be interesting. anyway i'm all tuckered out with socializing lately so apologies to anyone i have not responded to on here#f
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Quick doodle
#I don't even have a green highlighter here I had to use blue and yellow#might post something from my drafts later too (I have more than 30 things in there)#I'll be home tomorrow tho (I have like 5 asks waiting to be drawn)#Anyway#this post was an excuse to tell you a story. so today we had to go to our village to vote#it's very warm and sunny outside. not exactly ideal to travel with but ok#so while we were in the car I suddenly see a cockroach on my leg. I freeze. then i flick it using a bit more force than I should have and it#went 'flying' right on my sister. she started panicking n screaming and all. we stopped the car so we could search for it#we stayed like that. stopped by the road for like 7 minutes. in the sun. we started taking stuf out of the car etc lifting the seats#finally my father managed to find and kill it#thats it#now I'm getting ready to go to the theater (the only good thing happening today)#mlp#my little pony#star trek#star trek the original series#star trek tos#spock#s'chn t'gai spock#spony#sponie#fanart#art#traditional art#doodle
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🙏🏻
#would appreciate prayer!#I am getting a cold#and I need to do 16 hours of driving tomorrow!#as well as seeing and enjoying friends and my sister and a gray havens concert#if the Lord wills we will live and do this or that etc
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i hate having executive dysfunction and decision paralysis cus i have shit i need to get done today but im staring at the list of things to do and going "idk where to start :( guess ill just Sit Here until i magically decide" and internally in like "NO YOU HAVE TO PICK SOMETHING. YOU WILL WASTE THE WHOLE DAY" but externally im just chilling.
#send help#im trying to do things Efficiently but that's gonna result in me not doing things#so really i just need to suck it up and START somewhere#one of the problems being that i need to go to my sisters house for one of them and ik ill probably get Stuck there#which would make me want to go LAST but then it's also line i can't go TOO late bc i need to come home at a reasonable time#since i have work in the morning#but THEN it's like ok but i need to message them and ask#and i have to go to my OTHER sisters house too but im gonna want a SHOWER after that which means coming straight home and i just. hhhhhhhhh#and i also gave to come straight home after the store bc im getting cold shit so it has to go straight to the fridge/freezer#and just AAAAA in general.#i think..... i may message sister 2 and say 'ik i said i would this weekend but im gonna do it tomorrow after wprl instead'#cus that will at least get rid pf One Task#PLUS i can just go straight there after work and then simply do my work shower and my after shower at the same time#yeah... okay that helps.........#then i can start by going to the cafe to get coffee/see if they have wifi back yet.......... do those tasks if they do#and if not then come back up here to use the Parking Lot Wifi for a bit............#store and then home......#and THEN i can go to sister 1s house to get my Thing#and maybe play games idk ill ask before i leave#OKAY. OKAY WE'VE GOT A PLAN NOW.#SOMETIMES TUMBLR DOES HELP.#shh ac
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We'll meet again Don't know where Don't know when But I know we'll meet again some sunny day
#cyberpunk 2077#cyberpunk photomode#cyberpunk vp#cyberpunk2077#my vp#judy alvarez#im real normal about judy and ivan's friendship#i have a whole Thing i want to write about it#and probably will tomorrow when Ivan is on the daily shot chopping block#they actually do meet again if okay she meets up when he leaves with the aldecaldos#grimly enough she does in fact get her front row seat to seeing her friend die :D#but its not just the two of them going through it together like it was with evelyn#they have panam - adiel - dasha and raisya (ivan's sister and mom)#should this conversation be happening at the lake? maybe but i like nc looming in the background#too punk to fuck (cyberpunk)
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your Kon post was sooooo good, like yes the core four are queer platonic, however Kon is hypersexual enough to have made out with (or more) everyone in young justice at least once, yes, including the non-corporal Greta don’t ask me how that worked
I love all of these posts!!! how many of these ask game things do you have in your inbox??
thank you so much!! and i ABSOLUTELY agree with you on hypersexual Kon (truly i just adore characters with grooming/rape trauma like Kon coping through the lense of hypersexuality) and even if YJ is queerplatonic, Kon has made his way through most of them. including Greta. he's creative he'd find a way. probably involving TTK. bc TTK in sex is a thought i have daily. endless potential for using it to basically turn someone's body into a living fleshlight he can manipulate from the inside out- specifically have a TimKonBart idea in my head about that where Kon coaches Bart through sex, since Bart is a speedster with a bonkers refractory period who struggles to feel satisfied, and Tim is caught between them getting used to get Bart off with Kon using TTK to manipulate Tim's body. fun times. fun ideas.
currently, i have one more ask game ask in my inbox (tho always feel free to send more!) that's BruJay focused. though i *do* also have a couple other asks that are just ideas i pan to use as prompts for full fics. just haven't gotten to those yet bc i'm currently busy with packing to move states so. i have *not* had the time to write i wish i had. i will not reveal too much but one involves JayTim fucking during the Titans Tower incident, another is JayTim with animal traits leading to porn, and then another is Tim/Kon/Jon with incest kink stuff. so! i have many things planned, i just need to settle into my new place, however long that takes.
#necrotic answerings#kindly praise#this was so sweet aaaa#i'm about to go to sleep so the brujay ask will be held off until tomorrow#but i will get to it#and i *hope* if the tim/kon/jon fic is short enough i can *possibly* get it done tomorrow too#i'm. mostly done packing. i just have to get my clothes and books in boxes.#i do not have *any* idea how much time i'll reasonably have to write once i move bc#well i'm moving in with my sister to help take care of her baby so yk. baby. sort of more important than fanfic.#but i mean it's just a baby so i figure I'll still have some time#see the real question is not will i have time to write tomorrow#it's will i emotionally be available. i've been crying on and off for days. pls.#i truly will let the ask game go on as long as ppl keep sending them. i do not mind i'm having just as much fun as y'all#tho i might reblog some other ask games just to spice it up a bit#i gotta find some fun ones#still plan to do a prompt list to write ficlets for the drive#3 days in a uhaul with my parents. def won't lose my mind at all no sir.#they will try to kill each other and I'll be the damn witness.#also when i say queerplatonic. i do include fucking.#it's the aromantic in me i think. but queerplatonic couples can fuck as a treat.#i will not elaborate on how that works. i'm just an aro lil guy who thinks sex isn't always about. the sex. and more about. the closeness.#none of my friends agree with this take they think i'm unhinged btw.
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I slept for 12 hours, did laundry, painted my nails and spoke with my mom on the phone and I'm only a little bit tired!!!!! Let's fucking go!!!!!!
#i was gonna meet bonus sisters but i got two appointments tomorrow#so as much as it saddens me to have to stay home AGAIN#(i dont get to meet them very often due to my issues rip)#i need to be able to see tomorrow through#fortunately its not too much so hopefully i wont be wrecked after#silvi talks
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things aren’t going well with peach. while i think my dad’s very right to be concerned that she hasn’t eaten anything in nearly 60 hours (obviously i am too), im becoming increasingly concerned that she hasn’t slept at all in around 36 hours and prior to that she was under anaesthetic, which isn’t exactly restful, so it’s closer to 48 hrs
like dad took her back to the vet today and we’ve got injections for her painkillers now because she’s not eating, and also injections for fluids (because she doesn’t drink; she only gets water from her food), so the not eating is Bad but also kinda under management, but if she doesn’t sleep soon i’m extremely worried. dad was like ‘if she doesn’t eat by tomorrow afternoon we’ll take her back because the injections will run out’ but like. if she doesn’t sleep tonight we have GOT to take her back first thing in the morning so they can sedate her or something
#her pain doesn’t seem to be too bad now that she’s got pain relief so idk what’s stopping her from sleeping#she won’t even lie down unless i’m sitting next to her. she just sits there staring out the window#her pupils are also taking up her entire eyes and have been all day#that’ll be a side effect of the medication and maybe the lack of sleep? but it won’t be making her feel any better#she can probably barely see at this point#like imagine you’ve been awake for 2 days after surgery and you’re in a lot of pain and haven’t eaten since before surgery#and are also on strong painkillers. and you also have no idea what’s wrong with you or why everyone’s doing things that hurt you#bruh your brain would be COOKED. there’s no way she has any idea what’s going on rn but she’s clearly feeling terrible#personal#like i think she’ll be ok in the long-term but she’s gotta somehow get through all these immediate issues#last time something like this happened she stopped drinking and never started again#not eating or sleeping don’t have workarounds as simple as putting water in her food#it really doesn’t help that there’s so much other shit going on rn#i’m doing a whole bunch of stuff with my phone and computer that’s taking a lot of work#but also my sister’s going on a long overseas trip that she’s leaving for tomorrow#so the combo of dad and sister coming and going constantly and also like 6 random deliveries for tech stuff in the last 2 days—#has the dogs really wound up. so georgie’s been howling at absolutely everything#and it’s rainy so my clothes aren’t trying and they’re hanging on a rack hooked on the hallway door so the door can’t close#which puts one less door between my room and the dogs so they’re waking me up every time anything happens#and i sleep during the day so that’s ALL THE TIME. i’ve had like 8 hrs of sleep between the last two afternoons#my sister always has so much random life stuff she wants to talk about and was getting really annoyed that i wasn’t very receptive#like ‘im about to go away for 3 months’ sorry i know its a big thing but i can’t just reschedule peach’s medical emergency
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#there's no way i could ever have another pet bc this has destroyed me in unimaginable ways#despite him being old and his health declining the past three or so years#we did everything we could to keep him around and healthy but his little body just couldn't do it anymore#i love him so much i hope he wasn't in pain#i regret not saying goodbye when my mom told me to before he went to the hospital friday but i was in denial#we held out all weekend to see if the treatment would work but he was just so weak my dad gave them the go-ahead to stop it today#idk if they've put him to sleep yet but we're assuming so since my dad is gonna go pick up his collar tomorrow#i cried so much last night because i just had a feeling today would be it#and then i woke up this morning and already had tears in my eyes#this is gonna be. another long grieving process and i'm already so tired from losing my sister last year#when does it fucking end lol like when do i get to the other side#i'm just exhausted. I'm mentally and emotionally exhausted#he's such a big extension of me like who tf am i without my dog i'm nothing he's all i had
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anyway my girls (itzy) are currently in chile and i think i'm in need of moral support
#it was funny bc my middle sister was in my room when they arrived to the airport#and i got emotional ofc and then she had to go get ready for school tomorrow and she called my little sister over JDÑSJDÑS#and was like 'okay you're in charge of mon now she's not okay' and you know what I'M NOT OKAY#like i'm seeing them in two more days i'm 😭😭😭😭😭#i can tell already the post concert depression is gonna be badddd#cierren las fronteras que se queden aquí para siempre
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Checked out a blog which I had blocked. I forgot the reason for it so, I checked the blog out, at first it seemed everything was fine until I came until the all time classic block reason (for me) "Azula abused Zuko" damn and I nearly doubted myself for blocking someone without reason.
#if you agree with the take in question you’re honestly lost#sorry not sorry#lmao just say you think Zuko is an awkward tutleduck without ruff edges that gets constantly tortured by his 2 year younger sister#🤡#4 am vent#I just hate that fucking take so much#it ain’t even laughable anymore like with some other takes#azula#pd talks#4 am thoughts#might delete tomorrow after my brain got some sleep or probably not#we’ll see in a few hours#or after I fought for super earth spreading democracy in the galaxy
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THE TTG LU EPISODE AIRED A WEEK EARLIER THAN WAS SCHEDULED AND I CANNOT FIND IT ONLINE A N Y W H E R E
#ooc.#SCREAMING CRYING THROWING UP ETC#IT WILL PROBABLY BE UP ONLINE BY TOMORROW BUT STILL#if not I'm gonna have to get my sister's max login#I have to see my emotional support scifi furries it's been 19 YEARS!!!!!!!!!
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could a depressed person do this? [puts on too much blush and has to scrub it off with a rag]
#first time i’ve worn makeup in a while#you’ll probably see my face again tomorrow when i get dressed up for my sister’s bday dinner#it’s me
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my mum picking me up this morning: you're not as hungover as i thought you'd be
me, just yacked in an alleyway: yeah haha
#it's 3pm now and i still cant believe that happened that was. an experience#basically my mate's 21st coincided with her sister's 30th so they both had this big joint Event last night#where they literally rented out a farm house and the field nearby and set up a whole campsite and barbeque and everything#it was really random but also really good esp bc ive been friends with this girl since we were super young#and our mums were friends so ive just got. lots of connections to her family and it was nice seeing them all again#but there was fully like 60 people at this thing and i DID drink more than i meant to but i wasn't paralytic which is good#and my hangover ISNT that bad in terms of how bad my hangovers can get#it's just that my mate's dad picked us both up at 9am this morning which was already going to be... rough#and then proceeded to do the bumpiest drive down the country lanes ive ever experienced#i was literally grinding my teeth like i am NOT about to throw up in this man's car please if there is a god do not let me throw up#and i didn't! my mum picked me up from this (thankfully very quiet) road that has this rickety old alley coming off it#and i had the very humbling moment of 'im actually going to be sick aren't i' and had to WAIT FOR AN OLD WOMAN#TO FUCKING MEANDER OUT OF THE ALLEY AND WALK FAR AWAY ENOUGH FOR ME TO AT LEAST HAVE A SHRED OF DIGNITY#and proceeded to throw up. in a public alleyway. at 9:30am on a sunday. so of course i needed to tell you guys about it#im now force feeding myself garlic bread. im going to manchester tomorrow. i have a flight at the crack of dawn on tuesday#what is even going on anymore#also fully did just do nos last night with some 30 year olds. i cannot express how fucking odd a thing that is for me to do#actually no i can express it bc youse know that im funny about drugs so for me to not even be that drunk#and get offered a fucking balloon of all things and be like 'yeah why not!' is.... odd#i know i inhaled wrong though bc it didn't do a thing which honestly im happy about <3#hella goes home
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Gonna try and get back to the GX rewatch/liveblog this weekend. I got super busy and depressed and just didn't have the time or energy to liveblog, but I have more time now and I'm 6 episodes out from season 3 I gotta get a move on!!! And I miss those kids sm 😭😭😭
#in the meantime I just finished rewatching tmnt 2003 for the 80th time since my sister got me the dvd box set for my birthday#and let me tell you my love for those turtles is infinite 🥰 2003 is my lifeblood you don't understand#tmnt 2k3 was my entire personality before ygo came in and took over I'm so serious. i don't like any other version nearly as much#but I digress my point is I'm freed back up to get back to the gx rewatch hopefully sunday cuz I'm hanging out with my sister tomorrow hehe#I'm slowly clawing my way back from the depths back to normal babies!#I wanna be more active again anyway I feel bad for more or less disappearing lately#also I finished the rough draft of chazzerella!!!!! the ending is DOGSHIT but that always happens to me on the first pass#I'll fix it before y'all get to see it in a few months I promise!! that's why we call them rough drafts 😌 also I just suck at endings#anyway sorry for the ramblefest down here 😭 see y'all soon!#yugioh gx#abby rewatches yugioh gx#abby fully admits she's an idiot#abby after dark
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