#I fucking can't Stop crying
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Poor Havers.
Obviously poor Cap as well because he died
But fml poor Havers.
Being wounded after the war, having seen the horrors of the front line, then seeing Cap again realising that he isn't supposed to be there and that he smuggled himself in, Havers probably panicking because they are surrounded and every sign of affection is a high risk. And then someone confronts the man who is clearly trying to get to him and Cap collapses and basically tries to confess his love and Havers has to keep him from putting them both in danger but wants him to know that He reciprocates so he says he knows and stops him from touching his face but guides him to grab the swaggerstick so he can grab his hands. which is such a smart idea because of course a dying and scared man grabs at something and of course one has to provide comfort to loosen the grip. And then they say each others first named and the second Cap is dead he has to release his hand or else it would be suspicious. And he has to do this with a straight face.
I wonder when he finally was allowed to shed a tear, to mourn, to fall apart
I'm by now completely convinced that he went to the front to protect them both because Cap really wasn't that subtle
And Havers looked out for both of them even in Cap's final moments
It's just so tragic. Cap lost his life but Havers lost so so much as well
I really, really want to know what happened to him afterwards.
#bbc ghosts#BBC Ghosts spoilers#BBC Ghosts series 5 spoilers#Redlever#My soft boy and my creaky boy#Caphavers#Capvers#Lieutenant Havers#Lieutenant Anthony Havers#Formerly known as#Lieutenant William Havers#I fucking can't Stop crying
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I am not handling my baby's first birthday well at all
#i fucking can't stop crying#i want to go back in time#it was such a gift#what if i didn't do enough for them#they were the only thing keeping me going for a long time#things are getting easier#but I couldn't enjoy it as much as i wanted to and it's breaking my heart#I'm so excited for the future#and that makes me cry just as hard#off to better days#but i miss the nights in the dark watching movies to keep myself awake during the newborn stage#i don't miss the hormones#or the physicality of it#it's crazy wanting to run both forward and backwards at full speed#my thoughts#Mom life#sahm#it's probably going to be my only baby too so i really have to take advantage of the time we get together#i spend all day and all night every day with my baby and it still never feels like enough time#personal#I'm overwhelmed#time is cruel#life is too short#i'm so sad#and so happy#i hope they know they're loved#loved more than I've ever loved anything else#loved more than i ever could imagine
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scenes i loved from Real Enough to Get Me Through by @marriedzukka <333 [ids in alt]
#zukka#zukka fanart#sokka#sokka fanart#zuko#zuko fanart#atla#atla fanart#avatar the last airbender#zukka fic rec#myart#yall. yall. dani. this FIC#first off it made me cry twice. not like 'oh im crying' internet speak no. like. eyes are too blurry to read let me stop this for a sec#it is SO GOOD#your prose? amazing#your insights on grief? life changing#THEM??? THEM their relationship and trust#'zuko looked at him and his world shifted on its axis'#ive been thinking about that line for WEEKS STRAIGHT#i can't tell you how many passages i screenshot just because of how beautiful or cute they were#the moment of seeing the painting of sokka's mom? how did you manage to make it so telling character wise--so sweet so PAINful AND so#cute with their relationship?!!?!#'oh so you think i'm beautiful too'#GOD#i had so many scenes i wanted to draw it was crazy#also#'Our loved ones leave impressions on us that can still impact our decisions and feelings even after they're gone'#fuck. had me crying AGAIN#seriously this fic is so wonderful and not just through a zukka lens. truly life changing you're an AMAZING writer#the fandom is so lucky to have you and i can't Believe it took me so long to get around to reading this masterpiece
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from mila13la' instagram - december 09, 2024
#i am honestly just doing this just to distract myself#it's almost two am and i can't stop crying because the eras tour is over lmaooo#and i think it's more because i was part of it after many years of being a swiftie you know?#like the first time she comes to mexico and i actually have the money to go and see her? the four fucking nights?#man now i can't stop thinking about those days#anyways sebas looks handsome and he's wearing the iconic red jacket#deleting this later#probably in the morning idk#sebastian stan#sebastianstanedit#sebstanedit#fysebastianstan#sstanedit#stansclan#gbbb#tw flashing#tw eyestrain
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i'm sorry i dont think we're talking enough about the bkdk music video. they wrote a whole song full of yearning lyrics and holding hands and longing to be at each other's sides and miscommunicating but still wanting to be together, and then they put child actors in bkdk colors and hand them playing super heroes and holding hands. like bkdks were just given that. an official bkdk song and music video. hello????
#bakudeku#bkdk#i can't stop watching it they wrote a whole yearning bkdk song#EVERY LYRIC IS SO DEVESTATING#WE WILL NEVER BE ONE BUT CAN I STILL STAND BY YOUR SIDE#THESE FLOWERS CANT BLOOM WITHOUT YOU#we misunderstood each other but my wish cries out STILL#the little color coded bakudeku playing as children#WITH A TREMBLING VOICE#I"M REACHING OUT TO YOU WILL YOU HOLD MY HAND#cool#your face is the source of my energy#COOL COOL COOL#normal rival things hashtag so my heart is crying with your pain#can i at least be by your side even if we cannot understand each other#THE CAPITAL Y YEARNING IS FUCKING INSANE#LIKE SO MUCH YEARNING I AM LIKE GONNA BE SHAKING FOR DAYS
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the english dub of my hero left me SO impacted,,,,, LIKE, himiko's cries of anguish and hatred and the way ochako begged her to talk to her. how himiko softly asked if she was cute, and ochako with a shaky and happy voice stating with all the certainty in the world that she was the cutest
I will leave an edit here of how it was so you guys can get an idea. and I swear to god that if the brazilian dub isn't as good as this i will fucking die
#ALSO I CAN'T WITH THEM#LOOK AT THIS#I CAN'T YOUR HONOR I CAN'T#IT HURTS#“BE MEAN TO ME”#STOP STOP#THE YURI DEMON IS ON MY SHOULDER#IM CRYING#IM SO FUCKING SORRY#togachako#bnha spoilers#season 7#my hero academia#boku no hero academia#ochako urakara#toga himiko#screaming
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Ooh palettes 🥰 Jasper and Faith in either Malabar squirrel or cherry pie?
@darkfire1177 — [ palette prompts ]
✨ The Unplanned Variables ✨
#at the risk of accidentally making you cry again with my word. I gotta say it#I love you jay#I am so grateful every single day that we met and became as close we did#I absolutely adore you to bits#you are one of my bestest friends and I cherish every ounce of you#you always without fail brighten my days you are always so so much fun and I can't think of anyone else I laugh harder with#I have loved every moment of being by your side since last year and I can't image not having ya around#the impact you've made on me can't be put into words#and god I am so fucking proud of you every goddamn day I am proud of you#you're incredible#thank you for being my bestie and one of the most wonderful people I have ever met in my life#now enjoy some silly art of the rat bastard space girlfriends#faith and jasper truthers come and get ur fuckin FOOD#dual captains au#my art#the outer worlds#captain of the unreliable#friend oc#aly stop drawing characters at weird angles/poses that make me second guess everything challenge#if u see any of my typos. no u didn't. I'm totally sober and not crying rn
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I AM SO SORRY FOR MAKING THIS STARBS, I WILL NOW MAKE YOU A BETTER DRAW OF HIM TO APOLOGISE
I JUST HAD TO GET THIS OUT OF MY SYSTEM HAHSHSHSVSHSBS
I'M GONNA FUNFCKIGN NNNNNNNNNN DDIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
EXPLODE EARTH DRAIN THE OCEAN IM MOVING FROM THIS PLANETARY SYSTEM AND NEVER LOOKING BACK WHAT IS THIS
#MOOOOOM#MOM THERE'S A WEIRD CAT OUTSIDE#THERE'S A WEIRD FUCKING CAT#INBO#INBOX#STARBSLTK#STARBSTALKS#CRYING SOBBING CHOKING ON MY SPIT#time skip of 5 minutes: i'm locked in my room it's been 60 days. i can't stop seeing that face everywhere i look at#it's udner mmy bed. its behind the door. behind the curtains of the windows#i see him looking at me... that dominating stance.... the sadistic eyes.....#eveyrtiem i clsoe my eyes..... hunter dom daddy#holyshit wait! that's one of the very first fusionsprunt memes i've seen!#good job im proud of your achievement
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I just feel that we as a fandom moved on too fast from these pictures...
#i'm literally crying looking at these pics#he's disgustingly sexy#i feel sick#so fucking handsome#he has literally never looked better#he's the hottest person at the function#and he knows it#i mean.. he has to know it#if i looked like that i'd never stop looking in the mirror#look at that face#that's the face of a man who knows he can have anyone he wants#and he's enjoying denying all of us access#like fuck you you can look but you can't touch#he smiles his smug smile and charms everyone#and even flirts back when inevitably people start flirting with him#because he's fucking irresistible#he's mere existence is a tease#he knows everyone wants him#we're all fucking wet and hard for him#and he doesn't fucking care#he comes in like yeah that's right#i keep getting hotter by the minute#take your fill now because you'll never know when i decide to give you your next fix#that's right take a mental picture#i know you'll be getting off on it later#and he's right#noah reid#riikka posts
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I'm still shaking I can't believe this I just can't believe it. God after all these years. I've been watching people's reactions on YouTube for at least an hour I'm so jealous of everyone who got to see the reveal live on stream. I cannot believe my eyes I keep expecting to wake up because this is a dream come true for me. I've told just about everyone I know. Everyone who definitely does not give a shit. And it's not enough it's not enough I need to tell the whole world about it I need one million videos of people whose reaction to the trailer is just screams. God I have stuff to do but all I want is to go home right now and play okami I want to watch one thousand streamers and let's players play okami I need an okami drug injected directly into my bloodstream no one will ever know how much this means to me I'm sick I'm hysterical I'm going to dig to the centre of the earth I will never be normal again knowing a sequel for okami is in the works
#okami sequel#okami#okami 2#oh look she speaks#let the devs take their time developing it though!!!! don't rush this game don't fuck this up. make it good#okami sequel baby i will wait for you forever#I've already waited for decades. i can wait a few more years#I'll wait as long as it takes#i can't stop watching the trailer i just can't believe it#how am i meant to be out in public right now and pretend I'm normal when I'm not#only thing that could make this announcement better is if they give it a physical release in Europe#bc there's this annoying habit rn where europe gets digital copies only while north America gets a physical release#and I'd really really really like a physical copy of this#but i suspect it'll be digital only#that's fine that's fine so long as i get to play it. that's all i need#SCREAMS. okay okay be normal. SCREAMS SCREAMS SCREAMS OKAMIIIIIIIII#OKAMI BABYGIRL I COULD CRYYYY I COULD CRY I'M GOING FERAL#YOU ARE EVERYTHING TO ME#cannot understand the people whose reactions were subdued or just 'oh cool!'#@ everyone who screamed plus that one guy who just said 'no NO do not fuck with me right now' you understand me on a spiritual level#because me too ME TOO!!!!!!!
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Sometimes i stay up late thinking about the times cale had to face his biggest fears in illusions
First time during the wind island test, where he was all alone
I was crying on my knees during those chapters, the fact he kept forgetting what was written in that damn book B R O K E M E.
And the second time during the hallucination elisneh, or whatever her name is, put him in.
The fact that he's scared his newfound family is all just an elaborate dream, honestly twists my heart in directions i didn't even know existed
And how during the sadness test krs just followed a stranger (choi han) to his home cuz that was better than going back to his uncle, bro.
I want to kill everyone who had a hand in fucking up this poor mans life
#krs needs to be saved#i love every character from tcf but i'm fixated on krs the most#kim rok soo#eruhaben-nim please save krs#someone needs to know about his trauma besides choi han#i need to see my overprotective family overprotect#someone resolve krs indignity before i go crazy#I'm gonna spin 4 times and really go crazy#krs makes me spin#he has flipped me over#i can't stop crying#lcf#trash of the counts family#lout of the count’s family#i need the molans to use their skillset right about now#on a certain uncle#and zed crossman while we're at it#i hate zed too#fuck zed crossman#fuck krs uncle#fuck every ho that hurt our family fr#😭#if I don't see the dragons destroy a world for krs! Cale I'm gonna cry
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so few, so proud, so emotional. hello, clancy.
#I'M NOT WELL WTF#I CAN'T STOP CRYING AND I HAVE TO GO TO WORK#MY FUCKING HEART CAN'T HANDLE THIS#JSJEUEUDUDHDHDH#twenty one pilots#clancy#i say whatever and whatever that i want*
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I am cringe but I am free. After season 4 they all got to live together in new york and nothing bad happened ever.
#I love e them. Barking growling crying sobbing#I WILL make the last one a sticker and you can't fucking stop me.#I need to draw john more. closes the demon core#art jumpscare#arthur lester and his three boyfriends#malevolent#malevolent podcast#malevolent fanart#arthur lester#arthur malevolent#arthur lester malevolent#malevolent arthur#malevolent arthur lester#oscar malevolent#malevolent oscar#john doe malevolent#john malevolent#malevolent john doe#malevolent john#noel malevolent#malevolent noel#detective charlie dowd#blindfaith#blind faith#god what's the name for john/noel#i'll find out and edit this.#ourthur
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I just saw a video of Palestinian men rescuing a small baby from rubble, still alive.... The baby was showered with kissed and praises to God, everyone smiling. They were handling the baby with such gentleness, such care, that I (a woman, expected by society to be motherly) don't believe I would be able to have. I can't stop crying. These men are being villainized by media. Even pro palestinian people tend to use the "think of the women and the children", as if palestinian/arab men don't deserve the same mercy, but THESE MEN ARE HEROES. They're fathers, brothers, husbands, sons. they're doctors, teachers, bakers, and so much more. They've lost their home, their families, but they are still brave enough to keep on helping. They are the true heroes, and they deserve our kindness and protection too. Our voice must include them.
#free palestine#palestinian men#fuck i really can't stop crying#because it's so easy to see brown and black men as monsters#and yes I do not exclude me from this form of racism#it is forced in our minds this image#and it is so unfair#anyone can be monsters#but these men are proving again and again that they're not#we need to support them#they deserve just as much as the women and the children#no human should have to go through this
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Unlike your mom who was an mmorpg
#( LETTERS TO US; ASK. )#( COGS AND GEARS; IC. )#( COLLECT CALL; ANONYMOUS. )#( AFTER ALL THIS TIME?; SAVES. )#I'M FUCKING CRYING RN. HERE YOU GO ANON.#YOU DESERVE THIS EXTRA EFFORT AND MORE.#I CAN'T STOP LAUGHING
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I feel so genuinely devastated.
Good Omens has turned into the one thing that kept me feeling alive, that kept me going, that made me go through how much of a mess life is right now. It has become into such a substantial part of my life.
And I know I'm not the only one who feels like that.
And this is how it'll go? 90 minutes when we could've had 6 whole episodes?
We deserved better. Terry deserved better. Aziraphale and Crowley deserved better.
It's not fair. Fuck Neil Gaiman, fucking predator.
God. I just want this sadness and emptiness to go away.
#good omens#vent#i know things could've been worse. please. i know#cancellation was the only other option. yes. but fuck.#i can't believe it's all going to be a rushed feature movie#i haven't stopped shaking and crying for the past hour and my head hurts like hell#fuck
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