#I feel like I'm failing

[tbhimnoteasyonmyself]

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[coffeeadict61]

help please

How do y'all stay motivated to do work/school work with depression,anxiety, etc?

I've tried the reward system, the routines, the study music, but none of it helps.

I woke up four hours late, have wasted another four hours procrastinating, haven't cleaned my room, haven't done any kind of work, and only eaten toast.

I am very overwhelmed and need some help please.

[therapythoughtstogether]

It's one of those days

It's one of those days when I don't know what to do with myself. I'm having some water and thinking of doing a short at home walking workout video. The anxiety is so bad today...

I'm just scared. I feel like I systematically fail at everything. I haven't got real good news in a while now, and I feel like my strength is fading.

People refusing to take responsibility for hurting me causes me so much pain...

I need to rescue myself. I need to get out of this situation and start over.

Some days it just feels like I simply won't make it.

[moonlightflower-queen]

Finally, i have them all.

I ADORE THEM YOUR HONOR

Here's a timelapse video:

also the finished art of the sketches in the beginning of the video ig

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

Learning to celebrate the little wins!

[vaguely-concerned]

are. are you telling me that if the romanced mage warden dies and alistair is king, he deadass stares greagoir down over her dead body and grants the circle of ferelden its autonomy after ordering it rebuilt somewhere safer. first you have to deliberately leave him behind so he won't die for you and then he does that for you once you're gone, even when you're broken up??? absolute and literal king behaviour of the highest order????? the actions speak louder than words of it all??????? I think I hauve covid

[bixels]

tarpit site.

[such-a-daydreamer]

@skeptiql I saw Ford in the "I make bad science jokes periodically" shirt and immediately thought of the science joke mugs. He needs them. All of them. So does Fidd.

[uncanny-tranny]

I recently had to do a project in one of my psych classes, and man, I knew that CBT was used for every little thing, but seeing over and over, "do CBT! CBT is the best for every mental illness!" was so jarring. I'm absolutely biased because of my own experiences, but I just don't think it's as universal a treatment model as it's touted.

If you didn't benefit from CBT, it's not because you're lazy or didn't try hard enough or lacked intelligence or foresight into your own needs. Frankly, it's a therapy model that (I think) shouldn't be the only readily-accessible model and among the only therapy models covered by insurance. Some of us should not be treated in a CBT model and that's okay. It's not a sign of poor character or unreasonable demands, and if you don't think it's a model that works for you, then it's your right to express that!

[a-most-beloved-fool]

spirk using telepathy to keep each other alive. kirk, desperate, psy-null and untrained, reaching clumsily into spock's dying mind and pulling, dragging spock's essence into himself, wrenching him forceably from the very jaws of death and holding him there through sheer strength of will, saying you can't die, i won't let you, you can't leave me, i need you, and binding him to life and to himself until it's impossible to fully separate them. spock, more skilled, carefully managing each one of kirk's vital signs - keeping his heart beating steady, his lungs drawing breath, his temperature within a safe range, all while suppressing kirk's pain, and at the same trying, vainly, to keep their minds from tying themselves inexorably together, but they're pressed too close and he can't, and he hopes that kirk will forgive him, for bonding them like this (he will, of course he will), but the alternative, letting kirk die, was - unthinkable.

[blackbearmagic]

@ my international friends and followers: I'm sorry. We tried. We really, really tried.

[077891st]

trying to remember how to draw again 🐠

[trans-leek-cookie]

yknow what. I wanna say: CSA and COCSA survivors are all incredible, but I also wanna give a shout out to ppl who were exposed to sexual stuff or had any kind of sexual experience as a kid that they either aren't comfortable labelling as or don't consider abuse, but they know it still fucking sucked and shouldnt have happened. Even if that changes later in life and you identify as a victim/surivor, it can be messy to have to imagine those labels applying to the ppl in ur life and that can take time.

The most important thing is to prioritize your recovery + health, and to support other victims + survivors.

[mandareeboo]

Episode 1 of Ranma and I'm already hooked. I cannot think of a funnier premise then "Guy got cursed to be a girl, has only been genderfluid for two weeks, learns that the girl he just fought hated to lose to men, and IMMEDIATELY tries to think of a way to stay a girl around her to avoid hurting her feelings". Like that's it. That's a himbo with a heart of gold. I love her.

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

Happy Birthday to Fallen London; My favourite British people beefing it with bats simulator.

[saltsig]

Thinking back on it, it was a pretty dark time in my life. But Iris... Happy, smiling Iris, she was my light.