#I feel so trapped

[fairycosmos]

very hard living with the fact that there is no good version of the future

[tamagotchikgs]

getting a new phone so yippee getting data HOORAH but . then so. the horrors the evils r revealed i have to talk to my dad because he's the one who set it up for me when i was 15 since he works at the company who does it even tho we barely spoke then and havent in years now. i woke up n hav just been staring at the text w Fear and Anxiety n Dread and the horrors hounding at me

[accidentallyatekneecaps]

Guys you ever just wanna run away

Leave and never return

[hawks-man]

Having a physical disability that prevents me from going out for extended periods really sucks. It's so isolating to constantly have to be left behind all alone because no one wants to stay back with me. But I can only push my body so far before I feel like I'm breaking so I can't keep up.

[otterpuppss]

not really sure what's going on w my job they said I would get a raise but there's been no talk of it despite my constant pestering since I covered last Tues lol

[riddimrackoon]

How do you go about not living your life anymore?

[jiangwanyeehaw]

Today is a dysphoria day :((( hate those

[poppies]

abandonment issues but they're still in my life

[crosswire]

I feel so alone I feel so alone I feel so alone I feel so alone I feel so alone I'm so alone without you baby guitar noises

[effervescent-fool]

aurgh

[kodocell]

in the past month or so i can count the number of times my roommate has gone to work on my hands. maybe 1/4 of the days hes been home hes been sick, the others hes 'making sure he uses his sick days bc if he doesnt use them he loses them'. theres literally still 2 months in the school year why tf would you be doing that, especially how often hes been """"sick"""" (i dont believe that half the time). my fiance thinks he got fired and is just pretending he still has a job and istg if thats what it is im going to lose it.

i hate that hes still here, i hate feeling unsafe in my own home, i hate that i cant talk freely without worrying he'll hear, i hate how much he distresses my fiance, i hate that he never cleans unless i tell him to like im his fucking parent, i hate feeling afraid of bringing up our friends when hes home. i want him to leave so fucking badly.

now that im working im hoping that will make it easier for us to get a new apartment. im so fucking tired man.

[youllalwaysfindyourwaybackhome]

why is every job in my town either in the care sector (that requires a car which i don't have), a prison, engineering and/or mechanics, or shops/hospitality (which i'm trying to get out of). or like, the army.

[clownpassing]

yyyuuppppp things are getting weirddddd i had to tell nick not to mention to johnny the price of the stuff i bought him or about the hundreds of dollars i've spent on him idk why like. i just don't want jonathan to know. i think that's what's been killing me bc every time i am having a really bad day in jon and i's relationship(nearly every day now tbf) i try to swallow it because i just need to make it to the 18th without having another breakdown since that's my first therapy appointment. but then like he'll say he's been feeling great and i just for some reason can't bring myself to tell him anything. and i know this will hurt him more in the longterm but i don't know like. i feel like i'm the only person making solid efforts. and him spending all this money on nice things has been making me anxious because yes gift receiving is one of my biggest love languages but it all feels so empty

[n3k0gutzz]

when will i have the freedom to have fun and socialize. i want to touch grass so bad. this makes me so sad.

my room is supposed to be a safe space, but it feels more like a cage.

[lesbianboyfriends]

I’m so fucking upset I don’t want to be named this anymore

[frooodypunk]

I just wish i could catch a single break actually