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Some quiet moments
Partially based on my own prompt here and written after this post i casually read today. Hope you enjoy a fluffier and softer Aemond (though i love smut Aemond, i'm totally uncapable of writing something smut).
Warnings: no warnings, just pure fluff.
Pairing: i don't like to write Y/N, so is an Aemond x reader (a nameless wife)
English is not my first language and i am constantly trying to improve, so i apologise for any mistakes.
Also not so good to give a good title, sorry XD
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You are so busy braiding the flowers the girls brought to you now and then that you did not notice Aemond until the very last moment, when you feel him placing something warm on you âhis coat, you noticed shortly afterwardsâ and his hands carefully place it on your shoulders, lifting the collar to protect your neck, taking care not to crease the flower garland that Jaehaera or one of your daughters had carefully arranged on your hair, loosely braided.
"I knew i'd find you here." Aemond greets you in his usual calm voice, sitting by your side. "You might catch cold, love, summer is still far away."
"Hi darling. I was starting to get a bit chilly, actually, but when the girls and i went out, the sun was still bright and i didn't think about wearing something warmer." you answer with a big smile, interrupting what you were doing to take and hold his hand. "And what about you? I can see you're tired."
He told you about his day, spent travelling around the realm between meetings and state matters.
"Then you should reach the Council, they must be waiting for you." you reason.
"They can wait." he reply, encircling your shoulders with his arm and holding you close to him. In your lap, under the flowers you are weaving, Aemond noticed one of his books. "How was your day?"
"It was less interesting than yours, i'm afraid. As always i tried with little success to read something in valyrian, i had lunch with Alicent and spent some time embroidering with Helaena and... just an hour ago, i was crowned queen of the garden." you say cheerfully. You then point to the blue flowers you carry in the lap. "However, i advise you to be careful, because the girls are looking for your favourite flowers with all the intentions of crowning you too."
"That's a risk i'm willing to take, if i can have you alone for a few minutes without having to share you with someone else." he chuckles, surrounding you in a tight hug and leaving many small kisses on your temple.
Feeling him so relaxed and calm during the day is a rare thing, accustomed as he is to always being on guard, always on the alert, ready to detect the slightest sign of danger to react accordingly. Suddenly you both heard the girls' laughter grow closer, a sign that they are returning from their search.
"...i was thinking that i would love to have another baby."
"You want to fill the Red Keep with children?" you ask, amused.
"Why not? After all, our son and i are blatantly outnumbered, and if we are not careful enough, we will certainly end up being overwhelmed by you girls."
You rub his leg affectionately, leaning the head back to get a better look at him.
"I will think about it." you reply. "But who knows, if tonight and... let's say maybe those to come, you would decide to read me something in valyrian, i might... you know... think better about it."
"Wait... is all what it takes? Some reading in high valyrian?"
"Maybe."
"Good enough for me, we have a deal."
You giggle, before he kiss you tenderly.
"I said maybe, Aem."
"You cannot recant now, a deal is a deal."
Jaehaera and her three little cousins, their arms laden with flowers, stood at some distance from the bench giggling between themselves at seeing you two embracing, until your middle daughter run towards you, eager to give her dad something she had picked up in the gardens.
"Can i bring it to Vhagar?" she asked, showing to Aemond a huge yellow flower.
"Vhagar is resting now, my love. We will bring it to her tomorrow. Keep it safe, will you?" promise Aemond. He look up, smiling lovingly at the other two daughters and Jaehaera as well. "Hello, my loves."
The youngest search her father's attention by placing both of her little hands on his face, trying to greet him in valyrian and giggling when Aemond, with a cheeky grin, pretend to nibble on her fingers.
"This one is for you instead." Jaehaera smiles at her uncle, taking the garland you had finished weaving.
She ask him to lean against the back of the bench, but Aemond, with a theatrical gesture, knelt before her, bowing the head as if during a real coronation, before she puts the garland on his head and untying the string that keep his hair neatly tied back, then began braiding it and showing your younger daughter how to do it properly.
If Criston Cole, sent by Aegon to find Aemond, is astonished to faced with that scene, he did not show it, but he take a few long moments to call him, perhaps undecided whether to interrupt that idyll or not.
"I really have to go now." sighs Aemond in a very low voice. "See you later."
#aemond targaryen#aemond x reader#aemond x you#aemond fluff#hotd aemond#prince aemond#aemond targaryen imagine#prince aemond targaryen#house of the dragon#aemond one eye#fluffiness#fluff fic#hotd fic#hotd fanfic#aemond fanfic#not good with titles you know
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Harry Potter and the Sorcerer's Stone
Okay guys this is kind of ridiculous, I started reading the Harry Potter books with one goal in mind: to prove that the reason it has so many plot holes is because JKR didn't actually plan anything about what happened in the marauder's era.
Not until book three at least and even that isn't really enough information. I have the Scholastic Inc. version of this book with a cover made by headcase design.
But let's start off with a bang!
Most of the information in this book is on Lily Evans and James Potter, which makes complete sense, I'm not going to throw a hissy fit about that.
Here's what we know about Lily:
She has a sister who rejected her named Petunia (pg. 2).
According to Hagrid she was very good at magic (pg. 51, 79).
She turned teacups into rats at home meaning that she broke the underage magic rules (according to petunia pg. 53).
Her parents were very proud to have a witch in the family. (Petunia pg. 53).
She was Head girl (pg. 55)
Was killed on Halloween when Harry was just a year old (pg. 55)
Her eyes were green (pg. 82)
The wand she used was Willow 10 1/4 inches, swishy, and good for charm work (pg. 82). Now if we look at the harrypotter.com page we can find out a little bit more. "Willow is an uncommon wand wood with healing power, and I have noted that the ideal owner for a willow wand often has some (usually unwarranted) insecurity, however well they may try and hide it. While many confident customers insist on trying a willow wand (attracted by their handsome appearance and well-founded reputation for enabling advanced, non-verbal magic) my willow wands have consistently selected those of greatest potential, rather than those who feel they have little to learn. It has always been a proverb in my family that he who has furthest to travel will go fastest with willow" (Harrypotter.com).
She's a very pretty woman with dark red hair and eyes that aren't only the same color but the same shape as Harry's (pg. 208)
She tried to protect Harry and if she hadn't, there's a possibility that Voldemort wouldn't have killed her (pg. 294)
She loved Harry so much that it left its own mark, though not a visible one. (pg. 299)
James Potter:
He was a good for nothing husband who was very unDursleyish (Petunia pg. 2).
He was good at magic according to Hagrid (pg. 51).
He was head boy (pg. 55).
Was killed on Halloween when Harry was just a year old (pg.55).
The reason Voldemort didn't try and get him on his side was because he knew how close the Potter's were to Dumbledore, technically this is also mentioned about Lily but seeing as she was Muggle born I highly doubt that the offer to join the Death Eaters would ever be extended to her so I didn't put this in her section (pg. 55).
His wand was Mahogany, 11 inches, pliable, slightly more powerful than Lily's, and excellent for transfiguration (pg.82). Kay guys I'm not kidding when I say that mahogany isn't listed on Harrypotter.com and I even went to the fandom wiki but all it had was that James potter's wand was made of mahogany as well as a table in the leaky cauldron and the Nimbus 2000.
According to McGonagall he was an excellent quidditch player, however she doesn't say what position he played (pg. 152)
He left his invisibility cloak in the care of someone (who we know is Dumbledore pg. 202).
He was tall, thin, had untidy black hair that stuck up in the back, and he wore glasses (pg. 208).
Severus and James loathed each other (pg. 290).
Voldemort killed him first and he apparently put up a courageous fight (pg 294).
James mainly used the invisibility cloak to sneak into the kitchens and steal food (according to Dumbledore pg. 298).
He saved Snape's life (pg. 300)
Now I'm just barely going to mention that Lily and James were very rarely brought up without the other.
Sirius Black:
I'm honestly shocked that Sirius was even mentioned in the first book, I knew that it was his motorcycle that Hagrid had but I really thought that was going to be something mentioned in later books. however on Page 14 Hagrid says "'Young Sirius Black lent it to me.'" From this we know that Sirius was there on the night Harry's parent's died.
Harry later has a dream about a flying motorcycle which I think can either be read as a reference to the night Hagrid flew him to the Dursley's OR as subtle mention that Sirius was around a lot before Lilly and James died (pg. 19).
So kudos to JKR for having one other character than Harry's parents created.
General information about the marauder's era:
20 years from the beginning of this book Voldemort started looking for followers and found them. Some wanted power others were afraid (pg. 54).
No one ever lived after Voldemort decided to kill them (pg. 55).
Voldemort killed some of the best witches and wizards of the age: McKinnons, Bones, and Prewetts (pg. 56).
According to Hagrid there wasn't a single witch or wizard who went bad that wasn't in Slytherin (pg. 80).
#harry potter#sirius black#james potter#lily evans#books#books and reading#reading#currently reading#hagrid#albus dumbledore#marauders
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âGaius is the worstâ
Yes indeed he is and not for the first time. He just wants a quiet life but heâs not going to get it so he needs to be more assertive and show some courage. Itâs his job as royal physician and trusted advisor to not only the king but to his family to give advice and counsel, not stick his head in the sand and worse lie, heâs certainly not doing right by Morgana no matter how much he wants to pretend otherwise.
Merlin says to Gaius that he will go talk to her, because of course Gaius is a coward and would rather continue to fob her off. Meanwhile the poor girl thinks sheâs going crazy, keeping the truth from her is not helping Morgana but Gaius seems more concerned with protecting himself (and Merlin) by trying to maintain the status quo but thatâs not going to work for much longer, whatâs he going to do when Morgana ends up burning not just the curtains or her bed and causing much worse damage?
Gaius warns Merlin to stay out of it, of course he should know by now that by saying that, precisely the opposite is going to happen. He doesnât want to go through all the misery of the great purge again and risk Merlinâs and maybe Morganaâs lives which I understand but he must explain the possible repercussions to Merlin rather than just forbidding him from doing things.
The trouble with just telling him no is that without any reasoning behind his refusal to help, Merlin is just going to go off and try and do his own thing and not thinking of the consequences, which of course is exactly what happens. It really annoys me how Gaius keeps forbidding Merlin to do things but never explains to him why itâs not a good idea, you would think by now the penny would have dropped that communication is key here.
Merlin then takes Gaius to task about his refusal to help Morgana, heâs just done what he wouldnât do. Gaius is beside himself because of course Merlin has ignored him but thatâs really his own damn fault. Merlin tells Gaius that the years before he came to Camelot were the loneliest of his life (poor Will is turning in his grave at this point!), he then gives peons of praise to Gaius. Not sure why since I donât think Gaius is that great a mentor or guardian for Merlin.
Merlin singing Gaiusďżźâ praises is annoying but itâs consistent with how Merlin sees Gaius but unfortunately thereâs this clear dissonance between what we see and what weâre told. Gaius really didnât teach Merlin much, he gave him a book on magic in season 1 then promptly told him not to read it and keep it hidden away, itâs like giving a cook a fantastic cook book then telling them they canât cook any recipes out of it!
He didnât give him any real training in magic, just told him to keep his head down and keep quiet except of course when Gaius wanted him to save Camelot, only then is Merlin expected to use his magic arsenal of spells despite having little guidance or knowledge of how to go about it. Gaius was more of a stumbling block to Merlin, not an aid, but clearly Iâm not meant to feel that way because Merlin (and the showrunners) thought the sun shone out of his arse.
âI guess Gaius did provide him company, a people to counsel with and the fatherly love. But thatâs not the same.â
I completely agree, Gaius doesnât do nearly as much as he should fraankly.
Gaius made a choice too by his sheer inaction, itâs a recurrent pattern of behaviour that the show seems to ignore. Gaius redeems himself slightly by saying heâs just glad Merlinâs back and that they were both right and doing what they thought was for the best but what Gaius was doing was what was best for HIM not for Morgana. the show keeps son wanting to make Gaius look noble and good all the times when in this case he deserved censure.
They almost always ended an episode on a Gaius/Merlin scene of them at home over supper, sometimes it was nice but other times I wished theyâd hadnât and this episode was one of them, it should have ended with Merlin and Arthur.
Merlin rewatch -- S2E3: The Nightmare Begins
Gaius is the worst
I hated Gaius so much in this. Not just the gaslighting but also how full of self-righteousness he was while his gaslighting was clearly failing already. Morgana's nightmare clearly hadn't stopped since s1e13 and her magic was leaking so obviously. He still thought drugging her was effective? â Iâve taken good care of herâ?She already recognised his own magic. â (gaslighting Morgana) For good reasonâ? It's obvious the secrecy only fueled the outburst of her magic. The fact that Morgana told Merlin about her magic should prove that Gaiusâ method couldnât even keep her mouth shut. Itâs good that she found Merlin. What if she ran into someone whose mouth wasnât that tight?
Gaius just didnât want to help. Merlin proposed so many ways that didnât concern Gaius. Druid is a valid option. Uther wasnât actively raiding druid camps at the moment. (Merlin failed because the plan was rubbish, not because going to the druid was a bad idea) And frankly, Gaius was the person who could talk to Morgana with the least risk! He used to practice magic so it makes sense that he had the knowledge. If Morgana could be more in control, there wouldnât be more of this kind of âaccidentâ that put Uther into witch-hunting mode. If heâs that scared of getting into trouble, fair. What annoyed me was that he acted like he knew best. â I will (take care of Morgana). As Iâve always done.â Drugging and gaslighting donât count. Â â What makes you think that you know better than me?â Merlin knew much much better thank you.
The second confrontation between them was not bad since Merlin stood up for himself and Gaius did get his point in the end. Iâm still a bit mad that Gaius used â peopleâs lives are at riskâ to scold him. If Morgana didnât lose control Uther wouldnât start to arrest people in the first place. Also Iâm never convinced that Gaius taught Merlin about â the good in magic and the right way of using itâ. Iâm sure Hunith gave him that impression too if that adorable fire dragon was anything to go by. And Kilgharah was the one to tell him about his destiny. Merlin also used magic to save Gaius at the very beginning. He always knew to use it for good. I guess Gaius did provide him company, a people to counsel with and the fatherly love. But thatâs not the same.
How I wish the episode ended at the lovely Merlin & Arthur scene. Why did Merlin have to apologise to Gaius? He did do some stupid things but itâs not like Gaius was personally affected. If Gaius was willing to help Merlin wouldnât have to act alone. Gaius saying â itâs not your fault. You were only doing what you thought was right.â seemed to indicate that he was correct about keeping Morgana in the dark, which is frustrating. At least Merlin did reply âWe both wereâ...
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the way that azriel did the bare minimum when it comes to nesta (not treating her like shit) and half of us was like âyou know what? good enoughâ just shows how insane these people are. can we please get nesta a restraining order.
#I feel so protective of her because no one protects her in her own book they just treat her like shit#he did some mistakes but at least he didnât yell at her that everybody hated her#they were cute in the cc book tho#my headcanons for them are way better than reality#nesta archeron#azriel#acotar#nezriel
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this panel from the world guide of falin being surrounded by other girls while laios is all alone kills me because. that's it. that's the key difference in their journeys.
as laios states himself, he left the village in order to create a home for him and falin elsewhere. a home that won't collapse due to others' hatred and fears like their old home did, a home where they are loved and accepted unconditionally. but as he soon found out, even before earning money, or having walls surrounding him and a roof above his head- what he so earnestly desired was to meet other people who will accept him for who he is as well. instead, he kept being tormented by those around him, shunned and sneered at. his loneliness quickly became all-consuming until he truly had nothing left except for the monsters in the pages of his book, but even that became a target of mockery and destroyed. that's why ever since the day he left the village, he never felt that he truly made the right choice. so he kept running away: unable to resist and unable to accpet.
and an ocean away from him there was his sister, who never managed to fully fit in herself. but unlike him, she met a person who became a home to her and learned what a true friendship was for the first time in her life. and laios clearly realizes that too when he finally sees falin and marcille together, he can tell his sister obtained the greatest treasure there is on her own- the exact thing he never managed to find anywhere himself, thus coming back empty-handed to the sister he left the village for.
but when you read this part of the manga, laios's focus is on falin's loneliness, not his own. he talks about how it hurts thinking about all those moments she had to spend alone because he wasn't there for her, so it almost sounds like he's the one who couldn't bear her suffering and therefore decided to not let her go again. but we do get a glimpse of their first meeting after that almost-decade long separation in the manga, and then we see more of that in the world guide and daydream hour- and it becomes abundantly clear that it was falin who was trying to protect and save him from this pit of loneliness and depression he was in.
so instead of just doing his best to atone for leaving her behind in the village and making sure she is never lonely again, it might also be that laios was desperately clinging to the one person in the world he felt that accepted and loved him unconditionally. those words he used to describe his motivation to stay by falin's side are the exact words she would've used as well; she couldn't bear leaving him behind in this state. in a sense, they were each other's shackles.
but then she did. she died for him and their friends, and ironically enough, it was by leaving him alone like this that he was finally able to stand on his own and put his full trust in others. to have the courage to reveal who he is and give others the opportunity to accept him after such a long time of hiding. it was a long journey, but his hiding finally came to an end when he faced the others after shedding his monster form. and i love that the person who was falin's "home" all those years away from laios, marcille, became just as meaningful to him during their time separated from falin- the first one to find him and show him that he isn't alone anymore. just as he did for her.
so at the end of the story when falin talks about all the places she would like to go, it's not just that she wants to pursue her own dreams- but that she actually feels free to do so and go anywhere she desires. and one of the main reasons for that is that her brother finally found new people he wants to be with; his own home.
#im listening to fmab sad soundtrack while writing this im gonna die actually#dungeon meshi#laios touden#falin touden
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Cherry Red, Crimson Blood
Chapter 10: Treat Me Gently
Summary: You and Price take your relationship to the next level. It might be the best decision you've ever made.
Pairing: Poly 141 x reader
Warnings: NSFW, 18+, smut, p in v sex, fingering, oral, first time sex, unprotected(ish) sex, reader has an implant, creampie, Alpha/Beta/Omega dynamics, Alternate Universe, a/b/o typical classism and sexism, military inaccuracies, language, the author is a bit rusty writing smut.
A/N: It's finally here. It's finally arrived, the moment we've all been waiting for! Uh, yeah, it's mostly badly written smut with just a little plot thrown in there. So...I hope you enjoy!
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Your attention is pulled from your book as the couch sinks on either side of you, two bodies joining you. You glance up from your book as an arm drapes itself across the back of the couch behind you. Your eyes flicker between Gaz and Johnny, mischievous grins on their faces.Â
âWe heard you have a date this weekend.â Gaz says, leaning in closer.Â
Your face warms at his words. âWell, I donât know if Iâd call it a date...âÂ
âWhat are you wearing?â Gaz asks.Â
âDo ye have anythinâ to wear?â Johnny asks.Â
Their questions give you pause. The most formal thing you have are jeans and, though you doubt Price would care if you showed up in sweatpants, you would like to have something nice to wear.Â
âCome on.â Gaz says, slapping your thigh before standing. âWeâre going shopping.âÂ
âWhat?â You glance between him and Johnny as they stand over you.Â
âAlready got permission from Price.â Johnny says. âSo come on.â He grabs your hands, lifting you to your feet easily. âLetâs get goinâ, kitten.âÂ
Your cheeks warm at the pet name, Johnnyâs hand settling on your lower back to steer you from the rec room. You donât have much of a choice but to follow, grabbing a couple things from your room before you leave the barracks with them to a car parked outside. Itâs different from the car you and Price had taken to town last weekend. Of course, they probably all have their own vehicles, or at least a few at their disposal.Â
âIâm driving.â Gaz says, plucking the keys from Johnnyâs hand.Â
âAww, ye never let me drive!â Johnny pouts.Â
âYeah, because with our luck youâll traumatize her so badly, sheâll never want to leave again.â Gaz says, opening the driverâs side door.Â
You canât help but giggle at the dejected look on Johnnyâs face as you get into the back, Johnny muttering the entire way to the passenger side.Â
âIâm noâ that bad of a driver.â Johnny says, buckling his seatbelt.Â
âYeah, but both you and Simon seem to be in agreement that the speed limit is a suggestion, not a law.â Gaz says as he turns on the car. âIâd like to make it there and back in one piece, thank you. Besides, Price would have both our heads if anything happened to our girl on our watch.â
Your cheeks warm as you meet Gaz's gaze through the rear view mirror. Your heart flutters at the look in his eyes, the dedication and protectiveness shining in them.Â
âI wouldnae let anything happen to ye.â Johnny says, reaching back to squeeze your knee for a moment.Â
You stare out the window of the car as Gaz drives towards town, half listening to the conversation in the front seat. You're beginning to recognize landmarks, buildings, areas between the base and town despite it only being your second trip. They'd be proud of you, you think. At least if something happened, you'd be able to give a landmark.Â
The farmlands fade into the city and soon Gaz is parking on the street in front of a shop. You take Gaz's hand as he helps you out of the car, lacing your fingers together. Soap holds the door to the shop open, letting you and Gaz walk through first.Â
It's a nice boutique filled with all sorts of formal wear. You wonder how they even knew about this place, or if they had done some research beforehand. Both make you feel honored that they would even go to those lengths just for you.Â
They are going to be your pack soon.Â
Packs do this sort of thing for each other. They take care of each other, spoil each other, make each other happy. Itâs hard to be a good pack if one member is unhappy.Â
âGood afternoon.â One of the workers approaches you. âMy name is Emily. Is there something I can help you find today?âÂ
âOur omega has a date with our alpha this weekend.â Gaz says, smiling down at you. âShe needs something to wear.âÂ
The worker, Emily, smiles at you. âHow exciting! Did you have anything in mind? Style, color, anything like that?â
âProbably nothing too fancy,â You say, eyeing the racks. âAnd, probably a dress.â
âAlright, we've got lots of options for that. Let's take a look and you can try some on.â Emily says.Â
Gaz keeps hold of your hand as you follow Emily through the racks, looking at some of the options. Johnny goes off on his own, perusing the racks himself.Â
âIs there a certain color you have in mind?â Emily asks you.
You hum in contemplation, looking at the many racks. You're not sure what color Price would like, or if he even has a favorite.Â
âHis favorite color is blue, like a dark navy blue.â Johnny answers for you. âThough, I think he'd like you in any color.âÂ
You can't help the way your cheeks warm a bit at Johnny's words. You realize you don't even know their favorite colors. There's still so much about them that's a mystery to you.Â
âWhat's your favorite color?â You ask, looking up at Gaz.Â
âI don't think I have just one.â He says, running his hand over a sequin covered dress on the rack in front of you âI like warm colors. Reds, oranges, purples.â
âLike a sunset.â You say, looking at a tag on one of the dresses, nearly choking at the price.Â
Gaz gently removes the tag from your hand, giving you a look as you meet his gaze. âDon't even worry about it, love.â He says quietly, leaning down to kiss your cheek.Â
âMy favorite color is green.â Johnny says, appearing next to you suddenly.Â
âLet me guess, Ghostâs is black.â You say.Â
Johnny's mouth twitches. âNow how'd you come to guess that?âÂ
You shrug, unable to hide your grin. âCall it intuition.âÂ
Emily takes you to the changing rooms, the boys taking seats outside to wait for you to try on the dresses you've chosen so far. You pick a sleeveless, blue, knee-length dress first with a ruched skirt. You already don't like it, but you know the guys will want to see it regardless.Â
You feel nervous, strangely exposed as you step out of the dressing room and make your way to where the guys are sitting. They both straighten up as you approach, Johnnyâs eyes immediately on your legs. Gaz let's out a low whistle as his eyes scan your figure, ending on your legs as well.Â
âWhat?â You ask concerned as you stare down at your own legs thinking the worst, like how you might have missed a spot shaving or something.Â
âNothinâ love,â Gaz says, unable to lift his gaze from your legs. âJust never seen you in anything but long pants before.â
Your cheeks warm at his words. It's true, the climate had yet to allow for anything but long pants. Even to sleep, you found yourself too cold without long sleep pants.Â
âChrist, you've got gorgeous legs, kitten.â Soap says, letting his eyes trail your form. âKeepinâ those hidden from us?âÂ
Your face feels like it's on fire as they stare at you, and quickly turn to face the large mirror across from them in an attempt to steady the butterflies in your stomach.Â
âWhat do you think?â Emily asks, stepping up next to you.Â
âIt's a little too...churchy for a date.â You say smoothing your hands over the skirt. âDefinitely need something fancier than this.â
You try on a few of the others, but none of them are right. Too short, too long, too formal, not formal enough. Johnny brings you more to try, a couple sticking out, but you're not sold on any of them.Â
The last dress you have yet to try on catches your eye as you pull it off the hook. It's a deep blue color, almost black. It's long sleeved and covers your front entirely, but the back is open. It's short, the skirt hem long enough to cover your ass, but you wouldn't dare bend over. It hugs your figure, accentuating the curves and lines of your body.Â
Your cheeks are warm as you step out of the changing room, both Gaz and Johnny going slack-jawed as they stare at you. Even Emily looks in awe as you stand in front of them.Â
âI think you've found the one, love.â Gaz says, his eyes trailing your form. âGive us a spin.â
You do a slow turn, not missing the way their eyes widen in the mirror when they see the back, Johnny still frozen as you turn back to face them.Â
âHow do you feel?â Emily asks, stepping up to you.Â
âGood.â You say, your face still warm. âReally good.â
âYeah,â She says, looking you over. âI think you've hit the mark with this one. Let me grab shoes and we'll put the whole look together.â
You turn to face the mirror as she steps away, your eyes meeting Gaz's as he steps up to you.Â
âYou look fantastic, love.â He says, leaning in close over your shoulder, his breath fanning your ear. Goosebumps form on your skin as his fingers slowly trail up the line of your spine. âPrice is going to want to devour you instantly as soon as he sees you in this one.â
You shiver at his words, biting your lip as his fingers splay out across your upper back. âYou think so?â
There's a mischievous glint in his eyes as he holds your gaze through the mirror. âHe won't be able to keep his hands off you. Gonna drive him insane, making him sit through dinner looking like a delicious dessert.âÂ
You fear you might start smoking from how warm you feel, glad for Emily's reappearance. You try on the shoes she brings, opting for the shorter heels for the sake of your own dignity.Â
Johnny distracts you as Gaz pays for the items, spending far too much on you but neither will let you complain. It's what they're supposed to do.Â
They are your pack after all.Â
âWhat about lingerie?â Johnny asks, turning to look at you as you sit in the car.Â
Your face burns at his question. You hadn't thought about that bit.Â
âGotta dress up the whole fit.â He wiggles his eyebrows at you.Â
âLay off her, perv.â Gaz says, smacking Johnny's chest. âHe's right though, gotta make sure the whole outfit matches.â
You feel like you might implode in the backseat. You might not make it to Saturday at this rate.Â
You wake early on Saturday. You don't have to be up early. There's nothing going on until tonight, no need for you to rise earlier than the sun. Yet, you can't help the anticipation burning in your stomach, the nervous fluttering in your chest. Tonight you're going to sleep with Price for the first time. Tonight you'll allow him closer than you've ever allowed anyone.Â
You have an outfit, you have fancy underwear, even new shoes. You're not sure how you want to wear your hair. You're not sure on makeup either, though Price has seen you plenty without it and has yet to offer any complaints.Â
You grab your phone, laying in bed and scrolling hair tutorials until the sun comes up and you start hearing movement in the hallway. You donât bother changing, pulling on shoes before stepping out. You are hungry, even after spending half the day in town and eating dinner out with Gaz and Johnny yesterday. You slip out the door, coming face to face with Ghost. You tilt your head back, staring up at him.Â
âDidnât expect to see you.â He grumbles. âFigured youâd be busy getting ready.âÂ
âIâve got like ten hours until I have to be ready.â You say, blinking up at him. âIt doesnât take that long.âÂ
He lets out a huff, rolling his eyes. âCome on.âÂ
You follow him out of the barracks, but you find yourself not having to speed walk quite as fast to keep up with him today.Â
âAre you upset?â You ask, kicking up your pace a bit so you can walk side by side with him.Â
âAbout what?â He asks.Â
âPrice and I.â You say.Â
âWhy would I be?â He sounds genuinely baffled that youâre asking him.Â
You shrug. âYouâre an alpha in the pack too, and I didnât really ask anyone but Price.âÂ
âPrice is your alpha.â He says, as if itâs the most straightforward thing in the world. Heâs not wrong, Price is the only one that really matters when it comes to you, since heâs the pack alpha, and heâll be the one claiming you.Â
âWould you ever want to be?â You ask, looking up at him.Â
He meets your gaze as he opens the door to the mess, not answering as you slip into the hall. He stands closer to you than he normally does as you get in line for food, tailing you like a shadow as you find Johnny among the drowsy and hungover soldiers in the mess.Â
You take a seat across from him, Ghost taking his spot next to Johnny. You can feel the nerves beginning to take hold as you eat, thinking about your date tonight. Itâs not like you really have to impress Price much, though you suppose you could make him dislike you rather easily. Youâd rather avoid that situation, as thereâs no getting out of mating and being claimed by him. Youâre going to be part of his pack whether he likes you or not.Â
What if he finds you boring? Youâre not even sure what you could talk about. Itâs not like you do much, and he already knows most everything he can about you. The only thing you have to talk about are things youâd rather not discuss during your first date. Youâd prefer not to discuss them at all.Â
âYouâll be fine.â Johnny says as you walk back to the barracks. âJust get âim talking, and ye wonât need tae worry about gettinâ a word in yourself.âÂ
Johnnyâs words do make you giggle. Youâre sure Price has so much more to talk about than you do. You barely know anything about him in general.Â
Itâs ironic that youâre more nervous about dinner than you are about the fact Price is going to take your virginity tonight.Â
You did ask for this. Itâll be good, getting to know him before your heat starts. The idea of going through your heat with a virtual stranger is terrifying to you, and Price had so willingly offered to do this so that doesnât happen, so you feel more comfortable with being mated and claimed by someone you at least somewhat know. This is your chance to get to know your pack alpha, your alpha before youâre forced to. This is your chance to make your own decision, to have some control over a life thatâs been dictated for you this far.Â
You spend the morning in a nervous panic, looking up tips online, tutorials, possible questions he might ask and thinking up answers that will make you sound interesting at least. Answers that wonât just be parroting things that he already knows. Gaz brings you lunch, letting you continue to prepare for your date, knowing the chances of you having a breakdown if youâre forced around people are high right now.Â
You give yourself ample time to get ready, showering and moisturizing, making sure you smell clean and look nice. You do your hair, taking your time to make yourself look decent. You opt for minimal make up, wanting to make yourself seem like you at least put a little effort into your looks.Â
You're strapping on your shoes when the knock comes at the door. Six o'clock sharp, just as you expected. You take a deep breath, adjusting your dress before you open the door.
John is standing on the other side, dressed in a button up shirt and slacks. You look him over, the fresh scent of cologne reaching your nose. His eyes rake your form, his scent slipping through the cologne as his gaze darkens a bit. Gaz was right. He does look like he wants to devour you.Â
âYou clean up nicely.â You say, looking him over again. His shirt hugs his muscles nicely, his pants obviously tailored to fit him. You haven't seen him in anything but fatigues and civilian clothes so far.Â
âWas going to say the same to you.â He says, lips pulling up into a smile. âYou look beautiful, sweetheart.âÂ
Your cheeks warm at the compliment. âThank you.â
âHungry?â He asks, offering you an arm.Â
âAlways.â You say, taking his arm, letting him lead you towards the rec room.Â
The lights inside are dimmed, the table usually reserved for games set up with a tablecloth and candles, along with two plates covered with cloches, and a bottle of wine. You're not sure when he managed to procure the wine, or maybe he had it saved and decided this was as good a time as any.Â
âWow.â You say, impressed by the effort he obviously put into everything.Â
âI bribed the boys out of here for a few hours.â He says, leading you to the table. âWasn't easy.â
âI bet.â You say, sitting down in one of the chairs, letting him push it in for you.Â
He pours you both glasses of wine before taking the cloches off the plates. You blink in surprise at the meal on the plate. Spaghetti, a salad, and bread. It's so simple, yet it takes you right back to weeknight dinners at home.Â
âYou made this?â You ask as he takes the seat across from you.Â
He nods. âI've amassed many skills over the years. I'm no five star chef, but I can throw things together in a pinch.â
âWell it looks good.â You say, picking up your fork.Â
It tastes good too. It's so simple, yet it's one of the best things you've eaten in the last month. You miss a lot of things about America, and the food is starting to be one of those.Â
You and John make small talk as you eat, the wine warming your body and easing your nerves.Â
âHow long has it been,â You ask him as you clear your plate. âSince you were with an omega last?â
âTwo years.â He says, taking a sip of wine.Â
Your eyes widen in surprise. You know they've been with omegas in the past, taking advantage of barrack bunnies and the swaths of willing omegas you know populate near military bases. You just hadn't thought it would be that far back in the past.
âRight around the time the task force was created.â He continues. âWe were too busy bonding and working on the task force, by the time we had a moment long enough for anything like that, we didn't need them anymore.â
âThat must have been torture.â You say, staring at him wide eyed.Â
âWe're trained for that sort of thing.â He says with a smile. âHow to fight off those urges, those needs. When you're in the field, something like that could get you killed. You don't pass selection into the SAS until you can show mastery over those skills.â
âDamn.â You say, taking a sip of your wine. âStill, it couldn't have been easy.â
âIt can be hard, once you've been with an omega, to go without. But that's just part of the job.âÂ
âWell, I suppose that's partly why I'm here.â You say, huffing out a laugh.Â
âPerhaps.â He says. âI'm certain we're not getting the full story.â
The double meaning isn't lost on you. There's a lot they don't know about you, things that are safer buried deep where they can't hurt anyone. Things you'd like to keep buried for the rest of time.Â
âItâs nothing...bad is it?â You ask, searching his gaze.Â
âIâd like to think not,â He says.Â
But...Â
You donât need to hear him say it. You know itâs there, lingering at the end of that statement. You wonder how many times heâs been in these situations, forced to place blind trust in someone and hope they have the best intentions in mind. Youâre all too familiar with those sorts of situations. Putting blind trust in strangers was your life purpose as soon as you presented as an omega.Â
âWeâre not going to let anything happen to you.â He says, staring at you with such conviction you canât help but believe him. âYouâre part of our pack, which makes you part of this team, even if bureaucracy says otherwise. We take care of each other, and that includes you. Youâre our omega, regardless of whatever the endgame is for this initiative.âÂ
You feel almost breathless at his words, at his declaration of loyalty to you. You know how much loyalty means to someone like him, the kind of promise words like that uphold. Theyâd give their lives to defend you. Youâd fight to defend them too, if it came down to it. Not that you could do much, but youâd try.Â
âYouâre my omega.â John says, reaching across the table to take your hand in his. âI take care of what's mine.â
You nod, trying to fight the tears welling in your eyes. âI know. You've...you've been a better alpha than I could have ever hoped for. Despite everything you've been kind and caring and understanding. I know some things we learned at the institute werenât right, but...I was expecting a lot worse.â
His thumb draws circles on the back of your hand, his fingers gently squeezing yours. âI'm glad I could prove that wrong. I know this situation is weird and less than ideal, but I fear I'll have to tell Kate she was right. She did pick a good omega.â
You smile, preening a bit under his praise. âThatâs all I can try to be.âÂ
âYou can be so much more than that.â He says, lifting your hand to his lips. His beard tickles your skin as he presses a line of kisses across the back of your hand before turning it, kissing across your palm to your wrist. He presses his nose against the skin there, inhaling deeply. âYouâre sure, about tonight?âÂ
Your fingers brush his cheek as he holds your hand against his face. Your heart is thudding your throat at the proximity, those nervous flutters starting in your stomach again. Heâs giving you an out, a chance to take back what you had asked for. You know he wouldnât blame you. He was more than willing to wait for your heat to start, for when you had no choice, when it would mean less because you would be desperate and needy for him.Â
You donât want that, though. You want him to want you before his instincts tell him he does. You want to know heâs not just fulfilling a duty, scratching an itch thatâs been tickling him for two years now. You want him to want you as you are now. You want him to choose you.Â
âYes.â You say, pressing your palm flat against his cheek. âJust...be gentle with me?âÂ
âOf course.â He says, kissing your palm again. âYou change your mind at any time, you tell me, yeah?âÂ
You nod. âYeah.âÂ
âGood.â He takes your hand in his again, standing from his seat.Â
Nerves mix with excitement as he pulls you to your feet with him, stepping up close to you. His hand lifts, tilting your chin up. Your stomach flutters as you meet his gaze, his eyes warm and soft as he stares at you. Affection shines in them as his thumb brushes your lip before heâs leaning down, pressing his lips to yours.
The kiss is short and sweet, like the ones youâve shared with him before. Yet, at the same time it feels different. Thereâs warmth beginning to blossom under your skin, the kiss not just a simple sign of affection this time. Itâs the overture, the appetizer, just a teasing taste of whatâs to come.Â
You hold his hand as he leads you down the hallway, heels clacking on the tile floor. It makes your face warm, the thought that they all know what it means, they can hear it and they know whatâs about to happen. They know where youâre going, what youâre about to do.Â
John opens his door, motioning for you to enter. You havenât been in any of their rooms yet, you havenât invaded their own sacred spaces. Your steps are slow and cautious as you breach that barrier, Johnâs scent washing over you as you step into his room.Â
Itâs neat and tidy, just as you expected it would be. Itâs not laid out all that differently from your own, though perhaps a bit more organized and clinical than yours. Thereâs a shelf next to his nightstand, stuffed with books and what you can assume are souvenirs from places heâs been. Thereâs stacks of papers on the desk, his clothes and shoes tucked away neatly in their places. His bed is slightly bigger than yours, and you wonder if thatâs a perk of his status, or if he pulled some strings once he learned he was getting an omega.Â
The door clicking shut draws your attention back to John, the click of the handle a finality. Youâre doing this. Thereâs no going back now.Â
Not that you want to.Â
John steps up to you, staring down at you. You stare up into his eyes as his hand comes to rest on your waist, his touch hot through the thin fabric of your dress. âYouâre sure you want to do this?â He asks, voice rumbling in his chest.Â
You nod, your hands slowly sliding up his arms, feeling the muscle hidden beneath his dress shirt. âYes.âÂ
His lips meet yours, beard tickling your skin as he kisses you. You let him lead, leaning into him as he pulls you closer against his chest. Heâs so warm, so firm under your hands as you grip his shoulders. His hand slides from your hip to your back, a gasp parting your lips as his calloused fingers touch the bare skin of your back. Goosebumps raise on your skin, a shiver running down your spine at his touch. He tilts his head, taking advantage of your parted lips to slip his tongue into your mouth.
He tastes like wine, a quiet sound leaving your throat as he pulls you tighter against him, pressing your body into his. You can feel all of him, the hard ridges, the strength in his body as he cages you in his arms. Your head is spinning, intoxicated purely by the smell and taste of him.Â
Something rumbles deep in his chest, your entire body shivering in response. Your fingers curl into the fabric of his shirt, your hips pressed flush against his. You can feel him, the bulge in his pants pressing against your stomach. Youâve been able to smell the musky tinge of arousal in his scent all evening, and you wonder how long heâs been hard. Has it been since he saw you? Or has he been thinking about this all day?Â
The thought thrills you, makes your omega preen in the back of your mind. You did this. Your alpha is all worked up because of you.Â
A whimper leaves your lips as his hand slips lower, smoothing over the curve of your ass. He mumbles a curse against your lips before they blaze a path down the line of your jaw to your neck. You tilt your head, bearing your throat for him. A low rumble of approval vibrates through his chest, his hand squeezing your ass. The sound has your omega practically belly up, the dampness between your thighs intensifying as your scent gets heavier in the air.Â
John groans against your throat, teeth nipping at your neck just over your scent gland. âSuch a good girl for me.â He groans, his hand on your ass guiding your hips to grind against his. âSuch a good omega.âÂ
You whine at the praise, hands blindly sliding down his chest to pull at the buttons of his shirt. Your fingers are trembling slightly from excitement, fumbling as you attempt to get his shirt off. You need to feel him, his skin against yours, the warmth of him pressed against you.Â
âEasy pup.â His voice rumbles against your throat, teeth nipping at the delicate skin before he pulls back, hands taking over to strip him of his button up and undershirt.Â
You lick your lips as his skin is revealed to you, your hand automatically lifting to touch him. You hesitate for a half a second but he makes no move to stop you. Your eyes trail over his form, over the many, many scars that decorate his skin like some kind of macabre painting. Lines and jagged slices, the telltale star shaped marks of bullet wounds. Cuts and nicks from knives or bullets, you canât tell the difference.Â
Your fingers settle on a rather large scar on his side, starting at the base of his ribs and curling around his side. Itâs an old scar, but the skin is still rough and uneven. Whatever had caused it, it took a chunk out of him. You donât want to think about it, about how every scar could have been a close call. How many times heâs been on the brink of death.Â
âIâll tell you about them later.â He says, taking your hand in his and lifting it to his lips. He kisses your fingertips, his beard tickling your skin. âTonight is about you.âÂ
He pulls you close again, leaning down to press his lips to yours. His hands are warm against your back as he wraps himself around you again, trapping your hands against his bare chest. Your nails dig into his skin as his hands sink lower, grabbing handfuls of your ass. He groans, sinking his teeth into your bottom lip. He presses you backwards, and you trust him to guide you until your legs hit the side of his bed.Â
âGonna be a good girl for me, yeah?â He growls, his voice rough around the edges as his alpha slips through.Â
âYes, alpha!â You gasp against his lips, your head tilting back in submission.Â
âAlways such a good omega for me.â He praises you, teeth nipping at your throat. âGood omegas kneel for their alphas.â He says, pushing you backwards so you plop down on his bed. âBut a good alpha,â He slowly lowers himself before you, dropping to one knee, then the other as his hands wrap around your ankles. âKneels for his omega.â
Your face warms as you stare down at him, unable to do anything but watch as his hands make quick work of your shoes, setting them neatly beside the bed. His skin is rough against yours as his hands drag up your legs, slowly parting them. He moves himself closer, kneeling between your parted thighs. His beard scratches the sensitive skin of your inner thigh as he reaches up, pushing on your stomach until you're laying flat on his bed. He can see up your skirt now, and you're silently glad for the lacy panties Johnny had insisted on.Â
âDo you trust me?â His lips brush your inner thigh as his hands pause just at the hem of your skirt where it's ridden up almost to your hips.Â
âYes, alpha.â You say, lifting your head to stare down at him.Â
He meets your gaze as he presses a kiss to your inner thigh, his hands continuing to press upwards until your dress is hiked around your waist. Your heart is fluttering rapidly in your chest as you stare down at him, his gaze leaving your eyes to stare at the soaked lace barely covering your most private parts.Â
His hands leave your hips to curl around the lace, giving it a sharp tug. The fabric snaps easily, the shreds falling to the floor. Your lip part as you stare at him in shock. Â
âI'll buy you a new pair.â He says, his hands gripping your thighs to pull them further apart.Â
The cool air in the room hits your slicked folds, making you shudder. He's barely touched you and already you can feel how slick you are. His lips press against your inner thigh again, blazing a path upwards. His gaze meets yours again as his hands shift to grip your hips, adjusting your position on the bed before he leans in, dragging his tongue through your folds.Â
You gasp at the foreign sensation, your thighs pressing against his broad shoulders. His mouth is warm as it closes over your pussy, his tongue licking another slow stripe up your folds until he reaches the spot that has your inhale turning into a gasp.Â
He focuses his attention there, dragging slow lines across your clit with his tongue. You let your arms give out, laying flat on the bed again. Little whimpers leave your lips as he teases your clit, your thighs already trembling. Itâs been so long since youâve touched yourself. Not since before you left the institute four months ago.Â
You donât last very long.Â
Your thighs squeeze around his shoulders as your orgasm is ripped from you suddenly. You let out a cry thatâs probably too loud, but you donât care who could have heard you as your back arches off the bed, pressing your hips closer to Johnâs face. His hands hold your thighs, keeping you still as his tongue continues to tease your clit, working you through your orgasm.Â
Itâs not until youâre writhing in his grasp, letting out little whimpers that he relents, lifting his face from between your thighs. His beard is shiny with your juices, his tongue darting out to lick his lips. Itâs obscene and yet, it has heat pulsing straight between your legs again. He lets out a chuckle, the scent of your arousal washing over him.Â
âFuckin sweet as sugar, love.â He says as he pushes himself up from between your legs, his body folding over yours on the bed.Â
His face presses into your neck, inhaling deeply. Your pussy flutters at the thought of him claiming you now, sinking his teeth into your skin to mark you as his forever. He could. It would be so easy for him to do it. His tongue laves over the skin covering your scent gland, a shiver running through you. Your arms wrap around him, holding him against you as your scents mingle, musky with arousal.Â
âAlpha...â You whine, your hips pressing up against the bulge in his pants. Heâs fully hard now, the fabric of his pants providing delicious friction against your folds.Â
He shushes you, pressing a kiss to your throat before he pushes himself up over you. âSoon, love.â He says, moving until heâs standing in front of you. âThink youâre a bit overdressed still.âÂ
Your eyes dart down to his pants. âSo are you.âÂ
He smirks, his hands dropping to your waist, slowly pushing your dress up higher. You let him slip it over your head, lifting your arms to help him. Youâre bare before him, warmth spreading through your veins as he stares down at you. Your hands lift, coming to rest on his thighs. You can feel the muscle through the fabric, the strength of him beneath your hands. How easily he could take control, pin you down and take what he wants with little regard for you or your pleasure. How easily he could hurt you, snap your bones like theyâre toothpicks, bruise and batter your body without even straining a muscle.Â
Yet he stands here, patiently watching as your hands move closer and closer to the prominent bulge in his fitted pants. He doesnât even twitch as your hand cups his hard length, your breath stuttering at the sheer size of him. Heâs big like most alphas are, or so youâve heard.Â
His eyes stare into you as you undo his belt, popping the button on his pants open. He finally moves as you pull down the zipper, helping you tug his pants and briefs down. His cock stands at attention, almost as stiff as he is. You stare at his veiny cock with wide eyes, the tip flushed almost red with how hard he is.Â
âChrist.â You breathe, staring at him in awe.Â
You did that.Â
âEasy, love.â He says, leaning down to wrap an arm around your waist. âI said tonight was about you.âÂ
He moves you so youâre laid out on the bed, your head hitting his pillow. The scent of him floods your nose as he joins you on the bed, the frame creaking as he kneels between your legs. Nerves twist in your stomach as you continue to stare at his cock bobbing between his thighs as he runs his hands along your legs. Itâs going to hurt, you know that. It suddenly seems daunting, this request. At least during your heat youâd be so out of it with need you wouldnât really feel anything. And youâd have plenty of slick to help.Â
âNone of that.â He says, squeezing your thighs gently. âI told you Iâd take care of you.âÂ
You nod, swallowing thickly.Â
âWeâve got more work to do before we reach that point. Iâm not just going to stuff my cock into you like some needy pup.â He stares at you. âYou tell me and Iâll stop, alright?âÂ
You nod again. âYes, alpha.âÂ
Your breath hitches as his hands reach the junction of your thighs, one moving to your stomach, the other dragging through your folds, gathering your wetness on his fingers. Theyâre so much thicker than your own, your pussy clenching as he presses against the entrance.Â
âRelax for me, love.â He says, rubbing gentle circles on your stomach with his thumb.Â
His finger presses into you and your lips part at the intrusion. You clamp tight around his finger, making him groan.Â
âEasy.â He says, his thumb moving to circle your clit.Â
A breathy whine leaves your lips as his finger presses deeper into you, reaching further than you ever could. Your hand reaches up to thread through his hair, letting the short cropped strands slide through your fingers. Itâs softer than you imagined, though you expect he too had spent the afternoon preparing for tonight as well. The mental image of him lathering himself in moisturizer would have made you laugh if his finger hadnât brushed against a spot inside you that has your hips lifting off the bed.Â
He leans down, lips blazing a path up your stomach, between your breasts to your throat. He swallows your moans as he works you open with his fingers, the lewd sound of his fingers thrusting into your wet pussy only adding to the pleasure coursing through you. You can feel it building within you, heat burning through your veins. Price groans against your lips as your nails scratch his scalp, his cock leaking against your thigh. You want him, need him inside of you. You need to feel him, you need to be close to him.Â
âAlpha, please.â You whimper, tugging at his hair.Â
He stares down at you, eyes blown with lust. âPlease, what?âÂ
âNeed you.â You whimper, grinding against his hand. âPlease, sir.âÂ
Price closes his eyes, letting out a groan. His cock twitches against your thigh, his fingers slipping from you. He breathes out a curse, shifting to open his nightstand. He pulls out a bottle of lube, sitting back on his knees to squirt some into his hand. Youâre plenty slick, but you watch as he rubs the lube on his cock, tossing the bottle back into the open drawer.Â
He kneels between your thighs again, staring down at you as one of his hands comes to rest on your hip. You feel intoxicated, your head spinning from the intensity of his scent around you and the knowledge of whatâs about to happen.Â
Price folds his body over yours again, the head of his cock brushing your folds. You moan into his mouth as he kisses you, parting your thighs further for him as his tip catches on your opening. Your hands grip his shoulders as he presses into you, the stretch stinging a bit as he works you open. This is it. Thereâs no going back now.Â
You donât want to.Â
You whimper quietly as he pushes into you, nails biting into his skin. Itâs too much, yet you canât get enough of it as he sinks further in. You let out a shaky breath as he pulls away from your lips staring down at your face.Â
âAlright?â He asks, stilling where he is.Â
You nod. âJust need a moment. Youâre really big.âÂ
His lips twitch up into a smile, a pleased growl rumbling through his chest. âDonât start talking like that, love.â He says, leaning down to press kisses to your face.Â
âOr what?â You ask, your nails digging harder into his skin.Â
âI might not be able to control myself.â He growls, his alpha slipping out around the edges of his voice.Â
Your pussy clenches at his words, walls clamping down around him. He lets out another growl, hiking your leg up over his hip. It forces him deeper into you, your breath catching at the feeling of him spreading you open.Â
âFuck,â You breathe, rocking your hips to take him even deeper into you.Â
Johnâs arms frame your head as he presses his body against yours. Your arms slip around his back, legs locking around his waist as he begins to move slowly, working himself deeper and deeper into you until heâs pressed flush against you. He stills for a moment, pressing his forehead to yours as you both breathe. Youâre trembling just slightly, overwhelmed with being so close to him, to your alpha. The pain and discomfort is gone, replaced by burning heat as desire pulses through your veins.Â
âPlease, alpha.â You whimper.Â
He shushes you, pressing a gentle kiss to your lips. âIâve got you, omega.âÂ
Your skin is slick with sweat already as he begins to rock his hips into you. Your hands press into his back, feeling the muscles shift and flex as he moves. It feels good, the friction of your bodies, the way he stretches you open with every thrust. Your head is spinning with pleasure at the thought of being so close to another person, being so connected with someone else.Â
Not just someone else, with your alpha.Â
The wet squelch of your pussy as he thrusts into you is loud, the mattress creaking as he picks up speed. Youâre trembling, your thighs squeezing around his hips as he pushes you closer and closer to the edge. Youâre not sure how heâs lasted this long, especially without any sort of release for himself yet tonight.Â
Perhaps it was the training he spoke about earlier.
Youâre not sure how he manages it. You couldnât have that kind of control. Not after this. Not after knowing how good it can feel, how good he can make you feel.Â
âFucking feel so good.â He grunts, his breath fanning her ear. His own skin is slicked with sweat, muscles twitching under her hands. âSo fucking tight and warm.âÂ
âJohn!â You gasp, digging your fingers into his shoulder blades as he picks up the pace even more, his hips snapping against yours.Â
âGonna cum for me? Gonna cum like a good omega? Need you to cum for me.â He grunts, staring down at you.Â
You let out a whine, arching against him as you seek your second high of the night. His cock brushes that spot inside of you, stars nearly erupting behind your eyes.Â
âRight there.â You gasp, thighs shaking around his hips. âFuck, right there!âÂ
Youâre being loud but you donât care, nails dragging down his back as he focuses his thrusts right at that spot inside you. You cum with a cry, pussy squeezing around him. He lets out a loud groan, his hips stilling as he twitches inside you. His muscles go lax, his body falling on top of yours. He manages to keep himself from squishing you beneath him, his face pressing against your neck.Â
The smell of sex, arousal, sweat, and your own combined scents are heavy in the air. Youâre shaking, still wrapped tightly around John as he lays on top of you. Heâs breathing heavily, warm breaths fanning against your neck. You donât want to move, your mind buzzing with the aftershocks of your orgasm still.Â
âAlright?â He murmurs, lips pressing a gentle kiss against your throat.Â
You nod, slowly unwinding yourself from around him. âYeah. âM good.âÂ
âFucking Christ, a man could get addicted to that.â He says, lifting his face from your neck. âSweet little omega.âÂ
Your face warms more than it already feels, and you lean into his touch as his fingers brush your cheek.Â
âLet me go get something to clean this mess up with.â He says, pushing himself up so heâs kneeling.Â
You canât help but giggle as his joints pop and he lets out a groan at the effort. âNeed a break, old man.âÂ
His eyes flash playfully, a hint of a smile tugging at his lips. âGoing with the old man insults again, huh?âÂ
You give him a look. âYouâre the one grunting while getting up.âÂ
You let out a surprised yelp as he brings his hand down on your thigh, the skin tingling as he gets up. âIâll show you old man.â He murmurs as he heads for his en suite.Â
You bite your lip as you begin to feel his release slipping out of you, the feeling causing desire to stir in your stomach once more.Â
John tsks as he comes back, wiping the mess between your thighs. âNeedy little thing.â He practically purrs, stepping away to toss the rag into the bathroom sink before he returns, climbing back onto the bed.
You press as close to him as you can, nuzzling into his neck. Your limbs are still twitching a bit, your mind buzzing from the aftermath of what had just transpired. John wraps his arms around you, holding you close to his chest. You press a gentle kiss to his neck, earning a rumble in response. Your own rumble starts up as you purr contently, tossing a leg over his hip to allow you to get as close to him as possible.Â
He huffs out a laugh, pressing a kiss to your forehead. âComfortable?âÂ
You purr louder in response, sleep beginning to fog the corners of your mind.Â
âGood girl.â He says, pressing another kiss to your head. âSleep. Alphaâs got you.â
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oooh what about hotch's sister calling spencer to pick her up at the hospital after an accident or something because she doesn't want hotch to know since worry and go into protective big brother mode, but spencer tells him anyway and they both show up and lots of fluff ensues :)
adopted fem!reader, 1.5k
cw for panic attacks
You should call your brother.Â
You think about it, even pull up his contact, heâs the first person you go to when you need help and he always has been, but lately Aaron has been so stressed you hesitate, clicking the text button by mistake.Â
You read back his last message.Â
I can feel myself being spread too thin but thereâs nothing I can do to fix it, heâd text. I guess Iâm frustrated. But how are you, working girl? New jobs are scary. I bet youâre doing better than you think already. Jack and I are super proud of you
Youâd sent him a meagre response. You arenât always sure what to say to him. Sincerity is easier in person, but even then, he can be terse and deflective; he looks after you and no one looks after him.Â
You didnât tell him about work, and you wonât tell him about now. You call Spencer instead. This is a good way to test the almost dating thing, right?Â
He doesnât answer. When you call again, he answers on the first ring. âHey, are you okay?âÂ
âNo. Are you busy?âÂ
âIâm not busy if youâre not okay. Two seconds.â Thereâs a pause where you assume heâs moving from one place to another, perhaps closing a book around his hand, or closing the lid on an early lunch. âWhatâs wrong?âÂ
âIâm, uh, in hospital. I had a huge panic attack at work and I⌠thought I was having a heart attack, so Iââ Youâre so embarrassed your voice turns to a thread. âSorry, I know itâs so stupid.âÂ
âItâs not stupid, thatâs not stupid. How do you feel now?âÂ
âLike someone hit me really hard in the chest.âÂ
âAre you calmed down?âÂ
âMostly.â You wince. âThey want to talk to me about medications. Uh.â You clear your throat. âI want to go home.âÂ
âAngel⌠Iâm on my way, okay? Iâll get Hotch andââ
âYou canât tell him.âÂ
âWhat?âÂ
âPlease, Spencer, he gets so worried, heâs worried enough. And if he finds out I had a panic attack heâll try and make me take time off of work and thatâs just another thing on his plate he didnât ask forââ
âHey, hey, hey,â he says softly, âplease donât panic. Youâve had a hard morning, panicking again is really gonna hurt. Try and think about things that donât wind you up, alright? Is there anything you need me to get?âÂ
âYou donât have to come.âÂ
âThatâs why you called me, right? Iâll be there.âÂ
You canât know that he says goodbye and ducks straight back into Hotchâs office, where heâd been, to tell on you. Itâs not to hurt you and it isnât because you told him not to âitâs two parts concern, and one part self preservation. Aaron needs to know and you need him with you, and he also canât imagine things going well for himself if he kept the news of your stay a secret. The shovel talk plays in his mind.Â
Aaronâs shovel talk being, You wonât do anything to hurt her, said simply, and with an impassive expression that bordered terrifying. Not overly unaffected, just casual.Â
Youâre laying in your hospital bed with your hands clasped across your stomach when Spencer arrives. He frowns at you in your bed, worse when he sees your smudged makeup and the chafed inside of your wrist where youâve picked and squeezed at your own skin. Your panic has left a physical mark, your chest aching as you force yourself to sit, and it hurts doubly so when your brother lets himself in behind your nearly-boyfriend.
You donât have it in you to complain.Â
âIâm sorry,â Spencer says, reaching down to give you a quick hug as you sit. âI had to tell him.âÂ
 Aaronâs hug is similarly apologetic, though much longer. âYou werenât gonna tell me?â he asks quietly, his hand settling at the place between your shoulders. âHow do you feel now?âÂ
âIâm fine, Iâ I really thought I was having a heart attack.âÂ
âThatâs common,â Spencer says, âitâs the feeling of impending doom, thousands of people mistake anxiety for medical issues every week.âÂ
Aaron holds you by the shoulders. âItâs okay,â he says. âWas it a doctor that checked you out, or a nurse?âÂ
Aaron probes the name of your nurse from you and promises to be back soon. He seems to have gleaned that the quickest way to get information today wonât be from you.Â
Spencer goes in for another hug when he leaves, and then, to your delight, a very quick kiss pressed to your cheek. He ducks away after that and sits on the side of your hospital bed, his knuckles gracing the outside of your thigh. âThank you for calling me,â he says, smiling at you, and better when you smile back.
âThanks for coming.âÂ
âOf course. I know how it feels, okay? If they want to talk about medication itâs a good thing, but everyone has moments like this.âÂ
âI canât believe you told Aaron,â you say, giving a weak but playful glare.
âI canât believe you werenât going to. He loves you, he wants to know whatâs hurting you, no matter how much stuff is on his plate.âÂ
You bite the inside of your lip, contemplative for a few slow seconds. âYou think so?â you ask finally.Â
The hair flicked under his ears wobbles as he nods. âAbsolutely.âÂ
You lean forward to readjust his collar and tie. Heâs wearing one of his cutesy waistcoats, dark grey over a light blue shirt. His tie has patterns you trace with your thumb, like fish scales. âSorry, I know you were working,â you murmur.Â
âI think my boss will forgive me.âÂ
You let your hands fall. Spencer, perhaps picking up on a hint you hadnât meant to give, takes them both into one of his and squeezes reassuringly.Â
âItâs harder than I thought,â you confide softly.Â
âItâs an adjustment period. But maybe itâs not right for you, there. Thatâs what started it, right? Your job.âÂ
âIâm not sure. I donât know. I get panicky about all sorts of stuff, but Iâve never had one this bad before. I was a miserable kid, you can ask Aaron, but I really thought I was better.âÂ
He rubs over your fingers with his thumb. âI think we all have stuff that messes us up. Doesnât mean youâre not better. You donât even really have to be better. And I⌠I am here for you, I promise. I know you have no reason to trust me with it yet, but Iâll listen whenever you need me to.âÂ
You think about kissing him. Spencer kisses like heâs suffocating and your air, itâs cliche and undeniably true. Whenever you kiss him itâs like a shock âhe steals your breath, he canât stop himself from grabbing your face, and any other time youâd love it, but right now you just need a peck. Youâre hoping he can do those kinds of kisses too.Â
âWill you kiss me?â you ask tentatively.
He gets the memo on gentleness. You shouldnât be surprised, your very first kiss was tame, his hand running up your arm as he encourages you forward. Your eyes shutter closed at the feeling of his lips on yours, and the exhausting thrumming thatâs lived beneath your skin since you woke up numbs to a more manageable ache.Â
Spencer breaks away. He cups your cheek quickly, dropping it immediately when the door opens.Â
You shuffle backward nonchalantly.Â
Aaron gives you a sarcastic look. Really? it says. I wasn't born yesterday.Â
âThey want to give you a prescription for Paxil, honey, what do you think?â He turns his attention to Spencer reluctantly. âWhatâs her best option here?âÂ
âPaxil could be fine. They didnât suggest a benzodiazepine? Paxil is an SSRIs, it slows down the rate of serotonin reuptake, basically increasing the effectiveness of your bodies natural serotonin, which could decrease the risk of another attack, but taking it wonât stop her from feeling like this,â âhe frowns at your locationâ âvery quickly. Ideally she should have a medication for general anxiety and the option for quicker relief if this happens again.â He smiles at you suddenly, nearly shyly. âIf thatâs what you want, that is.âÂ
âWhat are you thinking, honey?â Aaron asks you.Â
You have the two of them here to look after you while you decide. You take Spencerâs hand gently, desperate for reassurance. âIâm not sure.âÂ
âItâs okay, weâll work it out,â your brother promises.Â
Spencer squeezes your hand.Â
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If I Was Your Boyfriend
"If he was your boyfriend, he would give you the actual world. Sadly he is just your best friend with the biggest unrequited crush ever."
Pairing: Jungkook x f.Reader
Genre: Unrequited Crush!AU, Idiots in Love!AU, Best Friends to Lovers!AU, Slice of Life, Fluff, Romance
Warnings: OC is scared of a bug (me fr), he kills it for her, he would do anything for her, yearning, unrequited feelings (? mhhm ?), listen. he may be a lil bit dense when it comes to reading signs jsjjss bless his heart, i need him as my boyfriend, so much tension between them, jsjsjs this is pure torture i want them to kiss!!, brief mention of adult toys, miscommunication because he suuucks at love confessions, protective & slightly jealous!Kook, he is the greenest flag though like seriously, the happiest end hihi, the inspo was seven mv kook, she is shorter than him because i have the hugest size kink with him and this is so self-indulgent <3, once again i need him as my boyfie
Wordcount: 10.5k
a/n: sometimes i have ideas for one specific trope without wanting to write the whole book lmaooo, so enjoy this lil slow burn fluff scenario which is so self-indulgent and fanfiction coded. also, it was inspired by a real life event where i found a bug in my bed and i had to kill it on my own :( i was being very brave about it đ ps: this is very unrealistic 'cause like why would you only be best friends with HIM? that wouldn't be an unrequited crush if that was me. happy birthday to kookie đ
The call comes around two at night. Jungkook picks up with the first ring. He was working out before that.
âHello? Are you okay?â he asks, resting his head against the edge of the sofa as he is currently sitting on the floor. He was doing sit ups before that, trying his hardest to regulate his sped-up breathing right now.
âKook, please help me.â
Jungkook sits up straight.
âWhere are you? Are you safe?â
âI donât know. I think itâs following me. I locked it inside my room but I can still hear it.â
âStay with me, Iâm getting dressedâ, he says, jumping to his feet to hurry to his front door.
âPlease hurry please. Iâm so scared.â
âIâm coming, donât worry. Are you home?â
âYes. Hurry please.â
âIâm coming, stay strong. Yeah?â
âYes, thank youâ, you say and end the call.
Jungkook curses, shoving the phone into his pants pocket. He puts on his jacket as he runs down the hallway and puts on his beanie once he is inside the elevator. He is restless in the small space, wishing for it to go quicker. Itâs too slow.
âCome on, come onâ, he stresses it, knowing that it is fruitless.
You are his best friend. Well, at least that is what you would call him. Best friend. Jungkook sees so much more in you. His best friend, his person of trust, his crush. He would never tell you his feelings because he doesnât want to make it awkward. But if there were no consequences for speaking up, Jungkook would tell you that you are his dream girl. You are funny, sweet, caring, talented, intelligent, wonderful, perfect, amazing, beautiful, pretty, stunning. Yes, Jungkook thinks that you are all of these things and more. When he is close to you, his heart races and he wants to keep looking at your face. When you are sad, he wants to make you happy again and when you smile, he wants to keep it on your face. When you arenât with him, he misses you and when you are with him, he hopes that time stops passing. You are the person he updates on the most mundane of things and whose text messages always bring a quick flutter to his chest. Your voice is the voice he could listen to for hours and your face is the face he doesnât get tired of staring at when you and he video chat late night till you and he both run out of things to say. And at the same time, you are the person with whom Jungkook never runs out of things to talk about, if he didnât have to breathe, he would continue to babble to you until your ears wore off. Jungkook swears that if there were no consequences for his words, he would tell you all of this.Â
But alas, there are consequences and so Jungkook is left keeping his true feelings hidden.
The outcome of tonightâs phone call obviously wouldnât have changed whether or not he had romantic feelings for you. Jungkook loves you as a friend as well. And he will always be there for his friends. Especially when they are clearly scared by something.
Jungkook rings your bell. You open the door as if you were waiting for him, grabbing him by his wrists to drag him inside. Jungkookâs entire body flutters at the feeling of your touch.Â
âFinally you are here. Come in quick, pleaseâ, you tell him.
You must have been sleeping already. You are in your pyjamas and have no make-up on. Jungkook swears that you have never looked more beautiful before.Â
âWhat happened? Did someone break in?â he asks instead of telling you that you are beautiful.
âWorse.â
âWorse?â
âKook, there is a huge bug in my room. Please kill it.â
Jungkook stops in his tracks. You call him over for that? You stop when you feel his strength all of a sudden, looking over your shoulder. He has his right brow cocked up.
âWhat?â you stress.
âYou give me a heart attack for that?â
âWhat? Of course. Itâs a bug.â
Jungkook sighs in annoyance, âseriously?â
âYes, seriously.â You round him to shove him by his back. âKill it for me, please Kook.â
âFine, Iâll kill itâ, he gives up and groans, letting you shove him to your bedroom. Jungkook would never dare to think this way, but right now he wished that you were shoving him to your room for something else. Nothing dirty of course, just cuddles. Lots of cuddles. He would literally trade both his kidneys so he could hold you in his arms until you fall asleep just once. He would make sure that you were warm and that you felt safe in his embrace. He would kiss your face and tell you sweet nothings like how he thinks of you when he listens to love songs and how he wishes that it was you and he whenever he sees a romantic scene in a movie.
God, Jungkook is so done for.Â
âWhere is this stupid bug?â he acts annoyed to make the yearning a little easier. It is difficult when you have your hands on his back and they are so, so warm.
âIn there.â You open the door carefully and look around. âFollow meâ, you say, tiptoeing into your room.
Jungkook follows you, smiling fondly. You are cute when you are acting like this.Â
âWhere is it?â he asks, trying his hardest not to think about how he wants to snuggle you for being cute.
âI donât know. It was right there when I last saw it.â
âMaybe itâs already gone.â
âNo, it was-âÂ
The bug flies past you, you scream instantly, jumping at Jungkook for help.
âThe bug! Eeeek Kooook! I hate bugs!â you squeak, hiding away in his chest.
Jungkook hopes that you canât feel his racing pulse, because it is racing. You never touched him like this before, let alone snuggled so close to him.Â
Act cool. Act cool. Act cool.Â
He wraps one arm around you, patting the back of your head.Â
âThere, there you big babyâ, he teases.
âI hate bugs so muchâ, you whine, snuggling closer.
He glances down at you, feeling every beat his heart takes.
Act cool! Act cool! Act cool!
What if he wrapped both arms around you? Would that go too far? He wouldnât mean anything dirty behind it, he just really wants to hug you and feel you melt in his arms.
âKill it, Kook pleaseâ, you whine and move your head so you were looking up at him. Your eyes lock.
Jungkook bites down on his tongue, forgetting to breathe for just a few moments.
ACT COOL! ACT COOL! ACT COOL!
What if he cupped your face right here and now to kiss your nose and cheeks and forehead and chin and lips and eyes? What if he did that?
âPlease kill it.â
âI am, you gotta let go for thatâ, he gets out, surprised at how normal his voice sounds eventhough he is currently losing his mind.
Please donât let go. Please donât let go.Â
You let go. Disappointment from his side. You hide behind him and grab his waist for moral support. Butterflies in his tummy, his knees buckle a little. Holy moly. Holy moly. Wow. Oh wow oh wow oh wow.Â
âYouâre seriously so brave for thisâ, you tell him.
âYeah, yeah or maybe youâre just a scaredy cat.â
He has no idea how he is able to talk properly right now when you have him literally messed up.Â
Jungkook inches close to where the bug is sitting on the wall while his thoughts and heart are racing. He has to act nonchalant about the situation. You are only holding him like this because you are scared.
âDo you have a shoe?â he asks you, hating his hand for shaking when he presents it to you.
You bend down and take off your right slipper, âwill this do?âÂ
âPerfect.âÂ
Jungkook takes the slipper and carefully moves closer to the bug. Your fingers tighten on his waist.
âCareful nowâ, you comment.
âI amâ he gets out, concentrating vigorously. He canât mess up now, you are counting on him.Â
âAlmost there. Almost thereâ, you cheer him on.
Jungkook slams the shoe down. The bug has no chance of escape. You scream.
âGotcha.â
âDid you get it? Is it dead? Kook, is it dead?â
Jungkook lifts the slipper and looks at the squished bug on its sole. He shows it to you.
âDead.â
âYay, itâs dead. Ew how nasty, you can see the intestines.â
âRight. Give me a minute, Iâm cleaning it.â
âUse acid for it. Just to be sure it doesnât come back.
He chuckles, âsure, Iâll use acid.â
He leaves you in your bedroom to hurry to the bathroom.Â
Your apartment is familiar to him. He spends a lot of time here. Mostly to chill on your couch and watch shows with you. Sometimes you also cook dinner together and then eat it by the table, while other times you do a workout together. Seriously, you are his fucking dream girl.Â
One time as you and he were cooking together, he needed something from the shelf above you, but you couldnât step away from the stove. So he got it while you were right in front of him and his chest brushed against your back and he swears that he heard your breath hitch for a moment. Jungkook wanted to hug you back then. When you later that evening turned to let him taste the cooking only to use the same fork to taste it yourself, Jungkook almost kissed you.Â
One time when you were watching a show, you got cold hands and Jungkook offered to warm them for you. He didnât think you would accept, but you did and so he ended up with your cold hands under his hoodie as you warmed them up on his skin. Jungkook swears that he wanted to pin you against the sofa and kiss your cute face back then.
One time when you were doing a workout together, you struggled with a movement and asked him for help. He ended up having to hold you by your hips as he guided you through the movement. He wanted to flip you and kiss you senseless back then.Â
He never felt like this before. He was scared of these feelings at first, but now he canât get enough. You are a foodie, a romance lover and a lover for couple workouts and itâs so impossible for him not to be in love. You are seriously his dream girl. There is no fucking way around this.
Jungkook knows that tonight will be such a memory as well. the kind of memory which tingles, but which also makes him regret that he didnât act differently. When you cuddled into him, he wanted to hug you properly. When you grabbed his waist he wanted to turn in your grasp and kiss you against the door. But he knows that he canât. He would ruin what you are having and he could never get over this heartbreak.
Jungkook looks at your toothbrush as he cleans the shoe. Sometimes he thinks about how it would feel to be represented in your bathroom as the second toothbrush right next to yours. Â
Jungkook bites down on his tongue, burning holes into the empty space next to your toothbrush. He would put so much effort into taking care of himself so you could always look at the best version of him. He would do skincare nights with you. He would try out hair masks with you and rub body lotion on the spots you canât reach. He would brush his teeth, floss them and use mouthwash religiously just so his kisses would always taste good. He would do all of this if it meant you had an attractive boyfriend.
Jungkook looks away. He is doing it again, he is getting delusional. He shouldnât do that. It isnât his right.Â
He turns off the water and leaves the bathroom so he could return the slipper to you.
You are in the kitchen, looking at him instantly.
âIs it gone?â you ask him.
âYup, itâs gone. Your slipper.â
âThank you seriously. You just saved my lifeâ, you say and lift a bottle of his favorite beer. âThank You Beer?â
He shakes his head, âI need to drive.â
âOkay. Then a Thank You Water?â
âYeah, I can drink that.â
Jungkook accepts the offer because he can stay with you longer that way.
âComing right up. Get comfy in the meantime.â
Jungkook waits on the sofa, but stands up when you come inside the room. He accepts the water and sits back down. You plop down right in front of him, pulling your legs onto the pillow. Your knees are almost touching the side of thigh.
âYou seriously saved my ass tonight. I was already in bed when I felt something tickle my arm and then I turned on the lights and it was right on my arm. I screamed so loud, you have no idea.â
âThat sounds traumatic.â
âIt was traumatic.â You shudder. âI hate bugs.â
Jungkook laughs softly.
âWhat? Are you laughing at me?â
âNo, just laughing âcause I agree. You really hate bugs.â
âI do. Awful things, seriously.â
He laughs and you laugh as well. Your eyes meet again. He takes a sip of his water then asks a question which scares him a little.
âWhy did you call me?â
âWhy not?â
âI, I meanâ, he stutters, feeling his heart do somersaults.
âYou were my first thought. Itâs probably because youâre always keeping me safe.â
Jungkook swears he wants to kiss you right now. He is the first person you think of when you need help. He is your safe person. Wow, wow, wow.
âIs that weird to say?â you ask him shyly.
âNot at allâ, he gets out in a terribly hoarse voice.
âOkay phew. I knew that I could count on you.â
Jungkook gives you a smile. One you retort with a vast glance at his lips.
Jungkook brings the empty glass to the kitchen to clean it after he finishes it. You follow him.Â
âYou donât have to clean thatâ, you tell him, trying to reach for the glass but he moves it away.
âI got itâ, he assures you, looking at you over his arm.
You and he are so close again. He canât stop looking into your eyes. He knows that he is delusional, but in his mind, your eyes are so bright when you look at him. But itâs not real and he is acting stupid when he is staring like that. He turns his head away, blind to the few more seconds your eyes seem to linger on his face.
âWhat were you doing when I called you?â you ask him, watching his hands as he washes the glass.
âWorking out.â
âReally? At this time?â
âThatâs when I get energised.â
âOf course you do. What were you doing?â
âJust stuff on the floor.â
âNice. Like push ups and stuff?â
âYeah and sit ups.â
âThatâs cool.âÂ
He has his back turned to you, putting away the glass. He is wearing a white oversized shirt, but the movement makes it stick to his body, showing not only his skinny waist but also his built, muscular back. His shoulders grew so much over the past seven months. (Seven months ago was when you decided to download a dating app and told Jungkook about it. Jungkook started working out harder since then.)Â
He closes the cupboard and turns.Â
âSomething wrong?â he asks, somehow oblivious to your stares.Â
âNothing, no uhm.â You look to the side. âYou probably wanna leave now?â
He doesnât want to leave.
âIf you still need me here, I can stayâ, he offers.
Please say yes. Please say yes. Please say yes.
âReally?â
He nods his head, giving you a sweet smile with teeth. He would do anything for you, even mess up his sleep schedule.
âMaybe there is another bug, you know?â you say, playing with your own fingers shyly.
His heart is jumping in joy. He can stay longer.Â
âThat could be possible, yeah. Should we check?â he offers as calmly as possible.
âYeah, please.â
Yay! Yay! Yay!
âI know I sound so stupid.â
âYou donât. Come on, Iâll check.â
You and he go to your bedroom together. Jungkook wants to hold your hand, but knows that he canât. You close the door to your bedroom. His pulse flutters for a moment. In another lifetime, this would be the moment you pull him into a kiss. But Jungkook knows that stupid things like different lifetimes are stuff of movies, not reality.
He has to act as your best friend who doesnât have a crush on you if he wanted to or not. He lifts your blanket and shakes it out.
âNo bugsâ, he comments.
âThatâs good, yeah. I should probably check the pillows.â
You crawl onto bed and make it your job to flip each individual pillow. Jungkook looks at you for a moment. He hates that things like different lifetimes are stuff of movies. Because in a different lifetime, he jumps onto bed with you to hug you. He listens to your giggle and makes you giggle even harder by tickling your sides.
You, oblivious to his longing stares, flip yet another pillow.Â
âNo bugs here, thank god. I probably sound insane to you, but Iâm actually so scared that thereâs a whole bug family in this room.â
âYou donât sound insane. Iâll take care of them if we find them.â
âYouâre seriously my hero.â
Jungkook is thinking. Maybe he could still make you laugh, he thinks. Not by showering you in skinship, but differently.Â
âHey, check this outâ, he says.
âWhat? Did you find another bug?!â you gasp, whipping around instantly.
âIâm a bug. Bzzzâ, he says and jumps onto bed, flapping his arms as if he was a bug flying.
You cough out air, following it up with a loud laugh.
Jungkook flops onto his back and wiggles his limps.
âNow Iâm flipped onto my back and canât get upâ, he says, squirming from side to side stupidly. âHelp me. Bzzzz.â
You laugh to the point it becomes just a little ugly and way too loud. At least you would call it that. Jungkook calls it the most beautiful sound he has ever heard. He loves to be goofy when it means that he can make you laugh. Some people call him childish and tell him to act his age, but Jungkook doesnât care about these people because you love the way he is. You always smile and laugh so much when he gets goofy and childish and it is so worth every rude comment he gets. One time, he played around with a snapback hat, acting silly with it until you cackled loudly. Another time he showed you a card trick with goofy sound effects, basking in the giggles you gave him. He knows that he looks stupid in these moments, but he would literally turn into a silly jester if it meant that you could laugh just one more time.
âHelp me, Iâm a bug and I canât get upâ, he whines dramatically.
âWait, Iâll help youâ, you joke and place your hands on his torso. One on his chest, the other on his stomach.
He tenses up like a board of wood, forgetting all about being silly. His limbs drop, as does his heart. You are touching him! This never happened before when he acted goofy. What should he do? What is the correct reaction to this?
âWhy are you such a heavy bug? I canât flip youâ, you are still being playful with him, but Jungkook canât find humour anymore. He is starstruck.Â
He chuckles deeply, letting out a breathy, âyeah.âÂ
You glance at him. The second your eyes meet, his heart is racing. You are so fucking beautiful.Â
âHehâ, he lets out and places his hand over yours, eyes flitting to your lips unknowingly.
âHmâ, you let out, studying his gazing eyes. Your lips feel kissed just from his look.Â
âMhmâ, he hums and smiles, shimmying his head just a little closer to you. He feels your minty breath swirl over his face like this, squeezing your hand in reaction. What if he just did it? What if he just kissed you right here and now?
Your smile falls.
âSorryâ, you whisper, pulling your hands back and sitting up.Â
Jungkook gasps for air, coming back to reality. What was this moment? Is he going crazy? Why would he do that?
Your eyes meet for a brief second then you look away again, rubbing the side of your neck.
Jungkook sits up, âI should, uhm, probably check under the bed too, right?â he tries to change topics and rolls over to stick his head under the bed. He might die of heart palpitations.
There are a few boxes under the bed, some shoe boxes and an exposed adult toy. Jungkook does a double take. Oh god, panic.
Jungkook shoots back up, staring at you with big eyes.
âWhat?â
âYou uhmâŚâ
âWhat?â You crawl to the edge and bend down to look, shooting up again within a second, âWhat did you see??â
His entire face flushes, he looks to the side instantly, right hand coming to rub the side of his neck. Your entire face feels on fire, you want to die on the spot.
âI, I didnât see anything I swearâ, he stutters.
âKook, please donât remember thisâ, you insist, shaking him by his shoulders.
âItâs seriously fineâ, he assures you, panicking so so much.
âThis is so embarrassing.â
âNo, itâs okay. Sorry for invading your space like that.â
âIâm actually gonna cry, please donât remember thisâ, you beg him.
âI didnât even see anythingâ, he lies, feeling his heart give up. For real, it will give up. He feels so guilty. You are so upset and uncomfortable and itâs all his fault. âIâm sorry.â
âNo you, I guess, I donât know, I justâ, you stutter, unable to form any coherent sentences.
Jungkook feels just as awkward as you, suddenly needing to stand up.
âI think I should goâ, he says.
âReally?â
âYeah, itâs getting late.â
âOh, yeah. Totally.â
Fuck, fuck, fuck. You fucked it. You are internally panicking, blind to the fact that Jungkook is panicking as well.
His face is so red and itâs making him scared that you can see it. He doesnât want you to think that he is imagining you like that, because he really isnât. But for just a second it crossed his mind and it managed to dye his face so red that he feels like crying. Of course he wants to stay with you. Of course he wants to spend every single second of this night with you, talking and laughing and looking at you, but he might not be able to get rid of this blush right now. He needs to leave.
You follow behind him, panicking more and more. You let him put on his shoes and his beanie, you watch him close his jacket unable to say anything. You swear that you always clean up after yourself, but you were busy this morning and forgot to put it away after sanitizing it. Jungkook was never supposed to see it. Not him. Everyone but him.
âIâll text you once Iâm homeâ, Jungkook tells you.
âYouâre not disgusted now, are you?â you finally get the scary words out.
âWhat?â
You are both dragging out the inevitable.Â
âI donât know, justâŚI tried the dating app stuff. I met people, you know?â
Jungkook feels like dying when you talk about this stuff. He stands in the apartment complex hallways, looking at you as you tell him about your hook ups and he wants to fucking die as he does. He has been loyal to you ever since he started this stupid crush on you. Of course he knows that it is impossible of him to expect the same from you. But he has been so fucking loyal to you that you literally broke his heart seven months ago when you told him about your newest download. He wasnât strong enough to get over his crush, so now he dies all over again each time you tell him about your hook-ups.
âAnd it just felt weird. I couldnât do itâ, you confess.
âReally?â suddenly what happened before is wiped from his mind. You never went through with it? His loyalty was reciprocated? Jungkook knows that he is being so delusional right now and yet he still hangs on to your every word like a worshipper of your syllables, staring at your lips as you talk.
âYeah, but I still have needs, you know? Oh god, why did I say that? This didnât make it better. Just forget I ever said anything.â
âI, I didnât hear anythingâ, Jungkook stutters, feeling weak-kneed. The wall between him being a good person and a reckless person is as fragile as a sheet of fresh ice. One wrong step from you and he might actually confess how he really feels.
âOkay good, letâs keep it at that.â You push at his chest. Jungkook swears he actually whimpers as you do it. âGo home and let us forget about all of this, please.â
Should he do it? Should he be reckless?
You step back, now standing in your apartment.
Do it! Open, mouth!
âText me once youâre home, okay?â
âOkay.â
No! This isnât the right thing to say! Be reckless!
âThank you for tonight, sleep tight.â
âSweet dreams.â
Tell her! Fucking tell her!
The door closes.
Jungkook falls out of his fearful trance, gasping for air. His heart tells him to knock for another chance, his mind tells him not to. He turns and leaves, hitting his own head as punishment for being the most stupid person that ever existed. Tonight could have gone so well. He could have had more time with you, he got the confirmation that you never tried the dating app thing, he had everything and he has to ruin it by being a creep. Why did he look under your bed? Thatâs where most people store their sexy stuff. Why did he have to make you uncomfortable? What if you never want to see him again? What if he ruined your friendship without ever doing the one thing he always wished to ruin it with? In his dreams he always ruined it by confessing his feelings, but his reality was because he was a creep.
Jungkook cries in his car on his way home. He forgets about texting you and spends a sleepless night regretting his choices.
Maybe he did fall asleep, otherwise it would be impossible for his phone to rip him awake the next day. He barely opens his puffy eyes at first, but opens them widely when he sees that it is you calling him.
âHello?â he picks up hastily.
âOh thank god. You didnât text me last night and I was worried.â
The text! Jungkook slaps his own forehead, sitting up straight.
âIâm so sorry, IâŚâ
âItâs okay, I already had a gist that you forgotâ, you assure him, âdo you have time?âÂ
âOf course, whatâs up?â
âYou know, uhm.â You laugh in embarrassment. âLast night was a mess, wasnât it?â
âNo uhm, itâs fine.â
âYou wouldnât be down for a grocery trip with barbeque and beer afterwards, would you? My treat, as an apology for traumatising you.â
âOf course, I would. Today?â
âYes, in like two hours? Iâll get off work soon and could go straight to the store.â
You and Jungkook often go grocery shopping together. You already have a favourite store to go to. Jungkook loves these moments. He loves to carry the heavy bags for you and get the stuff you canât reach. He loves to push the cart while you tell him about your day and then load the groceries into the bags with you. In another lifetime, you and he push the cart together and he steals kisses between aisles. In another lifetime, he holds your hand and the bags in the other. And in another lifetime, you and he go to your apartment to cook dinner for date night on the couch. Jungkook really wishes to live a different life sometimes.
âTwo hours sounds greatâ, he agrees in a cool voice even if he wants to squeal. He gets to go grocery shopping with you! How amazing!
âNice, then weâll see each other there.â
âYes, weâll see each other. Iâm really excited for it.â
âMe too. See you later, yeah? My boss is coming back.â
âSee you later. Good luck at work.âÂ
âThanks, Kook. Bye bye.â
Goodbye, my everything, my dream girl, my love. He thinks.
âBye.â He says.
The phone call ends. Jungkook drops back into the pillow and lets out a yelp of celebration, following it up with excessive kicking and punching of the air as well as squeaky giggles.Â
He didnât ruin everything and he will see you in two hours. Today is the best day of his life! But wait! Jungkook gasps and jumps out of bed.
âI need to get ready! Shower and wash my hair and pick an outfit! And do my skincare and brush my teeth! There is so much to do, oh godâ he talks to himself, running through his apartment.
You are pacing in front of the store. Jungkook isnât late, you are just early. Early enough to become painfully aware of your nervousness. You wonder how it will be between the two of you after last night. You could barely fall asleep because you were so embarrassed. Work didnât distract you either, your thoughts kept repeating what had happened last night. You hope that he doesnât look at you differently after what he had to see. It would literally ruin you.
Jungkook is your best friend. But if someone asked you honestly, you would say that he is the boy of your dreams. He is everything you ever dreamed of and everything you will never be able to have. He is too perfect for you. If there were no consequences for your actions, you would tell him how you really feel. You would tell him that you think that he is the most attractive man and person you have ever seen, that he is the kindest soul with the sweetest heart. That he is talented and amazing and the funniest person ever. And that you feel safe with him.Â
You would tell him that every time he comes to your place or you to hisâ and you spend time together, you wish that it was a date instead. You want to tell him that every time your bodies touch, your heart jumps out of your chest. You want to tell him that you keep repeating all the moments with him over and over again and that sometimes at work, you text him because you canât stop thinking about him. You also want to tell him that you thought about killing the bug yourself before deciding to call Jungkook just to have him close.
And the worst of it all? You want to tell Jungkook that the only reason why you downloaded the dating app was to get over your feelings for him because you knew that someone as perfect as Jungkook would never want to have you. But actions have consequences and so you call him your best friend whilst secretly wishing for him to just be reckless and kiss you.
Jungkook appears on the horizon, swerving through the crowd in a stoic expression. Your heart speeds up instantly. He is wearing black pants with a stripped shirt and a black jacket today. His hair falls on soft waves, his skin glows in the sun. He is so dreamy and handsome.Â
His eyes find you in front of the store, his face lights up and he lifts his arm to wave at you. You wave back, bouncing on your tiptoes. He saw you! He is waving at you!Â
He hurries through the crowd faster than before, reaching you within moments.
âHey there��, he says.
âHeyâ, you tell him and give him a hug.Â
Jungkook short circuits. He gets no time to react before you already step back again. You just hugged him. Holy moly, wow.Â
âSorry, was that not okay?â you ask, studying his frozen features.
âWhat?â He flinches back to life. âNo, it was amazing, I mean, it was okay. I uhm, I have this for you.â
He lifts a bouquet of sunflowers.
âSunflowers? For me?â
âYeah, I saw them and thought of you.â
âYou did?â
You accept them with shortened breath and a quickened heart. You are currently screeching inside. You feel on cloud nine.
âA-as a best friend of course, because weâre best friends.â
âOh. Yes.â You clear your throat. âWe are. Thank you for the friendship flowers. Iâll put them in water once Iâm home. Hopefully theyâll survive till then.âÂ
âIâm sure they will. Thatâs why I put the paper towel there.â
âI know, I saw. Thatâs so clever.â
âYeah, thanks.â He does a little twirl so he stands next to you, hands stuffed into the pockets of his pants in a cute way. âSo what do we need? Any particular groceries in mind?âÂ
You and he start walking to the store. He opens the door for you, holding it until you are inside. He follows and goes straight for the carts. You are next to him.
âYes, Iâm out of multigrain rice so Iâm buying all of them to make my mixture again and I wanna stock up on udon because they have a sale going on.â
âNeat, a sale. Iâll get some tooâ, Jungkook says, leaning his elbows on the cart as he pushes it. âI wanna see if they have the lychees again. They were so yummy last time.â
âThey were. Especially with that sauce you made.â
âI can make them for you again.â
âReally?âÂ
He nods his head, âsure, you could come over Saturday and weâll watch a movie. I heard that thereâs a few new movies to stream.â
âI should be free on Saturday.â
âNice, then youâll come over.â
You and he exchange a look, breaking it quickly to look at opposite sides. Unbeknownst to either, you are both panicking. Jungkook is so excited to have you come over but is also terribly nervous about the aspect of it. You canât wait to visit Jungkook but are also scared of the yearning.Â
A moment of silence where you each fill the cart with stuff you want. You and Jungkook always fill up the cart together and then separate the groceries afterwards. In another lifetime, you donât need to separate the groceries. In another lifetime, you share the same bag and fill the same fridge to cook from the same pots and eat on your shared couch whilst a show was running.Â
âHow was your day?â Jungkook asks because other lifetimes donât exist and in his real life, the only shared thing he gets with you is time.
âIt was okay. Yours?â
âI woke up like two hours ago.â
You chuckle, âof course you sleep while I have to work my ass off.â
âHey, Iâm on a well-deserved break, I earned the night owl lifestyleâ, he throws back, making you laugh with it.
âIâm not saying anything against it. I need a break soon.â
âIs work stressful?â
âYeah, quite. Thereâs been lots of new projects coming in.â
âNo, Iâm sorry. If there is something I can do, let me know.â
You look at him.Â
âI will, thank you.â
In another lifetime, you would hug his arm and rest your head against it and you would tell him that you donât mind a stressful workday when it meant spending time with him afterwards.Â
Jungkook meets your eyes. His heart flutters nervously, speeding up more when you look away. If he was your boyfriend, he would hold your hand and tell you that you looked beautiful after a long work day.Â
âI like the way you did your hair todayâ, he says instinctively. He has no idea why he said that because he never says stuff like that to you. He panics because of it. His tongue worked quicker than his brain.Â
You reach up to feel your hair, âyou do?â
âYes, it fits you really well.âÂ
âThank youâ, you murmur and cross a corner without warning, leaving him alone for a few seconds.
Jungkook follows after you hastily, confused as to why you so abruptly fled. Oh no. He went too far with the compliment. He definitely creeped you out again.Â
You are squatting down in front of the grain section, reading the labels carefully. Jungkook parks the cart next to you, standing still. He tries not to, but still looks at you. You shift your eyes to him, widen them and look away again. Jungkook swears he might cry. He made you uncomfortable.Â
âIâm sorry for saying that. I, I meant it as a friend.â
âHm? Ah, itâs okay. Thank you for saying it, I liked itâ, you say and stand up, filling the cart with the grain. Jungkookâs heart flutters happily. He didnât mess up. Yay!
âGot everything you wanted?â he asks.
âYep, except black rice. Do you see it somewhere?â
âUp thereâ, Jungkook says, pointing at it. The lower racks are empty, only the racks which are clearly for staff to reach so they could refill the store are stacked with the rice.Â
âNice.â You try to reach it, but fail. âKook, can you get it?â
âSure, let meâ, he says, stepping right behind you to get the rice from the staff rack. His chest brushes against your back. You gasp. He feels dizzy, but acts nonchalant.
âThere we go yourâŚ.riceâ, Jungkook says, eyes flitting down to you looking up at him. He didnât even realise that you turned.Â
There is almost no distance and so Jungkook tries to step back to be respectful because friends donât stand this close. You grab him by his jacket, making him gulp and panic greatly. His left hand grabs the edge of the shelf, his chest lifts in a deep gasp. You are taller today because of the shoes you are wearing. The shortened distance between your lips is making him dizzy.
âAbout last nightâ, you begin, but he interrupts you before you apologise for something you have no reason to.
âItâs alright. I shouldnât have snooped, Iâm sorry.â
âYou didnât snoop, I justâŚI clean up, I was just busy and forgot and Iâ, you exhales deeply, âIâm not making it any better talking by about it, am I?â
He laughs softly and reaches down to cup your hand, caressing your knuckles softly. The lines blur more and more. You both feel weightless. You can smell his cologne like this, he can smell your perfume. Itâs like you are high on each other.
âIf it makes you feel any better, I have some toys tooâ, he says, making your eyes widen. You look to the side and let out a giggle. Jungkook knows that it is of shy nature and so he giggles with you. âDid that help or did I just embarrass myself for nothing?â
âNo, it helped.â You meet his eyes, fingers squeezing his jacket.Â
Jungkook holds his breath, fingers tightening on the shelf. He is being so greedy. Itâs so unfair to you.Â
âI, uhm.â He clears his throat and slips his hand from the shelf to present the rice to you. âYour rice.â
âOh? Thanks, uhm, put it in the cart.âÂ
He steps back. Your hands slip from his jacket, his fingers stop holding you. They tingle in the memory of how it was to cradle you this way. His thoughts are racing, trying to calculate the weight of his confession. If he confessed, what would he lose? Your friendship, your time, the movie hangouts, the cooking together, the shared workouts, your texts and calls and video chats. All your laughter and smiles and giggles. Jungkook gulps. The loss is too great. He canât confess. Nope, never.Â
He grips the cart and pushes it, hoping that walking it off will help with the heart palpitations. You walk next to him, resting your hand on the metal cage part of the cart.
âDid you sleep well last night?â he asks you.
âCan I be honest? Not really. I was so embarrassed.â
âIâm sorry.â
âItâs not your fault. Iâm just awkward.â
He chuckles, you chuckle with him. You give him a glance.
âI think I donât have to ask you if you slept well at night because you never sleep at night.â
He laughs, you do as well.
âThatâs not true. I can sleep at night too, I simply choose not to. Oh wait. I need buckwheat noodles.â
You and he stop in front of the section. You stay by the cart while Jungkook browses the options.Â
âShould I make you makguksu?â he offers mindlessly.
âToday?â
âYeah.â
âSo you donât wanna go for barbecue and beer?â You chuckle and nudge his arm, sending tingles all over his skin. âDid you already forget again, you doofus?â
âI might have.â He gives you a sorry, cute smile.
Jungkook makes you laugh with it.
âKook, you little scatterbrain youâ, you chuckle, leaning into him.Â
Jungkook leans closer, placing his arm around your waist without touching you. In another lifetime, he would close the last distance. But not in reality. He looks at your lips, asking himself why you seek him out today and why he takes the chances so greedily. He shouldnât do that. You are just friends, nothing more.
âUh, sorryâ, you say and step away again.Â
Jungkook gulps, gasps for air. He doesnât understand what today means, but whatever you are doing is actually messing with him. He hasnât been able to breathe properly ever since that hug you gave him. You seem so clingy, but he doesnât understand why.Â
You grab the cart and push it.
âI think I have everything I need. You?â
âYeah, yeah sureâ, Jungkook stutters, stumbling after you like a lovesick puppy. He doesnât know where to put his hands and so he ends up stuffing them into his pants pockets while his eyes are glued to the back of your head. He is seriously under your spell. Every part of him.
You load the groceries on the conveyor belt together and then load them into separate bags. You pay for all of them and wish the cashier a good day. Jungkook carries the bags like always, while you are allowed to walk freely with the bouquet of flowers cradled in your arms.
âIâll pay you back at homeâ, he says, swerving outside as you hold the door open for him.
âTodayâs on me. As a thank you for yesterday and an apology.â
âWhat? But I bought so muchâ, Jungkook gasps, pouting sadly.
âItâs fine. I have money.â
âBut-â
âNo buts. Iâm paying.â
Jungkook pouts, huffing out air in defeat.
âFine, but Iâll pay for your stuff too one day.â
You chuckle, âdeal.âÂ
You and he walk together.
âYou should really start accepting when I offer. Itâs not a competition.â
âI just feel uncomfortable making you pay.â
âWhy?â
Because youâre his dream girl and you should never have to pay for him. He should be your wallet whenever you are out together, he should fulfil your every wish.Â
âI donât know, just so. You work so hard for your money.â
âYou work just as hardâ, you say and chuckle. âKook, youâre so competitive.â
Jungkook smiles, shaking his head in defeat.Â
âI guess am.â
You grin, hugging the flowers tighter. With a little skip in your steps, you close the distance. Just enough that one small movement would be enough for your arms to brush.Â
Jungkook glances at you. You are gazing at the flowers, smiling so brightly that your nose scrunches up. He could swear that your eyes are sparkling.Â
The lines blur again. He wonders if it would be okay for him to be a bad person, if he was allowed to slip his hand into yours even if you never gave him consent for it. There is not much he can still take.
You lower your nose into the flowers and smell them, closing your eyes in a happy squint. The metaphorical glass of how much Jungkook can take floats over.
He says your name and knows that the next words are coming out of him before he can think them through.
âYeah?â You look at him.
He is nervous and scared, but still talks, âcan we talk about something?â
âSure. Whatâs up?â
Panic. His situation finally sunk into his consciousness.Â
âI uhmâŚuhâŚI have a crush on someone.â
Microexpressions wash over your face. Shock, surprise, disbelief, jealousy, hurt, friendliness. A smile curls your lips. It doesnât reach your eyes.
âYeah? Itâs about time you doâ, the words and your voice carry a hint of teasing, but most of all forced friendliness.
You lower the flowers, carrying them in one hand by your side. They look sad like this. Jungkook doesnât notice because he is staring at the road in front of him because otherwise he would pass out in nervousness. He is almost twenty seven, but feels sixteen again.
âSheâs like really, really great and awesome and amazing and wonderful and so kind and perfectâ, Jungkook continues, heart racing to the point he feels dizzy. He saw this kind of confession in movies. He always thought that it was so cute when the guy did it. It isnât obvious enough to ruin everything just in case you didnât feel the same, but it is still cute enough that you canât help but be giddy.
âMh-hmâ, you hum, nodding your head.Â
âAnd I keep thinking about her. She is so pretty when she laughs and I love being in her presence. She likes my jokes and she always makes me laugh in return. YeahâŚâ
âThatâs great.â
âYeah, she is so great. I really wanna ask if she feels the same.â Jungkook falters in nervousness. He is going to ask the question. He is so scared. âIf you were me, what would you do?â
You take a deep breath and release it loudly, âI donât know. I havenât had a crush in so long.â
Jungkook falters, heart tightening. Oh no. Oh no, oh no. Oh. This is bad. This is really bad.Â
âAh, I see.â He gulps.
âBut let me know if you figure it out. Then we can go on a double date.âÂ
Wait. Wait. This is bad. Double date? This is so bad.
âWhat do you mean?â he asks weakly.
âYou know, you and your girl and me and my boy.â
âYou have a boy?â
âYeah, soon. Iâm talking to this boy on the dating app. He is very cute.â
âButâŚdidnât you say that you gave up on the app?â
âNo uhâŚno, itâs just that I only talk to this one boy now.â
Jungkook bites back tears.
âI see.âÂ
âMhm, yeah. Letâs go on a double date.â
No. No this is all wrong. No this isnât what was meant to happen. No.Â
âPlease.â
Jungkook doesnât even realize that he begged out loud until you look at him in question.
âPlease what?â
You and he stop. Strangers stream past you like you and he were two rocks in a river. You are facing each other, so close yet so far away.Â
You lied to him. There is no other boy. There never was and never will be. But there will always be other girls for him while you stay his best friend. Lying is all that you have at this point.Â
âPlease what?â you repeat the question.
âIâŚâ Jungkook breathes. âIâŚnevermind.â
Silence. Your eyes are locked so deeply that the world around you is blurry.
âOkay?â
âMhm yeah.â
His jaw tightens and he breaks the eye contact, looking to the side with his tongue in his cheek. He seemed angry. You would be lying if you said that you werenât feeling angry yourself. You turn away from him and continue walking. You donât want to be next to him right now. It hurts to only stay his best friend.
He looks at the back of your head and how it becomes smaller and smaller from distance. He doesnât understand you. He thought that the way you looked at him in the store meant something. And yet all this time you had another boy. He feels so betrayed that for just a second, he considers walking the other direction and leaving you to wonder where he went. However, two things hold him back; his competitiveness and his honest feelings for you.
He wonât stay your best friend any longer. He just decided that. He is going to fight for you, make you fall for him and forget all about the stupid boys you meet on this stupid dating app. He is better than any of them. He could treat you better, make you laugh harder, give you better hugs and kisses and provide you with afterglow so addicting you will get hot cheeks at work just thinking about it. He is your best friend, goddamn it, and he knows you better than any of these strangers ever will. And he is not going to lose you to some boy.
He jogs to catch up with you, calling your name with a certain harshness.
You turn. Your eyes meet. Jungkookâs brain short circuits.
âWhat?â you ask him, sounding small because of being called so harshly.
âI, I was just wondering, uhm, should we get ice cream after?â he asks because he panicked.
You shrug your shoulders, âI guess.â
âItâs on me, yeah?â
âYeah, okay.â
Jungkook inches closer, saying your name softly.
âWhat do you want?â
âI messed up before.â
âWhat do you mean?â
âI, I just. I thought that I was doing a good job, but I think I made you think something else.â
âJungkook. I had a long day, please donât talk in riddles.â
âDonât date other boys.â
âExcuse me?â
Jungkook gulps, panicking because of your offended and harsh tone.
âI, I, I justâ, he stutters, widening his eyes.
âNo. What do you mean? I can date who I want.â
âI know, I didnât mean it like that. I meant that, oh god, I meant that I donât want you to see other boys.â
âHuh?â
âAh no, wait.â He slaps his own forehead. âWait.â
You cross your arms in front of your chest, âwhat makes you think that you can tell me what I can or canât do?â
âNo I didnât mean it like that. Wait just give me a moment, please Iâm panicking.â
You purse your lips, studying his face intensely.
âAre you also so nervous?â he asks.
âWhatâs with you all of a sudden?â you ask him, honestly worried. His face is as red as ripe strawberries.
Jungkook closes the distance and takes your hands, eliciting a gasp from you. He squeezes them gently, staring into your eyes as deeply as possible.
âThis wasnât how I always imagined this to go, but I canât stay quiet anymore. ___, the girl I have a crush on is-â
âSeriously?â
You and Jungkook turn around at the angry voice next to you. Â
âSuho? What are you doing here?â you ask.
âWhoâs that?â Jungkook says.
âKim Suho. I met him on the dating app. We went on like one date a month agoâ, you explain and slip your hands out of Jungkookâs hold to turn to the other guy, âwhat are you doing here?â
Jungkook stares at him darkly, clenching his jaw. You told him about this dude in passing. He hates him so much, hating him even more now that he interrupted this moment.
âThatâs what youâre going with? Seriously?â Suho throws back.
âYeah, you-â
âWhat the fuck are you doing with him? I told you to stop being friends with him, didnât I?â
Jungkook looks at you with big eyes. You never told him that. You always said that you lost interest in Suho because of different hobbies, but never mentioned that he could have been the actual reason.
âAnd I told you that you canât tell me what to do. Jungkook is my best friend and I wonât give him up for a man.â
âYes but I wasnât any man, I was your man.â
âHuh? No you werenât. We went on one date and you totally lost it when I told you that I had a male best friend.â
âBecause he isnât just your friend. Youâre in love with him.â
Jungkook swears that he passes out standing up for a second. Feelings? You have feelings for him? Did you tell Suho that or is he assuming because he is one of those weird men that think women arenât allowed to have male friends? What does all of this mean?
âWhat?â You laugh nervously. âNo? Of course not.â
âOh donât be ridiculous. I followed you from work and through the store. I saw everything.â
âHuh? What?â you gasp, hurrying to Jungkook instinctively because you know that he will keep you safe.
âDude, what the fuck? You creep, stay away from herâ, Jungkook says harshly and steps in front of you, feeling the fire of protectiveness start to burn in his chest.
âI saw what I saw. You have feelings for each otherâ, Suho says, pointing an accusing finger at you and Jungkook.
Jungkook and you exchange a look.Â
âNo IâŚâ
Suho scoffs and looks at Jungkook.
âAnd you? Gonna fucking pretend that youâre just friends or should I start punching you?â
âDude, Iâve never even met youâ, Jungkook defends himself, crossing his arms in front of his chest.
âIâll still fucking punch you.â
âDonât you dareâ, you hiss at him.
âShut up, ___.â
âHey, donât talk to her like thatâ, Jungkook speaks up loudly, making himself bigger. He doesnât care when people are aggressive to him, but he cannot accept aggression towards you.
âOr what?â
âYou wanna find out? Donât talk to her like that.â
Suho rushes to Jungkook and pushes at his chest. He thought that he could move him, but he canât. Jungkook just gawks at him in utter surprise.
âWhat are you doing?â he asks confused.
âWhy arenât you budging? Fall over you idiotâ, Suho growls and tries again with all his might.Â
Jungkook takes a small step back but then stays unmoving.Â
âDude, seriously. What are you doing?â
Suho growls and punches Jungkook. Except that he is so bad at it that Jungkook can easily dodge him. He reacts calmly to the aggression, redirecting Suho by turning him and giving him a gentle push away from him.
Suho stumbles and whips around.
âYou-â
Jungkook steps closer, âgive it up, man.â
Suho shifts his attention to you, pointing his finger at you. He tries to get to you by swerving past Jungkook, but the latter steps in front of you again, stopping Suho with a firm hand on his chest. He didnât show it, but the contact was definitely made with strength because Suho stumbles back from it.
âI said. Give it up. Iâm not gonna repeat myself againâ, he warns. For just a second his voice was deeper than usual and his eyes darker. You canât stop staring in awe, feeling so attracted to him that it is difficult not to grab him right here and now.
Suho ignores him, talking over Jungkookâs shoulder.
âItâs over. Iâm breaking up with you.â
âHuh? We werenât even together in the first place?â you say very confused.
âYes, wellâŚ. Now itâs really over. And just so you know, Iâll block you on everything.â
âI mean, okay.â
Suho turns and runs down the street clumsily.
A moment of silence. Jungkook turns to you. He is ready to take you into his arms if you need support.
âEverything okay?â he asks hesitantly.
âHonestly? I couldnât care less about this tantrum. What the fuck was that? We went on one date and it sucked ass. I mean, who in their right mind expects someone to give up their best friend? I donât even know this dude.â
âWould you have done it if you liked him?â
âWhat? No, of course not. I like you, not him.â
âWhat?!â
You look at Jungkook with big eyes.
âI, I meanâŚâ you look at his lips and Jungkook finally notices.
Holy fuck. Suho was right.
He drops the grocery bags and closes the distance, cupping your face. To his delighted surprise, you practically melt into his hands, gazing at him with dreamy eyes and your fingers closing around his wrists greedily.
âWas he right?â Jungkook asks, looking between your right and left eye. âDo you have feelings for me?â
âIâm scaredâ, you whisper.
âScared of what?â
âYou are so perfect and Iâm not. I donât want to know how you feel about me, so justâŚletâs just forget about what happened please.â
âYouâre not perfect? What the fuck? Youâre literally perfect. If someoneâs unworthy, itâs me.â
âWhat?â
Jungkook gulps.Â
You touch his chest.
âKook, what?â
âYouâre my fucking dream girl, ___â he finally confesses and now canât be stopped, âI get excited when you text me and get sad when I donât hear from you. Each time we hang out, I kinda wish that we somehow magically end up together. I repeat every little touch and shared laughter and look. Sometimes I canât fall asleep because of you, but wish to do so because in my sleep I can meet you in my silly, wishful dreams. Do you have any idea how in love I am with you?â
âAre you serious?âÂ
Jungkook nods his head, forcing your tears to finally flow. He gasps and begins wiping them away instantly.
âIâm sorry. Fuck, Iâm sorry. Please donât cry, I promise I wonât try anything. You, you wonât lose your best friend.â
âIâm just happy. So happy.â
âYou are?â
âI feel the same for you. I have done so for a long time.â
âReally?â
âYes, really.â You sniffle. âYouâre my dream boy too, Jungkook.â
âOh my god. Oh my god! Yippie!â he exclaims and overtaken by happiness, he swoops you off your feet to twirl with you, making you squeal happily as you hold onto him for dear life. Strangers definitely look at you weird, but you couldnât care less. They are non-existent for you and him. He likes you and you like him back. This day is the best day you and he ever had.
He sets you down after the twirling, cradling your face so he could hold it still for way too many kisses. He gives you kisses everywhere except your lips, making you giggle and laugh and tingle the entire time.
âIâm so happy, youâre so pretty and perfect and amazing and pretty and amazing and Iâm gonna kiss you there and there and there and oh my god youâre so perfect, Iâm gonna kiss you there and there, wow oh wowâŚâ he babbles between kisses, truly sending your heart into overdrive.
He probably would have continued his babbling for hours if you hadnât stopped him by lacing your fingers in his hair and pulling his mouth into a kiss.
âAndmhgmhâ, he lets out, gawking at you first before the realisation of his situation sinks in. His knees buckle, his left hand grabs your hips and his right hand cradles your head, eyes falling closed. He is kissing you. He feels weightless, floating in time and space. His heart races so much that he feels it throb against his ribcage, the butterflies in his stomach are unbearably exciting. He dreamt of this moment a million times before, fantasised about it twice as much and yet he still wasnât ready for it. Your kiss is like heaven on earth. He swears that he gains new life through it. He wants to kiss you until his lungs run out of air, but you break it.
âWas that okay for me to do?â you ask him shyly.
Now itâs his turn to spill tears and for you to wipe them.
âIâm sorry, I should have ask-â, you donât get to finish your sentence, getting kissed again by Jungkook.
âIâm so fucking happy, you have no ideaâ, he murmurs, showing you his feelings one deep kiss at a time. âYou taste so good.â Kiss, oh so deep. âYour lips are so soft.â Kiss, the kind which makes your knees wobble. âYouâre perfect, youâre so perfect.â
You giggle, gazing up at him droopily. Jungkook giggles as well, peeling his eyes open to gaze dreamily. You and he cup each otherâs faces, resting your foreheads together.
âIâm happy.â
âIâm happy too.â
âWow, Iâm so happy.â
âMe too. So happy.â
You giggle together, swaying from side to side. Nothing, truly nothing, has never felt as right as this.
âWere you trying to confess to me before Suho interrupted us?â
âYeah.â
You giggle as you talk, âyou were really shit at it. I thought you were talking about someone else.â
âI know, I panicked so bad. I was so nervousâ, he is giggling too, âare you actually talking to another boy?â
âOf course not, you doofus. I lied.â
âOh my god, Iâm so relievedâ, he gets out and sweeps you off your feet again, carrying you under your butt. He twirls with you, smiling up at you as you squeak and laugh with your head thrown back.
âJungkook stop please, Iâm getting dizzy.â
He sets you down, but keeps touching you, seeking your closeness by rubbing his nose against your cheek. He is so close that the sunflowers are getting squished between you and him. It is a price you sadly have to pay in exchange for finally being able to be glued together.
âIâm so happy, I love you so much.â
âI love you too, Kook. So like barbeque and beer? Is it a date?â you ask.
âItâs the datiest date that has ever datedâ, he says, making you giggle because he is so cute and funny and you like him so, so much. He giggles with you because you are so perfect and perfect and perfect and he likes you so, so much.
âI feel like we have a lot to talk about.â
âYeah, oh god.â He kisses your cheek multiple times. âYou have to tell me all the thoughts you had when we hung out. Were you also so giddy, oh god, I was always so giddy and I kept looking at you because you are so pretty. Were you looking at me too? And, and did you also wish for me to be reckless? I always wanted you to just kiss me. Iâm talking so much, wow, Iâm so happy.â
You giggle, cuddling into him, âyouâre the cutest person ever. I canât wait to tell you everything.â
You nudge him to leave, but stop when Jungkook exclaims a loud âwait!â
âWhatâs wrong?â
âThe groceries. I almost left them hereâ, he says, bending down to get them.
âOh god, youâre so cuteâ, you snicker, hugging his arm and nuzzling into him like you always wanted to do.
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Delicious In Dungeon Having a Crush on You HC's!
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Summary: Just like the title says, how they would act if they had a crush on you including how you find out!
Pt.2 w Kabru, Shuro and Falin!
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Senshi:
-I'm not going to lie it is going to take a fat minute for him to fess up his feelings for you let alone for people to notice because it is the little things that stand out.
-Senshi is really good at keeping secrets and is a really private person and fights for his peace
-So what if he may slip a little bit more food onto your plate, make your favorite dishes only for you if the ingredients for it just so happens to be in his bag, is always the first person to get you out of a dangerous situation? It's all out of convenience and being kind
-But his lack of casualty is also really telling like when giving out compliments he sometimes has a tinge of shyness to his voice, "You look...very nice y-yes"
-The way you find out he has a crush on you is because he eventually comes to a realization that he cannot keep running away from his problems because that has never ended in anything good and confesses his feelings for you
-It happened whilst everyone was asleep and it was just you two alone by the fire, the embers were crackling and you always enjoyed watching it ablaze while talking with Senshi. Eventually he piped up after staying silent for so long and having you take the lead in talking,
"I don't mean to corner you, nor do I expect you to feel the same but...I have feelings for you, genuinely Y/N. And, meeting you in this party means the world to me as in a way you all are unique treasures but you. I couldn't imagine just walking away without letting you know how much you mean to me."
-Honestly, Senshi is one of the least in denial about this predicament with his feelings and will come to you sooner
Marcille:
-A person who completely avoids her feelings for you like the plague and will deny like her life depends on it
-She swears to others that it's just because you're an amazing friend!
-She brings you your favorite sweet treats, offers to cast magic for your slightest inconveniences, she just so happens to bring books that are about the things you mentioned one off or are a specific interest you love
-The contrast of how she treats others vs. You is so jarring and it's really obvious that she has a crush on you. She is really protective and a bit possessive (not in a weird way) over you and she does not really care about the other people in her party like that
-Anytime she's afraid of something, she holds onto you, Marcille is VERY touchy with her crush
-The blonde blushes pretty consistently and is really shy when it comes to you and tries to appear nonchalant but fails miserably
-It's honestly so bad that even Laios caught on after Senshi threw him a clue and one time when it was just him asked her, which resulted in her coming clean and being VERY distressed as if she committed a crime
-The way you find out she has a crush on you is when you're on a mission in a dungeon. She was near a weeping willow exerting mana, rumored to grant wishes to anyone who asks.
-She held a piece of paper and was on her knees, looking up at the grand tree on the soft blades of grass. She began speaking to the tree once you silently walked in through the cave hole to check on her and the half-elf was completely unknowing of your intrusion,
-"Please they're the love of my life, and I'm not asking to force them but maybe...show me a sign if they like me back. They make me feel like no other and I am just so confused and I need guidance, Ancient Willow."
Chilchuck:
-Deny. Deny. Deny. Deny.
-Oh, and did I say deny
-He absolutely hates being the person caught with egg on his face and being in the wrong, so the fact that he himself Mr. 'No Party Romances' violated his own rules?
-He wants to fall into a hole right on the spot
-While he is a grown ass man and doesn't want to be a coward, Chilchuck doesn't want to face this problem head on surprisingly (sarcasm)
-He shows his love for you by trying to keep you the safe the most out of everyone in the party, scolds you HEAVILY when you mess up that could've cost you your life
-Some may say that it's just Chilchuck's explosive nature, Senshi was actually the first to see through it and grow suspicion over his behavior but honestly didn't have enough evidence for his theory and was shot down by Laios and Marcille
-It's not extremely obvious his slight shift in treatment until you had been kidnapped by the Chain Devil to protect Chilchuck from it's clutches
-And multiple times have members of the party have been kidnapped and although shaken he was able to keep his cool...but this time it was heavily different
-He let out a horrified scream that they had never heard from the Half-Foot before. He scrambled to his feet after watching you getting pulled into the darkness, his eyes were glassy and full of panic as he asked the rest on what they should do
-When they get you back, you were too tired to really stand so you laid in the sleeping bag as everyone else slept as well, but the brown haired man never left your side and watched as you slept
-...or so he thought
-You find out about his true feelings as you laid in your sleeping bag. As you were drifting in and out consciousness but felt light weight on the side of your body and Chilchuck began to talk to you, asking if you were awake
-"Good, you're fast asleep...I hope you know that I'm not hard on you because I don't like you that's...not even close to the truth.
I love you, so much and...I get so damn scared for you."
Laios:
-Constant. Monster. Facts.
-One of the things that makes Laios so attracted to you is that you listen and like when he nerds out so please be prepared. You're a safe space to spew out knowledge and it means the world to him
-Consistently gives you small little gifts, but then sometimes gifts to the others so it doesn't look suspicious. Maybe it was something with the light but, the look in his eye as he gave you the bracelet and put it on you was so different.
-Usually doesn't care about other people being in a towels or shirtless, but when it's you he feels like a victorian man seeing an ankle for the first time. When he sees your collar bones and he tries to keep it very lokwey, but is highkey blushing
-Gives you some sketches of your favorite creatures, always "accidentally" makes your favorite dish for dinner nights, pouts a little when you need to be gone without him for a little
-If you're ever feeling insecure he might open his gob a little too much, "I get maybe why you'd feel that way but, if you ask me I think it's pretty hot" he says with a blank, enthusiastic smile on his face not at all understanding how that could come off
-You find out that the knight has a crush on you the first time he gets absolutely hammered with Senshi, Chilchuck as he was convinced by the two to get drunk
-The bar was packed in one of the "safe spaces" in town and you and Marcille were kinda the designated sober people within your party, and whilst the half elf was in the bathroom you decided to get some fresh air and got up from the stool seat
-"Whatcha' doing party is jus' getting started?" Laios asks
-You shot him a look over the shoulder and responded softly, "I need some fresh air hun, I'll be right back."
-And there went his inner dialogue. Out his mouth.
-"Woah, how sexy. Being in love really sucks sometimes since I'd really do tricks like a dog to be with them good god."
-The look you gave dobered him almost completely, and if that wasn't enough Marcille was right behind him and heard every word
-Love is cringe but he is free I guess.
Part Two:Kabru, Shuro and Falin!
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Sundress Season
Summary:Â The heat of the summer means you are suddenly only wearing sundresses. Short, tight, impossibly cute dresses that make Jungkook feel things. When he decides to jerk off before a beach day with you little does he know you would accidently walk in...and like what you see.
Paring:Â Jungkook/Reader
Word Count:Â 6.2K
Rating:Â M/18+ because smut
Tags:Â porn with slight plot, secret crush, friends to lovers, Jungkook is down bad, fantasizing, male masturbation, accidental voyeurism, handjob, blowjob, fingering, penetrative sex with protection, POV switch between him and reader, dirty talk, he calls her good girl at one point, slight fluff at the end, Namjoon mention cause he is my bias
Authors Note:Â okay so. I was about to take a nap and this idea popped into my head and I JUMPED out of bed to write it! It has been hot as hell all summer long and honestly unpopular opinion but I am ready for fall. Was gonna save this for Jungkook's birthday but oh well!
Also this was loosely inspired by a One Direction fic I read over ten years ago. While the fic is gone it is definitely not forgotten
Jungkook was someone who liked the summer months.
He liked the longer brighter days, the food eaten from a barbeque, bonfires with friends, and all the fun events that happen over the summer.
It was prime time for everyone to get out and do things before the harsh dull winter arrived.
However, this summer was different because by the time August rolled around Jungkook was justâŚ.over it.
He chalked it up to a lot of things.
The fact he didnât get a proper haircut before the summer started, so he spent the whole time with a hair tie around his wrist to tie his hair back from his sweaty neck.
The fact he had a song coming out at the end of August that he still wasnât completely sure about so he spent most of his days either working on it in his studio or from the comfort of his own home.
Or maybe it was the fact almost all summer long the weather had been very hot and very humid, making his clothes stick to his skin the second he walked out the door and making it almost impossible to actually enjoy going out and doing anything.
Jungkook sighed as he crossed another day off his calendar that hung on the wall in his home office counting down the days until August was over.
Sure the start of September was his birthday and he was excited for that but he was mostly getting excited about the prospect of cooler weather and no more daunting deadlines hanging over his head like an angry raincloud.
As his best friend, you could tell Jungkook wasnât enjoying this summer. His usual free-spirited nature seemed to be crushed by the weight of his work and also the humidity, which seemed to linger no matter how many summer rainstorms blew through.
So you had texted him a week ago asking if he wanted to have a beach day with you today.
You assured him all he had to do was drive and grab beach umbrellas and you would take care of the rest for him, making the food and grabbing a cooler full of drinks.
Jungkook was ecstatic at the idea and made sure to work extra hard this past week to give himself a day off to spend with you.
However, that did pose another problem for Jungkook as he left his home office to head back to his bedroom to make sure his beach bag was packed.
Sunscreen, towel, extra towel in case, his goggles for when he swam, his phone, a book Namjoon had told him he should read even though it had been three months since it had been loaned out to Jungkook and he still had not even opened it, a notebook and a pen in case a song idea came to him, headphones, sunglasses and lastly some of his favorite chips he was packing just in case.
While he was all packed and ready to go, there was still a big problem he was dealing with.
How was he supposed to deal with being around you while you were dressed in one of your many sundresses?
Somewhere online had dubbed it a âsundress summerâ due to the humidity and the trend took off instantly. It seemed like everywhere he went girls were wearing these short cute sundresses because in their words it was too hot to wear pants.
You usually were not a trend follower as you opted to choose your own style but this was a trend you could get behind, and soon enough Jungkook found you wearing sundresses almost every day.
Soft blue ones with little bows on the straps, bright red ones with white flowers, and even some strapless ones that nearly made his eyes pop out of his head at the sight.
He genuinely didnât think he would survive this summer if you kept up with this, especially since most of the sundresses were short and had a habit of billowing in the breeze making you grab the skirt and giggle.
The other big problem was you had no idea the turmoil Jungkook had been in all summer long.
You both were friends, growing up across the street from each other and hanging out almost every day. You went to the same grade school, and the same high school, and were inseparable. You supported his dreams of being an idol and he supported your goals and dreams too.
You had no idea that this was the summer that everything changed for him. When he realized that you were not just his best friend, but also a charismatic stunning woman who he started to gain a crush on.
Jungkook tried his best to keep the crush to himself. He didnât want to lose you as a friend and it would be devastating to get rejected by you so he figured he would just keep it hidden and keep being your friend.
He would try his best not to scowl anytime a man came up to you and offered to buy you a drink. He would pretend it didnât hurt when you would kiss strangers at the club wrapping your fingers through their hair and moaning against their lips.
He hated that when you dropped a guy because of whatever reason, his heart would do a little victory dance in his chest and he would try to look like a supportive friend and not a desperate loser who just wanted you to feel the same way about him as he did about you.
There were times though, when Jungkook was sure you feltâŚ.something.
How your eyes would linger when he took off his shirt. How you would always ask him to roll up his sleeve so you could look at the array of tattoos he had, how angry you got when that girl he really liked ghosted him a year ago.
There were times when he would also catch you staring at his lips. Just a quick downward flick of your eyes and in a blink it was gone.
But Jungkook noticed.
And he often wondered what would happen if he leaned in and kissed you.
Would he have read the entire situation wrong? Or would you kiss him back?
Jungkook shakes his head to rid him of these thoughts as he scoops everything up and puts it in his beach bag muttering to himself how he is being silly about this whole thing.
He is your friend.
And thatâs that.
His phone vibrates on his dresser startling him, as he zips the bag closed and grabs it.
You: I have all the goods we need! Iâm so excited for our beach day Kookie. Text me when you want me to head over. Might take a bit because of Saturday traffic.
Jungkook smiles at your pet name for him even though you have used it a million times and he quickly texts you back letting you know he was ready and you could come over whenever.
Jungkookâs vehicle had more storage space so you were going to drive to his place and he was going to drive to the beach. Plus his car had a sunroof which you absolutely adored and you often put your hands above your head like you were on a rollercoaster to feel the wind between your fingers.
It made him smile every time and made his heart pound in his chest.
Those were the moments of pure bliss where he felt his heart would burst out of his chest at all the feelings he had for you.
Feelings he was still trying to desperately hide.
Namjoon of course found out one night when Jungkook had one too many drinks and spilled his guts about it. Namjoon was patient with Jungkook as he told the entire story, how the crush came out of nowhere, and how he didnât know what to do. He couldnât lose you. He wouldnât lose you.
As always Namjoon was the voice of reason and told Jungkook just to talk to you about it and Jungkook shot that idea down right away.
Namjoon promised to keep his mouth shut until Jungkook was ready to tell you himself which Jungkook vowed he would never⌠ever do. Your friendship was very important. He would take this secret with him to the grave.
With nothing else to do until you arrived, Jungkook shucked his beach bag off his bed and laid down.
He threw an arm over his face and let out a frustrated groan.
How the hell was he supposed to survive having a beach day with you? You were so beautiful. So sexy in your little sundresses, seeing you in a bathing suit would destroy him.
His mind wandered to last week when you met him for a lunch break you forced him to have because he was working so hard that he started skipping meals.
You showed up to his studio with food in hand and a little black sundress with small white and pink flowers scattered all over it.
The straps were so tiny and delicate and tied together with small pink bows and Jungkook couldnât help but stare, as you brushed past him to put the food on the small coffee table he kept in his studio.
As you leaned down the dress climbed higher up your body, exposing more of your legs and the apex of your thighs to his hungry gaze and he couldnât help it.
The blood rushed to his cock so quickly he felt dizzy as he scrambled to sit on the couch before you noticed he popped a boner because of you in that damn sundress.
You didnât seem to notice as you sat next to him and chatted about your day as you ate alongside him.
Jungkook tried to focus on what you were saying, he really did, but his eyes kept trailing down to your thighs and how tanned they looked due to all the time you spent outside.
What he wouldnât give to pull that dress up higher and expose more of yourself to him. What would you do if he got his fingers between those legs? How would you sound moaning out his name as he plunges a finger inside?
Back in the present time Jungkook groaned and squeezed his eyes shut.
He could hardly hear the sounds of the lawnmower outside, or the kids screaming down the block as blood was pounding in his ears and he looked down with a grimace as he was hard in his swim trunks.
Achingly hard.
Just the memory of you in that dress alone made his cock fill rapidly and the bulge was evident as his cock stretched the material.
Now was not the time to pop a boner as you were going to be showing up soon but he felt like if he didnât take care of it now it would never go down so he slowly lifted his hips to shuck off his swim shorts throwing them somewhere on the floor and freeing his aching cock.
His cock sat hard and heavy on his stomach as the head of it was a flushed red color. Jungkook took his time tracing his tattooed hand down his body, shivering when the air conditioning turned on, turning his nipples hard as he finally made his way to his cock.
He circled his cock which twitched in his hand and he got to work.
He threw his head back and imagined what would happen if he did lift your dress higher that day.
How you would stare at him all wide-eyed and shocked as he exposed your pussy. How you would be wet and throbbing for him. He would of course ask for permission before touching you and you would admit youâve wanted this for ages.
Jumgkook sped up his movements on his cock, flicking his wrist over the cockhead and smearing his precum down his heated shaft. He always got so messy and wet when he imagined you and the glide felt amazing.
In his mindâs eye, you were grabbing his arm for support as his other hand explored your pussy. He would part your pussy lips so gently and you would be soaked for him. You would arch up into his fingers and beg for his touch as he would finally coat his finger in your wetness.
He would pop it into his mouth and taste you as you would whine and beg him for more.
The taste of you would explode on his tongue and he knew the second it touched his tongue it was over for him. He would never want to taste anyone else but you.
Jungkook sped up his movements once again as his muscles started to strain. He was getting close as his thumb flicked over his cockhead sending jolts of pleasure down his spine.
He would lay you back on the couch in his studio and fuck you open with one finger. You would be so wet for him, so needy for him. Your dress hiked up to expose yourself, one strap falling off your shoulder as you whine out his name.
Jungkook tightens his grip on his cock and begins to fuck up into his fist. His head is thrown back and his dark hair is a mess on his pillow. He bites his bottom lip to keep from whining your name out loud. His cock is throbbing in his hand, hot and hard and so desperate to release all over his twitching stomach.
He wants to make you cum apart all over his fingers. He wants to tease you, taste you, fill you up with his cock, and make you moan his name.
His hand speeds up as his hips fuck his cock wildly up into his hand.
Sweat is starting to form on his brow and he is close, so close he can feel his muscles tighten and his balls draw up. His cock is a sticky mess as he is leaking so much precum the glide is impeccable and the wet sounds are obscene.
âY/N.â He groans unable to keep his noises contained as the muscles on his arms are bulging as he rubs his hand across his frenulum collecting the mess there to slide it down his shaft.
Jungkook can feel the beginning of his orgasm as he cries out your name and tightens his hand around his shaft jerking his cock quickly as the pressure builds.
He is right there.
His balls tighten, and he can feel his shaft contracting and spasming. His heart rate is rapid and the hair on his arms stands up.
âKook?â He hears a soft small voice call and his eyes snap open as panic seizes his body. He released his cock to grab a pillow to cover himself as his head whips around to see you standing there in one of your sundresses looking horrified.
Holy fuck.
âY/N!â He cries out, shoving the pillow over his cock which is still thrumming with need and twitching painfully as his orgasm is still just right there but you are also standing....right there.
He sits up against the headboard and puts a hand over his racing heart as he stares at you wide-eyed in absolute horror.
He was jerking off to you. His best friend. Moaning your name. And you walked in on him caught in the act.
Holy fuck he was so fucked.
âI-texted you to let you know I was here but you didnât answer. I remembered where you keep the spare key so I-l-Let myself in.â You stammered unable to look away as Jungkook wished the bed and floor would swallow him hole.
You had driven over so excited to see Jungkook today and you even wore your best sundress just for him.
The pale blue one with the small bow in between the built-in cups.
You made sure to get all his favorite foods and snacks as you knew he had been working himself to death and you wanted to treat him.
He didnât answer your knocks or your texts so you figured maybe he had his music on too loud once again and didnât hear you.
You put the key in the door and were met with utter silence, which was a little weird but you figured he was in the back getting the umbrellas or something so you made your way through his apartment until you heard a noise.
A soft grunt that had you worried. Maybe he hurt himself? Maybe he was sick?
You flew to his bedroom and there he was.
All sprawled out on the bed with his shorts discarded on the floor. He was still wearing his white tee shirt and had his head thrown back against his pillows with his legs spread wide exposing himself to you.
You knew you should leave, you knew this was a private moment but you couldnât help but stare as he worked his cock with his hand.
He was big and even from where you stood you could see how wet his cock was and how slick he sounded when he jerked it.
You knew you should step away, maybe stand outside until it was over but you were rooted to the spot as you watched his hips arch up and the filthiest moans leave his pink parted lips.
And when he moaned your name
Dear god when he moaned your name you felt your own arousal pool in your bikini shorts as you gripped the door for support.
Jungkook moaning your name.
He was fantasizing about you
He was the most gorgeous man you had ever met and he chose to fantasize about you when he jerked off.
The whole thing felt unreal.
âI-I- You⌠you werenât supposed to-I didnât mean for you to- fuck.â Jungkook stuttered as you put your bag down on the floor and entered his room.
His large dark eyes widened when you made your way to the bed and you could see his fingers flexing on the decorative pillow he threw over his lap to cover himself.
âI-fuck- Iâm so sorry you probably h-h-ate me and think Iâm a pervert- I-I can-explain.â He stammers cheeks flushed with the prettiest blush you had ever seen.
Jungkook continued to stammer out apologies as you stared down at him in shock. His hair was a sweaty mess on his forehead and his chest was heaving. You could see his muscles straining through the white material of his shirt and his hand held the pillow firmly over his cock.
Was he still hard?
Was he still horny?
Was he actually jerking off to you?
âY/N please say something. Please.â He begs in a small voice as your eyes finally meet his and he looks in anguish over the whole thing.
âWere youâŚjerking offâŚ.to me?â You ask in awe as he flushes further and sits up higher on the bed.
His teeth bite into his lower lip as you sit softly on the edge of the bed.
âI-I can-I-â He stammers.
âYes or No Jungkook?â You ask firmly.
His eyes widen and he nods. He hangs his head in shame and you feel your pussy throb.
Jungkook, your best friend, the guy you have had a crush on since high school was hot and bothered because of you.
It made you beam in excitement.
âShow me.â You say boldly as his eyes snap to yours and widen in shock.
âI-Uh- W-What?â He says.
âI want to see you finish. Or help you finish. Show me, Koo?â You plead as his tongue comes out to lick at his lip and the tension in the room is thick like the humidity outside.
âYou donât hate me? Or think Iâm creepy? Youâre not going to yell at me?â He says doe eyes wide as his hand twitches on the pillow again.
âOf course not. Masturbation is normal. Iâm honored youâre even thinking of me in the first place.â You say as you slowly run your hand down his forearm.
âI died. I must have died or hit my head cause there is no way this is real. Holy fuck.â He mutters as you giggle and Jungkook can feel his cock, which had gone immediately soft at being caught, start to thicken behind the pillow.
âThis is real. And I gotta admit. Itâs hot as fuck you think of me when you touch yourself.â You admit as he blinks shyly at you.
âCanât help it. These sundressesâŚfuck.â He says fingering the fabric of your dress before running a shaky hand through his long hair.
âShow me, Koo? Please.â You beg and he nods slowly as his teeth bite into his lower lip harshly.
âDonât bite your lip Koo youâre gonna make yourself bleed.â You whisper as he lets out a breathy nervous laugh.
âCanât help it. âm nervous.â He admits.
âNo need to be nervous. Itâs just me.â
âThatâs the problem. The girl Iâm fantasizing about is right in front of me wanting to see me jerk off. Iâm so pent up Iâm scared Iâm gonna bust a nut all over this pillow.â He whimpers as you giggle.
âThen you better get to work. Show me? Please, Koo? Wanna see up close.â
He nods and removes the pillow baring his half-hard cock to you.
You gasp when you see it and Jungook covers his eyes in embarassment.
Even half-hard his cock is beautiful. The head is flushed a pretty pink color and there is a vein running up it that makes your mouth water.
âSo pretty Koo.â You praise, as he removes his hands and stares at you in awe.
He slowly takes his cock in his hand and begins to jerk it. You watch as the flushed head disappears between his fist and how he takes his time with himself, flicking his wrist occasionally making pretty beads of precum leak out the slit.
It doesnât take long for him to get to full hardness and he lets go of his cock to show you how it smacks against his stomach.
He is rock hard and leaking and the vein that winds up his cock is a lot more prominent now as the head of his cock is now a pretty flushed red color and shiny, so shiny.
âFuck Koo you are so big.â You whimper as without warning you wrap your hand around his cock and his hips arch up into your touch as a broken moan spills from his lips.
âCan I?â You ask with a quirk of your eyebrow as he nods frantically and you snicker.
You take your time with him jerking him the way you saw him do to himself. You flick your wrist when you get to the top and you use your thumb to smear the precum over the head of his cock and his slit. He is so velvety and warm under your touch you let out a soft whine as you jerk him.
Jungkook is a mess below you. His chest is heaving, his muscles are straining and he is trying his best to hold back and not cum the second you get your hands on him.
âF-Fuck I hate to say this b-but âm close.â He whines in panic.
âCan you hold back a little longer so I can taste you?â You ask innocently as he bites his bottom lip and closes his eyes trying to take deep breaths and stop the incessant throbbing of his cock. His denied orgasm from earlier was making him needy and he needed to calm himself down before he made a mess all over your fist.
You lean down and slowly give the head of his cock kitten licks. Jungkook moans above you and you grin as you finally take him into your mouth.
Your mouth is hot and wet and everything Jungkook had ever wanted as you suck him down, bobbing your head and humming around him, causing vibrations to run up his shaft.
With your other hand, you jerk him, picking up speed as you suck him off and when your tongue flicks over his frenulum Jungkook is a goner.
He croaks out your name and holds back your hair as he cums down your throat. No warning could have pulled you off his cock as you swallow everything he has to give, slowing your strokes and milking his cock for all that he has.
âS-Sensitive. Fuck.â He whines out as you pull off and open your mouth to show him proudly that you swallowed it all.
âYou are trying to kill me. Holy fuck.â He breathes out as you giggle and curl up next to him, lacing your fingers together and waiting for him to come down from his high.
You can feel the uncomfortable wetness between your thighs but you donât worry about that now as you bury your face in his chest and listen to his breathing settle.
âIâm dead. Like Iâm actually dead. No way that happened.â He pondered as you giggle and pinch his side
âOuch! What was that for!â He cries out as you sit up and smirk at him.
âDead people canât feel pinches. You are very much alive.â You say smiling down at him as sits crisscrossed on the bed and stares at you.
âYou-You jerked me off.â He says
âI did.â You reply with a smug smile.
âI- I imagined I was fingering you and suddenly you were hereâŚjerking me off.â He wonders aloud.
âMm, you fingering me. Thatâs hot,â you say feeling your pussy throb.
âBut we were friends arenât we?â He asks in a small timid voice.
âFriends can jerk each other off. Though... I would like to be more than friends.â You reply feeling your heart racing in your chest.
âLikeâŚfuck buddies?â He replies as his tongue comes out to lick at his lips and you canât help but laugh.
âI was thinking we could go on a date.â
His eyes bulge and his cheeks turn a beautiful dusty pink.
âIâve liked you for years now Koo. I didnât think you felt the same but walking in on you⌠moaning my nameâŚ. Fuck.â You say running a hand through your hair.
Jungkook doesnât respond.
And for a breath, you are worried you read the whole thing wrong and fucked this friendship up.
But then he leans forward, tangles his hands in your hair, and kisses you.
And you kiss him right back.
The kiss is passionate and wild. You press your lips hard into his and pour out all those days and weeks and months of looking at him and wishing he was yours. Jungkook moans against your mouth which gives you access to swipe your tongue along his lower lip as he groans.
âFuc-Fuck I feel the same way.â He mutters against you as he flips you over with ease and has you pinned to the bed.
You giggle when you look up and see him overtop of you, his eyes wide with disbelief and his lips red and swollen.
He swoops in and kisses you again as you run your hands down his strong back and arch up into his touch. His lips move with yours and you boldly wrap your legs around his back to push his crotch into yours making him grunt against your mouth.
âLet me make you feel good.â He groans as you nod.
Jungkook fixes the pillows behind your head and gets to work peppering kisses on your cheeks and down your neck causing you to arch up into his touch and moan.
You are beyond needy at this point and when he tugs at the straps of your dress to kiss at your shoulders you moan out his name and flutter your eyes closed.
His lips feel like heaven and when he finally had enough kissing he kneels above you and you open your eyes.
âI never thought this day would come. You in a sundress, laying in my bed. Fuck Iâm the luckiest guy alive.â He says as you smile up at him with adoration.
Jungkookâs warm hands come to rest on your thighs and he slowly and carefully lifts up your dress to expose your body to him.
His eyes widen when he takes in the black bathing suit bottoms you picked out which are modest enough for the beach but have two tantalizing ties at the sides holding the material together.
âThank god I got you in my bed. It would have been so difficult seeing you in these bottoms without getting hard.â He admits as his hand toys with the ties and when he finally unties them both and pulls the fabric off of your body you are panting below him.
You snicker when you see his cock bobbing between his legs at the sight of you and he wraps a hand around himself to stroke his cock to ease some of the ache.
âHey, you already got your turn!â You tease as he releases his cock and grins sheepishly at you.
âMay I?â He asks and you nod, sucking your bottom lip between your teeth as his fingers part your folds and he swears under his breath.
âFucking soaked for me. Just like I imagined.â
He gathers your wetness and brings it up to your clit as he rubs you in slow circles causing you to arch off the bed and whine out his name.
Jungkook continues to circle your clit agonizingly slow and he snickers when you beg him for more.
âHow are we going to have sex and make it to the beach if you're going this slow.â You say as his eyes widen and his movements halt.
âKoo.â You whine as you grab at his wrist to get him to do somethingâŚanything.
âYou want to have sex?â He asks shyly as you stare down at him.
âIâd like to. Only if you want to though. Iâm okay with this too.â You admit as you see his cock twitching between his legs again.
âI want to have sex with you.â He says as he pulls you in for another rough kiss and his hands return to your pussy with enthusiasm.
âCan I slip a finger inside? Gotta prep you for my cock.â He growls against your lips as you nod and he gathers more wetness on his middle finger before slipping it inside your tight wet heat.
You cry out his name and grab onto his bicep as he thrusts his finger in and out of your body. He wastes no time adding another finger and the stretch makes you whine but he is careful and takes his time until you are moaning again and begging him to move.
He scissors his fingers causing you to flutter your eyes closed and arch up into his touch. Your whole body is on fire and when he curls his fingers you feel every muscle in your body start to tense as you grind down on them desperate for more.
You blindly reach down for his cock which is now standing hard and proud and when you circle it Jungkook hisses and uses his free hand to swat yours away.
You open your eyes to frown at him but he curls his fingers up inside you again and you are seeing stars.
âIâll cum if you jerk me off Y/N. I swear this is so hot Iâm so fucking hard right now. Donât wanna cum around your fist.â he explains as you grin.
âThen fuck me and cum inside me instead.â You offer as he removes his fingers and you open your eyes in time to see him pop them in his mouth.
You gasp as he licks your slick off his fingers moaning at the taste and your pussy throbs impatiently as he takes his time.
âKoo please.â You beg as he finally gets his fingers clean and he hops off the bed to retrieve a condom.
You watch as he rips open the packet and rolls the condom down his length. He strokes himself and whimpers, which makes you smile to know he is just as desperate as you are
âHow do you want it?â He asks hovering above you, lips inches from your own.
âDoesnât matter just want you.â
He carefully drags your body to the end of the bed and you giggle when he opens your legs and wraps them around his torso.
You stare up at him as he takes his time to tie back his hair.
âKoo. Donât tease.â You whine impatiently as he finally gets his hair tied back and he grabs the base of his cock to position himself at your wet folds.
âIâm gonna be honest with you. I donât know how long Iâm gonna last.â He admits as he teases your slit with his cockhead soaking it in your wetness and you whine out in impatience.
âI donât care about you lasting. Just fuck me already before I do it myself.â You beg as he finally slips his cockhead inside and in one smooth thrust he buries himself as deep inside of you as he can go.
You squeeze your eyes shut and wince at the stretch and Jungkook leans down to press soft kisses to your forehead and cheeks.
âDoing so well for me. Deep breaths now. So fucking tight around my cock. You are so wet for me. Fuck you feel heavenly.â He praises as he shallowly thrusts inside of you letting your body adjust to his girth and giving you all the time you need.
âBaby, are you already throbbing around me?â He teases as you open your eyes to playfully smack his arm and he shoots you his classic bunny smile.
âSh-Shut up.â You plead as he begins to give you harder and deeper thrusts and your eyes roll to the back of your head.
He feels so good inside of you. The way his cock drags against your walls has you crying out his name and when he starts to really thrust deep you swear you can feel him in your stomach.
âFu-Fuck Koo. Feel so good.â You cry out as he holds your legs steady and thrusts his cock inside you, arching his hips so he can hit your G-spot with every thrust.
âWh-Why are you so good at this what the fuck?â You grit out as he chuckles above you and pushes your legs higher so he can hit deeper inside of you.
âAre you a-actually mad at me for being good at sex?â He taunts you as you decide to get back at him by squeezing his cock with your walls which makes him grunt and fuck you harder and faster.
âNo, Iâm m-mad we waited so long to do this. Fuck.â
Jungkook picks up speed on his thrusts all the while you are powerless on the bed as you take what he gives you. You claw at the bedspread and moan his name as you feel the coil of pleasure get tighter in your stomach and by the way Jungkook is thrusting you know he is close too.
âC-Close. Koo. Please. M-More.â You beg not even able to make a coherent sentence but lucky for you Jungkook knows what you mean as he brings a free hand down to rub at your clit and you cry out his name and grind down on his cock desperately trying to meet his thrusts and chase your ever building high.
Your whole body is on fire, everything is strung tight and you can feel your pussy start to spasm around his cock.
âC-Close.â You cry out in warning as he thrusts into you with such force it pushes you up the bed.
âCum for me Y/N. Cum around my cock. Be a good girl and cum for me.â He demands and you lose it.
You arch up and close your eyes as you shout out his name and cum hard around his cock. You feel your walls clamp around him as Jungkok groans and throws his head back cumming hard into the condom as your walls keep his cock from thrusting inside of you.
Waves of pleasure roll off you both as Jungook releases your legs and slumps down over top of you keeping his cock inside until you are done riding out your high.
The only sounds in the room are both of your heavy breathing as he finally slips out and leaves to go get cleaned up.
You feel weightless as you lay on the bed and press a hand to your heart as you try to even out your breathing.
Jungkook comes back with water and a warm towel and takes his time opening your legs and cleaning you up as you stare at the ceiling in a post-sex haze.
He lays down beside you and you curl up into his chest as he strokes your hair and praises you for how well you did.
There is a welcome ache between your legs from how roughly he fucked you but you find you donât mind too much as he wraps his arms around you caging you against his chest.
âThat was incredible.â He says as you finally open your eyes to look at him.
His hair was coming out of its bun and tendrils were falling in front of his eyes. You reach up to push them away and smile. He was so handsome.
âThat was very incredible holy shit we shouldnât have waited so long.â You say as you both hear a noise outside and look up to see the sky had grown dark and a heavy rain was coming down.
âOh shit.â You giggle as you both sit up and stare at the rainstorm outside.
âGuess no beach day for us.â He says smoothing down your hair as you lean in to kiss him softly.
âHow about a movie day instead? I still brought snacks and drinks.â You say as he nods and carries you off the bed to the living room and you giggle the entire way.
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Battinson and the JL ft. His Eventual Identity Reveal
(If youâre just here for the cutesy bits, skip to Attempt #2. Otherwise, STRAP IN CUZ ITâS A LOT)
Bruce Wayne of Matt Reevesâ The Batman is not the founder type.
He wouldnât voluntarily join a book club, much less join a league of super powered vigilantes whom he does not know personally.
So in this universe, you probably wouldnât call him one of the three Founding members.
But heâs still integral to the formation of the Justice League
It starts out with a friendly visit :)
Bruce is patrolling on a random night in Gotham when he notices a weird thing in the sky. Itâs floating just far enough behind him that a less vigilant person wouldnât have noticed, but Bruce is always watching his own back, and he takes it as a threat.
He strays from his usual path and then heads to a warehouse roof before turning to face the threat.
Itâs Superman. All smiley and dressed in primary colors. The strongest, most powerful being on Earth just floating over like he wasnât stalking Batman a second ago. Bruce does not like that.
âWhat do you want with Gotham?â He asks. âI donât,â Superman says. âI wanted to talk to The Batman.â So this is some kind of fight? An intervention? A warning? Then Superman frowns. âYouâŚare The Batman, right?â
Bruce only nods as he considers his options, but he canât really do that when Superman has super speed, super sight, super strength, super breath, super lots-of-things-that-Batman-probably-doesnât-know-of.
Then Superman surprises him by landing on the roof and giving him this pitch about a superhero group.
Superman and a few other vigilantes have been bouncing around the idea of teaming up together so they can help one another protect their cities. And The Batman was a âperfect candidate.â
âIâm not joining your club.â âItâs not a club. Itâs a league.â âWhatâs your mission statement, then?â âA what?â Bruce fights the urge to roll his eyes. He still doesnât trust this guy. âTake your league idea back to the drawing board then we can talk.â He does not intend on talking.
But two months later, Superman is back. This time, he brings another super powered vigilante named Wonder Woman.
She smiles, politely approaches him, and says âSuperman tells me you want to learn more about our league.â That is not what he said, but he doesnât bite.
Bruce canât decide which they remind him of more: college recruiters or cult leaders. But because Wonder Woman genuinely seems to care about seeing this project through, and the roster she has of current like-minded vigilantes is impressive, he lets her talk.
And to give her credit, she definitely thought out the logistics more. It almost makes up for the time theyâre wasting.
Okay, fine. Theyâre still way behind on concept, and itâs pitiful. He actually feels bad.
They obviously care! They just have no idea how to run a business like he does. Is it a bit cynical to think of this league of Justice as a business? Yes, but thatâs the only way he can even conceive this happening and working.
Bruce asks about their organizationâs leadership structure, and thatâs when Wonder Woman falters a bit. âWe want to work with each other, not for.â Bruce bites his tongue on that subject.
He asks about their scope of work. âWe want to help as many people as we can, but that can be ironed out later.â Bruce bites his tongue on that subject.
He asks âWhoâs funding this?â She answers, âWe have a few members willing to pitch in, but the majority will have to come from generous citizens.â And thatâs when he just stops asking questions. Because what?
If he could cry the grease paint off, he would.
They canât just think every super-powered vigilante is going to sing Kumbaya and braid each otherâs hair. There needs to be checks and balances within the organization to avoid tyranny and corruption. They need a reliable source of donations (that doesnât immediately out Bruce.) They need a proper chain of command. They need to map out their area of responsibility. They need to design a VERY strict vetting process. Itâs not sunshine and rainbows. Itâs hard work!
So he says heâll think about it again and complains to Alfred about the weird super stalkers.
But for SOME reason, Alfred doesnât see the problem
Alfred encourages him to join so he can âmake some friends.â But how can he trust these people if they canât even make a half-decent pitch? Itâs like a bad episode of Shark Tank.
And âmake friends?â Theyâre all masked
But after a week of gentle nudging (read: very firm lectures), Bruce agrees. ONLY to keep tabs on the rest of the vigilante world and possible threats to Gotham
(And without his help, theyâll probably butt-dial Lex Luthor the nuclear codes or something)
And he is damn well going to figure out who these people really are before he helps them make a Super Organization.
Alfred figures out about half of their secret identities purely as a brain exercise while Bruce is out fighting crime and collecting head injuries like PokĂŠmon cards. They figure out the rest together.
They also develop contingency plans for every single member. Just in case.
And after months of Batman being visited by random vigilantes, whom he has several choice words for about personal spaceââThis is my city. Go away.ââhe accepts. On several conditions.
Not all of them are appreciated.
Attempt #1: âMaking Friendsâ
After several scheduling conflicts, a lot of prep work, and a really good hype session in front of the mirror, Bruce heads on over to the first official meeting.
Batman arrives with a long list of things they need to do before going public. The first thing on the list?
Write A Mission Statement
What the fuck are they actually trying to do? Bruce thinks this is a great starting point.
And youâd think (youâd think) this Justice League thing would be easier to tolerate than the drawn-out exec meetings he has to sit through with boring, old businessmen who keep delaying things so they can hash out every little detail.
To Bruceâs absolute horror, he BECOMES the boring businessman whoâs delaying things so they can hash out every little detail. He misses the boring, old businessmen. At least they knew what they were doing.
Every turn, he is argued with.
âWhy do we need a mission statement?â ââPower Structureâ feels authoritarian. Canât we just share leadership duties?â âDo we really need this much paperwork?â
Bruce has the audacity to say, âWe need to develop some sort of protocol that helps us analyze any possible threat.â But no. âWhy canât I just jump in? I have eyes.â âJumping in without studying an opponentâs behavior could cause more harm than good,â he insists. âSo what? Iâm going to watch an alien monster go on a rampage through my city instead of fighting it?â âYes. You donât know what itâs capable of.â
Bruce already regrets joining.
All he hears is the others gossiping. âIs this guy really telling us how to be heroes?â âHeâs got a major stick up his ass.â âI knew we shouldnât have let him join.â And if that doesnât dissuade him, he doesnât know what will.
âHow was the first meeting?â Alfred asks. Bruce scowls. âIâm not making friends.â
Nonetheless, Bruce sticks it out for weeks until they have some semblance of an organization. And, to his shock and amazement, itâŚkind of works.
The Justice League makes its debut, and Wayne Enterprises generously donates some money âout of spiteâ after Lex Luthor publicly denounces the league. (Honestly, Bruce would too if he hadnât personally duct-taped it together himself.)
But the league starts small, just like he told them, they respond to natural disasters and public safety threats first (as per the outreach initiative) and focus on protecting communities in need (as per the mission statement.)
Yes, they still think Batman has a stick up his ass because heâs a stickler for writing incident reports, but no one else reads them so he has the right to be pissed.
Heâs almost kind of sort of content with how itâs going. Even his reputation as a vigilante is improving.
Thatâs when another glaring difference between him and the other members appears.
Despite looking the same age as the rest of the team, Bruce is actually much younger?? Even excluding the aliens, gods, etc.
Most of his teammates are in their late 30âs, early 40âs. Meanwhile, Bruce is at the ripe age of 29 and a half.
He is the youngest by ten years.
Everyone kind of just assumes heâs the same age, though, so they make references to 80âs kids stuff that he only vaguely understands through Alfred and his business partners. He just sits there in silence like a child who snuck over to the adult table and is waiting to get caught.
So on top of the rift he (accidentally) created when they started the organization, itâs even harder to connect through similar interests. Other than punching people together.
And Bruce Wayne has a bad case of imposter syndrome when it comes to their superpowers.
Heâs always in the corner brooding, and everyoneâs like ummm antisocial much?
But 50% of the time, itâs because heâs thinking âIâll never amount to the incredible heroic feats everyone else has accomplished. How can I possibly make a difference to the world if Iâm already struggling to save Gotham?â Like a little emo freak đ¤
(Meanwhile, you couldnât pay those mfâs to step foot in Gotham. This Bat guyâs crazy and heâs human apparently?! No way. Nuh uh.)
The OTHER 50% of his âbroodingâ is Bruce standing to the side with a mixture of concern and judgment because his teammatesâ competency in certain areas isâŚalarmingly low sometimes.
One week, he finds himself thinking, âHow do these grown-ass adults not know their way around a digital map? Theyâre 40, not geriatric.â
Then like a week later, itâs âThese fucking war fossils donât even know Morse code. I gotta do everything around here.â
One of the final straws is when he says, âDid they just break another fucking Keurig? Who does that, Alfred? Itâs the fifth one.â
Suffice it to say, heâs not very personable. But is it his fault? Well yeah, a little bit. LikeâŚâŚ..65% his fault.
(The remaining 35% is their moaning and groaning whenever Batman calls a meeting.)
Bruceâs irritation is totally justified.
God, he just wants to go home.
Why is he doing this again?
Attempt #2: Actually Making Friends
The first JL member to break through his cold, black exterior is Wonder Woman. She needs help with search and rescue after a sinkhole opens up near an elementary school, but no oneâs available until Batman responds to her call.
Heâs on the scene in less than an hour and makes quick work in securing the area. Thankfully, she catches him once itâs over. (He always runs off without saying goodbye.)
âThanks for helping. Everyone else was just so busy. Iâm glad you could fly over.â Batman mumbles something that she canât quite hear. âWhat was that?â she asks. âI was busy too,â he repeats. She gives him a weird look, and he freezes up for a second as he realizes that probably wasnât appropriate to say. âI meanâŚthis was more important. There were kids in danger so it didnâtâŚmatter if I was busy.â
Wonder Woman considers how awkward The Batman looks for a moment then smiles. So he really is human. âWell, thank you. The help was very much appreciated.â
Since then, several small acts of kindness and solidarity earn Batman some respect from the rest of the team.
One day, Flash complains about how boring their meetings are so Batman brings a massive bin of fidget toys. After placing them in front of the Flash, he mumbles, âThese are for ADHD. Theyâre useful.â Flash almost cries with relief. He is very touched.
Another day, Green Arrow is severely injured in battle. Without a word, Batman leaves the fight, takes him to a safe location, stops the bleeding, and does it all while repeatedly making sure heâs awake and asking permission to remove certain pieces of clothing.
In another fight, Plastic Manâs mask is thrown off, and Batman sees his face. In a second, Batman tosses a smoke bomb, picks up the mask, and hands it back before anyone else can look. It costs them time and the element of surprise, and Plastic Man knows it, but Batman did it anyway.
A JL memberâs stomach grumbles during one too many meetings. Suddenly, their little break room becomes a fully stocked kitchen with shelf-stable meal items and all the basic necessities. Thereâs a nut-free section, a gluten-free section, everything. The only reason they know itâs him is because anyone else would have admitted to it.
(He renovated the whole fucking thing. In one night. By himself.)
And they all see how gentle he is with children. Countless times, The Batman is spotted prioritizing young civilians at any given moment.
He has lollipops in his belt. And Bluey bandaids too.
Itâs the little things that make them feel closer to him :)
And okay maybe his goddamn Mission Statement lecture wasnât so bad
So they stop moaning and groaning
Okay, now itâs bonding time WOOHOO!!
Attempt #3: Kinda? Friends??
One day, Superman says he isnât too fond of billionaires (because of Lex, obviously) and goes on a rant about capitalism. Bruce doesnât dare contribute because 1) heâs the richest man in the world and 2) every other billionaire heâs met is insufferable.
(Including Oliver Queen who Bruce refuses to look at while Green Arrow âdefends his cityâs billionaire.â)
(And while weâre on the topic of Green Arrow, Bruce cannot forget the disappointing almost-fling two summers ago. He still holds a grudge.)
Green Arrow: âYouâre all fashion nightmares. Who wears a cape in the 21st century?â Batman: âAt least my facial hair isnât longer than my dick.â GA: âWhat was that, Batman?â B: âWhat?â
Also Bruce is very attracted to Superman.
(He likes older men.)
(Yes, I am referring to Henry Cavillâs Superman.)
(Sue me.)
(But donât get your hopes up. He does literally nothing about it.)
(Coward.)
One of the JL members complains about how sore they are after a few missions so Bruce cashes in his Monthly Attempt to Socialize and says, âTry yoga. It helps me.â ââŚBatman, you do yoga?â âYes. My son got me into itâŚ.Itâs good for you.â âYou have a son?!â He is never socializing again.
They also learn that Batman has the smallest frame on the team. (Like yeah, heâs tall, but heâs also lanky, and everyone else is either an alien or a human dorito.)
One night, they need to sneak through the vents of some building so Bruce offers to do it. Someone says, âItâs a tight squeeze. Are you sure you can fit?â Then he just takes his cape and pauldrons and shoulder pads off and is suddenly like a foot skinnier
âWaitâŚis this why youâre so good at hiding in the shadows?â Bruce just glares at the Flash for a second before climbing into the vents.
(The answer is yes.)
A betting pool is started over whether or not Batman is part Bat.
In fact, several betting pools begin because no one knows anything about the guy??
Aquaman and Plastic Man go to great lengths to figure out what his hair color is.
They lose their shit once Bruce tells them heâs vegetarian.
Green Lantern: âEvery time he opens his mouth, we learn something new. Next, heâs going to tell me he speaks Swahili!â Batman: âI do.â GL: âOh, come on!â
Superman: âWe need someone on the inside for this international operation to work, but thatâll take at least three months undercover.â Batman: âDonât worry. I have connections.â S: ââŚIn Shanghai?â B: âYes.â
The Flash adds SHANGHAI?? to his conspiracy board
Bruce needs to stop trying to socialize. Itâs better for everyoneâs cardiovascular health.
A year or two in, theyâre all introduced to Captain Marvel. Bruce is the first and only person to learn his true identity (kid Billy Batson) because Bruce is the only one with a kid. That way, he understands the weird Gen-Alpha humor and references.
Millennia-old deities donât use the term Flop Era.
And, of course, they play FMK at some point.
(I mean, come on. There are like TWO mature adults on this team, but Martian Manhunter doesnât know whatâs going on until itâs too late, and Wonder Woman is busy at her day job.)
During that particular round, the celebrities are Bruce Wayne, Lex Luthor, and Kylie Jenner. Bruce does, in fact, want to kill himself, but he chooses Fuck instead because of this exact conversation:
Green Lantern: Come on, Bats. Itâs just a game! Choose already. Batman: No. Iâm against killing. GL: Oh, go fuck yourself. This situation is completely hypothetical, and you know it. B: Fine! Fuck Bruce, Marry Kylie, Kill Lex. GL: See? That wasnât so hard :) Bruce:
He tried
Attempt #4: Ah shit, FRIEND?
The identity reveal comes about three years after he joins. Heâs 32, has three kids, heâs been on hundreds of missions with them, the teamâs over twice its original size, and there are domestic terrorists overtaking Manhattan.
Superman, Wonder Woman, The Flash, Green Lantern, Martian Manhunter, and The Batman try to extract as many civilians as possible, but now theyâre being hunted. After hiding in a warehouse and considering their options, MM finally suggests that they pose as civilians, which immediately creates uproar.
Bruce, however, realizes this is the only way out.
But itâs not dramatic or badass like that one JL episode. No, instead, he thinks about it, swallows the regret, and justâ
Takes off his cowl.
And the whole room falls dead fucking quiet.
Then, âOh fuck.â
(That was Green Lantern.)
Bruce just shrugs and mumbles, âMartian is right. Itâs the only way.â And really fucking hopes the grease paint hides his red face because he is not having a good time right now.
He would rather die, actually, but they need to get somewhere safe and Fast.
The others look him up and down then nod slowly. âUh yeah.â âOkay, sure.â âThis is fine.â âWeâll do that.â
The others begin slowly taking off their suits and changing into something more casual. Bruce takes his off, revealing the skin-tight compression suit underneath, and stuffs his armor in the roll-up duffel bag thatâs kept in his belt.
He changes into his drifter outfit, wipes his face clean, and suddenly, The Batmanâs just a normal guy. (A very pretty normal guy, mind you. His teammates have eyes.)
âWe can head to my place,â Bruce says. âItâs closer, and I know the train system pretty well.â And yes, heâs pretty soft-spoken outside of the suit, but now it feels even more obvious.
Meanwhile, the others are likeâ
Oh. My. God.
Oh my god, heâs fucking shy. Batman is acting shy in front of us. Dear fucking god. Batman is Bruce Wayne. And Bruce is shy so Batman is fucking shy?? Bruce is pretty too. Holy fuck. He is very pretty.
And heâs so young?? Oh my god, heâs a BABY wtf?! Heâs like four inches shorter. Four inches tall! Theyâre all towering over him without his massive boots and armor, and he just hunches over with the big duffel bag like he wants to sink into the floor, and heâs so small.
Wonder Woman wants to put him in her pocket.
Sue her.
They end up taking the train back. Bruce has on the mask and cap that hides his face (poor Superman, he really likes his jawline) and they all follow Bruce as he gets off and on several trains at seemingly random stops. THEN when theyâre finally in Gotham, they head into an abandoned-looking subway station that leads them into aâŚcave?? WTF
And in the middle of the cave is an elderly man with a cane and a three-piece suit just lounging on a recliner. (WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCKâ)
He looks up from his crossword puzzle and says, âAh! Youâve finally made friends, I see?â Bruce rolls his eyes. âThis is not a sleepover,â he gripes. âShame. I was about to grab your footie pajamas for you.â
The man smiles at them. âA pleasure to meet Master Wayneâs work friends in person. Would you like some coffee? Tea? If youâre like him, this is going to be a long night.â
No one dares to question why this man recognizes them in their civvies
They also canât tell if the footie pajamas line was a joke or not. After tonight, nothing is off the table.
(This is a minefield of information. Barry is having flashbacks to his conspiracy board. No one is going to fucking believe him.)
They all settle into one corner of the cave. Bruce leaves to change and comes back looking like this:
(Goddamnit, Clark is having a meltdown. His hair looks so good wet.)
At one point while theyâre plotting, Wonder Woman glances over his shoulder to see Bruce checking some sort of security camera. A boy, maybe nine or ten, is sleeping in bed. âIs that your son?â Bruce clearly doesnât want to answer, but Alfred gives him a look, and Bruce sighs. âOne of them. Yes.â
Later, they have to analyze some explosive samples in the cave, and Barry, forensic scientist extraordinaire, has some choice words about the non-sterile environment.
Barry: This doesnât look safe. Bruce: My lab is perfectly clean and functional. *bat screeches* Donât worry about that.
For the rest of the night, they use the evidence they have to track down the organization while the rest of the JL suits up and saves NYC.
After a few hours, theyâre safe to return to NYC for damage control. But Alfred refuses to let Bruce go with them. âYour sons are worried. Drive them to school, then youâre coming home and sleeping.â
Bruce clearly wants to argue, but the mention of his kids stops him. He sighs and turns to the others who are already changed. âLet me know if you need anything. I can be there in ten minutes.â
They all nod, knowing full well they will not be doing that. The guy clearly needs rest.
(Also, he is a single father of three and still goes out every night to punch robbers and crime bosses? Is he doing okay?)
Then they head back to NYC with so many questions.
But a lot of it makes sense too, actually. Maybe they just werenât thinking about the man behind the mask enough to see it.
They learned a lot about their friend that night.
And they have a lot of bets to cash in.
FIN
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10 Generations. 10 Different Heroines. 1 Legacy. Welcome to the Literary Heroine Legacy Challenge! Iâve been itching for a good legacy to revive my love for the Sims 4, and I havenât found one so I wrote one myself. I was inspired after reading Emmaâ the family dynamics, drama, and romance were everything I ever wanted in a Sims challenge. So I modernized the stories and adapted them to fit this game. Special shoutout to Designergirl81, who I met through MissLollypopSimsâ Discord! The generations of Anne of Avonlea and Dorothy were their brainchildren. đ I designed each generation to reference a famous literary heroine. This is a very story-oriented challenge but feel free to bend, tweak, and change as much as you can! Sims Challenges arenât meant to limit your fun. đ TL;DR: Play your own way while letting these rules guide your storytelling! The official tag of the challenge is #TheLiteraryHeroineChallengeTS4. Have fun! Check out the rules here or keep reading!
Basic Rules
Play on any life span you want but I recommend playing on Normal life span.
You are encouraged to play with female heirs. Of course, this is optional!
You are discouraged from using money cheats. Some generations have stories that are related to their social classâ so try to stay true to the story as much as you can.
You can live wherever you want unless the generation states otherwise.
Feel free to customize each generationâs race and sexual orientation
Unless specifically stated, each generation has to finish their aspiration and career.
Even if most of these books are classics, I wrote this with a more modern take on it. You donât need any mods or CC to fit the erasâ aestheticsâ but if you want to, you totally can!
â means thereâs a recommended mod for this!
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Generation 1: Elizabeth Bennett đ Do not consider me now as an elegant female, intending to play you, but as a rational creature, speaking the truth from her heart. đ
It is a truth, universally acknowledged, that all Sims 4 challenges must start with an heir. In this case, thatâs you, which is surprising because everyone else in your life has decided that you are plain, especially when compared to your other two sisters. Lately though, you start to sense that youâve been getting more attention from your neighbors. One particular Sim hasnât been able to leave you and your family alone⌠and you donât like them at all, not one bit. Well⌠maybe just a bit.
Aspiration: Successful LineageÂ
Traits: Family Oriented, Hot-Headed, Bookworm OR choose/roll for the last trait
Career: Journalist
â Master the Writing skill. â Live in a rundown family home passed down by your parents with two sisters until you are married. â Have a negative relationship with a neighbor. â Reject a proposal from your work boyfriend. â Build a relationship with your neighbor after you reject the proposal of your ex. â Have a scandal involving one of your sisters that your neighbor supports you through. â Fall in love and marry this neighbor then move in with him. â Have two children.
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Generation 2: Emma Woodhouse đ  It is very difficult for the prosperous to be humble. đ
Growing up, you were always the sheltered one. Your father was very protective of you, and therefore never let you out of his sight. Of course, that didnât stop you from becoming well-loved by the entire town. You were known for throwing the best dinner parties and befriending everyone your father and mother knew. Needless to say, this got to your head a bit. You werenât arrogant, you were confident. In everyoneâs eyes, you could do no wrong. Well, everyone except your childhood best friendâ who was never afraid to call you out for being a bit clueless at times.Â
Aspiration: Neighborhood Confidante OR Party Animal
Traits: Self-Assured, High Maintenance, Music-Lover OR choose/roll for the last trait
Career: Romance Consultant or Lawyer
â Master the Charisma and Piano skills. â Host at least 5 gold-star dinners. â Have a childhood best friend whoâs a bit older than you. For example: When youâre 17 (end of teenage years), theyâre already 20 (start of young adult years). * â You canât have good friends who are your age until your childhood best friend ages up into a young adult. â Make a new friend that you treat like a âprojectâ until you two fall out. Choose if you two will reconcile in the future. â Profess your love to your childhood best friend during a heated argument. â Marry your best friend and live with your mother and father in your childhood home until your parents die. Have one child. *It goes without saying to only get with your childhood best friend when the two sims are both young adults đ No super uncomfortable age gaps, please.
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Generation 3: Scarlett OâHara ⨠âTomorrow, Iâll think of some way to get him back.â ⨠All your life, you grew up spoiled. Your mother and father were so in love, and you almost expected to have a story as romantic and easy as theirs. However, when your high school flame elopes quickly with someone else right after graduation, you start to spiral. No longer able to get things your way, you begin to self-sabotage and jump from relationship to relationship. Deep down you know you should stop and smarten up but frankly, my dear, you donât give a damn.
Aspiration: Soulmateâ you fail thisÂ
Traits: Materialistic, Genius, Jealous OR choose/roll for the last trait
Career: None until your divorce then become a Manual Laborer + Barista
â Recommended Mods: Healthcare Redux Mod, Extreme Violence Mod
â Donât master any skill. â Have a high school flame who elopes with someone else. â Elope immediately with someone else. Have them die tragically.* â Marry another person quickly who you have bad compatibility with. Get negative romance with them right before they pass.* â Marry a third time. Have them catch you in a compromising moment with your high school flame, which leads to a divorce that leaves you with nothing. â End up working two part time jobs to keep your household running. â Have 4 kids with your 3 husbands (you can cheat for twins, if you want). *You decide how they die. I recommended having mods like the Healthcare Redux and Extreme Violence in your game for realistic roleplay reasonsâ but if he gets tragically eaten by a Cowplant that works too! đ
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Generation 4: Jo March 𧞠âWhen the first soreness was over, she could laugh at her poor little book, yet believe in it still, and feel herself the wiser and stronger for the buffeting she had received.â 𧞠Growing up was not easy for you. Your childhood was incredibly unpredictable with your mother jumping from relationship-to-relationship. And when things started to stabilize emotionally, you ended up in poverty. Luckily, you had your siblings to cling to, and a passion for writing thatâs unmatched. You wrote a ton of things across different genres, except for romance which you didnât quite understand. In fact, everyone always expected you to be a little woman, not rough or wild, but you knew in your heart thatâs not what you were destined to become.
Aspiration: Best-Selling Author
Traits: Creative, Unflirty, and Ambitious OR choose/roll for the last trait
Career: Author
â Recommended Mods: Writing Career Overhaul, SNB Banking
â Master the Writing and Logic skills. â Be best friends with all of your siblings. â Start selling short stories as a teenager to help pay the bills. â Get a best friend in high school who professes their love to you during graduation. Turn them down. Optional: Have them marry one of your other siblings. â Move away to the city to focus on your writing. Always send 30% of your income to your mother until she dies. â Due to a tragedy in the family, adopt a child of one of your siblings.* â Win a Starlight Accolade for one of your novels. â Never marry but live a fulfilling life. *They are to be the next heir to preserve the bloodline. You can adopt more if you want.
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Generation 5: Anne Shirley đ âI believe the nicest and sweetest days are not those on which anything very splendid or wonderful or exciting happens but just those that bring simple little pleasures, following one another softly, like pearls slipping off a string.â đ You were adopted by your aunt and lived a happy childhood. Despite being surrounded by family drama, you never let it dampen your spirit. You struggled with social cues and caused mayhem wherever you wentâ of course, that never stopped you from making your voice heard. You were, afterall, raised by someone who was never afraid to make a point. However, unlike your aunt, you always longed for romance. You always imagined big declarations of passionâ but perhaps itâs time to learn that love creeps to one's side like an old friend through quiet ways.
Aspiration: Academic OR Soulmate
Traits: Romantic, Socially Awkward, and Loyal OR choose/roll for the last trait
Career: Education Career
â Recommended Mod: Education Overhaul
â Master the Research and Debate skill. â Have a childhood enemy that you become best friends with in high school. â Go to University and study Language and Literature. â Fall out with your best friend while in University. â Start dating someone you meet in University but break up right after graduation. â Get a job in the Education Career and write on the side. â Reconnect with your former best friend and realize you love them. â Get married to your best friend. â Retire from the Education career and become a freelance writer in your twilight years.
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Generation 6: Nancy Drew đ âI don't promise to forget the mystery, but I know I'll have a marvelous time.â  đ Every bedtime, your mother read you stories that she and your grandmother wrote. Among all of those, itâs your grandmotherâs mysteries that impacted you the most. There was something so thrilling about being a heroic, fearless woman who helped others out. Because of this, you gained a bunch of friends who loved you very deeply. With their support, you grew up as a well-known detective who can solve any case. It was a fun life, but you eventually settled down in Henford-On-Bagley to have a family of your own.
Aspiration: Friend of the WorldÂ
Traits: Generous, Nosy, and Outgoing OR choose/roll for the last trait
Career: Detective OR Â â Zerbuâs Simvestigations Mod
â Master the fitness skill. â Be close friends with both your parents. â Have 2 best friends who are either your roommates (Discover University) or live in the same apartment complex as you (For Rent) for your entire YA life. â Get engaged to someone you meet on-the-job. â Before marrying your fiance, go on a trip to Selvadorada with your 2 best friends and explore the Jungle Temples. â Settle down in Henford-On-Bagley and have a farm life of your own. â Never move away once you settle in Henford-On-Bagley.
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Generation 7: Dorothy Gale đś âIf we walk far enough, we shall sometime come to someplace.â  đś Growing up you knew that there was more to the world than what was outside your own backdoor. Afterall, your mother was a famous detectiveâ if she went on her own adventures, why canât you?
With her and your fatherâs support, you spend your young adult life traveling. You made some great friends along the way (and even some loves), but eventually you start to wonder if there is no place like home.
Aspiration: Local Aspirationsâ complete at least two
Beach Life
Mt. Komorebi SightseerÂ
Fount of Tomarani Knowledge
Traits: Adventurous, Dog Lover, and Loves Outdoors OR choose/roll for the last trait
Career: Any Freelance CareerÂ
â Recommended Mods: SimNation Travel, Home Region
â Have a dog that goes everywhere with you. â Live in 3 or more worlds during your Young Adult life. â Make 3 best friends that each teach you a valuable life lesson. â After making your three best friends, use reward points to add the following traits: Brave, Savant, and Incredibly Friendly. â As an adult, realize you miss your family and return home. â Have a long distance relationship with the father of your children.
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Generation 8: Wendy Darling đ âShe was a lovely lady, with a romantic mind and such a sweet mocking mouth. â  đ You grew up waiting. First, for your fatherâs seasonal visits⌠which eventually stops when you become a teenager. Next, for the opportunity to leave Henford-on-Bagley to pursue your dreams of becoming an actress. And finally, for your first love, a man who refused to propose to you, no matter how long you waited for him to. Eventually you grew tired waiting and decided to grow up. You married a sensible man, had a child, and gave up your dreams of becoming an actress. Still, you held on to the dreams of your first love and end up reconnecting in a night of passion that leaves you pregnant with his child. Realizing that heâll never grow up, you decide to dedicate your life to your family and husband.
Aspiration: Master Actor/Actress - you fail this or theâ Housewife Aspiration (after you marry)
Traits: Perfectionist, Proper, and Cheerful OR choose/roll for the last trait
Career: Actor/Actress
â Master the Parenting skill. â Have a distant family dynamic with your father who never lives with you. â Join the drama club and meet your first love. Optional: He has the childish trait. â Give your first love all of your major romantic milestones. â Lose touch with your first love when you move to Del Sol Valley. â Marry a man youâd consider as sensible. Have one child with him. â Have a one time secret affair that results in another child. â Dedicate your life to your children afterwards.
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Generation 9: Alice Liddell  đ° âIt would be so nice if something made sense for a change.â đ°
There were times you felt like you never truly belonged anywhere. While everyone at home lived and abided by your parentsâ rules, your head was always in the clouds. Sensibilities and propriety were never in your vocabulary, much to the disdain of your father and the rest of your siblings. Still, you were a free spirit that could never be controlled. After moving out as a young adult, you fell in love with cooking and mixology. You also met a group of misfits who were as different as you. Every Sunday, youâd host special âteaâ parties with them, that broadened your worldview and made you realize that the world gets curiouser and curiouser with each passing day.
Aspiration: Master Mixologist or Master Chef
Traits: Clumsy, Foodie, and Childish OR choose/roll for the last trait
Career: Culinary Career
â Recommended Mods: Basemental, Grannies Cookbook, Open Love Life
â Master the Cooking and Mixology Skills. â Have a juice/nectar hobby on the side. â Have a club with people who have weird or eccentric traits.* â Fall in love with someone with the Erratic Trait. â Host âteaâ parties every Sunday in your own home. â Optional: Use the Basemental Mods and have your Sims get high on dope/drunk on alcohol during the tea parties. â Dye your hair a different, brighter color. â Live in a quirky and colorful house. â Befriend a rabbit who you talk to constantly. Name them The Mad Hatter. â â Optional: Be in a polyamorous relationship with Romantic Boundaries OR the Open Love Life Mod â Have two children. *You decide what weird and eccentric means.
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Generation 10: Countess Ellen Olenska  đ¨ âThe real loneliness is living among all these people who only ask one to pretend.â đ¨
You appreciated your motherâs lifestyle. You saw the world for what it could become, and not what everyone wanted it to be. However, you worried about your younger sister. You saw her innocence and wanted to protect it. When you turned into a young adult, you moved away and took your sister with you to start anew. However, life was not always easy. Straight out of teenhood, you married someone from a different city and had a tumultuous relationship with him. You separate with him and continue to care for your sister. Youâre able to provide for her through your paintings, which also brought you a lot of fame. When she grew up into a Young Adult, she formed an attachment with a man that⌠intrigued you. She married him. This kept him in your life, but made it difficult for you to ignore your feelings. One night, you find yourself alone together, and you must make a choice: stay with him and break your sister's heart, or leave forever to give them peace. You have a price to pay either wayâ we can't behave like people in novels without consequence, can we?
Aspiration: Painter Extraordinaire
Traits: Gloomy, Art Lover, and Family Oriented OR choose/roll for the last trait
Career: CriticÂ
â Recommended Mods: RPO, Wonderful Whims, Custom Relationship Bits, Soulmates
â Master the Painting Skill. â Become a Level 3 Celebrity with your paintings. â Marry someone who isnât your soulmate straight out of high school. Have a negative relationship with him before separating. â Optional: Only temporarily separate with him using the RPO Mod. â Be best friends with your sister. â Become soulmates with the partner of your sister without consummating the relationship. â When youâre an adult, invite your sisterâs partner over, and make a choiceâ woohoo together and break your sister's heart, or end the emotional affair. â If you woohoo together - Tell your sister the next day and become enemies. Name your child after them. â If you end the emotional affair - Move away from your love and get back together with your ex-husband. Die without having your own children.
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Weâre so used to the sexual reading of the entire book of Dracula, which takes the sensuality of the early chapters and jams everything that follows it into the same metaphor no matter how poorly it fits, but I feel the segment weâre approaching works much better with a lens of chronic illness and disease.
Vampire legends are inextricably intertwined with disease. Many of them are said to have been birthed by burying victims of disease too soon, who later seem to rise from the dead. But whatâs more is that Stoker and his family have deep-seated trauma over disease: his mother had to flee her hometown at the age of 14 because of a horrific cholera epidemic, and Stoker himself was bedridden as a child from an illness that no one could identify.
Found this quote from Irish Historian Mary McGarry:
Bram as an adult asked his mother to write down her memories of the epidemic for him, and he supplemented this using his own historic research of Sligoâs epidemic. Scratching beneath the surface (of this essay), I found parallels with Dracula. [For instance,] Charlotte says cholera enters port towns having traveled by ship, and can travel overland as a mistâjust like Dracula, who infects people with his unknown contagion.
I bring this up because a lot of academic analysis insists that Lucy sleepwalking is proof of her being the Slutty Woman archetype that needs to be punished. This suggested symbolism is hilarious when put next to the text saying she inherited it from her father, but Iâd like to suggest a different angle from the lens of disease suggested earlier:
Lucyâs sleepwalking is a condition that predates Dracula but makes her an easy target for him to prey on. Through the lens of disease symbolism, she now is someone with chronic illness or disability who is especially vulnerable to infectious disease. This becomes a cross-section of Stokerâs trauma regarding disease: his own mystery illness and his mother fleeing a plague.
To wind down my rambles with a bit of a soapbox, I feel this adds a very poignant layer to the struggle to keep Lucy alive. The COVID pandemic showed a horrifying level of casual ableism vs disabled and immunodeficient individuals, shrugging off their vulnerability and even their deaths with âwell COVID only kills them.â Thereâs something deeply gratifying at seeing the way everyone around Lucy fights to the bitter end to protect her and refuses to just give her up to Dracula, whether itâs Mina physically chasing him away or the suitor squad pouring their blood into her veins or Van Helsing desperately searching for cures. The vulnerable deserve no less than this. Theyâre not acceptable casualties.
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actually I do want to talk about Sally Jackson a tad more because one criticism I've been hearing about her book counterpart more recently is "book Sally is one-dimensional: the perfect mother with no flaws" and that just has me biting my cheek because one part of her book counterpart that I always thought was ripe with discussion and didn't make it to the show is that Sally states that it was selfish of her to keep Percy close. It's one of the last things she says to him before she's "killed" by the minotaur.
And there's so much that we don't know about Sally because we view her from Percy's eyes. From his perspective we know that she's exceedingly kind, she never raises her voice to him or even Gabe, and she endured a horrible and abusive relationship to protect her son from monsters (of a different kind).
But there are things we can piece together from the text: Sally has known about CHB for a long time, apparently since before Percy was even born because Poseidon told her he wanted to send Percy there; she was told that it was a mistake for her to keep Percy close - who told her that, we're not sure, she only uses the phrase they; she's been in contact with Grover through out the school year; she knows that she can't cross the camp boundary line, which means either Grover or someone else (Chiron? Poseidon?) told her that, and that she understood that there was place that Percy would be safe from monsters.
And all of these little details are so interesting because it does make you wonder just how much she did or didn't know. Was her self assessment right? Was it selfish of her to keep Percy close?
On one hand, she kept him close because she loved him, alongside the fear that if she sent him to camp, she would be saying goodbye for good -- so is it even fair to call the act of keeping him close selfish? Or perhaps, much like Chiron, she assumed keeping Percy in the dark would be safer?
But on the other hand, Percy had been attracting monsters all his childhood, she understood camp was a safe place from monsters, and she had apparently been told explicitly that it was a mistake for her to keep him close.
And then adding in the factors of: Percy is her only family in the entire world, she's been suffering with Gabe for years, sacrificing so much in order to keep Percy safe when he's at home... but even that has a touch of sad irony because when we meet Percy in tlt, its at point when he's not really home at all -- he's been regularly sent off to boarding schools, so much so that he's internalized it as his own short-coming.
And all of this isn't to say "Omg Sally is actually horrible" or to assert definitely that she is selfish... but more to speak to the fact that in the books, she's not an all-perfect 2-dimensional mother. And her self-assessment of selfishness is something that is really interesting to explore and debate given the implications of what she apparently did (or did not) know about the godly world. I feel there's even an argument to be made that Sally being "selfish" could be a reflection of Percy's fatal flaw.
#does this even make sense lol?#I just think its neat!#and its why find it ironic when I see takes of /book sally is one-dimensional/#because the implied flaws that made her more-dimensional in the books weren't even really carried across to the show?#idk idk#pjo#sally jackson#percy jackson
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Sorry if youâve done this already, but if youâre taking Spencer Reid requests I would love to see one where his wife is struggling with morning sickness and he takes care of her. He has all the medical facts on deck and is the sweetest. đ
âMorning sickness is super common.â A hand on your back. âItâs not known what the cause is, but they think it has something to do with low blood sugar.â He rubs your shoulder. Fingers spread, a slow side to side. âBecause your hormones are changing rapidly, the body isnât as efficient in processing your blood sugar.âÂ
âSpence,â you say, breathing hard with your face in a toilet bowl, âthat doesnât make me feel any better.âÂ
âWhat about if I told you that itâs worse with twins?âÂ
Itâs interesting.
Youâre not having the most exciting of pregnancies. Some people get pregnant and feel that connection to the baby instantly, their foetus the size of a strawberry and somehow a whole world.Â
So far yours just makes you sick. âI think thereâs something wrong with me.âÂ
âProbably not.âÂ
Spencer hoists you back from the bowl. He clambers off of his knees to close the lid, flush, and turn to the sink where he washes his hands. You put a hand on the lid, not so sure youâre finished throwing up, but Spencer tends to know. Heâs a good guess.Â
âHere, dove,â he says softly, offering a face towel wet with warm water.Â
He tried to wipe your face down himself last time and you couldnât hide how much you didnât want him to do that. Heâs kind, and the gesture is sweet, but youâre feeling less human than ever lately. An in depth analysis of your face isnât in the books for him.Â
You hold the towel in both hands and drop your head.Â
âLet me help you up.âÂ
âIâm gonna just live here, actually.â
âI donât think so. Youâre too cute to live on the floor,â Spencer says, not even slightly ironic, âyou have to live in bed like every other adorable woman.âÂ
âI donât feel adorable.âÂ
âYou wouldnât. Your organs are moving and your skin is stretching, and the valves in your veins are becoming fatigued.âÂ
âAwesome.âÂ
Spencer holds both arms out to you and helps you stand. Your head pulses, forcing you to rest your head against Spencerâs arm for a few seconds while you come around properly.Â
âYouâve never been this beautiful, though,â Spencer says softly, âyou really do glow.âÂ
âThanks,â you say, your laugh muffled in his shirt.Â
âItâs because your blood flow has increased all over your body. Maybe. Itâs probably just because youâre you and youâre having our baby andâŚâ Spencer lets his head drop gently atop your own. âYou know. Youâre the loveliest woman Iâve ever met.â
âEven when Iâm sick as a dog?â you ask.Â
âAt all times⌠you know what I said earlier, about your blood flow? You know what else that causes?âÂ
You bring your arms up to curl them protectively behind his neck. He takes your waist. âWhat?â you ask his neck.Â
âYour heart doubles in size.âÂ
âThat happened when I met you.âÂ
âI think being pregnant has made you flirt more,â Spencer says fondly.Â
âNope. Just a side effect of all these certified Reid facts.â You know what heâs doing, distracting you from your nausea with other things. Itâs working slowly, and you appreciate the effort. You might not feel a big connection yet to your baby, but you never feel alone. Â
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I'm excited to announce that I have signed a book deal with Del Rey at Penguin Random House in the US and Michael Joseph in the UK for my debut novel, Alchemised, a standalone dark fantasy set in a war-torn world of necromancy and alchemy, in which a healer with amnesia is taken as a prisoner of war and must fight to protect her lost memories and the secrets hidden among them. It will grapple with themes of trauma and survival, legacy, and the way that love can drive one to extreme darkness, and it is, as you may be able to tell, a reimagined version of Manacled.
I know Iâve been rather quiet about my publishing journey, and a lot of that has been because I didnât want to spark any concerns or worry that I might be abruptly taking away a story that is such a deep part of myself and that I know has meant so much to so many people. This process has unfolded very slowly and quietly because I have tried to be mindful as I could be in every step of the way.Â
As most of you know, I have been a reader in fandom long before I ever began to write. Fanfiction is incredibly special to me, and I have tried to do my best not to undermine its legal protection or allow my works to do so either. During the last several years, there has been a growing issue with illegal sales of Manacled, putting both me and the incredible community that shares fanfiction freely in legal jeopardy.Â
After consulting with the OTW as well as other lawyers, it has grown clear that as a transformative writer I have limited options in protecting my stories from this kind of exploitation, but I wasnât sure what to do; I didnât want to just take the story down, in part because I worried that might only exacerbate the issue, but I didnât know what other options I had. Then I suddenly had this idea of alchemy, which was peculiarly appropriate; an academic world filled with unique transmutational abilities, and a necromantic war against people who had discovered the secrets of immortality, and I could see a path to reimagining the story while still holding on to as much of the original spirit of Manacled as possible.Â
I began redrafting the concept privately around Christmas 2022, and then as if the universe had aligned, just as I was finishing, Caitlin Mahony and Rivka Bergman of WME reached out to me and were delightfully enthusiastic about concepts and ideas for my new alchemical world and the ways I had reimagined the story.Â
I'm thrilled to be working with Emily Archbold, my visionary editor at Del Rey, along with Rebecca Hilsdon at Michael Joseph in the UK, to polish this novel for publication in Fall 2025. I feel uniquely privileged that both my publishing teams are familiar with Manacled and understand how special it is to so many people, and how important it is that this reimagining captures the same spirit while also having its own wings.Â
Manacled is not going anywhere at present. It will remain online throughout 2024, at which point it will, if youâll pardon the pun, alchemise for 2025 and be removed from AO3.Â
I'm so thankful to all of you who've enjoyed my works, and I hope that I can continue to rely on your support as I take my next steps as an author.
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