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I’m DONE!!
#after yesterday’s meeting I’m done#I felt so defeated#then I called my uncle#i feel much better now#AND from now on… I’m going to look for something positive everyday!!!!!
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Kingdom Hearts - Halloween Town
#kingdom hearts#kh1#halloween town#scenery#my gif#not sure if i ever really registered that the sky is red when you're in the town#as well as all of the background noises that constantly play. from snarling dogs to weird scurrying and strange laughter#i had to talk myself out of the idea of doing a quick replay of this game so that i could include oogie boogie's manor#because it's such an intricately designed location. they really went all out on it but it disappears after you defeat him#i felt so unsatisfied leaving it out of this set#so i elected to just use shots from some cutscenes and painted out any characters in the way#saved me so much time and it worked out quite well#i have a couple of other gifs from this world that i'll save for halloween since that's coming up next month :]
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witcher netflix: [drops]
henry cavill fans: honestly, i don’t really care about the story, i’m just here because hcav is hot asf
me: wtf? how shallow is this… only there because the titular witcher is hot? talk about missing the point…
witcher 4 trailer: [drops]
✨ciri✨: 😡
me: … i understanded.
#don’t take this as an apology but rather as a white flag of defeat#i’m sorry witcher principles i have failed you. it will happen again#lesbians … we have won ultimately and we have also lost severely#‘there are no gods here only monsters’ is this line cheesy. yeah. is it cool. yeah. is it witcher. maybe.#all i know is that she got close to the camera and growled and i felt something in my back#i PROMISE i still have my analysis brained takes with me#(because they’re in my soul i can’t drop them)#but like ciri being attractive is so 😭😭 like i feel like i’m seeing a friend from high school after 10 years#… not on my witcher bingo#‘but what about in witcher 3’ witcher 3 does not look like real people. it looks good but not like real people#i can see the sweat on her skin dude. i can see the curvature of her scar. wtf do you want me to do about it?! i’m panicking#the witcher 4#tagging so prople can block this embarassment lol sorry guys i am only human#the elbow-high diaries#i feel a bit happy because it’s like sexuality: CONFIRMED lol but disappointed this is what i care about in this trailer#because i cant really say it when people ask me what i think about it can i#‘what did you think of the trailer [expecting deep analysis]’ ‘dude ciri is so fucking hot wtf why did they make her so hot’
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you win. try again?
#homestuck#home2t4ck#hom3stuck#dave strider#bro strider#beta bro#abuse#blood#admin draws#fanart#uhh i dont usually say this but please dont tag as ship lmao#i usually live and let live but this is a domestic abuse situation. i wouldnt really be cool with that.#that out of the way. so many thoughts about these 2#its like. bro is a bad guardian right. hes just more than shit at it.#but it never felt to me like it was malicious. hes doing irreparable damage but its something he thinks is necessary#or is unaware of the extent of it. either way.#i feel like in this situation he'd be proud of his little bro. lil guy did something impressive after all.#who cares that he himself got hurt for it. like even tho he might realize this is upsetting for dave. he might hope that its vindicating#but its not. dave is just horrified. because its just violence#defeating the villain and being the hero doesnt feel good. it never has#OUGHGHG anyways i drew more. today it felt like pulling teeth but i have too many ideas and theyre getting otu on the canvas one way#or another
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Bluethunder Weasel — a nimble, bold and intelligent little beast, dwelling in dimly illuminated caverns of the Chasm. Despite its mischievous nature, it seems to have taken a liking to a certain Yuheng and the General Secretary of the Liyue Qixing.
#ganqing#keqing#ganyu#genshin impact#my art#bluethunder weasel#the chasm#once again i feel like this is more than i can chew but i tried chewing it so so hard ashsdgjskadla#god this background killed me. and then i got resurrected ig#felt like i had no idea what i'm doing by the end of this but it's finished!#and yeah i gave keqing pants again. her skirt defeats me
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"Mister Bashir, what a pleasure it is to finally meet you."
Julian, why in god's name would you invite him to play the villain?
#my art#ds9#julian bashir#elim garak#star trek deep space nine#garashir#image desc in alt text#pencil#ok so on the outset it may look to some viewers as though julian invited garak to play the villain to get dommed by the scary lizard#this is not the case. not in my heart#in my heart julian felt a burst of something funny when Garak asked him ''what if you'd killed me''#and he responded ''what makes you think i wasn't trying'' and garaks face blooms into a sudden understanding and respect. ooh.#That's that heady shit. catching garak off guard. ooooh. that's that High Quality Endorphins Happening. but. gotta pack that up for later#(he will not unpack that later) because garak also just threatened to kill 5 of his friends who are STILL IN DANGER. NO TIME FOR THIS.#so after everything. and MONTHS after OMB. he invites garak to something like a playful rematch. sort of.#after all theres only so long that garak can stomach being a sidekick u know? he needs to be able to do his own machinations.#so they make a character for him thats a villain. a little more cerebral than falcon. a little more ambiguous in his motivations.#now there's also. a secret game at play here (there are always games. doctor) and its actually between garak and his own self#you see garak Also wants bashir to defeat his character. he also wants to be shocked. challenged. a little dismantled even (state forbid!)#and because garak wants that for himself? hes going to fight tooth and fucking nail to make sure it doesn't happen.#that Gayle clip from ''COMPANY IS COMING'' but its garak yelling ''WE CAN'T LET THEM KNOW WE [WANT]!!!''#and its a horrible idea for both of them but. oh so so exciting#you understand.#these rituals arent intricate so much as they are transparent but all encompassing. a fish doesnt know its swimming in water until its out#you understand? you understand.#thank you to anyone who found the time to read these tags i hope you enjoyed yourself and/or found what you were looking for#also garak is dressed so boring bc hes hiding himself u know how it is
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#metal gear#metal gear solid#mgs#liquid snake#friend sent me this reel yesterday n i was like “that's liquid” (he's a gymbro to me). then she mentioned the sunglasses (i didn't realize)#and i was like. hold on. i can see him dressing up as kaz and doing this shit at his funeral...#and then hours later i saw someone here drawing a discord convo about kaz's last words to ocelot#so i kinda felt a sense of urge to do this bc they were winning us w the kaz death jokes n ive already lost battles to other memes#like the two guys holding each others head n touching their lit cigarettes. couldve done that months ago but im a procrastinator#ive already seen like 3 different versions i feel defeated
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Wolfcat is sooooo funky to me esp now that it’s confirmed that Sora and Jordana were in school together and drifted apart. I don’t really see them as toxic yuri anymore and more as Jordana somewhat-joining the ninja and they are both confused as fuck about one another. Just exhausted from life and scared of AND for the other person. They have so many issues to fix between each other and themselves, and if it takes them like 10 years to actually get together then I am completely okay with that. No more toxic yuri only weary yuri now.
#i need them to have so many awkward conversations and crying sessions together you don’t understand#i need them to be very mad at each other. i need them to kiss softly#i’m retracting all my art of them being violent and in love they are now just scared asf#sora because she’s still missing her best friend and the entire world keeps going to shit and she DID NOT sign up for this#and jordana because she disappointed literally everyone in her life so far and joining the ninja has felt like the ultimate defeat#she can barely do magic anymore without feeling so so panicked#these two don’t have time for romance rn but they def have time for slowly becoming each other’s comfort#considering they have known each other for so long#GAHJ they make me insane chat i’m not even joking#ninjago spoilers#ninjago jordana#jordana ninjago#ninjago sora#sora ninjago#raspberryshipping#ninjago raspberry#wolfcat#wolfcat shipping#cable’s txts
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thought of creek
#but they did not infact beat the allegations#south park#had a dream last night where i was a god and i had to go fight this other god and my husband died in my arms and gave me the last of his-#power so i could have the strength to defeat this other god and i felt his heart stop beating under my hand and his body go cold and limp#and even tho i knew he was going to die and accepted it in that moment i wanted to nothing more than to bring him back and i woke up in a#in a cold sweat and even now i still feel his heartbeat against my palm#that was a weird dream
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I replayed Undertale and its still a massive banger.
So heres a sketch dump
#I was brainrotting over it pretty hard#even back then#undertale#undertale fanart#frisk#chara#asriel#undyne#asgore#ut fanart#ut frisk#ut chara#ut asriel#ut asgore#asriel dreemurr#Also i defeated sans..#i felt bad..#but it was so satisfying
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UMETAROU NOGUCHI - Demon Slayer [sketch redraw]
more art || character page || commissions
Tag list (ask to be added or removed): @carrionsflower @statichvm @risingsh0t @simonxriley @tommyarashikage @kanos @bbrocklesnar @confidentandgood @unholymilf @florbelles @thedeadthree @shellibisshe @roofgeese @aezyrraeshh @faerune @tekehu @jackiesarch @minaharkers @sergeiravenov @carlosoliveiraa @rosenfey @nokstella @queennymeria @heroofpenamstan @alexxmason @tethrras @jamessunderlandgf @a-treides @solasan @bigbywlf @delzinrowe @fenharel
#my art*#oc: umetarou noguchi#artists on tumblr#demon slayer#kny oc#kny#demon slayer oc#my ocs#original character#character design#digital art#okay yes clarification: I have already drawn him but his original design always felt off to me#I loved how dynamic it was BUT#since developing him more I felt the smiling while he holds his sword didn’t sit right#he doesn’t like fighting… he didn’t wanna be a slayer… so being happy to do it wasn’t right#hence the new design#he’s more comfortable just chilling and being helpful#he’s also chaotic af so him looking calm while fighting… hmmm not it#as we speak I am currently rendering him!!#so will be finished soon hopefully#but honestly drawing is something I really wanna do atm but I’m struggling for mental energy#I keep waking up on the verge of a panic attack and I’m so defeated#just… wanna be chill again#but I doubt that’ll happen#anyway I hope you like the new version!#sorry for the semi mental dump
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This feels the most we’ve got our tottenham back of the season. Non stop effort and determination and fight from every single player (well almost). Never giving up. I’m proud of them no matter what
#like I am crying but in a zen way where I also love this team so much?#this is the most positive I’ve ever felt in a defeat#but I think it’s also because literally everything possible has gone wrong that like what’s the point of doing anything but laughing?
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Kingdom Hearts
#kingdom hearts#kh1#darkside#heartless#my gif#i remember fighting this thing for the first time as a little kid#you receive a weapon and only learn very basic combat against small heartless then suddenly this appears#i had never seen an enemy this big before in a video game and thought it would be an impossible fight but it felt so cool to defeat it#my memory is very poor but i'll never forget this experience because everything feels so grand when you're a child haha
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i cant believe i forgot about you, im so sick
#i opened the game and felt like something was trying to possess me for a second....#anyways they just gave me free shit and now i have another sandalphon ig ijdwijdw#im not gonna pick it up again#i just wanted to look at belials bulge#the art in this game is so good#and i loved the characters a lot#and the story that i read was intriguing#i wish i had stuck with it#but i think i just got tired#as i do with these type of games#i cant keep up the gacha grind going forever#granblue fantasy#this image applies to him fr#LIKE FR#did they ever give him an actual unit??#(this isnt a unit its a summon)#i remember that one person who was always waiting with a spark just in case he got a unit#i hope they dropped a belial unit for their sake lmao#he really was a menace tho#like in the sky story#and the way he was “defeated”#hes so annoying (positive)#if u see granblue spam happen im sorry#its christmas and im looking at bulge
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i do think that jason doesn’t have the mental availability to enter a relationship, nor does he want to enter one because of what it entails (love) however i do believe jk is an outlier to that. i think because of the violent, atypical relationship they have where they’re not emotionally communicative or expressive, unless it’s anger or any other “negative” emotion, jason is able to rationalize that their relationship, because of its abnormality and failure to meet the typical relationship standards, isn’t love, therefore can stomach it. what i’m trying to say is that if kyle were to (consistently) reject jason’s taunts and refuse to respond to them verbally/emotionally or otherwise (consistently) be emotionally mature when interacting with jason then jason would have never (?) entered a relationship with kyle because that would mean he would have to accept all the “positive” emotions that come with entering a healthy relationship (love, trust, affection, etc.) which jason has been frequently been shown to not partake in to avoid feelings of rejection/betrayal
#txt#this isn’t to say he succeeds. bc once and when kyle leaves he would still feel betrayed and that would further prove to him that#he was right in not pursuing love lust relationships etc.#but by reaffirming he was correct he must also acknowledge that what he felt for kyle was love therefore defeating his original thought#process of not acknowledging it at all so#*love or at the very least some strong emotion#does this make sense idk.#i wrote this while taking the bus to class so i’ll edit it later so it’s more coherent…
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Just to be safe i would consider blocking that crazy person.
Fun fact: I DID block them. Numerous times. Anon blocking can easily be bypassed with a VPN, though.
But the good news! I figured out who might be sending the hateful anons, referenced her by name (didn’t tag her or anything, just used her online nickname)… and she blocked me the same day. I already had her blocked, but some snooping from my girlfriend showed that she’s been stalking my page anyway. My gf was sending me receipts, and all of a sudden the offender’s account just… disappeared. Accessing it on another account proved the blog is still there, so that means I was blocked.
So I’m 98% sure the trash has taken itself out, and thank God for it!!
#she’s a nutjob that’s been stalking me online on and off for the past eight years#but it’s also such a huge relief realizing it was probably just her#I got so many caustic messages that I had one or two people accuse me of sending the anon hate to myself for attention#…which was probably also her#because I DID send myself anon hate for attention once when I was younger and she had just begun stalking me#I was a teenager desperate for validation and stupid as hell so I owned up to it pretty quickly#shit. the accusation coming out of left field makes so much more sense now#all that to say! the evil has been defeated 🐸#it’s gone on for so long that I felt like I was going crazy so I’m just. SO happy I’ve finally got some sort of answer
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