#I feel ok

[nobodymitskigabriel]

Gabriel doting on Jack the same way Lucifer used to dote on him before the fall

[morg676]

No dog but

[mintaii]

a little post act 1 drawing...

[gibbearish]

love when ppl defend the aggressive monetization of the internet with "what, do you just expect it to be free and them not make a profit???" like. yeah that would be really nice actually i would love that:)! thanks for asking

[vizthedatum]

Therapy helped a lot. It feels like this is temporary, but I need to be mindful of how much things add up to cause me to feel hopeless. I'm working on it! I also think I'm doing the best I can possibly do right now.

I haven't started my new medication dosages because I'm still waiting on my pharmacy, but I did work out a bunch. And I got work done earlier today!

I have more to do.

And I have more to optimize in my home office.

But now... I rest and eat a lot of food, hopefully.

[bereft-of-frogs]

There’s that post that’s like ‘everyone should get into a tiny niche fandom at least once’ fully agree, that was really fun -- but I would like to add that everyone should get into a fandom where their opinions run counter to major fanon because it really teaches you about sticking to your guns and trusting your interpretation of the text without having to rely on peer validation

because WHAT are people talking about sometimes

[wanderingibon]

anya deserved so much better

[episbep]

rehab day twenty

last night one of my housemates came to my room with this “little bit of zen” stone stack that he made from stones at the local beach (what a sweetheart, he knows I’ve been struggling recently and I will keep this forever and ever)

started off the day with my new morning routine which I think set the tone for the day as I have been more positive, less stressed about things I can’t control and ready to tackle this addiction head on. I’m ready to really commit to making this change now and the euphoric recall/self-gaslighting is becoming much less frequent - if anything I am scared to use as I know where it has led and will inevitably lead again (jails, institutions or death as NA would say- absolute hopelessness and misery imo) had a meeting at the centre first thing then went to the beach! It was gorgeously sunny and I swam in the sea with my rehab buddies (almost all of us were there) then caught some rays on the sand - my little crush called me pretty while we were in the sea🥰 I went back to the house and had a video call dance party with my baby💖✨ then a Mindfulness Based Recovery Program online meeting in which I shared and multiple people said it was helpful to them - win☺️ did my gratitude list and goals for tomorrow, packed up some shells that I got from the beach to send home and wrote a little note to go with them before I made a falafel salad for dinner and watched the match (England lost but it was actually a good match to watch tho especially the second half) now having a bath then heading to bed, so I’m fresh and ready for what tomorrow brings…

[nonebinary-leftbeef]

DEVASTATING the lyric you've been mishearing is better than the real one

[gongyussy]

fascinated/horrified by this set of tweets…

[roninkairi]

You can only reblog this today.*

*PLEASE READ THE TAGS

[hinamie]

subject, specimen, spectacle;

should i say that you're dead?

[sabertoothwalrus]

does science experiments on you (homoerotically)

[glitchdollmemoria]

actually. that post about how its important to have weird kinky queer friends. i think the same is true of really every type of ostracized person but in particular i wanna point it out wrt mentally ill people.

if you watch a movie villainizing DID or schizophrenia or something, and you think, "hey, this seems sort of like its based on what my friend has and theyre just a chill person, why are they making my friends condition seem threatening?" thats good.

if you see someone use narcissist as a synonym for abuser and you think, "what, no, im friends with someone who has NPD and i know theyre a kind person, this isnt true at all," thats good.

if you hear politicians try to frame addicts as violent criminals who should be locked up and you think "no, my buddy sam is just sick, their withdrawals are really painful and they dont have a good support system, they shouldnt be locked up for that," thats good.

being able to counter ableist rhetoric with "i know from experience thats not how these people are" is a good thing. like yeah obviously dont make friends with mentally ill people just for brownie points but also try to make the conscious effort to be open to friendship with people who have stigmatized mental health issues. and maybe even more importantly, be someone who makes it clear to others that youre safe to be open about these things with, because chances are youre ALREADY friends with mentally ill people even if you dont realize it, because a lot of us with more demonized conditions try to hide those conditions out of fear, and it helps a lot to know our friends are allies - and then we might feel safe discussing our experiences, IF we want to, and in turn that can help you better understand the realities and diversities of our situations and be less susceptible to ableist rhetoric.

[aphel1on]

AuDHD is so funny sometimes like what do you mean my hyperfixations/special interests will last for years on end or possibly forever but they will cycle out every month or two with absolutely no transitional period or warning. like i will think about the same topic every day obsessively for 46 days in a row and on the 47th day with no visible cause adhd brain goes "ok! bored of that now" and autism brain goes "dw i got something queued up for ya" and i blast into full blown obsession on some other topic whose mental file folders haven't opened in 9 months. brain's out here treating hyperfixations like a crop rotation. once the dopamine runs out it cycles in another one but once something's in the rotation it never ever leaves. last summer we brought in one from when i was 11. it's so funny to me but frustrating too bc like. i cannot stress enough my inability to predict or control this. or how completely abrupt and random it can be

[seagiri]

up to interpretation